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[burdenedreverance]

Some days where easier than others.

That was the unmutable truth of Hayden's existence in Hueco Mundo. Each passing moment seemed to morph together into the tapestry that was his life. When he fled to this realm it was in search of inner wisdom, perhaps in a place of extreme strife he might find understanding. It is in his most damning moments, the moments in which he finds nothing but pain, that he is able to focus his will into tangible force. There can be no victory without hardship.

He knows not how many days, months, or years he has sat upon a small mountain which has become his shrine. A simple dune of sand which overlooks the vast emptiness that is this realm. He has become a fixture of this land, that sole shinigami who has been challenged more times than he cares to admit. Today a new presence approaches, yet to be determined as enemy or ally. His eyes remained closed as he contemplates the world and his place within it.

He is mastering his art, one thought at a time. Dry lips part to speak.

"Come in peace, or do not come at all."

@lanzaverde

[bvshfulninja]

continued from here | @lanzaverde

"Well, that's..." Obviously, Sadako was still worried, but now about an entirely different thing- should she really admit to being a shinigami? It's kind of her own fault for approaching the little arrancar in the first place, but she couldn't just leave her alone!

Sadako brought a finger to her mouth and absentmindedly began to chew at the skin there, nervously fretting about her hair with the other hand.

"I'm... Sadako!" That's a good greeting. "I was just..." Snooping around- "Wandering around when I s-saw you all by yourself with a big booboo!"

Yes, baby talk the arrancar... she could almost hear her sister facepalming right now! Hopefully they don't think she's as silly as she feels.

[despairforme]

“ ━ are you going to check on the soul reaper and his companions, nnoitra? ” most likely a rhetorical question: lord aizen himself praised their deeds and warned his ten best warriors not to underestimate them. their presence automatically imposes a challenge of strength and skill, a challenge she’s certain a few espada will not turn down. ( a lil ask because it's late 😔 .... hope it's okay !! )

❝ Fuckin' bitch, do it yerself. ❞ Why THE FUCK was she asking HIM to do something? She better fucking not be thinking she could give him orders, just because she deep-throated Aizen on a daily basis to keep her rank ( which happened to be above his own ). He didn't REALLY think she was giving him an order though. They'd known each other long enough that she'd be well aware of his unwillingness to do ANYTHING he was told. Following orders was not natural for a Hollow, and a man taking orders from a woman? Even more unnatural. She probably wanted to know if he was going after the invading Shinigami. They'd been warned by Aizen not to underestimate the intruders of Hueco Mundo. Nnoitra didn't give a shit what Aizen thought of their strength. He was going to hunt them all the same. There was NOTHING to do here, so he might as well have some fun. He liked the thought of them coming to save their friend, only to ALL DIE IN HOPELESSNESS. Yeah. He loved it when others suffered and despaired.

❝ If ya fuckin' tell me 'ta be careful, I'm gonna kill ya. ❞ It was an empty threat, and she'd know. He couldn't kill her. If he could have - he would have fucking done it by now. But, he also knew she didn't want to fight him. If she wanted to avoid confrontation with him, she needed to be somewhat diplomatic. He tried to ignore the fact that to her, he was nothing more than an inconvenience and an annoyance.

[cinghialefedele]

ღ have one right back at u 🤭 ))

Attraction Meme:

Romantic attraction: none | very low | low | medium | high | very high | extreme

Sexual attraction: none | very low | low | medium | high | very high | extreme

Aesthetic attraction: none | very low | low | medium | high | very high | extreme

Sensual attraction: none | very low | low | medium | high | very high | extreme

Despite everything, Nelliel is...gorgeous, actually. He's not blind to it. He admires her, and has some complicated feelings about her, but at least to himself and never outloud, he might have had a bit of a physical crush on her when he was younger, at least when it came to her looks and strength. It's a little embarrassing to reminisce about, now.

[tozasemurcielago]

munday asks | accepting | @lanzaverde said ... 🎮 , 📺 & ✏️ !

🎮 — favorite video game(s)?

Oh, man ... Well, Dead Space 2, Silent Hill 2/3, Fallout New Vegas, Sky: COTL, and Spyro are a few! I have many, many, many favorite games, but these are the first ones that pop into my brainm in no particular order!

📺 — favorite movie(s) and/or tv show(s)?

Favorites, hn? Hm ... Favorite movies might be Coraline, Hereditary, V/H/S ( the first and 199...4? Hail Ratma. ) HTTYD franchise, Grave Encounters franchise, Creep 1 & 2 ... As for TV Shows, SURPRISINGLY, Parks and Rec, Bleach, JJK, and Part 2 of JJBA.

✏️ — how long have you been roleplaying on tumblr?

