#lee hyunjae blurb

[4ranghaes]

i just read your eric fic 🤭 and he’s my wrecker in tbz i was living for it…could you do hyunjae he’s my ult hehe maybe something similar to eric’s but make him get jealous and pining for attention ;) if that makes any sense lol 🫶🏼

hehehe yes of course!!!!! i love this

lee hyunjae x reader [smut, fem!reader]

warnings: jealous!hyunjae, switch!hyunjae, switch!reader,

14:54 - “hyunjae,” you whined, shaking your arm to get his gripping hand off of you. “please. i’m talking to sangyeon.”

hyunjae rolled his eyes, huffing as he sulked next to you instead.

sangyeon laughed, shaking his head and tutting, “baby needs to learn to wait his turn.”

you laughed, agreeing before continuing on with your conversation. it wasn’t even an interesting topic, hyunjae had no idea why this was so much more important than him. you’d come round to hang out with him in the first place!

some of the other members came back from lunch, all piling into the living room as you greeted them cheerily. hyunjae rolled his eyes dramatically, deciding he’d finally had enough as he watched q’s hands roam over your back as he greeted you with a hug, storming off to his bedroom.

as you pulled away from changmin, you rolled your eyes. “i’m so sorry, he’s been such a fucking baby the whole time i’ve been here.”

“someone’s jealous,” kevin teased.

“about what?! i always hang out with you guys!” you exclaimed, the members all laughed, shrugging as they also had no clue. you sighed, “i’ll go check on him, anyway.”

“hmm, don’t be too loud!” juyeon exclaimed as you laughed, opening the door to hyunjae’s bedroom.

“lee juyeon, i heard that!” your boyfriend suddenly yelled, “don’t fucking talk about my girlfriend like that!”

“jaehyun!” you shouted, shoving him back into his bedroom and slamming the door behind you, “what the fuck is wrong with you?!”

hyunjae was still steaming, pacing back and forth trying to calm himself down.

“i don’t know,” he whined, “i’m so jealous all the time and i don’t know why.”

you sighed, sitting him down on the bed, “i talk to the members all the time. i’m not wearing anything specifically revealing. if its not any of that, then have i done something?”

hyunjae threw his head back, his body slamming against the bed, his t-shirt lifting up slightly to reveal his v-line.

“what is it, baby?” you cooed, kissing the revealed part of his stomach, kneeling in between his legs. hyunjae shivered. you started pulling his sweatpants down his legs, leaving him in his tight boxers, starting to get even tighter as you kissed his thighs. “please tell me. i think you know.”

hyunjae groaned, shoving your head into his crotch. you grabbed his wrist, taking it off of you and forcing yourself back up, looking at his face. he whined, kicking his legs like a child.

“jaehyun, i’m not giving you anything until you tell me what’s happened,” you spoke, still holding onto his wrist.

“we got drunk the other night and told each other about our sexual experiences and i got too drunk and told them loads of stuff about you and i shouldn’t have done it and they keep bringing it up and i hate that they know!” he sighed, blinking up at you, “are you mad?”

“why would i be mad?” you smirked, “you’re jealous because they now know that i’m good in bed?”

hyunjae groaned, “don’t put it like that!”

you ran your hands up his t-shirt, grazing softly over his abs and chest before pulling it over his head. you started playing with his nipples, licking and sucking on one as you flicked at the other. “what did you tell them, baby?”

“i told them tha–that you’re loud,” he stuttered as you started grinding down onto his hard length.

“hmm, is that what juyeon was talking about?” you teased as he nodded furiously.

“yes!” he exclaimed, “a–and i told them that you’re so responsive and good for me.”

“aw, i’m flattered, hyunnie,” you cooed, “what about these moments? did you tell them that sometimes i have you stuttering under me?”

jaehyun thrashes around as you finally return to being kneeled between his thighs, licking as his bulge. he hisses at that, grabbing your head.

“a bit,” he finally replies, sitting up so he can see you, “but mostly how much you fucking love my cock.”

you bite back a moan as he pulls down his boxers, his hard length brushing against your lips as it slaps up against his stomach. he groaned, having it not feel restricted anymore.

“you can dom me if you want, but just so you know…” you said, leaning up so your lips were brushing against the shell of his ear before you whispered, ���i’m gonna be extra loud.”

a shiver ran down hyunjae’s spine, from the whispering to the jealousy, he didn’t know if he could take it. but at the same time, the thought of the boys being able to hear him ravishing you? seemed pretty satisfying to him.

“fine by me, sweetie,” he smiled, “now get those pretty lips of yours around my cock.”

you smirked, moving back down and licking his slit, hyunjae hissing and bucking his hips as you spat on his length, moving your hand up and down to spread his pre-cum and your spit as lubrication before moving your mouth around the head of his cock, taking as much as you could in your mouth.

“good girl,” hyunjae spoke, his voice deep, his eyes fluttering and fighting to stay open, “so good for me.”

hyunjae’s hips could barely stay still, bucking into your mouth as you gagged and moaned around his cock, eyes beginning to stream down your face.

“ah enough,” he said, pulling you off his cock by your hair before picking up your body and throwing you on the bed. you whimpered, looking up at him in shock as he started ripping off your clothing piece by piece. “i’m gonna fuck you, okay babygirl? and i want you to be as loud as possible for me. i want everyone in the building to hear you, not just the members. got that?”

[daisyvisions]

Random thot: thinking about playing hide and seek with a tbz member.

You were both invited to a house party and it's at the point where everyone is drunk as hell and someone suggests to play hide and seek in the house so you decide to run into a closet to hide.

You don't realize that a tbz member is also hiding in the same closet as you. The problem? there's a LOT of sexual tension between the two of you, even before the party. Just generally the air seems to get tighter every time you're around one another but both of you are too in-denial or dumb about your feelings.

So while you peek through the slits of the closet door, he also peeks with you, unintentionally whispering in your ear and it makes you get fucking wet. You gasp at the sudden feeling of his hot breath near your ear and he suddenly freaks out that he's so close to you that he can practically smell the shampoo on your head

You end up turning around to meet him but again, both of you didnt realize how close your faces are to one another that when you turn around your lips lightly brush. You both freeze. Is this really happening right now?

None of you remember who made the first move, but you both end up desperately kissing and touching one another, sticking tongue in each other's throats while his fingers deliciously abuse your core while you stroke his cock. You both cum together, just moaning in each other's mouths like your breathing each other's air 😮‍💨

Thank god the seeker was drunk and forgot about looking for the two of you that night....

[chaerryroses]

Hi! I would like to ask if you could write tbz hyunjae being affectionate, asking for attention and being whiny to his noona gf? Thank you so much!

Thank you for the ask! Here you go and I hope you enjoy~ ^^

• 18:19 - Lee Jaehyun •

You payed attention to the YouTube video playing on your phone with your headphones in. Hyunjae sat quietly beside you, playing with your hair. You laughed at something from the video and he rolled his eyes. He quit playing with your hair and pulled you to sit in between his legs with his head resting on your shoulder.

Not even a whole minute goes by before Hyunjae gets restless and removed your head phones.

“Hey!” You said and turned around to face him and he gave you a small peck on your lips.

