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httpshujii · 2 years ago
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ROUGH DAYS !
your faves x f!reader
ᯓ You help them unwind after work.
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Your body is sprawled out on the couch reading a book, waiting for your lover to walk through the door of your shared home. After a while, you hear the clicking of the door knob and the familiar footsteps begin to patter against the floor of the hallway and towards the living room. You close your book and stand up to greet your lover, but before you can say anything, he grabs you by the shoulders and holds you close. His arms wrap around your waist, head rested on your shoulder, and breath tickling your exposed collarbone.
"Rough day?" You ask as you rub his back. His only response is a hum in agreement.
"I missed you today..." He whispers before kissing your collarbone slowly and sweetly, the small contact sending sparks blooming out in the small circles where his lips meet your skin. "I missed you too." You say as your hands wrap around his neck and hold him closer.
You both stay like that for a while until you feel your lovers arms loosen slightly. He's exhausted.
"Honey, can you walk with me to the bathroom?" A low groan came from his throat, "Just a little more." He mumbled tightening his grip around your waist. "Love, you need to relax, let me help you." He tsks before loosely grabbing your hand as both of you walk to the bathroom.
You maneuver to your shared bedroom and grab a change of clothes and a towel for your lover. You walk back into the bathroom and prepare the bath, you add his favorite scented essence and throw in a musk scented bath bomb. Then you help him out of his work clothes and into the tub.
His body instantly eases at the warmth of the water and the intoxicating scent of fresh musk. You sit on a small stool next to the bath and begin massaging his back and shoulders. Goosebumps rise as your hand works. You smile to yourself, loving the fact that your intimate touches make him so sensitive.
When your hands start aching you stop and rest your arms on the side of the bathtub and resting your cheek on the top of your hand as you stare at your sleepy but content lover.
His eyes are closed, and you take your time admiring his existence. His messy hair resting nicely on his head, thick, long lashes defining the shape of his eyes, cheekbones forming his divine face, his lips peachy and so kissable, strong, toned arms resting on the sides of the tub, his chiseled abs dripping with the warm water-
"Like what you see love?" He taunts, a smirk playing on his lips, and his half lidded eyes betray any kind of stress he had not too long ago. You feel your cheeks getting dusted with the beginnings of a crimson blush but look away from him quickly before he catches any of it. As you do so, he chuckles and snakes a hand towards your chin, tilting your head so your gaze can meet his again.
"It's all yours baby. Every inch of me is yours." He says, reassurance lacing with his smoky voice. He stares into your eyes for what feels like infinity before licking his lips and pulling you closer so he can finally plant a sweet kiss onto yours.
You absolutely loved moments like this with him. Both of you did.
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Kuroo, Yaku, Akaashi, Konoha, Ushijima, Tendou, Semi, Daichi, Sugawara, Enoshita, Iwaizumi, Mutsukawa, Hanamaki, Osamu, Suna, Kita, Aran, Aone, Daishou, Megumi, Nanami, Geto (anyone you want rly)
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ramen8baka · 2 years ago
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I'm sorry it may sound similar or something I keep asking you cause I love your writing so the thing is suppose yn came fromTokyo she left Konoha few years ago She is an Independent girl and she has own brand or company. She came here to launch her brand in Konoha. People in Konoha would see yn differently cause her style fashion sense were different than them idk and she meets Itachi again she liked him and all and she would see Itachi with Izumi?!?
Sorry it's too long 😃
NO LOVE IT’S NOT TOO LONG 😄
i literally love this request though it’s very creative
tw: none
Itachi x reader
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Your parents always said you were a creative independent girl. But growing up in a city it was kind of difficult to pursue what you wanted since a bunch of other people were trying to do the same. Later on in your career you decided it would be best for your company if you went to other areas to broadcast your company. This lead you to Konoha
•••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••• •••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••• “Y/n l/n?” A woman’s voice called. You were sitting in a room with a bunch of random files and boxes a minute later. “so from my understanding, you want to promote your business here and advertise?” The hokage that called herself Tsunade asks. “correct. I also came here because it just has nice scenery if I’m being honest” you laugh and scratch your neck. “understandable” tsunade smiles. “I suppose you can put up signs or find shop owners and ask to put signs up there, whatever you need to do. Just ask!” She says. “thank you, miss!” You check your watch and stand up. You were getting an apartment and you didn’t want to be late and make a bad impression for your new roommate. You figured it’d be good so you wouldn’t have to live alone. Plus, you’d have a friend.
“sorry, miss I have to go find my new apartment.” You wave and make your way to the door.
���good luck, y/n” she smiles kindly.
you ring the doorbell to the apartment. It looks small on the outside. “Oh, hello” a man about your age says. “you must be y/n” you blush. Was this your roommate? How’d you get so lucky? He’s pretty cute, you think. “nice to meet you!” You stick out your hand. he shakes it and hold open the door to gesture you to b to bf your things inside. It was bigger than you thought.
“what’s your name?” You ask
“Itachi” he seemed introverted and calm. You liked him already. “I’m glad we’re roommates. You seem chill” you smile softly.
“where’s my room or whatever?” You ask
“here, follow me” ge walks over down a short hall to show you a cozy looking bedroom. It wasn’t big, but it sure was cozy looking.
“This is so cute! Did anyone live here before?” You question
“uh, yeah. An old friend of mine. She lived with me for more than a year. But she eventually moved out a few months ago and I guess I didn’t like the loneliness of living alone so here we are.” He shrugged.
“oh. I’m excited to be here.”
“what b eh bugs you to konoha anyway?” Itachi asks curiously as he leans on the door frame. you set your bags down. “I’m here to launch my business. I come from Tokyo and I need to make it big and well known in other places too.” You say as you start to unpack.
“ahh, so that’s why you have a different style.” You raise an eyebrow.
“what’s that supposed to mean? Are you insulting me?” You cross your arms.
“No! If anything I like it more than all the other girls here” he raises his hands in defeat. You let your arms drop to your sides.
“oh… uh, thanks” you give a tilted smile. “anyways, tell me a bit about you now. Why are you here?” You ask him.
“I was born here? Why else would I live here. Nothing interesting really happens in my life if I’m being honest.” He says.
“come on, there has to be at least one cool thing about you!” “not really.” He shrugs. You sigh in defeat. At least he wasn’t weird roommate. Boring, but not weird.
•••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••• You go off to get started with work in the morning. You heard birds chirping and the sun wasn’t too bright but it wasn’t too dark. It was perfect out.
I may start to like it here… you think.
after some interactions with villagers you make some plans with people to get a shop hopefully going. By the time you knew it, the day was over. You went ‘home’ for dinner. You hadn’t decided if you should call it home yet. It kinda felt like home. But you knew where your true home was. You guessed it was too early to put labels. “hey itachi!” You yell as you hear the door open.
“hey,” he says cooly. “How was your day?” You ask as you set out plates for dinner. “eh, just the same old stuff”
“that one sentence described your whole personality,” You mutter. “what?” “oh nothing I just said dinners ready” good save, you think. “really? You made dinner on your second night here? I could’ve done it”
“Too late! I got to it first” Itachi just shrugs as if saying ‘whatever.’
the days continue like this for about a month. You’d made new friends, too. You were starting to think you liked it here more then at your real home. You and itachi had gotten a lot closer too. You’d be lying if you didn’t say you had a tiny crush on him. And you even had a plan for a shop! Your business would be doing great, then.
“y/n!” You heard a deep voice call. “yeah?” You walk over to itachi’s bedroom.
“I need help. Which one should I wear?” You see him standing. Shirtless. Holding up a dark blue shirt and a reddish shirt. “umm… I say blue. But why are you dressing up?” You sit on the edge of his bed.
“I have to meet someone. Then they’re coming over for dinner” you raise your eyebrow
“oh, come on. It’ll be fine!” he says as he puts on the shirt. “no, no it’s not that I don’t wanna have people over. It’s just the way you said it. Is it like… a date?” You look up at him. “no I swear it’s not!” He holds up his hands.
“anyways, I gotta go.” And with that he runs off leaving you sitting on his bed. •••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••• You didn’t know what to do since he was gone. You realized you liked him a lot more than you thought you did. To get your mind off everything you went to get a snack in town. “wow that looks good!” You heard a voice call. You looked over to see pink hair.
“oh, sakura! What’s up?” You say, shaking your boba.
“eh, just naruto being an idiot as always. But I came to order some boba. What kind did you get?” She asks
“Oh, the same thing I always get,” you laugh
“mango tea with passion fruit popping boba,” you tell her.
“I might try it myself,” you walk with her as she goes up to order.
“After this do you wanna walk around town for a bit?” You ask while sipping on your boba. “yea, of course I was just gonna ask you the same thing!”
so that’s what you did until it got to dinner time so you headed home.
“bye sakura! See ya tomorrow!” You say as you open the door. “y/n?” Someone asks.
“where were you? I wanted to introduce y-“
“oh, so this is the pretty lady?” You see a beautiful woman with black hair and wonderful features.
“Well I guess. Her name is Izumi. She’s my-“
“girlfriend I bet” you roll your eyes and groan. “no, no! That’s not how it is!” He stand up and walks over to you, with Izumi still sitting there. “then what is it?!” You scream. everything goes quiet.
“Izumi’s my cousin. She came to visit for the weekend because I haven’t seen her in years and I needed help with something.” He says calmly with his eyes closed. You stay silent.
“y/n…” he grabs your hands
“I love you. Only you. Since you came here, I’ve felt different. I’m a good way! Like you’ve helped me come out of my shell.” He opens his eyes as you look into them. “I-I love you too” you say, shocked. You both lean in and everything finally feels ok again.
“awww!” You look over to Izumi.
“Oops, sorry!” She says. Everyone laughs
“so… what are we now?” You ask as you and itachi are alone.
“we could be a thing.”
“like girlfriend and boyfriend?” You ask. Itachi laughs.
“of course, my dear”
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miya-rin · 2 years ago
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dear yn
this is the first time i have ever done one of these so i’m having help while writing this, i’m begging that you don’t find this too cringy. even though i already do.
i sit three seats behind you in science, you tend to turn around a lot as some of your friends sit near me. thats really the only time i get to see your face but i get kinda giddy when i do, you’re really pretty. i’m sorry that was insanely cheesy.
wow this is a lot harder than i was told it should be. i’m falling behind a little bit with chemistry as i’ve been caught up with volleyball practice, but i was wondering if you would help me out with studying for our next test? like a date?
not just studying, i’ve wanted to take you out somewhere nice for a while but i couldn’t find a way to ask you. you don’t have to but tsuyu told me some of your favourite places to go, i would like to take you there if you would let me.
we could go to the library and study for a little bit and then go to the aquarium? she said that you liked it there. there is also this new restaurant that opened near school, it would mean a lot to me if i could try it with you.♡
ok thats all. (i think)
again, you really don’t have to, but if you would like to go on a date with me my number is (xxx) xxx-xxx-xxx. i’m really hoping 317 is your locker otherwise this is gonna be really awkward.
love akaashi
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my dear yn series! and this is the series that inspired it by @/izufeels
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akaxosa · 3 years ago
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Haikyuu boys as things my ex bf did
- taking your hands, leading them into his hoodie's hole to hold and warm them in winter:
Akaashi, Daichi, Kageyama, Iwaizumi, Matsukawa, Kunimi, Osamu, Kita, Semi, Hayato, Kenma
- sits in class next to you, makes you laugh most of the time, plays with your fingers/holds your hand, but also help you out if you don't understand something:
Kuroo, Suga, Tendou, Oikawa, Hanamaki, Atsumu, Konoha
- always has to touch you in any way, i.e. playing with your hair/hand, putting your legs over his, laying in your lap, back hugs, pecks here and there, poking your cheeks etc:
Atsumu, Osamu, Goshiki, Noya, Tanaka, Hinata, Oikawa, Kindachi, Bokuto, Konoha
- always pays, even if you insist on paying for yourself:
Akaashi, Sakusa, Kita, Ushijima, Daichi, Iwaizumi, Matsukawa, Semi, Osamu, Atsumu
- getting drunk and talking to you about you, how lucky he is and how great his gf is:
Tanaka, Oikawa, Bokuto, Kindachi, Atsumu, Goshiki, Tendou, Hinata
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ask-obito · 3 years ago
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Our sweet Obito! How are you? I need help, my dog ran away, can you help me find him?
The old lady
Good morning, ma'am,
Of course I can help you. I will start by searching all over Konoha. I will find your dog, you can count on me.
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(art cr : LauraFeatChaz on DeviantArt.)
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watevermelon · 5 years ago
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Cheater!Akaashi x Reader
✧ Summary: (Continuation) Akaashi apologizes to the reader, seeing her genuinely happy without him (MSBY Black Jackals Era) [forgiving/peaceful end]
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A/N : Slight spoilers if you aren’t caught up to 392 ;) (reader ends up with our home-boy Konoha) ➳  Masterlist ➳  Part One
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Walking away from Akaashi was one of the hardest things you had ever done in your high school career. He was the picture perfect boyfriend, the one you even wanted to spend the rest of your life with. Everything about him, from his kindness to his charming good-looks, you wanted to wake-up to it every day for the rest of your life.
Until one day, you just didn’t.
And from then on, so much as a thought about Akaashi set your heart aflame, ready to fight the setter with your bare hands. You had your friends to guide you through it all, even Konoha had drawn closer to you in your circle. And with time, it was easier to breathe in the halls of Fukurodani. Some people had pushed for details regarding your separation, especially since Akaashi was suddenly romantically attached to a certain captain, but the setter had adamantly requested for the others to leave you alone.
He had pursued you three times since your break, basically pleading with you to listen from his perspective.
You always said no.
And life moved on. Akaashi became the captain of the Fukurodani Volleyball team, both Konoha and Bokuto graduating to attend college nearby. Yukie, Haruki - all the older faces that you had come to know had finally left the school for good. And while some members of your friend group also graduated, it was bittersweet goodbyes for your worst year of high school.
Time really does heal wounds and you found yourself often forgetting all about the setter that broke your heart.
In high school, everything can feel like the end of the world. Whether it be a low grade, drama within your friend group, or even breaking up with some stupid person you called a boyfriend - it incited that deep curling feeling that just felt like: that was it. The end of the world as you knew it.
And in some ways that was true, but that wasn’t always a bad thing.
Now as a graduate-school senior, you had long accepted that there were still plenty of moments that felt like that. There was always going to be drama somewhere and some absolute sadist of a professor who liked to hand you a new asshole.
And it was not like you were suddenly a pro at handling these feelings. You still had doubts, worries, but this was all pushed back with your own brand of confidence built on the foundation of your earlier teenage years. With your friends, both new and old, you were ready to take on the world.
But first, final exams.
You were basically shut out to your roommates, either sheltering yourself in your room or in the library to get some good studying in. One of them was trying to follow a similar route, but she often got distracted by social media or newly released video games. The other had accepted her faith long ago, joking that the most she studied was during the breaks of the test.
