#lee felix x black reader

[huunni]

★ — “ SHE'S BUSY ”

who dis? stray kids maknae line x BLACK!FEM! reader

huunni drops → cussin, whorekneeness 4 sum reazun, WHAT ELSE I MISS?

[leeluvsyoongi]

˚₊‧ TILL FOREVER FALLS APART | author's note: Probably the angstiest thing I've written in a while, and let me tell ya'll writing this HURT.

♡ wk: 1.4k

♡ genre: hurt no comfort, angst, fluff. briefly based on the conceptuality of skzflix, multiverses & dimensions with/ my own twist

♡ warnings: black!reader, brief mention of pregnancy, major character death.

This by no means is associated with nor based on reality and is heavily fictional.

♡ playlist

His lips sealed over your own, aligning like the ends of a folded letter, pressing together before unfurling. Your eyes fluttered awake, lashes curling up to the heavens, greeting the smokey brown of his irises. Your lungs caved in, holding the air within them captive. A phenomenon that seemed to occur every time your gaze locked on Felix’s doe eyes. 

His cotton candy lips left behind traces of stardust on your mouth. Oh, how you loved the taste of his delicate pink cupid’s bow. How your fingers relished every freckle that danced along his cheeks like constellations breathed into existence by aphrodite. The way his teeth, glistened like sharp pearly stones when he smiled, unraveling a million butterflies in your stomach. The distinct scent clung to his skin whenever he held you tight in his embrace—reminding you vaguely of freshly washed linen and a tinge of citrus, something lemony and sweet. You swore even in darkness, your fingers would map through his features, entwining into his gracefully swept golden treses, and mold your lips to his own.

Felix’s voice rings like a Tibetan bell, a deep sound that pleasantly echos through your ears.“Wakey, wakey!” his knuckles, gently brush your cheek. His words collide with the whirling waves and salty breeze. “Where’d that pretty little head go?” He hums, softly squishing your cheeks between his fingertips. Your response comes out muffled as he laughs, softly squeezing your warm skin. “What’s that? Didn’t hear you.” You’d only frown, your hand grasping onto his arm, and trying to pry him away.

He doesn’t budge. He never does, always teasing you in ways that seem almost cruel. Sweet but cruel. 

Felix’s fingers are soft, lacing through your own like soft yarn on a canvas, capturing the darker skin of your knuckles, the baby blue glossed over your nails, complimenting the ocean that seemed to admire you both from the distance. You’d study his long pale fingers, dusted with fine pink. Silence lingered between the two of you. You fell in love with the things he would never notice about himself. Secrets tethered into your soul, embroidered with a thousand locks. 

Felix can’t help but wonder what spending the rest of his life with you would resemble. He always loved admiring you. The way your plush curves accented the frilly white sundress you put on display for his eyes alone. The way your dark skin glistened like honey beneath the warm afternoon sun. Your coiled bangs occasionally swayed every time a light breeze caressed your face. He knew he couldn’t stay for long; he never did. Out of 365 days every year, time would only grant him the opportunity to spend 91 with you. He could never stay too long, or else he would bend the very pillars of the multiverse. He fell in love with someone in a dimension that he had mistakingly found himself in. He found his home in a place that had never belonged to him.

Felix’s ears pick up the warm sound of your voice, the way your hand softly wraps around his milky wrist, pressing it over your clothed stomach. He’s mildly confused at first, but realization hits him and he swears your smile and hopeful eyes tear his chest open like a scythe summoning upon death. A strong metallic taste fills his tongue as he chokes on the crimson filling his lungs. His eyes are frozen, loving doe brown turned petrified and distant. Your hand begins to shake, assuming the worst, that joy that blooms in your heart fills with wilted sorrow. “Felix…” Your soft voice begins, drowned out by the crashing of waves against the sand. “I…I thought you would…” Your pause, reality falls over you like a thousand bricks, crushing you and the unborn child in your womb. 

“Oh God.”  Your voice breaks. A million faulty syllables bleeding you dry.

Felix instantly takes your hand, holding them against his chest. His pulse thumping beneath your palms. His eyes frantically searched your own, for anything but that terrible despair that filled them. You watched the soft blonde strands tousle as he wordlessly shook his head. “No, no love.” His rich voice thins, you can see he’s desperately trying not to worry you. 

But how could you not worry when everything you built together would fade to ashes?

Felix’s lips plant kisses on your face, his fingers bound to your wrists as you shiver, your mind caught somewhere between denial and grief. “Felix…” Your voice quivers, his name almost unrecognizable when it passes through the air. “N-no…this can’t be…” You shrink, pressing your face into his chest, your breathing falling in short gasps. He’s hardly able to hold it together himself, his entire world swallowed by a current. “It’s okay darling…I’ll-I’ll stay.” You freeze, your fingers trembling as they clutch onto the cotton of his shirt. He stares into your bloodshot eyes and trembling lips, your head urgently shaking. “No. No Felix you know what happens…” You whisper, pleading with him. “Please, anything but this. You can’t stay Felix.” You both knew that you had to follow the rules and that the risk was not worth the consequences. 

Felix smiles it’s strained like the frayed ends of two ropes, hardly bound together. He’s always been too strong for his own good, always carrying more than his arms could hold. “It’ll be okay…sometimes risks have to be taken…I’ll be here with you and the baby for two whole years. Two years and I’ll fade.”

 He wraps his arms around your waist, pulling you closer into his lithe frame. A crushed wail forces past your lips. You turn your head, ignoring the prospect. That was not an option. “No…” Hot tears cracked your face open, burning your skin in their descent. “Please Felix don’t do this–please…” 

“No. Listen to me.” His voice was small. Your sunshine turned red and orange splotching like a badly healed bruise and tainting the atmosphere’s skin. “Shh…” His fingers brushed away the salty streaks on your cheeks. “Being with our child for two whole years, and watching them grow up.  Is better than seeing them every 3 months. They would never understand, and I would never live with myself knowing that the rules cannot be bent. I’m risking the consequences.” His wide palm soothingly rubs your back, easing your unsteady breaths.  “I’d rather fade to ashes than live a life without the both of you.” 

Felix wishes he could spend an eternity with you and the baby, he wishes he could’ve broken every law in the universe without any punishments. He knew that if he did not return to his dimension after 91 days, then he would already be considered non-existent, granting him only 730 days of existence before he dissolves to nothingness. He wished he could watch your child grow older, he wished he could meet their friends and pick them up from school. He wished he could match outfits with them and attend every school event. 

But he couldn’t, special relativity would simply falter in ways physics could never demonstrate.

You heard your child’s cries echo down the hallway of your flat. It didn’t sound like the cry she usually gave out when she was hungry or sleepy.  She was screaming at the top her her lungs, shrilly watery sobs tore you out of your bed. Felix was a light sleeper, he would’ve heard her crying and rushed to his child. He would’ve held her in his arms and cooed at her, made her some oatmeal, or changed her diaper. This caused panic to rise in your throat, as you grabbed your fluffy robe curling it around your body.

You rushed into her room. Your heart cracked at the sight of your baby withering her arms. “Mama! M-muma!” You pick her up, as she hiccuped, clinging onto you. “Dada go.” Her words were muffled, against your robe, and her dark brown curls brushed against the nape of your neck. Elise looked so much like her father, from her big brown doe eyes to the soft freckles that spotted her caramel-brown skin. She really was a mini-yongbook. 

“Dada gone?” You turned your head to face Elise, who was clutching onto you. “Elise…where did Dada go…?” Your voice was soft, and your heart was thrashing against your chest, practically threatening to tear a gaping hole right through your ribcage. Elise pointed a small finger to the floor right by her crib. “Dada gone.” She sniffled, her bottom rip quivering. Her eyes were confused. 

“Oh my God….” You sputter out, tears disfiguring your sight. 

There it was an open paper with Felix’s shaky handwriting and a pen placed over it.

Hope you enjoyed it! Please leave a like & reblog if you enjoyed it :)

[quillsnink]

MASTERLIST

• Stray Kids

1. Group Chat (Hyunjin)

2. Group Scenario

3. Hyunjin Angst

4. Singing SKZ songs in gibberish Korean

5. Teaching Felix your native language

6. Pulling Bang Chan closer by the tie

7. Minho short

8. Holidays with Bang Chan

9. Minho feeding you

10. Bang Chan timestamp

11. Hyunjin talking to you anonymously

12. Stalking fan accounts with Chan

13. Chef Chan short

14. Han Jisung crack

15. Hyunjin timestamp

16. Bang Chan timestamp

17. Sleep-talking and Hyunjin's next to you

18. Show with SKZ 1 Show with SKZ 2

19. Watching a movie with your SKZ bias

20. SKZ finds your Korean notes

21. Chris finding fanfic you wrote about him

22. "Can I bite that lip ?"

23. Hyunjin dream I had during his hiatus

24. Stray Kids reacting to you telling them "I'd trade you for a lifetime supply of chocolates"

25. "Say please".

26. "Merry Christmas ya filthy animal" .

27. Sees you cuddling with Wolf Chan

28. You text him from your hometown

29. "Oppa"

30. Watches you/catches you dance 1

• Harry Potter

1. Hermione

2. Sirius Black1 Sirius Black2 Sirius Black3

• BTS

1. Min Yoongi timestamp

2. Last Christmas

• Taemin

1. Taemin before going to the military

• GOT7

1. Jaebum short

• NCT / WayV

1. Lee Taeyong

2. Yangyang laughing at your dance

3. Ten short

4. Ten short 2

Do let me know if any of the links aren't working and I'll fix it.

[shhuuga]

(⁠ ⁠◜⁠‿⁠◝⁠ ⁠)⁠♡ DATE NIGHT POSTS (⁠ ⁠◜⁠‿⁠◝⁠ ⁠)⁠♡

🧁 summary: bf!skz needs to show u off, what better than a post on twitter!

🍨 genre: tooth-rotting fluff 😵‍💫

🎫 warnings: none (lmk if i missed anything!)

[intothestrayverse]

“Hands full”

Y/N’s got a thing for grabbing the boys’ muscles, and now they’re all just trying to survive her chaos.

Warnings: Fluff but I guess also kind of suggestive

[pandajaye]

Like Bunnies 🐰

characters: bunny hybrid!seo changbin, bunny hybrid!black fem reader, quokka hybrid!han jisung

changbin bunny hybrid reference image

pairings: bunny hybrid!seo changbin x bunny hybrid!black fem reader

fandom: Stray Kids/Skz

genre: fluff, smut

word count: 5.4k

warnings: cringey love text conversations, kissing, biting, groping, nudity, breast play/nipple play, oral sex (female and male receiving), unprotected sex, cursing, breeding kink, descriptions of genitalia, descriptions of sexual bodily fluids, anal play, successful breeding, mention of marriage

A/N: I’ve been wanting to write this for a while now but I wasn’t sure if I should because I thought there was like a thin line between writing hybrids and z*ophilia and I didn’t want to go into this stumbling. I’ve done some research and given myself some time to really think on it and now I feel prepared and ready to get into this. Please enjoy!

summary: you love when your bf, Seo Changbin, comes over to stay the weekend with you! he loves his members dearly but he also loves you too and tries to make time by taking you on random dates during some weeks and spending full weekends with you every once in a while. the two of you have a wonderful friday night and wake up saturday morning feeling extra lovey dovey on each other, a little too cuddly, somewhat, Like Bunnies 🐰

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The sun shines through the blinds of your bedroom window. It’s warm everywhere that the light touches. You gradually come awake, your nose twitching lightly from being dry. It was absolutely necessary for your room to stay cold at night. However, to protect your sensitive sinuses, you tried to make it a habit to turn the AC down when it was time to sleep. It’s not unlike you to forget but the reasons are different most of the time. In this situation, the reason was a great one. You had been waiting all week for your boyfriend to come stay with you. Every day, during every text or phone conversation between the two of you, it was important that you express your excitement.

