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[jjenthusee]

🎃 Halloween Shenanigans Pt.2 🎃

Pairing: Jason Todd x Reader

A/N: i’m like the only one wearing a halloween themed shirt on campus rn so im kinda sad no one wanted to be festive 😭 but HAPPY HALLOWEEN ✨😌✨ i’ve been busy with exams this week, so sorry for the short drabbles lately, but ENJOY :) comment if your comfortable, reblog and u will get some flowers 💐 and like if u can <3

Tags: MATCHING HALLOWEEN SHIRTS, worried jason, reader is going to give jason more white hair, pumpkin carving

Check out pt. 1 here!

You grabbed the two round pumpkins, setting them on the table right next to each other. Each picked with the intention to carve them.

“Maybe we should’ve grabbed some carving tools cause all I’ve got are the stuff from my patrol.” Jason came out, wearing the same Halloween themed shirt as you did, holding onto very sharp and dangerous knives that he kept somewhere deep in his utility belt. “They’re clean by the way.”

You glanced over to where he was standing. You watched how he effortlessly handled them.

“Do you trust me with those?” You asked him, raising an eyebrow in question while glancing at the glistening edges of the recently sharpened knives.

“Uh…” Jason contemplated, staring at your eyes shining at the opportunity to handle something so deadly. “Maybe I can run to the store.”

He started to safely put them away.

“They’ve practically replaced all the Halloween stuff with the next holiday items, so we have no choice.” You started to reach for the utility belt.

“And leave you with a knife dangerous enough to cut through Batman’s grappling lines? Yeah, that’s a great idea.” Jason started to turn around to put back his patrol gear.

“Wait! I have you. You’ll help me.” You tried to reason. “It’s also Halloween, we can’t go to the store, there will be nothing there.”

Jason looked back at you, mentally listing all the dangers. His white streak of hair drooping as low as his frown when he couldn’t find a sliver of reason.

“Pleaaaase.” You kept persisting.

Jason sighed.

“This is a horrible idea.”

“Yay!” You cheerfully walked back to the table, getting out a sheet of paper, inking Red Hood’s emblem on it. You were originally planning to do a ghost design, but you had to make sure Jason would let you carve this pumpkin tonight, no matter what.

And if that meant being a suck up, then you were carving that emblem like your life depended on it.

Jason sighed again as he pulled out the chair next to you, watching you draw.

“You really aren’t holding back.” He pulled your chair right next to his, resting his arm on the back to minimize some distance between you.

“Only cause Red Hood is the most handsome, amazing as hell, sexiest vigilante in the entire world.” You smiled wide, patting Jason affectionately on the cheek to seal the deal.

He grabbed your hand, pecking a small kiss to the inside of your wrist.

Gleefully you leaned back, turning your head to kiss his shoulder. The fabric of your matching shirts meeting the edge of your mouth.

You got back to your art piece, trying to make sure the design was perfect.

As Jason watched you, you just let the thoughts of your mind run out. Dinner plans, did you get enough candy for tonight, how you planned to watch all the horror movies you could.

It was questions filled with excitement to Jason as he nuzzled into you, giving as fast of responses as he could, but a big smile was on his face as he listened to you talk and ramble.

“Maybe I could dress up as you next year.” You thoughtlessly said, puncturing holes in the pumpkin for your outline.

Jason’s eye widened. He strangely really liked the idea. A little too much.

“Could you imagine me saving you?” You chuckled to yourself, imagining trying to carry Jason in your arms to safety. “I might have to start exercising to build up the muscle.”

You started your plan in your head. Your eyebrows lowering and nodding as you were starting to like the plan.

“Then I can take a photo of me carrying you, dressed as you.” You looked back at Jason, seriously meeting his gaze.

He was taken back, at your intensity and the clear devotion you were willing to put in.

“You can’t carry me.” Jason lazily shook his head, reaching up to rub the back of your neck affectionately.

“Just you wait. I’m gonna do it.” You turned back to carving. Determination seeping into your veins.

Jason let you get back to mentally planning as he worriedly watched your every move. This was a very dangerous activity. He shouldn’t have let you do this at all.

Once your arms were getting tired from carving, you put the knife down.

“If I can’t even carve this, how will I carry you?” You leaned back into your chair, back into Jason’s side.

“I can finish it.” He kissed your temple.

“No, I’m determined.” You puffed.

Jason was going to break out into a cold sweat.

—

After much arm strength and a piece of candy, you managed to carve out the pumpkin, but it wasn’t that good.

There were knife marks in areas you didn’t mean to put, it was a miracle that you managed to get the general shape of the bat symbol.

“Maybe I’ll let you be the one to handle the knives from now on.” You put the candle in the hallowed center, gently lightning the carving.

You admired your work despite how clumsy it looked.

“It’s perfect.” Jason was finally breathing, he held every breath each time you stabbed the pumpkin.

“Let’s put it outside!” You placed the pumpkin outside your front door.

Jason had managed to carve his, the iconic pumpkin face next to yours. He finished his as quickly as he could since he didn’t want to leave you unsupervised for too long.

He definitely won’t forget another carving kit after this year.

[gojozballs]

Gojo x Reader "Sake and Shenanigans"

Warning: [This story contains humor, drunken antics, embarrassing flirtations, suggestive comments, chaotic shenanigans, playful teasing, and a lighthearted portrayal of alcohol consumption]

Materialist

Hold on tight as Gojo and a tipsy Y/N turn Nobara's birthday into a comedy of chaos, with flirty banter, embarrassing moments, and a whole lot of drunken fun!

Author’s POV

It was a night to remember or perhaps forget, depending on how much alcohol you’d consumed. The setting? Jujutsu High. The occasion? Nobara Kugisaki’s birthday bash.

The celebration was extravagant by Nobara’s standards: cake, music, and the pièce de résistance alcohol. The first-years and second-years were all invited, but the real shocker was that Yuji managed to drag Nanami and even Ijichi into attending.

Nanami, with the look of a man regretting every life decision that led him to this moment, sat stiffly in the corner, sipping water.

“Y/N-sensei, pleaaaase!” Nobara whined dramatically, clasping her hands together like a theater actress. “Let us drink! We’re responsible! And honestly, this isn’t my first time!”

Behind her, a chorus of students cheered in agreement.

Y/N crossed her arms, skeptical. “You’re all underage. What kind of teacher would I be if I allowed this?”

Gojo, lounging nearby with his signature mischievous grin, interjected, “Come on, Kikufuku, let them have a little fun. And hey” he leaned closer, slinging an arm around her shoulders, “you and I can ditch them later. Just you, me, and a bottle of sake, huh?”

The students collectively groaned in disgust.

Maki scowled, waving a hand in front of her face. “Nasty.”

“Hey! I’m on your side here!” he pouted, dramatically clinging to her arm while the students heckled him mercilessly.

Y/N laughed, shoving Gojo off her. “Satoru, stop embarrassing me.”

In the end, Nobara got her way alcohol was allowed, though only within Jujutsu High’s grounds. Ijichi reluctantly provided the drinks, mumbling about how he’d probably lose his job over this.

Y/N, as the responsible adult she claimed to be, sat at a table with Nanami, chatting soberly. That lasted approximately ten minutes before Gojo, who’d been cracking corny jokes loudly enough to make Nanami visibly twitch, plopped down beside them.

Without warning, he leaned over and kissed Y/N square on the lips.

Nanami stood up immediately, straightening his tie. “I’ll be going now. It’s late.”

“Nanami, don’t leave! I just got here!” Gojo protested, though he was grinning.

Y/N smacked his arm. “Satoru, stop it!”

“What? It’s not my fault I can’t resist you, sweetheart.”

The table groaned collectively.

As the night wore on, the students steadily got drunker. Y/N, determined to stay sober, busied herself playing caretaker. That is, until Yuji barely able to stand offered her a drink.

“Y/N-sensei, here, have this! It’s really good!” he slurred, nearly spilling the contents.

Before the cup could tip over, Y/N took it, laughing at his wobbly stance. She told herself it was just one drink.

1:00 AM

The party was still going strong, with Yuji and Panda now the only visibly drunk ones. Gojo, amused, was recording the chaos on his phone while munching on Nobara’s birthday cake.

But something felt off.

“Where’s Y/N?” he muttered, glancing around. Normally, she’d be nagging him to end the party by now.

Then, from the center of the courtyard, a shout:

“LET’S DO THIS!!!”

Gojo whipped his head around to see Y/N, holding a bottle of beer and dancing no, vibing to the music blasting from Nobara’s speakers.

The students froze mid-conversation.

Maki blinked. “Is she... drunk?”

“She’s definitely drunk,” Megumi muttered, his face already buried in his hands.

“Y/N-sensei!!!” Nobara screamed in excitement, her phone out to record the spectacle.

Y/N twirled on the table, nearly losing her balance before catching herself dramatically. “Why won’t anyone dance with me?!” she whined, pouting.

“Maybe because this is terrifying,” Megumi deadpanned.

Y/N ignored him, throwing her arms in the air. “Where’s Satoru?! I miss my honeybunch!”

Gojo, who had been too stunned to move, finally snapped out of it. “Did she just call me... honeybunch?” he whispered to himself, a grin creeping onto his face.

Flirty Drunk Y/N Takes Over

Y/N spotted Gojo and hopped down from the table with surprising grace well, almost. She stumbled the last step, landing in his arms.

“There you are!” she said, poking his chest. “My big, strong, handsome boyfriend.”

Gojo chuckled, steadying her. “You’re drunk.”

“Am not,” she argued, poking his chest again. “I’m just happy. Happyyy to see you, my beautiful white-haired prince.”

Maki groaned loudly. “I’m gonna be sick.”

“Oh, shush, Maki!” Y/N said, pointing a wobbly finger at her. “You don’t understand! He’s perfection! Look at him!” She turned back to Gojo, her eyes sparkling. “You’re like... like a snow angel that learned how to flirt.”

Gojo’s laugh was so loud it startled the birds in the nearby trees.

The chaos escalated when Y/N started running her fingers through Gojo’s hair.

“It’s so soft!” she exclaimed. “How do you do it? Do you use, like, a magic shampoo?”

“Nope,” Gojo said smugly. “Just genetics, babe.”

She gasped dramatically. “You’re lying! Teach me your ways, you beautiful, perfect man!”

At this point, even Megumi couldn’t suppress a snort.

Gojo leaned in closer, smirking. “I’ll tell you all my secrets later. But right now, you’re embarrassing yourself, sweetheart.”

A Kiss To Make It Right

Y/N’s face suddenly fell, and her eyes began to water. “So you think I’m embarrassing?” she asked, her voice wobbling as she pouted. She crossed her arms over her chest, looking up at him with a mix of hurt and confusion.

Gojo blinked, completely thrown off guard by the sudden shift. “What? No, no! I didn’t mean it like that!”

But it was too late—Y/N's lip quivered, and she dramatically wiped at her eyes, making the entire scene even more exaggerated than it already was. “You think I’m embarrassing? After everything we’ve been through? This is how you see me?”

The students around them looked horrified, unsure whether to laugh or intervene.

Gojo immediately pulled her into a tight hug. “I swear, I didn’t mean it like that, I-”

Y/N sniffled, her arms wrapped around him, still making it clear that her feelings were hurt. “You think I’m just some... embarrassing drunk?!”

Gojo, now fully panicking, pulled back slightly to look her in the eyes. “You’re not embarrassing! You’re adorable and funny and”

She stared at him, not buying it for a second. “Uh-huh. Sure, sure,” she sniffled, still clearly playing the drama queen.

Gojo, now realizing he needed to dig himself out of this hole, smiled nervously. “Okay, fine. Maybe I was just a little... amused by how cute you look when you’re all flustered, okay?”

Y/N blinked up at him, her pout softening just a little. “Really?”

“Yeah,” Gojo said, grinning wide, his hands resting on her shoulders. “You’re my adorable, messy, perfectly embarrassing girlfriend.”

Y/N’s eyes softened, and a tiny smile played at the corner of her lips. “Well... when you put it like that...”

She wrapped her arms around him again, this time with a mischievous twinkle in her eyes. “But if I’m embarrassing... then maybe you should kiss me to make it better.”

Gojo couldn’t help but laugh. “You’re unbelievable.”

But without hesitation, he leaned in, planting a soft kiss on her lips, making all the chaos of the night feel a little bit sweeter.

More Flirty Chaos

Y/N grabbed the hem of Gojo’s shirt and tugged it upward.

“Hey!” he said, startled. “What are you doing?”

“Checking out your abs, duh,” she said, as if it were the most obvious thing in the world.

“Sensei, please stop!” Nobara screeched, covering her eyes.

“You’re such a tease, Satoru,” Y/N said with a fake pout, letting go of his shirt. “You flaunt your good looks, but you never let me see the goods.”

Gojo’s face turned an alarming shade of pink, and for once, he was speechless.

“That’s it,” Maki declared, standing up. “I’m leaving.”

“NOOO, don’t go!” Y/N wailed, reaching out dramatically. “Stay and witness our love story!”

Gojo Joins the Chaos

Deciding to lean into the madness, Gojo picked up Y/N bridal-style.

“Alright, sweetheart, let’s get you some water before you declare your love to the moon,” he said, laughing.

Y/N wrapped her arms around his neck and leaned in close. “Why would I declare my love to the moon when I have you?” she whispered flirtatiously, her lips brushing against his ear.

Gojo nearly dropped her.

The students collectively screamed.

“TAKE HER AWAY!” Nobara yelled.

The Walk of Chaos

Dragging a drunken Y/N back to their quarters proved to be an adventure. Along the way, they bumped into Yaga, who was returning from a mission.

“Y/N?” Yaga asked, raising an eyebrow.

“Hey, big boss man!” Y/N slurred, stumbling forward and poking his chest. “You’re so grumpy all the time. You need to loosen up! Maybe wear a hat! Or shave that scruffy beard!”

Gojo bit his lip, trying not to laugh. “She’s drunk. Ignore her.”

“Am not!” Y/N declared, turning to Gojo and cupping his face. “You’re so handsome, Toru. How’d I get so lucky?”

Gojo smirked. “I ask myself the same thing every day, babe.”

Yaga sighed. “Take her home. Now.”

“Will do, boss!” Gojo saluted, slinging Y/N over his shoulder like a sack of potatoes.

The Morning After

When Y/N woke up the next day, her head pounding and her memory fuzzy, she groaned loudly.

“What happened?” she mumbled, sitting up.

Gojo, sitting at the edge of the bed, smirked and held up his phone. “Oh, nothing much. Just this.”

He hit play, and Y/N was greeted by the sound of her own voice shouting, “TORUUUUUU, I MISS YOUUUU!”

Her groan could probably be heard in Tokyo. She buried her face in her hands. “I’m never drinking again.”

Gojo chuckled, leaning over to kiss her temple. “Don’t worry, sweetheart. It was the best night of my life.”

She groaned again. “I hate you.”

“Love you too, honeybunch.”

[camillechan]

The light Emissary - Azriel x fem!reader (Chapter 2)

Hey guys! Chapter 2, here we go! Have fun reading and pleaaaase, pleaaaase, leave comments! You don't know how it motivates writer to continue! Thank you! ~

Summary: Mission is not going as intended, who is this dark figure? Are they in trouble?

Rating: 18+

Warnings: Some swearing, (Still incoming sexy times, violence and all that jazz)

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Azriel P.O.V

How could I have not felt this darkness ? Truth-Teller is already unsheathed in my hand. A dark figure stands at the entrance of the tent shrouded in a thick, ominous aura, radiating an unsettling energy that seems to corrupt the air around him. His cloak, made of tattered black fabric, drapes heavily over his form, concealing his movements and adding to his menacing presence. The hood is pulled low, veiling his face in impenetrable shadows, with only faint glints of light occasionally catching on the contours of a hidden, inhuman visage. The aura around him flickers with hints of sickly green and red, pulsating like a living entity, as if the corruption itself is drawn to him. 

He moves with a silent, predatory grace, exuding an overwhelming sense of dread and unrelenting power. The temperature seems to shift, lowering. My gaze moves from him to Y/N. She is clearly under a spell, she can’t move. 

“Release her immediately. You don’t know who you are facing.”

I grip my dagger harder, ready to strike. Shadows swirl around me, sensing the weight of the situation on my shoulder. I can hear a smile in his voice.

“Oh don’t worry. You will both leave this place alive, but before…”

With a flick of his wrist, Y/N is dragged in his arm. He has one hand against her waist and another one on her throat. My jaw clenches so hard and my heart skips a beat. Shit, what is this power? Y/N is looking at me with pleading eyes. Rage burns inside of me. He leans against her ear.

“You will give a little message to your highlords. Don’t intervene in my business or they will risk losing what they love the most.”

In a swift movement, Y/N is pushed towards me and the dark figure vanishes. I instantly drop Truth-teller to lung for her. She doesn't even have a chance to react. One moment she is standing there, and the next, I launch forward, every muscle in my body coiled and precise. My arms close around her, swift but careful, pulling her against me as if it is the most natural thing in the world. Her startled gasp brushes against my ear, and I can’t help the surge of possessive satisfaction that courses through me.

She fits perfectly in my hold, her weight effortless as I lift her off the ground, securing her against my chest. My heartbeat thunders matching the adrenaline rushing through me, but my grip is firm, protective. Her hands instinctively clutches at my shoulders, her wide eyes meeting mine for a fleeting second, a mixture of surprise and something unspoken passing between us

“Are you alright? Are you hurt?”

My eyes search her face for any sign of pain or remaining magic. She shakes her head, still a bit shocked from what just happened. I release her just long enough to grab back my weapon and sheath it. 

“We need to leave, right now.”

I can hear some rustling outside the tent, probably soldiers coming to finish their master business. I bring her body close to mine once more and winnow us away. 

