#let him get closure!!!!!
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amazing art by pondrea (link above!!!) got me feeling things (the art is so good op!!!!!! 💚) and now i need to yap about this scene lol it’s of the moment zexion disguised himself as sora to riku in com.
(i hope it’s ok to post the link here! let me know if not!)
i’m CONVINCED what zexion said to riku as sora this still haunts riku to this day. it wasn’t even sora who said all that, but i’m sure the fear of how it played out in com actually playing out with the real sora scared riku to death. the fear of this happening led to him walking away from sora first, not even giving him the chance just in case there was a repeat scenario. sure, there was a lot of self hatred and feeling like he didn’t deserve to see sora as well, but the look on riku’s face tells you that this scarred him. this was his biggest fear. he rather fade to darkness than go through this again and isn’t even willing to risk that it could go another way.
anyway, this is just context for what i actually want to talk about lmao
so this is probably one of worst moments for riku right? utterly rejected by his best friend and now that friend was willing to kill him for who he is now. and it wasn’t even real.
but you know who that was real for? sora. in hollow bastion. utterly rejected by riku. his only means of defense taken, basically left to die. and then riku fought him tooth and nail until he lost and sora let him run away.
you know who got closure for their version of this scene? riku. he got it when sora fell to the ground on his knees in the world that never was, when he said he looked everywhere for him and told him he was still riku no matter what. sora told him exactly what he needed to hear to reassure him that sora didn’t think any of things riku feared he did. sora telling him specifically that he was still riku no matter what showed riku that sora stills wants him around. even if he looks like their enemy and even if he did some real awful things, he’s still riku and that’s enough. riku as he is is enough for sora. always has been.
you know who never got anything like that? sora. in fact, the conclusion that sora found to get him through is that he’s not enough. his friends are his power. alone, he has no strength. he only made it through by relying on a complete stranger he managed to befriend. if beast wasn’t there or if he refused to go with sora, would he have survived? he had magic but that would run out eventually. would he have even made it to the room he fights riku in?
i don’t think he thinks he would’ve. in kh3, he says alone, he’s worthless. he’s held that sentiment this entire time. no one told him otherwise. (until riku’s sacrifice but it’s murky about whether sora even remembers that at this point. but even if he does, it wasn’t like the scene in the world that never was. sora was able to dictate exactly what riku needed to hear with no imminent threat and riku was not emotionally compromised like sora was in the keyblade graveyard. riku was able to process everything sora said. that is a far cry to sora screaming in agony over all his friends dying, sora believing wholeheartedly that he's nothing without them, and riku just saying he believes in him. sure, thats what sora needed in that moment to save everyone, but it's not a response to his fears and insecurities established in kh1 like how what sora says to riku is a response to his fears and insecurities established in com.)
at this point, i think it’s obvious that sora knows riku’s changed from kh1 and that he doesn’t believe the same things. sora knows he cares based on his actions and how he saved him too and we know as an audience how dedicated he is to him. but it fucks me up to think that riku got that verbal closure while sora never did. that riku got to start healing from that awful moment but sora really never did.
just,,,, please please please please let them talk about what happened in kh1 i am on my knees begging
extra thoughts: didn’t think of this at first so sorry it’s a little disconnected, but maybe the reason riku is so horrified in that moment in com is because he realizes this is what he put sora through. maybe he made this connection himself and feeling what it was like to be on the other side of it, on sora’s side, horrified him. what’s worse, in riku’s mind, is that riku deserves to be in this position and deserves to be rejected due to his past actions. but sora never deserved it. maybe that contributed to why the self loathing spiral got worse after com.
#this has been in my drafts for a few days now because i��m afraid i forgot scenes where all this is addressed or i’m just wrong but#fuck it lmao#if i am wrong or forgot something lmk!!#otherwise#it drives me insane that there is still unresolved trauma from kh1#let my boy heal!!!!!#let him get closure!!!!!#i know riku loves sora so much but literally sora needs a moment so bad where riku sits him down#and says he’s enough he’s so much and more on his own#he needs to tell him his heart is strong not weak that he is more than enough just by himself that he’s so valuable and cherished and loved#tell him everything he needs to hear like he told you everything YOU needed to hear!!!!!!!!!!!!#sorry for all my rambling disconnected thoughts#kingdom hearts#sora#riku#soriku#i yap
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genuinely this makes me SO excited for this storyline (xx)
#911 abc#911#spoilers#eddie diaz#shannon diaz#this is what i have been saying since like. s4???#and i am SO ready for him to get closure and to let go of the romanticized version of this relationship
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Pete, I need you to stay here.
