#lee!miku

[farfaripol]

HELP, WHAT DID SHE JUST SAY??!!

[communist-hatsunemiku]

koasku

[matches-art]

World is my immortal

[hotdogwatersblog]

[getwonderhoyd]

happy pride to them specifically

[upwards-descent]

In this house, we love Lenalee Lee

Bonus my boyfriend wanting a Miku recolor I couldn't deny:

[leviathanlies]

Scottish Miku, roughly based on highland dancer uniforms and the outfit I used to wear to a cèilidh.

[one-time-i-dreamt]

Bruce Lee and Hatsune Miku invited me to their wedding but I was kicked out because I didn’t bring a wedding present.

[shoottthesun]

fuck you

ryu suyeol and hatsune miku

[areuwu]

Lots of Dokja and Hakhyun!

(Along with some favorites of mine hehe :3)

Been having so much fun with these arrtx markers i got!! They’re really nice

[canibalium]

。。miku⠀miku⠀you⠀can⠀call⠀me⠀miku

エビ ˘ᗜ˘ ㅤ⠀ 。。 (“ v ” ⨾) 🩻 ❕❔🫥

[mae-songe]

[cynical-soup]

abt to use my adult money and make some adult spending choices ✌🏻💕

[orv-random-quotes]

hey guys i made an analysis of the parallel between pinocchio-p's new song "With or Without Me" and yoo joonghyuk because i literally could not stop thinking about it after my first listen

it's under the cut as it's quite long

also warning for heavy spoilers. i kinda forgot what i mentioned but it probably might be good to avoid if you haven't read the whole novel and don't want to be spoiled.

“My timid self, hiding in an ant's nest

Quietly waits for the misfortune to pass” 

this is like how 0!yjh felt, standing in shock from the first scenario

“Gradually and gradually, my heart becomes dull

Gradually and gradually, my heart becomes dull”

as he continues to go through the regressions, witnessing his comrades’ deaths hundreds of times, he gets more apathetic. this is best shown by the 41st regression, where all he manages to say about lee jihye’s and lee hyunsung’s deaths are “In the future, sea battles will be a bit difficult,” and “I lost a good shield today,” respectively. it is not because he no longer cares for them that he says these hurtful words, but rather, that he cared for them too much. he cared for them too much and now his heart is hardened to protect him from attaching to his comrades repeatedly because he knows they’ll just end up dying.

“It feels like there's nothing I can do to change this world”

no matter how much he tries, he always ends up failing and coming short of ■■. he can’t do anything to change these outcomes, he can’t escape from the scenarios, he can’t stop the endless cycle of suffering.

“They point a gun at my head and test my allegiance”

“they” is anna croft. this sentence describes the 46th scenario in the 2nd regression, where anna croft betrayed yjh and forced him to become her servant, almost like pointing a gun at his head and forcing him to show his loyalty.

“Gradually and gradually, my heart rots

Gradually and gradually, my heart rots”

same like before. the horrible memories pile up one after the other into an insurmountable pile of trauma, the <Hellscape of Eternity>. the regression depression gets worse and worse.

“If I'm like this, nothing will ever come true

If I'm like this, I'll never be loved by you”

if he’s in this state, he’s never going to reach ■■. you can also connect this to KDJ and YJH’s discussion on the rooftop, where KDJ says this may be the last round you may be able to experience the conclusion “as a human being”.

“Shut up, I'm gonna live even if I'm a wimp

I'm invisible, but there's something I can do, right?”

even if he’s hopeless (or, like a sunfish, in kim dokja’s words), he feels determined to keep going. he must be the one to bear this eternity. him and him alone. he must be able to do something, right? 

“The world spins hatefully and indifferently

Even with or without me”

the world continues to go on, filled with destruction and sadness and ignorance, particularly instigated by the constellations. it will continue to go on like this, as it has never changed throughout any of his regressions. but, it still goes on without him. he finds out later on that his comrades continue to live on after he regresses. only he goes back, and the others move forward. everything will continue whether he exists in that worldline or not.