***

We appear at our usual meeting spot, the same beach as before close to the Day Court. I am still holding her close. Her scent is driving me wild. Warm, intoxicating, and utterly unique, a perfect blend of something soft and sweet, with a faint edge that set my blood humming.

It is maddening, the way it seeps into my senses, sparking a primal instinct I have difficulty to control. My entire body reacts, my pulse quickening, heat spreading through me like wildfire. I inhale deeply, greedily, letting the scent carve itself into my very being, claiming me as much as I want to claim her, but I can’t lose control. I move away and put some distances between us.

“I should I’ve known better. Of course, they would have known we were coming. Drakon and Miryam sacked their last camp…”

I run my hand through my dark hair, releasing a breath. Shadows are still dancing around me, sensing my anxiety. Y/N is still looking at me with haunted eyes. I step towards her and place my hand on her arm.

“No more stupid mission. I’ll send my spy. We need to research this kind of magic. It’s not something I have seen before. Have you? “

Y/N is finally moving, putting a distance between us. Her breaths come shallow at first, uneven and shaky, like she can’t quite convince her lungs to work. But slowly, something shifts. A spark of clarity breaks through the haze, pulling her back into the present.

Her trembling hands clenched into fists, her nails biting into her palms as if grounding herself in the sensation. She closes her eyes for a moment, forcing herself to take a deeper breath. 

“It’s my fault if we almost got killed.”

That’s what she is thinking in that beautiful head of hers. I shake my head and walk by her side.

“No, it’s not. We were clearly not prepared enough, both you and I.”

She sighs and taps her waist.

“Damn, I forgot my daggers there…”

I watch her face masked with annoyance. She still looks so pretty, the moon faintly illuminating her smooth skin. My scarred hands turn into fist by my side preventing me from reaching and touching her. Her eyes scan mine for a second and her traits relax a bit. I blink, trying to regain my composure and cough. 

“I am going to go tell Rhysand. He needs to know what is going on. You should do the same with Helion.”

I turn on my heels to move away. Before I vanished into the darkness, shadows dancing by by side, I could hear her voice.

“I’ll research on my side at the library of the Day Court, see if there is some information about this dark magic.”

***

My tall, shadow-cloaked form materializes mid-air in a swirl of inky darkness. My massive, bat-like wings flare wide, catching the moonlight as the shadows rippling around me solidify into a silent, lethal presence. My cobalt siphons glow faintly on my hands and shoulders, pulsing with restrained power. Behind me, the silver and obsidian tendrils of the Night Court magic fade, leaving only a sense of foreboding stillness in his wake. In front of me, the River house is dimly lit, the dawn is a breath away, its promise lingering on the horizon. I move forwards to enter the sleeping building. No sound can be heard. I move silently towards Rhysand and Feyre’s room. I know I should probably let them sleep for the rest of the night, but this is too urgent to wait. Turning into the hallway, I notice a faint light under Rhysand’s office door. I raise a brow and stop in front of it. I knock faintly.

“Come in.”

Rhysand’s voice is above a whisper. I open the door to reveal an unshelved, tried male. I can feel his tiredness immediately and I move closer to his desk.

“Haven’t you slept, Rhys?”

I ask, with concern in my voice. The tall lean male passes a shaky hand in his untame hair and sighs.

“I couldn’t… not with everything happening. If we can’t find the Cauldron, we may be at the brink of another war… With Nyx… I can’t…”

He stops, clearly thinking the worst. 

“Please, tell me you have good news.”

His eyes are reflecting the pleading in his eyes. It’s been a while since I saw him like this. The usual mischief gone, replaced by the fierce protectiveness for those he loves. I lower my gaze.

“Sadly, no.”

I try to keep my cool exterior, trying to hide the inner turmoil raging inside me. After almost losing Y/N and now, seeing Rhysand like this.

“Actually, it’s worse than we thought…”

Rhysand’s power starts to irradiate from him, dangerous and unforgiving. I look back into his piercing violet eyes and explain everything that happened at the camp, without forgetting any details. Whether it was about all the soldiers who were present to this evil presence that almost took Y/N from me. By the end of my tell, Rhysand grabs everything from his desk and throws it on the ground with such force. I don’t flinch, one bit. With a snap of his fingers, a map appears on top of his oak desk. He points it out.

“Marks the red dots on it. We need to know what it means.”

He orders me with his commanding high lord’s voice. I nod and comply.

[ellies-little-thing]

i can't believe you've done that (e.w.)

My masterlist <3

pairing: ellie williams x reader

DO NOT READ IF CHEATING AND DRINKING TRIGGER YOU

pure angst 

Warnings: Angst; Cheating; modern Ellie; swearing; fluf; arguing; Ellie is mean;  drinking;  mentions of drinking; love/hate relationship; inplied violence ; Kind of proofread, English is not my first language.

Author's notes: This one is just really sad, i cried writing it. Nothing sexual, just simply very sad and upseting. You are warned! Enjoy! I hope you like it! Likes, reblogs and comments are always welcome! <3

NSFW MINORS AND MEN DN

W/C: 5.3k

You and Ellie were arguing. Lately you two have been arguing more and more each day that passes. Ellie’s drinking just makes everything worse. You don’t know what happened to her.. maybe it was stress or something, or Dina’s snake tongue seducing her everytime she could.But tonight, this argument was different, it was more intense than the others…

You were trying to calm down, but it just made you more angry.. she just started yelling louder and louder at you. Suddenly, she stops yelling and says in a monotonous tone

“We should take a break..” Ellie said this with a cold tone, she wasn’t even looking at you...

“What the hell are you talking about?”

“I said we need to take a break.. is there something you don’t understand about that?”

“Why?”

“It’s pretty obvious why! We fight all the time. We can’t go one day without a big argument and honestly it’s making me miserable. We’re just not good for each other.”

“Maybe because you start all the fights!”

“You know that’s not true! Sometimes you start them too.. and even then, you always blow everything out of proportion and act like it’s only my fault. I can’t do this anymore.”

“And here I was thinking you actually loved me, but I'm always wrong am i not?”

“What? I do love you.. that doesn’t change the fact that I can’t handle this anymore. I do still love you, I just can’t keep doing this. I’m sorry but I think we need some time apart from each other.”

“Whatever Ellie, do whatever you want but if you leave now, I will not let you back in. I'm tired of you hurting me.”

“You’re the one hurting me! I’ve been trying to get you to understand that, but you refuse to listen. Your stubbornness is exactly why I’ve decided to leave, so this is your fault!” Ellie storms out of the apartment, slamming the door behind her.

“Fuck... I can't believe this...“ You sit on the floor against the wall. After a few minutes of silence, you hear a knock at the door. “Who is it?” You say sobbing. “Please just let me in.. I’m really sorry. I love you and I don’t want us to leave things like this.” Ellie sounds heartbroken. “You were the one who wanted to leave!”

“I know.. I was just so frustrated and angry.. Please don’t do this. Just.. open the door..” She’s trying to keep her voice stable and not cry. “I'm tired ellie. tired of you hurting me. maybe it is for the best” You start crying again. Ellie knocks on the door again, her desperation is becoming stronger. She’s crying a lot now too “Please, Y/N… I can’t be without you.. I don’t want this to be the end for us.. open the door.. pleaaaase.. I’m sorry for everything. Please.. please, let me in…”

“Why? so you can break my heart again and again? No thank you.”

“No.. I promise. I swear I would never.. I just.. I can’t be without you. I love you too much. I was just really dumb. Just.. please, forgive me. It won’t happen again..” Ellie begins sobbing. You open the door without looking at Ellie and leave it open for her to enter as you sit on the living room couch. Ellie immediately enters the apartment and runs over to you, falling to the floor next to you and hugging you tightly. Through sobs she says, muffled by your shoulder because she’s hugging you “I’m sorry, I’m so.. so sorry Y/N.. please.. just forgive me. You mean everything to me.. I can’t lose you. Please..”

“You were the one that wanted to leave…” You say to the auburn haired girl.

“Just please, please listen to what I have to say.. I just wanted some time to calm down and clear my head.. I’m sorry I didn’t say that right away. I was just so frustrated at the moment. Please don’t do this. I love you so much.. please, I just don’t want to lose you.. I promise things will be different from now on, I won’t leave, I won’t hurt you, I promise..”

“I'll give you one last chance, that's it. But i want to sleep alone tonight, you can sleep here on the couch. I need to be alone for a bit.”

“Ok.. I understand.. Just please promise me that you don’t really want to leave me.. I couldn’t handle losing you like this.. please.”

“I never wanted that! The only person that wanted to leave was you!” You go to the bedroom and close the door. Ellie sits on the sofa, waiting for you to come out of the bedroom. She looks down at her phone and picks it up. She’s about to send you a text when she stops herself.  ”I shouldn’t text her right now, she said she wanted some alone time” So, Ellie stays silent and waits for you to come out of the bedroom.

You try to lay down and rest on the bed, but Ellie really hurts you this time. You lay in your bed and close your eyes trying to relax, but the tension between you and Ellie is still lingering in the air. After a few minutes, you notice that your phone has buzzed. You pick up your phone and you check your messages to see Ellie has sent you a text message. You pick up your phone and see the message that reads: “I miss you.. I love you.. I’m in the living room if you need anything, I’ll be waiting.” “We'll talk tomorrow, good night” You respond without a second thought and put the phone down on your bedside table and try to sleep. Soon after, you are able to. In the middle of the night, you wake up suddenly because you hear a loud noise from the living room. You look at the clock and notice it’s 4am. You get out of bed and walk slowly to the living room to see what all the fuss is about. You open the bedroom door, sleepy.  "What the fuck is going on?"

“Oh.. uh.. hi, sweetie.. you were sleeping?” Ellie looks a little nervous, she’s just staring at the TV screen which is displaying a news channel. The news channel is talking about the ongoing protests and war in the Middle East.. On the table next to Ellie’s chair is an open bottle of whiskey and it seems like Ellie has taken a few sips from it. “You gotta be kidding me… Why are you drinking?” She gives you a slightly embarrassed but sad smile “Oh, well.. I was just trying to take my mind off things.. I’m sorry for making a lot of noise, I’ll try to keep quiet.” Ellie looks really tired and upset, she’s rubbing her eyes and looks like she wants to cry. “Ellie, I thought we talked about this, no more drinking.”

“I know.. I know.. but I just can’t deal with everything right now.. I’m sorry, it won’t happen again.. I promise.. I’ll just try to go back to sleep.” Ellie’s voice is a little slurred and she seems a little intoxicated. As she stands up, she almost falls but quickly regains her balance, almost dropping the whiskey bottle in the process. “I can't believe you…” You go to the bedroom and slam the door. “Y/N! Wait! Ellie quickly follows after you, knocking on the door. A little tipsy from the whiskey. “Please, baby.. just answer me. Are you ok? Just open the door, please!”

“Go back to your bottle! You like it better than me anyways…”

“What? No, of course I like you more.. Please, don’t say that.. I don’t wanna lose you. I swear, I don’t wanna drink anymore, it was just a moment of weakness but I’ll stop, I swear. Just… please.. it’s only been a few minutes, let me in. Please…” Ellie is getting really desperate at this point. “Let me sleep!” She's now knocking harder and harder. “Y/N! PLEASE! I love you and I’m sorry, I just want to be with you, please don’t push me away like this! Please open the door!”

“We’ll talk in the morning, leave me be, please…” Ellie’s eyes start filling with tears. “Y/N… please.. I can’t do this.. I can’t have you ignore me for the whole night.. I need to be with you.. let me in, please!”

“It's 4 am Ellie, let me sleep.” Ellie gets on her knees and hugs the door frame to the bedroom. “Please, Y/N, I won’t disturb you at all, just let me lie next to you.. It’s been hours since we talked and I can’t handle it anymore.. please, just.. just let me lie next to you.. Just to sleep.. please.. I need this.” Ellie’s eyes are tearing up and she’s looking at the door with watery eyes, begging you to open it. “Empty the bottle on the sink if you really mean it.” Ellie quickly gets up, stumbles a little bit because of the alcohol and quickly opens the bottle and pours all the whiskey out in the kitchen sink. “There.. I hope that’s proof that I mean what I said.. Now please, please let me in..”

“Fine” You open the bedroom door and you're crying. “Now let me sleep.”

“Thank you, baby..” Ellie quickly walks into the bedroom and falls into the bed. She wraps her arms around you and tries to hold you tight to her, she is still sobbing a little bit and she says in an almost whisper. “I love you so much, Y/N. I’m so sorry.. please forgive me.” You say nothing and try to sleep. She pulls herself close to you and hugs you even tighter, she’s holding you as tight as she can as she closes her eyes and tries to fall asleep. After a few minutes you can slightly hear her whispers. “Thank you.. I love you….” Ellie is still holding you tightly and she’s sobbing softly. You try not to move and eventually fall back asleep. After a few minutes, Ellie slowly falls asleep and her sobbing eventually stops. She is now sleeping peacefully, her head is resting on your chest and she has one arm wrapped around you. She is mumbling in a quiet voice. “Y/N.. I love you.. Y/N..”

"I can't believe this, I can't believe her." You think to yourself. After some time, Ellie slightly wakes up and she smiles slightly when she sees you. She is still holding you and she mumbles “Y/N… I love you.. so much.” Ellie starts closing her eyes again and slowly falls back asleep, still holding onto you. As the morning comes you get up out of bed and Ellie keeps sleeping. Ellie stays asleep for a few more hours. She wakes up, slowly stretches and looks up at you. She's still groggy. “Y/N? What time is it? I didn’t realize I fell asleep like this.” Ellie is still half asleep as she continues to rub her eyes and shake the sleepiness off, she seems really tired. Ellie smiles at you and yawns, she stretches another time and then gets out of bed. You were getting dressed. “I’m gonna get me some coffee, do you want some?” “No.” You say dryly. “Ok, I will anyway…” Ellie walks out of the bedroom and comes back a few minutes later with two mugs of coffee in her hands. She hands you one of the mugs and smiles. “Here, I thought you might want coffee too.” “Thanks, I guess…” Ellie nods and sits down next to you on the sofa and takes a sip of her coffee.“I was really worried about you last night after you started drinking..” She says after taking a sip  of her coffee” I just want you to know that I never wanna drink again, I just wanted to try and forget about everything.. I didn’t know what to do and I was just trying to escape my feelings.. but it was a mistake.. I’m so sorry.. I just don’t wanna lose you..”

“Ellie, I'm really tired of your drinking.”

“I know, I’m really, really sorry, I won’t do it again, I promise” Ellie sips some of her coffee before looking back at you and smiling slightly. “Y/N, can we talk for a second? I still want to explain why I was so angry at you yesterday.. it.. it’s just, there’s something I’ve been wanting to talk to you about.”

“Talk.” You say angrily. Ellie sets her coffee mug aside and turns to face you. “Ok, so.. I have something I want to tell you, but I’m a little scared to say it.I have had so many thoughts and feelings lately and I don’t know how to deal with them, and I don’t want to hurt you, but I think I need to tell you.” Ellie takes a deep breath. She takes another deep breath before finally speaking “I.. I think I might be pregnant.”

“What are you talking about? How? Were both girls you idiot, how could you be pregnant? Are you still drunk?” Ellie’s face is bright red and she looks really nervous “Sorry, that wasn't what I meant to say.” Ellie seems really really nervous for saying that, and she’s anxiously waiting for your reaction.  “Y/N I-… I.. “ Ellie’s face gets even redder and she looks away, embarrassed and ashamed. “I know I hurt you, and did things that don't deserve forgiveness… but, please don’t leave me.. don’t leave me just because I-.. I understand if you need time to process, but please don’t leave, Y/N.. please.. I love you, and you will be the only woman I will ever love.. Please don’t judge me.. I’m still the same person I was before all the drinking and the arguing,please.. don’t leave me.. I need you, Y/N.” Ellie seems really nervous as she tries to convince you not to leave her.

“I'm not leaving. I should but i won’t” You say looking at the ground, you couldn't look at Ellie's face right now. Ellie is relieved to hear that you won’t leave her. “Thank you.. thank you...” Ellie is still a little nervous and she starts to rub her arm “Do you.. do you still love me?” Ellie looks at you directly, waiting for your answer. “Of course I do. otherwise i wouldn't be here.” You say brokenhearted, almost crying. “I’m really glad right now.. I’m so glad you’re not leaving me..” Ellie stands up and walks up to you and gives you a big hug, she hugs you tightly and presses her head against your chest. “Thank you so much, Y/N..” Ellie continues to hold you in her arms, her eyes slightly tearing up as she looks at you. “I don’t know what I would do without you, Y/N..”

“I have to go to work now, talk later ok?” You break the hug and walk a few steps backwards. She nods and smiles slightly. “Okay, I’ll see you tonight, ok? Love you.” Ellie gives you a little kiss on the cheek and then walks away, she goes into the bathroom and closes the door.. After some time, the sound of running water is heard and you realize that Ellie is taking a shower..

“See you later.”  You close the front door. You can slightly hear her voice in the bathroom. You hear the shower turn off and the bathroom door is opened. Ellie walks out with a towel around her and her hair still wet. She goes into the bedroom and changes into her clothes. After a few minutes, she comes back out and is dressed in some loungewear. You are gone now and Ellie is alone in your apartment. You can’t help but think about the situation. You are still shocked that Ellie drank so much, but at least you know everything now, or so you thought. Your thoughts are suddenly interrupted as you get a text from Ellie.

“Hey, sorry if I surprised you this morning.. I just wanted to tell you everything, I never meant to keep it from you. I hope I don’t lose you..” You don't respond as You're working and can't have your phone with you. Ellie texts again and again, each message more worried and scared than the last one. “Y/N, please.. Please just text me something, so I know that you’ve seen my messages about explaining everything, so that you’re not mad at me or that I won’t lose you.. I’m so, so, so sorry.. I should’ve been honest with you and told you earlier and I wouldn’t have to beg like this.. please.. please, Y/N.. say something to me..” She's getting a bit desperate now.

