#lest I exploded :(

[sin-scribbles]

get some rest ya old coots!!!!!

[fox-guardian]

hm. s3 was chock full of Shit Happening To Jon. he was kidnapped multiple times, held at knifepoint, his hand was severely burned, he got sent to the forever falling dimension, almost got skinned alive, half of the shit that happens to him in s3 all happen within the same week, and it was just generally not a fun time. then the unknowing happens and he literally gets blown up and sent into a coma.

for six months.

sure, a lot of what happens to Jon is partially because he's running headfirst into danger, but a lot of it also just happens to him. people know him as The Archivist, and decide to hurt him. kidnapping, mostly.

but for six months, he is completely unconscious, mostly dead, unable to move, speak, see, hear, or call out for help. he has never been morr vulnerable, more utterly helpless. and the only people that visit him seem to have been Martin, and Oliver.

Oliver, who is an avatar, who knows him as The Archivist, and.... doesn't wish him harm. He was just curious about him, and seemed to have been told to be there, so he went. And in his own way, he even saved him. He even chose to call him by his actual name.

After everything that happened to him, the one inhuman thing to visit him at his most helpless, didn't want to hurt him. He helped. I already understood Jon's thoughts about not smiting Oliver, but this makes it hit harder, I think.

Also do you think martin ever worried about something coming for Jon while he was comatose. Do you think he worried about that.

[quirinah]

please stay by me!

[sleep-deprived-luka]

Gog au niigo for tonights doodle

[noxious-fennec]

"الخيل و الليل و البيداء تعرفني ... والسيف و الرمح و القرطاس و القلم" ، المتنبي

Translation: "the stallions, the night and the wasteland know me ... and the sword, the arrow, the parchment, and the pen", Al-Mutanabbi

A tribute of sorts to a man of many attributes.

[spaceratprodigy]

💛 Cybill n Iris — @grimreapersbutt 💛

Yeah, I'm no angel, I'm just me But I will love you endlessly

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[sleepyblr-heart]

hii. ive been dodlin a lot of the Guys the past few days. have some of them

[bluevaractyl]

I love my parents, but their approach to disability is something like "You can do it if you just try hard enough, because you have to be able to." Listening to them try to convince my autistic little brother to make dinner like "Yes, you can! Just pick something and read the instructions! You're almost an adult!" while part of me dies a little inside.

We didn't know I had ADHD until I was nineteen years old. I am still coming to realize why supposedly simple things are so, so hard for me. It hurts to watch my brother struggle and finally understand why, but still not know how to help, because I still don't know how to help myself. (It doesn't help that he gets very loud and combative when he's frustrated, which triggers my urge to hole up as far away as possible, so even if I knew how to help, I'm not sure that I could.)

They are wonderful parents and I would not exchange them for anyone. But they cannot comprehend what it is like to try and fail the way my brother and I do on a daily basis. They push us to try to achieve what anyone neurotypical can achieve (college, a steady job, and a relationship, for example) and while I've always been grateful for the support and I've frequently needed that push,

sometimes it hurts a little.

[clownprince]

feeling really super duper incredibly extraordinarily normal and not at all feral or unhinged or insane in the membrane abt joker knight terrors 2

(utc for spoilers bc it's not out yet on most... errr... super legal definitely not pirating websites. i just bought it myself this time bc impatient)

"the batman died and part of you died with him" // "you're obsessed with him so you're broken now" // "you can't kill batman! you need him! we need him!"

i'm normal i'm normal i'm so

RRGGGHHHGRGRHRHHGHHRHHRHGGG

[ectoplasmer]

soft, sleepy moments with your f/os after you had a busy day… cuddling up on the couch with them after you get home, exchanging small pecks all over each other’s faces as everyone’s eyes grow heavy bit by bit, unintentionally drifting off while your f/os hold and snuggle you… alternatively, your f/os leading you to your bedroom so you all can cuddle in bed, nestling under the covers together, feeling warm and safe in their arms amongst the blankets and pillows, letting them take care of you as the drowsiness sets in… <3

[cononeillbreastingboobily]

Deranged Steddyhands headcanon time:

In the original story by Hans Christian Andersen, the Little Mermaid was in pain with every step she took, on top of the fact that she couldn't talk. And the story ended with her jumping to her death in the sea after she refused to kill the prince and his fiancée.

Y'all. What if this time, the little mermaid falls for the prince AND his fiance?

Except she doesn't die, not really. What if it's not death? What if it's just... Starting over?

Aka Izzy leaves after Stede and Ed reconcile, and the latter two go after him, after realising they both have feelings for him?

[thenecropolix]

I cannot stop pondering a potential Jekyll and Hyde au with Sasha.

I never read the orginal book, but having dome some digging, my understanding that Jekyll was trying to separate his "good" from his "bad" but we know at the end of the day, he and Hyde were always the same person, it was a matter of circumstances (at least how I see it).

The story behind his character interested me because it involved a teacher Stevenson knew that was found guilty for a murder, a man that from Stevenson's perspective "appeared" to be normal in how he conducted himself; naturally, I suspect the entire character of Jekyll/Hyde is based on the concept of perception and how one conducts themselves around different people (you wouldn't act around your coworkers the same way you'd act around family for instance). To one group of people, you appear as one way, but then imagine their surprise that's not how you act around a different set, as if you were a totally different person.

Such thinking has led me to the thought that the concept of Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde could be applicable to masking, stimming, and emotional regulation in neurodivergent people. Given that neurotypicals expect us to conduct ourselves according to their standards and detest the way we express ourselves despite its benefits, we are forced to put on a facade that pleases them to the point that people question if we're on the spectrum to begin with.

Considering how Autistic coded Sasha Nein is, I can't help but consider him in a Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde situation where the transformation into Hyde is less about indulging in immoral tendencies and moreso the repression of stimming or allowing oneself to indulge in behaviors that are looked down upon by a neurotypical society. To "normal" people, the neurodivergent person may appear beneath the definition of a "proper" person and is treated as such when the reality is their is nothing wrong with them other than they process things differently. I feel that such a subject would be interesting to explore with Sasha's character and the fantastical, gothic nature of the Hyde formula.

[rivertakis]

yknow... i think ive been way more exaggerated with my emotions lately and.....

oh lord, what if its because im obsessing over a character like that? fml

[youreaclownnow]

Saint beasts arc is so good like ougghh kurama faggot moments kuwabara slaying hiei being the world's cutest most badass tsundere and Yusuke acting hilarious and they all fight cool bad guys and it's peak

[feartoxinjelloshot]

the batman unburied riddler secrets in the dark writers CLEARLY plagiarized my edbabs fanfiction,

[loveletterworm]

i had a theory for why exactly the valentine would be written in almost entirely hiragana with no kanji (a little katakana though (one of the instances of katakana being used is normal (quoting a loanword) and the other is apparently strange and is being used to write part of "saraba"? (translation of "good by", which btw according to wiktionary "saraba" is an archaic japanese word for goodbye so it is consistently an old fashioned way in both. If you didnt know. but the way its written in the letter is weird and not normal) ) ) but it was kind of convoluted and it might be very elaborately explaining what might be an entirely unnoteworthy way of writing. Also I don't know Japanese I just kind of know some concepts of Japanese. So I am not exactly qualified for the subject