#like 3mg of lorazepam

[snapewives-supremacy]

I keep trying to compartmentalize and then randomly feeling like imma spontaneously combust with the pent up kinetic energy of my emotions zooming around the control console like Anxiety at the end of Inside Out 2

[macgyvermedical]

What kind of drugs I can use (orally) to knock a guy out for 5-6 hours, and even after that they're QUITE groggy for another hours or so? I need 'can't read a paragraph without falling asleep' groggy for a Batman like big size and stamina guy.

Probably the safest would be a combination of 5-10mg haloperidol (Haldol), 2-3mg lorazepam (Ativan), and 50mg diphenydramine (Benadryl). Doesn't work on everyone but it's a fairly standard emergency sedation order for a reason (and in addition to IM they also all have an oral option).

[nathank77]

3/28/24

6:33 a.m Updated/Added to/Edited

I wrote a bunch about Elise down below... I've got to assume if she's reading my blog she has an account. I wrote a few essays for her.

Anyways, I also got the Coq10 I just got it from Walmart. With more soft baby tooth brushes, Mouthwash and 2 glasses cases. The second set I ordered never came so I got refunded and got a 5$ coupon and good news, my ray bans actually fit in them. I'm sure the Oakley will too. They are lined in soft frabic so I don't have to wrap them. So having extras make sense.

I also started atorvastatin 10mg today. And once the Coq10 10mg comes in I'll start that (finding them in 10mg pills was hard. They weren't available in that dose in stores which is why I made another Walmart purchase over 35$ to avoid shipping).

I'm excited for my stuff especially my Oakley glasses.

Beyond that, I did some research on what benzos were covered under my insurnace which i talk about below and I found out Tepezza is not covered by them..... but I know my doctors will fight for it and it will be it's like 16k for the infusion. I know my endo will fight my insurance on it.

Beyond all this, I made a decision. I looked up what benzo were covered under my insurnace. Absolutely nothing I wanted.. Doctors can fight for it but she won't and i know that. so I guess I won't be lying. And I'll just accept the good thing i have. I could have worse side effects. Renewable Xanax is not an easy thing to get. She trusts me. So yea. I'm going to do my research but for now I'll stay on Xanax and forgo a psychiatrist. Here is my research: I've been a busy bee 🐝

1)Halcoin Sleep/Tablet/ no Weight gain/ no water retention/ .5 mg is equivalent to 1 mg of xanax, I'd need to be percribed 2, .25mg a night for sleep.

Not covered by Insurance

-ideal minus lack of coverage

2) Quazepam anxiety/Tablet/no Weight gain/no water retention/ 15MG is equivalent to 1MG of Xanax.

Not covered by Insurance

-Ideal minus lack of coverage

3) Temazepam Sleep/capsule/no Weight gain/no water retention/20-30mg is equivalent to 1MG of xanax, I'd need to be percribed 30mg of temazepam to have it be equivalent.

Covered by insurance

-Ideal but not tablet problematic

4) Diazepam anxiety/tablet/Weight gain 10 months/no water retention/ 10MG is equivalent to 1MG of xanax, I'd need a 10MG tablet to have it be equivalent to my 1MG of Xanax.

Weight gain after 10 months of use.

Covered by insurance

-Not ideal cause of weight gain

5) Lorazepam Anxiety/Sleep/Tablet/no Weight gain/no water retention/2MG equivalency to 1MG of Xanax

2-3MG for Insomnia

Covered by Insurance

-Ideal for long term Insomnia use maybe the one? It needs more research on my end.

6) Clonazepam Panic disorder/Anxiety/Insomnia/Tablet/ Weight gain and/or Loss/No water Retention/.5MG equivalent to 1MG

-.5 starting dose for insomnia

Covered by Insurance

-cant find much Insomnia research especially for chronic use/Not ideal

7) Estazolam Insomnia/Tablet/ Weight gain or loss/ Rare edema/ 2MG equivalency to 1MG.

