#laito angst

[krispycreamcake]

What do u think the diaboys would do if they loved yui/reader but they broke yui/reader too much and now she can't love them anymore because they broke her. (Does this make sense?)

Author's note: so since this wasn't specified as to if this is meant to be headcanons, a story, etc. I'll be making it a reaction, ty for sending this!!

Sakamaki brothers reacting to a broken reader

Shu Sakamaki

"Haa? Don't tell me you're actually rejecting me now? I thought you liked this kind of thing, why can't I say I love you anymore?"

You tearily explain to him your feelings

"..... N-no. I didn't- I wasn't trying to make you resent me, I was just-"

He tears up slightly

"Just talk to me, talk to me won't you? And we can fix this, we have to fix this.... Please I can't lose you too...."

Reiji Sakamaki

"Is something the matter? You're behaving strangely- kuh- That....that face. Is this about your latest punishments? You must understand that... Bad behaviour is never rewarded, it's strictly against my principles."

he looks deep into your lifeless eyes, his own failures reflecting back at him

"What... What have I done to you?"

he begins to tear up as the droplets trail down his face

Auato Sakamaki

"Oi! What's up with ya today? You've been so distant lately. Huh? What're yer crying for? Was it something I did? H-hey calm down will ya? Everything's gonna be fine, as long as I'm by your side you shouldn't cry unless I want you to!"

You timidly try to tell him what's on your mind

"....... Wh-what're you saying? Don't you love the great Ore-sama?....... No- d-don't answer that I.... I'm sorry I asked in the first place..."

Laito Sakamaki

"You sure are a selfish person.... Leaving me like this even after I gave you everything. What more could I have expected from your kind? Usually I like my toys broken but......"

He tears up

"Don't you think this is too much bitch-chan? Stop acting like this I-I need you! Please!"

Kanato Sakamaki

"Dolly.... Why are you lying to me when- WHEN YOU KNOW I HATE LIARS! You do love me! You said you did! Uu... You're just trying to make me jealous so I can bite into you right? Right!? You-You can't do this to me!"

he starts screaming and crying, a hand grasping his face as he looks at you

No.... You'll stay with me forever, I don't care if you don't want to. I can fix you up and make you the most beautiful doll in my collection.

Subaru Sakamaki

"Hey.... What's with that face you're making? Look at me when I'm talking to you.... Look at me! Look at me damn it! I SAID LOOK AT ME!"

he takes a minute to realize tears are gushing from his eyes. He knows that look, he's seen it all too well and seeing it on you, he just can't take it

"Look I'm sorry! I'm sorry! Tell me what you want me to do! Just.... Don't look at me like that..."

[leahsflwer]

Diabolik lovers Preference - “You asking them to bite you”

Summary: Reader (you) is a human and ask them to bite you/feed on your bleed.

Warnings: Blood, vampires x humans, kissing, touching, somethings might come off as a little sexual to some people, cuts, biting, typical vampire things…

Ayato:

-He would sit up on the chair he was laid upon before standing up and looking into your eyes with a smirk. Grabbing your hand and pulling you down onto the sofa, looking down on you as he scanned your body.

-“I’m going to mark you, so others know not to feed off of you. You belong to me now, you got that?” He bluntly spoke, leaning down.

-His warm breath lingering over your skin, then you could feel a shot of pain from his fangs digging into the skin of your neck. Which he left many marks to claim you enjoying every moment of this.

Kanato:

-Kanato stood there by the tree, looking at you as he gripped onto teddy, glancing at your neck for a moment before frowning. Not having fun with it at all. Wanting you to be scared in a way. Dropping teddy on the floor and pushing you against the tree.

-“I get to say when I drink. Isn’t that right teddy?” He smiled with his sleepy eyes.

-He moved some hair from your face and neck, letting a finger run across your collarbone. Leaning in close and placing a soft kiss to your lips, before moving away and biting into your neck, loving the sounds you made.

Laito:

-“Ohh I already planned on doing that little brat” he smirked, leaning in inches away from your lips as his eyes never glanced away from you for a second.

-His hand lifting your head up by the chin, making you look straight into those eyes. A playful grin on his face as he placed his hand on your chest and slowly squatted down, lifting up your clothing to reveal your thigh. Squeezing the skin, with an eager expression. Letting his tongue glide up your inner thigh, his eyes still gazing up at you as he did so, before piercing your skin with his fangs and drinking from your body.

Shu:

-Shu’s eyes shot open as he’s heard that sentence leave your pretty mouth, turning his head to look at you. He was in complete shock that you would suggest it, but he couldn’t deny the sudden thirst he had. Your blood smelt perfect to him

-“A-Are you sure?” He asked just to be sure

-Once you gave him a smile and a nod he would pull you into his lap on the couch and gently move your hair out the way, kissing your neck gently before biting into your skin, moaning at the sweet taste entering his mouth from you.

Reiji:

-His dark eyes looked down at you as he put down a flask on his desk, scoffing as he pushed his glasses up. He mentioned he had need some blood for a mix he was making in his lab but wasn’t expecting you to offer your own. But he also wanted to have a taste of your sweet blood, thinking of how he should react.

-Reiji gave into the idea but didn’t it when you least expected it. Grabbing your hand and pulling you in front of him so your back was pressed against the wooden desk

-“Then I will savour it” He said in a low tone, biting into your wrist, tasting the thick liquid before pulling away and letting it drip into the flask, using that blood for his experiments.

Subaru:

-As he showed you the flowers he loved so dearly, he was shocked to hear you ask such a thing. Turning his body to face you and glare down at you. His eyes adventuring down to your lips as he tried to process it.

-“You wish for me to feed on you?” He asks, shocked and slightly angry at the idea

-When he saw you nod he could see the fear in your eyes and sighed. Walking straight past you and back inside

-“You’re not ready.” Is all he will say to you in return, leaving you alone in the garden. His mind wandering back to you and the idea over and over again until he sees the time when you’re ready.

Kou:

-Kou was wandering why you invited him to the roof of the school and as he heard you speak, he couldn’t help but smoothly place his hands on your waist and lower back, bending you back as if he was going to kiss you. But the cheeky smile on his face showed you that’s not what he had planned.

-“I can finally taste you huh? The others might be jealous you know?” He chuckles.

