#leave me alooooone lol

[scuddle-bubble101]

Me: -done with shower and making breakfast- ?: -new voice suddenly appears and proceeds to judge the brand of cereal I am eating.- Me: Me: You just got here and you will deal with what I e a t.

[oleskellybones]

why is it always the worst people who think i'm their dream girl and then confess their horrible opinions in lieu of flirting

[jellukelluu]

Me @ the ho3s after me.

[beets-and-hottea]

Please judge Judy!!! Leave me alone!!

[oflgtfol]

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so my friend group is an even split in genders so like me and the other 2 girls are pretty open about our mental health (as in, we’re all mentally ill, and we openly talk about it when its just us 3) but the three guys we just do not talk about this shit At All. so trying to explain to two of the guys why im dropping my physics minor and the one guy was just like. Well okay. but the other one was like why are you doing that you made it so far and its like. Well im allergic to talking about my feelings. i dont think they know about the state im in right now or at least how bad it is and im not about to just randomly drop that like. "Hey im so suicidal all the time. i need to drop this minor so i dont wind up killing myself sometime next semester." into the middle of the conversation. like im already hanging on by a thread i do not want to continue on for several more months because as bad as it is now i dont know if it can get even worse and im very afraid of that. for all my suicidal thoughts over pretty much my entire life ive only ever been actively suicidal on one occasion, but like, i dont know if that could ever change. i dont want to find out. so seeing as im already dangerously close to that tipping point i really do not to tempt fate so im just gonna cut my losses now and back out while i can and take next semester to just recover

but like - they dont know how bad i am right now so how can i just drop this shit in the middle of the conversation. Lmfao. i mean i wouldnt go that detailed but just dropping all casually that like. “i cant keep doing this class anymore because I Am Suicidal” mid conversation is just like. Well

so when he told me why dont i just try again next semester all i said was “i just cant take this class again i cant do it” and then i hesitated, thinking to myself like do i elaborate about my mental health, but then i hesitated too long and the moment passed so i just left it there 😭 which makes it such an unconvincing argument. and now im doubting myself yet again

[hamstermastersamster]

10 fandoms 10 characters!

Tagged by @talkingsoup <3

(Man I'm definitely not IN 10 fandoms so most of these are just Blorbos from my Shows/Books/Games)

April O'Neil from TMNT is very special to me. Just a normal gal swept up in absolute cartoon nonsense and accidentally adopting 4 idiot mutant turtle sons/little brothers and you know what, she's just Rolling With It. She's smart, warm, resilient and wholesome. I love her a whole lot. Check out my tmnt sideblog @hamsterandturtlesoup if you really want to know how much xD

Squall from Final Fantasy VIII is a definite son blorbo. As a kid, I naturally thought his icy edgelord emo personality and black leather get-up was simply cool, and when I replayed it again as an adult I was just "oh you poor thing you". He's a child soldier, lost his found-family but can't remember that so just has persistent feelings of abandonment and severe social avoidance, struggles to express emotion, has Friends forced upon him against his will and starts to Feel Things . . . Aaaa ;A; You get to choose certain responses in the game and I like to have him warm up slowly over time to his friends. That character progression is just so wholesome to see. I still have a significant FFVIII fanfic WIP that explores his character development floating around . . . maybe someday I'll finish it x'D

Rung from Transformers MTMTE is a prime of example of me falliing in love with 'minor' characters who then go on to have the shittiest time ever. At this point I'm fairly sure I do this TO them by warping reality when I decide I like them a lot. But I love it when characters I love suffer, so >_>; Rung is just a soft caring psychologist without flashy function or alt mode or combat capability! LEAVE HIM ALOOOOONE-

Lara Croft from Tomb Raider - no, not the modern reboot that gave her extreme daddy issues, or the reboot before THAT that gave her mommy issues and unnecessary friends calling her in the middle of isolated ruin exploration and worries about the blood on her hands. NO, I'm talking about the OG ruthless queen trapped in an aristocratic life who lost her fiance and old life in a plane crash that only she survived, but found herself in that survival and was effectively reborn. Her family cut ties with her and she simply said 'fine, fuck off' and worked alone for the thrill of it and made her own fortune and killed what she had to with a smile. She avoided any kind of love interest until Angel of Darkness and even then it was implicit enough to be completely ignored. She was a fucking badass. Child!hamster wanted to be her. Stripping away the visual and marketing sexualisation of her, she was such an important piece of feminist history in video games. I took archaeology at AS level because of her lmao.

