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the shower scene this, the shower scene that
what no one talks about though is how andrew took his armbands off.
Of course it wasn’t to keep them from getting wet; the shirt he kept wearing disapproves that. It was part of their truth. He saw neils bare scars and answered with his own. One vulnerable part for another.
That’s what we should be talking about
#yea the shower scene is hot#but it’s even hotter to know how far they’ve come#both openly showing the part they are most self conscious about#like sure they both already knew what was there#but it’s different to feel and know it than see it#and andrew wasn’t letting neil be the only one getting naked that day#aftg#neil josten#andrew minyard#andreil#nora sakavic#like why does no one talk about that part#it baffles me
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started out with the Destined One grabbing his Travel Companion and throwing her over his shoulder like a sack of potato before she could get hit.
Deciding that enough is enough she summons her rapier and joins the battle.
ughh I'm still working on her outfit design but I also really like the composition of this wip so maybe I will clean it up and color it??
I also learned that those wooden things are coffins, not chests. I imagine at some point the Destined One and his Travel Companion had to squeeze into a coffin to get across a big body of water or whatever. Tight fit but at least take got some power naps in.
#szynkART#too shy to fully openly talk about my OC but also her backstory is just all over the place anyway#so as usual just dropping some hints and previews here and there without elaborating too much lmfao#let's just say there is a reason her epiphet is The Bloodstained Constellation#cepheus baskerville#black myth wukong#sun wukong#sun wukong x oc#sun wukong x reader#monkey king#jttw
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I'm having more half-formed zukka thoughts, so:
Hakoda mentions to Sokka that he has been thinking about making an arrangement with Zuko to marry a woman from the Southern Water Tribe, for political reasons. Something about unity between nations.
Sokka isn't completely sure, but he thinks that Zuko has implied in his letters that he isn't particularly interested in women. Sokka volunteers himself to marry Zuko. For purely diplomatic reasons, of course.
It's not that Sokka is in love with Zuko, or anything like that. It's just that he can't stand the thought of his friend being stuck in a loveless sham of a marriage. And, if he really lets himself think about it, he can't stand the thought of someone else being the one to marry Zuko.
#and of course zuko has been in love with sokka for years#and agrees to the marriage#either a) fully believing that it's only a political move and that sokka has zero feelings for him whatsoever#or b) believing that sokka is just as in to him. all the while sokka loves zuko as a friend and not romantically. but is attracted to him#so they fuck. and have a totally normal marriage. and sokka is fully aware that zuko is totally in love with him#and is determined to never have zuko figure out that he isn't romantically into him#like this one has to be a little angsty lol#or of course there's the nice version where they openly love each other and talk about their feelings or whatever#but let's be real they're both too fucked up for that#zukka#drunk rambling again oops
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Probably the most you could ask for or get, considering the circumstances. Doesn’t help with all the conflicted emotions it brings up though.
Toriel's regrets about choices she’s made showed up in that nightmare she had a long time ago and in a few other places, haha. It does weigh on her at times.
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#undertale#handplates#gaster#toriel#z art#z comic#my flowers now#toriel: let's talk openly and honestly about our feelings#gaster: *SHUTS DOWN*#ah how nostalgic#asgore: did she like the flowers? :D?#gaster holding back tears: i'm going to go to my room
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the way jack is like “he’s fine” when will, sick as a dog, shot a man outside of alana’s house at ass o’ clock is ASTOUNDING
like ik jack’s always terrible and overworks will but why does it take hannibal urging jack to do something?
why did no one but hannibal notice will was sick and not doing well AND did something about it?
