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lucyvaleheart · 11 months ago

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#supposed to log good things #most of day was negative feelings and sadness #then. i remember feeling good #and then. tthe good went away #rreplaxed with the usual self doubt and loathing #the feelings of undesirability #the wish that i was. attractive in any way to anyone close to me that anyone wanted to. touch me #that i wasn't horrifically gross and disgusting #do the people who hold me do it out of pity? am i really so awful #pictures get a lot of praise #sometimes #less so lately #maybe the novelty of my personality has worn off #maybe seeing how broken i am #such a shambling wailing mess of a girl #....has made people realize how ugly i am #i don't know. its hard to care most nights #I'm supposed to feel better in the mornings #i don't usually #I used to #now i just feel..... dead inside #like a walking corpse #some part of me wants to make that reality #sigh.#anyway.#im sorry you had to read this whoever you are that's made it this far #it's a cry for help but my discord status says don't message me so it's. probably not gonna get much lol #.....i guess uh. if you've read this far and do want to say something you can take this tag in particular as a one time pass to do so #....i make no guarentees I'll respond but i will guarentee that i won't kill myself. at least not tonight or even any time this week

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taffywabbit · 1 year ago

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they should invent a new type of "staying in bed for 2-3 hours after you wake up repeatedly opening and closing apps on your phone" where it makes you feel awesome and energized and emotionally fulfilled

#buny text #I'm fine i've just been staying up too late playing bg3 the past few nights #and then wanting to wake up before noon so my parents don't say anything rude to me so i end up getting less sleep to facilitate that #and it's catching up to me #i feel like this explanation maybe undermines my previous statement of 'I'm fine' a bit but I'm fine i promise #look at my lop posts boy

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hinamie · 7 months ago

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*catboys ur shounen protag*

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #itadori yuuji #yuji itadori #yuuji #fanart #jjk fanart #boss shes drawing shirtless catboys.............#listen i just bought the mewji plush ive been in a Mood ok #u all can forgive me im sure #i rly liked the original mewji sketch that i did last night but fr some reason when i went to clean it i could not get th expression??#it just looked so off and kind of uncanny and not like yuuji at all #so i scapped it :) hes less scrunchy faced now #also. gomenyasai i am still guilty of doubling up on human/cat ears....#espECIALLY with a haircut like yuujis it is beyond me how to omit them #if anyone can make it work u r a better artist than i #anyway im so happy the trend of like. putting ur ref pic next to the finished piece exists #adds a lil layer of visual interest i think !!!#plus i for one think its neat seeing what other ppl use fr ref #i realized while drawing this tht its been a minute since my last boy without a shirt on #every time i get to draw torso muscles i am like i shld do this more often !!! and then i never do #bc the only thing i like more than rendering muscles is a cute fit GHJFJHFGSHg #anyway itadori mewji ladies and gays enjoy <3 #i have ! places 2 b !#'why were u late' . uh .

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choodraws · 11 months ago

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🌱✂️ (crop from this month's patreon piece)

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#thanks to everyone who's supported me there over the past couple of years #i know i haven't posted much publicly #most of what i've done lately is only on there bc it's either hard to crop and share nicely #or it's just sketches #the past 2ish years have been the worst of my life so unfortunately that translates also to less art to share

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cup-o-stars · 3 months ago

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Part four of old GF sketches

The twin thing, Stan and Ford edition

#fanart #gravity falls #stanley pines #stanford pines #i saw a lot of posts pushing the big/little sibling titles on these two when I was drawing this #i won't say it's irrelevant to their characters #(though it comes up way less with Dipper and Mabel)#but as someone with a twin and other siblings very close in age #I've only used 'big/little' instead of 'older/younger' as a joke #other families definitely care more than us #so my opinion is that Ford cares very much about being the 'older' sibling that sets the example and has a respectable title #and Stan has never thought about Ford in these terms in his life #being in their late fifties/sixties just makes it worse for him

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cuntylestat · 9 months ago

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I woke that night to the sound of chaos. Claudia... she was dreaming. Her head, twitching like you would. I can feel her. I can feel her next to me. She's having a nightmare. What's worse than a nightmare? If your soul's projecting out its fears, at least it's up and running. But the absence of anything? The void. The nothing. Pieces... coming back. Hours, nights. Objects surfacing in water.

