#ks big bang

[jeffrey-lionheart]

INTRODUCTION🦁💛

SUBJECT TO CHANGE

BYI (Before You Interact): I am a True Crime account. I don't condone it, I just like to make fun of these stupid bitches. I am a proshipper, comshipper, and darkshipper. If you're an anti, block and move on. Don't waste your energy on me. I am also pro-paraphilia but anti-contact.

DNI (Do Not Interact): I use the block button freely. I’ll usually use it for accounts that are anti-tcc, anti-shipping, ed focused, or politically focused. If you fall in that category, liking and reblogging is fine, but following is not. Because I won’t follow you back and I will block you instead.

Name: Lionheart

Pronouns: She/her

Age: 19

Gender: Cis female

Orientation: Heteroflexible

Tags I use:

#jeffrey lionheart's archive - where I keep all my true crime info

#jeffrey lionheart - original posts

#aporian au, #the aporians, #addaver - this is for my original writing

#lansen, #adam lanza x dennis nilsen - Lansen is their ship name

#cannibalstalker, #jeffrey dahmer x richard ramirez - CannibalStalker is their ship name, I also sometimes abbreviate it as CS for simplicity’s sake.

#dylric, #dylan klebold x eric harris - Dylric is their ship name

#pekkadam, #pekka eric auvinen x adam lanza - Pekkadam is their ship name

#niktyom, nikita lytkin x artyom anoufriev - Niktyom is their ship name, an alternative one I think is Nikyom, but I prefer the first one.

#rydam, #ryan lanza x adam lanza, #incest, #incest rocks - Rydam is their ship name

#solomon henderson x dylann roof

#solomon henderson x natalie rupnow

#dylannza, #dylann roof x adam lanza - Dylannza is their ship name

#dylann roof x elliot rodger

#chanza, #nancy champion x peter lanza, #nancy lanza x peter lanza - Chanza is their ship name. Champion was Nancy’s maiden name. Nancy & Peter were Adam Lanza’s parents.

Pets: Luna, my cat

Hobbies: Writing, playing video games, (sometimes) reading & drawing

Birthday: Jan 4

Other Platforms: jeffrey_lionheart on Instagram

Media I Like/Fandoms: 

American Horror Story (AHS)

- Coven

- 1984

- Murder House

- Hotel

Andi Mack

Aphmau-verse

- Minecraft Diaries

- MyStreet

- Phoenix Drop High

The A Song of Ice and Fire Franchise (ASOIAF)

- Fire & Blood (F&B)

- Game of Thrones (GOT) 

- House of the Dragon (HOTD)

Bridgerton

The Big Bang Theory

- Young Sheldon

Class of ‘09

Death Note

Demon Slayer

Dream Daddy: A Dating Simulator (DDADS)

Dune-verse

Euphoria

Eyes Wide Shut

Genshin Impact

God of War

Harry Potter (HP) 

Insatiable 

IT

Killing Stalking (KS)

Miyagi-verse 

- Cobra Kai 

- The Karate Kid Trilogy

My Babysitter’s a Vampire

Mystic Messenger

Ouran High School Host Club (OHSHC)

Riordanverse

- Percy Jackson and the Olympians

- Heroes of Olympus

Riverdale

Scream Queens

Shameless

Skyrim

Stranger Things

Superbad

The Assassin’s Creed Franchise

- Assassin's Creed Origins

- Assassin's Creed Valhalla

- The Ezio Trilogy

The Black Phone (TBP)

The Boys

- Gen V

The Disastrous Life of Saiki K

The Monster High franchise

The Scott Pilgrim franchise

The Secret Lives of Mormon Wives

The Umbrella Academy (TUA)

The Vampire Diaries Franchise (TVDU)

- The Vampire Diaries (TVD)

- The Originals (TO)

- Legacies (TL)

The White Lotus

True Crime Community

- Jeffrey Dahmer

- The Columbine Shooters (Eric Harris & Dylan Klebold)

- Adam Lanza

- Lyle & Erik Menendez

- Dennis Nilsen

- Richard Ramirez

- Elliot Rodger

- Dylann Roof

Under the Banner of Heaven

Voltron: Legendary Defender

Wednesday

You

Yuri on Ice!!!

White Chicks

21 Jump Street

Favorites: 

Animal: House cat

Book: ASOIAF series (still reading)

Color: Pink (this acc is yellow & orange themed)

Dessert: Cherry pie

Drink: Ginger ale

Food: Medium rare steak & pepperoni pizza with red pepper flakes

Movie: Superbad

Musical Artist: Michael Jackson

Show: Death Note

Video Game: Assassin’s Creed Origins

I’ve been in TCC since Nov 2024 but have been interested in true crime since 2022, after the Dahmer series came out.

You should also know I’m hornier than a mfer, so if u hate that, beat it. Because I will use this blog for my gooning.

TCC Ships:

CannibalStalker (Jeffrey Dahmer/Richard Ramirez)

Chanza (Nancy Champion | Lanza/Peter Lanza)

Dylric (Dylan Klebold/Eric Harris)

Lansen (Adam Lanza/Dennis Nilsen)

PekkAdam (Pekka-Eric Auvinen/Adam Lanza)

Elliot Rodger/Dylann Roof

Rydam (Ryan Lanza/Adam Lanza)

Boundaries: No nudes or random trauma dumping in dms; Don’t be overtly mean. If you're younger than 16, don't flirt with me. (Unless you’re joking)

Other Interests: Fanfic; Fantasy; Genealogy; Forensics; Psychology

[atla-confessions]

Also 'you just call everyone you disagree with an Z/K' anon,that's because Z/Ks are the only ones who go out of their way to be weird as hell and act like adultchildren.Even Zucest shippers stay in their lane more and i hate that ship even more than Z/K.Also 'dejected,opinion rejected' makes you sound like a Big Bang Theory character

X

[existentialcrisistime]

now I've got that McKirk fic out of the way (thank u for your support), next fic to be finished up and released is (hopefully) gonna be my DnD Honor Among Thieves Xenk/Edgin fic finally >:)

also signed up for the McSpirk big bang so will be plotting that fic out this month

and I'm trying to have my Spirk fic finished by K/S day in March as part of the KS Spring Fever event (but if not I may simply have it ready for the September K/S day)

so many things!

[2d-dreams]

Pollux Codex

In this post I'm going to go reeeally in depth into Pollux's name and what it meant since the beginning. I'll tackle both "meta" (symbolism, foreshadowing, etcetera) reasons and why Pollux himself would choose it ::)

Warning this is like a super super long post. I am insane.

Section 1: Who is Pollux?