#warehouse 13#wh13edit#past imperfect#mine:photoset#myka bering#pete lattimer#HELLO..... CAN ANYBODY HEAR ME...... FOR THE LOVE OF GOD HELLO..............#this episode possessed me so thoroughly that i had to open photoshop for the first time since december#i promise i will get a new computer someday so i can make gifs more regularly again (i made this on my work computer don't tell IT)#but HELLO............ WAAAAUGH#god. fuck. they love and trust each other so much. i'm chomping at the fucking walls over this#myka has so much trauma over this case and pete's the nicest guy in the world about it.........#but myka doesn't even let that stop her!! she's like no fuck that i WILL take this guy down for real#and she DOES#and pete's standing by her side the entire time providing support and helping but also not taking control since myka needs to do this#on her own and for herself in order to finally get closure#for this case that's been haunting her since literally episode one............#pete's like no you can absolutely be emotional. you have every right. so this time I'll be the observant one and help you where you need it#god.#anyway hi wh13 tag i am watching this show for the first time and i am Going Through It#since i know you all seem to be myka/HG stans can i officially claim pete as mine. would anyone mind. can i have him
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Me: Stop being sad.
Also me: Spends today thinking about Link and Mipha’s love and the fact he can’t properly grieve it because he cannot remember all of the memories of their relationship.
It makes me sad.
I’ve been coping with thinking about how post-AOC Sidon travels home. It’s after BOTW, and Sidon went missing for a few months along with other champions (and Tulin lmao) With his return, Link is emotional as he reunites with Sidon. Link was beyond stressed and worried over his missing lover. He hasn’t left Zora’s Domain in weeks since he got word of his disappearance. Once emotions settle during the reunion, Sidon gets to tell Link about how he went back in time and saved Mipha and all of Hyrule. He saved Link. Even if that Link wasn’t his Link, it made his heart happy to save his love from the grief he went through before.
And Sidon is so melancholic. He got to see first hand Link’s love for his sister. Her giving Link the armor after he saved all of Hyrule. The two sharing a kiss. A future between them that gets to finally exist. Something he knew from her diaries and from older Zora’s stories, but something that he deeply understood now.
As Sidon recaps this, Link is looking up to Sidon emotionally. Sidon too seems upset. But more so guilty, Sidon witnessed first hand what had to be lost for he and Link to love one another. That maybe what the two are doing isn’t right.
But Link shushes Sidon. Finally getting a word in for the first time after Sidon’s retelling started. That Link is beyond proud of Sidon for saving Hyrule. For saving Mipha. Saving him. Link can’t help but cry after this point. He thanks Sidon for giving Link a happy life. In both of his lives. Who Link was then isn’t who he is now, but he’s so happy to know that both past and present him get to love who they love surrounded by friends and a family they found. That it extends beyond him, too. So he’s incredibly thankful for Sidon. And that he loves him, and he won’t stop loving him.
Sidon can’t help but to kiss his Hylian lover. One he’s desperately missed during his travels. One he felt guilt over, but that washed away with Link’s affirmation. Now, Sidon just feels happy. Overwhelmed, but happy. He knows Mipha is happy, and he can’t wait to tell the domain what transpired.
#I’m coping I’m sorry.#I imagined his earlier and it’s been stuck in my head#I like to imagine Mipha’s point was made after Sidon’s return from AOC.#I know TOTK makes no mention of AOC#but I see the events of it giving Sidon a closure to his mourning#that and he wanted to give Mipha a more beautiful resting spot. At a spot he saw she and Link share happy moments at when in AOC.#and then there’s Link who doesn’t remember everything from his past#but he can’t help to cry at the happiness he feels knowing that there’s a him who gets to live happily how he would have#and that current Link also gets to live so happily in the present too#but Link still hates Zelda’s dad#and Sidon came clean about losing a fight to Revali#And that Mipha said she was happy for Sidon and Link’s love#cause let’s be real Sidon spilled that tea he is terrible at not saying his love for link.
