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Despite trying to hide the fact that he has emotions, Logan was still quite clearly pleased when Virgil was revealed once he was calmed down from his panic, after years of being surrounded by extroverts it was nice to be able to finally interact with another introvert, even if his main function (paranoid and irrational thoughts and actions) seems to directly oppose him
#sanders sides#white lies au#paranoia!virgil#analogical#virgil sanders#logan sanders#I'm currently doodling this au's version of their my negative thinking debate#instead of it being scenarios thomas throws it it's logan helping virgil break down his thought processes to see his cognitive distortions#at the end virgil is like ''well when you put it like that it seems so obvious... ugh. I'm such a moron''#and logan looks at him softly and just says ''falsehood''#i think that the debate would happen not long after virgil's reveal#because being thrust into the videos and seeing the light sides and thomas puts him in overdrive
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When he gets overwhelmed or frustrated, Jason will quite literally ground himself by sitting with both his hands and feet on the ground so he doesn't accidentally shock anyone or cause a city to lose power. This becomes a problem on the Argo II, where going on the ground is dangerous for the crew, so he has no place to safely put his excess electrical energy. He has to apologize to Leo regularly for short-circuiting the ship. Turns out he is a great power source for jump-starting the electrical, though!
#Leo hands Jason jumper cables and asks him which side of him is positive and which is negative#Jason tries to explain that he doesn't work like a battery and Leo cannot wrap his head around it#Jason also tends to work like a lighting rod#the seven spend the entire trip trying to figure out if all those lighting strikes are just Jason or if they've somehow angered Zeus#jason grace#leo valdez#heros of olympus#hoo#pjo hoo toa#i think about jason alot if you cant tell#arley originals
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Shattered glass Froid and Sunder, folks,
Froid's so damn confused but rolling with it
Sunder's having a bit too much fun living out his favorite novels
#maccadam#transformers#sg murder mystery au#that's my placeholder name for now#sg froid#sg Sunder#mtmte sunder#mtmte froid#look I was playing with the colors on the side and froid looks AMAZING with the blues and yellows swapped and black instead of white#in my mind originally i was testing out pink optics on froid but found the pale blues work well for some reason#Sunder is... hard considering how his reds and light gray-browns don't translate well into the Negative#but i found he looks fairly okay with teal-greens and this sort of slate gray / denim blue (if that's any explanation)#and again i mostly assumed he should have red optics because blue -> red but orange was working#none of these are solid ''this is this'' answers though
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The only thing keeping me from going actually insane is Side Order in a few more days. No idea what im gonna do afterwards but thats a future me problem.
#side order#splatoon 3#ngl my entire being is so burnt out from everything#life sucks so bad rn#everything feels like its negative and side order is the single light in the world
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Today I physically stopped myself from engaging negatively with a post talking shit about Anakin and I think I deserve a little treat for that. I will just stay in my corner loving my very damaged boy.
#eri talks#Anyway i just don't think you can talk about his issues with possessiveness and obsessive attachment without acknowledging why he has them#its the Trauma and the Mental Illness and the total separation from the one person he ever had at the age of nine#one of my many issues with Star Wars is that it implicitly casts the existence of parent/child relationships in a negative light#this child/literal toddler is TOO ATTACHED TO THEIR PARENT aka 'has parents' remains an insane thing to present as a path to the dark side#Anakin went from a decently adjusted nine year old to 270 symptoms in a Jedi robe for several reasons#but his having to leave his mother in literal slavery with the expectation that he would never see or speak to her again is a huge one#every day i think of an order that keeps families involved with their own children#because turns out support from multiple angles makes children have less attachment issues not more
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send me a ✧ and i’ll bold all that apply to your muse! (with italics as a 'sometimes' option because i'm a rule-breaker and things may depend on the situation).