And after having shared a class with her last semester, you found out it was not a joke.
There was only one class that you were particularly worried about and the final was tomorrow night. There were minimal distractions throughout today, even your boyfriend of almost a year was busy with his own classes and so the both of you were cooped up, mutually suffering at different colleges. 
It was only until this afternoon, did your focus break, nothing helping what you received today. On your coffee table was a simple letter, but you recognized the hand-writing even after all these years.
It was a personally written invitation to a professional volleyball game, home-court to the MSBY Black Jackals.
Bokuto and Akaashi had invited you.
The moment you received it, you called your boyfriend to see if he got one as well. Apparently, everyone from the old Fukurodani volleyball club got an invite. And, in addition to their crew, you had gotten one as well.
Your boyfriend assured you that if you were not comfortable with going, then that was it. Neither of you would attend. But you smiled at him surely, saying that anything regarding the two was long behind you. That was honestly the case, any memories of Akaashi brought forth a sad numbness, but nothing else. There was nothing you had to say to him, but you didn’t exactly want to hold back your boyfriend from being present at their reunion.
Slapping at your cheeks, you reminded yourself that you needed to focus on studying.
And so a week later, excelling with flying colors on that absolute bastard of a final, you mentally prepared yourself to see Akaashi and Bokuto for the first time in years. There would be no easy way to have that conversation, but with a group this large, you hoped that there would be no one-on-one time with either of them.
Sporting a loose denim jacket and leggings, you tried your best casual look for the night. Pulling it up into a high ponytail, you rushed over to the front of the dorm when the doorbell expectedly rang.
“Hey.” Konoha greeted you warmly, pulling you into a light peck in greeting. You murmured it back against his lips, happy to feel it curl into a smile against your own.
You hadn’t started dating until you were both in a few years into college, having kept in touch long after high school as you both attended schools in Tokyo. You went to the same college as Haruki and that was the silent lifeline between your relationship. From college parties to general hangouts, Haruki was a true bro and Konoha was relentless in his pursuit of your friendship.
It wasn’t like a sudden rush overnight or like the clouds had shifted to rain sunshine down on Konoha. It was simple, you liked Konoha and wanted to go out with him. He was more than just a friendly face or a wielder of cold humor. The previous volleyball player had a genuinely kind-soul that was more than just another person from Fukurodani.
You remembered how easy it was to be genuinely happy with Konoha. It made you want to do the same for him, to put a smile on his face and remind yourself what it was like to truly be needed.
The first time the two of you kissed, it was before you were even officially dating. You two had separated from the cluster of college teens, far away from the bustle of the house-party as you sat on the edge of the property. There was a pool a ways behind you, but you had sat together under a tree together and looked up at the night sky.
The stars weren’t visible from Tokyo, the lights of the city keeping them hidden from view. But that hadn’t stopped the two of you from thinking the sky was beautiful that night, laying back side-by-side as you talked to each other candidly.
“Professor Magnolia puts the mystery in chemistry.” You complained to Konoha.
He chuckled at your awful pun, probably more out of pity than actual amusement, you wondered. Replying back, “You still did pretty well in that class.”
“I don’t want to hear it from you, mister 4.0 GPA.” You quipped, a teasing smile on your face that he recognized.
“I could always give you some private lessons.” Konoha joked, but you both knew the suggestive line that was there. He seemed to recognize it and back off immediately, “Unless, of course -”
“I want you to.” You interrupted him.
Yes, you were the more aggressive party when it came to your relationship. At least, at the start. Konoha has been your friend forever. And there was no denying that the young man was plenty attractive and very handsome. But you tended to wonder if he was ever interested in bringing it to another step.
Whenever implications got too serious, or your mutual teasing had lingered a little too long, Konoha would make sure to put a wide berth of space between and the line. You honestly appreciated this very much, since Konoha was aware of your space and never encroached on your friendship. And it was not like he had put a complete damper on your relationship either, openly flirting back with you when you tried. 
Instead, Konoha put the ball entirely in your court.
You wanted this? You had to come and get it.
“Are you being serious?” Konoha asked as he sat-up, face serious as he contemplated your last statement.
But you smiled at him as you leaned closer, “Yes.”
He reflected your expression back at you, the both of you rising to stand for whatever reason. Konoha always towered over you, but now you were more aware of that fact as you looped your arms around his neck. You gravitated toward one another, lips meeting in a chaste peck before you deepened the kiss.
But it was not like your relationship depended on you making the first move, no way. Konoha was very attentive to the communication within your relationship. Once you made it clear that you were comfortable, he would make the move you both wanted.
From your first kiss to the first night you shared together, you nearly whipped your bra at him the week before to make sure he got the message.
And he definitely got the message.
Konoha went from your sudden high-school protector to the one you desperately wanted to spend your life with. You would do anything to keep your relationship steady and would feel your heart surge when he would whisper back similar thoughts.
And now here your boyfriend was, picking you up at the dorms before the both of you attended a MSBY Black Jackals game. You honestly never thought that this would happen. Konoha had attended some in the past, along with Haruki and the rest. It was never something that bothered you either, they were his best friends and he hadn’t done anything wrong.
You just never thought you’d be attending one together, at the invitation of your ex-boyfriend no less.
But you continued on anyway, waving goodbye to your roommates and taking Konoha’s hand as he guided you through the bustle of Shibuya. He held your hand tightly and you would squeeze back when you got closer to the arena, the large poster of current volleyball pro’s coming into view.
You had seen lots of images of Bokuto in his professional career. He was basically a household name now, a reliable outside hitter to one of the best Division 1 teams in all of Japan. There were highlights of him on social media and he had even starred in multiple commercials by now.
But the image of Bokuto never really lingered in your mind. He was always a passing thought, like you knew that he existed, but never really registered it that it was true. Seeing a huge poster with many unknown faces except the owl-haired man really brought back this fact.
Scanning your tickets, you were surprised when you were guided to another area. You and Konoha were being guided to a club box, a reserved area for larger groups to mingle together during sports events.
Many of the others during that Fukurodani volleyball club golden age were already present. You had caught up with Yukie in the past year, the nutritionist still as insatiable with food as ever. Haruki was probably the one you were closest to, since the actor and you kept in touch after receiving your undergraduate degrees in college.
He had even called you a few days before, saying that he heard from Konoha that the Akaashi and Bokuto had invited you as well. Your well-intentioned friend suggested doing something to their kneecaps even now, after all these years, but you said it was not necessary.
You had a feeling of why they wanted you here.
It was written out plainly in Akaashi’s letter: to apologize.
That was when you realized that you had never actually received one before. Akaashi was quick with excuses and even more desperate to have you hear his side, but never had the setter actually said the words, ‘I’m sorry,’ over what he had done to you.
And it was not like you need to hear it after all these years. It was something you were long over at this point, not even an issue.
But it made you wonder why now of all times was Akaashi asking to do this.
It was more like, if he needed to say it, then you were patient enough to finally listen.
Konoha said that the moment you needed an out, he would give it. There was already a back-up plan that could be in motion the very second you think it would be necessary. The two boys had made it the night before - Konoha getting a bad call from his family (actually Haruki calling him) and, if need be, he could cry on cue to get you two out of there.
You laughed and called them idiots.
And to your ultimate surprise, neither Akaashi nor Bokuto made an appearance before the game. You were mingling with the group when the announcer started introducing the teams. Those around you were making comments, talking about the young Hinata Shoyou from Miyagi or how the absolute bane-of-their-high-school-existence Sakusa Kiyoomi was now ironically on the same team as Bokuto.
You watched a volleyball game for the first time in seven years. The last game ever being the one before you broke it off with Akaashi. This was different in every way possible - the quick calculate looks of the setter Atsumu Miya. It was nothing like how Akaashi used to look at Bokuto, not how you remembered at least.
And you were actually enraptured in the game, interested eyes watching as the ball launched at high-speeds to each side of the court. At some point, Konoha placed a casual hand across the back of your seat, joking with Haruki that nothing less than food would get your attention.
It was only seven minutes into the first-set that Akaashi made his appearance.
You heard him before you saw him, some of the others greeting him as he strolled in late. In his hands was a box covered by a large plastic bag, apparently an order from Onigiri Miya that ended up taking longer than expected. He greeted everyone individually in his cool, yet quiet voice.
Konoha and you stood together, walking over to greet him with your hands clasped together. Akaashi greeted the both of you warmly, a half-smile at you before his eyes dropped to your hands. There was no hiding the length of his gaze before he was called to the side by someone else, thanking him for the invitation.
It was strange and felt like anything but normal, but at least this wasn’t the catastrophe you were somewhat expecting.
Akaashi turned to the both of you once his attention was freed, “Thank you both for coming. Let’s continue this later after the game, once Kōtarō is free as well.”
You nodded, mustering the best neutral smile you could. Konoha did the same before you made your way back to the seats. Akaashi continued to mingle with the others from high school, never taking a seat and standing watch over the game. One thing that hadn’t changed since your teen days was how much Bokuto stood out, on the court and just simply in person.
While you would’ve liked to have shouted or yelled at either boy at the time, you did not hold any malicious intent after. Never had you thought of outing them to the school or ruining their reputations. Life was hard enough with high-school drama, this was not something you wanted to draw out.
Once it was all said and done, you just wanted to move on.
And seeing Bokuto did not bring back a sudden surge of unhappiness or fight in you. Rather, you felt a small drop of happiness that he was pursuing his dream. But that was quickly squashed down when you remembered the last time you saw him on a volleyball court.
Konoha held your hand the whole way through, you could feel his gaze in the corner of your peripheral. It was sweet, he was making sure that you were truly okay with this, not just saying that you were. Haruki teased that the two of you were too disgustingly cute, to which Konoha just lifted your joined hands and placed a light peck to the side of your head.
You felt Akaashi’s eyes on you then.
You begged yourself not to look, there was nothing in the world that could ever excuse what he did to you. You told yourself that you were over this, that this toxic feeling would not engulf you back then and certainly not now. There was nothing that would grant him mercy.
You looked anyway.
His bright blue eyes were looking right at you. There was no pretend smile this time, no mask he could put on in time to show that he was as neutral as he was before. Instead, you knew what was crawling at the edges of his expression - sadness, jealous, regret. 
It was only when you shared eye-contact that it lit your nerves aflame. He was openly staring back, his eyes almost pleading with you to say something. The look made you tighten your hold in Konoha’s hand. You were filling with something from the pit of your stomach. Not with hurt, but more like worry. Why would Akaashi and Bokuto even invite you here if he was still lingering on those feelings?
You had to wrestle your gaze away, turning back to the gaze and leaning further into Konoha. He wrapped a lazy arm around your shoulder, pulling you and steadying you toward him. You were able to remind yourself that, this time, you were definitely not alone. Even though Akaashi was still looking at you, you refused to turn back and it was only when Konoha turned did you wonder what was going on.
You watched your boyfriend turn to Akaashi and wave, shooting a kind smile which served as a placating look of feigned obliviousness, before lightly kissing the side of your head.
Akaashi turned away then.
You smiled to yourself, thinking no one else had seen the interaction. But Konoha knew you well and even playfully called you out in a low voice, “Oh? You liked that?”
“What? I can’t appreciate my own knight in shining armor?” You teased back, earning you a teasing pinch to your side.
“We’re here for a couple more hours, try not to seduce me any further.”
“Wha!” You contested as he flicked your forehead, “I was not.”
But Konoha just smirked at you, a fond expression on his face before turning back to the game. “You’re cuter than you give yourself credit for.”
You felt your cheeks flush, this was hardly the first time that he had said something like this. But somehow it always lit your cheeks aflame anyway.
The rest of the game went by very quickly, with your attention distracted to your boyfriend on your right. It was the simple things that you found so attractive - even so much as the small veins protruding in his arms when he flexed.
It was hot, ngl.
When the game ended, you were bracing yourself for something. Bokuto made his way to the reserved box, his loud voice above the crowd as many moved forward to greet him. You waited to the side, only moving when there was space to actually get a word in.
“(L/N)-san.” Bokuto greeted back, “I’m glad you came.”
He gave Konoha a high-five that progressed into a side-hug, boys. Somehow they had this handshake that you had never really seen before between the two.
“We hope to move this reunion back to our apartment.” Akaashi announced, many of the group agreed since it was a night before the weekend and no work the next day. They filled out individually, the rambunctious group loud against the cold walls. Haruki and Yukie lingered, you were sure since it was because you were still there.
You looked toward Konoha, there was no doubt that he would want to join in with his old-friends. Not that you really minded, it was just that now it was going to be taking place in the shared home of the two people who cheated on you. Were you mentally prepared to sit in a place that showcased all of their memories?
With the box emptying out, Akaashi approached the two of you first, “This may be the only semblance of quiet we have for the night.”
“Yeah.” You replied dumbly, unsure what to say. Konoha did not let go of your hand.
Yukie edged out of the room, but held-up a cell-phone motion as if she would call you to give you an out if needed. Haruki followed, but their pace was slow and their footsteps halted outside the door. They were probably going to wait, but just gave you your privacy. Bokuto was leaning against the wall by the door, waiting for the three of you.
“This has been drawn out for too long.” Akaashi continued once the door closed behind them, “I wanted to apologize for everything I did to you.”
“Oh?”
“You didn’t deserve it.” He stated, his kind-eyes now reflecting determination toward you, “I’ve long realized how selfish I was, trying to have both of your feelings. And it made me ashamed to think that I had never even properly apologized to you. I was so eager to speak, but never the right thing back then.”
You smiled, but said nothing. Not that you were unhappy, just overwhelmed with how earnest his apology was. You hadn’t expected Akaashi to be so genuinely repentant.
“You deserve all the happiness I could never give you and more.” Akaashi continued, his eyes lifting toward Konoha before dropping back to you. “I am so, so sorry.”
“Accepted.” You replied with an uneven smile, out-stretching a hand for him to take. Akaashi jumped at the chance, eagerly shaking your hand before shooting a grin back at you.
“Hey! Hey!” Bokuto started as he clapped a hand on Akaashi’s back, “And I’m sorry for keeping it a secret also, but...”
“But you loved him.” You finished for him. There was a time you wanted to step on Bokuto’s neck, but now you just felt nothing but understanding.
“That was a pretty dick move of me.” Bokuto continued.
“No hard feelings.” You replied back, earning a playful slap on the back from the wing-spiker that definitely hurt more than it was meant to.
“You were always the nicest one, (L/N)!” He said with a smile before turning to Konoha, “You’ve got a real catch here.”
Konoha smiled as he moved his hand to your waist and squeezed, “And I’ll never let her go.”
You gave him a similar smile, looking up at your boyfriend at feeling a fondness settle in your stomach over his kind yet protective nature. He looked down at you and couldn’t stop himself from lightly pecking you on the lips at that moment.
Bokuto let out a playful bristle and Akaashi shot you another one of his wistful smiles, but that was the least of your worries.
