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someone on the discord pointed out that APOWIA has over 2k hits now. I feel sick, somehow. I'm not gonna be too sappy but uh- thank you??? I will do uh. Something to celebrate. For now I need to lie down
#moonflower muttering#it is hard to fathom that that many people have laid eyes on the things I've written#let alone enjoy it#well best get back to ch9
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The Allegiance of the Ascended Vampire and the New God of Magic
#bloodweave#baldur's gate 3#bg3#gale x astarion#astarion x gale#gale dekarios#astarion ancunin#yes this is about astarion helping gale defeat mystra and take her place with the crown in exchange for gale helping him with the ritual#the âthey can make each other worseâ part of their relationship turned to the max#I enjoy them being reluctantly soft for each other more but from time to time I just think about how powerful they could get together#toxic evil boyfriends. take love and twist it up until itâs unrecognisable#I like to think that astarion approached gale with that offer after realising no one else in camp is gonna help him#and that he can use gales own hunger for power which backfired when astarion actually became emotionally invested in gale#and after gale kept his word despite everyoneâs concerns astarion changed his plan from not fullfilling his end of the bargain to actually#helping gale kill mystra (mostly so that gale could belong to him and him alone. and letting him take the place as a god bc having a god#at you beck and call is definitely appealing. especially one as eager to please as gale)#anyway what I want to say with this is please please please let me kill mystra i donât even care if the weave gets destroyed again
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who are you without your battle body?
#zu art#papysans day#fontcest#<â âfeel free to block if you don't like it <3#sans#papyrus#undertale#undertale au#utmv#3/8#Zu: let's make it quick#also Zu: *4h of angry drawing*#every year on August 3rd I subtly remind of my 'very singular' tastes heh#but actually it's a day of nostalgia and freedom#when I can openly declare once again that we're different people with different interests#they're not for judging each other but for enjoying them alone or together#in this place you're valid and safeâ°(*Ž`*)âŻâĄ#also thank you guys so much for 18 700+! <3
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What are you looking for here? Scroll back up.
Just kidding, hereâs a treat:
#laishuro#laios touden#nakamoto toshiro#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#Fic writing takes time but at least my wife is helping m#e proof read#for now.. i can at least draw the possible scenes that i wANT TO WRITE SO BAD but don't know how to go about em yet lol#STILL!!! As you can see i refuse not to let these dudes feel themselves a lil bit :)#Laios wants to feel all of those textures and toshiro's heart will explode with all the intimacy#also Laios' getting into the intricacies of the East culture that he starts to notice and enjoy things about Toshiro#also both of these guys have dad issues#that alone gives me TOO MUCH to work with >:)#But I must admit 70% of these are self-indulgent and I will not stop <3#Sam's doodles of the day#shuro
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I don't know if I'll ever finish it, but occasionally, I am reminded that I started writing crackfic based on a dream I had after playing too much Garden Life and also reading too many Nightwing comics, and I'll open up the document and laugh myself sick at how awful a time Slade Wilson is having in my haunted flower shop AU.
He's been ripped body and soul out of his genre and into a cozy Hallmark movie with undercurrents of cosmic horror, and there's nothing he can do about it. Worst of all, the human he kidnapped is unkillable. At least by him.
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Slade took a menacing step forward, then stopped dead in his tracks, unable to move another inch. "The fuck."
He looked down at his boots, struggling to uproot them from the dirt-strewn floor. When that failed, he gave up and took a desperate swing across the shop counter. The little witch didn't even flinch. She didn't need to. The same invisible force wrapped around his arm, holding it in place as he strained his outstretched hand toward her neck.
"What the fuck did you do?" he demanded, arm shaking as sweat began to bead down his brow.
"Me?" she asked, far too innocently, like butter wouldn't melt in that smug, annoying mouth. "Bless your heart, dearie, that's not me. That's the plot armor."
"Plot what?"
"Armor," she repeated slowly for him. "I know you're familiar with the word. I've seen that discounted Spirit Halloween ensemble you call a costume."
Slade snarled, renewing his efforts to crush her windpipe. "I know the word. What does it mean?"
"It means I'm protected. The story can't advance without me, so you're stuck with me." She smiled sweetly. "Lucky you."
"Story? What story? What the fuck are you talking about?"
"This one," she said, gesturing around them as though that explained anything. "The one we're in. The one you pulled me into. The one I can't leave until you figure out whatever the fuck you're supposed to be doing. So if you could hurry up and do that, that'd be great. I've got shit to do, and it doesn't involve holding your hand through whatever bullshit character arc crisis you're going through."
"Lady," Slade breathed out through gritted teeth, "you are fucking insane."