i would kill you. ✧ i would physically hurt you. ✧ i would attack you unprovoked. ✧ i would manipulate you. ✧ i dislike you. ✧ you annoy me. ✧ you scare me. ✧ you intimidate me. ✧ i hope i intimidate you. ✧ i pity you. ✧ you disgust me. ✧ i hate you. ✧ i’m indifferent toward you. ✧ i’d like to get to know you better. ✧ i’d like to spend more time with you. ✧ i’d like to be friends with you. ✧ i’m unsure what to think of you. ✧ i’m unsure how I feel about you. ✧ you are my friend. ✧ you are my best friend. ✧ you are my mentor. ✧ i look up to you. ✧ i respect you. ✧ you are my hero. ✧ you inspire me. ✧ you are my enemy. ✧ you make me happy. ✧ i want to protect you. ✧ i would fight by your side. ✧ i consider you an equal. ✧ i think you are beneath me. ✧ i think you are above me. ✧ i would lie for you. ✧ i would lie to you. ✧ i would sleep with you. ✧ i would sleep by your side. ✧ i would hug you. ✧ i would kiss you. ✧ you are family to me. ✧ i would die for you. ✧ i would kill for you. ✧ i would trust you with my life. ✧ i would trust you with my most precious belonging. ✧ i would trust you with a secret. ✧ i would trust you with my biggest / darkest secret. ✧ i love you (platonically). ✧ i love you (romantically).
#sifonie#OOH BOYYY. the mixed nature of this is... JSJSJ i'm sorry about barton ramone he is justtt. Not the best person even around people-#he likes / cares about sometimes NGL and a lot of his relationships if not all of them are (unfortunately) unstable to at least a small-#degree. though of course i'm not trying to justify his behavior at all here... i just think that barton literally Cannot Help himself-#whenever it comes to manipulating people to the point where he may even do it unconsciously sometimes as terrible as that might sound 💀#and as for the whole 'you scare me' thing i think this just applies in the context of sibyl technically having the power to like. Kill him-#if they wanted to even if they wouldn't considering that they are like siblings to each other you know? and barton is naturally a-#distrustful person SO that also adds to him feeling a bit scared of them at times i think ahahhh.#but that's enough of talking about the negative stuff!! let's talk about how barton sees sibyl as an equal and would die for them...#because i honestly that serves as SUCH a dichotomy to the first thing's that i highlighted here and normally those thing's-#probably wouldn't coexist within the same person but if there is one thing that barton is - it's surprising in regards to how complex-#he can make his relationships with people JSJSJ LMAO but barton wanting to protect them is also? kind of sweet as well?? like OMG#plus the fact that they make him happy is 😭 it's really kind of touching in my humble opinion.#now if only barton didn't feel the need to LIE and still manipulate people sometimes even when he likes them...#then we'd be golden but i guess that would be asking for too much from him JSJSJ#not me talking as if he's real 😂 nooo but this was seriously really fun to fill out so thank you for sending this prompt to me ramone!!#and i hope i was able to shed a little more light on their relationship from barton's side of thing's bc i feel like it can be hard to tell#what barton truly thinks about someone even when i'm writing him in the 'stream of consciousness' style haha#also the italics is a 'maybe' in this case so it doesn't apply all the time!!
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tired of being called inconsiderate and rude the second I say something thats not exactly in a nice tone when my brain is working 3× more to be considerate of everyone and everything else 99% of the time.
