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punkeropercyjackson · 6 months ago
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My audhd brain won't stop telling me to do a full breakdown of the parallels between Percy and Hobie so i will.Alright,let's do this one last time!
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Troubled but good kids
Afro-dominican New Yorker/Jamaican-English(NY and England are where punk first started)
Anarchists,proffessional instigators,always helping out around communities(it's implied Percy participated in Rachel's protests and charities with her)and looking out for the little guy
So they're actual punks instead of just EdgyTM douchebags because they wanna do the right thing no matter what
No masking game autistics
Trans femmes who come across as masc only to normies
Chillaxed and super kind and love cute shit and people but also have major street credit,a huge edge and strong as fuck backbones and the reason they're so kind is that their childhood was beyond brutal so as they grew up they decided to be the positive older figure in younger people's lives they didn't take to have to the point they turned into Team Dad's
The EXACT same sense of humor
Blue-coded
Alt music lovers
Expressions are always either super intimidating or meme worthy goofy
Pet supernatural dog(Spidermutt and Mrs O'Leary)
Widely regarded as the coolest ever in-universe and correctly so but they're huge dorks when you get down to it but that only makes them even cooler-They were this cool the whole time
6'something with guitarist hands and described as so attractive it's shocking
Go by a nickname instead of their full name and have a common black surname
Oldest and most experienced heroes in their main casts
Hobie's dad is a deadbeat who left him as a baby to do supernatural shit
'I'm not a role model' 'I hate the a.m,i hate the p.m,i hate labels' 'I don't believe in consistency' / 'Was i a troubled kid?Yeah,you could say that' 'I AM impertenent' 'The sea does not like to be restrained'
'Calling yourself a hero makes you self-mythologizing'Hello???????????
Gwen is the Hazel to Hobie's Percy.She's a younger trans girl with a ghost motif who's a pastel ray of sunshine and runs her mouth as much as they do and has a dead mom,an abusive corrupted figure dad and their own impressive experiences in heroism before meeting them
Nico is another teen Ghostkid who Percy gifted a Ramones shirt and gave shelter to multiple times when he was homeless because Hades/Pluto is as much of a fucking cunt as George Stacy is.Nico is also a Miles kinnie because he's an optimistic softboy who's nerdy,a fast food lover and a lot stronger than he gives himself credit for and Percy is the big brother mentor to him the fandom thinks Hobie is to Miles(Nah fr Hobie and Miles are ambigious but Percy's canonically a grown ass man and Nico's Miles' age,P*rcicos pack it up and get over that your ship only works for transfem Percy proof)
Karl=Jason(the cooler St*ve R*gers,the actual voice of reason on the team but just as unhinged as the rest of them,very nice guy vibes and Hobie's righthand),Riri=Annabeth(Black girl genius who takes no shit but is still written as a person instead of a stereotype)and Mattea=Clarisse(red-coded,rowdy tomboy and war paint)
Mayday and Margo are basically just Estelle and Rachel,Jessica makes a pretty convincing Sally and Miguel reminds me of Poseidon but especially when he's interacting with Hobie
Sarcastic troublemaker smiles i've always found endearing(Rip to Annabeth but i'm different)(Also for Hobie i mean this platonically)
Immaculate rizz that's mostly unintentional but reaches critical levels when on purpose
Cocky asf and self-loathing at the same time
That one scene of Hobie leaving Gwen a Watch with the 'In case it don't work out' note with a lil doodle of him on it after getting her dad's ass/Percy sending the Olympians Medusa's head in a box after slaying her with a note saying 'Best wishes' to spite them
Goofy ahh who are nonetheless taken seriously cause Watch Out
They even both have terrible singing voices
And technically not the same thing but Hobie's also pink-coded so they're cotton candy colors and with Percy's white streak they can be the trans flag too!!
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sororityrows-blog · 10 months ago
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Sorority Row (2009)
Cassidy Tappan, Jessica Pierson, Ellie Morris, Claire Wen, Charlene "Chugs" Bradley and Garrett Bradley in mineshaft.
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cullen-crazy · 2 years ago
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I like the idea of Lauren being a heavily repressed and in denial lesbian as a teenager. I'm really heavily drawing from my own experiences here, but I remember being obsessed with boys in a very negative way. It was all about possession and the validation of having someone like me and choose me over someone else. I imagine her being sort of into bella, and not realising it until years later, but having that fuel the hatred/obsession/jealousy.
Also if jess was bi she totally had a bit of a thing for bella, like a "let's get drunk and make out because it's funny" type thing because she also will be in denial.
Okay but I can’t stop thinking about Angela and Leah meeting in La Push
Imagine Angela goes with her group of friends (Bella included) and they are hanging out kicking sand at each other and goofing around.
Jess has just broken up with Mike because hello the class valedictorian deserves better than this sports good lapdog and has just came out as bi
Lauren is there too (and Tyler is also no longer her object of affection) and it’s too soon to tell but Bella and Ange keep sneaking glances at how Jessica leans in to Lauren
They don’t miss how Lauren blushes and giggles - turns out she isn’t that bad of a person once you start to get to know her
In fact, everyone is surrised to learn Lauren is actually pretty interesting: she loves playing chess and has hinted heavily that Jess should teach her how to play volleyball sometime…alone
And then of course, the weather starts getting bad and the wind is picking up and the sand they had kicked up is getting in their eyes and oh of course -
Bella trips over driftwood and scrapes her knee up pretty bad - like “oh shit Jess do you know how to make a tourniquet” bad
Ange looks around and tried to find any kind of fabric or some kind of absorbing sponge - she doesn’t know and then she sees her
A tall, beautifully brown skinned girl with broad shoulders and a cropped haircut is running along the shoreline. No raincoat, old t-shirt, athletic shorts, and a determined face
Ange thinks about pinching herself for a moment because the girl looks almost gracefully lethal in how she runs: long muscly legs carrying her faster and faster
“Help!” Angela waves and shouts to the girl. She has her arms up and she’s pretty tall herself - not as tall as this girl though - and she knows she looks ridiculous jumping around but Bella is bleeding and wow she’s beautiful
The girl picks up speed, seeming to hear Angela even though the wind hasn’t led up. Everyone is tightly packed around Bella to keep each other warm and Angela is quick to point to the middle of the circle where Bella is
“Hey, how can I help?” The runner yells so she could hear her and her voice is raspy but soothing
“My friend,” Angela tries not to stutter. What’s wrong with her? The only person who has made her feel close to this is Ben.
Ben. Her ex boyfriend who had very politely explained to her why it was ‘prudent’ to break up the summer before college
“Your friend? She’s hurt?” The runner questions and Angela has to look up - something new for her, the girl must’ve been at least 6’5 - and quickly nods.