“Why are you watching a video when I’m here?” he said with a small pout on his face.

“Because I wanted to watch it!” You huffed and got off the couch with Hyunjae right behind you.

He wrapped his arms around you waist again and buried his head in your neck. You tried to escape, but he was not budging.

“Can’t you pay attention to me, Noona?” he whined. “Please? Hmm? Hmm?”

Your tuned around and pressed your hands against his cheeks and gave him a soft smile. Hyunjae took that opportunity to give you a small peck again.

[kpopsfic]

oblivious ꩜ eric sohn

pairing: eric sohn x gender neutral reader

genre: high school au, best friends to lovers, fluff, angst

warnings: cursing, a kind of dumb and very oblivious reader, cheating (idk if this is a warning but oh well lol), hyunjae is depicted as a pos

word count: 2.3k

written by: tiff

description: you’re constantly dating people who don’t treat you well and eric is always by your side, even if you’re a dumbass.

a/n: i wrote this sooo long ago and i apologize if there’s any inaccuracies or plot holes. i just wanted to post something about eric since deobis have been missing him a lot lately. hope you enjoy!

i.

You always considered yourself fortunate to have Eric Sohn in your life. From the moment the two of you were born, you were pretty much inseparable. He had been there for you through everything that had ever happened to you in life, and you were there for him the same way.

From the first day of kindergarten to the awkward puberty phase of middle school up until now, where you were about to graduate high school and were finalizing what colleges you wanted to attend in the fall. You were always so grateful for him, especially in the times you needed him.

Especially now as you shakily dialed his number, holding your phone up to your ear and covering your mouth in an attempt to stifle the sob that threatened to slip past your lips. However, the moment you heard his voice sleepily mutter a quiet “what’s up?” guilt weighed down your entire body.

“Did i wake you?” you asked, trying your absolute hardest to keep your voice even. but, he knew you better than anyone on the planet, and instantly knew something was wrong.

“Y/N, talk to me, tell me what’s wrong,” his voice was laden with concern, “and don’t try to tell me nothing because I know you’d be lying.”

You chuckled, ironically, sniffling a bit as you finally said, “I think Hyunjae cheated on me.”

A heavy silence filled the other end of the line. You knew Eric had ill feelings toward him the moment you introduced the two, but you stayed with him despite all of Eric’s warnings. You wouldn’t be surprised if your best friend immediately started in on the “I told you so” and “you should have listened to me,” but instead, he abruptly ended the call. you instantly started texting him.

𝗬𝗢𝗨: eric for the love of god please don’t go to his house

𝗬𝗢𝗨: if you do i will never forgive you

𝗬𝗢𝗨: i mean it

Despite all of your texting, he never replied to any of your messages. You sighed in defeat, flopping back onto your bed with fresh tears streaming down your face. You couldn’t help but stare at the video of your boyfriend - if you could even call him that at this point - kissing someone who was definitely not you.

How could you be so stupid? How could you not listen to the one person you trusted the most in this world? If you had, you wouldn’t be in the position you are now. You wouldn’t be feeling so heartbroken. You couldn’t help but text Eric again in hopes he would reply to you soon.

𝗬𝗢𝗨: i’m sorry for not listening to you

𝗬𝗢𝗨: i knew there was a chance of this happening and still got into a relationship with him anyway

𝗬𝗢𝗨: and then woke you up only to more than likely annoy you

𝗬𝗢𝗨: just…. please don’t bring harm to him, i’m afraid he’ll do something worse to you too.

You tossed your phone to the side, covering your face with your hands and letting a quiet, muffled sob rumble in your chest. You were too absorbed in your own thoughts to even hear the loud footsteps in the hallway or your door barging open. You only took notice when a weight was sinking down on the other side of your bed and a pair of arms were pulling you into their chest.

“What are you crying for, dummy?” upon hearing his voice in your ear, your practically melted into him, your tears soaking into the fabric on his shoulder.

He pulled you closer, squeezing your frame tightly against his own with a sad sigh. He hated seeing you like this, especially over a boy who didn’t give you the time of day to begin with. He just wished you weren’t so oblivious about what he felt for you.

Oblivious to how he could treat you so much better.

Finally, you pulled away and look up at him, wiping underneath of your eyes with a quiet sniffle, “I can’t talk about it here, I don’t want my parents to hear.”

“Let’s go out for a drive then,” Eric stated.

“Dude, it’s 11:00 on a school night, there’s no way they will let me leave,” you replied, half-heartedly gesturing to your desk, “besides, I have work I have to do.”

“Y/N.”

“What?”

“Do you really think you’re gonna do your homework in the state you’re in right now? Because I don’t,” he countered, his eyebrow raised slightly as if to question you.

You shrugged at his words, “even if you’re right, my parents still won’t let me leave.”

Eric clapped his hand onto your shoulder, a sly grin stretching across his thin lips, “that’s why we sneak out, idiot. When I came in I told them I was bringing you a textbook you left at my house. When I leave, just climb out your window and meet me at my car.”

He didn’t really give you much of a chance to answer before he was practically vaulting himself off of his bed and out of your room, closing the door tightly behind him. You sighed, shaking your head.

If you got caught, he was taking the blame.

ii.

Once you were finally far enough away from your house to stop worrying, you relaxed into the passenger seat of Eric’s car and willed yourself not to start full blown crying again. He was the first to break the silence.

“How did you find out?”

You stared down at your lap, messing with a loose string at the end of one of your hoodie sleeves, “he went to a party with Kevin and Sangyeon. Apparently Chanhee as there too because he was the one who sent me the video.”

Eric’s grip on the steering wheel tightened and you could visibly see his jaw clench at your words, “they had the audacity to send you a video of it?”

You nodded, “at the end Hyunjae realized what was happened and practically begged Chanhee to turn off the camera. He said something along the lines of if I found out, I wasn’t going to let him live it down.”

After that, you continued to rant, allowing everything to be said into the open and lift the weight off your shoulders. Throughout all of it, Eric kept his eyes on the road but his ears open, listening to everything you had to say. He wanted you to feel like your feelings mattered and that he would always be by your side, no matter what.

Because he always would be, even if it broke his heart.

iii.

Despite the breakdown you had over Hyunjae, you still decided to give him a second chance. You talked with him and told him the next time anything of the sort happened, the two of you were done for good. Needless to say, Eric was more than pissed.

The moment he saw you walking hand in hand with the same man that cheated on you in the hallway, he saw red. You had only caught a glimpse of your best friend before he was storming out of the double doors, leaving school entirely.

Once fully settled in his car, he hit his hands roughly against the steering wheel, frustrated tears gliding down his face almost effortlessly at this point. When were you going to learn that you deserved better? When were you going to learn that when someone cheats once, they almost always do it again? When were you going to actually give a damn about yourself?

When were you going to acknowledge him?

As if on a queue, his phone chimed to several messages from you, ones of which expressed your concern as to why he was leaving school.

𝗬𝗢𝗨: are you okay?

𝗬𝗢𝗨: do you feel sick?

𝗬𝗢𝗨: do you want me to come with you?

𝗘𝗥𝗜𝗖: i’m fine. just didn’t feel up to being here today.

𝗬𝗢���: do you want company?