“I wish for a shooting star to the endless fighting

I wish for a ray of happiness to those who are kind”

i like to think that even though he is filled with only rage and disappointment for humans, constellations, and the whole world, that he still thinks this, at least in the early rounds.

“This merciless tragicomedy continues

Even with or without me - still”

“this merciless tragicomedy” references how this world is basically a show made by the constellations for their entertainment. their pain and tragedy and laughter only exists to fill the stomachs of constellations who don’t consider them worthy of respect.

"I have to do something - still

I have to do something - still"

he still feels the need to do something. fight the constellations, avenge his comrades, sacrifice everything he has to repay for his sins, reach ■■, he has to do something.

"The medal I dedicated my youth to win

Was taken away from me in two or three seconds

Crushed by the crowd of countless heroes"

the progress he makes in the several years each round can last can be immediately taken away by someone like Asmodeus, and the hundreds of constellations watching YJH would watch, captivated, egging the villain on as YJH watches his progress, his life being taken away yet again. he has to start all over.

"I eventually turn into a shellfish"

‘shellfish’ being sunfish. thank you kim dokja.

“Gradually and gradually, my heart dies

Gradually and gradually, my heart dies

It feels like it doesn't matter whether I'm here or not”

he begins to feel useless as the rounds continue to progress, as he knows the worlds will continue to exist without him. it doesn’t matter if he’s there, right? he’s only one person in the hundreds of thousands that experience the wrath of the scenarios.

“Dreams and frauds have the same face”

the people that could help him end up betraying him. anna croft, shin yoosoung, even his comrades when they become outer gods.

"Those who believe will all be saved

I, who can't believe, will not be saved?"

he’s still holding onto this belief that he can destroy the <Star Stream> and everything inside it by reaching ■■. but, he’s losing it as he continues to fail hundreds of times. he’s losing his belief in everything. in himself, in his comrades, in his ability to go on, in the constellations, in the stories…

“Who cares, my heart's still beating

How many years have I continued losing this fixed game?”

how many times has he regressed only to come back to the same subway? the same origin, the same story, the same scenarios, the same possibilities, just to go through it all again?

“After I've died, the sun will yet rise

Even with or without me - still

I have to do something - still

Even if I'm hated by myself”

even after he regresses, those worlds he left behind will continue to go on. he has to end the cycle, he has to reach ■■, even while battling the deeply rooted self-hatred and regression depression that lives inside him.

“Gradually and gradually, life begins to shine

Gradually and gradually, life begins to shine

Twinkling and twinkling, life begins to shine

“This nightmare will end”, I cling to a fantasy

Even if it's all meaningless”

and in the 1864th round, he meets someone. kim dokja. kim dokja who promises that he can take YJH to the end of the scenarios, kim dokja who tells him never to give up on this round, kim dokja who says this round will definitely be the last, kim dokja who makes him feel like life is worth living.

"Shut up, I'm gonna live even if I'm a wimp

I'm invisible, but there's something I can do, right?"

he has to continue to battle those memories, that voice in his head persuading him to give up. he has to tell himself to go on, to remind himself of kim dokja’s words at every step. he’s only one out of millions of people living through the hell of the scenarios, but he’s the only one who carries this <Hellscape of Eternity>, this curse, so he has to be able to do something.

"I wish for a shooting star to the endless fighting

I wish, please, for all the happiness to those who are kind

Even if I know it won't come true

Even if the world has already ended"

he knows this world is too cruel to offer kind people salvation. the world has ended, chaos has begun its terrifying reign, and morality and justice have no place here. those who are good will fall, and those who are evil will rise to the top. even the constellations of “absolute good” have committed atrocities beyond imagination. he knows the conflict and fighting will never stop, they can never stop because of the will of <Star Stream> which is constantly looking for a new story to devour. his views of good and evil are completely destroyed as he continues to live through hundreds of variations of hell, and the ones he thought were good turn out to be horrible, and vice versa. however, when he joins kimcom, he wants a happy ending for them. he does love them, so much more than he lets on, and he just wants them all to be happy, even though it can never happen.

[doodlingleluke]

and we`re done! Thank you so much to everyone who followed this and suggested characters!

[getwonderhoyd]