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Do it Scared
So a lot has changed in my life! I received a life-changing opportunity and I am so excited. In this economy there are a lot of scary things going on and I am taking a leap of faith and going to start my own business. I may fail, but even if I do I'm bound to learn something! So my focus is now divided into about 4 categories:
School: finish this dang degree, I have 17 more classes and even though it's hard I know I can finish it this year after all I'm not working very much!
Business: start a thriving wellness beauty business with a focus on making a fully time living and eventually six -figures. I want to create a viable business that can eventually work kind of on it's own, hire employees, and still be able to work in my field of study.
Wellness: going back to the gym and buying myself a mini treadmill so I can lose weight and work out more holistically and conveniently. Making sure to make time for myself, my loved ones, and my hobbies.
Money: Making as much as a I can and saving and investing as much as I can for my future.
#femininity#black women#feminine#black femininity#black beauty#levelup#next level#blackwoman#leveling up#level up on a buck
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Late Bloomers
I used to feel like I was a late bloomer. I still do sometimes, I graduated with my associates later, got the "big girl" job later, got in a relationship later and I still live with my family in my early thirties. As I get older I am now realizing that the most important thing is just to start from where you are and that each of us is on our own individual timeline. I don't always like social media, but I do love to see that for a lot of other people it is normal to still live at home with parents. Be on your own timeline and understand that everyone's level up isn't at the same time and starting later in life is better than never starting at all.
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#feminine#level up#little big steps#self love#black women in femininity#dream life#feminine black women#level up on a buck#vulnerable#level up journey#self improvement#growth mindset#personal growth#personal development#self healing#the level up diaries#soft black women#black luxury#soft black girls#beautiful#black women#late bloomer#Youtube
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The way this still is giving me S1 Devon on the rollercoaster vibes - and if that is what we are getting then I am very intrigued and excited - because Buck struggled to deal with that loss - his first on the job - which parallels a bit with losing Eddie now and Buck struggling with that. But what I’m most excited by about if this is a parallel to that - is that Buck went to therapy - and ended up having sex with her (she took advantage of him but that’s not the thing here) - ill advised sex - sex that did not actually help him at all in dealing with his feelings.
But you know what did - talking to Abby on the phone - and you know who he can only talk to by phone (or video call) right now?!!
#so if the leaks are true and it is tommy at the bar - the nit stand to reason that Buck is gonna hook up with him#to continue the parallel#that hook up is gonna be a bad idea - and actually make things worse for him - compound his trauma a#maybe reveal a few truths hes not ready to look at or deal with#and then he will spiral out more#but he will talk to Eddie - who has always been a sounding board for him (even if he’s only confessing to the hook up with Tommy)#and we have a full parallel to a key part of Bucks s1 arc - one that set him up for his search for love - set him on the path to meaningful#relationships and not hook ups#there’s also something in the idea of really getting to know someone over the phone or video call - and how it can deepen a relationship#and how the distance between Buck and Eddie will ultimately bring them closer together#It would be sooo good!#plus if they do go this route - the fact they will have brought Tommy back to be an ill advised hook up that actually makes his spiral worse#showing how much of a plot device that man is - so so good - top level trolling Timothy - top level!!!#911 spoilers#911 speculation#911 abc#evan buckley#eddie diaz#buddie
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I just realized Eddie BROKE UP with Ana in like the beginning of S5, then at the same season, Buck CHEATED on Taylor.


Then, at the beginning of S7, Buck BROKE UP with Natalia, then later Eddie CHEATED on Marisol.
Why do they need to do everything together??? LMAO
This is just a nonsense realization. Don't take it seriously 😒
#save the women of LA from them please#their soulmateism is on another level#911#buddie#evan buckley#eddie diaz#911 abc#911 on abc#buddie911#buck x eddie#911 buddie#buck and eddie#clown make up stays on tho#ana flores#taylor kelly#natalia dollenmeyer#marisol nolastname
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clegan drabble — chance encounter, first meeting, modern au
By the third time the guy makes his way over to the bar, Gale has to really work on not throwing his Coke bottle to the liquor shelf and start breaking stuff.