-Kou was impressed by your confidence as you showed that you don’t care. Making him smirk and lean into a kiss. Letting his lips explore down to your neck and lower to your collarbone, his fangs digging into your sensitive skin, letting the red liquid flow into his mouth.

Ruki:

You were sleepy while laying on his bed, while Ruki was at his desk writing down some things, he explained it was difficult to focus while still thirsty. So you asked him to bite you and have a drink. He turned his head to look at you laid upon his bed and gulped, feeling nervous for the first time.

-He was hesitant and had to stare until he could see how serious you were, even behind those sleepy eyes of yours. So he came over, leaning his body above yours, his expression never changing from the same serious face he generally had.

-Ruki leaned down and took a sniff of your familiar perfume and the hint of your blood. His fangs biting into your neck without a thought. But after he realised what happened and apologised.

Yuma:

-He was excited when you agreed to join him with grabbing some of the vegetables from his garden until your conversation ended in you telling him that he can drink off you whenever he’s thirsty. Which led to him holding the basket of tomatoes, eggplants and other things he’s been growing. Looking at you in shock as blush bread across his cheeks, thinking of how sweet you might taste.

-“I like the idea of that.” He sighed, putting the basket down and backing you up against the greenhouse wall, lifting up your chin and biting into your neck, then licking the blood off and pulling your shirt to side so he could bite onto your shoulder. Leaving marks were he pleased.

Azusa:

Azusa could see the fear in your eyes as he held one of his favourite knives to your face asking you to cut him. But you couldn’t do it so you made an excuse out of hurting him. Grabbing the knife and hesitating for a split second, before cutting your arm. His eyes lighting up at the sight. He listened to you as you told him he could drink from you.

-He was unsure but as he spotted the blood run down your arm he couldn’t waste a second and gently held your arm, licking the red liquid off, biting into your cut making you whimper at the feeling.

-After he pulled away he would smile with a flustered expression and put the knife with his collection naming the knife after you, as to him, you both just shared a beautiful and special moment he shall never forget.

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[bubblespalace]

Could you make the sakamakis reaction to shu's head falling on reiji's shoulder when he was sleeping in the limo .

Bubble: ARGHHH it's like you knew my weakness is Reiji Shuu stuff, anon!! I'ma do a fluffy and more realistic version on just Reiji. Fluffy is under the cut!!

"ARGH! Get off me, you no good deadbeat!!" *Shoves him off his shoulder.*

"Oi, that reminds me of when they were kids. Reiji was the one who used to fall asleep on Shuu though!!"

"Fufu~ That was quite amusing, yes, Teddy? For a moment, I saw them as children too..."

"Those two! Such entertainment. Maybe next time Reiji can fall asleep on Shuu, and Shuu can finally act like a big brother and carry him back to his room like he used to do!"

"That... Was a rare sight. Wow..."

Bubble: What we wish would happen:

"He can stay... I guess... It's nice to see him like this again in a way, nostalgic almost..."

[rottinghyacinth]

More,Laito Sakamaki

Headcanons/thoughts

Tw:child abuse/sexual abuse/trauma/laito sakamaki/assault

So I wanted to talk about Laito sakamaki in a bit more depth,specifically when he's a child/his childhood growing up

So we know that with the sakamaki brothers they all kinda grew up together,in the same house I'm pretty sure

We see this in the flashback in the anime of their childhood (I haven't played the game or read the comics)

It looks like to some extent they bonded,at least until a certain age

But in present day their relationship is strained,and I can guess it happened around their actual teenage years(before going into the hundreds)

Laito's relationship with his brothers is even more rifted when he started being molested by cordelia

Because his view of love was so tainted,mistaking lust and abuse for love he isn't exactly sure how to properly bond with his brothers now that cordelia has ruined his perception of what love is supposed to be and look like

I also read somewhere (and headcanon) that his brothers found out that he was in an incestuous relationship with their mother when they were still kids and feel guilty about

In present day its obvious the brothers don't bond and don't ever plan to,but even with all their trauma and misconceptions in life they can still feel horrified learning that cordelia was molesting and grooming their brother

As kids the rest of the brothers couldn't exactly do anything about the situation

I read that ayato found out by hearing laito sneak off to cordelias room late at night and feels tremendous guilt about it

Despite the abuse the brothers already endured I imagine it would still be extremely traumatic to acquire that information

I think that being sexually abused by his mother has (obviously) never felt truly good

In the comics,he says that love is something that feels good (referring to sleeping with cordelia,concluding that this is his perception of love)

Yet I think that it never truly felt because because it isn't natural nor okay

Of course his body responded naturally to sexual pleasure and adding on that he doesn't exactly know it's wrong,your brain still knows deep down is wrong

I think when he got older he realised it wasn't a normal thing to do but he refuses to acknowledge it because of how uncomfortable it is to think about

He isn't really in touch with his emotions

He just feels something and goes with it

But he hates being vulnerable

Which is why he chooses to make others vulnerable unstead (I'm in no way excusing this behaviour,simply bringing it to light in order to explain my thoughts on his abuse)

I also believe that cordelia physically forced sexual in counters on him multiple times,which could also explain his violent controlling,impulsive behaviour,because it was shown to him (I know he didnt have a choice as a child and was coerced,just saying that maybe he didn't comply at first so he was possibly literally dragged or hit/restrained)

He was also surrounded by adults who knew about it (karlheinz I'm convinced he knows everything that goes on at all times,richter),but didn't nothing,which was probably extremely suffocating

Knowing that you could be helped,but weren't

I don't like them (all sakamakis) though because of their history as notorious abusers,torturers,assaulters and most likely rapists,not to mention killing the brides

Remember that just because you were abused,it is not an excuse to abuse other,break the cycle

[mcverse]

All characters are aged up or are already of age

Mukami brothers

Main M. List

Angst ∇ Fluff ♡ NSFW ✾ Dark Content ❦

Shu Sakamaki

— nothing here yet

Renji Sakamaki

— nothing here yet

Laito Sakamaki

— nothing here yet

Ayato Sakamaki

— nothing here yet

Kanato Sakamaki

— nothing here yet

Subaru Sakamaki

— nothing here yet

All

CHAPTERED

Blood Legacy of Lilith, (F! Reader) COMING SOON ∇ ♡ ✾ ❦

An 18-year-old with a seemingly perfect life is haunted by a void caused by her inability to remember her past. One day, a stranger drags her out of bed and she is taken captive, subjected to torture and abuse. She is left with many questions about her abduction and her past, with a white-haired man calling her Lilith being the key to unlocking the answers. As she struggles to comprehend her situation, she begins to wonder about the enigmatic man's identity and his links to her past.

