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âmusic to my earsâ
he liked to have time to be alone with his thoughts. to tune the world out and tune in to what was important.
âashton, baby,â luke breathed into his ear like a little song. he was just getting started too. this was track one of forty-five. ashton had a library.
or:
ashton listens to recordings of luke moaning while he works out.
rating: e
tw: smĂźt, language, but more specific tags on ao3
word count: 2.5k
housewifeverse au ⢠lashton ⢠complete ⢠one-shot ⢠pwp
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rodeo.
ashton irwin x luke hemmings x reader; SMUT!!đ
a/n: a little buffer while i work on the next part of where did the party go. (go read it and beg for a second part) enjoy luke being a whiny bitch and ashton in a cow costumeđ¤
also SHOUT OUT TO MY FAVORITE MISS SOUPERBLOOM!! she gave me tons of inspo and weâre simply just insane sluts for some poly!lashton which might be turned into a series? :] idk we have SO many ideas
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Idly sat on the kitchen island, your legs were neatly crossed over each other as Luke stood with you and you scrolled on your phone. You could feel his hand on your leg, his thumb tracing gentle patterns on your knee and slipping into the small holes in your fishnets. Nothing about this was sexual, just soft touches and quiet giggling as you waited for Ashton to finally be ready.
âGod⌠how long does it take to put on a fuckinâ onesie?â Luke hummed, you could just barely see his blue eyes from the side of his sunglasses. He turned to look at you after eyeing the hallway, and honestly, the cloud goggle-style sunglasses looked ridiculous.
âHe should be out soon,â You said with a humorous huff of breath, your eyes followed his lanky frame dressed insanely accurately to Kurt Cobain, full black outfit and those stupid sunglasses which usually just sat atop his head and pushed back his curls slick with product.
Not even another minute had passed before Luke was insisting you take another shot with him to pre-game, nothing could get you to refuse his offer with those sweet eyes and awfully whiny tone of voice. He was already tipsy, and you were sure heâd be in deeper by the time you got to the party. With this Luke there was never a moment of silence, he was happy and giggly which was majorly separated from his usual soft spoken demeanor.
However, a few minutes later there were footsteps coming down the stairs.
âAsh?! Come on, we have to leave!â You called, getting a quick excuse that he was coming in responseâ and in all his glory he stood in that dumb cow onesie and⌠fuck. Smudged black eyeliner.
You turned to look at Luke, whoâs eyes were glued onto your boyfriend in complete and utter awe. If this were a cartoon, his heart would be beating straight out of his chest and you swear you would have to pick his jaw up off of the floor.
âWhat?â Ashton cocked an eyebrow, picking up the car keys and waving his hand at the both of you. âI know, I know. It looks fuckinâ stupid.â
âNo it doesnât.â Luke said immediately, making you snicker and bring a hand to cover your mouth.
âThis cow onesie?! Itâs stupid, Luke. So incredibly stupid.â Ashton quipped, both hands on his hips as he stared at the two of you expectantly.
âNo, idiot. The eyeliner. He thinks youâre talking about the eyeliner.â You explained, seeing the puzzled look on Ashtonâs face slowly come back into a smirk.
âAh, gotcha.â He approached the kitchen island you were still sitting on, allowing you to get a better look at his messy makeup. âFigured Iâd go back to the emo roots, yâknow?â
âYeahâŚâ Luke mused, both ring-clad hands cupping Ashtonâs cheeks so he could look straight into those darkened hazel irises. You propped your hands behind your back, leaning back on the countertop to watch your boyfriends. Ashton seemed to be enjoying this attention, the way he slowly blinked to let Luke get his fill before gently tipping the other manâs chin to press a soft kiss to his lips.
âHey, nowâŚâ You whined, grabbing their attention and another sweet yet cocky smile from Ashton.
âDon't think I forgot about you, cowgal.â He attempted to flirt in a ridiculous sounding southern accent. You playfully rolled your eyes and felt his hands grasp at your denim covered hips, holding you in place to give you your own loving kiss.
âYouâre not funny.â You placed both hands on Ashtonâs chest, helping you to get down off of the counter as you and your two loyal sidekicks headed for the door.
âShotgun!â The sound of your voice made Luke groan in frustration.
âNot fair..!â He complained, yet didnât put up a fight.
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Upon arriving, you realized that the lack of a theme between the three of your costumes wasnât a big deal. No one really cared too much, and you all managed to fit in anyway. I mean, you looked better than the people who didnât dress up at all. How boring?
Lukeâs hand gently gripped your wrist, relying on you and Ashton behind the both of you to lead him through the crowd as he made quiet observations about everyone in the room. You made your rounds, greeting each of your friends as you walked about and watched as everyone practically fed Luke shots from the moment you walked in the door. The fact that youâd have to keep an eye on him was told with a shared look between you and Ashton, but there wasnât a problem with that.
Ashton, being the more sociable one out of the three of you strayed off to enjoy more time with your friends and interact on your behalf.
Luke spoke into your ear, but you couldnât hear too well, you could only see his wide eyes and pink cheeks.
âHmm?â You reached out for his hand, but instead of him taking it he wrapped both arms around your waist.
âCâmere⌠âmiss you.â He said sweetly, adjusting the sunglasses on his head to keep them from falling down.
âYouâve been right next to me all night, Lu.â Your tone of voice wasnât so teasing, but definitely pointing out the obvious. âCome on, we should get you some water.â
Even though you insisted, Luke was still whining as you dragged him off towards the quieter part of the kitchen and searched around for anything to sober up your boyfriend.
âBaby!â You could hear the pout in his voice, turning away towards the sink until his arms wrapped around you again. âI wanna take another shot, come on⌠come with me please?â Luke spoke into your hair, his face pressed against the top of your head as you squirmed in order to face him again.
It was again that his sweet charm struck once more, you looked up into his bleary eyes and shook your head.
âYou arenât slowing down, are you?â
Luke immediately shook his head with a giggle.
âFine.â You sighed, then the next thing you knew your arms were horribly linked together downing your next round of Pink Whitney which wasnât helping you put your foot down and avoid your boyfriend getting blackout drunk.
âYou look sâfucking pretty in that costume.â Luke murmured, hooking his pointer finger in the bandana you wore around your neck as his other hand squeezed your hip.
âHush..â You scrunched up your nose at him, Luke let out another intoxicated giggle in response before leaning in to gently nip at your neck. His words never stopped, muttering against your skin and dragging the tip of his tongue over his teeth marksâ the soft complaints you made for him to stop only drew soft laughter from Luke.
Your eyes closed for a brief moment, living in the thumping bass and the fleeting sensation of your boyfriend's lips on your neck. Until he drew back, flinching. You opened your eyes, seeing Ashton with both hands on Lukeâs shoulders.
âYou scared thâ shit outta me.â Luke complained, shifting just a little bit so he could see both you and Ashton under the now slightly purple light. These LEDs would drive you crazy.
âSorry, honeybee.â Ashton laughed, nuzzling the side of Lukeâs neck before he pressed a quick peck to his cheek. âWanna come do another round with Mike and Cal?â
You angled your head to look over Ashtonâs shoulder, seeing the other two guys standing at the kitchen island watching Ashton fetch you and Luke. Without a doubt, the both of you agreed with no second thought. The idea of your relationship with Luke and Ashton wasnât very foreign to Michael and Calum, surprisingly they werenât very curious and didnât ask a lot of questions.
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Time no longer mattered, what did matter was being surrounded by your friends while sitting in Lukeâs lap to keep his pleas and begs to a minimum. None of it worked. This boy just couldnât keep his hands to himself no matter how hard you tried to keep him pleased. Lukeâs fingertips massaged gentle circles on your bare midriff, face buried into your neck like he hadnât been near you in years. You tried to squirm out of his arms, but he really wasnât having it. In fact, he made this sound when you moved that made you realize he was more turned on than you thought. Straining against those worn out jeans of his, you turned your head to whisper into his ear.
âWanna go to the bathroom, baby?â You mutter, his head popping up from your neck to stare at you. His sunglasses were gone, they were now sitting atop Ashtonâs onesie hoodie because they kept falling into Lukeâs eyes and annoying him.
âMm, mhm.â He replies, lips parted as he helped you off of his lap and stood up with you. You went to wrap your arm around his waist, but instead he was taking your hand while quickly weaving in and out through sweaty bodies and others who didnât bother to find privacy.
A few seconds went by of your endless giggling as Luke tried a few doors, then finally found the correct one with an empty bathroom on the other side. Finally, some release of pressure for him. Luke pinned you to the counter, kicking the door of the cramped space shut and immediately attacking your lips with his own. You couldnât stop laughing, gently cupping his cheeks and smiling because of how astounded you were. He had never been like this beforeâ well, he had, but the poor thing would almost never act on it. The alcohol really helped him get across what he had desperately needed all night.
The sudden realization hit that Luke hadnât locked the door, you pulled away from the kiss to look into his eyes. His pupils were dilated so wide you swore there was nothing but black enveloping his sweet icy blues, his cheeks were so pink and his eye makeup had started to smudge⌠the door suddenly didn't matter anymore. You pulled him back in for a kiss, those swollen, needy lips that were begging for yours again. Luke moaned against your mouth, his hands roaming your body before being interrupted once again.
The two of you froze as the door opened, within the same second you were relieved to see that it was just Ashton standing there. Two drinks in his hand, without saying a single word. After putting the drinks down on the counter, he closed the door behind him and actually locked it this time.
âAshââ Luke breathed, unable to finish his thought before Ashton was pulling him in for a kiss just as fierce as the one you were just receiving.
There was nothing you loved more than watching your boyfriends love each other, seeing Ashtonâs thumbs hooked tightly in the belt loops of Lukeâs jeans as he furiously made out with him was a very close second. You sat up on the counter, giggling to yourself as you picked up a solo cup and enjoyed the show in front of you. Luke rolled his hips forward trying to gain some friction from Ashton, it worked judging by how Luke gasped and Ashton sighed into the kiss.
âDonât go⌠donât stop.â Luke whimpered quietly as Ashton gently broke the kiss, he had to hush him as he turned to look at you.
âBut look, Luke.â Ashton patted Lukeâs hip, meeting your eyes which were burning with lust and slight jealousy. You wanted that attention too. âWhat, pretty? Yâwant a turn now too?â
You nodded slowly, bottom lip pulled tensely between your teeth as you set the cup back down.
âLetâs see how good you are at riding the mechanical bull, huh?â Ashton flashed you a stupid grin, Luke started giggling like it was the funniest thing in the world while pressing his nose into Ashtonâs done-up hair. It was now that you noticed the hood on the onesie, which doubled as the cowâs head, was resting on Ashtonâs back.
âCanât do that hereâ my gosh.â You smacked Ashtonâs shoulder with the back of your hand, he playfully flinched back and sucked his teeth with a soft hissing sound.
âOuch, youâve got one hell of a hand. Itâs from all that rope pulling, ainât it?â There was that southern accent again, it was getting very annoying. So annoying that you had to tug Ashton in for a kiss to get him to shut up, he hummed in response and melted against your frame. He placed his hands on your thighs, playing with the frayed hems of the denim and squeezing as the kiss started to get desperate. Yours were on his chest, feeling up the gentle fur of the onesie which just made Ashton feel so cozy. It was incredible how he was surviving in that thing.
âMmh, let me inâŚâ Luke muttered from behind Ashton, wrapping his arms around his waist and resting his head against his shoulder. You briefly pulled away to look at Ashton, your smile being mirrored back at you as you appreciated the clinginess Luke seemed to possess from all of the alcohol he was allowed to have.
âSo cute.â You mused, Luke starting to press sloppy, open-mouthed kisses to Ashtonâs neck.
âVery.â Ashton replied in the same gentle tone, tilting his head to the side to let Lukeâs hair brush against his cheek. âNeedy tonight, are we, honeybee?â He teased.
Luke let out another sound, long and needy like a lost puppy. The look in his eyes made you pout, pushing a sweat damp curl behind his ear. There was a mutual gaze shared between you and Ashton, this wasnât a need for you two at the moment. You could wait until you were home to really enjoy each other, but Luke could barely keep his hands to himself⌠something had to be done.
âThink I should help him out?â You raised your eyebrows at Ashton, Luke perked up and eagerly tightened his grip on Ashtonâs waist.
âMm, has he been good? Seems to me like heâs been misbehaving.â
âHave not!â
âSee? Up to you, though.â Ashton shrugged nonchalantly, hiding his smirk from Luke which just made you smile.
âI think he deserves to be spoiled.â You settled this battle, keeping your âgood copâ front as Ashton was still the more brutal one when it came to bedroom roles. He liked to tease, he liked to push to the point of uncomfortableness where as you treated Luke like the princess he acted he was sometimes.
âPlease?â Luke begged, giving you those sweet puppy eyes which had Ashton stepping back to you could hop off of the counter. Luke was already back against the wall, fumbling with the zipper of his jeans and hastily tugging at his skinny jeans.
