#krissy wake up

[iamoncrak]

My brand new illustration, I hope you guys enjoy

[ronsenburg]

new rule: if I convince myself I can look at my phone for five minutes during an insomnia night, “just until I get sleepy”, I have to take something first because 1) it will absolutely turn into an hour+ of scrolling and 2) I will still not be sleepy.

[smogflesh]

why are you looking at me like that ? (Care)

ᵗʰᵉ 𝑫𝑼𝑺𝑻𝒀 𝑻𝑶𝒀𝑩𝑶𝑿 . / * @multi-royalty

                𝐃𝐀𝐑𝐊  𝐄𝐘𝐄𝐒  𝐃𝐎  𝐍𝐎𝐓  𝐂𝐎𝐖𝐄𝐑  𝐀𝐖𝐀𝐘  𝐖𝐇𝐄𝐍  𝐎𝐂𝐄𝐀𝐍𝐈𝐂  𝐇𝐔𝐄𝐒      lock  with  theirs  ,    caught  in  the  midst  of  taking  in  every  detail  of  caroline’s    MEIN    .    wondering  ,    bewildered  at  the  fact  that  she  was  still  willing  to  stick  around  .    &    as  far  as  the  entity  could  tell  there  was  no  ulterior  motive  .    nothing  in  their  gut  instincts  told  them  to  watch  their  back    (    even  though  they    ALWAYS    DO    )  .    they  give  a  slow  blink  ,    lashes  casting  shadows  at  the  tops  of  their  freckled  dusted  cheeks  .    complexion  is  less    GHOSTLY    this  day    (    she  is  well  fed    )    &    healthy  glow  is  noticeable  as  a  half  smile  in  contemplation  twitches  at  the  corner  of  blush  tinted  tiers  .    eris  always  wondered  if  all  mysteries  of  the  world  had  been  discovered  ,    answered  by  her  for  as  long  she’s  been  alive    &    as  it  turns  out  ;    NOT  ALL  OF  THEM  HAVE    .    for  an  unsolved  riddle  sat  beside  her  ,    face  haloed  in  golden  waves    &    personality  (    as  well  as  heart    )    the  brightest  the  creature  has  ever  encountered  .                 ❛    sorry  ,    i  forget  sometimes  how  squeamish  some  get  with  extensive  staring  .    ❜    they  apologize  habitually  ,    but  it  could  be  argued  that  they  really  weren’t  all  that  sorry  .    ❛    i  was  just  thinking  .    i’ve  been  doing  that  a  lot  lately  it  seems  .    ❜

[scoobydoodean]

The thing is that Krissy did not save anyone's ass in 7.11 "Adventures In Babysitting". I think she created a more dangerous situation intentionally in order to prove herself.

When Dean came in alone to save Sam and Krissy's dad, he immediately knocked one vetala unconscious with a huge metal bar. After a brief fight, he also got the upper hand on the other vetala, knocking her to the ground with a crow bar and was about to stab her with the knife when Krissy disrupted the fight. She ran into the room, rushed right past the first vetala that was starting to wake up under the guise of trying to get to her father, and then it grabbed her and held her hostage. This resulted in Dean having to surrender to "protect" her. Krissy then plays the helpless little girl, letting the vetalas think they have the upper hand, then turns a hidden knife on one of them and everything turns out okay.

What confused me is that Sam and Dean say afterward that she saved their asses... even though what she actually did was rush into a fight Dean was already anticipated to win, disrupting the situation and putting everyone around her at unnecessary risk. I couldn't figure out... why Sam talked up her "saving" them to her father and why Dean agreed with her when she claimed she saved his bacon. If I'm meant to believe Krissy actually saved them, why did the writers show me a scene where Dean seems to have the upper hand and she disrupts that?

Then I realized I've always assumed in the past that when Krissy first came in, she misjudged the situation and thought the first vetala was already dead. But the thing is, the episode goes out of its way to tell me Krissy isn't a stupid kid—just a very foolhardy kid. She's brash, but she's also shrewd, observant, and calculated. She hangs up on Sam when he answers Bobby's phone instead of jumping to ask for help because she doesn't trust him. She lets Sam think she doesn't know about the supernatural. She burns her father's notes so Dean can't leave her behind and turns a gun on him. She notices the waitress getting into the truck. She picks the lock on the cuffs after Dean tricks her to keep her from joining the fight.

