#lee heesueng

[fakeuwus]

UNDERSTAND | CHAPTER 18: hes MENstruating

warnings: mention of a period lmao, typos

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[hooned]

heehoonwon for 2022 season's greetings

[bella2367744]

See guys I’m sorry I know I said that I was going to write the yuta x bunny y/n and I will promise but ,(Lee heeseung x black y/n is like 😵‍💫.)Its in my mind I can’t stop it so there for I will just jump right 

As always MDNI and cause I think that everyone in anime and k-pop would have a black gf 🤪✊

So if you don’t like it fuck off my dick 

Hope yall injoy  

•Like just think a black y/n going to enhypen’s fan meet and walking up to Heeseungs table the second he lays eyes on you he immediately gets hard . Like he has never see anyone that looks as sexy as you did, in the skirt it’s not that you were showing a lot of skin but the way the skirt covered your big ass and slightly showed off the big thighs riled something in him and yall know how freaky Heeseung is so yes or no 

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You met Heesueng about two weeks ago at a college party. No, you didn't hook up. You just clicked. You had seen him before; however, you never approached him because you were too shy. Of course, he was attractive, and you wanted to get to know him more, but you were too scared to say anything. The way you ended up together in the first place was in one of the most typical, cliché, college party ways…a game of truth or dare.

To be honest, the game was relatively clean until the bottle landed on Heesueng. “I dare you to kiss the hottest girl in this circle.” exclaimed Yeonjun. You looked around to see other girls getting excited, thinking that Heesueng would kiss them. You also saw other girls who were sure it wasn’t them, still eager to see who he’ll pick. But when Heesueng walked over in your direction, all the other girls' faces disappeared in your head. You couldn’t believe that he was kissing you. You didn’t think he knew you existed. So many thoughts were running through your head and when your lips parted, you were left with bright red cheeks. That’s when the whole world came back into play. Shouts and laughter from the circle of party goers filled your ears, while the faces of pissed off chicks filled your eyes. It didn’t make things any better, as Heesueng couldn’t stop looking at you for the rest of the game.

After the party was over, Heesueng met you outside. “Hey!” He waved. “Uhm…hey.” You replied. “I never caught your name. What was it again?” “Oh, I’m Y/N.” “Nice to meet you, Y/N. I’m Heesueng. I felt like I should properly introduce myself to you. Especially after we…ya’ know…kissed.” He chuckled. “Well, it’s nice to meet you too, but that really wasn’t necessary. It was just a game.” You replied. “Yeah…I know. But my feelings were real.” He said, looking down. Heesueng’s statement left you confused. This was your crush talking about his feelings towards you. What feelings could he have if you two had just met? Even so, you were also thinking that he may want more than just a kiss. Obviously, he was attractive, but sex was the last thing on your mind right now. “Sorry, I’m not sure I know what you’re talking about. You were just dared to kiss whoever you thought was the hottest girl in the room. You don’t even know anything about me and we just barely met.” You said in a confused tone. It’s not that you weren’t interested in him, it’s just that you felt like he was making a big deal out of a dare. He was completely quiet for a moment. “To be honest…I’ve actually wanted to talk to you for a while now…I just didn’t know how,” He said. This took you by surprise. “What? Seriously?!” Your comment caused Heesueng to look up from the ground, meeting your eyes. “Yeah, I’ve seen you so many times around campus, but you always looked busy, so I didn’t want to bother you. It’s okay if you’re not interested in me. I just wanted to get to know you a little more.” “No, yeah…uhm well, I don’t see anything wrong with being friends.” You replied. A huge smile grew on Heesueng’s face. “Awesome. Well, it’s getting kinda late…Are you busy this weekend? I know it’s kind of weird to just ask you out of the blue, but I think it would be a good way to talk.” He proposed. “You’re right…it is pretty late. And I’m free this weekend, so we can definitely meet up somewhere on campus.” “How about the bookstore?” “Why the bookstore?” “Well, it’s quiet and they have food.” He chuckled. “But we can go somewhere else,” He continued after seeing the expression on your face. “No, the bookstore is perfect. I was just surprised you thought of that.” You replied, easing the tension. “Oh, well, here’s my number. You can text me if you change your mind,” Heesueng said, pulling out his phone. He then typed his number into your phone and you both went your separate ways.

Tonight was wild…first your crush kissed you. Then, he planned a date with you. And this weekend, you’re going to meet up on campus.

You woke up Saturday morning to the sun's rays on your face. You rolled over and unlocked your phone. After a few minutes of scrolling through social media, you remembered that you hadn’t even scheduled a time to meet up. Heesueng didn’t get your number that night, he only gave you his. “Hey” you texted. *Ugh…how’s he gonnna know it’s me if I just say Hey?* you thought to yourself. Just as you reopened the texts, a new message popped up. “Uhh…hey. Who’s this?” After cursing under your breath, you quickly responded. “Y/N from the party. I was just going to ask what time you wanted to meet up today.” You anxiously waited for his reply. “Is noon a good time for you?” “Yea, that’s perfect.” “Ok, see ya there.”

You couldn’t understand why you had put so much effort into getting dressed, but you did. You were getting dressed almost the entire time after he sent the last text…2 hours and 30 minutes ago. You ended up wearing a blue and white outfit, with a pair of black shoes.

When you finally arrived at the bookstore…3 minutes late…you scanned the room for Heesueng. You didn’t see him, so you just started walking around to look at books. However, as you were just walking in the direction of the selves, Heesueng called out your name. The two of you grabbed a drink before sitting down together. You found out that you two had more in common than you thought. As the conversation deepened, the two of you hadn’t realized the waitress had already given you your orders. Both of you took a sip of your drinks, but yours definitely didn’t taste right and you could tell that his wasn’t right either. “Umm…I didn’t order a birthday cake milkshake…” Heesueng said, recognizing the flavor. “Huh? That’s what I ordered…” you replied in shock. “Well, what’s your taste like?” Heesueng asked. You hesitantly sipped the mystery drink. “Peaches…” You sighed. “Yup, that was my order.” Heesueng replied. “So I guess our orders got mixed up?” You said before letting out a soft chuckle. “I wonder how long it would’ve taken us to figure it out.” Heesueng chuckled back. “Honestly, birthday cake isn’t too bad. I probably would’ve finished the whole thing.” He continued. “Peach isn’t half bad either. This is my first time trying the peach flavor.” You giggled back. “Maybe we should order for each other more often. You can’t deny that this was a fun surprise. Plus, I obviously have great taste in drinks.” Heesueng said with a cheeky grin. “I wonder what you’ll pick next. Since you have such amazing taste.” The two of you burst into laughter before continuing the rest of your conversation, which ended up last the whole day. You guys walked around the campus and sat in the park till sunset. The evening ended with a hug and you could still smell his scent on your clothes.

Though the date was incredible, you honestly didn’t expect to see him ever again after that day. But from that moment on, it felt like neither one of you could live without each other. One date followed another, as well as countless nights on the phone. Even though you’re not officially a couple yet, the two of you were inseparable. However, Heesueng was hiding a secret he had yet to tell you. Heesueng’s death was already destined at the hands of his former best friend…

☆ Heesueng POV (story recap/inner thoughts):

❤︎︎ << { I’ve been crushing on this girl for a while now. I didn’t know her name, but I wanted to. Usually, I don’t play party games because sometimes they can get a little out of hand. But when I was dared to kiss the hottest girl in the room, I already knew who I wanted. I don’t think she expected me to kiss her, but I was not gonna miss out on an opportunity like that. She just looked so cute and innocent. I’m so glad I grew the balls to talk to her after the party. We ended up going on a date, well not a “date-date” but like a “Hey, let’s get to know each when we’re not buzzed, type of date.” She was amazing. We had so much in common and we even got so wrapped up in a conversation that we accidentally swapped drinks. It was so cute when she giggled and snapped back with the same energy. Fuck… I really like her, but I can’t forget that I’ve got to find a way to stop my friend. Knowing how crazy he is, if I rat on him, I won’t be the only one who shows up dead. He might try going for my family…and now…her. I can’t let him know about her…but if I don’t and he finds out…I don’t know what he’ll do. } >> ❤︎︎

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𝑀𝑎𝑦𝑏𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒’𝑠 𝑎 𝑐ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑐𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑐𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑠𝑎𝑣𝑒 ℎ𝑖𝑚． 𝐹𝑖𝑛𝑑 𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑤ℎ𝑜 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑚𝑦𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑦 𝑓𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑑 𝑖𝑠 𝑏𝑒𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑒 𝑖𝑡’𝑠 𝑡𝑜𝑜 𝑙𝑎𝑡𝑒．

𝑇ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑏𝑒 𝑟𝑎𝑛𝑑𝑜𝑚 𝑝𝑜𝑙𝑙𝑠 𝑝𝑜𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑎𝑠 𝐼 𝑤𝑟𝑖𝑡𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑠𝑡𝑜𝑟𝑦． 𝐼𝑓 𝑛𝑜𝑡…𝑤𝑒𝑙𝑙， 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑐𝑎𝑛 𝑘𝑖𝑠𝑠 𝐻𝑒𝑒𝑠𝑢𝑒𝑛𝑔 𝑔𝑜𝑜𝑑𝑏𝑦𝑒．

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[omgjwon]

𝐃𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐌𝐒

- 𝐍𝐈𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐌𝐔𝐑𝐀 𝐑𝐈𝐊𝐈 (니키🌿)

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synopsis : you suddenly start constantly seeing the same boy in your dreams, thinking it was just a coincidence you eventually just forget about it. but what will happen when that same boy appears at you school one day?

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thinking about frat boy heesueng and you have a crush on him, but it’s one sided. but you don’t care, he’s hot. only…..the ending result is not what you both thought.

nsfw 👇🏽

please note i give my lead female characters name rather than using “y/n” simply because it feels more like a storyline to me. you can always change the name to yours, ignore any details of the girl, but that’s just how i write.

not proof read!!! please reblog and share!! pt 2 maybe? if anyone of the boys names are misspelled I AM SORRY, my phone autocorrects and sometimes i don’t catch it!!!

please do not copy or translate my work!!

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“are you actually gonna talk to him or try and make a move?” your college dorm roomie asked.

you and her were at a frat party, chi omicron (ΧΟ), one of the most popular fraternities on campus.

and the “him” she was referring to was lee hesseung. tall, gorgeous, great smile, and extremely funny. also the biggest man-whore in the fraternity, but he and everyone knows that.

you sighed, taking a sip from your red cup of disgusting alcohol. ni-ki was the worst at bartending drinks and you make note to tease that to him later.

you look up to see heeseung across the room talking to another frat brother, park sunghoon.

thanks to ni-ki, (the nickname you gave him and he just started letting everyone else call him that), you knew almost all his frat brothers in chi omicron. the ones you were most familiar with was, lee heeseung, park jay, sim jake, park sunghoon, kim sunoo, yang jungwon, and ni-ki himself. while the first four were in their third year of college like yourself, sunoo and jungwon were in their second year, ni-ki his first.

you’ve known ni-ki since you were younger simply because his older sister and you were on the same cheer team growing up and he became a baby brother to you as you were the only child. while his older sister went to a different country for college, you stayed back, and soon learned ni-ki would be following.

“babe, you have to act on this crush instead of pining.” your roommate said.

“don’t you think i know that lara?” you groaned in frustration while trying to pull down your mini (mini) skirt, she convinced you to wear. “heeseung is like, almost untouchable for me. one, the crush is one sided, second he doesn’t even know who i am!”

“he doesn’t know many of the girls he sleeps with.” lara laughs while patting you on the shoulder.

“well most of them have some type of social life.” you huffed. the only time you had a social life was when lara was dragging you to frat parties, or hanging out with ni-ki and sometimes his own friends (mostly jungwon, jake and sunoo).

you look at heeseung, only to notice he was actually checking you out. him eyeing you up and down didn’t go unnoticed, neither did him biting his lip.

meanwhile, heeseung had stopped listening to sunghoon the minute he laid eyes on you. fresh meat, he thought. he doesn’t remember seeing you around, although you did look slightly familiar.

“hey! are you listening to me?” sunghoon whined and slapped heeseung. heeseung finally took his eyes off you to look at his frat brother. when sunghoon saw who had heeseung’s attention, sunghoon chuckled.

“finally noticed eunjin?” sunghoon chuckled and heeseung looked shocked. “eunjin is always nearby, how do you not recognize her? she’s like ni-ki’s adoptive older sister!”

sunghoon explained how sometimes when ni-ki stop by the 4’s house nearby, she’s sometimes with him. (the frat house is actually 2 doors down from the older boys house as they refused to live in a frat house that would be used for parties every weekend).

“she’s hot.” heeseung smirked as his eyes went back to you. now you were in deep conversation with the girl beside you and ni-ki. now that he’s seen ni-ki beside you, he recognizes you—sort of.

“of course you haven’t noticed her yet until now. you only pay attention to girls who are throwing themselves at you or girls you just want to get your dick wet with.” sunghoon laughed.

“well now i want my dick wet by her.” heeseung drowned his drink in one go.

“might be easy, she has a crush on you, i heard from sunoo.” it was jay who revealed this information as he overheard a bit of their conversation.

even better, heeseung thought to himself. he was just shocked you haven’t approached him yet. a devilish smirk came to be. must be introverted and shy.

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meanwhile, you don’t know how much time has passed, but you were enjoying your time with lara, her friends and ni-ki.

“i have to go to the bathroom!” you announced.

“no eunjin, don’t break the seal!” one of the girls teased, but you couldn’t help it. you were only halfway done with your second cup, kind of still with it—not too tipsy, but still with it, and your bladder was screaming.

lara asked if you needed help finding a bathroom, but you were fine with ni-ki’s directions giving you special permission to use one upstairs.

after your business, you checked yourself in the mirror, applying more lip gloss to your lips. thankfully your hair still looked good as when you first left the dorm. no frizz in sight. your short black jean skirt was still properly done and the black tight corset top you had on, helped align your figure more, and worked with the boobs you had.

leaving the bathroom, you hadn’t expected to run into no other than the lee heeseung.

“oop, i-i’m sorry.” you apologized with a slight bow.