It had been a long time since you put those high-school days behind you. But there was a certain happiness, a content feeling inside you that had suddenly fostered at hearing his apology. You were more than ready to move onto your future, this toxic memory nothing but a stepping stone from your past.
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Pancakes for Dinner
{Down in the Dumps}
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Bokuto let out a frustrated sigh as his head hit his home room desk, hair slouching as he pouted into the cold surface. Once again he had found himself staring face to face with a less than satisfactory grade scribbled at the top of his assignment.
Bokuto had never really been the best when it came to academic knowledge. School never held his interest long enough for him to retain the information he was there to learn and assignments were too time consuming and frustrating to gain any of his attention.
That’s not to say he didn’t try his best. He knew his education was important and he was aware of what he needed to do to succeed. His only issue is, it felt impossible for him to do so. Which is why each and every bad mark dragged him further and further into the irritation he had with his own mind. It had already been a month into the new school year and his grades were looking the exact same as they did every previous year of highschool. He wished nothing more then to be able to get a good grade on an assignment this semester, but with how things were going now, those chances were slim.
The tune of the ‘end of the day’ bell brought Bokuto out of his thoughts as the sound of rusting papers and tapping of shoes filled his ears.
As he lifted his head and let his eyes readjust to the lighting change, his gaze fell apon a yellow slip of paper placed at the top of his desk. He reached for it, brows furrowing in curiosity as his eyes scanned the material,
Bokuto Kotaro:
Please make your way to the principal’s office after class for a meeting about your recent academic performance. Thank you for your cooperation.
- Principal M.
This had sounded all too familiar to him. Bokuto couldn’t keep track of the amount of times he had been called by some form of authority to receive a degrading lecture about everything he had been doing wrong. As someone who thrived off reassurance and praise, he always left those talks a little broken-hearted, wondering why he couldn’t get things right when it came to school.
His thoughts raced as scenerios of how the dreaded conversation could go flowed in and out of his mind. It wasn’t until he recognized the peculiar silence of the room that he peered up to the clock and noticed the time. Quickly shoving his belongings into his bag, he raced off towards to faculty office.
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“Ah? Mr. Bokuto, correct?”
Bokuto nodded, fiddling with his fingers as his eyes trailed about the trinkets scattered around the room.
The principal payed no mind to bokuto’s wandering eyes as he sat down and pulled out two file folders, sliding one to Bokuto as he opened up the one that remained in his grasp. Bokuto unwound his finges and reached for the contents passed to him, mimicking the principals actions as he opened it himself.
Inside held a few sheets of paper, all a mess of lines and columns, letters and numbers that jumped out at him straight away. As he looked closer, he recognized the chaos on the pages to be letter grades and percentages as well as personal information and notes from teachers these past few year,
“Now, it has been brought to my attention that your grades recently have been far from where your teachers and i would like to see them at. I’ve called you in not to scold you, but to make you aware of what could happen if these marks don’t improve.”
Bokuto shifted uncomfortably at those words. He’d heard this lecture plenty of time throughout the years but for some reason, this conversation felt different. The atmosphere in the air noticeably shifted from past interactions about this topic.
The principal let out a loud sigh, bringing Bokuto’s attention straight back to him. He gave the boy a small smile before leaning back in his seat and folding his arms,
“Listen, i’m just going to be straightforward with you son. If you don’t get these grades under control by the end of the semester, not only will this affect your future academic path but also your volleyball career. Meaning if i don’t see passing grades by this winter, you’re going to be kicked off the volleyball team and your chances of going professional will go with it.”
Bokuto’s eyes widened as he processed what he had just been told. Volleyball was his passion, something he loved with all his heart. Could it really be taken away just like that?
He felt his eyes begin to water at the thought of losing the sport and the team he loved,
“I-I can get my grades up, i promise! I just don’t really know how...”
His principal stared at him with wide eyes, not expecting a quivering lip to be his first reaction to the breaking news,
“Not to worry, not to worry! There’s someone named y/n l/n in class 3-3 that has offered to tutor you. I have set up a meeting for the two of you to meet tomorrow morning. For now, just head to practice and give this note to your coach.”
Bokuto visibly relaxed with hearing those words, allowing the sullen look on his face to disperse. He took the note from the principals hand, quickly standing up and bowing before exiting the suffocating atmosphere of the dusty room.
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As soon as bokuto burst through the gym door, all eyes were on him.
The boys were all sitting on the floor stretching so he didn’t miss much but everyone was still confused as to why their captain had gone missing. Komi was the first to call out to the boy,
“Bokuto, where’ve you been? You almost missed warmups.”
Bokuto walked over to his teammates and slumped down in the empty area of their makeshift circle,
“The principal called me down about my grades.”
The team watched him pull his legs into a butterfly position as his gaze fell onto his sneakers.
Most of them didn’t know why Bokuto seemed so upset about the situation. It was a known fact amongst everyone in that building that he wasn’t the most academically advanced and usually a few jabs to his bad grades didn’t affect him much. Onaga tilted his head before he spoke,
“Well, what did he say about them?”
Bokuto looked at the team with sad eyes, hair falling as his lip began to quiver once more. Everyone began to feel panick rise in them, gazes simultaneously falling onto Akaashi in a pleading manner. Akaashi glared at the rest of the group before clearing his throat, causing bokuto to peer up at him,
“Bokuto-san, what’s the matter?”
Bokuto’s eyes widened as he quickly manuvered across the stretching circle, stopping at his best friend and furiously shaking his shoulders,
“Akaashi, they’re gonna kick me off the team if i keep getting bad grades!”
Akaashi sighed as he removed Bokuto’s hands from his body,
“Did you ask if there was anything to do to bring your grades up?”
Bokuto avoided his friend’s gaze and he thought of the conversation prior to his arrival,
“Well this girl from Konoha’s class offered to tutor me, but still, i’m doomed!”
Konoha, formerly uninterested in Bokuto’s current outburst, stopped what he was doing and focused his attention on the duo,
“A girl from my class? What’s her name?”
A confused expression flashed across Bokuto’s face and he racked his brain for information once more,
“Uhm, y/n i think?”
Konoha’s eyebrows raised in consideration as he hummed, sporting a small grin,
“Oh her? You’ll be fine then.”
Sarukui spoke up at Konoha’s sudden input,
“You know her Konoha?”
Konoha’s attention was now fixed on the whole group, who eyed him in newfound curiosity,
“Well not really, i just know she’s top of my class. I mean we’ve talked a few times and she seems really nice, pretty too, so i’m assuming her and Bokuto would get along.”
Komi spoke up once more as he slapped Bokuto on the back,
“See Bokuto? You’re in good hands! No need to worry, now let’s warm up so you can hit some awesome spikes today!”
Bokuto’s smile returned to his face as he nodded eagerly and continued stretching. The rest of a team relaxed as well, knowing that they had saved their ace from a mood swing once again.
Even so, Bokuto still seemed a little off this practice. The former pitiful look in his eyes had been replaced by a curious one. His movements had no intentions behind them today, muscles moving from memory. There had only been once thing he was completely focused on, anticipation causing just one question to continue coursing through his mind;
Who is y/n l/n?
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🎉2k Celebration Headcanons🎉
Being Fukurodani’s Manager
⭐️ Manager Glow Up Edition ⭐️
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Fukurodani x gender neutral manager
Warnings: none
A/N: This was the winning team and scenario for the 2k celebration headcanons! I apologize for taking literally 7 years to get this out but please accept my apologies 🥺
What a team to have a glow up in 😅
Honestly you do know who the teams ace is right Yn?
You wouldn’t be trying to steal Bokuto’s thunder now would you be 👀
I mean, even if you were, you’ve earned the right YN
You are the teams precious baby manager 🥹
Literally the teams pride and joy
You are a second year just like Akaashi and boy are you loved
Literally these boys and girls do anything and everything to protect their precious YN
Konoha has said several times that no one is good enough to breath the air of THEIR YN
Now you never really paid much mind to these idiots
Because, well you were busy with other things
Bokuto…. Always Bokuto 🙄
Anyways what I’m getting at is that you deserve so much YN
And thankfully I, your fairy godmother, am here to give it to you 🧚🏻‍♀️
You see, summer break is coming up and while the boys are busy practicing, you are busy doing other things 👀
You ended up taking a two week vacation to visit family, much to the contest of the team
Bokuto 👉�� cried like he was never going to see you again 😭
Akaashi 👉🏻 *internally screaming*
Kaori and Yukie 👉🏻 sad because now they have to deal with Bokuto for 2 whole weeks
Saru and Konoha 👉🏻 trying to figure out how to get you to stay
Washio and Komi 👉🏻 apologizing because they know you desperately need and deserve a break
Nevertheless, you manage to escape and head on your two week vacay
Bokuto texts you the entire time telling you how he misses you
Akaashi takes Bokutos phone and apologizes to you profusely for bothering you 📱
However while you are away, some things change 👀
It seems our sweet little Yn has had a massive glow up while away and boy am I excited 🤩
Now you really don’t think you’ve changed that much but trust me, you have
You changed your hair, got some new clothes, found a magic elixir to clear your skin
Heck I think you might have even grown YN 😱
Don’t come for me, I swear you kids grow like weeds when you are teens!
Whatever the case, you’ve definitely changed YN!
And oh boy I’m excited to see our favorite little owls reactions 😍
When you showed up to practice you walked in and immediately went about your business
Washio and Konoha 👉🏻😐🤨
They have no clue who you are
“Hey Akaashi did we get a new manager?”Kumi says coming up behind Akaashi
“I’ve never seen that person before. Maybe they’re lost?” Onaga adds
Akaashi studies you while Yukie and Kaori approach
“Hey do you know who that is?” Komi asks as the girls who look in your direction
Just as they look, it registers with Akaashi
Like a literal slap in the face, his brain has awoken!
Too bad he realizes too late to stop the riot that’s about to incite 🙃
“Wait is that-?” Konoha says, studying you
“Holy crap, YN???” Saru yells as you turn your head and smile at the team
“Oh hey guys,” you say 🥰👋🏻
Rip to Fukurodani, you’ve served us well 🫡
“YN?? Is that really you??” Komi questions, slowly approaching you like you might not be real
“Umm yes, I think so???” You say confused
Please they have you wondering if it’s actually you 😭
Because like why are they acting this way
“You’ve changed,” Washio says bluntly
“Oh yeah, I guess I’ve changed a little but it’s only been two weeks guys,” you say, confused and secretly planning your escape to look the mirror
“Wow YN, you look…” Yukie starts to say
But unfortunately, she didn’t get to finish because a certain someone interrupted
You see, a very important person was missing from the newly revealed YN
“HEY HEY HEY everybody! YN comes back today!!!” Bokuto screeches as he throws open the doors to the gym
Everyone just waits in silence because they all wanna see his reaction
“Hey Bo! I missed you!” You sing as Bokuto stops, studying you from head to toe
“Who are you?” He asks 🤨
You 👉🏻😐
Well now you really need to look in a mirror
“Bokuto, it’s YN,” Akaashi says coming up next to you
Bokuto rn 👉🏻😐🤨
“That’s not YN Akaashi,” Bokuto says staring at you
“It’s really Yn Bokuto,” Komi says coming up next to you
You 👉🏻🙂
Bokuto 👉🏻😐😑
“Very funny guys, great joke. I think I’d recognize my second favorite person in the entire world” Bokuto says, laughing as he walks past you
Sorry Yn, spot #1 is reserved for Akaashi 💅
You sigh, knowing exactly what to say to Bokuto
“Whose the best ace in the entire world?” You say, mentally rolling your eyes that it’s come to this
Bokuto stops and turns 👀
“Everyone knows that,” he says as you stand there, again rolling your eyes
“You’re better than Ushiwaka because you beat Tsukki like a million times in 2 on 2,” you say as Akaashi smirks
Bokuto 👉🏻😐😱
“HOLY CRAP YN??” he screams as you turn and smile
“That’s what made you realize it was Yn?” Konoha asks
“Yn you look so good!! Wait- why did you change?? YN did you get a partner??” Bokuto says, deflation eminent
Akaashi 👉🏻👀 YN choose your words carefully please I BEG
“Bo, no! I just needed a little a change. I’ll admit I didn’t think I changed that much but I guess I did!” You say, beaming as the entire team swoons over you
Literally they didn’t think you could get any cuter 🥰
However what Fukurodani fails to realize is that your glow up would affect more than just them…
You see, with the training camp coming up at Shinzen, a whole new problem arises
And you see, these dummies don’t realize how much your glow up will affect literally every other team at the camp
It actually doesnt register until they arrive at camp and get off the bus
And it actually hits Konoha first
He’s helping you unload the bus all while the other teams stand around, staring at you
Konoha rn 👉🏻😐🤨😳
Crap crap CRAP
“Akaashi! AKAASHI!” he whisper yells as Akaashi turns to look at him
“Look!” He says pointing to the gaggling bunch of guys staring at their amazing manager
Akaashi 👉🏻😐😳
Please Akaashi knows you can handle yourself but he is still so protective of you
I mean, you are literally a key to Bokuto’s success and those an irreplaceable member of the Fukurodani team
You continue to unload the bus, oblivious to the men now fuming behind you
Akashi and Konoha are GLARING at the guys staring at you
Tanaka and Noya have nothing on these two petty bbys
When you finally turn around, you sense the tension
“Hey what’s going on?” You say as Komi quickly pulls you away stating he needs help with some ridiculous task
“Wow YN really… changed?” Kuroo says smirking
“Stay away from YN, Kuroo…” Akashi growls as Konoha backs him up
Kuroo throws his hands up, smirking as he walks away 😏
As the camp progresses, you notice a lot of the boys being extremely nice and helpful
“Hey Yn let me carry that for you!” Tanaka says as you smile
“Oh thank you! You are such a sweetheart!” You say as Tanaka gushes 😍
Meanwhile, Washio is standing behind you, glaring at the bald spiker
Please these guys are all so protective of their bby yn 🥺
But it doesn’t stop there
“Watch out Yn!” Someone screams as you turn to see a ball flying at your head
You duck before the ball is immediately snatched up by Ogano, Shinzen’s captain
“Oh Ogano, thank you!” You say as he smiles at you, extending his hand to you
“You ok YN?” He asks as he pulls you up, hand lingering in yours
Akaashi, Komi and Saru instantly see you but their eyes don’t go to you oh no no no
rather to a certain owl haired boy 👀
Bokuto is watching your interaction with Ogano, confused as to why the other captain is so attentive to you
Bokuto has noticed the other teams paying extra attention to you as well
At first, he thought it was because you were so helpful but that couldn’t be it because the other managers were just as helpful
By then he notices how Ogano’s hand lingers longer in yours 😳
Akaashi, Komi and Saru rn 👉🏻👀🍿
But before anything can happen, you simply thank Ogano and walk away
Bokuto shook his head, a little confused but still thinking about your interaction with the other captain as well as the looks given by the other teams
“YN come practice with me!” Bokuto cries as you roll your eyes
“Bo, I need to help everyone else!” You say
“Actually taking Bokuto would be a big help YN,” Konoha says
“See YN- hey wait a minute?!?” Bokuto glares are Konoha
You 👉🏻😐🙄 come on Idiot
“Hey wait up!” Kuroo said, following you
You turn, seeing the giant captain running towards you as you beam at him
“Kuroo would you like to join us?” You say as Kuroo smirks
“Of course, I would never turn down the company of someone so pretty,” he says winking at you
You blush profusely as Bokuto glares at Kuroo
Please Akaashi is RUNNING 🏃‍♂️ Ukai Style 👇🏻
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“Come on Yn! I’ll help you,” he says as he pulls you two towards the 3rd gym
Leaving Bokuto to GLARE daggers into Kuroo
During your practice, Tsukishima joins again, causing Bokuto even more grief
“Akaashi, have you noticed everyone staring at YN?” He finally asks
Akaashi knew this was coming but he’s cautious about how he answers it
“I mean, Bokuto haven’t you noticed?” Akaashi asks
Bokuto 👉🏻:D noticed what???
