#lalwen x fem!reader

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Pairing: Lalwen x fem!reader

Summary: Reader confesses her love to Lalwen but fears she is not enough for her.

A/N: I'm sorry, this is by far not as good as I wanted it to be, but I haven't really slept this night and on top of that I'm sick, so that is all I can manage for a fic at the moment. Maybe I will try myself on some headcanons later this day, but I'm not sure. Hope you will still enjoy this!

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You could feel Lalwen's gentle fingers sliding through your slightly knotted hair and occasionally brushing your scalp. You struggled to stifle a whimper.

It had been really windy when you had made your way to her and your plait had been all tousled, so Lalwen had offered to rebraid your hair.

Before you could protest, she had already made you sit on her bed, dropped onto it behind you and then her hands were already in your hair.

The thing was, you'd been noticing for a while that you blushed and generally felt different around Lalwen. Some time ago you then had realised that it was because you had fallen in love with her.

You had been friends for some time but you were nothing more than that, friends. And by now you really wished you were more.

You knew that she would probably marry a noble elven man one day and the thought hurt a lot. Sure, if Lalwen was happier that way, you would be happy for her, but you knew your heart would break into several pieces.

"Is everything okay?" Lalwen asked suddenly, and goose bumps appeared on your arms as you felt her breath on the skin behind your ear.

But before you could answer 'yes', she said, "And do not tell me you are okay now, because I know you are not. You have been behaving strangely for a few weeks now."

She stroked your hair gently. "Please tell me what is wrong, I cannot bear to see you suffer like this."

"I- I cannot." you whispered softly and your eyes drifted to the floor. What if everything that was already between you ended now? You would rather just be her friend than lose her completely.

"Come on," she whispered, "please. You can trust me."

You sighed. "I just do not wish to ruin our friendship."

Lalwen put one of her hands on your cheek and made you look at her. "I do not think that is possible. Trust me."

Your faces were so close now that you could feel her breath on yours. You looked into her beautiful, encouraging eyes and leant forward.

The moment your lips touched hers, a fire of joy erupted in your belly, but it was short-lived because Lalwen broke away from you.

Immediately a knot formed in your chest. "I am sorry, I really did not mean to- "

"Well, you have already ruined our friendship," Lalwen said with a serious face.

You swallowed hard. "I- "

And then she kissed you again. "I meant," she said smiling now, taking your face in her hands, "that we are more than just friends now."

Your cheeks flushed and you smiled wider than you ever had before. "Oh."

Lalwen laughed and rested her forehead against yours. "I wish I had known that is what you were so nervous about. I have had so many ideas about how I wanted to confess my love to you, I would have just done it sooner knowing now how nervous this made you."

"But- but you deserve someone who- "you gulped. She was a princess of the Noldor. Lalwen-

"No one is as good as you. "she kissed you again and then whispered softly against your lips, "If I cannot have you, then there is no one for me, because no one is as good as you."

As you opened your mouth to respond, she pressed her lips to yours again to silence you.

You smiled softly into the kiss and let yourself fall more against her. You were really happy that you were enough for her. Because she was all that mattered to you.

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Request Rules

Requests are open!

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♡ only x reader, fics and hc ( and I will only write for fem reader or gn reader, since I indentify as she/her and thats why I'm most comfortable with that, when it comes to NSFW content only fem reader )

♡ I have nothing against people who love Rings of Power, but I haven't watched the show so far, so I won't write for it (maybe I will once I watched it though)

♡ I write SFW and NSFW ( but I will NOT include anything problematic )

♡ I also won't include anything that breaks a character unnecessarily ( angst is obviously fine though )

♡ Sometimes I may be more motivated to write my own ideas or won't feel like writing at all, so it can take a LONG time until I finish something

♡ If a request makes me uncomfortable or I just don't really like it, I will just ignore it

♡ You have to tell me if you want headcanons or one shots (I won't write multi chapter fics), otherwise I will decide

♡ Characters I will write for: Elrohir, Elladan, Glorfindel, Lindir, Kili, Fili, Thorin, Bofur, Celebrían, Arwen, Maedhros, Haldir, Maglor, Caranthir, Celebrimbor, Erestor, Celegorm, Maeglin, Faramir, Boromir, Finarfin, Finrod, Aredhel, Argon, Rog, Idril, Elwing, Nerdanel, Amrod, Amras, Eärendil, Egalmoth, Elenwë, Yavanna, Oromë, Lalwen, Gil-Galad, Nienna, Elrond, Lùthien

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