“it’s okay cutie.” he smiled when you looked up to him. “eunjin right?” he asked and you nodded. you tucked a piece of your hair behind your ear. you’ve imagined talking to him so many times, even thought about how you would get him to bed. turns out, it actually was easy as you thought.

“heard you had a little crush on me, huh?” he teased. you don’t know how he found that out, but you decided that was a problem for another time.

you ended up in a room upstairs with heeseung, and as soon as he shut and locked the door, he leaned in to kiss you.

you kissed him back immediately, wrapping your arms around his neck, has his hands went straight to your ass. he gave a light squeeze, your mouth opening slightly, inviting his tongue in.

you don’t know how long you made out with him, but you ended up straddling heeseung on the edge of the bed, grinding against his lap, his arms wrapped around you tightly. when you both finally came for air, and rested your foreheads together, you could only think about how soft his lips were.

heeseung could only think about how good you felt and how much better you were about to feel to him.

“suck me off.” heeseung didn’t even ask, basically demanded. but you had no problem with complying.

he helped unbutton his belt and pants, only enough to free his cock waiting for your mouth. he twirled a piece of your hair around his finger, licking his lips.

you got straight to sucking him off, bracing your hands on his thighs to balance yourself. heeseung saw stars. his right hand went straight into your hair, his left balancing himself on the bed as he whimpered at the feeling of your mouth wrapped around him. you even had some tricks up your sleeve—or rather your mouth—and he wondered how in the fuck did you know how to do that.

he was coming—close. he abruptly pulled you up by your arm, and apologized if he was a little rough. “don’t wanna come in your mouth pretty.” he smiled, and gestured for you to lay on the bed.

he was skilled, wrapping up in a condom, and pulling down your panties and hiking your skirt up to your waist. he kissed each of your thighs once.

heeseung wanted nothing but to have his head between your legs, but if he did, he was coming too quick and wouldn’t be able to fuck you right. he wanted his dick wet with your pussy clamped around him.

he hovered over you, as confusion clouded your face. he wasn’t going to go down on you, you thought. you were too nervous to ask.

heeseung kissed you once on the lips, a quick peck, and nuzzled his face in your neck.

he could literally combust as soon as he put his tip in. without warning, he emptied every inch of him in you, your walls immediately clamping down, and a gasp escaping your lips, and then a moan from the back of your throat.

“shit, you feel so good around me, pretty.” he moaned and slowly began thrusting, looking down at were you met, only causing him to want to thrust harder and faster to chase his high.

heeseung sat up, wrapping your legs around his waist, as he began pounding you intensely, your bodies and moans the only sounds that could be heard from the room.

heeseung wasn’t going to last much longer with the way you were gripping him.

he loved the way those sounds came out your mouth. the moans, whimpers, groans, and his name. “that’s right pretty, i’m the one making you feel this good.” he groaned, and his hands tightened on your things. his finger reached down between you both, as he rubbed your clit. your head tilted backwards as you bit down on your lip to quiet some of the sounds.

heeseung tsked. “i want to hear how good i am making you feel. i don’t give a damn who hears.” he added pressure to your clit.

your pussy clamped up, and your hands gripped his forearms, and he was thankful he could feel your own orgasm coming.

“that’s it pretty, come for me.” heeseung called out, and soon, your legs and hands gripped him tighter as you moaned out his name. heeseung bent down to cover you as he thrusted even harder if possible as he came and whimpered into your neck.

both of you breathing hard, heeseung kissed your neck, chin, cheek, then your lips with a smile, trying to catch his breath.

when he pulled out, both of you groaned from the loss of feeling one another, and as heeseung took off the condom to toss, you hurriedly got up and went to the bathroom.

heeseung sat up on his elbows confused, but then remembered girls gotta pee after sex or some shit to prevent utis. usually girls would be too tired to even get out of bed, giving him endless praises of how that was the best sex of their life.

after that usually came the, “can we cuddle” or “can i get your number for next time,” which heeseung would always deny and state he only slept with girls once to prevent any clinginess from them (didn’t always work though). so, heeseung was prepared for the same talk with you, although it felt funny to him to have to tell you that.

as you finished in the bathroom, heeseung had only wished he hadn’t drink as much as he did, so he could’ve lasted a lot longer. he wanted to be between your legs, and worship your body as it should have been, but as soon as he kissed you, he knew he had to be inside you. shameful he only fucked you for about 10 minutes rather than hours.

he pulled up his boxers and pants and was buckling his belt when you came out the bathroom with a smile on your face.

here it goes, he thought, but before he could reject you, you said,

“thank you, heeseung.” and left.

just like that.

︶꒦꒷♡꒷꒦︶

time passed, as you eventually made your way back downstairs to lara, a knowing look on her face as she whispered how she saw heeseung go up after you. she wanted every detailed, and you promised to give it to her at the dorm. first, you needed a strong ass drink.

it was almost 2:30 am so this would probably be your last drink before heading back to the dorms.

you and lara walked into the kitchen, and jay was back to making drinks and you couldn’t be more thankful.

“i just need something strong and good.” you told him. when you asked about ni-ki, jake laughed and said sunoo and jungwon had to take him back to the dormitory as he had a little too much to drink.

you laughed and welcomed the drink jay made you and at that time, heeseung made his way back down to the party. still in a daze and shock he was.

when he saw you were in the kitchen with his friends, he was a little relieved. cause then maybe with you still being here, it meant you would find a way to cling to him the rest of the night, and then ask for his number cause it was just the best night of your life.

but it didn’t happen.

you stayed next to jake and lara, and mingled with every one of his frat brothers, but him. you even laughed at something sunghoon said. heeseung drowned his 5th or 6th cup for the night, and when sunghoon told him to slow down, he was just given side eyes and “i’m fine.”

you barely looked his way. he even purposely came by jake, pretending he was grabbing something, but instead of leaning towards him, you gave him space,

at 3:00 am on the dot, you and your roommate were on your way out the frat, with a few other people.

while walking to your dorm, lara asked for details as she couldn’t wait any longer.

you sighed and shrugged. “it was good, nothing special. i gave him head, he fucked me, we both came, at least he knew where the clit was, end of story.”

“he didn’t even go down on you? finger you?” lara screeched and you shook your head no.

“next time, go for the muncher of the group.”

₍ᐢ. .ᐢ₎ ₊˚⊹♡

[svnoohe4rts]

GAME OVER ! ― part one

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↳ PAIRING: lee heeseung x fembodied!reader

↳ SUMMARY: by accidentally ruining heeseungs chances of getting laid, you slowly but successfully start tearing down his reputation. heeseung, however, isn’t going to let it pass that easily.  

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HEESEUNG COULDN’T EXACTLY PINPOINT THE EXACT MOMENT THE TWO OF YOU BECAME ENEMIES.

To him, it didn’t really matter. He didn’t even really see you as an enemy to begin with, you were just an extremely easy target, making it almost too easy for him to annoy - sometimes even humiliate you throughout the years; something he enjoyed doing maybe a little too much.

You, on the other hand? You knew exactly when Heeseung became your number one enemy.

You’d like to think that if Heeseung never slipped you that note in math class back in middle school, maybe you and Heeseung wouldn’t be where you were today. But sadly, Heeseung did slip you that note in math class and twelve-year-old you stupidly opened that note.

Maybe if you just threw that note away instead of reading it, you wouldn’t have to go through years of enduring Lee Heeseungs stupid ways of ticking you off. Maybe, just maybe, you would have avoided the incident that changed your and Heeseungs relationship for all eternity. But you were twelve years old, after all, and which twelve-year-old wouldn’t become curious if the cutest boy in their class slipped them a note?

Well, curiosity killed the cat. It didn’t make sense as to why the whole class was looking at you in anticipation, nor did it make sense as to why Lee Heeseung had just slipped you a note asking you to go out with him. He had never paid much attention to you before, so why would he suddenly be asking you, someone who he’d spoken to about three times in total, out?

Oh, how you wished it would’ve stayed that way.

The picture of his stupid grin as you walked up to him after class was practically burned into your mind at this point, holding the note in your hands as you told him your answer. Of course you said yes, who wouldn’t? 

And as his loud laugh, the laugh you swore made your stomach turn inside out, echoed through the hallway, pointing his finger at you with his friends laughing alongside him; Lee Heeseung became your number one enemy.

Your classmates got over the whole thing quickly, only having to endure a couple of days of their endless teasing about you actually believing he was serious when he asked you out. Middle school was hectic, and by the following Monday morning, the whole school had long forgotten about your embarrassment. Heeseung, however? He was not going to forget about it that easily.

The look on your face as he told you it was just a joke was something Heeseung would remember for the rest of his life. The way your ears turned red from sheer embarrassment and how you quickly ran off with your hair covering your face, was most definitely the funniest thing 12-year-old him had experienced; not even Sunghoon tripping on his own shoelaces during soccer practice could beat the look on your face.

That’s when Heeseung made it his number one goal in life to make your life as miserable as possible.

And he most certainly did not disappoint. From shaking your bottle of coke during lunch without you noticing it only for you to get sprayed the second you twisted the lid open, to accidentally tripping you in the hallways; he did all of it, just to see the furious expression on your face.

As high school came around, you couldn’t be more relieved. After having to put up with Heeseung for years on end, you would finally be free; a completely new school, with new friends, new teachers, and most importantly, no Heeseung.

But as you walked through the doors of what you had pictured as heaven, a place where you could finally breathe without having to look behind your shoulder every step you took; your whole world came crumbling down and so did your dreams of having a peaceful high school experience. 

With his stupid grin and his hands shoved down the pockets of his jeans, Lee Heeseung stared at you as you walked through the doors; the sparkle in his stupid doe eyes telling you everything you needed to know. At that moment, it became clear to you that getting rid of Heeseung wouldn’t be as easy as you had originally thought.

Not only did you have to endure another four years of Heeseung endless torment, but the boy also had decided to step it up compared to his childish middle school tactics. You were now in high school, and tripping you in the hallways no longer sounded appealing to Heeseung. So with his newfound status as a popular high school boy, he decided to do what people with that kind of status do best; spreading rumors.

As the news reached everyone else, it also eventually reached you. The news got everyone whispering as you walked down the halls, small giggles leaving the girls' lips and boys rolling their eyes as you walked by; leaving you completely clueless.

Until the amazing news of you being all over Heeseung at a party he attended the weekend before, a party you never even sat foot in; a party you didn’t even know existed reached you that being said. You had been quick to storm off, looking for the culprit himself, only for him to laugh in your face as you approached him. Apparently seeing the furious look on your face was amusing to him, like he hadn’t just ruined your entire high school experience. ‘’What? I’m not going to hook up with you if that’s why you’re here, I thought I made that clear at the party.’’ Had been his exact words, that shit-eating grin accompanying his words as he spoke.

For the entire four years, the four years that were supposed to be the prime time of your youth, that one rumor haunted you. All thanks to Lee Heeseung, your teenage fantasy came crashing down two weeks into your freshman year; no one forgot about the fact that 16-year-old you had tried getting in someone's pants the second you entered high school, not even four years later when the 18-year-old you graduated. 

So when you entered college, you knew better than to expect a peaceful college experience. In some way, you were thankful you had mentally prepared yourself for Lee Heeseung to magically appear. Because if you hadn’t, you probably would’ve gone insane the moment you realized that Lee Heeseung would as a matter of fact be attending the very same college as you.

Something you however forgot to prepare yourself for, the most important thing to every boy attending college; what they would personally describe as the prime of their youth - fraternities.

Now, the fraternities itself wasn’t really the problem.

Sure, you never found it very appealing, not really understanding the thrill of living with a bunch of other men which you would call your brothers and using the precious fratboy term as an excuse for their shitty grades. Everything for the brotherhood, right?

But no, that still wasn’t the problem. The problem?

Lee Heeseung. More specifically, Lee Heeseung joining a fraternity.

With his tall figure and the doe eyes that every girl seemed to love, it wasn’t exactly hard for Heeseung to join a fraternity, any fraternity as a matter of fact. The fraternities wanted Heeseung more than Heeseung wanted them it seemed, while the other boys had to fight for their lives to prove themselves worthy, to even get to the recruitment part - Heeseung had every single fraternity in his Instagram DMs; practically begging him to join them.

And so he did. 

Overnight, Heeseung went from the cute, lanky popular high school boy to your typical frat boy. He was still the very same Heeseung, he still wore the same grin as he walked down the hallways and he still wore the same dangly earring in his left ear; the same earring he had worn every day ever since he was a freshman in high school. Most importantly, however, was the fact that he was still the very same jerk, just worse. Much worse.

You guessed that it was the frat boy status that got to his head, when the attention he already received during his high school years almost tripled. Maybe it was all thanks to the number of people that showed up to the parties Heeseung and his stupid fraternity threw.

Which brings you to your current situation, sitting on a couch in someone's living room with loud music blasting through the room - a red cup in one of your hands and a very drunk girl hanging off your other arm. You had stopped listening to the girl rambling a long time ago, tuning out her voice as you sipped on the alcoholic beverage you had grabbed from some random kid standing in the kitchen.

You had no idea who the drunk girl sitting beside you was, nor did you know how much she had had to drink. But judging from the way she had practically tripped on nothing but air and from the way she had giggled with her eyes half shut when she apologized, she definitely had one too many drinks that night.

Not only had she clung onto your arm like the two of you had known each other for years, like you were a friend she hadn’t seen in a long time - when in reality, you had never even seen her before; but she also decided to go on a long rant. What the rant was about, however, was something you could not answer.

You were already uncomfortable as it was, being dragged to a party against your own will. Not necessarily because you didn’t feel like going to a party, no, that wasn’t the case.

You enjoyed partying. It was fun and you usually had a blast, as long as there was no one around to ruin your night. That special someone being no other than Lee Heeseung, of course. And with tonight's party being hosted by no other than Lee Heeseung and his stupid fraternity, you just couldn't bring yourself to enjoy it.

How could you, when Heeseung was lingering right around the corner, ready to ruin your whole night with a simple grin?