ik it’s an obvious running theme about the ablism in how people besides hannibal treat will (yes even beverly) but god every time i find a new instance of it or a new angle i fly in to rage
#like ik alana hate can be over the top but i need people to realize it IS warranted#she talks so much about wanting to get close to will#and the minute he lets her in she rejects him calls him unstable and a professional curiousty#he openly says he feels unsatble which is practically a cry for help from a guy with walls as tall as will’s and all she does is… hug him?#and then NOTHING#shes not concerned she doesnt try to offer help or any more support besides the hug#and jack ofc is both better and worse; will is only considered a person as long as hes useful#and he does get better like alana toward the end but only just#OUGHHHHH HANNIBAL TREATS WILL BADLY BUT AT THE SAME TIME TREATS HIM THE BEST#hannibal#will graham#hannibal lecter#hannigram#murder husbands#jack crawford#alana bloom#beverly katz#meta#fungus watches#fungus talks
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some terusai hate is so funny to me because people will go "saiki isnt ready to be in a relationship!! he isnt ready!!!" but then they actually just ship him with someone else 😭? so like in actuality you just dont like the ship and you couldnt just say that?
#like yea obviously right at this second in the series he isnt ready for a relationship 😭#that applies to HIM. therefore it applies to any potential relationship he could be in#if he got into a relationship with anyone right this freaking second it would probably be pretty unhealthy#i think this mostly applies to people who ship him with one of the psychickers because of what i talked about recently#because they think the way he is with them is like his true self#its not. sorry. but its not and this applies just as much with them as anyone else.#the kid has not once truly opened up to any one of them 😭 he doesnt let any of them see his true feelings#hes like. a little more openly sassy and thats the full extent of it.#thats like maybe 3% more emotions he shows with then than with the others lmfao 😭#the poor kid is so emotionally closed off in general#but hes getting better!! and it WILL get better!! promise!!!#with ALL his friends!!!#saiki k#tdlosk#the disastrous life of saiki k.#saiteru#terusai#meows post
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So weird that acknowledging a character is attractive must mean your sexualizing them
Like everybody can understand that hyperdeath asriel is described as hot amd move on but the moment you make an adult design for a frisk and make them attractive (and simply point it out) then you must be awful! Like your design isint even sexualized or nothing it's just an adult frisk it's not like ur drawing them half naked like some adult frisk designs.
Also love how all the post they used to call you out where incredibly removed from the context and they made it look like the other people's post where ones you made it's like they were manufacturing their own outrage.
oh, is that what they're doing now? that's nice.
you know what's funnier, i hate adult flowey with my soul and still i went to bat for them whenever people tried to pull the "it's creepy" card under my posts. i shut that shit down every single time, to the point i had people lash out at me. I'd heard that they'd been harassed and pedojacked over it and i genuinely felt bad for them, because that was horrible and they obviously didn't deserve that, no matter how much we disagreed.
like seriously do you have any idea how humiliating it is to hate something with full acknowledgement that it objectively does not matter and being like "but leave people who like it alone, i'm sure they're fine people" every time i expressed my dislike, because some people who agreed with me were incapable of being normal?
aaaand in the end they were the one who tried to paint me as the predator. honestly? I'm not surprised they misrepresented me so much. it was obvious from day one that they can't fucking read LMAOOOO
#i didn't even know it was happening like i said i have my follower count worth in blocked accounts and i keep to myself#only reason i came to know of it was through ex mutuals of theirs who thought their behavior was unacceptable#turns out literally 3 hours after they openly shit talked me THEY were dogpiled as a pr*shipper for defending another artist#right as kendrick was playing live at the pop out... them superpowers getting neutralized i can only watch in silence LMFAO#let us all hope these drama dorks cannibalize each other into realizing how stupid their behavior is. peace and love#answered asks#biscia hater moment
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the way that diff languages sound r so fascinating they're all different and all so vivid