She's not the kind of kid who would rush into a situation before actually assessing the scene. She isn't the kind of kid who'd fail to give a vetala a wide berth out of blind desperation to reach her father. She is a kid who's desperate to establish some control over her life by proving herself, who desperately wanted to be included in this fight.

So. She sabotaged Dean on purpose. She ran in in that moment and ran right past the vetala because Dean was going to win without her and she wanted to prove that she could handle herself. The disappearance of her father exposed her to the potential reality of ending up alone if he was dead. Her burning her dad's notes and putting that gun in Dean's face in their first scene was a desperate bid to gain control in a situation that made her feel powerless. She was dependent on adults she found she could not count on.

KRISSY: My dad left, and he didn't come back. Sam left, and he didn't come back. I give you the info, you leave, you don't come back.

And I think Dean knows this. He knows she did all of it from start to finish completely on purpose, and he knows why. I'm not totally sure if Sam spent enough time with Krissy to get that or not, but I think Dean gets that Krissy did this all on purpose so that she could prove to herself that she could protect herself by herself one day if she needed to... so he lets her keep that confidence instead of lecturing her, agreeing that she saved him, while pleading with her father in the previous scene to leave hunting forever.

DEAN: Don't thank us. Quit. Your daughter's 14 years old. She's already a hunter with a kill under her belt. I'm not trying to be a dick, but what do you think that does to her life span? She could still be a regular kid.

It's incredibly dark to think about, but it's also very likely that Krissy wanted to prove not just that she could rescue herself, but that she could kill. And that's what guts Dean the most. This is the first episode after Bobby's death—Bobby—who took Dean out to play catch like a regular kid when he was supposed to be practicing with guns. Dean also could not depend on his father's protection most of the time growing up (because John was gone a lot). So he understands her desire to prove she can protect herself, but he also knows that the fact that she (at FOURTEEN) so desperately feels the need to prove she can protect herself that she'll create a more dangerous situation unnecessarily in order to gain the upper-hand on someone planning to kill her speaks volumes about the damage already being done to her psychologically by her father's blind insistence on being a hunter.

[quietwingsinthesky]

the best cure for the various nightmares at jody’s place is archangel cuddles. (not that he knows he’s an archangel, or that his grace is literally calming them down and keeping the bad dreams away.)

au with amnesiac lucifer but he ends up at jody’s somehow and helping to take care of all these feral girls. it’s just like having a bunch of little sibling angels except these ones are even stabbier and tiny.

[jscalzi]

Happy Birthday, Athena

Another year, another instance of Krissy and I waking up our daughter with a cake on her birthday. It’s nice to have little traditions like this. This is also where I reiterate that my kid is the best and that I’m really glad I get to be her dad. That, too, is tradition. I believe that most of you know that Athena is now a full-time employee of Scalzi Enterprises. We have some pretty interesting…

[odo-apologist]

Smegtober #13: Dreams

     Dave lies in his bunk, reading one of Krissy's leather hardcovers. It's not Austen this time, but still involves a Jane: Jane Eyre. He first read it while Krissy was still there, and they had talked about it over dinner. Well, over her dinner–this was before his hard-light drive. It was after Jane Austen, after Pride and Prejudice and Emma and Mansfield Park, that he had moved on to the Brontes. Then Hugo, Dumas, Dickens, Forster…Krissy had led the way and he'd followed. He can't exactly pinpoint when he started to enjoy it–or, rather, when it became habit.

     His habits before his death had been a can or five of lager and curry and Rastabilly Skank and comic books and horror movies. Never would he have envisioned a point where it was curling up with a book and opera and a single sensible glass of wine. Then again, he couldn't have predicted his future role in keeping the last human in the universe alive and sane and what that would entail, what he would have to give up in order to do so and do it well. Nor could he have known that those choices he made would bring him solace once she was gone.

     “Dave?” He jerks up from the page he's reading and nearly drops the book. Krissy stands in the doorway, dark hair down and jacket over one shoulder. She's in the same outfit she'd worn when she was ripped from her–his–universe into another, one where he was alive and well and unchanged from his former lifestyle. He's never noticed before how much the cherry red suits her.

     “Kris?” He's standing up now, approaching her. “How'd you come back? I-We thought we'd lost you, that we'd never see you again.”

     “I thought the same of you,” she responds. “But we were able to find another rift between our dimensions and get me back.” She clasps his hands and gives him one of her shining smiles. “Back to you. I missed you, Dave.”