“We were trying to get away from the wind and she tripped over wood. She’s bleeding a lot!”
The girl nods before somehow fitting her body inside the close knit circle of friends
“Leah!” Bella exclaims, momentarily thrust out of her pain. “What are you doing?”
“I should’ve known it would be you,” but there isn’t any malice in Leah’s voice just vague amusement and acceptance.
The treaty really did know how to keep the peace - at least mostly. And Bella smiles before flinching as Leah’s hot fingers begin to peel off the cut cloth of her jeans.
“That boyfriend,” Leah raises her lip slightly at the word, “of yours has a doctor in the house, right?
Bella nods as she closes her eyes and holds onto Angela and Jessica for support while Lauren, Jordan, and Taylor try to steady her shaking leg
“Okay well until you can get to them, you���re going to need a tourniquet.” And with that Angela nearly faints as the girl proceeds to lift off her t-shirt and rip it into ribbons.
She has a tank top underneath and a sports bra but what surprises Angela is how unaffected she is by the cold. How the girl- how Leah hasn’t shivered once and how her biceps looked much smaller covered up
Her muscles look smooth and natural and she can think of about five different pictures she could take to reflect the depth and dimension
And then she hears herself blurt out, “Wow you’re really buff.”
All the girls, who had been to wrapped up in staying warm and helping Bella as Leah finished tying the tourniquet, look up at her questioningly.
Only Bella has the foresight to look at Leah and suppresses a smile at how the faint pink touches her cheeks, “thanks.”
The tension is lifted and as the sun is setting Leah offers to carry Bella to the car with the girls on tow
Everyone is giggling and laughing again as Bella has to hold her annoyance at being carried like a baby to the car
She takes the opportunity, however, to see if she could repay her unlikely rescuer in an unlikely way
“Hey Ange! How tall are you again?” She knows Angela hates being asked about her height almost as much as Leah takes pride in her heritage and strong lean body
“I’m 5’10 which, by the way, is such a pain. Like Ben would never let me wear anything more than two inches.”
Bingo! Bella can practically see when Leah zeros in on the conversation.
“Hey there’s nothing wrong with being tall! It makes you stand out side but it also just makes you more interesting. Everybody noticed a tall girl.”
Angela can’t help but begin to argue when Leah stops her, “besides with a girl as pretty as you, who cares about height?”
Bella groans inwardly as she is placed inside the car. She stares with a big smile as she watches Angela blush even though she can’t make out what is being said.
“I’m - we’ve got to go,” Angela stammers as she makes her way to the car door.
“Wait!” Leah runs up behind her and pulls out her phone, “can I have your number?”
Angela is really blushing now and Bella can’t tell what they’re saying (all the other girls are inside giggling and trying to listen in too) but she can feel Leah’s confidence grow as she straights her shoulders out
“Yeah! I mean, yes! Yeah. Of course.”
“Cool, I’ll call you tonight, maybe we can get coffee sometime and I can give you more reasons why tall girls are beautiful.”
Angela can only nod and bite her lip but she’s fighting a smile and Leah can hear her heart beating. It’s that extra little wolf thing, that makes her confident enough to lean in and say, “or why you’re beautiful, in particular.”
Angela takes a solid minute to climb inside as Leah runs off into the night.
“Bella?” Angela can only stumble out as they pass the treaty line, “how much can you tell me about this Leah?”
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blackwoolncrown · 2 years ago
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Reading list for Afro-Herbalism:
A Healing Grove: African Tree Remedies and Rituals for the Body and Spirit by Stephanie Rose Bird
Affrilachia: Poems by Frank X Walker
African American Medicine in Washington, D.C.: Healing the Capital During the Civil War Era by Heather Butts
African American Midwifery in the South: Dialogues of Birth, Race, and Memory by Gertrude Jacinta Fraser
African American Slave Medicine: Herbal and Non-Herbal Treatments by Herbert Covey
African Ethnobotany in the Americas edited by Robert Voeks and John Rashford
Africanisms in the Gullah Dialect by Lorenzo Dow Turner
Africans and Native Americans: The Language of Race and the Evolution of Red-Black Peoples by Jack Forbes
African Medicine: A Complete Guide to Yoruba Healing Science and African Herbal Remedies by Dr. Tariq M. Sawandi, PhD
Afro-Vegan: Farm-Fresh, African, Caribbean, and Southern Flavors Remixed by Bryant Terry
Barracoon: The Story of the Last “Black Cargo” by Zora Neale Hurston
Big Mama’s Back in the Kitchen by Charlene Johnson
Big Mama’s Old Black Pot by Ethel Dixon
Black Belief: Folk Beliefs of Blacks in America and West Africa by Henry H. Mitchell
Black Diamonds, Vol. 1 No. 1 and Vol. 1 Nos. 2–3 edited by Edward J. Cabbell
Black Faces, White Spaces: Reimagining the Relationship of African Americans to the Great Outdoors by Carolyn Finney
Black Food Geographies: Race, Self-Reliance, and Food Access in Washington, D.C. by Ashanté M. Reese
Black Indian Slave Narratives edited by Patrick Minges
Black Magic: Religion and the African American Conjuring Tradition by Yvonne P. Chireau
Black Nature: Four Centuries of African American Nature Poetry edited by Camille T. Dungy
Blacks in Appalachia edited by William Turner and Edward J. Cabbell
Caribbean Vegan: Meat-Free, Egg-Free, Dairy-Free Authentic Island Cuisine for Every Occasion by Taymer Mason
Dreams of Africa in Alabama: The Slave Ship Clotilda and the Story of the Last Africans Brought to America by Sylviane Diouf
Faith, Health, and Healing in African American Life by Emilie Townes and Stephanie Y. Mitchem
Farming While Black: Soul Fire Farm’s Practical Guide to Liberation on the Land by Leah Penniman
Folk Wisdom and Mother Wit: John Lee – An African American Herbal Healer by John Lee and Arvilla Payne-Jackson
Four Seasons of Mojo: An Herbal Guide to Natural Living by Stephanie Rose Bird
Freedom Farmers: Agricultural Resistance and the Black Freedom Movement by Monica White
Fruits of the Harvest: Recipes to Celebrate Kwanzaa and Other Holidays by Eric Copage
George Washington Carver by Tonya Bolden
George Washington Carver: In His Own Words edited by Gary Kremer
God, Dr. Buzzard, and the Bolito Man: A Saltwater Geechee Talks About Life on Sapelo Island, Georgia by Cornelia Bailey
Gone Home: Race and Roots through Appalachia by Karida Brown
Ethno-Botany of the Black Americans by William Ed Grime
Gullah Cuisine: By Land and by Sea by Charlotte Jenkins and William Baldwin