𝗘𝗥𝗜𝗖: no, it’s okay. i just need to clear my head. besides, you have a test today.

𝗬𝗢𝗨: okay… be safe wherever you go today.

𝗘𝗥𝗜𝗖: i will.

𝗘𝗥𝗜𝗖: y/n?

𝗬𝗢𝗨: what?

𝗘𝗥𝗜𝗖: keep your guards up this time. i know for a fact he won’t hesitate to hurt you again.

iv.

You really wished that Eric’s advice would stop being right.

Here you were, once again, feeling your heart shatter into a million pieces. All because Lee Hyunjae didn’t know how to keep his hands to himself when he was around other people that weren’t you.

After receiving a plethora of unledgible texts from you, he was able to only make out that you needed to skip school and wanted him to come with you. He didn’t mind the skipping, really, because he hated school anyway so it was never an issue.

However, what he didn’t expect was to find you stumbling out of the bathroom with tear stained cheeks a puffy eyes. He didn’t even need to hear you say what happened before he already knew your current state was because of Hyunjae. Sighing, he grabbed your arm and practically drug you out to his car.

Once the both of you were inside, he began driving out to the spot you always went to whenever you wanted to skip class because you knew nobody would ever find you there; the creek.

The drive there was painfully silently, the car only filled with your cries and sniffles every once in a while. You could sense that Eric was fuming next to you, and you didn’t dare speak until he asked you to explain what happened this time. Within minutes you were parked in your spot, sitting at the edge of the creek with your legs drawn up to your chest. Eric studied you for a moment before he finally decided to start talking.

“Why do you always settle for the people who you know will find some way to break you?” his tone was slightly bitter as he spoke, “why do you always settle for scum?”

You were taken aback by his questions, “I- what? since when has anyone other than Hyunjae been scum? Please, enlighten me, Eric.”

“Hmm let’s see… Juyeon put you down every chance he could get, Younghoon never cared about your opinion or what you had to say, and Hyunjae cheated on you, and with every single one I told you they were gonna treat you horribly. Do I really need to continue?” he didn’t hesitate to spit out a list to you, and you felt anger beginning to bubble up in your stomach.

“Since when do you get to decide who I should and shouldn’t date?” you fired back.

“I never said that, Y/N, but I told you before all three of those relationships that you should seriously take into account how their last ones ended. I was right about them all, especially Hyunjae, and you still went back to him anyway.”

You scoffed, staring out ahead of you, “I cannot believe you just said that to me. As a best friend you’re supposed to comfort me now and tell me later that I was an idiot and needed to do better.”

Eric rose to his feet, and started to pace back and fourth along the bank of the creek. He was fuming, and you knew it. You followed suit, standing up to start walking in the opposite direction of him before his words stopped you.

“I just want to know why you gave him a second chance after he broke you so badly the first time.”

You sighed, “I don’t know, Eric. I guess I just enjoy the feeling of someone loving me even if it’s twisted.”

“You deserve someone who truly loves you.”

You laughed sadly, stating, “well in case you haven’t noticed, nobody in my life seems to love me like that.”

Something within Eric seemed to snap, and the next thing you knew, his voice was echoing throughout the woods surrounding the creek, “I do!”

“What?” the tone of surprise was evident in your voice, “Eric, what are y-“

“I love you, okay? I have loved you from the beginning of our high school career all the way up until now. I have loved you even when you were at the lowest points in your life. I’ve loved you even when you were dating those shitty people,” he yelled, “and it has broken my fucking heart every time I have to see you get walked all over and every time you’re completely oblivious to me.”

He began to walk closer to you, standing only a few feet away from you now, his chest heaving and pain dancing effortlessly in his eyes, “I love you, Y/N, why can’t you see that?”

A small silence fell between the two of you before you quietly said, “I’ve been oblivious to you because I’m afraid of losing the one person I have ever truly cared about on this earth. If we were to ever date and break up, I really don’t think I could handle it.”

“You’re not gonna lose me,” eric’s voice cracked, but you could tell how genuine his words were, “even if you don’t feel the same, I’m content with loving you without it being returned. At least this way I can still have you in my life.”

Without any hesitation, you closed the distance between the two of you and pressed your lips against his own, taking the taller boy by surprise before he finally melted into you, his hands cupping your face gently. You pulled away, looking into his eyes before saying, “a part of me has loved you this whole time too, I’ve just been too afraid to admit to myself, let alone you.”

Eric only kissed you again, this time with the reassurance that you would never lose him, that he would never treat you the way any of the other people did. Somehow, you knew everything was going to be okay.

It always was when you were with him.

[tbzloonar]

UNINVITED, YET MISSED.

PAIRING lee hyunjae x gn!reader. WARNINGS hyunjae kinda breaking in, mention of past fight and reader losing a job opportunity, swearing idk. GENRE angst then kinda fluffy at the end. WC 958 words. A/N idk what this is lol don't ask. just enjoy

permanent taglist: @https-loverboy-com @kimsohn

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"FINALLY."

You jumped slightly at the sudden voice that flew throughout the darkness of the room, hurrying towards the light switch that hung beside the door, you flicked it on with fear. That fear slowly turning into annoyance, anger and hate.

“Hyunjae.” His name left your lips smoothly, making him smugly smirk slightly in enjoyment, you wanted to punch that smile off his face, but you knew you had to remain still, you weren’t going to lose your job over some petty fight. You weren’t going to let your personal life effect your career, no, not again. “Fancy seeing you here, in my own home.”

The words left your mouth bitterly, reminding him of the truth that he created. He invited himself in your home without your own permission, knowing that you two haven’t spoken in three months, not after that fight.

Oh, that fight.

He laughed. That bastard, you thought to yourself, he fucking laughed.

You coughed loudly, and on purpose, just to shut out the noise of his quiet laughter. “Funny you think that is, huh Hyunjae?” You approached him finally, taking in his appearance as he comfortably sits on your favorite chair in your beloved kitchen. He knew that was your favorite seat anyway, that was exactly why he was sitting on it, but you didn’t know that. It was one of the small things he observed about you. You thought it was a small coincidence, causing you to push down your insult back down.

“What are you doing here?” You asked, moving towards the cups you aligned yesterday, finding one missing. You sighed, knowing that the cup in his hand was the one that was missing. You picked up another cup and moved to pour some water in it, and as you poured the water, you listened.

“You know you shouldn’t be this careless.” Hyunjae stated, with his eyes burning on your back, watching your every move. “I must say, it was so easy to break in. Would it even count as a break in? You left the door unlocked, it’s like you were inviting me in. Consider yourself lucky it’s me sitting here, and not anybody else, that could be a potential danger to your safety, babe.”

“Don’t call me babe!” You snapped, throwing the glass across the room, he jumped slightly at your sudden explosion of anger. “We are not together anymore, Hyunjae. Not after what you’ve done to me, to my career, to us. You ruined our relationship!”

“How did I ruin our relationship by taking the risk for the both of us?” He stood up suddenly, raising his voice as he replied to you.

“What risk? You made me almost lose my job! You took that position away from me! We promised each other that non of us would take the offer yet you went behind my back and signed the deal!” Tears hung on your eyes, waiting to start slowly falling down. “And then when I found out and fought back, I almost got fired! All because of you.”