It is necessary to know first and foremost who this lil guy is. I mean. I don't think anyone who isn't in "The Arts of Being"'s mini-fandom is going to wind up reading this,.. so I guess it'll be quick!

Pollux is a Hexagon who, back in Flatland, really loved history (and interestingly enough, eventually was to repeat it from the very beginning, tracing back to Flatland's 'Big bang') ��� His real name is Paul Schwarz, but he uses his codename, Pollux Codex, and has earned the title "The Hexed" post-TAoB.

Pollux became an Apostle of the Gospel of Higher Dimensions, supposed to enlighten his world along with Bill.

Section 2: Why did he choose the name?

Pollux chose the name because it is related to his main interests! Pollux is a character in Greek mythology (while greeks or their mythology may not exist exactly in Flatland, this is still important.. maybe he translated the name from that of an actual character of an ancient mythology and saw that it had the same attributes as the Pollux of Greek mythos so thats why he uses it in our language? idk give me a Break) and a codex is an ancient manuscript text, tied in to history and his love for reading.

Codex, with the x removed, is Code, like a secret code - reference to Bill's codename, Cipher.

Also, both Pollux and Codex have 'x' in them, and Pol REALLY loves how that letter sounds. ks. ks. ks. ks. Also loves the sound of 'k', but clicking doesn't have a lot of positive connotations according to Flatlanders.

And, of course, it sounds really cool, somewhat similar to his real name [fun fact: i did not realize that Paul and Pol are probably pronounced the same.. perks of not being a native english speaker] and goes along nicely with Bill Cipher.

Section 3: Pollux

On to the interesting part! The meaning behind the names.

Yes this section and everything below was written like 5 days after everything above lol.

Pollux in Greek Mythology is known, along with his twin brother Castor, as the gods (together called Dioscuri) of twins, horsemanship and sailors.

Pollux is immortal, whilst his twin Castor is a mortal. Castor is killed, and Pollux asks his father, who is a god, to share his immortality with his brother. Once turned immortal together, they both become stars, stars that sailors use to guide themselves at sea.

Twins

Twins and duality are a reocurring thing in both Gravity Falls and The Arts of Being. In Gravity Falls there are Dipper+Mabel, Stanford+Stanley, and there is discussion of an entity that is 'the opposite of Bill', in the fandom said to be either the Oracle or the Axolotl.

The twins theme is reinforced on accident by the interpretation of The Olden Days of Bill's last words, where people thought he was invoking Xolotl, aztec god of fire and lightning, twin of Quetzalcoatl, and also god of twins, illness, deformities, and monsters, but also an important part of the creation myth of the mythology. Quetzalcoatl, on the other hand, represents life, light, wind, rain, civilization and knowledge.

These two gods are also a great inspiration for what later on become the roles of Pollux and Bill in the new mythologies of the Exwhylians, Ypwherenians and Zetwhatians, is referenced through things like Bill's association with fire and Irregularity being important in his story, and Pollux's love for rain and later on how he became the foundation of the new civilizations.

and it's also a lovely reference to my homeland México ::3 !!!

In The Arts of Being, this twin situation is mirrored. Bill's father and uncle, Caesar William+Arrhenius William Campbell are twins. A. Square, author of Flatland, and B. Square are twins in TAoB. However Bill and Pollux themselves.. don't seem to have their own twins.

For Bill, either he has a twin that he does not know of, or his twin bond is with Liam, his adoptive older brother. He is very close to him, so who says they can't have the twin bond?

When it comes to Pollux, he actually had a twin. One that existed for little time. (Yet another thing I should add in the rewrite, because while it was always a thing I knew, I never really mentioned it and it bugs me). Basically, while in the womb he had a twin, one that early on merged with him. Had this not happened, Pollux would've been a pair of Pentagon boys instead of one Hexagon. Pollux himself sees his mind as 'two brothers trying their best to pilot one body'.

The twins of Gravity Falls are often seen as opposites, like Xolotl and Quetzalcoatl, Stanley and Stanford with the 'strong dumb' vs 'smart and shy' etc. Bill's father and uncle have a similar dynamic even down to their children - Caesar had an Irregular son and whatever the hell's going on with Bill, while Arrhenius had three perfectly regular and successful Square sons.

Bill and Pollux both become part of their duality through their close relationship, despite not being twins, they are undoubtedly sticking together forever after losing their 'counterparts'. Bill's the outgoing dream demon who lies just because he can, who's purpose becomes that of 'liberating' each dimension, while Pollux is the quieter dream angel - oneiraph - who only lied in an attempt to protect himself, eventually becoming the builder of the new Flatlands. There are more details, like their color pallette outside of Flatland, with Bill having a golden body and blue fire, while Pollux has a blue body with yellow fire, the associations with fire vs rain, etc.

Horsemanship and Sailors

Neither Pollux nor Bill have any interactions with horses, and the sea doesn't even exist in Flatland. How does this tie in to TAoB, too? Well, in a more symbolic way, just like how Bill and Pol themselves have no biological living twins.

Well I'm going to ignore the horsemanship part because. Yeah. But, as for the sailor part. Their sea is that of extradimensional knowledge.

Pollux and Castor, once turned into stars, are used as reference by sailors to guide themselves at sea. If you refuse to use any sort of guide while at sea, you are likely to get lost and eventually die. Pollux and Bill 'become stars' as they ascend into what would be the sky if Flatlanders had one, when A. Shape and A. Sphere pull them three-dimensionally-upwards in order to turn them into their Apostles of Higher Dimensionality.

As 'stars' (Apostles), they are supposed to guide the Flatlanders to enlightenment - to survival. But ignored, ridiculed and imprisoned for this, Bill ends up accepting A. Shape's deal and liberating the dimension under the excuse that they had not allowed themselves to be guided.

Beyond Dead Flatland, they still are guides for those who follow them - those who seek chaos and destruction and fun follow Bill, and those who seek higher knowledge follow Pollux, Apostle of the Axolotl itself.

Section 4: Codex

Guys I'm starting to get tired of writing so much but I'm still hyped up. Excuse the decaying quality I am no longer talking about aztec/mexica gods.

Codex, an ancient manuscript, is a reference to the Book of Three Dimensions/the OG Flatland written by A. Square/Mr. Abbott (and Gravity Falls' Journals).

Codices are usually amongst the few things we have available to know about ancient cultures, their traditions, etcetera. Pollux in the end of The Arts of Being becomes a living codex of his own lost world, being the last person within Time and Space that knows of Bill's full origin and the old culture of Flatland, along with being the one to build history of several dimensions afterwards.