Gullah Culture in America by Emory Shaw Campbell and Wilbur Cross
Gullah/Geechee: Africa’s Seeds in the Winds of the Diaspora-St. Helena’s Serenity by Queen Quet Marquetta Goodwine
High on the Hog: A Culinary Journey from Africa to America by Jessica Harris and Maya Angelou
Homecoming: The Story of African-American Farmers by Charlene Gilbert
Hoodoo Medicine: Gullah Herbal Remedies by Faith Mitchell
Jambalaya: The Natural Woman’s Book of Personal Charms and Practical Rituals by Luisah Teish
Just Medicine: A Cure for Racial Inequality in American Health Care by Dayna Bowen Matthew
Leaves of Green: A Handbook of Herbal Remedies by Maude E. Scott
Like a Weaving: References and Resources on Black Appalachians by Edward J. Cabbell
Listen to Me Good: The Story of an Alabama Midwife by Margaret Charles Smith and Linda Janet Holmes
Making Gullah: A History of Sapelo Islanders, Race, and the American Imagination by Melissa Cooper
Mandy’s Favorite Louisiana Recipes by Natalie V. Scott
Medical Apartheid: The Dark History of Medical Experimentation on Black Americans from Colonial Times to the Present by Harriet Washington
Mojo Workin’: The Old African American Hoodoo System by Katrina Hazzard-Donald
Motherwit: An Alabama Midwife’s Story by Onnie Lee Logan as told to Katherine Clark
My Bag Was Always Packed: The Life and Times of a Virginia Midwife by Claudine Curry Smith and Mildred Hopkins Baker Roberson
My Face Is Black Is True: Callie House and the Struggle for Ex-Slave Reparations by Mary Frances Berry
My Grandmother's Hands: Racialized Trauma and the Pathway to Mending Our Hearts and Bodies by Resmaa Menakem
On Her Own Ground: The Life and Times of Madam C.J. Walker by A'Lelia Bundles
Papa Jim’s Herbal Magic Workbook by Papa Jim
Places for the Spirit: Traditional African American Gardens by Vaughn Sills (Photographer), Hilton Als (Foreword), Lowry Pei (Introduction)
Post Traumatic Slave Syndrome by Dr. Joy DeGruy
Rooted in the Earth: Reclaiming the African American Environmental Heritage by Diane Glave
Rufus Estes’ Good Things to Eat: The First Cookbook by an African-American Chef by Rufus Estes
Secret Doctors: Ethnomedicine of African Americans by Wonda Fontenot
Sex, Sickness, and Slavery: Illness in the Antebellum South by Marli Weiner with Mayzie Hough
Slavery’s Exiles: The Story of the American Maroons by Sylviane Diouf
Soul Food: The Surprising Story of an American Cuisine, One Plate at a Time by Adrian Miller
Spirituality and the Black Helping Tradition in Social Work by Elmer P. Martin Jr. and Joanne Mitchell Martin
Sticks, Stones, Roots & Bones: Hoodoo, Mojo & Conjuring with Herbs by Stephanie Rose Bird
The African-American Heritage Cookbook: Traditional Recipes and Fond Remembrances from Alabama’s Renowned Tuskegee Institute by Carolyn Quick Tillery
The Black Family Reunion Cookbook (Recipes and Food Memories from the National Council of Negro Women) edited by Libby Clark
The Conjure Woman and Other Conjure Tales by Charles Chesnutt
The Home Place: Memoirs of a Colored Man’s Love Affair with Nature by J. Drew Lanham
The Jemima Code: Two Centuries of African American Cookbooks by Toni Tipton-Martin
The President’s Kitchen Cabinet: The Story of the African Americans Who Have Fed Our First Families, from the Washingtons to the Obamas by Adrian Miller
The Taste of Country Cooking: The 30th Anniversary Edition of a Great Classic Southern Cookbook by Edna Lewis
The Tuskegee Syphilis Study: An Insiders’ Account of the Shocking Medical Experiment Conducted by Government Doctors Against African American Men by Fred D. Gray
Trace: Memory, History, Race, and the American Landscape by Lauret E. Savoy
Vegan Soul Kitchen: Fresh, Healthy, and Creative African-American Cuisine by Bryant Terry
Vibration Cooking: Or, The Travel Notes of a Geechee Girl by Vertamae Smart-Grosvenor
Voodoo and Hoodoo: The Craft as Revealed by Traditional Practitioners by Jim Haskins
When Roots Die: Endangered Traditions on the Sea Islands by Patricia Jones-Jackson
Working Conjure: A Guide to Hoodoo Folk Magic by Hoodoo Sen Moise
Working the Roots: Over 400 Years of Traditional African American Healing by Michelle Lee
Wurkn Dem Rootz: Ancestral Hoodoo by Medicine Man
Zora Neale Hurston: Folklore, Memoirs, and Other Writings: Mules and Men, Tell My Horse, Dust Tracks on a Road, Selected Articles by Zora Neale Hurston
The Ways of Herbalism in the African World with Olatokunboh Obasi MSc, RH (webinar via The American Herbalists Guild)
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twilightsagasworld · 7 months ago
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Paul x Reader
Imagine
Requested by @littlemissvenom0
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It disgusted you to a deep degree, and Leah had warned you long before you started dating that Paul was a loose guy, never being able to fully commit to something.
It wasn’t that your relationship even felt real. Paul was incredibly distant and avoided doing anything that put you two in the same space for too long. Like he was some royal who couldn’t even entertain the idea of mingling with poverty.
You were again reminded of this when you and Leah hung out today. The weather was cloudy and the remnants of earlier rain was still around, making everything wet. You and Leah were out in the forest near the river border of the tribal grounds.
“I don’t understand why you just don’t break up with him, (y/n). You guys haven’t even acted like a real couple for months”
You sighed while rolling up your vest sleeves, shifting your position on the damp clump of rocks you two were sat on. Distant laughter was in the background, coming from the Black residence.
Leah’s head turned to you, waiting patiently as you puffed your cheeks before letting the air go.
“Yeah, I know, I know… “ you took a pause, tossing a pebble down to the river below you, “I geuss I just hope he’ll come around before I do decide to break it off”
Leah rolls her eyes, “I can’t believe you’re holding on to some slim piece of hope that he’ll maybe turn into some prince charming or whatever, its not”
You frown slightly, “You obviously don't think I should''. Your cousin gives you an exasperated expression, “All I see is him flirting with every girl within a few feet of him, while you stay back all embarrassed all the time, it's getting frustrating and I keep having to listen to him think about it everyday. You have to do something about it”
You look away, biting the inside of your cheek as you listen to her talk. Truth be told you knew your relationship with Paul could only go one of two ways, either you break up with him, or he miraculously turns from his ways and realises how much he actually loves you, if he even does love you.
