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So I finished The Eye of The World (Wheel of Time #1). (spoilers in art form below)
and Good News I managed to keep my mind off of Stormlight Archive during a very busy week or two where I had to Not Think about the Big Interests but bad news I may need to find The Great Hunt. More art will likely occur. I have several more ideas for sketches (mostly vine references) and one Big Drawing idea.
sorry I gave Rand Luke skywalker hair it will probably happen again
#lan and nynaeve's dynamic is wonderful and hilarious#lan (with a neutral expression that is slightly happier than usual): wow she can track really well it's nice working along side her#nynaeve: it's not a competition it's not a competition I'm going to win at tracking so hard then he'll have to acknowledge my skills#lan with no prompting: you track well#nynaeve who is not used to receiving complements: do you want to get married#lan (internally already picking out the color scheme): what#nynaeve: what#these were fast drawings (obvious in the stick figure one) and I'm not set on these depictions of the characters#the eye of the world#the wheel of time#rand al'thor#perrin aybara#nynaeve al'meara#egwene al'vere#matrim cauthon#my art
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Fire and Light (ao3) - on tumblr: part 1, part 2, part 3, part 4, part 5, part 6, part 7, part 8
- Chapter 9 -
Wen Ruohan presided over dinner in what was now a monthly occurrence.
He liked habit more, now that he was getting older; liked to have everything in its proper place.
Liked to indulge himself more.
Nie Mingjue mechanically forced down his food, drinking his soup first to fill his belly as quickly as possible. If he was very lucky, he might get a case of food poisoning, same as the one that had struck down the younger children that one time; if he did, heâd do his utmost to throw up all over Wen Ruohanâs shoes.
As always, they answered his questions. Wen Ruohan was just in the middle of an especially complicated hypothetical when one of his deputies rushed in with an urgent letter, falling to his knees before him. Wen Ruohan took the letter and read it; he scowled and dismissed them, rising to his feet to return to the throne room.
The reprieve felt like a brush of cool wind on a hot day.
Nie Mingjue caught Wen Xuâs eye.
Wen Xu winked.
-
It wasnât really a surprise when the war started.
There were only so many hypothetical battle plans Nie Mingjue could be asked about, whether by Wen Ruohan or by Nie Huaisang and the younger generation of Wens, without him putting two and two together. He was put in the awkward situation of having to answer both sides to the best of his ability, and the whole thing started to feel a little like playing a game of go against himself.
âThatâs what you get for being irritatingly good at tactics and with a knack for strategy, and having proven for years and years that you could find weaknesses in all of Sect Leader Wenâs hypothetical battleplans,â Nie Huaisang told him. âTalent brings with it its own punishment.â
âWhatâs your punishment for all your scheming, then?â Nie Mingjue asked, amused despite himself. âBecoming emperor and ruling the world?â
âI,â Nie Huaisang said, putting his hand to his chest, âam going to grow up to be absolutely useless.â
âNice try.â
To Nie Mingjueâs relief, Wen Ruohan did not send him to the front line, perhaps afraid that Nie Mingjue would attempt some sabotage or maybe merely run away, and that made it more difficult for him to implement the plans Nie Mingjue suggested to him. They were good, solid plans, each and every one of them, Nie Mingjue implementing everything he learned about the rules of war and adding in a touch of his own knack for forecasting how people would react in a fight, but living so long in Qishan meant that he knew a little bit about how people behaved the rest of the time, too.
He couldnât make bad suggestions in the plans he recommended or Wen Ruohan would know, but he could propose a plan that required a will of iron and nerves of steel when he knew that the general in charge of that particular division was crafty but cautious, could suggest a complex maneuver requiring cooperation for a general who hated his underlings, could apply just a bit of the brattiness heâd picked up from Wen Chao and Nie Huaisang alike to make his plans just that little bit more annoying to implement.
He could murmur counterplans in the dark of the night when they were all supposed to be asleep, casually sharing a single bed because it was cold, the strange chill of the Nightless Cityâs interior despite the warmer climate. He could stare at the ceiling, reciting weakness after weakness of the plans he had proposed as if he was merely anxious about them, and this time he tailored those weaknesses to specific strengths: how the pincer maneuver wouldnât work if it was used against the Jiang, especially if they relied on their watercraft to escape, turning strength to weakness by retaliating in the aftermath; how the advantageous high ground of the mountain would backfire if their enemy were the Lan, their battle-songsâ effectiveness multiplied by the clear mountain air and the resonance of the echoes; how the effect of the ambush would be halved if it was used against the Jin, who were so rich and so lazy that their baggage train would never move fast enough to spring the trap in full.