Pollux as the Apostle of the Axolotl isn't only restricted to the Second Dimensional Worlds, but he also learns of many, many worlds and dimensions beyond them, becoming one of the wisest and most ancient creatures of Timespace.

Section 5: The Hexed

Pollux earns this title thousands of years after The Arts of Being, a title that has an unknown origin in universe, whispered in awe across dimensions.

"The Hexed" is, first and foremost.. a pun. Hexed. Hex. Hexagon. he is a hexagon. euehehehehehhe im so sorry.

A hex is sort of like a curse. Pollux feels cursed, hexed - he survived the death of his entire universe, but he suffers. Everyone he ever knew, every book he ever read, each and every single innocent person died, and he feels responsible for it, and it haunts him.

He hopes that Bill can be redeemed, that he really will return to the Axolotl, but his hope is stretching very thin as millions of years pass by and Pollux is still there, painfully remembering everything.

And he also feels horrible for yearning for Bill so badly because he knows, he's completely aware that Bill isn't out there spreading love and kindness in the multiverse, he knows he causes suffering just for funsies and he hates himself for wanting to give him a second chance after all that has happened, and at the same time, feels ungrateful for wanting to undo his destruction, because that would also imply the destruction of his dear Exwhylia, Ypwherenia, Zetwhatia, of undoing all the good deeds he's done as an angel, of never giving Providence and Nature the relief of knowing that the descendants of their world are in good vertices.

[jadipose]

*Bang! In Porrim's transportalizer appears a huge stuffed crust pizza with peppers, onions, mushrooms, and extra cheese, plus a nice big bottle of Kentucky bourbon.*

Porrim is in the middle of lighting her bong, and nearly drops the glass on the ground at the loud crackle-bang of food appearing.

Ho+o+, give a girl so+me warning first! Mmm, but this lo+o+ks go+o+d....

[nysocboy]

Gemstones Episode 1.7: Keefe is in love, Scotty is hard, and everybody s*ks dick

This is the censored version of the review, with no nude photos or explicit sexual discussion. Link to the nude photos

Title: "And yet one of you is a devil."  From John 6.70. Jesus is complaining that he chose 12 disciplines, and one will betray him.  I guess we know who the devil is.

Prayer Power: A flashback to the Prayer Power Convention in Atlanta.  Gideon comes into the hotel room, upset: he was planning to have dinner with his Dad, but Jesse ditched him to play drinking games with his crew.  Jesse insults him, ridicules his upcoming internship and "California dreams," and orders him out.  On the way, Gideon sets his camera to take the video he would use for blackmailing.  So he didn't run away; the family knew that he had an intership set up. Why did Jesse act as if it was a big mystery.

Gideon the soul-winner: In the present, Scotty is having dinner with the family.  He explains that he came to South Carolina for a stunt job, but he "got banged up" and had to drop out. Then he says that he came to see Gideon, who brought him to Christ. The family is so overjoyed that the "prodigal son" has become a soul-winner that no one notices the contradictions.

Uh-oh, Jesse recognizes Scotty from somewhere!  His cover is almost blown, but Scotty claims that he had a recurring role as a rapist on CSI Miami.  Rapist -- interesting choice, since CSI is about murder (you gather forensic evidence from the crime scene).  Scotty is painting himself as a sexual predator. 

Amber insists that he stay with them. Gideon protests, but Scotty touches his hand, and he consents.  So, Scotty, do you want a guest room, or would you prefer to share Gideon's bed?

We cut to a scene of Eli giving the siblings their Easter assignments; Judy will sing during the collection, Jesse will preach the sermon, and Kelvin has to lead a youth group song and dance number, which angers him (he's the youth minister; what did he expect?)

Shirt on, shirt off:  In the morning, Scotty and Gideon stop at the security station on their way out of the compound.  Hey, Scotty has his arm on Gideon's shoulder.   Everybody who sees them will think that they are a romantic couple.   Scotty flirts with security guard  Brock: "If you get to L.A., I'll get you an agent."  But he needs head shots, shirtless shots, and so on.  This is way more than Scotty needs to get access to the compound.  He just wants to see Brock naked.  

I'm gonna be...um, aroused: Cut to the guys having dinner (score: three dinners for Scotty/Gideon, none for Kelvin/Keefe).  They discuss the plan: on Sunday morning, after the offering is counted, Gideon and Martin will take it down the service elevator to the vault.  Scotty will be waiting, wearing his devil's mask, and rob them.  How will he get out of the church, with thousands of people milling about?

"As soon as the elevator door opens," he promises, "I'm gonna be..."  He'll be aroused  

"Nothing too big," Gideon cautions.  He can't help his size, dude.

To make it believable and not implicate Gideon, Scotty suggests tying him up, and using a few P-whips. This term is not defined online.  Could it mean penis-whip?

Scotty has more news: He got the sex tape fixed, so he can do the original blackmail plan in addition to robbing the church. "This is what you always wanted," he says. "We destroy your old man."  Gideon is not so sure that he wants Jesse destroyed.

Tell TJ to walk out: Cut to Judy announcing to Baby Billy that they will be performing during the Easter service. But Baby Billy doesn't want to: "too little, too late."  BJ protests, and Billy orders him to leave.  Judy agrees: "You're making me look like an idiot.  Go outside!"  Uh-oh, disrespecting your boyfriend.  Since the Kelvin/Keefe plot runs parallel, we should be expecting some discord in their relationship soon.

Part of the Family: Jesse takes everyone  out on his yacht.  Scotty complements the family on how close they are,  His own dad is in prison.  Jesse offers to be his Daddy, and hugs him.  Eli never once hugged Keefe.  Of course, it's just an act; Scotty waggles his tongue at Gideon over Jesse's shoulder, a vulgar gesture similar to what Keefe experienced at the sports bar. 

Or is it all an act?  Scotty seems to like being part of the family.  The background song tells him: 

The days are getting brighter – the sunlight feels like gin.

Juices punch and cider shiver deep within

You don’t have to be alone, when we’re having so much fun.

Don’t be alone

The Prayer Circle: Just before the Easter service (17,000 people in the Salvation Center, six million world wide), Eli, the siblings, their partners, and Martin have a prayer circle, Kelvin/Keefe are holding hands and praying.  Scotty is holding Keefe's hand and glaring.  Why isn't he standing next to Gideon, his "friend"? 

I Have to Be a Man:  We see a few moments of Levi's Christian rock number, then switch to Kelvin leading the teens in their song-and-dance.    Keefe, working security in the bleachers, seems to be making an "I love you" gesture. 

Meanwhile, Gideon is in the bathroom, throwing up, and Judy rejects Eli's offer of singing during the offertory.