“Oh for gods sakes Bokuto, YN got like super hot!” Kuroo shouts, finally putting it out into the world for all the hear
Akaashi 👉🏻😐🤦🏻‍♂️
Kuroo 👉🏻😏
Tsukishima 👉🏻👀
You 👉🏻👁️👄👁️
Bokuto looks from you to Kuroo and back again
Then the lightbulb finally goes on
“OH MY GOD EVERYONE HAS BEEN HITTING ON YN!?!” he screams
“I mean do you really blame us Bokuto?” Kuroo asks
“WELL NO BUT STOP IT!” He shouts
“You want us to stop being nice to Yn? Sounds kind of mean Bokuto,” Kuroo says with a smirk
“THATS NOT WHAT I MEANT! AAAAKKKKAAAASSSHHHHHIIIIIII!” Bokuto screams as you sigh
“YN do me a favor please?” Akaashi asks before going to tame the untamable
“Sure Akaashi,” you respond sweetly
“Don’t have a glow up again until Bokuto graduates,” he says as you just nod
You 👉🏻🫡 aye aye captain
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Can you do Itachi x reader x Izumi?
Like yn is like Olivia Rodrigo. I meant to say she's a singer like her and she has come to Konoha for her concert but two years ago yn confessed her love to Itachi but bc of Izumi she got rejected (make up any excuse) now yn is back for her show and she sings Deja Vu. How'd Itachi react?
do you get deja vu?
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[🗼] OKAYY i have to confess I have actually thought about this more than once oka,, I love this but im not such an angst lover so I didn't make it as angsty as I previously have imagined, hope you still like this <33
also the setting is a bit weird, didn't know if modern would be as accurate so lets just stick with narutoverse singer au ???
characters: itachi uchiha; Izumi uchiha
genre: singer au ?; angsty; not too much comfort; kind of songfic; non massacre au
warnings: fem!reader; singer!reader; tw: emotional pff; jealousy; self doubting; self disappointment;
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singing was always a part of you, writing about your feelings in poetry, to then sing them in front of others.
in this world ruled by shinobi, your desires weren't as supported, but at the end of the day, you still had your loved ones who helped you through the path.
itachi uchiha was one of them. you met the quiet boy during some weird circumstances, but he always admired you. you were different from the people of his clan, of this world. itachi looked out for a world without wars, battles, only peace; and when you confessed him your true wishes, he could only wish for you the best.
it didn't take long for the two of you to be very close friends. itachi only had three friends: shisui uchiha, you, and Izumi uchiha.
you met her just a few times, itachi wasn't really fond of mixing up his friendships. but what you did notice was the glances she would shoot him. you knew right away. you couldn't blame Izumi though, itachi was very handsome and of course a true gentleman.
however, it wasn't into you the jealously that would come after. you were certain itachi would spend so much more time with you than with Izumi, but you couldn't help it. you started doubting your feelings until you accepted them: you were in love with itachi.
friendship is a term that can be manipulated enough to be mistaken for love. and that was exactly your case.
when itachi got to hang out with you, it was to release some stress from the exhausting shinobi world, so he would often enjoy of many domestic activities. when you were out at the park, itachi would buy you two ice creams, strawberry was his personal favorite. you would be together in a secret spot above the hokage mountain to watch the sunrise, just before itachi had to head to his next mission. during wintertime, itachi would be kind enough to give you his jacket; he did it so many times you had to buy him a new one, unintentionally mistaking his size. he had now a smaller jacket that has written a "thank you" on the tag.
however you always remained quiet about your feelings.
countless of many things did you do together during the best years of your lives. you were certain that girl Izumi wasn't even at your level of closeness with itachi as you were.
however that wasn't true whatsoever.
it was one morning, your throat felt sore from all the signing from the previous night. you performed your best songs in front of a bunch of rich people. of course you knew the power they held, hence why you chose the best of the best.
there was a small envelope at your mail box. since the moment you glanced at the fancy writing and the gold details, you knew it was a result from your efforts. you read the letter once, twice, until you were certain what you read was true.
a two-year tour to promote your music.
you were over the moon. this was your ultimate dream and you were finally going to accomplish every goal you had set yourself.
...
you were to leave konoha in two weeks. after talking to the men that were promoting and sponsoring your new music career, you agree that was a reasonable amount of time for you to arrange your things and say a proper farewell to your loved ones.
of course one of them being itachi. but damn the way you were received.
the uchiha compound was already in your view, itachi's house becoming bigger and bigger as you walked down the road. you didn't tell him anything, not even that you were coming, so your visit would be a surprise.
after knocking at the door, mikoto met you. in her face a kind smile.
"hi y/n. what brings you here?"
you couldn't contain your grin at the thought of the news, "oh, I just came to visit itachi. I have something important to tell him."
mikoto's smile faltered a bit. she knew of your liking for his son. she loved you as much as a daughter, so she wasn't certain if you would be comfortable with what you were going to see.
"you see... itachi is a little occupied right now, my love-" she was interrupted by a voice you knew too well.
"we will be out, mother."
you arched your eyebrow as your angled your head enough to see past behind mikoto. it was itachi. he looked as handsome as any other day. his casual clothes always made him look so domestic. however, you spotted someone behind him. was it sasuke? no, it was a brown mane. oh no.
"oh! itachi... Izumi..." itachi's mother was left behind, she herself feeling the intense and uncomfortable atmosphere the three of the young adults were radiating.
"y/n...?" itachi was a little taken aback by your sudden visit. and he knew he was exposed. you would demand an explanation for this, probably. "what are you doing here?"
"umm..." an evident look of awkwardness was present on your face. you eyed Izumi. for an instance, you understood why some uchiha men claimed she was beautiful. an abrupt feeling of insecurity rushed through your body. "I wanted to talk to you about something. b-but it's okay! you look busy..." you let the obvious venom escape from that last sentence.
"don't." itachi forgot about the girl's presence next to him for a brief moment, only focusing on the two of you. gosh, when you were before him, he could only think about you. "if it's really important, I'll listen." he glanced at Izumi.
"of course! don't worry about it, y/n. if itachi needs you, that's okay!" she shot you one of the kindest smiles you had ever seen. you felt bad about your jealously and insecurity again.
"oh... well," you couldn't help but hum, thinking carefully about your next words. "remember last week I performed at that bar in front of a bunch of rich men?" itachi nodded. "well... one of them contacted me, and he offered me a world tour to promote my music!"
you couldn't hold back the contentment in your tone. you were smilling like a madman. the news still shocked you even after a week.
itachi cracked a soft smile seeing your excitement. Izumi grinned too. it was clear both of them were very happy for you, this was your dream after all. itachi walked to you, embracing you in a tight hug.
"I'm so happy for you... I knew you were talented enough for this and more..." his lips brushed your ear as he said those words in the sweetest tone, his voice low and deep. you were melting in his arms.
the world around you disappeared. your mind erased both Izumi and mikoto who were still around you. you looked up at itachi, a genuine smile adorning his handsome feature. you decided then, before leaving, you were going to confess.
...
three days previous the tour, you wanted to hang out with itachi for the last time. the next days would be full of filling up paperwork. you were sat at your usual hidden spot. the warm hues of the rising sun invading your view.
"itachi... I would like to tell you something before I go," you were decided. maybe it was to relieve this feeling off your chest finally, or because you wanted to spend the last days with him knowing you loved him.
itachi hummed, looking at you and waiting for you to continue.
"i... i don't know how to put this, but..." you started fiddling with your fingers, voice threatening to start trembling. "we have known each other for quite a while, and while I always appreciated our friendship, I guess I ended up having these deep feelings for you," you turned to look at him, gaze dominant. "and they are not what a friend should feel like... more like someone who is in love with her friend..."
the look at itachi's face was unclear. he looked shocked, but also as if he knew about this. with your eyebrows clenched together, you open your mouth, only to be shut down by him.
"y/n... I always saw you like a very close friend of mine," you smiled, remembering all the moments you had together. "but," oh no, here it comes. "I can't do this to Izumi..."
"what" it didn't come out as a question. you were feeling a bit sick on the depths of your stomach, as if vomit were to emerge from you. "I-i don't think I understand, itachi."
a soft sigh was released from his lips. "I had a feeling you've liked me for a while now... but im so sorry, y/n," his eyes were apologetic, "I can't do this to her. we have been seeing each other for a few months now. she confessed and told me many things, and I started considering her more than a friend."
your sobs died in the back of your throat. you didn't know how to feel. you knew Izumi was kind with everyone, but every time she was with itachi, she would like him more and more.
many battles and disputes were going on on your mind. what should you say? you didn't even know what you were feeling at the moment. would itachi be mad at you for not wishing them good?
"i-i... itachi,"
"it's okay. im sorry this has to be this way," of course it could have been different, "I understand your feelings. you will still have all my support always." he moved closer to you, your eyes fixated on the ground. strong and warm arms embraced you tenderly. you wonder if you had told him earlier, would you have had a chance?
...
it was torture to see them. after confessing to itachi, you didn't talk to him again.
ready to set your mind only on your career, you weren't prepared to see that image. as much as you tried to avoid them, they would appear out of nowhere.
itachi and Izumi holding hands.
itachi buying Izumi a strawberry ice cream.
itachi making Izumi laugh, happy tears running down her rosy cheeks.
it made you sick. you still didn't get your feelings through, so these images really stuck on your head.
you could have swear you saw Izumi wear the jacket you gifted itachi.
you went crying to your house that day, sleeping between sobs just the night before leaving.
...
success was written on your future. the tour was being even better than in your dreams. it benefited you so much, you were a bit overwhelmed a few times, realizing fame and money were now a part of you.
you sat on your bed at the hotel you were staying, itinerary on your hand. it was relief your new "manager," if you would call him that, left you even see the places you would be performing at.
your eyes scanned over the paper, stopping at a single word.
konohagakure.
the tour wasn't even over yet, a year and a half flying in a blink of an eye. you were only three quarters done with this and you were already coming back to your town.
you felt enthusiastic. you missed all your friends and a part of you still wanted to see him.
yes, he broke your heart. he smashed it with his bare hand, but you still felt nostalgic. and you had just the right song for him.
you wrote it mid-tour, just when you were having a breakdown. your mind playing all of the most intense experience you had over your past years, itachi's rejection being one of them. it was when an idea flashed through your mind, mental exhaustion being replaced by creativity.
word after word, you had your lyrics, and the melody was just as in your mind. you played it on you keyboard, merging both parts and now creating a new song.
people actually seemed to enjoy it a lot. perhaps they identified with your story a lot, similar things happening to them. you loved it, all the applauses, the cheers, the screams for another song. it was everything you have every wanted.
you couldn't wait to show all of this to itachi.
...
"this next song has quite a story. I definitely wrote it thinking about someone. I wish I said this to his face, but I guess im better at signing it."
you adjusted the microphone. it was at a right level, but it was just to shake your nerves off.
the melody started, your voice ready to perform. you tried hard to make out the faces of your audience, but the blinding white lights didn't allow you. you thought of itachi as you started signing, unaware that exact person was present.
itachi immediately purchased the tickets for your concert as soon as he saw the poster hanging outside his favorite dango shop. he was very excited to see you again. he knew you were almost done with your tour, but this small gig made his heart flutter. how were you? what things happened to you? how many new people had you met? did you think about him? did you miss him?
clapping loudly, he was cheerful the moment your opening song started. he loved all your songs. he knew the story of few, being there when you wrote them, but he still liked the new ones he knew you wrote along your journey.
this new next song that you said you wrote it for someone left itachi thinking. did you meet someone else during the tour? the most possessive part of him hoped not.
just as you started signing, itachi understood all the references.
it was about him.
♪ i bet she's bragging to all her friends saying you're so unique ♪
itachi knew you were talking about Izumi. he felt a sudden tug on his chest.
♪ so when you gonna tell her that we did that too? ♪
oh no. itachi always considered himself to be able to emphasize with other people, especially his loved ones. so what happened when he rejected you? he didn't think too much about how you must have felt. he felt horrible, a despicable friend.
he tried to concentrate focusing at your song, but everything that was on his mind was your feelings. of course you thought of him more than a friend, but he let himself be carried away by her, following blindly his clan's stupid hunger for keeping the bloodline pure.
maybe he did love you too.
♪ do you get déjà vu when she's with you? ♪
of course he did. everything they did together, itachi knew he did it with you. he thought it was just his way of showing affection, but actually it was because he was thinking about you.
♪ a different girl now but there's nothing new ♪
itachi didn't even notice when the song ended; he was too focused on his traitorous mind. he saw you there, sitting in front of a bunch of people. he guessed you couldn't see anything since you never looked at him. he wanted to see you more. you were staying one extra night so he might as well just try.
...
it wasn't hard for itachi to decipher your exact location. he was a skilled ninja after all.
standing in front of your door, he ran out of ideas of what to do. this was so unlike him. he always knew what to do, what to say. but with you, it was always so different.
a subtle knock was heard in your door. it was so quiet that you doubted if someone was outside. maybe they were just a bit too nervous–he was–.
you opened it, a wave of emotions danced through your body at the sight of those beautiful black eyes. itachi looked incredible that night.
your mouth made an o shape then it transformed into a happy smile. "itachi!" your boisterous voice startling him a bit. "you are here!" you couldn't stop yourself and before you knew it, you were throwing yourself at the tall boy, hugging him tightly. itachi could only stifle in your aroma, oh how he missed you.
"haha... of course im here," his smile widened. "I told you I would never stop supporting you."
it was very subtle, but before you noticed, you were catching up with itachi in your hotel room. you almost forgot about him and Izumi. at the end of the day, he was truly your best friend, and not even his rejection changed that.
he took the initiative though, changing the subject of your conversation to that of your songs. you were always happy to explain to him the meaning behind your writing, but for that song, it felt different.
