#lb: love and limerence

[robertsbarbie]

this is so silly but i’m so emotional about none of these songs being about mental illness and most of them are about learning and out growing like journeys are never linear but it’s so 🥺 to see

[strange-spaghetti]

Really quick. So I think an issue with me Is writing here. It actualizes narratives whether they be true or over emphasized, maybe even false. I’ll stick to the positives since that’s really where I want to go from here. I’ve actually had a pretty long f*cking streak of about 2 weeks of no suicidal thoughts. Incredible, man. It was like after photographing Alesana things just got better & better. I’m talking to a lot of people. Getting things planned for productions. & since the cook out… see - that I’m going to have to be careful about. I’ve recently come across a post on IG that touched on limerance & I Definitely have a problem with over romanticizing small things. His clothes have been in my car since & I have to Forcefully stop myself from doing that gross chick thing of touching them. Like bro. This is Not that don’t be a f*cking idiot. He’s my boy. He is solely - the most positive, feel good (oof, ain’t that the truth. F*ck) person I know & I’m not ruining that. Of all the people I could have hooked up with at work (only like 3 or 4 potentials) that was the one to do it with. At first it was weird since I played that night over in my mind like he’s a talker during & I F*cking Love Dirty Talk. The absolute f*cking best. I kept hearing him in my head. & sorry but honestly my life f*cking changed when he moaned my name lmao! The Ex Never moaned, maybe a hum & heavy breath but Never! Bastard never said my name out of bed why would he moan it during?… Anyway! I haven’t been this turned on in f*cking years at this point. So yeah, it was an adjustment knowing how good my work partner’s dick feels & how bad I want to f*ck him. We’ve only worked together once since it happened & there was a joke of f*cking in the basement since there are no cameras… he joked he was going to switch his shift to Tuesday (we only work Thursdays together now that classes started up again) I don’t think my period would be over with by then : ( plus he’s a little hard to read since everything is said with laughter. He texted me he was for real about the basement. I told him I’d be paranoid but oof. I want it so so bad.

But yeah, things are getting better & this is the longest it’s been being better. I’m still 10 lbs more than my normal weight but other than that, I’m happy. Which holy f*ck is that something. I haven’t been able to say that in a long, long time. It feels good to chat with people from dating apps, & at school & work. I’m very, very lucky to love my job & the people there…. Better not get fired then or f*ck it up with a workplace hook up. (…so good, I cannot believe how f*cking good it was. Like he did & said things that, oof holy sh*t, just Knocked me outtt like f*cking K.O, man lmao! Mm, too good.)

… why do I ever write “quick”? Okay! But yeah, I have to be so, so careful & mindful about the good things that are happening. I cannot ruin these things for myself or give them Too much weight.

[lllluka]

What do you think about Marinette?

I honestly think she's really cute (esp as Multimouse)! Big girlboss energy as LB, which I love.

I like when she's honest with herself. I don't the kind of person she turns into around Adrien. I don't like her conflicts around Adrien. I don't like the inconsistencies in her character and that the show flip-flops it around as a cheap pathway for pushing moral lessons.

If that's the show's 'formula' (which, why even with the Akumatized villains, then?), then they need to change it bc it's real tired and frustrating to watch.

Reiterating that point on how she is around Adrien, not only is it unhealthy to paint limerence as actual love to children, and push the concept of 'meant to be', but the fact that for some reason, sometimes, completely out of the blue, she's suddenly okay with mistreating her friends in order to pursue it is so fucked up I can't even believe it sometimes??

It makes no narrative sense. Not for the target audience, and not for the older audience, either.

When I see things that actively DEFY her romantic character arc, I just ???? Hg. What.

Like, I have permanent Luka brain, so I got really mad in Mr. Pigeon 72, right? Having her agonise so much over not being able to be with Luka. But it wasn't just the Luka thing, like-- all this fuss she made about not being able to love. Not being able to crush. Weighted by responsibility, only to turn around and jump back on the Adrien train?

I was just: UH????

WHAT? WHAT? WHAT? WHAT? WHAT?

Then I got to Crocoduel, and -- I have mad issues with the Jagged thing, but on the Marinette front, what the Hell was she on about? 'never feel the same'? What kind of filler ass BS was she on about there?

Sometimes the show has her act in ways that make you want to SCREAM. @volperion and I caught up w S4 together and literally it can be attested to that when we got to the confession attempts in Simpleman I actually lost all chill in my body and audibly SCREAMED into a pillow. I had NEVER done that before in my life, my GOD.

The rest of the episode was kinda funny and I chilled out after a while, but I was literally just impulse-yelling

'??? I THINK I HATE HER. I REALLY THINK I HATE HER. WHAT THE FUCK???'

AND THAT'S JUST THE THING. I DON'T HATE HER. I LITERALLY DON'T. I LOVE HER, SHE'S FANTASTIC AND I ADORE HER. BUT IN THAT MOMENT, I GENUINELY THOUGHT I COULD HAVE.

I just. IDK man. It depends on the episode for me, because I cannot GAUGE it with this writing, man. I guess my final conclusion is: love Marinette, but sometimes she goes in the naughty corner to atone for the show's failures.

[sasorikigai]

IN — CHARACTER : QUESTIONNAIRE.

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1) WHAT DOES YOUR MUSE SMELL LIKE?

》 Hanzo: musk, burnt ash, petrichor, wet earth, well-kept hearth and oak.  》 Kuai: evergreen, peppermint, unperturbed snow, freshly brewed green tea.

2 ) HOW OFTEN DOES YOUR MUSE BATHE / SHOWER ?  ANY HABITS ?