✨ (your messages: 🩷; his messages: 🩵) ✨

🩷: ‘bini bini bini!’

🩵: ‘yes luv?’

🩷: ‘I’m so excited!! 😆’

🩵: ‘I know luv 🥰’

🩵: ‘me toooo <3’

🩷: ‘we’re gonna have so much fun oky?’

🩷: ‘*okay?’

🩷: ‘i promise!’

🩵: ‘i know we will, it’s gonna be so much fun’

🩵: ‘i miss u during the busy weeks :(’

🩵: ‘my cutie bunny baby’

🩵: ‘i wanna cuddle even now :’(’

🩷: ‘ahhh, u miss me, luvbun? 🥺’

🩷: ‘waaaah :’)’

🩷: ‘ur so cute! let’s kiss the whole time okay 😘’

🩵: ‘yes pls bb 😙❤️’

🩵: ‘okay I have to go, jisung-ie is looking at my phone’

🩵: ‘he says “hi” and that we’re cringey’

🩷: ‘aw man :’(’

🩷: ‘tell him I said hi and that he’s the meanest rat ever’

🩵: ‘okay! 😈’

🩵: ‘he says he’s not a rat, he’s a quokka, and that you have to respect your elders’

🩷: ‘tell him i’m sorry and that i’ll make cookies for you to bring him 🤧🥺’

🩵: ‘he says he forgives you and he’ll see you soon’

🩷: ‘yayayay! 🥳’

🩵: ‘I have to go now too bunbun 😞’

🩷: ‘nooo 😭’

🩵: ‘sorryyy’

🩵: ‘I’ll text you when I leave practice okay?’

🩷: ‘okayyyy’

🩷: ‘bye luvbun ily😘❤️’

🩵: ‘bye bunbun ily2🥰😘❤️’

✨ end of text convo ✨

Your conversations between each other are… quirky… to say nicely. The two of you don’t really care. You’re adults, you pay for the phones you’re using. You can do whatever you want. That and you’re in love. Changbin is so sweet. He works so hard as an artist. Producing, rapping, singing, dancing, modeling. It’s kind of hard to watch him be on stage, seeing other girls throw their hearts out to him. You keep yourself sane by reminding yourself that it’s just for appearances and to keep the fans happy. Still, they’re all so pretty and cute. ‘They could easily have him.’ you think to yourself sometimes. The one time you mumbled it out loud with him around, he lectured you for it.

“I don’t care about them the way I care about you. They can’t have me. You have me. We were meant to be. There is nothing else besides you and me. Never has been, never will be.” Changbin’s ears had flattened out from how intense he felt. When he noticed the tears in your eyes, they completely flopped when he softened himself. “I love you so much. Please don’t compare yourself to others. You are so beautiful and sweet and smart. I love everything about you. I love spending time with you and being able to have you in my life. I’m proud to have you as my doe. I want you to focus on our love. Not the love you think someone else could give me.” You can still remember how compassionate and stern his voice was back then. His gentleness when he pulled you into a hug and held you in his arms, careful not to hurt your ears, was very needed in that moment.

You cried into his chest for a few minutes before the two of you went to lay down and take a nap to recharge. It took a while but after that day, you worked hard to never view yourself negatively like that again. Changbin has been there for you as much as he can and for that, you’re there for him at every opportunity. He tells you all the time about how spending time with you helps him feel better after a long, hard week. Sometimes just the smell of your perfume or the sound of your voice can help him clear his head. It’s so relaxing when you groom his ears for him, and he likes doing it for you, too. He says it’s cute how your tail flutters when he hits a good spot. It makes you blush hard but it also fills your heart up. You two are truly meant to be together. There’s no doubt in your minds’.

Sleep falls from your eyelashes and allows them to softly blink open. A smile grows on your lips while you do your first stretch of the day. The groan and sigh from deep in your chest causes Changbin’s nose to wiggle and he wakes up as well. You watch his eyes open and regress back into a squint then close again with a smile. “Good morning, sweetie.” His sleepy voice makes you grin. “Good morning, honey.” You lay on your side so the two of you can be face to face. He opens his eyes again and moves forward with pouty lips. “Kiss?” He requests. You meet him with soft but slightly dry lips. “How did you sleep? Good?” You kiss his nose this time. “Mhm. Really good.” It’s his turn to stretch and it ends with holding onto your hip, slightly massaging it. He’s not slick at all, though. He tries to start small talk by asking if you slept well while his hand massages its way under your sleep shirt.

“I slept well. Did you happen to have dreams about me, Bini?” You raise an eyebrow, your plan to expose him is starting with an interrogation. “Mmm.. can’t remember…” Bin mumbles. He moves in closer, putting his face in your neck and giving you light kisses. Your nose scrunches and your upper lip twitches at the tickling feeling. “I think you’re dreaming about me right now. Am I right?” You ask. He nods, his thigh resting on top of yours. “You smell good. Your perfume lasts so long. ‘Smell so sweet…” You’re lost in his kisses becoming sloppier, completely unaware of his body reacting to being close to you. “You know what we haven’t done in a while?” “What’s that?” Your answer comes out in an almost whisper. “We haven’t had morning sex in a long time.” He leans back to look at your face and is satisfied with the excitement in your eyes. “Should we? Do you want to? Right now?” You can feel your tail fluttering against the covers. “Mhm. Do you want to?” You nod just like he does. “Let’s do it.” “Let’s.”

You two move at the same time, you put yourself higher up on the pillows and lay on your back while he gets between your legs. He leans forward and you share a few pecks on the lips before his tongue makes its appearance. Your lips part immediately and you allow his tongue to explore the inside of your mouth. Your morning breath is pretty non-existent but he wouldn’t care if you did have it, you still love to taste each other’s. The kisses get sloppier in increments. His hand is warm as it travels under your sleep shirt and up your belly to your chest. He bites your lip and you moan at his fingertips teasing your nipple. “Ah… Binnie…” You bite your lip after him and squirm. “I got you, bunbun~” Changbin pushes your shirt up over your chest and admires the beauties in front of him. He uses both hands to massage them gingerly. “Breasts don’t make the woman but I lose my mind at how… blessed… you are everytime. Mm~” You blush at his words, wanting so badly to cover your face.

People always make comments or give you looks over your chest, the only ones welcome are your doctor’s and Changbin’s. He’s joked about how they barely fit in his hands before and left you completely flustered and wanting to hibernate for the rest of the month. Even your inner ears went from pink to red that day. Now, here you are, flustered again, watching his mouth open as he dips down and takes your nipple into his mouth. The pink of his tongue contrasts so cutely against your dark skin. And he knows how sensitive they are. That’s why he looks into your eyes when his tongue swirls around it, making it grow. “B-Binnie…~” You moan, your lip quivering. “Mmm, Choco~” He coos before slurping. “Binnie! Shut up!” He just has to make a ‘you taste like chocolate’ joke when a part of you is in his mouth. It always gets old but he’s goofy like that. He giggles for a second before going back in. Between your thighs, your cunt is starting to relax and slick is forming. His lips press together to pull your nipple as he leans back, immediately going back in to suckle some more. On his other hand, his thumb rubs circles around your other nipple, occasionally tapping it. The second it grows, he carefully pinches it and rolls it between his fingers. You love when he plays with your chest, it always gets you going in a short amount of time.

For Binnie, seeing your chest exposed like this turns him on a lot. He does consider himself an ‘ass’ man, but he loves every vulnerable part of your body, not just your backside. The more he suckles and toys with your breasts, the more his arousal increases. He already has a nice girth when soft but erected he was thick and had an appropriate length. He’d always stretch you out and had generous but not overwhelming contact with your g-spot where it would hurt you. It was another ‘made for each other’ type of thing. After a few seconds, he moved to the other breast to give it as much attention as the first. Only this time, his hand didn’t stay to play with your free nipple. Instead, he reached under you and grabbed the waistband of your shorts. “Do I have your permission to take this off, bunny?” He asks politely, taking a break from your tit. You nod quickly while licking your lips. “Yes, please~” Your answer is eager, indicating you’re ready for more. He leans back and uses both hands to pull the waistband under your ass then up your thighs, tossing them to the fuzzy rug below your bed. He smiles a bit, always excited to see the stretch marks on your tummy and hips. They were so sexy to him and he let you know that every time he saw them. “Sexy bunny~” He flirts, smirking at you and making you blush even more.

After a few more kisses and suckles on both of your nipples, he kisses the center of your chest and trails them down your belly. He stops here for a few seconds to cover the rest of your tummy in kisses then circles back to his original trail right over your belly pudge. “Do I have permission to go further? I’m so hungry for you, baby~” He’s so polite when he asks for consent, it’s bare minimum but you like it a lot anyways. Once again, you nod, and he takes his opportunity. He moves himself back on the bed, reaching down into his boxers to stroke himself. You open your thighs wider for him to have all the space he needs. He kisses your inner thighs, switching between left and right, and getting closer to the center of his desires. The first kiss on your cunt isn’t shy at all. He makes out with your folds confidently from the start. “Ah!” Your little yelp is so cute to him. His tongue slides through your slit hungrily. Those famous Bratz lips of his feel as beautiful as they look against your vulnerable parts.

Changbin knows your body well. He takes pride in it as your boyfriend. He focuses on your clit immediately because he put in the work to learn how to please you. He loves you and wants to do right by you, especially if that involves giving you head that’ll make your thighs quiver. “Ahhh, B-Binnie… feels gooood…” you whine. Your mouth always turns into a frown similar to his upside down smile once you start losing your grip. The pressure of his tongue on your clit is energizing. There’s a rush in your tummy that’s rolling in like thunderstorm clouds, destined to grow the more he consumes your flavors. Those flavors of yours, mixed with the sounds of your pleasure, become the reason for the wet spot in his boxers. He’s just as weak for you as you are for him. Your ability to make him horny and out of his mind was strong and something he was obsessed with when it happens. His jaw is strong, guiding his mouth so his tongue can make circles around your clit when it’s not lapping at the small bud.

He leans back and sucks his fingers before sliding two inside of you. “How is that? It’s okay?” He asks intently. “Y-Yes. It feels good, Bini~” You push your head backwards into the pillows, surrendering yourself to him completely. You’re in his hands and trust him fully, giving him control over making you feel good. There’s times where his fingers fuck in and out of you, some of the time they’re slow and other times they move more sporadically. In between those moments, he keeps his fingers deep inside and curls them up. It’s so special to experience what it feels like to be his famous pink Dwaekki bowling ball. “Ohhhh fuck! Hhhnnngh!” Your bottom starts to lift off the sheets and your back arches. “Biiiinnie! Awwww!” His fingers have found your g-spot quickly and he knows it by the way you’re panting. Your ears have flopped to your shoulders and your eyes are half open.