#russian is like the surface of a feather like it's light but not exactly “soft” but still very delicate#german is . cute ? i think it's adorable . it has a lot of momentum it makes u wanna talk fast and talk a lot#like it's squishy . sleek surface w a soft inside#thai is like song . it's like interprative dance or maybe a trust-fall . everything follows from the previous thing#it feels like a little fairy flying up and letting itself fall and flying up again and so on (for fun). its so beautiful but also playful#mandarin chinese is like . idk why but it gives me the same vibe the concept of Observation does . like to read and to see and absorb#and then to translate that into smth else . like . imagine a poet people watching or an artist preparing a canvas w practiced hands. thats#the vibe. soft and elegant and musical but like...in a way that feels lived-in. arabic feels wise ? like music or poetry u read#and feel nothing about then years later u stumble on and it applies to everything in ur life. that kind of vibe. like it knows more than u#and itll make sure ur heart and soul grows as big as its lexicon . polish is like snowflakes falling . it has the feeling of complexity and#elegance but it's also so so light and slippery and...maybe not elusive but the feeling of losing a dance partner in a waltz ? like fun and#light but also an underlying elegance and somberness still . turkish is like the feeling when u get a text from ur crush#and your heart tightens and you cant tell if it's really painful or really amazing . it feels like unrequited love . or a caress#or making out with someone when you know its the last time you'll see them. its beautiful in a yearning longing way#korean is like joking around w ur friends and you've stayed up until like almost 5 AM and youre so delirious that everything is funny#and ur speaking kind of lightly and openly and everything you say holds a lot of weight and doesnt matter at all. you laugh at everything#and youre practically talking in inside jokes and watching the sunrise together . one of them hits u on the shoulder lovingly. ur by a fire#yoruba feels like the metatheory of the matatheory . abstraction until it circles back to intuition or maybe#it feels like plotting the route of a comet or maybe like the soft warm whirr of statistics. trying to verbalise beauty somehow#when you know the best thing you can show it is by telling everyone just look!! look at the sky just look!#anyway yh i think i could do this for every language ever tbh
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love orym of the air ashari. wish every single character moment liam set up for him didn't take 50 fucking episodes to have satisfying payoff(s)
#🍃#critical role#critrole#orym of the air ashari#yes some of this is due to stakes shuffling priorities#but also liam plays orym as super subdued and refusing to openly ask for help even as far back as exu#unless someone 1) forces him to talk about his problems#or 2) shows him kindness in a way he believes he doesn't deserve and/or thinks only others should get from him#(ironically both genasi did that for him)#the worst part is that it DOES come eventually but the waiting for it to hit sucks ass#it'd be different if nothing liam or anyone else in this campaign did had consequences or lasting impact#but they do they just DON'T SHOW UP UNTIL WAY LATER#I GET YA LIKE PLANTING SEEDS BUT JESUS#anyways episode 102 orym letting laudna kill him you will always be famous etc etc#TO CLARIFY. NOT CHARACTER HATE I AM JUST BEING IMPATIENT
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Mutuals of mine (or?? people who share fandoms with me??), reblog with your chosen f/o (and note down whichever one of mine you think would be most tolerable to hear about) for me to write you a double date scenario in a diner in the early hours of the morning. In detail. It will be in detail and I'll tell you all about what we do and how much fun it'd be 🫵 this is an official invitation please join me ✨️
#this is technically a#selfship reblog game#but yknow its for my mutuals OR people who's f/os share sources with mine.#self shipping#selfshipping#selfship#self ship#self ship community#selfship community#selfship talk#f/o community#romantic f/o#selfship imagines#self ship scenario#but uh yeah. please feel free to drop in extra details about your f/o too#id love to hear and see it.#retro style diner in the middle of the night my beloved#this is me attempting to talk more about my f/os openly as well btw 🙏 so lets ball
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My issue with Vaggie and her character
(TW: Opinion‼️)
I’ve been wanting to make a rant about this for a while and I’m sure other people have already done it, but I figured I might as well share my thoughts because I like to think my opinion matters to some people lmao. Anyway, I wouldn’t read this if you’re like a die-hard Vaggie/chaggie fan, but that’s up to you!
So I’m sure some of you by now heard the news that Charlie and Vaggie are getting another duet in S2 which apparently will be about their sex life. Which like, ok sure. In a show like this I expected a sexual-themed song to happen eventually. Here’s my issue with this though;
If you need to make an entire musical number about how much your main couple fucks, because of the severe lack of any hints of a sex life between them in the first season, then it’s not a good pairing, and this feels like a desperate attempt to give them chemistry that they just don’t have.