“You’re right Leah” you stand up, pulling your cousin up with you. “I think it’s time I have a serious talk with him”. You two make your way to the Black residence in a matter of minutes, just as the rain comes pouring down around you.
You and Leah made it just in time to see Paul getting it on with a brunette you absolutely didn’t think you’d see again. “Isnt that Jessica?!” You hear Leah from a few feet behind you. You couldn’t believe it, Paul knew you didn’t like Jessica at all, she was as pretentious and bratty as they come and seeing Paul make put with her under Billy’s porch roof just triggered something in you.
Your breathing got heavy, a heat like you’ve never felt before started spreading though your veins, Leah’s eyes got wide and she called for Sam who came rushing out of the cabin, Quil and Embry on his tail.
“Hey! (Y/n), calm down!”
Sam was standing a bit back. You couldn’t focus on him right now, steam was pouring off your skin and you winced and yelped as you felt your skin and bones move inside you. Leah rushed away from you just in time as you recklessly shifted into a medium sized salt and pepper toned wolf. You stumbled as you threw yourself off balance and landed disgracefully in the muddy grass. No one moved, Paul had already started making his way down when Embry held him back.
You didn’t wait to see or hear what was going on as you stumbled and ran into the forest, Leah’s hollering voice yelling for you to wait and come back.
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“ I thought she didn’t have the wolf gene in her?!”
“ I know, im pretty sure everyone here thought so”
The wolf pack, along with Billy Black all crowded Billy’s small living room. The rain was still going hard and you had left the grounds 10 minutes earlier. Sam and Billy were in a heated talk.
Paul threw his hands up,and pushed himself out of the chair, “I’m going after her-“ Leah grabs Paul’s arm, “No way! You think she wants to look at your ugly face right now? You’re the reason she turned !”
Paul got in Leah’s face, but she wasn’t intimidated, “What did you just say?!”
“Enough!”
Sam’s authoritarian voice broke them apart and a silence filled the room, albeit tense. Billy cleared his throat and spoke to Sam, “I think you should be the one to go look for (y/n), she trusts you, and you’re the only one who could handle another accident”
Paul huffed and stormed out, no one bothered to stop him.
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“(Y/n)!”
Sam had been searching the woods for hours, but it was futile, he didn’t think she’d have gone so far from the reservation.
Sam shifted into his wolf form as a last attempt to find her.
He stood still in the dark forest. Listening.
Help
His ears twitched to the front.
Paul
Help
Its so cold
Sam didn’t hesitate now as he ran forward towards the mountains. Wherever (y/n) was, she was in trouble.
It wasn’t long before he reached the base of a mountain, rain falling hard around him and mud splattered through his wet fur. He stuck his nose to the ground as he took a deep sniff, letting the aromas and smell of the forest drift through his senses until he latched onto a sweeter scent, perfume. He followed the scent, leading closer and closer to a rushing river where he finally found her.
(Y/n) was back human now, and unfortunately in the nude as far as Sam could tell. But he acted quickly, coming to his senses as he rushed to (y/n), laying half in the river and on the riverbank. As gently as he possibly could while in his wolf form, Sam pulled her completely put of the river. Her body had turned from a tanned olive to pale and sickly. He brushed past the fact that she was bare and pawed at her to wake her up. Moments later her eyes fluttered open slowly, she looked sluggishly up at him and struggled to push herself up as best she could. Sam laid flat to allow (y/n) to slide herself onto his back.
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Leah rushed out of Billy’s house as soon as she heard Sam’s thoughts. The rest of the pack behind her.
They all gathered outside as Sam came jogging through the treeline, still in wolf form. A pale body hung onto him and he came to a still infront of the group. Paul ran forward and scooped (y/n) from Sam’s back, pulling her protectively into his body as he and Leah entered Billy’s place.
Billy motioned for them to take (y/n) into Jacobs old bedroom as he rolled to a linin closet and took out heavy blankets to give to Leah. “Thanks Billy” Leah took the pile and pushed Paul out of the bedroom, he looked offended but didn’t push it and went back into Billy’s living room where only Sam was waiting, now human and dressed in jean shorts.
Billy sighed, ���Leave her be for now, go home” Sam nodded and moved to leave, Paul stayed sat, Billy stared pointedly, “You too, Paul”. Paul stayed put, leg twitching, “No way, not until she wakes up, I have to see her open her eyes Billy”. Not wanting to make a scene Billy let Paul be.
•••
(Y/n) didn’t wake up that night, or the next day.
It took a week for her complexion to return.
And when she did wake up, Paul was by her side, tear uncharacteristically streaming down his face as he grabbed her hands and kissed them.
(Y/n) frowned, “Paul?… where am I?”
“You’re at Billy’s place, you were asleep for a week, I thought… “ Pauled rubbed his eyes, “Forget it, how do you feel?” He let go of her hands as she sat up, she popped her back, no longer bare as Leah had gone to fetch clothes for her.
Paul stepped back, guilt covering his face. “Whats that look for Paul?”. (Y/n) sat on the edge of the bed, sluggish and confused.
“Im so so so sorry (y/n)…”
Her eyes went wide. This was a Paul she had never seen before. She kept quiet.
“I screwed up by doing what I did, but it was because I was scared”
“Scared?” She gave him an umimpressed look.
He nodded, “Believe it or not, I thought I could push you away because I was scared of what I was feeling for you, I never expected it to happen with you”
She frowned, standing up slowly and steadily, “What? What didn’t you expect Paul?”
His words froze her in her place.
“I imprinted on you (y/n)”
And apparently that was all it took for her to collapse back on the bed, tears coming to the front.
She struggled to find the words, but Paul seemed to hear what she was thinking.
Paul spent the better half of the night explaining to (y/n) what happened, why it happened and why he did what he did. He got a scorching red hand print on his cheek by the end of it, along with a heavy scolding. But not forgiveness. (Y/n) explained that she couldn’t forgive him right off the bat, although his intentions were understandable, he did wrong by her and to her by what he did with all those women, especially Jessica.
She needed time.
And Paul gave her that, without a word against it.
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It took (y/n) 3 months to fully forgive Paul.
Another 4 months to agree on dating.
And all the while Paul was respectful of (y/n)’s wishes and compromises.
Leah gave him an earful telepathically and verbally almost every chance she got.