“Ellie, it's fine, please, I'm working we’ll and talking more when I get home.”

Ellie texts again “I understand.. It’s fine, please don’t worry, I’m sorry if I’m bothering you.. we’ll talk when you get home, ok? I Love you, don’t be all stressed out because of me…” At the end of the day you get home and are faced with Ellie in the living room. You walk through the front door and are surprised to see Ellie sitting on the sofa, waiting for you.

“Hey! I’m so glad you’re home..” Ellie quickly walks over to you and gives you a big hug, she is looking at you with pleading eyes and seems more nervous than you’ve ever seen her before. “We need to talk, Y/N..”

“Yeah, we do, I know…”

“Y/N, I don’t want to lose you, I love you so much and I can’t believe I’ve been so stupid about this.. I just.. I was scared and I thought you would hate me if I ever told you the truth, and I didn’t want to lose you.. Ellie’s voice is trembling slightly and she’s still holding you in her arms. “Please don’t hate me, Y/N.. I love you so, so much and I never meant to keep it from you, I promise.”

“I don't hate you… not really…”

“But do you love me?” Ellie tries to see your reaction and waits for your answer, her voice is still trembling and her eyes are tearing up a little bit. “I know this is a lot to take in, I’m really sorry.. I just.. I need to know if you still love me, Y/N.. please, tell me..”

“I still love you.” You say, sad. Ellie smiles slightly when she hears your words. “Oh, thank god.. I was so scared, I thought this was the end.” Ellie’s eyes tear up even more, she is relieved to hear that you still love her, but she is clearly very emotional now. “Thank you, do you.. will you still want to keep living with me.. and do you still want to be my girlfriend..?”

“Yes, but if you hurt me again I'll leave and not come back.” You say sternly looking at her. Ellie nods “Of course, I understand… I know that I messed up, but I would never hurt you purposely.. I’m really, really sorry that I kept this from you..” Ellie lets go of you and wipes off a few tears off her cheeks. “So.. we can still love each other? Do you still wanna.. kiss me?” Ellie is still nervous, but she is trying to be funny and lightens the mood a bit with a light tone.

“Ellie, why do you drink so much?” Ellie looks away slightly and seems slightly embarrassed before she responds. “Well.. I guess I started drinking because it helped me forget.. forget about my past and stuff like that…” Ellie shrugs slightly and looks back at you. “I know now that I shouldn’t rely on alcohol to make the bad feelings go away, but I.. I just don’t know how to deal with them.. drinking is just the only way I can drown them out.”

“I really thought when we got together that you would stop.” Ellie gets a little sad when she hears what you’ve just said and she looks down for a few seconds before responding. “I’m really sorry, I know how much it upsets you to see me like this.. to be honest.. I thought that maybe I could change when I got together with you.. and that maybe I could stop drinking and get over it.. but I.. I don’t want to make it sound like I was using you or something.. I’m really sorry..” Ellie takes a deep breath and looks back at you. You look into Ellie's eyes sadly. Ellie sighs and looks at you sadly as well.

“Y/N.. I will try to change, I promise.. I will try to stop drinking, I will try to not keep anything from you anymore, and I will definitely stop lying.. but I.. I just couldn’t tell you the truth about.. what I am.. I.. I was so, so scared of losing you, Y/N.. please don’t hate me for that, the thought of you losing faith in me, breaks my heart..” Ellie looks at you with pleading eyes. You hold Ellie's hand and slowly stroke it. She takes your hand and tightly grips it, holding it in hers. “Thank you, Y/N...” Ellie smiles at you and leans in for a kiss. “I love you, Y/N.. please don’t leave me.. I don’t know what I would do without you.. I’m so scared of losing you..” Ellie smiles gently as she continues to hold your hand and smiles at you. You can tell she still feels bad for keeping everything from you. You simply hug her. Ellie hugs you tightly and pulls you close to her. “I love you so much, Y/N.. thank you.. I won’t make these mistakes again, I promise..” Ellie wraps her arms around you and holds you tightly in her embrace. “I can never thank you enough for still loving me, after everything that I’ve done and everything that you know about me, I.. I could never find someone else like you.” Ellie looks at you and smiles as she kisses your forehead, then she gets up from the couch and goes to the balcony to smoke a cigarette, and leaves her phone on the living room's coffee table. She takes out a cigarette and lights it before taking a few puffs. Ellie mumbles something and then sighs angrily “God, this cigarette tastes awful..” Ellie takes another long puff as she looks at the city's lights.

You look at Ellie's phone and it buzzes as the name "Dina" can be read with a text saying. "Hey are we meeting tonight after all?" You get furious. You knew something was up with that raven haired girl but you tried to ignore it for the sake of your relationship with Ellie. She puts out her cigarette and takes a deep breath before she walks back inside. 

“Ellie what the fuck? Are you actually joking, you're still talking to her?” Ellie’s eyes are filled with tears as she hears your words. Ellie looks up at you and wipes the tears off her face before responding calmly. “Calm down, Y/N, please I can explain!” Ellie sighs and walks over to you and puts her hands on your shoulders. “Dina is just a friend, she doesn’t mean anything to me and she never will, I love you and I only want to be with you..” Ellie smiles sweetly at you and caresses your cheek. “Let me show you how much you mean to me” Y/N..”

“Is she? I know you cheated on me with her!” Ellie looks directly at you with a confused expression.  “What? I-I don’t know what you’re talking about, I’ve never cheated on you,.. Who told you that? Is this all just some big misunderstanding?? I only love you and want to be with you, Y/N!” Ellie hugs you tightly, seeming scared and confused.  “You know that I’d never do that, you know that!! Please, believe me, Y/N..”

“Then explain to me why I saw you kissing her, that one time at Jesse's party while I went to the bathroom. Yes that's right, I saw you.” Ellie looks shocked as you mention this. “Is.. Is that what all this is about? I can’t believe you saw that, I.. I had forgotten that day completely... It was just.. it was.. it was nothing..” Ellie is still hugging you tightly. “I didn’t mean anything by that kiss, Y/N.. I-I was just.. I was so, so drunk... I really, really am sorry.. Please, don’t leave me!..”

“Drunk like always. Always the same excuse. Get away from me!” You broke the hug Ellie was giving you. Ellie sighs loudly. “I.. I guess I deserved that one.. just.. Please, Y/N, don’t leave me because of that.. I really can’t stand the thought of losing you.. I really am trying to be a better person and I promise you, it will never happen again..” Ellie looks into your eyes and her expression is full of worry and fear.  “Please, Y/N.. please, please don’t leave me.. I won’t be able to handle the heartbreak..”

“Block her number right now then!” You were furious. Ellie nods. “Fine.” Ellie quickly grabs her phone and blocks Dina’s phone number. She stands up and walks over to you and puts her phone back on the coffee table. Ellie sighs and looks at you sadly. “Please, don’t leave me, I really don’t want to upset you or make the same mistakes over and over again and never change at all.. I know I’m not the best person, but.. I am trying..”

“I'm going to bed.” You said sternly.  “Okay, alright.. Good night...” Ellie walks towards the bedroom as well, feeling tired and worn out. She lies on her back in bed, trying to fall asleep, but there are so many thoughts going through her mind. She can’t help but worry about her situation and how it will turn out. Will you still love her and forgive her for everything? Or will you leave her and break her heart? Ellie can’t handle the thought of losing you and the thought alone makes her feel sick..

As you slept, Ellie picked up her phone and unblocked Dina's number and texted her back. Ellie sends Dina a text message, trying to keep it as short as possible, because she doesn’t want to waste too much time on her phone and wake you up. “Hey, Dina.. Yeah, we’re still on for tonight, I can’t wait to see you again.” Ellie puts down her phone and looks down at her feet as more tears run down her cheeks. Ellie gets out of bed very carefully to not wake you up. Ellie thinks for a second and then she opens up the messaging app and texts Dina back. “I can’t wait to see you tonight..”  She quickly gets dressed and walks out of the room, closing the bedroom door behind her to make sure you don't wake up. She walks over to Dina’s place and rings the doorbell. After a few seconds, Dina opens the door and looks at Ellie. She smiles and steps aside, letting Ellie come in. “Hey, Ellie, you look tired..” Dina said as she opened the door and looked up at Ellie.

“Hey Dina, yeah, it’s a bit late.. I should probably be sleeping, but I just couldn’t help myself…” Ellie sees a bottle of wine on Dina’s coffee table, she walks over to the bottle of wine and pours herself a glass “Hey, Dina.. can I ask you something..?” Ellie takes a sip of her drink and smiles at Dina. “You know, there is something I just have to ask.. I’ve really been wanting to know the answer..” Ellie seems more relaxed than before, smiling slightly more and seeming less tense now that she has a drink in her hands again. “Do you.. um.. d.. do you have feelings for me?” Ellie’s expression is full of emotions and she seems a bit anxious to know what Dina’s answer is going to be. She tries to play it cool, but it seems like she really cares about Dina and she really doesn’t want to hear what her answer is going to be. Dina says yes and Ellie’s eyes light up and a smile spreads across her face once she hears what she said. “That is the answer I wanted to hear!..” Ellie takes a deep breath and smiles at her, seemingly very excited and happy. “I’ve been in love with you for so long, Dina, and I’ve never wanted to tell you, because I was afraid that this might ruin our friendship.. but I am just so happy to know that you feel the same way, Dina..”

Ellie now thinks of what she is doing to you and how much she's hurting you. Ellie sighs loudly and puts her head into her hands, feeling a bit overwhelmed by her emotions. “I.. I don’t know what to do, Dina… I know what I am doing to Y/N… I know that I am hurting her... but I… I don’t think I can stop.. And I don’t want to stop.. I don’t want to lose you too, Dina.. and I know that this isn’t right.. and.. and.. and I’m still not gonna change, am I?...” Dina doesn't care about you and only wants Ellie for herself even though she's the homewrecker in this situation.

“Why do you care so much about Y/N anyway? Yeah, you cheated on her with me and I know it’s a shitty thing to do, but that doesn’t mean you owe her anything! I know, I am probably a terrible person, but I don’t care, I love you, Ellie! And I don’t plan on changing my mind...” Ellie steps closer to Dina and wraps her arms around her trying to find some comfort. She kisses Dina as she is still talking, not trying to let her say too much now. “I don’t care, Dina! She.. she.. she isn’t important anymore, she… she can just go and find herself someone else.. I don’t need her and.. and..” Ellie seems really overwhelmed now, she doesn’t know what to say and she can’t help but smile at Dina. She starts kissing Dina more passionately now. “Fuck it” Ellie says as she takes Dina to her bedroom. Ellie smiles and walks with Dina to her room. Ellie lays her on her bed and sits down beside her, still holding her head. “I.. I really don’t want to leave Y/N, but.. but.. I can’t help but think that I am so much happier with you.. What we are doing is wrong, but I.. I just love you so much” Ellie smiles at Dina and brushes her hair away from her face. “Don’t you like this?”

You wake up and don't see Ellie anywhere in your apartment. You sit up in her bed and looks around, seeming a bit worried.  “Ellie? Where are you?..” you get up and walk around the apartment, looking for any signs of Ellie. “Ellie? Are you here?..” You start to get worried and go to the bathroom, hoping to find Ellie there. You text her. “ Where are you?” Ellie doesn’t answer her phone and continues making out with Dina in her bedroom.

“Oh no, no no no, no, no. This can’t be happening.. Ellie wouldn’t do this to me.. she.. she said she loved me, she said she wasn’t going to hurt me anymore..” You start to panic and walk out of the bedroom and into the living room. You tried to call Ellie again and send another text message. Ellie ignores her phone. She and Dina are too busy making out and don’t hear Ellie's phone notifications or her texts. “Ellie! Answer the goddamn phone! Where are you?! Why are you not answering me? Are you okay? Are you at Dina’s place?! Do you even remember my name anymore? Are you cheating on me, Ellie?!” You are starting to panic and start walking over to the bedroom, fearing the worst… You just give up and just lay on the bed crying alone. “Ellie, how could you do this to me? I thought we loved each other, I thought you were different..” You start putting all of Ellie's things in a bag so when she comes home she sees the note you wrote to her.

A couple hours later, Dina and Ellie are both lying next to each other on Dina’s bed, exhausted and both extremely satisfied. “I don’t want to go home yet, can I stay here with you?..” Ellie asks. “Of course you can, hun! You can stay here as long as you want!” Dina smiles softly at Ellie and wraps her arms around her. “Oh, thank you, Dina.. you’re the best..”

You finally bag all of Ellie's things and put it at the door and write a note saying "don't you dare ever come back, go back to that whore you love so much!" A few hours later, Ellie wakes up and quickly sits up on the bed. She takes in her surroundings and realizes what she has done.. “What have I done?..” Ellie looks around at the room and then sighs and walks over to the window, looking outside for a moment. She gets dressed and walks home as quickly as she can and sees the bag outside the front door. You had the door locked from the inside. Ellie picks up the bag and puts it on her shoulder. She then tries knocking on the door but doesn’t get a response, so she tries calling out to you.

“Y/N? Please, let me in..! I.. I know I screwed up big time, but can we.. can we please talk about this..” Ellie sighs and sits down against the door, holding her head in her hands. “Please, Y/N.. I messed up, I know.. I am so, so sorry..” Ellie notices the note you wrote and reads it. “Don’t you dare come back, go back to that whore you love so much!” Ellie seems really shocked as she reads the note and is absolutely devastated. “No, no, this isn’t true, this can’t be true.. No!! Oh god.. I didn’t mean this, I just.. I don’t want to lose you, Y/N, please..” Ellie slams her palms against the door and tears are running down her cheeks.

You hear everything Ellie just said but stay silent crying on the floor not opening the door. Ellie can’t handle it anymore and she starts crying loudly as she continues banging on the door. “Please, Y/N, I’m so sorry! I didn’t mean what I said! I regret it all, I should’ve never done this to you, I should’ve known better! Please, Y/N, just give me a chance.. Please..” Ellie is crying, barely breathing and is now sitting on the floor next to the door, banging her head against the door. “Go away! I gave you a chance last night and you blew it, fuck you Ellie, fuck you and your empty prommisses” You say, crying in rage. “No, no, no! You don’t understand! I didn’t mean that! I really am sorry, Y/N, I swear to god I am!” She pleads. “Please, Y/N, look, I know this is all my fault and I really am sorry, but can we please talk about this? I know I don’t deserve a second chance but I am begging you to give me one.. I just can’t lose you now, not after everything we’ve been through..”

“No! I'm done! Go fuck yourself Ellie.” Ellie takes a few deep breaths and sighs “I don’t think I can live without you, Y/N..! Please, can we talk about this, just once? Please?” Ellie looks up at the door and continues banging her head against it harder. “I love you, Y/N! I need you! I can’t live without you..!” Ellie is almost yelling now, trying to make sure you understand just how much she cares about you. “I'll call the cops if you don't leave!” You say to Ellie through the door“I don’t care, Y/N.. I don’t care about the cops, I don’t care about anything that doesn’t involve us!” Ellie is still crying and banging her head against the door, seemingly not wanting to leave.  “Why won’t you understand? I just want to fix this, I just want to make things right between us.. I.. I was scared, I was so afraid of losing you, I was afraid that I was going to hurt you. I.. I.. I…”

“Enough! Look at yourself for a second and think!” You shout out. “What about me? Yeah, I’m a mess, I can’t deny that. But we’ve been together for months, for god’s sake! Can’t you see how much I love you!? Why won’t you give me another chance? I know this is all my fault, I know that I hurt you and I know I don’t deserve a second chance, but can’t you just please give me one more?... please, Y/N… I’m begging you..” 

“No, go away…” You say sobbing, Ellie tries to calm herself down, she realizes that she just has to accept the fact that you hate her now. “Alright, fine.. I am leaving.. but I want to make one thing clear..I always loved you, I will always love you and I am always going to regret hurting you..” Ellie quickly stands up, picking up her things from the floor and puts them back inside the bag. “Goodbye, Y/N..”

“Never come back!” You screamed. “I won’t.. goodbye, Y/N..” Ellie seems truly heartbroken and she turns and walks away. She walks out of the house and walks away from your place. Ellie holds back tears as she walks alone, heading home. You can't stop sobbing now that she's gone. Ellie doesn’t turn around, she walks to her apartment and enters the building. She walks all the way up to her room and sits on her bed, letting out a soft cry. As she does, her phone rings, it’s a call from Dina. “Hello, who is it?”

D-“Hey, cutie! I was just calling to see how you are doing?”

E-“I am not doing too great, actually.”

D-“Oh, honey, what’s wrong?”

Ellie tells Dina everything that just happened. "I.. I messed up really bad, Dina.. you were right about her, but she's a really good person and.. and.. I just.. I just had to mess everything up, didn't I? Now she's gone.." Ellie wipes the tears from her face and sighs.  "Oh god, I.. I'm so stupid.. this is all my fault, really, it's all my fault.." Ellie continues to vent to Dina. "I hate myself, Dina.. I really do.." Dina is secretly loving having Ellie all to herself now.

Ellie talks for a while, she seems a bit calmer. "You know what, though? This was probably for the best.. Maybe I should've been with you all along.. You were someone who would've made me happy.. I mean yes we had our good moments, but.. but I feel so much better now.. with you, Dina." "I am so much happier when I'm with you, Dina. Thank you for being there for me in my darkest moment.." She then hangs up and goes to lay down on her bed. You are lying on the floor in your apartment, crying loudly. You can't believe what happened, can't believe that Ellie would do this to you. you can't believe that you lost Ellie. As you are crying, you start to think about everything they've done together. you remember all of the good times you two had together and it makes her cry even more. "I miss you, Ellie.. I really miss you.." You continue crying into your pillow that still smells like her, holding it tightly.