SCENARIOS/IMAGINES

Yui! Reader dating someone else ❦

An argument sent the reader into the arms of someone else… that’s her last mistake.

REACTION

Sakamaki Brothers Caught Slipping ♡ in a S.B way

Reader surprises them with a deeper voice.

[summercreolefanfictioner]

friend: so you're writing about the diabolik lovers modern college au, right? they don't have any traumatic experiences in there, right? me: friend: right? me:

[cappuccino-blood]

I just feel like talking about Akame’s trauma…😀

First thing, having to deal with her mother’s death. Even though her brothers had abusive mothers the fact that they have an alive mother figure couldn’t be ignored, making her feel lonely. Getting to the point were she would ask the servants to give her some motherly love.

Dealing with her step-mothers was hard, Beatrix was the nicer of the three but she was strict and didn’t see her as a daughter at all. But Cordelia and Christa were to another level. Cordelia punishing her every time she could, trying to get her to play with some of her lovers, treating her worst than a servant, and a long list of inhuman treatment. Christa was nice sometimes, but when she had her hysterical attacks she would get hit and degrade her for being a child from Karl and also being the daughter of Karl’s first wife.

Having to assume the role of a mother for her brothers was literally a sacrifice, having to sacrifice her emotional and mental stability for the sake of his brothers was tiring, but still nice; having to study with Shuu, playing chess with Reiji, playing with the triplets, hiding them from Cordelia, take care of Subaru like if he was her own child, etc. But she knew that if she was not for her brothers, who will? Giving her a glimpse of hope for a future where they’ll leave this castle and have a normal life.

Royal activities, even thought she is not the heir she still had responsibilities especially because she was a lady, the stress caused by the amount of things she had to learn; how to react, how to walk correctly, how to talk and more. Transformed into her rebel personality, but still keeping that calm and elegant vibes. Several times she wished she was a normal girl, a normal vampire living in a village, not eating fancy foods all the time, not having to wear long and uncomfortable dresses…She would sigh deeply while asking the stars to make her dreams true. Plenty of time she planned an escape but was stopped by the servants and her own will, she would always thought about her escape being something selfish she could finally have a normal life, but what about her brothers? They’ll lose the only person in the household that brought them happiness…

[animeloveraniwrite]

*Kind of more of the scowling blush but here we go! Just some hurt/comfort between brothers.

“Aren’t you supposed to be comforting me?” Shu drawled jokingly, peaking an eye open. He smiled faintly, watching as Subaru dropped his arms from their folded position, and shock registered on his face.

“W-What?” he stuttered. “You care about your big brother don’t you?” Shu asked, continuing to tease Subaru to get a reaction. Shu smirked and chuckled at Subaru’s incredulous expression. He then closed his eyes again.

Shu was still sitting up. Subaru got up from next to him, and walked to the other side of the bed. He bawled up his right fist. He wasn’t accustomed to positive physical contact, and mentally scowled. He gently dragged and raked his knuckles against Shu’s upper back and shoulders. Shu stiffened.

“What are you doing?” he rasped out in slight amusement. Subaru was glad that Shu couldn’t see his face right now. He didn’t need to see the bright red blush colouring his face.

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[fangsforiris]

Just taking an idea for next fic— what diaboy would you all be most interested in seeing being the center forefront?

(Subaru not here due to obvious reasons of my centering— but I’m just trying to get back into the flow before school starts up again!!)

We can even do relationships too especially with the dysfunctional brother relationship angst potential. But I’m just seeing lol.

[krispycreamcake]

Dialovers late night drabbles

TW: Mentions of sexual assault and suicide!!

Concerning Laito-

He has genuinely been through so much and the anime doesn't give his backstory half the credit it deserves so,

Concerning Laito, I'm sorry your brothers couldn't save you and I'm sorry your mother was a whore. I'm sorry that when you were just seven you needed more, more than a boar ridden with sin, that couldn't keep her hands from lingering on your skin, intertwining in your hair while you wailed in despair, "why me? Why you?". It hurt to feel good and to feel loved but what was love if not pain and ache and watching her kiss other men from up above, above the balcony with your heart torn and relationship lacking in harmony. I'm sorry that you've yet to let her go and I'm sorry you still can't fathom saying no. I'm sorry that your body was no longer yours, but shared among those that didn't know you to your core. Concerning Laito, I'm sorry your life is fucked up and sad and I'm sorry that you felt like you had, had to use your flesh to feed her in the middle of the night, memory far from a blur. I'm sorry that you're still a child and I'm sorry that you won't experience that wild electric buzz of your first love taking flight like a pure white dove. I'm sorry you can't lose your breath in another woman's room without reminiscing about the stench of her perfume. Concerning Laito, I'm sorry your mother couldn't care for you and I'm sorry she held you under the sheets, I'm sorry that she got pleasure from a newborn sucking on her supple teats. I'm sorry that you want a noose around your neck and I'm sorry that you're nothing but a wreck. I'm sorry that you crave the release of death, I'm sorry that you forever dream of your last breath.

Currently in writer's block and poems help with that so I might make more

[diabolikpersonals]

I would like to hear your thoughts on the DF diaboys routes you have played at this point.

yessir!! under the cut:

Shu: Shu's DF route is an exercise in meeting him where he is. We know Shu loves his family, but we have to understand it isn't easy for him to show it. We're right at the precipice of a big change in Shu and Reiji's relationship, but we have to accept that acting the way Reiji wants him to just isn't what's best for Shu. Yui wants confirmation of Shu's affection for her, but she has to learn that he shows his affection in other ways. It's kind of like this route is showcasing Shu's flaws and you're going, "That's okay! I like Shu because he's Shu!" so I think it's sweet. Take your time, Shu! ...If I had to complain about this route, I'd say that we spend so long away from the other characters that it gets lonely. I guess that's the point, though...I just don't really find all the "hiding from everyone else" scenes very exciting after a while. We could've spoken to Reiji more, and I honestly feel like Shu and Reiji have bigger breakthroughs in other routes, so this one feels like it's missing a big scene with the Beatrix bros.