Lord, probably since 2013? I took a break in 2019, and returned last year! Honestly, I regret migrating to Twitter. What a shitty place that had been. But, I was writing on Tumblr for a good, long while!

[virtuous-absolute]

@lanzaverde

"You can't bake a cake without breaking a few eggs!"

[auburniivenus-archive2]

✨💛 This is the Amazing Person Award! 🏆Once you are given this award you are supposed to paste it in the ask of eight different people, who, in your opinion, deserve it. If you break the chain nothing will happen, but it is sweet to know someone thinks you're amazing inside and out 💛

ooc; i could go one by one and send this to my mutuals but i prefer tag some. starting with you @mythoustales . you guys are precious to me because you make my life here a bliss. i have so much fun! i thought that i would never rp like this again. you are pivotal, you are important! never forget that. sometimes i'm ultra slow with things, or forget but that doesn't mean i am ignoring you. i just have short attention spawn and real life gets tricky sometimes. thank you for being amazing and to stay with me.

Awarded: @zankokukami , @ofpersistence , @bishonenprince, @vancreux , @bonescribes , @hiircgi , @majidog , @shininginyourlight , @dcjimadragcn , @fairfallcn, @wild-pineapple-butt , @bellsliturgy , @papillionsoul , @godsp1te , @monterraverde , @soulxfragments @ichimru , @hainekc , @lanzaverde , @vxmpirehunterd , @baiika , @poeticphoenix @chidoricry @tempestforged @burdenedreverance and every single one of you that i forgot to mention! This award is for you too, for being here, for being brave. Don't let negativity impact your life, you're amazing, brilliant and you matter.

[the-lightning-underdog]

❝ you’re in no condition to fight. ❞ from big nel ✌

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"Nah, it's cool. I can keep fighting..." he grunted as he tried to get up from his kneeling position as he clutched his side. And then suddenly a sharp and overwhelming pain shot through his entire body. "Nope! Nope...nope...nope...nope." he repeated over and over. This felt like he had a bruised rib. Quite possibly broken judging by the pain. Whatever it was, it was enough to send him back on his knees as he watched the horde of Hollows swarming them fast. "Okay...fine. They're all yours." he said as he weakly gave Nel a shaky thumbs up. "Just be careful." he said. She was a former Espada so these low class Hollows probably wouldn't be an issue. But one could never be too careful.

[auburniivenus-archive2]

@lanzaverde

Two princesses. 🍓❤️

[burdenedreverance]

❛ i don’t believe you. ❜ from big nel 😔

"I suppose you don't have any reason to."

He doesn't move from his seated position, instead he remains with his legs crossed and his blade laid flat against his lap. He has forgotten how long he remained in this position, sustaining himself on nothing. It as much a trial of will as it is of physical endurance. It is only through this pain that he might clear his mind and focus upon honing his art, finding that wisdom that he lacks. He knows that when he professed he does not intend to bring harm to those who leave him be, that it is met with skepticism.

They are after all mortal enemies by the designs of all of heaven, hell, and earth.

He does not bother to open his eyes to look at her. He does however speak. "You are left with a choice. You do not believe me when I say I wish no harm. How will you act on this? Is mere belief a good enough reason to attempt to strike me down, or shall you observe until you can confirm your beliefs. I suppose, you all the time in the world to make your choice." His low baritone remarks questioningly, almost as if to appraise her. Slowly his eyes begin to open, emerald irises gazing upon the sands of Hueco Mundo in it's morbid beauty.

Such a desolate landscape, nothing grows here. It only festers. In such a hospital hellscape, he has to question why some Hollows seem capable of higher thought and some are beasts to their hunger. Some have even admirable qualities. Is it simply someone's nature to have more character, more decency and honor, than another? Or is it learned. And if it is learned, even in a place such as this, what does that mean for the cosmos at large?

So many questions. But for now he answers to her.

"You all the time in the world, because all of heaven itself could not force me to move."

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[bvshfulninja]

About the Writer

Pancake

Favorite time of year: Fall!

Comfort food: Mashed potatoes, Macaroni and cheese

Favorite desserts: Cannoli, Banana split

Things you collect: Stuffed animals

Favorite drink: Iced Latte (Any flavor)

Favorite musical artist: Right now I'd have to say Mitski!

Last song you listened to:  Killshot - Magdalena Bay

Last movie you watched: Renfield

Last series you watched: The Boys

Series you’re currently watching: N/A

Current obsession: TF2!

Dream place to visit: Japan, France, Italy

A place you’ve been that you want to go back to: Back home.

Something you want: To find and know myself, family, an abundance of good food

Currently working on: Getting better at art and taking care of my new sister!

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