Cut to Judy's dressing room.  She criticizes BJ for asking if she's ok.  He counters that he is not even religious, but he has always been there for her.  She continues to berate him for attempting emotional support until he's had enough and leaves: "I have to stand up for myself.  I have to be a man." He starts crying and runs away. Judy throws her engagement ring after him.  .

My Gay Son: While the opening numbers are going on upstairs, Gideon decides to "come clean."  Except Jesse thinks he means being gay, and exclaims "I love my gay son."  Before Gideon has a chance to respond, Martin drags him away.  There has been no indication to this point (or ever during the series) that Gideon is straight.  Maybe viewers are supposed to conclude that he actually is gay, thus drawing attention from Kelvin and Keefe.

Cut to Jesse's sermon: We hear a lot about Christ's suffering, but what about the suffering of Judas?  Most people think that he was driven by evil, "perhaps guided by the devil himself," but maybe he was driven by pain. Imagine his agony, knowing that he had betrayed his friends and loved ones.  

The most obvious parallel here is Gideon betraying his Dad, guided by Scotty (wearing his Devil mask), driven by pain rather than evil.  But what about Scotty? Isn't he betraying his friend by forcing him to participate in this wild robbery scheme?  

Feeling guilty, Gideon decides to back out of the plot; he ditches Martin and the money, and goes down the service elevator alone to explain.  Scotty is irate, and starts insulting him.  Gideon has had enough of his abuse..  They fight.  Scotty puts him in a sleeper hold saying "Go to sleep, you little cute c*ck sucker." Interesting choice of words.  Adding "little" and "cute" implies that the two have actually had oral sex.  

Gideon eventually manages to best Scotty and walk away, calling him a fraud.  You are not who you pretend to be: this will be repeated later, with Kelvin and Keefe.   Scotty pulls a gun, but can't bring himself to shoot his friend.  

[skzcoffeemachine]

IN : "Oh. Anyeonghaseyo" (Bows)

LK: "Hello" (The rest enters and bows)

BC: "Shall we greet? "

all : "Step Out! We are Stray Kids"

Host : "Welcome Stray Kids to our podcast.

And oh, special congrats to the

newly wed here..

Chan. "

BC : (smiling, flushing a bright red) oh yes, thank you.

Host : how does it feel?

BC: ahh..

HH: he was busy before, but even busier now. We never get to see him.

BC: hey hey hey that's not trueee

HJ: it is, though. We have to get an appointment to meet our dear hyung now. (Fake sniffles)

All: *laughs* (BC facepalms jokingly)

KS: i don't know about the rest, but for me, it feels like a new member got added to our family. Like when you get a new dog..

HJ : you calling y/n a dog???

KS: she's more of a cat than a dog. A big cat.

HJ: yeah, like a lioness. Taking care of the pack.

HH: as expected, our National Geographic expert.

(HJ gets up from his seat to hi-five HH)

Host: so she's like the mother of the gang?

IN: she always make sure we eat well.

LK: she's a good cook

BC: ooooh that's huge, coming from you

(LK nods, in his crackheaded way)

LK: if Felix is nowhere to be found in our dorm, we go to hyung's house. He's always there.

CB: it's our 2nd dorm there at this point.

Host: is that true? Omg. You stay there at the newlyweds all the time?

BC: we actually love the company. The entire hall is their designated room now.

KS: hyung told us she bought board games and even reorganized the room so that we can have our YT lives there.

BC: yeah, she thought it would be comfortable for you guys

FL: every time I'm stressed, i go there and she makes me a cup of tea. She,hyung and I just sit out in the balcony and enjoy the tea. Even hyung drinks tea now.

CB: that's true!! He drinks tea now. Hyung, you should stick to your principles, you know.

BC: (shakes head and look down) ahh yeah, yeah

Host: so, she's changed even the best leader?

BC: not like that (blushes)

KS: in the best way.

FL: she gives the best advices. I don't know how she does it, but she understands what we feel, without us telling it.

IN: true, that happened a lot with me too

I don't open up a lot to people.

HJ: if there's something good Bang Chan did in his life, it's marrying her.

(Cue a tired BC and HJ enjoying his success in irritating him)

CB: she's hyung's better half, in every way. And I hope stays see that too.

LK: better than Bang Chan.

(All laughs)

A/n: the photo of Chan is how I imagine his expression would, throughout the whole talk.

BC : bang chan

LK: lee know

KS: seungmin

IN: jeongin

HH: hwang hyunjin

HJ: han jisung

FL: felix

CB: changbin

Me waiting 4 someone to make a book/imagine abt reader being the mom of the group like bang Chan is the father of the group :

[killingstalkingbigbang]

Back in the Army

Artist: @mydreamyvision

Writer: @violetsansea

Synopsis: Bum’s army days were some of his worst, though his luck may take a change...

Content Warning: Violence

PDF Link Here!

[venkalya]

Here are my entries for the KS Big Bang!

My partner @kanonslolly and I received the prompt “normal couple AU”. Kanonslolly wrote an adorable, fluffy story with just the riiiight amount of angst, you can check the story here

We had a blast making this and hope you enjoy as well!

Also, I don’t usually draw chibi, but the plushie scene NEEDED it haha so enjoy the bonus picture~

Shoutout to @yoonbumprotectionsquad for just generally being awesome, and specifically for arranging this entire thing, which is no easy feat! Thank you ♥

[deducingcircumference]

Kaishin You’ve Got Mail AU where instead of rival bookshop owners it’s a detective and the phantom thief he’s trying to catch

[faakeid]

Song Joongki, Kim Jiwon, Kim Woobin did not renew their contracts. Will 2023 be Ks. You think sm will only discuss renewing ekso contracts when the contract is about to end. Similar to yg with big bang. Because I don't think sm cares about their contract right now because there is still a lot of time left. And that's why you see how chan, sehun, Lay are investing and thinking about the future.

Yeah, they won’t talk about it until it’s close to the time to do so.

You mentioned their investments and I need to say how proud of Sehun I am for his real estate choice. He went to a place that is growing, so far it seems a solid choice 👏🏼

[reiner-is-back-bitches]

Omfg!!!! I don't have the words! You are too kind! I'm excited to see your art for this! You're an amazing artist! I'm so glad we got partnered together! 💛💛💛💛

Omg I’m so exited for the ks “big/bang” me and my partner @porco-is-my-biting-daddy are having so much fun while discussing and working on our au and I really can’t wait to see everyone’s else’s work 😍😍 thank you @yoonbumprotectionsquad for creating this

[littlemissvincentvega]

1am guns (vincent vega x reader)

i’ve done this as kind of a father’s daddy’s day special! but i just wanna note that:

if your dad has left/abandoned you etc

if your dad has passed on

if you have an unstable/difficult relationship with your dad

if your dad doesn’t treat you fairly

or anything like this that might make you feel down on this day

just know ur in my thoughts and i know how difficult it can be <3

either way, i hope u enjoy the fic :)

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“So I should be back around seven tomorrow,” Jules reminds you, shrugging his jacket on and straightening it out. “You sure you’re good to stay over?”