Ayato: If you had asked me when I had just played HDB and MB, I would have told you, "Never in a MILLION YEARS will I feel anything other than hatred for Cordelia," but well!!! Surprise!!! This one will make you feel things other than hatred for Cordelia, whether you like it or not. I truly understand how the triplets felt when they said they loved and hated her. The situation is too complicated for me to get into it very much here, but in short I'll say that I really liked the direction they took with the plot of this route, and I came out of it feeling like Ayato and Yui took a well-earned step forward. Absolutely loved this one. So proud of both of them. Whenever I play through the DF Sakamaki prologue, it makes me feel cruel if I don't pick Ayato's route lmao

Laito: If you are an angst lover like me then you will eat this shit up. It's an extremely bad time for every character involved. It hurt so good. I had to spend 70% of this route convincing Laito not to kill himself. In this route, Laito discovers a fact about his father that changes his outlook on his entire life, like every single thing about his life, and the performance that Daisuke Hirakawa gives is like.. It's pure art idk what to tell you. Reading this route is not good enough, you need the audio. I was scared, I wanted to cry, and as a triplet lover there were high points too, but my heart ached for the entire route, even through the good ending! I like that even the obligatory fanservice scenes don't let you forget how terrible the situation is! Strongly strongly strongly recommend

Yuma: Alas, I can only give you a super biased review of this one. It's my favorite route because it has so many good Shu/Yuma scenes. This route is our last bit of "Shu avoids Yuma and keeps secrets from him for his own good!" drama before Yuma finally gets the whole truth about his childhood. We get the cute flashback scenes, Yuma gets some awful nightmares and has some panic attacks, there's a little of everything! :D Even Zweig is there and he and Yuma are super cool, and if you know anything about Lost Eden then you know how hilarious that is. Anyway, this all culminates in THE YUMA BEST FRIEND MONOLOGUE which is one of my favorite dialovers scenes, period, because it makes me so happy. It feels soooo good to watch the arson recovery trio...recover from the arson. 10/10. Shuuma shippers, this one is required reading.

Carla: I'm definitely not shaming you if this route is to your taste, but it certainly wasn't to mine :') Most diaboys talk down to you, but Carla talks down to you to such a degree that I started getting offended over stuff I've never been offended about before. Like, "What do you mean you don't like the taste of my blood?! My blood is fucking delicious!" lol. I am not into all the forced pregnancy stuff, I am not into the demon racism stuff, I am not into how often Yui is reminded that she has no family and no one will come save her. I personally found Carla to be unbearable until he collapsed and started the process of dying. Then he got all sensitive and lonely and I was like "ok I can deal with him now." The ending isn't very satisfying either (What do you mean sucking Yui's blood will stop him from dying for now? He's been sucking her blood this whole time and his symptoms got way worse.) and Carla's blood sucking noises made me want to take my headphones off and throw them away (sorry toshiyuki morikawa I respect you so much toshiyuki morikawa) soooooooooo.........I didn't like it. I grew to like Carla around CL so don't be sad if you like him, ok? He's my friend now, but this route is still just unpleasant to me hgfghsdf

Shin: I know I said I hated the forced pregnancy talk and the demon racism plans and I did hate them, believe me, but Shin's route was successful in getting me to like him. I love that they put him in jail and beat the shit out of him, that was such a good scene and I really feel like my tastes are finally being represented lmao. Because it's his introductory route, he's pretty rough around the edges (true for every diaboy—everyone is a huge jerk in their introductory route) but there was still a lot to enjoy! The flashback scenes were fun (dare I say...he was...cute?!) and when put together with Carla's, the Tsukinamis have a super interesting story & dynamic together, and it fits the themes of dialovers really well. The differences with Carla's route, to me at least, are that Shin's scenes feel more like "playing with a diaboy" even when he gets mean, Shin has the added appeal of being teasable and of being a BIG FLUFFY DOG, and of course, Shin's blood sucking scenes didn't make me want to die. I'm clearly in the minority here, though, because Shin is at the bottom of every popularity poll I see lol...Anyway, it didn't make me LOSE MY SHIT like some other routes did, but I had fun playing this one!!

[bubblespalace]

Angst

Can you do the diaboys react to their s/o who was killed by one of the others(Diaboys) because they drank to much of her blood

Love your posts btw 🫶🏼

If their S/O was killed by another diaboy taking too much blood

Bubble: OOH! I like this idea! If ya'll didn't know, I'm great at angst. ;) Thanks for the request anon! <33 And thank you for your support!!

I only did the Sakaboys for this post, if you want a Mukami version, feel free to request again!! <3

TW: Death, Suicide, Blood, Gore, Language.

Under the cut:

Shu:

It seemed to be a normal day for Shu. He woke up, to his dismay, and went to school as usual. As he was laying with his back to the wall in one of the school hallways with less light, he listened to his music, eyes closed in his exhaustion. However, he couldn't remember the last time he saw you. Were you even in the car with him when the rest of his brothers and him were on their way? It was strange, since you normally sought him out during this time of the night, when you had some extra time between classes. It made Shu wonder what it was you were doing.

He quicked up the faintest sound of footsteps on his left side, immediately knowing it was his younger brother by the way they sounded. "Here to scold me again for how I'm not in class?" He asked with a sigh. "Bothersome..." Reiji's movements came to a halt and Shu opened his eyes and stared up at him. There was something different about how his brother looked down at his face. "Why are you here?" He questioned, raising a golden eyebrow.

"It has come to my attention... that I must inform you of something..." Reiji muttered, holding his hands behind his back. His eyes darted to the floor, unable to make full eye contact. "This morning, Miss Y/N came into my laboratory." He took a breath that seemed unstable. "I may have bit into her with the mere intention of drinking some of her blood but..."

As he trailed off, Shu's half-lidded eyes widened, looking up at his younger brother in shock. "D-did you...?" Reiji shut his eyes and looked at the blank wall. "You bastard. I know that you despise me, but there was no reason to ki-" He voice broke, the hall was so silent you could hear his labored breathing. With his supernatural speed, he got up and pushed Reiji against the wall, squeezing his neck in his fist. The dark-haired man's eyes widened and his glasses slid down his nose, looking at his older sibling in terror as he tried to breathe. "I should fucking snap your neck. But no, that would be too good for you, wouldn't it?" Warm tears rolled down his face as he blinked them out of his vision and glared at the vampire between him and the wall. "I'll get you back for this, I swear to God." Shu quickly teleported back home and stormed into the empty lab, there you were, your crimson blood all over the table and floor, some of it already dried. The normally wonderful smell made the blonde feel disgusted as he stepped closer, you beautiful face was covered in red and your eyes were wide open. Blood dripped from your slashed neck like a waterfall while Shu held back more tears and brushed your soaked hair out of your face. "I'm so sorry." He mumbled down to you as he held you, your blood staining his uniform. "I really am..."