“Fuck, you’re so wet, baby~” He growls. Your slick has coated his palm completely and the back of his hand. He wants to keep going and keep pleasing you this way but you’re so slippery. Your lips look glossy and sparkly in the sunlight. It’s so beautiful to him. He needs to be inside you badly. You’re only halfway to your orgasm when he pulls his fingers out of you. “Bunny, I’m ready to fuck you. I want to know if you’re ready, too.” He gulps, his throat is somewhat dry from watching your reactions with his mouth agape. “Mm-mm.” You shake your head. His head tilts to the side, confused. He can usually tell you’re ready once your bottom was explored like this. You push him off of you and he moves easily with some worry in his chest. While it felt great to have his fingers deep inside you, he’s not getting away without letting you take care of him, too. You roll over onto your knees and glance down at his boxers. “Take these off for me, please~”

Now he understands. You just didn’t want to use your words. Changbin stumbles off the bed and pulls his boxers off quickly before climbing back on. He feels hot sitting in front of you like this and takes his shirt off, too, leaning back against the wall after. “There we go.” You smirk at him and pull your shirt off so you can both be as naked as the day you fell from heaven. His large chest rises and falls exaggeratedly watching you duck down and kiss his belly. “Mmm, marshmallow~” You tease, getting revenge for his chocolate joke from earlier. He only manages to get part of a chuckle out before he’s interrupted with your kiss on his tip. It’s so hot pink and round and shiny from the precum that’s still leaking out of it. Your hand wraps around the base like grabbing a joystick to play Pac-Man. He could faint from the way you tap it on your lips before taking it in your mouth. Your tongue feels hot against the vulnerable skin and he’s trying his best to stay calm.

That fails immediately when you suck him into your throat, hold for a few seconds, then come back up for air. “There. Not so dry anymore.” Now that you’ve slobbered all over him, it’ll be easier to suck him. Your other hand wraps around the middle of his shaft and you get to work. While you suck the first inch within your lips, your hands grip and stroke the rest. It’s hard not to smile when you feel his erection grow in your fists and against your tongue. “I love your cock, Bini. It tastes so fucking good. Fits in my mouth so nicely. Don’t you think so?~” It’s your time to flirt and he’s almost too dizzy to answer you. “Y-Yes, bunbun. I love when you suck my cock~” He answers before biting his pretty pink bottom lip. “I love it, too! I like when I do this and you wriggle around.” Before he can even ask, slap his dick on your tongue a few times and open wide to choke yourself on it. “Yah! Ah! Fuck!” Changbin’s big strong thighs flex and his toes curl. The cries coming from him are like music to your ears. That’s why you need more.

You reach forward and rub his nipple the same way he did yours earlier. He tries to grab your wrist but you shake your head. “Ah-ah! You got me. Now I get you~” You scolded him playfully. He frowns before relaxing his face completely. He can’t protest. It’s only fair. Plus, he has no problem admitting how good it feels. You pinch his nipple the way he did yours. Your bodies may be different but you always find a way to pleasure each other equally. Eventually though, just like he did, you forget about his nipples. Now, you're taking him in full. One hand holds his base and the other massages his sack. His fist grabs the back of your hair only because he promises to help brush your hair back out when you’re done. His full erection has made a home from your throat. You breathe through your nose like you’ve practiced many times before so you can hold him inside for a bit then go back to bobbing up and down and swallowing around his entire penis.

Tiny beads of sweat manage to take their place along his hairline. His dick has jumped more than a few times now and he can’t stop panting, just like you. “I’m gonna cum, baby… I’m gonna cum in your throat… I’m so fucking close… Please let me~” he begs. You nod and slow down, using the hand around the base to stroke him slowly but generously. One stroke, two strokes, three strokes. Changbin’s toes curl and his thick eyebrows join in the center, his eyelashes fluttering as well as his tail. He sucks in air through his teeth while you slurp his cumshot up from dripping out of your mouth. “Let me see…” He groans and lifts your head up. You stick your tongue out and proudly show off the fruits of your labor. “Swallow it~” You follow his orders with a big gulp and smile. “Awww, cute~” He boops your nose. “Yeah yeah, I know I am.” You roll your eyes playfully and crawl back to your pillows, laying your head down but keeping your ass up. “I’m ready to take you now, Binnie~” You wiggle your tail and pull your ears to the side the way someone would pull their ponytail over their shoulder.

Changbin stares at your pussy, still slick and pretty from earlier. It makes it easier for him to recover from the insane neck you just gave. “I’m so glad you're ready, I know I am~” He crawls over to you and presses his face into your backside. You bite your lip, feeling his nose and lips against your seat. He sticks his entire tongue and slowly drags it up. It catches your clit, it swipes over your entrance, all the way up to the rim of his third favorite way to get inside of you. Two fingers push into you again while he focuses his mouth on this area in particular. Your tail jumps every time his lips suck and kiss you there. When his lovely digits curl inside you again, you press your face into the pillows to muffle yourself. He’s not done until there’s a squelch every time his fingers fuck into you. When he decides there’s enough of your arousal leaking out of you, he comes up for air. “You don’t have to arch too hard, bunny. I don’t want your back to hurt.” He rubs your back until you straighten out your arch a little. Sometimes you can over do it to give him the best experience. It’s nice but it’s not something he requires from you. He’d rather let your body do it naturally without you having to think about it. “Good girl. There we go~”

Your loving boyfriend swats your bottom then kisses the pain away. “Wooow, it jiggles so nicely. Lovely choco-bunny butt~” He chuckles and swats you again. “Bini! Stop teasing!” Your ass jiggles when you whine to him and gets him excited. “Oh okay, okay! Ready?!” He smiles and wipes his palms on your sex to borrow some of you slick for lube, stroking himself. “Ready!” You wiggle your tail again but it stops suddenly when he pushes himself inside you. “Ohhhhhhh fuuuuuuuck~” Your eyes roll at the feeling of his cock edging its way deeper into your suction. He bottoms out and you feel a tingling sensation in your belly button. Changbin took a deep breath while sliding inside of you. That sudden rise in heat made his heart pound and reminded him of why he’s so addicted to being the one that gets to fuck you. He pulls out slowly and pushes back in at the same speed, repeating this a few more times for a moment of consistency.

The alternating between feeling full and feeling empty is making your mouth water. Your body feels so excited and aroused, so hot, a feeling that never gets old. Your nipples are sore and sting from the friction against the sheets beneath while fully erected. “I needed this so bad, Bini. I missed you. I miss being your sexy little bunny~” you mumble with your face against the pillows. “I missed you, too. And this hot little hole. You don’t know how obsessed I am with you. At night, when we get off the phone… I can’t help but grab myself. I think about you bent over like this or laying on your back with your legs wide open…” He sucks air through his teeth at the same time that he thrusts back in. “I think about you fingering yourself… using the vibrator I bought you on your poor little clit. I’ve thought about you throwing all this back on me~” He grins, baring his canines as swats your ass harder than earlier. He growls, “I jerk off until my lap is covered in the cum you’d eat if you were there~” Suddenly, he pulls out, leaving just the tip, then slams back into you. “Ahh!” you yelp pitifully. You know well enough that this is where the heat is turned up and brace for the experience.

Binnie pushes your legs together while inside. It’s a soft fall that now has you laying on your stomach. “Fuck yeah, need you just like this~” One hand pulls your soft ass cheek to the side, giving him a better view. You can’t help but whine when he starts thrusting inside of you. His strokes are closer with more power instead of him pulling out almost complete. The way his shaft slides against your inner walls is intense. You feel weak inside and your stomach muscles are starting to convulse. To make matters worse, his other hand is playing with your hole again. He sucked his thumb first, rubbing the heavily melanated rim. When he pushes in, your mouth drops open and all you can do is bite your lip to keep from going insane. “Be loud, baby. I know you like it~” His thumb slides in and out of you generously, intentionally. “I-I l-love… it… Fuck… Ohhhh it’s so good, B-Bini~” you whimper. Your voice drops and turns into a cry in your throat when he pulls his thumb out of you. “Relax for me. As much as you can~” he whispers so sweetly. You can feel two fingers pressing into you and immediately start your attempt at relaxing as best you can while his dick bullies your insides.

Your asshole gives and his fingertips make their way inside you, stretching you the deeper they go. Changbin curls his fingers and flexes them. Your eyes squeeze shut, your breath begins to hitch and shake. His fingers are pressing against your g-spot from above and his tip bumps against it from underneath. You reach around the bed for something to grab but you end up just reaching around and grabbing his thigh. “Changbinnie! Daddy! Ah! Ah! Ahhh!” He uses his entire hand to stir your insides up, his hand shaking vigorously. “Ahhhhhhh! Binnie! I-! I’m gonna cum! I’m gonna cum! Ahhh!” your cries make him chuckle. “It’s okay baby, I’ll take care of you. Let it out, baby. Here, I’ll help you~” He pulls his fingers out of you but you don’t have time to complain. You feel him lay on your back and wrap his arms around your waist. One hand holds your tummy and the other rubs your clit like he’s taken up enthusiastic DJ lessons.

His hips speed up and his thrusts make him slam into your ass as he humps you. “Fuck this little bunny pussy… so hot… gonna fucking breed you… breed this pretty pussy…” he’s growling, again. “You wanna have my fucking kits… hm? You want me to fill you up and make you a mommy? Want me to get you all swollen and pregnant?” His threats aren’t threatening at all. They’re making you swallow and suck him against your cervix. “Yes! Yes! Fucking fill me with your kits! Please, Binnie! Please! Breed my pussy! I need you inside of me foreverrrr!~” Your desperate pleas make him lock in. Your voice is so whiny and high pitched. His mind is racing like a dog with a chew toy… and he loves how you squeak and squeal for him. Changbin taps your clit from underneath and makes his thrusts solid and consistent. “Gonna… breed… you… give you my kits…” A hypnotized state comes over him and he kisses and bites at your shoulder, licking the indents of his teeth. “Fill you up… cum on me… cum on my… cum… cum, Bunny… cum for me~”

Seo Changbin. A man known for sticking to his principles and telling others to judge things for themselves. His leading personality and solid character make you feel so safe. You trust him with everything, especially with your body and soul. That body of yours, it gives in. It gives in to him and his demands. You sigh, tears run down your cheeks and get caught in the pillow covers. The core of your stomach trembles while you orgasm. Your insides are hot and throbbing and now sticky, thick fluid runs through you. The impact from his humping and the talk of breeding has made you swollen and especially receiving. The warmth of your mixture, cum and arousal, covers him completely. His cock, throbbing just like your genitals, jumps. Once, twice, a third time. Then semen erupts from the tip and shoots a few satisfying loads into you. The two of you moan together, your breathing only slightly out of sync from each other. You’ve drooled down your chin and he’s drooled on your shoulder. You can feel his cheek against your back. His body on top of you is comforting like a weighted blanket. You love being so close to him. Especially right now.

“Binnie?” you whisper. He turns his head around to rest on his other cheek so you can hear him better. “Hm?” He sounds tired, you both do. “That felt so good. You fucked me so good. You know?” You can feel him smile against your back and it makes you smile, too. “I know. That was awesome. You take my dick so well, sweetie. Every time.” He kisses your back before sitting up so he can pull out and roll over, laying next to you. He opens his arms, “Come here, bunny. I’ll hold you.” Despite the nasty sticky mess on both of your crotches, you’re more than okay with cuddling. Slowly but surely, you pull yourself up and lay on his chest. He lovingly pushes your ears behind your head and strokes them carefully. “How do you feel? Does anything hurt?” he asks. You shake your head. “No. I can feel the mess leaking out of me. I think my pussy’s swollen on the outside.” you look up at him with sparkly eyes and a twitchy nose. “Yeah? Lemme see.” You open your legs for him and sure enough, you’re looking a bit puffy.