"Oh, sweety," she drawled, leaning across the counter and causing his arm to draw back of its own volition, not allowing him to get a hold of her throat, as she patted him condescendingly on the cheek. Clearly, whatever bullshit proximity magic she was pulling didn't apply to her ability to touch him. "You don't know the half of it."
#personal shit posting#fic based on dreams#garden life deathstroke flower shop au#hell of a tag#also#it is insanely weird writing myself as a character#let alone myself as a narrative aware cosmic horror#anway#yeah#maybe I'll finish it one day#in the meantime I'm just enjoying putting Deathstroke into situations and laughing
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bug doodles so i can say i drew something
#oc#original character#alien oc#artists on tumblr#art#aliens#sketch#nyx#having a rough month creatively. and mentally. like a really really rough month. but i'm tired of saying that too#i made like three things this year i was excited about and that's it. where did the fun go. im supposed to enjoy it right#if i dont enjoy it then what is the point !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! of anything !!!! i dont enjoy Anything anymore even !!!!!!!!!#why is it already august. almost september. i dont even remember most of 2023 let alone 2024.#i got no drive to draw let alone to push through a drawing when it gets challenging or doesn't turn out right. i barely drew this month#just kinda hated everything. nothing is fulfilling#IF IM NOT HAVING FUN !!! THEN WHAT IS THE POINT !!! WHAT AM I DOING IT FOR#more and more i consider taking a hiatus from art. but what the fuck else do i do with my time then. what if i never come back to it#i got a list of stuff i could draw but either i try and i dont like it or i sit there and wonder why even bother because i wont enjoy it#guys im tired. im so exhaustingly overwhelmingly depressingly fucking tired and i feel no joy in my art#or videogames. or anything.#i need to go to bed
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Friendly reminder that people can do whatever the fuck they want with fictional characters because they are, in fact, fictional, which means they are not real.
We're all basically playing with dolls. And if someone's playing with them in a way you don't like? You can this simple and easy thing called blocking them. Or blocking a tag. There is no need to whine and cry about how xyz people are "ruining" a fandom for a ship or how a fandom has a "problem" of having xyz. Like. C'mon now.
I think in recent years there's been a big issue arising in fandoms since corporations started sanitizing the internet for more ad revenue: instead of letting people have harmless fun playing with dolls, people are now instead choosing to try and oust those people from playing entirely due to it not being "morally correct".
And that is, quite frankly, stupid. Imagine going up to a horror novelist and saying they shouldn't write their novels bc it contains morally dark/gray/bad things.
Imagine saying someone shouldn't play a video game and should feel gross playing it bc it has a bunch of dark/taboo topics.
Imagine going up to someone exploring dark/taboo materials in safe, creative ways and saying they should feel disgusted for that.
That sounds dumb, yeah? That sound ludicrous, yeah?
Then why are we attacking other people for morally dark/taboo ships, hcs, and content in their own works? Why are we calling it a "waste of potential"? Why are we calling it gross and bad when it isn't hurting anyone?
Listen to me. We have GOT to relearn to be harmlessly uncomfortable. We have GOT to relearn tolerance for things we do not like. People shipping or having hcs of xyz is not ruining fandoms. The purity culture of not letting people have fun in their own corners is.
#sorry I was thinking of that one post#like yeah sure make a post about how you don't want xyz shippers to interact and you'll block them on sight that's your choice#but don't fucking call those people gross/disgusting/etc. Don't ask like you have some moral high ground on them#just let people enjoy things#leave them alone
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the way the older batboys cope with relationship trauma is that tim is a serial dater (cannot, will not, be single, would rather swallow glass, name the last time he was single), jason is a serial kisser (what's the name when you're not dating you're just kissing people? in brazil we call it "staying", like when you go out clubbing and kiss 10+ randoms) and dick is a serial cheater (i've said what i said)
#i don't actually know if united stated people do that#do they kiss people randomly in parties? i have never seen it in movies/tv shows#they should! it's honestly great#dick grayson#i love him#truly#but he is a cheater#in a self sabotaging way#jason todd#i don't take the people who talk about him as if he is virginal seriously#âoh but he is soooo traumatizedâ#jason is in his early twenties let him enjoy life and fuck bitches#stop trying to marry late teens/early twenties people#serious relationships aren't a sign of maturity (see: bruce; see: dick)#tim drake#will NOT be alone#will be DATING#is following on dick's footsteps#nightwing#red hood#red robin#batman#dc#batfamily#bruce wayne
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Okay literally no one asked but as a former Hobbit movie hater who has since experienced character growth, I feel compelled to share my thoughts on the movies on my gay little blog.