"so that last song..." itachi's eyes didn't know where to land on. "I liked it."
his simple comment made you fluster a bit. "oh, thank you," an honest, kind smile on your face, "I wrote it thinking about you..." it was now or never. if you didn't let these feelings out now, perhaps you could regret it not doing it later.
"yeah, I could see that. look–"
"no, no," you stopped him as soon as those words left his mouth. you didn't want to listen to him talking about her so deliberately. "it's okay, I understand. I can't just claim those activities belong to me or something," you laughed a bit sheepishly. "I was just so... bottled up and I just let those feelings in that song," your voice broke.
"y/n..." itachi got closer, his large hand going to your cheek, caressing the small tears off your face. "we broke up."
"w-what?"
"I felt as if I was forcing myself to love her. I didn't want to let her suffer because of my inability of getting my emotions together."
you wanted to feel bad, but deep inside you, you felt relieved. you always knew they wouldn't last. maybe the most jealous and wretched part of you wanted them to fail as a couple.
the only thing that could leave your mouth was an insincere "im sorry."
"don't be. she is happy now, fortunately. Izumi is about to marry a boy I barely know a thing of," itachi's smiles were always so genuine. it only caused you to feel worse about yourself for wishing her a bad ending.
"that song..." your voice trembled, scared of messing things up again. "I wrote it when I was thinking about that time I confessed my feelings, itachi." the way your lips danced around his name, itachi could only bring himself to love it. his eyes were wide open, his undivided attention on you only. "I've meet so many great guys during this tour, but all I could think of was you..."
itachi felt yet again a tug on his chest. his heart was screaming at him to lean on and kiss you. and for the first time in many years, he let his emotions win. the hand caressing your face went behind to your nape, bringing you closer to him. his eyes closed as he leaned his lips on yours, touching them so tenderly you wonder if he was even real.
the kiss lasted a few seconds, just touching your mouths, but it felt as if the both of you were yearning for it. itachi's gaze was one of a man in love, a soft smile on his beautiful face.
"i will get back to you once the tour ends."
"i will wait for you then."
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aineirisha · 3 years ago
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What I confessed while daydreaming
Kakashi x reader 
Summary: The advantage of training with Kakashi is that you can have him close. Maybe a little too close. (Slowburn fluff and character background because why not). Set before team 7, Kakashi and you are not dating. Yet
A/N: this is a character insert fic and though is Kakashi x reader centered I want reader to be involved with other characters.
W/C: 3000 +  
"That's enough ramen for today Naruto," Iruka's hand stopped the blond child. Not a second after, said child was already whining, loudly.  
"Naruto, that's your sixth bowl of ramen in a row! Iruka-sensei is right, it's enough for today," you said, mocking at the kid, "one more bowl and you're gonna have to go back to your house rolling," you laughed at him. 
"If you want another bowl you'll have to pay for it, Naruto," the sensei stated in a reprimanding voice.
"Uh-... hehehe" he giggled as he scratched his head, "I better get going, I have homework to do," and he left sprinting. 
Iruka's sigh was cut by your loud laugh, "He's gonna empty my wallet soon, I swear." the brown-haired smiled at you. 
"Don't worry, we can split the check," you said as you took out the money.
"It's ok YN-san, you don't have to do th-"
"It's fine! I just got the first paycheck from the hospital," you winked at him.
"How's that going?"
"Uhmm... It's going good I guess... I'm learning a lot but chakra molding is exhausting. Not hard, but exhausting."
"You do look tired."
"I haven't slept well," that dream was becoming more recurrent and you couldn't crack what made you uneasy about it. 
Mau, come to me, my child...
The voice echoed in your head.
"Do you know what 'Mau' means?" you turned to Iruka.
"Well, it's not a word used anymore but many years ago it was used to name the period where seasons start to change. It means 'whirling dance' like the motion cherry blossoms make when they fall from the trees. Why?"
"I've been having this dream lately... It's like... flying and lots of colors... and... there's this... being, I think it's a man, that calls me daughter..." your pensive voice slowly silenced and your gaze was lost, "You must think I'm crazy," you chuckled.
"No, no. I've also had dreams that feel weird and I can't shake off the feeling," he gave you a warm smile, "It's not a nightmare, is it?" 
You shook your head, "No, it's actually nice, sort of. But this being, this man, keeps calling for me and I always wake up before I can reach him,"
"Maybe it'll shake off once you do."
What does he want from me? 
"Maybe..." you took a sip from your drink and sighed. Iruka took out his wallet to pay for the other half of the check and, as he did, you stared at him not noticing the smile drawing on your face. 
Life in Konoha was becoming routine. Not in a bad way though. The streets and the people had begun to feel familiar, you were no longer an outsider, you were slowly building a life there... one you knew you would eventually have to leave behind. 
The thought of that made your chest burn. You frowned.
"What is it?" Iruka interrupted your thoughts.
"Hhmm?" you turned your eyes to him, "Oh, I just, uhm- remembered something," you gave him a reassuring smile, "I gotta go now. See you next week?" 
"Sure. It's not like Naruto is gonna take a no for an answer, anyway," the sensei knew his student. You weren't seeing each other for training anymore because you didn't have enough time, but you always found moments to hang out, and lately, Naruto had been the excuse. 
"See you then," you smiled as you waved goodbye. 
~~~~~~
Every afternoon Sasuke left school and head himself to a place in the forest to train his aim. His determination was much like Naruto's except he wasn't searching for glory. It didn't come from a desire for recognition. It came from a dark painful place. A void in his heart that you had found nothing could fill. Not your warm smiles, or your kind gestures. Not even your power, apparently. 
By this point, you had run out of ideas on how to befriend him. 
After that time you asked Naoki-san to cook a meal for him and you received nothing but a cold "thank you" from Sasuke, and "It is rude to stay somewhere you were not invited in the first place," when you tried to establish a conversation, it was very clear to you that he wasn't gonna let you into his life that easily or at all. So all you could do was keep him company while hiding. It was against your nature not to help. And also every time you were near him, the pain you felt was so strong you wanted to die and kill everyone around you.  That could turn into something dangerous. 
No one deserves to feel that way and be left alone. 
So you followed him into the forest, hid behind a tree, and sat, hugging him with your chakra, trying to contain him.
You let tears run down your cheeks in complete silence to ease the pain coming from him. His chakra felt like a fortress made by the thickest and coldest ice. Every time your chakra reached his you felt the burn of cold rage in your chest and a lump in your throat that stopped you from making any clear sound.
How can he go through life like this?
He was an orphan, you had found. One of many in the village, but no one carried that pain. 
The tentacles of your chakra surrounded his, hugging him tightly as you whispered in your thoughts, 
You are not alone, you are loved, you don't have to play strong, I'm with you... You are not alone, you are loved, you don't have to play strong, I'm with you... You are not alone, You are loved... you are loved, you are not alone... 
A crack in the frozen fortress. 
He threw another Kunai screaming from the bottom of his lungs with the hoarsest voice and fell, knees on the ground. 
"WHY??!!!" He shouted at the sky, crying, "WHY DID YOU BETRAY US, BROTHER??!! WHY???!!" He sobbed uncontrollably, "WHY DIDN'T YOU KILL ME, ITACHI!!??" He threw the rest of the kunais furiously as he wept louder and louder. 
You hugged him tighter trying to keep his emotions together, containing him with all you could so that he didn't shatter. 
"I admired you..." he sobbed "I wanted to be like you... how could you...? I-... Mom-..." Sasuke took a deep breath, "but she's never coming back now..." he cried. 
And as he tried to contain his sobs you felt the crack in the fortress harden again, and a strong wave of energy pushed you back,
"And that's why I have to kill you."  
The crack disappeared. He stood up in silence and left. 
Distance broke the contact between your chakras and you were left alone in the woods with a feeling of abandonment you had never felt before.
***********
"Stop that, child! you're gonna hurt yourself!"
"But mom, I want to learn how to fight"
"That's for boys, my love, leave it to your brother"
"But I like swords, mommy, they make me feel powerful"
"Stop it! before you hurt yourself" 
 A scream. You hurt yourself. Mom had been right. 
"Why does my brother get to learn with swords and I don't?"
"Because he's a boy and boys are better with those things"
"But Taro-sensei says-"
"-You already tried and failed,"
"My brother still fails sometimes" 
"I don't want to hear another word on the subject child!"
You remembered those conversations so clearly. They constantly echoed in your mind like hunters of every single one of your decisions and every single one of your mistakes. As if everything you did was a way to prove that failure was not the end but one more step to move forward. But they had never let you fail freely, you always had to have everything figured out from the beginning. 
But EVERYONE failed from time to time. There was no way to achieve greatness without failure. 
Drops of sweat ran down your forehead as you bent forward to lay your hands on your knees, trying to ease your breathing. Frowning, you turned to see the targets painted in front of you, straightened your body again, placed yourself in position, and threw the kunai. 
The weapon flew to your right as if it had a mind of its own and landed on the floor. 
"God DAMN IT!!!!! WHY!!!!??" you squealed as you raised your hands to the air and pulled your hair. 
There were Kunais scattered haphazardly all over the training ground. 
Kakashi closed his book, turned to see you, and sighed as he listened to you insult and scold the kunais, your aim, the targets, and everything that crossed your path for the umpteenth time.
"You are aware that objects don't speak, aren't you?"
"I'm not trying to have a conversation with them, Kakashi- sensei, I'm just venting out" you replied annoyed.
"If you focused on practicing instead of 'venting out'," he said imitating your voice, "with a mouth that would put a sailor to shame, about something that is your fault, perhaps you would've achieved real progress and I would've finished my chapter in peace to be on time for my meeting." Kakashi's voice was calm almost sarcastic. Almost.
"ON TIME?" you snorted. 
He nodded, "as is my custom." 
You burst out laughing, "you should thank me, then," and channeling your chakra with one swift movement of your hand, pulled up all the kunais from the floor like a magnet to keep training. 
Kakashi raised an eyebrow, a little surprised. At times he forgot about your power since he rarely saw you use it. "I don't understand why you bother yourself so much when you could have this solved so easily using that ability of yours," he said, maybe trying to comfort you. Truth be told he was actually impressed with your bad aim. 
You fixed your eyes on him with a sarcastic look and turned your body towards him to have him in front of you and the targets to your side. You grabbed a Kunai, extended your arm, and threw it channeling your power. The weapon hit the target right in the center. A perfect throw. 
Kakashi's eye widened just a little trying to hide his astonishment. If things had been different, you could've been a lethal kunoichi. 
"But what is life without some challenge..." you stared at the nailed kunai, extended your arm again, and channeled your power to have the blade back in your hand. "I don't want to take the fun away from things. I didn't come here to learn something I already know, anyway," there were no shortcuts. It's one thing to master your power and another to master your moves. You wanted both. Complete control over your body. 
You stared at the target with a killing look, grabbed the kunai tightly, and with one strong move, threw it with all your determination. 
But it landed god knows where. 
"FUUUUUUCKK!!!!" you yelled, defeated. 
Kakashi grabbed a Kunai from your pocket and looked at you like asking you to pay attention. He threw the kunai with an elegant, soft move.
"Fuck you Kakashi, not only do you have perfect aim but you're also graceful as a ballerina. How do you do it? I bet that Kunai enjoyed being thrown through the air like" and you opened your arms and pretended you were floating, "I also want to fly through the air... will you throw me?" 
 Kakashi rolled his eye and smiled. "Get back to training," he said looking at you. You pouted but did as he said. 
 You took a deep breath before you placed yourself in position. Kakashi stared at you, without giving it much thought he mimicked your movement which led him to step closer to you. That made you lose focus and you turned your eyes to him.
"Uh- you're not using your core the way you should, that's why they always go sideways, look, you'd have to-" he placed himself behind you to help you understand the motion. His hands guided your arms as he explained what to do with your core, "Get it?" 
Took you an instant to recover your breath. Had he not realized he'd been speaking the instructions to your ear? Was he seducing you? You turned your gaze to meet his and focused on the feeling of his chakra.
 Nope. Everything seemed normal. He had not realized. Until he met your gaze too and you stared into each other's eyes.  With an awkward stutter, he took a step back to distance himself, "Care to try it again?" 
You nodded and took a deep breath. Your heart was starting to race but you didn't want him to notice. It was probably too late though. 
Then again you took a deep breath to focus and threw the kunai. It slammed against the wooden target and fell to the floor. You gasped. It was the first time you had managed to hit it. Next step: Stick the tip of the kunai into it. 
You turned to Kakashi to find a satisfied grin on his face. He looked at you from the corner of his eye and said. "Well, I think my job is done." He headed off to the exit. When he noticed you didn't follow him he looked back at you.
"I'm gonna stay here until I get this fucking shit done right, have fun with your meeting" you waved goodbye and returned to your doings. 
A smirk grew on his face. Your stubbornness reminded him of someone. A certain man that would climb mountains with a hand on his back over and over again. 
What are you trying to prove, YN?
You didn't have to prove anything to anyone. Your family never expected anything from you but obedience. That for you it represented giving up your will. Over the years you had learned that if one day everything was missing, the only thing that would remain would be precisely that: your will. The only person you wanted to prove anything to, was yourself...
And you weren't going to walk out of the fucking training camp until you got that stupid shit done right. 
Hours passed by, your arms got tired of the exercise but you didn't stop. Throw after throw you felt your body accustoming to the motion Kakashi showed you. Now and then you took a moment to rest your body from the numbness taking over, and went back to practice. 
Suddenly, a sharp sound. 
You had hit the target and nailed the kunai this time. You grinned. Finally. Now you had to be able to do it more than once and you'll be satisfied enough to leave and rest. 
It got dark, the moon came out, the training grounds emptied, but your good throws were so arbitrary you didn't feel ready to call it quits. 
You were about to give up from exhaustion when you hit the target twice in a row, and then a third and fourth and fifth and sixth and seventh time!! And though they didn't all hit the center they were all nailed in the wood and perfectly still. 
"YEEEEEEEESSSS!!" you screamed so loud you scared some birds that should've been sleeping. Raising your hands to the sky in a sign of victory, you let yourself fall back on the ground and closed your eyes not only satisfied but proud. You only wished Kakashi had shown you the trick much sooner. 
Kakashi...
You smiled at the memory of him so close to you. He hadn't hesitated before touching you. That had to mean something, right? He trusted you enough to get close to you without thinking. That had to be a good sign. Even if after he realized it all turned awkward. It was a start. Your heart felt happy. It had been a good day. Good company and a lesson learned. It had only taken you hours to complete the task. About a hundred hours, but still, you felt you could now rest peacefully. 
**********
Shinobi life was not comfortable and rarely happy. Too much loss and too many wounds. But at that moment Kakashi could swear without fear of being wrong that bureaucracy was worse than any mission. And having to endure a meeting for hours with people who are not capable of reaching an agreement had left him annoyed. He was dying to get home for dinner and a bath. Surely he would also read for a while before going to sleep. It was a full moon night and Bull had destroyed his curtains a couple of days ago trying to catch a bird that had sneaked into his home so the light wouldn't let him sleep that easy anyway.