#i feel like im actually going insane#my own sister backs up her husband (who i now see in a different light ((negative)) over me#and I was understanding at first. fine. maybe I do need to pick up after myself more maybe i am messy#and my friends and family even told me that because theyve brought it up so many times now maybe i am the problem and thats okay#so i. like yeah. okay i take up too much space. i'll step back. i stay out more. i'll clean my dishes right after i use them#i already do all that#and then today she DOES IT AGAIN!! and i broke down cause she basically said this is the last warning#you need to start looking for a new place (ive been saving up PENNIES for years. it'll take 3 full months of salary to even rent a ROOM)#it took me even longer cause i was unemployed for 6 months and had to use EVERYTHING I HAD SAVED#and i gave up. im back at home and i gave in. i took a video of my room and the living room and asked my friend#is there really anything else i have to do because i am TIRED AND I CANT SEE WHATS WRONG AND WHATS MESSY PLEASE#because fuck i feel like im actually INSANE cause the way my sister has been wording it to me its like im so messy#and my friend just replies..... i am so sorry for ever being on your sisters side because you are not messy at all#and the RELIEF i felt. the weight off my shoulders LIFTED OFF INSTANTLY#IM NOT CRAZY!!! IM NOT MESSY!! IM HUMAN AND NORMAL#im just so upset right now cause it just dawned on me that.... not a single person in my famiy has my back the way i have theirs#not even my own sister.... and im tired.#personal
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ppl who complain that muto hates finn or that the show loses focus on finn bc it also includes side character episodes……..are u ok
#bro the whole world gets deeper more interesting more complex when it chooses to show side characters and their journey#also the series as a whole broadens its scope of characters and stories as the world becomes more nuanced and realistic. respectfully how#did u miss that. the show always stays abt being finn and jake but it lends itself to the world of ooo where they live to deepen the lore#and make the world richer. would u truly be happy and feel connected to a world where only the main characters are given voice. not any of#their friends or family ??? idk mayb i am a silly choose goose who enjoys a lore ep as much as a main plot ep but like. how can u say muto#hates finn when islands exists. when finn gets to be a teen/young adult who makes mistakes and changes and grows and Becomes even if it’s#ugly or negative sometimes. without the writers love and care he would be the same in s1 as he is in s8 Please be so honest in this space#idk i truly believe that to love a character or story u have to be willing to fuck it up a little. to show them in an honest light even if#it doesn’t look good. the flame princess/ice king arc does finn dirty on Purpose !! he’s a teen boy who doesn’t know how things work !!#it doesn’t villainize him it just shows he’s a fallible boy figuring it out and he fumbles. he isn’t perfect#it literally would’ve been 10x worse if finn was always the objectively correct person in every situation#idk. i love this show i love these characters. it’s silly (imo) to say the writers don’t bc they make the world wider and the conflicts more#nuanced. i think that’s silly is all
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There's something very unsettling and kind of creepy going on with Ruan Mei (appreciative)
#She seemed weird and mysterious before as well but like everyone else in the Genius Society#Now‚ the leaks are making me go 👀👀👀#The Light Cone and her last eidolon on their own made one Wonder™#But the information on her Light Cone open the questions even further I think#And the comments Dr. Ratio makes about her are extremely intriguing#That man is also intriguing me‚ way more than I expected#He already gave me an Apoll.o air before but his last eidolon looks so much like that and with the marble face the effect is enhanced#With how we're about to see more of the Masked Fools I wonder if he's going to be related at all with the Mourning Actors#I'm still on my Nietszchea.n bullshit when it comes to the factions of Elation I'm sorry#I am also very intrigued by the Intelligensia Guild. I like the idea of knowledge belonging to everyone and I find that's very positive#We saw the darker shades of that with Todd's quest and that was interesting but the idea is kind. I wonder#if we'll see the positive side more now. Up until now we've seen I guess a more positive perhaps view on the Genius Society#because we know them best but it would be interesting if they had a more elitist view on knowledge. Herta makes some negative comment#about the Guild. I wonder if this is where they clash but I guess there must be more#I don't know. It would be interesting I think to see the different factions of Nous have positive and negative sides#as it was done with the Abundance and the Hunt#Dr. Ratio seems to have ideas about Ruan Mei's ambitions and how they're not limited to the origin of life and her Light Cone information#seems to work with this? And she's from the Xianzhou. I don't know. I don't have enough information to even craft theories#but it's all very intriguing. I wonder if it has to do with a prolongation of life or something#How much she works with reflections and how barely there and melancholic she seems also makes me wonder. Like if she is at all so to speak#In some ways. Like Herta or Xueyi but I'm not meaning androids. I don't have a clear idea though#She seems to be obsessed with origin so I wonder if we'll learn more from Finality#which is something some other Genius Society member was very obsessed with. It would be interesting. I'm very intrigued by these things#I talk too much#But I'm very curious‚ far more than I expected. Ruan Mei is less a surprise‚ but I didn't expect Dr. Ratio to pick my interest tbh#Anyway yeah. There seems to be something very weird and disquieting happening with Ruan Mei and I am all for it#I was already intrigued by her interest in Tayzzyronth but I am even more so now in the context of what we know of her#I'm also very intrigued by the fact she doesn't seem to get along with Herta and Screwllum? I had noticed Herta and Screwllum were closer#But I did think they were sort of friends the three of them and the leaked voicelines iirc made me think otherwise#It's an interesting new side to their dynamic. How they get along and how they clash on both a personal and academical level
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the lyrics to detect my love sound oddly ominous, not gonna lie...
