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sophsun1 · 3 months ago

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Queer as Folk – 4.08: Two Kinds of Lies

#britin #cinematv #queer as folk #filmtvcentral #smallscreensource #userstream #dailyflicks #tvarchive #userrlaura #mlmsource #usergay #filmtvtoday #userblorbo #userthing #leave him alone brian!!!#i hate this so much he doesn't deserve this and i know why brian's doing it but idc it doesn't make it right #that he treats justin like this and mikey gets comforted im killing everyone bar justin who gets a blanket and cuddles #4x08

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the-music-maniac · 2 months ago

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Reading shin soukoku fanfic is a minefield because for every fic that makes me go "aww Dazai and Akutagawa are moving on from their past" and "Dazai's such a little shit, I love him" there's another fic out there that makes me wanna skin Dazai alive and then dump him in salt

#this referring to Dazai's mentorship with Akutagawa #what will never cease to piss me off is Dazai giving Akutagawa a shovel talk over Atsushi #BECAUSE #i'm not saying atsushi doesn't deserve people in his corner #but after all the ways Dazai has fucked over Akutagawa and caused him debilitating trauma #he doesn't even have the courtesy to try and make amends and then blatantly flaunts the fact that he cares about Atsushi #when he never gave a shit about Akutagawa and still doesn't #and not only that he KNOWS that Akutagawa still cares about his opinion and he just. doesn't care #the ONLY thing that calms my ire in these situations is Chuuya being equally if not more protective over Akutagawa #there was a fic where Dazai was on his bullshit again and Chuuya went OFF on him and - catharsis #fics where Chuuya tells Akutagawa that he's worth more than whatever the fuck Dazai did to him #fics where Akutagawa is told that he didn't deserve what happened to him #fics where Atsushi knows about the awful shit Dazai did and finally understands why Akutagawa is so messed up when it comes to his mentor #fics where Dazai leaves Akutagawa alone or tries to fix things #thOSE fics - my beloveds.#fics where Dazai has the audacity to threaten Akutagawa when i'd be worried abojt his capacity to be a good mentor after hjs track record?#AGGFHHH #shin soukoku #akutagawa ryuunosuke #nakajima atsushi #dazai osamu #chuuya nakahara

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jimmyspades · 7 months ago

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#that first gif... he is deadly #james spader #alan shore #boston legal #*#favorite #there's a full-length shot in this scene where you can see his belly. stretching the fabric of his shirt just above his waistband. ougghhh #trying to focus on how sexy this is but this episode was so. soft and suffering alan #once again everyone expects the worse from him. they ASK it of him for their own benefit #and he doesn't disappoint. he is the worst and he loses his temper and finds himself on the ledge again #when he storms out of denny's office so mad he can't even look at him. went home alone and furious and upset #drank himself to sleep for the first time in months if not years bc after a good run it feels like things are falling apart again #the way they always do. because that's what alan shore deserves #he thought it might be different this time. he thought well my parents didn't care about me. my wife died. I got fired. everyone leaves #maybe this time will be different. but now he's in the hotel room where he lives. without his best friend. about to be disbarred. stupid.#this was always going to happen because he doesn't deserve any better. they were all right about him. they were right to run away #everything is fixed the next day he and denny go on a field trip 🤠 but GD!!!!!#alaaaaannnnnnn 😭

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aunt-ninny · 7 months ago

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#he doesn't deserve this #leave dustin alone #chuck taylor #sexy chuckie t #aew #all elite wrestling #dustin day #everyone need to stop being mean to dustin because he dosen't deserve it #that includes him #birthday boy

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imavikingo · 2 months ago

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Steve Rogers was a lot of things, but a two faced son-of-a-bitch he was not, have some respect for his mother Sarah. Thank you very much.

What he was though, is a liar.

He has lied plenty, more times than he can even remember.

Every time he arrived home with a new bruise before his mom, and stayed in his room until she was gone again he said he was A-ok, only tired.

All the times Bucky asked if he was fine after a fight, and if he was having fun after another rejection by a pretty dame. He said he was just peachy.

When he was on death’s door he said it was nothing.

He lied more than what he was willing to admit (Steve from New Jersey ring a bell?)

Every time people expected him to be the ideal man with a plan, THE Captain America, he just faked a smile and performed how they wanted him to.

Lie, after lie, fake smile after fake smile.

He was so tired of pretending. At least he used to lie for better reasons before, and for himself.

He was what they needed him to be now, and more times than not people didn’t need Steve.