“But you never let me explain!” He moved closer to you, your bodies almost touching with a few centimeters in between.

“What is there to explain, Hyunjae? Tell me! What is there to explain?” You hit his chest multiple times, and he let you, he took each hit with a huff, but he stayed silent. He slowly wrapped his hands around your wrists gently, letting you sob into his chest.

“It’s alright,” he pet your back with soft hands, sliding them up and down slowly. Your sobs quieted down, but you kept your head hidden in his chest.

“I came up with a plan.” He started and slightly paused, waiting for you to say something. Once he saw that you were choosing to stay silent, he continued. “That if I went there and took the offer, I would’ve built my way up from there, then giving you the same offer as well, for my position, but a better one at that. Maybe even 10 times better.”

He stroked your head, his long fingers going through every strand. “But I knew I had to act fast, or they would’ve cancelled the deal. So, the only way was to tell them before I was even able to tell you.”

He pushed away your face and held you with his hands softly, as if you were going to break in any second. “I missed you, Y/N. And I want you back to me, my love. I’ve missed you so much and I cried nights thinking that I’ve lost you completely.”

“Hyunjae.” You spoke up finally, but your voice was weak from all the crying. “I might forgive you, but I’m not sure if things will be the same as they were before.”

“I don’t care about how things were,” he shook his head slightly, “all I care is about you. And I’m going to do anything to get you back to me, you’re all I want.”

“The offer still stands, I’d like to remind you,” he pulled your hair behind your ear. “What do you say?”

You took a deep breath, exhaling slowly as you looked at his eyes staring back at you, you nodded. “Alright.”

He hugged you once again, smiling. You two stayed in the silence of your kitchen, not moving one bit, but enjoying the presence and warmth of one another.

“Hey Hyunjae?”

“Hm?”

“I missed you too,” you sighed in relief. “A lot.”

“I think I missed you more,” he retorted.

You chuckled, “yeah. You better. If you mess this up again I swear I’m not going to forgive you like this.”

“Noted!” He kissed the top of your head, “I wouldn’t dream of spending another day without you.”

[seongyeonsart]

| 20:08 | — hyunjae x f!reader ೫ smut

➵ pet names, fingering, breeding kink, sir kink, dirty talk

you were trying not to squirm as hyunjae’s hand rested on your upper inner thigh, unaware of how he’s making you feel because of how he was so focused on the movie playing on the tv. his thumb started caressing your soft flesh, making you groan and hide your head on his neck.

“what’s wrong, baby? are you tired?” concern was evident in hyunjae’s voice as he continued caressing your inner thigh with his thumb, making you feel more hot and needy, whining in his neck as you tried to squeeze your thighs together.

hyunjae realized what was wrong, making him smirk. “oh? is my doll getting horny from this?” he squeezed your thigh, feeling your grip on his bicep tighten. “babe please..” you placed little kisses on his neck, hoping to get him to touch you. “please what princess? I need you to tell me what you want or else-”

“want you to touch me, p-please” you felt hyunjae shift to face you more, “open your legs for me.” you did what you’re told, cheeks red from embarrassment which made hyunjae bite his lip because of how beautiful you looked right now.

you sucked in a sharp breath when you felt his hand on your clothed heat, rubbing up and down. “such a needy bitch, aren’t you?” you whimpered, nodding, followed by a loud gasp when he suddenly pushed your panties aside before inserting a finger inside.

“oh fuck- mhmm!” he captured your lips, still pumping his fingers in and out of you. hyunjae added a second finger inside your dripping cunt, groaning when you lightly pulled a fistful of his hair.

“can you hear how wet you are, princess?” he mumbled in between kisses and you nodded, already panting as you felt your orgasm forming.

“o-oh, yes! fuck, hng~ hyunjae I’m-” a loud moan emitted from you as your juices, coated hyunjae’s fingers, dripping down on the bedsheets. you felt him standing up from the bed, unbuckling his belt and letting his member spring out, pre-cum dripping from the tip.

with your still weak and shaking legs, you got on all fours, “please fuck me, sir.” you begged, looking back at hyunjae who was staring at you with dark eyes as he stroked his length. “oh I will princess, I’ll fuck your tight little hole so hard that you won’t be able to walk all day tomorrow.”

hyunjae slammed himself right inside you, making your mouth gape. “you like being fucked like this huh? you love how my cock feels when I’m pounding it inside of you like this?” he gripped your waist to keep you steady as incoherent words left your mouth.

“am I fucking you dumb, princess? can’t get a word out of your mouth?” you buried your face on the pillow, gripping it tightly. hyunjae’s hands were on your ass, squeezing them as he bucked his hips at a rapid pace.

you felt the tip of his cock hitting your g-spot, making your eyes roll to the back of your head with a loud moan. “oh my god, y-yes! t-there.. right there!” hyunjae smirked to himself as he saw your reaction, repeatedly thrusting inside you harshly while you were a complete mess under him.

“f-fuck princess, you’re clenching so hard on me right now. I’m gonna.. c-cum,” you squirmed when hyunjae started playing with your clit, panting as you felt a knot forming in your stomach.

“cum inside me sir, p-please.. w-want you to stuff me with your cum” he gripped on your waist tightly, his thrusts getting sloppier. “s-shit, baby,” moans emitted from both of your mouths as you both came, feeling his warm seeds inside you.

hyunjae pulled out of you, watching as some of his cum dripped from your swollen lips, his cock hardening again at the sight.

“wanna go take a shower for a second round?”

[binniebutter]

latibule | lee hyunjae

pairing: lee hyunjae x gn!reader

genre: fluff

word count: 425

warnings: none

summary: latibule: a hiding place, a place of safety and comfort.

request: "Hi! I see that your request is open, may I request for tbz hyunjae where you kept complimenting on how good he smelled when was done showering and changed into his pajamas and you couldn't help and kept cuddling him? not suggestive or smut kind, just a fluff one will do ^^ tysm!!!" by anon.

“Babe!” you yell out from the comfort of your bed. “You’re going to use up all the hot water and I still haven’t showered yet!”

Hyunjae doesn’t respond, of course, probably not having had heard you over the sound of his horrific voice. Don’t misunderstand, your boyfriend’s voice is one of the many things you love about him, but not when he’s using it to belch out the lyrics of Baekhyun’s “Bambi” for the ten-thousandth time. If you hear the word Bambi come from his mouth again, you might actually kill him.

Finally, you hear the sound of the water being turned off and you sigh in relief. You’ve had a long day and the thought of taking a hot shower and curling up with your boyfriend of 2 years sounds amazing. After a minute, Hyunjae enters your room fully dressed in a pair of grey sweatpants and a plain, black hoodie.

You just stare, for a second. Or maybe two. Or maybe longer, you’re not sure, but all you can do is gaze at Hyunjae with what you would assume are the biggest heart eyes ever. He’s not even doing anything special, he’s just drying his hair with a towel, and you suddenly feel this huge urge to hold him and never let go. God, the things this man does to your heart. When did you become so soft?

“Y/n? Aren’t you gonna go shower now? I thought you wanted to before we go to bed?” You’re shaken out of your thoughts by the sound of your boyfriend’s voice. You smile before making grabby hands towards you. Hyunjae sends you a confused look but walks towards the bed anyway, before settling down beside you on it.