And an incredibly drunk girl telling you her whole life story only made the party even less appetizing. ‘’But I just don’t know how to get his attention, like why is he after my best friend and not me?’’ The girl whined beside you, causing you to hum in response; pretending like you were actually listening to anything she was saying as you scanned the room, looking for a way out of the situation you currently found yourself in.

‘’Do you have any tips for me? To like, get his attention or something’’

‘’Get who’s attention?’’

You immediately realized what you had just said, your eyes widening as your gaze shifted over to the girl now leaning on your shoulder. You practically just gave it away that you hadn’t been listening to a single word that had left her lips for the past thirty minutes.

She just stared at you for a moment with her eyebrows furrowed together, her eyelids still heavy before a giggle left her lips. ‘’Heeseung, stupid! I’ve been talking about him the entire night, were you not listening to me?’’

An uncomfortable chuckle left your lips as you shifted your gaze away from the girl once again as she playfully hit your arm. ‘’No, I have,’’ You tried defending yourself. ‘’I just forgot his name and needed you to remind me.’’

You almost laughed at your own lie as soon as it left your lips. Like you needed any reminding of who Lee Heeseung was. The girl beside you, however, seemed to believe your lie as yet another giggle trailed off her lips. ‘’Don’t be silly, I know you know who he is!’’ 

Her words caused you to once again look her way, now it was your turn to furrow your eyebrows in confusion. She just looked up at you with a grin spread across her lips, still holding onto your arm. ‘’What do you mean?’’ You asked. There was no way this random girl knew that you had known Heeseung almost your entire life, considering the fact that you only met her for the first time tonight. ‘’Well,’’ She sighed, finally letting go of your arm as she sat up straight for the first time since she slumped down next to you.

‘’I know you hooked up with him back in high school or whatever,’’

Your jaw almost hit the floor as soon as the words left her lips. When did the rumor of you allegedly trying to hook up with him turn into you actually hooking up with him? ‘’I what?’’ You almost stuttered as you spoke, the shock causing you to stumble over your own words. She nodded eagerly, the same grin still plastered on her lips. ‘’C’mon, it’s not like it’s a secret! Everyone knows you were like, one of the first girls he ever hooked up with,’’

You almost felt the need to pinch yourself, trying to figure out if this was some sick joke or not. One of the first girls he hooked up with? ‘’No, I never h-’’

‘’You don’t have to act like you didn’t, I mean, look at him! Who wouldn’t want to hook up with him?’’ She interrupted you before you even had a chance to deny the words coming out of her mouth, a sigh trailing off her lips as she finished speaking; her head hitting your shoulder once again. ‘’Isn’t he just so dreamy?’’

With one of her arms now extended, her index finger pointed toward something, or someone in the crowd. Your eyes followed her finger, your eyes eventually landing on the one and only, Heeseung himself.

Leaning against the wall, one hand shoved down the front pockets of his black jeans and a cap sitting on top of his head; his upper body leaning down as he spoke to the girl standing right in front of him. You could see him grinning as he whispered something into the girl's ear, the grin you swore you hated more than anything on the entire planet, causing you to clench your jaw in disgust the second he trailed his fingertips up and down the poor girl's bare arm, the girl you assumed to be the drunk girl sitting beside you’s best friend. 

Not only had he made people believe you tried hooking up with him, but apparently that the two of you actually hooked up. A sour taste filled your mouth as you saw the girl across the room giggle into his touch, his eyes glued to her like she was the most delicious thing he had ever seen. 

The lustful look on his face only made you even angrier. Someone needed to humble him, and they needed to humble him badly. ‘’So do you have any tips or not? Since you’ve already been with him, you probably know what he likes and stu-’’

‘’He’s shit in bed.’’

The words slipped out of your mouth before you could even think, taking yourself by surprise. Instant regret hit you, fighting against the urge to slap yourself across the face as you realized what had just left your lips. You could tell by the way the girl suddenly sat up straight that your words surprised her just as much as they had surprised you. ‘’What?’’

You considered just laughing off, telling her you were just joking and that she should just go for it. But with your eyes still glued to Heeseung standing across the room with his hand now placed firmly on her waist, disgust once more filled your senses. That’s when the idea popped into year head. ‘’Yeah, like he’s really bad, he has no idea what he’s doing,’’ You continued speaking, looking over at the now shocked girl.

Her eyelids were no longer droopy like they had been a few minutes earlier, her eyes now wide open as she stared at you in pure shock. ‘’But,’’ She stuttered, almost like she refused to believe your words. ‘’Everyone says he’s like a sex god or something!’’ She blurted out. A dry chuckle left your lips as you shook your head. ‘’Heeseung? He’s the furthest thing possible from a sex god.’’

The girl sitting beside you only stared at you for a moment, her lips parted in shock before leaning back on the couch; mumbling something indistinctive under her breath. ‘’Are you sure? The two of you hooked up in high school after all, maybe he’s gotten better?’’

Your eyes darted over to the wall which Heeseung was leaning against once again, a small grin forming on your lips as you spotted him now pressing kisses against the girl's neck. ‘’We’ve hooked up in college too,’’ You let out. ‘’And he’s still just as bad.’’

If Heeseung got to ruin your reputation, not only in high school but apparently in college as well, it was only fair that you got to tear his reputation down as well. What could such a little lie possibly do to his indestructible reputation, anyways?

The girl beside you let out a gasp before slapping one of her hands over her mouth, her eyes darting over to Heeseung as well. ‘’But there’s just no way,’’ She mumbled, leaning forwards as she kept her eyes glued on the boy standing across the room. ‘’Like bad how, exactly?’’

‘’Like can’t make girls cum at all type of bad.’’

Another gasp left the girl's lips as you brought the red cup you had been holding in your hand this entire time to your lips, a small smile still plastered on your lips as you sipped on the alcohol. ‘’But everyone says he’s amazing,’’ She mumbled, her eyes gaze shifting over to you. Another chuckle left your lips as you shook your head in response. ‘’Well, that’s just what Heeseung wants everyone to believe,’’ You replied, leaning back on the couch.

‘’Have you ever heard another girl saying that he’s good?’’

Your eyes met the girl's eyes, silence falling upon the two of you for a moment as she thought about your question. You had no idea if she was just drunk and going with whatever you were saying or if she had actually never heard another girl saying that Lee Heeseung was in fact a sex god, but you had to hold back a laugh as she shook her head in disbelief. ‘’You’re right, I don’t think I have.’’

Was he really that bad?

‘’Exactly.’’ You chuckled. ‘’He just wants everyone to believe he’s some type of sex god, when in reality he doesn’t even know how to finger a girl.’’

In reality, you had no idea what Heeseung was like in bed. As a matter of fact, you didn’t even want to know; but you could sure as hell pretend like you knew. And in your head, his good looks were incredibly deceiving as there was actually no way Lee Heeseung knew how to satisfy a girl. Not with that foul mouth of his.

‘’Oh my god,’’ the girl mumbled under her breath, her eyes still wide from the sudden shock of having her whole image of the Lee Heeseung being ripped to pieces. ‘’I can’t let my best friend hook up with him then!’’ Her words made you chuckle as you looked over at Heeseung once again. 

A small smirk formed on your lips as you watched the girl stumbling across the room, making her way towards where her best friend and Heeseung were standing; his head dipped in the crock of her neck. The girl grabbed her friend's arm, the way she practically ripped her away from Heeseung's grip almost made you laugh out loud as you watched Heeseung stare at the two walking away from him with a confused look plastered on his face.

Game over, Lee Heeseung.

‘’You what?’’

The boy sitting in front of you almost choked on his drink as you told him what had gone down the previous weekend. ‘’I hope I ruined his chances of getting laid that night.’’ You chuckled as you shook your head, remembering the look on Heeseungs face as his potential hook up was ripped away from him. 

‘’This isn’t about him getting laid or not Y/N, why would you even tell someone you hooked up with him in the first place? Like the rumor wasn’t bad as it was,’’ Sungchan exclaimed, his eyes wide as he stared at you. You just rolled your eyes in response, crossing both your arms over your chest.

Sungchan wasn’t wrong. He had been there with you in high school when Heeseung first started spreading the rumor of you being all over him at some party. Sungchan was also the only one who believed you when you said it wasn’t true, considering the fact that he had been with you the entire night you were supposedly at the party as Heeseung claimed you were. 

‘’The girl was drunk, like out of her mind drunk. I don’t think she even remembers speaking to me.’’

The boy sitting across the table from you let out a sigh, shaking his head. ‘’It’s gonna bite you in the ass, I’m telling you.’’ He mumbled, raising both his eyebrows as he spoke. You just stared at him, shooting him a sarcastic smile. ‘’C’mon, you can’t deny that it was a good way of ruining his night though.’’

A chuckle left Sungchans lips as he leaned forwards, wrapping his fingers around the drink placed in front of him. ‘’I guess it was.’’ His words caused a grin to form on your lips, leaning forwards; wrapping your own hands over his which was still wrapped around the plastic bottle. ‘’Of course it was, otherwise I wouldn’t have done it smartass.’’

Sungchan chuckled as he spotted the playful grin on your face, pushing your hands off his own. ‘’Careful, you don’t want people thinking you’re trying to get me into bed as well.’’

You met Sungchan in biology class on the first day of your freshman year in high school. The Sungchan you met back then however, was nothing like the Sungchan sitting in front of you now. 

The Sungchan you met back in high school was nothing but a quiet, introverted and awfully shy kid. You, however, were so excited to make new friends that you had practically forced yourself onto the poor boy as you got assigned to sit next to him in biology. 

Looking back, you almost cringed whenever your mind flashed back to your first encounter with the boy. He had stared at you like you were crazy for talking to him, something you completely missed back then. You were just so excited to make new friends, someone who didn’t know you from middle school.

But no matter how cringe it was looking back at it, you were thankful you actually did speak to him. And you knew Sungchan was just as thankful. In a way, Sungchan had you to thank for turning him into the boy sitting in front of you today. 

Only within the first couple of months of your blossoming friendship Sungchan went from the introverted and lanky high school kid to this new almost extroverted and cheerful kid. Not necessarily because you were the most extroverted kid ever, but mainly because the friendship the two of you shared was so genuine. It was his first time ever sharing that kind of friendship with someone, as well as your first time.

Rolling your eyes once again at his witty reference, you playfully hit his arm. ‘’In your wildest dreams.’’

Not only had your best friend dramatically changed in terms of personality, but lookswise as well. He was no longer that lanky, almost awkward looking boy he used to be, he was more mature looking now. Sure, he still had that boyish look to him, but it was nothing compared to what he used to look like. 

His shoulder had gotten significantly broader and his jawline had gotten more defined as the years passed, and you almost even dared to call him handsome. 

Or you knew he was. There was no dancing around it, he was attractive. And if it wasn’t because of the relationship the two of you shared, maybe you would’ve actually considered hooking up with him one day; if you weren’t best friends, that being said. But you were, and there was no way you’d ever even consider it.

You realized you had been staring at the boy sitting across from you for a little too long, snapping out of your wandering thoughts as you unlocked your phone laying on the table in front of you to check the time. ‘’I need to go, I need to use the bathroom before my next class starts.’’

Sungchan nodded in response, shooting the drink in front of him across the table, the plastic bottle grabbing your attention; a confused look plastered on your face it slid across the table. ‘’Take it, in case you get thirsty during class.’’

A small grin replaced the confused look on your face as you stood up, grabbing the already half-empty drink. ‘’Be careful, we don’t want people to think you’re in love with me or something.’’ You winked, causing Sungchan to roll his eyes as he pretend to gag. ‘’Don’t make me take it back,’’ he warned you, causing you to quickly shove it down your bag. ‘’See you after class, Chan!’’ You exclaimed, already walking away from the table; waving him goodbye with a smirk on your face, watching as he shook his head before going back to eating his food.

With one earbud placed inside of your ear and the other hanging down your body, you walked through the hallways; music blasting through your headphones as you made your way toward the bathrooms.

The hallways were almost always empty at this time of the day, with every student busy eating their lunches. Lunchtime was always your favorite time of the day, mainly because you got to hang out with Sungchan but also because everything felt almost peaceful.

No one could've prepared you for how noisy college would be. You thought nothing could top the high school corridors, with a bunch of teenage boys yelling and fighting each other in the hallways and girls giggling while gossiping about something on their phones. You were fully convinced that college would be nothing like that, because when you enter college you’re no longer a kid. You’re grown, and the boys no longer fight in the hallways and the girls no longer stand huddled together against the lockers.

You were wrong.

Even though it was nothing like it was in high school, the boys no longer argued about football practice, and the girls no longer gossiped about the cute boys; in a way, maybe it was just like high school. But football got replaced by arguments consisting of when they should host their next frat party and the giggling about cute boys got replaced by gossiping about how the fratboys fucked their brains out. 

Maybe college was just like high school after all. But that’s why you appreciated lunchtime, because the hallways felt awfully quiet for the first and only time during the day. Today, for example.

You couldn’t help but nod your head to the beat of the song blasting through your headphones, enjoying the peace and quiet as you walked down the empty hallway. That was until you heard distant arguing over your loud music, that being said.

Just as you were about to turn the corner, your steps came to a halt. Your eyebrows furrowed together as you slowly pulled your earbud out of your ear, lowering the volume as you tried to make out where the arguing came from; wanting to avoid bumping into a group of friends arguing, or even worse - a couple arguing.

That’s when you heard a familiar voice. The voice made you raise your eyebrows, your lips parting as you pressed your back against the lockers behind you; trying your best to hide yourself so the people arguing further down the hall wouldn’t notice your presence.

You listened intensely, trying your best to make out what the people were saying. But most of all, you were desperately trying to figure out whose familiar voice it was you were hearing. It was a voice you knew all too well, and the voice almost sent shivers down your spine, yet you just couldn’t figure out who it belonged to. 

You know you shouldn’t look, you really shouldn’t. It’s none of your business, and you don’t want to make it your business either. But curiosity got the best of you and you can’t help but slowly peek from behind the lockers as discreetly as you possibly can, only to get a glimpse of the people arguing.

As soon as your eyes land on the figures standing further down the hall you realize just why the voice sounded so familiar to you. His lanky figure was leaning against the lockers, a girl standing in front of him with her back facing you, playing with her fingers nervously behind her back. You immediately recognized the boy as Heeseung, and the girl, well, as the girl from the party the previous weekend.

