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livingasaghost · 14 days ago

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so i finished ass quest

#i need 7-12 business days to process #i dont want to speak to robin hobb ever again #the amount of SHIT SHE PULLED?#in 854 PAGES?????#and we just lET HER GET AWAY WITH HTAT????????????#i feel like fitz rn #like i am well aware i am acting like petulant child.....#but also......#of aLL the ways for that to end.#rote #personal #leave me here to die i guess

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scribz-ag24 · 6 months ago

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grovyle going quiet when emotionally overwhelmed by a situation

dusknoir laughing and bluffing and rambling and screaming when emotionally overwhelmed by a situation

is this anything

#i want it to be something #dusknoir pulls out a monologue instead of admitting hes beat #grovyle goes 'guess ill die then'#bc sharing your feelings counts as sharing information so he'll eat his arm before doing it #unrelated but i love when dusknoir is having his internal meltdown his portrait is covering up grovyle #like sweetie wait there in terrible agony for a minute. im having a me moment now #dusknoir #grovyle #pmd2 #i know dusknoir is pretending in the first two but im gonnaa assume hes playing with half truths here. trying to act out how he would react #bc his entire time in treasure town and early se5 leaves to interpretation how MUCH he was pretending and lying

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seawaveleo · 30 days ago

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how are we feeling chat

#(gonna scream into the tags don’t mind me)#(i’m safe and fine and ready to leave if need be but atm just need to like. throw this out here)#(WDYM 500 ACRES TO 5000 ACRES WITHIN THE MORNING. GET OUTTA HERE!!!)#(how lovely it is to see a wonderful cloud of smoke in the near distance!)#(DOES ANYONE HEAR THOSE OMINOUS BELLS TOLLING. NO??? JUST ME??? /ref)#(REALLY FEELING THOSE OMINOUS BELLS TOLLING RN.)#(anyway. hopefully the winds will die down and the fire will be contained. fingers crossed)#(back to work!)#(i guess!)#vent #comic #traditional art #waveleoart

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creepylittlelady · 4 months ago

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HAPPY CREEPYPASTA DAY 2024!!!

God damn I remember being in this fandom for the first time and being excited for Creepypasta day 2016

Unfortunately I don’t have anything to share for this momentous occasion but interact if you’re still in the fandom :3 been a while since November 2023 when everyone came back for like a month so I wanna see who’s still here!

Sigh….January marks 9 years of me being here….wehhhh save me…….

#littlelady #creepypasta #creepypasta fandom #slenderman #creepypasta headcanons #old fandom #2010s fandom #please interact I do NOT want this to be a dead fandom anymore #my 9 year old hyperfixation WILL NOT DIE #reblog with your headcanon I guess #please #PLEASE DONT LEAVE ME HERE #Creepypasta day

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captainshyguy · 1 month ago

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i truly believe people who harass others on the street, yes even if theyre shit ass teens on bikes should be thrown in a woodchipper sorry. if you rev mud in my face and mouth off at me and ruin my whole day by circling around me and continually harassing me for no fucking reason other than you're genuinely just a piece of shit who likes hurting people then i dont give a shit if you're a minor i want your organs to explode. i want you to suffoacte slowly

#guess what kinda of day i just had!!!!#some aabsolute fuckign shtheads on bikes intentinalyl sped past on their shitty bmxs right across the grass close to my mum #and revved mud right across her and when she yelled at them (which im also really mad about bc peopel around here are mouthy)#(like oh my god u just invited them to harass us further why did you DO THAT. IF U SAID NOTHIHN THEY'D AVE LEFT)#they caame back!!! :)#and woulnt leave us alone for over 20 minutes!!!:)#ik im preacing to the choir here like lbr i highly doubt anyone following me is the type is fucking yobbo tht circles parks on their bikes #and harasses people #but like good fucking god. i actually want these people to die sorry you dont konw howm uch i wanted to knock them off their biks #i wanted to hurt them so much because they would Not Fuck Off and kept revving shit ass mud over us as we were leaving #like actually get a life what the fuck is wrong with you. how can u ever think you're the good guy in that situation. die. DIE

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tenwhiteandalusians · 2 months ago

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and then no one said anything about the fact that if i watched ONE MORE episode tenax pulls a "i'm not angry i'm just disappointed i'm hurt" about scorpus signing with the white faction.