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carlos' eyes in the meeting room........ carlos' eyes at the hospital..... at the IC room..... his guts are boiling with hot rage!!! this very stubborn hope. it's in the clench of his jaw since the funeral. the lump in his throat that he swallows back every time because that's how the gut-wrenching vestige of murder that hasn't received its justice yet feels like."i see it now. the eyes.." because that's the glimpse of the resolute unswerving gabriel in him that echos 'if there are tears to weep we do it when the time comes, not before'. you grief but you don't get defeated when there is still work to do in order to rest in that grief. and GODDD carlos is so righteously resolved about getting there. i want him so so bad to solve the case. finally bring that retribution and avenge his family and himself. he's been in the waxing and waning throes for too long he only deserves the purgation and finality of it more than anything!!!!!
because no way all of this relentless endeavour and sharp stubborn wit would culminate to anything but cracking it. even storytelling wise that would be disheartening not to bring it to its desired ends. because imagine. all this time carlos was so right about the rangers from the start. then he looped in. was kept so close under their wing. and then he now realises that he wasn't really truly '''stuck''' but he was trapped and misled instead and it's all tumbling down now over their heads and he's seeing through the cracks. finally the darkness makes sense and he can move in action through the pinnacle and into the resolution!!!
#i have deeper problems with takes that invalidate how important this is to carlos because it sees that letting go has equal psychological.#moral and emotional outcomes to pursuing justice and you shall be just fine after abandoning it after a certain amount of time as if that's#also not part of your life. it doesn't set right with me at all and I'd like to talk more about#like damn i know it's JUST A SHOW!! but every bit of me aligns with carlos' moral clarity about all of this. how he carries this#responsibility. how he holds himself accountable for the mistake he made when he wasn't seeing clear. how he doesn't back down but#simultaneously lives his life. getting married. being present in his marriage and trying to do better when he needs to (and i also have#issues with the disjointed and often contradictory storytelling here)#I just like to watch a story about justice winning because you didn't soften on injustice. because the path of this compelling instinct has#a price after all. i'll hate it so much if he didn't catch him at the end. or didn't at least reach a satisfying closure. I'll hate the#throwing of all of this into the unknown — to pacify it instead of treating it properly.#especially when that's a show about this exactly — the job!!! — these characters have the authority and the tools that allows them to#accomplish the mission. more or less#carlos reyes#911ls#5x08
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I would like to say that I will NOT be taking any Eurylochus slander
#like yeah i get it ody loves his family#and dont get me wrong I support Odysseus right and wrongs#but also eurylochus is NOT the monster everyone’s trying to make him out to be#‘but he opened the bag and set Poseidon after them’ SOMEONE WAS GOING TO OPEN IT#maybe him or someone else but someone would have#that’s the whole thing with how the gods play#some tasks are doable some are not#the crew needed closure#the only way to get that was to open it#and Poseidon would have caught them anyways#they would have all died#eurylochus had nothing to do with Poseidon if anything that’s on Odysseus for doxxing himself#‘oh lol he was all too willing to let his men die with circe’#SHE WAS A GODDESS. OR LIKE A GODDESS. WHATEVER#BUT HE’S NOT#HE WANTS TO GO HOME TOO.#Odysseus was the one to show him there were other ways but even that didn’t work#like with the cyclops#and the whole thing of people calling him hypocritical that he was mad at Odysseus for sacrificing their friends#it’s because up until that moment Odysseus was trying to get them ALL home#and eurylochus saw that#he saw his captain fighting for them all#he trusted him#and then all of a sudden he sees his brother throwing away the lives of their men without care#of COURSE HE DOESN’T TRUST HIM ANYMORE#epic the musical#jorge rivera herrans#odysseus#eurylochus#the thunder saga
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I LOVE YOU SO MUCH WONDERFUL PRECURE