But by the end of the year, they were happier than they were before. Although their relationship was far from perfect, and they argued still, they were happy. Paul no longer went out of his way to apite her and make her jealous and (y/n) put her foot down alot more.
Leah held a grudge against Paul a bit longer but eventually gave in.
Sam and the pack helped (y/n) integrate into the wolf pack and train her.
For now, all was well.
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Thank you dear reader.
And thank you to littlemissvenom0 for requesting this.
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alldancersaretalented · 3 months ago
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My fav solos this year
(please send anons or something, I'm down with bronchitis in 30°C weather :()
Solos
Avery Altobelli, Epic - "Heavenly Bodies" (Rudy Abreu)
Madisyn Amos, Elite Dance Pro - "A New Life" (Mandy Korpinen & Elizabeth Petrin)
Ellie Anbarden, P21 - "Somebody Help Me" (Madi Hicks)
Hallee Anderson, Larkin - "So This Is Love" (Kenzie Symanietz)
Harper Anderson, Concept Pavielle - "Paint It Black" (Brady Farrar)
Kennedy Anderson, VDA - "Come On Dreamer" (?)
Lilly Anderson, Larkin - "Cell Block Tango" (Michele Larkin)
Belle Marie Arauz, DT Miami - "How To Feel" (Ruby Castro)
Brielle Arias, Studio X - "Black And Gold" (Lia Dominique)
Finley Ashfield, Larkin - "Fools Who Dream" (Chelsea Jennings)
Melina Biltz, Rock - "Madness" (Crystal Huang)
Sofia Cuevas, Pave - "Locomotion" (?)
Kinley Cunningham, TheCREW - "Come Together" (Mollee Gray)
Aaliyah Dixon, Summit - "Take Me Oya" (Jay Jay Dixonbey)
Kensington Dressing, Evolve - "From The Ashes" (Chelsea Sebes)
Aria Du, Yoko's - "Je M'arreterai" (Megan Ellis)
Hope Edwards, OCPAA - "Winner Takes All"
Brinley Evans, Southern Strutt - "Silent Night" (?)
Gracyn French, P21 - "Chemtrails Over The Country Club" (Molly Long)
Kourtney Gampol, OCPAA - "Steam Heat" (Rachel Miller)
Regan Gerena, P21 - "That's Life" (Molly Long)
Lily Hackney, WFDC - "I Love You" (Gianna Adianez)
Sloane Hall, Southern Strutt - "Watch Me" (Leah Evans)
Lainey Hess, WFDC - "Between These Hands" (Gianna Adianez)
Reagan Hess, WFDC - "Twilight" (Gianna Adianez)
Izzy Howard, WDP - "Over It, Scene" (Maria Konrad)
Annsley Huff, Southern Strutt - "The Swan" (Shelby Barnes)
Desa Jankes, WFDC - "Find You" (Jessica Disalvo)
Eva Jimmerson, Renner - "A Mischievous Waltz" (Jordan Pelliteri)
Tayah Klimcuk, Pave - "Slow Me Down" (Courtney Schwartz)
Lily Knopps (Club) - "Diamonds Are A Girls Best Friend" (Ashley Moffitt)
Mya Lanigan, Evolve - "Breakin' Dishes" (Lauren Herb)
Esme Lee, OCPAA - "Bring On The Men" (?)
Jillian Mahan, OCPAA - "London Bridge" (Hannahlei Cabanilla)
Savannah Manzel, Larkin - "Flowers In May" (Chelsea Jennings)
Scarlett Manzel, Larkin - "What A Feeling" (Chelsea Jennings)
Kennedy Marble, Club - "Mr. Monotony" (Jaycee Wilkins)
Taylor Morrison, DC2 - "My Discarded Men" (Tanya Emmer)
Avery Olsen, OCPAA - "Woman"
Helena Olaerts, Mather - "She Used To Be Mine" (Shannon Mather)
Roxie Onellion, Base - "Amor" (Kelly Inskip)
Addyson Paul, Pave - "The Garden" (Courtney Schwartz)
Emily Polis, VDA - "When I Go" (Jessica Malafronte)
Mila Renae, Studio X - "Voila" (Fiorella Baclit)
Dylan Reuss, OCPAA - "Favorite Crime" (Amy Berokoff)
Lola Rodi, Evolve - "Heavenly Bodies" (Chelsea Sebes)
Amaya Rodriguez, DUC Miami - "3 Breaths" (Chelsea Sebes)
Elsie Sandall, Club - "Beneath The Mask" (Chelsea Jennings)
Emma Santos, Studio X - "Have A Little Faith" (Avery Cardozza)
Berkeley Scifres, P21 - "Cornet Man" (Molly Long)
Tatum Self, Club - "Gorgeous" (Jaycee Wilkins)
Everleigh Soutas, DCDF - "Something New" (Molly Long)
Kayleigh Stoler, Enthusiasm - "Medusa's Curse"
Sailor Stormoen, Larkin - "Bloom" (Chelsea Jennings)
Kiera Sun, WDP - "Mist" (Renee Kester)
Macey Strickland, WFDC - "Heavenly Bodies" (Chelsea Sebes)
Ellary Day Szyndlar, Club - "Over The Rainbow" (Mark Meismer :()
Sylvie Win Szyndlar, Club - "Magic Within Me" (Chantel Aguirre)
Ella Venerio, DUC Miami - "Beneath The Surface" (Chelsea Sebes)
Greta Wagner, Summit - "Me And The Devil" (?)
Tinsley Wallace, Renner - "Broken Wings" (Chelsea Sebes)
Skylar Wong, Woodbury - "Just A Room" (Ricky Ubeda)
Fiona Wu, Yoko's - "Voila" (Erin Lamoyne)
Aliyah Yen, P21 - "Mink, Schmink" (Molly Long)
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shmalk · 8 months ago
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hi there !! this post isn't obligatory to view my content, but i'd love to introduce myself to you !
MY REQUESTS ARE : OPEN !
ʕっ• ᴥ • ʔっ here is what you need to know ! : ̗̀➛
• im shmalk ! you can call me malk, blue, shmalk, whatever you like !
• i write about almost anything, if i haven't heard of it, i'll do my best to do some research and write it as best i can !
• i mainly do { x reader } but i will also write { character x character } !
CURRENTLY, I WRITE FOR :
COD CHARACTERS :
simon riley, johnny mactavish, kyle garrick, john price, kate laswell, phillip graves, könig, horangi, valeria, alejandro, rudy, and farah karim.