“Awww, how cute.” He reaches down and palms your swollen cunt. You moan into his chin when his fingers find your clit, now extra sensitive. “Ahh~ Mm~” In return, you reach down and grab his semi-hard-on before it can go down completely. You only stroke him down his tip, unable to reach his testicles in your position. “I love when we can’t stop touching each other.” He kisses your forehead. The arm underneath you reaches around your back. He lifts up a bit and readjusts so you’re laying his arm. Your left tit falls to the side and he finds your nipple, tweaking and pulling at the weak bud. “Sore~” you grit your teeth at the stinging pain. “I’m sorry. Here,” His hand comes back from your cunt shiny and wet. “Put your arm behind my neck.” You do as you're told and he lifts your thigh up. He guides his cock back inside you and slowly thrusts. Then, he grabs the breast closer to him, rolling the nipple between his fingers like usual, sucking it up into his mouth. His cute bunny teeth tug on it while he suckles.

He keeps you like that for another minute before his hand wraps around your throat and he fucks into you again until he cums. This time, the ribbons land on your tummy. Cheeky Binnie collects the cream on his two middle fingers. “Open your mouth~” he demands calmly. You open your mouth and take his fingers in, immediately tasting his cum on your tongue. You swallow and suck them clean, only letting them go when you’re sure you got all of it. “Good?” he asks. You nod your head. “Good.” He smiles softly and sighs. The two of you rest for a few more seconds before he gets up fully this time. “I’m gonna go-” he stops and motorboats your cunt one last time, licking you from around his mouth. “-start the shower. Let's go out for brunch. Hm?” You stop biting your lip to grin. “Yeah! I want strawberries and cream on waffles.” you giggle excitedly. “I could eat your your strawberries and cream all day if you let me~” He smiles and kisses you, then hops off the bed like he didn’t just say some really unhinged shit. “Sicko.”

You take a deep breath and roll over onto your stomach, laying in your naked filth. You can’t stop your fluffed up tail from wagging and don’t plan on trying. Your heart is full and your doe-hood is even fuller. This is better than being on cloud nine. This is what it’s like to be in love and be wanted. And now he wants you to have his kits. You feel more than happy to start a family with him. Although, the memory of him saying he wanted to wait until marriage to have kits with you is in the back of your mind. You don’t know it but he’s planning something. His pleas to get you pregnant this morning weren’t just lust-filled fantasy. Not just empty promises. Something big is coming for you. You just have to wait and see. You’re gonna forever be happy and in love, making love forever.

Just like bunnies.

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A/N: Hello! I really hope you enjoyed reading this work! This is probably the fastest project I’ve done in a minute but it’s because I was so sure of myself making it. I still did some procrastination and had some doubts but in the end, I was successful in my endeavor. I completely understand if you’re not a fan of my sexual writing style. I’ve been reading smut for years now but I’m still figuring out my writing style with it. Right now, I’m in an era where I’m trying to write it as realistically and relatable as I can. Unfortunately, I fear it’s coming out more like p0rn. But if y’all are okay with it, I’m okay with it!

Also, I really hope that you, especially if you’re a Seolar, like how I tried to portray Changbin’s character close to his real personality. I love Changbin and as someone with him as their ult bias, it is important to me that Changbin is given the respect he deserves. Now, I know Changbin’s representative character is a Dwaekki. To be honest, I wasn’t confident in how to write a hybrid version of one since he’s not a real animal. Sorry! Same thing goes for Han, I know he’s a Quokka but I don’t know much about them other than them being cute so I picked a hamster for his hybrid. Don’t you think he’d be so cute with hamster ears? 🥺 I do. Anyways!

P.S. If you’re really invested in this story like I am, I will be writing an actual series inspired by this work. The series will have an OC instead of being an x reader and will include all the members of Skz. I know some people don’t like OC fics and that’s okay. I’m just thankful for you taking the time to read this little story. For those of you that are interested, please join me as we expand on this super fun alternate universe.

Thanks for reading! ✨

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You're My Idol

IdolHanJisung x CelebBlackReader

Request are open! I reply quickly. Masterlist here

Synopsis~ You and Han were exes. Well, not really. One day, he hit you with three words, and you ran. He's been desperate to get you back, and you let him come back with open arms… just for sex, though. Commitment is scary to you, and something's up with him that scares you.

Warnings~ Smut, rough, commitment issues, exes cheating, a little angst if you squint, Han is a simp on the streets but a dom in the sheets. 2 smut scenes.

Word Count- 7.2k

Han was my ex. I'm just going to be honest. SURE, we might've fucked around after breaking up, but we hadn't seen each other in a year.

This was because we were on tour at the same time. But I'm unsure how I'll react when I see him at the Met Gala. I might even avoid him.

He was an unexpected lover. We met at a celebrity party after the VMA's. His English was perfect, and he was a hottie. 

I thought I liked Hyunjin. He has mysteriousness and an art vibe. But something about Han caught my attention.

Their music is jaw-dropping.

When we exchanged numbers, I stalked the entire group. I was infatuated with K-pop culture. 

After about two months, we hooked up. And let me tell you, that man is a god in bed.

He really knows how to use his tongue.

We had a good night, and then we had a good couple of months. But he wanted more, and I didn't. 

I'm too busy to do that. My career was skyrocketing. 

Though I'm scared of committing, I always know that Han and I are connected. 

He understood the overwhelming pressure and expectations of singing. The stress of producing music and always having to be on the lookout for trends in music and finding ways to put your own stylistic twist on it.

And most of all, he understood me.

He picked up on my habits and silly phrases. He studied me like I was his everything. I loved how he remembered the tiny things about me.

He knew when I was lying through my teeth, when I was upset and tired, what I liked to eat... he knew everything. 

But, we 'broke up'. I don't think I'll find someone who understands me like Han.

So when I was getting ready for the Met Gala, putting on my overly large dress, and being walked to the limo, all I could think about was him.

"Ralphy, are we still on for Sunday?" My manager shrugged, "Ready to get your ass kicked?" I plucked his ginormous arm. "Ow!" Ralph was a big baby.

When I say big, he was buff as fuck. I only hired him because he was hot as fuck. But he has a girlfriend. I keep away. I don't pay him mind because I'm still so attached to Han.

Even though we aren't together. 

The limo stopped, and I could hear the shouting. As soon as I walked out of the limo, the lights flashed. I sashayed to the carpet to take photos. My bodyguard's hand was carefully but securely on my waist. He whispered, "To your left." I glanced to the right and then left. 

I'm sorry, I'm dyslexic. 

I saw Chan, and where you see Channie is where you see Han.

I bit my lip as I looked away to lock back into looking good. My first instinct was to make sure I looked good.

Han might be watching, and I don't want him to think I look ugly. 

I made my way down the carpet until we entered the private room. I looked over my shoulder to see the boys far back. 

I relaxed as I felt hands on my shoulder. "Hi, baby!" I turned around and saw the tiny woman. If it isn't Ariana Grande. "Hi, sweetheart!" 

She hugged me tightly as we rocked. I walked over to Cynthia and gave her a hug. "Hi, pretty woman!" She smiled, and her fantastic nails slid across my hands. I squealed, "Lemme see those nails, girl!" I looked and nodded excitedly, "These are so gorgeous." I felt a presence behind me and turned to see Sabrina. 

"Oh my god. Hi, babe!" I hugged her tightly. We're all so busy, and we never see each other. Ariana actually helped me with my album, which blew up. 

She let me have some of her demos, and I got especially famous when she gave me one of her popular leaked songs.

I bit my lip as I watched Jennie come over. We worked on a song a while ago, but her company thought it was too Taboo.

Granted, it was smooth R&B about how much I wanted a man to dick me down. I had already attracted a crowd, and as Lil Nas X came over, I saw the boys walking in. 

They looked so lost. Poor babies. I smiled as I made eye contact with Seungmin. His smile was polite. 

I looked back at the girls, "I don't wanna be messy, but... Isn't that..." I laughed, "Yes, and I can't promise nothing won't happen tonight." Sabrina laughed, "Girl, it's been a year. He probably moved on." 

I sighed, "Why would you wish that on me." I heard my favorite giggle get closer. "TYLA!" She shuffled over in that cute dress. "ARGH!" I hugged her as Jennie smiled. 

"How are you babe?" She shimmied, "I'm great! Did you see Rihanna! She spoke to me?!" Ariana laughed, "You're so cute." Her eyes were shocked and pretty as she scanned Tyla.

My bodyguard grabbed my arm and yanked me away, "Oh! I gotta go!" I ran with Jean. That was my bodyguard's name. "You want anything to drink?" I shook my head, "We can after." He smiled, "Please don't get into any drunken fights, don't flirt with anyone crazy, and don't throw up." 

I smiled, "No promises!"

He smiled as he walked away. I walked back to my crowd of my friends. I don't know exactly where the conversation went. 

I smiled as they made me giggle. "Fuck, ya'll are so funny!"

Nas laughed and turned. "Go get your nigga. He hasn't stopped staring." I rolled my eyes as I watched Chris Hemsworth lift Changbin. 

"Oh." I laughed as I walked over. 

Han made me study Korean. I knew enough to hold a conversation. "Hey guys." I.N's tense shoulders relaxed. 

Chan smiled and came in for a bear hug. I smiled big in his arms. "Hey..." I let go. When I made eye contact with Han, my heart stopped. My palms were sweaty, and I felt myself tearing up.

I missed him.

He ran into me and gave me a hug. "I missed your crazy ass." I laughed. When he pulled away, his hands lingered. He knew touching my face or hair was a big No-no. He was trying to figure out where to cling to.

"Hi."

"Hey." 

We both smiled at each other. Nothing changed. The chemistry was still there. Minho said in Korean, "Get a room." I rolled my eyes, "I know you're not talking Minsung." 

Changbin only laughed. I noticed that two of the boys were missing. "Where the hell is Hyunjin and Felix?" Seungmin mentioned, "Hyunjin is with Donatella, and Felix is mingling." 

I nodded and looked around. "Does Hyunjin know I'm here?! He didn't wanna say hi!?" Then, I felt someone's hands wrap around my waist into an intimate back hug. "Hi, Y/N." I turned around, jumping out of his arms. "Hyunjinnie!" I gave him a hug.

I laughed, "I'm gonna say Hi to Felix and get drunk. You know where to find me if you need me." I walked over to find my friends. 

Sabrina whispered in my ear in passing, "He's Australian?!" I turned around. I confusedly asked, "Who? Felix?" She nodded excitedly, "I think he's hot." I laughed, "Well, aren't you dating that one guy?" 

She smiled, "Sadly." I bust out laughing. "Where is Felix?" She pointed with her thumb, "Over there." 

I turned over to look at him with some celebrities. "Lix!" His eyes widened as he turned his head. He was talking to fucking Asap Rocky. "Oh! S/N (Stage name), Where have you been!?" He dapped me up. I couldn't help but laugh. 

Rocky was like an uncle to me in a weird way. My music started with Tyler scouting me, and we made a crazy song.