-1MG Starting dose for insomnia.

Not covered by Insurance

-Not ideal bc of edema and lack of coverage

8) Clobazam Seizures/tablet/Weight gain/Rare Edema/20MG equivalency to 1MG of Xanax

-doesn't seem to be used for sleep

Covered by Insurance

-NOPE

9) Chlordiazepoxide anxiety/capsule/Weight gain/Edema/25MG equivalency to 1MG Xanax

Covered by insurance

-NOPE

[panicandotherthings]

6/23/2020

In the midst of a pandemic. Sorting through things. Doing a bit of reading here.

Current medication regimen... just swapping this and that.

Lamotrogine: 200 mg. 

Seroquel: 25mg. Don’t know when I made it all the way down to that. Still hanging in there

Lorazepam: dreaded. can take up to 4mg per day. Usually take 3. 

Lunesta: 3mg as needed. This was supposed to help me finish going off of seroquel but I’ve been scared.

Sertraline: The panic attacks and intrusive thoughts became far too much. Started this in the winter time. Game changer.

It looks like my attitude towards medication has been to just give in. I’m tired of fighting myself all the time. Still, getting off that seroquel has never sounded terrible. 

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[melowtune]

when u go to the gp and get benzo prescriptions do u straight up ask for them or do u say u have symptoms that the dr would then prescribe it, I'm asking cause I get so nervous about straight up asking and usually just 'dr shop' and mention symptoms till I find one who prescripts it but really wanna just be able to ask straight up if I knew it'd work

well i get them prescribed constantly because i have an anxiety disorder and was prescribed them by a psychiatrist first and whenever i go to the doctors they see on my chart i’m technically on 3mg lorazepam a day (i use nowhere near that much) so they just keep prescribing it to me every fortnight because once you’ve been on them for a while they DO NOT want to fuck around with potential benzo withdrawals (which can cause seizures and be deadly) . and bc they know i have a v. severe anxiety disorder i just say im out of ativan and they refill without too much fuss normally. if you haven’t been prescribed benzos before you could always lie and say you were prescribed them when you lived/travelled out of state and they were beneficial to you at that time (they have no record of this and no way to prove/disprove it) or if you mention your symptoms are acute and severe and you will only need them to get through a hump or a the next short while (doctors realllly don’t like prescribing benzos for longer than a few weeks so at first its just good to reassure them you wont be needing them for too long and parlay from there.)

in saying all of this do be careful with benzos if you get them. they build up tolerance very quickly and once you have a tolerance withdrawing from them can cause intense rebound anxiety and isn’t very fun at all. don’t use them every day unless you really have to.

[onapsychward]

Turns out everything gets a lot calmer when I take 3mg lorazepam and drink a load of vodka at the same time. Who would have guessed. I was going to self harm and I did start but was like "I'm chill why do this" and they're barely beyond scratches which beats a doctor telling me I almost cut my arm off. If only I could take this much lorazepam every night

[schizophelia]

November 25th, 2017: Update/Journal

Last night was a bad night. I saw a man in the wall (his name is Billy and I've seen him before), I heard Heather's voice constantly, and saw a huge black rat.

In a conversation, my friend and I got talking about God and if he was really watching us. I know he is because I've seen him. When I was in the hospital I saw him and he spoke to me. He would sit at the end of my bed, watching me. He warned me of danger and that evil is coming. He gave me a special mission to complete. He told me I was the chosen one. Only I can complete this mission. I told my friend all of this and she said that other people believe they're the chosen ones too; that it's a relatively common delusion. But how can it be a delusion if it's part of the Truth? Other people may be delusional. But certainly not I.

A couple days ago I missed another couple doses of the Invega 6mg. I don't know why I didn't take the medicine. I guess I thought I didn't need it. I felt okay. Thursday I was at my friend's house and she forced me to take it. She literally checked my mouth and everything. She knows all my tricks.