As he walked by the training grounds the memory of your scent so close to him earlier in the morning flooded his thoughts, and a feeling of discomfort and maybe even shame flooded his body. How could he be so disrespectful invading your space like that? He hoped you hadn't stayed on the training grounds to avoid walking with him. He enjoyed your little (sometimes not so little) chats. You were his friend. At least he thought of you as his friend. Would you think of him as your friend too? 
Maybe not... 
Does it matter Kakashi?
Maybe not... 
He decided not to dwell on the matter and that he simply would not touch you again to get rid of doubts and problems, he didn't want to scare you away.
His eyes searched the spot where you'd been as he wondered if you had achieved your goal. Would he see your progress next time? He smirked. He probably would, you always leveled up each training. When would he see you again? You hadn't settled the next session. 
His eyes stopped when they bumped onto a familiar figure lying on the ground. It was you. What were you doing? 
He walked towards you, hands in his pockets, only to find that you had fallen asleep. Many kunais were lying on the floor and, nailed on the wood, seven of them perfectly still. He smiled proudly. So you had done 'this shit right'. 
STUBBORN GIRL. 
 He leaned down to wake you up. 
"YN," he whispered as his hand moved your shoulder gently, "YN, wake up," but instead of waking up, you took a deep breath and turned to your side. He looked around thinking what to do. But it was too late and there weren't many options. He looked back at you tenderly and stroked your hair. Maybe he'll postpone the part of not touching you for later. He carried you in his arms and left the training grounds jumping on trees and buildings to get to your house faster. The oscillation made you open your eyes and somehow understand what was going on but it wasn't enough to wake you up. 
Until he reached your doorstep. He hesitated for a moment, not sure if putting you to bed could be considered trespassing. Maybe it was disrespectful... Maybe that was crossing a line... He had crossed enough lines for one day, he thought. 
When you realized you were at your door you made an effort to wake up. Kakashi helped you stand.
"Thanks for carrying me home" you yawned.
"I've been told the training grounds aren't a good place to sleep," he smiled at you. You smiled back almost completely asleep. 
"Good night, Kakashi."
"Sleep tight, YN"
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FINALLY!!! After like a year or so, I’m back with this monster. I hope you enjoy. 
This is the 10 chapter of this fic. If you want to read more of this here are the links. If not thanks for getting this far anyway :3 <3 comments are always welcome :) 
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euphoricimagination · 3 years ago
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Summary: the match between Kamomedai and Karasuno finally ends, leading to the end of your second year.
Kenma x reader; Haikyuu x reader
Part 17 - Part 18 - Part 19
From the beginning
You go to the other side of the court to see the last rallies of Fukurodani, who are winning by a big margin. After an amazing line shot from Bokuto, the match comes to an end, making him come to where all of us are, hugging Kuroo, Kai and Yaku.
"You know, watching your game I told myself that I wouldn’t let you guys one up me. I’m gonna play a game that’ll make the crowd even wilder than yours"
"Bokuto-san!!"
"Hinata! My discipline! Chibi-chaan!" says coming to where you are, putting your face directly into his chest while Kenma just chuckles
"Bokuto-san, you’re sweating!"
"So is Kenma! And yet you let him hug you all he wants!"
"But he doesn’t put my face into his sweaty chest, and don’t act like I don’t let you hug me"you hit him playfully in the arm "that line shot was awesome! Can’t wait to see your next game"
"Yaay! I will show you how cool I am chibi-chan!"
"i notice that your game went for a very, very long time" says Akaashi to you and Kenma while going out of the court
"Yeah, every time I looked over you guys were in the middle of a stupidly long rally" adds Konoha
"Don’t tell me, I wanna sleep" answers Kenma. He then looks at you "can I sleep when we go out?"
"You’re eating first, then you can take a nap if you want to"
"…fine" says making Akaashi look at you two softly
"I saw you putting a lot of effort too Tsukishima, you were really flying"
"Ehh…mmhm…anyways, I see you won straight sets again, I guess that should be expected from Fukurodani" Tsukishima says to change the subject
"Yeah, Bokuto-san seems to be in good form" says Kenma
"Yeah, better that I’ve ever seen him actually" you add
"Ughh and you guys have to play another game today Shoyo" says Kenma
"Yeah isn’t that awesome?!" answers back, making Kenma look at him in disbelief
"Well, today’s day 3, it’s called hell day for a reason" you say, making Hinata look at you wide eyed
"HELL DAY?!"
"Yeah, normally you have one match per day, but on day 3 they put the round 3 and the quarter finals together. Right when you start to get tired for the two previous days of games, they put two back to back. It’s the roughest day of all the tournament" you explain to the red head
"Wow, that’s so cool!"
"Really? I always thought it sounded rather violent" says Akaashi
"Maybe they called it hell day because it resonates more with kids"
"Damn Tsukishima, that was uncalled for, Yn-san it’s not a kid" says Hinata, trying to defend you
"Oh no, I was talking about you Hinata. She is smart"
"Hey!"
"Anyways! Who are you playing now?" asks Kenma to the owl next to you
"Us? We’re up against Kiryo"
"Damn, the top 5 ace against a top 3" you look at Bokuto, who is talking excitedly with the dude before calling Yuki "We should go now, I want to make sure all my cats eat something before anyone falls asleep. Good luck, tell Bokuto-san for me that I will be cheering for you"
With that you take Kenma by his arm and call everyone from the team so they can go to eat , taking them to an empty hallway so they can change clothes and sit, while you pass them their lunch. Everyone is barely able to keep their eyes open due to the exhaustion, but they manage to finish their foods
"I want to sleep" says Kenma
"Go ahead, you already finished" you feel his head drop into your lap, nuzzling into your leg. You run your fingers through his hair, making him almost purr before completely falling asleep "When are you guys graduating?"
"We just finished the tournament and you already want us to leave chibi-chan? I’m disappointed" jokes Kuroo
"I don’t want you to, that's why I'm asking"
"Our ceremony is in mid-march, but we will leave the club officially when the winter vacation ends" says Kai "in other words, in two days"
"ahh I see…"
"Don’t overthink it, you idiot" says Yaku, flickering your forehead "didn’t you live something similar in Inarizaki?"
"I mean, yeah, but I wasn’t particularly close to the third years. It’s going to be weird without you in the club, or not seeing Kita-san, Aran-san and Omimi-san play next time"
"You’re staying in Japan, right? Not moving again?"
"Yeah, my dad’s job is going to help us stay so I can finish my third year, after that I’m planning to move here"
"Then we’ll definitely not going to leave you alone"
"Ahh our little girl is going to become a senpai" says Yaku getting ready to sleep
"Being tired makes you cheesy, ew…go to sleep a little, I’ll take care of everything"
"Reliable as always" says Kuroo laying his head on your shoulder while the others accommodate themselves. A few minutes passes before they all fall asleep, leaving you there without much options to move. You were playing a game when you received a text
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After a while the guys started to wake up, some first years went to buy stuff while the third years decided to go ahead first to save spots. Throughout the whole ordeal Kenma still was laying on your lap trying to wake up properly.
"How was the nap?"
"Good, you’re comfy" says standing up, giving you his hand to do the same "I sleep better when you’re with me"
"Guess we have to sleep together more often" you joke, making him blush
"Respect for the single lives please" says Yamamoto
"Sorry, sorry, let’s go to the court, the match should be soon"
You go to where the stands are, going up the stairs and joining the third years on the way.
"By the way Chibi, we found the old captain of Nohebi, he asked us to say sorry to you in his name" says Kuroo once you sit
"Can’t he say it by himself or what?" asks Kenma annoyed
"According to him, he was looking for you these past two days to say it but couldn’t find you, which makes sense really, it’s packed"
"It’s alright, I know it was pure taunting. Don’t agree with the method, but I can understand why he did it. Look! Omi-kun won" you look at Itachiyama score, who won by a large margin
"Of course, it’s Itachiyama. Karasuno game is about to start soon. Who are they playing? Kamomedai right?" Asks Kuroo
"Yeah, Hoshiumi is fucking awesome"
"Oh yeah, you met him at the training camp, right" asks you Yamamoto, who was behind you three
"Yeah, but Inarizaki lost against them when I was their manager so I saw him there. Not only Hoshiumi is good at everything, but they have the highest-level blocking system here"
"Are they that good though?"
"They were that good in my first year, imagine how better they are now" you say laying your head on Kenma’s shoulder as the match starts
Kamomedai’s captain sends a troublesome serve to Karasuno right from the start. Daichi is forced to return a short pass back to Kageyama, who in typical Kageyama’s fashion, sends it to Hinata. While Kamomedai blockers aren’t able to stop it, the three were already there. Kageyama follows up Karasuno’s momentum with a deadly serve, but they receive it cleanly, tossing it to Hoshiumi who spikes above Karasuno’s three-man block. Hoshiumi botches his serve, Karasuno getting a free ball and initiates a synchronized attack. Hinata moves in for another quick, but Hirugami is undistracted by his movements. He remains still until he sees the ball leave Kageyama’s hands and reacts to block Tanaka’s spike.
"He didn’t give Shoyo a second glance" says Kenma, eyes widen
"Yep, their block is faster"
Rallies pass quickly, both teams gaining points one after another. Kamomedai gains a point putting them in the lead.
"Oi chibi-chan…is it me or they changed their block system? They haven’t used a stock block before now" asks Kuroo
"Yeah, they change their blocking scheme depending on the rotation of the team they’re playing. Now that Tobio-kun is at the front, they pretty much have two options, Asahi-san and Tsukki. Not only can they stop from the left" you explain as the blockers block Tsukishima middle spike " but they’re also fast enough to go for the middle"
"They scare me" says Kenma, shivering a little while eating a candy.
Kamomedai gets the set point with a significant lead, so for their offense, Karasuno goes for an elaborate decoying strategy, making Hinata do a horizontal jump to distract the blockers while Asahi emerges from the back for powerful spike. And while one of the blockers falls for it, he manages to make a second jump and stops Asahi’s spike to snatch the set win for his team.
The second set pass quickly, both teams once again in each other neck. Near the end of the set, when both teams were tied at 20 points, Hinata was going to spike, however this time he jumped higher and faster than ever before.
"He jumped higher…and…got to the top faster, wow" says Kenma
"Yeah, that’s something that Shoyo will do…and the set from Tobio-kun was also awesome, he was able to send it right there despite never doing it before" you add, shaking your head
"Sheesh, that shorty can absorb things faster than Koya tofu" comments Kuroo
"Isn’t the saying “soaks up like a sponge”?"
The second set finish in favor of Karasuno after Tsukishima dodge a block out from Hoshiumi, making him go out of the court.
"But y’know, just because he acquired a new skill like a videogame character means that he’s going to be able to do it every time, but now Hoshiumi knows that his blocks out can come and bite him" says Kuroo
"He also doesn’t really know if anyone else from Karasuno is able to pull it off, so that’s another thing he has to deal with" you add
"Hey, I’ll have you know that using skills in a videogame isn’t as easy as pressing a button. Some require an extremely precise timing, pixelated perfect position or super complex inputs and stuff!" explains Kenma angrily
"I apologize for my terrible mistake" answers Kuroo sarcastically
"That’s what happens when you bring up videogames with a tired Ken" you say looking at a text from the twins, telling you that they were near the exit of the gym, in the rails near us "The twins are over there, I’m going to go to talk to them for a bit"
"Go ahead" says Kenma while you go upstairs to where the twins are, who smile at you when they see you approach
"I am hurt, you didn’t come to see our game or did you straight up ignored me until now?" You say pretending to be mad
"We wanted to come, but we had to pack things up, ok?!" says Atsumu while hugging you
"Don’t act mad at us" says Osamu pinching your cheek "we watched it online, yer kitties were good, was a good match"
"Yeah, it was. Ken finally had fun in a match" you look at the court "Where’s Rin?"
"Wanted to buy something before coming. Look, both teams are staying in the same rotation" exclaims Atsumu when the match starts again
Kageyama starts off for Karasuno, taking all of Kamomedai’s effort to keep the ball in play. Karasuno’s blockers land a touch, and Tanaka keeps the ball in play, initiating a synchronized attack, but Kamomedai quickly shut down Daichi’s spike.
"Ugh! What’s with those guys? Can’t they fall apart like a normal team? Or go all hyped and go superpower mode or something? But nooo, Kamomedai has to be plain old boringly good no matter what" says Atsumu exasperated
"What do ya mean ‘boringly good’, ya make it sound like a bad thing" Osamu retorts
"And not because you’re weird means that everyone else has to be Tsumu" you roll your eyes
"I’ve always liked Kamomedai as a team"
"Kita-san!" You go to hug him
"Hi Chibi" says hugging you back "But Karasuno it’s one of those teams you know, they have guys like you two. Guys who see a proper team and want to break their gears"
On the next rally Kita comments how annoying Kamomedai’s blocks are. Right then, yiu and Atsumu lock eyes, him moving them to Kamomedai and then to Kita, almost as if he’s saying that the seagulls remind him of Kita, making you giggle while mouthing a little I know.
"Yeah, watching him ticks me off" says Atsumu after Hoshiumi sets the ball beautifully in one of the rallys
"You’re better anyways, don’t worry"
"I know, chibi"
After many rallies, both teams are tied up in 13 points, Hinata being able to mess around with the blocking system of Kamomedai by changing the way he jumps, making you chuckle by how good he has gotten. However, when he makes the point that puts his team on the lead, he falls into the ground.
After the timeout that Karasuno asks, they send Hinata outside of the court, probably to get medical attention. Not long after you noticed that Kenma was coming to the exit, and knowing that he was going to see his friend, you send him a small smile trying to encourage him.
"Going to see Shoyo?" You ask him when he comes near
"Yeah, want to come?"
"Nah, have your moment or whatever. Tell him to be okay for me though, and that when he feels better, I’m going to have a big talk with him"
"Sure, I’ll come back in a few"
"I thought you were going too, chibi-chan" tells you Osamu when Kenma left
"Kenma is closer to Shoyo than me. And it’s only fair, after all he didn’t hesitate to give me my moment with you yesterday"
"It took us foxes, the kitties and now the seagulls to finally stop that monster" says Atsumu
"You shouldn’t be amazed or proud about that you know" you say
"Why?"
"His body is shutting down the stupidity, and for that to happen means that it was on edge for at least a few hours. That your own body is forcing you to stop is a point that nobody should reach, especially if you want to play sports professionally" you look at the court again. After a few rallies pass Kenma enters the gym again, taking your hand silently "Do I see you guys later?