Then, I somehow managed to get into contact with Rocky. "I'm doing great! Where is our wife?" He smiled, "In the restroom. You know Felix?" I turned to Felix. I wrapped his arm in mine, "Yeah, I know his whole group."

He nodded, "That's what's up. Hey, text me later. I have a song I need a feature on." He hugged me tightly one last time before walking off to Rihanna. I waved at her with a big smile.

She waved back and walked with Rocky. I turned to Lix, "Hi, Lixie!"

I mingled with many celebrity friends and went to the bar to down drinks. I sat comfortably with Tyla to talk about our careers.

As two black artists in the industry, it's very different from everyone else. 

I heard footsteps walking over, and Tyla looked Han up and down, "Ou girl, I gotta go." I sighed, "Hi, Hannie." He quirked an eyebrow, "Why do you sound so disappointed to see me." 

I laughed, "Cause you know how this ends every time we see each other." He crossed his arms, "What if I told you I have a girlfriend?" 

My heart dropped. I let out a breath I didn't know I was holding. It was a silent stare before I asked, "Do you?" He smiled, "No, I don't." 

I ordered another shot and turned back to Han. "So, how have you been?" He smiled, "Small talk? Why are you being weird?" I smiled. He always read me like an open book. I loved it.

"Because Han, I actually wanna know how you are." He quirked his eyebrow again, "Really? Your place or mine?"

Our lips crashed into one another as Han threw me on the bed.

I giggled as he ripped his shirt off his big shoulders. That's where my legs belong. He pulled my legs to drag me closer to him. He pulled off his pants, leaving only his boxers. 

The boner was prominent in the car, but now I remember how big he is. 

"Don't worry, there's plenty of foreplay we can do tonight."

He kissed me again, dragging his tongue over my lower lip. He pulled away and winked. He pulled me out of my dress and pulled down my panties. He stared for a moment and slid the panties back on.

"Get on your hands and knees, and let your ass face me." 

I obliged carefully. Han smiled, "I'm gonna fuck your panties on."

He slid his dick out and started torturing us. He slid his dick over my clit. That made me moan. "Be as loud as you want, baby. The boys don't care." 

My arms started to shake from fatigue. I fell into the pillows, and I felt Han's finger dig into my hole. My eyes rolled to the back of my head. He peeked at me, "You bring your vibrator?" I shook my head. 

He had a half-smirk that made him look so sexy. I watched as he dug his second finger into my hole. I moaned as he decidedly to randomly rapidly push them into my hole. 

I whimpered at how fast he was going. I felt my body humming. His mouth kissed against my hole. His thumb flicked my clit, and I cried, "Fuck me, Han Jisung." 

He loved when I called him his full name. "Oh, you're dangerous."

He flipped me over and lifted both my legs to his shoulders. He angled his dick into my hole and thrust roughly into my hole. He was filling me up rapidly, sending me into a frenzy. I started touching myself, and he watched me in awe. 

He was pulling my underwear for more momentum as his dick stretched out my wet little hole.

I whimpered, "I'm gonna cum." He dug his dick into my G-spot. I cried as he got rougher and faster. I panted as my eyes squeezed shut. My eyebrows furrowed, and Han (out of habit) rubbed his thumb against them.

I smiled as the satisfaction rushed over me. I started squirting over us. Han smiled in shock and started humming just from the sight. My pussy clenched around him. Han let out a long moan in response. 

"f-fuck. Y/N." 

He slowed down and fell onto me. "You do so well under me, baby. I almost feel like we're meant to be."

He got off me and pulled me into his chest. 

"You're crazy, Hannie." 

He smiled and kissed my ear, "Will you be here when I wake up tomorrow."

I got silent. Han nudged me, "Aye... I won't force you to talk to me. But, at least answer the question." 

I closed my eyes, "Go to sleep, Han." 

My butt pressed into his dick, and he stiffened. "So shut up, or you'll start torturing me."

"Mhm."

I woke up in Han's arms. I scooted from under his blanket and threw on some clothes. I ran out of his place and called Ralphy. 

"Walk of shame again, huh?" I peeked through the slightly opened car window and sighed. "Just shut up and drive me home." I climbed into the vehicle. It was silent for a good fifteen minutes.

I squeezed my thighs together as I started to feel anxious. "Han's gonna be mad at me when he wakes up." Ralphy glanced at me and looked back at the road. "Y/N, why do you keep running back to him?" 

I let my head rest in my hand as I stared out the window. "I dunno. Maybe it's how safe he makes me feel. But I'm just so scared of getting hurt. I can't do long distance. I can't wait for him." 

Ralphy said, "But he's waiting for you. He's a good guy. He takes care of you." I smiled, "That's why I leave the morning after."

Ralphy gave me a quick glance to see the reminiscent smile on my face, "Last time I stayed for the morning, he was making me breakfast in bed." Ralphy laughed, "He's so down bad for you! Please, just let him ask you out." 

I looked at my phone. There was no text from Hannie. That's because I blocked his number. Still, I know he'll find a way somehow to talk to me.

I was getting on my plane to continue my tour. My album had dropped a month ago, and I was getting lots of 'congratulations on the show!' Still, I wanted Han to text me. 

The boys already did. They always do. Chan is actually a stalker. I nervously sat in the plane. 

I'm afraid of heights.

Getting on planes is a pet peeve of mine. 

Ralphy sat next to me, "Here, to help you relax." He passed me a bottle of alcohol. "You're trying to give me a liver failure." His left eye twitched as he shoved the bottle in my hand.

I laughed. I dove back the shot straight from the bottle and let my head settle on his shoulder. "Ralphy, I can't stop thinking about Han." 

He laughed, "Saying that leaning on another man's shoulder is insane." He turned to me, "Unblock him." 

I lifted my head, "Why are you so pro-Han Jisung?" He smiled and played with the curl in my puffball. "He makes you happy. Happier than Zach ever could." 

I laughed, "Yeah." Ralphy said, "I hated Zach. He so easily used you, and for what? Now he's a famous cheater." 

I laughed, "True, I lost two best friends in one sitting." Ralphy rolled his eyes, "You never lost me." I turned to look at him and smiled. 

He's right. Ralphy went to Zach's house and beat his ass. "Okay, enough about my past. I have to study my setlist." He laughed, "Should've done that weeks ago." I rolled my eyes, "Yeah, whatever." I opened my iPad and started to study. 

After about an hour of going at it, Ralphy had fallen asleep, and I was a little more tipsy than usual. As it became harder to read my lyrics, I realized how lonely I felt. 

I did something even more impulsive than unblock Han. I also deleted his number.

As the FaceTime dialed, I was met with Minho's furrowed eyebrows. He was in a face mask. "Why the hell are you calling me Y/N?" I sighed, "I have to talk to Hannie." "Call him then?" 

I groaned, "Give Han the phone, hoe!" 

Minho made old man grunt sounds as he got up. He walked to Han's room and slid the phone under the door. 

I saw Hannie's cute face poke into the camera. He curiously picked it up and inspected the phone. His eyes lit up, "Hi, baby." 

I only smiled, "Hi, Han. I'm drunk right now. I don't know why I'm calling you. Ralphy got in my head again." 

Han only smiled at the camera, "You're drunk?" I nodded innocently, "Shh, Ralphy is sleeping." His smile turned into a tint of concern. I only smiled brighter, "How are you?" 

I sighed in annoyance, "Oh my gosh, you're on tour! How is it?" His cute cheeks puffed, "Good Y/N. You're on your tour. How are you feeling?" I smiled, "Nervous."

Han always understood me. He cared for me and made me happy, but I have a problem with running away from people. 

Han does as well. 

The break-up between us was serious. Han thought I wasn't committed to the relationship. Han also had commitment issues. I'm not saying he ever cheated on me. Han would never do that. There are just some underlying issues between us.

I never asked Han about it, but when he'd say affectionate things... it felt fake. 

Han would act romantic because he doesn't know how to be in a relationship. I didn't feel safe with him emotionally. 

Maybe that's why I ran away. 

I know he's been getting better and going to therapy, but I'm just too scared to give him a chance. 

Han stared at me for an eon while I thought to myself. "What's going on in that pretty head?" 

"Thinking about us."

I covered my mouth as Han laughed, "Yeah? Thinking about us? I smiled, "Hannie, I'm gonna take a nap. Why don't you text me tomorrow morning?"

The way his eyes shined in the light made me wanna punch him with a cute aggression. "I will." I mentioned before hanging up, "Don't forget to give Minho his phone back." 

His eyes lit up as he remembered, "Oh yeah. Bye, cutie. Be safe."

"Wassup L.A.!" I screamed as I ran to the middle of the stage. The beat dropped, and I danced like crazy. I sighed in satisfaction as the song ended. 

I was quick to end my show because I had a photoshoot after. Being the ambassador of Balenciaga wasn't easy. I walked into my car, waiting. I read through my missed messages.

One stood out. 

Han's Final Form👅

You did so good out there baby😫😫😫😫

Han's Final Form👅

Eat well and keep ripping the stage

Han's Final Form👅

OMG WAIT FANS JUST REALESED CLIPS WHY ARE YOU THE NEXT BEYONCE

Han's Final Form👅

wait thank you Beyonce plz don't take my baby mama away from me🧎🏻‍♂️

You

LMFAOO HANNIE 😭

You

shut ur black ass up!

Han usually takes DAYS to reply. When I got an instant text back, I furrowed my eyebrows in surprise.

Han's Final Form👅

OMG you say the n-word one time🙄

Han's Final Form👅

Bad joke, I'm actually really really sorry about that still to this day

You

It's okay Hannie🧍🏾‍♀️

You

I didn't expect you to respond so quick tho

Han's Final Form👅

I'll always text back for you🗣

Han's Final Form👅

Besides, I'm always up until the ass crack of dawn, you know that

Hearing that stung. Did that mean Han was ignoring me before? I know Han was dealing with some depression while we were together. It was to the point where he was shutting out his own members. 

You

Oh okay, we're lying now???? remember when you left me on read for a month🤨

Han's Final Form👅

DID I REALLY? I'M SORRY BABY?😅

Han's Final Form👅

You free to facetime?😁💦💦

You

ah no, I have a photoshoot, and then I'm gonna eat, and prolly spend all night at the studio.

Han's Final Form👅

As much as I love that you're a strong independent baddie😍

Han's Final Form👅

Please don't overwork yourself

You

I won't hannie

The conversation ended after he left a heart on my message. Han told me he was in the studio at the moment. That conversation felt so natural between us. 

Maybe there is hope in the future. 

The car finally stopped, and I walked out. The shoot was for Balenciaga. I was trying on their winter-season clothes.

The huge puffer jacket and sunglasses made me look so mysterious. My hairstylist was installing my wig when I got a call from Lil Nas X.

"Hi, bitch!" I waved at the camera. "Hi, hoe. I'm getting my wig done." He turned the camera over to his studio set up, "When is your ass getting here? It took you so long, I started working on another song."

I laughed, "Nas, I'll be over in an hour. I have a shoot!" 

"Hurry your black ass over here." 

I laughed and said, "Okay, bye." 

"Buh, bye." 

He hung up the phone, and I continued to read my book.

My stylist said, "You have tight curls, very pretty." I laughed, "Thank you! Actually, I've been needing to get a new stylist. My other one got fired for always showing up late." 

The older woman smiled, "Of course, who do I contact?" I laughed, "Me, you're hired!" 