”Seriously man, are you sure we don’t-” ”No, we have not met before,” he responds as politely as he can through his teeth, “and no, I do not need company. And no, I will not go home with you. Excuse me.”
The guy’s drunken gaze falls to his lips as he talks, making Gale suspect he has not heard a single word he has said all night despite repeating himself over and over. The glassy eyes eventually turn back to his, and the man licks his lips as his expression morphs into a what he surely thinks is a seductive smirk.
”Come on, baby. Humor me a bit. Let my buy you a drink.” Gale exhales in frustration. The ick he gets from this man is ridiculous. ”I told you already, I don’t need a drink, I’d really just like to-”
He stops abruptly when the man takes a tight hold of his bicep. ”Hey, could you-” ”This hard-to-get act is getting old now, gorgeous.” ”I’m not-” The grip gets tighter, another hand reaches for his thigh, and Gale is about to get violent despite not wanting to get in trouble at their frequent spot when-
”Hi Buck, there you are! I’m real sorry I left you here all by yourself for so long, the queue to the toilet was insane.” A pleasant, carefree voice comes up from behind him. He turns to find a gorgeous smile on a gorgeous face he doesn’t recognize. The man’s smile is tense on a futher look, though, and his eyes are questioning as he lays a careful hand on Gale’s shoulder, clearly ready to pull back immediately if he gets any indication that the action is unwanted.
Gale exhales quietly again before covering the hand now on his shoulder with his own, immediately catching on. ”It’s okay.” It’s easy to slide away from the icky man’s grasp now, his surprise making him loosen his hold on Gale. Gale tries to avoid looking at him and accidentally leans closer towards the other man, his aura calming despite towering over Gale’s propotions in every direction. The man doesn’t seem to mind, still smiling from under his curls. ”Ready to go home, doll?”
Gale nods immediately. The drunk dude has been looking between them for a bit before his eyes land on the taller man. ”I’m real sorry mate, I didn’t realize he was-” The man’s face changes immediately when he looks away from Gale to the other guy, the youthful happiness turning into coldness that makes him look mature and strick. ”Yeah, whatever. Go home, sober up and learn some fucking manners, you fucking jackass.” With that, he’s gently leading Gale to the door.
He doesn’t let go until they are out of the other guy’s view, but he does drop his hand immediately as the door closes behind them. It’s probably the chill of the autumn evening and not the departure of the solid body against him that’s making Gale feel cold suddenly but it’s still unpleasent. ”Sorry,” the man says almost frantically, ”I didn’t mean to intrude but you were looking pretty miserable before he even showed up and when he got his hands on you-” The man sighs and shakes his head. ”Didn’t look like you were happy with it, somehow, so I just wanted to check on you. No clue where the fake boyfriend thing came from though, I’m so sorry if I-”
”Don’t be,” Gale says firmly, and the man immediately relaxes again, ”I don’t know why I froze like that, it was nice someone else de-escalated it like that. My friend went to argue with his boyfriend on the phone like 30 minutes ago and never showed up again so I was pretty pissed anyway.” The man nods, and the warmth Gale feels under his intense gaze shouldn’t feel this exciting, surely.
”Well then…” The guy lifts his arm and scratches the back of his neck, ”I don’t wanna take more of you’re time, I hope you’re oka-” Gale doesn’t think, in an unusual manner to him, when he interrupts him. ”I, eh, actually… I’d love to thank you somehow? Maybe buy you some late night dinner?” The man’s face lights up again, and Gale feels silly in a way he doesn’t often do.
”I’d love that. I’ll go tell my friends I’m leaving and meet you up here after?” ”Sounds good.” They stare at each other for a beat despite the words, and Gale swears he’s not blushing when he sticks his hand out jerkily. ”Gale Cleven.” The man smirks, his eyes turning to lines as it overcomes his face. ”John Egan,” he introduces himself as he reaches to shake his hand, ”but you can call me Bucky.”