âYou donât even know what Iâm gonna do yet, baby.â You giggled, even though your next moves were predictable. Luke huffed and placed his hands at his sides, allowing you to do the work as you got to your knees in front of him. Ashton stood at Lukeâs side, tilting his chin to meet his lips.
âLet our girl do all the work to make you feel good⌠donât focus on helping.â He mumbled, lips brushing against Lukeâs as he spoke which earned another needy whimper from the blond. Luke kissed Ashton again, humming when he felt both his jeans and boxers come down.
Their make-out session was bound to be broken the second your lips were pressed to his tip, moaning out helplessly to Ashton who gently stroked his jaw.
âShh, relax. I know it feels good, donât you love that mouth?â Ashton only fueled that desperate fire within Lukeâs chest, he felt like he was about to burst at any moment because of how badly he was trying not to look at you, move his hipsâ nothing. He was trying so hard to be good, trying so hard just to stand there and take it. You had barely done anything and Luke was already in shambles.
Now, your mouth wrapped around the head of his cock and gently sucking, this is where he started to get used to the feeling. Those whimpers turned into rough sighs through his nose while Ashton placed loving kisses to the corner of his mouth, Luke wanted more than anything to tangle his hands in your hair⌠but he knew the consequences he would receive from Ashton if he did.
You took him further into your mouth, closing your eyes to focus as you heard the volume of his cries increase again.
âOh my god,â He tilted his head back against the tile wall, lip twitching in pleasure as he panted out your name and earned more attention from Ashton. Your cycle continued, bobbing your head, swallowing around him, driving him crazy with a flick of your tongue. The recipe for his release, and you could tell he was close. How his hips jerked and his breathing picked up, his hands which were still at his sides balled into fists as he felt his control slipping out of his grasp.
âBetter not see your fuckinâ ass leave the wall again.â Ashton scolded, grabbing Lukeâs chin so he was looking at him again.
âSorryâ âm sorry, so closeâŚâ He whispered, voice hoarse from the effort he was putting in to contain himself. âSo fucking close.â Luke repeated, moans following each word he spoke. He was waiting for the clear from Ashton, even though he didnât technically need it.
âNot on her face. Donât ruin the makeup.â Ashton finally said after a few moments of silence, he knew Luke needed that guidance when he was in a state like this. He couldnât go without being told what to do, it was like he craved it, needed it so badly that he couldnât think for himself.
That was also your cue to not pull off of Luke, stilling as you felt that intoxicating twitch before he came down your throat with a breathy whine of relief. It sounded like he hasnât had an orgasm in months, when he was cumming in the same place this morning and coating your mouth for the second time today. You could say he was pretty spoiled, even if Ashton pretended like he was an extreme hard-ass.
Poor thing, his body went weak against the wall. Ashton had given him his sunglasses back and placed them on his head to push his curls back, you finishing up the job by cleaning up and helping him back into his jeans. Ashton was better at tending to him, he knew just the right words to say and how to treat him⌠you were better at straightening up and making sure everyone looked like nothing had happened. You were now turned towards the mirror, fixing your shirt and sneaking glances of the two boys behind you softly whispering to each other.
âCan you handle yourself for half an hour longer?â You turned to look at Luke, it was meant to be a bit of a tease, but he nodded and gave you a lazy smile.
âDefinitely.â He agreed, Ashton chuckled and gently squeezed his hip before kissing his cheek. However, you paused with the familiarity of a song thumping from the main room. You looked at the other two puzzled, and in turn they gave you the same expression.
âWhatâs that face for?â Ashton furrowed his eyebrows, and the fact that your face lit up didnât help at all.
âDo you seriously not hear that?!â You squealed, reaching out to grab both of their hands to lead them towards the door. âBlackout? Brokencyde is playing?! This is my favorite house party song ever!â
It finally clicked for Ashton, although it did take poor Luke a few more seconds to figure out exactly what you were excited about because he had that dumbfounded look on his face. Ashton started to laugh, having to help you open the door as you barreled down the hall and dragged the two with you. Luke was laughing as well, only for the reason that you were so insistent on getting out onto the dancefloor so you could show off. At least he had the promise of more treatment at home, knowing he could behave.
#5sos fanfic#ashton irwin#5 seconds of summer#calum hood#luke hemmings#michael clifford#5sos smut#5sos x reader#5sos one shot#ashton irwin x reader#lashton#lashton x reader#ashton irwin x luke hemmings
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G-Rated Lashton Fics Masterlist
a new hope (ao3) - no_clue_who G, 1k
Summary:Â The lightest pitter-patter of rain on the window was the only background noise to Ashtonâs cooking. The house was still dark and Luke, nor Petunia, had made an appearance outside of their bedroom. The gray skies and perpetual rain had been a welcoming break to the onslaught of heat over the past few weeks, Ashton enjoyed the quiet and calm of it all.
Ashton grabbed the popcorn and his lunch, sinking further down on the couch and pressing play on the remote.
or how not to watch a movie
Beside You (ao3) - orphan_account G, 27k
Summary:Â Luke Hemmings was just 19 years old when he became a father to his little girl, Finley Elizabeth.
When his longtime girlfriend left the two of them shortly after Finleyâs first birthday, Luke struggled to manage his life as a world known rockstar and a full-time dad.
Through the struggles the boys were there for him through it all.
Some just formed a better bond than others.
burnt eggs & broken promises (ao3) - kingscrossinseptember luke/ashton, background michael/harry G, 4k
Summary: Ashtonâs always found his roommate, Luke, nothing but aggravating, but when they make a deal where Ashton has to pretend to be Lukeâs boyfriend for a night, his opinion starts to shift slightlyâŚ
By The Sound of a Drum (ao3) - DeanAndHisBeautyQueen G, 2k
Summary:Â This one shot is about Lashton - Luke and Ashton are married and are about to have a baby! There good friends Michael and Calum decides that they would like to take Luke out for a bit of fun before the babe is here and while he is out Ashton goes into labor!
Enchanted (ao3) - orphan_account G, 2k
Summary: After realizing that his bandmates never got to go to their senior formal, Ashton decides to set up a little something in his house. And that's totally the only reason he has for wanting to host a private formal in his home. Yep.
Hold For All Eternity (ao3) - senioritastyles G, 2k
Summary:Â Luke works at the new penguin exhibit and Ashton asks him out.
Summary:Â Luke works at the new penguin exhibit and Ashton asks him out.
Hold Me Close (ao3) - LunaT2345 G, 5k
Summary:Â Five times Luke and Ashton took care of each other
Hold my hand and kiss my cheek darling (the world is watching us)Â (ao3) - Abbypd G, 23k
Summary:Â âBut why do I need a fake boyfriend to come out?â Ashton asked, glaring at his manager â a woman in her forties who usually knew exactly what she was talking about. This time, the young singer wasnât too sure. âBecause why else would you have waited for two whole years to come out? With a boyfriend you can just tell them you didnât know you were into guys until you met him. It will be romantic and everybody will love it.â
Or Luke and Ashton are both idiots who are too scared to admit that their kisses arenât just for the cameras.
i feel the wind in my hair, chasing after you(ao3) -Â hideforalifetime luke/ashton G, 18k
Summary:Â Luke works more than he should, is paid less than he should be for the amount of hours he works, goofs off at lunch with Calum, goes home to his dog Petunia in the evening and watches whateverâs on HBO. Then he does it all over again. And heâs sick of it. He wants a change. He wants to be the guy he was in college, free of all worries like rent and bills and all that bullshit. Just walking from class to the dorm to the bar, and every weekend, heâd go off on his own, just him and his motorbike.Â
Or, the one where workaholic, control freak biker Luke Hemmings meets the most laid back guy heâs ever seen. And heâs hot, which is a plus.
If I Said I Love You (ao3) - Anonymous G, 1k
Summary:Â If Ashton tells Luke he loves him,will Luke say he loves Ashton too?
Iâll Keep You Safe Here With Me (ao3) - aalexandravictoriaa G, 3k
Summary:Â Luke and Ashton have a mutual crush on each other, but wonât admit it.
âIâm already something, to someone I dont knowâ (ao3) -Forbiddenmichael G, 5k
Summary:Â luke has been in love with his best friend for so long, and now the time to tell ashton his feelings has long since past
Itâs a hell of a ride (ao3) - petalrock G, 3k
Summary:Â âWe ride at noon,â Ashton informs him, eyes idly tracking Lukeâs aerial trajectory. âAre you in or not, Hemmings?â
Lukeâs no trips on his tongue. He knows that Ashton is using his last name on purpose to make him feel older and cooler. Sadly, self-awareness doesnât stop it from working. Itâs stupid that this trick still gives him cotton mouth. Still, itâs gonna take more than a nickname to convince Luke to trespass on private city-owned property in broad daylight.
Ashton seems to know this, because he says, âYou can ride with me.â
And hell, if that doesnât sway Luke immediately.
my beating heart belongs to you (ao3) - softirwin luke/ashton, michael/calum G, 2k
Summary:Â Itâs late Thursday night and the boys have just played a show.
âYou fuckinâ stink,â Calum tells Ashton as they file into the dressing room.
âThanks,â Ashton grins.
âGod, youâre all sweaty,â Michael adds, and Ashton snorts because that is fucking rich coming from the guy whose sweat has disintegrated two shirts so far this tour.
Off-Screen (ao3) - allsassnoclass (brightblackholes) G, 3k
Summary:Â Now that classes are being taught from home due to the pandemic, students are getting a glimpse into Professor Irwinâs home life, especially when his mysterious husband keeps interrupting class.
One Day (ao3) - ben_wyattt luke/ashton, michael/ashton, luke/calum G, 3k
Summary:Â Luke and Ashton are from different worlds, but they ,meet on the night they both graduate from university. We see them one day a year, July 15th, every year. Sometimes they are together, sometimes they are apart.
Puppies, Pastries, and Other Sweet Things (ao3) - LyricalPary (hoseoky) G, 16k
Summary:Â When Ashton heard someone scratching on his front door in the middle of the night, he expected it to be a burglar, maybe even extraterrestrial beings who planned to take him to another planet. However, the last thing that he expected to find was a lost puppy who simply wanted shelter from the rain.
With Nothing But This Little Spark (ao3) - makingdemands G, 3k
Summary:Â Everybody is born with lyrics from their soulmateâs favorite song tattooed somewhere on their body. Ashton kind of hates his.
with your love, nobody can drag me down (ao3) - prettyluke G, 4k
Summary:Â Luke is sick and wonât tell his boyfriend. Everyone is a big piece of shit.
you make me feel like a million bucks (ao3) - michaels G, 3k
Summary:Â anything is more fun than picking up trash for community service, even making out with the person who got you there in the first place.
#5sosfanfictioncatalogue#5sos fanfic#5sos#5 seconds of summer#lashton#luke hemmings#ashton irwin#general lashton#general lashton masterlist#general
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Vanilla
Lashton, boyxboy, 18+
Warnings: just talk about sex, but no actual smut (yet)
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"Tie me up"
Luke's head shot up from his fashion magazine "Sorry, what?"
"Sorry, I meant tie my hands up"
"Uh -", Luke slowly blinked at his best friend, eyeing the bandana he had had on his head just minutes ago and was now holding out towards Luke.
"I can't stop pulling and scratching my hair out again.", Ashton sigherd, sitting down on the couch next to Luke, "You know, just like with how bad it got when we were all nervous about how our new setlist for the 5SOS show would be received"
"Oh", Luke was finally understanding.
Ashton had this habit of pulling on his hair an scratching his scalp, when he got nervous. Often he just busied himself with something like playing the drums and wore bandanas to stiffle the urge when it got especially bad.
Michael joked that this was why he would he the first to go bald.
It got less when they were on tour just because there was so much going on all the time. But right now they were relaxing, taking time off after tour... or supposed to be relaxing.
Ashton was thinking about concept for his second solo album, trying out different lyrics and emotions as he had told Luke but didn't want to show anyone yet.
"Hey, you know that no one expects anything. You're stressing yourself -"
"I know", the older interrupted, "I just - I have so much motivation but I wanna make it different, not just a repeat of my first album. But I'm not even writing anymore, I just keep fucking pulling on my stupid hair and I'll be fucking bald by our next single and -"
"So you want me to tie you up?", Luke interrupted to stop his rambling. Luke might seem dumb sometimes but he knew his best friend inside out and he knew what to do to stop him from doing things like this. Summing up what he intended to say before he goes off the rails with overthinking and rambling too much was one of those things.
Ashton nodded, looking exhausted.
"Okay", Luke tucked the dark purple bandana from Ashton's fingers, "So - oh ... just ... like that?"
Ashton was holding up his wrists, hands balled to fists next to each other.
"Seems a little kinky, huh", Luke grinned stupidly, while also doing as his friend had requested and tying the cloth around his wrists.
"Very funny", Ashton's voice was dry.
Once Luke was done tying him up, Ashton slouched on the couch, tied hands falling limp into his lap.
"And what now?", Luke asked curiously.