》 Hanzo: showers twice a day, usually after his morning training and evening when he’s done with a series of meditations and personal training. He loves to sit in the hot springs and either meditate or sink in a trance where he relives his past while he daydreams. He takes a meticulous care of his hair, which has grown well past his shoulder blade and just hits the curve of his spine. He takes an ample amount of time conditioning and combing his hair out. 

》 Kuai: showers daily, since he does not sweat as much (his perspiration simply condenses and falls off of him just as his conjured cryomancy and weaponry). While he could endure the baths, he rather prefers a thorough shower than a bath. He barely takes ten minutes, even when he’s being meticulous and methodical in his washing. 

3 ) DOES YOUR MUSE HAVE ANY TATTOOS OR PIERCINGS ?

》 Neither Hanzo or Kuai do. 

4 ) ANY BODY MOVEMENT QUIRKS ( EX : LEG SHAKING ) ?  

》 Hanzo: has that slight debonair sway to his hips. It’s almost imperceptible. In combat stance, he’s viper-like and he never stands still or idle, as he’s constantly perceiving the environment and the opponent he’s facing, because ninjutsu expresses a unique method of moving and thinking which developed the system often referred to as the art of winning. The method of relaxed continues body movement allows him to create a never ending supply of effective counters to any given defence situation and is unique to Ninjutsu. For it is a complete fighting system dealing with the physical, mental and spiritual aspects of development, Hanzo is highly expert at stealth because of this. 

》 Kuai: Slightly slower movements than Hanzo, but he covers it up by his cryomancy, which could propel, slide, project, even levitate him if he wanted with streams of chilled air. Both Shotokan and Dragon Kung Fu is often regarded as a 'hard' and 'external' martial art because it is taught that way to beginners and coloured belts to develop strong basic techniques and stances. Initially strength and power are demonstrated instead of slower, more flowing motions as his movements are not really delicate nor reptilian. The dragon represented two of the ancient elements, Earth and Water, endowing the creature with powers of illusion and strength.

5) WHAT DO THEY SLEEP IN?

》 Hanzo: usually sleeps in his underwear of nude.  》 Kuai: topless, with simple pair of pants. 

6) WHAT’S THEIR FAVORITE PIECE OF CLOTHING?

》 Hanzo: his charcoal Yukata with Koi pattern and effervescent colors of Fire Gardens embroidered in gold and red.   》 Kuai: His battle garment that’s light blue & silver in color. 

7 ) WHAT DO THEY DO WHEN THEY WAKE UP ?

》 Hanzo: stretches, meditates and practices calligraphy or paint.  》 Kuai: meditates, and heads to the training grounds to loosen his body up.  

8 ) HOW DO THEY SLEEP ?  POSITION ?  

》 Hanzo and Kuai: most often they will sleep on their back, and sleeps like dead if they are able to sleep for more than 5-6 hours (which is rare). Usually, Hanzo sleeps on his side, while Kuai is more inclined to sometimes sleep on his belly. 

9) WHAT DO THEIR HANDS FEEL LIKE?

》 Hanzo: calloused, but soft at the same time; he has large hands even for a man of his physique (6′2″, over 200 lbs - exactly 215 lbs), and they constantly radiate dry heat of the desert. 

》 Kuai: less calloused than Hanzo’s, slightly cracked yet soft. Ectoplasms of chilled air almost always coats, regardless of his ‘activated’ cryomancy. Runs on the cold side, although it isn’t uncomfortable and unpleasurable iciness. 

10 ) IF YOU KISSED THEM, WHAT WOULD THEY USUALLY TASTE LIKE ?

》 Hanzo: warmth of the hearth, the height of summer, limerence, melancholy.  》 Kuai: evergreen, pine, chamomile, mint, yearning 

Tagged by: @st-riley-the-brave

Tagging: @heamatic (for Cassie and Raiden), @forgedvirtues (for Tundra), @pxlariis, @replicantdeviancy, @maximummuses (for Cyrax), @seidanguard

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[robertsbarbie]

i just think that

thank you

[robertsbarbie]

i’m the girl of your dreams! but you’ll never know her!

[robertsbarbie]

“i’ve tried everyone out and i still haven’t found you in somebody else” 🧍🏼‍♀️🧍🏼‍♀️🧍🏼‍♀️🧍🏼‍♀️🧍🏼‍♀️

[robertsbarbie]

DONT LET THESE WORDS INFLATE YOUR EGO CAUSE I THINK YOURE A FUCKING WEIRDO!!!!

[robertsbarbie]

i was waiting at the checkout you just tried me on for size! i guess i didn’t fit right!!!

[robertsbarbie]

olivia o’brien actually releasing the song she said she wrote about someone she had a 15 minute conversation with and never dated what so ever 😭😭

[robertsbarbie]

the way the blip goes between the ears is so insane like god!

[robertsbarbie]

time isn’t healing me! every year i just get older! and i’m just somebody that you never had to get over!!!

[robertsbarbie]

new olivia o’brien EP!

[lllluka]

Thoughts: I feel that Luka would make a great guardian AND a good Ladybug.  I feel Kagami would make a good Chat Noir. 

However, I also agree that Ladybug and Chat Noir should not be people that know each other, to keep their dynamic/relationship as professional and unclouded as possible. That’s why I don’t feel Luka!Noir + Marinette!bug or Kagami!bug + Adri!Noir dynamics would work out.

I don’t feel Marinette and Adrien should be LB and CN together, either. Their dynamic is wholly unprofessional and to the detriment of the entire city, and at times, the world. I don’t feel that a LB + CN combo should be clouded by limerence or intense love. At ALL.

Because Babe, they be coworkers, you know?