Reiji:

School was giving Reiji a headache today, his focus wasn't as good as it was regularly. He could barely pay attention to the equations being written on the board, variables started to jumble with other numbers in his head, causing a pressure to form on both his temples. When the bell finally rang, it came to his tired mind that he should have you in his next class. You were always a wonderful study partner, and what is even better is that having you around might boost his mood.

However, that class had come and gone without you seated next to him. So during his free period, he searched for you. But when he couldn't find you, worry hit him like a bus. Thoughts of you escaping and leaving him empty attacked him. He became slightly more frantic until he came across a closet. The scent of your blood filled his senses, alerting him. He opened the door, missing the elegance and grace he normally held himself with.

You were laying on the concrete floor in a pool of your own blood, Reiji could tell you were just hanging on so when he slammed the door shut, he quickly got down on his knees. "Y/N... Whatever in the world happened? Who...?" He trailed off, his eyes zeroing in on the bite mark on your neck. "Shu" He spat with venom, tears forming in the corner of his eyes.

You met his eyes and forced your hand up with all your strength so you could touch his face. "Reiji, there's nothing you can do. You're not going to be able to save me, he hit an artery..."

"Don't tell me there's nothing I can do. I'll say when I can't save you." He retorted, his magenta eyes misty. "I'll save you. If not then-"

"Rei." You muttered, brushing his hair out of his face as he looked down at you. "You really have to learn to let things be... I love you."

The light faded from your eyes immediately and Reiji held back a sound of despair. "I'll bring you back... I don't care about that woman anymore, I'll bring you back to me..."

Ayato:

"Chichinashi! Time for my takoyak-" Ayato cut himself off when the scent of blood filled his nostrils, your blood. It filled the air like a sweet aroma, but Ayato knew them and there was something wrong.

That's when his emerald eyes fell on a hand peeking out from behind the island in the home economics room, he hurried to teleport behind it. You were sprawled out, bleeding from a large bite in your collarbone. It seemed you were even fading in and out of consciousness. "Chichi- Y/N! What? Who...?" Ayato's voice cracked and he slid down on his knees, pushing his arms underneath you and bringing your head up on his lap.

"Ruki tried to bite me, and I tried to fight him off... Didn't really work so well." You coughed, wincing at the pain. Ayato's expression was twisted into worry, and as your vision blurred, you thought you saw tears forming. "I'm sorry, I really tried, Ayato." You whispered, closing your eyes.

Ayato held back a sound of despair, gripping onto your now cold body. "I should be sorry..."

Kanato:

As soon as Kanato noticed your absence in history class, he stood up and walked out the door, not caring what the teacher thought. He gripped Teddy against his chest, the thoughts for everything you could be doing flooding his brain. Was someone else touching you?? He would kill them, dispose of them and then show you why he claimed you. His senses immediately focused on the sweet smell of your blood, his irises swirled with rage as he storms into the otherwise empty women's locker room. You were leaning against a locker, a tired look on your face as red liquid dripped down your neck. Kanato flew into rage, screaming as loud as he could. "Who touched you?! Who?! Why did you let them hurt you?!"

You weakly looked at him and grabbed his hand gently, throwing him off. "Kana, trust me, I didn't want it. I wouldn't do that to you." You muttered, pulling him closer to you, which luckily, he allowed.

"But why!? Why would you let..." His eyes glanced at your neck, recognizing the bite mark. "Azusa of all people! Am I not enou-" Quickly, you pulled his lips to yours, letting him take his anger out through kisses one last time. It felt intense, like two waves crashing against each other one last time before the ocean stopped moving completely.

After a second, you pulled away, a tear falling down your cheek. "You've always been more than enough." You whispered, resting your forehead against his. "Don't yell, spend our last moments together holding me, please."

Kanato dropped Teddy to the floor carelessly and held you carefully until you became just like his other dolls, emotionless, soulless, and dead. "My poor dolly..." He sobbed, burying his face in your blood soaked hair. "I love you."

Laito:

"Bitch-chan~ Ooh! How fun to find you in the Biology classroom! You sure thought that out well~ Did you want to have some study time with your Laito-kun?" Laito chuckled as he peaked into the doorway, only to find you haphazardly spread out on a desk, your blood staining the light wood a dark shade of crimson. His face and stomach dropped and quickly rushed in, placing a finger to your wrist to check your pulse. "Bitc- Y/N, wake up please." He muttered, a rare terrified look on his face.

Your eyes fluttered open and met his green ones. "Lai?" You said, your voice strained. "I didn't want it... I swear, I'd never leave you-" You were cut off by Laito placing a finger to your lips, brushing his thumb against them softly. It was rare to see him like this, it was like he was acting like a normal teenager who was concerned, not your Laito.

"I know... I know, you would never try." He paused, his voice wavering. "You love me, you actually love me, right? You taught me the real meaning..."

You closed your eyes and parted your lips as he pressed a soft kiss to them, his nose grazing yours. "I love you, truly..." You muttered, just before you felt your own body go limp before you could do anything else.

Laito was left, a tear running through his eyelashes and down to your cold cheek. "I do too..."

Subaru:

Subaru laid, next to you, a knife in his hand. You looked at it sadly, before your eyes darted to his. "Subaru, no please. You will be okay without me." You muttered, too low on the energy and blood to raise your voice.

His expression was not something you could read at the moment. You had been unable to focus since Kou had drained you a little too much, your vision was slowly starting to go, and touches were getting fainter, like you were drifting away from reality, from the love you had only just found. "I can't... I can't stay on a plane without you."

"Then it's my last wish..." You pleaded, biting your lip as you touch his hand that was holding the dagger. "I'll be heartbroken if I see you up there the moment I leave."