I took the Invega today but I regret it. I don't really want the medicine but everyone says I need it for the "hallucinations" and "delusions." I don't know if I can trust that I "need" it. I feel like it's not supposed to be inside me.

I hear Heather's voice right now. I hate her so much. I wish she'd die. I wish Anna was alive. I wish she had the strength to kill Heather. But she didn't. I haven't heard Christian in a while. Makes me wonder if Heather killed him too.

I see my psychiatrist on Monday and I'm not looking forward to it. I don't know what I'm going to tell him. I don't want him to find out that I haven't been taking the Invega properly. I don't want him to be mad at me or anything. When I was in the hospital this past time, he wanted to increase the Invega from 3mg to 6mg and I protested. He got so angry at me and he thought I was "resisting treatment." I don't like it when he gets mad at me. I don't like it when anyone gets mad at me. :(

Anyway, that's it for now I guess.

Meds:

Invega 6mg

Fetzima 80mg

Lorazepam 1mg

Trazodone 150mg

[reblank0]

my ego has shown some incredibly sophisticated skills today. It convinced me that my efforts to feel good are too easily discarded. A night of insecurity, followed by a day of feeling utterly uncomfortable inside my own body, in cahoots with my negative brain streams, dilapidated my new found ground. It tries forcefully to shove me back into situating myself in the misery mode, weak powerless and victimized by Yousef my old love. He is everything, I am nothing. This is its motto, which I no longer believe but nevertheless experience sometimes, body and soul. Only yesterday, I managed to feel beautiful and worthy, like no man can resist my powers, like I was powerful as a woman, regardless of men. If the fall into old thought and relation patterns is so accessible and powerful, I wonder whether I genuinely felt anything authentically different at all. I need Yousef’s advocacy, his care, his interest in me and how I am feeling and doing. I need his comforting embrace at the end of a terrible and destabilizing day, I want to feel safe in his big bear arms. I have none of which I long for at the moment. And I feel that something inside me has to change before this could be my reality again. But I can’t figure out what. I can’t figure out which voice to listen to at the course of the day, especially when it comes to relations with men. I am dumb-founded when there is a possibility of connection, because my body refuses to give itself away again, to anyone other than Yousef. My body wants to be inside his. My experience as a woman is referenced via our romance, through him being my man. And this is a game, which I am currently losing. I don’t know the rules anymore, and even if I do, I don’t know how to actively get back and play the game. To be close, to be where I want to be, to find myself comfortable where I want to be, to even realize what is it that I want. There are always an endless number of angles through which to observe and experience the circumstances you are served in life, why am I unable to stay creative in my perception of our romance and find a way to see the beauty and necessary lessons it unfolded and just release the need for reuniting, for recycling the magic we shared between us. Where does the pool of magic inhabits and how can I get a glimpse of it. More so, how do I get to taste its sweetness again? How do I know which door to open in order to reach and manifest it. Or does it lie in every door, and it is my job to build the puzzle, piece by piece, until finally it gets released and resonates with my vibration? How come I am so mean to myself today? how come I think swallowing 3mg of lorazepam a day would make me feel any better, any healthier? Maybe it is not about health or happiness, but about shutting myself down in front of emotional traumas I feel incapable of handling right now. I lost count of what happened a year ago today, I denounce the need to calculate the momentous dates and progression of my relationship with Yousef, how he came to my life, how we bounded our lives together and how we untethered it all when times got rough. What does the future holds for me? And if the future is the present, am I going to experience this kind of self-pity and confusion for long? until what? what needs to happen in order for different reflections to come into my life and help run it more adequately, as is my wish? I am trying, for weeks now, to focus on the positive things in my life, and there are a few of those. Some days I honestly feel more relaxed and content, positive about where I am. But it all seems so fragile - and it scares me to think that my future will coalesce into the negative streams, vibrations, the neuroses which inhabit my tired mind throughout the day. .