#last time he had a fight with the gf he unfollowed a bunch of girls

[lover-of-mine]

The thing is, I'm any girl who's trying something with you worst nightmare. I'm hot, I'm smart, I'm older. I've known you half your life. Your whole family knows me and likes me already. Including people she'll never get the chance to meet. I was the one holding your hand through your dad's wake. I'm not your ex because we never dated but it's not like nothing ever happened between us. It's not like that but you would fuck me if I let you. You look at me to fact check your life. People assume I'm your girlfriend even when your actual girlfriend is around. I know shit we both know you're never gonna tell anyone. And that's without the fact that you kissed me while you were on a break. I'm not just a friend, but I'm not more than a friend. People ask you and you dismiss the question "oh she's just Anna." I'm a fucking liminal space. That you're not gonna define because it leaves the option open for you to come back to. And I don't know what the fuck am I supposed to do.