#rex rambles#mysta rias#nijisanji#luxiem#I had a whole like 1.2k+ post going on abt how ominous they felt wrt his feelings on the whole corporate vtuber thing#but it sounded really stupid so it's trapped in my drafts to never see the light of day lmao#you're a gatekeeper to my heart#and like... other lines abt how he felt cooped up and driven insane#corporate vtuber culture feels like idol culture but with a fresh coat of paint and more direct liver to viewer interaction#without any of the pr management team that idols have to micromanage their every word#plus side: you stay tf in character#negative side: if you're ooc for a second it becomes a scandal#as the plus/negative is for idols not vtubers#had a rough night and am finally going to bed so don't worry abt any half finished thoughts here#also I've only been here for like 2 weeks so though I don't know the extent of the culture and all that#what I have seen and have dug into... capital y yikes guys#this is why I stayed away from idol spheres incl kpop and that shit for the most part#Stan culture scary. I'm only here for the funny words from the magic men#anyways I need to attempt to sleep
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Snickering as I realize Thaddeus will punch Asaru(+current host) when they meet again before hugging them.
He is still very salty the alien got his pilot wings clipped and kept him grounded as he was a potential host.
#*Thaddeus Seaver#OC: Thaddeus Seaver#will I elaborate more? perhaps#really has the most 'negative' relations out of the Commander#negative in a light way. doesn't hate him for too long when found out about that in the past but still very salty and misses flying#Though everyone XCOM side when that happens is like 'Oh heck why is he suddenly pissed.... wait why is he now hugging them?'
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I'm not gonna talk about the finale I'm not gonna talk about the finale I'm not gonna talk about--
#OKAY I lowkey think one of the reasons why the final scenes of the finale with dream sucked is BECAUSE!!! there was no lead up to it#think about it. tommy was fucking scared and traumatized towards dream and had 0 reason to be on or see his side at all#even tubbo had absolutely negative reasons to see dream in any sort of light!!!!#so it makes so little sense for tommy to do a sudden 180 in understanding dream cause. tommy had no reason to#there was no build up! no narrative leading up to that conclusion! it was like. tommy hated him for one second and then didnt the next#tbh I think it would've been better with more lore streams but ya know -> dream fucking allergic to lore streams
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There was a vision, but the vision is dead, I killed him 💀
This piece is so out of my comfort zone, and yet it was so much fun to make! I've played around with negative colours today and hard lighting + shadows (something I am afraid to do in general lol)
It was nice to just. experiment a little, let loose of the aesthetic and all the standards I hold my art to usually
Even though I have a love-hate relationship with this piece, it did help me in a sense :)
As I was making the cross posts, my opinion changed drastically sorry oop
On instagram I hate it, on deviantart I'm coping and here I am in love 💀
#digital art#art#original art#negative colours#side profile#hard shadow#rough sketch#my art#artists on tumblr#lighting#lighting practice#colour practice#out of my comfort zone#stylized#red and blue#i think...#androgynous#androgynous character#they definitely got me bi panicking over here#the original reference was a male model#but it got gay ig#nah#i'm kidding#i just feel like they wouldn't conform to gender norms#and I love that for them#dawnbirdwhistle
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Day 3 on Auvelity. Don’t really feel much. Nothing positive or negative. Well, except some of my night time anxiety came back. Could be unrelated. Got a gym membership the other day, so I’ve been going at night to work out a little and feel productive… which is where I’m going now, so goodbye forever I love you
#I’m doin stuff. things.#I suppose no negative side effects is good#or maybe there are side effects but I’m misattributing them to other things#some congestion. some headaches lasting longer than normal. previously mentioned anxiety showing up again#could be getting sick. could just be normal stuff. who knows.#so that’s my day 3 review of auvelity#also in the interest of being transparent I maaaay have been getting uhhhhh high as hell around the same time as taking my meds#so that may color my review in an unhelpful light#why am I writing this?#this isn’t important#text
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What Do You Say to Yourself About Yourself?