     “Really?”

     “Of course I did.” Something seems to strike her at that moment, and she continues, “The other Dave, he wasn't at all like you.”

     She'd always been perceptive. “Well, he seemed like me before…before the accident,” He finishes somewhat lamely. Even now, he doesn't like to speak of his death, just as he doesn't like to dwell on Rimmer's. It hurt too much at first, and even now there's a dull ache.

    “Yes, but that's not you now, is it? He wasn't my Dave.” Her face darkens a bit. “I really did miss you, I thought of you all the time. I was scared that, since I wasn't around, you'd be…” It's her turn to struggle finishing her thought. Her hands grip a bit tighter.

     “I'm still here, Krissy.” Then he blurts out, “I love you.”

     She looks a bit taken aback. “Are-are you sure? I still remember what you told me when we agreed to just be friends, and I don't want you to feel any sort of obligation–”

     “That isn't it, I promise.” Dave moves his hands up from Kris’ to gently hold her shoulders. His lightbee thrums. “While you were gone, I realized just how true it was.”

     Her eyes search his face, then soften before she pulls him into an embrace. “Dave,” she sighs in a hushed voice.

     “Krissy.” He pulls back, gaze flitting to her lips, as cherry red as her outfit. They're parted a bit, and he realizes that she's moving closer and so is he, closing the gap between them. He feels those lips against his…

     And he wakes up. Dave is alone in the bunkroom. He looks down from his bed, spots Jane Eyre on the floor where it must have fallen once he dozed off. Dave stares at it a moment before letting out a deep, weary sigh, then swings his legs from his bunk. He might as well go check on Kryten and Cat; he doesn't think he'll get any more rest now.

     A dimension away, Kochanski bangs out her frustration on the pipes. Between their racket and the dreams, it's a wonder she can get enough proper sleep to have the latter in the first place.

[syscultureis]

plural culture is it's starting to seem like we are polyfrag and i don't like this

kris wake up i dont like this krissy wake up

~ klaus 🦆

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[urlocallesbiabs-reblog-sideblog]

so, i remember seeing a red dwarf tumblr post about how if you leave your universe, it's almost impossible to go back, because there's trillions upon trillions of them, and every minute decision branches off a new one

so what if our original rimmer spent maybe a few months genuinely being ace and enjoying the hero status, then decided it's too dangerous and scary and tiresome and wanted to go home, and spent the entirety of those nine years (between s7 and s9) looking for his home universe?

and he kept saving people along the way of course, ace duty is ace duty (half of those heroic acts were accidents anyway), but his heart wasn't in it anymore; he's found many a universe where there were still people, where he could theoretically fit in and settle and live as close to a normal life as he could hope for, but he could never stay for long, he longed for *his* home, for lister, *his* lister

and wise people told him "you'll never get there. there are too many universes, and every day that you wake up and make a choice to continue looking for home, that choice creates a new one, setting you back. you're dooming yourself.", and he answered "shut up, you stupid goit, you don't get it! get smegged to hell!"

and i imagine a scene:

it's close to the end of the 9 year gap, kochanski's already gone, lister's Not Doing Well, and it's another monster-of-the-week life-or-death situation aboard the red dwarf, a particularly nasty one: all is shit, end is near, how will our heroes get out of *this one!* this is probably it! this is it! they're all gonna smegging die! and then outta nowhere ace pops out, hair billowing in the air and all, shoots some bullets that bullshitly ricochet and perform miracles, and saves the day

after that he asks to spend the night there, because even heroes need to sleep a bit, and of course he's welcome!!

lister doesn't quite know how to approach the subject, so he goes for subtle bordering on undecipherable: asks how long has it been since this ace got the flame passed on to him? what was it like? ace deflects with a charming non-answer and a fun adventure story, and lister thinks well, that's not him, then. must be a new one. that means that his rimmer passed on the flame, that he... died.

lister doesn't know how to process the idea, so he doesn't.

he tries to stick around and listen to the stories that's gotten kryten (and even cat, a little bit!) enthralled, but quickly grows bored and goes off to wander the ship and entertain himself on his own. at some point few hours later, he notices ace out and about as well, measuring doorways with tape, comparing wall paint with color swatches, counting the rooms and making notes in his little notebook; ace doesn't notice him. kinda sketchy behaviour, lister thinks, but doesn't confront him just yet. who knows, maybe the guy just went a little bit space crazy, maybe he's preparing for some impending disaster; would be rude to accuse him of nothing, wouldn't it?