Listen. There are legit reasons to be critical of these movies. They were made on a rushed timeline, at time where CGI overuse was the thing and there are definitely unnecessary moments. But despite those issues, these movies still have a lot of heart and character and some really wonderful acting! To compare them to LOTR, is unfair I think because LOTR was such an unimaginable success and I truly believe no other movie franchise can do what those movies did. To expect the Hobbit movies to be the same caliber considering the behind the scenes drama and massive difference in timeline is just not it.
Truly I think that the Hobbit could have been much more than it was and itâs sad to see the amazing moments and realize that we could have had movies that were maybe closer to the level of LOTR, but that doesnât take away from all of the great things that the movies gave us! Despite what he may be like irl, Martin Freeman was a great young Bilbo, Richard Armitage was insanely good as Thorin (despite the change in age) and the other dwarf actors brought a great sense of loyalty, brotherhood and shared loss to their roles. The music is still dope as hell and there are some beautiful shots despite all the CGI.
This is way too long and Iâve not said anything that hasnât been said before but honestly, Iâm so glad that I stopped hating on these movies and have seen the special things about them. Nothing will ever compare to LOTR, but that doesnât make these movies bad. Theyâre fun, theyâre emotional, they have great characterization and itâs super valid to enjoy them.
Final gay thoughts because Iâm obligated, but I struggle with people who argue against Bagginshield with the whole âwhy does everyone have to make everything gay?â thing. Because Hollywood is so deeply homophobic that we see so little genuine queer representation, so forgive us for enjoying the chemistry we find and making it our own since our society gives us breadcrumbs. If youâre not into Bagginshield, totally legit and fine, but donât hate on other people (especially queer people) trying to find some romantic love in media that we enjoy. Also no one can convince me that Richard Armitage wasnât at least somewhat intentionally putting his queer energy into this role, I will die on this hill.
Anyway, TL;DR thereâs no shame in liking or loving the Hobbit movies despite their faults and there are lots of things to appreciate and enjoy and I for one, am glad to leave my LOTR purist hater days behind me
#the hobbit#the hobbit movies#thorin oakenshield#bilbo baggins#bagginshield#lotr#I will die on this hill#as a reformed hater#I know no one cares but what is my gay blog for if not to rant about my own takes#let people enjoy things you haters#like I love LOTR more than anything in the world and I know the Hobbit movies werenât as good but still#they are so enjoyable and I refuse to be a hater anymore#and thatâs on GROWTH#life is so much more fun when you enjoy things#okay sorry another tag but it has to be said#someone shipping characters together doesnât take away from anyone elseâs desire to see those characters in a platonic way#like as long as itâs not a clearly problematic ship just leave people alone#like damn we can enjoy things in different ways and no one has to be right#I also love the argument of NO THESE CHARACTERS ARE STRAIGHT#like oh? was that explicitly said? no? well then let people interpret how they will#letâs stop assuming everything is always straight
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Theatre Kid (Derogatory)
#I had some fun on my most recent plane flight and figured I'd give it some color#the great thing about the king in yellow is i can and will draw him completely different every time#and that is 100% in character#if you draw an eldrich madness god the same way twice it's missing the point let chaos reign#was originally just gonna be the lefthand sketch colored in#but the colors alone actually looked pretty nice so you can enjoy those too#malevolent#malevolent podcast#the king in yellow#my art#doodles#I actually wasn't planning on making the bug mandible crown going into this it just sort of happened which I enjoy#lot of centipede/earwig vibes going on with the guy#something something crawls in your ear and drives you mad#anyways here's my one nice art post of this character now I can move on to shitposts guilt-free#i guess there's one other thing I wanna draw that isn't quite shitposty but it sort of is jury's out#we'll see if i get to it lol
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Scoria and Sakura are best friends! It's so cute when I see the things they do together, and it makes me so beyond happy that they both came to live with me so that they could share their lives with each other. They absolutely insist on it, and does so much good for the other.
I can't imagine how else they could have found happiness if things hadn't worked out exactly as they did. Scoria has basically been Sakura's "emotional support snake" while she worked through things from her past I'll never fully know that caused her a lot of issues with panic and fear. Sakura knows this too, and looks out for her sister, the only one she truly trusts and feels completely safe with.
The moment they wake up they both want each other to snuggle and play with. Scoria loves to be affectionate with both me and her sister who seems to have not had this earlier in her life- but Scoria is showing her how nice it is not only directly but demonstrating with me and Sakura also trying, copying what she has seen her sister do.
Sometimes when one goes to check on the other they'll join in on... I'm not even sure what they were doing. But they had a good time while taking a mandated union break from digging tunnels for the isopods.
So happy I get to share in the adventures of these two best friends! It makes me so happy to see them living their best lives together, and being beyond content snuggled together with their found family.