“Yeah, no problem, Uncle Jules.”

“C’mere, kiddo,” he grins, pulling you in for a big hug. He gives you a reassuring squeeze and pulls away, holding your shoulders. “Any problems, call me, okay?”

“Yeah. But I’ll be fine.”

“Alright. Give her another kiss from me when she’s awake, yeah?”

“I will! Now go, you’re gonna be late!” you urge, shoving him out of the door and giggling.

“One thing you gotta know about me by now, I’m never fuckin’ late. S’at dumbass Vincent that is.”

“I get it,” you giggle. “See you tomorrow, Jules. Be safe.”

“I will, sweetie. See ya.” With that, you wave him out as he heads to his car and drives off, throwing you an extra wave as he does so. Despite calling him ‘Uncle Jules’, he’s not related to you by any means. Your father, Jimmie, had been friends with him since you were very young, so you had always known Jules as your uncle. He’s practically family at this point. Always cares for you, looks after you, makes sure you’re okay. Had always had your back (and always will).

Closing the door, you tiptoe to Jada’s room and peek in. There’s a hazy pink glow in the darkness coming from her nightlight (one you had helped pick for her birthday, actually) and she appears to be fast asleep. ‘Such a beautiful girl,’ you think to yourself. Smiling, you make your way to the kitchen to raid the cupboards. Jules had stuck a post-it note labelled ‘SNACKIES FOR THE BABYSITTER’ on two of them. 

You scoff to yourself. As if you didn’t already know exactly where the yummy nibbles are. Grabbing a bowl and emptying a hefty bag of salted pretzels into it, you head to the living room and plonk yourself on the couch. Jules had placed a few folded-up fuzzy blankets on the arm along with a couple of pillows, so you drape one over yourself.

Softly humming some Nirvana song you had heard that day to yourself, you ponder over what to watch on TV. Not expecting to find anything interesting, you mindlessly flick through the channels, eyes half-lidded in the darkness, the room barely lit from the box.

“--wanna be like you, hop-dee-doo-bee-do-bow

I wanna walk like you,

Talk like you, too”

You practically sit bolt upright at this. It’s the Jungle Book! Resting the TV remote on the stained coffee table, you snuggle down into the blankets, popping a pretzel in your mouth one after another. Maybe tonight won’t be as tedious as you had thought.

-

Creak.

You shuffle in your sleep, the TV still idly playing in the background.

Clomp. Clomp. Clomp.

Somewhere in the back of your mind, something snaps, and you jump the fuck out from the blankets into a stance that can only be described as that of a ninja warrior. Jules’ front door leads directly into the living room, and you give a threatening glare to the doofus standing at it.

He holds his hands up, looking at you dumbfounded. “Uh--”

“Shut the fuck up, who the hell are you and why are you in my uncle’s house?” you demand, fumbling around for the gun he hides for you. Your hands find it tucked inside one of the pillowcases, and you aim it at him. The guy watches you in confusion.

“I’m Vincent? I’m his-- I work with him? Who the hell are you?”

Oh. So this is the dumbass Jules always mentions. “Oh,” you say, lowering the gun. “So you’re the dumbass Jules always mentions.”

“I’m the what? Look, kid, why are you here?” he sighs, gently kicking the front door shut.

“I’m babysitting, asshole. Why are you here? Sneaking into Jules’ apartment in the middle of the fucking night? Imagine if Jada would have heard you, she’d be fucking terrified, you should be ashamed of yourself!” you scold.

Christ, this is embarrassing. Being lectured at one in the morning by some young girl in skimpy Mickey Mouse pyjamas. How fucking humiliating. “You can’t talk to me that way, I’m-- you can’t talk to me like that!” he stutters.

You fold your arms, unintentionally pushing your breasts together. His eyes automatically drop to them-- you’re not wearing a bra, either. “Uh, hello? Eyes up here?” you scoff, snapping your fingers in front of your chest. He jumps at this and meets your eyes again.

“Sorry.”

“Whatever,” you say, pretending to not enjoy it. You had never seen a photo of Vince before, but god, he’s handsome. You’re lucky you’re wearing your ass-shorts, as your best friend liked to call them (they make your ass look incredible, these pyjamas really are a blessing). “We can talk like adults here. Why are you sneaking into my uncle’s apartment?”

“Why do I suddenly owe you an explanation?”

You raise your eyebrow at him, arms still folded. That’s enough to terrify him into telling you.

“Alright, alright! I lost my fuckin’ gun and I know where he keeps his spares,” he admits, his eyes flickering from your chest to your eyes.

You saunter over to him, a smirk playing on your lips-- older men are much more fun to tease. “You can borrow mine, if you like,” you coo, “daddy.”

“Wh-- look, honey, I ain’t into, uh, I ain’t ‘boutta-- you know!” he stammers, not knowing where to look. He has to look down at you to make eye contact, and he can’t really do that without looking down your shirt. It’s not making it any easier that your nipples are visible through the material.

“Ain’t about to what, Vincent?” you tease, running your tongue over your upper lip. You gaze up at him with doe eyes, knowing exactly what you’re doing to him. Poor guy, he’s so flustered. Feeling a little guilty about it, you change your expression to a smug one. “I’m kidding, Christ. I’ll go get you one of his spares.”

Vince sighs and holds his coat so it covers his crotch as he trails after you to Jules’ room-- you’ve got him all worked up.

Jules keeps his guns in a safe that’s hidden at the bottom of his wardrobe, so you grab the key from its safe place and get on your hands and knees to unlock it. The shorts hug your ass perfectly, and Vince can hardly take it. You can feel his eyes roaming over you and, smirking to yourself, wiggle your butt a little. “Oh, god,” he groans, unable to keep it in. “Oh, fuck, I’m sorry, honey, it’s just that y--”

“Wanna fuck?”

“What??”

“Want? To? Fuck?”

He lets his coat drop to the floor. “Is that a question or an offer?” 

You cock your head to look up at him, chewing your lip. “Both,” you whisper, kneeling in front of him. He watches you like a hawk as you palm him through his pants, rubbing your lips and nose against his erection, almost gnawing at it.

“Mm, good girl, good kitten,” he urges, running his hands through your hair.