You immediately latch onto Hyunjae, your legs coming up over his hips and your arms wrapping around his middle in a strong hold. You lay your head on his chest and physically feel when he sighs fondly. Hyunjae is no stranger to your cuddles and knows that neither of you would be getting up anytime soon. He rests his chin on the crown of your head and places his arms over yours before closing his eyes as he lets sleep overcome him.

You remove your head from his chest for a moment to gaze up at the love of your life. He looks so peaceful, like a literal angel. You return to your original position and breathe in the flowery scent of his detergent and you think to yourself:

“My safe haven. My hiding place. My latibule.”

I changed it a bit! I hope that's oki!!! I hope you liked it

TBZ Masterlist

Main Masterlist

[sunlightwoo]

The Boyz Masterlist

updated as of 05.21.22 (all gifs in unit masterlists belong to respective creators!!)

✰ OT11 timestamps:

(TBZ 3 YEARS) | sangyeon | jacob | younghoon | hyunjae | juyeon | kevin | chanhee | changmin | haknyeon | sunwoo | eric

(Summer Things) | sangyeon | jacob | younghoon | hyunjae | juyeon | kevin | chanhee | changmin | haknyeon | sunwoo | eric

✰ OT11 Series:

Under The Spotlight | social media au [discontinued]

✰ OT11 Specials:

Fallin’ For You | cupids, fallen angels and demons aus

Rating How I’d Fight TBZ

12 Months I Loved You | TBZ Collab Hosted by Me

Loving You Is A Losing Game | soulmate aus

Dad!TBZ Collection

Storms of Broken Hearts | collection based on 5sos songs

✰ Hyung Line Masterlist

✰ 98 Line Masterlist

✰ Maknae Line Masterlist

[kpopxdaydream]

Hungry?

Requested by anon: Hi! can I request for a cute fluff hyunjae x reader where they're about to kiss and hyunjae heard the reader's stomach growling because she's hungry but she insisted she's not? Thank you!

Pairing: Hyunjae x Reader

Word Count: 1015

Warnings: none (but fluff I guess)

Author’s Note: This is my first time writing for Kpop. Thank you so much for your requests and I really hope you enjoy this. I’m sorry if there are any mistakes in there, English isn’t my first language. Have fun while reading this and don’t forget that my requests are always open.

It was a beautiful, sunny spring day in Seoul. As soon as the first sun rays came out that day, everyone just seemed so much happier and more content with their lives and everything around them. Even though it was such an amazing day, you had no plans hence you thought you would spend the whole day alone in either your apartment or somewhere outside however when Hyunjae texted you and asked if you would like to go out on a walk with him, you immediately said yes.

You had met Hyunjae a few months ago, thanks to one of your mutual friends who had introduced you to each other. At first, the two of you had been quite shy and awkward around one another but after some talking and getting to know the other one a bit better, you found out that you had a lot in common which was why the young man had asked you out on a date about a week ago. Seeing as though he and you had been quite busy these days, it took you some time to finally find a day to go out on your second date which you both promised to have ever since you parted ways on your first date.

Now here you were, walking comfortably side by side through a beautiful park, enjoying the warm weather. “Why don’t we get something to drink from over there and then sit down on a bench near the water?”, Hyunjae had asked you after you two had walked around for a little while longer. Immediately agreeing to his suggestion, both of you made your way over to a cute little café, ordering your favourite drinks. Hyunjae insisted on paying which at first you declined however he was persistent and told you to wait outside while he got your drinks.

Once Hyunjae joined you outside again and handed you your drink, you made your way over to a bench that had a great view of the Han River. “I’m glad we could meet up today.”, Hyunjae told you honestly as the two of you sat down, a soft smile gracing your lips as you nodded your head. “Me too. I’m happy you asked me.”, you said shyly, a light blush creeping up on your cheeks as the young man next to you couldn’t help but chuckle lightly. Noticing a strand of your hair falling forward, Hyunjae stretched out his hand and gently placed it behind your ears, making the blush on your cheeks turn even redder. “Thank you.”, you whispered, the smile never leaving your lips as you looked up into his eyes, a bright grin appearing on his face. “Cute.”, he whispered under his breath, making you giggle at the same time. 

While the two of you were comfortably interacting, you didn’t even notice him moving closer to you, your legs now lightly touching as he carefully leaned in. You could feel him coming even closer, nervously biting your lip. This was the closest, the two of you had ever been, yours and his eyes slightly closed. You could already feel his breath on your lips when suddenly you heard a loud noise. Opening your eyes widely, you looked at Hyunjae who looked a bit confused. Suddenly, that noise appeared again, making you look down at your stomach. Why now, you thought to yourself as you pressed your hands against your stomach. Hyunjae couldn’t help but laugh lightly as he looked at your horrified face. “Are you hungry? I can get you something to eat.”, he said, making you feel even more embarrassed than you already were. You instantly shook your head, taking a quick sip of your drink that you had almost forgotten about.

“No, no. Don’t worry about it. I’m not hungry.” But as soon as you let these words escape your mouth, your stomach made another weird noise. “You are.”, your date insisted as he instantly got up and put his drink next to you. “I’ll get you something to eat. You wait here, okay?”, he said, your eyes looking down at the floor as you nodded your head. However Hyunjae didn’t leave right away. He took a quick step towards you, his fingers finding a spot on your chin as he lifted your head up, forcing you to look into his eyes. “You’re cute, YN.”, he said lovingly before he leaned down and pressed his lips sweetly against yours, making your eyes widen. Before you could kiss him back, he had already pulled away, sending you a quick wink while he made his way over to the café again. 

“You’re an idiot, YN.”, you whispered to yourself, leaning against the back of the bench as you looked out to the river. Nevertheless, there was a bright smile on your lips, still in disbelief that you just had your first kiss with Hyunjae. 

[peachhyychenle]

hi! here's my fluff tbz hyunjae scenario request! The plot: He keeps trying to kiss you and you keep avoiding it, so he became a little annoyed and said "ya, you're my girlfriend, can't I kiss you?" then proceeds to kiss you forcefully & cutely? Thank you!

a/n: hiya, tysm for the request!! this idea was actually so cute, i had so much fun writing this hehe. hope u like it anon!

word count: 0.5k

genre: fluff, fluff, fluff!!

prompt list

requests are open!

[1:18pm] hyunjae loved your apartment for many reasons: it was quiet, spacious, your cat millie was there, and his favourite thing, you were there! today was one of those rare days that hyunjae had off and so naturally, he came round the day before, excited to spend a couple of days with you. whether he would be cuddled up with you, or making breakfast together, he would cherish every single second of it. 

speaking of food, you were in the kitchen making lunch. you had already given millie her food and so, naturally, it was a good time for you to eat as well. just as you were about to start frying some bacon, you heard the shuffling sound of your boyfriend's slippers against the carpeted hallway. 

turning around, hyunjae is leaning against the doorframe with a soft smile on his face, his hair still messy from the way he was sleeping. returning his smile with a grin of your own, your attention focuses back onto the food you're currently trying not to burn. 

with the same smile still on his face, he walked to where you were turning over the bacon rashers and put his arms around your waist. you leaned back, so that you rested on his chest and to top it off, he put his head on top of yours. 

you felt him plant a kiss on top of your head and that's when you had an ingenious idea. turning yourself around so that you were directly facing him, you gave him a smile. he smiled back and as he leaned forward to steal a kiss, you moved your head to the left. 