No one seemed to see HIM after being defrosted either: Steven Grant Rogers, the person behind Captain America. They only saw what they wanted to see and expected to hear.

Thats why he didn’t try and be friends with his teammates after the New York incident. Thats why he let them do those shitty “educational videos” for high schoolers.

Thats why he stayed alone for the most part.

(Nick Fury didn’t let him be either, what an asshole).

They needed him, they wanted him. But not really, right? Because Captain America is an ideal, a superhero. It isn’t HIM really.

Steve Rogers is only a man after all, tired, lonely, a sad man out of time.

Who would need HIM?

Thats why he tried to contact Peggy and have a somewhat relationship with her again. He didn’t care if it was based on “what ifs” at this point and that she was old. He needed something, someone from his past, anything at this point that made him feel like Steven Grant Rogers, human again. Maybe she would need him in some way?

Once he knew she couldn’t even remember him for the most part, he went back to square one.

He missed her, the old her. The strong independent woman that she was, and sometimes he lamented the fact he didn’t give her the coordinates in time. Maybe he would have had a good life with her by his side. If he only loved her so…

Maybe he wouldn’t feel like dying in this new scary and terrifying world every single day.

Thats why he came back alive when he saw Bucky again.

Bucky was his home, his everything, always was, always will be. He never thought he would have another chance to be near him again.

So he once again became Steve Rogers. Sure before Buck he was friendly with Sam and he had a cordial relationship with Nat. But after knowing of Bucky’s existence in the present (he’s alive, he’s here) did he became friends with them.

He fought with tooth and nails for Bucky, because he wouldn’t let anyone tear them apart again. Not even the man himself (not matter what Sam said about co-dependency. What did he knew anyways?)

When Buck wanted to stay in cryo Steve wanted to scream and cry in his face. But didn’t, because he knew Bucky needed it, needed to have his own choices and for them to be respected.

So once again he started to lie. He didn’t want to make his friends worry about him after all, he was fine. Bucky was the one that needed all the attention, not him.

Then… The battle of Wakanda happened and…

Never in a million years Steve would have thought he would lie to himself without knowing.But he did, and for literal years until present.

See? Steve didn’t know he was in love with his best friend until he lost him for the sixth fucking time. He knew he loved him, but not that he was in love with him. He didn’t realize, but even then he couldn’t admit it. He was terrified, so he replaced his name with Peggys, even on his mind.

That was safer, more “normal”. He knew people weren’t that homophobic anymore but… he wasn’t a regular Joe, right? No. That would be a disaster.

Even if he didn’t have the mantle of Captain America anymore, he was horrified. He didn’t even want to think about Bucky that way. So he started to lie to himself.

He has lied to everyone else for literal decades, what was lying to himself now?

And well… talking about deluding himself and lying… he couldn’t let himself think that Bucky and Sam were… they weren’t! They could change things, they needed to bring them back. Bring him back.

So they planned and they succeeded, for the most part (Only at the cost of one of his best friends and people he cared about).

Steve was so happy once he knew he had Bucky with him again (he’s fine, he’s alive). But he couldn’t forget about what he now knew about himself. And couldn’t let himself be distracted by any of that, after all there was also a hole Nat and Tony left on his heart, on everyone's hearts and lives (And Wanda wasn't stable anymore, he needed to fix that too).

He wanted to lie again, be comforting to Bucky, treasure him, but he only seemed awkward and cold. He was uncomfortable with his own feelings and on his own skin, and didn’t know what to do to fix things with Buck. (I love you, I'm in love with you please forgive me, I’m sorry).

So he once again fucked things up and tried to bring back Nat, Tony and Vision with him. Only… he didn’t discuss this with anyone else so he had no back up, nor help. No one knew of this plan of his after all.

He was on his own. On a prison cell for what it seems. (For the crimes of creating new alternatives timelines apparently, huh. Who would have thought that fighting and talking with himself from 2012 would lead him here. Trying to bring back the others didn’t help either).

This place was bare of anything recognizable, it was ugly and cold.

He was a man out of time once again.

Bucky probably hated him now, Sam too.

What a joke.

Everything was fucked up

For what they told him a “Skrull” (what is even that?) replaced him and everyone bought it, even Bucky. (And no, no no no... Bucky would notice, he would know!).

And would you believe it, he wasn’t the only fucker that was here too, huh. What a weird place.

So yes, Steve Rogers is a liar and a disaster…

and what a good companion that would be for Loki, the God of mischief, no?

