#leave me here to be delusional in peace thank you

[hellsvoid]

hey. remember when we all said oilers and panthers are souldbound. panthers lost the SCF last year. you know what happened this year. so obviously, Oilers are winning the cup in 2025!! just one more year guys i am so sure of this

[bangytell]

jk | m

Summary: Your brother's best friend has been your ultimate crush since forever, and soon you'll find out that he has been too.

Genre: friends to lovers, smut

Rated: mature

Pairing: Jungkook x fem!reader

Word Count: 4.6k

Warnings: non idol au! pet names (i looove using pet names), protected sex, kinda sex in public, boobs worshiping, mentions of jealousy and a very much lovestruck Jungkook.

a/n: I just miss him so much already, in that haircut in those lives, just bring that Jungkook back to me, any ways, come to be delusional with me. I couldn't bring my mind into a title, doesn't alway have to. Also I don't have a song in mind, don't hate me please i put much effort into this.

You’re constantly aroused by the thought of your friend pinning your body, but you can’t tell a soul about your strongest desires. 

He’s your gym buddy, the shoulder you have cried on and a good friend, and it has to keep that way since he, unfortunately for you, has a girlfriend.

He’s teaching you the exercises you could do while he maintains the workout he’s currently doing, and with a hand in your lower back you feel hot in your stomach.

He’s talking to you while you imagine having him, in every possible way. 

“Understood [name]?” you nod “Do it one time for me” 

Oh i’ll do it for you many times

You do the movement as told, he grins and puts his thumb up for you, at least he used to give you praises, but you’ll take what you can get.

“I’ll be with your brother, finish the series for me and then get to cardio and you’re done” you smile and nod, getting your headphones up your head again.

You finish with ease as you see your brother and his best friend exercise at the same peace and look with detail as Jungkook body flexes and stretches each movement.

As you’re running and thinking about tomorrow's routine, you feel a hand on your shoulder, is your brother, Jimin. You pull your headphones, he speaks.

“We’re going to our dorm, are you good on your own?” Was he really asking that?

“You brought me here, what do you mean if 'm good on my own?” he chuckles

“Jungkook’s girl jus’ told us to go to this party” that girl… 

“If you dump me here i’ll snitch” he gasps

“You wouldn’t” you furrow your eyebrows 

“Try me” he grins and sees Jungkook approaching 

“Oh yeah, tell Jungkook what you jus’ told me” that filthy rat of a brother you had 

You slow the peace to the machine, as he comes closer 

“[name] Jimin already told you?” you look confused and he grins “Let me guess, you told him you’ll snitch on him”

“You know her so well dude” Jimin chuckles and now you look angry, really angry 

“You’re dumping me here to go after that…” you shush you words, in respect for Jungkook

“C’mon [name] is a holiday party, maybe your brother can finally get a girl” you scoff

“As if, please don’t do this to me… again” your temple looks like a lost puppy and it touches Jungkook soul

“You’re right, c’mon i’ll take you home” you smile 

“I knew you were better than Jimin” your time was over at the machine, you went after your backpack and followed Jungkook to his car 

“See you at the party, loser” Jimin drives off as you sit on Jungkook’s car 

“Thank you for the drive” he sighs and smiles “I don’ mean to bother”

“Don’t worry, I jus’ hope Miko won’t get mad at me” 

Oh, right. 

“She won’t just use that beautiful bunny smile of yours and she’ll forget all about it” he smiles at you as the dim light from the road lights your sight.

When you arrive at your entrance, he seems distant as if an idea has filled his thoughts.

“Kook?” he smiles “All good?” he nods but doesn’t seem like it 

“You can talk to me” he nods again, and opens his mouth as if the words were stuck at his throat 

“Good night gorgeous, see you tomorrow” that’s all he manages himself to say, you reply with a good night and leave his car, he drives off and your heart pains in its cage. 

After falling asleep with ease, your phone rings at your night stand, with a blurry vision you answer.

“Yes?” someone’s sobbing on the other line and you sit up straight, your vision returns and you notice that Jungkook’s name pops up “Kookie, what’s wrong?” he sobs a little 

“[name] can you come for me?” drive at night? it surely didn’t seem like the better idea at the moment “please, i’m at my dorm but…”

“Okay, i’ll be there, give me twenty minutes” he hums in agreement, you hung up 

Put your pajamas back on and leave a note at the fridge for your parents. 

Took the car keys and drove as fast as you could. Once outside you call him.

“ ‘m here” he hangs up and you see him, the beanie and mask hide his puffy eyes.

Inside the car you greet him “What’s wrong sweety?” he denies and pulls your arm for a hug, he sobs and pulls you closer.

“Sorry for calling so late” you caress his back and feel him relax at your touch 

“No worries” he scoffs and pulls away to look in your eyes “What happened?”

He denies and you begin to drive back home, the drive was full of Jungkook soft sobs and muffled music from your radio. 

Once there you get down, and take the note from the fridge and place another. 

Jungkook is at Jimin’s room, please don’t peek

He chuckles “You know how they are” he nods as you guide him through the halls 

Once at Jimin's door he takes his mask off. 

“Can you stay while I fall asleep” you nod, he seems delicate, as if by a simple touch would break him.

“No problem” you both enter the room, he takes his shoes and the beanie off, you leave your sneakers on the floor and lie beside him. 

“She cheated on me” he settles in your arms after being able to tell you about his state you stroke his hair and his back as he cries on your shoulder and shivers 

“ ‘m sorry Kookie” he denies and sobs 

“Is not your fault or anything” you nod “ ‘m a fool, a stupid and dumb” you keep caressing his back and answer to him 

“Why should you be? She’s the fool, the dumb and the stupid for playin’ with such an amazing catch” he chuckles 

“ ‘m no catch” you gasp 

“What? You’re good at everything you do, your amazing personality and that dazzling look you have? Anyone is the luckiest to have you as a couple” he chuckles and pulls away to look at you

“You’re sayin’ that as a friend” you deny 

“ ‘m sayin it as a woman” he nods and rests his head at your chest again

“Thank you for being here” you stroke his hair and lean to give a soft peck at his temple 

“Anythin’ for you, jus’ don’t tell Jimin I was here with you” he giggles and you feel as he drifts off to sleep. 

The next morning Jungkook wakes up to the muffled voices coming from outside and the smell of pancakes. There was a little note at the side table where his phone rested. 

There’s Jimin's old clothes in the closet, take a shower and come to have breakfast as soon as you can! 

Your pretty handwriting made him smile, he took a very needed shower, and after using a shirt that fitted and some shorts he opened the door.

Only you and your mom remained at the dining room, the sight of your stuffed cheeks laughing at something and to Jungkook your eyes had a starlight 

“Kook!” your mom stood and hugged him, his eyes were still puffy but he seemed a lot better. “Haven't seen you in a while, fancy seeing you here, without my son” he blushes and his ears become to gain that same crimson color “But, no worries you're welcome anytime” you sighed in relief and your mother helped Jungkook sit while she puts some pancakes and syrup. 

“I have to run, but please Kook, make yourself at home” 

You admired him as he filled his mouth with food. Jimin's shirt on him was a bit small but stood out his muscular body, his damp hair falled to his temple and got a bit in the way of his eyes, he was engrossed in his tasks not paying attention to your attentive gaze. 

“Don't worn me out” he speaks, gazing at you as you chuckle and flustered at his words 

“I wasn't…” you scoff and drink your glass of juice he smiles and continues to eat.

You leave to get ready for the class you have in a few minutes, and as you walk down the stairs you hear Jungkook screaming.

“Now it's my fault? You don't care where I am” he sounds… angry

“So what if she's here? That's the dumbest excuse” could he mean… you? 

You were the only one left at the house so… 

“I shouldn’t have answered your call Miko, have a nice day” he remains silent and you enter the dining room. 

“Hey, is everything okay?” he nods, hiding his face with his hands “Jimin texted me, asking for you” he gaze you

“What did you told him?” he sounds… exhausted 

“That you're okay” he nods

“He knows ‘m here” you nod and he sighs 

“I didn't tell him I was coming, or that I called you. Or anything that happened actually” he sighs

“I figured, so i jus’ told him that I knew you were okay” 

“Thank you, I'll let him know about what happened, can you give me a ride to the dorm?” you nod and he gets up leaving through the halls

You clean the kitchen and soon he appears with his old outfit. 

“ ‘m ready” you nod and grab your keys on the way out. 

The ride to his dorm is silent, no radio this time and it feels like his feelings and thoughts are eating him alive. 

“Come by home any day you want, okay?” he nods as he opens the door

“Sure, gorgeous” you rest your forehead at your steering wheel as he walks away from you. 

Being just the friend was kinda exhausting when it came to seeing him hurt. 

And what did that call he had before meant? 

By no surprise you ended up at the gym by yourself, your brother and his best friend didn't have trouble telling if they were coming, after your body got tired, you rushed home.

After a shower, you got a call from your friend, Ava. 

“Hey pookie how's your life these days?” you snort

“Remember Jungkook?” she hums 

“How can I forget, he's all you mention” you scoff and she giggles

“His now ex girlfriend cheated on him” she gasps

“No waaay” you sigh 

“Way, and he called, sobbing asking me if I could drive him to my house, Jimin was still at the party I presume” your friend gasps

“Woah, woah, he wanted to be with you?” you blush

“ ‘m his friend, ‘m sure he jus’ wanted a home” she giggles at your words 

“ y're so oblivious” you snort

“He sleeped at Jimin's room, and I stayed until he falled asleep since he pleaded me” she gasps in surprise 

“He whaaat?” you snort 

You hear your front door, and more than one voice as they make their way to the living room. Since they're far away you can't make heads or tails on who's outside 

“Sorry, were you saying something? she snorts 

“Jus’ tell Jungkook how you feel” you shake your head in deny 

“I can't to that now Ava, he jus’ been cheated” she chuckles 

“Is always bad timing with you, you’re a woman now, aren't ya’? you huff 

Suddenly short knocks on your door startled you. 

“Yes?” Ava is still on the phone when Jungkook answer with a soft “It's me”

“Gotta go Ava, call you later” with no time to answer you hung up and left your phone in the bed, standing up to open your door.

He looks much better than tonight, he doesn’t have puffy eyes and his all black outfit makes your heart skip a beat. 

“Sorry I haven't called or anything” you shake your head in denial and he sighs “I kinda been sleeping all day” you nod, and he finds your silence odd “Can we talk?” you nod and close the door as he enters your room.  

You both sit in bed, he's eyeing your room when his gaze meets yours and stays there. 

“Are you mad at me?” you shake your head in deny once again, and you don't know what makes you being flustered “Talk to me [name]” 

“Is there something you need to hear from me?” he sighs and holds your hand, caresses with his thumb and your cheeks blush 

“I jus’ don't want you to provide me the silent treatment” he seems delicate with his words, and with the way he holds and strokes your hand

“Why did you call me?” he knew that was the question that remained your thoughts, he sighed and tried to give you the answer you need 

“ I didn't know where else to go, and I felt… alone” you huff

“So… I can only get your call when you're alone?” he shakes his head in deny and your eyes become watery 

Because to you, the way he's been acting makes your heart ache in disbelief, seeing he only needs and wants your presence when it threatens to be by himself. 

You know Jungkook since you were both little, and sure he's two years older, but that never stopped your hopeless heart. Every time he got hurt you would caress him, provide words of encouragement and your unilateral love was becoming hurtful by the year. Surely you had couples before, and intimacy but your heart and mind would always think of him, on the way he makes you feel and how you know him and the way he knows and remembers so much of you. Being with anyone else wouldn't fulfill you. 

“Is not like that gorgeous, you're my friend and I…-” you pull your hand and look at him with hurt eyes

“Maybe 'm tired of being jus’ your friend” he looks confused as you stand “Don’t tell me you haven't noticed my feelings” he looks confused as you step closer and pull him to put your lips into his. 

He answers your kiss and opens his mouth a little more to deepen the kiss. You pull away and give him a hopeful gaze. 

“ ‘m sorry” you know you shouldn't have kissed him, and he's just sitting looking at your flustered body, trembling and moving with anxiety.

He holds you by the hand and pulls you to his body to hug you by the waist, he's sitting at the edge of your bed and you're stroking his hair as his arms hug you closer.

You hear knocks on your door, and your mom's voice brings you back from reality. You let go from his embrace and open the door a little just to see your mother. 

“Dinner is ready, and bring Jungkook with you” you nod and close the door. 

“Let's go downstairs before she returns and kick my door down” he chuckles and stands up, before you open the door again he holds you by the cheek and gives you a soft peck.

Your emotions and thoughts are a literal storm inside of you, you kissed him and he responded to the kiss, not only that but he gave you a kiss back. 

Are you dreaming? 

Dinner goes smoothly, Jimin is telling a story and as you try to pay attention you notice from the corner of your eye that Jungkook’s gaze pierces you. 

After dinner you hear Jimin saying that it is a great idea to sleepover in his room, your mom says it's fine. 

You stay in the living room with the television on, watching Pride and Prejudice. It was that dance scene and as they danced your attention drifted off to the body sitting next to you. 

“Do you like this movie?” you ask, as he looks at the screen, he chuckles 

“I've seen it, when you were like fifteen remember?” you nod, the memory returning to you, of your younger self when Jimin had sneaked out for a party and didn't tell Jungkook about it, so he unconsciously made Jimin grounded. That night you were watching the same movie. 

“You remember” he smiles and nods

You finish the movie and he turns at you. 

“Why is that is called Pride and Prejudice” you giggle but answer to his question anyway 

“They both were very proud and had prejudice over each other's action” he opens his mouth in a “o” as your brother walks to the living room.

“Dude, you can't sleep again?” he nods and you're prying as to why he seems to not be able to sleep when he has slept with you before “What are you looking [name]?” 

“We watched Pride and Prejudice” he puts a boring expression 

“You and your boring movies, Jungkook just sit here with you because he had nothing else to do” he arch an eyebrow and looks in your brothers way

“It was really entertaining actually, you should try and watch a movie with your sister sometime” Jimin huffs and you mouth a thank you to Jungkook

Surely Jimin preferred to do anything else than to share more than three words with you which mostly included “Dinner's ready” “Mom's calling you” “Can I borrow 20 bucks” that day you were surprised.

Jimin went back to his room and as you look for something different, Jungkook’s caught your eye. 

He's scrolling to his social media, looking as handsome as he can be, and you gulp at the exquisite sight of him. 

“ ‘m sleepy now Koo” he nods

“Go to bed gorgeous” you smile and walk to your room after taking a last glimpse at his features.

After cuddling inside your quilt and blankets you hear your phone buzz. 

[So you have feelings for me huh?] –Koo

[Ha ha if you're acting like this forget about my confession] —[name]

[I could never forget about you, or when you kissed me, is actually all there is left in my mind] —Koo

[You’re talking gibberish :D] –[name]

[You drive me insane] —Koo

You smile at your phone and turn flustered to his words. 

[I don't think you're emotionally available at the moment] —[name] 

He reads the text and doesn't answer

You weren't telling lies, he’s been recently cheated on. He can't be thinking about anything else. 

Suddenly, two soft knocks and your name being whispered by Jungkook. You open, with an open mouth, to throw a tantrum, but all is silenced when Jungkook's wet and saccharine lips are onto yours, hungry for your kisses.

You pull apart in confusion, he surely gets your blood boiling whether is the hot in your stomach wishing he'll fuck you dumb, or the way he makes you angry. 

“Jungkook what?...” he reaches to you once more but you place your hand on his chest “Please, tell me what has gotten into you?”

He looks at you like a stray puppy, and finds a seat on your bed. He sighs deeply.

“I jus’ wanna kiss you” and with a sigh, a pout on his lips and his hands covering his face

“Jungkook, your emotions are hurt and blinded by the betrayal, I don’ wanna take advantage of that” he shakes his head in denial 

“You don’t understand [name], you don’t” you kneel in front of his body and hold his hands on yours

“Help me understand then” he sighs, once more

“I didn’t realize my feelings for you until it was late, until you were dating that hideous dude” you chuckle “Then Miko got me mesmerized, or I thought she had” his gaze is on yours as he strokes your face “I fooled myself by thinking that I could… stop myself from thinking, caring and being hopelessly and deeply devoted to you” your breath stucks on your throat “Miko did me a favor by cheating on me, you were there for me… you” you place a finger on his lips

“I understand, but I can’t be your second best, I can’t feel like a side plate” he nods and pulls you for a hug, with a few tears on your face he wipes them with his fingers and gives you a soft peck.

After that, both of you spend more and more time together, he’ll bluntly flirt with you, making you feel giddy and flustered, even in front of your brother and he smiled with a “I knew you too would eventually step out of obliviousness” you both giggle and then he said “Jus’ don’t make out in front of me” 

It was Jimin’s birthday, he had a party at your house, with a few of your girlfriends from school, and almost every classmate from both jimin's year and yours was there. Jimin will always go big. 

You had your lilac dress, pouring yourself some more liqueur while the crowd and the music rumbled inside the house. Suddenly you feel a cold finger touching your elbow and you turn to find your old friend, Taehyung (who's also a friend of your brother) greeting you with his boxy smile, you give him a long hug and that's when Jungkook's attention falls into you once more.

He wasn't one to be able to call you his but the boiling blood inside him couldn't stop his mind, he was so jealous of how that boy was talking so close to you, and the way his hands went to your waist when you hugged him, he was starting to lose his temple, as his friends tried to call his name out to make him fall out of that slumber he walked your way without being fully aware of his actions, he placed a hand by your lower waist and greeted his way into your conversation.

You can't  believe Jungkook is jealous of you as he pulls you closer to his warmth, Taehyung chuckles and shakes his hand in a goodbye as he winks at you and gets lost within the crowd.

“Jeon Jungkook, don’t tell me you got jealous” you chuckle and his hands turn you so you'll face him

Soon enough your hands are around his neck as he pulls you desperately into his kiss, you both giggle and his hand goes to one of your ass cheeks and lifts you a little your stomach begins to flutter and to feel warm, he's kissing you like in desperation, as if you're gonna disappear through his hands.

You can't remember how or when in between kisses but your body is on top of Jungkook's grinding onto his jeans, and he's losing his mind eyeing your drees lifting way past your knee, the way your breasts go up and down with every movement makes you a great sight. 

“You look like a goddess right now” he holds you by your ass as you continue to grind on him, and his bulge just feels as you grind and slide in between your pussy so effortlessly. “You can only look like this for me” you nod and he grins and holds you closer to kiss you. “Use your words, doll” 

“I only do this for you Jungkook” he grins and looks your way as he tries to pull your dress out of the way

“Good girl” he smiles as he discards your dress and soon enough your bra, he cups your breasts and puts one into his mouth as he caresses them with his tongue, you begin to let out saccharine moans and try to put a hand over your mouth, he shakes his head in deny. “Don't worry my love, the music is too high for anyone to notice” your hands go to his abdomen and you love the way it feels within your fingers, you help him out of his t-shirt and leave a trial of kisses until you're off of him and begin to unbuckle his belt, soon enough he pulls his pants off and his cock bounces back once its released from his boxer, your hand cups it and without warning you put it into your mouth, his head loll back as you busy in task, he puts a hand on your head and as he hears the sound you make while making his cock full of drool and feeling good he still feels like this ain't enough. 

“Come on love, let me fuck you” those words make you stop, he kisses you and gets up to take off the rest of his clothes, he helps you get into bed and you're waiting in all fours as he takes a condom out of his wallet. He admires your body and strokes your ass cheek as the condom slips into his warm and aching cock.

He begins to slide into you, feeling the way your pussy clench and squeeze his cock.

“Ngh… you're so tight” he pulls away and slides back in just a little to have you squirming and pleading for more “You're s-... so desperate to take me in huh?” you moan, almost scream as he thrust balls deep into you.

His thrust are hitting just the right spot, making you moan his name like a prayer, his eyes full of lust eye your sweating body and grabs you by your arm to pull your back to his chest, your pleading for him not to stop, and he feels feral by the way your pleading and moaning, he loves that he's the only able to do this with you, and wants to do it every single day.

As he bullies into you his hands go to your breasts, then to your clitoris and begin to rub gently as your body shivers in pleasure

“This is how i wanna make you feel [name], I want to fuck you dumb, make you forget your name and only remember mine” he's still holding you closer to him, feeling even more of his cock inside you and he gaze your body. “C'mon [name] be my girl huh?” you nod and keep moaning, no single thought can connect to your head “Use your words love” his hand rubbing your clitoris and the other holding you in place just make you a dumb mess, you can't make it in your head to say a word. 

“You'll answer me eventually” he chuckles as he feels his orgasm form and so do you, his name leave your mouth and just a few more thrust make you orgasm, your body trembles and shivers as he thrust his orgasm into you and the condom, he moans your name and you're in the same position as both of your chests go up and down, he helps you out of his cock and you feel it like a loss.

He stands up as you get comfortable in bed, he tosses the condom to your trash can, and comes to cuddle you into bed.

“Are you okay?” you giggle and nod 

“Yes Koo, I am excellent” he chuckles “You really got jealous?” you lock gaze with him 

“Yes…” you chuckle and hug him inside your blankets his body feels warm and he loves your breasts close to him

“But only because i can't say you're my girl” oh, you haven't answered 

“I don't think between sex was the better moment to ask” he chuckles and sighs as he speaks again

“Would you let me be the guy you date? I'd be honored” you smile and pulls him into a soft peck

“Yes Koo, I'll be extra happy to be your girl” 

Two knocks on the door startled you, the music from up your room isn't all loud and you ask “Who is it?” 

