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get some rest ya old coots!!!!!
#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#chilchuck#senshi#chilshi#pots and picks#chilchuck tims#senshi of izganda#OLD MAN YAOI BE UPON YE#Went as chilchuck to a con met an absolutely FANTASTIC senshi took some chilshi photos and drew fanart of that#y'know how it is#just a quick sketch for now maybe I'll render it later I just HAD to get it out of my system first#lest I exploded :(#this series seriously rewired my brain#made me cook made me draw again#now I gotta get enough sleep n exercise and I'm all set!#for senshi#EVERYTHING for senshi
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hm. s3 was chock full of Shit Happening To Jon. he was kidnapped multiple times, held at knifepoint, his hand was severely burned, he got sent to the forever falling dimension, almost got skinned alive, half of the shit that happens to him in s3 all happen within the same week, and it was just generally not a fun time. then the unknowing happens and he literally gets blown up and sent into a coma.
for six months.
sure, a lot of what happens to Jon is partially because he's running headfirst into danger, but a lot of it also just happens to him. people know him as The Archivist, and decide to hurt him. kidnapping, mostly.
but for six months, he is completely unconscious, mostly dead, unable to move, speak, see, hear, or call out for help. he has never been morr vulnerable, more utterly helpless. and the only people that visit him seem to have been Martin, and Oliver.
Oliver, who is an avatar, who knows him as The Archivist, and.... doesn't wish him harm. He was just curious about him, and seemed to have been told to be there, so he went. And in his own way, he even saved him. He even chose to call him by his actual name.
After everything that happened to him, the one inhuman thing to visit him at his most helpless, didn't want to hurt him. He helped. I already understood Jon's thoughts about not smiting Oliver, but this makes it hit harder, I think.
Also do you think martin ever worried about something coming for Jon while he was comatose. Do you think he worried about that.
#ramblings with major#the magnus archives#tma#jonathan sims#martin blackwood#oliver banks#iiiits almost 4am#i need to go to sleep but i had to get this out lest i explode <3#cursing
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❤︎ MOEVIE : 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓱𝓾𝓷𝓽 ࿐ . + in game voicelines! because i’ve been inspired to add lines after seeing layla’s from a while ago, as well as coco’s, vana’s, and nick’s for ppgear of course ( ⸝⸝ ◡̀ ᴗ ◡́)੭ ✧
Moze: About Evie
Evie was the one to carry me on her back when I had gotten hurt. Had I known she was coming, I would have done everything I could to avoid worrying her. As of now … I often pay her visits in my free time. It seems to make her face “light up.” That’s what Jiaoqiu said, and I agree.
Added to a team with: Evie
Don’t worry about me and focus on keeping your distance. I’ll handle the rest of it.
Evie: About Moze
You’d think someone like Moze would be easy to spot because of the purple, but I actually haven’t caught him a single time — yet. I find that I have a better chance if I abruptly jerk my head to stare down a random shadow. You can really catch him off guard, even if just for a second!
Added to a team with: Moze
Oh, here you are! I’ll support you from over here! Don’t be hasty.
comm from puri24a on twt!
#彡 moevie!#I AM SO SORRY FOR THE SURGE OF POSTING#I FEEL SO BAD FLOODING YIUR DASH PLEASE FEEL FREE TO IGNORE OR BLOCK MY TAGS OF COURSE :’) in the meantime#scooting in my chair heh .. please allow me to throw this in here while i’m posting anyways … because because because#this artist is so sweet !!!! T T the sweetest ever — my heart did a flutter speaking with them !!!!#also moevie lines are implied romance at best because in my head — we still have never confessed heh#<- convincing myself this because i don’t want to imagine romance lest i explode from heat wave /lh!!!#anyways — gets down on one knee … please forgive me !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#LET ME PAUSE ON POSTING FOR A BIT I AM GENUINELY SO SORRY#ahahahaah … so you thought !!! let me go post on my side blog instead since i have some stuff i’d like to read heh !! ^^#a little less about me and more about UOU ( -_•)╦̵̵̿╤─ heh
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I’ve been P pilled and now I’m getting Grujaja pilled!
P: /stands up for Grujaja when he’s having a meltdown and unable to speak for himself
I hope u don't mind that this inspired an image in my head...