Thalric from the Shadows of the Apt book series (just kidding lol, SotA doesn't have a visible fandom! I AM THE FANDOM-). SotA is a really unique and interesting insect-based fantasy world that I will sing praises for forever. I could talk about a bunch of characters in it <3 However, Thalric is, bluntly, a complicated Wasp villain who has done a lot of Bad Things but starts to feel conflicted over the shitty stuff his empire is doing and making him do. His full conversion to Sort-Of-Good-Guy happens over a looong time and is one of my favourite moral turnabouts I've ever seen. He's just so interesting as an example of a soldier brainwashed by his toxic state and trying to undo that, and at various points you really feel for him even though he's done absolutely terrible things. Only a great writer and compelling character can pull that off.

Raz from Psychonauts is a special little boy and only the first psychic on my list! :D What is not to love about a little psychic boy raised in a circus cursed to die in water with the gumption to sneak into a summer camp for psychic kids. His design, his voice acting, his character writing are just so good and I want to protect him ;A; When Psychonauts 2 unravelled the truth of his family history it just about murdered me in my seat. Since he actually gets recruited, does that make him another child soldier? . . . 2 on my list so far xD

Steven from Steven Universe is just a good soft kind boy with trauma. You know I love a good soft kind boy with trauma. (He also fights in a war, technically? Child soldier number 3!)

Lessa from the Dragonriders of Pern book series is a tiny undernourished woman filled with raw psychic power, vengeance, pride and spite and I respect that. She avoids the massacre of her entire family by pretending to be a filthy servant for a decade, and then manipulates the invading murderer into a duel to the death with a dragonrider whom she also manipulates so that she can reclaim her ancestral home, but instead decides to go one better and become the forerunning Queen dragonrider, so basically rules the world instead for her lifetime. She is a queen from all angles.

Edward Elric from Fullmetal Alchemist is I guess child soldier no 4! What can I say, he's just a spirited, talented idiot boy wrapped up in tragedy and disability and angst. This is, of course, everything I could hope for in a character because suffering is delicious to me. But suffering with a happy ending is even better, and I love FMA's ending for him :3

Samuel Vimes from Discworld is one of my favourite characters ever. He's so flawed, but with a hellish bent for justice and a heart of gold, and I just love seeing things through his eyes? A compelling character with his own layers of angst and tragedy who has always felt very real to me. RIP pterry you are always missed.

Most of these are boys, my god. Too many beautiful (pathetic loser) boys. I have a weakness. Clearly I need to open my heart to more pathetic women in media.

Tagging . . . everyone xD I have a personal rule of not tagging individuals in these things as I don't want to pressure anyone! But go for it if you feel the inclination, I would love to read your takes and blorbos :3

[partyinthemysterymachine]

JAMES X HARRY, WHAT IS THE SHIP NAME?

SHAKES U BY THE SHOULDERS

ITS JUST HARRY/JAMES OR OTHERWISE JAMES/HARRY OK AND

THERE ISNT ONE BC THE SILENT HILL FANDOM HAS NEVER DONE SHIP NAMES SO LEAVE THEM ALOOOOONE

u lil wank LOL

BUT(t)!!! JSYK - if u see ship names for them floating around out there it’s just a personal touch for easy archive or tag in their blog (or for PERSONALLY ATTACKING ME AND CAUSING ME PSYCHIC DAMAGE AND MALCONTENT (i love my friends fr <3 i kiss u. but i also 🔪 all y'all's days are SO NUMBERED)), but no. no there are no “official” ship names and pls. pls while the one i’ve seen for Harry/James actually has a nice ring to it. pls do not bring ship names into SH i am begging

historically, tagging is abominable when it comes to ship names, many cannot agree on one to use, and so many of them are hideous, and so convoluted, and we really do not need them anymore. just. hands down i do not think we need them as a “fandom official” thing but go hog if u want to use them as easy archiving.

i’m personally not a fan of ship names (naw, ches, ya think?? LOL) and i find them largely distracting and confusing; but don’t mistake MY personal distaste for them for me like. looking down on people who use, prefer, or like them, ok. this isn’t what that is, and i respect people’s preferences, and i do not look down on it. i get why they exist, etc, it’s cool yo.

despite how i might type, i am not actually angry about ship names, it’s not that big of a deal, i am just exasperated by them as a whole lmao.

smacking ur hands. ITS CALLED SLASH FOR A REASON U GRUBBY LIL WHIPPERSNAPPERS!!!!!