The girl you had ruined his chances of getting into bed with.

Your back hit the lockers behind you once again as you slapped your hand over your mouth to prevent a gasp from leaving your lips, your eyes wide as you realized the situation unfolding right in front of you.

You couldn’t help but notice the look in his eyes during the quick glance you got at him. His big doe eyes were no longer sparkling like they normally did, no, instead he almost looked sad. Something you had never seen before, something you didn’t even think Heeseung was capable of feeling.

‘’I just don’t get it Yunjin,’’ Heeseung let out, both frustration and hurt lingering in his voice as he spoke. You discreetly peeked your head around the lockers once again, trying your best to remain quiet so they wouldn’t notice you literally spying on their ongoing discussion. Heeseung dragged one of his hands through his hair in annoyance, his eyes still glued to the shorter girl standing in front of him.

‘’It’s just, I don’t think this is going to work out,’’ The girl whose name you noted to be Yunjin let out nervously, still playing with her fingers behind her back. ‘’But why? Where is this coming from?’’ Heeseung pressed, his eyebrows slightly furrowed together as he spoke.

Your lips slightly parted as you listened to the two speaking, your eyebrows slightly furrowing together as well as you tried figuring out what was going on. What was Heeseung doing standing in the middle of the hallway during lunchtime, arguing with the girl from the party? Was he really that butthurt from her getting dragged away?

A sigh left Yunjins lips before she mimicked Heeseung's actions by running her fingertips through her hair as well. ‘’Look, Heeseung,’’ She mumbled, Heeseungs eyes still glued to her as he waited for her to continue speaking. ‘’I’m sure you’re a great guy and all, I mean, the past two weeks we’ve spent together has been great,’’

So she wasn’t just some random girl. The two of them had actually been seeing each other, your eyes widening as you realized what was going on. Were you about to witness Lee Heeseung getting dumped? ‘’It’s just that I’ve heard some things about you and I just no longer see you and me being a thing.’’

You had to hold back a gasp as the words trailed off her lips. You knew that if you made as much as one single noise, they both would hear you and Heeseung would’ve probably killed you for listening to their conversation; considering the look on his face, you knew this wasn’t the right time to mess with him. 

But you also couldn’t help but wonder what things she had heard about him. Maybe her friend actually did remember speaking to you and had told her everything you had told her, about how shitty he was in bed? You quickly disregarded the thought, remembering how incredibly drunk that poor girl had been. There was no way that your little lie was the reason behind this.

‘’What things? You can’t just tell me you want to stop seeing me because of something you heard, at least tell me what you’ve heard so I can clear things up!’’

Yet another sigh left Yunjins lips, her gaze meeting the ground. You could tell Heeseung was only getting more and more frustrated with the girl standing in front of him by the way he was now nibbling on his bottom lip. ‘’Just accept the fact that I don’t want to see you anymore, Heeseung.’’

If it wasn’t for the fact that you absolutely despised Heeseung, you would’ve felt bad for him. You could tell that her words hurt him and for a split second, you actually did feel the tiniest bit of compassion for him. That was until you realized it was Lee Heeseung, and the tiniest bit of compassion you had just felt went away. ‘’I need to go now,’’ Yunjin mumbled, picking up the bag she had placed beside her on the floor.

You watched as she walked past Heeeung, making her way down the opposite way of the hallway; Heeseungs lips parting like he was about to say something. He turned around, his back now facing you as he watched the girl make her way down the hallway but not a single word left his lips.

You should’ve turned around and left ages ago, yet you couldn’t force yourself to actually walk away; yet look away. Your eyes were still intensely watching Heeseung as he ran his fingers through his hair, letting out a loud curse as the girl went around the corner.

It wasn’t until Heeseung turned around and his eyes met yours you realized you were in fact still staring. Your eyes widened, quickly placing your back against the locker once again. You held your breath, praying that he hadn’t actually seen you peeking from behind the lockers, mumbling curses as you shut your eyes.

Suddenly, you heard him make his way down the hallway. You immediately opened your eyes as you realized his footsteps were approaching your end of the hallway, and not the opposite. You quickly grabbed your bag, sprinting the way you came; still mumbling curses as you ran down the hallway. 

It wasn’t until you reached the classroom where your next class was being held you slowed down, panting as you bent over, placing your hands on top of your thighs as you desperately tried to catch your breath. You looked behind you, scared that you would spot Heeseung standing there; but to your surprise, the hallway was completely empty. You let out a sigh of relief, placing your bag on the floor as you ran your fingertips through your hair.

You were thankful that it was still lunchtime and no one had seen you running down the hallways like your whole life depended on it, embarrassment washing over you as you realized that there was a possibility that anyone had seen you.

Including Heeseung.

The thought of Heeseung seeing you, spying on him and then running for your life made you want to sink through the ground. You prayed that he hadn't actually seen you and you had been quick enough for him to miss your eyes peeking from behind those lockers. You squeezed your eyes shut at the thought of Heeseung endlessly teasing you about it, making your life even more of a living hell.

By the time the first student arrived, you had managed to catch your breath and you were even able to shoot the other student a small smile as they greeted you. The small amount of sweat that had formed around your hairline however was still visible and you noticed how the student slightly furrowed their eyebrows together at the sight.

Wiping your forehead, you let out a sigh as you realized you didn’t even get to go to the bathroom. Spying on Heeseung and seeing him get dumped wasn’t as worth it as you originally thought as the urge to use the toilet crept upon you.

Lee Heeseung and his ways of constantly ruining your life. 

The picture of Heeseung getting brutally rejected kept lingering in your mind the following days. You had to hold back a laugh from leaving your throat every time the image of his furrowed eyebrows popped up in your mind, like right now for example; a small smile forming on your lips as the image of him running his hands through his hair in frustration once again flashed through your mind.

Not only had you caused Heeeung to not get laid, but you had also witnessed him getting dumped - all within the spawn of three days.

Some might call it luck, some may say it was unfortunate for him; but you? You’d like to call it karma. He had it coming, after all.

To your surprise, however, Heeseung hadn’t bothered you all week  - something that was incredibly unusual. Normally, he’d go out of his way at least once a day to annoy you, everything from some smart remark about the clothes you were wearing to blocking your locker. 

But every time you walked past him, he didn’t even look your way.

At first, it surprised you. You had prepared yourself for some remark of some sort as you spotted him walking in your direction. But the remark never came, instead he just simply passed by without even laying his eyes on you. It left you confused, purely because something like that hadn’t happened in years. And as the week passed, and Heeseung didn’t even look your way once; you started to feel accomplished instead of confused.

Maybe you truly did manage to humble him by ruining his chances of getting laid that night.

‘’Earth to Y/N,’’

Sungchans voice snapped you out of your thoughts, the image of Heeseung getting blurry as Sungchan waved one of his hands in front of your face; leaning over so he could get a better look at your face. You blinked your eyes, clearing your throat as you put the pencil you had unknowingly been chewing on down on the bed. A chuckle was heard coming from Sungchan. ‘’What are you thinking about?’’

His question almost caused a grin to form on your lips once again, shaking your head in response. ‘’Nothing important,’’ You replied, flashing him a taunting smile as you leaned back on your bed.

It wasn’t unusual for you and Sungchan to hang out after school. Normally, Chenle would join the two of you as well; if he wasn’t busy hanging out at the frat, that being said.

You had met Chenle through Sungchan. The two of them knew each other before you even met Sungchan, and even though they weren’t exactly friends they usually hung out in a group of other people through out middle school. It wasn’t until Chenle showed up at some high school party you and Sungchan had attended together, however, that you met him. 

That night had been the first time Chenle had ever gotten drunk and Sungchan was the only person he could recognize in his drunken state, which led to him following him around the whole night like a lost puppy. You had been there to help clean himself up after he had vomited in a bush outside the party, before he begged both you and Sungchan with tear-stained cheeks never to tell a single soul about what had happened. With a crying Chenle and with small giggles trailing off both your and Sungchans lips, a new friendship formed.

Chenle, to this very day, still denied that night ever happened. You weren’t sure if it was because he was still embarrassed about it, or if he just didn’t want his new frat buddies to find out about his miserable first experience of getting drunk. But one thing was for sure, he did not give up on his party life because of that minor incident. Which is why it didn’t come as a surprise to you when he decided to try getting into some of the fraternities the second he sat foot in college.

You were happy for him when he finally got into one of them, excited about all the parties he’d be able to get both you and Sungchan into with his new position as an official fratboy. But just like always, the universe seemed to have something personal against you when it turned out that Chenle had, as a matter of fact, gotten accepted into the very same fraternity as Lee Heeseung.

To make things even worse, the two of them became friends. Not only did they become friends, but good friends. Chenle hadn’t been around in high school like Sungchan had, therefore he didn’t exactly know the history you and Heeseung shared - even though you had told him about it multiple times. He always just shrugged it off, he never really understood why it was such a big deal anyways. To him, it was just a harmless rumor that hadn’t actually caused you any harm.

Maybe if he knew about the torment Heeseung had put you through ever since middle school, he would’ve actually understood why the rumor of you trying to get in his pants was a big deal.

‘’Whatever you say,’’ Sungchan mumbled, leaning against the headboard of your bed. ‘’Have you even been listening to what I’ve been saying?’’ You looked over at him, a small apologetic smile on your lips. Sungchan let out a groan as he spotted your smile, indicating that you hadn’t been listening to a single word that had left his lips.

‘’I asked you about the party tomorrow night.’’

Now it was your turn to let out a groan, leaning back so you were laying flat on your back. You put your hands over your face, rubbing your eyes in annoyance as your friend reminded you of the upcoming party. Chenle’s upcoming party. ‘’I really don’t want to go,’’ Your words came out muffled due to your hands covering your mouth as you spoke. ‘’You have to, it’s his birthday Y/N,’’ Sungchan argued, lightly slapping your legs; causing you to peak through your fingers.

The serious look on his face told you he wasn’t playing around. You stared at him for a moment before a sigh escaped your lips, letting your hands fall off your face. ‘’I know, I know.’’

It wasn’t that you didn’t want to attend your friend's birthday party. There was no way you’d actually miss it, he was one of your best friends after all; the only problem was that you knew you’d bump into Heeseung.

With Heeseung and Chenle being practically best friends, and with you and Chenle also being best friends, there was just no way you’d be able to avoid him. You were there to celebrate your friend, and so was he; leaving you with no other choice but to hang out with Lee Heeseung - against your will. ‘’You can’t avoid it just because Heeseung will be there,’’ Sungchan let out, his eyes still glued to you.

You rolled your eyes in response. ‘’I know and I won’t. I’m not going to miss my friend's birthday party just because he’s there.’’

Well, a part of you wanted to do exactly that. But you know that would make you a shitty friend, knowing how fed up Chenle already was with the relationship you and Heeseung shared. He just wanted the two of you to get along and not argue every time the two of you as much as walked by each other, how hard could it possibly be? 

Well, harder than he could possibly phantom. ‘’Whatever you say,’’ Sungchan mumbled once again, tearing his eyes off you as he picked up the notepad laying in front of him; placing it in his lap. ‘’You can just avoid him as much as you can and no one ends up getting hurt.’’ His words made a dry chuckle leave your lips. ‘’Like avoiding him is possible when Chenle is so far up his ass.’’

You could tell Sungchan was holding back a laugh by the way his lips almost twitched into a smile. He knows he shouldn’t laugh, he knows he should tell you off for speaking about your friend like that; but he also knows it is true. He knows Chenle views Heeseung like he’s some type of higher being, when in reality he’s just a jerk. But he fits the frat boy stereotype perfectly, and Chenle wanted nothing more than to fit right into that role as well. 

‘’Don’t worry, I’ll protect you from the big bad monster,’’ Sungchan playfully grinned at you, your lips parting before playfully kicking him in the arm, a chuckle trailing off his lips as he dodged your kick. ‘’You better, or he might come after you next.’’

Now standing in the hallway where your friend's birthday party was being hosted, you immediately regretted coming. The smell of men's perfume filled your nose the second you stepped into the house, making you scrunch your nose in disgust as the scent only continued to get worse. What did you expect of a house filled with nothing but boys?

‘’Do you want me to hand him the gift or do you want to do it?’ Sungchan mumbled into your ear as you walked through the already packed living room, greeting people as you walked past. ‘’You can do it, you were the one who bought it anyways.’’ You mumbled back, shooting a smile at some familiar faces in the crowd as you continued making your way through the crowd.

You had practically begged Sungchan to be the one buying him a gift, claiming you had no idea what to get a frat boy for his birthday. Not that Sungchan knew any better, but at least he was a man himself and had a somewhat better idea of what to get another boy his age for his birthday. He eventually decided to go with a nice bottle of whiskey, a bottle that you knew Chenle would proudly place on top of one of the shelves in his room as decoration. 

‘’Not only do I have to be the one buying it, but the one giving it to him as well?’’ Sungchan muttered into your ear, causing you to roll your eyes. You were about to argue back, but a loud yell coming from in front of you interrupted your thoughts. ‘’You made it!’’

Your eyes shifted over to the direction where the voice was coming from, a big smile spreading across your lips as you spotted Chenle making his way toward you. ‘’You really think I’d miss my best friend's birthday party? Who do you take me for?’’ You giggled as you felt his arms wrap around your body, pulling you into a tight hug. He slowly rocked your body back and forth, a chuckle trailing off his lips. ‘’I’m just joking, I know you wouldn’t.’’

You watched with a big smile on your lips as Chenle pulled the taller boy beside you into a tight hug as well, a chuckle trailing off your lips as the two slightly stumbled backward. ‘’Be careful, I don’t want to drop your birthday present,’’ Sungchan let out, pushing the shorter boy off himself with a chuckle trailing off his lips. An ironic gasp left Chenle’s lips as he spotted the brown bag Sungchan was holding in one of his hands.

‘’You got me a gift? Guys, you didn’t have to do that!’’

