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sorry for radio silence the past week i got sick and bedridden for a few days 😔
#life upd#if u even care#when i came back to classes everyone was also sick i think everyones getting sick now fsr#stay safe everyone!
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[Day 135] "Me paps took me on a long journey across the black isles when i was a child. It was one of me fondest times" or small ren because i rewatched third life and couldnt stop thinking about how much red king ren talks about his childhood
#UPD THANKS ILEXDIAPASON FOR CORRECTING ME IN THE TAGS.#dailyrd#rendog#rendog fanart#third life smp#< technically??#mod woop
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maddie from pantheon 🏛
#pantheon#pantheon amc#maddie kim#studies#this show is such an underrated gem#i still can't believe it got scrapped that way#UPD IT WAS BROUGHT BACK TO LIFE#I'M SO HAPPY
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i. habve not been drawing a lot lately and for that im sorry .
lifes been rough and ive been in an art drought lately, though i am getting some inspo back so thats good !!
...sadly im gonna be pretty busy in the coming week so uhhh we'll see what happens ig
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anna or lily going into a convent (and being in america) and carlo can use that as a reputation boost hhhhhhhh
#im sooooo rewriting carlo & his family. bc the existing ver irritates me endlessly u can't even imagine like my teeth r literally gritting#like im literally the n1 hater of the thing i wrote myself like genuinely#“my heart's in the highlands” scene from la grande bellezza (this film & religious topic in it in general) haunts me#genuinely i dont want anna to go into a convent. girl youre so young dont do this. turning to God closer to old age is more common#*but it's so fitting for anna's character i have in my head hhhhhh#but they all are socialists (except for carlo ofc). so there's probably a complicated relationship with god#me when i cant help but make things even more complicated bc my brain works like a cancer#everyone go & listen my hearts in the highlands by arvo part right nowww#m2#i was thinking about the convent for months. just if ure interested#upd. “are you really the strongest exorcist in all of europe?”* hhhhHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#+ for lily. when a saint is asked to talk about her life and she answers: “you can't talk about poverty” hhhhhhhhhh#*looked at la grande belleza's script. exact quote:#i apologize for earlier. there's one question i really want to ask you. are the rumors about you true?#that you were a truly great.. exorcist? // and then the cardinal says some kind of spell & closes the car window#hhhhhhhhhh. another scene that fucking haunts me#upd2. thought bout verro's bust that was destroyed 2 times by the mafia. thought bout anna. i can see her as a sculptor#she has very strong hands. its a pity that if shes in the usa bc have no idea bout american art schools. im more educated bout european art#and also idfk. maybe i do need to see her as a (fierce? but shes in the usa) socialist. you dont get it i need it
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Hanging tree but it's about Byler in the apocalypse...
#will byers#mike wheeler#byler#stranger things#forever bitter they changed it in the movie like the entire point is that katniss has been wondering that life may not be worth living#not with peeta first being tortured by the capital ans then being so damaged beyond repair after his brainwashing#and Katniss feeling like a hollow shell of who she once was and suffering from chronic depression (whilst also having to be the mockingjay)#she spent the last two books keep trying to save peeta but now she wonders if it's better if she ans peeta would die so they wouldn't-#-have to suffer anymore#now is this peeta!will who's been taken to the upd again and comes back changed beyond repair?#while mike who is tired of continuous living like this worrying about if his loved ones will live another day#or a vecna-plagued mike (in an attempt to hurt will) comes back changed while will gains his powers and a more active player#and maybe mike's also been brainwashed to some degree like peeta and hates will#while will wishes he were dead and maybe that it would be better for mike if he were too
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no sims for a while bc the heat, I hope everyone stays cool and hydrated and don't forget your daily clicks! ♡
#moreover my laptop fans are doing much worse so idk how itll be even when the heat wave ends#we'll cross that bridge when we get there ig#lil life upd: that lifestyle change is still going strong its now my new normal! its fun im rly enjoying it and adding new things slowly#not getting into any details but mentally and physically im doing much better than i probably ever have!!
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I recently feel so strange about having a simblr, because I just.. I feel like I'm in a time loop, like time is non-existent thing for me and I just don't have any energy to catch up with the posts and how fast and how much is everything progressing and going. I just can't, and it's really difficult for me to force myself to catch up, I hate myself for it since I want and always wanted to be in this community, but it all feels so intense and strange for me, I just... I feel like I'm so far behind, like I need to stop being here because I'm too slow, too tired, too overwhelmed by everything maybe?.. I don't know what I'm really trying to say here, but like... I feel so out of touch or whatever.
#nonsins#olya's rambles#delete later#tw vent#kinda#upd: I'm also really scared of interacting with other simblrs/people because I feel so... alienated maybe?#I have literally no friends besides my siblings and co-workers in real life and I just.. I feel hurt by the understanding that I'm cursed#cursed with loneliness and it feels so painful and I can't cope with it but making friends or frequently chatting with someone hurts more#I feel like I'm not made for friendship. eternal loneliness? yes#probably#might be weird to say but I feel so small so wrong so- I feel so fucking lonely but every time I try being friends it's not going well#am I too much? yes but it's me and I can't hide my feelings I can't hide my emotions I can't even mask well#I always talk too much I always say too much I always react too emotional#I just can't be normal I can't be like any other normal person because I'm certainly not one#do I even deserve to have friends in the first place? probably not I'm annoying as hell I'm loud I'm too much I'm overwhelming everyone#better stay away from friendship I guess better just... just be alone#I feel so nauseous right now I don't know just talking about it and acknowledging it HURTS.
