#laptop. so it was an hour late. and ive got weeks worth of AP and dual enrollment work behind including a 750 word minimum descriptive essay
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#i fucking forgot that I exchanged shifts with a coworker on tuesday#now im over an hour late#everythings stacking on top of each other and its like everything is trying to kill me#i didnt sleep last night because i needed to get a video done for a friend that I promised Id do by 10am this morning#then my dad kept calling me back into the kitchen while i was trying to send it and i didnt want to make him mad by letting him see me on my#laptop. so it was an hour late. and ive got weeks worth of AP and dual enrollment work behind including a 750 word minimum descriptive essay#thats due tuesday and over 4 chapters worth of reading and notetaking from a java book in my coding/AP Computer science#and my dad took my phone last night so thats why i didnt see my boss text till i was already late#and i stepped on my cats tail this morning so i already feel like i need to be executed#and i wanted to get some personal stuff done that ive been wanting to do for a while including fixing my school backpack where Im replacing#the zipper. and i need to get my schools guidance office page on the website updated for this year because theyve been asking me to do that#since the start of september#i want to just fucking scream and cry or yell or stab myself or strangle myself but I just dont have the energy for it#i never planned on living this long and i feel like im being punished for it in a cosmic sense#and goddamnit i dont even have a clean work shirt#i shoulda just offed myself last night#delete later#suicide tw#negative tw#this is one of the last places i can bring myself to vent without entirely feeling bad about it and i know that wont last long either and#i’ll have successfully isolated myself into being utterly alone again and it feels like im only a passenger to my own self-wrought demise
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