I was at Nas's place. He had alcohol on the table and some snacks for me. "Hi!" I took a deep sigh and ran to his seat.

"PIANO KEYS!" I kissed his piano keys. "I don't clean those." I paused and pulled away, "EW!" 

"Who the hell cleans their piano keys?" 

I crossed my arms, "ME?!" 

Nas shook his head, and I went back to tending the computer.

I opened the music file we were working on and quietly listened to what we had done. I said, "I was recording something real quick. I don't know if you'll like that."

Nas sat on the couch, "Your melodic variety is why you're so famous. It's always unique."

I smiled shyly and played the song. Nas scowled while he nodded his head along my flow. He nodded, "I love this shit! Record that now."

I grabbed his mic and plugged it in. I started to arrange my part because I wanted some individuality.

Nas asked, "We all know what you and Han did after the Met. So, have you talked to him?" I pretended I didn't hear him.

"Nigga! I know you hear me." I shook my head, "NOOOOO! I don't wanna talk about it." Nas scooted a chair beside mine, "The bassline is on A sharp minor, not G minor." 

I moved the scale up, and it started to sound right. "You need to talk to Han. I mean, I get you got your trauma and shit, but you two need to put that in the open. If you can't, then you can't trust him, and you two need to work that out, too." 

I slammed my head into the keys. "Again, those are not clean." I sat my head back up. 

"The thing is, ever since that shit happened with Chloe and Zach, I just can't do relationship shit. That hurt so fucking much. To see my own best friend riding on my boyfriend's dick like it was the greatest thing ever... it was disgusting."

Nas put a hand on my shoulder and rubbed it, "I get that girl, but Han won't do the same shit."

My shoulder's sunk, "It's not just that. Han's feelings feel like a facade." 

Nas nodded, "You should tell him that." 

"I will, maybe.... not? I don't know. It's scary to put my feelings out there." 

Nas said, "Well, you gotta try."

I shied away and began to record the music. We played around with the mixing for about an hour and a half before Nas brought out the alcohol.

I bit my lip and waited for the burn to hit my throat. When it did, I let out a tight 'ah.' Nas said, "Hennesy tastes like sweet sewer water." I rolled my eyes, "You can't appreciate alcohol." 

He was right. I am crazy for drinking straight alc with no chasser, but that's just the way that I am.

I smiled while looking at all the tracks I ended up recording. 

"Fuck, did I go overboard with the mixing again?" 

Nas shook his head, "I love when you do harmonies. It's pretty, but you need to go home. Ralphy is gonna kill me. You have an interview at 7 AM."

I sighed. "Shit, you're so right." 

I was back at my interview. We talked about the album and what's next. It was fun being here and talking with the interviewer.

"I'm not saying I hate people who wear socks with flip flops, just saying if I see you in public like that, it's on sight."

The interviewer laughed, "You heard here, first folks. S/N is a stone-cold killer. Now you have a song in your album called Ponyo, and you even have a tattoo related to that movie. What does that movie mean to you?"

I smiled, "An ex of mine introduced it to me. I loved that movie and what it represented. I made a song about how I wanted my life to be like that. It's stupid and kiddish, but I'm happy with how the song came out." 

The interviewer reassured me, "Not at all. I think the movie producer would love that it had this much of an impact on you. It's one of your most popular songs."

I laughed, "Yeah, it is. Thanks to my fans, they got me in contact with the producer, and I got to see his live reaction to it. Hayao Miyazaki has a beautiful soul."

The interviewer asked me more about the album and me. Then, I was on my way to the next show. 

Han told me he was on his way out of Korea, and we'd probably cross paths toward the middle of our tours. We'd meet in Australia.

It wasn't long before I was taking my plane ride there. I was equally nervous and excited. I couldn't wait to see Han, but I was also afraid. Performing in Australia before Stray Kids was going to be a humbling experience. 

Han had saved me two tickets so I could bring a friend. I didn't know who I should've brung, so I brought Ralphy.

I sat in my VIP section and watched as the beat of their songs came up.

I smiled and leaned my head on Ralphy. He held my hand, and I watched as the boys filed out.

God, Han looked so good. I wanted to touch him in god-awful ways.

I looked over at Ralphy as he admired the live singing.

"Ralphy, you look like you're developing a crush." He leaned down and said, "I'm a straight male, also in love with my girlfriend."

I looked at our hands and moved away, "Jesus, text your girlfriend and tell her I'm being too touchy again." He laughed and pulled out his phone.

I watched in excitement as the boys danced to the songs. It was scary as they started to leave the stage to run to the crowd.

I prayed in my head that Han wouldn't come over here. I thanked everything that he didn't, but do you know who couldn't help himself?

Felix.

His smile spread as he gave me a big hug. I giggled as everyone recorded the two of us. He ran off, and I could see it now.

A fuck-ass photo of me and a headline accusing me of dating Felix. I don't even like Felix romantically! I LIKE HIS FRIEND!

I sighed and smiled at my fans. Everyone asked to take a picture, and I shook my head, "It's about the boys tonight. Maybe afterward outside 'cause I love y'all so much!"

The crowd giggled as I slowly got them to focus back on the stage.

It was just all too messy. What was messier was the text I got from Han.

Han's Final Form👅

xxx xxx xxx

Han's Final Form👅

That's my hotel😗

Han's Final Form👅

You look so good in casual clothing

Han's Final Form👅

You look so good always

Han's Final Form👅

I'm so hard rn and I need you under me😫😫😫😫😫😫

You

Jesus Han LOCK IN... AREN'T YOU WORRIED ABOUT RUMORS OF ME AND FELIX?!

Han's Final Form👅

No idgaf

Han's Final Form👅

Felix is more likely to like men than you 🙄

You

That is so rude of you to say

Han's Final Form👅

Y'know I'm kidding

Han's Final Form👅

Please🧎🏻‍♂️

Han's Final Form👅

I need to smell you again

Han's Final Form👅

I miss you

You

Fine but be prepared to get very angry text from Ralphy

Han's Final Form👅

I am scared of that man but I'm so down bad that I can't find it in my heart to care rn🤤

You

LMAO I'M COMING!

I whispered to Ralph, "I need you to drop me off at this hotel." 

Ralph rolled his eyes, "Jesus, you two are like rabbits in spring."

I could only smile as we walked out. I didn't notice the crowd of people following until I was getting into my car. "PLEASE! S/N!? WE NEED A PHOTO REMEMBER?!"

I excitedly squealed, "OKAY! I'm coming!" I giggled as I got crowded by fans to take pictures. "Hey, wait... I know you. You run that fan page about me!" 

The girl started crying in my arms and asked, "Oh my god, can I hug you?" "Of course you can!" She ran in and hugged me tightly. Her body was shaking in mine.

I started to realize how much I meant to her. How much it mattered to see me like this.

"Don't cry! It's okay! I'm just me!" She said in my muffled shirt, "I'm never gonna wash this shirt. You smell amazing." I laughed, "You're so funny!" 

The group of girls all asked for autographs and photos. I did love my fans a lot. They really love me and my art. That makes me so happy and proud.

When they waved goodbye, I almost didn't want them to leave. "I'm gonna post something at 2pm tomorrow. Will you guys comment? I wanna see you again." The girl who was crying nodded, "Yes! I'll do it."

I laughed, and they ran off together. Ralph opened the door for me and mumbled, "I don't know how you do it. You really love your fans." 

I watched them safely run off. Ralphy entered the driver's seat. Before we started driving, he asked, "Do you have condoms?" I rolled my eyes, "Han usually has some." 

Ralph sighed, "Good, I don't feel like dealing with a miniature hornhog." 

I laughed as he pulled off. The drive wasn't long. 

When I entered the grand hotel, Han stood in the lobby with flowers. 

"Hi, baby." I looked at the way he was dressed. 

He wore that blue plaid shirt, a white t-shirt underneath, and baggy blue jeans.

"You tricked me. You're taking me on a date." He laughed, "Not really, I can't go out, so we're going to my hotel room."

I smiled as he held his hand out for me. I know he's the kind of romantic guy who tells romance stories, but... I feel like this feels a little show-and-tell-ish.

The elevator looked so fancy as we headed upward. Han smiled, "You look beautiful, you know that?" I quirked an eyebrow, "Hah, thanks Hannie. You don't look too bad yourself."

His smile was content. I looked away suddenly, feeling the awkward air between us. He nudged me, "Don't get shy on me." The elevator opened, and he held my hand. He walked me to his room and opened the door. I was greeted with candles, flowers, comfy comforters, and a movie on pause. I looked at the food service and ice cream on the table, and my eyes widened. 

"Han..." He kissed my cheeks, "You like it?" I leaped toward the pile of pillows and comforters and crashed into them. It was a soft landing. 

Han just laughed at my antics. He threw off his plaid shirt and joined me on the ground. 

"I thought you'd like it." 

I took in his arm muscles in his shirt. His chest looked prominent, and his shoulders were broad. 

'Right where your legs belong, baby.' Han whispered that to me on one of our late nights together. It sent this shiver up my spine.

I smiled and gave him a big hug. Han's voice was muffled in my shirt when he said, "I don't know what you wanted to watch, so I just turned on anything." 

His breath built up heat on my shoulder. I pulled away to look at him.

I didn't care. I was happy Han did all of this. Even when that feeling in my heart gives me this tinge. Even when the smile on his face has this faint nervousness that lets me know he's not sure. 

I knew what he was doing... but I couldn't resist.

"Hey, baby? Before we start the movie, can we talk about something?"

I looked at him, confused, "Of course... what is it?" He smiled while wrapping the cover around me and pulled me in for a kiss. My eyes widened as my body relaxed against his. 

Maybe I was wrong about where this night was going.

Han slid his hand into the blanket and plopped on my lap. I could feel how hard he was in his jeans. I just wanted to ride him to the sunset, but Han pulled away to my surprise.

He never pulls away.

"Baby?" I quirked an eyebrow at him. "Yeah? What's up?" He pouted, "I thought we should talk about us."

I blinked, "Us?" He nodded. He looked into my eyes as my face slowly turned into a frown. My eyebrows furrowed, causing Han to instinctively rub his thumb across my wrinkles. "I want us to try to be in a relationship again." 

I shook my head, "We ended it for a reason." 

"Yeah, I gave you my reason, but you never told me why you were so ready to leave me."

I rolled my eyes, "You said it. I'm not ready for it. That's what you told me." 

His eyes lowered, "You know you say that but if you don't want this... if you never wanted it, why do you call me your ex?"

I paused for a beat. 

Han continued, "Are you afraid to admit that you want me? Is commitment that scary? You call me an ex because you figured you loved me, and instead of being communicative, you fled."

I paused. Han just read me like an open book. "Shit Han! Can I be fucking happy!? DO I HAVE TO BE TIED DOWN TO YOU? I CAN'T TRUST YOU!"

His eyes widened as he noticed how panicked I got so quickly. He spoke calmly, "Why? What is it about me you can't trust?"

I looked away, "I..." I didn't want to tell him. I was so scared to inform him. I felt cornered. My walls came crashing down, and I started crying. 

Han's big brown eyes got immense as he jumped at me. He hugged me so tight I thought I'd suffocate. "Please, don't cry. I hate it when you cry." 

I sobbed. I just kept crying and wouldn't stop. Something about this whole situation made me feel so scared.