as lister returns to his quarters in the evening, he sees ace briskily walking out from about the same corridor that lister is headed to, throwing him a shining, but somewhat strained smile; ace is going to the room he's claimed for the night, which is on the officer's deck, literally on the other side of the ship (makes sense to lister that he doesn't share the room with him, since this isn't really his bunkmate. smeg knows him, maybe in his universe he actually was an officer and slept alone, not like lister cares). this feels *really* sketchy, but none of lister's things seem to have been messed with on closer inspection, so he can't really prove shit. he feels kind of paranoid, but also tired, and decides he'll talk to ace in the morning.

lister sleeps badly and fitfully, and wakes up in the middle of the night. he can't fall asleep again, and decides to go and grab a bite; maybe visit krissie in the observatory, watch stars together, have some time for himself.

the lights are on in the drive room. ace is there, talking to– *interrogating* holly and kryten, swiveling on a chair back and forth to face either of them, whisper-barking rapid-fire questions; lister is Alarmed (what is this? mutiny? a hostage situation? a threat?), so naturally he hides and eavesdrops.

ace runs them through a bunch of questions that vary wildly in immediately obvious importance, seemingly nonsensical (what fuel does this ship run on? when did the leak happen? who was assigned to fix it? how many irradiated haggies were in the ship's hold at the moment of disaster? has lister ever passed an officer's exam? on what day and what ship did they find kryten? and so on and so forth), growing more and more agitated and focused, determination so passionate it's almost angry. at last, he takes a deep breath, clenches fists, and says "now, i did notice this ship's crew lacks a usual, i'd say indespensable member, namely one arnold judas rimmer. where, pray tell, did you put the bugger?"

"arnold died in 3,002,386 from a vending machine related incident, arnold," says holly.

ace's face falls, and he laughs like someone died. "ah, of course it's like that, of course. it's always like that. well, good chat, gentlemen, thank you for humoring me." he gets up, even though it obvious his legs are weak.

noticing his distress at the information, kryten hurries to clarify, "it was the second one, though! the first one died a few months before that!"

ace falls back into the chair. "what do you *mean* the second one?!"

"the one my nanobots ressurected!" kryten clarifies with mostly pride, partially guilt.

"what smegging nanobots? what on io has happened here?" ace rimmer has to forcibly hold his horses, pulling a palm down his face. "no, forget it, doesn't matter, not right now. the other one, the first one — how did *he* die?"

"well, physically it was the cadmium 2 leak in 2181" holly helpfully explains. ace rimmer makes a dying groan. "but his hologram form was destroyed by an escaped knight from an AR camelot game."

the man perks up. "was me — well no, not exactly me, but — ugh, was ace rimmer there?.."

they confirm that yes, even though he left soon after. rimmer goes slack in his chair and puts a hand over his eyes. "so this is it?" he whispers. "so many years, and... this is it. i'm here. i can't believe it."

after a minute in weird silence, he gets up and staggers out.

lister's a few paces down the corridor, having been unsettled by the exhange and made the decision to leave.

rimmer calls out to him, loudly, with intense gravitas, "lister!"

"rimmer," he responds, shocked and disbeliving, eyes open.

"lister!" he exclaims urgently, desperately.

"you're my rimmer, aren't ya," lister states a question, incredulous.

"of course i'm yours, you stupid git!" rimmer cries out and lunges at him, crushing him in a hug. "you gimboid, you imbecile, you smeg for brains smeghead," he chatters on, out of breath, cradling him.

"i've missed ya," lister sobs. rimmer doesn’t manage to respond, only hugs him even harder.

(rimmer didn’t want to throw himself at the guy until he'd made sure it's *his* guy, didn't want to make himself vulnerable only to later make a fool of himself; too many times he let himself hope and get drunk on that hope and then had his stupid heart broken by some tiny little thing being off, inviting a flood of other little things, suddenly finding himself in an embrace with a stranger wearing his best friend's face. he just couldn't bear it anymore, not again. he needed to make sure first.)

however, this headcanon poses a problem of reconciling this with late series rimmer claiming to have saved red dwarf from the corrosive virus back then. because if our rimmer only returned during the 9 year gap (closer to end of it), he couldn't have been there at the end of s8, right?