Patty standing up for him after that whole bit with Capo... Also the obligatory meme edit
#great god grove#ggg spoilers#ggg capochin#ggg bizzyboys#ggg patty#bizzboy p#ggg grujaja#bizzyboy gr#patty standing up for her friend who doesnt have the confidence to do it for himself save me....#also sorry i switched stuff up art wise i gotta mess with my art a little bit lest i explode every once in a while#dont tag this as ship for patty and grujaja they are friends your honors
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please stay by me!
#nintama#nintama rantarou#忍たま乱太郎#rkrn#仙伊#comic#digital#tachibana senzou#zenpouji isaku#HI..............................UMMMM#i haven't drawn in a long while so all of it exploded into me drawing the sappiest comic known to man#(just really wanted to draw that last page)#you two WILL get tender and vulnerable with each other NOW#nhk only gave them like one episode together because they knew the fabric of the universe would be at danger lest they keep putting these#two on screen next to each other. something about seeing chougougumi is so overwhelmingly powerful to me.#like staring directly into the face of a brilliant solar eclipse#i like the idea of senzou running to isaku as kind of a safety net whenever he encounters the genkin trio. its cute...#i had an idea for where he calls isaku a good luck charm. irony right because isakus unlucky but oughh... *clutching chest*....#and i wonder if isaku would look up to senzou ...its so dark in here...#these two would also make great angst i feel bc they both have committee work heavily involved with death on the battlefield...ill refrain#because im running out of tag space but ARHGHHHHH SENZOU ISAKU YURI!!!! ARGHHH#quirinahdraws#issen#just for tag convenience
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Gog au niigo for tonights doodle
#I am still deeply stuck in the huh? hwah? stage but I think I at least found a presentation I'm happy with#so ig that's the last gog au post from this blog (I still will reblog upcomming art and tagg them adequately so there is no real loss lmao)#now here comes the usual “man idk” speech#species are still more or less randomly picked. I did settle on only using the owls mentioned in the books (lest I study all 268 owls)#I really like making Mafuyu a sooty owl (cuz the design slaps(objective truth)) Ena as a burrowing owl would be fun#and Mizuki is a short eared owl. Mainly becausen those are the “the eyliner owls” for me...also I like short eared owls#Kanade is a borreal owl because they are noted to have a beautiful song (unless the ger edition made that up (idk this is the idk speech))#for Kanade I thought it would be nice to make her a normal colored owl that turned white due to stress. That'll stay no matter what#Mafuyu will prolly be moon blinking but the drawing doesn't show that and now I'm going to explode (bwagh I'm dead)#whatever sleep for the sleepless (me)#my art#niigo#mafuyu asahina#asahina mafuyu#kanade yoisaki#yoisaki kanade#mizuki akiyama#akiyama mizuki#ena shinonome#shinonome ena#prsk gog au#edit: oh yeah Enas wings are colored because I'm playing with the idea that she paints her feathers to be more interesting?#idk like to visualize her bodyimage issue or to just make her artistic side obvious#project sekai#(I always forget that tagg)
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💛 Cybill n Iris — @grimreapersbutt 💛
Yeah, I'm no angel, I'm just me But I will love you endlessly
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#if u see me being cringe and posting endlessly lyrics literally mind ur business#anyway I just got in the door and my first order of business is forcing everyone to look at the beloved sweetie dearests#lest I explode into blood and viscera in front of god and everyone#my art#cybill x iris#fallout#sole survivor#friend oc
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hii. ive been dodlin a lot of the Guys the past few days. have some of them
#heart art!#adventure forward#af2#signol#2nd star savior#verfection#celesteal#shallare#mayor maynot#stratosfear#or 1st star savior??? i am not sure how to tag them ill be honest.#anyways#i have Senarios in my Brain#i must figure them out lest i Explode#i really love the mayior (maynot/star savior (im calling that only bc of the pun btw. (its funny to me))) doodle. it turned out silly#i think abt them alot. theres somethign wrong with them.#i put a straw in their brains and drink their Brain Juice#anyways. have a good day. goot bye.