Sungchan only rolled his eyes in response as he handed him the bag, which he didn’t even bother wrapping before leaving for the party. With his shaky handwriting and a pen that almost didn’t even work, he had written ‘To: Chenle, From: Sungchan and Y/N’ across the brown paper bag. You had scolded him for it when you had met up with him, to which he only replied that you should’ve done it yourself if you weren’t pleased with his efforts.

Chenle was quick to tear the paper bag off, only to reveal a nice bottle of whiskey. This was the first time you even saw the bottle, putting your trust in Sungchan when he said he’d buy the fanciest bottle he could find. And he did not disappoint, it was a nice bottle. And judging by the way Chenle’s eyes lit up as he held the bottle up, you could tell he found it just as nice.

‘’Dude, I’m totally putting this in my room for everyone to see,’’ You had to stifle a laugh as the words trailed off his lips, confirming what you had originally thought. Maybe you knew your friend better than you thought. Before you knew it, you were pressed firmly against his chest once again; a squeal leaving your lips as he lifted you up into the air. ‘’Thank you so much,’’ He excitedly let out, refusing to put you down even though you were now giggling and playfully hitting his arm, begging him to put you down.

After Chenle ran off to show his friends the bottle he had just received, boosting about it being the nicest bottle he had ever seen, the night went on.

You stayed by Sungchans side the entire night, chatting with each other over the loud music. Even though Sungchan was no longer the same awkward and introverted kid he once was, he still wasn’t the type to enjoy parties. He could appreciate the social aspect of it, but the drinking? Not so much. But Chenle had managed to get him to drink various drinks throughout the night, something Sungchan usually never did, but it was his best friend's birthday party after all; and who was he to refuse his requests?

‘’When do you think they’re bringing out the cake?’’ Sungchan let out, his eyes scanning the packed room from the corner where the two of you were standing. A chuckle left your lips as your eyes scanned the room as well, spotting Chenle dancing in the crowd. ‘’Not anytime soon,’’ You sighed, taking a sip of the alcohol Chenle had poured you. ‘’Then I have time to run to the bathroom,’’ Sungchan mumbled beside you, placing his cup on the table beside him. You only nodded in response, your eyes darting over to look at him again.

‘’Just be quick,’’ You let out to which he chuckled. ‘’Are you scared the big scary monster is going to get you?’’ He smirked at you, causing you to roll your eyes at the mention of Heeseung. ‘’You’re so funny.’’ You let out, glaring at him as he winked at you before disappearing into the crowd.

Your eyes scanned the room once again, the small smile returning to your lips as you watched Chenle dancing across the room. For a moment, you considered joining him; it was his birthday after all, and he looked like he was having way more fun than you judging by the big smile on his face as he danced with his friends.

Speaking of Heeseung, you had yet to even see him.

The thought, however, barely even crossed your mind before you felt a strong grip around your wrist. You didn’t even get to look at the person who was now holding onto your wrist before you were suddenly dragged up the stairs leading to the second floor, the second floor which Chenle had made very clear was off limits.

‘’I mean it, do not go on the second floor,’’ The serious look on his face as he told you had almost made you laugh, like he was telling you the most serious thing ever. ‘’I wasn’t planning on going up there begin with.’’ You chuckled, raising one of your eyebrows. Chenle let out a sigh before shaking his head. ‘’No, I mean it Y/N,’’

‘’Do not go on the second floor.’’

This time, you could no longer hold back your laughter. Chenle just rolled his eyes at your reaction, getting annoyed that you weren’t taking him seriously. ‘’I’m serious,’’ He whined, watching as you bent over the bed laughing, holding your stomach. ‘’The boys hate when people go up there and they’d literally kill me if they ever found out my friends went up there.’’

The boys, as he liked to refer to them as, were in fact his fellow frat buddies. You wiped your eyes, rolling them before shaking your head. ‘’Don’t worry, you can tell the boys that I wasn’t planning on it.’’

Well, you weren’t. But with the person now dragging you up the stairs, you had no other choice than to follow them as their grip around your wrist was stronger than you; despite your desperate efforts to try to snatch your arm away. The darkness made it almost impossible for you to see who the person was, which only made you even more nervous.

‘’What the fuck,’’ You let out as you reached the top floor, the person in front of you finally letting go of your wrist. ‘’What are you doing?’’ You exclaimed, your gaze darting down to look at your wrist which was now slightly throbbing in pain from the steady grip. ‘’No, what the fuck are you doing?’’

You recognized the voice faster than you would’ve liked. Your eyes immediately darted back up, only to come face to face with Heeseung. Your eyes slightly widened as you scanned his face, his eyebrows furrowed together and his lips pressed into a thin line; he was angry. He was really, really angry. 

A chuckle trailed off your lips after a second of nothing but silence. ‘’Careful dragging me up here, people might think you’re trying to fuck me.’’ You hissed at him, knowing your words will only tick him off even more. 

Over the years, you learned how to bite back whenever he tried getting on your nerves. The first time you had talked back, his eyes had widened for a split second; something he never expected you to do. But as the years passed, it no longer surprised him and now he found himself laughing in your face at your desperate attempts to defend yourself.

Only he didn’t laugh this time.

‘’Everyone already seems to think we’ve fucked so it doesn’t really matter, does it?’’

Another dry chuckle left your throat. ‘’Your own lie biting you in the ass, Heeseung?’’ You glared at him, A sarcastic chuckle leaving his lips as he ran his hands through his hair in frustration, just like he had done when you witnessed him getting dumped; his eyes looking everywhere but at you. 

‘’Why are you telling people I can’t make a girl cum?’’

His eyes met yours as he finished speaking, his big doe eyes squinted as he stared at you. You just stared at him for a moment, both shock and amusement washing over you. So the girl had remembered what you had told her after all. And not only had she remembered, but the words had somehow reached Heeseung which meant that she was now telling other people about it.

‘’You haven’t even slept with me, so why the fuck would you even say that?’’ He continued as you only stood there, staring at him while trying to process what had happened. 

You had unknowingly spread a rumor about Lee Heeseung, the boy who once ruined your whole reputation by once spreading a rumor about you. 

‘’For the exact same reason you told the whole school I tried sleeping with you!’’

Heeseung clenched his jaw as he groaned, throwing his hands up in the air. ‘’Really? That was years ago now Y/N!’’ He exclaimed, his eyes still glued to you. ‘’Well since someone came to me claiming that we slept together the rumor still seems to be relevant,’’ You hissed, crossing your arms over your chest. Heeseung let out a curse under his breath as the words left your mouth, shaking his head in disbelief.

‘’You should be thankful, it’s not like it’s a bad rumor.’’ He hissed back. ‘’Are you kidding me? You made everyone believe I was some kind of attention whore,’’ You defended yourself. This was the first time you ever spoke about the whole rumor thing with Heeseung, and only now did you realize that he had no idea how his stupid rumor affected your high school years.

Heeseung once again let out a groan in annoyance. ‘’So you decided to make that rumor even worse by adding even more lies to it?’’ He spat at you. You shook your head in response, a small smile forming on your lips. ‘’No, I just did it so you wouldn’t get laid.’’

‘’Well now I won’t be getting laid ever again! Why would you tell Chaeryeong out of all people? She never knows how to keep her mouth shut!’’

You raised one of your eyebrows in confusion. You had no idea who Chaeryeong was, you had never even heard of her before; until it hit you. The girl you had told all about Heeseung and how incredibly bad he was in bed must’ve been Chaeryeong. Even though you felt like laughing in his face, you decided to not do so. You didn’t feel like putting your whole life on the line today.

‘’I’m going back downstairs.’’

You had already turned around as the words left your mouth, your back facing him as you made your way towards the stairs. However, Heeseung was not done with the conversation the two of you were having; causing him to once again grab onto your wrist, this time to prevent you from walking away.

You were about to curse him out, anger building up inside of you as you once again felt his tight grip around your wrist. The sound of someone coming up the stairs behind you, however, interrupted your thoughts.

You immediately looked over at Heeseung, fear replacing the previous angry expression you had worn on your face. Heeseung wore the exact same expression on his face, his face going pale as he remembered his own rule. He wasn’t even supposed to bring someone up there in the first place.

‘’Heeseung?’’

Your panic only grew as you recognized the voice as no other than Chanle’s. You kept your eyes glued on Heeseung, who only looked at you with the same amount of fear in his. You wanted to slap him across the face for not quickly thinking of a solution, for a way to avoid Chenle walking up the stairs and spotting the two of you; he had been the one who had dragged you up there after all. Not only did you not want your friend to see you standing alone with Lee Heeseung, but you knew he’d scold you for even going up there in the first place.

But Heeseung just stood there, not moving an inch - his grip on your arm only tightening for each second that passed.

‘’Bro, are you up here? We’re gonna bring out the cake soon,’’ Chenle’s voice only got closer which only contributed to your panic. You could tell Heeseung panicked as well judging by the way his eyes were now darting around the hallway, looking for a way out of the current situation he found himself in.

You were about to snatch your arm away, not wanting to stand around anymore, getting ready to quietly slip into one of the doors beside you. At this point you didn’t even care about the one rule Chenle had ordered you to follow, you’d much rather he found you in one of the bedrooms rather than him spotting you with Heeseung.

Heeseung, however, seemed to have other plans. Before you could even consider where to escape, you felt yourself being pulled to the side; almost causing a yelp to leave your throat as you suddenly felt Heeseung press his hand over your mouth.

Your back suddenly hit his chest, causing your eyes to widen. You had never been this close to Heeseung in your entire life and the fact that his hand was firmly placed over your mouth was stopping you from making as much as a single sound. Not only could you feel Heeseungs hot breath fanning across your neck, but the room he had just pulled you into was pitch black as well; making it impossible for you to even see your surroundings.

But judging by the way Heeseung had you pressed up again this chest, you figured the room couldn’t be that big. You knew Heeseung well enough to know that he would never hold you this close voluntarily. 

His touch sent shivers down your spine, and it most definitely wasn’t the type of shiver that sent butterflies flying in your stomach. No, you almost felt sick to your stomach as you realized it was the Lee Heeseungs hand placed over your mouth, his rough fingers touching your lips - and breathing down your neck.

‘’Don’t you dare make a single sound, okay?’’ He hissed into your ear, speaking so quietly that you almost didn’t even hear him. You only nodded in response, too scared to even utter a single breath.

The whole situation almost felt surreal to you. 

The closest you had ever been to Heeseung was whenever his hands ruffled through your hair or whenever he’d accidentally bump into you walking through the hallway, but other than that he always kept a safe distance from you. But there you were, closer to him than you had ever been before with your back pressed firmly against his chest - something you never thought would happen, nor was it something you had wished for.

You could hear footsteps approaching from outside the door, feeling the grip that Heeseung had on you tighten as they came closer. You weren’t too sure as to why he was holding onto you, almost like he expected you to run out of there if he let you go. Not that it mattered, you were too paralyzed by the whole situation to even consider moving anyways.

As you heard the footsteps slowly descend back down the stairs, you allowed yourself to breathe; grabbing onto Heeseungs hand that was still covering your mouth and ripping it away from your face. A gasp left your lips as you were finally able to breathe properly, slightly stumbling forwards, trying your best to get away from Heeseungs presence. 

‘’What the fuck!’’ You hissed at him, turning around to face him; not that you could see him. The room was still pitch black from Heeseung never turning on the light. Not that it really mattered, you hoped that he didn’t need to see the angry expression you wore on your face for him to understand how mad you were - the anger lingering in your voice speaking for itself.

But to your surprise, it seemed like Heeseung didn’t quite catch onto your hints as you once more felt his hot breath against your throat; causing your eyes to widen. ‘’I told you to be quiet,’’ He hissed into your ear, causing you to slightly panic now that you couldn’t see just how close he was standing to you.

You desperately put your hands on top of his chest, getting ready to push him away from you. Your panic only continued to grow as you felt him quickly grab onto both your hands, bringing them down to his side; his hands still holding onto yours. ‘’Why do you always have to be so goddamn difficult?’’

You swore you could feel his lips brush against the skin of your neck as he spoke, sending shivers against your spine once more. This time, however, you couldn’t exactly pinpoint what the feeling now rushing your body meant. You weren’t sure if being in the dark, pressed up against Heeseung had made you lose your mind or if your heart actually skipped a beat as his lips slightly touched your neck; you weren’t too sure if you wanted to find out either.

All you knew was that you needed to get out of there. And you needed to get out of there quickly.

But it seemed like your legs picked the perfect timing to deceive you, refusing to move as much as an inch as you stayed frozen to the spot; Heeseung still holding onto both your hands, now feeling his hot breath against your face. It wasn’t until a quiet chuckle escaped his lips that you realized you were still in fact staring at him, your eyes slowly adjusting to the dark. ‘’I can feel you staring at me, you know.’’ He whispered.

You wanted to scream. You wanted to throw yourself out of the door, get away from his presence; anything. Yet no matter how hard you tried to get your body to move, you simply just couldn’t. Not only was your body refusing to move, but your ability to speak also seemed to be gone as not a single word left your lips. Heeeung remained quiet for a second, before leaning even closer to you.

‘’Don’t tell me that’s your heart pounding?’’

His words only freaked you out even more as you realized that your heart was in fact pounding. You hadn’t even realized it until he pointed it out, turning you into even more of a nervous wreck. You weren’t sure if you were nervous because of your best friend almost catching you pressed up against Lee Heeseung, or if it was Heeseungs presence that made you nervous. Both options seemed equally bad to you.

Another chuckle trailed off Heeseung's lips as you failed to respond to his question. ‘’Never knew I had that effect on you,’’

Normally, you would’ve just rolled your eyes or told him to fuck off. But in a situation like this, in a completely dark room where you had no vision of your surroundings with him only moving closer and closer to you, those options were completely off the table. You wanted to tell him how wrong he was, that he did not have that effect on you, but your heartbeat definitely told not only Heeseung, but you as well, otherwise. 

You had been preoccupied with your own racing thoughts to even notice that he had let go of your hands, both of them now hanging by your sides. It wasn’t until you felt him place one of his hands on your face you realized that he had let go of them, his touch almost making you flinch.