Giggling quietly, you paw at his hand and he helps you up. He rubs your waist with his hands, pushing your shirt up. The warmth from his palms is so comforting. You pull him in for an impatient kiss-- his breath tastes of cigarettes. It’s dirty, you like it. “Fuck me on the couch, I’m not doing it in my uncle’s bedroom.”

“Of course, babydoll,” he smirks, picking you up and carrying you to the living room. Carefully, he lowers you down so you’re on the couch, legs spread and ready to be fucked. “I’ll pull out, baby, don’t worry about that.”

“Mhm, yes daddy,” you whine, gushing at the sound of his belt buckle jingling as he drops his slacks and takes himself out. You hear him jerk himself a couple of times for the relief and, god, it’s such a fucking hot thought.

“S’all cause’a those beautiful tits’a yours,” he growls, holding the crotch of your shorts & panties to one side and rubbing the tip of his cock up & down your slit, teasing you. It’s practically glazed over with your wetness. “Don’t leave much to the imagination, do ya, baby girl?”

“Still reeled you in though, didn’t it?”

“That’s true,” Vincent admits, chuckling as he positions himself. Slowly, he pushes his cock into you, one hand on your ass and the other on your waist, pulling you towards him. A few moments later and he’s worked up a steady rhythm, grunting quietly with every thrust. Aside from the TV that’s quietly sounding, the only noise in the room is the sticky sound of slapping skin accompanied by hushed groans. “So good, baby, so fuckin’ good,” he growls under his breath, fucking into you in just the right spot.

Not a few minutes later and you’re panting a little, feeling your orgasm on its way. “Mmf, daddy, I’m gonna come,” you whine, doing your best to keep quiet.

“Tha’s a good girl, honey, go on, all for daddy.”

Hearing him refer to himself as daddy in that sexed up voice is enough for you. Your climax approaches and you feel your pussy tighten around his cock. You bite down on your knuckle to muffle your squeals, which sets him off-- he pulls out, jerking himself as he finishes over your ass. “Christ,” he pants, giving himself a stroke before pulling his pants back up. “That wasn’t bad.”

You readjust your panties & shorts so you’re wearing them like normal again, then turn to face him, raising an eyebrow with an amused smirk. “’Wasn’t bad’? Great fucking review, I’m flattered,” you say sarcastically, and he chuckles.

“You know I didn’t mean it like that.”

“I know,” you giggle, taking his hand to check his watch. “You should probably get going, you’re not supposed to be here.”

“Well wham-bam, thank you mam, huh.”

Vincent pulls you in for another kiss, the two of you smiling against each other’s lips. “You know I didn’t mean it like that, asshole.”

“I know, honey.” He rubs his hands over your waist fondly, sighing in satisfaction. “I gotta say, I didn’t think my night would pan out like this.”

“Huh, maybe you should take more of an interest in Julie’s life. Find out when he’s out for the night, when he’s having a babysitter,” you wink.

“Maybe I will.”

He gazes at you for a moment before buckling up his belt, looking around. “Where’s that gun again?”

“Oh, it’s just in his bedroom,” you reply, tottering off to fetch it for him. He waits in the bedroom doorway, leaning against the frame. You toss it to him and he throws a smile at you.

“Thanks.”

“No problem. And if Jules asks, I didn’t see you.”

“Honey, if Jules knew we had a fuckin’ interaction he’d lecture me with some dumbass Bible verse or some shit, nevermind if he knew what we just did,” he smirks. “I’d be in more trouble than you, believe me.”

You do believe him. Jules can be ruthless when he wants to be. Sighing, you see Vince to the door (him stealing a handful of pretzels on the way) and give him a kiss on the cheek goodbye. “I’ll see you when I see you,” you smirk, rocking back and forth on your heels.

“Definitely, baby. See ya.”

You watch him saunter off and, when he disappears from your sight, you trot back to the couch. Just as you begin to snuggle under the blankets again, the telephone starts ringing. You nearly jump out your skin-- it’s fucking half-past one in the morning! “Hello?” you frown.

“Hey, sweetie, it’s Dad. You okay?”

“Wh-- Dad, I’m fine! Why’d you ring me so late? I nearly shat myself, the phone’s so damn loud!”

“Watch your language,” he chuckles, making you smile. “I just wanted to check up on you, know you’re alright and stuff. And Jada, obviously.”

“Yeah, we’re fine. She’s fast asleep. How’s things at home?”

“It’s alright, kiddo. Listen, you should be asleep!” he scolds, mostly joking. Your dad had never really been very good at discipline. Then again, he never really had to be-- you had always been a good kid, for the most part. Cheeky, true, but well behaved.

You roll your eyes with a giggle. “Even if I was asleep, which I wasn’t, the phone would’a woke me up, dumbass!”

“I know, muffin. I just wanted to check you’re okay,” he laughs. “What’re you doin’ up this late anyways? Up to no good?”

“Of course. Nah, just watched Jungle Book on TV. Why the hell are you awake?”

“I was trying to stay up so I could call you at like, midnight, to check on you,” Jimmie explains, “but I sorta kinda fell asleep watchin’ TV.”

“Congrats. Dad, I’m gonna try and get some sleep.”

“Alright, sweetie, love you. Sleep well!”

“Night, love you too!”

With that, you hang up and drift off beneath those fuzzy blankets, clinging onto one of the pillows and dreaming of Vince.

-

“(Y/N), (Y/N)!” 

You try to open your eyes, squinting at the sunlight shining through the windows. “Huh?” As your vision comes together, you realise it’s Jada. She’s awake and ready for breakfast.

“I’m hungry,” she says, prodding your cheek.

“Hi hungry, I’m (Y/N),” you tease. “I’ll get you some breakfast, just give me a minute to wake up, sweetie.” Handing her the TV remote, you sit up on the couch rubbing your eyes. Remembering the night’s events, you let Jada choose what she’d like to watch.

She decides on Rugrats, something you secretly enjoy. You pat your lap and lift her onto it, giving her a kiss on the temple. The kid’s seven and she absolutely adores you. Really looks up to you, Jules says. “You want some Count Chocula?” you ask, smiling.

“Yes please!”

“Alright, honey,” you smile, lifting her off of your lap and onto the couch. Running a hand through your ruffled hair, you head to the kitchen to fetch her cereal and return in a couple of minutes. Just as you emerge from the kitchen, the front door swings open and in comes Jules.

“Daddy!” squeals Jada, running up to him.

“Pumpkin!” He scoops her up in his arms, pulling her into a big hug. “How’s my princess? Did you behave for (Y/N)?”