"I don't know... nothing, I guess"
"I mean if you had a girlfriend she'd have some ideas -", Luke broke off into giggles at Ashton's glaring eyes, hands coming up to cover his mouth. Which he then waved in front of Ashton's face "Oh look what I can do"
"Funny", Ashton mumbled with an eyeroll, but he was smiling.
Everytime over the next hour when Ashton lifted his tied hands to scratch his nose or scoop a curl of dark blonde hair out of his eyes, Luke would giggle quietly next to him. Ashton did nothing, except taking deep breaths, while Luke scribbled into his notebook. The urge to write something himself that he knew he couldn't and would just end up pulling his hair grew smaller and smaller.
But he still ended up raising his hands, attempting to pull his roots out of frustration. His fingers wrapped around a curl on top of his head and -
"Ouch!"
"No hair pulling", Luke said firmly as he set the notebook he had just slapped Ashton's fingers with back in his lap.
"You're so vanilla"
"Heyyy, don't use my joke techniques against me"
"Why? Do you feel attacked?", Ashton grinned brightly at his younger bandmate, "Is it because you are vanilla?"
"Huh?", he poked him in the ribs when he didn"t get a response, still grinning cheekily, "Is that why you never talk about your one night stands? Cuz they're reaaaally vanilla?"
"Even if they were, that's nothing I'd be embarrassed about"
"Mhmm", Ashton poked him again, "This your way of saying you're vanilla?"
Thinking back, the drummer should've expected Luke to snap, his whole goal at the moment was to get a reaction out of him after all.
But he still wouldn't have expected Luke to suddenly grab his tied wrists, push them up over his head and backwards, thus making Ashton fall on his back on the couch. He found himself with his hands above his head, held in place by Luke's who was bending over him now.
"Trust me, Ash, I'm nowhere near vanilla and you better stop nagging me if you don't wanna find out how far I am from that"
Ashton's eyes just about bugged out of his head.
What the fuck?
Luke seemed to think the same, as he suddenly let go of Ashton's wrists like he had been burned just as quick as he'd grabbed them.
"I uh - yea, no I'm not - anyway", he coughed, sitting up and a little further away from Ashton, "I'll keep writing my lyrics"
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let me know if you want a second part of this and also hiiii i haven't posted a oneshot in like half a year or so
#ashton irwin#5sos masterlist#ashton imagine#ashton irwin smut#ashton smut#5sos gay smut#fanfic#luke hemmings fanfic#luke hemming imagines#luke 5sos#luke hemmings#luke hemmings smut#5sos#5 seconds of summer#5sos imagine#5sos smut#not really smut here tho#just hints#masterlist
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3.) Maurauders
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6.) My Hero Academia/Boku No Hero Academia
7.)Dragonropa
8.)Demon Slayer
9.)Creepypasta
10.) Black Butler
11.)The Vampire Diaries
12.)Sex Education
13.)Fifty Shades of Grey/Fifty Shades Darker/Fifty Shades Freed
14.) Twilight
15.)Mortal Instruments
16.)Wednesday
17.)Umbrella Academy
18.)Orange Is The New Black
19.)Henry Danger/Danger Force
20.)Percy Jackson And The Olympians
21.)One Direction
22.) The Vamps
23.)The Outsiders
24.)5SOS
25.)Blackpink
26.)BTS
27.)Rappers
28.)Singers/Dancers/Youtubers
29.)Once Upon A Time
30.)Star Wars
31.)Hunger Games
32.)Game Of Thrones
33.)Euphoria
34.)Fantastic Beast
35.)BBC. Sherlock
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38.) Avatar:The last airbender
39.)CNCO
40.) Why don't We (WDW)
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5.) Parents Children Moments
6.) One-Shot
7.)Imagine
8.)Chatroom
9.)Fluff
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10.)Romanogers
11.) Steve x Sharon
12.)Winterwidow
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14.)Clint x Laura
15.)HulkFrost
16.)Bruce x Tony
17.)Thoruce
18.)Natasha x Bruce
19.)Bruce x Betty
20.) Bruce x Dr.Cho
21.)Winterfalcon
22.)Winterfrost
23.)T'Challa x Bucky
24.)Spideychelle
25.)Spideypool
26.)Peter x Harley
27.)Peter x Eddie Brock
28.) Batman x Joker
29.) Joker x Harley
30.)Superman x Wonder Woman
31.)Ronmione/Hernald
32.)Hinny/Garry
33.)Luville/Nevina
34.)Drastoria
35.)Drarry/Harco
36.)Ron x Blaise
37.)Pansy x Hermione
38.)Ginny x Luna
39.)Jily
40.)Wolfstar
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42.)Snape x James
43.)Snilly
44.)Lily x Marlene
45.)Marlene x Sirius
46.)Bellatrix x Tom
47.)Narcissa x Lily
48.)Narcissa x Lucius
49.)Remus x Tonks
50.)Tonks x Charlie
51.)Scorpius x Albus
52.)James x Rose
53.)Bakugo x Deku5
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55.)Shoto x Bakugo
56.)Kirishima x Bakugo
57.)Bakugo x Mina
58.)Shoto x Momo
59.)Adam x Evan
60.)Mauve x Otis
61.)Ruby x Otis
62.)Steve x Ella
63.)Otis x Ola
64.)Christian x Anastasia
65.)Bella x Edward
66.)Tyler x Wednesday
67.)Xavier x Wednesday
68.)Xavier x Bella
69.) Ivan x Bella
70.)Mika x Bose
71.)Chapa x Miles
72.)Charlotte x Henry
73.)Percabeth
74.)Pison
75.)Frazel
76.)Solangelo
77.)Pernico
78.)Larry Stylinson
79.)Ziam
80.)Ziall
81.)Niam
82.)Malum
83.)Lashton
84.)Jikook
85.)Taekook
86.)Katniss x Peeta
87.)Katniss x Gale
88.)Dumbledore x Grindelwald
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Thank you @ladyveronikawrites & @sinkingteethinwhitenoise for the tags ! sorry this is so late lolđ
How many works do you have on AO3? 7
Whatâs your total AO3 word count? 168, 453 đ
How many fandoms have you written for and what are they? In total in my life? 7; jonas brothers (nick) lol, [redacted], andy biersack (black veil brides), harry styles (one direction), 5sos (all members lol) but most recently austin butler & bad omensđ
What are your top 3 fics by kudos?
Forever Winter (Austin Butler) - 79
Virality (Bad Omens) - 61
Just an Intern (Austin Butler) - 29
Do you respond to comments, why or why not? i LOVE comments but I find myself not replying to them as much as i would like to/should simply bc my adhd đ but i really do love & appreciate them & i prob wouldn't keep writing without them đ
Whatâs the fic youâve written with the angstiest ending? Ummm probably a one shot I wrote for the austin butler fandom called Worship. since i mainly write long series, i don't have many endings yet
Do you write crossovers? If so whatâs the craziest one youâve written? I haven't & I'm not sure I'd like to - maybe a crossover between Bad Omens & Chase Atlantic would be cool???
Have you ever received hate on a fic? Thankfully no, I'd prob cry lol. But I have gotten passive aggressive comments about how i write with OC's lol the people r not fans of OC's
Do you write smut? If so what kind? I do, usually its angsty smut. Though, I've been told I have a talent for making smut sad (like with a heavy sad undertone) & i'm quite proud of that. Smut isn't my favorite to write tho ngl, i kind of hate writing it lol its def not my strong suit
Have you ever had a fic stolen? Not that I know of.
Have you ever had a fic translated? No, but i'm not sure i'd be open to it.
Whatâs your all time favorite ship? ah thats hard, when i was younger i had so many (1d; larry, zarry / 5sos; lashton, malum) but right now it's def noah x nicholas
Whats a WIP that you want to finish but donât think you ever will? as @sinkingteethinwhitenoise said we had one that we never finished for a different fandom. i have a couple of bad omens one shots i abandoned, but again prob bc i'm not a one shot girlie
What are your writing strengths? definitely sad angst & dialogue lol i am a one trick pony
What are your writing weaknesses? I struggle a lot with descriptions in general and i personally think writing smut is a weakness for me
What are your thoughts on writing dialogue in other languages in a fic? I'd only ever be comfy with a bit of spanish but that's bc i know the language lol
What was the first fandom you wrote for? The Jonas Brothers lol I was a Nick girlie
Whatâs your favorite fic that youâve written? my ongoing long series Forever Winter is definitely my favorite, its my baby and i've poured so much time, love, sweat & tears into it. It currently sits at 31 chapters, 84,965 words, 79 kudos and 3850 hits. i am extremely proud of itđ
tagging; I don't have many friends on here but i'll tag my bestest besties; @measuredingold & @trvshdxddy đ
& anyone that wants to join please do! đ
AO3 Fic Writer Game
I saw this floating around the tags and wanted to join in. I know our fandom is small, but we are mighty đ
Please do not compare yourself to others works, you are amazing and unique! This was just for fun! Lady V loves you đ
How many works do you have on AO3? 9
Whatâs your total AO3 word count? 53,459
How many fandoms have you written for and what are they? 2; Star Wars and Bad Omens
What are your top 3 fics by kudos?
Hotel Hijinks (My first BO fic) - 19
A Duet of Fates (my first fic ever)- 17
Dive (Day one of 30 Day of Bad Omens) - 16
Do you respond to comments, why or why not? All the time and pretty much immediately. I LIVE FOR THE COMMENTS!
Whatâs the fic youâve written with the angstiest ending? The Battle Within, was the darkest fic I've written. But my current WIP, Lost in the Concrete Jungle might be darker.
Do you write crossovers? If so whatâs the craziest one youâve written? I guess technically Lost in the Concrete Jungle is a loose crossover of Bad Omens and Star Wars. I'd count it lol. If you ever imagined the members of Bad Omens in the Star Wars Universe definitely check out Lost in the Concrete Jungle.
Have you ever received hate on a fic? No, thankfully not yet.
Do you write smut? If so what kind? Hell yeah, that's pretty much all I write. I write some kinky shit.
Have you ever had a fic stolen? God, I hope not .
Have you ever had a fic translated? No, but I think it would be cool!
Whatâs your all time favorite ship? I gotta give it to Relyo for starting it all for me. The sequels changed my life.
Whats a WIP that you want to finish but donât think you ever will? I could never leave something hanging, well at least I haven't experienced that yet. I have gone months without updating but so far I've finished all of my WIPs.
What are your writing strengths? I think some of my strengths are my creativity in different scenes and story line and dialogue. (i'm probably downplaying my strengths tbh)
What are your writing weaknesses? I struggle with conveying different emotions and I want to get better at stretching the scene with more desciptions. I want the experience to be immersive but it makes my brain hurt lol.
What are your thoughts on writing dialogue in other languages in a fic? If you know the language for it! I am only fluent in english so that's what I read and write.
What was the first fandom you wrote for? The first fandom was Star Wars, specifically prequel era with Anakin and Padme.
Whatâs your favorite fic that youâve written? I know it says written as in past tense, but I am loving exploring Lost in the Concrete Jungle. My fav Bad Omens one shot though is Impolite. I did a lot of research on Service submission before starting and the fact that it has evolved into a poly situationship is really cool.
Feel free to join, no pressure tho!
Tag Team; @crimson-calligraphyx (InnocentCanCry) @sinkingteethinwhitenoise (cryingabtab) @measuredingold (markthegrave) @concreteburialplot (burninlove)
If I missed anyone that wants to join please do!
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Leave Your Mark With Every Bite
Words: 2,949
Warnings: smut, also general anxiousness and anxiety around this whole thing.
Ship: Lashton (Iâm so sorry Iâm in a mood to write them half broken up)
A/N: this idea hit me in the shower, and I donât know why I felt the compulsive need to make these two be trainwrecks, but, fuck am I here for it. I need angsty Lashton cause Iâve written too much fluff. So here you go. Hereâs some âwe shouldnât be doing this,â for reasons Iâll leave open to interpretation. (I have a few in mind but, not everyone agrees with my sentiments, so I donât wanna step on toes.) So take it as you will, hereâs this toxic ass version of their relationship.
ââââââââââââââââââââââââââÂ
âi need to see uâ
The white letters on the blue bubble stood out. The first non-grey text in a week. Luke shook reading it over. He shook even worse seeing the three little grey dots pop up on the opposite side of the screen.
It was a long time. Too long watching the graceful bouncing of the oversized ellipses. Their grace did nothing to soothe Lukeâs mind. It had to have been a full minute l before those grey dots turned into: âOn my way now...â
Luke could only guess the horrible things Ashton had erased. It was implied through the passive punctuation. And not for the first time this hour, he felt guilty.
He sat on his couch and hugged his knees to his chest, he was wrapped in his big white hoodie. He was safe, but not really. He was still shaking and racing a million miles a minute.
He found doing nothing made the seconds feel twice as long. So he fidgeted with his guitar. Not really playing anything, just giving his hands something to do. Anything to keep him from thinking too hard about what he was doing. Or why he was feeling guilty at all. He knew he was in the right, so why did he feel so horrible about it?
Eleven minutes was all it took. Enough time to send Luke into multiple spirals, and enough time for Ashton to arrive.