A series of curses ran through your mind as you felt him place his thumb under your chin, tilting your face up; your eyes still wide from the shock. Maybe you were happy that he never turned on the light, you knew he’d endlessly tease you if he could see the look on your face. Although he didn’t even need to see your face, the faint sound of your pounding heart told him enough.

You felt his head dip in between your neck and shoulder, the feeling of his lips brushing against your skin causing you to let out a gasp. ‘’Should’ve told me sooner and you wouldn’t have to lie about sleeping with me.’’ He mumbled, his lips finally meeting your skin.

Upon his rough lips meeting the skin of your neck, you grabbed onto the surface right beside you, your hand coming into contact with a sink; making you realize you were in a bathroom. 

You had no idea how you ended up in this situation. You had no idea how the fuck you ended up in a bathroom with Lee Heeseung, the person you swore you hated more than anyone else on this entire planet, with his lips leaving wet kisses down your neck. What you did know, however, was the fact that you desperately needed to get out of there.

Heeseung wasn’t going to let you get away that easily though. Almost like he read your mind, he grabbed onto your waist; pushing you up against the counter beside you. A small yelp left your lips as your lower back hit the counter, Heeseungs lips still attached to your neck.

‘’Maybe you’ll let me prove you wrong, Y/N?’’

His lips left your neck, now slightly hovering above your own lips instead. You felt your breath quickening as you felt his top lip slightly brush against your own; one of his hands was still placed on the side of your face, his thumb tilting your head upwards. 

‘’Prove me wrong?’’ You managed to stutter out, not even sure if he could hear you due to how quietly the words left your mouth. He hummed in response and if the room hadn’t been completely dark, you’d be able to see the grin that had formed on his lips.

‘’You’d let me prove to you that I can make any girl cum, wouldn’t you?’’

As soon as the words left his lips, you could’ve sworn you stopped breathing for a second. Normally you probably would’ve cringed at his words, but the shock that had washed over you was making it almost impossible for you to even utter a single word.

Or maybe it was the way his lips brushed against yours that had made you question your entire existence, making it hard for you to breathe properly; how were you supposed to know when all you could possibly focus on was the way he was now pressing his body up against your own?

You knew this was just his way of messing with you. He probably found it amusing, seeing how you became a stuttering mess with him this close to you. You knew he was only doing it for his own amusement, your mind flashing to the future for a split second - a future where Heeseung would tell everyone how he had you quivering in his arms by doing nothing but press soft kisses against your skin.

There was no way you’d ever let that happen.

‘’Yes.’’

Or maybe you would. The word trailed off your lips so softly, so softly that Heeseung almost missed the way they fell off your lips so perfectly. But he didn’t, he didn’t miss the way you whimpered a ‘yes’, which was his cue to press his hovering lips against your own. 

It all happened too fast, too fast for you to even realize the fact that your hands had wrapped themselves around his neck; pulling him deeper into the kiss. Your mind was too foggy to even try to comprehend what was happening, simply accepting the fact that you found yourself pressed up against someone when you should be downstairs celebrating your friend's birthday.

Your brain just choose to ignore the most important part, that the person you had just pulled into a kiss was in fact no one other than Lee Heeseung.

His lips felt almost too soft against your own. His touch, however, was not nearly as soft. You could now feel his fingernails digging into your skin as his hand slipped under your shirt, the grip he had on your jaw only hardening the deeper the kiss got. A small whimper left your lips as you felt him run his tongue over your bottom lip, asking you for permission to enter your mouth. 

The darkness definitely contributed to the whole situation. If you had actually been able to see him, there was no way you’d let him even come remotely to close to you. But you couldn’t, and the darkness made it almost too easy for you to fall into some sort of fantasy where the boy who was now slightly tugging on your bottom lip was someone completely different.

Someone who wasn’t Heeseung.

So that’s what you imagined as his tongue come into contact with yours, causing the kiss to become much messier. You almost whined as his lips left yours, only to travel back down your neck; this time leaving much wetter and harsh kisses. A small whimper left your lips as you felt the dangly, silver earring he was wearing brush against your skin; the cold sensation only heightened the feelings you were already experiencing. 

The feelings you refused to accept were indeed rushing through your body, you refused to accept that you were indeed starting to rub your thigh together in order to relieve the throbbing now coming from your core. Heeseung seemed to catch onto you trying to discreetly but desperately relieve the aching feeling, a chuckle trailing off his lips as he felt you uncomfortably shift underneath him.

His fingertips suddenly started tracing up and down your bare thigh, causing a small gasp to leave your lips; his sudden action taking you by surprise. You weren’t complaining though, feeling his fingertips lightly drag across your skin, moving closer and closer to the spot where you needed him the most. 

It wasn’t until he pulled the skirt you were wearing up, rolling it up by your waist and his fingertips traced over your clothed core that he let out a groan. His fingertips immediately came into contact with the growing wet patch that had formed in your underwear, causing him to slightly bite into your skin. ‘’You’re incredibly wet for someone who claims to hate my guts,’’ He grunted against your skin, causing your eyes to flutter close as he lightly tapped your clothed clit.

‘’Shut up,’’ You hissed through your teeth, the last thing you wanted right now was for him to tease you. The only thing you needed was for him to touch you, and you needed it badly. Too badly. A dry chuckle trailed off his lips, pressing his lips onto the skin right below your ear as he slipped his hand into your underwear.

You let out a sigh of relief as his fingers came into contact with your clit, running two of his fingers up and down your slit. A hiss left his lips as your arousal covered his fingers, feeling his cock twitch in his jeans; something he chose to ignore as his fingertips reached your entrance.

The first finger slipped into you with ease, your slick walls welcoming him with a moan trailing off your lips. He had to hold back a moan himself as his knuckles came into contact with your sticky entrance, slowly pumping his finger in and out of you before eventually slipping in yet another finger.

Your hands grabbed onto his hair, slightly tugging on it as the new sensation took over your body. Never had someone ever fingered you before, and you surely never expected Heeseung to be the first one to do so. But with the way his index and pointer fingers were now pumping in and out of you at an agonizingly slow pace, you simply couldn’t help but fall into the pleasure of it all. 

Even though it was the fingers of the person you hated more than anyone else making you feel good, you simply just couldn’t deny the fact that he was indeed making you feel a little too good.

‘’You gonna take back what you said?’’ He mumbled against your skin, his fingers still pumping in and out of you. You had to bite back a moan, shaking your head. ‘’Never.’’

Your words only riled Heeseung up even more, a grin forming on his lips as he pulled his fingers out of you completely. You were about to whine in protest, an empty feeling washing over you as his fingers slipped out of you. But before you could utter a single word, he slammed his fingers into you once again; a loud gasp leaving your lips, slapping one of your hands over your mouth to stop the whimpers about to leave your lips. 

‘’We’ll see about that.’’ 

The previous speed he had set changed into something almost sinister, the sound of his knuckles hitting the wet skin surrounding your entrance filled the room as you spread your legs further apart, making it easier for him to slam his fingers into you.

At this point you couldn’t even control the moans spilling past your lips, nor did you try to. You were too lost in the bliss of his fingers pumping in and out of you at just the right speed to even notice the way you were moaning into his ear. It wasn’t until he curled his fingers, his fingers now hitting just the right spot you realized how loud you were being as a loud yelp left your lips.

Heeseung quickly realized that he had found the spot that made you weak at your knees as he felt you grab onto his bicep in order to stabilize yourself, your legs becoming slightly shaky as he continued to pound his fingers into you. ‘’Don’t tell me you’re going to cum already?’’ He whispered into your ear, your moans almost deafening his whisper. 

You, however, were too lost in the pleasure to even realize he had said something. The only thing you could focus on was the way a familiar feeling filled your stomach, your legs starting to fail you as you felt your orgasm slowly approach you. You were too lost in the pleasure to even notice the way he had leaned over you, his fingers still pumping in and out of you.

Almost like you had forgotten who the person in front of you was, you were painfully reminded as he suddenly flipped the light switch; the bright light causing you to squint your eyes. With a grin on his face and your lips slightly parted, you only stared at him in utter shock as the realization hit you.

You had just let Lee Heeseung finger you in his very own bathroom. 

A whimper left your lips as his movements stopped, his fingers slipping out of you. The knot in your stomach came undone, but not in the way you had hoped for; no, he simply just didn’t let you cum. You just stared at him, your eyes wide from the realization. Not only had you actually let him finger you, but he also left you hanging by not letting you cum.

The two of you just stared at each other, a taunting grin still plastered on his face as your heavy pants filled the room, your eyes still wide. You could tell he was holding back a laugh as he scanned your fucked out expression, a proud smirk replacing the grin on his lips as he leaned closer to you once again. 

Brushing your hair behind your ear, he placed his hand on the side of your neck; breathing down your neck. ‘’What a shame,’’ He whispered into your ear. ‘’I guess I don’t know how to make girls cum after all.’’ 

If you weren’t speechless before, you most definitely were now. You were too deep into your own thoughts, your shaky hands trailing up your face; covering your mouth as the fact that you had just let Lee Heeseung finger you settled in to even notice the boy washing his hands beside you.

It wasn’t until he cleared his throat you looked over at him. He just smiled at you, scanning your body; slightly shaking his head while clicking his tongue against the roof of his mouth. ‘’I’m gonna go back downstairs now,’’ He let out, placing his hand on the door handle. ‘’You should probably make yourself look at least presentable before going back down there.’’

You stared at him as his eyes darted down to your skirt, your eyes following his. Your lips parted as you realized your skirt was still pulled up by your waist, revealing your now drenched and side-looped underwear. You quickly pulled your skirt down as Heeseung opened the door, a laugh leaving his lips as he watched you straighten your skirt back down using your hands.

You were still fixing your skirt as he stepped out of the door, his head suddenly peeking back from behind the door. ‘’And Y/N?’’ His words caused you to snap your head towards him, not daring to say a single word; feeling both embarrassment and resentment towards the boy standing in front of you.

And with the very same shit-eating grin he always wore on his lips, he took one last look at you. 

‘’That was just for spying on me earlier this week.’’

You were done for, something telling you this was only the beginning of Heeseungs revenge. Not only were you done for, you were fucked.

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◟﹙ 🏐 ﹚lee heeseung ﹕oneshot ﹙ @woonova ﹚

ʚɞ ﾟ˖  written to i never cared about you by mixed matches

ʚɞ ﾟ˖  genre angst, friends to lovers?, college au

ʚɞ ﾟ˖  synopsis  you realize that you were nothing but another game to heeseung, a clever ploy that your naivety allowed you to fall right into.

ʚɞ ﾟ˖  warning reader gets her heart broken pretty badly, playboy heeseung?

ʚɞ ﾟ˖  wc 0.55k

rin's notes ! this is my first time writing anything like this genre so....i hope you'll like it. opinions/advice are accepted.

also ! pulled that title straight outta my butt so dont dwell on the fact that it makes no sense ^_^!!

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IT HAD BEEN THREE WEEKS SINCE YOU LAST SPOKE TO HEESEUNG. those three weeks containing some of the worst moments in your life, not only symbolizing a rip in the carefully woven friendship of you and heeseung but the painful drift of heeseung's heart from yours.

It had been three weeks since you've seen heeseung, well physically, seeing as his presence was seemingly unmissable on social media. it seemed as if every time you refreshed that forsaken 'for you' page you would be greeted by heeseung, with a big smile on his face - his look even more elevated by the newly dyed blonde hair and as much as you didnt want to admit it you were falling for it. however you were sure this was already known. because even through all your hours of crying and in need of condolence you still hadn't made the move to unfollow heeseung, or at the very least exit off the post that made your heart hurt so badly in the first place.

It had also been three weeks since you've spoken a word to Heeseung and by now it was maybe even more, seeing as your last words communicated to him were written anxiously on a thin strip of paper, presented in a pretty blue envelope decorated with numerous stickers and cute drawings, and funny enough it was those three unsaid words that caused this whole conflict in the first place. often times you would wonder, what would happen if you had never sent your letter? would these complications still arise? or would you be fine, spending your days with Heeseung by your side? but really, how naive could you be, that after everything that had happened you would still often lay awake into the late hours of the night thinking of the former query.

Because even now, as you made your return to school after your long break, the fourth week had already been marked off - now setting your month of solitude to stone. you couldn't even fathom just how much pain your heart could take when you saw him entering through the wide doors used as the university's entrance. A pretty girl strung on his arm hanging off every empty promise that left his lips, and even though you couldn't even begin to comprehended the amount of pain you had gone through, you knew there was going to be more to come. afterall his new 'companion' would serve as your constant reminder.

She reminded you that despite your current situation, you were once her. the one to walk with Heesueng through crowded hallways, while he pulled you close, under the guise of keeping you safe. albeit, while not as popular as his new attraction, or as social you still used to be the one who would be present at all the infamous parties thrown by his basketball team - oftentimes finding yourself in a secluded area, away from unknowing partygoers with Heeseung by your side.

But in the end it was obvious, what Heesueng and his friends alike thought of you.

You were just another lonely girl who had found herself apart of a carefully intertwined web of lies passed of as an innocent friendship.

And how foolish were you to let your ignorant mind believe it could be something else? right?

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© https://...woonova | 2023

[en-hale-archives]

hello I hope you are well, could I request at what time of the day in enhypen hyung line would you be more horny? as in afternoon, night or early morning. I don't know if it was understood hahaha I hope so. have a nice day / night.

I UNDERSTOOD PERFECTLY, AND LOVE IT!

༝ ･ ˖ ₊ ˚⊹ At What Time Hyung Enha's are the Horniest༝ ･ ˖ ₊ ˚⊹

pairing ⑅ Hyung!enha x themselves!

warnings ⑅ 18+/suggestive. Read at your own discretion.

authors note ⑅ I haven't written in a while since I've been heavily busy lately. Although, I found this one in my inbox, and immediately had the answers. Hope you all enjoy!

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Heeseung ⑅ Hee is most likely a very sporadic dude. I can't imagine him being specifically horny just at any certain time during the day, it's really just whenever he feels it, which can be any time. I can just imagine he's in the middle of practice and income horny Lil Hee. He's much less likely to do it at night though, just because he likes to sleep.