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Okay, so I didn't pass my dream school. I don't know if I should feel happy or not kasi hindi rin naman ako doon tutuloy if makapasa. I don't know maybe the reassurance that I was good enough for it would've been nice. Damn, I can't even push myself to be happy for those who passed. Or take them up on that recon LMAO. Buti na lang may Greening this week jusme
#well there it goes my once in a lifetime chance#rejection is redirection after all#admission season ends in angst#2/3 univs po ang napasahan ko hehe#nakkaiyak tbh#see you next life UP or kung magmasters ako diyan#i'll try again#but goodbye for now#(applications for UPD jowa are still open though)
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The more chapters of Was Born To Lead I write, the more I realize there more likely will be no “The History of the History Man” chapter.
#Personal#Was Born To Lead#It’s not like that I just erased Valerio’s backstory it just… doesn’t seem to be fitting to the context anymore?#Valerio was supposed to TELL his story and now I just can’t imagine him rambling about his entire life starting with how his parents met#It just really makes no sense not to mention how long it will turn out#It’s not one or even not two chapters of my usual length#Which also means there will be no Gabe and it obviously sucks#Besides it’s not really reasonable to drop all facts about his life at once?#I mean the next chapter also reveals a huge chunk of his backstory so the chapter ALL about his past might turn out repetitive#So for now I think I’ll limit it by telling the core part aka the one what happened after he got his scars#It’s gonna be a flashback chapter like the thirteenth one about young Valerio#(which means I have so much unused material for writing a separate novel about Valerio)#Honestly I just have strange feelings about it because#I started babbling about the chapter all about Valerio’s past as soon as I introduced him XD#This is one of the oldest chapter concepts I came up with and now I’m just turning away from it aakjsndk#But this is for the better really#And you can’t imagine how many other ideas I abandoned as I kept writing the fic so this is not such a big deal#Especially since I’m not abandoning everything I created for him I abandoned the chapter#All the ideas are still alive and I can come up with another way of how to bring them to life#Upd: hehe okay I think I actually know how to transfer Valerio’s backstory into another chapter#I love my brain
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god I've been eyeing this very cool person for FOREVER and today finally got the courage to shoot them a message I hope they respond !!
#/txt#i really need someone with their energy in my life 😭😭😭#upd: got left on read for now lets see how it goes
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K *going to check one more band from the "awww they awesome" list*: hmm probably another popular one not for our ears
the band:
youtube
☀️: OUCH.
#k's wave#heeding the call#sing for me#*flight engineer relates angrily*#the fuck this life is#we liked everything about the song so#soon in our playlist next at least to Sleeping With Sirens we guess#upd: close to Annisokay. fuck.#bad omens
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rage quits hollow knight but in the quietest way possible (closes my eyes, breathes deeply, and proceeds to turn off my switch)
#it's a good game. wish i was good at it!#snaily blabber#life upd ate: i am hibernating and playing Games.
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play with fire by the rolling stones is my roman empire tbh
#^ u can tell yesterday i was listening to darjeeling limited soundtrack. also ive read lyrics only now#makes me think of rocco ngl. basically his core in the plot#they actually had it. rocco being around mafiosos but then he returns home#and cellings r low and walls r yellowish bc of niccotine n the floor is sticky#and theres his family and cat that doesnt actually live there she just visits often#at least smth good n warm there. actually i want to put him in a communal flat#bc i need some fucked up scenes in the kitchen (itd probly be so small)#no personal space etc#roccos grandmother is an ultimate oc i had to put a bit as a guilty pleasure since anna lily n eleonore isnth there#that one t shirt i didnt do that nobody saw me do that i want to speak to my grandma#just thought that its funny when ppl do m series ocs its most often gangstse related (big bravo)#my roman empire m oc is a grandma and roccos mother also. her husband went to ww1 returned wo leg and then just left#happy house many such cases. good for them vets in the family is a complicated thing#i try not to think how rus i make them all. but i always remins mslf some real stories my friend told me#bout life of his friend in italy w a family of her fiance. balabanov core#returnin to rocco n mafiosos “And the chauffeur drives your cars; You let everybody know;#But don't play with me; cause you're playing with fire' < yeah him#hes arrogant - quality that no one value. i thought that moretti needed an onbjective reason#not to take him into the family but the more i read & think; rocco's personality is enough reason already#and thing that concerns me a bit is that rocco appears in the plot relatively late; in 1927#tho hes only (*already. different treatment of age) 20 yrs old. but idk#upd. Play w fire fits him so well... Bravo
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Stand Still in CAS
For all ages and life states. The face close up is motionless. Also I recommend this mod to hide infant's pillow.
Will conflict with any others stand still poses in CAS, but work fine with traits poses.
❗ 23 Nov 2024 UPD - Life and Death patch compatible.
Patreon | SFS - free.
#ts4#sims 4#sims4#the sims 4#sims 4 cc#ts4 cc#sims 4 download#ts4cc#s4cc#the sims 4 cc#s4 custom content#ts4 custom content#sims 4 custom content
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As fearless in death, as he was in life...
I want to share this with someone, unfortunately my friends don't play Skyrim
The random encounter inspired me to create this animation. I was once attacked by a Thalmor. My dog Meeko was with me, so I got the impression that the Thalmor were talking to him :]
Upd: If you liked this video, please support it on my youtube channel (◕‿◕) Thank you ♡
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