#clegan#buck x bucky#mota#writing#buck#bucky#i’ve been feeling so discouraged with writing anything lately#but i hope you like this whatever it is#i know my stuff isn’t anything special and esp considering this fandom’s insane levels of talent and creativity and skill#which is no one’s issue but mine like literally skill issue#but idk i almost deactivated but i love reading all the talented people’s stuff so this is me trying to move on from self-hatred lmao#instead of retreating i’m trying something new to get excited about writing maybe i’ll end up with something good at some point 🤞🏼
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i know tim said we're not getting a cliffhanger but man. how good would it be if we got buck nde while eddie was leaving LA to go get chris back and had no way of knowing. like maybe its the a shift's day off and eddie decides on a whim that actually, he wants his kid back mom, and he buys a last minute plane ticket. and buck gets into a car accident or his loft burns down or whatever. and everyone's in the hospital waiting room getting frustrated at eddie's number going straight to voicemail and wondering just where the fuck eddie is. meanwhile eddie's on the plane sitting and thinking like Hmmm i wonder if chris will come more willingly if i mention buck's name... :)
#i think this would eat SO much. but also it would probably make me reach levels of insanity currently unknown to human beings#so maybe no cliffhanger for the midseason finale is okay#me mentioning a car accident or bucks loft burning down like i genuinely dont care as long as we're putting that man in the horror labyrint#just let him almost die man. let him experience some agony... and i say this lovingly#is this anything. maybe this would eat literally just for me and me alone and everyone else would throw up at the idea of this happening#in that case. my bad i just needed to put this out in the universe#alice talks#911 abc#911 spec#eddie diaz#evan buckley#buddie
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My theory is that Tommy knew who Evan Buckley was before ever meeting him. And that’s why he calls him Evan rather than Buck. Maybe in the news paper or..somewhere where it identified him by his whole name..
That’s why when Buck clearly expresses his interest in Tommy, Tommy wastes no time locking that down. Because no way no how was Tommy going to let that opportunity pass him by.
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Tommy is doing it 100% on purpose making a statement so Evan Buckley knows he is not like all of the others. He ain’t fucking around with Buck. He is locked in on Evan.
I don’t know which one I like better.
#either way Evan Buckley has leveled up#911 abc#evan buckley#tommy kinard#buck x tommy#911 spoilers#evan x tommy#bucktommy
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been reflecting on tommy kinard and actually maybe i don't even hate him that much. hes kind of a funny guy... and i truly do not see him with buck at ALL but he's hardly going to be endgame so probably what has been inspiring so much of my hatred is the weirdo bt fans i think
#as a side character who is only sometimes there i find him entertaining#and god was it funny that he was just sitting alone in a dark bar when ravi found him... girl#no self respect he is having sex with his ex who HE broke up with in the house of the guy who he think is his competition#and then he unpacked some of buck's stuff in the morning too and went to the shops and made breakfast...#levels of pathetic i can truly admire#also like. im a weird buddie fan to the bts im sure but i reserve the right to find anybody on the internet annoying and so does anyone els#911#911 spoilers#tommy kinard#buddie#mine
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Never underestimate the power of little positive consistent changes, after all every puzzle is put together piece by piece.
#black women#levelup#black femininity#feminine#femininity#black beauty#next level#blackwoman#leveling up#level up on a buck#beauty#black women in femininity#black luxury#feminine black women#soft black women#beautiful#soft black girls#barbie#inspiring quotes#incorrect quotes#money in the bank
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MY 2023 GOALS
The goals I set this year vs what I actually accomplished.
Enroll in WGU and complete a degree in 6 months
-I enrolled and switched my degree a few times. I am now enrolled in the master's program with WGU and I want to land a system admin job in the year year after I graduate that pay $90k-$120k. I am also getting Cisco and RedHat certified, so *fingers crossed* .
Pay off my student loan debt
-On December 22nd of 2023 I will officially be DEBT FREE!!! I struggled, worked 2 jobs, burned out a couple of times and made many sacrifices. I can honestly say I am very, very proud of myself. I questioned many days could I get debt free and even thought about waiting on relief, but I finally did thank God!
Get a job paying over $65k
-I took a course and landed an SDR role within a company and my job with OTE pays $72k. It's a hard job, but I am learning everyday and I hope that I can continue with the company as long as possible.
Get my credit above the 700s
-This is a yes and a no! I won't officially get my new score until the new year, but since all my debt will be gone, it should be past THE 700S.
Lose 50 lbs.