As the author of, “Just Some Good Thoughts (nothing more, nothing less…)” I have always been fascinated with thoughts and the impact those thoughts have on our lives. Generally speaking, people are not taught much about the importance of controlling their thinking. And while we may not consciously think every thought that pops into our minds, we certainly can control whether that thought and its…
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#be for yourself#be on your own side#change#choose#control your thinking#fight back#God#God&039;s Word is light#illuminated#love yourself#negatives#pay attention#self-talk#set free#the Bible#the competition#think differently#think positively#vote for you
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God I adore opposite character development.
I adore a good person gradually becoming corrupted, not becoming evil necessarily, but their choices stepping further and further away from anything good, their sense of morality bending until it's so distorted that they don't know who they are anymore, grasping tightly to that one thing that justifies it all to themselves and gives their continued existence purpose, until maybe they lose even that and are just left a shell, aimless.
I adore a bad person being tempted out of the darkness that they'd grown accustomed to and comfortable with. Some situation arises, forcing them to confront the fact that they are in fact a complex multi-faceted human and not an inhuman evil force, that despite everything they've done, they still have capacity to feel, to love, they have the ability to choose to do the right thing, and here they find themselves doing just that, whether motivated by circumstance, self serving, or for someone that they care about. And the more they find themselves doing good things, the more they question the foundations of their existence, of everything they've done, and is it too late for them to be good?
And I mean, what is more devastating: being a good person, but that pillar of identity fading to exist the more bad things that are done? Or being convinced that there is no point to goodness and even relishing living in that way, only to realise that despite it all, capacity for goodness existed this whole time, but it that every bad thing you did will always exist no matter how much good you do afterwards.
#watching Lost rn#and the character development goes crazyyyyy#got really good sweet people disintegrating into shells of who they once were#vessels of violence to serve their own agenda#they know what they're doing is wrong#and yet they do it all the same because they feel they must#and i do love bad guys turning good#because there is a horror to it#realising all that they've done cannot be undone#and thus the choice for good is so much more poignant with this realisation#because what is to be gained from this realisation?#it gives no motivation to walk further into the path of the light because of all the stains left behind#doing good after making the choice to do bad for however long only makes the past actions that much worse and severe#a lot of people mistake a redemption arc as something biblical like washing away sins#but a redemption arc done well actually takes into consideration the accountability that is then suffered forever after the fact#even if they are forgiven#they will forever know all the bad things they did#and they will forever know how they felt when they themselves did them#I'm a big fan of characters once bad choosing to be good and even their last action being a Good thing#again I think people largely misinterpret this on both sides#People hate it because they feel they are being manipulated into liking and forgiving the character#Some people love it because they do end up liking forgiving and even defending the character due to how they died#and both these people are wrong#doing a good thing doesn't equate to that person being good through and through and all of their sins absolved#but it does illustrate some level of change#(again change doesn't = absolution)#and that in their last moments their last choice was for Good#It illustrates that good and love is always an option#that change for the good is always an option#even a character that has done terrible things can choose to change for the better. can choose a positive impact rather than a negative sel
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