ONE PIECE CHARACTERS :
luffy, zoro, sanji, nami, nico robin, brook, ace, frankie, trafalgar d law,
HARRY POTTER CHACTERS :
[ others ] newt scammander, tom riddle
[ marauders era ] james potter, sirius black, remus lupin, peter pettigrew, regulus black, lily evans,
[ golden era ] harry potter, ron weasley, hermione granger, neville longbottom, seamus finnagin, dean thomas, george weasley, fred weasley, charlie weasley, bill weasley, percy weasley, ginny weasley, cedric diggory, draco malfoy, blaise zambini, mattheo riddle, theodore knott, lorenzo berkshire,
TWILIGHT CHARACTERS :
[ vampires ] edward cullen, alice cullen, carlisle cullen, bella swan, jasper hale, rose hale, emmet cullen
[ wolves ] jacob black, paul lahote, sam uley, quil v ateara, jared cameron, embry call, seth clearwater, leah clearwater,
[ humans ] charlie swan, tyler crowley, mike newton, eric yorkie, jessica stanley, angela webber, lauren mallory,
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divinefqces · 3 months ago
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⭑ 1980’s names!
name master list ☀️ this list consists of (fem) names that were majorly popular during the 1980s. i will most likely be making a similar post to this eventually including sur names, if you have any suggestions you think would fit well in this list please lmk!
feminine
A ; amanda, ashley, amber, amy, angela, april, alicia, allison, alexandra, alexis, alyssa, anne, annie, angelica, angel, angeline, ana, audrey, aubrey, autumn
B ; brittany, britney, brittney, britanny, brandy, brandi, bianca, brooke, beth, brenda, barbara, bridget, bonnie, bonnabel
C ; christina, cristina, crystina, cristinna, christine, courtney, crystal, cindy, cyndi, cassandra, chelsea, catherine, cynthia, carrie, caitlin, caitlyn, cait, casey, candace, christy, colleen, carolyn, caroline, cassie, carla, claudia
D ; diana, dana, dawn, desiree, divine, destini, destiny, deanna, dominique, deborah, danielle, debbie
E ; elizabeth, emily, erin, eren, erika, erica, ebony, evangeline, elsie
F ; fallon, felicia, fern, francine, franchesca, faye, farrah, felicity, fiona, fiora, flora, freya, frey, frida, fatima, florence, frances
G ; gemma, gwen, gwenny, gabrielle, gabriella, gen, genevieve, genette, genesis, gem, georgina, giana, ginny, giselle, gina
H ; hannah, hazel, harriet, heather, hallie, hayley, hailey, holly, hope
I ; isley, ivy, imogen, isla
J ; jess, jessica, jessy, jessie, jessyca, jen, jenny, jenni, jennifer, jacqueline, jackie, jill, joanna, jaclyn, jaime, jamie, jordan, jordy, jordyn, jass, jas, jasmine, jasmin, jazz, jazzmin, jazzmine, jenna, jade, jayde
K ; krystal, kim, kym, kimberly, kymberly, katherine, kathryn, kathy, kat, katheryne, krystina, krys, kryssie, krissie, kristen, krysten, kristyn, katie, kate, kaitlyn, kaitlin, kathleen, katrina, kelsey, kara, kendra, kelly, kelli, kari, kourtney
L ; lydia, lindsey, lindsay, laura, lauren, loren, lauryn, latoya, leslie, les, lesley, leah, linda, lynda, laury, laurie, laurey, lori, latasha, liv, leigh-anne, lacey, lacy, laci
M ; maria, mariah, moriah, melissa, melyssa, michelle, michele, mychelle, mary, marie, monica, monyca, megan, meghan, megyn, megin, melanie, misty, margaret, molly, morgan, monique, miranda, melinda, marissa, meredith, merida, meagan, mallory
N ; nicole, nichole, nycole, nicol, natalie, natalia, nat, natasha, nancy, nina
O ; octavia, odette, odessa, olivia
P ; perrie, priscilla, patricia, pamela, payton, paige, paisley
Q ; quinn, quinnie, quinni, quincy, queenie, quen
R ; rachel, rachael, rachyl, rebecca, rebecka, rebekah, renee, reneé, regina
S ; sara, sarah, steph, stef, stefanie, stephanie, stefani, stephani, samantha, sam, shannon, sharon, stacey, stacie, staci, stacy, susan, susanne, susanna, sandra, sabrina, sheena, shauna
T ; trina, tiff, tiffany, tifany, tifaney, tiffaney, tiffani, tara, tracey, tracy, traci, tina, teresa, theresa, tara, tonya, tamara, tabitha, tasha, tammy, tamika, taylor
U ; unqiue
V ; vera, veronica, vanessa, victoria, vic, vickey, valerie, val
W ; willow, whitney, whit
X ; xandra
Y ; yasmine, yessica, yazzmin, yazzmine, yasmin
Z ; zara, zarley, zarlee, zarli, zarhlee. zoey, zoe
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yungcsinszka · 5 months ago
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CAS | Minth Berrymore | The Sims 4 - Not So Berry kihívás
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body
tattoo set by lotuswhim
EA eyelash remover by kijiko
mini moles by kiwitrait
olympia skin by lamatisse
mae body preset & serena body preset by miiko
face details by okruee
velvet eyebrows by twistedcat
makeup
flwr eyeshadow by arethabee
eyeliner N21 & eyeshadow NSH10 by cosmosim
28eyeliner & 818eyeliner & default eyeshadow & soulmate lipstick by crypticsim
dark hour lipstick & heatwave lipstick & 3D lashes no2. & slayer eyeliner & by twistedcat
hair
dusk hair & leah hair v2 by aharris00britney
eva hair by arethabee
esmé hair & kyanite hair & lois hair & opal hair by greenllamas
hair ombre by okruee
penny hair by saurus
dahlia bun by twistedcat
clothes
laila top by arethabee
elle jeans & jessica skirt & mindy shorts & paisley top by AxA (aharris00britney x ayoshi)
denim bottom & sicily socks & swimbikinihalter top by greenllamas
EP09 dress add-ons by grimcookies
levitation dress & charli sweater by adrienpastel
akira cargo shorts by caio
chloe jeans & clover skirt & leonie skirt & salem blouse v1 & sonia cardigan & sophia polo by clumsyalien
sporty set by ikarisims
charlotte coat v2 by serenity
flower swimsuit & pluto cropped jacket by trillyke
shoes
collections (there are a lot) by jius
casual sneaker & swan ugg shoes by caio
millie slippers by trillyke
accessories
plumbob necklace (in set) by kumikya
stormy gloves by quirky_introvert
stockings by solistair
century necklace by christopher067
luana necklace by ikarisims
barbie glasses by serenity
kumiko socks by trillyke
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punkeropercyjackson · 6 months ago
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Highkey tired of every Pjo crossover having Annabeth as the motherly one and the braincell holder when she has zero motherly qualities including lack of self-care.If anybody's feminine Team Mom who gets frustrated with her idiots but loves and takes care of them all the same in canon it's Percy(cause she's trans)and Annabeth's the intense badass who's nice but offputting to cismen(cause she's a lesbian)
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sororityrows-blog · 10 months ago
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Sorority Row (2009)
Sorority sisters shout it out - p. 1/3
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redpool · 2 years ago
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NEW MOON
oops, i thought eclipse was before new moon
new moon is my favourite of the 5
mainly because i prefer the wolves
AHFGHGDHFHGCHG
CHARLIE!!!!!