Luke saw the lights in the driveway, and practically threw his guitar out of his lap getting up to race out the door. He grabbed his keys as he left.
It was one of those peculiar times in the mid-spring where it rained in L.A.
Luke didnât slow down, running up to the passenger door and got inside, barely looking at the illuminated figure that was warm and dry and staring back at him. Music played softly through the speakers, some melancholy soundtrack that seemed to match his mood perfectly. Luke buckled in before either of them could say anything. âLetâs just...drive,â Luke managed after a second, finally looking over at Ashton.
Finally. The interior lights had switched off, but the dashboardâs white lights on the dials made Ashtonâs cheek and jawline stand out as he looked back at Luke. Glasses on, hair soft. He looked like the boy Luke loved so much.
He suddenly wanted to cry.
âOkay,â Ashton nodded, and reversed back out of the driveway. Silent and stoic. Two things Luke knew Ashton rarely was. Tonight was the exception.
The roads were almost empty, but not. Empty for L.A. Empty for 2 am on a fresh Friday. Empty for a pandemic. But not really empty at all. Luke could barely hear the music over the sound of the rain and the engine and the road, but it didnât bother him. Being surrounded by these familiar thingsâAshtonâs leather seats, the smell of his air freshener, the smell of himâmade Luke feel safe in a way the hoodie just couldnât.
âDo you hate me?â Luke asked after theyâd turned out of his suburbs.
Ashton scoffed in a way that showed real amusement. âOf course I donât hate you. Whether the feeling is mutual or notâs the real question, though.â
Luke didnât answer for a second. âI want to. I wish I could.â
Ashton nodded like heâd been expecting that answer, and just drove on at a green light.
âDonât be worried.â Luke knew he was, âthereâs still lots of love keeping me from thinking about it too hard.â
âWhere am I driving us?â Ashton asked, even though he had already made a few of the decisions already.
âBeach.â
Ashtonâs expression didnât change, and he just drove on.
âI hate when you do that.â
âDo what?â Ashton asked.
âNot answer me,â Luke huffed, and realized only before Ashton looked at him just how hypocritical he sounded. âI have an excuse...â
Ashton sighed. âI know...â
âI donât wanna talk about that,â Luke grumbled. âAny of this shit. I texted you for a reason you know.â
âWhy did you text me?â He didnât sound hostile, just tired.
âI miss you.â
Almost like that was what he had been waiting for, Ashtonâs hand dropped from the steering wheel and reached for Lukeâs in his lap. His fingers were chilly from the air conditioner, but then again so weâre Lukeâs. He pressed their palms together like Ashton was a lifeline. He felt his angst deflate in his chest. And he even reached to turn up the radio.
Its about a forty minute drive to the beach, and Luke knew this before asking. But he needed to see something other than his house, and right now, everything looked better than that. But the ocean was the only thing Luke loved to look at. Even at night, even in the rain.
The horizon was vast and open. The gradient of dark grey above faded to light grey as the clouds above hit nearly pitch black water. Ashton parked in front of it. An empty parking lot overlooking the grand beach. Their spot.
As soon as Ashtonâs car was in park Luke nearly jumped into his arms, without words, without unbuckling. His lips found Ashtonâs in the dim light, and Ashtonâs didnât shy away. All that was on his mind at that moment was savoring the feeling. The taste. The idea of having him this close. His Ashton.
Ashton only broke their kiss after a second to cut off the headlights and unbuckle his seatbelt. âLuuu...â Ashton groaned. âWhat are we doing?â
âAnything youâll let me do,â Luke whined against his lips, unhappy that they kept getting interrupted.
âNot what I mean,â Ashton murmured.
Luke knew that, by the way he pulled away as he spoke.
âLuke...â Ashton urged.
âPlease...â Luke whined looking at Ashtonâs silhouette in the dark. Without any lights in the car, or streetlights around, it was hard to see anything at all. âPlease, donât ruin it. I need you...â tears pricked his eyes as he spoke, and he felt the lump rise in his throat.
And whether Ashton could see Lukeâs eyes water in the dark, or he decided to give in, Ashton met Lukeâs passion with a vengeance.
Luke felt Ashtonâs nimble fingers fidget clumsily with Lukeâs seatbelt buckle before he felt himself finally free from it. He wasted no time climbing over Ashtonâs lap. It was awkward, it hurt his knees, but, god...he needed this, and he wasnât talking himself out of it. He wasnât letting Ashton talk him out out of it. He deserved to be reckless.
Ashtonâs lips broke away from his and he immediately wanted to cry again, till he felt soft open lips pressed to that sweet spot on Lukeâs neck. Hot and dizzying and stirring his nerves into a frenzy. He sighed with his eyes going out of focus. âOh, Ash...â he whispered.
The prickle of Ashtonâs stubble poked at Lukeâs neck, and it jolted him in ways his own facial hair couldnât. Luke found his hands tangled in the soft black curls. Even though he couldnât see them, heâd remembered how fluffy it had been. He smelled like his shampoo and conditioner. He melted a little more at the familiarity, and tugged the locks in his fists.
âFuck,â Ashton hissed. His arms tightened around Lukeâs waist, and hands ghosted over his round bum in his shorts.
âFuck me,â Luke whimpered, but he knew Ashton must have been expecting it. âRight here. I donât care. I need you. Iâm sorry.â Every sentence punctuated an inhale or exhale.
Ashton was seemingly two steps ahead, maneuvering the seat back, and Luke down with him. âI thought youâd never ask...â he leaned up to chase Lukeâs lips again, which were happy to find his. Eager even. Just like Lukeâs hands were to find the zipper of Ashtonâs jeans.
Luke hadnât fucked in a car very many times in his life, but heâd done it enough to know how to slide his partnerâs pants down without moving more than necessary. It was a skill he was proud of. It was a skill he showcased now.
They were ill-prepared for this task. No lube. Just a condom in Ashtonâs wallet and hopefully enough combined spit to not split Luke in half.
He wore his hoodie, while his shorts wadded uncomfortably around only one of his knees, as it pressed into the seatbelt buckle on Ashtonâs side. But Luke wasnât pickyâat least he refused to be right now.
He felt high. He felt drunk. He felt relieved to kiss Ashton and feel his kiss back. Heâd spent nights dreaming of being this close again, but only after the thousands of daydreams of killing him faded with the sunset.
Luke pushed back on Ashtonâs three fingers. Eager. Hungry for touch. Hungry for only Ashtonâs touch.
And just like heâd hoped, Ashton reminded him of that. âMissed me so much...couldnât stand to be away from daddy could you?â
Luke shook his head. âUh-uh,â he blushed across his nose. He was finally getting stimulation and degradation. It was basically the perfect day, minus his anxiousness. âNeeded daddy. M-missed him so much...â
Ashton purred softly and kissed behind Lukeâs ear. The heat ran directly down Lukeâs spine and pooled in his tummy. âWell, daddyâs right here. Gonna fill you up and make you forget all about it,â he scissored his fingers one last time, before pulling out.
Luke whined, feeling empty and cold again, but that was only before Ashton placed the familiar thick tip against him. He practically rolled his eyes back like he hadnât felt it in months. And officially he hadnât...but if shit like this counted... well, then that was a different answer.
He rocked his hips back against Ashton, and panted, âplease, please,â he whimpered and begged. âIâll be so good. I promise...â
ââPlease, pleaseâ what, baby? What are you asking for?â Ashtonâs voice dripped with condescension, and Luke knew the week of leaving Ashton on read was coming back to haunt him.
âYour c-cock...â Luke hiccuped. âNeed it...â
âWell you got it right there, sweetheart. What more could you want?â
âWant it inside me. Want you inside, right now...â
âYeah? You sure you donât wanna think about it some more? Donât wanna make me wait a little longer?â
âNuh-Uh...â Luke shook his head rapidly. âJust want you inside me, please...â
Ashton wasnât a torturer, and Luke knew that. He wasnât one to make Luke beg too much when he was this distraught. So he pushed up into him at that last âpleaseâ and Luke had to struggle to catch his breath.
âOh! Mmm!â He gasped and furrowed his brows. Ashtonâs hands splayed large and steady over part of Lukeâs bum and the small of his back, as if guiding him to move. As if Luke needed the help.
âGoddamnit...â Ashton gulped and, Lukeâs eyes must have adjusted to the complete dark, cause he could see a little shape of Ashtonâs jaw, as he tossed his head back. âWhy the fuck did I ever agree to let you go?â
âShhh, daddy...â Luke whispered and kissed at Ashtonâs cheek, when he thought he was aiming for his lips again. âDonât ruin it...â
Ashton only seemed to get worse then. He gripped Lukeâs skin under the hoodie, to the point it felt like heâd bruise. âThen remind me whose pussy this is...â Ashton growled, crashing his hips up against Lukeâs small circular movements.
Luke felt it brush against his spot, only that once. And then he was left to chase it on his own again. The whine heâd let out was pathetic. And it didnât answer Ashtonâs question at all.
âHuh?â Ashton smacked his bum, and the clap of skin on skin stung in their ears only briefly since the car absorbed so much sound. âTell me...â
âYours, daddy...â Luke whined, cheeks hot.
âMy what? Use your wordsâ
âYour pussy. It belongs to you...â Luke hiccuped without remorse.
Ashton snapped his hips up again and Luke felt the white heat rush all over his body. Luke chased it, throwing his hips down like he couldnât take it anymore.
Ashton panted out moans and crashed their lips together. All lips and teeth and tangling tongues in the darkness, but it was heat. And it felt and smelled and sounded like Ashton, so Luke would take everything he could.
He whined into the kiss, his body basically overheating the closer he got. The music on the radio subsumed the random thoughts in Lukeâs head, at least the only ones not actively chasing release. His legs ached, his body felt ridged and achy, but he didnât stop.
And all at once he didnât remember the bad shit. He didnât remember the problems or the reason they were forced apart. All there was, was them both holding each other for all of eternity.
âYouâre slacking,â Ashton growled though his breaths were short, âpick up the pace, princess.â
Luke whined and dug down to do it despite the protest in his thighs. Because in reality, he loved when Ashton pushed him. He craved the approval too much to protest. âM trying,â he pouted.
âWell do better. You asked for daddyâs cock, so at least act like you want it.â
Luke blushed and slammed his hips down and he could tell by the way Ashton sighed he did perfectly right. âThatâs more like it...â he purred. âThatâs the little bunny I know...â
Luke hugged Ashtonâs shoulders and buried himself further into his neck. Panting the warm heat of Ashtonâs cologne and his own breath recycled back at him till it was suffocating. âThere! There!â He clung to him with a desperate whine, nosing behind his ear. He wanted complete closeness. If he could press their chests within each other and wrap Ashtonâs ribs around his, he would. And Ashton hugged him back just as feverishly.
The tidal wave of orgasm hit him hot and fast. And Ashton seemed to notice before any words could tumble out of his mouth. He was already kissing at Lukeâs jaw. âCum, baby. Itâs okay...â he murmured against his skin. Luke melted into that, spilling all over his tummy under his hoodie with a pathetic whine. And then it was Ashtonâs turn to groan and cum between pants of pleasure and heat exhaustion.
The rain had picked up at some point in their throes, and now drummed down on the car with loud taps. The radio seemed quiet by comparison. Only their heavied breaths really stood a chance against the backdrop of sound.
âLu...â Ashton whispered after they had calmed, their bodies still pressed together in a lovers embrace.
âHmm?â
âI love you.â
It hurt to hear. But Luke knew it would have hurt him more not to hear it.
âI love you, too...â
Ashton sighed like heâd deflated and shifted under Luke. It took every ounce of strength the blonde boy had to push himself away from Ashton so he could sit the seat back up.
âWe have to stop doing this,â Ashton said softly. Not reprimanding him. He got a napkin from the glove compartment and lifted Lukeâs hoodie to clean him up. It was like clockwork. Luke came to expect that phrase now after meeting up in secret.
âI know.â
âI have to stop saying yes. But youâre so easy to give into,â Ashton pouted.
âI know.â
âWe have to beâ.â
âPlease donât say it,â Luke pleaded, and the tears heâd been pushing down welled up again. âPlease. I donât want you to talk about it, I donât wanna think about it. I just want you, and I donât want to think about the consequences of my goddamn actions for once! Please...I already know. So will you just hold me and tell me everythingâs going to be okay without taking it back?â The rain of Lukeâs tears fell down his cheeks and landed somewhere into the void of darkness.
âOkay...â
âOkay. Because I love you, and I hate you. And I canât let you go...â he sobbed into Ashtonâs neck. He wasnât too surprised to feel Ashtonâs arms wrap around him. They always did when Luke was in pain. Even when they were the two most opposed people on the planet.
Luke found it so annoying.
But he just hugged Ashton closer, crying harder. âI wish you hated me. I wish we could break it off and go our separate ways for good.â
Ashton pet his hair, and it annoyed him more.