Ellie opens her gallery and looks at her pictures with you. She smiles at some of the pictures as she remembers the memories they created together. Ellie looks at some of the other pictures in her gallery, she notices some pictures of Dina and her together. "I forgot about those pictures, I should really call Dina.. She is the only one who can make me feel better right now." Ellie takes out her phone and starts calling Dina. “Hey, Dina! How are you doing? I.. I just wanted to let you know that I miss you.. I missed you a lot more than I thought and.. I’m sorry for not calling you sooner. I am sorry for making you wait for me, Dina.. I just.. I… I just..I don’t know.. I just really want to see you and.. I just hope that you want to see me as well.. Do you.. do you think that we can meet up? Later today, maybe?” Ellie smiles as Dina has answered, she seems more cheerful, now that Dina is coming to meet her. “Sounds like a plan then, I am really looking forward to seeing you! Could.. could you perhaps come at 4PM? That would be great, yeah!”  “I’ll be at this park in my town, let’s meet there in two hours, okay? See you then, Dina, I love you!”  She's feeling so conflicted right now. She doesn't know what she really feels. She likes Dina, sure, but you? She loves you, but doesn't want to hurt you anymore, and thinks it is better for you to be alone so she cant mess things up ever again. You deserve someone who will love you and make you smile and not hurt you, like she has done a million times.

Ellie is sitting on a bench at the park, she feels a bit nervous as she waits for Dina to arrive. Soon, Dina arrives and Ellie jumps up and runs over to her. She wraps her arms around Dina and kisses her passionately. “Oh my god, Dina, I’ve missed you so much! I mean, I didn’t even realize how much I was missing you.. it felt like an eternity!” Ellie continues to hug Dina tightly and it seems like she really did miss her. Dina hugs her back.

Ellie continues holding Dina in her arms and she seems so happy to be there with her. “I can’t believe I didn’t call you sooner. I honestly feel like an idiot right now.I know I should’ve called sooner but I’ve just been.. I’ve just been a bit all over the place, that’s all. I am so sorry for making you wait.. Are you mad at me, Dina?” She asked her. “Of course not silly! I have you all to myself now!” Dina exclaimed excitedly that you were out of her way.

“You do have me all to yourself now and I am so happy about that. I truly am!” Ellie finally lets go of Dina and smiles gently at her. “I am so lucky to have you, Dina. You are the best thing that ever happened to me and I don’t know what I’d do without you!” “Let’s go hang out somewhere and just enjoy the rest of the day, just the two of us. Alright?” “Sounds like a plan!” Dina agrees.

A few weeks later, Ellie and Dina are a couple now and they've been spending a lot of time together. They've been seeing each other almost every single day, and they love every second of their time together. Ellie is happy but not as much as she was with you, but she is grateful for Dina, who's been giving her all of her attention and love. Ellie still thinks about you from time to time, but it has been getting better over the course of these few weeks

Ellie sees you sitting alone on a bench at the park 0ne afternoon and immediately notices that you're not doing well. Ellie walks up to you and sits down next to you. "Y/N? What're you doing here, all alone?" Ellie's tone is gentle and calm as she speaks, she seems worried about you and why you are all alone.

"You have the nerve to come talk to me? What about your little new girlfriend you have been parading through town? You say mad, as you hear Ellie's voice. Ellie sighs and is quiet for a moment. "Fine, you're right.. I do have a girlfriend and I am happy with her. But.. I messed up, Y/N, I can admit that.. I am not proud of what I did to you, I am not proud of who I tried to be.. I truly am sorry, Y/N."

"Please, Y/N, I don't want to go without at least trying to make things better between us.. Can you please give me one more chance, Y/N?" Ellie didn't want Dina anymore. as soon as she saw you everything else simply vanished. There was only you. “One more chance??” You ask, getting very annoyed.  "Yes, another chance, please.. I know that I don't deserve it right now, but please, I.. I can't lose you, I can't!"

 "I regret everything I said to you.. I was angry and I didn't think.. I just.. Please, I want us to still be friends, we can't just throw everything we had away like that, can we? Please..."

“I don't know Ellie…” Ellie seems desperate for you to give her another chance. She looks over at you and smiles softly.  "Please, Y/N, can we just talk for a moment? Can we just sit here and talk? We don't have to do anything, just talk? I miss you so, so much and I just.. I just can't lose you, I don't want to lose you, Y/N, I don't want to.. So please, give me a chance to fix things.. It won't happen again, I promise.."

“Talk then, give me one good reason.” Ellie seems desperate and sincere as she tries to talk to You. "I know I don't deserve another chance, I know that, but.. but I want to fix things so badly. I don't want this to be the end of us,..I really don't.."

“What about Dina?” You asked, looking away, to some kids playing in the park.

"Well.. Dina.. she.. she is not you. I guess I just stayed with her because I missed you…But that doesn't make any of my actions better, I am not saying that.. I know how hurt you are, and I am sorry that I hurt you..I know that I am a horrible person, but.. please, I just want one more chance.."

“You seemed so happy with her, much more than you ever were with me…”

"You're right, yeah, I am happy with Dina.. Really happy. But do you know why that is? You and I had a lot of issues, you and I, we always argued and.. and I never felt like.. like I was good enough . You were always so far ahead of me, of us… With Dina, we never had those things, our relationship isn't as rocky as ours was.. I like her, but I still love you, Y/N.."

“I only ever wanted to make you happy but you never were, as hard as I tried.” You said angry.

"I know that, honestly, and I truly am sorry that I wasn't that happy with you.. I mean, we had a lot of arguments, always. I would always get mad and I would always complain and.. it was never really easy between us, we were always fighting about something, and I just... I just never felt like I was enough for you."

“What do you love about me?” You asked, tearing up.  "Oh, that's not a hard question. I love you because you are.. you are smart, you are sweet, you are kind, you are passionate and so much more. But the thing I love most about you is your personality. I love how you know me better than anyone else, and I love how you know what I am thinking without me even having to open my mouth. I love.. I just love everything about you, Y/N.. And I am sorry that I didn't tell you that.. I am sorry for all of this.."

“Yeah, you should have said that earlier.”

"I know, I know, and I am sorry, Y/N, you have every right to be angry with me, and you're right, I should've told you how much I loved you so much earlier.. but then again, I guess I never realized how much I loved you, until I lost you. I am so sorry, please.. just give me one more chance to prove to you that I love you.. that I will always love you.." You looked into Ellie's eyes crying. "Y/N.." Ellie is quiet for a moment, she looks at you and your eyes fill with tears. "Please.. don't cry.. I am so sorry.. I was so afraid to tell you how much I loved you.. I don't know what I was thinking.. I.. I just.. I don't know, I just wanted to be someone else, someone better when I was with you, but I failed, that's all I can say." Ellie tries to smile at you. “I'm going home, goodbye Ellie.”

“No, Y/N, wait!.. Please.”

“Why are you so afraid of being alone, but sabotage every single relationship you have? Why?”

 “I.. I don’t know, I honestly truly don’t. I always sabotage everything I have.. It’s like I can’t handle being in a relationship, I can’t handle all of this affection and love, I am so afraid of it… I don’t know why, I wish I knew why, but.. but I just don’t!” Ellie wipes the tears from her eyes and looks at you. “I hate myself so, so much…”

“I'm really tired of this situation Ellie.” Ellie is quiet for a moment, she looks at you as she speaks. “I know and I am so sorry for all of this. I know you are tired but.. but please, I just want one more chance, Y/N, please..Please don’t give up on me yet, you are the most important person to me, I can’t lose you.”

“I need time to think…”

 “Yeah, okay.. that’s fine, Y/N. Sure, take all the time that you need. Just.. just don’t disappear, alright? Just.. just promise me that you’re not gonna disappear.. okay?”

 “I’ll be here, waiting for you, alright?”

“See you.” you say as you start walking home. “See you. Thank you for.. for understanding. Thank you for staying.. I appreciate it a lot.” Ellie smiles at you and watches as you walk away. “I’ll be waiting,.. whenever you’re ready.” She says to herself almost crying.

A few days later Ellie goes to Dina's house and is determined to end things between them. She just loves you too much. Ellie meets with Dina and she seems nervous. “Hey, Dina.. can we talk?”

“Yeah, sure. What’s wrong, babe?”

“Hey, listen, Dina. I've been thinking a lot lately and I.. I'm just not sure if this relationship is working out so well anymore.”

“What do you mean? Is this because of Y/N? Did she say anything to you?”

“Maybe it is because of her, but.. but I just don't know if this is what I want…” Dina is very jealous right now and screams at Ellie.

“It's not just because of her. I am just.. I am just not sure if this relationship is what I want right now, Dina.” Ellie smiles softly at Dina and looks around. “I mean, yeah, okay, sometimes I am so happy with you, Dina, but other times.. Other times, I just feel so alone in this relationship. It feels like I am being forced to be someone I am not. And I can't handle that anymore.” Ellie's tone is calm and gentle as she speaks about this. " I am sorry, Dina, I am so sorry but.. but I really do feel like this relationship is not working out for me. It doesn't make me feel good about myself, Dina, and I just.. I think I need some time for myself right now..I am sorry, I need to do what's best for me, and I can tell that this relationship is not what I need right now."

Ellie leaves Dina’s place and walks home alone; she feels relieved after breaking up with Dina. Ellie looks at her phone and wants to call you immediately. "Y/N, I did it, I broke up with Dina. I know I'm a horrible person but I wanted you to hear it from me first. Can we meet up again, please? I am so sorry, I am so very sorry.."

“It's too soon Ellie, give me a couple of days to think…”

"Yeah, of course, take all the time you need. Just don't be mad at me, please, I don't wanna lose you, not forever. I just want to talk with you again, I just want to make things right." Ellie speaks in a calm and soft voice.

“Bye Ellie.” You end the call. You can't listen to her voice without crying.

"No, wait, please!.." Ellie seems desperate for you to stay on the call. Ellie is quiet for a moment, she waits for you to reply but nothing comes. "Please.. please, come back, please, I wanna talk, I wanna explain.. I wanna make things right.."

A week goes by and not hearing from you, Ellie decides to send you a text.

"Hey, Y/N, I know you don't wanna talk right now but.. I just want you to know that I am sorry for everything I have done. I can't explain all of it right now but I know I have been horrible to you, to everyone.. But I want you to know that I am trying to change, please, trust me" Ellie hopes for you to reply.

Your phone buzzes as you are in bed. You read the text and you can't help your eyes from tearing up. You can't seem to be able to write back and you just lay back down and try to ignore Ellie.

Ellie walks over to your place and knocks on the door, she looks nervous as she waits for you. "I-If you're there, Y/N, please open the door. I promise, I just.. I just don't want this to end like this." Ellie seems desperate for you to answer the door, she doesn't wanna lose you and she wants to fix things.

You heard the knock on your door and heard the familiar sound of Ellie's voice. It's late at night. It's almost 11pm, you are so tired but you decided to open the door anyway. “Hi…” 

Ellie smiles softly as she sees you open the door.

"Hi, Y/N.. I am so sorry for bothering you, but.. I really needed to see you." Ellie looks so tired and nervous, she speaks in a soft voice.

“I just.. I just wanted to be here, with you. Can.. Can we talk? Please, Y/N.. I just need.. I just need to get this off my chest.."

“Come in…”

“Thank you." Ellie comes in and looks around. "I am so glad that you were okay with me coming over, I.. I didn't wanna show up unexpectedly. I just.. I just had to see you. Can we talk, Y/N? Just talk, for a little? I promise it.. it won't take long.." Ellie is still nervous and seems to be on the verge of crying.

“What do you want to tell me that couldn't wait till the morning?”

 "Oh, right, it's getting late.. But I just.. I just can't let things be like this. I've been trying to explain it all in a text, but that.. that just wasn't enough. I need you to understand why I did what I did...I know it's late and I am sorry for this, but please, just.. just give me a chance." Ellie looks at you, she speaks in a calm but desperate voice.

“Why did you do what you did then?” Ellie sighs and looks down, she is quiet for a moment. "I.. I don't know how to explain it to you,Y/N. I have tried and tried, but I.. I just can't. I don't know why I.. I don't know why I keep sabotaging all of my relationships. I hate myself for this.. But I don't understand why.. All I know is that I can't keep doing this to everyone… I am trying to fix everything, I promise. I am trying my best.."

“In the beginning you were always so loving, I don't understand…”

 "Yeah, I.. I don't understand either. I don't know why I am doing this, I don't know why I keep.. just pushing people away when I am so lucky to have them. I just keep doing it and I am so, so sorry, Y/N. But please, believe me when I say that I will try my best to fix the issue, to give you and everyone else the love that they deserve.. I am gonna try and I am gonna try so hard, please, just.. Please give me that chance.."

“Okay…” You decide to give Ellie one last chance. You just love her too much and seeing how hard she's actually trying melts your heart. Ellie takes your hand and wipes her tears.

"Thank you, Y/N... Thank you for giving me another chance. I know you're tired and.. and you have every right to be upset with me. I just want you to know that I love you, Y/N.. I've always loved you and I.. I will always love you. Please, I don't wanna lose you, not forever. Maybe this isn't the best moment to say it, I know, but.. but that's how I feel."

“These past weeks have been horrible and knowing you were happy with Dina just made everything worse…” You tell Ellie as you look to the ground. Ellie hugs you tightly. "I know, I know.. and I.. I am so sorry that I've made you feel this way. And I am.. I am so sorry for being with Dina, I should have told you about it, Y/N, I am so sorry. But please just know that I was not happy with her, I am not in love with her and I never will be.. I love you, Y/N, and you are the one that I want to spend the rest of my life with."

“Promise me one thing then.” You ask as you remember how scared you were of Ellie when she got way too drunk. Ellie sighs "Anything, Y/N anything. I promise you, I will do anything for you, for us.Just please, know that you are the most important person to me in the entire world. Please, can we make this work.. Can we make us work? I want to wake up next to you every morning for the rest of this life. I want to come home to you every night, I want to spend everyday with you, Y/N."

“No more drinking, I'm being serious. You really scare me when you are drunk, you get violent and I don't want that in my life.”

"I promise, I.. I swear, I will never touch a bottle of alcohol again. I... I did scare you and I'm sorry. I-I didn't know that I had it in me, to become this.. this person. I mean, I have always been a mess and I know I've never been the perfect girlfriend to you. But..but I didn't know that I was capable of being so.. so violent. And it scared me too.. please, trust me when I say that I will never drink again, Y/N."

“I am going to choose to trust you.”

"I can't believe you are giving me another chance after what I did!" Ellie smiles softly and hugs you. Thank you,I promise this will never happen again. And I promise that I will make things right. I love you, Y/N. Thank you for not giving up on me."

“I love you too Ellie.” You start crying as she holds you. She smiles at you. "Can we spend the night together? I-I mean, I don't want anything more than just hugging you and being there with you. We've been through so much together, I just.. I just wanna make sure that you are alright, Y/N. I feel so horrible… I feel so horrible for what I have done and I just.. I don't know what to do to fix things."

“Sure, come on, let's go to bed.” You say sniffling and wiping your eyes. Ellie nods and follows you to the bedroom. It is really late at night and Ellie seems sleepy as she walks with you and takes off her hoodie before laying down in the bed. She looks at you and smiles softly. "Good night, angel. You.. you get some rest, okay? Don't worry about me, I'll be fine." Ellie closes her eyes and opens her arms to you as if expecting her to cuddle with her. You cuddle Ellie and fall asleep. Ellie wraps her arm around you as she cuddles you and closes her eyes, soon enough she falls asleep too.

In the morning, Ellie wakes up and slowly opens her eyes. She yawns and looks around, seeing that you are still asleep next to her. Ellie smiles as she closes her eyes once again, thinking about everything that has happened recently. She is so glad that Rita gave her another chance, that you still love her after everything, that they are a couple once again. Ellie holds on to you a bit tighter as she goes back to sleep.

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Floating Castle Liveblog (third read)

In 2020, I read the first king's quest adaptation novel. Again. Because 2020 was awful.