"We'll see you after the match. That was the plan but you know these two" says Kita making the twins shiver "we wouldn’t just leave Tokyo without saying goodbye to our manager"
"See you later then" you smile at them before walking with Kenma to your sits
"Get it to him?" asks Kuroo to Kenma when you arrived
"Yep. Though it was probably pointless, I’m sure he had other ways to watch the game. It’s just…Shoyo it’s not a high tech kinda guy, and my tablet is big so it’s easier. Somebody in Karasuno probably has a tablet or at least a smartphone, bu-"
"Shut up" you poke his cheek " stop overthinking it, he probably appreciated it a lot"
"Plus, when you’re having a rough time, just seeing a friend for a minute can go a looong way" adds Kuroo
"I guess so"
"You know so"
"Ah yeah, he also says that he can’t wait for the talk" says Kenma looking at you, a smile appearing
"He acts like I’m not scolding him" you lay on his shoulder
You turn my eyes to the match in front, in where Kamomedai has just gain their set point. The next rally is intense, with both teams fired up by their opponent’s blocks and receives. Daichi, makes an incredible spike receive, entrusting the ball to Asahi. With three blockers on the other side of the net, Asahi smashes through, but it’s not enough, Kamomedai digging it and setting it for Hoshiumi, who spikes over the lowest part of the triple block in Yamaguchi, and the ball glances off Nishinoya’s arm before he can react. Tanaka desperately dives for the falling ball, but it’s not enough. The third set ends 23-25, marking the end of the Tournament for Karasuno.
Before leaving the stadium, you go to where your foxes are waiting, leaving your cats waiting behind for a few minutes so you can say bye to them. After a few minutes talking and laughing, the guys get ready to leave to Hyogo.
"We’ll see each other soon" says Osamu, ruffling your hair
"And we’ll win too, so don’t worry about us" says Atsumu now, kissing your forehead
"We love you lots, so you’re not getting rid of us at all" says Suna kissing the top of your head too
"Love you too, idiots. See you soon" you hug them before turning around to leave with your team while they enter to the bus
"Let’s go home now" says Kenma taking your hand as the Inarizaki team waves goobye
"Yeah, let’s" you wave back before walking towards Nekoma "Ken…I love you, a lot"
"I love you too" says smiling
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ramen8baka · 2 years ago
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Hi! Hokage Itachi x yn. (She's younger than him and Itachi would have a crush on her idk) and Yn is Gojo's sister but her appearance was completely opposite she had black straight hair and her skin color would be like brown) but nobody knew cause yn never disclosed any info before she came to konoha for a mission. She came alone bc she could handle single missions very well. She was strong and capable. So ofc Itachi would know about her since she came here for a mission which is related to the village. So when Gojo would come everyone knows him right? And people would see yn and Gojo and they will get the wrong idea that she's his gf or something and Itachi would jealous.
Omg it's so long😃 but take your time
no problem! I tried to get this done as soon as I could :D also sorry it took so long also tell me if I did good ;-;
a/n: I never really dug too much into y/n’a appearance cus everyone has different skin tones, hair, eye color, etc. but just make any inference u want!
Hokage Itachi x reader
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“Excuse me?” A deep voice called you. You look up to see a tall man with dark hair that was pulled back and dark eyes. you infected this was the hokage considered by the cloak he was wearing.
“Hmph.” You nod and stand up to join him in his office.
“so your here on a mission, yes?” He asks
“Correct.” You reply
“I wish you well on your mission but since it starts tomorrow I assume you’d like a tour of the area?” He says as he straightens a stack of papers neatly. “oh, you really don’t have to-“
“But I want to.” He smiles at you.
•••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••• “you know, I never got your name.” You say while looking up at a willow tree.
“itachi, itachi uchiha.”
“are you sure you don’t want me to call you sir or hokage or anything?” “I’m sure. And your y/n, right?” He asks.
“yup. Well thank you for showing me around.”
“of course! If you ever need anything you know where to go.” “Yeah, we’ll i better get going.” You sigh.
“let me walk you back” he insists.
“Oh, you really don’t have to-“
“miss l/n, we’ve been through this before. I want to” you smile at his chivalry. once you made your way to your temporary home you thank him and get ready for dinner. You were on a mission to help escort a princess to an event. But she was well known and no one wanted her to get captured or anything. Since you were a very skilled shining they trusted you to go by yourself. “miss l/n, we’ve been through this before. I want to” you smile at his chivalry. once you made your way to your temporary home you thank him and get ready for dinner. You were on a mission to help escort a princess to an event. But she was well known and no one wanted her to get captured or anything. Since you were a very skilled shining they trusted you to go by yourself.
as you lay in bed that night, you thought about itachi. he had been very considerate and kind to you today and you knew no one had ever really treated you that nice. that is besides one other person. and he was decent looking too. no. not decent, good. we’re you falling for him already? you sure hoped not. •••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••• You started your mission today. Nothing was going wrong and I’m fact you were getting the princess escorted fairly quickly. You decided to stay in a nice hotel that night since you come across a small town and obviously the princess wasn’t gonna stay in some ratty old tent.
The next day went smoothly too. You didn’t come across any rouge ninjas or out her enemies. That was until the night after. you both stayed in a tent that night since there wasn’t any towns in sight. the princess didn’t complain since you were protecting her.
You first heard the slight rusting out side of the tent. You looked next to you to still see the princess. Whoever was out there must’ve not been very skilled since they weren’t being quiet about it. you were tired and didn’t want much trouble so you hoped out, used a couple Justus, then went back to sleeping soundly. hey, I wasn’t kidding about you being a skilled shinobi. The mission was complete after a few more days. You were now back in konoha since you quite liked it there. “good job on your mission, y/n.” Itachi said. You sat next to him on a bench. You’d gotten closer with itachi for the few weeks you were in konoha and you were starting to think he was falling for you too. your new friends also teased the both of you about it. You became friends with a certain energetic blonde and talkative cherry blossom. there were others you knew too. a sleepy pineapple head, shy violet haired girl, and a messy haired dog loving brunette. It felt like you belonged somewhere once in your life.
“oh, y/n why don’t you just move here already?” Sakura asked. “all of my things are back home. everything invested known is back there.” You explain
“well this could be something new! someone could come with you to get your stuff. Or your parents or someone could bring it.” She suggests.
“I dunno… it’s complicated.” •••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••• You awoke the next morning feeling different. You had some weird feeling that something was going to happen today but you couldn’t tell if it was for the better or worse. You walk into town and decide you’re in the mood for ramen. You sit down at ichiraku and see a familiar blonde haired boy sit next to you. “hey y/n chan!” He says excitedly.
“haha, hey naruto.” You reply
“You know, that offer is still open” he winks at you
“for the 10th time, no I am not going on a date with you!” You yell. You loved naruto. Really. But not like that. In the friend way. He just couldn’t seem to get that. “alright, alright. Well at least let me pay for your ramen today.” He slides a bunch of cash to the man once you get your ramen. “I know who you do like though.” He grins
“w-who?” Oh shit. He couldn’t know, right? “Nah I’m just kiddin! Maybe someday you’ll find that special someone though.” He starts shoveling ramen into his mouth. “w-who?” Oh shit. He couldn’t know, right? “Nah I’m just kiddin! Maybe someday you’ll find that special someone though.” He starts shoveling ramen into his mouth.
“excuse me, may I have the tonkotsu ramen?” You hear an all to familiar voice ask. It kind of sounded like… gojo? You look over and it really was!
“gojo!” You jumó up and hug him.
“woah, woah!” His arms hold still for a second before hugging you back. “Why are you here?” You step back
“I mean I haven’t seen you in awhile. I thought maybe I should surprise you.” He says.
“y/n… who is this?” Naruto asks.
“oh, naruto this is gojo he’s-“
“you have a BOYFRIEND?!” naruto interrupts. this mf, you thought. “no that’s not-“ he cuts you off once again by running out of ichiraku and off to somewhere else. “it’s great to see you. maybe I should take you for a tour of the area?” He nods in response. •••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••• “so how have you been doing back home?” You ask, sitting on a bench. “oh, you know. normal. I’ve been going on missions too but I wanted to settle down for a bit and see you again. It’s just been too long” he scratches his neck and laughs, light and airy. “yea, that’s for sure. Ooh maybe I should introduce you to my friends later.” You suggest.
“I’d actually like that.” He smiles.
“What’s up guys!” You walk to your hangout spot with gojo. You wanted him to get to know your friends since h’d be staying with you for awhile. He didn’t rent an apartment temporarily so obviously he’s staying with you. You hear some “hey’s!” And “what’s good’s” in response. Something you noticed was that everyone seemed so much quieter than usual. And itachi almost seemed… upset? You sit next to him in hopes to see what wrong.
“hey are you good? I wanted you to meet my-“
“boyfriend. I know.” there’s complete silence for a second. then it’s quickly interrupted by your bursting laughter. Everyone starts staring at. some shaking their heads, some just… staring.
“sorry! No, i really am!” You say as you wipe tears from your eyes, hand clutching your stomach. “I guess I should explain..” you look at gojo.
“gojo is my brother. We’re just really close since… well, we’re all each other has ever had. Our parents died when we were really young.” Itachi looks at you with wide eyes.
“oh shoot, y/n I’m sorry. I didn’t know”
“it’s fine! I can see why you would think that.” “no I mean I’m also sorry about your parents. I know it’s… hard. to not have them around.”
“alright lovebirds break it up!” Naruto pushes his arms in between you both. “oh, ya know we all should get going.” Ino says as she nudges sakura.
“oh, right! Yeah come in guys. We should rest up since some of us have had a long day.” Sakura says in an odd robotic voice. Gojo winked at you before he left. You blushed when you realized.
soon it was just you and itachi. “so…” you started.
“I like you.”
“w-what?” You freeze. “I like you. No, I love you. I dunno when I realized it but seeing you with what I thought was your boyfriend made me really jealous. And I guess that’s when it clicked. I love you, y/n l/n.” He held your hands.
“I love you too itachi uchiha.” and soon the gap between you both was nonexistent.
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hinahaikyuu · 2 years ago
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drabble. First I Love You
I almost hate myself for writing this for Komi instead of Yaku but... my job is to give all those underrated boiis all the love they deserve, and Komi is just fucking adorable ♥
Komi Haruki x Reader! / Best Friends to Lovers.
all works owned by @hinahaikyuu​— please do not plagiarize, copy or modify my works.
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“Haruki! Are you home?” You walked through the front door, slipping off your shoes and closing the door behind you. There was some rustling coming from his room, and as you made your way to his open door you set your bag on the table, aware that your roommate had come from his room to wrap his arms around your waist. “You scared me. Are you not feeling well?” 
“Sachi broke up with me.” He murmured into your back, losing his grip just enough for you to turn around in his arms and return the hug. “She said I was a worthless actor just wasting my time. Apparently she has been sleeping with Koiyuki Sarada.”
“I’m sorry Haru.” you and Haruki had been good friends for a long time, you grew up in the same neighbor as children and found each other again in High School. You went to all his games, even assisted at the training camps as a fill in manager on Nekoma’s behalf sometimes just so you could watch him grow. 
“I ordered dinner, before she called and broke my heart.” Even as an adult, he still was a child at heart sometimes. “Do you wanna eat with me instead? Should be here soon.”
“Of course. I’m off tomorrow, why don’t we have a movie night or something?” you ran your fingers through his hair, before turning and digging in your bag for your ringing cell phone. “Oh, it’s Konoha. Give me just a second Haru.” You pulled away, going and stepping into your bedroom to talk to your boyfriend while you got dressed. 
Haruki wouldn’t have said it, but he knew what he was feeling. When he started dating Sachi it was in an effort to get over you. He liked her, and he fell in love with her but what broke his heart more than the breakup, was that he was single and watching the love of his life date one of his old teammates. His dry cheeks quickly wet themselves as he stood there, looking over at the photos of you two over the years and there time in volleyball. He was to busy wiping his tears and getting the food from the front porch to hear you coming out of your room. 
“Apparently, Konoha struck out at the bar an- Haru?” You stopped in your tracks, looking at the boy with a shine on his cheeks. He wiped his tears away with his sleeve before putting the food on the counter. “Haruki...” 
“Go ahead and dish up, I’ll be-” He tried walking past you, trying to look away from your hurt expression that he was crying, until your fingers wrapped around his wrist. You two stood there for a moment, “What are you doing...?”
“D-don’t cry over her.” Ohh, you still think he’s crying over Sachi, and that was a valid though, she did just end there relationship not thirty minutes ago. “S-she’s not worth it Haru.” Komi stiffened when he felt your hands wrap around his waist and he knew you felt it too. “I’m sorry. Just give me a moment.” Where you crying now too?
“Yn, why are you crying?” He turned slightly, wrapping an arm around your shoulder. “I’m the one who got dumped.”
“Because... your hurting and-” you shook, taking a breath and looking at him in his eyes, there was only a moment of silence, before you barely whispered, “I love you.”
It only took those words, and not even half a second before his hands were on your face and his lips were pressed to yours. It was almost dainty in a way, like he knows he shouldn’t but he can’t stop himself completely. “What about Konoha?”
“What about him?”
“He’s your boyfriend isn’t he?”
There was an awkward moment of silence, before you began to giggle in his arms. “Konoha is not my boyfriend. I’ve been trying to help him with another girl you moron.” He smiled at you softly, before slowly bringing your face to his again. 
“Good, because this time I don’t wanna stop.” 
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cafeinthemoon · 4 years ago
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The Home I Crave - Chapter 2
Title: The Home I Crave
Genre: Fanfiction
Pairing: Tobirama Senju x reader
Rating: teen and up
Word count: 1381
Chapter: 2/?
Symbols: ⭕ | ➕ | 💛 | ▶️
Read the previous chapter here: Chapter 1
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Being that one the first time you would meet with Hashirama Senju had an effect on your nerves. Yes, your clan and his had some treating in the past, but you never met him in person: the only Senju with whom you had direct contact were his representatives and messengers when they were sent to your compound. Your surprise after being informed that he had a brother was understandable.
Now that you were already at the Hokage’s office, with your parents by your side while you showed your best looks to your future brother-in-law, things were not as formal and difficult as you imagined they would be before the meeting. After all the days of preparation, the long travel to reach the Hidden Leaf Village – that seemed to deserve the name – the few hours you had to rest after your arrival and a night when you barely closed your eyes in anxiety, the meeting itself felt serene, even anticlimactic.
The Hokage, Hashirama Senju, was assisted by a group of people who carried his clan’s crest. By the silence in which they performed their tasks and the way they moved around the office, you could tell that all of them were shinobi. You just didn’t understand why they were so many: you had some familiarity with these kinds of negotiation, so you knew it wasn’t necessary a group of people that exceeded this much the future couple and their parents right in the first meeting.
Hashirama was a man of light mood and soft manners, who came in person to open the door and greet you and your parents. He apologized for having to set this meeting so soon, which didn’t give you enough time to rest and to prepare for such important appointment, but explained that with the absence of his brother, things were difficult on his side too and he didn’t have a proper rest himself.
- It is not a problem for us, Hokage-sama – your father spoke for you three – We took care of our own things before leaving our compound, and the messages we’ve exchanged helped us with our arrangements.
- Besides, it is an honor to be invited by the leader of the first shinobi village to strengthen an alliance – your mother added with a discreet smile.
