#latenightconfessions

[gh0stgizm0]

I like the smell of burning hair it might be an addiction ! {⚃}

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[rudegizmo]

Can we bring back #latenightconfessions or can you make another blog for it for us to do it?

So interestingly enough, I have a draft written up that's entirely too messy and unfinished to see the light of day as is, trying to organize some general info, much like Dia's Introduction post, and I have a little paragraph written up on how I want to keep some sort of 'segments' like we used to do, citing quotes and *ahem* confessions, which I felt was Very popular.

So I was thinking of most likely opening a second blog up for those, so as not to crowd this one with some of the err, more "wild" content.

So basically you read my fucking mind,

once I am happy with the set up on the blog that I definitely haven't already made, I will link it.

[stormyfayethechristianrunaway]

| late night confessions |

(both whisper)

I miss you.

(neither hears the other)

#ItBeThatWaySometimes 😢💔

#FaithForTheJourney

🗣🙋🏾‍♀️👥 @stormyfaye

Stormy Faye The Christian Runaway

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#FaithForTheJourney

#LateNightConfessions #Absence #MissingSomeone #Separation #Relationships

#June16th2023

[hazeleyedbeth]

Spent WAY too many nights driving around late night in my early 20s(you know instead of hittin the bars)singing(badly)in the car to this song

[numbtothepaain]

2/20/2019

Once when I was very young I was invited to a pool party. I hadn’t learned to swim yet but the kid who’s birthday it was, was a really good friend. At the party a kid pushed me into the deep end. I remember sinking looking up seeing the sun rays breaking the water. All I could do was claw my way towards that light and hope the short breath I took by surprise had enough oxygen to let me make it. As an adult I look around and see the same darkness the water had but there is no sun rays, nothing worth clawing towards. Every day when I wake up I ask the lord why. I don’t thank him for blessing me with another day. I have feelings of anger and bitterness he won’t let the blackness swallow me. In the darkness there is no peace. I wouldn’t want the peace if it did exist. I find it harder everyday to continue to thrash my arms forward in the blind hope to find light. I can feel the cold numbing of the darkness putting thoughts in my head of self doubt. My concern is, is it really doubt or is it just realization of truth? Is there honestly anything worth the effort, worth the pain? I know it’s just the darkness but I’m losing my will to fight it more and more everyday. I hope it wins soon.

[brightasday18]

I've never loved anyone as well as I loved you.

[vcfgknbhgg]

Having hard time sleeping at nights so I go on here to vent.

[redolentwinter]

Facades

They can last so long we begin to believe them. Losing our true self to the image we’ve harboured for so long.

Dignity and pride all keep us from discovering the essence of our souls.

Do we quiver in the dark as if the winter wind finds our perforated skin trough the broken window glass.

Is the sun so lost that the light we see is the falsehood of the atmosphere?

The blues has kept her light and reflects on the bodies of conspirations.

To whom who looks upon, me do you see me?

[mariangota]

Dreaming Wide Awake

It’s 2am and I’m lost in you

I can’t sleep

My mind races towards the waking dreams of day

Nighttime slumbers hold nothing against the allure of your smile

The valleys and hills of your face I have yet to discover

The earth tones of your laughter

The wind of your whispers

The sunshine of your love

Let me bask in the nature that is you

Dreams are of no competition

Why dream when I can float within your arms

Why dream when I can fly within your love

Sleep is for the dead of heart

And I am so very much alive

Every touch, every word, every moment

Intensified

I’ve been granted the technicolors of fantasy

You paint within me the far reaching blues of oceans deep

You etch on my heart the deep reds of roses in bloom

You shade my soul with warm yellows of summer sunsets

My world has become so much brighter

How could my dreams ever compare to the reality of you

[gabotaf]

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[yaddyrap]

This is everywhere today, but I’m truly feeling it, Anne. I’m so grateful to have gotten through the loss of my home after Hurricane Irma (with the help of family and friends and vocation). I’ve been knocking myself out since then with work to stabilize and am slowly but surely getting there but sometimes I am too worn out. #annesexton #poetsofinstagram #latenightconfessions

[gh0stgizm0]

I met kyo kaneko at a con and confessed that I wack off to him lol he said nice

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[onedaythiswillstop]

Just one of those nights, months, years?

It's just not happening...is it?

This is it.

Another crush and I'm crushed. I'm too old for this... I..im tired of crushing from afar. I want to experience a mutual something. I'll take a friend, I just want to know him. If I know him, I can learn his faults and get over him.