“You better bring both your asses downstairs and sing me happy birthday or I'll kill you Jeon” you laugh and say that you're on your way

“I don't believe he'd actually kill you” he pulls his pants to its place and smile at you

“Wait until he hears about what just happened” you gasp 

“Don't you dare” you both laugh and go downstairs holding hands as everyone sings happy birthday to your brother. 

after>>

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[chuluoyi]

UNHOLY MATRIMONY — 11

✩°｡ ⋆ transcendent truth

- fushiguro megumi x oc/reader - oc/reader's character name is hara sena, pronouns still refer to “you” and i won’t mention it often—just for the sake of aesthetic rather than repeatedly writing "y/n"

in another life, in which fate is still screwing his life over, Fushiguro Megumi finds himself in an arranged marriage―with you.

genre/warnings: arranged marriage au, drama, heavy angst, zen'in naoya <- hard warning! character death, mentions and descriptions of blood and major injury, profanities, violence, read with discretion!

notes: sorry for the long wait! :( i was on leave, work stuff were piling up, got sidetracked by gojo, and living my life and i have a lot to write for this so... oh and does naoya get to live, you ask? well, well... you may see his fate in this chapter :))

series masterlist | next. the most twisted curse

A week ago October 26

"My father has died."

You gazed in sheer horror at Maki's words, as she stood at your doorstep. Everything in your mind blanked out as you struggled to grasp the meaning behind her jarring words.

You could only utter an almost inaudible "Huh?"

Yet Zen'in Maki didn't seem like a daughter mourning the loss of her father. She looked like she had just won a war with how she stood tall, all with her scars and burns. And yet―

"Oh, and my sister too," she quickly added, looking away, and you could finally see the trace of grief in her voice. "Naoya has destroyed everything."

Somehow it was still hard for you to imagine that the whole Zen'in clan was now in tatters. You blinked, stuttering. "He did? How did he―"

Maki told you everything. It had started from a heated argument instigated by Naoya to demand his claim, but since Ogi wouldn't entertain him, things escalated into a gruesome fight that ended with his head rolling off.

Over the span of one night, he massacred several other clansmen, along with Maki's sister, Mai. Now, the Zen'in clan was without a head and forced into submission by him.

"Sena, I'm telling you this because he'll go after Fushiguro next," Maki's voice was firm and unwavering, and it made you almost recoil. "Having my father gone isn't so bad―I have had enough of him, but Naoya is still on his delusional rampage."

"Megumi won't come back to that place," you firmly stated. "Naoya can have it all by this point, why is he still looking for him?"

"He's now beyond reason. He will seek him out himself if he doesn't come."

After Maki left you with that warning, you were still reeling. This was such an abrupt change of situation, and you knew you had expected facing Naoya in the end, but you thought you'd have more time to think.

Now one thing was clear: Megumi was in danger. A grave one.

October 28

Days with Megumi felt like light rain shower to Hana.

Domestic and cozy. She knew she was here just to cure his sister, yet the friendship that had blossomed between them felt just right.

"Please look after Tsumiki for me," Megumi said plainly, getting ready to leave the hospital. "I'm heading out for a mission."

She gave him a heartfelt smile. "Oh yes, as always, of course."

"Thank you."

Watching him go past the door, Hana smiled until the door sealed shut. Then she turned to the sleeping Tsumiki. She looked as peaceful as always, and the curse mark on her forehead had started to unravel too. Good, she did a great job then. It was taking a while, but Tsumiki was slowly and surely on the path of recovery.

It caused her spirits to deflate a bit, knowing that after this arrangement, she would have to part ways with Megumi, as there were no ties binding them together.

It was times like this that she envied you.

Tidying the hospital room and changing the wilted flowers with fresh ones, Hana easily considered this her comfort space. Everything was curated to how she liked it. She thought she would be having a slow day today, until a frenzied knock on the door startled her.

She couldn't fathom who the visitor could be until she warily opened the door and saw you.

. . .

You had anticipated Megumi to be the one opening the door, until it wasn't.

"Can I help you?" the girl in front of you asked hesitantly, seemingly puzzled. Your breath caught, as you realized that this was most likely Kurusu Hana the curse breaker―also the witness to your divorce.

"Is Megumi here?" you asked calmly, trying to even your heartbeats. No. You couldn't be petty against this woman. Your business was with Megumi, you couldn't get her in the crossfire―

But all that thoughts flew over your head when she retorted, "Why are you trying to find him?"

"I have to talk to him," you responded, still trying to be calm. Okay, no, she couldn't possibly be anything more than divorce witness. Megumi wasn't the type to―

Once again, your thoughts blanked when she replied, "He's out. Maybe I can leave your message to me and I'll inform him later?"

Something about her tone didn't sit that well with you. It was as if she was trying to show you that she was the one in charge... of what, exactly?

You had come to inform Megumi about Naoya's doing. It was as simple as that. Even though you knew that he most probably wouldn't give two shits regarding Zen'in anymore, you just had to make sure.

But seeing another woman in the doorstep, knowing that he spent most of his time with her now that you weren't around... yeah, you couldn't deny that it hurt you.

"Then, please give him this."

You handed the brown envelop to Hana with your jaw held high. Maybe Megumi was right after all, you had a talent to become an actress as your voice didn't even waver. "I've signed the divorce papers. Please let him know to proceed as he sees fit."

Hana appeared taken aback, evident from her widened eyes, but you continued. "Oh, and I've moved out of the apartment too. He can come back. Please tell him that I'm also grateful that he let me stay for this long."

"That's―"

"And one last thing... This is important, and please don't forget to tell him this."

You stared at Kurusu Hana squarely in the eyes, not even flinching as she blinked at you in total silence. "Don't let him come to Zen'in compound on October 31."

She frowned. "What do you mean? October 31? What's happening―"

"That's not for you to know," you interjected with precision, steel in your voice. "Just don’t let him go there, please."

Hana remained silent for a few moments before asking, "Are you... really going through with the divorce?"

"I don't appreciate you delving into our affairs," you spat in response. By now, you truly struggled to contain your own emotions—the hurt, the realization, the mere fact that she was here at all. "Just tell him what I just told you. You're an outsider. And since you've volunteered to inform him when he gets back later, then just do it."

And Hana seemed a bit offended by your snappy tone, but she chose to keep her mouth shut.

You bowed your head a little. "Well, then. Thank you. Have a good day."

As you spun around and stomped away from Tsumiki's room, that was when you finally let your facade crack. Biting your lower lip in frustration, your eyes watered once again.

How could he... get so cozy with her not long after you, just like that? Hana was talking as if she owned the place. It irked you, but above all, you felt so hurt that you wondered if what you were doing now was worth it at all.

But yes. You reassured yourself of the fact, because even if you weren't doing this for Megumi, then you definitely were still doing this for your own sake.

Zen'in Naoya was on your hitlist, and you were determined to see it through, even if it was the last thing you'd do.

When Megumi got back to the hospital later that afternoon, he had noticed how strange Hana was.

"Did something happen?" he inquired with a frown.

"Oh, no... not really," she winced, seemingly uncomfortable with the question, but she quickly covered her strange expression with a smile. "Anyway, how was your mission?"

If he were to be honest, he would prefer if Hana didn't get too friendly with him, despite everything. Maybe it was his quiet nature, or whatever, but he liked to be left alone.

"It went alright."

It was when he glanced at the table that he noticed it. The divorce papers he had left in your desk at the headquarters were there, and his initial reaction was the sinking feeling in his heart.

"Why are these here?" he snapped almost instantly, asking Hana for clarification. "Has Sena come here?"

"Oh? Oh, yeah..." it was evident that she was flustered, but she quickly blinked her surprise away. "She dropped by to give these for you."

"Did she say anything else?"

"Oh yeah... she said... she has moved out of the apartment."

That, he didn't expect. You had moved out? Where? Where did you go?

It had been two weeks since he last saw you, and the feeling of betrayal was still there, gnawing at his soul. And yet, to see you really agreeing with the divorce he pulled out of impulse and and moving out of his place made it all feel undeniably real.

Deep in his hearts, he knew that he had been bantering back-and-forth with himself. Heck, ever since that horrid reveal about this marriage, he felt like he lost a sense of himself. He shouldn't, but it was hard not to.

He was about to return to his place―with futile hope to find you, perhaps, when his phone rang in his pocket. Yuji was calling him.

"Hello, Itadori? Uh, yeah... sure..."

He was called back to the headquarters for a follow-up mission. Megumi mildly cursed under his breath after ending the call.

"Are you going again?" Hana questioned in a hurry, and it made him turn to her.

"Yeah, I must go―"

"Whatever you do, don't get near Zen'in's family home."

He raised an eyebrow at her sudden statement. "Why?"

She stuttered. "Just... don't. I've heard... there are just some things happening there. It'd do you better to stay away from them."

When Megumi reflected on this moment a few days later, he would realize that her behavior had been quite strange. However, in the heat of the moment, he didn't dwell on it much as his main focus shifted to his sudden mission.

October 31

His mission had taken him three days to sort out, with him and Itadori staking out at the site, and by the time he was finished, Megumi was at his wits end.

He was exhausted and only just now was he able to really go back to his apartment the first time ever since he left you here.

His place was so empty it felt jarring. The fact that the two of you used to live here not too long ago was bittersweet, especially when he saw the little pots of cactus he planted across the living room had all withered.

Megumi entered almost reluctantly, as with each step, the sting of pain in his chest intensified. He really did love you. And more often than not he found himself thinking why everything had to go this way.

Everything was left neat and tidy. You must have cleaned the place before you left. Megumi traversed through the living and dining areas before finding himself in what was initially his bedroom—the one you both had shared for the past two months.

No creases on the bedsheet, no more of your clothes hanging or cosmetics on the table. What remained was… a folded paper?

He had never jerked so fast in his life—he immediately unfolded it and could barely read.

Dear Megumi, How are you? Are you doing well?Ah, you must be still mad at me. I can’t really fault you for that though. If I were you, I wouldn’t take being played by someone who claims to love you lightly too. I know how you feel, or at least, tried to . . .

Was this the right thing? Despite making this decision yourself, you couldn’t lie and say that you were wholeheartedly sure.

“Hara Sena— do you really wish to die?!”

All you know was blind rage when you saw Zen’in Naoya’s face.

He cackled, almost wheezing, while mocking you entirely. Your anger simmered, steadily rising, reaching a boiling point with certainty and intensity.

“Ah, this is too funny!” he wiped a tear out of his eyes, his cackles receded into huffs of barks. “Who are you to think that you can stand a chance against me? Me?”

You didn’t entertain his question. “How can you be so shameless about everything you have done?”

He burst into unhinged laughter once again.

“What’s there to shame? I can say that I’m proud while at it—”

"You murdered your own kin!" you cut, looking at him almost in disbelief, clenching your fists to keep them from trembling. "And yet... you stand there so proud. It's delusional."

"What I did―heh, I'd even go as far as saying that it's my greatest achievement yet. It’s beyond your comprehension, sadly.” Naoya threw his hands and sneered. “I wouldn't expect bastards like you or Fushiguro to understand.”

You scoffed. Talking to a wall never works, huh.

"What is sad is that you would go this far for... what? A clan of ruins?” you taunted, a derisive smile on your face. “Who is even left here? This is no achievement. You're just crazy.”

For a second, you could see that that smug grin falter, twitched even, before he hardened it with a manic grin.

“Say that again, woman—”

“You can pretend all you want, and glorify your delusional self while at it, but it won't matter.” You didn’t flinch, despite how intense the pounding of your heart was. “Today, you will lose, Zen'in Naoya.”

And that sealed your fate. Today is the day it ends.

I tried to, but I’m also hurt, you know?

Megumi sprinted, bolting out of his apartment with pure terror. He had to, for the chance to find you was slipping with each second. After reading that letter, he realized just how messed up everything was.

I have thought many, many times about when you were going to find out the truth. I know the worst is that you wouldn’t believe me, but I really thought we could part in better terms than this.

What you did hurt him too, that’s true, and it was hard for him to forgive you. He couldn't ignore that reality.

Because I trusted you. I trusted you wholeheartedly when you said that you would stay with me. I thought that, maybe, even if we can no longer be together, at the very least you wouldn’t just go and leave me with a little to say for myself. Because that’s what I’d do if our positions were reversed.

But you trusted him. Until the end, until the moment you decided to sign the papers and moved out.

Something within him plummeted and shattered. He had really lost sight of the bigger things. Halfway through, he naively thought it had ended with him going away.

No, it hasn’t ended. He had overlooked one monumental aspect.

But I’m not you. And ultimately, I’m still in the wrong, and it’s hard to explain myself because I know it. No matter how much I try to justify myself, it’s still not enough. Because when I first started out, it was indeed my intention to use you.

Now, it didn’t matter that much. Not when he realized what you were about to do.

But, Megumi, there’s one truth in our relationship—even when there are many lies in it. That truth transcends all, and it’s this: I love you. I really do. Even now as I’m writing this, I still do.

Each breath he took, it scorched his lungs. Megumi thought he had known what heartbreak was like. But no, he didn’t really. Not until now.

In the short time we were together, I was the happiest. I love living with you. I love going through the day with you. Thank you for letting me know what love feels like.

Damn it. If something were to happen to you now, after this—

And I wish you the best. It hurts me to know, but if it's Kurusu Hana, then I only hope that this time, it's your own choice. This might be the last you're going to hear from me. I'm going to settle my debt with Zen'in Naoya. If you ever read this... one thing I ask from you is that don't find me. Let this be where it ends. With me.

"Idiot, you're an idiot!" he harshly grunted under his breath. How was it that you had asked him not to find you when he knew what you were doing?

Now it all made sense. October 31. The duel. Zen'in family home. Hana's warning. You were the one who told her that.

His chest constricted, the muscles in his legs had started to ache, and he was losing breath. But he pressed on. Megumi had to get to you, before it was too late.

Your innate technique wasn't made for front lines.

Despite your father's pride―which you had long considered misplaced―your family's innate technique, in your and Naoya's eyes, were quite unhelpful, or useless even.

You couldn't even feel your lower body as you laid there on the hard ground, gurgling and tasting your own blood in your mouth.

"Now you see?" Naoya curled his lip in satisfaction, looking down on you with that disdainful eyes of his, once again believing he was far superior than you. "You have no chance against me, Sena. If Fushiguro can't, what makes you think you might have a shot, huh?"

True, he didn't even have a single scratch in his body. You stood no chance against him. Did you know that?

As a matter of fact, you did.

"What a pitiful sight you are," he uttered, firmly planting his feet on your chest, and a broken whimper escaped you. "Just die already."

When will this end? You had to wait out, or else— or else, you were doing all of this for nothing.

"This is the exact expression that whore you call a mother had too," Naoya suddenly retorted, prompting you to open your eyes in response.

Your mother. In her last moments, was she in this much pain too, because of him?

The thought made your rage boil once again. You gritted your teeth together. "You... b-bastard—!"

"Hah? What?" He dug his heels in your broken ribs and you whimpered, spitting out blood.

You didn't know how much longer you were going to be able to withstand this pain. Everything in your body was broken at this point. You are quite literally dying.

You thought you had accepted this. You figured that since you had nothing left, dying wouldn't be that bad, surely.

"Hmph, boring." Suddenly he kicked you and you rolled several ways from him, wincing in absolute agony. Naoya turned his back on you, walking away with deliberate loud steps.

He gestured at the cloth of his hakama. "You're going to dirty my clothes. Since you're going to die anyway, I'll be here to watch you."

Mad. Truly mad. You couldn't think of any other word aside of that to describe the Zen'in spawn. He was the craziest of all people you had ever met, had ever imagined you could encounter in this shitty life.

"I'm curious though, why are you here? Fushiguro would never ask you." Naoya regarded your form with narrowed eyes. "Is this love? Are you afraid that he'd die by my hand that you willingly went in his stead?"

"N-no..." you immediately replied in disdain. "You... h-have—"

"You are not making sense," he shrugged, shoulders shaking with laughter. "Ah, that's why. Love is the most useless of all. That love got you dying now, hmm?"

There was no need to entertain him. You unclenched your fist slowly, your fingers twisting in weird angle after Naoya broke them—but you readied yourself.

Just a little bit longer...

"If only from the very beginning, if you would just agree to be my wife instead of making a fool out of me—"

A bit... just a little bit more...

"—then perhaps, you'd be living the honored life as my wife—" he kept continuing with a stream of words that didn't quite register in your mind. Nevertheless, you remained fixated on the movement of your fingers.

"But you just had to go and drag that washed-up bastard to my doorstep, conspiring with that senile man and Gojo, and where does it get you now—"

Now.

"And your most moronic act is coming here, thinking that—hrrgk!"

Suddenly Naoya toppled over, clutching his throat, his breath coming in gasps. "W-what—"

A cruel smile curled on your lips, seeing the frightened look on his face. "I'm... telling you... you're going to... die today, Zen'in Naoya."

"W-what— did you do to me—!" Naoya squared on you with fury shining in his eyes. "You— wench!"

You kept your silence, closing your eyes. You felt tired. It was so tempting to go to sleep.

"Whore! You—bitch—urrgk!"

As the air slowly left his lungs, Naoya finally gained clarity. Your fingers. A hand sign...?

You had waited for this moment. For the very second he no longer pinned you and you had the freedom of the use of your hands.

It struck him like a bolt of lightning. Hara clan's cursed technique.

Manipulation of air density.

You were slowly choking him to death.

. . . It was somewhat of an irony, that you depended on your cursed technique in the end. For you who had always considered and known that your clan was a second-rate, believing that you hated yourself for being born with this cursed technique and made your mother suffer, you never really took pride in possessing this.

And yet today, you bet it all on this talent of yours. To finally make things right again.

You tuned out the rest of Naoya's last words. You only opened your eyes when you heard him thud to the ground, all pallid and blue.

A weight in your chest dissipated. You did it. You had avenged your mother, and perhaps, if the Gods were finally kind to you, after this you might be able to see her too...?

Regardless, now you could rest in peace, content with leaving everything behind.

And yet, despite thinking so, you couldn't help but to turn back to those days with Megumi, doing mundane things normal people did. Eating together, going on dates, his smile, laugh— you would never get to see him again, and that fact brought a tear to your eyes.

The only boy you ever loved. In this life, and in any potential other lives, you would undoubtedly wish to meet him again too.

The only consolation you had now was that, by doing this, you had also fulfilled your end of the binding vow with Gojo.

"How unfortunate, and now you're dragging Megumi into this? What's it in for me and him?"

This is it. You have no other way and even this is also your last resort. To save your mother and yourself, you must drag an innocent soul into this complicated mess. Fushiguro Megumi is going to take a part in your game of survival, and you will make sure that he won't be just a mere sacrificial pawn.

"I believe the Zen'in has been bothering you quite a lot too, all these years," you met Gojo's eyes calmly, hiding your fear. "If you can install Fushiguro Megumi in Zen'in clan, wouldn't that be easier?"

"Well, well, you seem to know your way around here, yeah?" Gojo threw you a tight smile, visibly amused. "I'm not going to be a hypocrite and say that I don't want to do away with them, but Megumi? Do you realize what you're implying?"

"What if I told you that I can definitely remove Zen'in Naoya from the equation?"

"How?"

"From what I've heard, only a handful of the clansmen favor him."

"It's not going to be that easy, Sena-chan. You're going to put his life in danger."

"That's what I'm proposing to you. I will not let them harm him."

Gojo let out a scoff. "Two conditions for one in return? Aren't you getting desperate? Are you sure it won't be easier if you just resign yourself to a life with the Zen'ins?"

"No." You bit your lip. "My mother would rather die than seeing me being married off to that misogynist, and my father would continue locking her up if I refuse this marriage with the Zen'ins."

After pondering for a while, Gojo agreed with your proposition. To make sure that you'd be staying true to your convictions and he'd get Megumi instated as a part of Zen'in clan, he pulled you into an unbreakable vow.

"In exchange of Fushiguro Megumi becoming a part of Zen'in clan, Hara Sena would remove Zen'in Naoya from the succession war, and at the same time, ensure his safety."

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[jymwahuwu]

okay hi i’m new here and i was wondering if 1.) i could be 🍧 anon. and 2.) i was hoping to request yandere!jing yuan with a fem!reader who and yes this goes back to another rq you did of jing who kept spamming and calling reader to do the naughty, becomes super fed up with his shit and starts avoiding him irl. as like, she’s avoiding him and what have you, the texts- calls- and pictures all get progressively more frequent, until you’re basically waking up to pictures of him laying in bed w/o a shirt or, a pic of him after he gets ready- asking if you like his outfit and think he looks good.

but like reader becomes so annoyed that she tries blocking him, changing her number, avoiding him, and he only takes it as motivation to keep up his antics because he KNOWS how flustered it makes you, and he isn’t going to stop. but now he’s becoming slowly more creepy to the point he calls you and says “oh hey bby i’m on my way over 😘 leave the door unlocked for me”

anyways— thanks if you get the chance to do this request! i love ur work and can’t wait to see more from you!

related content: yan! jing yuan keeps spamming you and calling you

thanks for your encouragement! sure u can be 🍧 anon! visiting your house is really creepy lmaooo is there any way to stop him?