#do you see the vision here <- guy who has a watch rate of one episode per month #oh the implications of scorpus not being there for tenax in his time of need... the death of the child who is not but is symbolically their #is that a separate fic completely yes but it is ALSO in some ways a divorce fic. tenax like i needed you but scorpus also needing him #OH MY GOD THEY LITERALLY DO SAY FELIX WAS HIM and i can do SO much with the concept of a “stray”. oh please. please strays instead of rats #one knife to the ribs one fixed race one apartment board THAT'S A STORYLINE BABY RISE OR DIE THE ROMAN WAYYYYYY #i do see your calla/tenax storylines i do. i could be swayed but we are not here for that currently this is the same as the chariot racing #like i KNOW what i said about the gold faction representing everything that scares scorpus a dream he never thought they'd reach #and then to have it ripped away now he no longer even has the dream untarnished i do understand. which is why the “i'm disappointed”#kills me even MORE because it shows he gets it. like on some level he does understand why scorpus had to but it's his pride that's wounde #so to continue from what i WAS saying with:#sets the bar so low because how else would tenax love him (as if tenax would not do the same thing if he lost) and they have even MORE #questionable celebratory reward sex. yes i assigned scorpus a degradation/praise kink the world works in wondrous ways don't question it #scorpus/tenax #those about to die #tenax making sure to care for the kids is what's killing me too because i REALLY want to draw a parallel with scorpus making sure he takes #care of the prostitutes. yes he's a notorious hedonist yes he has a lot of sex but he always pays well doesn't he. over-well. he pays too #much and ends up in debt he pays enough to buy girls freedom. so that they only have to if they want to. it gets him a reputation sure AND #it gets whole houses of girls under his (and therefore tenax's) protection. you can't bruise her up; that's scorpus' favorite girl.#she can charge more for being favored. he can pay for massive parties where no one else is invited and if he falls asleep midway drunk #off his ass after a race the girls would never say. they still get paid. if tenax comes to watch and give instructions they'd never say.#if tenax tells them all to leave and it's just him and scorpus in the golden room and all the girls see before they shut the door #and latch it behind them is scorpus on his knees in the soft plush cushions with tenax offering him grapes one by one from his fingertips #like a favored concubine instead of the champion whose laurels are tilted on his head they won't say a word. not even when the noise #inside the room continues for long after the hour runs out the girls still stand watch until it's quiet and then crawl back in around where #scorpus is alone in the big wrecked bed with a smear of blood or wine on his mouth who could say. certainly they wouldn't.#no matter what they still get paid. whether they did the work to wreck him or not.#ANYWAY #they take care of the selves they couldn't protect is what i'm trying to say. for tenax it's the child he was/scorpus it's the body he sold #only he hasn't stopped having to sell it. & i guess as we're learning with the extortion tenax is still a child running from a burning hous

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microknifeyuri · 10 months ago

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uh. vent art. or something. losing yourself and losing everyone who you cared about as a result

#inanimate insanity #inanimate insanity invitational #ii #ii 2 #ii 3 #inanimate insanity cabby #. that's it #i'm. so so exhausted.#i feel like i'm actually going to throw up from how disgusted i am with myself #of course they wouldn't want to be friends w/me of course they don't like talking to me anymore #i am too broken to even be a good friend #hell even my best friend is leaving my side lately #i don't want to go back. i don't want to see them again tomorrow. i don't want to.#i don't want to feel like i'm insignificant i was doing so good why does it hurt why is it hurting now #i don't want to feel like death is the only solution i don't want to i don't want to be alone i don't want to be forgotten #i don't want to be unloved just because i can't fix myself anymore #i don't have anything to offer anymore i'm so so sorry i wish i did i wish i was still happy and healing #i wish i was i wish i was im sorry i can't.#sigh. well can't do much about it now anyway. uh yeah cabby is my mood rn. also talking about irl friends here.#god this was so bad i need to die rn #cw vent #cw sui mention #i guess #mhm. i think i need a therapist