âDonât you think Iâve been a bitch? Arenât you mad at me?â
âNo.â
âLiar.â
âIâm not. Iâm worried. I want you. I wish that we didnât have toâ. I wish things were different.â
The problem was, Luke could tell that Ashton was telling the truth. And it hurt even worse. âWell wishing isnât gonna make it any better.â He stared at the foggy windows. âLetâs stay here tonight. I canât sleep without you.â He admitted petulantly. Like a kid in time out.
Ashton cut off the car at that, and held Luke close. âThen weâll stay...â
Luke unsurprisingly only thought about the consequences that would lie in wait for them tomorrow, but for now he was safe. And warm. And familiar. And coming down from so many intense emotions that he just didnât care. He let them drift off with every flourish of Ashtonâs feather light touch on his back.
âDonât ever let this moment end.â Luke whispered into the gentle thrum of Ashtonâs pulse as he faded into sleep. And he knew if Ashton really loved him heâd lie.
And right before the tendrils of sleep took him under, he heard the gentle confirmation in two words:
âNever ever.â
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kyana darling! because your writing is TOP TIER will you bless me with lashton and 29. in a waiting room and 8. how do you put up with me from the prompts you just reblogged? <3
Gracie!!! Happy New Year darling!Â
You are TOO KIND and it honestly melts me heart<3 <3
Thank you so much for the prompt <3 I know itâs a little short but I hope you enjoy it nonetheless.
Run To Get You A Tissue (Lashton One Shot)
Pairing: Luke Hemmings x Ashton Irwin
Word Count: 1019 (short and sweet!)
Warnings: None :)
Summary: Luke and Ashton find themselves in a Doctorâs office when Luke catches yet another cold
A/N: This was created based off of two prompts from this list:
29. In a waiting room
8. âHow do you put up with me?â
. . .Â
Ashton leans back on the uncomfortable contemporary style waiting room chair as he watches Luke talk to the Doctorâs receptionist about his reasoning for coming back for the fourth time in three months. As always, the giddy blonde behind the desk is giving him dreamy looks while a strand of her hair is wrapped around her fingers. Luke is, of course, oblivious to her flirting as he coughs weakly into his elbow and then excuses himself to join Ashton. The disappointment on her face never fails to make Ashton chuckle as Luke sludges back to join him on the side of the room. He immediately melts into the chair and rests his head on Ashtonâs shoulder, sighing deeply and closing his eyes.
âOh, my poor little baby Luke.â Ashton coos as he pats Lukeâs thigh before resting his hand there.
Luke groans in response, too exhausted to think of a witty comeback.
Ashton rubs his thumb against Lukeâs thigh as he looks around the familiar Doctorâs office. Light beige walls and advertisements for various skin creams littered around the room arenât much to look at, and the room could definitely use a window of two. His mind continues to wander around the different ways he would design the waiting room he would have if he were a Doctor while Lukeâs head rests heavily on his shoulder.
He wasnât too worried for his boyfriend, knowing Luke couldnât be too sick, seeing as he most likely caught the exact cold Ashton had last week (after begging to visit him even though heâd been cautioned that this very outcome would occur). Even though it was just a cold, any time Luke got sick heâd somehow always seem to be the worldâs sickest man, and the everybody have to hear about it. Itâs gotten to the point where Ashton has his bag packed the moment Luke mentions not feeling well because he knows that once he arrives at Lukeâs place, there would be no leaving until he felt better. Truthfully, he didnât mind taking care of Luke, seeing as the sicker Luke appeared to be, the more affectionate he became. He could do without the constant Doctorâs visits though.
Luke sniffles quietly beside him as Ashton redirects his attention back to the boy next to him, leaving a soft kiss on his hair.
âHow you feeling?â He asks, squeezing Lukeâs leg softly.
âShitty.â He mumbles, eyes still closed.
âMy cold lasted a week or so, Iâm sure youâll be back to your less-shitty self again in no time.â He snickers, wiggling Lukeâs leg from side to side.
âHey! Fuck off!â Luke says, opening his eyes and shoving his shoulder weakly against Ashtonâs bicep. âIâm sick! You have to be nice to me.â He whines before crossing his arms, his head still firmly planted onto Ashtonâs shoulder.
âOkay, okay, youâre right.â He smiles softly and lifts his hand up, offering it to Luke. âIâm sorry.â
Luke pretends to begrudgingly take Ashtons hand, all the while heâs overjoyed to have Ashton there with him. Heâd always hated going to visit the Doctorâs office alone and it took a bit of begging and puppy dog eyes to convince Ashton to join him there yet again. He thinks for a moment about how lucky he is to have a man like this in his life, smiling to himself. Ashton squeezes his hand softly and rubs his thumb along the back as Luke shuts his eyes again, content with the silent comforting actions.
The two of them sit there quietly for another fifteen minutes: Ashton on his phone browsing Twitter and reading up on different aromatherapy scents to help with sinus congestion as well as different recipes filled with foods that help your body fight off illnesses; Luke with his eyes shut, trying to keep himself from falling asleep on Ashton while having the occasional coughing fit.
Finally, the receptionist calls out Lukeâs name in a singsong voice, breaking the silence in the small room. With another groan, Luke slowly gets up, letting go of Ashtons hand as he tries to regain his balance before he begins his walk to the back hallway leading to his Doctorâs room. As heâs about to turn the corner, he turns back to Ashton and smiles tenderly at him, waving his finger to say goodbye for now. Ashton waves back and shoots him a quick wink along with a smile, then turns his attention back to his readings once Luke is out of site.
After another fifteen minutes, Luke returns with a prescription for his troubles. Ashton greets him with another smile as he stands up to meet him, quicky checking their area to make sure nothing was forgotten. The two of them say a brief thank you to the receptionist before heading out of the room towards the elevator.
âThank you again for coming with me.â Luke says leaning against the shorter man as the elevator doors close in front of them.
Ashton smiles to himself and wraps his arm around Lukeâs back, giving him a reassuring squeeze.
âIâm sorry Iâm such a hassle when Iâm sick. How do you put up with me?â He asks as he watches the numbers above the door descend, sniffling softly.
âI ask myself that every day.â Ashton chuckles softly as Luke pushes against his body with more pressure than before.
âYouâre supposed to be nice to me!â Luke whines before sticking his bottom lip out.
âSave the dramatics,â Ashton jokes, âyou know I love you no matter what. Even when youâre sick, and turn into the biggest baby Iâve ever met, I still somehow love you.â
He places a kiss to Lukeâs cheek as he hums softly.
âThatâs more like it⌠I guess.â Luke smiles softly at Ashton as the elevator doors open.
âLetâs go get you those pills so we can get back. I canât wait to try out this new soup recipe I found online.â Ashton grabs Lukeâs hand and the two of them make their way to Ashtonâs car as Ashton rambles on about the health benefits of his new soup.
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Boarding School Shenanigans Pt. I: Dinner In Bed
Lashton One-Shot
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Soccer practice is almost done. Luke stood up from his spot on the bleachers and decided to head back to their dorms. He always comes to watch soccer practice. It's not because he's into sports or a big fan of this particular sport, but it's because he's watching a specific player in their school's team: Ashton Irwin.
Gorgeous curly, honey-blond hair that falls graciously on his broad shoulders. A muscular body whose arms are just obviously very strong to carry Luke. Hazel-green eyes that can effortlessly hypnotize anyone who would dare stare into them. And of course, that very beautiful dimply smile that can single-handedly light up the whole world.
Luke just smiled to himself as he made his way down from the top of the bleachers. As he reached the bottom, he gave a last glance at Ashton who at the same time turned around and their eyes met. The older boy immediately gave Luke a smile, making him feel warm inside as he returned the gesture and waved the player 'goodbye,' earning an approving nod in response.
Luke made his way back to his dorm room and decided to take a shower and prepare for dinner. They go into an all-boys boarding school and their dinner schedule is always at 6 PM. There's a good 30 minutes before dinner, as he checks the time.
Thinking it might be a good idea to shower now while the athletes aren't there yet, Luke made his way to the showers and took a quick one. When he was done and was on his way back to his room, he met the athletes in the hallway who are on their way to the showers. He threw his gaze down the floor as he walked past them, but then looked up when he felt someone brush their arm against his. His gaze was met with a smirking Ashton who just walked past him and followed his teammates to the showers. Luke smiled to himself as he continued his way to his room.
As he enters his room, his roommate, Michael is already there and changing from his uniform to some joggers and t-shirt. He gave the boy a smile as he put away his stuff into his closet and then sat down on his bed as he towel-dried his blond hair.
"I'm so fucking hungry," Michael expressed.
"Well, it's almost dinner," Luke commented.
"Yeah, and I'm gonna be at the dining hall first so I can be in the line first," Michael said with a big grin.
Luke chuckled.
"Well, are you gonna come with me?"
"I'm not done changing yet, Mike."
"Well then, go ahead and hurry up. I'll wait for you."
"Are you sure? Aren't you in a hurry to be first in line?"
"You won't take forever, right?"
Luke chuckled, "Yeah. Well, just give me 2 minutes."
Michael smiled and sat down on his bed as he waited for Luke to finish up. The blue-eyed boy then quickly finished up changing and just a minute later, he's off with Michael to the dining hall.
There were students around already when they got there. Some were even already eating and didn't bother to wait for the dinner meal to be served. Michael dragged Luke with him to get a tray and then get on the line.
"You're really serious about getting in line first, huh?" Luke asked Michael with a chuckle.
His roommate gave him a wide grin as he nodded his head 'yes.' "Well, I didn't have lunch."
"Who's fault is that?"
"Not mine," Michael said with a shrug and turned away from Luke as he noticed the dinner meal being brought out from the kitchen.
An excited grin appeared on his face and he moved forward to the counter. Luke just watched Michael and waited for his turn as he got himself food. A noise then came from the entrance, making Luke turn his head to check it and saw the soccer players enter the dining hall. But the thing is, Ashton isn't with them and that made Luke wondering.
It was then his turn to get food and he moved forward after glancing at the growing line behind him. He picked buttered chicken and mashed potatoes and got some orange juice for his drinks, then followed Michael to their usual table.
Calum, one of the soccer players, and also Ashton's close friend, sat down with them at the table with his own tray of food. Liam and Louis, also part of the soccer team, joined them as well, filling up all the seats at their table. The three older boys are kind of friends with Luke and Michael as well as they usually sit at the same table at the dining hall or share some classes as some Year 11's and Year 12's share common classes.
"Where's Ashton? I barely saw him not being with you guys," Luke casually asked, trying to hide the fact that he is just too curious about where that certain hazel-eyed boy is during dinner.
"Sleeping," Calum answered. "I came by his room on my way here but he's already sleeping so I just didn't bother waking him up. He must be pretty tired with practice today."
"Yeah, I saw your practice today. It looks pretty intense," Luke commented.
"It is. Coach is pretty much not in the mood today."
"Well, that tells it."
"Yeah," Calum agreed with a chuckle.
They continued eating and shared casual talks. But Luke, the entire time, is pretty much worried that Ashton hasn't eaten dinner. So when they were about to get back to the dorms, he told Michael, "Mike, just go ahead. I'll just get some air and maybe take a walk around campus."
"Okay. Don't stay out too late, though. You'll get in trouble."
Luke smiled, "Yeah. Thanks for the reminder."
Michael chuckled then waved Luke goodbye as he followed Calum and the other back to the dorms.
Luke, on the other hand, made his way to the cafeteria and bought two chicken sandwiches, a banana, and a bottle of water. He then made his way back to his dorm building but took the back entrance and went straight to the fourth floor or the top floor. Year 12's live on the top floor and they have a room each, while the Year 11's stay on the third floor with two students sharing a room each.
As he got to his room destination, he knocked on the door and waited for an answer. There was none so he just decided that maybe he should just get in. He did so and as he entered the room, he was met by the sleeping Ashton, sprawled on his bed with only just his boxers on and a pair of socks on his feet.
Luke sighed and chuckled as he looked at the scene in front of him. He closed the door, made sure to lock it, then put the bag of food on the desk before he went over to Ashton's bed and sat down on the edge. He let his eyes wander over Ashton's sleeping features and he smiled to himself for how peaceful the other boy looks.
He let out a huff then placed a hand on Ashton's shoulder and then gently shook him awake, saying, "Ash...wake up."
Ashton just groaned and turned to his side and buried his face into his pillow. Luke chuckled then shook him again, "Come on now, Ash. You gotta wake up."
"Why?" Ashton mumbled against the pillow. "Let me sleep, Calum."
"It's not Calum, silly. It's me, Luke."
Upon hearing Luke's name, Ashton opened his eyes to then narrow it down as he adjusted to the light in the room. As soon as his vision was clear and he was able to see Luke's face clearly, a smile made its way into his lips and he said, "Luke, hi. What are you doing here?"
"Well, I didn't see you at dinner and Calum told me you fell asleep. So I figured I'll just bring you something to eat," Luke told him as he gestured to the bag of food on the table.
"Wow. That's so sweet. Thank you," Ashton said as he looked at the bag of food before he turned his gaze at Luke and smiled.
"You should eat," Luke said with a smile.