#GAOU WAS SUBARU THE WHOLE TIME..... what a genuinely crazy twist but so fitting... what the hell. god.#zakuro's development was so sweet... “i just cant hate you”..... wanting save subaru awugh.#the whole scene at the mirror stone was honestly heartbreaking for subaru. a lot of it thanks to his terrific voice acting (unbiased)#but it was so sad.... he just wants gaou back..... him genuinely impaling himself with the shard. christ. CHRIST#i let out an audible “holy shit”.#“kindness leads you nowhere” GOD. AWUH#the genuine anguish. he truly is kind#NOT KOMUGI NO NO NO FUCK FUCK NOOOOOOOO#and then him reacting the same way..... realizing hes done the same thing that was done to him ..... was so fucking devastating#i find that genuinely so compelling... I DIDNT EXPECT SUCH A COMPELLING AND TRAGIC ANTAGONIST...... OH MY GOD.#its such a refreshing take to me that they genuinely are. so relentless in the love and care they want to share. youd expect the narrative#to go the route of “the moment you chose vengence you are unforgivable” but its never the case in this series.#forgiveness is always an option because they recognize that this vengence comes from intense pain and anguish.... and they cant bear#to see someone suffering. it made me genuinely so fucking emotional#all of it stemming from self blame and survivors guilt too i just. augwhauwhw....#komugiiii KOMUGIIIIII..... TALKING TO SUBARU..... “YOU JUST WANT TO TALK TO GAOU AGAIN RIGHT....” ARGHHH#“i feel warm” when hes purified. im sick. oh my god.#and of course. SATORU AND DAIFUKUUUUUUU#I LOVE THEIR PRECURE OUTFITS I WISH WE'D HAVE SEEN A BIT MORE OF THEM....... THEY'RE SO GOOD#YUICHI NAKAMURA DAIFUKU THEY DID THAT FOR ME SPECIFICALLY#ALL OF THEM SAUING GOODBYE......#when subaru reached oht and started fading i really did get so close to crying in ngl.... the joint hug ..... was so so good... awuhh#the catharsis was so beautiful#i genuinely also love how the plot is so integrated into the worldbuilding.... subaru and gaou's bond being what brought the#foundation of animal town... is genuinely such beautiful closure#the epilogue.... them not speaking anymore and how its like losing their beat friends but also not.... they miss them even when theyre there#the way they addressed it was so beautiful.....#i got so emotional when they got their voices back ok.... AND THE ED PLAYING...... I LOVE YOU SO MUCH WONDERFUL PRECURE#im so . what a genuinely spectacular show. awyahwuw#wonderful lb
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There’s one last thing Ford has to do before he and Stan are finished packing for their trip. He made sure he had a few hours to himself, had sent Stan into town for some last supplies, and was standing in front of his old photocopier.
Dipper and Mabel had gladly sent him one of Shermie’s old photo albums. And while he had managed to retain one measly picture for the last 40 or so years, it wasn’t the one he needed for what he was about to do.
There, all by herself in the frame, was a picture of their mother. And on the next page, also pictured alone, their father.
He picked one up, set it on the copier, and pressed scan.
#gravity falls#stanford pines#grunkle ford#ford pines#i want ford to bring out a copy of his mom and finally get to say goodbye#except maybe he lets stan say goodbye too as himself this time#but MOSTLY i want him to get to yell at fillbrick fucking pines#i want him to get the closure of telling his dad he was wrong about stan and for stan to not have to face the man#i want ford to stick up for his brother for once like stanley did their whole childhood#and i feel kinda bad about the idea of the grief of letting go of their mom and having to watch a copy of her grapple with her own existence#as a piece of paper and face the threat of water/death#BUT FILBRICK PINES DESERVES THE THREAT OF PAPER MORTALITY AND WATERY DEATH FROM HIS SON
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Once more for those in the back, the rumour that Barney Harris left The Wheel of Time because he refused to be vaccinated is false and he has taken a legal complaint against the tabloid that started it. Production for the show shut down in March 2020 and he did not return to filming in September 2020, before vaccines were available. He then didn't take any other acting roles for nearly three years. The radio silence from everybody on why he left and the long gap in his career suggests extremely strongly it was for personal reasons that aren't for public consumption. We're probably never going to know why and that's fine.