to which i propose this: the alternative ending to "only the young" is canon, and it was nanobot rimmer who saved (or rather tried to save) the day; then he was killed by a rouge vending machine. they couldn't bring him back as a hologram though, because the holo-suite was heavily damaged by the corrosion virus and they didn't have the intricate spare parts needed to fix it. so, his memory disk stayed unused, carefully kept in the hopes of someday fixing the holo-suite (never found a suitable derelict though, not with their shit luck). then our rimmer came along, learned of the entire situation, fixed the suite using details taken from wildfire, and asked holly to merge the info from this disc onto his (because for smeg's sake, it's at least 1 year out of those hellish 9 that he can remember having spent home; he can Not pass it up). the merge was successful, but majorly jittered his vibes (since he remembered two different versions of being 32, and in one of them lister was 8 years older than in the other, and he became aware that in the same year as he was 32 for the second time he also was 40 and in another universe) and gave him lifelong memory issues. he's still happy as a clam about the result, though!

that's why other's disagree when he claims having saved the day back then — he figures that if he has that guy's memories, he *is* that guy, because that's how holograms work, but others want to argue that the alive nanobot rimmer technically wasn't exactly him; you Don't wanna be there for all of the smeg-throwing that occurs during the argument.

it all could be a fake episode (or maybe a fake two-episode special), where the first half's main gag/storyline would be lister slowly growing convinced that ace is actually evil and is in the process of brewing some Sinister Plans, and the second would be about rimmer going peculiar from the merge and randomly glitching between various remembered stages of his life (thinking he's still ace and this is isn't his lister; thinking he's nanobot rimmer and wondering what happened to the crew; a throwback to an early episode or two; thinking he's a fresh hopeful enlist on red dwarf [kinda painful in a hindsight way, but also pathetic and hilarious]; thinking he's a small child [very silly and funny, mostly cute even if a bit weird because that's a grown man's body, also an epic Rimmer Trauma Lore moment as usual]; etc), to the point that lister worries they've smegging broken him and he'll never be alright, only for him to finally cope and appear sane, only to reveal last second that parts of his memory are still kinda jumbled.

i'd call that fake episode:

"H Stands For Home"

and i imagine a scene from the second half:

rimmer sees the destroyed holo-suite (god, i really can't leave you bastards alone even for a day, let alone a decade), and finds the memory disc for the other him (wait, what is this? i clearly remember taking mine with me when i left...), and gets filled in on the whole nanobots, ressurected rimmer, corrosive virus debacle (he needs to sit down.)

naturally, he decides to fix the hologram-projecting hardware (obvious turn of events) and merge the discs' data together (man, what??)

he pops out, promises to be back in a jiffie, and returns from the hangar with a bunch of circut boards, unconneted wires and the likes, immediately getting to work

"whatcha doing?" lister asks, clearly entertained but also genuinely curious

"having a smegging picnic, what does it look like?!"

"...can you fix it, though?"

"i've serviced my own ship for a decade straight, i've prevented all kinds of disasters on dozens of red dwarves, i've saved countless city-states from technological ruin, of course i'm perfectly capable of fixing this ship's holo-suite!" (this very moment, he connects something wrong and gets a shower of sparkles right to his face, which startles him and causes him to bang his head rather hard against an open latch)

when lister's done laughing, he asks "where on smeg did you even get the details? i've meant to patch it up all these years, but just... never could find 'em." (here his voice voice grows distant and sad; he had lost rimmer *twice* in one year, and it was just unfair. it just hurt.)

"good ol' baby racehorse wildfire," rimmer slaps one of the circuit boards with pride; something falls off of it. "presume it got the upgrade sometime since the original ace kicked the bucket; something needs to keep all of us holograms going."

"wait, you tore these from your ship?"

"what, was i supposed to pull them out of my arse?" rimmer is getting annoyed by the pointless conversation

"it's just... how will ya fly it, then?"

"it's still perfectly spaceworthy, i'll let you know!" rimmer preens. "sure, no more having my arse fall asleep after one week straight in the cockpit, hauling vaccine to pluto or some such (would not recommend), but i can still give it a good run as long as my lightbee's got charge! not all that different from our other off-the-ship missions — now what are you, stupid?"

"you won't be able to travel for long," lister clarifies apprehensively. "you won't be able to have your... space smeg adventure. you won't be ace."

rimmer looks up at him like he's crazy. "of course i won't be ace." he gets up, walks weirdly close to lister. "i'm not leaving. what — what did you think this was? that i'd spent all these years looking for you, for this dimension, only to have some tea and smeg right back off?!"