So both tried their best to escape that fucked up prison.

Together.

#ok listen #I don’t know how to write and I did this as fast as I could bc I need to do other things #stucky #Steve rogers #steve rogers headcanon #Steve Rogers and Loki would be friends #bc I said so #more headcanos #This also corresponds with other headcanons I've been trying to write where Bucky doesn't believe Old!Steve was actually Steve #Sam would be too invested and overwhelmed by the mantle of Cap to actually think about something being wrong #Clint would also believe Old!Steve isn't Steve #Loki and Steve would have a rocky relationship at first and then would be like friend-enemies #They would be lil shits together tho and joke around at others peoples expenses #old!steve is a skrull #Steve Rogers is a liar #Steve Rogers has internalized homophobia #Also Steve did bring back Nat Tony and Vision only... Not to the present they are with him in prison only he still doesn't know that #Also I will make him bring back Pietro too bc I can this is my hc and bc he wants his child Wanda to be HAPPY #Fuck endgame and fuck AOU Pietro deserved better #Wanda actually has people that care bc they did NOT leave her alone Same with Peter idgaf they have a support system #So Wandavision? Nope not happening

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braceletofteeth · 7 months ago

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If you want to be happy, I hope it comes true.

I hope you will be happy too.

#ploy's yearbook #1x10 #jaochan #pongtawan dejdamrong #kapook ploynira #joong archen #gifset #*#//#congratulations on the divorce 🎉#this was one of the most BEAUTIFUL break-ups I have ever seen everybody SHUT UP 😭#they have so much maturity and respect for each other #it didn't work between them because of xyz (Tawan sacrificing his life and dreams for his family/previous lover)#and the only reason she was still by his side was because he was afraid of being alone with no purpose #but none of them deserves to live like this. they deserve to be happy.#to keep Jao tied to him when there is no more love between them is a selfish thing to do #she finally tells him that. they need to move on and Tawan is holding them back. they deserve better than this.#///#side note #it's in moments like this that I really appreciate the process of growing up‚ learning‚ and changing ideas/beliefs #younger me would probably have been offended by the idea that love can expire #or at very least looked down on a love that ends for not being strong enough to perdure #but the thing is #sometimes the love is there and the love is strong and the love lasts for a long time #and the love still expires. it becomes something else. or it doesn't become anything. it just stops.#and to insist that it should continue to validate the love you felt before is disrespectful to your past self #it's gone now‚ but it was there before. it was as real as the love that doesn't stop growing.#love may not last forever but every bond we create with another person leaves a mark‚ and the mark does.#the experience and how it influenced us. the memories‚ the good and the bad ones‚ all of it‚ is ours. it doesn't expire until we do.

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cinnamonanddean · 5 months ago

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I am begging to get one episode in s4 of Smallville where someone doesn't lie to Lex's face at least once.

Clark stood there and let him do his little devotional act of getting rid of the Clark Investigation Room (and if it comes out later that he's got backups or whatever then sure I'll eat my words) and agrees to be his friend again, and then I don't think he says a single word of truth to Lex in 4x05 and it's not even subtle. Boy, I'd rather y'all just not be friends and yes I know I've been sad about the s3 breakup and pre-sad about the big one but honestly it would just be better for everyone.

"WeLl LeX iS lYiNg To ClArK tOo" yeah but if Clark wasn't so blatantly gaslighting him multiple times a day maybe he wouldn't feel the need to give as good as he's getting. They're both behaving badly but Clark is worse. They're stressing me out.

#it's all very upsetting #and yes obviously Clark is covering up the Big Secret and that's why he has to lie #but he's not even pretending to care anymore!#he's so disrespectfully blasé about it #just cut your losses and leave my poor baby Lex alone he doesn't deserve this #if it's not Lionel bullshitting him it's Clark #he cannot catch a break #justice for lex luthor #he is so mistreated 😭#... yeah I'm still tagging this as #clex #clark x lex #smallville #not spn

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knight-commander · 10 months ago

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@arendaes and that gothic oc maker got me thinking again. and got me braver lol. essentially emery was half-transitioned while he was living with Ivan in Ustalav. At home he was abused but at least he wasn't misgendered, but whenever Ivan was dealing with the Urgathoan cult he would make Emery ... present himself as fem because the cult is matriarchal. so he did get misgendered a lot still he just rationalized it as necessary.

i was thinking abt writing a nightmare sequence where emery is heroically saving a damsel in distress from a vampire's lair only to make it out, and turn around, and realize that no one was there and that the woman he saved was actually him saving himself... but that probably will not ever exit my wips lol.

emery saved himself and he owed ileana that much lol. but every day he wonders why he wasn't good enough to have someone else save him. why did the gods and the angels betray him. why did he have to join the fucking crusades to get someone to help him stop ivan. it isn't fair.