#wheel of time#wot tv show#I get why this rumour does the rounds#it provides closure and lets people be angry at him#but...other actors have left shows over vaccine issues in the last 2 years#and it's been publicly confirmed/reported#why for *this not particularly well-known dude* would EVERYBODY involved stay mum?#pure conspiracy theory stuff
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#GODDD he got no closure. you knowww his control freak ass is like. if we could simply talk it out i could put it to bed. <-- is that why vale won't give him the closure he needs? Vale knows Marc will fully move on from him once they talk and his controlling self can't have marc not being haunted by his ghost.
NEITHER OF THEM HAVE CLOSURE ! IT RULES ! fr they both have publicly been like yeah. it is a deep wound inside me that i think about way too often... still making public statements about it entirely without duress and of their own volition VERY recently. a narrative they could let die but it simply means too much to them. and in lots of ways it’s a way to be close. to relate to each other. to be singular in each other’s imaginings and in the eyes of the world. gone girl voice i’m the cunt you married. like vale has lost other titles badly! marc has pissed other people off! but it’s different with each other… and they categorically and eternally find themselves unable to let each other go. it’s literally a way for them to stay together.
#also if they had any ability to get closure from it literally ever they would be fucking nasty about it 24/7#like in fanfiction world vale is in love with marc but he will not let himself have a relationship (for reasons etc)#and so marc has to be a villain. it’s the only way he can keep that distance and have it make sense.#he cannot care that much about a rival… you saw him talking about pecco and bez being friends#he was like ‘you don’t do this’#and marc was a friend ! was one of his better friends ! he loved him !#and so he has to destroy him.#literally in that podcast when he says ‘i was the myth that marc had to destroy’ he is talking about himself. having to destroy MARC. 2 me.#motogp#callie speaks#asks#rosquez
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i was skimming a blood drive stream (mostly looking for ayushiki crumbs, it's been a while) and was reminded of one of the best interactions in the franchise
#''i know you're stuck in a torture school full of unspeakable horrors but how've you been?''#girlfailure ayumi i love you#also i remembered there being ayushiki crumbs but i did NOT remember how much??!!!??#their interactions are the best part of the game easily#but the part where she goes to his apartment in the middle of the night and basically starts to admit smth to him about how she felt#about when he told her to reach out to him whenever she needs support and he did the head pat thing#and he 1) forgot that even happened?? somehow??#and 2) he's like ''i feel like i'm supposed to be reading between the lines rn but i'm so lost''#LIKE YOU'RE SO DUMB... YOU'RE BOTH SOO DUMB AGFDGJGRHHHH#i need closure in darkness distortion i am telepathically begging kedwin to please let her get better so they can get a mildly happy ending
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I just found out what happens to dabi at the end of mha. Don’t talk to me.
#personal*#jess talks#mha spoilers#when I say I can’t stop crying. I mean it.#he’s still alive technically but he’s only predicted to last a few more days#he spoke to all his family too#but the part that broke me was shoto asking what his favourite food was#and finding out they both love soba😭😭😭#I’m fuckin… in hysterics#now my brain is like ‘finalise rins story!!!’#but I’m over here struggling to cope with all this#1000% she gets to go see him#like fully bound and no allowed to move but she’s allowed to visit him#cus I predict fuyumi/shoto see the decency in her and know she’s not at fault for what her family made her do#so she’s deffo in prison for a long time#but they let her visit toya#and part of me is tempted to make some changes and get Eri to save him#BUT I honestly don’t know how I feel about that rn#like realistically I know he will die#and that makes the most sense#but if they can have a little longer I would want that😭#they were never gonna get a happy ending that’s for sure#but closure would be enough#maybe a little love confession or something#just an acknowledgment that they did actually love each other#and that /maybe/ she could redeem herself#after all the heroes and cops know she was doing them a favour by wiping out her rivals#but she’s still a villain#and it was take AT LEAST a decade before she would agree to ‘help’ the good guys#like deffo still a crime lord - but an organised one maybe?