I saw someone say something similar on Twitter and I really couldn’t agree more. Some of you are going to say “you only say that because you don’t ship Chaggie!!” You’re right. I don’t ship them. Because there’s nothing there for me to root for. Like, at all.
Let’s start off with the fact that Vaggie has no personality outside of being Charlie’s girlfriend. I tried to like her character, I really did, but she’s honestly the most forgettable to me in the entire show. Some of you might disagree with me, but be honest and answer me this; can you name one interesting thing about her character that doesn’t involve her relationship with Charlie? And what she adds to the plot besides being Charlie’s “voice of reason”? (Which she’s not, she basically just gentle-parents Charlie into not doing things that Charlie wants to do)
Let’s take a look at some of the other characters in our main cast: Charlie, princess of Hell, desperately tries to help other people even when nobody believes in her cause. Alastor is a powerful overlord who’s supposedly helping out with the hotel, but clearly has ulterior motives that have yet to be revealed. Angel Dust is a famous porn star in an abusive relationship with his employer and is on a path to redemption himself. Husk is a former overlord who lost all his power to his gambling addiction and is now being forced to play bartender. Lucifer, the king of all Hell, a fallen angel who lost his will to dream, a shell of his former self. For fuck’s sake, even Lilith—whom we have yet to even hear speak—has a more compelling plot; she’s been gone for seven years, she’s in Heaven having made a deal with Adam and we have no idea why.
And what does Vaggie do exactly? She gives Charlie advice, she helps run the hotel, she.. occasionally threatens to hurt people with an angelic weapon (you know, the thing that kills souls for good?)
Ok so she’s also a fallen angel—a former exorcist in Adam’s army that leads to exterminations. Now that could have been an interesting plot point. It does explain a little why she’s so aggressive and skilled in combat. The scene with her practice-fighting Carmilla for answers was probably the most interesting scene that prominently features her. And even then, Carmilla kinda steals the spotlight for me, as I’m actually way more invested in her character and her background (seriously, why is she so knowledgeable about angelic weapons and Vaggie—the literal former angel herself—isn’t?)
This was honestly a twist I didn’t see coming, and it had so much potential to add more to Vaggie’s personality and character as a whole. Seriously, losing her wings and her fucking eyeball must’ve been severely traumatic. She might hold some grudge against Adam and Lute for abandoning her and tossing her aside like she was nothing, even after all that work she put in to be one of the top exorcists. She could maybe miss Heaven and even if she’s content living in Hell, a part of her will still always long to go back to what was once her home.
…But no, the entire reason she’s a fallen angel is just to create conflict between her and Charlie. And that barely lasted a whole episode.
Again, everything about her and her ‘personality’ all narrows down to Charlie. Not only is this a terrible foundation for the main couple of the series, it’s also just extremely unhealthy realistically speaking. Even episode 3 alludes to the toxicity of Vaggie thinking she has no purpose outside of helping and protecting Charlie. And I find it funny that Charlie is so taken aback, but she doesn’t actually say anything to correct Vaggie, because…it’s true.
It’s very frustrating for me to say this. Vaggie had so much potential to be at least a somewhat interesting character, but instead she’s always resorted to being Charlie’s partner/sidekick. Ik this has a lot to do with Vivziepop being terrible at writing female characters but imma be real, even Loona interests me more and they almost have the exact same traits (grumpy, aggressive, insecure, etc.)
I’m gonna try and wrap this up the best I can. Honestly guys, ship whatever you want but for me, Chaggie just has no appeal at all. For the first four episodes, I didn’t even know they were a couple. I assumed Vaggie had some sort of unrequited, unhealthy crush on Charlie. Hazbin Hotel’s writing is already kinda bad to begin with, but if I can’t tell that your main female leads are in a romantic relationship within the first few minutes of their screen-time, that’s really saying something. And I understand wanting more wlw relationships in media, but having two female characters together just for the sake of having a wlw relationship in your show is not good representation. You need to actually have chemistry between them, you need to make them compelling characters as individuals, and sadly Vaggie is too one-dimensional that, on her own, she has nothing going on, and I’m not rooting for her and Charlie.