TW: yandere, non-con, harassment, looks like delusional but he's not delusional, somehow super lucid

Oh this is going to happen someday, you have all the desperate attempts to stop Jing Yuan- block him, keep changing numbers, check yourself on the street if you are being followed, and walk into the crowd. What you get are messages from [new number] praising your stunts (for avoiding him) and telling you that he really wants you to bend over if it's not in public. There's even something like "[photos 2], [photos 9], [voice message 2:16]". A large number of explicit texts and photos to lure your desire.

You look for a button to turn off message notifications, but somehow there's no way, just like you can't hang up those calls. You believe that your mobile phone has been hacked, but that is the power of Xianzhou technology, what ability do you have to refuse…?

Today's a weird but good day - you didn't see [new messages 42], nor were you distracted by morning and late-night phone calls leading you to surreptitiously watch porn. You're at home enjoying the peace of mind while sipping your favorite drink and watching space TV. However, halfway through the show, you receive a call from the general.

"Huh?" You were a little numb.

"Oh hey baby I'm on my way over!" There was a cheerful voice over there, which brought a bit of sunshine compared to the previous low voice. "Remember to leave the door unlocked for me-" You didn't hold it steady for a few seconds, and the drink in your hand spilled out - what does it mean? Jing Yuan on the way to your house?

"Wait… what?!" The call was over. You opened the chat history with your trembling fingertips, there was indeed a message last night saying "Baby here has a surprise for you tomorrow so we can have a good time (♡˙︶˙♡)"

What follows is your choice, but with the same consequences. You can leave the house temporarily, or stay in the house but lock the door and put a stick or something on the door handle. Leaving the house will only be caught by him like a kitten and brought home under the shocked eyes of everyone. And the option to lock the door, you're so naive, aren't you? Jing Yuan rings the door bell first and tells you "baby your dear boyfriend is here". After getting no response, the general murmured that he was lucky to have your spare key, and you who eavesdropped behind the door covered your mouth to suppress the screaming - how could he have your house key? Seeing that the door handle was stuck, Jing Yuan casually smashed the door handle with a relaxed smile on his face.

It's like a surreal nightmare for you now with an immersive live-action experience.

"Baby, I'm home. Are you eager?" He put his hands around your waist and lifted you off the ground. This is the first thing Jing Yuan does after entering your home. No matter how flustered and annoyed you are, asking him to put you down, the general will hold your waist tightly, feeling your breath contentedly. It takes a full minute before you get back to the ground.

Jing Yuan tries to act like a thoughtful boyfriend, cuddling with you on the couch watching a show (ignoring your struggle in a huff, stroking your boobs), giving you teahouse's popular drink (and throwing the original drink). There's a raised tent rubbing your butt, and you writhe in embarrassment.

General's plan for you is a sweet date at home, and… a sex marathon! He already told you how to pamper you, right? He started holding your cheek and kissing you affectionately and slowly, even as you whined with your eyes closed and pushed his chest with tears. He shudders as the cock buries into your warm and tight walls. It was better than he'd ever imagined in any call. You whimper "no", "this is too big", "I don't want to…" Jing Yuan shushes you, tells you you are adorable, stretches you unhurriedly with his dick.

Even though your house is small for him, Jing Yuan sees this as a lovely bird house. He starts fucking you all over the house, from bumping you on the dining table to overstimulating you and forcing you to squirt on the bed. If you have a balcony or a garden, Jing Yuan even considers taking you out to tease you a little. Of all the furniture, his favorite is your little bathtub. After being exhausted, Jing Yuan puts you in a bathtub filled with warm water and bubbles for you to relax, just like a responsible boyfriend would do. After taking a bath, he knew that you might not be able to walk by yourself now, so he carried you to the bed. He changes you into a pajamas patterned with furry animals. He loves doing these sweet things for you!

General pats you on the back, gently wiping away your tears. Your screaming isn't getting any help. You can only whine, sob, and sniff - until... you hyperventilate and fall asleep. He knows it's a packed schedule for a first date, so it's understandable that you'd be overwhelmed.

He took a picture of your sleeping face, clasped his fingers with you, and fell asleep together. There will be more sweet dates in the future. You will get used to it, right?

[yanderecrazysie]

Hello there, I just read that you do ouran high school host club yandere request. I just love that anime it reminds me of my childhood. And I love your work too especially the angsty cheater ones, they’re my favorites.

So actually going to the request: Yandere Tamaki x fiancé reader but Tamaki is neglectful of them and cheats on them with Haru (angst heaven). Basically Tamaki and Reader where engaged when they were children by their wealthy parents . Tamaki hated this and by extension he hated the reader too. Despite the reader trying to be to be the perfect fiancé and supports him from the sidelines, the reader even make sure that the mansion runs smoothly and even learned how to cook his favorite food and cater to his whims. Tamaki still being blinded by his distaste for the arrange marriage carelessly ignores all of reader’s hardwork and flirts with every woman in the host club. Then comes Haru and Tamaki just falls in love and in the back of his head, what better way to get back at his father than to marry a commoner. Reader finally having enough of Tamaki’s cheating and intentionally humiliating them in public, rebels against their parents and cancel the engagement. The reader just leaves Tamaki behind and goes into the countryside to live a peaceful life.. but surprised Tamaki goes full on delusional Yandere, he misses the reader’s devotion to him and wants to continue on with the marriage. When reader left Tamaki felt empty and he started to realize his mistake, He tracks reader down to beg for their forgiveness and so that they can get married as intended. Tamaki still think of you as his fiancé and he doesn’t realize that reader doesn’t want anything to do with him anymore.

Sorry for the long request, I just got excited when I found out that you write for Ouran High school host club. Thanks for reading!

My first OHSHC request!! Yay!! And it's okay, it’s always nice to have a good plot to work with!

Title: Blind

Pairings: Tamaki Suoh x Reader

WARNINGS: Yandere themes

Summary: Tamaki’s behavior proves too much for his fiance.

Part 2: here

blind

/verb/

deprive (someone) of understanding, judgment, or perception:

Sometimes, you wished Tamaki would just open up his eyes and see you. You, and not the engagement your families had forced upon you both.

You could tell from day one that Tamaki hated the idea and, subsequently, hated you for representing the ball and chain that attached itself to his ankle. You couldn’t blame him for being angry that his future freedom had been taken away, but you wished he wouldn’t blame you for it.

You weren’t much happier than him at first, but you decided to make the best of it. Tamaki was handsome, you could even appreciate that when you both were children forced to play together. He also had a soft side that you rarely got to see under all the silly dramatics. If only you could unlock that part of him, surely you both could be happy!

Then the host club started.

It’s easy to smile and say that you aren’t bothered, but it’s another thing to actually not be bothered with your fiance flirting with girls all the time. You could never help the twisting of jealousy in your gut anytime you heard or saw anything to do with the host club.

You’d tried to visit before. Make the best of things. But he’d blacklisted you as a customer, said with a careless tone that maybe you’d prefer one of the other boys. That stung.

“Make the best of it” became a mantra in your head, a desperate goal and coping method all in one. Eventually, Tamaki would either come to love you or accept that his future was predetermined by a piece of paper with his father’s signature. 

Did you want a potentially loveless marriage? No, of course not. But that’s what happened to most people of your stature, so it wasn’t a surprise. If you could just make the best of your situation, you could be happy. Probably.

The changes in Tamaki really started when a new boy joined the club. You could tell right away that he was naturally a girl, but wouldn’t out him to the school if that’s what he chose as his path. You began to suspect that Tamaki knew this truth as well, because he always seemed so flustered around the boy.

Haruhi. You numbly repeated his name in your head. Even in the beginning, you knew, this relationship would be the downfall of your own.

Numbness overtook you as you caught the pair kissing and holding hands, looking happy and carefree, even outside of the club where there were no requirements for them to act like a cute couple or something.

They were trying to be secretive and, at first, you wondered how you were the only one catching them in the act. Then, it hit you like a speeding train.

Tamaki wanted you to see.

Your daily trips to the mansion were mostly in lonely silence. You cleaned the place like his maids probably should, made him his favorite meals, ran hot baths for him, and sometimes left him notes around the house to boost his self-esteem and cheer him up.

As time went on, it began to feel like empty actions. Duties without reward or even so much as acknowledgment. Things you did just because that tiny voice still cried “Make the best of everything!”

Well, you were getting sick of that voice. That hapless fool inside your head that didn’t seem to realize that things were speeding out of control. How could you make the best of anything, when he continually gave you nothing to work with.

You cried as you did those little things- what had once felt like happy little jobs became heavy chores that you couldn’t figure out why you continued. The tears blurred your eyes as you made each gift for Tamaki- gifts that would no doubt be cast aside and forgotten.

What was the point?

When Tamaki called a crowd together in the school’s entrance hall, standing atop one of the highest steps with his hands intertwined with Haruhi, you knew it was all over.

“Haruhi is actually a girl- and she and I have started dating!” His eyes seemed to dart to yours to gauge your reaction, but you didn’t dare show anything on your face. You were still a regal person, determined to not put your family’s name to shame.

“What? Is that true, Haruhi?” One of the girls in the crowd shrieked.

You didn’t need Haruhi’s answer nor the shy smile on her face to confirm the truth. You’d already known well before that this was the future you’d been helplessly barreling towards.

The crowd had mixed reactions. Some people were supportive and found the couple cute, others were jealous of Haruhi, and many people were confused on the whole matter. Those were the ones whose words shot like daggers into your heart.

“Doesn’t Tamaki have a fiance?”

“What will his father think?”

“Does that mean his engagement is canceled?”

Struggling not to break down, you pushed your way through the crowd, looking for an escape. The crowd was too thick and it was quickly too late.

You broke down crying, your large tears blinding you as little hiccups left your lips. Finally, the sea of people parted and you ran through it. You risked one look at Tamaki and were upset to see him looking concerned. How dare he be concerned when he was the one that hurt you?

You skipped your classes, opting instead to head straight home and confront your parents. The moment you were in front of them both, you broke down once more. They wanted to know who’d hurt you right away and, when your story of Tamaki was revealed, they vowed to rip the contract into little pieces.

They let you stay home the next few days. If you could, you’d stay home forever. How could you show your face after you’d been humiliated and cried like that in front of everyone?

You focused your thoughts and feelings into gardening. Today you cut the stems of flowers and placing them into your basket before bringing them up to the house. The chores you did were fit for the family’s gardener, but he was on vacation and you needed something to distract yourself with.

You heard your name called. Furrowing your brow, you raised your head and shielded your eyes against the sun. Was that…?

It was, a certain blonde boy was speeding towards you at the speed of light. Had he jumped the tall fence or broken the gate’s lock? Either method was concerning, to say the least.

You let out a feeble “hey!” when he kicked up some of the flowers in his path to you, but you were more afraid of what he had to say than of losing a couple of flowers.

Finally, he stopped in front of you and dropped to his knees. You stood, watching in shock as he kneeled in the dirt, in a motion that you’d expect a man begging the queen to spare his life.

“I’m so sorry, (Y/n). I- I was so stupid, so blind! I didn’t know how much I’d miss you when you were gone. Please come back, please! I’ll do anything!”

You stared at him in shock, “What about Haruhi?”

The man raised his head, his eyes glazed over as they met yours, “I took care of her.”

It wasn’t so much the words he said, as it was the chilling, lifeless tone in which he said it. You took a step back, nearly tripping over the small mound of dirt behind you.

“What did you do to her?” Your voice came out shaky and unsure. Tamaki would never hurt someone, would he? That thought was laughable, wasn’t it?

Tamaki grasped your ankles and began to cry, looking more pathetic than you could have ever imagined him. You never thought that Tamaki would ever beg on his knees to anyone, much less you.

“I’ll do anything.” Tamaki murmured. Somehow you knew.

He would definitely hurt someone, if they got in his way.

[specificallyjude]

social media au: fanboying

pairing: mason mount x driver!fem!reader

summary: a private, but not secret relationship being ruined by the one and only lando norris warnings: swearing. this is also a female reader fic so pls keep that in mind before reading. author note: please ignore any inconsistencies, this is all fake so don't take anything too seriously. I originally starting making this while mason was at chelsea, but then transfer season happened and I had to scrap everything and start over. also if you ever see me reuse any photos in future au's...no you didn't.

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₊˚⊹♡ monaco gp 22 ♡⊹˚₊

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y/n.username monaco you will always be iconic ⭐️

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user i love the y/n and seb duo

user aaahhh everything about y/n in monaco is iconic

landonorris does monaco being iconic have anything to do with your good luck charm being in the paddock this weekend?

↳ user uuuhhh lando is there something you want to share with the class??

↳user do we think he's referring to a man

↳user he better not be, y/n is my wife

masonmount

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masonmount first time in monaco. thank you @redbullracing

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landonorris hey mate 👋

user what is lando doing here??

↳ user I'm pretty sure he's friends with mason

↳ user yeah there's pictures of them at the McLaren headquarters together

↳ user wow...this is such a random crossover

y/n.username posted a story

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user omg did you meet any of the players???

user girl i thought you were a villa supporter. what is this betrayal??!!?

↳ y/n.username don't worry i'm here for business purposes only

user does there happen to be a good luck charm on the field??

₊˚⊹♡ [time jump] barcelona gp 23 ♡⊹˚₊

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masonmount always good luck in barcelona

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redbullracing so glad to have ya this weekend 👏

↳ user mason's biggest flaw is being a red bull fan

user are we not gonna talk about y/n liking this post

↳ user relax she's allowed to like other people's posts

↳ user ikik but mason also used good luck in his caption, and lando did say she had a good luck charm in the paddock last year in monaco

↳ user they could just be friends you know

↳ user he's also friends with lando who is starting front row tomorrow so it could be about that

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y/n.username i was forced to spend the whole flight next to this idiot. please barcelona be good to me.

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lando norris boo tomatoes...you literally wanted to fly together

↳ mason mount i mean she does have a point though

↳ y/n.username thank you 🙏 finally someone with common sense

user guys we got our first mason x y/n interaction...i'm calling it they're dating

↳ user ngl they would be cute together

↳ user them being lando's collective biggest hater is so silly

↳ user couples who hate together, stay together

user why do y'all ship y/n with everyone she talks too, i've had enough

↳ user i know, at this point people think she's dating half of the grid

↳ user it's gets so annoying I don't know how she handles it

f1 drama just posted

Aston Martin driver y/n y/l/n seen with a mystery man after 2023 Barcelona gp. They were seen entering and leaving a driver's after party together following race day. Who do you think this mystery man could be? Could it be a fellow driver or possibly her alleged good luck charm?

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user i'm telling y'all it's charles

↳ user nah nah nah it's definitely mick

↳ user you're all delusional

user i feel like he's not a driver, maybe a footballer?

user @f1drama you guys need to stop posting shit like this and let her date in peace. this is her private life.

↳ user fr respect her privacy

₊˚⊹♡ [time jump] 2023 summer break ♡⊹˚₊

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y/n.username a well deserved break 💐

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sebastianvettel I hope you're having a nice summer holiday

↳ y/n.username awww i am, come back please, we miss you

↳ sebastianvettel we?

↳ y/n.username i*

↳ user seb really exposed her on main

landonorris nice flowers

↳ user what do you know that we don't ??

↳ user no because who the fuck is that... we MUST know

user y/n casually soft launching a relationship this really is silly season

user queen please tell us who that is and if he can fight

user I'd buy her an even bigger bouquet if she'd just give me a chance

lando.jpg posted a story

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y/n.username my good luck charm 🌟 (@landonorris you better watch you're back)

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landonorris everybody makes mistakes, everybody has those days 🤷‍♂️

↳ landonorris I should not have to witness you two being gross and clingy by myself

↳user NOT THE HANNAH MONTANA LYRICS

↳user honestly landos story was a public service act

masonmount love you my flower 🤍💐

↳ masonmount but let's be real you don't need me as a good luck charm

↳ user stop he's cute and supportive and calls her flower. I need to lie down

↳ user is it a reference to the summer break post?

sebastianvettel congratulations you two from the whole family !!!

↳ y/n.username thank you 🤍

↳ user omg seb is such a dad

↳ user stop they're interactions are always so wholesome

charles_leclerc so this means no more googly eyes at each other across the paddock right?

↳ danielricciardo I don't think that's gonna happen mate

↳ user so basically everyone on the grid knew

↳ user the way they're all complaining about how in love y/n and mason are...my heart is hurting

masonmount

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masonmount my girlfriend is in fact hotter than you

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y/n.username please delete immediately

↳ y/n.unsername I have never worn a man utd shirt. this is defamation. villa for life.

↳ masonmount you're too cute

↳ y/n.username hehe love you 💕

benchilwell so happy for you (please stop making out in front of me it's traumatising)

user can they let us live pls I can't handle all of these cute ass posts

↳ user some of us are too single for this

↳ user I need to go lie down on a highway

[kiss-me-cill-me]

Now We Pay The Price | Bonus Drabble

Okay, so I lied a little bit when I said I wouldn't be posting any more of this for a while. This is not the third and final part, but just a little something that I wrote as a thank you to @cillianslvt for all of her help with Part 2! This is a flashback idea she gave me that I wasn't able to fit into the fic, but still really liked and wanted to write.

So, here it is on its own as a bonus-drabble-extra-thing. Mostly fluffy, slightly suggestive, and with a hint of the usual angst prevalent in the rest of the series.

If you have no idea what this is, you can check out Part 1 HERE! Thank you all for reading, and thank you again Madi for your help <3

You wake slowly, becoming aware of each limb only gradually. Flexing your fingers, you feel the soft brush of the bed sheets, and let out a small sigh. 

Morning light streams through your bedroom, hitting your eyelids and making your vision behind them a dusky red. You bathe in it for a moment, taking a long breath through your nose. 

When you finally open your eyes, he’s still there.

Like you had hoped he would be, although usually it’s a split chance on whether or not Jonathan will get up before you. But today, he sleeps in, and you take the chance to gaze at his face at it’s most peaceful. 

Even in his sleep, a soft crease runs between his brows, as if he’s pondering something while dreaming. The lines of his face capture your eye, and you survey the contours that make up his cheeks, his soft nose, and his full lips. You want so badly to kiss them, but he deserves the extra rest.

As you throw the sheets back gently, your eyes drift down to the mark on his hand, laying face up on the mattress. A little heart that matches yours, sketched just below his thumb with black marker. Streaks of ink bleed away from it slightly, caught in the miniscule lines of his skin. It’s like your tattoo in every way, except for the pain of permanence. 

You can’t stop yourself any longer. You slide your hand into his, pressing your matching hearts together. Jonathan stirs, waking up with a soft hum.

“Good morning,” you whisper.

“Mmm. Morning,” he replies.

Now that he’s awake, you crawl halfway on top of him, draping a leg over his waist and resting a hand on his chest. As you nestle your face in the crook of his neck, you feel wholly content.

“How did you sleep?” he asks, voice still raspy enough to send a shiver through you. You love listening to him after he’s just woken up.

“Perfect,” you sigh, nuzzling into him. “I always sleep best when you’re here.”

“That’s confirmation bias,” he laughs, resting a hand on your head. “You probably only think about how well you slept when I ask you, and I wouldn’t be able to ask if I weren’t here.”

“Or,” you tease, pressing a finger against his chest. “Maybe I just sleep better when I’m with you.” You poke him a few times to hammer home the point, then add, “Not everything has to be scientifically proven, Jonathan.”

“Maybe you’re right. I sleep best next to you, too,” he relents. 

As he presses his lips to the top of your head, you sit up, too impatient to waste time with chaste kisses. You lean forward until your lips meet, and you smile. Drinking in the warmth that passes between you, flushed skin pressed against his.

“Or maybe we’re both just delusional,” you say, smile still wide as you pull away.

“Well. Maybe one of us is…”

Your face scrunches, lips pressed into a prickly pout as you feign offense at his joke. 

“If that’s how you feel, you can stop sleeping over,” you taunt.

Jonathan’s hand is already at the back of your neck, pulling you in as he hums.

“But then you wouldn’t sleep well, would you? And we don’t want that.”

You laugh out loud as you kiss him, and wrap him up tight in your arms until neither one of you stand any chance of leaving the bed.

[kirbyystar]

Dream Girl

Megumi x reader

Summary. One of your friends thought it’d be a great idea for you to finally go out and meet people. With that, you were set up on a blind date with a man you must admit, almost a dream. 

Warnings. character is aged up. Delusional Megumi.

NOTE. Soo I had a funny little idea to write stories based on a song. I used a wheel to pick a character! So, for our first series, I present you

Dream Girl - Crisaunt / Megumi Fushiguro

Exhausted, you took your heels off as you entered your apartment and closed the door behind you. It was one hell of a night. A night you won’t forget. You figured you’d thank your friend for making this happen. Who knew you’d get so attached after one blind date. Was it how sweet and soft he was? Or how incredibly attractive he looked? 

Megumi, who just got home from driving you to your apartment, tucked on his tie as he lay in bed to stare at the ceiling and let the scenes from earlier replay in his head.

Megumi, who agreed to just go on this one blind date to give a chance after his past.

Megumi, who took you out to a fancy restaurant and held an ongoing conversation with you for almost an hour.

Megumi, who never realized how much of a chatterbox he became tonight.

Megumi, who smiled every time you let out a laugh, even a giggle was enough to send his heart racing.

Megumi, who was becoming more nervous as time passed, wished the night didn’t have to end yet.

Megumi, who took you out after dinner to go see the stars with you.