Why is this bothering me so much lately? It's not that close to my birthday, I'm not attending a wedding, no babies have been born... why am I craving this? Him? Maybe it's not him, maybe I'm pathetic.

I'm pathetic. And so very lonely. And desperately seeking a mutual understanding? That sounds horrible. I'm seeking someone who can change my whole world. Someone I will want to learn cook for, someone I'll watch scary movies for, someone that will make me want to be happy. I'm just not happy, I'm trying to be, but I'm not. I'm just surviving until I grow into it? I used to be happy, where did that person go.

Is she gone for good?

[stormyfayethechristianrunaway]

Midnight Confessions I’m experiencing a few challenges, in several areas of my life, but I am reminded to keep my eyes on God for whom my strength restores. My prayer tonight is simple: Bring joy to your servant, Lord, for I put my trust in you. Psalms 86:4 NIV https://psalm.bible/psalm-86-4 #Psalms86vs4 #MidnightConfessions #LateNightConfessions #Confessions #Prayers #PrayerLife #SpiritualGrowingPains #SpirutualChallenges #SpiritualWarfare #Strength #Restoration #Trust #Faith #Joy #PrayerAfterDark #GramAfterDark #FaithForTheJourney @stormy_faye StormyFaye.com Use this link when you shop: https://stormy-faye-llc.myshopify.com/collections/all #StormyFayeTheChristianRunaway #August7th2020 https://www.instagram.com/p/CDk5VsEJdRp/?igshid=kqaaa6onnokl

[lllilybooks]

A teacher once told me to smile to strangers because you can never know the impact of that smile you have to others. You can never know that one smile could be the only good thing a person might have had in a long day OR you could even save a life. Sure the traffic's a totsl buzzkill or being home bound is boring AF. There are lines at stores and your mother might be like my mother who is being that over the top 'panic buyer' but can I just take this time and say i'm so thankful for all of those front line workers, retail workers and everyone else who is trying their best to ease the burden of people like you and me? I am thankful for that cute guy who helped bag and load our groceries to the car. To the law enforcers who handled the flow of traffic, to the retail staff and countless others who would smile at you even if they would rather be in the safety of their homes, as well as those strangers who tell you to be safe and offer you a wave. I may have had my moments of being a brat with a temper (honestly I hate stores and shopping with my mom because she drives me insane but also love her) but people like these really lift my spirits and believe that despite the madness we are all currently living in, it doesnt take a lot to be a decent human being. It may have took a crisis for everyone to realize life is too short and you should ALWAYS be kind to one another, but it was well worth it to learn some lessons the hard way. So now I want to challenge you (myself included) to smile. Smile to one another and pay kindness forward. Smile to that gas attendant, cashier, police officer, janitor, tree (yes I meant to say tree - can't you appreciate nature for giving you clean air???), or even a dog. Its a priceless thing to do and it doesn't cost you anything. Smile to one another, be kind to one another and stay safe. Much love where I'm from and I'm glad to pay it forward 🤘 #love #peace #besafe #bekind #smile #kindness #LateNightConfessions #payitforward #lifelessons https://www.instagram.com/p/B-hNoD6gFfe/?igshid=gw0pee99dhex

[midnightconfessionsofk]

five months. it’s been almost five months since i said i couldn’t do it anymore. five months since i told you i couldn’t forgive what you did. i found somebody else, and they are so beyond great but i can’t fully commit. i am constantly insecure and my trust is so low. how come i can’t get rid of the constant reminders of what happened? i saw a bottle of liquor the other day that broke my heart. i remember the tipsy giggles and sweet nothings of that night. the night we danced in the kitchen of an airbnb listening to the songs i chose for our wedding. the night i almost convinced you to drive hours to vegas to marry me the next day. the night we thought would live forever. how come bacardi limon and sprite tastes like you now? we talked last night for the first time in three months. hearing your voice brought so many emotions flooding back. the laughter, the joy, the tears, the anger, everything. i wanted to yell at you, i wanted to say i hated you. i wanted to tell you i had moved on, and was doing great without you. how come i wanted nothing but to do nothing but crack jokes and reminisce on what we had? i miss you. i have grown so much, and am so much better as a person, but i miss you. i don’t think about you every day anymore. i don’t text you, i don’t check on you, but i miss you. i don’t want to get back together, so how come i still feel this way?

-k.d.