Subaru exhaled, shutting his ruby eyes before hugging you to his chest, water pouring like waterfalls down his face. As your body untensed, you thought you would leave this world knowing your darling would fall in love again. But before you lost your hearing, you heard him mumble shakily. "I'm not going up there anyway..."

[yuikomorii]

What do you think are the routes where Yui has a better writing, that shows more abt her, where she shows more improvement in comparision to the others, etc? And wich ones do you think are the worst writing-wise for her?

I think the bad endings count as development since the development is the change of the character whether is for the good of the character or for the worse, the character is developing in those cases so is Yui in the bad endings.

// I can’t say she has really a lot of improvement in any route but I think she was the strongest in MB, where she proved that she’d truly do anything for the person she loves even before starting dating. I think putting yourself in danger is not really a sane mindset but I liked her courage there. I feel like her strongest version is in Kou’s MB route. Laito, Kou, Carla and Kino were the characters who hurt Yui the most: Laito successfully broke her; at some point she breaks in Carla’s route and wishes to take her own life; and despite starting off well in Kino’s route, she ends up getting so brainwashed and not being as cool anymore as in the beginning of the route. Nevertheless, she never broke in Kou’s route, no matter how terrible he was towards her there, which is something I really appreciated. As for worst writing, idk, I guess whenever she’s inconsistent or just turns into an emotional support and does dumb stuff to “advance the plot”.

I don’t really take bad endings as development, since she turns out pretty bad in those, doing things she normally wouldn’t do, and when I think of development, I imagine positive progress not involution. >_<

However, even if she didn’t grow as a character that much, my favorite version of Yui must be the one from Ayato’s DF route. She was a sweetheart for the WHOLE route and was the happiest Yui ever gotten in a main game. On top of that, even if Rejet wanted the route to be Ayato’s hero arc, they didn't sideline her; instead, they gave her a significant part in it too, allowing her to befriend Cordelia and have girl talks with her while still being a good girlfriend and not serving as Ayato’s therapist but rather letting him make his own choices and succeeding like that. No couple drama, no unnecessary heroine or love interest angst, no OOC, no uncalled dumb moments; just straight up a good story, that did justice to the main characters there. This route proved that, if they truly wanted to, they could write the heroine and the love interest in a way that is balanced and allows both to shine simultaneously.

[summercreolefanfictioner]

laito and makoto || sour love turned bitter reality

(courtesy of @kirua9 for creating Makoto)

The truth is nothing but a cruel and bitter foe, he thought to himself, plastering a sickening smile as he chokes her to death.

It didn't matter if she fought for her life or tried to make him understand with her foolish tears. Pft. As if he would try to comprehend her words. Why do mortals always try to reason everything with love? That's only for those who wanna get killed.

Love is the reason behind misery. Love is the reason I am suffering. Love is something that will never make sense inside me. If she's willing to accept me, so she better accept this 'love' I am giving.

And when the life left her body, Laito was relieved. Thankfully, he erased the nagging truth in his brain.

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... or did he?

[nephilimcursed]

"Okay so... You know how Ayato, Kanato and Laito are triplets, all from the same mother, right? ...You happen to have a lot of resemblances to her, and her name was also Cordelia... She was a horrible mother, she did... disgusting things to them, I hate her myself. And none of it is your fault, you're just... scarily like her look-wise. Not at all action-wise... I would have told you sooner, but it really felt like their story to tell, until that happened..."

Hey......

@nephilimcursed

[animeyanderelover]

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Tw: Yandere themes, unhealthy mindset, unhealthy relationship, possession, obsession, violence, trauma, angst

You hated this. You hated everything about this situation you found yourself in right now. Why couldn’t you be granted your peace for even a single evening? You had just managed to get away from Subaru only to find yourself minutes later chased down by one of the triplets, Laito. You were at least glad it hadn’t been Kanato but truthfully speaking, you wouldn’t trust this man further than you could throw him.

You had only gotten the chance to interact with Laito a few times as with most of the other brothers besides Subaru but you had found out enough about him during those few times to know that you should stay away from him. His good looks and initial playful charm aside, Laito had a terrible personality. He was gleeful, sadistic, perverted, very disrespectful and like all of his brothers sadistic.

He loved getting under the skin of others without caring for the consequences. Because he always managed to use his wits to avoid any sort of conflict whilst also getting to enjoy whatever his shenanigans meant for his victims. It was your own misfortune that he had set his eyes on you to kill two birds with one stone as he knew how the youngest brother felt about you.

"~Fufu, what do we have here? Aren't you supposed to be with your guard dog? Your his favorite toy after all. Or did he finally get bored of you?"

You felt the clear indignation roaring up inside of you but knew from previous experiences that you would play right into Laito's hands if you would let your anger get the better of you. So you did your best to swallow everything down and not show your feelings, deny him the chance of getting to enjoy riling you up. Yet you couldn't help the way your jaw clenched as you had to suppress the urge to snap at him. It was so frustrating for you, the new feeling of helplessness that you were always in these days.

Before Subaru had abducted you, you had never ever been as weak and helpless as you were now. You had been able to make decisions on your own, had been far more independent. But you were only human after all. A human surrounded by vampires who would like to use you as nothing more than a toy and blood bank. Now you could only sharply bite your tongue, press yourself against the wall Laito had cornered you against and glower at him silently. Of course that didn't affect him though as he only giggled lightly when he caught you staring at him like that.

"Now, we don't want your face to have any wrinkles because of the silly faces you pull. I only wanted to talk with you. Subaru never shares you with us after all. It's such a shame honestly, I would like to get a taste of your blood sometimes too." he purred in a disgusting tone, his one hand creeping under your chin and slowly lifting it up to get a good look at your neck.

Out of reflex you instantly slapped his hand away from your face, your skin crawling where his fingers had lightly graced you. He was infuriating, your suffering was for him nothing more than light entertainment as he had never seen you or any human that had entered this mansion as more than food to toy with.

"I'm not a blood bank! Not for you, for Subaru or anyone here!" you sneered at him with agitation in your voice as your previous half-hearted attempts to hold everything in were all but wiped out from your mind. You could have slapped him when you saw the grin that started spreading on his lips when he looked at your face scrunched up in anger.

"I must say, your little tantrums are rather cute. So you think you're special, are you?" You full on flinched when both of his hands suddenly grabbed your shoulders, slender fingers digging into your flesh whilst he pushed his face closer to yours.