Han pulled away to take in my face. He wiped my tears and asked, "You want some ice cream?" I nodded and crawled over to the ice cream on the coffee table. I stuck the spoon in the tub and sucked on it. 

There was only one spoon. I guess Hannie wanted to share one tonight. 

I sniffled as the cold went down my throat, making me feel immediately better. I bit my lip to work up the courage to talk. 

Han was staring at me with this carefulness in his eyes. Like I was a porcelain doll on the edge of the shelf just inches from falling. 

I finally spoke, "I'm scared of you." 

His body tensed as he waited for me to continue. I was trying hard to open up, and the only thing I could get out was, 'I'm scared of you?'. 

"I'm scared you'll hurt my feelings, so I run away. You told me you loved me, and I freaked out. But it's because of something about you."

He asked, "What's that?"

I motioned my hand around the decorations in the living room, "When you do stuff like this, it feels artificial. It feels like you're only doing this for show. I don't feel like you're doing it because you love me. You know who else I got that feeling from?"

He sighed, "I'm not Zach." 

I smiled, "I know, you so much better. Your talented, skilled, prettier, buffer, bigger dick, clean-" 

Han cut me off, "Hold on... what'd you say?" 

I shook it off, "But you're better than him. You're already famous, so you can't use me for fame. And you can't fuck Ralphy because I'm pretty sure you're not gay... I mean, I don't know for sure. The way you act with Minho is kinda suspicious." 

"Y/N, the point?" I bit my lip and confessed, "But I also don't feel comfortable talking to you about my feelings on my things, but..." I squeezed my eyes shut, "I love you too, and it scares me."

I still had my eyes shut, "It gives me panic attacks at this point. I'm scared of getting the truth smacked in my face. I'm not like the Asian girls, and you have girls lined up just ready for you at all times. You'll likely venture off and do something that'll hurt me in the long run."

Han looked hurt, "Y/N... I completely get where you're coming from. Sometimes, I have trouble expressing myself, and I've been working on that in therapy. But, I wanna work on myself, and I wanna work on myself with you."

We stared at each other for a while. There was just this unexplainable silence between us. It was a while before Han asked, "So what do you wanna do?"

"I wanna be with you... but one condition." I started climbing on his lap as he stared at me longingly, "Yes?" I smiled, "You have to be patient with me... and love me your way." He smiled, "I will. I'll always do it my way."

I leaned down slowly, and our lips crashed into each other. Han's traveled to my hips. I started grinding on his hard dick. Han groaned in my mouth. 

I smiled as I unzipped his pants. I still hadn't let go of our kiss. Han pulled back and watched me unbutton his pants. He looked back up at me with those pretty eyes. 

His hands traveled to the hem of my shirt, and he started to lift it. My lace bra was thin. It showed the mountains of my nipples. 

We leaned back into another kiss as it started to get heated. There were silent words behind Han's stares. They were pleading with love. 

Han's hand dipped under my bra, and he grabbed my boob and squeezed. I let out a pant as I pulled away. I started to unclip my bra, but Han beat me to it. 

He's gotten me out of this bra a lot of times in the past. He told me that this was his favorite one. Han's eyes widened as he stared at my titties.

I started grinding on him, and he squeezed his eyes shut in agony. "Fuck, I know, baby. I need to get you wet first." His back was against the couch as he lifted up with me. 

He carried me to the bed and turned off the TV quickly. Han liked to fuck in the dark. He said it gives him more of an excuse to let his hands roam. 

My back fell flat on the bed as he unzipped my pants. The vibrations of the pants zipping sent this ticklish feeling to my pussy. He pulled them down while looking at me. His eyes said everything his mouth couldn't. "I want you." 

I smiled, "I know Hannie."

His thumb rubbed against my clit, causing an electrical wave to shoot through my pussy to my chest. I whined. "Mm, that feels good as always, right?" 

I nodded as he bent closer to trap me in another kiss. My tongue traced his lip, and his lips parted. His wet tongue slid into my mouth. His thumb turned into two fingers. They slid into my hole, and I moaned in his mouth.

He loved when I did that. 

He let out a satisfied huff against my face.

He kissed and sucked on my neck as I let his fingers dig into my hole. His slow pace was just as gratifying. I started to pant and whine. "I need more." 

Han pulled away from my neck and kissed down my stomach. He sucked on my clit as his fingers continued digging in my hole. The sheets balled up in my hands. 

"Fuck Han." He smiled against my clit, and my nails moved to his hair. I massaged his scalp and pressed his face closer to my pussy. His wet soft lips kissed my clit, and my body tensed. 

Han sucked harder and let his fingers go deeper into me. I moaned louder as he quickened his finger's pace. I felt myself starting to cum around his fingers. My moans became more girlish and high-pitched.

He let me ride down his fingers as my hips bucked into his palm. "Mm, mm. Ah~" My panting slowed down finally. 

Han licked his fingers and towered over me. "I'm hurting right now." I laughed as he looked at me playfully. He leaned down to give me a kiss. "I know this hurts to hear, but I won't be able to control how many times I confess my love to you tonight."

I smiled, "That's okay."

He pulled my panties down and pulled his pants down. I bit my lip as I looked at his beautiful dick again. 

He pressed himself against my entrance, and I braced myself for the stretch. Han dug himself deep into my hole, and I gasped. He was pacing into me slowly as his hands roamed to my chest. "Kiss me, please?" 

He obliged quickly. The kiss was messy as he thrust into me hard but slow. My body rocked to him. Han kissed my neck, leaving probably another hickey. I felt his big dick hit my G-spot finally. 

I whimpered from the feeling. Our bodies made noises together as Han's dick thrusts deeper into me. The friction in me started to build as my body heated up more.

"You okay, baby?" I peeked open my eyes, "Ah~ mhm." He smiled and kissed me.

"God, I love you."

My eyes rolled to the back of my head as I came around him. Those words made me feel vulnerable enough to cum.

My body shook under him, and his thumb rubbed my hip. He helped me ride through it. He kissed me softly. "Baby, I won't see you for another month or so, so I'm gonna fuck you for every day we won't see each other."

[huunni]

★ — “ DOES THIS OUTFIT MAKE ME LOOK FAT? ”

who dis? stray kids, ot8

huunni drops → cussin, 🎲 jokes, reader gets called fat a few times but it's all jokes, WHAT ELSE I MISS?

[pretty-blkgirl]

hi!

may you do a fluffy seungmin x black reader? maybe the reader experiences hate from seungmin's fans and seungmin shows her that he loves her regardless of what's being said?

it's all up to you ofc! ok bye ~ <3

Let Me Help You

//fem!black reader x idol!Seungmin//

Synopsis: After experiencing excruciating hate from his fans, you try to leave your boyfriend

Genre; angst, eventual fluff

Warnings: racism is a heavy theme in this story, reader is described as fem

A/N; Thank you so much for the request ❤️❤️ As you can see, the story is a bit lengthy since this topic is something I’m passionate about. There aren’t any explicit instances of racism present (such as the use of slurs) but it is heavily implied.

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“Y/N?” You hear from behind you, making you jump slightly. You immediately looked back to see your loving boyfriend staring at you with pure disbelief in his eyes.

The look on his face alone makes you want to run into his arms and kiss all his pain away. The pain and confusion you caused.

You were in the bedroom you two once shared, gathering the last of your things and returning a necklace Seungmin had given you. Since he was so busy at work, it was easy to dodge him and move out of the apartment without any problems.

Your original plan was to leave the apartment without a trace. Block him, and all his family and friends, never looking back.

However, you know he deserved more than that. You two’s relationship was perfect.

Well, near perfect.

You and Seungmin were beyond compatible. You loved the same shows, food, and artists, and it helps that you were familiar with the music industry so you two connected on another level.

The company was aware of the crush you two had on one another in the beginning, so they asked Seungmin ahead of time to try his best to hide the impending relationship.

He truly did do his best to hide you, not that he wanted to. He would have preferred to show you off to the world, and let everyone know he was in a relationship with the most beautiful, caring, talented, and loving woman in the world.

However, both of you knew that he needed to seem “available” as an idol. The fans needed to believe they had a chance with him, and them finding out about you wouldn’t be good for anyone.

It was a bit more tricky as well, considering the obvious difference between you two. Neither you nor Seungmin had a racial preference when it came to dating, so you being Black and him being Asian was rarely a situation you two cared about.

To be honest, who cares about the difference in race? It was never a big deal, all his family and friends absolutely loved you, and the company even took a liking to you.

The moral of the story is, it never mattered that you two were in an interracial relationship…until it did.

Being Black in Korea was an…interesting experience. The majority of your age group and younger exhibited great openness and compassion towards everyone. But there were still some ignorant people, and those people made sure to show themselves to you.

One day, an older man caught you and Seungmin leaving a restaurant late at night. He cursed at you, insulting you and calling you names you’d never repeat.

Seungmin defended you, but the man’s outburst caught the attention of a group of teenagers who recorded the interaction.

They posted it, and it went viral quickly. Sharp-eyed fans immediately recognized the masked man’s voice and eyes. They knew it was Seungmin, then everyone knew he had a partner.

Many people supported you and your man, even other celebrities came out in support, but a large number of nonblack fans came out and started to give you hell.

They sent trucks to the company, demanding the idol break up with you. They trended tags on Twitter, they spammed Bubble with pleas for you two to break up.

Seungmin and the company both put out a statement, but the hate continued to get worse.

His members began to speak in defense of you, and you noticed paparazzi stalking outside your job.

The death threats didn't take long to start, and then the shameless TikTok videos claiming you’re only “ruining his career” and “destroying his purity” came in dozens.

Again, there was still an outpour of support, but the blatant racism you were shown was so too much to handle.

Being Black, you unfortunately experienced at least a little bit of ignorance, prejudice, or racism wherever you went. You were beyond proud of your race though, making sure everyone could feel the confidence and pride exuding off you wherever you went.

You were never ashamed of your race, you would never allow someone to make you feel bad about who you were. To you, you were beyond blessed to have such beautiful brown skin, but it did hurt to know that people hated your guts just because of your skin color.

The fans were ruthless, and you tried to stay away from the hate, but your curiosity got the best of you.

Long story short, you spent 3 hours reading about how Seungmin could do better and how his reputation is being ruined. By the 4th hour, you had started packing your stuff.

You loved Seungmin more than anything, but you started to feel like you were ruining his career. He was almost put on hiatus when the news broke, and he was so miserable. You watched as he cried on the phone with the higher-ups, and you couldn’t stand the fact that it was all your fault.

You managed to pack the majority of your things in a few hours, mostly because you didn’t have much to begin with. Running off of pure adrenaline and sadness, you left for a hotel and ignored the eventual calls that came later in the night.

You stayed away for three days and planned to come back to the apartment to get the rest of your stuff while Seungmin was supposed to be recording a music video.

Unfortunately, he played sick and was able to leave the shoot early. Something in his gut told him you’d be back at the apartment, and he was right.

“I’m sorry,” You said, staring down at the floor

“Can we talk?”

“I just came to get the rest of my things”

He sighed, “Please baby, this can’t be the end of us”

“I’m not good for you”

“Don’t you ever say something so stupid again”

Against your better judgment, you looked up at him. He was so hurt, but still managed to put a little smile on his face.

Your knees felt weak

“Why’d you leave?” He questioned

“You know why”

“Maybe” He nods, “But I wanna hear you say it”

A few seconds of silence made the atmosphere more tense than it already was.

