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I Thought It's You

I came to find you but then a part of me was lost I thought this is what I need but it came with a cost Would I be whole again if it’s you and me alone? Maybe this is wrong, I should always be on my own Everyday I’m miserable, I am a loser It’s best to let you go while I seek an answer I cannot function if something crucial is missing I thought you’d be it, but sadly my life is crumbling Maybe I…

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Cold And Mist

I look outside and I can barely see Everything is blurry, what could this be My head start to spin, oh, this morning chill How can I do this when I’m feeling ill Embrace the cold, look into the mist But something’s pulling me, I can’t resist One step at a time, please let me go With all my strength, I can face this snow Slowly, slowly, I am emerging From this dark clouds of my own doing I will…

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My Battle

photo credit to md-arts.deviantart.com Running as fast as I could until there’s a place to hide Go to the darkest spot until I can never be found But it is catching up so fast, as if it has a guide Now it’s on me, and I suddenly fell into the ground Helpless, motionless, I don’t have strength, I cannot resist I feel so small, this thing is just towering over me Baseless thoughts and fears, used…

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Whatever!

My head is not in it Worse, my heart doesn’t care I just want to wing it Just take what I can bear Who knows what the future is I could be wherever As long as I have peace I’ll be fine, whatever! I’ll flow with the water I’ll ignore the noises There’s nothing else matters Aside from my voices – July 12, 2023

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Clipped Wings

Stuck in the twigs of my own nest I thought it’s where I’d lay to rest I’ve accepted this reality But no! This is not eternity I resisted with all my might I flipped, I flapped, just hold on tight I would pull through, just wait and see I’d be victorious, I’d be free From a gentle dove to an eagle I will rise without a hassle Soar high from the sorrow and pain With grit, I will soon fly again –…

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41

This cold, it’s only fall, but it’s killing me All muscles are aching oh so painfully One tiny move and my back is complaining Lift a light weight bag and oh! It is giving Oh! A strand of white hair dangling in my face Hey there, just go back to your hiding place A reminder – tomorrow I’ll be older But guess what, not a day I feel weaker! So move! Muscle strain I don’t need you here I maybe 41…

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Am I Drained?

photo credit to curnblog.com Is it the last? Will this turn into a drought? Then they will just resurface – all of my doubts How do I keep inspired? Motivated? Write stories even if I get frustrated? How do I nurture my mind? Ignite my senses? I don’t want to bask and face the consequences So I’ll just keep writing whatever, whenever Hone my skills, hoping in this lifetime I’ll get there So what…

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Insects vs. Bee

Photo credit to ptoscano and https://theconversation.com/ca/topics/bee-sting-23981 Here comes spring and the pretty flowers bloom Attracting all kinds of insects, they all loom Overcrowding, it’s so parasitic To get some food, they will lose all logic A battleground for their own survival Guarding the pollens, fighting their rivals Trapping enemies, marking territories A chaos that will be…

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I'll Be Me

Leave me with my own thoughts, I just want to hear my own voice Maybe I’m delusional, I don’t even need to make a choice But whatever, this is all about conditioning my mind I don’t want to hope too much, I just hope the universe is kind Change is always inevitable, welcome it, have a blast This will eventually wear off, the uncertainties will not last The unknown can be scary, it can also be…

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Debate

A debate in my head that I can’t comprehend ‘Cause this path I’d choose, there’s no way to amend Truly I want this, just don’t know if I’m ready I don’t want chaos, I just want something steady I’m afraid I’d lose my fire, be stuck in the pit But when the chance is here, it makes sense to submit My goal is to pursue my passion, it is my creed But maybe for now, this is what I really need No one…

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No Sleep

photo credit to: http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-mtvVnfJ8k6U/T-l34MKv88I/AAAAAAAAA4U/IK8ItiWFGtU/s1600/sleepy.gif Did I drink a thousand gallons of coffee? I cannot sleep and now I’m feeling goofy So much emotion, lots of adrenaline Even without taking any medicine The words in my head, how do I get them out? They’re clogging my mind but I’m having some doubts Can I hit pause? I just want to sit and…

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In Shadows

photo credit to jonahintheheartofnineve.blogspot.com To stay in the shadows where no one would care Is like I’m dancing naked, floating in air And running around until I am breathless Then sleep until I regain my consciousness Be invisible so no one would notice My true passion buried deep in the abyss And I’ll continue enjoying what is seen While the real me is hiding behind the scene I will…

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Invisible

photo credit to jonahintheheartofnineve.blogspot.com I cruise, I glide, but I slowly take my time I do not care if it’s a million or a dime I will bask around, I will enjoy the view Pity on you who can’t understand my cue I don’t want to be seen, I prefer the shadows As my brain wanders through the charm of the meadows When it’s the right time then my face will be shown So please don’t bother me…

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Vision Of You

It has been more than a year since I last saw you You were dancing with glee as if everything was good I was comforted, as if you’d told me we’d pull through I was tired and confused, somehow you changed my mood But since then, you disappeared, it was fine, we’re all right Wherever you are, I know you’re free and satisfied Until last night, you were smiling, hugging me so tight It brought back…

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Wordless

photo credit to curnblog.com They call it word diarrhea An overflow of ideas But mine is word constipation I am lacking inspiration I no longer know how to write ChatGPT has better insights I am very useless, senseless I’d live a life that’s meaningless So think, think, think, what to do now I wish I’d figure out the how Maybe start with a line, any line Just write something and see it shine –…

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You And I (Together)

You emerged in a dream, continuing a love story You and I, together, rewriting our history In an imaginary world that’s full of fairy tales In this time, in this place, our love will finally prevail With just a glance somehow we knew this would be destiny With just a word, we were now singing the same symphony With just a touch felt like no years gone by, nothing was lost A love worth fighting…