#commander-as-companion emery hits hard #all he wants is for the KC to help him #to acknowledge his suffering #he wants to know why he wasn't good enough to save before #he doesn't want reassurance #he just wants someone to see him.#he wants someone to help him. because he deserves help.#leaving him to deal with it alone will cause him to leave the party and turn on you. lol.#oc: emery #pwotr pals

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diluc33rpm · 10 months ago

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the romance/relationship system in bg3 is genuinely some of the worst designed shit i've ever seen in any game with that feature but at least the memes we get out of it are funny. once saw someone comment something along the lines of 'patch note: waving at gale will no longer cause him to buy a house for the two of you to retire in' and i've never recovered since

#i love gale he doesn't deserve (most of) the incel slander #but it's painfully such a good riff because it really really does feel like that #the player choices being a b/w alternation between 'hey there' and 'YOU SHOULD KILL YOURSELF... NOW!' normally is already comical as is #the fact that it carries over into interactions with the party members who you're presumably trying to be close with is... something else #and what makes it worse is it ISN'T jokey hyperbole. anyone remember 'send a mental image of you kissing him or HIS HEAD ON A PIKE.' c'mon #trying to chat and vibe at the refugee camp celebration and the sum of conversation i get is one (1) line asking how they're doing #because going any further than that elicits marking you down for the path of boning take it or leave it #it's genuinely so hard to get to feel like you can deepen a relationship with the characters in ways that aren't trying to pursue them #yes! halsin! i really want to know you better! i just don't want the ass!! why is trying to hit the only option other than up and leaving!!#99% of the time i expect nothing from media creators in terms of writing interactive relationships #larian are beyond parody in that they've somehow managed to do worse than the already suboptimal majority #we're just going to impose the roadblock of do you want to fuck y/n right off the bat. good luck finding a way to talk around that if not #the obscuration surrounding where exactly the checks are really does not help at all either #when the shit's got even the allos complaining about it you know it's BAD #shame because i was excited for character scenes given that's a lot of what's hyped up about the game #but no it's all just the romances. 'what if i'd like to breathe in someone's general direction-' well now have you heard of our romances?#fish fear them party members fear them and tav is going to have to walk alone on this sinful earth #conservative bigoted relative at the family reunion withers era was a fucking time before they tweaked that line speaking of #just so crazy they can get away with this shit #baldur's gate 3 #bg3 liveblog

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yourlowkeyidiot3 · 2 months ago

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I saw a post on Tumblr of someone saying that Stan deserved to be kicked out of the house by his father and that Filbrick did the right thing, since Stan broke Ford's project and refused to take responsibility for it. What do you think? Do you agree or disagree with this opinion?

WHAT KIND OF QUESTION IS THAT OF COURSE I DISAGREE WITH THAT I DON'T THINK STAN DESERVED TO GET KICKED OUT AT THE AGE OF 17 (NOT EVEN LEGALLY AN ADULT) JUST FOR THAT

LIKE THAT'S FUCKING TERRIBLE IN MANY WAYS I CAN'T EVEN BRING TO EXPLAIN

#genuinely I don't understand this question #is it bcs I defend ford or something #guys just cuz I defend ford it doesn't mean that i hate stan and that i think he deserved what happened to him for fucks sake #gravity falls #leave me alone

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aberooski · 3 months ago

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Aster sewing the seeds of self doubt in Bastion's mind and igniting his insecurity with himself and his skills and his value which ultimately leads him to run to the Society of Light is something I will never forgive him for. 😠

#LEAVE BASTION ALONE HOW COULD YOU ASTER 😭😭😭😭😭😭#HE DOESN'T DESERVE WHAT Y'ALL AND THIS SHOW DOES TO HIM 😭😭#abby rewatches yugioh gx #aberooski live #yugioh gx #ygo gx #bastion misawa #daichi misawa #aster phoenix #edo phoenix

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xxlelaxx · 4 months ago

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I don't think my husband understands that there is a big difference between the kind of sleep I've been getting and the kind of sleep he's been getting. It's starting to make me very angry