August 22, 2020 –

page 0

I'm not going to read this aga--oh wait no who am I kidding I'm trapped at work for another four hours and it's *not* a good day and I just want my tea drinking wizard tree and frog prince and mcguffin king and headless ghosts and the soft delights of smarmy sassy villains. (also the kq series is the only series i have easy access to rn so shhh)

page 3

"Castles do not fly." The title of the book says otherwise, sir.

page 10

Gotta admit, Telgrin's perpetual single thundercloud over his castle still gives me ridiculous amounts of joy. I'm sitting here grinning honestly for the first time all day. I love my melodramatic sassmaster.

page 14

I comment on it every single time I read this (yes this IS the third time I've read this in three years, leave me alone), but I seriously love watching Graham being an actual king. I love adventures, and I love royals, and I love adventuring royals, but I also really like the sturdy basis of kindness and clarity Graham just has as a leader. It's really pleasant.

page 20

IT HIM. Heeeeeeere's Telgrin! Do you think Telgrin spent hours shuffling around trying to perfect that gliding walk? Stars, I hope he did. I mean in any other villain it would just be natural but with my emo goth drama king who tries too hard, everything is carefully plotted for maximum visual aesthetic.

page 22

Totally seriously, though, the contrast between Graham's tightly contained fury and balance of how he's been treating the assembly and Telgin's wide swept theatrics and overblown personality is SO good. This sort of subtle contrast really does raise this book from generic game adaptation to surprisingly pleasant fantasy. It's still genre light, but it has confidence and solid bone work.

page 23

"The news reached me that you were gathering all your knights here today, Graham, so it seemed a convenient time." Because Telgrin won't do anything without an audience to oooh and ahhh over his antics.

page 30

"Everything seemed muted, vague, unreal." Oh, did you mean my life right now? No? Close enough.

page 33

"and a small pear." Yes, a crucial thing to make sure you pack on your voyage. Good call.

page 38

TREE WIZARD oh stars my whole heart is happyyyyy. What a mood improvement.

page 40

"So, that castle belongs to this guy named Telgrin." "Oh yeah, Telgrin. He's evil. Don't mess with him." "You know him?" "I know his reputation." Stars, Telgrin would be SO PLEASED to know his reputation precedes him now. I hope he started some of those rumors himself.

page 40

I still can't handle the density of this conversation. "Telgrin is a stealer of souls." "A stealer of souls? What's that?" Alexander. Alexander, pleaaaase think about what you just said. Please. I love you, but seriously.

page 45

Even when you are a tree wizard, that is, a wizard slowly and literally turning into a tree, it's still important that you get your morning cup of tea. Morowyn knows it. So should you.

page 47

In other words, Alexander, you're just a glorified babysitter. You could have asked Big Knight Brian Blessed to be your partner in crime on this heist and gotten a better result. (i'm kidding of course I love Cyril to absolute pieces, look at this farmboy wizard lad he's so squishy and blond and round and I love him.)

page 54

heist heist heist heIST let's plan a HEIST.

page 58

The moat monsters also have a taste for the finer things in life. Like feather-capped adventurers. Castle Daventry is literally the most perfect fantasy castle there is. It even has a hoard of moat monsters. Like, you can't get more Fantasy Castle than this place. Telgrin only wishes his castle was that cool. He just has to make do with personal thunderclouds.

page 63

A small thing, but I super love Mills's emphasis on color. From the rain slanting golden in the yellow torchlight, to the hills here slowly changing from an angry maroon to a deep indigo with a band of yellow slowly disappearing as the sun sets...it's heavily visual, like he's literally painting a screen from the games, and I find it rather peaceful, somehow.

page 64

Literally just the ringwraith scene from Fellowship of the Ring, but with King's Quest protagonists instead of Frodo and friends. The audacity of this book. I love it.

page 69

Mills was absolutely just rereading Fellowship of the Ring when he was asked to write this book. It's not even subtle at this point. .........and I super love every single reference with all my silly fantasy heart.

page 89

I can't think of a single other fantasy in which the protagonist lassos a kelpie and attempts to ride it. I can't imagine why not. It's a flawless plan.

page 96

I feel like that's just magic homemade whiskey. Getting the prince drunk might not be in everyone's best interest.

page 97

Alexander, you gotta stop calling people "ho." You're gonna offend someone. (I'm kidding, of course. "Ho there" is as traditionally delightful as "Who goes there," and highly welcome to behold.)

page 99

platform boots

page 100

I'm sorry, I know I commented on this when I read this last year, but...again. Telgrin has One Single Lone Stupid Thundercloud, which "hovered over a high central tower. From time to time, this cloud would light with an internal fire, and a low, menacing rumble would break across the land." It's like the Winnie the Pooh raincloud, with ambient sound effects. The audacious aesthetic of this guy is a DELIGHT to behold.

page 107

Aaah yes the Road to El Dorado sequence. Truly, this book is nothing but the best hits of adventure tropes crammed into a book 300 pages long.

page 108

Does this mean that Telgrin has also been to Narnia? Oh dear.

page 112

Again. "The cloud." Not many clouds. Just the one. A single, lone, silly, thundercloud.

August 24, 2020 –

page 114

Wait, what came first, this book or the Muppet Christmas Carol movie? Because all I can picture is Scrooge's Statler-shaped Muppet door knocker, but with extra teeth, shrieking.

page 117

Is Alexander is the only person in the series to ever have a proper sword fight? I mean, not counting....uhhhh is it Owen in KQ8? (Super didn't play KQ8, everyone said it wasn't worth the effort.)

page 123

Like, I gotta say: binding souls to armor, cool. Great scheme, very evil. Making it so that just knocking the helmet off releases the soul into the night forever? ...nooooot the most ideal.

page 126

You know in Princess Bride, when Westley tries to wrestle Fezzik, and just kinda runs at him and squeezes him and absolutely nothing happens? Alexander, right here, vs the black knight.

page 131

A barikar is not a real fantasy monster--the only google result that comes up is that, yes, Telgrin owns one. But it's a huge rabbit with a rat nose, dog fangs, fish scales instead of fur, and human like hands with claws. It sees about as well as a human, but it can hear well, thanks to the rabbit ears. It's absolutely ridiculous. I love it. I wonder if I can convince my dm to make it a fight in our campaign.

page 133

My sweet babiiiiies. Alexander making Cyril stand behind him to protect him and Cyril absolutely refusing and taking the front anyway. I love these kids. I say, fully recognizing that they're semi-close to my age and know how to handle swords and magic.

page 133

Oh, no, excuse me, the Bariker doesn't have rabbit ears--it has bat ears. Which just kind of further emphasizes how much I want this thing in a campaign. It's so ridiculous.

page 139

Where was he? Yes. Who was this beside him? Yes. How long had he been asleep? No way of knowing. Alexander, those are not answers to questions, except maybe the last one. You've answered nothing. Alexander, please.

page 141

headless ghost headless ghost headless ghoooost i can't stop smiling he's holding it like a football it's amazing

August 25, 2020 –

page 142

Lydia's mom caught Anime Mom Protagonist Disease. It's a tragic illness. No hope of recovery.

page 142

"Owen took a brief pause, while Alexander reflected on the fact that he was getting used to carrying on a conversation with a beheaded man. It was starting to seem almost normal. Almost." How is this a real book. I love this book.

page 143

tragic telgrin backsto--oh wait it's not tragic at all he's just always been a brat.

page 144

"Somehow a beheaded man on his feet was infinitely more alarming than a beheaded man quietly seated." o rly?

page 145

Look, it is a *little* creepy that he would install magic mirrors of spying in his daughter's bedroom without her knowledge, but considering Owen admitted to teaching Telgrin everything he knows, including presumably soul torturing magic, we can kind of assume Owen isn't actually that good a guy after all.

page 149

Glowing moss in fantasy must be the most useful plant ever cultivated.

page 155

Obviously, there's nothing wrong with describing Alexander's haunches, but it's also just a little weird. It's not...a word I hear often, especially in reference to humans.

page 156

I like a good wizard who knows that a cup of tea soothes most ills. A man after my own heart.

page 156

"After allowing himself to wallow in depression for a short while, he pushed his mood aside with a firm effort, squared, his shoulders, and said, 'Well, the sooner we get going, the sooner you'll get your bath and your tea.'" Ah, yes, of course, just push aside your wallowing. Why didn't I realize it was that easy?

page 158

"A few wary, rather mincing steps, brought him to the vestibule." Alexander, your author is making fun of you. Just a bit.

page 161

The book is very, very clear that it's just Graham's face floating in the soul-capture orb. The book is very, very wrong. It's a tiny Graham floating around in there. Like, full body, but like two inches high. This is fact, and better than a disembodied Wizard of Oz-style face. I'm just letting you all know that the book is misprinted. Every copy. It's a full body'd Graham. Just smol.

page 162

YEAH BOI PUNCH AN UNDEAD KNIGHT...oh no, your arm, why did you just literally punch a suit of armor, you donut, you know better than that

August 26, 2020 –

page 167

To be fair, the door is now open. As is the floor, and the wall, and...well, the room, to the sky. Definitely very open.

August 27, 2020 –

page 169

It's turned into Dragon's Lair instead of King's Quest, for this scene. Super into it. Wouldn't want to play it as a video game, though--the amounts of game overs....

August 31, 2020 –

page 169

"But this insignificant event raised within him an unexpected fury. He cursed the poor root to withering, black perdition, cursed it deeply and sincerely, cursed it with all his soul." Gods, Alexander, I get it. Man, do I ever get it. I'm so tired.

page 177

"This was it, the nadir. It could not get any worse than this." You sure about that, kid? I think we've got one more scrape at the bottom of the barrel we can squeeze into."

page 181

Alexander is thiiiiiiiis close to snapping. Kid, I understand you. Critically and crucially, I understand.

page 183

FROG PRINCE. I told you there was one more level we could reach. The royal family gets transformed into animals rather frequently. At least this time he's not a snail, poor kid.

page 183

"With a sense of profound shock, he realized that he had been transformed into a frog--a rather large and handsome frog, it's true, but still a frog." You can't make this stuff up. This book is perfect. The ideal. The author is calling Alexander a handsome frog. He's a frog, but a good looking one. I can't handle this.

page 185

"Did you speak, Sir Frog?" "That's Prince Frog, to you." Alexander, be nice. Don't pull rank. I don't think you have rank to pull anymore. Smelly swamp rank, at best.

page 186

I like to think that was just Alexander swearing, but it was masked as a ribbit.

page 187

To be fully fair, Alex, you do kind of need him to reattach Graham's soul, so maybe it's for the best that he doesn't go far.

page 189

If I were a soul-armor, and this frog decided to enter the castle, to be honest, I think I would probably just let it. Because it's a frog.

page 194

There's fanart of this scene too because it's hilarious. She kisses a frog, he becomes a man hanging half over the rim of a fountain, and all she can say is "Goodness! But...you're beautiful." Ridiculous.

page 194

HA and then she tries to recover saying, "I haven't seen that many men in my life. Hardly any, actually. I'm sure that you're really very ordinary." Kid. Please, stop insulting him, you're going to make him sad(der than he already is)

page 198

It's at this point that Alexander just sort of gives in to the sass and the snark and starts leaning into the nonsense. "Creature?" "She's not entirely human." "Uh, in what way is she not human?" "To begin with, she has two heads, no hair, only three fingers on each hand, and is fully seven feet tall." "You're right. That doesn't sound entirely human." Pleeaaaaase this book is a deliiight.

page 200

That twilight area between wakefulness and sleep, with thoughts centered on nothing at all? my brain, today. fully. I've got nothing left to offer anyone, except not-very-funny remarks on this book.

page 202

Nothing Telgrin does is ever common. Overblown and ludicrous, maybe, but never ever common.

September 1, 2020 –

page 209

When the two headed guard calls to the intruding man like a person tempting a kitty cat. "Come here, man, pspspsps. Man, man, maaaan." Instead of catnip, she can bring tacos.

page 211

Again, I just gotta let you all know that the books have been misprinted. It's not a disembodied head floating in the orb, even if it's probably supposed to be an Owen's decapitated head parallel, because that's dumb. It's a tiny two-inch tall Graham floating in the orb, not just his face. I don't know how all the copies got misprinted like that, but they did. It's really a tiny Graham. Cute. Okay? Okay. Onward.

page 212

I love One Stubborn King.

page 216

I can't actually make snide jokes about the text when I'm actually just outright enjoying it. The sheer blissy silly triumph of Telgrin, the stubbornness and sharp agony of my dear sweet Graham, Alexander standing there ruminating on what loyalty means--this is exactly my flavor of fantasy jam.

September 17, 2020 –

page 225

I still kind of sort of love that Telgrin apparently decided that the best way to use the magic staff was to make it respond to wishes. "I wish for a giant fireball." And thus, one appears. It just...speaks to some strange childishness that I find totally hilarious in this big bad villain.

page 230

Again, the book is misprinted. I'm not about these weird Wizard of Oz style floating faces. They're weird. It's a fully bodied apparition of Telgrin yelling at Alexander, hands on hips, just as it's a tiny full bodied shape of Graham in the orb. My version is better.

page 231

"I could kill you now, if I wanted." "I don't think so," Alexander said defiantly. "Is *everyone* in Daventry this obstinate?" Sir. My dude. My man. Palberto. You messed with the wrong royal family, and they come from knight stock, not actually blue blood at all. They're going to *wreck* you.

page 232

"I'll live, I think." Alexander, your ability to comfort others leaves a little bit to be desired.

page 234

I'm not actually kidding. If Mills hadn't read Fellowship of the Ring at least a week or two before writing this, I will eat my whole entire adventuring cap. That's the Watcher in the Water, as there was literally lembas bread earlier and a ringwraith before that. Fantasy tropes or not, this is just sneaking Tolkien references in because Mills is a fanboy (I mean, obviously: he's writing company-approved fanfic).

page 237

Again, Alexander, realize this: Telgrin learned everything he knows from Owen. One might assume, especially knowing how dark those mirrors felt, that Owen himself is *not actually a very good guy.*

page 241

It's kind of like cheerfully presenting Sweeney Todd with his shaving tools. "At last, I am complete again!" Not.....super great, I feel.

page 242

I love that it's not actually magic keeping the castle moored, but a big ol' safety pin. That's not even actually much of an exaggeration. "At the bottom of that well you will find a large golden pin embedded in the paving stone. You are to remove this pin. It may not be easy, but you must do it. It will set the castle free from the moorings of the earth."

page 248

The fact that Telgrin now has to wear an eyepatch is great enough. The fact that he took the time to make sure it perched on "his bald head at a jaunty angle" is almost too much to bear. I hope he stood in front of his cracked and smoking mirror adjusting it just so before coming down for this final confrontation.

page 248

"I'll probably never see out of this eye again, I hope you're happy with yourself." "I mean...you *were* trying to kill me." "Irrelevant." Boys, please, there are serious issues at hand.

page 250

"All I've ever asked in return is that you marry me, and that you not burden me with your opinions." Telgrin, the ultimate flirt. Magnificent.

page 251

Telgrin's snarky sassy meltdown is the greatest. "She's now willing to marry me, merely to save your worthless life! Willingly! Well, I won't have it, I tell you. She shall marry me unwillingly, or not at all!" Telgrin, you are absolutely bonkers and you're my favorite villain in any piece of media ever, full stop. The sheer ridiculousness of *you* with your wish-magic and bloviating and grandiose posturing....divine.

page 253

Telgrin's pasty complexion is enough to "make a marble statue appear dark by comparison." If this were a modern AU, Telgrin would be that emo kid hunched over twitter mansplaining at everyone, while listening to the rainy mood app constantly. He's an absolute delight from start to finish, especially because he *is* a threat and he *could* win if he wasn't so obsessed with the *aesthetic* and the need to show off.

page 255

Ahh one of my favorite lines in the whole book: "It's blame-everything-on-Telgrin time, is it?" What villain talks like this?? Who does this?!! No one but Telgrin, author Craig Mills, and this goofy novelisation of the very sassy, very cliche, very delightful, King's Quest series. Fantasy tropes, sass, snark, and everything. This book is nothing but pure sugared joy for me.

page 266

No more than two feet of earth held the entire castle in place, and now they're floating away again like the house in Up. Delightful.

page 270

Telgrin, you can't behead someone who has already been beheaded. Be sensible.

page 273

"Can you think of any way for us to get down from [this steadily rising floating castle]?" "I could attempt to fly you down!" All in all, Alexander thought he would rather just jump. Boys, please.

page 288

A Valanice story, I think, would have been very welcome. I'm glad for the trilogy we got, but I really would have enjoyed an official novel from her perspective. This lonely image of her standing alone before the throne, with her husband dying in the next room and her son gone for at least a week to face an unknown villain alone, while her kingdom is ravaged by evil knights....it feels worth exploring.

page 291

I absolutely one thousand million percent love this strobing effect of two Grahams floating together, his transparent and delicate soul settling down into his body again. It's delightful.

page 292

Pleaaase Graham, say "A heart is a heavy burden." I know this book came out like a decade before the Howl's Moving Castle (the movie at least, I don't know the book's publication date), but pleaaaase. I know you won't, but I want you to.

page 293

SHRIEKING. I don't ever ship things, but this is my otp for liiiiiife look at these two precious beans together I'm just THRILLED the smile on my face is enormous ahhhh Valanice and Graham have hardly anything going for them in the original games since they hardly ever interact on screen but this book and this scene is just DELIGHTFUL.

September 17, 2020 – Finished Reading

Again, five stars out of five stars

[thegettingbyp2]

On a live, Aaron clings to his wife, and absolutely cannot let her go. (Tveit pleaaaase)

Not Letting Go

You quietly closed the front door behind you, knowing from the text you’d had from Aaron about ten minutes ago that he was going a live stream. You could hear his voice as it travelled down the hall and you quietly made your way to the entry way of your living room, leaning against the door frame as you watched Aaron speaking animatedly into his phone. Noticing a movement from the corner of his eye, Aaron quickly glanced in your direction, dropping his phone the instant he saw you before making his way over to you.

‘I missed you,’ he murmured as he wrapped his arms around you and pressed a kiss to your lips.

‘I missed you too,’ you hummed happily against his lips. ‘I’ll head upstairs and we can catch up when you finish,’ you started, pressing one more quick kiss to lips before turning to leave the room.

You were stopped by Aaron’s arm wrapping around your waist and hauling you back into him. ‘I haven’t seen you all day, I’m not letting you go anywhere,’ he spoke, burying his head into your shoulder as he half-dragged you across the room, sitting back down on the sofa and pulling you down to sit on his lap.

‘Aaron!’ you exclaimed, laughing as you burying your face into his chest as he picked his phone back up to carry on with the livestream.

‘So, we have an unexpected special guest for the rest of this live,’ Aaron announced, lightly taking your chin in his hand and turning your head to look at the camera. You shyly waved at the camera, never completely used to the sheer amount of people who watched Aaron’s lives.

Your heart grew in your chest as you read the comments people were now leaving:

OMG I love how happy Aaron looks.

That’s the face of a man clearly in love.

You two are made for each other!!!

Aaron chuckled as he read the comments himself, leaning in to press a kiss to your cheek, tightening his grip around your waist as he pulled you into him as close as he could. ‘I’m the happiest I’ve ever been,’ he said gently, looking at you with nothing but love in his eyes.