He still didnât know how Nie Huaisang and Wen Chao exchanged letters with Lan Wangji, or what Wen Ning was doing over in the Lotus Pier with the full support of Jiang Fengmianâs mother-in-law, or even what scheme Wen Xu and Wen Qing had concocted between them to lure in the normally reluctant Jin sect and force them to take a side. He didnât need to know, didnât want to know; he wanted to put his body between them and Wen Ruohan, distract the man with his âwalksâ and his punishments and the influence that Wen Ruohan thought meant he knew everything there was to know, and to give them as much time as he could manage before disaster struck.
âIsnât it time for Nie Huaisang to go to the Cloud Recesses?â he asked, playing ignorant, in the middle of a dinner when Wen Ruohan was already stewing over some unfortunate reversals, more than a few caused by the reemerged Qingheng-jun, who had taken on the mantle of leading the war as its general.
Wen Ruohan turned to him with lightning in his eyes, and Nie Mingjue didnât have to opine on the war for an entire week, confined as he was to his sickbed.
But good things could not last, and he closed his eyes in anticipation of pain when Wen Xu came to sit by his bed in the middle of the night.
âWhere is he sending you?â he asked. The two of them were the only ones old enough to be used in war, the others too young to go even for someone as disdainful of social norms as Wen Ruohan, and if Nie Mingjue could not be trusted on a battlefield then it had to be Wen Xu.
âIâm sorry,â Wen Xu said.
âDonât be. Itâs not your fault â are you supposed to tell him no? I know you will do everything you can to stop the worst of the war, to fight honorably and with fairness, avoiding harm to the common people.â
Wen Xu swallowed audibly. âYouâve always thought so well of me,â he murmured. âAlways assumed such thingsâŚto continue to do badly even after I knew what you thought of me was to fail to live up to your expectations, and even if it made things harder sometimes, the alternative of letting you down was always worse. I hate to disappoint you now.â
âYou wonât.â
There was a pause, a long silence. Wen Xu gathering his thoughts, steeling his spine.
âHe wants me to burn the Unclean Realm.â
Nie Mingjue had expected a blow. He had not expected â
He exhaled, hard, and found Wen Xuâs hand with his own, squeezing it lightly.
I cannot forgive this, he meant. But I will hate him for it instead of you.
-
When the news came, Nie Mingjue allowed himself to feel for the first time the rage he had been swallowing down for nearly five years â his fatherâs rage, his familyâs rage, Baxiaâs rage, his own.
Training the saber was a style that promoted aggression, both in fighting and in the soul, and yet Nie Mingjue had restrained himself to the point of agony, oppressing himself internally as thoroughly as Wen Ruohan did externally, and all because he knew that the consequences of his actions would not be felt by him alone.
Because he was still his sectâs heir, still the rightful leader of Qinghe Nie, and if he could by his submission and humiliation earn them even a little more consideration, he would do it, however anathema it was to him.
He would be his sectâs heir before he was his fatherâs son, forgetting injustice and bending knee to his fatherâs killer â he would keep silent, no matter what he endured.
Wen Xu burned the Unclean Realm, and for the first time, Nie Mingjue put aside his silence.
He howled.
At first, Wen Ruohan laughed at him â the rage of the impotent was merely attractive coloring to him â but Nie Mingjue was not so foolish as to waste the gift of anger so easily. He did not do what Wen Ruohan had undoubtedly expected him to do: savage some training dummies, beat up a few pointless guards, beat himself even if only to vent the pain in his heart.
He did what Wen Ruohan did not expect.
Nie Mingjue, who loved only his family more than his sect â
He lashed out at them.
Nie Mingjue rampaged through the familial quarters at the Nightless City: he burned a sobbing Nie Huaisangâs fans, calling him worthless and a disappointment on their family name; he destroyed a cauldron in Wen Qingâs room in the midst of a batch of medicine she was making, unable to find her but naming her complicit, shouting that she supported evil from behind a façade of righteousness; he attacked Wen Chaoâs room, searching for the son of his enemy and calling for his head, demanding blood for blood, red-eyed with fury, searching for a target.
He found one.
Not Wen Chao himself, of course â Nie Mingjue was not, as he was pretending to be, truly maddened beyond all reason, for all that the sorrow and anger he felt were real â but rather his bodyguard, who was nominally there to protect him.
Wen Zhuliu, the Core-Melting Hand. A technique that could only be used for two things, for scaring people â or turning the course of a single battle.
For destroying good people on the other side of the war, turning them into regular people that could not fight, and destroying morale at the same time â Wen Zhuliu was a plague-carrier, a danger that needed to be avoided, as much as weapon simply in the threat of him as he was in actual reality.
Wen Zhuliu was a fierce fighter, more powerful than a person with that sort of technique usually was, and Nie Mingjue was not in as good a shape as he could be, still recovering both emotionally and physically from his last walk with Wen Ruohan and the consequences of his insolent tongue, but he had the advantage of surprise on his side and his saber was unmatched in close combat, the melee his specialty.
By the time Wen Ruohan realized that Nie Mingjue had turned against his own in a way heâd been refusing to do for years and came to stop him, Nie Mingjue had already claimed Wen Zhuliuâs head, sticking it on a makeshift pike before burning the body as an offering in his fatherâs name.