‘ya!' he said with a small pout. you started to giggle and kept dodging the kisses he attempted to plant on your face. eventually, he grew slightly irritated and gave up, the pout still evident. with a chuckle, you turned away from him to put the bacon onto the slice of bread you had put out earlier.

'ya y/n!'. you look over your shoulder at hyunjae who was now standing with his arms crossed, looking kind of like a child that had just been told they couldn't buy a certain toy. 'you're my girlfriend, why won't you let me kiss you?' he asked.

with your full attention now on him, you walked towards him, arms finding his neck as soon as you were close enough. 'i was only messing with you baby' you giggled, 'you can kiss me as much as you like'. 

as soon as you said that, his lips were on yours in record speed. the force catching you slightly off guard but nonetheless, you returned the kiss. he pulled away after a minute or so, with a content sigh and as an act of revenge, he decided to ruffle your hair, leaving it to look even messier than before.

he ran away straight past you, grabbing your beloved bacon sandwich, before darting in to the living room. you began to chase after him, shouting 'YAH, LEE JAEHYUN COME BACK HERE!', with millie jogging along behind you. 

[daisyvisions]

✦ Day 29 - Dumbification

‧⋆ ✧˚₊‧⋆. Pairing: Bully!Sangyeon x afab!reader

‧⋆ ✧˚₊‧⋆. Word Count: 2.3K

‧⋆ ✧˚₊‧⋆. Warnings: Smut (18+, minors DNI), dumbification, bully!Sangyeon, hard!dom, rough sex, face slapping, spitting, hair pulling, spanking, slight degradation, mean!Sangyeon, possessive sex (if you squint), unprotected sex, biting, big dick Sangyeon has arrived!, manhandling, some acts are “forced” but consented, names used (sweetheart, baby, good girl, whore)

‧⋆ ✧˚₊‧⋆. A/N: Belated happy birthday gift to myself! This is me self-indulging because… why not? 🤪 definitely considering on continuing this story through small blurbs / scenarios in the future. Proofread once, horny as ever 🥴

‧⋆ ✧˚₊‧⋆. Network: @deoboyznet

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Lee Sangyeon, student body president of your college. A model student and friendly to all. Everyone loves him, adores him, wants to be him - except you.

You hated his guts, mainly because for no reason he would always try to get on your nerves. He would tug on your ponytail, always correct you in class, embarrass you in front of guys who’d try to ask you out, and even subtly flip your skirt with his pen and comment on how short it is, saying how you either wore it for him or you’re just seeking attention like you usually do.

And you hated the way he’d smirk at you when you’d try to tell him off or get angry with him. It made you want to strangle him even more.

What made it even worse was when news about the vice president stepping down was going around. According to student body law, the president could choose whoever he wanted to become his right-wing. And out of all the people he could've chosen… it just had to be you.

You thought he’d go easy on you as soon as you started, that maybe he would treat you like a fellow peer even just a little bit. Maybe you could finally see the side of Sangyeon everyone seemed to adore.

But it only started going downhill from here.

Sangyeon treated you like you were his secretary (hell, even the actual student body secretary was treated better). He would constantly order you around, shut down your ideas, make you fetch his coffee in the morning (otherwise you’d “get a detention slip”), tell you to write all the notes during council meetings, and even be the one to inform his professors that he would be missing class during emergency meetings or varsity trainings.

You hate him so much to the point you would cry with the way he treated you like you were his beck and call. You wanted to to hit him where it hurt the most, put him in his place and realize how much of an ass he really is.

All your anger and frustration towards him was all you could ever think of, so much so that his face appeared in your dream one night, a dream that you would consider to be the most pornographic dream you’ve ever had.

Images of Sangyeon taking you from behind, pulling your hair and calling you his whore… You swear you could never look at him the same way again without feeling incredibly needy. You were embarrassed at yourself. Allowing your subconscious to think about him that way.

You hated him! …Right?

And ever since that dream, you started to become quiet around him. You would answer back less, avoid his gaze, you don't even look irritated when he would call out your name. You even stopped complaining about all the things he’d make you do.

And this new behavior of yours was starting to annoy him.

Where was the old you that would tell him to fuck off? The one whose face would turn red when he really pissed you off? Or the way you’d mumble something under your breath and when he’d asked you’d say “nothing.” The bratty behavior that would get under his skin and make him feel some kind of tingle in his veins.

Was there someone else grabbing your attention? Sangyeon wonders.

Maybe, he has seen you a couple of times with that tall guy. What was his name again? Younghoon? Or was it Hyunjae? In any case, the thought of someone else taking your attention away from him irked him deeply.

There was a reason why he picked you to be his vice president. There was something about you that was incredibly addicting, especially with the way you would react to his touch, his words, and whenever he would get close.

Or how adorable you would get when you were frustrated with him. And every time you'd knit your eyebrows together and huff, all he wanted to do was kiss your little bratty face.

He needed you to get mad at him again. He needed you to put all your focus on him and no one else.

Because in his mind, you belonged to no one else except him.

“C’mon sweetheart, just tell me why you’ve been avoiding me.” He asks for the nth time as he corners you alone in the student council room.

“For the last time Sangyeon, I told you to drop it!” You huff in annoyance. You don't understand why he couldn’t just leave you alone, but at the same time the scent of his musky cologne was starting to intoxicate you. Flashes of your dream about him playing in your mind as you try to not let the blush creep onto your cheeks.

“I bet it’s because of Younghoon huh? What? Getting tired of me now? Looking for other people to give you more attention?”

“Wha- No! Are you fucking serious right now?” You couldn’t believe him.

“Seriously, how much more attention do you need in a day? You’re lucky I even find the time in my busy day to give you that.”

“I never asked for your attention Sangyeon! Why can’t you understand that?” You shout as you feel your body warming up from all the anger boiling inside you.

“Just admit it then! You just want someone to fuck you like the attention whore that you are-”

A loud slap echoes throughout the room. Tension building in the air as soon as the room fell silent. Sangyeon slowly turns his head back at you and as soon as you meet his gaze, you feel the adrenaline coursing through your veins.

You’re scared and excited at the same time, finally being able to hit his face after months of built up frustration but at the same time scared for your life with the darkness seeping through his eyes.

“Sangyeon.. I’m- I’m sorry.” You whisper.

“Do that again…”

“What?” Your eyebrows knit in confusion.

“I said… Do that again.” He demands.

For a split second you’re hesitant but then you remembered all the times he’s tormented you and treated you like dirt. You quickly slap his other cheek, the sound echoing louder than the first one.

The look in Sangyeon’s eyes in that moment was so primal. The way his dark orbs were staring you down in a way you’ve never seen before. The thrill and fear of the moment causing you to clench your thighs together.

He suddenly grabs you by your waist, harshly pulling you towards him as he smashes his lips against yours and gives you a deep passionate kiss.