Dinner lasted longer than expected but it wasn’t like neither of you wanted to leave. Megumi offered a spot where he knew the stars were so bright and clear. He insisted on showing you. With that, you both found yourselves lying on the floor with a blanket over to watch the shining stars above you. Your eyes lost in the stars were all Megumi needed to just melt in you. He had never seen someone so interested and amazing as you. You took the chance to look back at him and express a warm smile. It caused him to do it back, leaning closer to brush the strands in your face.

Megumi lays in bed and kept imagining the way the stars reflected in your eyes. He smiled to himself as he felt his cheeks warming. He closed his eyes and imagined what’d you feel like laying in bed with his arms around you. He was addicted to you. Shifting his position to lay on his side, he grabbed a pillow and pulled it to his chest. Holding it close he imagines you being the pillow. He only managed to catch a kiss on your hand before he dropped you off at home. But he couldn’t stop himself from thinking how sweet you’d taste now. He pulled his phone from his pocket to message you, “You up?” Of course, he got your number before you parted ways. He wanted another date, another chance. Hopefully, the chance to take you home. Not for the reasons of what the back of his mind thought, but to just be all over you. He craved for you now.

It wasn’t long for his phone to light up, a fuzzy feeling forming in his stomach, “wyd?” the message said. “Oh nothing, just laying in bed and obsessing with the thought of you being here now.” Oh, how he wished he’d send that. His words caused him to chuckle at himself, “I can't sleep. Just laying in bed.” was the safest response he could send.

Another notification caused the phone to light up again, only this time it seemed to have been a photo. It quickly caused Megumi to shoot up from his position, what could you have possibly sent? He clicked on the notification and his eyes met with you holding a peace sign and smiling at the camera. Immediately he saved the photo, choosing to edit your contact info with that photo and the name, “Dream Girl.”

“Thanks for the new profile picture” he responded after liking the photo. His back now flat on his bed, he placed the phone on his chest and closed his eyes, imagining how shy you’d get from all the things he could have done. Oh, now he was missing you dearly.

“What about me??” the notification off his phone read. He smiled to himself and sent a photo covering half his face, he wasn’t the type to pose or smile at the camera. “That's nothing omg.” your response to his photos, “Why don’t we Facetime so I can get a picture?” 

Facetime? If it meant he got to see you, he was all for it. Without a response, he called you on Facetime. It didn’t take long for you to answer. Megumi was sitting on his bed, resting his head against the headboard now as he smiled as soon as he heard your voice. 

The call lasted for almost an hour before you expressed how tired you were. He decided to let you go for the rest of the night, but right after the call, his heart sank as the fuzzy feeling in his chest faded away. He was already missing you undeniably. “Goodnight y/n” is his last message for you tonight. He figured you didn’t answer as you probably were dozed off already. He rested his phone on the table next to his bed and closed his eyes. Lost in his thoughts as he imagined your love right now. It didn’t take long until he fell asleep with a dream of you and him.

divider. cafekitsune

a/n. can't believe i wrote delulu megumi LOL anyways enjoy

[p0ison-inmyteeth]

Test Test Kiss Kiss

Little Shadowpeach morning kiss for practice

"You know, watching the sunrise with you is something I thought I would never live to see again. I thought you hated me" the great sage murmured, leaning against a tree while his companion, Macaque was lazing on a bench right next to him.

"I did" he said without hesitation, a sigh escaping his lips as he turned his head ever so slightly to look up at the other. "But, letting go of something positive is harder than keeping something negative." A hint of fondness was found in his tone, as he once again felt his head ache in memory of what had been lost, but, not everything has to stay lost, not forever.

"Pft, I killed you, what’s so positive about that? I mean, how could you forgive me?"

"I can forgive, because you’ve done nothing but show me the Wukong I knew, is still present today, even if the battles over the years had taken their toll on you, you’re still… you." The six eared simian kept his voice low and calm, no use in keeping grudges where they’re not supposed to be kept. "I don’t think the you that killed me that day is the you I hear and have heard today, and in the past."

"You're delusional, then" Sun Wukong was quick to cut him off, his tail nervously swishing against the floor. "You're not supposed to forgive me, it was I who had brought you false hopes, and endlessly painful torture" Macaque stared, unbothered by wukong's words, he had heard them before they were spoken, he had heard everything before, in the past, and in the future.

And yet, he still saw no reason to hate the King, maybe he was delusional. Maybe he was completely out of his mind. He didn’t know, and it didn’t bother him, at least for now.

"You're also the one who brought me redemption, a home, safety, you’re the one who shines light on me, I simply reflect it." The shadow sat up on his bench, gesturing for the great sage to sit down. "While you have done horrible things, you show me time and time again that they’re mistakes you regret, isn’t that a sign for me to trust that you'll learn from the same mistakes?"

… Wukong sat down next to him, huffing as he looked into the still intact eye of the six eared. "I haven’t changed a bit, I tell you time and time again, *you've* told me time and time again. Why do you suddenly believe everything I've done and came to regret is something I learned from?"

Macaque shrugged, averting his gaze towards the sun. "You can open someone's eyes and make them look at you and think, you know" He then leaned back and looked up at his sun, raising an eyebrow. "Guess your so called "charms" are more than just your stupid jokes."

Wukong exclaimed offendedly at his companion's comment, while he just smiled and chuckled. It was a good morning, for the both of them. It felt normal, peaceful.

Wukong huffed as he leaned against the back of the bench , resting his left arm on the bench's back as he faced macaque, an expression of confusion and gratitude on his face. "Thanks for uh, coming out here with me" he said, his voice slightly cracking at the end of his sentence. He cleared his throat and put his head down on his resting arm. "Means a lot to me"

Macaque huffed in laughter as he turned to look at wukong, mirroring his position as he moved ever so slightly closer. "You're lucky I was awake this early, I would’ve kicked you out if you woke me up"

"Yeah?" The king said, a quiet chuckle leaving his lips as his gaze turned from his moon's eyes lower, first to his cheeks, then his nose, and finally, the lips. The source of the sweetest words being uttered.

"What're you doing, do I have something on my face?" The shadow asked, his voice low and soft.

Wukong hummed 'yes' nodding slowly as he leaned closer, his right hand rising up, the King's arm goes around the warriors neck, gently pulling him in.

"Just that," wukong started, pausing to find his words while his right hand was caressing Macaque's furr, gently and tenderly. "… You got something on your lips, I think." He finally murmured.

"Do I?" Macaque huffed in laughter. "Hmm, could you get it for me then?" He asked, the shadow's left hand traveling up to cup the king's cheek.

"I uh… sure, sure, I can… do that" was all the king could utter before he gently pressed his lips against his warrior's. Soft, gentle touches were shared, the sound of birds waking and the sea, the wind, they all fell silent as all they could hear was their heartstrings ringing, their breaths ever so slightly hitching as they departed from their short peck, looking eachother in the eye.

"…" Wukong looked down at the other’s lips once again. "I… I think I missed a spot.."

Macaque chuckled "I hope you miss again, then"

A/N↴

I LOOOVVVEEEE WRITING KISS SCENES. And a friend said to give them a Shadowpeach kissing scene so that’s what I did. I’m still an Amateur so for all those geniuses out there who want me to get good, tell me what I did "wrong” and give me some tips on how to write better kissing scenes!

I mostly plan on posting Lego Monkie kid stuff, but I'm open for more fandoms REQUESTS ARE WELCOME!!!<3

[imabeautifulbutterfly]

Congrats on the followers!

If it pleases you, Wrecker with 12 and 27.

Hasta próximo!

Hola @merkitty49, thank you for the love and for the request, mi compadre. I hope you enjoy this little fic with Wrecker.

Love oo,

I'm Here

Warnings: Unrequited love, mentions of death, loss of a loved one, crying, fluff, cuteness. I think that's it, if I miss anything please let me know.

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Wrecker was trying to find his spritely little explosive technician. Not that you were really needed, since he handled all the explosives for The Bad Batch anyway, but he didn’t mind when you joined. He even made sure Hunter agreed to let you stay. 

He liked you, maybe a lot more than he should’ve. After all, you wouldn’t be interested in him, right? Whenever they went to a village or town, all the women always flocked around his other brothers. It was rare for any of them to bother with him. Maybe it was the scar on the side of his face, or the prosthetic eye… maybe it was his size. 

There were times when you looked at him that he thought, maybe … maybe there was something more between the two of you, maybe there was a chance you felt the same as he did. Yet, he reminded himself that he was being delusional. 

“There you are!” He practically screamed for joy when he found you sitting on the highest point of a boulder, he did his best to climb up to you, although his armour was a little in the way. “What are you doing up here?” He chuckled as he sat down.

“Everything looks beautiful from up here.” You answered sincerely as you kept your eyes on the horizon, the valley below was lush and the leaves were changing colours, the usual green was sprinkled throughout with orange, yellows and red. It made the war seem a distant memory.

Wrecker followed your gaze and hummed in agreement, “Yeah, you’re right. It is beautiful.” His eyes glanced over to your face, there was a perfect sense of serenity encompassing your beautiful face, your eyes were filled with joy and peace. It was a rare sight to see you like this and he’d treasure this image all the more. 

“Were you looking for me?” You forced your eyes to look at Wrecker, not that you really needed to force yourself to look at him. After all he was Wrecker, the man with big muscles, a big smile, and an even bigger heart. The moment he introduced himself, you were besotted; and you only wished you could’ve opened your heart to him. Only wished you could take his hand and declare how much he really meant to you, but you weren’t ready. It hadn’t even been two years since you lost your fiance when the Separatist invaded your planet, and as much as you wanted to move on, somehow it just didn’t feel right to. At least not just yet. And truthfully, Wrecker didn’t look at you like that, why would he?

“Hunter says that we’ll be heading into town soon to get supplies and dinner, I wanted to check if you wanted to come.”

“Yeah…” You stretched, easing out your muscles from sitting too long on not the most comfortable boulder, “I need to get some supplies. I found a formula that could make our explosives ten times stronger, and more efficient.” You slowly stood, Wrecker’s hand following you to make sure you didn’t fall.

He let out a laugh, “Ha! Now there’s someone after my own heart.”

You chuckled, shaking your head, “Come on, I’ll tell you what I have planned.” And you did, the entire walk to and from the town, that’s all you and Wrecker talked about, explosives, the formula, possible uses, it was perfect really. You never had to put on airs around Wrecker, never had to act like you should be interested in other things, you both loved explosives, and that’s all that mattered. 

“You should’ve joined our crew sooner.” He shouted triumphantly when his own heart shouted for joy that there was someone else who understood him better than his brothers. Who didn’t question his love of things exploding. 

His eyes focused on your beautiful face, as the setting suns gave you the most radiant glow. No matter how hard he tried he couldn’t pull his eyes away. 

“Well that may have been difficult, my life … was very different a few years ago.”

He’d known about your fiance, it was one of the first things he learned about you when he found you crying and clutching the pendant on your neck. And even though you’d been with them for almost a year now, he could see how you still clutched it, under your tunic. 

“Right.” It was the only acknowledgment he wanted to offer, he hated seeing you sad, gloomy wasn’t you, you were happy, usually smiling, so he made an effort to not let you get downcast while he was around. “Well, I’m glad you’re with us now. Now, I have a buddy who can blow things up with me!”

You smirked, his joy was always beyond infectious, and inevitably you were laughing. 

“Thanks, Wrecker. It means a lot. You guys always made me feel like I belonged, and … I appreciate it. It’s nice to have family again.”

Wrecker took a chance and brushed some of your hair gently off your face, after the wind had pushed it there, “We won’t leave you behind, cyar’ika. You’re stuck with us for a long time.”

You’re not sure why, but at that moment it struck a chord with you and you couldn’t stop crying, he didn’t hesitate and pulled you in for a hug. He was grateful his brothers hadn’t lingered around outside when they got back to the Marauder, so no one would see you fall apart, “It’s okay, I'm here.”

You nodded, wiping your tears as you laughed, “I’m sorry, I’m just … really happy.”

“I’m glad cyar’ika.”

“If you two are quite done” Crosshair seethed out, he wanted to rest, but with Wrecker’s loud voice it was always difficult to actually fall asleep. 

“Sorry, Cross. We’re coming.” You offered, you both gave him your best puppy dog eyes to appease him. 

“Oh, don’t be cute.” He mumbled in annoyance, at the two of you. 

You laughed, wanting to goad him a little more, “Wait, you think I’m cute?” Both you and Wrecker falling into a fit of laughter. 

“Ugh! Shut up” was all Crosshair offered as he headed to his cot, to get some rest before you all had to leave for your next mission.

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[kurapikasjudgement]

I HAVE A SOULMATE? I

C: Kusuo Saiki X Reader

W: The reader is an artist, There are hints at the reader being neurodivergent (my bad guys, I’m autistic), and Y/N is not used.

E: Everyone is born with a gem. Right over their heart. It keeps their heart beating. And it’s connected to your soulmate. When you meet, your gem glows brightly. And if anything ever damages your gem, assume your soulmate is dead. That means you’re dead next. (Dw guys no one dies I just had to add the dun dun dun effect),

T: Soulmate AU, Technically Love At First Sight

You were sitting on a bench way after school ended as you have been for a while. You found peace in sitting outside, sketchbook in hand. But, sometimes annoying friend groups just love to invade your space. Like this one friend group right now, a blue haired delusional boy, a butt-chinned idiot, a dark purple haired delinquent, a short perv, and a energetic gym freak. But the one that some how stood out, only because he seemed almost too normal was the one with pink hair, green glasses, and… hair…clips? The friend group seemed to be pushing him forward while he remained with a blank expression.

You heard their voices getting closer and closer, and you tried your hardest to ignore them. But it was getting worse when their volume seemed to be increasing by the second.

You looked up and saw them approaching. The group pushed the guy you had your eyes on forward and walked away, but not before giving a thumbs up. Your chest, specifically your heart began feeling warm.

“They forced me here. I don’t see you that-” He gets cut off by a bright light coming from his chest and yours. Your heart felt hot, but it was such a beautiful feeling. You looked down and you were almost blinded. You smiled sweetly.

“You’re my soulmate.” You said, completely in shock and disregarding anything he was previously saying.

“Guess so.” He said, actually using his words, not that you would know the difference. “Suddenly” his friends starting leaving for an “unknown” reason.

“I want to take things slow though. Some people jump right to kissing and to be honest, I don’t know you.” You say in the most sincere way possible.

“Thank god.” He sighed.

Do y’all want a part two? I planned on it but only if it’s wanted.

[therapy-ghost]

I have a request to make. Romantic yandere lamia Mitsuri with a darling reader who bumped into her while going hiking.

hello! Sorry for taking so long, but here it is!

Yandere! Lamai! Mitsuri Kanjori x Darling! Reader (Romantic)

Part 1 - Part 2

Warning: mention of Blood, death, slight stalking, and swearing (plus no use of y/n)

It was a beautiful day out; not to warm and not to cold, but the sun shined bright in the sky with out a cloud in site- it was a day that didn't need to be wasted on the couch watching that one series for the 20th time in a row.

So you decided to go on a hike, not to long of one; just into the near by forest on the edge of town that no one dared to enter; what could go wrong?

You eagerly left your place, making sure you packed water, snacks, sun screen, your phone and its portable charger, and wearing good clothing to be active in with out getting to nasty on sweat.

You quickly left, turning off all the lights and double checking a good 40 times of all your doors and kitchen elements before leaving down the street to the forest.

After a good 15 minute warm up walk to the forest, you entered on a path to the side through the brush; you’ll have to check for tics after the hike.

The escape from people was nice so far, aside from the bugs, you felt at peace on the quiet paths of the forest; the site of lush green and sparks of pink, purple and yellow bringing joy on this adventure.

But as you go one, you start to notice something that seem off; such as brush seemingly knocked over by a large creature, a lack of animals in the specific area and even bits of blood left on leaves.

What’s even worst is that you felt like you were being hunted, followed.

Watched from afar.

But you stupidly continued on.

After a while, the rustling of trees and brush started to get louder as you stopped in you spot and looked around; and then, your eyes caught something pink in the trees.

But before you could even processes what it was, it jumped down on you and coiled you up.

And in the struggle for air, you saw that it was a she, and she was a pink Lamia; stories had been told about them in this forest, but you never believed it.

She stared furious at you, before her face quickly switched to one of panic before dropping you

��Oh my gosh, Im so sorry” she said in a panicked yet sweet tone “I thought… I thought you came to hunt… no, you’re a hiker” she laughed at her stupidity as she fixes your hair.

You, still out a breath and confused, stare at her in a bit of fear.

“Im so sorry… im Mitsuri” she put out her scaly hand to you as she moves a bit closer, her eyes bright with excitement.

You stay unresponsive as you look her up and down, utterly confused

After a few minutes of her staring at you, you get up and quickly walk back in the direction of the exit to the forest.

Before you can even get far, Mitsuri moves in front of you with a panicked expression

“Wait! You cant leave!” She coiled her tail around the area you stood, making it difficult for you to leave her.

“Please, I gotta get home” you tried to move around her but she just followed.

“No, you dont have to go home: you can stay with me for a bit” she kept moving forward to you, driving you into her tail to trip you.

As you fell, her tail coiled around you again, but lightly this time before she quickly moved the both of you deeper into the forest.

“You and I are going to be perfect together” she said in a delusional sense.

THANKS, BYE

[automeris-io-moth]

Blood inheritance

When Hero was fifteen, they were still prideful of their family name, star-eyed and a young prodigy awaiting for what was to come, what their last name could provide for them. Hero did only knew how safety and comfort felt like. 

Not much later whispers started to travel the hallways, and those who visited their Parent for business were each time less careful to keep their matters out of earshot, out of sight, and some shadows, when perhaps it was too late for them to wander the house alone, they could spot underneath the closed doors. 

On their nineteenth birthday, Hero cried hunched over the bathroom sink, scrubbing their hands raw, cutting their nails so short it burned for the blood would not leave from underneath them. 

A year later, Hero left. 

And for a while they were comfortable living in their makeshift peace, entering the public eye as a Hero, thinking that, perhaps, enough rights would undo a wrong, living modestly, anonymously and quietly as much as their profession would allow. 

Until Villain unmasked them on national television. 

So there Hero stood, before the throne only an ego as big as their opponent would think of making in the middle of their quarters, with their hands shaking but their chin held high, meeting the other’s eyes, eyes filled with curiosity, with amusement to the situation. Hero was at a clear disadvantage, yet they seemed so determined. 

“You owe me,” Hero spoke first, breaking the silence with a declaration so filled with confidence, they felt it spill through their mouth to never return. 

Villain lifted a brow, leaning forwards in their seat. 

“You may want to change the way you speak to me if you’re lookin to get something out of here,” they answered, voice echoing through the walls of the room “I am already not that eager to help you in any way.”

Hero took a step forward, henchmen lifting their weapons before Villain ordered them to put them down. 

“You ruined everything I've worked for these last couple years. I demand protection,” 

“My protection?” Villain laughed, “Why would I ever…?” 

“Because if I go down, I will make damn sure you go down with me,” Hero answered, spitting out their words, louder that they meant, nothing that they regretted “you have no idea of what you’ve done, and if you think for a moment I won’t take any chance I have to ruin you, you would be wrong.” 

Villain leaned back again, silent for a moment.

They were egocentric, the reach of their power and mind had allowed it, but they were in no way delusional, Hero was a worthy opponent, their skill was undeniable and sometimes, Villain thought, the only thing stopping them from crossing a very clear line was their set of morals and rules, carved in stone. 

Something was up to make them waver. 

Something scared them, more than the mere fact of their identity being out in the open.

“Why do you want protection? You seem pretty capable of taking care of yourself.” 

Hero sighed. 

“I won’t tell you a thing until you swear protection to me.” 

“Not like you’re leaving me any other choice, are you?” they answered with sarcasm “I will only do it after you tell me what this protection is against.” 

“Afraid of whatever it could be?” 

“Just careful.” 

Hero took their mask off, throwing it to the throne. 

“Supervillian has been after me for a while now,” Hero answered “until you took my mask off on national tv I managed to hide pretty well, the Twilight told me they had no idea where I was, but of course, now they know my fake identity, it’s a matter of time until they get to me.” 

“Supervillian?” Villain questioned “they haven’t made an appearance in years, why would I believe they’re following what’s practically a rookie.” 

“Because I’m their child,” 

“Oh.”

_

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I'm back, exams are over for now and I finally have time to exist outside of uni.

I gonna be working in the requests this week, the parts 2 and all that, thank you for your patience :)

[msnanu]

Life Twist 06 | JJK

⏤ banner by the talented and sweet: @archivedkookie ❣

⏤summary ❧ After an enormous loss in your life and breaking a long relationship with your now ex boyfriend, you decided you needed a life twist. So you move into a new country to try restart your life and seek for your happiness. What you weren’t expecting was someone like Jungkook entering into your life as soon as you got to Seoul.

⏤𝘱𝘢𝘪𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨 ❧ jungkook x female reader

⏤𝘨𝘦𝘯𝘳𝘦 ❧ fluff, angst, smut, slow burn, 4 years age gap (reader is JK’s noona)

⏤𝘸𝘢𝘳𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴 ❧ mature language

⏤𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘥 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘵 ❧ 11.4K+

⏤ author’s note❧ Longest chapter ever as of now! But it's truly worth it!! 🥵🤸🏼‍♂️ As always, hope you enjoy this new chapter and let me know your thoughts on it. To my fellow Army's out there, happy Bangtan 10th anniversary! 🙆🏼 Swear I didn't even planned on delivering this new chapter today, it's a happy coincidence! Thanks for the support 💜

Next morning, you woke up feeling warmer than usual. Luckily, no headache presents from last night’s drinking, it’s not like you drank a lot but sometimes a few drinks are enough to have a morning headache next day. Not only you don’t have any kind of hangover, but you also slept like a baby, you haven’t rested this well in ages.