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Reading your posts made me realised I don’t want shanks and buggy together again? I don’t see how they could be close to each other if not being kinda forced to be around each other for so many years. They don’t understand each other, nor they actually wish to?
oh, i think the tragedy is that they did want to! they were just... bad at it.
and i agree, i think i've mentioned it before—it would take a lot of work to be close again. whether we as readers think they would be willing to put in that effort is a matter of personal opinion at this point! for you, it sounds like it’s a no; for me, it’s a not yet.
#i think shanks has other priorities atm—but once those are taken care of… who knows?#idk if *he* thinks he’s gonna survive what’s to come so i suspect he hasn’t let himself think that far ahead. but if he lives… maybe.#i think it’d take buggy a long time to admit that reconciliation is something he could even *want*#but he’s held onto the pain this long. there must be a part of him that wants closure.#and i think in trying to get closure he’ll find something else#but that’s just me! hoping for something like a happy ending! if i’m wrong i’ll be sad but if i’m right then :)#tos answers#one piece#shuggy#shanks#buggy#—shuggy miscommunication#—shuggy reconciliation
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good lord i did not remember how much GT's ending makes me cry. Goku died to Yi Xing Long, I'm planting my flag, and Shenlong is just giving him a chance to say goodbye to everyone. The open ended question from Vegeta, Roshi, and Piccolo? Vegeta being the only one to understand it? Saying he'll be right back? The last spar with Krillin? "It's so warm up here"?? The extended Dan Dan over footage from the whole series ?????

#i cried for almost 20 minutes genuinely#also idk how to interpret his revival and the weirdness of the last genki dama and the people who know his ki best asking just: Are you...?#like he's already dead and shenlong cares enough to let him finally get some closure. come on#GT is the ending of dragon ball to me always & forever#gtposting#dbgt#GT i love you so much. u miss half the swings you take but fuck if you dont swing for the fences#GT spoilers#DBGT spoilers#yeah its like 30 years old almost but a LOT of people have not seen it to the end#tyler talks
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honestly the funniest part about the quodo kiss blooper is that kira had like no reaction to it. it just made so much sense that even she just stood there and watched it happen
#also i'm not just saying this as a quodo shipper but if they kept the kiss blooper in it genuinely would've been a better ending for them#i think it would've given them and the audience some actual sense of closure#rather than odo just refusing to let quark hear what he wanted. refusing to admit to him how much he means to him and then just leaving#like literally. after over 10 years of Whatever The Fuck They Had Going On#why not get out all that tension and frustration with one impulsive sloppy passionate kiss. and THEN never see each other again#like rene auberjonois really knew what was up when he decided to go in for that kiss#and armin shimerman Definitely knew what was up when he fucking moaned during it#like. they knew. they Get it. i honestly think it would've been fitting for them to keep it in#especially since quark still says ''that man loves me'' in the final take. and it's true ! he just desperately wanted odo to admit it#and they didn't give him that even after he practically begged for it. and after all he did for him during all those years#quark loves odo so much. genuinely. truly. and whether you personally view that love as platonic or romantic. he LOVES him#and odo even admitted to kira afterwards that he'd miss quark. THEN TELL HIM THAT TO HIS FACE !!!!!!!!#anyway lmao. they drive me fucking insane
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Have I said how much I love my husband recently???🥰
#personal#we talked for like 2 hours today#about everything and a lot about my issues with past trauma from my childhood and then Zach’s abuse#and all the shit that happened in the two years after I left him and had to have a judge involved#we talked about little space and how I panic when I try#we talked about gerry and my trying to heal and trying to get closure but being told by his wife I was being selfish because of that#we talked about how that fucked me up and how finding out his wife saw me as subhuman enough to demand abandonment of me#after I harbored so much guilt thinking I had a hand In harming her#he was so fucking there for me and I married the best human being#we are going to try a bit of stepping towards having a sort of little space exercise#because even though he is a sadistic pleasure Dom#he feels I deserve to have my needs met 😭#I do not know what I did to deserve him#I let him read what Gerry’s wife said when I tried to get closure and apologize for my part in what I thought happened#he got so fucking mad for me and pointed out how self centered and dehumanizing it was#I needed that so badly#I should have allowed myself to be this vulnerable with his before now
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