Out of impulse, your hands push against his strong chest, trying to free yourself from his grip. But Sangyeon wraps his arms around your waist and pulls you in harder, trapping you in his embrace as he forcefully kisses you this time.

You whimper into the kiss, easily melting into his touch as you wrap your arms around his neck as you pull him even closer. Your kisses start out messy, teeth clashing against each other until you find a good rhythm.

“Mmm you taste so good.” Sangyeon mumbles against your mouth, savoring the feeling of your lips against his.

He’s suddenly caught off guard as you walk him backwards, the back of his knees hitting a chair as you forcefully push him down to sit and straddle his lap. Slipping your tongue in his mouth as you start to grind yourself onto his crotch.

“Shit, are you enjoying this?” He smirks at you but instead you roll your eyes and continue to kiss him, gripping his collar as if you’re attempting to strangle him.

“You still haven’t told me why you’ve been avoiding me by the way.” He tries to talk as you continue to kiss him.

“Just drop it already Sangyeon-” You snap at him, focusing on satisfying the ache between your thighs as you roll your hips. But Sangyeon grips your waist hard to stop your movements, making you whine.

“Tsk tsk tsk, can’t let you get what you want without answering me sweetheart. So tell me, why have you been avoiding me?”

“YOU! It’s because of you!” You shout as you tug on his collar.

“I had a dream where you fucked me. There! Is that what you wanted to hear?” Your chest heaving from the frustration.

“Yeah? You dreamt about me baby?” Sangyeon slowly smirks at you.

“Don’t call me that-”

“Why? does it get you all… hot and bothered?”

“Just shut the fuck up- ah!” Sangyeon sends a hard slap against your ass, making you yelp from the sudden sting.

“You don’t get to tell me what to do…” He says. His deep and stern voice enough to send electric jolts to your core.

“From this point on you’re gonna listen to me, got that?” You nod your head immediately. But Sangyeon grips your face harshly, making your jaw slack open. He spits into your mouth, making your eyes grow wide and moan from the vulgar act.

“Answer me.” His jaw clenches. “Or has humping me like a bitch in heat made you brain dead already?”

You shake your head, “I’ll listen to you, promise-”

“Good girl.” The corner of his lip slightly tugging upwards.

Sangyeon adjusts the both of you as he unbuckles his jeans and pulls out his monster cock from his boxers. You stare at his length for a moment, suddenly wanting to back out of the situation. You weren’t actually gonna fuck him. Maybe suck him off yeah but not this…

“Ride me.” He commands you.

“I- I can’t….” You stutter.

“Aw, shy all of a sudden? What’s the matter sweetheart?” He lifts your chin up to get a better look at your face.

“I-I cant, s’too big-” The fear in your voice turning him on just a little bit.

Sangyeon leans forward to kiss you delicately this time, contrasting his animalistic behavior moments ago.

“Shh, I’ll guide you yeah? Just relax.” He kisses you once again before lifting your hips up and hooking your panties to the side.

You slowly move your hips down, feeling the head of his cock slowly enter you. You start to panic as you can already feel him stretching you out like you’ve never been stretched before. Sangyeon starts to grow impatient at your pace and instead pushes your hips all the way down til his entire length is completely inside you.

“Sangyeon!” You yelp at the burning stretch of his size, immediately burying your face onto the junction between his neck and shoulder and dig your teeth into his skin. Sangyeon winces but moans at the bite, knowing it will definitely leave a mark on his shoulder later.

He kisses the side of your head as he rubs your back trying to soothe you as your walls adjust to him.

“Just sit here and moan out my name yeah? You can take it…” He whispers in your ear as his hands go under your skirt, holding your ass as he guides you to slowly bounce on his cock.

The slow repeated drag of his length from the head all the way to the base has your head spinning. You can feel him everywhere.

“Baby, you’re so wet-” He grunts as he grips your ass, fucking himself deep into your cunt like his fleshlight at home.

“We’re gonna have to add this to your list of responsibilities now don’t we?” He lightly chuckles.

“’Review meeting notes with Sangyeon’ or ‘Discuss to-do list with Sangyeon’ or maybe even-”

“Sshutt uuppp-” you mutter as you continue to place your focus on satisfying your own pleasure. But you’re soon caught off guard as Sangyeon suddenly pulls your hair from behind, making you moan from the pain.

“Behave…” He gives you a warning before attacking your neck with kisses. Your pussy tightens around his cock the more aggressive he becomes. Even Sangyeon notices your reaction.

“Shit, did that turn you on? You like it when I’m mean to you sweetheart?” He asks but your cunt clenches around him once again, giving Sangyeon the answer he needed.

“Getting fucked stupid you can’t even speak to me-” he grunts as he thrusts up into your walls. You mumble out incoherent words in response, words fading in your mind as all you can think about is his cock moulding its shape into you.

He grabs the back of your knees and stands up, still connected to you as he plops you down on his desk and starts to pound you relentlessly.

The sound of the table creaking, your wanton moans, Sangyeon groaning as he watches you cream on his length, it all fades into the distance as you feel all your senses become numb.

You don’t even have the words to tell him you’re reaching your orgasm. You just moan out his name in a slur and your body convulses. Legs twitching and arms shaking from holding yourself up on the desk.

You’re suddenly brought back to reality when you feel Sangyeon slap your face. Wincing at the sting on your cheek but whining as he stops thrusting himself into you.

“Did I fucking say you can cum on my cock?” He looks at you with angry eyes.

“M-s-sorryyy” you whine. But you moan once again as you feel his hand instantly grip your throat, the pads of his fingers digging into your skin.

"Too late now," Sangyeon hissed, his grip on your neck tightening,

"I'm gonna make you cum over and over until the only word you know is my name."

[sangyeonsofthours]

heard you all like some spoilers... so... what about this one?

[ultcobie]

cinematography of The Boyz

[kpopsfic]

admit ꩜ jacob bae

pairing: jacob bae x gender neutral reader

genre: angst

warnings: cursing (hyunjae has a horrible mouth), angst, mentions of depression and sadness

word count: 1.3k

written by: ollie

description: jacob bae was your world until the abrupt day that he wasn’t. you thought you would never see him again. you thought you would never learn why, but apparently two certain boys had a different idea

a/n: i wrote this awhile ago, but here’s my first imagine on this blog. please enjoy!

you loved your roommate. sunwoo was your best friend and you knew completely that he just wanted what was best for you. however, hyunjae was different. whether it was for the best or not, he just wanted to be right. 

that was exactly how you ended up locked in your own bathroom with your ex-boyfriend, the mastermind behind the whole plan insisting that all your problems would be fixed if you just "talked it out." 

if only talking it out was that easy.

jacob plopped down on the floor across from you and instantly, you knew you guys were going to be in here for awhile. he wouldn't even look at you. his eyes were focused on his hands, which were wrapped around his knees, pulling them to his chest. the silence was practically deafening. 

what were you supposed to say? what were you supposed to do? this was only the second time you had seen jacob bae since the breakup occurred and the first time involved you running away as soon as you were able to distinguish his blonde head. this time, you couldn't flee. you couldn't run. there was no escape. this time you had to face your problems. 