"The only reason why you aren't dead yet is because your blood is somewhat delicious but don't think that you're anything special and get to act like a brat, you little bitch. Ultimately you're replacable. You don't have to show anything besides your somewhat decent blood. I mean, look at you."

One of his hands slowly moved up from your shoulders, his fingers purposely dragging themselves closely up your skin to see you cringing and jerking away from your touch, discomfort and disgust painted on your face. He squeezed your jawline harshly and forced your head to turn around from side to side, green eyes leering at you with a gloating twinkle.

"You're ditsy, vague and stupid. Do you really think Subaru is interested in you? Let me tell you right now, he'll dispose of you as soon as he's had his fill of you. If that day ever comes though..."

You let out a choking whine when he started squeezing you lightly, his breath fawning over your face as his own face was close enough for your noses to rub against each other. Piercing green eyes captivating your own glare before his attention wandered down to your neck where he could feel your own quickened pulse. Your eyes widened with horror when he lowered his face to your neck.

"If that day ever comes, you can always come to me. If you beg enough, I might allow you to become my new pet."

You started to violently move in an attempt to push him away, panic shooting through your veins when you felt him smelling your neck, goosebumps errupting all over your skin as your body entered a flight-or-fight mode, your gut churning with fear.

Before his teeth could sink in though, before any sharp pain could immobilize you though, both of you heard the loud slam of a fist punching the wall. Your eyes flew to the sound and your heart dropped when you saw Subaru standing there.

His whole face was contorted in ager as he stared at Laito and you, red-pink eyes glaring at his older brother and his muscles tensed up to the point where you noticed that he was shaking. His fist that had smashed the wall had left a visible dent, cracks going through the solid material of the spot.

"Well, would you look at this! Seems like your hero has arrived after all. I hope you won't mind me just having a little fun with your bitch here." The last sentence was directed at Subaru himself as if Laito wanted to fuel the anger of the white-haired male even more. If it was his intention, which you assumed it most likely was, it definitely worked. Subaru let out a sound from deep within his chest which almost sounded like a growl, sharp canine teeth shortly exposed before he stormed towards Laito and you.

"Bastard!"

Just like that, Laito all of a sudden pushed you towards Subaru with surprisingly much force and made his escape, apparently not in for a physical brawl with the youngest Sakamaki brother. You caught him winking playfully at you before he turned around, his movements far too cheerful for someone who was running away.

For a moment you forgot about Subaru as you were left too shocked and flabbergasted with Laito before you were caught by your captor, his arms squeezing you a bit too tight as he had been caught off-guard by Laito pushing you away as a way to get away too. Now that you were pressed against his body, you could feel the tremors going through his body and when you dared to look up, you could see him still focusing on the hallway where Laito had disappeared, teeth gritting against each other.

That was before those red eyes filled with anger snapped down to your form, telling you that you wouldn't get out of this without some consequences. For a short moment Subaru seemed to contemplate whether or not to scream at you right here but ultimately he only stood up, wrapped one of his hands harshly around your wrist and stormed back to the room where he had confined you in for weeks now. Your pleads and cries of pain whenever he yanked you harshly by your wrist as you couldn't possibly keep up with his speed were ignored, most likely one of a few punishments for leaving in the first place.

As soon as he ripped the door open, he pushed you inside. You caught him scanning if any of his brothers were lingering somewhere outside near his place before he slammed the door.

"What did I tell you about leaving this room without me by your side?!" he snapped at you loudly as soon as both of you were inside, his glare nearly burning you with it's sheer intensity. You flinched once again when you heard him roaring angrily at you, feeling scared all over again. You gulped the lump inside your throat back, even with all your fear right now still unwilling to back down from your rights.

"You can't keep me here forever, Subaru! I'm sick of sitting in here all day long and only being able to venture outside with your permission! I'm sick of being kept by you as a blood bank for you and your brothers! I want to go back home!"

You were almost screaming at him too, be it to overpower his own voice or because you were more frightened than you would have liked to admit in this moment. For a mere few seconds you saw something flashing in front of Subaru's eyes when he heard your words. Perhaps it was guilt, the hatred against himself that had been integrated into him from a young age on, perhaps it was even hurt when you yelled at him that you didn't want to be with him. It all was ultimately stuffed down though as he refused to show that your words affected him to not allow you to hurt him anymore.

"And what just happened because you left without me?! You almost ended up as a snack! You're just a human! You can't just walk around alone in here without any protection!" An undertone of desperation, a hint of a plead as his face twisted when he recalled Laito's attempt just now, urging him to walk over to you and pull you closer to him. You tried to squirm away when his hands were tilting your face, eyes scanning frantically over your neck for any scratch or mark that might have been left by his cursed older brother.

"I wouldn't need any protection from vampires if it weren't for you! Everything was fine before you came into my life! So if I get hurt, blame yourself for forcing me into this mess! I was so much better without you!" yo cried out as you managed to push his hands by some miracle away, the whole screaming peeling away your layers of composure.

It was the second blow, one that managed to break down his facade longer as you saw once again, this time from a close proximity, how your words hit him. The previous scowl on his face faded away as red eyes widened and stared at you, flinching when they saw the venomous, albeit teary, glare you were giving him as if your words had just made him more vulnerable. He let go, taking a few steps back and continuing to give you the same hurt look, his eyes almost silently pleading you to take those words back. You might have felt a short twinge of guilt but if you did, it was so subconsciously and drowned by all the pain, the anger and the sorrow you felt in that moment, bubbling together into hatred against that man in front of you.

"I had everything I needed in my life before! I wrote decent notes in school! I had a good family and nice friends! I never had to worry for my safety or fear that I might get killed by a bloodthirsty vampire who is sadistic and loves to toy with me! I was treated with respect instead of being pushed and tossed around like a piece of trash and I had to never hear someone talking about me like I'm just some disposable blood bank! Now my life is a living hell and it's your fault, Subaru! All your fault!"

"Stop."

So silent, so meak that you could have almost missed it within your own yelling, unable to hold it in anymore as tears started to stream down and you turned positively hysteric. One single word whispered with a shaky voice, so unlike the harsh and booming voice Subaru had used to scare you with just a few minutes ago. Yet you couldn't bring yourself to have any sympathy with him, focused to make him understand, feel guilty, suffer too from all the shit you had been put through those past few weeks.

