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krowscrawl · 2 years ago

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really wish i had found this vid on easter just to celebrate with it but just throwing it out here lol

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absolutely glorious I'm telling ya

#krowledge kaws #jcs #jesus christ superstar #jcs 2012 #also tim got a pair of lil black wings in this if my eyes are working as intended

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krowscrawl · 1 year ago

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here's to posting more regularly happy new year 🎉

#krowledge kaws

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krowscrawl · 2 years ago

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if yall r wondering what shit I've been on for the past few days, it's this

idk what drugs I've been on but this is what I'm doing with my life and neglecting everything else :)))

#krowledge kaws #idk anymore lmaoo #ig I'm tired by art just a smidge or sth #or I'm just lazy eh #also the thing I'm crocheting is smaller than i thought huh #even tho the amount of chains are like #chain 160 #i think #either there's something with the yarn i use or i cant count #but it's smaller than i thought :/

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krowscrawl · 2 years ago

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just finished watching across the spiderverse at theatre

so good I can't think straight

#krowledge kaws #doing the least talking cuz i legit cant think rn

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krowscrawl · 2 years ago

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i feel bad for the people that follow me cuz the likelihood of me returning after a period of break and still be in the same fandom at the time I left is almost 0%

anyways I finally watch star wars

#krowledge kaws #my attention span is nonexistent #probably no one can follow my fandom hopping train #but I'm too tired to feel bad about it eh #if i dont feel like it i won't be able to do it anyways sooo #yall r stuck with whatever shit i pull out of my ass lol

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krowscrawl · 1 year ago

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it's been 4 months and I wanna change my url now 🧍

#krowledge kaws #as for fandom it seems like I'm stuck in mxtx novels except i dont read them and only know the plot through osmosis and wikisurfing #also vaguely orv ig #feels bad for the folks comin here through the other fandoms but also it's wip on not caring too much about it

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krowscrawl · 2 years ago

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it's my 2 year anniversary on tumblr

cheers ig

#krowledge kaws #damn its been 2 years for this blog aye #tbh i barely post shit but still lol

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krowscrawl · 2 years ago

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if you don't see me being active there's a chance that

a) I got dragged screaming and crying into a new fixation and am too embarrassed to say anything about it (this is true, I finished watching moon knight a few days ago, 1 year after its release and now I need more)

or

b) I'm too busy and tired to do anything (also true, life is whooping my ass rn)

#krowledge kaws #i wanna draw the boys so bad but I'm so fuckin tired lmaooo #also me having a new fixation dun mean i don't like talking about other stuff #i just think more about my current fixation mlem #feel free to talk to me about fandoms I've posted stuff for mlem sometimes that's the thing that will drag me back to it lmao-

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krowscrawl · 2 years ago

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just dippin in for sum stuff but uh

yesterday was easter and at first I wanna rewatch jcs just cuz

but I basically rotted my brain listening and relistening to it so much I bored myself out

so I just looked around for other jesus/judas related stuff to consume

and i

uh

came across this book called "Iscariot: A Novel of Judas" by Tosca Lee

and

uh

(excuse the weird formatting I converted it to pdf)

HOW AM I MEANT TO BE FINE WITH THIS ADIHJIDJDJIEBFJ I AM NOT OK-

anyways if you want more judas-centric content go read it I think it's good :3

#krowledge kaws #throwing this here for others #have fun reading uwu #iscariot: a novel of judas #also it's funny cuz i suffer from 'i cant read a normal book anymore cuz ✨fanfics✨ and then came this book lmao-

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krowscrawl · 2 years ago

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3am thoughts

but

uhm... jesus n judas... food as a common love language but judas got stomach problems

sth sth judas's grief at not being able to stomach the food jesus gives him while being very aware of it. judas's hatred of his body for doing this to him, of god for giving him such a cursed existence. why can't he just eat like a normal person why

sth sth jesus being supportive of him and tryna find other ways they can bond. cursing his Father in heaven why He made the one he loves have to suffer like this he is only human why why why. he is crying and judas is crying and they are both frustrated and tired and don't know what to do.

sth sth they can never get as close as they wish they were, there are other gestures of love but no other that they have in common. yearning to be in the state where there are parts of them in the other's body, the blood wine and meat bread goes untouched as they curled into each other, skin touching skin but never deeper. maybe if they close their eyes they would melt into one another sharing their bones and flesh and blood inseparable.

sometimes jesus wants to tear judas apart just to be able to reach his bowels and maybe fix him from inside and judas wants to tear himself apart just to be able to consume and keep some part of jesus when he is inevitably closed back up. and then they reel back from shame and never discuss their thoughts to each other because judas already made clear that he doesn't wanna be fixed (it's a long time ago he is waiting for jesus to ask him again) and judas is terrible at trying to reach out and ask for help (from shame from doubtfulness from whatever's going on inside his head)

sometimes they wonder why they're still together

and judas still can't eat

#krowledge kaws #jesus x judas #judas x jesus #ask to tag #all of my posts are ask to tag tbh i keep forgetting to tag that lmao-#sometimes idk what tag to use mlem #it went from thoughts of the blood wine and meat bread to romantic cannibalism to this #still got the romantic cannibalism ig lol #if it's ooc surprise it probably is lmao-#not me projecting my problems onto characters at 3am ehe <33 #it's not entirely sad btw #like written out it is but also they're comforted enough by each other's presence most days #it's just that some days are harder to deal with :>#probably should also make a personal ship tag n bible stuff tag cuz I doubt people wanna read shit like this lmao #it's almost 4am by the time I finished fucking around with this lmao-

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krowscrawl · 2 years ago

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y'all wanna hear sum wacky thoughts/ideas I got for like

jcs/jc & the apostles in general?

just askin cuz m bored lol

#krowledge kaws #i am a lonely lonely man #more so when my interests devolved from normal stuff like video games and show about pirates to bible stuff centered around the betrayer #jesus christ superstar #jcs

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krowscrawl · 3 years ago