𝒅𝒂𝒎𝒏 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒍𝒆𝒆 𝒋𝒂𝒆𝒉𝒚𝒖𝒏. 

as if he was summoned, a voice from downstairs broke the silence. "why don't i hear talking? quit being pussies!" 

a gasp followed hyunjae's remark. "hey, was that necessary?" sunwoo exclaimed.   

"completely necessary."

the room fell into silence once more and you found yourself unable to take it. 

"he's right you know." your voice sounded foreign to your own ears. it was barely raised above a whisper and you swore if you tried to speak any louder that the tears would start to flow. "we're going to have to talk at some point. why not now?" 

jacob let out a sigh, but stayed silent. you surveyed the boy in front of you, pain aching in your heart. he was no longer the boy you fell in love with. the boy in the bathroom with you now appeared broken. dark circles had blossomed under his eyes since the last time you two had crossed paths. he seemed paler and maybe even thinner as well. 

you didn't want to talk. that's what you constantly told sunwoo. what was done was done. jacob broke up with you and talking about it wasn't going to make a difference. it wasn’t going to bring him back. well, at least that was what you kept telling yourself. 

talking about the pain and confusion you felt toward the boy who you loved most in the world was not something that could be talked about easily. 

especially since he was the one who shattered your heart to pieces in the first place. 

but today was different. today, you found yourself needing to talk; needing to vent; needing to find out the reason 𝒘𝒉𝒚. 

"i just don't understand why, jacob," you managed to croak our past the lump in your throat. "i don't understand what i did wrong." 

the tears weren't falling yet, but they were close. crying in front of him was going to make it worse, but it was going to happen. you couldn't avoid it. not after all the pain he had caused. 

"i- i loved you. I loved you so much. I thought the absolute world of you," you whispered. "you made me so happy." 

jacob's eyes were now trained on you. he could feel the pain in your voice and it killed him. however, it was better for you to feel like this than to still be with him. 

"every day i woke up and thanked the world that kevin introduced me to you because what would i be without you. who would i be without you? you were my person, my rock. you were the person who i wanted to spend my entire life with." you scoffed, shaking your head. your right hand ran across your cheeks to rid your skin of the tears. this time anger was in your voice. 

"i can't believe after all that you had the nerve to break up with me over text. what? did a phone call seem like too much? a voicemail would have even been better than a stupid text, jacob." 

the blonde boy flinched at his name. he knew he was in the wrong. he knew the way he broke up with you was wrong, but he didn't have a choice. he couldn't have done it in person. 

your voice was fragile when you spoke next. "was i not good enough? was that it? did a year go down the drain all because of me?" 

you weren't talking to receive a reply, so you were shocked when jacob actually spoke. 

his words were careful. "don't talk about yourself like that. you deserve the world and more." 

"then what went wrong, jacob?"

he sighed, running a hand across his face in frustration. not frustration because of you, but because of himself. 

"look, i know you're still hurt and there's nothing i can say and do that will excuse my actions, but i love you, okay. i just didn't want to hurt you anymore. i didn't want you to suffer because of me and for that, i am sorry." 

jacob's words caused the tears to let loose from your eyes and you tried to hold back a sob. "what do you mean hurt me? you weren't hurting me and I wasn't suffering. what hurt was the fact that you didn't give me an explanation." 

now it was jacob who was trying to hold back tears. how was he supposed to explain to you what was wrong? how was he supposed to explain the fear and self-hatred? 

"i know you were starting to realize that I was acting different. i was acting more distant. it seemed to you that every time I talked to anyone i was irritated or annoyed. you started to see my personality change, but i know you were choosing to ignore it. you figured that if you continued to be nice that everything would go back to normal. but i hated that. i hated knowing that i was treating you horribly, but i couldn't help it. i was just so angry and sad all the time and i didn't know how to handle it." 

you could see the tears coating jacob's cheeks and you had the urge to wipe them away, but you knew that wasn't an option. "so that's why you decided to break up with me? i could have helped you, jacob. we could have gotten through all that together, but instead you pushed me away." 

jacob shrugged. "i wasn't going to stay around long enough to bring you down." 

a sob left your lungs at his words and you buried your face in your hands, unable to even form a sentence to express the internal turmoil you felt. 

"i wanted to reach out to you for so long now, but you know that i always ran from conflict. i'm a coward and because of my cowardliness I couldn't tell you what i was going through. i hurt us both and i just saw no way to fix it. so i just kept running. I am so sorry."

you lifted your head up and almost on autopilot you reached out for him. without hesitation, he pulled you into his arms. 

jacob's embrace felt like home and instantly brought about a sense of comfort. you missed his scent. you missed the feeling of safety he created. you missed him. 

he rubbed your back softly as he waited for your tears to calm down. the burden now felt like it was off his shoulders, but he knew the regret of not telling you sooner would haunt him for all eternity. 

it had to be ten minutes before you were able to speak once more.  

"can we just start over?" 

jacob nodded, his arms tightening around you as he rested his chin on the top of your head. "yeah, i would like that." 

suddenly you heard the lock to the bathroom door click and hyunjae rushed in, nearly jumping for joy. 

"just call me fucking cupid!"

[nyuqvrse]

⌇ O1:12AM ━ ✩・*。

you tighten your hold around hyunjae's waist, resting your chin on his shoulder. the bicycle's not providing much space for the two of you - given that your front is currently pressed against his back - but neither of you seem to mind. his hair lightly brushes your cheek as the nighttime breeze tousles his reddish-brown locks, creating a ticklish feeling that brings a small smile onto your face.

moments like this were the most intimate; times when the two of you could escape into your own little reality, words left unsaid could be heard through interlocked fingers and comfortable silences.

he stops cycling for a second, a foot on the concrete stabilizing the both of you. he turns his head to meet your gaze, his glimmering irises reflecting the dimmed, yellowish light of a nearby streetlamp, making it look like his eyes held constellations.

all is quiet. tranquility.

eventually, you grow embarrassed of his overt attention on you, “why’re you staring at me?”

hyunjae softly chuckles to himself.

“you’re just so stunning, that’s why.”

and he says nothing more, leaving you a blushing mess as he kicks off of the ground and begins to cycle once more, navigating the empty streets as you listen to each other breathe.

[pixieminutes]

Hi Jemima! 6, 45, 71 for hyunjae from the boyz, please? Thank you!

이현재 + #6 + #45 + #71

21:54 - “ya, seriously!” hyunjae nagged, “what do you think you’re doing?”

“going home!” you exclaimed.

“it’s dark outside, idiot!” he whined, “can you just stay? please?”

you sighed, your shoes were already on your feet, your coat already on your body and your bag already hung on your shoulder.

“no?” hyunjae attempted.

you just shook your head.

“ah, why!” he whined, like a child being refused sweets at a corner shop.

“ya, lee jaehyun, stop being a child,” you laughed, leaning forward and cupping his face so his lips pouted before kissing him, “i’m going.”

“wait, wait, tell me when you get home, okay?” he asked, watching as you opened the door.

“nng.”

“seriously!” he called, “serious! i worry about you too much!”

“i’ll call you in a bit!” you laughed, “bye, my love.”

“bye-bye!” he smiled, waving manically, “i love you! say it back!”

you giggled, waving even as the elevator doors closed, “i love you too!”