Jay⑅ After a long stressful day, all Jay wants to do at night is take a load off. He'll eat dinner as soon as he can, make sure the other members are busy doing something else, and lock himself wherever he can get some privacy. It's a routine for him; between 10-2 AM, he'll try to find time to get off. It helps him ease up and puts him in a better mood. He'll rarely ever do it in the morning since he wakes up too exhausted to do anything.

Jake⑅ Jake is pretty sporadic as well, but it's usually wherever he can find usual time by himself. Most of the time he finds is little mini bathroom breaks, since he's able to let go pretty easily. If we had to put a time to it, mostly the afternoon, going into the evening.

Sunghoon ⑅ Sunghoon is a strategic man. He knows that if he wakes up early enough, everybody will still be asleep. So, he'll set an alarm, turn on some you-know-what, and let loose. And he'll go for a few rounds, especially if they don't have to get up early for anything, then he knows they'll be asleep for a lot longer and he can go for however long he wants.

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[starryastrologyy]

heeseung | red lights by bang chan & hyunjin

" so can you please, come over closer and hold me tight.

right now. "

(photos are not mine. credit to owners !! )

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UNDERSTAND | CHAPTER 15: ch*emin happend

warnings: cursing, HELLA TYPOS ON SLIDE 6 SORRY, ignore timestamps

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[en-hale]

Hyungs' Favorite Place to Leave Hickeys (+ Sunoo) ♡‧₊˚

En-Hale Comeback ~~ Manifesto Day 3

pairing ≕ Enha!Hyungs x gn!reader

warning ≕ 18+/smut. Read at your own discretion !

author's note ≕ first attempt at adding Sunoo into the hyung line stuff. He's not in everything, cause I'm not ready for that just yet, but please enjoy nevertheless! Tune in tomorrow for manifesto day 4 at 10pm CST!

© to en-hale. no translations/reposts etc. (w/out permission)

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𐂂 Heeseung ≕ STOMACH. He loves your stomach so much, and you absolutely despise that he does. For one, it tickles when he reaches down and presses his lips to them, but sometimes it makes noises and you get embarrassed. Of course, he likes the sound of your rumbling tummy. But you hate it more when he plays with your belly and rubs it. It's awkward for you when he plays with it, but he praises you and says it's his favorite part of your body. To ease your stress, he'll spread your legs enough to feel how wet you are and rub against your clit. So he gets to leave his marks where he wants while his fingers work to get you over the edge.

𓊿 Jay ≕ THIGHS. It's not funny how obsessed he is with your thighs, even more so when they're completely bare. It's even more pleasurable for him the closer it is to your pussy, and leaves hickeys exactly where he knows it'll make you whine and whimper from being so desperate for his mouth to eat you out. He thinks it's overwhelming soft, like nobody has touched your skin down there enough. Their thickness and stability have a weird hold on him. Even when you both aren't doing anything sexually, he'll still find a way down to your thighs and leave his mark.

ꈊ Jake ≕ DAT ASS. He can't handle it, especially when you're wearing shorts or a really cute pair of panties to bed. He's obsessed with the shape of your ass, the way your stretch marks outline your cheeks, and its perkiness. He remembers the way it bounced on his dick and the red spanks mark and goes batshit horny. So if you're lying face down, best believe Jake is going to grope and caress your ass as he leaves hickey all over it. He loves the way it's so smooth and moves like jello under his hands. He feels you squirming underneath him, so of course, he's going to eat you out next. Then the next day, when he sees you wearing a skirt (or whatever bottoms you prefer) he remembers his beautiful marks and smirks.

𖠪 Sunghoon ≕ CHEST. The fact that he gets to squeeze them in his hands while he leaves hickeys turns him on IMMENSELY. Don't get him started when he can see your perfect chest pear through the tops you wear. He'll start between your breast and then make his way to each nipple which he makes sure is red and bruised by the time he's done. He more so just loves hearing your moans and whimpers in his ear when he does. On multiple occasions has he been able to get you off only by sucking and kissing your chest while you grinded up against him.

𓄊 Sunoo ≕ MESMERIZING NECK. He's basic, but he loves leaving little marks on your neck. It looks so appetizing that he can't help but put his lips to it. He feels your skin and your muscles contract and it drives him wild. He goes even crazier at the small red and blue bruises that come up and knows that he did that. Each time he does, he sucks on that sweet spot and it feels so achingly good. He'll travel down to your collarbone and everywhere adjacent to your neck. He feels bad when you have to put makeup on to cover them, and is even more embarrassed when others notice it, but he's proud in himself to see his delightful artwork across your neck.

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~𝐉𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐅𝐚𝐧𝐟𝐢𝐜~

*𝔀𝓱𝓮𝓷 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓬𝓪𝓽𝓬𝓱 𝓯𝓮𝓮𝓵𝓲𝓷𝓰𝓼 𝓯𝓸𝓻 𝔂𝓸𝓾𝓻 𝓫𝓸𝔂𝓯𝓻𝓲𝓮𝓷𝓭’𝓼 𝓫𝓮𝓼𝓽 𝓯𝓻𝓲𝓮𝓷𝓭*

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❀ 𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐜𝐡𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐠𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐉𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐚𝐟𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐡𝐞 𝐤𝐢𝐬𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐠𝐢𝐫𝐥 𝐚𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐲. 𝐇𝐨𝐰𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫, 𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐡𝐚𝐝𝐧’𝐭 𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐞𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐭𝐫𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤. 𝐈𝐧 𝐚𝐧 𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐦𝐩𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐨𝐟𝐟𝐢𝐜𝐢𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐛𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐡 𝐚 𝐫𝐞𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐩 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐭𝐫𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤, 𝐉𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐫𝐨𝐝𝐮𝐜𝐞𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐭𝐨 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬. 𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐚 𝐬𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐠𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐞, 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐜𝐚𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧…𝐇𝐞𝐞𝐬𝐮𝐞𝐧𝐠. 𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐤𝐧𝐞𝐰 𝐡𝐢𝐦 𝐛𝐞𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐉𝐚𝐤𝐞. 𝐀𝐬 𝐚 𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐨𝐟 𝐟𝐚𝐜𝐭, 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐡𝐚𝐝 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰𝐧 𝐡𝐢𝐦 𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝟏𝟏. 𝐎𝐧𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐥𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐰𝐨 𝐨𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐬𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐚 𝐪𝐮𝐢𝐜𝐤 𝐤𝐢𝐬𝐬. 𝐍𝐨𝐰 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝𝐧’𝐭 𝐠𝐞𝐭 𝐡𝐢𝐦 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐝. 𝐇𝐨𝐰 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐰𝐨 𝐛𝐨𝐲𝐬 𝐚𝐭 𝐨𝐧𝐜𝐞? 𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐚 𝐝𝐞𝐜𝐢𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧, 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐟𝐨𝐥𝐥𝐨𝐰 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐨𝐫 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭?

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Heesueng’s palms were sweaty as he grew closer to Jake’s house. He could feel his heart pounding in his chest. *What the hell could he want to talk about? And why now?* He thought to himself. Heesueng parked his car and took a deep breath. *If I go in there like this, he’ll know something’s up. I just need to relax…* he quickly pulled himself together before texting Jake to let him know he had arrived. “Hey, I know it’s late, but I just need to talk to you about something. You can crash at my place anyway.” Jake said as Heesueng walked in. “It’s just that you’re my best friend and I don’t know who else I could go to about this,” Jake continued. “Well, what was it you wanted to tell me?” Heesueng inquired. “How about we get some snacks and chill first…” Jake said as he made his way towards the kitchen. Heesueng leaned over the countertop, folding his arms as thoughts raced through his mind. However, he tried his best to keep his composure. “What are you in the mood for? Chips? Popcorn? Or…both I guess.” Jake chuckled. “Whatever you want is fine with me,” Heesueng replied. Jake could sense that Heesueng was a little off. “If you’re stressing about what I wanted to talk about…don’t. It’s nothing too crazy.” Hearing this snatched Heesueng out of his mind. “Oh…uhhh…no, I’m fine. Just a little tired.” He lied. “Oh, okay. Well, I won’t keep you too long,” Jake replied. He was a bit shocked as Heesueng was usually a night owl, but if his friend was tired, he knew just how to wake him up. “Ok, I’m done making the snacks. Do you maybe wanna hop on the game for a bit?” Jake asked. “Oh, yeah, sure.”

Jake handed Heesueng a controller and the two of them started an online duo pvp match. During the game, Jake used the game as a distraction so that he could comfortably talk to Heesueng. “Heesueng..” Jake said, cutting through the sound of gunfire from the game. “Yea?” Heesueng replied. “Can I ask you a question?” “Sure, what is it?” “It’s about Y/N…” Heesueng was instantly overcome with nerves.

“What about her?” He said, swallowing the lump in his throat. “You know that night we partied…well she found out I kissed another girl and now she has trust issues. What do you think I can do to fix things between us? Does she even still love me? I’m asking you because I know you will give me the best advice. You always have…so what’d ya think I should do?” Jake rambled.

Heesueng had a blank stare on his face, which was soon relaxed after a sigh of relief. He thought Jake may have seen you two kiss, but here he was just asking for advice. The only problem is that Heesueng wants you all to himself. But at the same time, Jake is his best friend, and he trusts him. “Have you tried talking to her?” Heesueng asked. “Yea, we talked about it this morning. But…the day before I had asked her to be my girlfriend…and then I kissed another girl.” “Damn, now I see why you need help.” “I know this might sound crazy, but can you do me a favor?” “What is it?” “Can you talk to her for me? Ya know…ask her how she feels about us.”

Heesueng couldn’t believe that Jake had actually asked him that. He unintentionally gave Heesueng permission to talk to you. No way was he passing up on this golden opportunity. “Sure, I can do that.” “Thanks man. I owe you.” The rest of that night faded out, as Heesueng was fully immersed in his mind. He wanted nothing more than to be with you, especially right now. “Hey.” Heesueng texted. He knew he was pushing it, but he had to at least try.

You went to bed soon after your bath, but your dreams kept waking you up. As you were laying in bed staring blankly at your ceiling, you felt the vibration of your phone from underneath your pillow. For a brief moment you ignored it, assuming it wasn’t anything important. But then you had a strong feeling that maybe you were wrong. *Heeseung?! Why is he texting me this early in the morning?* you thought to yourself. “Ummm, hey. Why r u awake this early?” You replied, though what you really wanted to say was, “What the hell is wrong with you? I’m dating your best friend.”

Heesueng saw a notification from you pop up and immediately clicked the tab. He was so happy to see that you were awake, but he was also curious about how you felt towards him. “Couldn’t sleep. Wbu?” He replied, but he really wanted to ask you something else. Did you love him too? How do you feel about Jake? But he had to keep it cool.

“Same.” You replied. A vague response that didn't include details about how you couldn’t stop thinking about that kiss. It was just something about the way he did it that drove you crazy. You could kiss him forever and be content, but you were already in a relationship with Jake, his best friend. *It’s not too late to back out…Jake did kinda just fuck things up. But he is trying to make amends. Damn. I really love Heesueng, I always have, but I love Jake too.* So many thoughts intertwined with mixed emotions perplexed your mind. Here you were again…at a crossroads. Jake or Heesueng? Your childhood friend or your current lover.

“Wanna call?” Heesueng texted, eagerly hoping you would say yes. “Yea, sure.” You replied, causing Heesueng to jump off of the couch and walk out onto the terrace. Even though you said yes…inside you felt like you shouldn’t have agreed to it, knowing that you were missing the sound of his calm, airy voice.

“Hey.” He said immediately after you answered the call. “Hey.” You replied, trying your best not to sound too excited. Little did you know he was doing the same thing.

“Remember how we used to hang out together for hours? You were always my favorite part of the day.” Heesueng said, breaking the silence. *Dammit. Why did he have to say something like that?* You thought to yourself. “Do you remember back in 6th grade, a few months after we first met, when we both snuck out of our rooms and met up at the playground down the street?” He continued. “Yea, I do. What about it?” You replied. “That was the best night of my life. Remember how we went to that 24 hour gas station nearby? Then we raced to see who could finish their slurpee the fastest, and I ended up with the worst brain freeze ever, but I still won.” He chuckled. "Yea, I remember. Wait what?? I won! You were over there holding your head with your thumb in your mouth.” You giggled back. “No, I still won.” “No you didn’t.” “Yes, I did. Because I showed you my blue-stained tongue when I drank the last sip.” For a moment, you thought back to the memory of that night. “Yea, but I was already done. Remember, I opened my cup to prove that you were too late. THEN, you poked your tongue out.” “Yea, I know you won. I just wanted to see if you actually remembered.” “Of course I remember. How could I forget?” It was quiet for a moment before Heesueng asked, “Do you also remember me walking you home?” “Yea…why?” “That was the first time I held hands with a girl.”

The two of you continued reminiscing and joking until the rays from the sun creeped through your window. *OMG! Did I just stay up all night talking to Heesueng? What’s wrong with me?* “How about we go on that date today?” Heesueng suggested. “We might as well, being that we practically hung out all night together. Why not add the rest of the day? Right?” He continued. You couldn’t deny that you were kinda sleepy at this point, but going out with Heesueng today didn’t seem like a bad idea. “Yea, I think that’s a great idea. Maybe we can try the slurpee race again.” You chuckled. “I can come over to pick you up now. We can go and get something for breakfast. I know this place that sells the freshest food. It literally tastes home cooked. Almost as good as your mom’s,” Heesueng prattled. “Woah, my mom is the best cook ever. Nobody is better than her.” You chimed. “ALMOST…I said al-most. I know your mom is an amazing cook.” He chuckled. “Though I don’t think I’ve ever tried anything you made. Maybe one day we can cook something together…” He added.

A few minutes of silence followed when you suddenly heard the sound of Heesueng’s car keys jingling. “Wait! Are you coming over now?!!” you exclaimed. “Yea, after I fill up my tank. Is that okay?” He said, starting up his car. “Yea umm. Yea, that’s fine just…just give me like 30 minutes, okay?” You said, stumbling over your words. Whatever feeling of sleepiness was gone now. You were wide awake as you scrambled around your room. “Just send me your address and I’ll be over there.” Heesueng said as he turned on the radio. You frantically put him on mute and put on a casual outfit. This was Heesueng, and you always felt comfortable around him—so a cute tee and some cargos will do. You quickly styled your hair and brushed on some quick makeup, a little powder, blush, mascara, liner, and gloss. No time for a full face, just a little touch ups. *Cute, casual, and COMFORTABLE.* You thought to yourself.