"No, you will listen to me now! It's all your fault that my life has turned out the way it is! I'm being kept here like a pet, a pet all your brothers can trample on and abuse as much as they like whenever I'm walking around this place! So instead I'm forced to spend my days isolated inside of this room with you who also drinks my blood, bruises and hurts me! All because you have some twisted misunderstanding of love! Why me? Because my blood tastes better?"

In hindsight you should have stopped there as another wave of tremors went through Subaru's body, frozen in place as you lost it right in front of him. Flashbacks of his mother having a psychopatric meltdown passing through his mind, your eyes bearing the same disgusting and hateful look that broke him. Yet you didn't stop. You couldn't. So you delivered the last few sentences with the last power you could muster, the last bit of composure you had left.

"I hate you! It's all because of you! All because a monster like you had to gain feelings for me! I hate everything right now! I can't do this anymore! At this rate I'd rather have you kill me if you don't even let me go back! At least then I don't have to endure this!"

Your last few words were barely audible as you broke out in harsh sobs, your vision blurring with all the tears cascading down your cheeks as you stumbled onto the bed in the room, your knees giving in as you didn't have the strength to stand anymore.

You didn't look up anymore to see Subaru's condition, otherwise you might have known what would have happened soon after. He was completely frozen, a sick feeling pulsing through his body, his skin crawling with a familiar feeling of self-loathe and his eyes pricking with tears. His heart was screaming inside his chest with pain, your words hurting more than a silver knife.

Monster.

Please kill me.

Was he really that repulsive that every person he loved would rather die than love him and stay with him? Was he really that unable to protect someone and make than happy? Why you too?

"Take it back."

This time you really didn't hear him, your own sobs echoing through the room and successfully pushing him into spilling his own tears as his breath became short and frantic, your cries resonating deep inside his heart and resulting in a tight and painful clench in his chest that only intensified the more he listened. Everything felt wrong, waves of cold fear and nauseating panic washed over him as his eyes zoomed in on your crying form on the bed.

Something snapped.

You weren't prepared for the way he pushed himself onto you, pressing you into the mattress and stopping the flailing of your body with his own weight. Just as you were about to attempt to say something coherent throughout your hysteric crying, you stopped yourself as a feeling of dread came crashing down over you. His grip on your arms was far too tight, a pained whimper escaping your lips yet it wasn't the showcase of physical superiority that had the alarm bells in your head go off. It was the broken look in his eyes, bordering one of a maniac. With the tears dropping down giving it an even more unsettling appearance. With his body pressed over yours, you sensed how he was shivering even more violently than earlier.

"Take that back!"

No anger, no wrath, no harshness. Only desperation, pain, a plead to nullify what you had just said. To help him soothing the pangs inside his heart, to stop the way his skin way crawling with disgust only directed at himself.

"You're lying! You don't mean those words! Please tell me that you don't mean those words!"

Your sobs were stuttering and so was your breath as you could only stare into the teary red eyes of Subaru, astonished when you felt his hot tears mixing with your own as they dripped down. You had never seen him crying before, had never seen what he looked like when he wasn't wearing a harsh and angry mask. The difference was jarring as he reminded you of a small child begging for validation and love and tugged at your heartstrings just a tiny bit. Your own pain couldn't just be removed like that though so the best thing you could give him in that moment was a mildly pitiful look, still crying yourself.

"(y/n), please! Please say that you didn't mean what you just said!" he urged you again, fingers digging harsher into your flesh as the clear discomfort and pain showed shortly on your face yet you remained firm in your decision. Your own feelings mattered too and whilst the words you had spoken to him were utterly cruel and something you'd never say to anyone under normal circumstances, you had suffered too much. He might have experienced pain in some way, shape or form too but if he did, you didn't know that yet so you had no reason to feel guilty or try to excuse any of his actions. So you only replied silently with the same somewhat pitiful yet firm gaze.

For a moment you wondered if a vampire could suffer from a panic attack as you took in Subaru's condition. Harsh and erratic breaths that were cut short in his chest, tears refusing to stop falling down and the intense shaking of his body. What he did next though shattered even the smallest seed of concern as his head dived into the crook of your neck, sharp teeth gracing your delicate skin, almost the same spot Laito had almost pierced earlier. Your breath hitched in your throat as you heard and felt Subaru trying to breathe in as much of your scent as possible, most likely in an attempt to calm himself down.

You squeezed your eyes shut, preparing yourself mentally for the incoming pain as older scars from sharp teeth hurting you started throbbing in pain from the memory. Nothing happened at first as you could feel his teeth just lingering on your skin as if uncertain if he should do it. Your expectations weren't diappointed though as you felt surely enough his canine teeth breaking your delicate skin and leaving you with the burning pain as he took the precious red blood inside of you. You let out a silent wail of discomfort and pain as more tears were produced as a result of the feeling. Surprisingly you felt his hands letting go of your arms and sliding down, starting to massage your stiff shoulders as if trying to help you with your distress and pain somehow yet you couldn't appreciate his gesture much as the blood loss slowly got to you and you started to feel weaker and weaker. A last spark of panic got ignited inside of you as you realized that he was drinking more than normally.

Your palms pressed weakly against his shoulders, fruitlessly attempting to push him away from you. Your hands ultimately dropped to your sides as you just stopped resisting, accepting that you would never be able to defy or reject him or any of his brothers and would always just be a toy to feed from. Subaru, sensing that your strength had left you, at least finally stopped and you felt his tongue cleaning up the droplets of blood slipping out from the freshly added wound when he pulled away, although some of it still stained the pillow under you.

Your brain felt fuzzy, to blame on the blood loss, but you did notice that the violent shaking had lessened and somehow knowing that your blood had helped him calming down made you sick. You had no strength left, physically or mentally, to express your feelings though or deepen your thought process and direct more negative feelings at him. You didn't.

The only thing you could do was lay there, with Subaru removing his body from you, red eyes showing concern and guilt as he carefully checked your condition. Your eyes slowly closed, overtaken by exhaustion and burning from all the tears you had shed. You couldn't even muster the power to flinch when you felt Subaru wrapping you up inside his arms and you found yourself pressed against his body, your cheek squashed against his chest.

"Get some rest now. It'll be better when you wake up." you heard Subaru muttering as you started drifting of to the dark wonders of sleep, wondering if he was trying to delude himself and you alike into a sense of normality.