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sherlock-is-ace · 5 months ago

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#idk if it's because i've given autism a very in depth look now or if i just always been like this and never really thought about it #but i'm finding it harder and harder to match my feelings to what i guess i'm supposed to feel?#like when something sad happens and i have no reaction to it #it's not that i'm not sad or that i'm glad it's happening but i just have no feelings?#which in turn bring put feelings of guilt because i'm not sad or worried enough...#it's such a weird experience and i'm of course not saying that autistic people have no feelings #that's so not what i'm saying #but it is a trait of autism to have difficulty pinpointing what you feel and also difficulty expressing it in ways other people usually doit #so perhaps it is because i've learned about that that I'm accepting that maybe i just don't feel things ''the normal way''#but i'm having a weird one tonight because my mom had to leave because of an emergency with my grandma #and it's 1am right now #and i am worried. of course i am. I don't want my grandma to suffer (although i have accepted she's not gonna live much longer)#but i still don't want her to die obviously #and most importantly I don't want my mom to have to go through that... to see her mother die? that's horrible #i'm obviously sad and worried #yet i'm sitting here drinking coffee and laughing at funny videos like nothing's happening #and i feel fine... like as if my mom was just sleeping at home like every night and not at a hospital visiting her dying mother...#and i know that years back i would have gone ''what the fuck is wrong with me?!'' and perhaps maybe forced myself to feel worse #or to cry or whatever because I can't be chill when something bad is happening...#and maybe i'll feel that way when my mom is back because I can't be calm and happy is she's sad #that would be rubbing it in her face #so maybe i'll feel more guilty then?#idk it's a weird feeling that i wanted to put into words #mostly for when it happens again i'll have a record of it somewhere #idk #angel talks #personal

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king-spite · 4 months ago

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#tw vent i guess??#came here just to post smth that i'm most probably gonna delete later then leave #but aughhhh last week has been SO bad i really really needed to get it off my chest #had the final boss of a sick victorian child episode for like two weeks AND tons of college stuff to do-#-AND a test on a subject that i'm horrible at (and that i'm gonna fail fs)#AND i was supposed to get a septum which is something that i'd been looking forward to for literal YEARS #but upon telling my parents about it (cause they're kinda strict and ig they would like to know) i changed my mind #cause my mom took it SO personally.... like it was HER face not mine?🤨 but hey!#and although i had the decency to at the very least let her know that i was getting a piercing (which wasn't necessary for me to do but-#-i did it anyway out of consideration for her)#she has the fucking SPINE to tell me how i could do whatever the fuck i wanted if i cared more about getting it than about her opinion-#-but she would always think it was disgusting and that i had no right to get angry at her if she didn't look me in the face or #wanted to walk or be with me cause it'd make her embarrassed to be with me in public if i had that shit on my face.#and it hurts a lot not just bc of the fuckass piercing. but bc my parents (esp my mom) always react like this whenever i make a little-#-change on my appearanceor cut my hair or buy oversized clothes or whateverand like #if she's gonna be soooo hurt when i get a tiny piece of metal on my face. how is she gonna react when i tell her i want to get tattoos.#start taking hormones. change my name. get top and bottom surgery. be completely changed physically.#is she gonna die is the world gonna end. is she just going to stop talking to me forever.#because a piercing is not just a decoration. to me right now it's an extension of the changes i want to undergo on my body.#it's a step forward to looking the way i want too look #so a rejection to any change i do on my body feels like an indirect rejection to be being trans. and the fact that they're unaware of #just how deep their rejection cuts (bc i'm not out) makes me even angrier at them.#and upon the realization that if i ever came out to my mom (and the rest of my family too tbh) she would react *exactly* like this.#well. i did not take that very well.#wasn't very demure of her to say all that. not very mindful not very cutesy :/#also been sh-ing more bc if this and ughhh what a shit week. hope this one's better #also. i decided i'm still gonna get a septum this year. don't know when but fuck all that. it's gonna bother them all the same #no matter what time of the year i get it done. or if i do it in a year or two or five. so who gives a shit.#anyway. gonna delete later probably #📎

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pyreflydust · 2 months ago

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Living in an apartment complex instead of a multi-family home after so long in the latter is so fucking weird for many reasons but one thing I don't think most people think about is the More Ambulances part.