#cute#pets#snakes#friends#animals#I think Sakura tried copying Scoria and didn't quite get the full memo#So she went down the front bark and Scoria went down the back which leads into diggy dirt#And Sakura was like#âI followed friend into bark but where is friend???â#Meanwhile Scoria was probably oblivious her little sister was trying to find her & she may was well have her front half going into a portal#Eventually they found each other fully#And were very clear they prefer their home far more than this enclosure they helped build tunnels for#I'm glad to know they like their home#While I do want to make it more aesthetically pleasing#the current focus was filling it with things they enjoy#Specifically things they have a lot of fun playing with or on#I want their home to be the place they feel safe but also enjoy being in#not a prison#a bedroom#I think they like their enclosure but they sometimes don't want to go in it because they also really enjoy spending time with me#Scoria really does#but also communicates effectively when she is sleepy from playing and needs to rest#as much as they love each other when they go to sleep for the night they sleep alone#even with the option to stay near each other#I think this is nature rather than something I taught them by separating them into their own enclosures after play time#which makes me wonder if humans classified them as solitary just because they don't want room mates#like plenty of people i know choose to live alone but that doesn't mean they are introverts/solitary#I wonder if wild hoggies sleep alone (not counting brumation) and their social lives outside their den was completely ignored#Like I bet they live in a neighborhood or kingdom or whatever you want to call it#The fact they can communicateâI'm friendly let's be nice to each otherâindicates a species that regularly comes into contact with each other
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If Solas doesn't have a satisfying ending I'm not even going to post about it. Like ever. I will simply cease to post all dragon age content and we will pivot to like, elder scrolls or Enderal or smthn
(to be clear;this is my worst timeline option)
#i will be furious#but that will be the final straw for me#i want to enjoy it so bad but the. pessimist in me is like#girl. u know they're gonna kill him no matter what the inquisitor and rooks choice to redeem him wont matter#and they'll do some bullshit self sacrifice ending for him.#i hope to god I'm wrong.#my Biggest concern is that they said ''we think we have a satisfying ending to all the varying attitudes towards solas''#which reads to me like: there's 1 ending for him. and they have grossly underestimated their fan base. once again.#bc i do expect like 1; antagonize solas and be hateful nonstop to result in boss battle where rook/inky kills him#or 2; befriend solas and redeem and he ends up self sacrificing or dying in lavellans arms so he's not 'dying alone'#and then im going to have to finally block all the writers on twt and bluesky#please god let me be wrong#i aint here to argue abt this btw. just dreading this potential outcome
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today in the life of bam bam:
just blocked someone for saying Andrew Minyard is a diehard swiftie
check back in tomorrow for more dramatic reactions to things that don't matter
#no but i can't see andrew supporting someone like that#let alone enjoying the âmusicâ#but that's just me idk#aftg#all for the game#andrew minyard#the foxhole court
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Drawtober 2023 day 30: Rush
"Look at Yusuke and that speed! Nothing can stop this guy!" "Hey Ryuji! What are you doing!? Are you giving up!?" "Ren! You are slowing down! C'mon!"
Previous days: [1][2][3][4][5][6][7][8][9][10][11][12][13][14][15][16][17][18][19][20][21][22][23][24][25][26][27][28][29]
#persona 5#amamiya ren#kitagawa yusuke#sakamoto ryuji#drawtober2023#drawtober#inktober2023#inktober#kurusu akira#sakura futaba#takamaki ann#I might be enjoy drawing the curry plates a little too much#Yusuke actually dragged the other two with him#and then survived the challenge alone#Too bad they don't let me finish your food as well#DUDE NO#how's your stomach still doing ok after this!?#There's still room for dessert#YUSUKE PLEASE#did you know there's also 10 kg version?#the plates would be too big to draw so I gave up#but hotdamn#that's crazy amount of rice#asdfghh#I love Ann and Futaba duo btw#they are so fun being dorks tgt#Only one last drawing left#ayyyyyye
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First time Iâve drawn Poison Ivy and Harley Quinn, and theyâre on a date. This feels appropriate.
#we love queer characters#no one mention the joker or there will be consequences#leave the sapphics alone#theyâre happy#just let them enjoy their date#dc#dcu#dc comics#harley quinn#poison ivy#bat burger#poison ivy and harley quinn#lesbian art#bisexual#lgbtqia#lgbtq community#lgbt pride#sapphic art#sapphic#bisexual artist
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About the Rick and Morty animeâŠâŠ
I see alotta people hating on it and saying it looks terrible, and then thereâs just me.. whoâs excited and prancing around like a little fawn. Iâm just a silly guy who likes stuff even if itâs bad. Especially if itâs Rick and Morty related. đ„ș
#rick and morty#rick sanchez#rick and morty anime#guys im just a silly guy#idc if itâs bad leave me alone#let me enjoy my special interests in peace
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