"I should kiss you first," Ashton replied with a playful smirk.
Luke laughed with a shake of his head, but then he leaned down and he and Ashton kissed deeply.
Well, yes. Luke and Ashton are together and they are keeping their relationship as a very deep secret because first, they're in an all-boys Christian boarding school. They can never be sure if they will be accepted by everyone around if they come out and be public of their relationship. Second, well, neither of them really has come out yet. SO nobody knows that they both are not straight. Considering all these current situations, both have agreed that it is not the right time yet for them to be open about either their sexual orientation or their relationship.
They have been together for almost a month now and they managed pretty well to keep their relationship a secret. It's really not that hard because most of the people they know kind of understand that the two of them are kind of friends. They've seen both Luke and Ashton interact sometimes and they acknowledge each other when they cross paths in any part of the campus.
"What did you bring me?" Ashton asked as he sat up on the bed.
"Oh, just two chicken sandwiches because I know one is not enough for you, a banana, and a bottle of water because you Mr. Athlete Boy shouldn't drink too much soda."
Ashton chuckled, "All right, baby. Thanks for this. I truly appreciate you coming here tonight to bring me food."
"No worries. I just didn't like thinking you skipped a meal, especially after seeing your very strenuous practice today."
Ashton got out of bed and went over to his desk to open his food, "Thank you for always watching my game practice too, you know. You didn't have to do that, but you still go there and watch every time."
Luke smiled, "I love watching you at your practice. You look sexy with all that sweat."
Ashton laughed, "So are you saying you prefer me being all sweaty?"
"Well, if I'm just watching you from far away, yes. But if you're with me, I prefer you fresh from the shower."
Ashton laughed again, "I hate you."
"You know," Luke said with a light chuckle, "just finish up your food."
"All right, mum."
"Well, eat up while I clean up around here. This room is chaos. There's dirty underwear lying around. You're disgusting sometimes."
Ashton laughed, "I'm sorry, mum. I just get tired after practice most of the time."
"Whatever. Just eat."
"All right. All right."
Ashton continued eating while Luke cleaned around. The older boy just watched his boyfriend fondly and he enjoyed the warm feeling he gets as he realized how Luke takes care of him. How he feels so lucky to have the beautiful Luke in his life now, and he truly does appreciate his blue-eyed boy for everything that he does for him and everything that he is.
He finished up his food and then stared at Luke who is putting his dirty clothes into the hamper, and then he said, "You know, you don't really have to do all that."
Luke just shrugged and then smiled at him in response.
"Come here," Ashton said as he kept his eyes locked on the younger boy.
Luke smiled and did as told and went to Ashton who is sitting on his chair by his desk. Ashton then pulled Luke to him, making the younger boy straddle him. He kept one arm around his waist as his other hand was placed on the back of Luke's neck. The younger boy then wrapped his arms around his boyfriend's shoulders as he let his eyes roam around Ashton's godly features.
Ashton softly smiled up at Luke, making the younger boy feel giddy inside as he smiled back at him. The older one then gently pulled Luke to him and caught his lips in a soft kiss which quickly turned deep and heated. Just a moment later, tongue already met tongue and fingers got tangled into waves and curls.
Luke started to roll his hips and push his crotch against Ashton's, making the older one moan deeply. Ashton then pulled his hand out of Luke's hair and wrapped that arm around the younger boy's ass, holding him up as he stood up from the chair and walked over to his bed with Luke in his arms. Their shared kiss didn't break even once until Ashton laid Luke down on the bed with him following down and laying on top of the blond boy.
"Do you wanna do it?" Ashton whispered against Luke's lips.
Luke nodded his head 'yes,' brushing his lips against his boyfriend's.
"All the way?"
"All the way."
"Are you sure?"
"Yes. A hundred percent."
"Okay, baby," Ashton said with a soft smile before he kissed Luke again and pressed his body against the younger one's.
He then pushed his boyfriend's t-shirt up his body and unbuttoned his jeans before pushing it down along with Luke's underwear. Luke went to take his t-shirt completely off when Ashton pulled away from him and sat up on the bed to tug the younger's jeans and underwear completely off of him, leaving him naked on the bed.
Ashton let his eyes roam around his boyfriend's body and his lust just took over him as he also rid himself of his boxers and freed his already hard member. Luke stared up at Ashton as he took hold of his own hard length and slowly stroked himself up and down, half-teasing the older boy.
Well, it isn't the first time that the two of them were intimate. They were able to do sexual things before when they got a private moment together. But this would be the first time that they will be going all the way.
They never had an issue about having sex before. Both are willing to do it as they both are very attracted to each other and they do care for each other. They just never really had the right time. But tonight, they got the time that they needed. Ashton's friends believe that he's already asleep and shouldn't be disturbed. The couple does have the privacy that they need tonight.
Ashton watched Luke stroking himself and he wasn't able to hold back and he hovered over him again with his hands on each side of Luke's head. "Fuck, you're so hot," he muttered before he leaned in again and kissed Luke deeply.
"Do you have the stuff?" Luke asked as he pulled away a bit from the kiss.
"Yeah," Ashton said and he reached for the drawer of his nightstand and pulled out the bottle of Lube and the packet of condom.
They threw each other a smile before Luke pulled Ashton to him, making their lips crash again and they shared another heated kiss. Ashton was quick to let his tongue slip inside Luke's mouth and meet the younger one's for another match of tongue wrestling.
Luke's hand traveled around Ashton's bareback as he pushed his hips up, meeting the older one's. Both released a moan and then Ashton pulled away from the kiss and looked down at Luke as he said, "Luke, baby, are you really sure about this? If you change your mind right now, I'd understand. We're not in a hurry."
Luke smiled up at Ashton as he ran a hand through his boyfriend's hair, "You're so adorably sweet, and yes, Ash, I am sure. I promise. I wanna do this with you."
Ashton grinned down at Luke then gave him a peck on the lips before he moved down and sat in between Luke's legs, grabbing the bottle of lube. He opened the lid, then poured enough amount to his fingers, coating it. He looked down at Luke and said, "I'm going to put in one, okay?"
Luke nodded with a smile. Ashton breathed out then inserted a finger inside Luke's pink hole. The younger one scrunched his face up with the slight pain but eventually moaned out in pleasure as Ashton started moving his finger in and out.
"I'm gonna put it two now," Ashton told Luke as he pulled his finger out then inserted two back in.
Luke groaned in slight pain, making the older boy stop his fingers midway. "Are you okay?" he asked Luke worriedly.
"Yeah, I'm okay. Just hurts a little bit. You can go on."
"Are you sure?"
Luke nodded his head 'yes.'
Ashton did so and pushed his fingers all the way in. He gave Luke a bit of time to adjust before he started moving his fingers in and out again and also started scissoring in between to stretch Luke's hole.
"Fuck," Luke muttered as he closed his eyes, feeling the combination of pleasure and pain that Ashton is giving him. He reached down to his own cock and started pumping himself.
Ashton smirked as he watched Luke enjoying what he's doing to him, then he started to curl his fingers inside Luke and hit a certain spot, making the younger boy let out a deep, lustful moan.
"You like that, baby?" Ashton asked Luke as he hit the spot again, making the other boy release another deep moan.
Contented of what he had done to make his boyfriend feel good, Ashton pulled his two fingers out and entered three. Luke groaned out in pain for the sudden stretch the three fingers made on his hole, Ashton stopped his fingers from going all the way in, "I'm sorry. I should've warned you. Are you okay?"
"Yeah, I can handle it. Go on."
Ashton did so and as his fingers are all in, he moved them in and out again, making Luke get used to the feeling.
"I need you now, Ash," Luke told Ashton, making the hazel-eyed one stop his hand's movement.
Ashton nodded then pulled out his fingers to then grab the packet of condom and opened it. He rolled the rubber down his own cock and lathered it with lube before he positioned himself against Luke's aching hole.
"Are you okay?" Ashton asked Luke as he rubbed the younger one's thighs in a comforting manner. Luke smiled up at Ashton and nodded his head 'yes.'
Ashton smiled back at his boyfriend before he pushed his cock's tip into Luke hole and pushed in more slowly. The blue-eyed boy closed his eyes in pain of the stretch Ashton's dick made to his hole. The older one pushed in all the way then stayed still as he let Luke get used to the feeling.
"Go on," Luke said with a nod at Ashton, making the older boy nod his head as well and then lean down to kiss Luke deeply as he pulled out to yet immediately push back in.
A deep groan of both pain and pleasure escaped from Luke's lips and he pulled Ashton more into him as a moan then followed out of his lips as Ashton continued to move his dick in and out of his hole.
"Fuck," Luke moaned again, making the older boy groan out in pleasure as a response.
All Luke is feeling now is great pleasure which can be obviously observed from the series of moans escaping his lips. Ashton as well is very much enjoying the feeling of pleasure which is heightened even more with the beautiful sounds of Luke's moans. It was music to his ears.
Ashton then changed the angle a bit and when he pushed in, he directly hit Luke's special spot and the younger boy couldn't help but release a loud moan of pleasure, making Ashton moan as well before he kissed Luke deeply again.
"Faster," Luke pleaded under Ashton and the older boy felt he had no right to deny what his boyfriend asked him. So he made his pace faster and the both of them felt an explosion of greater pleasure from their actions. Luke grabbed a fistful of Ashton's hair and tugged hard on it, making the hazel-eyed one groan in both pleasure and pain.
"I'm close, Ash," Luke whispered against Ashton's lips.
Ashton nodded and thrust his hips harder, pounding into Luke, then reached down and pumped his boyfriend's dick up and down.
"Oh my fucking god!" Luke expressed as he was filled with doubled pleasure, and without any warning, he released onto both their chests with a very deep moan.
"Fuck," Ashton muttered with his lips against Luke's cheeks. He thrust hard into Luke twice before he stiffened and released into the condom while still inside Luke.
He collapsed on top of Luke and they both panted out in exhaustion from what they just did.
"Fuck," Luke breathed out.
"Yeah. Fuck," Ashton said with a chuckle as he buried his face into Luke's neck.
The blue-eyed boy smiled then ran a gentle hand on Ashton's back. Neither of them decided to move yet. Luke still has his other hand tangled in Ashton's hair and so he began massaging his boyfriend's scalp.
Ashton relaxed in his boyfriend's arms and enjoyed the comfort Luke's massage is giving him. He breathed out then pressed a kiss on Luke's skin as he said, "That was amazing, baby."
Luke chuckled, "Yeah, it was perfect. Just like how I imagined it."
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Seal the Deal
A 1.5k word one-shot of Luke Hemmings/Ashton Irwin in a demon!Luke AU
The blue eyes of the blond flared up as he met the eyes of the man whoâd called for him. Luke restrained a sigh escaping his lips, but he could already see this was going to be dull. Not that Luke ever declined to escape the horrid place called Hell. It was, after all, Hell. However, Luke was serious when he meant that Hell was unbearable, not because of how disgusting place was, but because of the soul and demons who lived there.
They were the ones fucking the place up, not the place itself. Now, humans were in Lukeâs mind just future demons - yet he prefered the earth over human. Surprisingly, not many did. Some even found salvation in Hell, that there were psychos far worse than yourself.
Lukeâs blue eyes shifted to the man in front of him. Once, Luke had taken joy in scaring the bastards who were stupid enough to call him.
Then heâd moved on to taunting them, either showing up like what the movies portrayed demons to look like, but speaking an old English dialect. However, in the end, the game grew boring, and now Luke had stopped caring. If someone was stupid enough to sell their soul to a crossroad demon, then who was Luke to stop them?
Luke was most certainly not stopping the brunet man with piercing eyes in front of him, and a part of him didnât want to either. Luke was doomed to an entirety in Hell, the only salvation was that he wasnât alone in the literal hellhole.
âWhat do you want, boy?â Luke asked voice laced with venom because he was a boy. yet he wasnât. The brunet would probably argue that he was a grown man in his mid-twenties, but to Luke, whoâd lived since Hellâs creation, the male was a boy. An infant, he was just a grain of sand, whilst Luke was a great beach.
Those couldnât be compared.
âNow is that a way to greet a customer?â the boy asked, not forgetting to smirk when he was done talking. Luke liked him. At least better than most of his dull customers. The boy was feisty now, but it would only last until Luke told him he was bargaining with the Devil himself. Lucifer, or Luke as he now went by. Lucifer was too old fashioned, and Luke liked to stay updated.
Besides the name, Lucifer had really been ruined by The Bible. Not to mention Hollywood.
Luke - or Lucifer - was often portrayed as a tall man, with blonde, long curly hair. Piercing blue eyes in a black suit. When he revealed himself to be the devil few believed him, but he was never mistaken to be the devil either. Giving the demon liberty to move around unnoticed.
Some even gushing around him to tell him how hot he was. The name Lucifer promised devil horns, a demon at least 8 feet tall, red skin, some wings maybe not to mention a fork. That wasnât Luke. That wasnât Lucifer. Thatâs why Luke prefered Luke and not Lucifer.