‘Me too,’ you replied, kissing him once more. ‘But I really need to go and let you finish up here,’ you said, surprising him with how quick you jumped up from his lap. However, still being quicker than you, Aaron’s fingers wrapped around your hips as he yanked you back down into him, the two of you breaking out into fits of giggles.

‘Not a chance! I’m not letting go of you for the rest of the night!’

[loquaciouswiggler]

PINNED POST

hi! don't use tumblr too much, but i plan to be more active here, so i'm making a pinned post!! disclaimer, i switch between i/me and we/us a lot in this post, but everything is meant collectively unless otherwise stated icon credits

TL;DR: DNI PR/SHIP, (PRO)ENDO. THERE ARE OTHER THINGS BUT THOSE ARE THE BIG ONES.

ABOUT ME

Hi !! collectively, we go by monzter. we use xe/he pronouns (no they collectively, please!)! while i don't really care too much what version of the xe pronouns you use on me, i heavily prefer xe/xim. it's like he/him, but the h is actually a x :). as of writing this, i am 17 years old, but i am ~3 weeks away from being 18. don't be a weirdo i am happily taken ( @tinyderse - < 9 / 26 / 2023 3 ), and i will NOT be tolerating any flirting or anything of the sort, ty did sys. any fakeclaiming will be blocked. i have literally been diagnosed for over 4 years now, lol. there will be a section below the cut of some frequents, but other than that, i wont be shouting off the rooftops information abt my system. that is not the entire internet's business. (also, if you have a problem with me saying "my system", i need you to understand that is not meant in an "oh lol i own this system it is mine and i'm the important one" way. saying "my system" is the same type of comment as saying "my family". clearly, you don't own your family, but that family is still something you have). special interests areee art, teenage mutant ninja turtles, and friday night funkin'!! feel free 2 ask about any of those :3 we are also collectively alienkin, rabbit therian, among other things. i am unapologetically cringe, and i will absolutely laugh at you if you leave hate of any form! leaving hate on what you deem as "cringe" just shows how miserable you are, stop being allergic to fun!!!

more below the break!!

ABOUT BLOG

my blog is just whatever i feel like posting!! :3c i will mainly post about fandom stuff, system stuff, and my general thoughts. this is also where i share my art!

my tagging system is as follows; #🛸 my creations = anything i make! most everything under this tag will be my art :3 #🛸 yapfest = just me talking about whatever #🛸 rebloop = reblogs #🛸 asks = responses to anything i get in my ask inbox #🛸 gooberville = anything goofy and/or not to be taken seriously. this is literally just me goofing around

BOUNDARIES

mooooost important section!!! do not break my boundaries! i am not shy to block anybody if they repeatedly break my boundaries or if i am not comfortable around them

ACTION BOUNDARIES

NO venting without asking!! i am free to talk to just pleaaaase ask before venting! DO NOT ask about any of my diagnoses unless it is either relevant to the topic at hand OR we are decently close PLEASE ask my boundaries if you don't see something on here that you're curious about! DO NOT block evade. i can and will block you the second i find out who you are, lmao. if i blocked you, i blocked you for a reason, so do not keep trying to contact me, that just goes to show that blocking you was a good idea. NO flirting. this includes joke flirting. ty :) DO NOT repost my art on other sites, ESPECIALLY if you aren't going to credit me. if you see something reposted, let me know DO NOT dm me if you are 14 or younger. this is just a personal boundary. feel free to interact on the blog, but do not dm me or try to be my friend. i don't feel comfortable with that with my own age

DO NOT INTERACT

pr/shippers (missing letter is o. not typing it all the way out so it doesnt get on their dash lol). this includes ANYBODY that ships that weird shit, even if thats not what you call yourself

endos / pro-endos. im not going to debate on it, especially if you think all anti-endos are harassing you and want you dead. i'm just trying to live my life out here, i just block and move on, you can do the same

basic dni (ik this is broad. if you think you fit under basic dni, you probably do. if you think you might and you want to check, feel free to ask me, im happy to answer)

don't support agere/petre, therianthropy, otherkin, furries, etc. i don't want your negativity in here!! besides, you won't like it here anyway /lh

obligatory "random" thing, sorry. if you post about hazbin hotel, block me. you enjoy what you want (though i am very much not chill w/ hazbin), i'm just incredibly uncomfortable with seeing hazbin stuff lol. and yes, i do have the tag blocked, don't tell me to just block the tags. :)

FREQUENT FRONTERS

here is a small list of frequent fronters. anyone on this list (and a few others) will probably tag their post with #🛸 name! . that's kinda for us. memory issues go hard

★ kankri (or leo / venus) - he / him - main host + gatekeeper - 19-27 ageslider -> professional yapper + hater ★ cronus (or danny / casey) - he / him - host + caretaker - 19 y/o -> he's like a white suburban dad, goofy guy fr ★ sollux - it / ask / neoprn hoard - co-host + persecutor - 16 y/o -> brainrot. if you demonize it for being a persecutor we will immediately block you btw <3 ★ marina - she / glub / shell / sea - protector of multiple kinds - 21 y/o -> britney spears listener ★ donatello (or raven) - he / him - symptom holder - ageless -> world's maddest scientist ★ raphael - he / him - avenger + anger holder - 18 y/o -> local juggalo ★ andromeda - they / he / star / gear - protector + gatekeeper - 16 y/o -> space fan

our list of fandoms is giant lol. just ask if we like something, i am ALWAYS happy to answer PLEASE keep in mind that we consume media critically. just because i like, for example, homestuck, that does NOT automatically mean i support everything that has to do with homestuck

[aeron-morhioghain]

Good evening everyone ! I hope you are going well.

I suggest you discover the Kirin tonight ! Also known to be "the Chinese unicorn", he would be a very old, known and respected spirit, spread throughout East Asia (China and Japan among others). The first appearance of the Kirin mentioned would date from around -2300. He is then revered in the same way as the phoenix or the dragon but over time, his myth has tended to run out of steam in favor of the two previous animals.

This animal is usually represented in the form of a horse and more rarely in the form of a deer. In the high antiquity, he was affiliated with justice and presaged the birth of a son promised a great future in the home. In modern times, he became the symbol of any beneficial manifestation: longevity, glory, wisdom, peace, fertility, justice ...

According to legend, the Kirin would also be the element that would link the four sacred animals that dominate and preserve the balance on Earth. The globe would then be divided into four zones, similar to the four cardinal points. For each area, a sacred animal reigns and watches. The White Tiger in the West, the Phoenix in the South, the Green Dragon in the East and the Black Turtle in the North. At the crossroads of these four kings would be Kirin, lord between the worlds and reigning over terrestrial animals. He is the point of passage between life and death, earth and sky, high and low. As such, lightning is the element that is most often linked to him (lightning being the only natural element that is neither water nor land, nor fire, nor air but which can not exist if one of these elements is missing). Crossing the Kirin is a promise of prosperity and luck. Maybe one day will you have the chance to cross his majesty? That's all I wish to you <3

The next creature will arrive this Thursday. This is Kirin's European cousin, an idea?

Tomorrow I'll post a new fanart from Undertale !

[sweetest-flames]

Hi! How are you? I hope you are doing well, and I am very proud of you. Have a great day, please take care of yourself.

~Ganyu 🍨

GJKLMDFJNGMKKLDKMLGLGMKGMK WAAAA OJMGOMGOMG YUYUYUYUYUUUUUUU HI HI HELLOOO OMG OMG HIIII <333333 I'M GOOD I'M SO GOOD I'M SO GOOD I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU YOU MADE THIS DAY SO MUCH BETTER!!!!!!!! HJWNWMMNF YOU'RE PROUD OF MEE??? 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 YUYUUUUU YOU'RE SO SWEET DO YOU REALLY MEAN IT <333 I LOVE YOU SO MUCH THANK YOU FOR BEING PROUD OF ME AND ALWAYS SUPPORTING ME I COULD NEVER ASK FOR A BETTER WIFE I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I HOPE YOU HAVE A GOOD DAY I'LL TAKE CARE OF MYSELF I PROMISE!!! YES MA'AM YES MA'AM YOU KNOW WHAT'S GOOD FOR ME AND I'LL DO IT I PROMISE!!! I LOVE YOU SO SMUCH YOU'RE SO AMAZING AND BEAUTIFUL AND PERFECT <3333333 PLEASE TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF TOO I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU AND I WANT YOU TO FEEL GOOD AND WELL AND BE HEALTHY AND SELF CARE IS IMPORTANT BUT I KNOW YOU'RE BUSY BUT I CAN HELP YOU FIND TIME <333 I'D BE OKAY WITH HELPING YOU WORK SO YOU DON'T HAVE TO WORK OVERTIME AS MUCH AND YOU CAN TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF AND WE CAN SPEND TIME TOGETHER!!! WE CAN WATCH DR.AG RA.CE AND SNUGGLE AND EAT SNACKS AND MAYBE BAKE TOGETHER AND I CAN DRAW FOR YOU <333 I WOULD DO ANYTHING ANYTHING ANYTHING FOR YOU I LOVE YOU SO MUCH SO SO MUCH <333333

[berrieluv]

Loved doll face honey! Do you think you could do something similar with both James and Lily? Maybe where they both find out of something? Only if you're okay with that

Heeey, I'm so glad you liked it, DollFface Honey has been the hardest thing for me to write because my knowledge of the english language really lacks of sexual words, on the other hand I've never write about fem!character x fem!reader in an explicit way but i'll try, hope I fill the expectations <3

Lily Potter x James Potter x Fem!Reader.

TW. overstimulation? fingering, penetration, threesome, breeding kink, size kink, daddy kink, dirty talk, open marriage, i really don't know what else. pleaaaase leave a comment, you have no idea of how happy they make me :c

The spouses manipulator.

Lily was fine with James sleeping with other people. She was doing it as well, and at that point, so far from monogamy, getting upset would only be hypocrite.

Lily could share her husband, and as far as James is concerned, he could share his wife as well, but there was something about you that felt just wrong to share. Remus knew that, Lily was sure, and even thought Lily was way too smart to know between Remus and you was something going on, he was mature enough to accept Lupin and her sharing the same girl. But when it came to sharing with James, something about it felt not right.

Not because James couldn't touch anyone else besides her, but because with three people tainting you at the time –leaving Sirius out of the picture, because to Sirius' liking, the three adults were far to know about him and you– it was just a short matter of time before you were completely in lost of your innocence.

"Baby, you need to choose. Me or Lily?"

James was standing in front of you, his naked torso in all display and his big muscles flexing with his crossed arms. Lily was pulling up the sleeves of her satin blouse and looking at you with a smile, confident of what your answer would be.

"Both?"

"No, pretty girl. You can't have both" James said, leaning down to you and taking your face with his two big hands "Daddy or mommy?"

You already had too many daddies, one less couldn't hurt.

"Mommy?"

Lily smiles in silence, James looks at her in surprise and slightly offended.

"Baby, you're letting daddy go?" At his words, a pout takes over your facial expression and your eyes start to water. Sure you didn't want to let your daddy James go, so you shake your head. "See? Baby wants daddy" He says, looking at Lily.

"What about mommy, baby?"

"Want' mommy too"

Lily clicks her tongue and comes closer to you, pulling James out of your physical space and kissing your lips.

"What about mommy and daddy help you out, pretty thing?" You look at her in a confused way only to gasp when her hand is making circles on your clit covered with your underwear. "Baby, you're so wet" Lily says, earning a big crying "no" from you, who were taught by James that was an indicator of sickness. "Don't worry, mommy would make it better"

Lily looks at James with challenging eyes, and for him, his wife has never been hotter than in that exact moment, about to fuck a teenager to show him who was better when it came to sex.

Her fingers put aside your panties, quickly making it into you, in response you moan at Lily lack of delicacy. Your eyes get distracted by her hands and you look down, eager to see what she's doing down there with you. At the movement, Lily grabs a fist full of your hair and pulls it, forcing you to look up while her fingers fuck you in amazing ways you thought could never be possible by any other than Remus' cock. Lily wanted your eyes on you, seeing how teary they were getting, loving to see how wrecked you could get by only her fingers.

Her hand gets away from you, owning a cry and an expectant look. In all the calm there possibly can be, Lily takes two of her fingers to her mouth and licks them, patiently, taking her time as if you weren't a full moaning mess in front of her. Her free hand gets on your inner thigh, opening your legs for her to have a better access to you, your underwear is glued to your pussy thanks to your wetness, but it doesn't seem like an impediment for Lily, if so, it serves her right, pulling the fabric of the panties every time so to make you whimper when it slash your needy and wet cunt.

Your moans are music for Lily and James' ears –the last one in full rock hard mood, but sitting straight, only looking at you and planing on how many ways he'll rail you to prove his wife he's a better fucker–. Your hips move back and forth, needing to feel Lily's touch. Your erected nipples making their appearance through the thin fabric of your shirt.

"Awh, are you horny, little thing? Hoe around mommy's soft fingers as much as you please. You look so fucking pretty, almost angelic. Your pretty little pussy being all stretched out around my long fingers"

Lily smiles when she hears your final loud moan, knowing she already made you cum, fingering all of it inside of you again, and taking her fingers to her mouth, licking them "You did so good for mommy, baby girl"

And with that, her face is now rising, getting a little higher than where yours is, lifting up your chin with her fingers making you look at her, she opens your mouth with her thumb and spits.

Now was James turn.

He smiles while walking to you, before he could touch Lily, she walks away and sits on the edge of the bed, crossing her legs ready to see how you take James.

"Don't you worry baby. That was nothing compare to what I have prepare for you"

He grins at you and take your face, kissing your lips and taking your body as if it was a feather.

Now your back is turned to him and your tits bang with the chair back, James loses no time with your underwear and takes it apart. He takes his belt off, the sound itself making your pussy wet again, he takes his time on taking his jeans off and before he could start, he makes sure your position on the table is good to not make you fall.

His cock thrust into you, his big hands are now on your hips and moving them to his, your tits are bouncing and blaming the chair, causing Lily's view to turn on a show.

James slows his movements, knowing it turns you even more when you think he's stopping and then he surprises you by going faster. One thing about james was that –unlike Sirius and Remus– he loved smacking your ass in such a gentle way. He liked the sound the palm of his hand made in contact with your ass and not so much the pain in cold cause in you.

"You're enjoying this, bunny? Do you like daddy's cock fucking you so hard?" He asks with a soft voice, almost romantic. He grabs your arms and lifts your upper body from the chair, making you feel his dick deeper in you. At the feeling of James thick thighs, you tried to rub yourself in them.

Above all of the others, James would have something that drove you absolutely crazy that the other could never have; his strong thighs. A result from many years of exercise and discipline.

At that point, James is doing all the work for you. It was was easy for him to handle you comparing the size difference, your hands hanged on his thighs skin, trying to have a support.

James' hands are quick to grab your shirt, making you lift your arms so he can take it off, and as soon as he takes the clothing off your body leans back again in the chair, his hands trying to get yours yo hold onto something, making your moans grow bigger and louder. His hands keep smacking your ass and as the seconds pass your arms feel weaker.

Your already worked up pussy is begging for James to keep going, clenching around his cock and milking it with every thrust. James is eager to please you as he understands your body language, while your moans seem tired and your little voice is begging him to stop and take it easy, you know your body is asking for something else.

"Daddy, no more"

"No more? But daddy's being so nice to you, baby princess. He's treating your pretty pussy so well and it it's being so nice to me, I can tell she wants this" In the moment you close your eyes, a sign of your tiredness, James quickly grabs your neck, holding your back close to his chest and his lips extremely near to your ears "Pussy's being such a good girl, isn't she" You moan and nod, opening your mouth to say something but being completely shut by the violent entrance of James fingers "But this pretty mouth is being bad" He pouts in a fake way and bites your ear "Such a bratty mouth, baby. Better keep it quiet if you want your pussy to get her reward for being good. Wouldn't be fair if she gets noting, would it?"

You shake your head "Good girl. Show your body who's in charge"

James free hand goes straight to your clit, rubbing circles in it and making your belly tickle. James' thrusts faster as he senses you coming outdone by the sound of your moans, finally his cum is being load in you, completely filling your tight pussy but he keeps his movements, not pretending to stop until you finish.

"What a bad daddy" Lily says. She knows her husband like the palm of her hand, there's no way she couldn't recognize his orgasm face because she has seen it too many times "Comes in you before you can finish. Mommy would never do that, baby"

You look up at her and Lily smiles, taking your chin and letting you suck on her thumb.

"You have been such a good girl, haven't you, princess?" You smile and nod while you feel James cock getting out of you and letting his cum drip from your pussy "Look at you, all used and covered in cum. You, baby, look like the prettiest girl in the world. But mommy's not done with you yet"

Lily's smile is easily the prettiest thing on the word, but Lily's smirk could turn on every single sexual person on earth. She takes your hand in a gentle way and walks to the bed with you.

Lily takes her blouse off, only thing covering her now is her bottom lingerie; "Ride mommy's thigh, baby"

Fuck, James thought; That was his move.

There wasn't a thing on earth Lily wasn't willing to do to win. And when she saw you, hungrily trying to hump on James thick thighs she knew she had to steal it from him.

You quickly obeyed her instructions, but before you could sit, looking at her, Lily turned you the other way around. If she was going to win, James was going to watch you getting ruined by his sweet little flower.

"Tell daddy how it feels, baby"

"S'so'so good" You manage to breath out. James grin grows bigger and Lily sends him a deadly glance when she sees him coming close.

"Don't even think about it"

"What? Baby seems to need daddy's cock, don't you baby"

You innocently nod, your shiny eyes giving away your desperation. James rubs his cock a little, only taking him a few seconds to get it hard again and then he looses no time on thrusting into you.