“I’m ruining your career” You whisper

“No, you’re not”

“I am, and I don’t want your dream to be ruined all because your fans don’t like me-”

“Y/n” He interrupted, “Fuck my dream. Do you think I’ll put a career over you? I’ll leave all of this bullshit behind if it means you’ll come back home”

“I don’t want you to give up on your career!”

“And I don’t wanna lose you, so what now?” He crossed his arms, and you hate that you found him so sexy at that moment

“Please just let me leave. This has gotten so out of control”

“Baby I understand that this is overwhelming. I promise you I do, but I swear I’m doing everything in my power to ensure all those people who've been harassing you will face consequences. I promise you I’m gonna fix it”

“You can’t get all of them”

“But I can try” He shrugs

He walked over to you, silently asking to touch you. Again, against your better judgment, you look into his eyes and allow him to hug you.

“Please don’t let ignorant pieces of shit destroy our relationship. I know the hate is getting to you, but let me help you through it, let me at least try to”

You knew you were going to say yes. Both guilt and unmeasurable love filled your chest and he rocked you side to side.

“I’ll put out another statement, and I’ll go live. I’ll make sure those motherfuckers know that I’ll do anything to protect you.”

He lets you go a little to pull back and look at you, “Plus, there are still millions of people who support us.”

“I know,” You say

“So let's focus on positivity? Or maybe we can delete social media for a while? I’ll delete mine too. If you don’t wanna come home for a bit, I’ll have the company set you up with an apartment. We’ll also look for a therapist, okay?”

You nod, and mutter a small “Okay baby”

You two hug for a while, knowing you guys won’t ever let some stupid people keep you away from each other again.

[bambieheeseunglee]

why do men try when lee heeseung exists !?

Lee Heeseung - 01 line!

[whatudowhennooneseesyou]

Can a request more about Felix dominant side? I thinks he hides a lot of potential to be a Dom, he would be perfect for for a late bloomer, he seems very warm,but also controlling if he wants to

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𝘍𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘹 𝘓𝘦𝘦 𝘈𝘯𝘥 𝘏𝘪𝘴 𝘋𝘰𝘮 𝘌𝘯𝘦𝘳𝘨𝘺:

I feel like my warnings are getting so repetitive but I gotta include it in every post.

I'm using astrology so nothing I say is accurate or confirmed- it's completely theoretical.

Anyway- let's go!!

Out of the members of Stray Kids- I would honestly say Felix isn't one of the best members for a late bloomer relationship BECAUSE of his overthinking tendencies with all his Virgo placements.

He might tend to think TOO hard about being such a good boyfriend and giving you the best late bloomer experience that he'll probably forget to just live in the moment.

His Aries Moon also indicates impatience and he might want to try too many things too quickly and it might get overwhelming.

One of the best traits of having a Libra Venus is they value equality in the relationship and Felix might feel like he has TOO much power in the relationship with his experience and you're lack of experience.

But to end this on a positive level, I think no matter what...Felix is going to try his absolute best to be the best ever 'first ever' boyfriend for you.

Now for his dom energy- yes while I think Felix is one of the more 'submissive' members of Stray Kids- I don't think he's 90% submissive and he's more of a balanced switch than what people realise.

This will be shorter than Ateez readings b/c I don't have Felix's Rising Sign so I can't analyse his house placements but his Aries Moon/Leo Mars are great placements to indicate he has 'dom' energy.

I feel his dominant energy would come out when he's pushed hard enough-like if he's jealous of somebody flirting with you or his masculinity feels challenged in a way.

His voice will get deeper, his eyes will darken and become more stern and his grip against you might be more tight.

'I'm not worried about you getting attention sweetie, I'm worried about the way he looks at you'.

I've seen him on-stage and when he's performing- he has a very powerful and 'manly' energy which juxtaposes against the 'fairy' concept he's confined to with group dynamics.

Both Felix Lee and Han Jisung have a Leo Mars and men with a Leo Mars typically love heated-in the moment type of sex and are visual people.

And yeah- as a dom with a Libra Mercury...you best believe he'll talk you through it.

Would watch you put mascara on in the mirror and then he'll randomly think about how pretty you'd look with his cock in your mouth and mascara running down your cheeks.

'You look so pretty as you gag on my cock sweetheart, want to paint your face and see your mouth covered in me'.

Lipstick smeared, stockings ripped, bra straps falling, buttons torn are some of the things he'd find so sexy- having a Leo Mars means he can be quite primal in the bedroom.

But it would take him a lot of teasing or jealousy to get to that unhinged level of dominance- and it would take A LOT of time (and rounds) for him to break out of it.

It's why I love Felix with black hair SAUR MUCH!!! because I think it brings out his dominant energy and doesn't confine him to 'baby subby pixie Felix' persona.

I also just want to appreciate the Taste fancam and this performance b/c I think this fit and song was the key for Felix stans to think-

Oh shit- He could be a dom.

[shhuuga]

(⁠☉⁠｡⁠☉⁠)⁠! HOW YOU GUYS GOSSIP! (⁠☉⁠｡⁠☉⁠)⁠!

🧁 summary: hot gossip? bf!skz is on the case!

🍨 genre: tooth-rotting fluff 😵‍💫, brainrotting crack 🥸

🎫 warnings: cursing, mentions of gr00ming (which, in light of recent events isn't exactly tasteful but.. whoops!), innuendos to real life events, (lmk if i missed anything!)

[zee-143]

☆Felix x Black! Reader(Fem! Reader)♡

A/N: Hey black girlies 😍❤ I'm also a black girlie so I've been dying to do this!! Also, if you're not black and wanna read please do!! I don't really care just no hate!!! We need more kpop x black readers frr😭 Btw if u know any people who write them pls tell me! Uhm, one more thing, this is my first time writing like a story kinda one shot thing..? Basically, sorry if it isn't amazing. I'm still learning so pls enjoy ❣️❣️

Genre: Fluff☁💕 but sorta angsty??

Warnings: Nothing ✨

Summery: You're insecure about your curly hair so Felix tried to help you feel better ( and sorta failed)

You frowned, staring at your reflection in the mirror. It wasn't a pretty sight, you thought. Your hair was so messy and boring. This definitely wasn't how you wanted to start the day with. Especially since you have a date with Felix. Dealing with this mess of hair you couldn't control? Huge bummer. Though with a problem, there's always a solution.

You slid open your vanity drawer, rummaging around all the random hair products and combs. Your face brightened as you pulled out a hair straightener

"Perfect! "

You found a place to plug it in. You turned on the device, unsure of what to do next. You hadn't actually had any experience with straightening your hair. This is the first time but dealing with your stupid curly hair is way harder. What was difficult about straight hair? You shrugged of the feeling of uneasiness.

You placed the straightener near your hair. You hesitated slightly, placing the curly ends of your hair in between the tool. You worried that it would burn your hair or something. You've seen plenty girls on social media though doing it for real is nerve wrecking.

You press the straightener down onto your hair, leaving it for a few seconds before satisfyingly pulling it away. You were astonished to find how well it worked out! Your hair was straight and some how not burned. Eagerness and excitement took over your whole body. You pulled the hair straightener back to try another piece of hair

"Sunshine~ Are you almost rea-"

Felix stopped mid sentence, standing frozen at the doorway. You hadn't noticed him at all as you successfully straitened more bunches of hair. Felix moved so quickly, you couldn't react to how he carefully snatched the hair tool away. He unplugged then placed it on your vanity table.

You stared at him, a look of surprise. Felix stared back at you, instead with eyes of worry. A loud silence echoed around the room. You wanted to say something, but what? That you didn't know

"I like your hair"

Felix stated. You cocked an eyebrow, unsure of what he was on about. Felix noticed this so he continues

"You don't have to straighten it, is all I'm saying. You have a beautiful hair texture"

Felix shrugged, staring at you. His face had a sense of calmness but you could tell he wanted to say more.

"There's nothing special about it. It's honestly boring and difficult to manage"

You respond in a monotone voice. Felix couldn't tell whether you were just saying that or you were serious. He crossed his arms and hummed in thought

"Well... "

Felix pulled you into his chest, holding you in a tight hug

"That doesn't mean you should change it. You've never straightened it before. I don't get it... "

You listened to the concern in his voice. It hurt you to make him feel this way. Felix hates it when you change something about yourself. He'd rather get stabbed a billion times than not have the real you.

"It's complicated" You answer

"Then explain it to me"

Felix wasn't backing down any time soon. He needed to know what you hated so much about your hair. You may think he doesn't know, but he knows. He knows how you wish your hair was straight. He knows how you wish you didn't have to deal with such a 'messy' hair type. Felix knew everything and it hurt him every time you said something bad about yourself. Sure, Felix isn't in your position, so he'd never know why you feel this way. He wanted to know though. Every little detail.

"We're gonna be late for our date, you know?" You didn't know what else to say

"I don't care. We're not going anymore"

Felix pulled away. He held your hands tightly and scanned your face. You were about to question it but he stopped you

"We're not going anywhere until you tell me what's wrong with your hair. And don't use those lame excuses. Be honest with me... "

"I dunno"

"You can't not know. Are you insecure about your hair or something? "

Silence filled the room. For the first time, you didn't have an answer. You didn't say anything. It was weird. Imagine being insecure about your hair?

"No"

You lied. Felix sighed. He knows you're not telling the truth.

"Fine...but 𝘐 like your hair, alright? I think.. I think it's so unique and special. There's only so much I can do with mine. Yours has so many possibilities. I love it just like I love you"

Felix kissed your forehead. His hands let go of yours. You stared blankly at him, unable to form a proper sentence. His words were so simple. This touched your heart though.

Felix strolled away from you, stepping out the door. He gave you a quick smile before leaving and closing the door behind him. You wanted to tell him to come back. You decided against it.

Staring at your reflection in the vanity mirror had you realize something. Your hair was yours and there was nothing hair products or even a straightener could fix. You still hated that. You knew Felix only cares about you. He worries too much, you thought. You picked up the hair straightener again, plugging it in. Your reflection seemed to be mocking you. You ignored it. It was all your decision. What more can an insecure black girl do?

Please tell me what you think!!

[shhuuga]

(╥⁠﹏⁠╥) HOW THEY APOLOGIZE WHEN THEY YELL AT YOU! (⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠)

🧁 summary: how the maknae line apologizes when they yell at you during an argument

🍨 genre: tear-jerking angst ｡⁠:ﾟ⁠(⁠;⁠´⁠∩⁠`⁠;⁠)ﾟ⁠:⁠｡

🎫 warnings: cussing, (lmk if i missed anything!)

🩷 — hyung line

★★★★★

[incognitoleeknow]

Black Box Masterlist

Bang Chan - WIP

Lee Know

Changbin

Hyunjin

Han

Felix - The College Blonde

Seungmin - WIP

Jeongin

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Hyunjin × Isadora

• Been Dating Since 2022

• The Clingy Couple

• LOVES PDA

• Both Get On Each Other's Nerves

• Cairo's Parents

• The Most Romantic Out Of The Whole Stray Kids

• Top 3 Funniest Couples Of SKZ

• Huge Height Gap (5'10, 5'2)

• Size Kink

• Tattoos Of Each Other's Initials

• Literally everyone's favorite couple, moodboards and aesthetic

• Hyunjin literally paints their every moment even sex

• Would have millions on Onlyfans if they shared their videos on their hidden album