And then memories from yesterday’s events hits you making your brain click. That’s what makes you realize that you’re feeling warmer because of certain someone by your side. Opening slowly your eyes and leaving your sleepiness behind, you encounter with the most beautiful view in front of you.

JK is sleeping with the cutest pout while his legs are intertwined with yours, and his arm is holding you by the waist so close to him that you’re almost glued to his chest.

How many times a day do you think about how ethereal this man looks? He doesn’t even look real. And he’s here, on your bed, hugging you. Okay, you should stop staring at him now, it’s getting creepy.

You think you should go to freshen up a little bit, you don’t want to scare him away with your morning looks. So, you slowly try to shift away and take his hand off your body. He looks so peaceful; you don’t want to wake him up.

When you thought you were being successful on getting up without waking up JK and your feet were about to touch the wooden floor, you’re pulled back into the bed by JK’s hand.

‘Noona, you’re delusional if you think I’m letting you get out of this bed’ he mumbles with his eyes still closed while he hugs your body not letting you go.

You chuckle a little bit and then say ‘Good morning, cutie. I was just going to freshen up’

‘Hmmm… good morning baby. You don’t need to freshen up, you look beautiful’

Your stomach is tingling like crazy

When you look towards his place on the bed you snort ‘How do you even know I look beautiful? You didn’t even open your eyes, you liar’

‘Hey - I’m not a liar. You’ll always look gorgeous to me no matter what, no need to look at you. Now, enough talking, we’ll stay sleeping all day long like this’ says JK still with his eyes closed and pulling you closer to his body once again.

‘As much as I would love to stay all day long cuddling with you, it’s our last day here. We should get up, come on sleepy head’ you say while ruffling a little bit his hair.

He starts whining like a baby until he finally opens his eyes and says ‘If you give me a kiss, I might consider releasing you’

‘That’s what you negotiate with? Easy-peasy’ you say while grabbing his chin and giving him a peck on the lips.

‘You call that a kiss? Better put a little more effort, sweetheart’

‘No sir, you just said a kiss, you didn’t give any specifics so, you should let me go’

‘You’re so mean’ he says while pouting at you and releasing you from his hold, he really is a big baby.

You can’t help but to laugh to his face and he joins you too laughing while sitting against the bed frame and rubbing his sleepy eyes.

‘I’m gonna take a shower and then we can go have breakfast downstairs, k?’ you say while finally getting up from bed.

‘Yeah, sure noona, I think I’ll go to my room and take a quick shower too’

You nod at him and as you’re turning your heels to head to the bath he says ‘Oh… I was thinking, since we didn’t get to finish the hike the other day maybe after breakfast we could go, just us two, and enjoy the views. What do you say?’

‘Sounds like a plan’ you say returning his sweet smile. Before you can reach to the bath’s door, you’re turned by Jungkook who has already put his shirt on, and he leans to you and gives one more peck to your lips.

He then studies your face for two seconds, smiles at you and says ‘I’ll see you downstairs, noona’

‘See u’ you mumble while he winks at you and he’s already leaving your room.

You realize as you see him go that you’re utterly fucked. This guy is making you feel a lot. In a really short period of time.

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Jungkook hears someone clearing his throat behind him. He turns around slowly to find a smirking Chris with his arms crossed over his chest, your best friend was on his way downstairs when he caught JK sneaking out of your room.

‘Ohhh, it’s you, hyung. Good morning!’ says the youngest as if he hasn’t just come out from your room.

‘Good morning indeed for you from what I see. I’m guessing you two patched things up yesterday’

‘Yeah, we talked things over and luckily everything’s okay now’ says JK with a smile plastered on his face ‘So, I’m gonna head to my room and have a shower. I’ll see you downstairs in a little while’

‘Wow wow wow, wait’ says Chris making JK stop on his tracks and look at him again ‘Either I slept to deeply or you two were awfully silent during the night’

JK knew how it looked when he came out of your room wearing the same clothes as yesterday. It’s obvious Chris was going to think that something happened. Well, it did happen but not what Chris was surely thinking about.

JK sighs while saying ‘We didn’t have sex, hyung. We just kissed and sleep together, like one beside each other’

Chris furrows his eyebrows and says, ‘You kissed and then literally just slept?’

‘Yes, human beings can sleep on the same bed without having sex, crazy huh?’

‘Don’t patronize me, you brat’ responds your best friend while JK just snickers at him ‘I just thought you two were going to fuck your brains out once you clear the air’

‘To be honest, noona was the one that suggested that we should go slow’

‘And you’re okay with that?’ questioned your best friend.

‘I am. I respect her. I feel insanely happy when I’m by her side. If time is what she needs, I’ll give her the time she needs’

Chris nods his head with a proud face and hugs the maknae who’s a little bit startled of the sudden show of affection, but he returns the hug while chuckling and palms his friend’s back.

‘I’m happy that you two found each other’ says Chris once he frees Jungkook from his hold.

‘Thanks, hyung. I’m happy too’

They both smile at each other, and your best friend immediately says, ‘I’ll get going, I’m about to eat my arm, I’m starving’ and Jungkook just laughs while heading to his room and responds ‘K, I’ll see you in a bit’.

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When you get to the kitchen to have your breakfast, JK is already there along with Jin, Chris and Emma. The others had woken up earlier, so they already had breakfast before. You spotted Taehyung and Jimin in the family room scattered together on the sofa watching some YouTube videos and laughing while you were coming downstairs. They waved you with a huge smile and you waved back while they continued to laugh of whatever they were watching.

You heard Aria’s voice coming from outside, so she probably was over there with Hobi and the rest of the guys.

Jungkook had saved you the sit beside him even though there were plenty of sits to choose. As soon as you walked into the dining room, he smiled brightly at you and patted the place beside him. You returned the smile while sitting down and said a soft ‘Hey’ that he returned repeating the same exact words.

‘Pass you the juice, noona?’ JK said to you

‘Yes, please’

You both snickered at each other while your friends just look at your interaction with amusement.

‘I don’t even know when this happened’ said Jin pointing his finger at both of you ‘But, you two are obnoxiously sweet’ while he faked a disgusted face.

‘Piss off, you’re just jealous’ said the maknae without taking his eyes off you.

‘You brat, how can you talk like that to me? After everything I did for you!’

‘You’ve brough this on yourself’ you say towards Jin while chuckling, defending JK whose smile grew bigger hearing you.

Jin scoffs hearing you and says ‘Yesterday they were ready to rip their heads off and now they’re defending to each other, you two are truly something’

‘Thank you’ you say taking it as a compliment when it’s obvious that Jin was hinting at how crazy the behavior between JK and yourself has switched.

You continue to have breakfast while sharing a few laughter’s with your friends and when you finish your food, both JK and you inform them that you’re going for a hike to the same place as the other day since you didn’t get to finish the trail and see the views.

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'So... did you sleep well?'

You had just started your hike with JK by your side. You suddenly started to feel shy and didn't know how to break the silence but thank God for Jungkook that beat you to it even if he obviously also didn't know what to ask so he went for the first thing that came into his mind.

So, you giggle and say 'You do realize that we slept on the same bed holding each other, right? I think you out of all people know how I slept'

Jungkook blushes while scratching the back of his head and chuckles 

'Yeah...I'm an idiot, I didn't know what to say'

'Me neither. Why are we being so awkward all the sudden?' you say while you keep your eyes on the trail.

'To be honest, I've been afraid since you fell sleep on my chest last night that you'll end up regretting everything that happened yesterday' suddenly confessed a worried JK.

You stop in your place, and you finally look at his beautiful face, he looks nervous. Cute - you think to yourself -

So, you grab him by the hand and say 'I'm here, am I? And I'm not regretting anything. So, stop worrying and let's just concentrate on having a good time, okay? We already had too much drama for the weekend'

He nods and directs his gaze to your hand that is intertwined with his and smiles

'I like holding your hand' he says

'I like it too. I'm not sure if it fits on "going slow" tho but that way at least you'll know I'm not planning to go anywhere'

He feels so much better after hearing you, now totally sober, saying that you don't regret anything. It makes him feel more at ease.

So, you both continue your hike walking hand in hand while JK tells you about how he crossed paths with Chris when stepping out of your room and how your best friend automatically thought that you two had sex, tipical of Chris.

You did have found it weird that Chris didn't ask anything before you went to the hike with JK, you expected him to act surprised since last time he had saw you two last night you weren’t even speaking to each other, but he just smiled and winked at you. Now you know why, he already knew that you two sorted everything out because of his little talk with Jungkook.

You kept walking about 15 more minutes until you finally got to the end of the trail.

'I guess this is it' said JK stopping his tracks.

The landscape before your eyes was stunning. You had a panoramic view of the lake and the mountains, and you could even see the small town near to the cottage where the guys went to buy the groceries.

This was such a peaceful place; you could stay there for hours just looking at the view and you wouldn't get tired of it. It was pampering your eyes.

'Wooow. This is so beautiful; Joon and Joey were definitely right about the insane views' you say while taking out your phone to take some pictures of the landscape.

'Yeah, definitely the most beautiful thing I've ever saw' says JK while looking at you. 

You knew he was looking at you, you could feel his gaze on you. Your cheeks started to feel hot, he was making you blush like crazy.

'Stop making me blush' you mumble while he laughs at your red face and sweetly pinches one of your cheeks.

You hit his hand off your cheek while giggling and give him your phone saying 'Here, your arms are longer than mine, let's take a selfie together' 

He looks surprised but he quickly takes your phone. Jeez, this guy must be still thinking that I might disappear any time soon – you think to yourself.

Once he opened the camera app, he poses making a 'V' sign with his hand while winking at the camera. In a matter of seconds, you decide your pose for the picture. You put on your tip toes to be closer to JK's face, you grab him by the cheeks squishing them and you plant a kiss on them.

You saw from the corner of your eyes how your phone reflected yourselves and he had his doe eyes wide as two plates for a few seconds but then his bunny smile appeared, and he finally took the picture.

You reviewed together the photo as soon as he took it and the two of you couldn’t help but to smile at it.

'Cute' you both said at the same time and started to laugh at the coincidence of words.

JK returned you the phone and you then sat on a fallen tree trunk that was laying over there to rest a bit your legs and watch the views. He followed your steps and sat right by your side.

'Let's take one more picture' he said while taking his phone out now.

'Sure, these views deserve almost an entire photo album' you say while resting your head on JK's shoulder, ready for him to take the picture of you two.

But instead of taking the picture, he looks at you on his shoulder. His gaze going from your eyes to your lips. Again, those tingles in your stomach.

Suddenly you feel the urge to wet your lips, so you do it and then bit your lower lip without even realizing. You see JK gulping while he keeps staring at your lips.

He then says in the hottest possible way with his raspy voice 'What did I told you about biting that lip, huh?' and without even waiting for your response he grabs you by the chin and connects his lips against yours.

He moves his lips skillfully and damn; his kisses are so addictive. He rummages your mouth with his tongue pulling you more to him. His hand gripping your neck as he holds you in your place. You move your lips against his enjoying the sweet taste of his lips. This feels right, he feels so right, as if he was the one you should have been kissing all lifelong. He suddenly stops leaning his forehead against yourself trying to calm down his breathing. 

'I want to take you on a proper date. Would you go on a date with me, noona?'

'Finally, I was getting scared thinking you would never ask' you say while you both smile at each other knowing that your response is a clear 'Yes'.

You stayed there watching the views while holding JK’s arm and him resting his hand on your thigh. After an hour or so, you returned to the cottage with the guys who were already preparing everything for the departure.

Before leaving the cottage and going back to Seoul, JK and you agreed on having your date on Friday since during the following week you both had busy schedule.

You went the whole trip back to home telling your best friend every detail of what had happen with Jungkook since last night and the date he invited to. Chris told you that he doesn’t think you’re gonna last long with the whole “going slow” shit but that he understands you and it’s normal you’re being cautious when you like JK this much in such a short time.

And your friend is so right. It scares you too much how easily Jungkook made his way in into your heart.

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Friday. Finally, the day of your date with JK arrived.

You had seen each other only once during the week on Wednesday when you were finally able to make some time in your tight agenda to go to the gym, just a cheap excuse to see him at least for a little bit. And that day the last thing you did was exercise. As soon as you both saw each other you shared a hug that lasted a nice minute and then sat in a bench and talked about your week for the next hour and a half.

You don’t remember being this nervous about a first date since… ever. You spent two hours trying to decide what to wear. You weren’t sure where JK was taking you or what you were going to do. You went for an all-black outfit since it never fails. You wore a black mini dress that exposed your shoulders and legs in a delicate way and a pair of boots.

Once you hear the door bell ringing, you take one last look at the mirror and check your make up is perfect. You open the door, and you almost drop to your knees seeing the view before your eyes. Fuck me.    

He looks unreal, wearing and all black outfit too. You don’t know if it’s the leather jacket or the black jeans that make a great work on marking his toned and inviting thighs or that intense gaze that he holds but you are so ready to fold when his voice awakes you from your salivating state. And you pray he hasn’t realized that you were drooling over him all over yourself.

‘You look…so fucking gorgeous’ he says while he keeps eye-fucking you. He makes you shiver without even touching you.

‘I was just thinking the same about you’ you say while trying to hold his intense and lusty stare.

He suddenly wakes up of his trance, smiles like a bunny turning into sweet Jungkook again and hands you the Jasmine bouquet that he was holding behind his back.

‘These are for you, noona’

‘Oh my God thank you; these are my favorites. How did you know?’ you don’t remember telling him about your favorite flower.

‘I have my sources’ he said wiggling his eyebrows. Of course, Chris.

You grin at him and tell him ‘Let me get these on water so we can go then’ while you’re heading to your kitchen.

When you’re inside his car, he tells you that you should close your eyes for the ride and that he’ll tell you when you can open them. So, you close your eyes even if curiosity is killing you and you want to know where he is taking you to.

Once the car stopped, he told you to wait. By the sounds of it, he went out of the car and he’s now opening your door.

‘K, I need you to keep your eyes closed for a bit more baby, I’ll help you walk’ and he proceeds in helping you to get off the car.

‘This is scary, I’m a little clumsy you know, I might fall’

‘I won’t ever let you fall, noona. Don’t worry’ he sweetly says

Once you were out of his car, he puts his hands over your eyes, so he makes sure you’re not seeing anything while he gives you the order of what direction you should keep walking to.

After walking some meters and climbing a few steps with his help of course, you feel his hands leaving your face as he says ‘You can open your eyes now’

You open your eyes, and you look at your surroundings. You recognize this breathtaking view. It’s Jin’s brother-in-law night club and you’re standing at the gigantic balcony that’s on the side of Han River. But now instead of being full of drunk people, it’s just you and Jungkook, all alone.

The huge balcony was now decorated with garlands of lights all over the pergola structure, it looked as if the stars were right above your heads. Candles with a lavender scent were placed in different parts of the floor where you notice he had prepared a picnic for you two right in the middle of the balcony with the most amazing view to the Han River and the city.

You don’t think someone’s ever did such an effort and romantic gesture towards you. No, scratch that. You are certain that no one has made such a romantic date for you.

You are pulled out of your amaze when JK behind you sweetly asks, ‘Do you like it, noona?’

You now realize you haven’t said a word since he took his hands of your face and told you to open your eyes. He must be thinking you didn’t like it.

So, you turn around to get closer to him and put your arms around his neck while he puts his hands on your waist and you smile saying ‘It’s the most romantic thing someone’s ever done for me, you’re so amazing JK. I love it’ and you give him a sweet peck on the lips.

‘You do?’ he says afterwards while leaning his forehead against yours

‘Yeah, I really do’

‘Hmm…How much did you love it?’ he says while devilishly smiling at you

He loves to tease you. And he loves when you tease him too. You always make him feel tingles on his stomach whenever you tease him.

‘You know, you shouldn’t tease me this much, Jeon Jungkook’

‘Why not? I love to tease you. And I know it goes both ways’

You chuckle a little bit and you say ‘If you keep looking for me, you’re gonna find me’ while your eyes fall to his lips.

He’s such a temptation. He’s so close to your body and you want to ask him so badly for him to do you right there, right now.

‘Maybe that’s what I’ve been looking for all of this time’ his eyes also falling to your lips.

At this point you don’t even know who started the kiss, you just know that you two devour yourselves with so much passion that you feel your legs are starting to go wobbly from his touch. He’s being respectful, just grabbing you by the waist but his hold on you is tight, and you can feel through your body how much he wants you.

His naughty mouth goes from your lips to your exposed neck and starts peppering kisses and sucking your skin. If he keeps doing this, you know you won’t be able to control yourself and you’ll give in to your sinful desires.

So, you try to retrieve yourself and say breathlessly while he keeps planting kisses all over your neck ‘Okay – we should, um… take a rest, you’re really making it hard for me to go slow, you know that?’

He stops his work while taking a few breaths and innocently points himself saying ‘Me? Baby, you’re the one that’s making it hard, and that’s not the only thing that you make hard’

‘Oh my god Jungkook, stop it!!!’ you say outraged with your cheeks getting fired up of embarrassment and giving him a small punch on his chest while he starts laughing like crazy.

‘Sorry… sorry, I really had to say it. It’s just that you’re insanely cute when you blush, and I knew that saying that would work’

‘You’re unbelievable. Let’s just change the subject, okay?’ you say while still feeling your blush in your face and the pool that he has successfully created between your legs with all the steamy kisses.

 ‘Sure, noona’ he says while winking at you. He then grabs your hand and guides you to the place where he had set the night picnic for you two. ‘We should eat something now, I prepared some gimbap and fried chicken for us’

‘You cooked everything by yourself? God, you really are the whole package, aren’t you?’ you mumble while making yourself comfortable in one of the cushions placed over the picnic blanket.

‘And you haven’t seen half of me yet’ he says wiggling his eyebrows over to you.

‘So cocky’ you say, both of you giggling while he hands you a glass of champagne and he pours another one for himself.

‘Okay, now let’s toast’

‘Let me, I’m not the best with words but I do want to say something’ you say and Jungkook just nods a little surprised at first but then he sets all his attention to you with his glass of champagne on his hand.

‘You know I came to Seoul for a new beginning, and I never thought I would be so lucky to meet someone like you and so soon’ JK’s feature became softer while he tilted his head and offered a small smile towards you, listening attentively – ‘Just the way you look at me, you make me feel so special’

‘That’s because you are’ he interrupts you while he grabs your hand and runs his thumb over it.

You smile at him sweetly and continue ‘I just want you to know that every time I see you and those beautiful doe eyes my heart can’t help to skip a beat. You are so sweet, so amazing and very very special, JK’ – his eyes were starting to get watery, so you softly squished his hand a little bit – ‘I’m insanely thankful of meeting you that day on Jackson’s birthday and I’m so excited to keep knowing each other’

‘Cheers to that’ he says while you clink your glasses. ‘Cheers’ you repeat.

‘You’re not good with the words, my balls!’ says suddenly JK cleaning a few tears of his eyes and you chuckle.

‘You made me teary, noona. I’m not a cry baby I promise. I don’t know how you do it, but I feel like with you I get extra sensitive’ he chuckles a little bit while saying his last words.

‘I feel the same way about you’ and he looks at you with awe while sniffling some more tears

‘In fact, I think you’ve seen my cry more times than Chris has. And I have known him for 15 years’ you say.

‘Guess we became each other’s weakness’

‘Guess so’ you repeat while staring yourselves for a little while. You don’t know how but you feel like the world stops for those following seconds. He always makes you feel that way.

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After your little teary time after your toast, you went for the food that JK had prepared. It was so delicious that it makes you start understanding why Namjoon nicknamed him ‘Golden Maknae’. He’s amazing at everything he does.

You talked for a while about his job, he had told you already once in your many talks at the gym that he works at one of the biggest videogame development companies. Depending on the project that they work he is sometimes needed as the video game designer and some others his job is as an animator – basically drawing the characters and all the visual part of the videogames itself – you’re so impressed, he must draw amazingly to do that kind of job.

You told him that you’re eager to see some of his drawing skills and he promised that soon when you go over to his place, he’ll show you some of the works that he did for old projects.

The conversation followed with him telling you about his family. He’s from Busan as you already knew but he never had told a lot about his family. You just knew he had a brother that was living in Seoul too because you remember that during the weekend trip, he had mention he left Bam, his puppy, at his brother’s care.

‘My life has been really boring compared to yours; I don’t have that much to talk about my family’ he said while chuckling a little bit

‘Trust me. When you have a dysfunctional family as mine, it’s nice to learn about people who actually have a nice normal family. Plus, you don’t bore me, I want to know everything about you’

He blushes and says, ‘You already made me teary before, stop it!’

‘Well, mom and dad met when they were on their 20’s, they’re happily married. Mom is dad’s noona’ – while saying that he winks at you and you just giggle – ‘They share a 2-year gap. They still live at Busan, but they come here from time to time to visit my brother and me, we also go over to Busan but not as much as they come here. We have a tight relationship between the four of us. I don’t talk to any of them on daily basis though, my mom always scolds me because she’s friends with Jin’s mom and she says that Jin calls his mom every single day and I never call her’ and you both laugh at his words.