âIf you wanted to be treated nicely you shouldâve gone elsewhere,â was all Luke said, just waiting for the brunet once again to speak up. Luke wasnât heard to small-talk, he was here to make the deal with the young male and then move on.
âAnd go back to all those fake people, no thank you.â Luke didnât ask what the boy meant by that, nor did he ask, it was none of his business. The devil didnât give a damn.
âWhat do you think your soul is worth, boy?â Luke asked, smiling slightly at the brunet.
âMy name is Ashton, not boy. And I happen to twenty-four years old, I donât think I classify as a boy anymore,â the brunet, or Ashton, gritted through his teeth, visibly annoyed.
âIn my eyes, youâre still just a boy. Youâre a child making stupid decisions,â Luke spoke, not really caring if he pissed of Ashton or not. There would be others, there always would.
âYou really shouldnât be speaking to me in this way, itâs not really a good marketing strategy,â Ashton said, his hazel eyes even daring to meet Lukeâs.
âOthers will come, one soul more or less doesnât really make a difference,â Luke only shrugged, he didnât really care for hell. He didnât care if he was supposed to reign it or if he was supposed to collect all souls possible. Luke just didnât care - it was for that exact reason heâd tried to make Calum take over for him. (Only that the shitty demon always refused claiming Hell only had one true king and that Calum could never replace Luke. Which was complete utter bullshit.)
âI donât think your boss would appreciate that.â
âWhat boss? I am my own boss.â
âSo, youâre telling me, you are Lucifer?â Ashton asked, disbelief visible all over his face, and Luke couldnât even care enough to feel irritation. Nothing was new to this scenery. Luke poofed up, someone realised he was âThe Bossâ they didnât believe him, and Luke didnât put much effort in trying to convince them.
âAlways a pleasure to meet a fan,â Luke only replied as with a cheeky grin. âNow what do you want? As you may know, Iâm a busy demon.â
âI want to sell my soul,â Ashton said in such confidence Luke didnât even see a point in questioning the brunetâs decision. Luke liked to play his customers, make them doubt their decision. But not Ashton. He was too sure.
âFor what price?â Luke asked.
âMy sister, she has cancer-..â Ashton began, and Luke couldnât even dig up some sympathy for the boy. Even if he was selling his soul so his sister could live. Heâd heard all those stories before, nothing was new to this scenery.
âDo you expect Iâm some God? Do you think Iâm my old man? I canât cure cancer,â Luke interrupted him. He didnât want to hear some sappy speech before Ashton would ask for something impossible, it was better if Luke just broke it to him right away.
âI know that! There is a good chance sheâll survive if she takes some operation. However, the problem is we donât have the money. Please, I donât know what to do-..â Ashton finished the sentence with small sobs. The Devil, however, was not a sympathetic creature and didnât even care to comfort the beautiful man in front of him.
âIâve never understood why you humans you choose to live in a captalistic system, when nothing good comes out of it,â Luke muttered.
âConsider it done, your mom will win the lottery tomorrow,â Luke said louder, even though Ashton had heard him all the time. Maybe it was to make the statement more clear, he didnât know.
âYou donât even know how much we need,â Ashton pointed out, and the blond demon only shrugged.
âA billion dollars should be enough.â
âA billion? Are you kidding?â Ashton was very surprised, and he couldnât hide the fact even if he tried.
âYou want more?â
âNo, itâs good I just-..â, Ashton didnât continue. âSo, what happens now? Do I sign somewhere or what?â
âYou want to seal the deal, and spend the rest of your afterlife in Hell?â Luke asked, stepping closer to the boy, not breaking eye contact even for a slight second.
âYes,â Ashton answered, but his voice was small, and he too seemed smaller, he was almost as tall as Luke, but right now he looked somehow smaller. Luke, however, didnât waste time asking one more time to make sure Ashton was sure to sell his soul. The brunet had obviously made a choice. So, Luke leaned closer until there was no space left between them.
Luke met Ashton in a rough that was rather clumsy if Luke were to say so himself. Not that he could really blame Ashton, the poor man was caught of guard. He did, though, redeem himself. His lips were pressed against Lukeâs in a rough and a bit uncomfortable kiss - but somehow still very enjoyable. Luke rarely enjoyed kissing his clients, but there was something about Ashton he liked.
The kiss was too much teeth and tongue, but Luke didnât really care as he could feel Ashtonâs finger move from the nape of his neck to his hair pulling on some hair locks ever so slightly.
They only parted when Ashton needed to breathe. Luke found himself cursing humans having lungs, he didnât really feel the need to breathe - he was in a way already dead. He did breathe, but only because it felt natural to, not because he needed to. It was a pity human having lungs because Luke wouldnât have minded the kiss lasting a bit longer. He didnât think Ashton would mind either.
âSo, what happens to me now?â Ashton asked, his voice was a mix of curiosity and fear. Luke could understand him to a point where he always pitied the boy. âDo I become a demon?â
âNo, I have other plans for you,â Luke answered, taking Ashtonâs hand - and taking with him to Hell.
#might make a part 2#lashton#lashton one-shot#luke hemmings#ashton irwin#5sos#5 seconds of summer#calum hood#michael clifford#one shot#one-shot#lashton one shot#demon au#lashton demon au#angel/demon au#ashton sells his soul#and luke is the devil#This is lowkey a thank you for 100 followers one-shot even tho it's really late
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Late Halloween Lashton
So Luke being all giggly in the days counting down to Halloween because he has the best costume but he refuses to tell Ashton. On Halloween Luke steals his daddyâs clothes and drum sticks and draws on tattoos with a sharpie. Ashton is so unimpressed that Luke wanted to dress like daddy because heâs âthe scariest thing he could think ofâ but he loves him so he rewards his baby boy with candy and cuddles and movies.
#lashton#halloween#lashton is real#lashton imagine#lashton one shot#lashton af#lashton au#lashton blurb
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âsnow in loveâ
"in that cold instant, ashton put his hands back on the steering wheel. watching him back out of the parking space was torment. luke felt like there was a beast inside of him, clawing and desperate to be set free. aching to get ashton alone. to spend a second with him uninterrupted."
or ashton takes the 5sos boys on a snowy vacation, and luke is disappointed that it wasn't an opportunity to hook up.
rating: e
tw: smĂşt, language, smoking (v briefly), & more specific tags on ao3
word count: 7.5k
realverse au ⢠friends to lovers ⢠lashton ⢠complete ⢠one-shotÂ
#swan writes lashton#my writing#lashton#lashton one shot#realverse#some ot4 throughout but overall just a lashton fic with side malum#they smoke weed v briefly so no worries#luke hemmings#ashton irwin#calum hood#michael clifford#5sos#5sos fic#lashton fic#side malum#top ashton#bottom luke#lots of smut at the end so#and it's my usual#this is a wholesome fic with dirty smut#lashtoncore#swan moodboard#they are in a log cabin and they're just in love in the snow#friends to lovers#gay#muke#cake#cashton#mashton#i hope you like it
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Lashton Dom/Sub Masterlist
and Iâll always let you (ao3) - mercutionotromeo E, 3k
Summary:Â Overhead, the speaker tells them itâs ten minutes to showtime. Luke freezes and gives Ashton a questioning look, but Ash just fits his mouth over the head of his cock again.
âMm-mm. Not done with you.â
Luke cries out at the feeling of Ashâs tongue on him and grabs the edge of the makeup table to steady himself, his rings clinking against the smooth surface. Ash pulls off of him and looks up at the wrecked expression on Lukeâs face. He has him right where he wants him.
better than anything youâve tried (ao3) - mercutionotromeo E, 2k
Summary:Â âGood puppy. Want you to shake that pretty ass for me. Show me what Iâm missing, hm? Show off for me.â
Ash bites his lip as he thinks about gripping Lukeâs hips, about leaving nail marks on his ass, about slapping one of his soft thighs just to hear him squeak.
âPerfect. My perfect, pretty puppy. You want to touch yourself, puppy? Would that feel good?â
Green Light (ao3) - SpencerKnight E, 181k
Summary:Â Class is an age old conceptâalmost as old as the concept of human slavery, and in a world where buying humans is a standard behavior by those who can afford it, Lukeâs only hope as a member of the lower class is that he falls into the hands of a decent buyerâthe hands of Ashton Irwin and his partners. Luke knows he has one chance to please his buyers or he risks getting put back on the market, but heâs thrown for a loop when Ashton admits that Luke is the one that gets to call the shots. In an attempt to find security with the trio, Luke braces himself and gives them the green light to do whatever they want with him.
He had no idea they would refuse.
i want you to want me this way (ao3) - orphan_account T, 8k
Summary:Â Luke just wants to show Ashton how pretty he looks. Ashton wants to ruin him.
Karma's a Relaxing Thought (Aren't You Envious That for You It's Not?)Â (ao3) - Anonymous E, 2k
Summary: Ashton sighs again, âNo. It was me trying to be discreet. But I guess that failed.â He drums his fingers on his thigh in thought. âIt was sexual, Luke. In fact, it was a wet dream - I had a fucking wet dream.â In his neurodivergent trainwreck of a brain, Ashton believes that truth is embarrassing. He shouldn't feel ashamed or have any kind of negative sentiment, yet he does.
(Or where Ashton has a wet dream and tells Luke all about it. Luke makes it a reality.)
lay your hands on me (ao3) - cliffakitten E, 3k
Summary:Â Luke always liked them because they made him feel pretty, like he had always wanted to be but now he feels something else. Something he never thought he would ever get to feel until right now, right now when Ashton snaps the elastic of the panties against his skin. Luke feels slutty.
And he loves it.
Never On The Ground (ao3) - fourdrunksluts E, 4k
Summary:Â Just before their performance of No Roots, Luke bites off more than he can chew.
New @daydadahlias (cornflowerblue (daydadahlias)) E, 10k
Summary: Luke doesnât remember whose idea it was to chain him to the fucking ceiling but heâs decided heâs going to get their name and send them a goddamn fruit basket, because he has never seen Ashton look at him like this before, and he has that crew member to thank.
Permanent Chase (ao3) - valiantnerd (arareads) E, 7k
Summary:Â âI donât know what youâre trying to get out of this, Luke, but Iâm not falling for your attention-grabbing bullshit,â Ashton hissed and it was deliciously threatening, Luke half-wondered how much pushing his boundaries could take before threats became actions. He licked his lips, not caring about hiding his growing smile. âYou already did, though.â - Luke drags Ashton to a party, puts on a little show and gets whatâs coming to him.
scars on my body (yeah i love the pain)Â (ao3) -Â orphan_account N/R, 4k
Summary:Â :+: Ashton comes home from work with stress in his veins, and he can remember Luke telling him that he could be of use during this time, so he does what any sex-deprived man would, fucks the living daylight of him. :+:
the Light in Your Eyes and the Dark in Your Heart (ao3) - twinkylukey E, 3k
Summary:Â Lukeâs a sweet rope bunny. The end.
Tie That Binds - @ashtcnirwin (elivigar) E, 98k
Summary:Â In which Luke wants to explore miscellaneous kinks and Ashton strikes him as a good candidate to do said exploring with with.
we all look for heaven and we put our love first (ao3) - merlypops luke/ashton, michael/calum E, 9k
Summary:Â A drunken kiss at a party sends Lukeâs life spiralling out of control and Ashton is powerless to stop it.
Weâre classic together like egyptian gold (ao3) - orphan_account E, 3k
Summary:Â Itâs been two months. Luke picks up on the third call.
White Noise (ao3) - merlypops E, 7k
Summary:Â Luke and Ashton have massive crushes on each other, Ashton throws a party, and all of Lukeâs dreams come true. (Maybe theyâre a tiny bit in love too. Maybe.)
#5sosfanfictioncatalogue#5sos fanfic#masterlists#lashton#luke hemmings#ashton irwin#smut#sex tw#domsub#domsub masterlist
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Dr. Gay Dreamboat Pt. 2
AN: Hiiii, tysm for reading the first part to this! Iâm sorry that the chapters are so short, but the next one is going to be longer and the best yet!
Your support means the world to me, and I really hope every enjoys these silly little one shots, during this lashton drought...
Warnings:Â There will be smut and mentions of smut throughout the series! Bottom! Luke and top! Ashton, of course. Â DO NOT READ IF YOU HATE GAY STUFF! Also, be sure to like a reblog if you enjoy!Â
Be sure to follow me on here and on wattpad and ao3 @ twinkylukey
Hereâs the link for ao3 if you prefer to read it there :) :
https://archiveofourown.org/works/29210262/chapters/71751150
"That's for when we're alone in the break room"
It replayed over in Luke's head a million timesâ and distracted him from every patient. In fact, it was all the dumb blonde could think about. Ashton was informing one of the mothers about the vaccination their child was about to receive; Luke was supposed to be prepping the needle, but he started daydreaming again and ended up dropping the syringe onto the contaminated floor. This meant that he would have to leave Ashton's side and go all the way to the supply roomâ which, was much too far away from his dreamy doctor (the supply room was ten feet away from their current location).