You set Jada’s breakfast down on the coffee table, watching the two with a grin. “Yes, she was good as gold, weren’t you honey?” you smile, and she nods proudly.

“Tha’s my girl.” Jules looks at his daughter like she’s the only thing that matters. It’s refreshing to see such wholesomeness for once. To say he’s a hitman, he’s a complete softie when it comes to being a dad. “Go on, go eat up your breakfast, baby.” With that, Jada skips off back to the couch.

“How was work?” you ask, leaning against the wall.

“It was alright but, oh, (Y/N), that dumbass Vincent--”

You feel your eyes go wide for a split second and quickly revert them back to normal. The last thing you want is to make him suspicious.

“--calls me at, like, midnight or so? Tells me he’s lost his gun? And I’m try’na carry out a damn hit. Honestly, I don’t know where that numbskull gets off.” He sighs, shaking his head with a little smile.

“Yeah, I know what you mean,” you agree, not even thinking twice about your response.

“You what?”

“Oh, nothing. I’m just tired, Dad called me at like, almost two in the morning.”

“Ah. I’ll run you home after Jada’s eaten, sweetie, a’ight?”

You smile, heading back to the couch to sit with your ‘cousin’. “Thanks, Uncle Jules.”

[wokainight]

Could I request a dad Doyoung and dad Johnny (or Yuta if that's easier) ? 😊 Thanks

notes: how dare u ask for a father!doyoung,, are you looking forward to my funeral????? (jks u lovely af

DOYOUNG: 

that dad who revolves his life around his kids but also very attached to his bed/couch

like would v much so cook for them, care and watch cartoons with them (but he’s lying on the couch and they’re snuggled up against him)

can b pretty strict bcoz he just wants the best for them 

“but daddy i want the toy!” and doyoung would cluck his tongue, shaking his head once again. “you got something recently and i dont think ive seen you play with it more than once”

can’t stay mad at them for long and would constantly come to u for reassurance like,,

“i don’t think im doing this right” he would crash into your arms, sighing

“why do you think so? i think you’re doing great” you laugh lightly, patting his back in a gentle, repetitive motion

“they’re giving me the puppy eyes,” he pulls back slightly. “do you know how pitiful that looks?”

no ofc not doyoung,,

ur not the mum ofc not,,

(insert blatant sarcasm)

really tries hard to make healthy things

but kids and sugar is like not separable,,

and then when they have to get their cavity filled, he’s like banging his head against the wall, cursing himself for being too soft on them

because his baby is literally crying on the chair and ur holding their hand and he can’t cry along cos that means he’s approving the fact that the dentist is a scary place–

but he does whine to you that night and is more silent towards his baby moreso than usual

(what is doyoung without the snappy remarks???)

(a sad_dad!doyoung)

literally knows what his kid wants for christmas, birthday and literally every occasion he needs to check off and buy them a gift (ofc he knows u v. very. very. well as well)

would actually get off the couch to play with his baby (tho only if they came up to him and bribed him with a kiss)

“okay fine,, but just for ten minutes yeah?” literally spends the whole day trying to amass this big ass lego town set he bought them for christmas

steps on lego multiple times and has to bleep himself out of context

“sHIT–”wide eyes, glancing at his child looking right back at him, “TAKE MUSHROOMS!” and sort of looks at ur direction, sending sos, “mummy do we have any shittake mushrooms- i really feel like eating some”

calls u mummy sometimes, jagi (honey/sweetie/darling in korean) other times,, and ur names esp when ur alone

and just to mess with him sometimes, u’d legit call him daddy and u bet it’s when ur kiddo’s in bed

because doyoung’s eyes are on u like a hawk and you bet it’s a whole heap of a messy make out session

and then ur kid kinda wal;ks in

and pANIC!DOYOUNG 

his voice breaks: “aNd GooDNiGhT kiSsEs FOR MuMmY”

“me too! me too!” ur kiddo kinda runs into bed and doyoung tries so hard to not be noticed when he pulls his hand away from ur pants

cos

daddy needs to keep it PG

u just kinda cackle in ur seat lol

JOHNNY: 

the cool dad

so laid back he’s taking away the couch’s job legit so legit

the type of dad that comes up to pick up his kid, running a hand thro his hair, an iced americano in hand (even during winter), lookin so fashionably cool and not quite dad fashion,,

and just strolls up (sometimes with sunglasses, or fake non prescription glasses)

anywho so damn extra

the house literally smells like a coffee shop because so many goddamn beanss and grounded coffee and cold brew and so damn extra once again

lets the kid taste test coffee and their reaction is literally his phone bg because their nose is scrunched up like a bunny and the shock is to live for

will legit tease them about it in the future because he’s got that in vIDEO 

is pretty chill when getting them toys but would always double check with them first

“do you really want this baby?” and when ur kid nods absentmindedly, looking over the box once again, he repeats. “like do you really really really think you’ll play with this for a long, long, long time?”

yes no maybe?

toast or cereal kind of dad

is okay with cooking but it’s kinda limited and he doesn’t quite enjoy cooking

but he does do other housework like putting up the laundry for you or washing the dishes

things that take less skills practically

reads to his baby almost everyday before bed and would be so animated

“and then the princess comes out of the castle and–”

“it’s mummy” your little one would point out, finger outreached. 

johnny follows the guidance and puts on a big, wide smile when he sees you, leaning on the doorframe with a mirroring expression

he just looks so soft and you wonder how you got so lucky

so when he beckons you to come and sit beside him (despite there def not being enough room in the single bed), you sort of lay on top of ur husbando and listen to him story tell, letting you read some lines and listening to your kiddo’s tired giggles and twinkling laughter

when the two of you untangle yourself and smoothly exit the room cos ur baby is in night night, johnny just turns to you with open arms

“i did a great job didn’t i?”

when you wrap your arms around him and hum, nodding in agreement,

all you can hear is johnny’s soft chuckles and the two of you rock side to side, content in each other’s embrace

[colonel-killa-bee]

My mod list (mostly)

@invokingbees

Northborn Scars

Beards

Improved Eyes Skyrim

Skysightskins (very very good male retexture mod)

Left Hand Rings Modified SE

Warmonger Armory- Unnoficial Fixed Port for SSE

Hjerim TNF SE Port

Open Civil War SE (this one is great but suuuuper finicky. SAVE OFTEN IF YOU USE)

Deadly Dragons

OR

KS Dragon Overhaul 2

PICK ONE. Deadly Dragons imo is more stable and has less bugs. KS is pretty great tho, makes dragons a big challenge. Can’t remember which I went with in the end but switching in the middle of a playthrough ain’t recommended. I did anyway lol.