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There is no one more patient on this god forsaken planet then my dearest gf (I am forcing her to watch another ATJ movie the next time I visit her)
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feeling really super duper incredibly extraordinarily normal and not at all feral or unhinged or insane in the membrane abt joker knight terrors 2
(utc for spoilers bc it's not out yet on most... errr... super legal definitely not pirating websites. i just bought it myself this time bc impatient)
"the batman died and part of you died with him" // "you're obsessed with him so you're broken now" // "you can't kill batman! you need him! we need him!"
i'm normal i'm normal i'm so
RRGGGHHHGRGRHRHHGHHRHHRHGGG
#rosenberg you can't do this to me you CAN'T JJSR#AUUUHGHHHHHHHHHH#wailing like a wild beast#will make. a proper meta on this today but i need to sleep first it's 9 am#many thoughts head full#couldn't NOT post something abt this though#gotta release the insanity lest i explode#uhhh#batjokes#knight terrors: the joker
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Deranged Steddyhands headcanon time:
In the original story by Hans Christian Andersen, the Little Mermaid was in pain with every step she took, on top of the fact that she couldn't talk. And the story ended with her jumping to her death in the sea after she refused to kill the prince and his fiancée.
Y'all. What if this time, the little mermaid falls for the prince AND his fiance?
Except she doesn't die, not really. What if it's not death? What if it's just... Starting over?
Aka Izzy leaves after Stede and Ed reconcile, and the latter two go after him, after realising they both have feelings for him?
#excuse me i just. needed to get this out lest i'd explode#steddyhands#ofmd#ofmd s2 spoilers#<- manifesting 🙏🏻#stede bonnet#ed teach#izzy hands#the little mermaid#hans christian andersen
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I cannot stop pondering a potential Jekyll and Hyde au with Sasha.
I never read the orginal book, but having dome some digging, my understanding that Jekyll was trying to separate his "good" from his "bad" but we know at the end of the day, he and Hyde were always the same person, it was a matter of circumstances (at least how I see it).
The story behind his character interested me because it involved a teacher Stevenson knew that was found guilty for a murder, a man that from Stevenson's perspective "appeared" to be normal in how he conducted himself; naturally, I suspect the entire character of Jekyll/Hyde is based on the concept of perception and how one conducts themselves around different people (you wouldn't act around your coworkers the same way you'd act around family for instance). To one group of people, you appear as one way, but then imagine their surprise that's not how you act around a different set, as if you were a totally different person.
Such thinking has led me to the thought that the concept of Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde could be applicable to masking, stimming, and emotional regulation in neurodivergent people. Given that neurotypicals expect us to conduct ourselves according to their standards and detest the way we express ourselves despite its benefits, we are forced to put on a facade that pleases them to the point that people question if we're on the spectrum to begin with.
Considering how Autistic coded Sasha Nein is, I can't help but consider him in a Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde situation where the transformation into Hyde is less about indulging in immoral tendencies and moreso the repression of stimming or allowing oneself to indulge in behaviors that are looked down upon by a neurotypical society. To "normal" people, the neurodivergent person may appear beneath the definition of a "proper" person and is treated as such when the reality is their is nothing wrong with them other than they process things differently. I feel that such a subject would be interesting to explore with Sasha's character and the fantastical, gothic nature of the Hyde formula.