‘My brother is 2 years older than me; we hang out often together, he’s a cool brother and he’s also like a friend to me’ your eyes widen when you hear that he’s brother is older than him.

‘What? What are you thinking?’

‘Nothing, just that I find it really interesting what you’re telling me. Tell me more. Is your brother as handsome as you? Is he single?’ you question him in a teasing tone

He gasps knowing where you are going with your questioning ‘He’s single and handsome but baby, he’s not gonna be able to make you feel as I do’

You laugh together and you blush for the thousand time tonight at that pet name he’s getting used to call you.

‘When did you move from Busan to Seoul?’ you suddenly ask, changing the subject.

‘I moved before starting college, since I was going to study here it was only reasonable to live here. Plus, my brother had also moved here a few years prior so, it was easier to move here. I lived for a few years with him at his apartment. Now I’m living alone at my apartment, well not technically, I live with Bam’

You nod at him while taking a sip of your glass of champagne.

Then he asks curiously ‘Um… if you don’t mind me asking this, what about your mom? I don’t recall you have mentioned her before’

‘Yeah, no…I don’t think I have mentioned her. She’s alive by the way. She’s not the only person that I don’t mention of my family, I have an older brother and sister too.’

JK widens his eyes, you never mentioned any of this in any of your talks, so he realizes maybe it’s not the best to talk about and says ‘If it’s a sensitive topic we don’t have to talk about this now, noona’

‘No, no…It’s not a sensitive topic, not anymore. My dad is a sensitive topic, not this. And either way I would talk anything with you, I don’t want to have secrets’ you say while he takes your hand and places a kiss on it.

‘My mom and I, we don’t have the best relationship. She hasn’t been a mom for me in a long time. My mom and my dad divorced when I was about 11 years old, it’s a tough age to a kid to digest not having the perfect family anymore.

‘The reason why they split was also difficult to digest, my dad cheated on my mom with a co-worker that was like 15 years younger than my mom – who by the way, ended up being the devil itself honestly, but that’s a whole other story’

JK was surprised. He never expected that your dad, the one you talked so highly about, would be the one to have cheated on your mom and basically broke the family apart.

‘I know what you’re thinking. It’s weird how much I praised my dad knowing he cheated my mom’ you say while he nods and says ‘I wasn’t expecting that, to be honest’

You sigh and explain ‘Neither my mom or he were happy anymore together but after 20 years married and 3 children, instead of talking about it and splitting amicably without any drama, my dad decided to cheat on my mom. My dad made a mistake, a huge one. But he worked every single day of his life afterwards trying to amend his mistake with me and my siblings, because he knew it hurt us too, specially me. Even though I will never understand someone that cheats, my dad was an incredible father.

Sadly, after the divorce my mom didn’t take it well that my dad was dating someone a lot younger than her. She started to go to the gym and then going out with her gym friends, leaving me alone at home for hours during the night when I was only 11 and there were nights where I didn’t even have anything left to have dinner. My dad had already moved out. My brother and my sister were old enough to hang out with their friends, so they would be gone too.

When I was about 12, my childhood home was sold. That’s when my sister and I decided to go live with my dad. And my brother was living alone in an apartment that my dad had bought as an investment at that time’

‘So… you both decided to live with your dad because of your mom’s absence?’ JK asked

‘Yeah, pretty much, at least that was my reason. Basically from 12 to 17 my mom was absent. She also started to date a guy that was the same age as my brother, the guy was a cop and had guns all over her place, I didn’t like him at all. I just felt unease being on the same room as him. So, 12 to 17 basically my teenage years my dad had the role of father and mother. When I got my first period, he was the one that ran to the market to buy some pads for me. Due to the stress that I had with all my family situation I started developing epilepsy attacks when I was 14’

‘Fuck, I’m so sorry I can’t believe all you have been through, it’s so much for just one person and being so young’ Jungkook was tearing up, he couldn’t help but to feel sad, how the fuck did your mom disappear from your life just like that? How could you handle so much pain being that young? It’s too much for one person to handle.

‘Don’t worry, I had plenty of time to accept everything that I’ve been through’

‘What about the epilepsy? Did you have to take any medicine?’

‘Yeah, I did a treatment for about 5 years with anticonvulsant pills. But it was merely emotional, at least that’s what my neurologist said back then. And I honestly believe he was right. I left the pills when I felt I was mentally stable, I was 19 years old by then. I haven’t had any seizure since then’

JK nodded at you, relieved that you didn’t have to live with that health problem anymore. It somehow makes him angry that because of the adults that were supposedly responsible for taking care of you, you were having seizures and your mental state was awful.

‘But…weren’t you a little bit angry at your dad at least? I don’t know if I could forgive my dad from cheating my mom’

‘At first, I was. But in time, I felt the need to forgive him. You have to understand, JK. My dad was the one staying by my side during nights, preoccupied when I was with intense cramps from my periods. He took me to the doctor and took care of me every single time I got sick. There was one time where I got mono while being on vacations at the coast with my friends and my fever wouldn’t go down, my dad drove 400 miles as soon as he found out to come and pick me up to take me to a hospital on the city. Even when I was old enough to do everything by myself, he would insist on being the one to be by my side. He took care of me even being insanely tired because he worked every single day, commuted, and then come back home to cook dinner for me with the brightest smile in his face and he never once missed asking me 'How was your day?'. He made sure that I wouldn’t ever feel alone. That's why he deserves me talking so highly about him, that kind of people that makes you feel loved that much with facts and not only words...nowadays it's rare to find’

‘Well, when you put it that way… yeah, it’s totally understandable that you forgave him, he deserved it. Your dad was a great man obviously’ you nod and mumble a little ‘he was indeed’ with a soft smile on your lips.

Jungkook feels the need to hug you right now. He hates knowing that you were so hurt.

‘Did you and your mom ever had the chance to talk about her absence in your life?’ he suddenly asks.

You nod and say ‘Eventually, when I was 17 my mom and the guy that was my brother's age had broken up. And one day we had a deep talk where she admitted that all those years, she had been neglecting me. That I was too young and had to go through so much and she wasn't there for me. I don't tend to be resentful, and I needed to have my mom with me so, I gave her a chance and we had an amazing year of mom - daughter relationship. That was until my 18's when she decided to move to another province because she met a man online, who she was going to end up marrying later. We talked from time to time, but it wasn't the same anymore. For me, she came back to be the absent mom. 

Sadly, her husband one day had a motorcycle accident, he was going alone to buy some groceries and a car crash him and left him in a pretty bad state.

My mom decided to move again back to my hometown with his husband who needed 24-hour care, she was there for him for about 7 years, her whole life revolved around him. That was until Covid appeared and he sadly got it and passed away.

After that, my mom started to ask attention from me again. I was on my 20's already and super used to be without her presence. Plus, my dad did one hell of a job for me to not feel like I was missing something. So, since then I've maintained a cordial relationship with my mom, I don't talk about my problems with her like I did with my dad because I know she doesn't get me, and she doesn't care either. I talk from time to time, just small talk. She's my mom after all and she’s the only parent I got left'

'Wow, Y/N... It says a lot about your person being open to have your mom back in your life when she wasn't there for such a long time. I don't think I would've been able to talk to my mom again if she did all those things to me' 

'Yeah...well, it's not like we have a great relationship either, but it is what it is. I made my peace with the decisions she made back then; I know it has nothing to do with me and it’s not my fault. I just want to have a peaceful and happy life you know? And maintaining my relationship with my mom like this has worked for now'

'You're insanely strong and you have an amazing heart, you know that right?' JK says while caressing the side of your face.

'I do' you say and you both chuckle.

‘Thanks for telling me all of this. I know it must be hard to trust someone with your story. I really appreciate that you trust me, noona’

'Of course, I trust you’ you say while grinning at him. ‘Okay. Enough sappy stories. I want to know more about you'

'More about me? Sure baby, what do you want to know?' says Jungkook wiggling his eyebrows to you.

You roll your eyes at him 'Maybe...about your ex or ex's? I don't know how many you had' you say while laughing.

'Official girlfriends? Just two. The first one I’m not sure if it counts, I was pretty young to be honest, like 13... I didn't care about having a girlfriend at that age, she just asked me to be her boyfriend and I said yes. When I realized, I hadn't talk to her for almost 3 months so I decided that we should break up' 

'Oh my god, 3 months without talking? And that was one of your official girlfriends?' you had tears in your eyes from laughing.

JK couldn't help but to smile. He loved seeing you happy. After all you told him today, he thinks you're even much more amazing than what he thought. He respects you and how willing you were to give your mom another chance even when he thinks she didn't deserve it at all. Seeing your smile and hearing your laugh it's delightful for him.

'What? I was 13!! Boys don't think about girlfriends when they're 13!'

'Then why did you say yes when she asked you to be her boyfriend?'

'I was bored' he says and you both crack on laughter again.

Ahhhhh, your stomach is hurting from laughing so much

Then JK gets a little bit serious and continues 'And there’s also my last girlfriend, Eunji, it was a more serious relationship. We dated for about 3 years. We broke up when I was 24. It was a good and healthy relationship; we met on college and hitted off quickly. It got to a point that the relationship had ran its course. I didn't want it to see it, it was my first real relationship so I kind of felt like she broke my heart when she decided to break up, but I realized it was for the best after a while'

You nod at him. You understand so well what it's like to not wanting to see that things are not working with your partner.

'Did you stay friends with her?'

'I did, for a bit. But to be honest it was just in hope that maybe if I stayed on her life then we could get back together some day. That was until a month after we broke up when I found out she slept with one of our best friends from college'

You widened your eyes and gasped 'Oh my god, what a drama! And what a shitty friend may I say'

'Yeah, suffice to say that I didn't talk to any of them again after that'

'Are they still together or what? Sorry I'm so curious, I like gossip from time to time' you say while he chuckles at you

'We had friends in common back then that had told me that they didn't even lasted 2 weeks. I guess it's karma'

'Karma, indeed' you say while taking another sip of champagne

'And what about you, noona?'

'Well, I had 2 boyfriends. The first one we dated from when I was 14 to almost 18. He was like 3 years older than me. We met in high school, and he insisted on dating me for about 9 months until I said yes'

'9 months? Poor guy you had him waiting for a while'

'I was really young; I wasn't sure if I wanted a boyfriend. Anyway, it wasn't the best relationship, we were both too immature and to be honest he was a lot more immature than me, he cheated on me twice' 

'He cheated? What an asshole, I already hate him' said JK while sighing

'Well, since I was an idiot, I forgave him the first time, keep in mind it was the firsts months of relationship when he first cheated on. And then, I found out he had cheated on me again after a trip that I had in my senior year of high school. It was something like spring break, it's normally done on your last year of high school back home. 

And a lot of couples end up cheating on their partners on those kinds of trips. Not me. I wasn't going to cheat on him. He never had a reason to not trust me, but he was an idiot and thought that me going to that trip meant me going to cheat him, so he cheated on me. It's the most idiotic reason, I know'

'I can’t believe you dated that guy for 3 years. That was a lucky asshole. How did you found out he was cheating?' 

'The girl he cheated on with, added me on Facebook and sent me screenshots of her conversations with him where they arranged where they would meet etcetera. She was petty honestly; she was just angry because apparently guilt was consuming him, and he ended everything with this girl saying that he wanted to do things right with me'

'Only an idiot could possibly cheat on you' suddenly JK said while you smiled at him sweetly

'Yeah. I would have preferred him breaking up with me, he also knew how much I had suffered with my mom and dad's whole cheating thing...but well, I broke up with him immediately when I found out about the second time. He cried in front of me asking me to forgive him and try again but at this point I was so disappointed that it made it way easier to break up with him and move on with my life. He kept texting me for months telling me to forgive him until one day I told him that l was finally happy and that I needed for him to stop texting me. After that he didn't text me again'

'What a shitty first boyfriend you had, noona. Please tell me your last boyfriend treated you better'

You chuckled and responded ‘Yeah, my last boyfriend never cheated on me, not that I know of. But to be honest I trusted him blindly, I don’t think he’d ever cheated’

‘How long you dated him?’

‘We were together for 9 years’

JK’s eyes almost pop out of his head

‘9 years??? I knew it was a long relationship, but I didn’t know it lasted such a long time. Why did you break up?’

‘We met when I was 19, I was a kid. He was young too, just not as much as me, he was 25’

‘Always going after older guys, I see’ he says and then he realizes ‘Wait. Am I the first guy you date younger than you?’

‘Yep, you are the first one that’s younger than me’

Jungkook gives you a cocky grin, like if he’s proud of it.

‘Are you really gonna be cocky just for that?’

‘It’s you. Anyone that could get a date with you should feel this way’

‘You really have an obsession with making me blush’

‘I do. You are too cute’ he snickers and then continues ‘Sorry… I interrupted you before, I really I’m interested in knowing what was the reason for you to break up with someone after 9 years together’

You sigh thinking the best way to explain your reasons behind such a big decision and say ‘When we met, I barely knew myself, I didn’t know what I wanted for my life at all, I was really immature.  As I started to grow and understanding myself, I started to learn what made me happy and what I wanted to pursue for my life.

In a relationship there’s always compromises to be made, I find it totally normal because you can’t expect your partner to agree in every single decision you make but it’s part of a relationship to found common ground, to meet the other halfway. The thing is, I realized he never met me halfway… it was always me the one making compromises. I had a huge opportunity offer to work in Italy and I ended up turning it down because he didn’t want to move out of the country and I loved him, so I rejected it, even though it was my dream to live overseas at some point, and he was completely aware of it. Later I realized I had made a mistake. I was putting my happiness aside just to be with him. In a way, I was just used to be with him, and I also feared being alone for the first time in my adult life. So, last year, I decided that I was going to be happy and sincere with myself, and I knew I needed to break up with him’

‘I totally understand it. Being with someone from such a young age, it’s likely for people to grow into different paths’, said JK – well, he definitely got what you were trying to explain – ‘And he agreed on breaking up?’ ask a curious Jungkook.

‘Not at all, but he had to accept it – it’s not like I gave him a choice, I was already decided. He didn’t want to see it. All the differences we had we talked about it a lot of times and in the end, it was always me the one compromising to make it work. It’s not like we didn’t talk about our issues. He got mad at me saying that we were throwing a life project together just for a “childish whim”, but the thing is, it was his project of life, not mine’ you explained.

‘Sounds very selfish of him if you ask me. It’s not like you didn’t try to solve your issues and make it work’

‘After 9 years of me giving in, in every fight or disagreement we had, well… let’s just say he got too used to it and he wouldn’t accept it wasn’t gonna be like that anymore. And after my dad passed away, I was determined to be happy and to do whatever I wanted to do – I owed that much to my dad -, one of my wishes was moving abroad. So, I broke up with my ex and here I am’

In a way, Jungkook feels happy that your ex-boyfriend was an egocentric douchebag, thanks to that he’s the one taking you on a date tonight.

‘Thank God, here you are’ he smiled as he came close to your face and gave you a little peck on your lips.

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After a few more glasses of champagne and some more kisses and innocent touches you decided it was time to go.

Once you arrived your building entrance you told JK if he wanted to come upstairs and stay the night with you. After all, you had already slept together on the cottage, it wouldn’t feel weird.

He sheepishly said ‘Yes, of course, I’ve been wanting to cuddle you again since the weekend’

So, you got into the elevator hand in hand while your mind was going wild just even thinking on him sleeping without any shirt by your side again.

You have been feeling horny the whole fucking night thanks to his touches and kisses and that fucking intense gaze that he has on you. He switches from sweet and shy to hot and lusty in a matter of seconds.

You were about to open your apartment door when you said ‘Fuck it. I’ll say it’. So, you turn around and take a look at JK who furrows his eyebrows for a moment a little confused.

‘Before we get in. I have one little question’ you say while tracing his sleeve of tattoos slowly with you fingers and staring directly at his eyes. You were lost on them.

‘Hmm?’ he hums waiting for you to go on while he starts tracing his thumb over your lips and staring at them so intensively that it makes you shiver.

‘Does giving you a mind-blowing blow job qualifies as “going slow”?’ you say shamelessly giving him a cute smile as if you haven’t said the dirtiest thing to him right now, while watching his eyes widen a little bit. He didn’t expect your question to be that straightforward.

She’s killing me. Fuck. Put yourself together, Jungkook – he thinks to himself.

You see him biting his lower lip and then he leans over closer to your ear while whispering ‘Only if me eating you out until you cum all over my mouth qualifies too’

God, your pussy had a stroke. He’s just as much as a tease as you are.

He sees your cheeks starting to turn into a rosy color and he feels extremely content with it.

And then is like you suddenly wake up from your trance, you quickly open your apartments door and desperately close it once you’re both in.

You don’t lose any more time and grab him by his shirt pulling him closer to you and smash your lips together. His hands are all over your body, he grabs your ass and squeezes it making you go crazy. He pushes his tongue into your mouth while you start taking off his jacket and throw it on the floor, you don’t even realize your moan is lost in his lips as you tug him towards your living room while not breaking the kiss and you push him down on the couch.

He's all man-spread on your couch, looking you with that lust gaze hot as fuck and his lap looks so fucking inviting that you can’t resist and straddled him sitting on his lap right on top of the head of his cock, you could feel his bulge that was already so hard and he’s not helping because he grabs once again your ass and makes you grind on him gaining a moan from you.

Your hand goes between your bodies. Jungkook’s movements slow a little when he’s unsure what you’re doing and then he shivers when your hand goes around his bulge touching him on top of his jeans.

‘I’m gonna give you a little preview of what you’re gonna get if you keep being such a good boy’ you say whispering on his ear and then you bite his earlobe earning a grunt from his mouth. And he’s so down for it. He’s trying to restrain himself not to fuck you senseless right here, right now because he knows you need to take your time.

In no time you’re off his lap, positioning yourself between his legs.

You look at him down on your knees and what a sight you have, my God. You ask him 'May I?' and he gulps while responding 'I already told you; you can do whatever you want with me, baby'

You grin at him while your hands work on his belt, and he helps you shimming down his pants along with his boxers off himself.

His cock is hard as it springs out of his pants. The sight so mouthwatering that you feel like you’re drooling. You hear a light chuckle above you, he must have noticed your amaze seeing his cock in front of you. The noise quickly becoming a hiss when you grasp his length.

“Fuck,” Jungkook hisses.

You shuffle forward, his legs widening to make more room for you. He obviously doesn’t expect you to swipe your tongue from his base to the tip given the cuss that leaves his mouth, his hand flying to your hair making a ponytail with it. You lick along the slit at his tip before spitting onto his length and then using your hand to work it around. Your lips go around his tip, your tongue trailing circles on the end of his cock while your hand continues to work up and down.

His hand tightens in your hair as you take more of him into your mouth. Hands on his thighs you feel his muscles go tense as you slowly bob up and down, take a little more of him in each time. He’s so long and thick. It’s hard but if you kept going you think you’d be able to take him all but stop just before your gag reflexes kick in. Flattening your tongue against him you start to increase your pace. Jungkook moans out above you, his legs relaxing as his hand combs through your hair.

'You can fuck my throat, baby'

'Fuck. Are you sure? I mean - Wait. Did you just called me baby?'

You nod with your head smiling cutely as if you weren't pumping his cock around your hand.

'And before you ask. You better cum on my mouth and let me swallow every drop of it. Understood?' you say as if you were giving him a strict order.

Oh my God, I'll cum just from hearing your dirty little mouth - was Jungkook's thoughts while he just nodded at you and said with husky voice 'If you need to stop just tap me on my thigh, baby' and you just winked at him.

This girl is gonna be my death - he thought.

You smirk at him, flip your hair, and press a light kiss to the head of his cock, you let it linger before your tongue darts out to kitten lick at the slit. Precum dribbles out and you lick it up dutifully.

You let him guide you, dragging your lips along his shaft as he pushes you down. He’s not inside you yet. His dick slides along the outside of your cheek, leaving behind a shiny mess. You kiss the base of his cock before he drags you back up and holds you at the crown.

He waits patiently for you to swallow thickly. Waits for the feel of your lips parting, your mouth dropping open.

Then he pushes you down again, his dick engulfed in the tight, wet heat of your mouth. The way you're moving your tongue, the way you don’t resist as he pushes you further and further down on his cock, it's driving him insane.

It's not long before his hand becomes a little more forceful. His fingers tightening between your locks, making you stay down longer on his length and then when you don’t complain he begins to thrust slowly up into you.

“That’s it, fucking take me baby.”

You hum before you gag around him, the vibrations causing his legs to stutter below you and a low hum to ring out around the room.

He forces you down. Tip touching the back of your throat for a few seconds, cutting off your air supply. It’s worth it, given the noises he makes above you. You're making him lose his mind. All the while looking at him.

As soon as he takes a look at your eyes looking at him intensevely, he tosses his head back as pleasure coursed through his body.

'Baby. Fuck, I love seeing how my cock disappears on your mouth' he manages to say breathesly. Your pussy is clenching just of hearing him receiving pleasure. You feel so wet and he's not even touching you.

You moan around him, he realizes you are really enjoying it and the vibrations of your beautiful and sinful moans are making him go stupid, making him pick up speed and force. You can only sit there and take it, tears pricking the corner of your eyes, your nose flaring as you breathe.

'Fuck. Baby. Fuck fuck fuck, I- I'm cumming' he warns you so you won't choke.