He turned, red-eyed, to look upon the man he would much rather have killed but knew in his weakness that he couldnât, and in the strength and safety of his rage decided to give it his best shot anyway.
It didnât work, of course.
This time he was bedridden for more than a week.
-
Nie Mingjue found himself missing the others more than he thought he would.
Heâd anticipated it, of course. The instant Wen Xu had told him his mission, the plan had leapt fully-formed into his mind, the only way he could think of to keep the younger children safe since there was no way to keep them beneath Wen Ruohanâs notice. In Wen Ruohanâs eyes they were tools, not yet old enough to be properly useful but still sharp enough to use where it counted â he knew how much Nie Mingjue loved them, and if the war went badly he would undoubtedly threaten their lives to get Nie Mingjueâs compliance, would use them as leverage to send him to the front line as a general for the wrong side. Any failure would be punished, and Nie Mingjue didnât need personal experience to know that war was nothing but failures, one right after the other, interspersed with occasional victories snatched from the jaws of defeat.
Wen Ruohan would not accept that. He would hurt the children, again and again, just to hurt him.
He would put his attention on them, and when he did, he would figure out what they were doing. All their little schemes would become clear to his eyes, and then â
There was no and then. It was unthinkable.
Nie Mingjue wasnât strong enough to stop Wen Ruohan, no more than he could stop the full weight of a rushing river, but like the river even Wen Ruohan could be diverted if you were clever enough about it.
Nie Mingjue was not especially clever, he didnât think, not the way Nie Huaisang or Wen Xu or even Wen Qing were, but that was why he thought his plan would work â Wen Ruohan wouldnât expect it from him.
He would accept the surface reading of what happened: he would think that Nie Mingjue had succumbed to his familyâs curse and lashed out blindly in his rage, burning bridges it had taken him years to build, and his cruel mind would immediately leap to how he could use this to hurt and torment him. He would know that Nie Mingjue would be all the more pained if he knew that Wen Ruohan was using his gross violation of trust to replace his influence on the children, which Wen Ruohan hated, with his own.
Under the circumstances, it would hurt him more for Wen Ruohan to treat them well, seeking to seduce them into dependence, than it would hurt him to see them in pain. Nie Mingjue could only count on Wen Ruohanâs sadism to do the rest.
(And since he had no choice but to break with his family in such a horrible way, there was no reason not to take advantage of the situation to get rid of Wen Zhuliu. The benefits outweighed the costs â or at least, the benefits went to everyone, while the costs fell only on him, and he could accept that.)
Nie Mingjue had already seen the fruits of his efforts. At the very beginning, when Nie Mingjue was still bedridden, Wen Ruohan had brought Nie Huaisang with him to the room in the Fire Palace where Nie Mingjue had been imprisoned, and Nie Huaisang had quailed away from him, rocking backwards a little, almost even leaning behind Wen Ruohan as if Nie Mingjue was the scarier of the two.
(Nie Mingjue knew that Nie Huaisang was the finest actor of their group, but oh â it hurt, it hurt!)
Wen Ruohan smiled at the spasm of pain that crossed Nie Mingjueâs face and put his hand on Nie Huaisangâs shoulder as he drew him away.
Nie Mingjue wanted to cut off that hand and burn it to ashes.
He wanted â
He wanted many things.
A different life, for the most part. To live somewhere where he didnât have to make these sorts of dirty calculations, to hurt the people he loved in order to save them from worse pain. Where he would be able to take Nie Huaisang into his arms and whisper promises that he wasnât going to succumb to a qi deviation the way their father had, at least not any time soon; where he could buy Wen Qing a half-dozen new cauldrons in apology; where he could tell Wen Chao that he didnât mean any of the things heâd forced himself to sayâŚ
Heâd warned them, of course. But there was knowing, and then there was experiencing, and he â he hated to disappoint them, even a little.
And in all his plans he hadnât realized how terribly heâd miss them, all of them, now that he couldnât see them.
There was nothing to do but miss them now that he was here, trapped in a small little bed in a small little room with barely any light but that which came in through the door when someone walked by, all alone and waiting for Wen Ruohan to decide his fate.
A fate that was a lot less certain than it had once been, Nie Mingjue reflected. Wen Ruohan had once been bound by etiquette to keep him alive, to pretend to the cultivation world that his forced adoption was an act of generosity rather than an outright act of conquering, but all of those reasons went away now that the cultivation world had declared war on him.
Heâd already sent Wen Xu to burn the Unclean Realm. Why bother with hiding behind a puppet?
At least it didnât seem like Wen Ruohan had realized it yet.
#mdzs#nie mingjue#nie huaisang#wen xu#wen chao#wen ning#wen qing#my fic#my fics#fire and light#reminder for those that need it that this fic will not show on screen torture
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