"...i don't know what i thought," lister admits, half-laughing and weirdly upset and relieved.

rimmer gripes him by the shoulders very, very hard. "i'm not leaving. never."

also, he wears his hair in the classic long and free ace style until the proper Reunion, then as soon as he fixes the holo-suite and hookes his projection to red dwarf he asks holly to chop it all off (he wanted to do that immediately after confirming that this is his home universe, but he was still connected to wildfire's holo-hardware and the ship's ai wouldn't let him bc ouughhh houghhh ace but your hair is So Beautiful, i simply Can Not); between the two points, he wore a tight neat ponytail to keep all his golden locks out of his smegging face, and he looked Hot doing it

***

and another thought, that isn't directly connected to this imaginary two-episode special, but still has to do with rimmer, lister, and the 9 years gap:

(though i'm not sure if it's canon to my personal headcanonverse [...i'm not even sure i've got a personal headcanonverse here. i love the idea of them getting together in early series when he's still soft-light, or later when he's hard-light and they can touch, or after the reunion, or post-tpl; too many possibilities!] because i feel like it gets rimmer off the hook of his internalized homophobia way too easy, but anyway, just imagine.)

it's rimmer's ace years, and it's not only beautiful young birds throwing themselves at him for his sexy heroics, but beautiful young studs as well; he switches many a dimension, and what happens in a reality stays in that reality, right?; he meets many a lister, some of them openly queer, some of them in a relationship (past or ongoing) with their rimmer; he sleeps the night away with some of them. long story short, 9 years of both excessive human attention and crushing loneliness are ample time to confront one's sexuality. he's still got his hangups though, so in his mind "i am gay" and "lister is my best ever friend whom i miss terribly" don't quite cross together, not immediately.

either way, he finally gets back, they have their happy reunion, and then rimmer learns while he was off adventuring, lister had a wife and a child and loved her deeply and then she died; obviously, lister still needs some space to process all that. rimmer will talk to him about his soul-search some other time (no, he doesn't feel like he'd been replaced, he's not jealous, jeez!). lister just needs some time to move on, yea? and then it'll all be back to how it used to be, just the four of them.

and then s9 happens, and lister is obsessed with getting kochanski back, and rimmer feels as insecure as in s1 but ten times worse — there's the woman who'd been by lister's side for the last decade, there's his wife, there's the love of his life, and there's, well, just some guy. there's rimmer.

he longs desperately to be the most important person in lister's life, but he just isn't, and that's driving him mad. that's what (partially, together with all his lifetime-accumulated trauma) fuels his tpl insistence that nobody aboard red dwarf (read: lister) likes him: he knows lister doesn't love him back, and that is killing him.

[whateveradjunct]

Happy Birthday, Athena

Another year, another instance of Krissy and I waking up our daughter with a cake on her birthday. It’s nice to have little traditions like this. This is also where I reiterate that my kid is the best and that I’m really glad I get to be her dad. That, too, is tradition. I believe that most of you know that Athena is now a full-time employee of Scalzi Enterprises. We have some pretty interesting…

[ronsenburg]

if you ever wanted to know what being a parent is actually like: imagine having a bad case of the sunday scaries but instead of your job it’s being responsible for the happiness and wellbeing of another smaller person and instead of sundays it’s every single day forever

[britannv101]

GH 8/1/24

-Freaking TJ questioning Alexis’s loyalty to Molly. IF YOU HAD LISTENED TO HER 8 MONTHS AGO,YALL WOULDNT BE IN THIS SITUATION! Damn they have turned him into a tool! Before this storyline, he never had a mean word to say about Kristina, now she’s enemy #1. Can’t wait for them to find out at about Kristina, then he’ll see just how far Alexis would go for her daughters!

-Freakin watch it be Lois that figures out what’s going on with Sonny! She’s probably the one person who’s too stubborn to let him push her out of his life.

-It’s all over for Ava now, the second Sonny and Alexis find out about Kristina they’re gonna be out for her blood! Especially when they get the photos! At this point, they’re either gonna give Avery to Sonny…or they’ll put her in foster care which will set Carly or Michael to get her. I can also see Dante stepping up but it’s more dramatic for it to be Michael and Carly cause Sonny sees them as traitors and it will kill Ava to see Avery with “Mama Carly”

-Thank God Krissy landed in the pool! Hopefully the baby is okay, chances are they’ll have her in a coma, she’ll wake up in time to deliver and forget that she was gonna give the baby to Molly and that starts a whole war!