Jungkook’s over the moon right now. The fact that you're letting him do this and your amazingly skillful tongue, makes this an embarrassingly short blow job. His balls tighten, heat pooling in his belly, and he thrusts up, dragging you down but careful enough not to make you gag. He cums into your mouth with a bitten off groan, eyes squeezed shut for a second until he realizes and opens his eyes quickly to look at you, he doesn't want to lose the sight of you taking all his cum. You swallow it all down, not fighting him as he holds you there.

When he’s sure he’s emptied out, he lets go. You come up with a gasp, mouth swollen and red and shiny, proud that you swallow every drop of him, and he can’t fucking help but kiss you deep and hard, shoving his tongue inside your mouth to taste himself. You moan breathlessly, arms coming up around his head to bring himself closer while he makes your body lean on the sofa on the same spot, he was just a few seconds ago.

'That really was mind blowing. But now it's your turn, noona' he says with a smirk on his face.

‘I never thought someone calling me noona would turn me on so much. Fuck’

He smiled, leaning forward, and kissing you. Then he kissed your cheek, your ear, your neck, your breasts over your dress, until he knelt in front of you and gave you a wicked look before lifting your thigh and placing it on his shoulder and lifting your dress to your waist.

He's peeling your panties from your body, his eyes mesmerized at the sight of your bare pussy, fingers dipping between your folds, dragging through the gathering slick, now's his time to drool over you. “Baby, so wet for me already.” JK’s voice is low and rough, the vibrations carrying through your body, going straight to your cunt. His tongue darts out, licking at your clit, flicking against it until you’re shaking. One finger ease into you, slowly thrusting, stretching you gently, curling just right before he’s adding a second.

Jungkook worked two fingers in, teasing with a third, the sound of your soaked pussy the only thing you can hear over his soft praises, telling you that you’re such a good girl, and the panting of your own breathing.

‘Oh my God, Jungkook. Just like – th…that. Fuck JK’

Jungkook gets turned on and has a huge ego boost when he listens to you moaning his name. He finds your reaction to getting eaten out so hot. The way you are trembling at his touch, and he has to hold your hips down.

You immediately covered your mouth not been able to contain your moaning and threw your head back, your body shuddering as you felt Jungkook’s tongue caressing the full extent of your cunt. Your other hand went into Jungkook’s hair, and you moved your hips against his mouth, unable to control yourself. He was swirling his tongue around your clit and then his thumb.

Every lick sent shivers through your body, your core aching for more when his tongue began to prod you. You felt his nose press against you, grinding into your clit as he pressed his tongue inside you. You loved the feeling he gave you now as he pumped his tongue in and out of you, flicking every which way as he pressed his thumb to you the nub between your folds. He ran circles in sync with his pumps and you couldn’t help but try and grind into him despite his hold on you. 

“You taste so sweet.” He whispered against your clit and his tongue licked again, spurring you even more as he stared into your eyes. His free hand gripped one of your thighs, increasing the strength he used and the speed of his tongue. You felt your cunt pulsing, you were reaching the apex.

“More,” you moaned desperately, feeling a knot form as he moved his lips back up to suck on your clit. He pressed two fingers to your entrance and easily slipped them in, pumping you hard and fast. You moaned with every push, every lick of his tongue sending waves of pleasure through you, his fingers long enough to reach deep inside you. Hooking them as he pulled back out, you couldn’t help but squirm beneath him, that knot you felt threatening to snap with every move he made. 

It wasn't supposed to happen quite this quickly, but you can already feel the tickle at the back of your spine and your neck, can feel your muscles tightening around him, legs dangling helplessly over those shoulders, and not least of all you can feel those brown eyes watching you avidly, missing absolutely nothing about your helpless response to him.

When he crooks his fingers within you, deliberately attacking that specific spot, a shudder runs through your body, making your toes curl and finally cum as the spasms spread through your body. His tongue wandering around your entrance, sucking all your juice, desperately not missing one single drop. It's all over but the screaming, which you can feel has him smiling around you but not neglecting you in the least as he does so.

Unable to breath or think or do anything but feel the spasms that still rock your body, you feel him withdraw reluctantly from you. While he places a few kisses on your thigh and helps on putting your panties on again, you throw an arm over your eyes while closing them, trying to gather the shattered remains of your mind and yourself around you but failing badly.

Your muscles are insanely relaxed now, and you feel so good. It feels as if you were high.

‘Are you okay, noona?’ says JK

‘I- I…have no words’ you manage to stutter while JK chuckles and let’s himself fall on the sofa right next to you. He holds your hand up and gives a little peck on it. He’s so sweet, even when he just made you have the best orgasm ever with his mouth.

You somehow gather strength and move your head towards the Adonis on your left, cupping his face and kissing him passionately tasting yourself on him.

‘You-are-a-ma-zing’ you say looking straight to his brown doe eyes.

He grins at you and says, ‘Not as much as you are, baby’ and you smile and give him one last peck on his lips.

Feeling your legs still wobbly from the intense orgasm, you take a shily look at Jungkook again and say ‘I don’t think my legs work anymore’

He giggles and then you sense his gaze on you turning darker again while he says ‘Just wait until we have sex’

Your eyes widened hearing him saying that as if it was a promise to break your body whenever you finally have sex. You suddenly feel shivers down your spine. Is it possible for you to feel horny again? What’s your problem? This brat is making you go crazy.

While you’re trying to calm yourself, he says with his husky voice ‘I never thought I could enjoy so much “going slow”’

You both chuckle at his words while you say ‘Me and you both, baby’

‘I think you’re the only person I like hearing calling me baby’ and he presses his lips on yours once again while caressing sweetly your face.

‘Hmm, nice to know that’ you say between kisses while you smile at each other.

‘We should go sleep… as soon as I’m able to stand up without my legs failing me’

Jungkook starts laughing and says ‘I’ll carry you, m’lady’

‘Always such a gentleman’ you join him laughing when he grabs you by your thighs and you wrap your arms around his neck while he carries you towards your bedroom to finally go to sleep together after your both most magical first date ever.

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[kristeristerin]

Hi hi! *waves* may I please request Lucien x Reader with Speak Now? Thank you very much!

AN- Annnnd another one down! Thank you for the ask! These have done a great job at getting me writing. I even managed to get halfway done with the third chapter of Pretty Little Liar today! That should be out soon!

As always asks are open for prompts!

Song: Speak Now

Pairing: Reader X Lucien

Content Warning: None

Words: 799

“What are you doing here?”

The sudden voice startles you out of your daydream and you turn to look into the face of Eris. Though you had expected to see his signature sneer, the face you are met with instead is one of concern.

“I- I’m not sure honestly,” you bit your lip as you look from Eris to the Temple ahead of you. “I just thought that maybe I should talk to him, you know?”

“Are you here to stop the wedding?” He raises a brow at you.

You shake your head. “I couldn’t do that to him. He’s waited for this for so long. Lucien deserves to be happy. He deserves a future with his mate.”

“Idiots, the both of you,” Eris mutters as he rolls his eyes. “What my dear brother deserves is a future with someone who isn’t just picking him as a consolation prize. Elain is a nice enough female, but anyone who thinks that’s a love match is delusional. She’s still caught up on the shadowsinger, and he’s so in love with the weird little bookstore owner it’s disgusting.”

You wipe away a few stray tears as you try to glare at the Autumn Court High Lord. “So you’re saying you’d approve of having me as a sister-in-law then?”

“Honestly?” he leans in and pushes a lock of hair behind your ear, “You’re the only female I would approve of for Lucien. I hope you make your choice soon. The Ceremony is about to begin.”

Before you have a chance to reply Eris turns away and is striding toward the temple.

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You can hear the music has already started as you manage to slip into the back of the main room of the temple. Lucien is standing by the alter with Eris to his right and Elain’s sisters to his left. A moment later the bride enters the room and you press yourself back into the curtains to hide from view.

She’s graceful as she makes her way toward Lucien, and your heart breaks at the smile he’s giving her. For a moment you contemplate leaving, but a cool sensation around your wrist catches your attention. Looking down you notice a black shadow circling up your arm before resting on your shoulder. When you look into the crowd again you meet the knowing eyes of the Shadowsinger. He gives you a small nod before turning back toward the ceremony.

Lucien is speaking, but you can’t make out what he’s saying over the sound of your heartbeat. You close your eyes and breath deeply for several breaths and manage to pull yourself back from having a panic attack. Then it happens. The line you’d been waiting for. “If anyone here has any reason these two should not marry, speak now or forever hold your peace.” The priestess looks out to the crowd.

There are several gasps as you step into the aisle, and it takes you a moment to realize it’s because of the male who has also stood up several rows ahead of you.

“Elain,” Azriel’s usually quiet voice is loud and full of emotion. “I’m sorry. I’m sorry for messing everything up, and I’m sorry for waiting until your wedding day to try to make things right. If you can forgive me, and give me a chance, I swear I will spend the rest of our lives making it up to you.”

You want to look at Elain to gauge her response, but you can’t take your eyes off Lucien and the fact that he’s staring right back at you.

After a moment he shakes his head and turns to Elain and they begin to speak at the same time.

“I’m sorry, I can’t do this.”

“I’m in love with Azriel.”

They stare at each other wide-eyed. The room is silent. Lucien nods and takes Elain’s hand. He leads her back down the aisle to where Azriel waits and puts her hand in his, “Take care of her.”

A look passes between the males before Azriel looks over his shoulder at you and says to Lucien, “You too.”

Lucien nods at him once before looking back to you and quickly making his way to where you were waiting.

“You came,” he breathed looking down at you.

“I came,” you nodded and bit your lip. “I’m sorry about your wedding, Lucien.”

He shakes his head and says “I’m not.” In an instant, his hand was in your hair as he pulled you closer. “I’ve never been happier to be interrupted.”

Your eyes shine as you look up at him. “Want to get out of here?”

“I thought you’d never ask,” he grins at you and takes your hand in his as he leads you the rest of the way out of the temple.

[cupidevanesco]

ALL OF THE GIRLS YOU LOVED BEFORE. | ksm.

➨ pairing: kim seungmin x SHS!reader.

➨ note: not proofread, highschool x forbidden love trope.

➨ word count: 7.5k

Seungmin was known as the biggest asshole among the juniors and seniors in highschool. No one knew what he was up to, breaking all these girls’ hearts and all.

so I wondered, how did I manage to make him treat me like this?

I walked around campus for a little while as classes have not started yet. I still had two hours before studying and had absolutely nothing to do, so here I was, walking around, kicking dried leaves that fell from trees.

i stopped in front of a big tree, this was my signature place.

I sat on the bench that was under the tree and took a book out to do something to entertain me. As much as I wanted to take my phone out and chat with people, I had no one to chat with — which left me no choice but to read.

It's not like I was reading something educational; I was reading fiction.

this school year had been tough for me, my class rank went down from first to fifth, I stopped being a people pleaser which made my friends progressively leave me, Day by day.

It’s fine, it's the last year of senior year anyway.

But other than that, I was focused on one person, and that was none other than Kim Seungmin.

me and seungmin was never fond of each other, we were always fighting since we met each other and this year, he bullied me so much to the point where I lost the energy to even do anything back.

it’s not because I was offended or affected by the things he did or said, it was just because I realized that I would benefit nothing from fighting all day with him — about absolutely nothing.

I never understood why he hated me, he would often try to trip me where there were a lot of people around, hide my things for laughs, make rumours about me, and more.

I don't even care anymore, but him and his friends’ bullying doesn't seem to stop.

to be honest, when he didn't use to bully me as much, half of me enjoyed arguing with him. I was enjoying it because he didn't do physical things, but now he had just gotten worse, worse than I ever imagined.

I don't even remember the first time we started fighting and why. all I knew was that he hated me and that was not gonna die down soon.

speaking of the devil, “hey loser,” A familiar light brown haired boy stood in front on me with a couple of his friends trailing him behind.

“What do you want, seungmin?” I blurted out, my voice having an annoyed tone to it.

“we’re not even halfway through the school year and you're already stressed, it's only march.” he mocked me, making me look up to see that nasty smirk he had.

“I did not ask that... I asked you about what you wanted?” I raised my eyebrow at him, completely ignoring what he had said earlier.

“Nothing much really, How are you doing y/n?”

I knew for a fact that he wasn’t actually asking me if I was okay, I knew that he would try to pull some sick joke that would ‘offend me’

“Better than fine seungmin, how about you?” I played along his little games, I honestly am itching to know what he actually wants.

“Doing better than you, as always.” Whatever, I’m aware that he has an answer for everything, why did I even bother to respond to him.

“Well thank you for your time, you can go on with your day now.” I smiled warmly at him. it was fake but I couldn't think of a better idea of shooing him away.

He walked away, murmuring something to his friends and laughing about it which I certainly knew was about me.

I continued to listen to music and read my book at peace when seungmin left, I know I should've just ignored him but he wouldn't leave me alone unless he completely ruins my day, but to his dismay, I just don't care anymore.

Half of me wished that we were in a book; where in the end we’re either going to end up as friends or lovers. It might be weird, but I would do anything for him to stop bullying me,

even if it was being his lover.

I would basically be delusional if I said that was possible, so I shrugged off the thought.

After almost an hour of reading, I realized that I ran out of coffee. I was too focused on what I was reading that I forgot I had classes in only thirty minutes from now.

I took all of my things and went outside of campus to buy coffee from my favorite coffee shop.

Time passed by and I already had my order and was ready to leave when seungmin walked inside the café.

weird, I never knew he went here.

he and his friends laughed at me again for an unknown reason while I did my thing and completely ignored them.

there was one thing I did whenever I saw seungmin in public; it was to ignore him completely like I've never met him before.

I was afraid that he’ll embarrass me in front of people that wasn't from our university. Being humiliated in front of people from uni was already horrible and being humiliated from strangers didn't make a difference, just worse.

I tried my best to ignore him, but I don't think he was gonna let me go back inside campus without embarrassing me in front of everybody.

I was cautious around my surroundings, I knew any time now he would be sticking his foot out to trip me, so I was looking carefully everywhere.

I was able to leave the shop without getting terrorized by no other than seungmin. It was honestly a surprise and achievement to escape his terrorizing and I was here for it.

I finally calmed down and reached my campus, continuing to enter and go straight to first period.

I wasn't too late to class and not that much people were there, and gladly my favorite seat wasn’t taken by anyone yet.

I sat by the window and put my things down under my desk, I pulled out my textbook to review some topics as we had a pop quiz today.

I wasn’t stressing out as much because I was actually able to focus yesterday unlike the past few days before yesterday and I completely understood the topic.

I always enjoyed first period and the rest of my classes before lunch because well, me and seungmin didn't have the same schedule which is a relief.

But still, we had the same classes from fifth to ninth period which was hell for me, I’m so tired of crumbled paper and paper planes being constantly threw at me.

usually, those paper planes and crumpled paper will have something written in in; I always fail to not read them because of curiosity as there's something different written in it every single time.

I ignored my thoughts and continued studying until the teacher came.

Time passed by fast as the class finally ended with the school alarms lowly blaring. I breathed the sigh of relief as I stretched out my arms and back from staying still for too long.

right before I went out, I put my headphones in, not wanting to interact with anyone i see; especially that guy.

While walking to my next period, I passed by seungmin who was clueless of my presence — thankfully.

he looked troubled while he was looking for the things inside his backpack. Was it karma?

I ignored it and continued walking towards my class, and to my dismay, seungmin ran back and ‘accidentally’ pushed me.

I fell to the ground as he looked back at me, staring down, probably contemplating if he should help me or not.

To my surprise, he started picking up the books that fell from my hands and gave them back to me. He muttered a little ‘I’m sorry’ and ran back to where he was before, probably still looking for the missing object.

I stood still, I was speechless since this was the first ever time that he did something like this.

Earlier morning, he was just mocking me and probably talking bad about me with his friends and now he's helping me pick up my things?

Why should I even think too much about it, It was his fault anyway, he accidentally pushed me, he's REQUIRED to help me.

it just feels so impossible and unreal for him to do something like that...

I once again shrugged it off and continued walking to my next class, grabbing a new drink from the cafeteria before going because my coffee was already finished.

once I reached class, the seat by the window was already taken, there was only one seat left; it was at the very back.

I'm not complaining though, but I do lack focus whenever I'm back there.

I suddenly remembered when I just started highschool, I always sat at the back of the class…

with… seungmin?

Oh, now I remember.

We used to be chill around each other because we had a lot of similarities, then suddenly, everything turned into a competition of who likes what better.

then it became academic, I won a lot when it came to acads, but these days he’s either ranked one or two, never lower.

his friends was right below him, meaning I was below his friends.

I don't remember exactly what we fought about, but at least now I know some detail.

I also remembered having a small crush on seungmin?

whatever.

I probably only did because he was the only person I talked to and he was also the only person in the whole campus with the same level as me.

the teacher walked in snapping me out of my trance, she didn't wait any second and started discussing, leaving me no choice but to listen.

Throughout the whole class, I felt uncomfortable because not only was my pants feeling all itchy, but my head and my back hurts and I kept on unconsciously trying to recall me and seungmin’s past interactions.

I lost focus on the lesson but still kept trying to listen whenever I catch myself losing focus. I needed to get my rank back.

I was doing something wrong with my acads but I don't know what, if I don't get my rank back this semester I will surely get myself tutored.

But to be honest, getting tutored traumatized me. My parents used to hire really rude tutors before to get me studying ‘well’ and all.

But if I needed to get tutored to get my rank back, I WILL get tutored.

I didn't realize that the class already ended, students were already packing their stuff and leaving while I was just staring at the half blank white board that was now being wiped by the teacher.

I quickly gathered my things and left, I knew I was gonna pass by seungmin again but remembering what he did earlier, I didn't worry too much.

As expected, I passed by seungmin and to my surprise, he was walking with a sweet girl. he had his arms wrapped around her while they were laughing and talking.

oh how I felt bad for the girl. She's gonna get her heart broken like the others.

I said nothing as I noticed seungmin taking a quick glance at me and looking away. I pretended not to notice and kept walking.

So many unusual things already happened today and I don't want to encounter more, because what the hell is happening?

first of all, seungmin bullied me and suddenly became nice, I remembered all of our interactions and lost focus, and now he's walking with a random girl who's ‘bout to get her heart broken.

I've seen enough for today, I’m already so drained. I just want this day to end, it feels so long.

I only had two more classes left before lunch and that still wasn't enough to keep me content, I needed this to finish early.

I can't take more of this bullshit.

I let time fly and barely noticed that i was already walking to the cafeteria, I walked to the back of the line and waited for my turn.

When I got my beverages, I went straight to the rooftop.

I didn't like eating inside the cafeteria, There was a lot of people there and I couldn't bear the loudness.

when I was at the last step, the door from the rooftop swung open revealing a girl crying real hard and running.

the same girl seungmin was with earlier.

after her, the expected came out.

A disappointed, bored looking seungmin comes out. arms crossed and walking slowly.

I tried to ignore him and walked straight past him but of course, he became the person he was this morning.

“Y’know, you’re a real loser eating here all alone everyday.” he looked at me with a straight and serious face.

I unwrapped my burger and took a bite, pretending to not have heard him as I had my headphones on.

“i know you can hear me.”

“i know you can stop being an asshole if you wanted to.” I blurted out, I was already as annoyed by everything and I didn't want him interrupting me.

“that doesn't even- you know what, I don't care.” — “just why are you choosing to be such a loser when you can just socialize?” he boredly asks,

“and why can't you stop annoying me! why can't you stop bullying me and breaking other girls’ hearts?! why are you doing all of this when you can just become a better person?!” I yelled at him, causing him to stay silent.

“why can't you just work on yourself than to try to make me better?” I muttered.

“Because I can’t okay!” He yelled at me, I now noticed the tears that were forming in his eyes.

“Yes you can! you were a much better person when I first met you!” I yelled back, I won't let myself lose in this so-called argument.

“I miss you seungmin.” I finally admitted, looking at him with full of hope that he’ll understand.

“what?” he looks back up, trying to process what I just said.

“i said I missed you, seungmin.” I stood still, not sure of what to do or why I said that.

“How? what do you mean? I don't understand.” he looks at me teary eyed and confused.

“i meant I miss the old you, the person who was fun and chill, the person who used to listen to music with me in my classes, the person who ranted to me when he needed to and also the person that I could rant to.” at this point, I could feel the tears in my eyes start to form.

“I-... I’m really, really, really sorry y/n.” He breaks down completely and falls on the ground, covering his face with both of his hands.

I couldn't help but feel bad, he looked like a complete mess right now.

I couldn't move and didn't know what to do, but I knew I had to do something.

I went closer to him and cupped his face with both of my hands, “i forgive you seungmin, cry it all out.” after that, I hugged him and ruffle his hair while doing so.

I could feel the warmth of his breath hit my neck as he finally hugged me back and cried more onto my neck.

He was mumbling his apologies and reasons while i only sat there and kept on comforting the poor boy.

I soon enough invited him to eat with me, and he gracefully agreed.

After lunch, me and seungmin went straight to our classes.

After that, all I knew was my day went smoothly with seungmin who wasn't bullying me, and in fact was even chatting with me when we got the chance.

All of our classes are finally finished and we bid our goodbyes and separated ways.

After walking for a bit, I realized that I left my phone in our classroom.

I rushed to the classroom I was last in and went straight to my seat, thankfully, the phone was still there.

while I was walking my way back, I saw a beat up seungmin sitting on the floor and leaning on the wall.