-I really struggled with my weight this year as well as my eating. What I learned is I needed to simplify my routine. I start turning on anime and watching that while I walk at a speed of 3.0-3.5 on the treadmill. I walk an hour everyday, but Sunday. I will lay out the plan on how and when I'll lose this weight in a later post.
#dream life#feminine#self love#little big steps#black women in femininity#level up#level up on a buck#feminine black women#vulnerable#level up journey#debtreduction#debt collection agency#debt collection services#financial#student debt#banking#economy#financial planning#debt#student loans#weight loss#new year#new year new me#leveluponabuck#the level up diaries#pivot
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okay but imagine maddie and eddie talking about buck in spanish or even pretending to while buck is right next to them
#look i know the are probably not on this level together BUT i think they would pair up to fuck with buck#and i want it kinda bad#even tho its hilarious they never interact#maddie buckley#eddie diaz#evan buckley#911#911 spoilers
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Thinking that Filbrick always loved Ford and always hated Stan is like, you didn’t watch the same show I did.
#Why would a stereotypical Greatest Generation tough guy prefer the little math nerd to the little boxer in the making?#Neither of them impressed him much or often#He rated his kids according to their ability to succeed and make money for the family and Ford was on the verge of that success#He was angry at Stan for blowing Ford’s big break while not being successful himself#Dad of the year he ain’t but I think he really thought Stan would eventually ride back with a million bucks just like Stan thought he would#And I think Stan maybe could have even done it if he hadn’t wound up trapped in Gravity Falls for 30 years#Gravity Falls#He had to basically have the teacher explain to him what he could expect from each of his sons…he did not prefer Ford#This man found out he had two new babies instead of the expected one and he just named both of them “Stan” that tells you everything#Anyway do not get me started on Homer and Bart and Lisa because that would require a three-month college-level history course
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Evan Buckley kinnie fr (i refuse to elaborate)
#using “kinnie” in the newer “i relate to them on a deeply emotional level” way not the “i think i am them” way#sorry i joined my first fandom spaces on youtube and (more specifically) tiktok and i cannot think of an alternate word 😔#pls forgive my young ass tumblr#anyways yeah i fear i relate to him a lot rn and i don’t like it#love buck but don’t like the relating#9 1 1#911#still no clue whqt the main fandom tag is#evan buckley#evan buck buckely#ryan shut the fuck up
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Time for a wild unhinged theory post from me - I'm connecting dots!!

OK here me out!!!
What if the person who Buck injured on the basketball court is in fact Connor???
So this picture below could potentially be a scene where they are arriving for a shift - when Eddie sees Buck with the bruises on his face - and Eddie is asking Buck how he got beat up etc and reassuring him etc

it takes place after the scene with Maddie - where Buck thinks he's the one who caused the injury intentionally - if Buck is freshly injured and Maddie is nursing him - he went to her for some tlc etc as he does and it plays into the Maddie talking care of Bucks various injuries throughout his entire life (which I am very much here for)
Buck chooses to go to work., annnnd heres the explanation for the weird non Buck shirt he's wearing - Its actually one of Connors. Connor has pretty much exclusively worn check pattern shirts not dissimilar to this one in his previous onscreen appearances (check out my meta posts for the eps he's in if you want to see 6x04 6x07 6x12 and 6x18 - I don't have access to my stills library atm to include the pictures here)
Connor feeling bad and like he went too far - giving Buck a shirt becasue his is too bloody to wear after whatever goes down would explain why.
My thinking is that maybe Connor is still flaking out on Kameron (and the Baby) and Buck calls him out on it in some way which is the trigger for whatever ends up happening - Connor hits Buck (perhaps with a basket ball) in anger leading to the black eyes and the cuts across his nose and on his forehead as can be seen in this gif below (the more I stare at it the more I'm convinced its bruising not soot!) which is a scene that takes place after the still of Buck and Eddie in the locker room.