In the heat of the moment, and being full by jealousy, Lily's hand make its way to your clit, violently rubbing in as he sees James moving your hips back and forth for his cock to go deeper, causing you to also rub yourself faster on Lily's thighs.

There was a few seconds where Lily thought sharing you with his husband couldn't be that bad. But she was far too gone on the dispute to give in.

"You're so desperate for daddy's cock, aren't you? Don't worry darling, when I end you you won't be able to walk. You better start thinking what you'll tell Remus, pathetic whore"

And Lily gives up, knowing it would be funnier to be on James' side.

"You're a filthy little slut for mommy and daddy, aren't you, princess?" You nod moaning "Your only desire is to be bred and filled by mommy's thick cock. Don't you worry baby, daddy's cock makes wonders. Soon you'll be all round and full with his babies"

James lets out a gutural groan, your sweating body in the middle of the both of them, being violently fucked by his cock and being also please by Lily's skilled fingers. You're crying and whimpering, turning him on more.

"Gonna feel you up and breed you right here, baby. On mommy's bed just as she says, just like the little whore you are"

Lily smiles and pulls your hair to have your head resting on her shoulder, you whimper at the lack of her fingers in your clit but as soon as you complain she has her lips on your neck and her hand back on stimulating you.

"What do you think Remus would say of his innocent and pure step-sister being all breed by his best friend's seed. All full of his best friend's husband's cum, hum?" James thrust one time, slow and deep into you, making your insides feel hot, when he pulls out Lily is holding your hips to keep James' cum inside while he looks for something.

"Don't let it out, darling" She says when she sees your pussy clenching and letting a blast of sperm out "Mommy and daddy would get mad if you keep doing that"

"Can't hold it, mommy. S' too much"

You groan in discomfort at James plugging you. "Problem solve, princess"

You better start thinking on what you'll tell Remus.

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Bimbo! Camboy! Dabi Headcanons

Dabi x Gn! AMAB! Reader

W: Fingering, Sounds like dubcon/noncon at the start but Dabi is just oblivious and he wanted to be fucked by this client, Dabi loves dressing up, wears lipstick while sucking your dick, Dabi being a bimbo and oblivious, Dick sucking, AMAB Reader, Dabi wears makeup, Sub Dabi, Dom Reader, Camboy Dabi, Himbo Dabi, Kinda scar fetish (i guess?)

MDNI

Ive had way to much fun writing this and now i really want to peg him stupid.

He found the dress of his dreams on what was supposed to be a short trip to the mall.

He left Toga and Jin outside of the dressing room to carry all of his bags.

He was in the dressing room putting on the dress.

It was a black bodycon dress with lacing in the front. His chest looked perky and large while his waist was accentuated.

He felt so incredibly sexy and he didn’t bother to take it off before buying it.

He walked out of the store with Jin and Toga complimenting his new purchase and headed back to the group’s apartment.

He ignored everyone as he came in and went straight to his bedroom to set up his things before his live stream that night.

A lot of jobs found his scars repulsive, stating that he might scare off any potential customers as the reason for not hiring him.

He felt bad about himself for a while. He needed the money since he was homeless and no one was willing to help him out.

That was until he found Giran.

Well, Giran found him.

The guy didn’t ask for much, just his contribution to his bars. If he could do janitorial work for his clubs, he could sleep on his couch.

Giran helped him buy his first set of clothes and eventually got him his first phone.

Dabi met a lot of customers while working at the clubs, some of them flirting with him.

He thought that the alcohol was probably the cause for the sexually charged comments and looks he received but he soon realized that some were being genuine.

They liked his burn scars, the dry-looking skin, and the texture had them begging to touch him.

He felt kinda weird about it all but he enjoyed the lust-filled looks he got.

There was this one experience that he had where he had bent over in front of a customer, one of Giran’s high-paying customers, and quickly found himself being fucked in the alleyway.

He soon found himself waking up and staying over at yakuza members’ estates.

They paid him to stay over for the meetings. All he had to do was sit on their lap and look pretty.

One of them suggested he become a camboy.

And that’s how he got to the place he was now.

He put on his new set of lingerie, a dark blue set that left his chest exposed but lifted them up, and with panties that were sheer.

He rummaged around his room and found his second-largest dildo and his favorite cockring.

He found it strange when his chat stopped messaging.

He felt a bit lonely when that happened and he mentioned it once to Giran.

The older male just laughed and told him not to worry about it.

“I’m sure your watchers are enjoying the show, Dabi.”

He pressed his arms to the sides of his chest and leaned forward so that his mouth was the only visible part of his face.

“Hi everyone. I hope you guys are excited like I am. I just bought this cute new set and I want to show it off.”

If he had to be honest, he only did the cam shows to show off his outfits.

He got lost in the flirty and horny messages his chat would send him.

Sometimes he’d fantasize about some of them using him.

The person he was most excited to read from was his top donator. They’d leave him ideas for new outfits and even new toys he could use for his future shows.

He once got a picture of them playing with themselves and he happily ask for more once you stated that you were interested in him.

There were nights where he’d send you audios of himself masturbating while he looked at your pictures. Who knew that he’d find pictures of you just showing off your sex and mouth so arousing.

“Please˜ P- pleaaaase˜. Give me your cock, daddy˜.” He sent audio after audio of himself but never got a quick answer from you after noticing you had seen his message.

You both ended up meeting up and that’s why this night was all about you.

You had suggested he do some cockwarmign and edging, roleplaying as a sugar baby that was cockwarming by his Sugar daddy after spending a lot of his money.

He gave the camera a smile and moved the angle down so that everyone could see him play with himself.

You commented on how gorgeous he looked fingering his tight ass and sent in tips with a private message saying “If you cum handsfree I’ll love to fuck you myself.”

He spent an hour chasing his high and finally, finally, came violently in front of the camera.

“T-thank you, daddy˜!” He shook and whimpered as he came down from his climax and ended the stream while panting out your name.

You sent him an extra tip and in the private message sent your address.

He cleaned himself out, showered, did his makeup, and ran out of his room to grab his bags of new clothes.

He put on the new black dress that he loved so much and made sure to put on black lipstick to finish off his look.

Dabi made it to your apartment and waited patiently outside your door.

He couldn’t help the way his legs pressed and rubbed together and how sore his ass felt after bouncing on his dildo.

You opened the door to find him shaking, face red with want as you merely smirked at him.

“Come here, baby. Daddy wants to show you how well they can take care of you.”

Dabi loved all of the gentle and sweet touches you laid on his skin. The feel of your hand combing through his hair as he deepthroated your cock was almost enough t go over the edge again.

His lipstick-stained your cock as he bobbed up and down your length. His cheeks bulged as he took you in.

He moaned around your sex, savoring the saltiness of your precum and professing his undying love for your dick.

You felt close to cumming so you grabbed the back of his head and fucked his mouth.

He gasped and gagged as you shoved your cock deeper down his throat but he didn’t mind. He wanted you to continue to abuse his mouth, anything was free game when it came to you.

You released your warm seed into his mouth and forced him to drink as much as he could handle.

“Good boy, Dabi. Such a good boy for daddy.” You cradled his face in your hands and pushed his hair back to get a better look at his fucked out expression.

His eyes were droopy and his mouth hung semi-open as he caught his breath.

He leaned into your touch and moaned at the praises you lavished him with.

Send me tip as a show of support?

[ddeonghwaa]

I’m not jealous, hmph!

Characters: San x reader

Genre: romance, fluff!

Word count: 1.5k

How would San react if you attempt to make him jealous?

After a long week, it was finally movie night in your cozy apartment with your boyfriend, San. You looked forward to movie nights every week as it was the only time you get to relax while spending time with your loved one. However, that night, you had a plan in mind. You wanted to prank San for fun, just to see how he would react in certain situations.

San is quite transparent, he would always say his mind out without hesitation. Sometimes, you could even predict his next actions because he makes it so obvious what he was going to do. That got you wondering whether he would do the same if you made him jealous.

Before San arrived at your apartment that night, you have set up a camera to record his reaction. The camera was hidden behind some of the home decorations so San wouldn't notice it.

I hope I won't laugh halfway through the prank and spoil the whole thing.

You popped another piece of nachos in your mouth and took a glance at San on your right. Looking for a suitable time to start your act, you decided to do it now.

Clearing your throat, you sneakily played your ringtone to make it seem like you have just received a call from someone. San, who was into the movie, turned to you and blinked.

"Sorry, I'll pick this up real quick!" You got up from the sofa. You kept your distance away from San so he wouldn't see your phone screen, but at the same time close enough so he can hear you talking.

"Hello. Yes, it's y/n. Who is it?"

San leaned forward and used the remote to lower down the TV volume so it won't disrupt your phone call. Or maybe because he wanted to listen.

Who would be calling you at night? And you asked who was it, so you didn't know who was calling?

Weird. He thought.

"Ah! Yes, of course I remember you. How'd you get my number?"

You wanted to peek at San's reaction, but you stopped yourself because you had to hold in your laugh. The camera is recording so you can check his reaction later.

"I see. Sure, we can meet up! I'm free on the next Friday night."

San blinked. Friday night? But Friday nights are your movie nights. He pouted in tiny, knowing he won't be able to see you next Friday.

"Alright, catch up later!" You 'ended' the call and plopped back down on the sofa next to San. "Who was it?" He asked.

You had to contain your smile because he asked the question with a little pout. "Oh? It was an unknown number, but turned out it was my old friend."

San nodded in acknowledgement. "I don't think we can have movie night next week. My friend wants to meet up after a long time."

San's eyes looked sad as he took a bite of his nachos. "Okay," he said in a small voice. "I can already imagine myself suffering from missing you."

You chuckled at his cute response, but you were quite surprised that he didn't stop you from going. What if you told him it's a guy friend?

"He told me he finally got my contact again after so long. That's why he wanted to meet up for dinner," you threw the bait, emphasising that your friend is a guy.

"Hmm?! Did I hear it wrong? He?" San almost choked on the nachos as he put down the plate of nachos.

"Oh didn't I mention? It's a guy friend from high school and we used to be close. We lost contact when he moved overseas, but he's back in Korea now," you tried making up a story so San won't suspect you lying.

"I thought your friend is a girl," he blinked and paused for a second. "Is he good-looking?"

"Huh?" You were flustered by his unexpected question and let out a small laugh, "Ah, judging from your reaction, he's obviously good-looking. I'm doomed."

San took the TV remote and paused the movie to continue this conversation with you. You meeting up with a guy friend for dinner? Not on San's watch.

"Baby, come on. You're good-looking too, you know," you poked his arm playfully.

He continued to pout and glared at you. "Okay, go ahead. Meet him," he avoided your eyes.

"Really?" You raised your brows.

"Yeah, go meet with him. He's your friend."

You bit your lower lip, trying to hold yourself back from smiling too widely. "Okay I'll get dinner with him and maybe go to a cafe afterwards."

He turned to you with a look of disbelief. "No waaaay~" he whined and shook your arm. You laughed and looked at him.

"Isn't it weird to just eat a meal and part ways right after? We gotta have some dessert too, baby."

San looked down and played with his fingers, the pout never leaving his lips. "But I don't want you to meet him at all. I don't even know him."

You laughed at his reaction.

"Baby, don't laugh! I'm being serious," San said, but his pout made him look the opposite of what he claimed to be. He looked so cute, you wanted to squish his cheeks so bad.

"I'm serious too, baby. I don't think it's polite if I reject his invitation after planning. It's been a while since we've met and he finally contacted me."

"Babyyyyyyyyy~ don't meet him!" San whined.

"Why not?"

"Just no. Pleaaaase!"

"But-"

"No no no no nooooooo~" he whined and leaned in to snuggle his face in your neck.

"Don't meet him. You're so pretty, so you can't meet him," he wrapped his arms around you.  

You laughed and patted San's back. You love it when he turns this clingy to you. "What does that have to do with meeting my friend?"

San pulled back to look at you with a questioning look.

"Baby, are you serious? It has EVERYTHING to do with it. What if he hits on you because you're pretty? What if he falls for you because you're pretty? What if he steals you from me because you're pretty?"

You chuckled and stared at him. "But I'm still yours, not his."

San blushed as he fluttered at your comment, but turned serious a second after. "Okay, how about this? Try imagining yourself in my shoes right now. What if I want to meet up with a girl friend of mine for dinner?"

You blinked and nodded, "I wouldn't mind it. Because I trust you."

San was left dumbfounded with your response, "No! Baby! You're supposed to say no~!" He whined more aggressively and that only made you laugh more.

"I trust you too, baby. But I don't trust any other men around you."

"But he contacted me after a long time…" you tried sounding disappointed.

San pouted and snuggled into your neck again, this time hugging you in his arms tighter. "Baby, you have me already! Am I not enough for you?" He whined cutely while snuggling.

You bursted out laughing at his actions and caressed his hair. He pulled back again to look at you, "Don't meet him," he said quietly with a pout.

"Don't meet him?" You looked in his eyes.

"Hmm, don't meet him."

"But I made plans already."

"Babyyyyyyy~!"

You laughed and decided to tell him about the prank before he turned sulky.

"Okay okay I won't meet him."

"Really?" His eyes lit up as he pecked your nose, smiling.

"Let me just text him back to tell him that I can't make it," you took your phone again to 'text' your non-existent guy friend.

San had a smug smile plastered on his face, "That's my girl."

"Oh he replied so soon!" You said.

"What did he say?" San leaned in closer to your phone to see his text. You showed him your phone screen.

You've been pranked! It's a hidden camera, baby. ♡

"Hm? What do you mean-"

San looked around the apartment to look for a camera and when you pointed to the camera on the shelf, he let out a sigh of relief.

"How could you do this to me?" He said in a small voice, almost crying. You laughed and wrapped your arms on his shoulders.

"Sorry, baby. I was just curious of how your reaction would be," you chuckled and pecked his cheeks a few times.

"How can someone be so cute when jealous?" You squished his cheeks and pecked his pouty lips.

"I wasn't jealous!"

You scoffed, "Of course not. All that whining? Totally not jealous," you laughed.

San chuckled at your statement and snaked his arms around your waist. "I was thinking that maybe my love was insufficient, so that's why you wanted to meet with your guy friend. I was genuinely worried, baby."

You raised your brows and shook your head, "Baby, you've showered me with so much love in this relationship and I am always grateful for that," you leaned in and pecked his lips.

"I love you."

San leaned in for a kiss and you swore you could feel him smiling in the sweet kiss.

"I love you the most, baby," San said.

"So, our movie night next week is not cancelled, right?"

-

Thanks for reading! Kindly leave any comments so I can know if you enjoyed this! I need a San for myself, please.

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[mooodypie]

Okay so I had an idea for someone who likes to write artem. Imagine it’s Valentine’s Day and Rosa/Mc goes into Artem’s office and gives him a Valentine’s Day present and the man gets all brushy and nervous So once she leaves his office he starts over thinking the presents and is like “omg should I have gotten her a present? should I still? is it too late?” So he finally decides he’s gonna go get her somethin during his lunch and like he’s walking in the office with the gift he just picked up all confident like hyping himself up and just as he gets the courage to walk over to her he over hears someone from the office go up to Rosa/MC and is all excitedly like oMG THANK U FOR THE VALENTINES GIFT” and artem realizes she got everyone a Valentine’s Day something so he backs out and hides the present in his office but like not well enough cause Celeste walks in and is like “oh for a special someone” and he’s like not anymore explaining the situation but like Celeste is like wait we just got something simple like a card and a flower and Artem had received something a lil more special like a card and like box of homemade sweets or something like something mc really put effort into and Celeste is like convincing Artem he should go through with gifting mc and he’s finally like you know what I will so he gets the gift all ready and strides out his door only to see mc is gone for the day 😭 low and behold Artem ends up leaving the office taking the present with him he’s looking at it sitting in the passenger seat of the car and on a whim he goes to drop it off on her door step knocking on the door then hiding behind like the corner of the hallway to see if she gets it and a few seconds later mc opens the door and finds the gifts looks at who it’s from and starts smiling and blushing and at the same time artem is all smiling cause it seems she likes it and as he’s back outside the building heading towards his car he gets a text from mc asking if he’s busy he replies no and then his phone starts ringing it’s mc! Again he’s all blushy and answer and she’s like hi I just wanted to say thank you for the gift the flowers are so beautiful etc etc she continues with well I hope you got home safe and he’s lying saying yeah got home fine as he’s downstairs outside her building looking up at her apartment window then the call comes to an end she like well happy Valentine’s Day artem and he’s like happy Valentine’s Day MC.

THINK ITS OVER NO. The next day Celeste walks into Artems office and is like “wow look at you you gave her the gift” and he’s like how did u know? And she shows him MC’s social media and it’s a picture of the gift the comment of heart emoji AGain artem all blushy Celeste walks out of the office later that day she’s having small talk with Kiki and MC and she start poking and is like oh MC I didn’t know u had a special someone mC too gets all blushy and like nooooo as she’s looks over to artem and makes quick eye contact with him and all nervously looks away with a big ol grin on her face and Celeste is just standing there all smirking thinking wow these two tHE EnD

I basically wrotE this whole story but if anyone who’s a much better story teller/writer than me wants to make it sound pretty and go into detail with it pleaaaase do I would looooove to read I’m sorry my writing is a mess 😭

[krysphycookiez]

Would it be okay to ask for more stray kids x fem!maknae reader? whether it's a oneshot, imagine or hc doesn't matter hun.

maybe where reader is pretty tall like 5'8 and kinda buff, she's not insecure about her body but the boys always tease her. she's kinda seen as intimidating/cold but really she's just an introverted dork that loves food a lot. and maybe the fans get to finally see her dorky playful side? if u dont wanna do this it's totally fine!! 🥰😚

The best of luck and a lot of love,

-Honey

stray kids | just a bit of teasing

synopsis: you’re really tall and the boys tease you, so you show them something they weren’t expecting

pairing: stray kids x fem maknae!reader

genre: platonic, fluff, one-shot

a/n: thanks for the request sweet anon! i hope this isn’t too bad, cause i kinda went my own way with it, but it was very fun to write!