….Im just over Jagger/Cates right now. Can he leave already? Like geez Louise, what did Karen ever see in him?! Even today, after being with Ava, he literally said he wouldn’t be caught seen with her and then acted like he owned the place when Trina was there!

[cvvvmgvvvtzzz]

hey krissy important info. i will most likely stop waking up so early on break days (except exam days), so there is a chance that we won't be able to talk at all when you have a night :((

awhh :( THATS OKAY!!! will we be able to talk if i pull an all nighter?? my mom should get some money on likeee. tuesday or so n i can get some energy drinks

[stealingdeansgender]

OH THE DEAN AND KRISSY PART OF THE EPISODE...... I FORGOT HOW GOOD THIS WAS. like i'm sorry he's such a bitch rn but he's grieving but it doesn't excuse him but he's becoming a bobby-figure in the wake of this horror and still cares and

also krissy is in the long line up of spn kids i love to see in AUs

(also. FUCKED UP that this episode is so close in the order to the fucking emma episode)

[krisssssssy]

Hey, I'm Krissy. I'm a writer, and I currently write fanfiction for FFXV. I'm obsessed with all things Final Fantasy, and I adore 6, 7, 8, 10, 10-2, 14, 15, and 16.

My main fixation is Ardyn from FFXV. I make a lot of dumb memes using tumblr text posts and pictures of Ardyn, who lives forever in my head.

Other fandoms I enjoy: Resident Evil, Star Wars, Doctor Who, Supernatural, Wheel of Time, Lord of the Rings, Obey Me!, JJK, and MHA.

Please mind the tags in my AO3 fics. Most of my fics include some elements of toxic/abusive relationships, kink, non-con, etc.

My Ongoing Fics:

Precarious Games - Ardyn Izunia/Reader - Explicit

You are a royal diplomat from Igdrothim, a region within the Niflheim Empire, sent to Gralea to gather information regarding the Emperor's strange behavior. You catch the eye of the newly appointed Chancellor Izunia, and are swept into his strange world of manipulation and intrigue. Despite his unsettling demeanor, you find yourself helplessly drawn to him - and will do whatever it takes to discover his many mysteries.

In the Shadow of the Six - God!Ardyn/Reader - Explicit/Non-Con - AU

You grew up on the pious, small Isle of Angelgard, where you worshiped the Six, and feared the mythical Adagium. After a bad storm, you find a new pathway among the caves, and discover Adagium may not be so mythical, after all…

The Light She Brings - Ardyn Izunia/Aera Mirus Fleuret - Mature - AU

Aera Mirus Fleuret has been promised to Somnus Lucis Caelum since before she was born. After Somnus ascends as Chosen King, Aera moves to the Citadel in Lucis to begin preparations to become Queen. Thrust into a life she does not want, she meets a stranger who reveals himself to be Adagium, the Shadowbringer, one of the Seven, and she begins to doubt the path laid out before her. This is a prequel story that belongs to the In the Shadow of the Six AU, though it can be read as a standalone fic.

Covenant of the Wicked - Ardyn Izunia/OC - Explicit

A fic set after the Fall, when Hanna Foxall, a hunter from Meldacio HQ, investigates her sister's disappearance, and becomes the target of a cult, left for dead outside Insomnia. She teams up with Ardyn, and they investigate, Hanna hoping to find her sister, Ardyn to ensure the Darkness is still his to control.

Completed Fics/One-Shots:

The Devil I Know - Ardyn Izunia/Reader - Explicit/Non-Con

You work as an assistant to a political advisor in Gralea. While working late one night, you bump into Chancellor Ardyn Izunia, who accuses you of being a spy, and you attempt to convince him of your innocence.

She Who Moves Heaven and Earth - Teen and Up - Ardyn Izunia/Aera Mirus Fleuret

Ardyn wakes after the events of Dawn of the Future, reunited with his beloved.

Other:

All of my work is posted to AO3, and you can find me at Krissssssy.

Thanks! I appreciate the support.

[skeelly]

KRISSY WAKE UP

HI HI HI HI HI HOW ARE U POOKS HOWS LIFE!!

IM AWAKE!!

HEEEEEELLLOOOOO!!! IM PRETTY GOOD TYSM FOR ASKING! HOW ABOUT YOU????