#interview with the vampire #iwtvedit #jacob anderson #louis de pointe du lac #edits #gifs #this is so fucking insane. how does he act like this! how do they write like this!#also i thought from the trailers this would be like a late season breakdown but first episode? wtf is gonna happen after this? GOD!!!#i got less and less convinced of the coloring as i went on but it was too late #iwtv spoilers

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somerandomcockroach · 3 months ago

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SNOW BOTS ARE BACK BABE, IF IT WILL BE LIKE THAT EVERY YEAR I MIGHT DIE ONE DAY OF HAPPINESS WHEEEZE (I mean, drawing them like that is so much faster, plus colors, plus snow, plus they all are alive, COME ON IT'S A DREAM) Go smooch @keferon and everyone who makes "everyone is happy" content wheeeeeze

#snow bots au #transformers #maccadam #OF COURSE I GOT MY BOIS BACK #They have a car they ride separately and they like to show the car off #Perceptor #Brainstorm #Hook #Scavenger #and others from their “family” but they are not seen or it is my hand begging me to stop it hasn't recovered fully yet bruh #I bet Minimus and Megatron are already inside sipping tea and watching them going inside the building #I already wonder if since it is the second year like this #Maybe Optimus also somehow found this place to relax after many years and just sees them all #And Megatron #I want them to recover here too ngghhh #I also was thinking of scavengers and Grimlock but ahah I have a feeling they hang out in a bit different places where less people #ALSO EHEGHEGEHEEH it's so cool to think of every group arriving together or separately in different days #I have a feeling that Tailgate Cyclonus and Whirl will arrive pretty late. Alway forgetting something and coming back because of it until #they just “OH just leave it be let's go already”#Group of docs arriving almost as the first ones #Okay I better run I didn't even have breakfast just jumped on it the moment saw it coming back

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cainternn · 1 month ago

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YEAR OF THE SNAKE IS YEAR OF THE CAIN BABYYY 🐍

#my art #artists on tumblr #original character #my ocs #oc #persona #its my year time to whip and nae nae #but anyways wow cant believe ive made it this far....#ive been drawing a lot less the last two years but hoping to pick it back up this year and try a bunch of new pursuits in art!!#so strap in #i need it bc my corpo job is driving me insane.....#been really liking just drawing these fun colorful headshots lately lol

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katabay · 3 months ago

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earlier this year I started writing a comic about the siege perilous-grail quest situation after finally finishing the didot perceval, and it started circling around kay and perceval. kay as gatekeeper, taboo anxiety vs chivalry, and perceval not doing things "correctly," arthur's enduring affection for kay. that general area. also the horror of the grail quest itself.

this is comic is part of that narrative arc, so with THAT in mind: this is an abridged scene of a longer arc revolving around kay associating camelot with a cage, perceval's associations with jewelry and knighthood and the color red, and arthur's relationship with kay.

[some other scene context: perceval has injured his hand and can't participate in the tournaments, so he's craving some kind of fight. kay is disinterested in replying to this challenge, but he's not above reminding perceval of their first meeting. it's just mean enough in a weird-intimate kind of way that perceval's like, ok so we're doing the antagonistic version of court romance rituals. he picks up hunting because kay can't leave the castle.]

on the subtext of jewelry:

Clothes Make the Man: Parzival Dressed and Undressed, M.D. Amey

on the topic of kay, gatekeeping, and taboo anxiety:

Cei and the Arthurian Legend, Linda Gowans

the whole Red Knight/Perceval Shows Up In A Dead Man's Suit Of Armor transgression-situation (which kay references through red jewelry) mentioned is told in both de Troye's and Wolfram's Perceval narratives :)

anyway! to close out all this out: the transgressions. incredible! what is camelot but a bunch of transgressions stacked on top of each other tbh.

#i wanted to do some kind of siege perilous-grail quest horror comic after watching bresson's lancelot and i think #after several years. i figured out what kind of story i want it to be #like it no longer feels abstract i can see the story core and now i have to hack away at the clay to see if i can make a figure out of it #HEUGH. okay. i'm gonna wrap this up here. ive been Very Under The Weather lately in some kind of way #trying to get back in the swing of things. but augh. eugh. they need to invent a kind of body that doesnt fall to pieces #the minute it gets slightly less sun than usual like vitamin supplements only go so far. awful flesh prison experience #komiks tag #long post #knights knights knights!

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just-null · 25 days ago

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Yknow that pic where that drunk lady kissed lipstick marks all over her cat? All I can imagine is doing this to the clones each time I get home