ANGELA MY LOVE
jesus christ
lol
why do you say rabbit like that?
fucking hell
they're not even quiet about it.
the parallels to the R&J scene and the bit with the Volturi
lol, i thought vampires were supposed to be beautiful
DEMETRI!!!!!
lol
ew, shut up
ROSE MY LOVE
shut up Emmett
god
fucking idiot
i never thought these words would ever leave my mouth but PUT IT IN YOUR MOUTH
when i cut my finger my first instinct is to press on the wound so more blood comes out because it fascinates me, yours should be to cover it because you are in a ROOM FULL OF VAMPIRES.
how does the hair changing work for this kind of vampire?
because Jasper and Alice seem to have a different haircut every movie
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THE CHIN TAP
FUCK
HOLY BALLS
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clearly not
jesus sorry, I'm ignoring what's happening and trying to remember how to spell, apparently i can't spell it so clearly will have to do.
shut up, look at her bro
gasp
seriously
YAY TIME FOR THE WOLVES
look at her you little coward
shut up
there's not a single thought behind those eyes.
oh lovely, lead her out to the middle of nowhere then adandon her
what the fuck
thats not creepy at all
SAM!!!!!
is a bit weird tbh
THERE'S A POSSIBILTY THERE'S A POSSIBILTY
MM, MM-MM, MM-MM, MM-MM, MM, MM-MM, MM-MM, MM-MM
what are these nightmares from? PTSD or from the codependency?
ANGELA MY LOVE
oh my fucking god
this is not going to help.
ffs
skip skip skip skip skip skip skip skip skip skip skip skip skip skip skip
girl, just go to therapy, jesus christ
BELLA WHERE THE HELL YOU BEEN LOCA
SHOW ME THE BOY
GIVE HIM TO ME
ew, age is not just a number, you fucking pedophile
EMBRY, MY LOVE
AHSHDFVHGSDFV
good one, shithead
Charlie be my dad (NOT IN A SEXUAL WAY)
his voice irritates my brain
stop talking like that
skip skip skip skip skip skip skip skip skip skip skip skip skip skip skip
idiot
that's not enough blood for a head wound
ANGELA MY LOVE
stop
secondhand embarrassment
aren't you with Jessica?
jesus christ
Jacob is supposed to be 16, oh my god
lol
dont start with that toxic masculinty shit
you gotta stop bro
oh my god
'And you think I'm sort of... beautiful..' shut all the way up
STOP
pfft
i'm gonna hurl
ooo
hes losing it
Harry <3
jfc
stop looking
oop
'everyone' then proceeds to only name one person
oh my fucking god
how is that a 16 year old?
what, you expect flowers to last that long? do you not how the seasons work?
that's Sam right?
oh, they're all here, never mind
jesus christ Bella
wait she's 18 at this point right? and he's 16...
put a shirt on
liar
jesus, they're both bad for her.
he's got a fucking 8 pack
PAUL!!!!
oop
jesus christ
i fucking hate this so much
oh my god
jesus christ
EMBRY!!!!! god i love him
EMILY!!!!!!!!!!!! BE MY MOTHER
awe
grumpy x sunshine
AHAHJHDSFVJHS
what the hell
are you a fucking idiot?
oh shit
i hate that Harry died but i get Seth and Leah out of it so, i'm conflicted.
idiot
what kind of cpr was that
yeah, while you were attention seeking, Harry was dying.
eyeroll
fucking hell, that's not how this works, you stupid bitch
oh my fucking god
this treaty has been around long before you were even a thought.
*eyeroll so hard i do a backflip*
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why do i do this to myself?
just yell, you idiot
*eyeroll so hard my eyes get stuck*
DEMETRI!!!!
FELIX!!!!
JANE MY LOVE!!!!!!
I FUCKING LOVE HER SO FUCKING MUCH
has Demetri always sounded like that?
ALEC!!!!!!
oop
shut up, Jamie Campbell Bower
oh my god
Felix, did your hand get bigger?
creepy little pervert
i see why Michael is always cast as the creepy weirdo.
oh god, i just noticed the children
why are you acting like you literally didn't just try to kill yourself??
Jesus, with the number of times I've rolled my eyes I'm surprised they haven't gotten stuck.
I'm gonna barf
his arms are the size of my fucking head
awe
oh my fucking god
I'M GOING TO SLAM MY HEAD INTO THE FUCKING WALL UNTIL I FUCKING DIE
I HATE YOU
I HATE ALL THREE OF YOU
see what you did, you've fucked up both their lives.
you've been together for like 5 minutes
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midnightwitch92 · 2 years ago
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Twilight\50 Shades\Mortal instruments fan pairings
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theemporiumreport · 1 year ago
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Grand Opening of The Emporium Report!
Hello and Welcome to my blog!
My name is Wayn (They/Them) and I started this blog because I just wanted a place to formally store my thoughts about certain comic issues or comic events!
A little about me, I'm:
Non-Binary
21 years old
Currently in university as a Technical Theatre Major and a Creative Writing Minor.
Filpino-American!
Although I am a Creative Writing Minor, I'm really bad at grammer and overthink a lot so if I write terrible sentences, no I did not <3 :). Other than reading and thinking about comics, I love playing video games such as League of Legends (sadly) + related games, Dark Souls, Resident Evil, Bayonetta, and so much more! (I may from time to time write about these games, but that will be in the future ;)
Little more fun facts:
Favorite Food: Sushi or my mother's sisig
Favortie Musician(s): Wolf Alice, Beyonce, Doja Cat, Rina, plus my monthy music obsession (which is Janelle Monae's The Age of Pleasure)
Favorite Color: Love a good blue, purple, or red
Favorite Movie: At this moment? Across the Spider-verse (EEAO is VERY close behind)
Favorite Show: The Magicians
Now to get into my comic journey and experience!
Comic History
My first exposure to the comics, or at least superheroes, was the Fox X-Men movies! My family had the 2000's trilogy on DVD and it was the one of the only things I liked watching alongside with Spongebob and Ben 10. I would always watch these movies on loop at my father's work on those portable DVD players. Looking back, it was such a fun and simple time!