[bunnywan]

This meme is all I see when I read your Anakin posts lol

y’all better leave me tf alooooone😖😖😖

[the-inkwell-variable]

Get to Know Me

I was tagged by @kyofsonder in this little game! I'll try to keep it brief -- I tend to ramble, and I don't want to subject you guys to my mindless babbling xD

Relationship Status: I am married, to a lovely MTF potato that I adore more than anything in the world (yes, even more than my cats!)

Favorite Color: I can't decide between turquoise and deep purple, so both? Both is good!

Sweet/Savory/Spicy: Savory! I can't handle spicy much, even if I love the zing it gives, and my stomach can't handle too much sweet (curse you, overindulgence of sour gummi worms and hot tamales!) so I tend to lean toward savory foods!

Three Favorite Foods: it's like you know I can't choose lol! Well, my three favorites are saurbraten, wienerschnitzel, and spaghetti bolognese! It ain't real spaghetti without the meat sauce, and I'll die on this hill!

Song Stuck in My Head: Right now, it's a toss-up between "Between the Devil and the Deep Blue Sea" by XYLØ or "Sarcasm" by Get Scared. Two very different moods, both stuck in my head at once. HELP

Last Song Listened To: "The Hunter" Intense Symphonic Metal Cover (a remake of Father Gascoigne's theme from Bloodborne, UGH IT'S SO GOOD)

Last Thing I Googled: that's easy! The name of "Sarcasm" because I completely spaced on it and couldn't be bothered to scroll through my playlist to find it again xD listen i'm incredibly lazy leave me alooooone

Last Series I Watched: The Strain! It's Halloween and in between horror movies, I decided to rewatch one of my favorite series ever -- season four doesn't exist though. I'm in charge and I've decided that. I'll happily rant about THAT if anyone wants to hear my completely fair and totally unbiased opinions /s

Last Movie I Watched: The Last Rite. It was...okay? Pretty interesting for a possession flick. Some characters weren't acted the greatest, but I did like it overall.

Currently Reading: This Rotten World by Jacy Morris! I'm a slut for zombies in literature, and this is actually turning out to be a really good book. I'm enjoying it a lot, even if I don't have the spoons to read as much as I want to. Shoutout to Contagion by Erin Bowman for being another one that I recently read! I usually don't do sci fi, but this.... holy fuck this one actually scared me a little. It's SO GOOD

Currently Working On: trying to find a game to platinum (shoutout to my side blog @phantomkit1747 to keep tabs on THAT mess), getting to the newly introduced chaos 100 on Tiny Tina's Wonderland, 100% Batman Arkham Knight AGAIN, and figuring out how to get past my total inability to write for some stupid reason. Am I burned out?? Is it my health?? WHO KNOWS

Time: 12:52pm!

Dream Trip: ugh, I'd love to go home to Germany and just stroll through the pedestrian zones. In the fall, they're absolutely gorgeous. It's surprisingly relaxing, even when it's packed! I'd love to go visit some more castles too, maybe even just take a drive and get completely lost in the countryside!

Anything I Really Want Right Now: A new tablet -- mine finally crapped out on me, so now I can no longer draw NOR write casually on the couch instead of in my uncomfortable computer chair. I'm saving up for it but UGH BILLS (and doordash, doordash is the bane of my savings account xD)

Tagging! @writingpotato07, @lexwritesgayshit, @radiowrites, @on-noon, @taomega20writings, @writingently, and anyone else who wants to take part!

[camphorror]

Broooo no fucken way [redacted] texted me lol leave me alooooone

[ivynotpoisonous]

I don't wanna participate in life today

[akmu]

just finished watching arcane act II and i just need to say that viktor and jinx are my beloveds

[umwhataboutno]

woop

[scvmbaaag]

Literally for like 7 or 8 years now this one fucking annoying ass boy has been trying to get at me even when he has a girlfriend, even though I’ve explicitly said “I’m not interested,” even when I’ve had a boyfriend...literally it’s CONSTANT. Everything I post he’s got something to say about how “cute I am” even if I’m saying something like “I’m gonna eat this whole tub of icing right now” he’s just like “still cute tho” like OKAY I KNOW, WHATS YOUR POINT???

[percyjacksonapologist]

i realize i was utterly alone aside from a few people in liking the previous movie adaptation but like they werent the nightmare ppl dramatized like no they didnt match up with what i imagined either yea they went off the books a bit who caaaaares the series was not a gospel.

[justhereforlaughing]

i have to do my homework. but oh, look how fascinating the internet is. how cool. like a new dimension. A M A Z I N G. imma stay here forever. but i have to make my homework.....

me(and probably other teenagers), never doing homework when I’m supposed to do it. why am I like this?