And I’m sorry but I can already tell I’m going to cringe so hard at this ‘sexy’ duet between them next season💀
#tw opinion#let’s see how many media illiterate mfs I offended with this#now I know y’all are gonna try and call me out for openly talking about a ship I don’t like. which I normally don’t do#the thing is it’s not that I don’t like ch@ggie. it’s just that I don’t care about them#<censoring to not tag it#and I can’t even rlly discuss Vaggie w/o also discussing her relationship w/ Charlie#bc that’s literally the whole point of her character :|#hazbin hotel#long post#character critique#ship critique#lady luxo rambles
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having emotional outbursts about my hyperfixation, (NOT a meltdown - that is far worse and doesnt happen online and i wouldnt wish that on anyone bc it feels like you are posessed), its like my head is flooded with feelings and cant drain or process them fast enough, and the only outlet i have is to post about it, where people can see it (to no one doesnt work for some reason..) stupidly enough (i know its not the optimal outlet, i havent found anything else that worked .. its also hard to control impulses, and my first impulse is to talk about it, i dont have anyone in real life that cares to listen bc they dont understand anything .. i have to rant to people who know what im talking about? idk, its weird)
i feel like its much more a stress response to something i dont like happening to something i care alot about (that isnt something IRL), like a hyperfixation alot of my projects revolve around, which is why it only happens like this about negative things and not positive ones and why im fine shortly afterwards ... left feeling guilty/ashamed; the feelings have been drained and im feeling ok about, i probably still dont like it, but i can accept it, work with it (even if the response is "fuck that, im doing my own thing now")
the fact that i only get these outbursts about negative things might skew peoples perception of me, which i worry about since alot of things i care about happen here, and i dont like the thought of people thinking thats how i normally am when i am not; while positive stuff happens much more rarely bc i am neutral about most things and only love very specific ones (and even then keep it more to myself .. i also dont know why, fear of allowing yourself to be happy about sth bc then something really bad will happen? like it kinda even was that with totk, after the first trailer i was hyped up like never before, but it didnt take long for the anxiety to set in that it might turn out bad or how i wouldnt like ....... i think i have had this happen throughout my life and it really sucks that it kinda turned out like that again..)
#ganondoodles talks#personal#more or less#i dont know why im writing this?#maybe bc i feel like i finally could put it into words better?#i wish i could be more openly happy about stuff#but that just ... rarely seems to happen- especially on that scale- and then#the anxiety attacks .....#i honestly dont know if its JUST the autism causing this or something else#i can see how it made my depression worse though#like not allowing yourself to feel happy bc you knw sth bad is gonna happen then or you are gonna be let down?#..whatever.... it will probably happen again and i WILL feel bad about it again
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i just saw someone call period underwear freebleeding im screaming
#felix babbles#technically you can call it that but. theyre so different#by that logic using a pad is freebleeding 😭 period underwear are specifically made to absorb blood like a pad#the dude wasnt insulting it but to anyone who hadnt heard of them you might think theyre just normal underwear for only periods#btw if youre weirded out by period talk this isnt the place for you. i openly talk about my periods literally wherever#obviously i dont change the subject like hey everyone lets talk about my blood so dont pull that card on me#but like. im very annoying about how i find it super weird when people shun you for talking about being on your period
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this thing is pupgender / a pet regressor / wishes she was a wolf/dog / every flavor of xenogender & freak there is,
#twinkie talks#Chikn Nuggit#oh random buzzfeed episodic character you are every flavor of transgender#where's everyone running to dramatize her self expression in several flavors of transgender. come on we can do it#had a moment of realization & i needed to express it#she strikes me as the kind that's like... ' i don't like the presumption of gentle femininity that comes with being a little pink sheep '#plus ' i don't like being a sheep i don't want to be a sheep i want to be a big scary dog '#& wearing a wolf onesie is how she copes along with openly expressing ' freak ' behavior. do you understand me#this is how cheezborger realizes she's catgender too or something#LET'S GO WILD#this is how i will reclaim this show after being deeply upset by the last few episodes
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Saruhiko's daughter being scared of Yata and the rest of HOMRA cuz they do look like those bad guys from cartoons with gang tattoos and weird clothes.