The mother gave Luke an odd look, as if she were worried to see someone so dense working in the medical field. Luke couldn't blame her.
Ashton covered for him, "Ah, forgive Nurse Luke, here. He's afraid of needles too," He told the mum and her young son. The little boy looked up at Luke with wide eyes. Luke giggled awkwardly, flashing Ashton a grateful look.
"Yeah, that's true. Adults can be afraid of needles too!" Luke told the little boy. The little boy smiled.
"Just squeeze your mum's hand really tight. That's what I do, Nurse Luke," The boy explained, obviously feeling better about his own fear. Luke could even see his tears drying up.
"But, I don't have anyone's hand to squeeze. My mum's not here," Luke teased, mostly so Ashton would get the subtle hint. He wanted Ashton to hold his hand. He wanted Ashton to hold his hair while he took his cock down his throat.
"Don't worry, Luke. I'm a professional. I've given thousands of shots, so I'm pretty good at it. In fact, if you're ever in need of one, just call me," Ashton winked. Luke stared back, blinking. Did that mean what Luke thought it meant?
He quickly left the room, distracting himself with preparing the new needle.
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This sort of office flirting was beginning to get out of hand.
On a normal Wednesday, Ashton would make comments about Luke's choice of scrubs. He would say things like:
"Oh, that's a nice shade of blue. I really like the pinks scrubs though. It's nice that you take pride in how you look, even if you have to dress professionally for the office"
And Luke would forget how to breathe. It would leave the poor boy so flustered and confused. Him. The master, seductress, twink nurse would forget how to attract men. Perhaps, it was because this particular man was a bit older, and Luke knew he had a full bank account and a palace for a house. Maybe it was how his voice melted like honey or how he always seemed genuinely interested in everything Luke had to say. Either way, it was intoxicating, and it would always lead to fantasies of being taken care of.
Ashton had to be a dom after all. Ashton had to be interested after all. He wouldn't say all those flirty things if he weren't.
And of course, there were the days that kept Luke awake at night.
The blonde nurse would be making his daily iced coffee with way too much cream and sugar, and Ashton would let his hand rest on some part of his body as he reached around him to do the same. Usually, it was just his arm. Sometimes, it would be his shoulder. And then, it was his lower back, and Luke had to bite his lip to keep a moan restrained.
"You know, Lu, you're going to rot your teeth with all that sugar," Ashton smirked, peering over glasses that he had recently started wearing to work (another thing Luke had to look forward to). He had also taken up the habit of calling him Lu. Only close friends and ex-boyfriends called him that. It was different to hear it coming out of Ashton's mouth. It was as if it were meant to be there.
"Yeah, but the cream balances it out. It has like calcium or something. I like cream," Luke giggled, realizing the innuendo. Suddenly, he felt the newly familiar, warm hand over the small of his back. It was dangerously close to his bum. He was glad too because those scrubs were two sizes too small around his curvy waist and barely-there panties. They were (just like him) itching for the older man's attention.
"I don't really take cream...in my coffee," His hand was still firmly placed as he reached for the coffee pot diagonal from the nurse, "No sugar either. I get my sweets elsewhere."
Ashton's fingers burned hot, and for a split secondâLuke could feel them beginning to circle. It was if they wanted to grab something. Luke squeezed his eyes shut, biting down hard to conceal a whiny moan that was threatening to escape.
"I, uh, I uh..." Luke flushed, desperate to find words.
"Hmm?" Ashton asked sweetly, as if he were degrading Luke, "Don't tell me that you don't like cream...all in your coffee. You must, considering those tight little scrubs you're wearing and how you basically throw yourself on me. You must be wanting something, huh Lu? Something...extra..."
"What?" Luke's mind hadn't caught up all the way. He was under the impression that he had fallen asleep during his lunch break. He stared at Ashton with big eyes, never wanting him to move his hands off of him. He gulped, finding that he was always fighting the urge to just sink to his knees and beg in the break room again.
"Mm, don't be coy. With your lollipop stealing and your constant glazed-over eyes," Ashton tsked. He ghosted his hand over Luke's hip, "But, I got work to do today, baby. It's real busy. You're gonna be busy too. You can come prove me right some time after work, hmm?"
"Y-Yes," Luke mewled instantly. There was nothing in his life that he had been more sure of.
"Good. I'll text you my address," Ashton smirked, "All you had to do was say, Lu. How do you think you got the job?" He asked rhetorically as he left the room with his coffee.
Luke gasped softly, lingering in the heat that Ashton left in his wake.
He couldn't be so flustered every time they were alone. He had to prove to Ashton that he was the perfect twink for him, and he knew just how he could finally seduce the handsome doctor.
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#part two of the series#this chapter only has mentions of smut but there will be lots to come (hahahaha)#lashton#lashton gay fic#gay 5sos#5sos gay smut#5sos gay fanfic#lashton smut#luke hemmings#ashton irwin#doctor ashton#nurse luke#top ashton#bottom luke#sub luke#dom ashton#daddy ashton#femboy luke#do not read this is if you hate gay smut#one shot#gay#gay smut#im sorry if this is bad#i like it though#lemme know what you think#tags are hard lol#my writing
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Thin White Lies/Lines
Summary: Luke's mind was unwell, it told Luke lies, these empty sounds and endless stories that filled his mind until all he heard were lies, lies, thin white lies.
Warnings: self-harm, alcohol, marijuana
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Luke hasnât stopped drinking ever since he got the text from her, in which she ended their relationship abruptly. The message had read:
âItâs not you, itâs me. I moved out when you were gone on tour. Have a good life, babe! Xxâ
Just getting home from tour, suitcase in hand, a breakup text was the last thing he thought heâd get when he caught up on his messages on the car ride back to his own place.
He had entered his house, now empty of any life. Just like the text message had said, everything of hers was gone from every room.
A familiar numbness settled over Luke as he dropped his suitcase by the door. His footsteps echoes against the tiled floor as he padded over to the liquor cabinet, pouring himself a hefty shot of tequila, downing 3 shots as if he was drinking water. The evening sun began to set, light shining through the kitchen curtains as he mixed himself another larger drink and carried it out onto the deck in the backyard. Walking past the microwave, the red digital numbers read 7:12pm. Saturday.
Now 2:23pm, Tuesday, Luke spent the last 3 days alternating between hefting drink after drink into his system and smoking a joint whenever he remembered in his drunken haze that he actually has some beside him.
The news had gone around of Lukeâs breakup the day after the text. Lukeâs phone had been blowing up with worried texts from Calum, Ashton and Michael, among others. Luke had shut his phone off on Sunday morning, tired of pretending to be ok.
Luke can vaguely tell that heâs going through the stages of grief. The denial was easy to move on from, the text message from her had been final.
The anger hit him like a pale of ice-cold water was unexpectedly poured over his head. The ugly heat burrowed deep into his mind poured from up above, down his neck, across his broad shoulders and manifested itself in tension all throughout his body from head to toe. The anger soaked into his clothes until he stank with it. The anger manifested itself as Lukeâs old bad coping mechanism: cutting.
Luke had stumbled up the stairs, making the short trek from the kitchen to his washroom though his wobbly legs almost gave up half way up.
In his drunken state, he shouldnât be mixing substances. But thatâs what he goes to do, reaching for the half empty bottle of ibuprofen to hopefully stop the pounding in his temples. He swallows it dry, only washing it down with a handful of tap water when he begins to cough from the dry pill dragging down his throat. The pain wakes him up a bit.
In the bathroom, Luke takes a pair of scissors from the drawer and goes in search of a razor. He finds a new one in its packaging in the next drawer down. After successfully disassembling the thin metal blades from the razor, he hold it up to his face for close examination. Eyes fixated on the shiny blade, it takes him a while for his eyes to refocus on the background. It was then that he realized he was now staring at himself in the bathroom mirror. Luke didnât recognize himself. He looked small, thin, clad in his acid wash Rolling Stones t-shirt and his briefs. The same clothes he wore when he landed in LA a few days ago. He looked tired, dark circles under his eyes. He grew some facial hair in his wake. His hair greasy with dirt and smoke. He was a sight alright.
The bargaining stage began when Luke sat on the edge of his bathtub, his left leg hiked up on the toilet seat across from him, a thin razor blade in his right hand.
Luke's mind was unwell, it told Luke lies, these empty sounds and endless stories that filled his mind until all he heard were lies, lies, thin white lies.
The voices sounded just like him. But they said things that he wouldnât usually say. The voices told him he was worthless, unlovable, unwanted. The voices sang songs about how lonely Luke felt, the words rattling around in his mind, making him go mad.
Luke moved the cotton material of his briefs up his left leg, revealing pale skin that had faded scars scattered in a somewhat orderly fashion. One, five, ten. Fifteen. Twenty. Twenty-five. Thirty. Red beads of blood began to flow out, like some twisted game of dominos, out from each cut one by one. One after the other. Until they all bleed red. Â Shit. Shit. Fuck. Shit. He cut deeper than he thought he would. It was as if he was entranced by the blade, the cold slide of the razor against breaking skin. Â
Luke slides down the side of the bathtub, until he sat on the cold tiled floor, feeling the cool temperature radiating off the tiles. His back pressed against the tub as he looked down, his briefs that he hiked up now damp with blood.
Despite how panicked he should be feeling right now, the weed he smoked earlier and the whisky he drank when he woke up at 1pm numbed him. Enveloping him in a cocoon of pseudo warmth, the numbness was welcomed anyway, anything so he doesnât actually feel the physical pain he should be feeling right now and the mental anguish that heâs been feeling for a while now.
Luke reaches out for his phone thatâs beside him when his vision blurs for a moment.
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âHello? Hello? Luke? Wassup man? Was actually about to call you, buddy. I wanted to see how you were doing. Luke? Are you there?â Ashton held his phone closer to his ear, stopping his meal and standing up, giving kaykay a confused look. They were dining outside at a little cafĂŠ a block from their neighbourhood, about a 10min walk, 5min sprint from his place.
Silence filled the other end. Ashton takes the phone away from his ear to see the screen light up, indicating that heâs still on a call with Luke.
Ashtonâs about to hang up to redial when he hears Luke. A quiet âAshâŚâ filled the phone line and into Ashtonâs ear.
âcan you⌠come over, right now? I needâŚhelp.â
Fabric sounds muffle the receiver from Lukeâs end as Ashton begins to panic.Â
âLuke? What happened? Are you alright? Talk to me bud.â Ashton runs a frantic hand through his long locks as he waits for Lukeâs response. As the older lad turns to tell his girlfriend that heâs got to go right now, Kaykayâs already waving him off, concern clear on her face.
A sob breaks out from Lukeâs end as Ashton begins sprinting the 8 minutes it takes to Lukeâs house from the cafĂŠ.
âI donât think I like me anymore, Ash.â Luke said, tears evident in his voice. His voice is echoed, so Ashton guesses heâs in the bathroom.
Ashton all but slams through the front door once he got his keys out. One hand still holding his phone to his ear, the older lad starts yelling for the blond, rushing to the bathroom up stairs.
The sobs from the phone become clear as day as Ashton climbs up the staircase two at a time. Ashton reaches to open the bathroom door only to find it locked.
Hanging up his phone, Ashton knocks.
âLuke, you in there?â
No response. Just sobs can be heard from behind the door.
âBuddy you gotta let me in so I can help you. Câmon. Lemme in.â Ashton softly says through the wooden door. A moment passes before a thud, then footsteps, then a click of the lock.
Immediately swinging the door open, Ashton his shocked to see the younger lad standing upright. The shock quickly grows to concern when Ashtonâs eyes flick down to see red blood seeping from Lukeâs left thigh.
âLukeâŚâ The older lad has unfortunately seen this sight before. Years ago, when they were still teenagers touring with One Direction.
The older lad all but scoops Luke into a hard embrace, not minding the blood that must be spreading on his own jeans right about now. The younger lad feels frail in his arms and Ashtonâs heart breaks at the sight of one of his best friends.
Luke all but collapses into Ashtonâs arms squeezing him tight.
âYouâll make it out of this, buddy. I know you will. Youâve survived this before, and I know youâre strong enough to make it out of this time too. I love you, Michael and Calum loves you, the fans adore you, weâve got our families back home in Auz. that love you. Its all gonna be alright, Luke, itâll be alright in time.â
#luke hemmings#5sos#5 seconds of summer#one shot#drabble#fanfiction#thin white lies#self harm#alcohol#marijuana#TWLL#lashton#my work
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am i okay??? nope. i love them so much. oh man. oh my fucking god. the sweetest. the tallest. lukeâs hugs??? amazing.
#lh#love of my life#5sos#ohmygod#5 seconds of summer#afi#lashton#luke hemmings#ashton irwin#luke hemmings fic#luke hemmings imagines#luke hemmings one shot#luke hemmings imagine#luke hemmings blurbs#luke hemmings blurb#ashton irwin imagine#ashton irwin imagines#ashton irwin blurb#ashton irwin blurbs#ashton irwin one shot#ashton irwin fic#5sos imagines#5sos imagine#5sos blurbs#5sos blurb#about me#face
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