I ran close to him, “shit, what happened?” I immediately sat down and took out the first aid kit that I always bring as I tend to be really clumsy and fall wherever I go.

“some... some group of guys stole my stuff.” he groaned while pressing onto his bruised eye.

“that looks pretty bad. let me-” I stopped talking as I focused to medicate the wounds on his face.

as I was finishing patching him up, he suddenly spoke, “why are you even helping me? you suffered so much because of me.” for a small momentum, I stayed quiet.

I realized that he was staring at me the whole time.

“the clinic is closed... when you get home, put an ice pack on this would you?” I said, pointing at his bruised eye and ignoring his question.

he gave me a reassuring nod and stood up as I did the same.

“I guess I have to go now...? bye seungmin, stay safe.” I smiled warmly at him and turned away when he grabbed my arm and turned me around.

“thank you y/n... thank you for forgiving me and helping me. I’m really thankful that you're here.” he held my hand tightly, looking at me straight in the eyes.

I stayed quiet while just looking at him. “Y/n, I... I love you.” — “This is serious, I'm not playing with you or anything, I really do love you.”

I kept quiet.

“I loved you from the start, when I first met you, but things went wrong at home and I took my anger out on people here because I thought it would be unfair if everyone was feeling fine and I wasn't. I regret everything I really do, and you made me realize that.” he sighs as he looks down, letting go of my hands.

We stayed quiet for a few seconds and I finally talked. “it’s okay, I told you right? you could change...” — “and seungmin...” I said and picked up the both of his hands, recreating his previous action.

“i love you too.” I stared at him with sincerity in my eyes.

Seungmin broke down again and hugged me tightly, I did the same thing back and patted his back. I stayed silent, there was no need to say anything.

We were quiet for a few minutes. Seungmin wasn't hugging me anymore, but his head was laying on my shoulder.

“Hey… let’s go home and talk about it, huh?” I cupped both of his cheeks as I stared at his flushed face.

His hair was messy, his eyes were puffy, his lips were plump and was pinkish while his nose and his ears were red.

I tilted my head waiting for a response as he just nodded his head.

We both stood up from the slippery floor and walked out of campus, finally.

“Y/n, do you want to… hang out for a bit?” he asked, staring at me with puppy eyes

I smiled warmly, “of course, minnie.” I said as I wiped the tears in his eyes, making him smile slightly with a hint of joy in him.

I was taken aback when he linked his arms with mine and kept on walking towards the closest café.

I stayed silent the whole time, I wish I stayed in this moment, forever.

We entered the café, arms still linked. “Do you want me to order for you?” — “Actually, that's not a question, I'll order for you. what do you want to get?” he asked, and finally unlinked our arms.

“Um, are you going to pay? I can pay for my-” before I could finish, he cut me off, “no. I will pay y/n, I owe you my life.” 

“I get that I kind of changed you, but don't be drastically dramatic.” I laughed and looked at him, 

“shush… just tell me what you’d like… it's an order.” he cutely shushes me like a little kid, “okay fine, I’d like to have a belgium chocolate latte, please.” I smiled at him and leaned on my hand for support.

“Of course, m’lady.” He smiled again and winked at me, I rolled my eyes at his flirty response and waited for him to come back.

A few minutes later, he came back with two drinks and a few donuts that I didn’t ask for. He probably got hungry from getting beaten up or something.

I was surprised when he gently pushed the plate of donuts towards me, “I got you some extra stuff, maybe you’d like it?” he smiles at me with shiny eyes,

“What… you know what, I'm not even gonna decline. but let's share, okay?” I jokingly say, “whatever you want, my puppy.”

damn, we aren't even dating yet.

I laughed at his sentence and decided to sip my drink and take a bite of the food, at the same time feeding him.

I noticed how his ears would get extremely red when I gave him a bite of the donut, “you’re whipped.” I seriously but jokingly said, “yes ma’am.” He closed his eyes and nodded as a response.

I laughed at his silly little response and kept on doing my thing.

Half an hour had already passed and we decided that we should go home as the sky was getting darker. 

“Can I take you home?” He asks with the same puppy eyes he gave me earlier. as much as I wanted to scream and run and say yes, I stood strong.

“Seungmin, we've already spent a lot of time with each other, no need for more.” I said and placed my phone back inside my bag, he pouted at my response and crossed his arms, turning away from me.

I chuckled, “what are you doing?” He turned around my with his little pouty face and rolled his eyes, I didn't know he was so childish with people he was close with,

or only with me…?

“Please let me walk you home…” he mumbled loud enough for me to hear. “Seungmin, will you date me in the future?” I asked, waiting for a response.

Seungmin seemed to have choked on his words and turned to me, “of course?” he says in a questioning tone, like it was the most obvious thing.

“Then walk me home when we’re dating. Bye minnie! stay safe.” I said and walked the opposite way, I heard him groan and finally talk, “fine! stay safe too, Y/n.” — “thanks for today…” I wasn't too far to not hear as I smiled at his response.

I reached my house and the next thing I knew was I already took a shower and was ready to take a nap. I know this nap is gonna be peaceful remembering what happened today.

I was only supposed to take a nap but it turned into sleep, I woke up the next morning with horrible hair but a pretty face, odd.

I guess it was probably because I wasn't too stressed yesterday.

I got ready for school and time passed by like it was in a time lapse. I was able to focus well on my classes and even got a perfect score on two of my quizzes in two different subjects.

It was finally lunch break as I low-key searched for seungmin in the cafeteria, I just couldn't let him know that I was looking for him.

My heart rose as I saw Seungmin sitting at a table with a group of his friends, they were talking normally and laughing with each other.

I wanted to call his name so bad, I wanted to let him know that I was looking for him.

After a couple of moments of being interrupted by the noises of the cafeteria while eating, my mood suddenly changed.

Some girl was trying to hit on seungmin.

Why do I care? we're not together anyways.

that girl’s a whore.

why am I so affected anyway, he's still a player after all.

rip that girl’s ugly fucking face apart.

I ran to the rooftop, frustrated at the random thoughts that popped up inside of my head. I needed to clear my mind for a moment.

This is why I never eat at the damned cafeteria.

I tried to shrug the thought off and chewed my food ‘till there was almost nothing left, but then suddenly, the door swung open, revealing a smiling seungmin and the whore who now looked like she was ready to make out with him.

My heart dropped as I saw that they were about to kiss, in fucking front of me. 

“get a room.” I say as I pretended to be disgusted by the two and walked out, I saw seungmin’s shocked face before I did and that was all it took for me to start crying.

It was too stressful for me and I couldn't take it anymore. I went home crying and running. Does he treat every girl like how he treats me?

I didn't mind changing my clothes as I was too focused on the fact that seungmin was doing shit with other girls and it gave me a huge horrendous amount of feeling betrayed.

I cried myself to sleep as I had nothing better to do, my only choice was to cry about it because no one knows about what happened to the both of us anyway.

only him.

I shouldn't have trusted him.

I guess trust issues are actually useful sometimes, I should've let it take over.

I woke up from the sound of rocks being thrown at my window, I looked at the time and I knew that by this time my parents would be asleep. who could be throwing rocks at my window at two in the morning?

People would hate me if I said I didn't hesitate to look at who was throwing at the window because one, it's stupid, and two, it could be a killer and my life could be in danger.

but I couldn't care any less, I just wanted to make the dude stop. I just want rest and I can't even get that as well.

I stared in shock when I saw who was in our backyard, it was none other than seungmin.

Society would say that I'm stupid or I'm making a fool of myself if it found out that I let him in, because I mean, he got me pretty fucked up in just a day.

As he entered, I backed away, I didn't want to be close to him even though I literally let him enter my room through my window.

“Y/n are you mad?” He looked at me worriedly, “Well I don’t know seungmin, am I mad?” I looked at him straight in the eyes with an emotionless face.

“You might have misunderstood, it really wasn't what it looked like-” I cut him off, I didn't want to hear more.

“Misunderstood that you were close to fucking that girl? don't worry, it’s okay seungmin. we're not dating.” I replied bluntly and crossed my arms, at this point, I wanted to cry but no tears would come out.

I chuckled, “You’re so good at acting, minnie.” I combed my hair with my hand as I crossed my arms back again after, “please… I didn't mean to…” He walked closer towards me with a ‘pitiful’ face others might say.

“No, no, it’s okay seungmin! totally fine! I mean why are you even apologizing? like we're not even dating bro.” I sarcastically responded to his lame apology. 

“I’ll explain, She claimed to have liked me for years and I didn't know what to do so I acted through it! and she suddenly brought me to the rooftop and I don't know… I left her after I saw you.” he explained, making everything clear for me.

“so seungmin, are you implying that if we dated and some girl confessed to you, you’d fuck her?” I laughed and kept my arms crossed.

“No! no y/n please I really didn't want to! but my friends were making fun of me and calling me names and all…” he scratched his head, I've had enough of this bullshit.

“LAME! you're fucking lame! What kind of excuse is that?! leave my room right now. right now seungmin! fucking asshole.” I yelled and mumbled the last two words. I was so pissed off that I felt as if I wanted to jump off a cliff and die so that he could feel guilty.

The last thing I knew, he was hugging me and crying on my shoulder while repeatedly saying ‘I’m sorry, please don't leave me. I love you.

it broke my heart seeing him like this. my emotions took over me and forgave him, in the end, I was laying my head on his arm while staring at the ceiling.

the dim lamp made it comfortable enough for me to stay still, staying as quiet as ever.

“Y/n please understand if I want to keep our relationship a secret, if we start dating… y’know…” he suddenly speaks, not moving an inch.

“why?” I asked emotionlessly and bluntly, “because of my friends… My parents know you. my friends will snitch on me once they find out that I'm dating you.”

“why?” I repeated my question having no energy to form a proper conversation.

“Your parents, my parents, they know each other. my family talks a lot about how they're trying to beat each other on sales and will do anything to beat them, even if it means risking someone’s life.” he explained as I stayed silent, everything was starting to clear up.

“Seungmin, I'm sleepy.” I exclaimed and yawned, he played with my hair as I slowly melted at his touch and eventually dozed off and slept peacefully.

I woke up the next morning to see that seungmin was no longer by my side, there was only a pillow on where he had his arm and I was laying on it, he must've left while I was sleeping.

I got ready for school and the same thing happened just like any other day. I went to my classes, ate at the rooftop, went home and completely pretended that seungmin didn't exist at all.

it was already night time as I was getting ready to sleep, scrolling a bit on my phone before I heard someone throw rocks on my window again.

It's seungmin.

I let him in as he gave me a hug when he stepped inside, I hugged him back tiredly and laid down on my bed as he did the same as last night, putting his arms under my head as a pillow. 

“I missed you, minnie.” I exclaimed. “I missed you too, my y/n. he replied back.

“How was your day?” he asked, “aren’t your friends wondering why you aren't bothering me at school?” I asked, completely ignoring his question.

“Oh, yeah, they did.” he scratched his head, “what did you say?” I asked,

“I said that there was no point of it anymore, and that I got lazy.” he responded. “m‘kay.” I replied effortlessly as all I wanted to do was sleep. Today was a tiring day from me and I can't even say or do anything properly.

“You seem really tired… y/n.” he says as he played with my hair like last night, “It was a stressful day.” I explained bluntly and closed my eyes.

“I have something important to ask you.” He suddenly says, making me shocked on the inside but having no energy to show it.

“What is it?” I asked nervously, “Can you be my girlfriend?” he turned to me and cupped my face with his right hand.

“huh… you're just tired. Let's get some rest.” I say and shrug it off, closing my eyes once again.

“No y/n, please give me the permission to be yours. to be your boyfriend.” he says, making me open my eyes, I now realized what he has said was serious.

“seungmin… of course.” I say in happiness. I couldn't explain how happy I was, despite the fact that I was all sleepy and tired, I still managed to have the energy to smile and hug him tightly.

He kept on playing with my hair while hugging me back too, “Goodnight, sleep well, love.” I was too tired to respond and dozed off.

As expected, I woke up the next morning with seungmin gone and a pillow under my head.

I got ready, did what I did on a daily basis and everything was going completely normal.

I went to class, ate at the rooftop, went home, and have seungmin throw rocks at my window.

I woke up the next day with seungmin gone like usual and the same cycle repeats over and over again.

Six months passed and the same thing happened every single day, except I was doing better in my studies and I was now ranked second. 

I was walking normally when I saw seungmin talking to a girl who seemed to be flirting with him, he didn't seem to react the same way the girl was acting and stayed there, standing still while staring at her blankly.

I was relieved to see that he reacted like this, but suddenly, the girl started crying and pulled him into the… fucking janitor’s closet?

I stomped my way to the janitor’s closet, kicking the door open with all my strength.

“And what do you think you're doing?” I grabbed the girl by the collar, never in my life had I thought I'd do this, not even something similar to this.

I glared at the girl while she stared at me in shock. 

“Talk, bitch!” I said as I slapped her, seungmin got a hold of my hand which made me stop, “why are you causing such a ruckus y/n?” I froze hearing him call me by my name which he hadn't done since we started dating.

He looked at me coldly, as if we didn't know each other at all.

“what…?” I looked at seungmin, feeling betrayed. He pulled me out of the closet leaving the girl alone and took me to the same rooftop I just came from.

“Are you out of your mind?! do you want my family to find out and break us apart y/n?!” he yelled at me, rubbing his forehead in frustration.

“You might now care but I do, I care. I don't want my parents to fucking find out! I'll fucking die!” He yelled again, kicking an empty can of soda from the floor.

“So you'll let her do shit to you? huh!?” — “I’ve had enough of your bullshit seungmin! This is the second fucking time you let someone try to fuck you!” I yelled back at him, I wasn't backing down now.

“Y/n do you really not understand?! Did you ever consider my damn feelings!?” He turned around.

that sentence broke me completely, I absolutely had nothing to say.

“We’re not getting anywhere. I can't do this anymore, I tried to work this secret relationship shit thing and it's just not working. Let's end this. I'm breaking up with you.” I stared at him in frustration and sadness.

his face dropped, “fuck… no wait, I mean, I'm sorry babe, I’m just really stressed today-” I cut him off, “don’t sugarcoat it now seungmin, I'm sick of this bullshit.” I didn't say anything anymore as I felt like I was gonna have a mental breakdown right there.

In fact, I really wanted to work out things with him but I just couldn't, if our parents hate each other so much then there was no way, we were only in senior highschool and didn't have a job to at least support our decisions with.

I knew it was better to end things with him. It was the right person, but it was the wrong time.

If only I had met him when we're in college, working or something I could work out stuff with him because I know he can handle things without depending on his parents, but I didn't, I had no choice.

seven months passed and I finally was in college. I moved out and got my own apartment that my parents provided me that I soon enough would completely own as I finally got myself a part time job at a nearby hotel.

Being a receptionist was more than enough to keep me alive which led me to renting a larger and fancier apartment.

I was loving my new life at my job, college, my house, everything.

I also met a couple of new people who were hyunjin and jeongin, I met them at a campus project that required working with other college students and we met from making background props for apparently a really big film showing only in a month.

It was a perfectly fine day when I was met with a familiar light-brown haired boy who was looking… more decent now.

I was asked to show him around campus and tell him about all the upcoming large projects we have.

Wow, great timing and great person.

There was an awkward silence between us as I scanned him, he was wearing a simple blue cardigan jacket and some baggy white pants with some good ‘ol Jordans.

“Hi… Y/n. Long time no see.” He broke the silence by speaking in a happy tone that had a hint of nervousness in it.

“Hey, seungmin… I didn't expect to be seeing you today.” it was probably because the school saw on his information that he went to the same school as me in highschool and thought that we’d know each other.

Well great, because we do.

“Um… so…” he spoke and looked down, looking for words to say, “do you wanna see the campus or talk about the projects we have soon?” I talked confidently, I was NOT gonna show him that I was nervous.

To be honest, I missed him a lot but moved on from the past and now think of our past relationship as a sweet little memory of my highschool days.

“Um- we can talk about the projects! if that’s okay…” he said as I noticed his ears get red, like it used to. he's even more shy now.

stop it y/n.

“Yeah, totally. Where do you wanna talk? here or somewhere outside campus?” I asked nicely, waiting for a response.

“Uh, can we talk in a café or something?” He chuckled lightly, oh shit, the memories.

“Oh, yeah, of course.” I said as I put my phone back inside my sling bag and waited for him to lead the way.

He brought me to the closest café and we started talking about the upcoming projects and what he needed to help with. We finished talking after only half an hour and I was finally getting ready to leave.

“Hey y/n, you seem to know everything about campus. Why is that?” He asked me genuinely, raising an eyebrow. 

“I’m the university’s vice president.” I chuckled without looking at him, just gathering all of my things and shoving them in my bag.

“Actually, I've been saving up the courage to ask you this since earlier but can we talk about… you know?”

I knew it, I knew this was gonna happen.

I sat back down and sighed, “fine, make it quick. please.” I pleaded, to be honest I actually never wanted this conversation to end but of course I wasn't gonna say that to my literal ex.

“I… you know what, I'm not gonna talk about the past… I'm just gonna tell you how my days have been, is that okay?” Was he just trying to spend his time with me longer?

“Yeah, go on…” I said, “so… kinda unusual but I'm a caregiver, and I've got my own apartment too, my parents aren't controlling me anymore, thankfully. And yeah, I guess life’s pretty decent… but empty without…” he said, not finishing his words

“What about you, y/n?” He suddenly asked, “well, life’s alright. I'm doing well with my studies and I have an apartment too. I'm also a part time receptionist at a hotel,” I exclaimed.

he smiled, “You’re a receptionist? you must be rich now.” He laughed, “Not to be egoistic or over-confident or something but, it's kinda like that.” I joked around.

“But… gosh. I can't take it anymore, can we… hang out? sometimes?

I stayed silent, I didn't know what to respond. my choice would either fix all of my life problems or make more problems, but I'm saying yes.

“...okay.” I responded bluntly and stood up, “see you… tomorrow. I’ll show you around campus.” I left without hesitation.

I felt suffocated inside there, my heart was pumping really hard after I realized what I just did, I really agreed to repeat history with that guy, with seungmin.

I went home as we didn't really have school today, we just met up because the teacher just wouldn't let me skip a day and the student council wouldn't let me skip an after school meeting either.

It was already dark and I had to go to work today so I rushed home and changed into my work attire and went straight to work.

Weeks and weeks have past and me and seungmin actually started to hang out, things were working out better than before. We were able to go around places without being scared of being seen talking to each other in a friendly way.

Then suddenly, he invited me over to a café… a café I will never forget. 

It was the café that we went to a lot when we were in highschool.

I felt nervous and suffocated but I still went. My heart beating rapidly was also not helping, I saw him sitting there, wearing a sweater and baggy jeans near the glass wall, the same seat we were sitting in when we first made up with each other.

I sat in front of him, waiting for him to say something.

“Y/n… hi.” he greeted me, looking as nervous as ever. I tried to act normal and keep my cool while I was speaking though, someone here had to act all cool.

“Here’s your drink, I ordered earlier.” he says smiling while slightly pushing the drink towards me. I stared at the drink, A belgium chocolate latte.

“Thanks… so why did you call me?” I asked, “So I’ve been thinking…”

“I… I missed you, romantically. Please give me a second chance, y/n.” he held both of my hands, “Um… well, seungmin…” I was speechless.

“I’m really happy that we’re talking again, I've been so sad since we fell apart. I know we can work it out, I really miss you.” he begged.

“oh…” I sighed, “okay.” I looked down, wanting to just explode because I really gave in.

“thank you, thank you so much y/n you don't know how much you mean to me.” I saw him smile passionately while holding my hands tightly.

“Do you want to come over to my apartment and talk privately about it?” he asked, “Sure, seungmin.” I smiled warmly at him.

Once we were inside his apartment, I was surprised to see how clean it was.

We were now sitting at the couch with our unfinished drinks, “Y/n… will you be my girlfriend… I'll do better, I promise.”

it's not a sin to give him a chance, right?

“Of course.” I smiled warmly at him.

“Yes! Thank you! I love you!” he yelled with excitement and started to peck every part of my face.

After all the pecking he did, he hugged me tightly. “I never thought I was gonna be able to get you back, I love you.” he said while shoving his head on my shoulder.

I ruffled his hair and the next thing I knew, we were already walking at the park.

Months have passed, we were doing amazing, we announced our relationship with everyone and my parents weren't too mad, but his parents definitely were, yet we weren't gonna let them stop up and keep us apart, we didn't do all of this for nothing.

“baby… I love you so much.” seungmin suddenly spoke in his morning voice, facing me and hugging me.

I chuckled at how cute he was when he woke up fresh from sleep, “I love you too, minnie.” I exclaimed, making him laugh, still looking high.

“minnie… do you listen to Taylor swift?” I asked him, turning to him and ruffling his hair, “Yes, of course since you love her so much.” He said, 

“Well, I can relate to her, you know.” I smiled, “how?” seungmin asked, “because…”

“all of the girls you loved before made you the one i’ve fallen for. every dead end street led you straight to me, now you're all I need, I'm so thankful for all of the girls you loved before.”

a/n: hi everyone, so yes, as you can tell, this is based on a taylor swift song (all of the girls you loved before) I finished this in only two days so please bear with me if it's bad, but other than that, if you reached it here, congrats. I already consider you as my fan. Thank you for reading and have a great day! 

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