Can you imagine how crushed Yata would be by this, that his best friend’s kid thinks he’s a scary monster. Like imagine this as maybe Everybody Lives AU where Fushimi didn’t have his kid until after leaving Homra so they’ve never really met her. Kusanagi keeps encouraging him to bring her by sometimes, he’ll make her a snack. Yata wants to meet her too but then the first time he stops by Fushimi’s place she immediately runs and hides from him. Poor Yata is immediately crestfallen, like hey I’m not scary, but she refuses to come near him. Fushimi asks her about it afterward and she says that he’s like ‘the bad guys from cartoons,’ which Fushimi will later relate to Yata in between bouts of snickering.
Fushimi isn’t sure about bringing her to Homra in that case but he’s convinced to let her meet Anna at least. Except when he gets to the bar with his kid some of the other Homra guys are there and she’s immediately concerned, imagine she points to Kamamoto and says he’s a bad guy, Kamamoto almost cries. Kusanagi tries to calm her down and she points at him too and is like ‘sneaky villain!’, Kusanagi coughs and wonders what Fushimi’s been teaching her. Even Totsuka makes her suspicious, he tries to come over all friendly and she hides behind Fushimi as she says that’s a sneaky looking villain. Yata is like come on we can’t all be villains, what are you teaching this kid Saruhiko. Suddenly Mikoto appears with Anna and imagine Fushimi tensing, all the old nervous feelings coming back as he expects his kid will be extra scared of Mikoto. Mikoto doesn’t even look at them, just lays down on the couch with Anna sitting next to him. Fushimi’s kid hesitates and then slowly walks over and without a moment’s hesitation plops herself next to him and starts napping on his chest. Fushimi is just boggling like wait of all people Mikoto-san isn’t scary, he doesn’t understand kids at all.
#Fushimi Saruhiko#Talking K#good dad Fushimi#Yata would be so upset about this#he wants to be the favorite uncle and she's scared of him#oh oh but she isn't scared of S4#imagine how Munakata would gloat#like not openly but so passive aggressively letting Yata and Suoh and Kusanagi know that Fushimi-kun's daughter loves him#and is not scared of him#sparkle sparkle
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please don’t by k.will did more for the gays back in 2012 than any boy group can possibly do with fan service and crop tops in 2024
#do young kpoppies know about please don’t by k.will. im serious do they know#I think about it a lot#it’s impossible to replicate the feeling of being gay and watching that mv in the 2010s and just getting bodyslammed by the ending.#like he really just dropped that shit in TWENTY TWELVE#kibumblabs#to this day I think that’s the most explicitly gay mv ive seen in kpop by an established artist#(ie not holland. no shade to him but he kinda built his platform on being an openly gay artist and he’s not a big industry name or anything#which makes the impact significantly different. if that makes sense. anyway.)#like think about any other example. almost all of them can be brushed off as fan service or are at least vague enough to be#up for interpretation#please don’t’s ending is nearly fucking impossible to write off as anything but explicitly gay#no fanservice involved. no vague staring in each other’s eyes. just straight up Oh He’s Not Jealous Of His Friend He’s Jealous Of His#Friend’s Fiancé. oh#like that’s the whole point. interpreting it any other way doesn’t make sense with the impact it’s purposefully supposed to make#like seriously try to say ‘he’s just sad he’s losing his friend to marriage :(‘ or something. you have to be REAL fucking stupid or#deeply in denial to make that argument let alone believe it#anyway. I appreciate this mv a lot#k.will the OG of doomed yaoi in kpop#kill me#closest contender off the top of my head is one more day by sistar#also note I am talking about mvs here not songs in general#cause if I were talking about songs in general. key’s out there pretty much writing about gay sex at this point so I mean#k.will#kpop#only adding actual tags because I want you to watch this mv if you haven’t already
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