INeed

Lightning During Storms SSE (Minty Lightning)

Ordinator (HIGHLY RECOMMENDED. Perk system so much better and immersive than original)

Convenient Horses

Carriage Stops of Skyrim (or some equivalent)

Campfire and Frostfall

Morrowloot Ultimate (HIGHLY RECOMMENDED. Stops people from having shit they shouldn’t, makes rare shit actually rare)

Stoutheart Armor

Improved Closefaced Helmets (I love this)

Sovngarde Gold (just makes everyone in Sovngarde wear gold shit lol, kinda fitting but eh take it or leave it)

Skyrim Immersive Creatures

Realistic Waters Two

Relationship Dialogue Overhaul (HIGHLY RECOMMENDED, even if you aren’t banging your companions)

Storm Wrath Lightning (HIGHLY RECOMMENDED, makes the shout much more useful)

Stormlord and the Lord of Bears retexture

Shouts in the Dragon tongue

Thundering Shouts

Cinematic Dragon Soul Absorption (ONE OF MY FAVS!)

Thunderchild (MUST HAVE)

Wet and Cold

Run for Your Lives

Enhanced Blood Textures SE (be careful with this one, can cause instability for sure).

Immersive Citizens

Vivid Weathers definitive edition

Static Mesh Improvement Mod

UNP or Calientes female body replacer, can’t remember which I picked, but I think I went with UNP for females.

Then Wico for both, have Wico override UNP where it wants and have Skysight Skins remesh take priority over Wico. So UNP or Caliente first, then install Wico, and then Skysight remesh.

Might have to play with those a bit for the perfect balance.

The notice board

Breeze home (note, disable fx light mod for player home mods like this and hjerim)

Apachiiskyhair

Wearable lanterns

Concentrative fire and frost shouts

Apocalypse- magic of Skyrim

Wildcat (HIGHLY RECOMMENDED COMBAT MOD!!)

Skyrim immersive creatures

Immersive armors

Immersive weapons

Frost fall and campfire

Moonlight tales and predator vision patch

Moonlight Tales special edition

Predator vision

Unique uniques

If you can handle them, all the “Populated” mods

Pretty combat animations

Racemenu

Fores New Idles

XP32 maximum skeleton

Stormcloak hero armory

Royal Armory (I think one of my mods is overriding this lol, ulfric isn’t using his royal axe)

Realistic conversations

Civil War Aftermath (HIGHLY RECOMMENDED)

Cloaks of Skyrim

Winter is coming

Expanded carriage service

Visible favorited gear

Violens killmove mod

Ars Metallica Smithing

Unread books glow

Realistic lighting overhaul, might not be compatible with fx lighting, can’t remember.

Lean wolfs better shaped weapons

Immersive patrols

Sacrosanct- vampires of Skyrim

Alternate start

A quality world map

Ecotone Dual Sheathe (HIGHLY RECOMMENDED)

Phew! That’s (mostly) everything XD

[thetaylorfiles]

Hey so I'm kinda new here, how did you realize and stopped being a kaylor? How hard was it for you?

It wasn’t hard at all. I wasn’t invested in needing Taylor to be gay. It was fun thinking I was part of a group who uncovered some hidden clues and secrets. It was fun speculating and trying to decipher clues. But I get to do that still. Just this time in relation to her music, not her relationship.

The only part that was disappointing was that I did think it would’ve greatly benefitted society and humanity if someone at her level of success came out as gay. It could really have helped to dismantle homophobia to an extent.

But it wasn’t hard. I don’t have a hard time admitting when I get something wrong and I’m not really competitive at all. So this wasn’t something that I needed to be right.

How I realized it all was a gradual process. The first major thing for me was both the fact that T and K stopped hanging out and then when K posted an extremely impersonal birthday wish. I was used to these two women absolutely gushing over one another in posts and in person. And then Karlie posts (“happy, happy bday @taylorswift13”) and it just hit me like bang (ha). I knew right then that they were not together.

However, I still believed that they HAD been together and had just broken up. So I continued reading Kaylor blogs and being part of the community even though I wasn’t known at all really. I just had the opinion that they had split up.

As I started to voice that opinion in responses to others posts, I got some pushback and told I was wrong. But I didn’t mind all that much because the entire time I was a Kaylor, I never believed 100% of what they were selling. Some of the stuff seemed like off base reaches. Sometimes I’d wonder if T and K were involved but not as deeply in love as others thought. Maybe it was hookups. I didn’t know. I sometimes thought that maybe Calvin and Josh agreed to open relationships. There were plenty of times I wondered if Tayvin was real. And I didn’t mind not knowing - or rather being certain I knew- everything.

Then I started doing some of my own research and I saw how happy Karlie and Josh seemed to be on pics that the Ks never posted. And I saw more detailed timelines and pictures of Harry and Jake and Calvin that we’re never discussed by Ks. I started to think I’d had it all wrong.

Somewhere in there Karlie got engaged. That was big. That helped solidify that I had absolutely been wrong. But I knew even before that. However I still wondered if T wasn’t bi and Joe wasn’t a coverup muse for Karlie still.

But as time went on, all the excuse and reasons Ks had for Joe being her beard fell through. I’d believed Taylor needed a public muse for Karlie for Rep. When Joe was still around well after he was necessary, so to speak, I accepted that I’d had that wrong too and that he was a real boyfriend.

It helped also that Taylor spoke to her fans about him, naming him, sharing anecdotes about him. I believe that her relationship with her fans that she’s cultivated over her career was way too important to her to ever lie straight to their faces like that. Should she ever come out and admit that Joe and the rest were beards, I didnt see that going over well after having personal conversations with fans about him. She’s too savvy to make mistakes like that.

Karlie got married and the way that the Ks spin it about it not being real, about being a photoshoot for Vogue Brazil that never materialized made me even more confident in disbelieving all of thought to be true when I was a Kaylor. It was so reminiscent of Larries going into denial and making up preposterous lies about Louis’ baby.

Also, I did my own research and found that no one but Kaylors thought Josh Kushner was involved in anything illegal. There’s not one article out there validating their assertions. Look for yourself. And Taylor continues to quietly date Joe, erasing the idea she needed a public beard for publicity. There is ZERO reason for her to have a beard. She could just as easily be single and closeted, you know?

So it was a gradual process. And along the way, facts just kept piling up that disproved the Kaylor narrative. And once you’re out of it, you can look back and see how so much was based on coincidences and conjecture instead of facts. And how the narrative is the same in every single conspiracy theory.

And underscoring it all, I came to truly love and admire Taylor, so I decided to afford her the respect she deserves. And that means listening to her words and her actions and believing her.