#psychonauts#the strange case of dr jekyll and mr hyde#i am#having so many thoughts about this#something something#the ostracization of neurodivergent folks resulting in feelings of shame and abnormality#resulting in a division within the person where they feel they must hide this “other” self to maintain social acceptability#ah#I fogot to mention it#but emotional regulation plays a big part of what I have in mind#being unable to react without prejudice due to the intensity of such emotions#therefore the hyde physically represents the so called lack of emotional regulation or having big feelings and not knowing what to do#given his specialty#It would be interesting to see Sasha's “hyde” as a manifestation of his repressed emotions#both the good and the bad#is this completely random#maybe so#but i am going through it and you must bear witness lest I mentally explode from repressing such thoughts#sasha nein#the necropolix speaks
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I kep telling myself im gonna go to sleep soon but who in thks hellscape am I lying to, im not gonna sleep soon i am a Dumbass who will impulsively read 3 fanfics, 400 tumblr posts and then doomscroll befor esleeping
#This time im really gonna go to sleep#Totally#Trust me bro i am gonna sleep#Now this second#I am already closing my eyes (look away bro idon want you to look at my closed eyes ((they're closed trust me)))#I am practcally already asleep cus im in the bed#Now I just gotta put the ohone away And actually sleep#“But no no no” said the demon with a snobby accent “this is a violatiln of the human rights the Geneva and my personal beliefs and opinions#“O sleep demon!” I cry out in desperation “Please listen to my weary tale before condemning me to a sleepless night!”#The demon nods for demons will always give a fair trial to anyone who requests one (heaven doesnt give second chances)#“For what feels like eternitys I've been trapped by the Doom of Scrolling. My mind is begging for relief yet the curse wont let me!”#“If ye condemn a poor soul such as me then you are no better than the heavens which cast you out.”#“This is my only chance of sleep and I beg of you to let me take it.”#Yet the demon did not relent. “These are the trial of which all of humankind are tormented by.”#“You shan't recieve any special treatment for your tale or excuses. This is your fate and I shall be on my way to worthier creatures.”#The demon departed and I explode into a million oieces now of whicj are allowed to sleep lest I be strugk by numerous liggtning bolts#Goodnight.
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#I am truly at my wit's end with my mother I seriously don't know how to behave anymore or what to do#I tried — I am still trying! — to work things out with myself and woth others but. it doesn't work if the only one doing an effort is me.#she is being so stupidly childish#all she does is guiltrip me and get angry that I am comstantly irritated because at this point I have so much pent up anger.#boy she should be happy I've been controlling myself for years. all my life actually.#it really feels like trying to hit my head in a padded room for eternity#is this my personal spot in hell or what#I just know that if I continue living like this I will sooner lose my sanity#if I had a job I'd gladly live on my own#I tried to talk with her more or less but my words simply go over her head it's like we speak two different languages I don't get it!!#am I just really bad at communication?#am I dumb?#WHAT.#I am so fed up rn I could explode#and then if I show even a tad bit of coldness she gets all concerned and sweet asking what's wrong#so I also have to pretend everything is alright lest she gets all emotional#I wish I could punch walls#I'm so tired of being responsible for everybody's emotions in this house#ugh these tags are getting long and I'm probably spilling too much but whatever. I don't care anymore.#I will delete this eventually
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yknow... i think ive been way more exaggerated with my emotions lately and.....
oh lord, what if its because im obsessing over a character like that? fml
#rambles#I DONT MIND ITS FUN BUT LIKE.#AAA?????? NOT AGAIN?????#i always pick up mannerisms from my favourite characters oml;;;;;;#also i am not sorry for constantly rambling on tumblr#i need an outlet lest i explode#and i dont feel like bothering my friends with such bs again akntksngksngksmgks
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chapter 256 fueling my ailette/hestio(/tes) delusions, thank you for the food!!!!!
#s-class heroine spoilers#webnovel reaction#hestio ligenel#screaming shrieking and exploding hestio is soooo cute !!!!!#hestio trying his very best not to worry even though hes worrying sooo very much#hestio having to take in a big gulp of air because hes just way too worried#hestio going 'haha of course theres nothing to worry about!' and then just snapping and going of course we're worried!!#wah.... who let him be this cute#hestio rushing to ailette's defence. 😔#i am dead on the ground. deceased.#hestio insulting a prince because how dare he suggest that ailette would spare any effort in protecting tesilid#and dont forget ephael having to jump in to shut him up because he's hestio's impulse control and survival instincts actually#i feel so vindicated that i got that part of their dynamic right#literally so cute that we get introduced to hesphael as ephael being the one who doesnt seem to take things too seriously#and whom prob needs to hv a leash on him at all times lest he get himself in trouble#no.... its hestio who needs a minder. and its in the form of ephael the very guy whom we thought hestio was minding#🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 i love their dynamic#anw hestio's literally so cute. the 'hestio didnt even flinch' to hestio taking a huge gulp of air to 'of course we're worried!!!'#the way you see him spiral with worry and fall apart within like 10 seconds GRRRRRRRRRR#i am very normal about him. the normalest#ailettehestio
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