“Hey, umm I’m outside.” You heard Heesueng say. You had put him on speaker so you could hear when he got here. “Kay’ I’m coming.” You said, taking yourself off mute before ending the call. You tucked your phone into your mini bag and pulled on a pair of Nikes before walking outside. You locked your door and climbed into the passenger seat.

Heesueng then pulled off and drove you to his favorite restaurant, ‘Munch Up.’ “Don’t worry about scratching your head thinking about what you should get. I’ll order for you. You can look at the menu while you eat and next time you’ll know what you want,” Heesueng said as he walked into the charming little shop. The pleasant aroma of brewed coffee and sweet bread welcomed you, mixed with an array of complimentary scents such as hazelnut and vanilla. There were small vases of fresh flowers on each 4-seater round table. The two of you were greeted as you approached the front counter by a girl who looked around your age, maybe a little younger or older. “Good morning, Heesueng. What can I get for you today?” The girl from behind the counter asked. “Good morning, Gemma. I’d like an egg drop sandwich for myself and a croffle for her.” Heesueng said. “Is she your girlfriend?” Gemma asked as she continued placing your order. “No, uhh, she’s just an old friend of mine.” Heesueng chuckled nervously. “Well, you two look cute together. I can already hear the wedding bells.” She teased. “Knock it off, Gem.” Heesueng laughed. “Haha, I’m just saying. I wouldn’t mind making breakfast for Mrs. and Mr. Lee.” She continued, holding back a laugh. “You payin’ with cash or credit?” “Cash.” “Kk, here’s your table number. You two lovebirds can sit wherever you like.” She giggled before heading to the kitchen.

“Sorry about Gemma…she likes to tease.” Heesueng said as you sat at a table by a window. “Ehh it’s okay.” You replied. You were actually curious about their relationship. How long had they known each other? Did she like him? Does he like her? Why were you feeling like this? You shouldn’t be jealous or possessive of him. You already had a boyfriend, but that’s not who you wanted right now. You wanted Heesueng… “Here’s your egg drop sandwich and your black coffee. And here is your croffle. I also included a white chocolate sweetheart cappuccino with red, pink, and white heart sprinkles just for you. It’s not officially on the menu, this is a specialty for ya.” Gemma smiled. “So don’t tell anyone. It’ll be our little secret.” She whispered. “And, hey, if you like it. I’ll make it for you every time. On the house.” She said before attending to the next customer. “Jal meokkessumnida.” Heesueng mumbled before taking a big bite out of his egg drop sandwich.

You were curious about Heesueng’s feelings for you, but you didn’t want to make it too obvious. “Heesueng…” “What?” “Nothing…nevermind.” *Ugh…I fucking chickened out. It’s not that hard to just ask a stupid question.* You thought to yourself. *You know what…I’m just gonna say it and get it over with. It’s a simple yes or no question. He’ll probably say no, anyway. I have nothing to worry about. Once he says no, I can go back to being Jake’s girlfriend with 100% commitment.* “Heesueng. Do you like me?” You asked. “Do I like you how?” He replied. “Romantically or platonically.” He swallowed the next bite of his sandwich before answering. “You want my honest answer?” “Yea…” “I like you as a friend. Nothing more.” “Oh okay, great. I was just worried that you may have had other feelings for me. Ya know, because I’m with Jake.”

*I wish I didn’t have to lie, but she’s dating my best friend. I obviously like her. I haven’t dated anyone since we separated years ago. And that day I kissed her at school…I could’ve done that all day. I wish she and Jake would break up.* Heesueng thought to himself.

“Speaking of Jake, what’s going on between you two? He mentioned something about him fucking things up.” “Yea…well he kissed another girl the same day he asked me to be his girlfriend. Honestly, I’m over that now. So it’s all good between us.” “Oh, okay. That’s great. He’ll be happy to know that you’ve forgiven him.” You were honestly over the whole situation, mainly because someone else was on your mind. You’re glad that Heesueng only likes you as a friend, but you were also disappointed. You wanted to be more than that. Maybe this was better for you and Jake. You can take this time to get over your little crush and be Jake’s girlfriend. After all, if you never met Heesueng, you’d be all over Jake.

The two of you finished hanging out for the rest of the day. And you were back in your bathtub, soaking away the last remaining feelings towards Heesueng. You didn’t have to make a decision anymore. You could now be with Jake…peacefully. Because this is what you wanted right? Closure. Heesueng is your friend and Jake is your boyfriend. There’s nothing else to think about…nothing except Jake.

For the next few months, you grew closer to Jake and the relationship between you and Heesueng stabilized as friends. You had never been happier with Jake. It almost felt like you never lost feelings for him. Every morning you ordered the same meal from ‘Munch Up,’ and ate it before going anywhere. It felt like the right way to start your day.

About two weeks ago, Jake told you he would take you out of town for a week long getaway. You were excited to get some alone time with him, especially since you knew what all Jake was planning. However, Heesueng was not in favor of his intentions. Jake was planning to have sex with you. Even though Heesueng said he just wanted to be friends, that could never be farther from the truth. The entire time you were growing closer to Jake, Heesueng was getting more and more jealous. He hated seeing you kiss, hug, and love all over Jake. He wanted you all to himself. He wanted to be the one you give your love to. And this trip may be his last chance to take you away from him.

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[soobkizz]

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♥︎smut | ✿ fluff | ☁︎︎ angst

*no smut for the maknae line! this is a sfw and nsfw account* though i still don’t know if i’ll write for jungwon and niki :)

✧˚ · . JAKE SIM

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✧˚ · . LEE HEESUENG

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✧˚ · . JAY JONGSUNG

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✧˚ · . PARK SUNGHOON

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✧˚ · . KIM SUNOO

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✧˚ · . YANG JUNGWON

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✧˚ · . NISHIMURA RIKI

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I posted 620 times in 2022

That's 620 more posts than 2021!

435 posts created (70%)

185 posts reblogged (30%)

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I tagged 547 of my posts in 2022

Only 12% of my posts had no tags

#mf heetiddies anon - 64 posts

#sage ; rants ! - 53 posts

#<3 anon - 36 posts

#❤️‍🩹 genie - 32 posts

#bed of lies - 28 posts

#sage ; feedback ! - 22 posts

#enhypen smut - 20 posts

#🌷 25dejulho - 20 posts

#sage ; reblog ! - 19 posts

#&lt;3 - 18 posts

Longest Tag: 90 characters

#like if someone i know in real life comes across this blog they'd immediately know it's me

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

GAME OVER ! ― lee heeseung

↳ PAIRING: lee heeseung x fembodied!reader

↳ SYNOPSIS: lee heeseung is good at one thing and one thing only; making other people's lives a living hell. you and lee heeseung first crossed paths in middle school when he asked you out, just to laugh in your face when you said yes; making you his new target. so it didn’t exactly come as a surprise to you when he started spreading rumors about you wanting to hook up with him back in high school; a rumor that still haunted you to this very day.

OR IN WHICH the two of you enter college and with his endless torment never coming to an end, you decide you’ve had enough. stripping him of the only thing he thrives on, you decide to take your revenge; that one rumor being the key to tearing his beloved reputation down.

↳ GENRE: enemies to lovers, college!au

↳ WARNINGS: alcohol consumption, cursing, angst, heeseung being an asshole most of the time, smut; oral sex, handjobs, unprotected sex, fingering, making out etc, minors dni!

↳ FEATURES: sungchan from nct, chenle from nct, enhypen hyung line, yunjin from le sserafim, chaeryeong from itzy

↳ TAGLIST: let me know if u wanna be added !

↳ A/N: with bed of lies coming to an end, i decided it was time to announce my upcoming project: game over ! super excited for this one & i hope u guys will enjoy it just as much &lt;3

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#4

fuck buddies, park sunghoon x reader

↳ pairing: sunghoon x fembodied!reader

↳ word count: 5,5k

↳ summary: park sunghoon never meant to fall in love with his fuckbuddy, yet he did. ↳ a/n: oh my the ending is so rushed I’M SORRY …..

↳ warnings: smut! minors dni, choking, dom!sunghoon, sub!reader, curse words, names such as slut etc (lemme know if there’s more i should add)

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1,279 notes - Posted July 29, 2022

#3

GAME OVER ! ― part one

masterlist . . . next

↳ PAIRING: lee heeseung x fembodied!reader

↳ SUMMARY: by accidentally ruining heeseungs chances of getting laid, you slowly but successfully start tearing down his reputation. heeseung, however, isn’t going to let it pass that easily.  

↳ WORDCOUNT: 13,4k

↳ WARNINGS: alcohol consumption, brief mention of someone vomiting, smut! fingering, brief marking minors dni! let me know if there’s anything else i should add.

↳ TAGLIST:  @ktnblrz @ckline35 @bteeznation @amourhee @hoonicookies @aliensrme @deobitifull @sweetjaemss @heeswifeyy @mulligrubsss @han8ul​ @flower-lise​ @asyleums​ @jksecret @bwljules​ @heersheysblog​ @dearhee​ @25dejulho​ @loves0ft​ @sunghoonmybeloved​ @heesuengs @tokina​ @rikakhai​ @wonieeee​ @entiways @sunghoons-hand​ (the ones in bold could not be tagged)

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1,383 notes - Posted October 30, 2022

#2

countertop, lee heeseung x reader

↳ pairing: heeseung x reader (college!au)

↳ word count: 2,2k

↳ summary: maybe going to the party jay had been talking about all week wasn’t as bad as heeseung had anticipated, thanks to you.

↳ a/n: god damn i need hee to fuck me against a bathroom countertop after writing this

↳ warnings: smut!, alcohol, drunk people

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1,871 notes - Posted June 29, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

bed of lies ; park sunghoon

↳ PAIRING: park sunghoon x fembodied!reader

↳ SUMMARY: to prove to his best friend that he could get any girl he wants, park sunghoon makes a bet. within the next 30 days, he has to make the next girl that walks into the room fall in love with him. sunghoon, however, hadn’t anticipated the feelings he would gain during those 30 days.

↳ GENRE: fake relationship (kind of)

↳ WORDCOUNT: around 40k

↳ WARNINGS: alcohol consumption, cigarettes, cursing, angst, sunghoon has major mommy issues lmfao, smut; oral sex, handjobs, unprotected sex, fingering, making out, handjobs etc, minors dni!

↳ TAGLIST: CLOSED !

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1,983 notes - Posted July 19, 2022

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[myownlittlebookshop]

Heeseung drabble

My first ever posted writing. Just thought that I would finally try this out. If anyone is actually reading this, I know it isn't great but I hope you might like it anyway.

Warnings: None, just Hee being a sweet husband. Uses she/her pronouns but doesn't express any bodily characteristics.

Word count: ~650 words

Summary: Heeseung comes home to his exhausted wife after her long shift in the ER.

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Lee Heeseung walks up the stairs to his apartment to find his wife slumped on the floor against the door, asleep. 

"Baby?", he tries to wake her, "Y/n, wake up honey." he shakes her gently this time and she stirs awake. 

"Hi, Hee." She says sleepily. 

"Honey, why are you sleeping out here? It's not safe." Heeseung asks while helping Y/n stand before opening the door. Immediately thinking of the things that could have happpened if he hadn't come home in time. 

"I forgot my key in my locker at work and didn't realize until I was already here. I knew you'd be home soon and figured I just wait. I didn't mean to fall asleep." Y/n rubbed her temples, exhausted from working 28 hours straight.  

Heeseung swings the door open and escorts his wife in, her hand firmly grasped in his. "You should have called me. I could have left earlier." 

"No, this was your last day of practice before your few days off. I didn't want any of the other guys to get upset." 

"Awh babe, they would have understood. They know your job is tough. Plus, it's my job to take care of my wife." 

"Well, I have the next few days off, so you don't have to take care of me."

"Alright honey. We'll just relax together then." 

Heeseung quickly makes some ramen and made sure Y/n ate enough. He is sure that she wasn't able to eat proper meals during her long shift. 

"How was work, babe" He asks her. 

"It was long as usual. We had a couple of patients from a bad accident and of course there is never enough surgeons on call to help assess. Unfortunately, we ended up losing two of the patients."

Heesueng could tell that Y/n was upset, understandably so. His wife became a doctor because she wanted to help people and she fell in love with the ER during her residency. Losing patients must be extremely tough for all ER doctors. 

"I'm sorry, honey." Heeseung says he grabs the bowls and utensils to put away in the sink. 

"It's alright, comes with the job." Y/n looks down as she says this and Heesueng decides to change the subject. 

"Well let's go to the bedroom. I'll set up a bath for you while you get your clothes together. Then we'll go to bed, okay?" 

Heesueng again grabs Y/ns hand and brings her to their shared bedroom. She goes to the closet while he goes to set up the bathroom. He fills up the tub and pours a good amount of epsom salt and tutns on the wax melter on the counter to fill the room with a lavender scent. 

Y/n walks in with her clothes and a towel just as he is finishing up. 

"Alright, you take as long as you want, babe. I'll wait for you in bed. No rush." Heeseung is about to walk out to give her privacy but is stopped when she grabs the back of this shirt softly. 

"Will you stay with me? I promise I won't take long. I just miss you." Y/n says in a soft, tired tone. 

"Of course, I will." He sits on the gorund next to the tub while Y/n undresses and relaxes herself in the bath. "I've missed you too, honey." 

After Y/n cleans and wahes herself, she just sits for a few minutes and grabs Heeseungs hand.

"Will you sing me one song?" She asks while looking at him. She sits in the bath with her knees brought to her chest and leaning her head on top. 

Heeseung runs his hand over her wet hair and smiles at his wife. 

"Sure. Your favorite?"

"Mhmm. Please." She closes her eyes once she hears the familar tune that her husband hums. 

It was moments like this that Heeseung will cherish forever. The soft moments he gets with his wife. Where in each other, they found their home. 

"Du-du-du-du-du-du-du. Upper side dreamin'..."