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As I grew up, I watched more Marvel related media such as Ultimate Avengers (2006), Super Hero Squad, Agents of Shield, and even played Marvel Heroes Omega for years until its sad shutdown in 2017. But enough of what I watched or played, the very first comic I read was in 2014 with All New X-Men #18!
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But why this particular issue? Well I purely blame Stuart Immonen and his beautiful artwork! I remember seeing this particular cover and loving the new costumes of the O5! The futuristic unitard with each person color coded was very appealing to young me! I also liked that I knew the central characters: The Original Five X-Men. I specifically loved Jean Grey and had an unhealthy crush on Scott Summers (I even read is solo series :o). But this issue is what brought me into comics and when re-reading the run today, I get great flashbacks and memories!
Now here are some personal comic fun facts:
Favorite Character(s): Illyana Rasputin (Magik), Danielle Moonstar (Mirage), Wanda Maximoff (Scarlet Witch), Ororo Munroe (Storm)
Honorable Mentions: Kwannon (Psylocke), Jean Grey, Rachel Summers (Askani), Jessica Drew (Spider-Woman), Gwen Stacy (Ghost-Spider), Miles Morales (Spider-Man), literally all the New Mutants (except Magma...)
Favorite Writer(s): Chris Claremont (past), Jonathan Hickman, Vita Ayala, Leah Williams, Steve Orlando
Favorite Artists: Russell Dauterman, Bill Sienkiewicz, Kevin Wada, Kris Anka, Joshua Swaby, Sara Pichelli
Favorite Limited Comic Run: House of X (2019) by Jonathan Hickman
Favorite Issue: New Mutants #41 by Chris Claremont
What is The Emporium Report?
To elaborate more on the purpose of this blog, I just wanted a place where I can write and write and store my thoughts. Out in the real world, I don't really talk about comics as the community around me are not really fond of comics (theatre people D:). So, I made a twitter (@emporium_report) that I ramble on about comics. But, I wanted to make a full report or essay about certain issues (such as the brilliance of New Mutants #41) so I made this!
Prepare to read:
Analysis on single issues or characters
Reactions/General Thoughts on Comic Runs or Events
Personal deepdives into characters
Possible video game analysis/reactions and such
and more!
Lastly, why is it called The Emporium Report?
Well, I am a really big Scarlet Witch fan (will probably go into my history with her later) and I found her new shop in Orlando's run to be quite neat! The mystical shop is called Emporium and now this page is called The Emporium Report!
Thank you for reading all the way to the end!
I am currently looking for any comic friends so apply away! :D
But in all seriousness, thank you and I hope that I stay comitted to this page!
-Wayn.
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yourstruelyxo · 1 year ago
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Masterlist xoxo
OUAT:
Regina Mills
Emma Swan
Belle
Yellow Jackets:
Natalie Scatorccio
Lottie Matthews
Shauna Shipman
Taissa Turner
Misty Quigley
TWD:
Carol Peletier
Maggie Greene
Michonne
Criminal Minds:
Any of the women x
Abbott Elementary:
Melissa Schemmenti
Ava Coleman
Janine Teagues
Bridgerton:
Queen Charlotte Old/Young
Penelope Featherington
Eloise Bridgerton
Daphne Bridgerton
Lady Danbury Old/Young
Violet Bridgerton
Portia Featherington
Twilight saga:
Bella Swan
Esme Cullen
Rosalie Hale
Alice Cullen
Leah Clearwater
Hazbin Hotel
Carmilla Carmine
Vaggie
Lute
Charlie Morningstar
Cherri Bomb
Rosie
Who Framed Roger Rabbit?
Jessica Rabbit
if there is any character that’s not on the list that you want me to write for please ask and i probably will if it’s not a guy x
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plasticpursesweetpea · 2 months ago
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So it was super neat to open up reddit and see Boom-Boom on my front page. And I wrote this fuckin soliloquy because I'm half in the bag and felt some shit.
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I fucking love Tabi. Boom-Boom. Because, no matter who writes her (Ellison-A caricature of white trash (FUCK SHIT !@@$#!) or Leah Williams bimbo with a heart of gold), the end result is this fuckin street kid. She grew up poor and alone, she was probably, definitely raped, she developed her powers and was instantly othered, she's a fuckin drunk and probably a junkie and lived out on the road until she got taken in by Xavier and then was instantly used, again. "Hey you're just a baby and your life sucks, but we need you on X-Force because you obviously don't care for "rules" and you have a "beat the shit out of other people" power. Hey, "all that trauma you have, use it". Hey, "Y'know how you're a loner? Breathe it."
Tabi fuckin speaks for the street kid experience. 
No one ever fuckin questions how much she drinks. I love, LOVE, how her and Jubilee are living together and best friends TM. But like, she doesn't even say, "Hey Tabs, maybe chill out." It's almost funny in that it's fuckin not, how the fuckin street rat kid is a drunk. You just roll with it. 
But she's also always on. She's quick as fuck with a retort. Half the reason I love X-Terminators is goddamn Boom-Boom, "You look like Glinda the Good Witch's porn parody." Because Tabi fuckin owns that shit. Gets asked to come along and says "I have shit to do." "Like fuckin what?" "Like finishing this beer for starters? I'll see you there."
It's cute, until you pick it apart. It's the same as my favourite splash panel of her standing and drinking and finishing a fight saying "I thought y'all bitches said we weren't doing anything fun." Tabi is perpetually drunk in the background. Fucked up because she's going through some shit. Fuckin lit, but still a super hero. Her and Jessica Jones would probably be besties over the simple facts of whiskey and "goddamnit again? Fine. Guess I'll suit up."
Maybe I'm reading too much into it (I am.), but it's WHY I love them as characters and why they're my favourites. Because they so clearly don't fucking want to be here. They don't WANT this fuckin headache. But they still save the day. They go aboveboard beyond what a normal bitch would on her third drink by noon, because someone fuckin has to. The whole "I'm too cool for this, but I guess I have time", vibe is a silly, ridiculous act because thats the only way to cope. Be fabulous, dress the part, and fuck shit up half in the bag. Because if you don't, will someone else? Maybe, but I look better doing it: Hold my fuckin glasses. 
I'm fuckin rambling. But, Boom-Boom is my favourite mutant because she so obviously doesn't give a shit, and simultaneously does, more than anyone else, and I get that aa a street kid. As someone who's fucking homeless. Reading into it, it's hilarious that someone who lives in the margins hangs out with bitches whose whole fucking thing is being the light and sound.
Anyways, it's beer 'o clock Sluts and I'm doing my goddamn best. <3
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