I'm still sus about Connor because that dude was sending so many red flags and in a season full of red flags and red flag allegory, I'm not convinced we saw the end of that story arc! The other reason for my thinking this, which connects into the red flags, is that that check Shirt Buck is wearing is similar to Philip Buckleys shirts - and I've had a theory since I rewatched s6 over hiatus - that the show was playing on the similarities between Philip and Connor - that there was a big red flag that Buck wasn't seeing - that this baby he has helped create is fated to suffer the same kind of upbringing as Buck - having an absent father because Connor won't be there much as Philip wasn't there for Buck and that is why they put them in similar style shirts!
anyway thats my theory - have I added two plus two and come up with 10 - we shall see next month - until then I can be found in the clown car!!
thanks @copyninjabuckley for being my sounding board and helping me connect the dots - its always fun theorising and being unhinged with you 😎
#thinky thoughts#unhinged theory time#911 abc#911 spoilers#911 theory#I would love it so much if this is how it plays out - Buck needs to resolve his parental issues - he cannot resolve his other traumas#until he deals with the first and biggest trauma#to me it feels like maybe the sperm donor arc was about setting up Buck dealing with it (finally) in the same way that the shooting arc was#a trigger for Eddie dealing with his traumas - espeically the army/being shot in Afganistan and losing his team trauma#evan 'buck' buckley#the red flags!!!!!#taking my costume analysis to the next level#evan buckley
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The consequences of my poor financial decisions are here!!
#blame Kat for this lmao. she got the Yangchen novels first and I very easily give in to peer pressure (that wasn't exerted. but whatever)#three days earlier than scheduled too. which worked out perfectly bc I picked them up on the way home from grandma's#and carried them for 2 km. 2 hardcover books + the thick cardboard boxset they're in#+ the backpack full of food my grandma gave me#in the rain#I nearly fucking died#I'm not made for this level of physical exercise 😅#okay moving on#nia stop calling things like this poor financial decisions challenge#it cost like. the equivalent of 40 bucks#I have 30 times as much hidden away in my sock drawer#and I am usually responsible with my spending. I'm allowed a slightly more expensive treat every once in a while#also my dad doesn't know but I'm sure if I would him 'hey I spent 3.8k on a pair of books is that okay'#he'd be like 'why tf are you asking when have I ever said no to you spending money'#but again. I do try to be mindful#which is why as much as I want the lok art books and could probably ask for money for them. I won't#bc they cost an arm and a leg and I cannot morally allow myself to spend that kind of money#anyway. getting distracted again#do you know how hard it was to get these? I checked like 3 marketplaces before I did#and I was fully ready to get them in russian because non-classical english books are impossible to come by here#sanctions and all that. but somehow I did. and it only cost half the money in my bank account#I don't even know if Russian editions exist. these books were written before the war and before the gay propaganda ban but still#I didn't find them when I looked. maybe they don't sell them now that the law is in place or smth#I don't really care enough to look it up#the point is. I now own the books and can happily read about best girl kyoshi whenever I want#if the stress for an upcoming event doesn't kill me. that is#also I have read rok before but it was 3 years ago so my memory is vague. and I just realised how much thinner sok is?#I'll have to check the page count later
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Bro why did no one tell me the adult combo fishing hunting license here is so cheap. We eating good this fall/winter. The bag limit for deer is 4?!??!??
#it speaks#yes i need to get a crossbow (not going to be able to train up to the 40lb minimum this year in time probably)#but that shouldnt be to hard/ i might know someone who will let me borrow one#i also need to like. learn crossbows but considering how good a shot i am with compounds it shouldnt be too hard#and its only $5 extra for the trout and salmon sticker!!!#i live close enough to a bunch of state forest and my state has a deer problem so theres a bunch of doe tickets just waiting for the fall#(bucks tast yucky imo. if i want antlers im just going to look for them on the ground)#its supposed to thunder and lightning tomorrow maybe i should take the hike out to the hunting store and play with bows#as for fishing i have hands and an astounding level of confidence#the bag limit being 4 is fucking crazy to me#im probably not taking 4. bc 1 cwd means no brain tanning and i could probably trade meat to get enough eggs to egg tan but i dont want to#and 2. thats so much fucking meat. i dont know enough people nearby to feed with 4 deer#thats like. 200lbs of meat. idk if any food banks around here take it. like i could probably make it into dog food toppers(COOKED)#but even 100lbs. u gotta eat 2 lbs of venison a week.#VERY excited about the trout tho
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