♫

“y/nnnnn~”

“eh— what is it??”

you glance up from your phone to see jisung looking over your shoulder with a bright smile, while some others would probably find this cute, you know that’s his secret devilish look when he’s planning something mischievous.

“what is it, hyung?” you said in a slightly playful manner, his smile only got wider as he proceeded to speak. “can you get the plates for me in the cabinet since you’re taller than meee~?”

and here he goes again, you were surprisingly on the taller side in your group, being taller than four of your members. you didn’t mind, in fact the attention was endearing, but sometimes they could go too far with their teasing.

“no hyung you can get it yourself,” you retort back with a cheeky grin, and that causes the little squirrel to pout. “but you’re so helpful when it comes to this stuff! just this one time pleaaaase~?”

not wanting to find out how long he’d continue this childish act of his, you get up and go to the cabinet to get him a plate. but out of the corner of your eye you could see two pairs of eyes looking at you mischievously, you sigh playfully and get jisung a plate.

“here, also i can see you two, you guys aren’t slick,” you said sassily, causing the two voices to chuckle and emerge from the corner, revealing the two guilty parties to be felix and seungmin.

“sorry~ we just wanted to catch a moment where you let your cold-looking facade fall, you’re cute when you’re soft y’know,” felix said cheekily causing your lips to curve a bit.

he wasn’t wrong though, you always seemed to look pissed off and such which really wasn’t the case, this caused friction between the STAY fandom at times, though it was always concluded as a misunderstanding.

“annnnnnd I’ll be taking that!” you exclaimed while snatching the phone from seungmin’s hands before bolting off, leaving the three boys in the dust as they all chased after you. “yah get back here you brat! respect your hyungs!” seungmin screamed as he ran after you.

to the misfortune of the boys, you deleted the video just as they got the phone back from you and they all groaned in defeat. “y/n-ahhh~ how come you don’t wanna show your soft and cute siiiide~? it’s cuuuute~” jisung whined and you punched him in the shoulder.

“no hyung it’s embarrassing!” you yelped while covering your face to hide your blush, and that caused all three boys to light up and start teasing you.

“awwww is our maknae embarrassed~?”

“shut up!”

ꕥ

currently you, chan and minho were going grocery shopping to make dinner later, you asked minho if he could let you go check out the sweet snacks and he agreed to let you go (to your pleasant delight but you didn’t show it cause you know you’d get teased).

right now you were acting like a little kid in front of the wide variety of snacks, you were a sucker for food, especially sweet snacks like pocky or hello panda.

you were about to grab another pack of pocky but you turned around to be met with the evil grins of minho and chan, as they sneakily filmed you while you were hoarding all the snacks to yourself.

surprised by their sudden appearance, you squealed and dropped everything you were holding (luckily there was no one around) and tried to grab the phone from minho. you might have been the same height as him, but he was so much faster than you.

“hyuuuung delete it! get that embarrassing crap out of here! i’d rather die than let that be published!” you whined as chan was doubled over in laughter while minho merely chuckled and hugged you as you tried to grab the phone. “awwww our y/n is so cute when she’s embarrassed~” minho said playfully and you continued sulking.

luckily, you took this opportunity to snatch the phone and delete the video, making minho yell at you and smack you in the head, and chan pinched your cheeks too (it was playful tho dw).

“what’s with everyone trying to take videos of me lately...”

ꕥ

and to end your lovely afternoon. what’s a better activity to do than practice the choreo for god’s menu with these eight chaotic boys.

what you didn’t dnt take into account is that the boys would continuously tease you for being so good at dancing cause of your “well fit body” and “tall and lean figure” as they quote.

yes while the praise was cute, they didn’t know what they were stirring up inside of you, your little evil maknae side was about to shine soon and they don’t see it coming.

after rehearsing your new choreo at least for the third time, it was time for a break, and you went to get your water bottle. but of course they boys had to speak up with their loud voices, making you stop what you were doing.

“ahhhh our little y/n is so good at dancing~ it’s because of her fit body right~?”

“yep! but then again she isn’t that little~ she’s one of the tallest here!”

and little comments made their way towards you while the other members were laughing. you smirked, put down your water bottle and approached the boys, making them stop their abrupt laughter for a moment as they looked up at you in confusion.

“i’m strong and tall huh? well in that case i should have no problem doing this!” you exclaimed. and before the boys knew it, you had jisung over your shoulder and you kept twirling in circles with him on your shoulders as he let out a mixture of laughter and pure screaming, making the boys surprised, but amused as they laughed as well. “ahhhh y/n-ahhh!! put me down i’m older than you!” jisung exclaimed while wiping his eyes due to the tears from laughing so hard

“but i’m taller and stronger though!” you piped up as you put him down, you then started chasing the other shorter members, holding out your arms as they screamed and cowered away in fear of facing your wrath.

too distracted by tickling them and putting in your best efforts to bring as much euphoria as you can, you were too distracted to notice changbin and minho recording you with an evil smile, as they uploaded the video to twitter and instagram.

“just wait until STAYs see this one,” changbin said mischievously as minho laughed along with him.

♫

i had a lot of fun writing this one! thanks for requesting bab! if you guys liked this one please send in more requests!

this is @/krysphycookiez logging off... ♡︎

[resilientdolan]

Thick and Thin (g.d)

- Part 3 -

A/N: aha ha ha, not me, coming back with a dry part

Word-count: 2.3 k+

Summary: Her anxiety ruined the romantic night that they’re supposed to have, but at least everything’s getting better on the next day

Tags: ion have taglist for now. lemme know if you’d like to be added!

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“Bianca, you’ve asked me that question three times,” Grayson lets out a deep sigh, keeping his hand pressed against her cheek as he speaks. There’s definitely something wrong with this girl, but he has no idea about what’s running inside her head.

“Answer me, please...,” she whispers, and once again shuts her eyes closed.

“I’ve told you that I love you, Bumblebee. What’s wrong? Please, tell me,” he begs for his girlfriend to tell him, he’s dying to know. He looks down at her with a hurtful look in his face. No lie, it hurts him to see her being that fragile in front of him.

But instead of answering him, she just sobs. Tears rolling down her cheeks as she shakes her head. Grayson gently grabs her by her wrist, as he calls for her name once again. “Bianca— Bianca, hey, look at me,” he orders.

She finally chooses to give in, opening her eyes to meet his gaze. Grayson shakes his head as he rolls to the side to lay beside her. Lovingly, he scoops the girl into his embrace to calm her down. Bianca continues to sob as she holds onto her boyfriend. “I’m sorry...,” she whispers.

“For what? Hey, Bumblebee, I’m here for you,” Grayson coos as he rests his index finger below her chin, gently lifting her chin up to meet her eyes.

“For... being me. F—for being one p—plain girlfriend for y—you,” she sobs. In response, Grayson lets out a soft sigh to her statement.

It’s like a knife to his chest that she thinks that she’s one plain girlfriend.

“Bianca...”

She shakes her head as she tries to wiggle away from his embrace. Once she’s free, she sits up, and turns aside to hide her face from his boyfriend so that he’s facing her bare back. “Just leave me, Grayson...,” she mumbles.

“What the fuck, Bianca...,” he mutters under his breath as he watches her acting completely strange. “Face me. Now,” he speaks in stern voice.

“Why would you choose me?!,” out of nowhere she yells as she turns to face him, both of her eyes are red from crying.

“Because I love you— What the fuck are you thinking?,” he yells back in return, feeling completely lost with her unusual behavior.

“I—I’m nothing...,” she mumbles as she brings her knees up to her chest, and wraps her arms around her knees.

“What do you mean?,” Grayson lets out a soft groan as he sits up, pulling the girl sitting on the edge of the bed closer to him, but again, Bianca remains quiet.

It’s like Grayson finally knows what’s going on inside her head. He wraps his arms around her torso as he speaks. “Baby, I want you, not Alana,” he sighs.

Bianca gently chews her lower lip as she looks up at her boyfriend. Indeed, it’s the only thing running inside her head. The fact that her mind keeps telling her that she’s the inferior one, compared to Alana, Grayson’s ex crush.

“But Alana—“

“Enough with this bullshit, okay? If I wanted her, I would’ve called you and end everything. But I waited for you to come, Bianca. Why? Because I only want you,” he coos, with his hand rubbing her back soothingly. Bianca gives no reply, but she keeps her arms wrapped around his neck.

“Let me say this once again, I don’t care if she’s Alana Whitman. I’ve met someone better, and her name is Bianca Reine. And she’s all I want, for now, and for the rest of my life,” he continues before he plants a gentle kiss onto her temple.

“I know I fucked up, but for real, Bianca Reine owns my heart. And she’s the only one that matters,” he nods his head. “Don’t you believe me?,” he asks.

There is a silence for few seconds, but Bianca ends up nodding her head. Of course she believes him. It’s just her mind tricking her.

“I—I’m sorry, I think I’m just tired... you know— jetlag,” she mumbles before she lies down. Again, with her back facing her boyfriend. She just can’t look into his eyes, not right now.

“Shh, it’s okay. You need the rest,” he replies as he lies down to join her. He turns to his side and wraps his arm around her protectively. He gently plants a kiss onto her temple, and buries his face in her hair. “Goodnight, Bumblebee. I love you. So much,” Grayson coos as he shuts his eyes closed.

“Goodnight... I love you too,” she whispers in return as she rests her hand on top of his. She lets out deep sigh as the guilt attacks her. She should’ve just kept that thought inside her head instead of telling him so. Seeing hurt in his face really makes her feel like she’s the worst girlfriend ever.

One thing Bianca knows; she hurts him.

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“Chefin’?,” Ethan’s voice echoes as he steps into the kitchen. Bianca nearly dropped the plate that she’s holding.

“God, Ethan!,” she squeaks as she sets the plate down. “Can’t you just say ‘hi, Bianca’ or something like ‘good morning’?,” she complains as she turns her focus back to the pan on the stove to flip the pancake.

“Sorry,” he laughs as he hops onto one of the stools. He points at one plate before he turns his gaze back to the girl standing next to the fridge. “There are 3 plates here, so, I assume this one is mine?,” he asks.

“Yes, yes, I’m making 3. For me, you, and Gray,” she quickly nods her head as she turns the stove off and place the last pancake on the empty plate on the counter.

“Thanks, Bi!,” Ethan replies as he quickly grabs his fork to dig in. And that’s when Grayson enters the kitchen. There he stands, wearing his olive green hoodie, paired with his black jeans and his favorite pair of Air Force 1, also, his backpack. Bianca can’t help herself but smiles as she looks at his college-boyfriend.

“Morning, Bumblebee,” he speaks as he makes his way towards her to press a gentle kiss onto her cheek. He placed his hands on her waist as he kisses her to keep her close.

“Mm, morning, Grape” Bianca replies with a bright smile on her face. She shifts her gaze from the plates of pancakes to her boyfriend quickly before she reaches out to grab a fork and places it onto her boufriend’s plate. “Here’s your breakfast,” she hands him the plate, but Grayson shakes his head quickly.

“I’m gonna be late, babe,” instead, he grabs his cup of coffee that Bianca has prepared before, and takes a small sip of it before he puts it down onto the kitchen counter.

“Wh— I made you pancakes!,” Bianca pouts.

“Bro, they’re bomb. I’d ask her to make me some more if only we don’t have a class to attend in 20 minutes,” Ethan comments as he grabs the tissue to wipe his mouth clean.

“But—“

“Pleaaaase?,” a soft whine comes out of her mouth as she grabs the fork to cut the pancakes into smaller pieces, and brings some up to his mouth with it. “Aaah— c’mon open your mouth,” she gives him another pout as she attempts to balance herself, since she’s standing on the tip of her toes to match his height.

And he gives in.

Grayson lets her to feed him. And no lie, it was one of the best pancakes that he has ever tasted. A small smile comes across Bianca’s lips as she watches her boyfriend enjoying her meal. “Is it good?,” she asks.

“One of the best pancakes I’ve ever had. Thank you, baby,” Grayson nods his head as a small smile comes across his lips. He gently presses a soft kiss onto her forehead one last time. “I’ll be home before 4, I promise,” he mumbles.

“I’ll be waiting,” Bianca nods as she shifts her gaze to Ethan, who’s already making his way out of their little apartment. “Have a nice day you two!,” she exclaims.

“Thanks, Bi!,” Ethan answers. Grayson turns around to face his girl one more time as he reaches the door. “Keep the door locked. Don’t leave the apartment, okay? Stay here, wait until I get home,” he demands.

Bianca raises her eyebrow as a little smirk comes across her lips. “What if I wanna go out? What if I need to go out and grab some—“

“Wait. Until. I. Get. Home. Am I making myself clear? I’ll take you wherever you need to go, but wait for me. I need to make sure that you’re safe. And by safe, means I’m going with you, okay?,” Grayson explains quickly, hoping Bianca would do what he asked her to.

“Alright, Mr. Bodyguard. You’re activating your protective mode, hm?,” she hums.

“That mode’s always active for you. See you! I love you!,” Grayson waves his hand before he closes the door behind him.

“Love you!”

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“Babe? Hey, it’s almost 4,” Bianca can hear Grayson’s deep voice near her.

Is he home?

Bianca brings her hand up to her face to rub her eyes gently as she slowly opens her eyes to find her boyfriend sitting on the edge of their bed. He even still has his backpack on his shoulders.

“Hey... welcome home,” she yawns.

Grayson just smile. If he can rate the level of cuteness of the view in front of him, he’d rate it 100 out of 10. There is nothing cuter than Bianca being sleepy. Well maybe 200 out of 10, since she’s wearing his t-shirt.

“Are you okay?,” he asks.

“I’m okay, just so tired that I decided to nap,” she nods her head.

“Definitely. Did you spend the day cleaning the whole apartment?,” Grayson finally takes his backpack off and sets it down onto the rug. He noticed it right away the moment he walked in. Everything is looking clean and neat. All-washed-plates in the kitchen, no more opened-books scattered on the table in the living room, and their newly-changed bedsheet. Bianca nods her head.

“You know you could’ve just wait until I get home with Ethan, so we can do it to—“

“It’s okay, really,” she shakes her head as she leans in to give him a soft kiss, only to stop him from talking; leaving Grayson with no choice but to return the kiss.

“Alright, so, Ethan and I are going to see one of Alana’s bestfriends, Fabio, who works at a tattoo parlor. Do you want to go with me?,” he asks as soon as he pulls away.

A slight frown comes across Bianca’s face as he mentions the word “tattoo”. “You’re getting a tattoo?,” she asks. Grayson quickly nods his head.

“Actually— Ethan was the one who talked about getting another tattoo first, but, I thought it’s not a bad idea, so I’m thinking about getting a new one as well,” Grayson explains. Few days after he arrived in Los Angeles, Grayson showed Bianca that he got himself a tattoo on the back of his ear. It was a “333” tattoo; his angel number. “But uh— actually, if you don’t mind, I want to get a matching one with you,” he adds.

“Matching tattoos?,” Bianca emphasizes the idea one more time as she shifts her gaze back to her boyfriend.

“Yeah, but, you don’t have to if you don’t feel like—“

“I love the idea! But— is it going to be painful?,” Grayson can sense worry in her tone.

“You’ll be okay, I’ll be with you,” he gives her another smile to convince her that everything’s going to be okay. “So you in?,” he asks once again for the last time.

“Yes!”

“I’ll wait for you outside, Bumblebee. Hurry up,” he gets up from the bed and makes his way out, giving her some time to get herself ready.

Tattoo date? Perfectly splendid way to end the day.

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“Heeeey, it’s the famous Alana Whitman here!,” the guys with short blonde hair greets the whole squad as soon as they arrive at Ink Theory, one of the famous tattoo parlors in town.

“Hey, Fabio!,” Alana waves her hand at the guy who just greeted her.

“What kind of tat that you want for today?,” Fabio asks before he takes a sip of his cola.

“I’m not getting one. But my friend here, Ethan, is going to get one,” Alana explains.

“And also Bianca and I,” Grayson adds. Bianca nods her head as she crosses her arms in front of her chest, with her foot tapping on to the floor to hide her nervousness about getting her first tattoo. She even had to google about the tips & tricks about getting a tattoo for the first time before they left the apartment. She’s that nervous.

“Alright, let’s get things done. Who’s going first?,” Fabio asks. Ethan quickly raises his hand.

As Fabio, Alana, and Ethan discuss about his tattoo placement, Bianca, who’s sitting on a long chair with Grayson in the waiting room, turns to face him. “Have you decided about the tattoo that you’re getting?,” she asked.

Grayson, who was cheking on his phone, immediately turns his gaze from the phone screen to the girl sitting next to him. “I’m planning to get your initials tattoed on me. BMR, stands for Bianca Madora Reine— maybe with a little bee at the end of it. Bumblebee— you know?,” he explains.

“Oh, that’d look good...,” she answers. “Where?,” she asks once again.

“Hmm, probably on chest, right here,” he places his own palm, right in the middle of his chest.

“Chest? But why chest?,” she raises an eyebrow in response.

“Right here because you’re the reason of my heart beating every single day. My heart never stops beating for you, Bumblebee,” he hums.

Bianca can’t help but smile. He’s just too cute sometimes.

“How about you?,” Grayson asks her this time, getting curious about her idea.

“Hmm, it’s gonna be a surprise, so wait and see,” Bianca nudges his rib playfully as she sticks her tongue out, though actually she’s trying to hide the fact that she hasn’t decided what it’s going to be.

But hey, maybe it helps for a bit.

[terathegreat]

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