And I live in clear sight of where most of them park.

But More Ambulances still usually means one at a time. At which point the most I can do is think "Well I hope they're gonna be okay."

But sometimes More Ambulances means... *squints* at least two firetrucks and an ambulance and WHY DID LIKE FIVE FIREFIGHTERS WITH AXES WALK OUT OF MY BUILDING

And it's probably not anything that affects me, since I would think I would've heard them closer to me if it did but WHO DOESN'T SEE FIVE AXES AND GET CONCERNED

#especially after learning twice what happens if I need to evacuate #(I die under the bed trying to get the cat out)#(though I guess if there are firefighters here already I could just stand on the patio and yell HEY CAN ONE OF YOU HELP ME GET MY CAT)#(not leaving without him absolutely not)#anyway I think at least one of the trucks left if not just moved to the other side of the building #hopefully everyone is/will be okay #little alien life shit

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hauntingblue · 7 months ago

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ONE PIECE reading musings

Most importantly: buggy hairdo

(yes that's his real hair)

more under the cut

"I can't swim, but if this took me it would be a shame. Ah! In this situation it doesn't matter if I can swim or not!"

Luffy talking about the whirlpool taking him and him being so stoic??? Iconic, it sounds goofy coming from him but what else can he do lmao it actually makes so much sense

This panel with nami and buggy is just too good. Look at their faces lmao

"Nami: I can't fight with a group of men as big as that! I am weak!

Usopp: don't leave it up to me because I am a man! I am so scared my legs are shaking! Look!

Nami: Look at me, I am near tears!

Usopp: your eyes are completely dry!"

Usopp and Nami just having a crying off

Nami: why did you get mad earlier?

Luffy: I hate them, they do everything wrong

Nami: what are you saying? They were pirates, of course they were doing it wrong

Luffy knowing and kinda explaining how there is a good way of being a pirate but nami doesn't quite get it yet. Until she leaves the baratie and cries about it, wishing to go back with them again.... I think she gets it there. Also the first of many times nami just sits beside Luffy when he is down my beloved

Johnny just name dropping mihawk and telling zoro he MIGHT be there and zoro looks TERRIFIED? it's like he was expecting to die there and he knows he is too weak to face him and win so when this happens:

Sanji tells zoro they all are going towards their death and that they are idiots and zoro says:

"I threw my life away the moment I decided to become the best swordsman in the world, the only person that can call me dumb is me."

He is speaking like he knows he is going to die and he is scared when he hears about mihawk because he didn't expect to be so unprepared. Death is coming for him earlier that it should LIKE IT DID TO KUINA but spoiler... He gets to live because of his ambition GIVEN BY KUINA it's like a double edged sword. Kuina made you ambitious enough to die for your promise to her but that promise is going to make you live enough to see it.

This is actually so good and the fact this influences sanji to go after his dream like damn. Interlaced together since sanji was introduced

Zoro about to die for his dreams and what does sanji say? Give up your dreams if they will cost you your life. Because that's exactly the example he has since zeff stopped being a pirate to save sanji's life... But that's not the takeaway my boy.... Zeff wants you to go after your dream

Sanji saying he took everything zeff cared about away from him.... He gave it away FOR YOU!!!! And Luffy hitting him with the "death doesn't repay debts... He didn't save you for that!" And then the one two hit of shank's panel.... Damn

I don't even need to translate anything here but Luffy understood zeff since the beginning and he didn't hear one word from him. Luffy asking if he won't say goodbye and then looking at sanji like that..... There is not a bigger undesrtander than him. Just made that word up. And sanji's hard fucking head had to be told by like 15 different people to leave and still just left bc he thought he wasn't wanted anymore there. The guy who didn't understand what the story was about until his father told him. Christ don krieg is annoying but Baratie is so good. And extensive because sanji is so fucking stubborn about his debt to zeff. Incredible. Look at Luffy's happy face.