Hashirama laughed with genuine pleasure when he heard these words, and you took the opportunity to observe him with more attention before you too were involved in the conversation.
When he opened the door and you put your eyes on him for the first time, your initial thought was that he was younger than you imagined to be possible. Hearing that you were about to meet someone who carried the title of Fire Shadow, leader and founder of a ninja village, the current head of his clan and, according to what you’ve heard about the times when his clan and many others were at war, the God of Shinobi, you were unconsciously expecting to see a serious, intimidating middle-aged individual, not the young and good looking man he turned out to be, with his tanned skin setting off the light tones of his clothing, his long hair falling all over his back and the gentle bright in his dark eyes.
It was only natural that you started to wonder if his brother, Tobirama, resembled him. Well, this could be the case if you’d only count on his physical appearance, but you doubted that the Senju brothers shared similar personality traits: by his comment about the absence of his advisor, Hashirama inadvertently let it escape that he was having a hard time to take care of all the responsibilities without his orientation, and the whole group working in the office to replace his brother at the moment wouldn’t let him lie. It was like you first supposed: men like Tobirama had too much work and no time to chill. It was really a shame that you weren’t able to meet him right in this first meeting and make your own conclusions.
You were thinking of this when you noticed all eyes were turned to you. You heard your mother’s voice somewhere beside you:
- Won’t you answer the Hokage, dear?
You looked at your mother and saw her eyes widened in embarrassment while she apologized for you.
- Forgive her, Hashirama-sama. Sometimes she just lets herself be carried away by her thoughts.
Hashirama smiled and said it was alright. He turned to you then:
- Yn/-san, I was saying that I hope you don’t mind the fact that you and my brother will not have much time to spend together once he is back. He will have work to finish and I will help him balance his time between it and the preparations for the wedding. The date of the ceremony must be settled as soon as we can.
You took a breath and chose your words carefully. That could be the only chance you’d have to speak your mind about those arrangements.
- To be honest, Hokage-sama, I was precisely thinking about this. You see, our compound is far from Konoha, so that we need extra time for any preparation, and you are informing us that your brother has work waiting for him when he comes back. I suggest we use our next weeks to finish our respective tasks instead of setting a date for the ceremony. Precipitation in any aspect of a treaty like this could only harm our plans.
Your father supported your idea.
- I was about to suggest something in this line – he turned to Hashirama – It will make things easier and calmer for both parts.
The Senju seemed to approve the idea, but some hesitation was sensed in his manners.
- Let me tell you that this was my first idea too, except for a problem that can come from a long waiting.
You three stared at him, not understanding what he meant.
- Can you please be more specific, Hokage? – your father raised an eyebrow.
Hashirama sighed.
- The idea of setting a date as soon as possible actually came from my brother. He stated that once he comes back, he will not have much time to think of anything else than finish the work he was forced to leave behind in order to attend this mission on the Land of Wind. Things kept going on in his absence, so he might find piles of paper waiting for him when enter this office. And… – at this point, the hesitation in his tone turned into embarrassment – Well, you don’t know Tobirama as I do. If he sees himself trapped in an endless task list, it will not be possible to make him do another pause to take care of anything else, including wedding matters.
A workaholic, then. This is what was waiting for you in that village.
Your worries might have showed in your traits, for Hashirama turned to you and spoke in an assuring tone:
- He explained that he just wants to make sure things will happen orderly and no plans will be left aside because of his work, y/n-san. He already had everything settled on his side before he left, so that he will follow the plan when he come back.
Seeing things from a practical perspective and counting on the fact that Hashirama was familiar with his brother’s modus operandi, everything made sense. The younger Senju was right: creating our own opportunity between many things that would take all our time was better than keep waiting for the favorable occasion. Still, the apparent coldness with which he arranged everything created a knot in your stomach. Was he aware that soon he will have to share a house and a life beside a person he never met before? Didn’t he think that this could be even more difficult than handling paperwork or being sent to missions in distant lands?
But now you had no time to deliberate. For the good of your family, your clan and this treaty with the Senju, you replied positively to the Hokage.
- If this is the case, Hokage-sama, it is our duty to make sure things will go according to what he established. And your trust in your advisor and brother’s wisdom is enough for us.
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boomboomjaz · 5 years ago
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Pizza Boy | Kuroo x Reader
Chapter One The Call
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The chattering among friends could be heard throughout the apartment. Every so often there was laughter after someone told a hilarious joke. You laughed along to one of the silly jokes your friends told before you glanced at your phone. It was nine and it seemed like your get together with your friends was going to last a little longer than expected. You didn’t mind at all since you love your friends and their silly sense of humor. Except, they ate all the available food in your apartment and that was because you went grocery shopping earlier that day.
“Hey, Yn,” one of your friends called out, trying to catch your attention. You looked over at Shirofuku, who was happily munching on some chips. You knew that bag wasn’t going to last much longer. It did not help that you were starving for some food too.
“Yes?” you replied, trying to avoid looking at the food that Shirofuku was eating. God, maybe you should have bought extra groceries earlier. You knew very well how much food your friends ate.
“Can we order some pizza? I’ll pitch in,” Shirofuku asked. This question caught the attention of all your friends.
“I can help pay for it too,” Suzumeda added. Soon everyone was piling in all their money together and suggesting different types of pizzas they should order. You didn’t mind at all since you were starving and if everyone was helping to pay then that was better. Being a broke college student, you could order only so many pizza boxes on your own.
“Which pizzeria should I order from?” you asked as you unlocked your phone. The discussion in the room suddenly turned into a heated discussion on which pizzeria was better. In the end, after having a majority vote, everyone settled with Nekomata’s pizzeria.
“Make sure to ask for extra meat,” Bokuto whispered from his spot. You laughed and shook your head while you waited for someone to pick up the phone. It rang once, then twice, and finally, someone picked up.
“Nekomata’s pizzeria, Nekomata speaking. How can I help you tonight?” the voice of an older man asked through the phone.
“Hello, I would like to order six boxes of pizza,” you answered. You went into deeper detail about the specific type of pizzas that you were planning to buy. Halfway through ordering, Komi suggested some last-minute things. Soon enough you found yourself repeating some of their suggestions.
“Ask them to send their cutest delivery boy,” Suzumeda suggested with a small giggle. Her words didn’t process through your mind as you simply repeated what she said.
“Yes. Can you send your cutest delivery boy? And a small side of cheese bread? Thank you,” you stated finishing the call. Your words didn’t phase you as Nekomata told you the total. That is until he chuckled and said something that made you realize your mistake.
“I will be sure to send our ‘cutest’ delivery boy. Thank you for ordering from Nekomata’s pizzeria. Your order should be ready soon.” With that, the call had ended. You sat in your spot with your eyes wide open as your friends laughed at your reaction. They couldn’t believe you actually asked for the cutest delivery boy. The embarrassment you felt at that moment.
Time skip
There was a knock on your apartment that caught the attention of everyone in the room. Everyone stayed silent until they heard the muffled voice saying they were delivering pizza. As if this was previously planned, everyone told you to go open the door as they handed you all the money. You gathered all the money and tried to forget that you asked for Nekomata’s cutest pizza boy. Maybe the owner didn’t tell his worker what you said.
You unlocked the door and opened it. Standing before you was a guy your age that was tall and lean with broad shoulders, well-built arms, and a muscular frame. His muscles were being flexed as he held your order. His hair was messy and spiked upwards with a fridge covering the right side of his face. He was not a cute pizza boy. He was a hot pizza boy. Maybe even hotter than the pizzas that he was holding.
“Did you order six boxes of pizza, cheese bread, two dozen wings, and one cute delivery boy?” the pizza boy asked with a smirk. Yep. That was your order. You tried to refrain from blushing as he gave you the total amount.
“So where should I put these?” the pizza boy asked after you paid him. You opened the door even wider to reveal your group of friends playing a silly game. They weren’t even paying attention anymore.
“You can set everything on the table,” you replied. The pizza boy walked in and set your order down on the table. You tried hard not to look at his veins that were popping out. The second he turned around; your eyes immediately shot up to his name tag. Kuroo. So that was his name.
“I’ll be back with your change,” he told you before leaving your apartment. You took a gulp as he left before shifting your attention back to your friends who became quiet when Kuroo left the room. Immediately Washiso, Sarukui, Bokuto, Konoha, and Komi went after the pizza before Shirofuku ate it all.
“They didn’t send you a cute delivery boy. They sent you a hot one,” Suzumeda told you as she grabbed the last box of pizza. Everyone but you and Suzumeda had their own box of pizza since you only had the appetite for four slices.
Kuroo walked back into the apartment, slightly shocked by how quickly everyone was eating the food. He decided to ignore that and handed you the change. You quickly thanked him as he left once again. Who knew you would get a hot pizza boy? You felt a ping of sadness as you knew this was probably the last time you would see him. Unless?
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shikamarubae · 5 years ago
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War of the heart
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Pairing:  Kakashi x reader, Itachi x reader
Summary: The sentimental situation between you and Kakashi is not easy, that makes your missions complicated and an exiled ninja has to intervene.
Tags: angst
Warnings: Some violence and jealousy, 
A/N:  English isn´t my first languge, please keep that in mind, i hope you like it. The parts in italics are memories.
Part 2 Part 3
You didn't know how you got to that point, everything was black around you, were you dead? no, it couldn't be, you were still listening to sounds around you, were you unconscious? yes, it was that, you had fallen unconscious. Your mind bagged for a few minutes, unable to move your body from the pain and poison, you began to remember what happened.
You looked over your shoulder at Kakashi as Yona leaned against him to continue to be held by the man, your clenched fists and firm steps to avoid saying what you were thinking.
-Let's rest- you announced when you came to an area that seemed to resemble a small clearing.
-It´s not necessary- the girl complained trying to get on her two feet, but she abruptly fell back against Kakashi, again you  clenched your teeth, containing all the poisonous comments that threatened to come out of your mouth.
-You can't even walk by yourself, sit down and sleep, tomorrow we'll get up early -The girl huddled in Kakashi, startled by your abrupt tone and the gray-haired man gave you a hard look.
-Yona-chan- he said her name affectionately- (YN) is right, you need to rest or you will end up more hurt- he helped her sit under a tree and stroked her hair reassuring her, earning a thank you from the girl.
-I can't believe she is so useless-  you finally said when Yona fell asleep and only were you and Kakashi but there it was again, his cold hard gaze directed at you.
-You shouldn't be so hard on her, she´s trying her best
-This mission had to last two days, three at most and because of her we´re going to take at least 6, and how can you be so soft on her? You have never tolerated so much of me, or anyone else-
-Does it matter? Yona is hurt, she needs our support, that's all, that's what  teanmates do, you're being cruel, you've been all the way since she sprained her ankle making comments directed at her,I didn't expect this from you- he blurted out the last one part looking at you with disappointment, you could bear the cold looks on his part, it wasn't something new to you, but disappointment? Indifference? it made your blood boil and your chest ache.
-Do you like her?-You asked in a low voice and the look of the man in front of you changed, you didn't need the answer from his mouth, you had already been replaced and you could say that it was more than that, he had never treated you so carefully.  -Anyway, don't let your feelings cloud your judgment on her- With those words, you lay down with your back to him, listening to how he sighed and said your name in a low voice, as if he was giving up on you.
You could not sleep, your arm, where an arrow had hit hours earlier, it hurt more and more and you began to feel a cold sweat run through you and you quickly deduced what it was, poison. It had seemed strange to you that those attackers made so little effort to wound you, in the end the only one who had been wounded as a result of the attack, was you, because Yona had not suffered any injuries in battle, she had not fought, she had only twisted her ankle on the way back, you didn´t understand how she had ended up on a mission with Kakashi and you, when you returned you would ask Tsunade.
When you returned to get back on the road your vision was already blurred and it was increasingly difficult to drop.
-YN-The man's voice attracted your attention, you had stopped without realizing it, you were going to tell him about the poison, you were about to do it because you couldn't take it anymore, you had misjudged the situation, you had thought that it wasn't that serious, but the silence won, not because you didn´t want to ask for help, but because Kakashi's attention was no longer on you, Yona had fallen again and he hurried to pick her up, the jealousy didn´t let you think clearly, so you got up and accelerated your speed, feeling the nausea gathering in your throat and as at any moment you would take a wrong step and fall from some tree.
You felt worse and worse, how was it possible that he didn't notice? Or was it that he didn't care? once again your vision blurred and the name of Kakashi came out of your mouth in a sigh before falling from the next branch to the ground, you heard your name and managed to fall without causing much hurt.
-What happens? What were you thinking? -The severe gaze was still there and the tone was not friendly at all. Didn't he seen that you were suffering? of course not, with Yona on his back, he didn't see anything else, it was over for you, you had lost the man you were in love with.
-There is someone following us-you said and before you could react you were surrounded, Kakashi left the girl on the ground and stuck her back to yours, in formation to defend you, but quickly the formation broke
-How many?
-14-he said after discovering the eye that was always hidden
-7 for each
-We are 3 -Kakashi said.
-Yona will not do anything, she´s not made for  this -you yelled exasperated and he looked at the girl who was looking everywhere clutching Kakakshi's jacket-Right now she´s a burden.
- (YN) Shut up, don't let jealousy speak for you and focus on the enemy.
You didn´t answer to that comment and attacked, he did the same, leaving the scared girl in the middle , why was she there? Why had they sent her on that mission with you? A knife flew to Yona and you quickly moved to intercept it, but you weren't being fast enough and it stuck in your leg, with difficulty you took it out and with the sword you got rid of two of the attackers.
-Yona-you shouted her name and she stopped looking at Kakashi with her scared expression to look at you, you threw the two scrolls that had been the objective of your mission-Go with Kakashi and don´t stay away from him.
The man listened to you and in the boragine of the fight he agreed, grabbing Yona by the arm and pulling her, passing the two enemies that were in front of them, but you were having more problems, the poison no longer allowed you to fight and there was an enemy in front of you, his weapon rose and slashed your torso from side to side, making you fall to the ground, he managed to do it twice, your eyes wandered everywhere, seeking help and you saw the back of the gray-haired man who always appeared in your dreams and who had your heart, but you only saw that, his back as he dragged Yona with him away from you, without turning around.
With one last effort, your sword plunged into the enemy's stomach.
That was what had happened, you already remembered it, but everything was still dark, although every time you heard the voices more clearly, you were still alive and you didn´t feel the pain in your arm, that means they had came back for you, Kakashi had returned to you, although it was natural, it took some weight off your heart.
But when you managed to open your eyes, you didn´t recognize anything around you, that was not Konoha and the man in front of you was the last person you expected to meet in the world.
You blinked several times, perhaps trying to see something else, you observed the man in front of you, sitting on a metal table in front of your bed, one leg bent against his body, his hand and his chin resting on his knee with his eyes closed, while the other half of the body seemed more relaxed. Although he was asleep and had changed over the years, you recognized him perfectly "You woke up," he said suddenly, opening his eyes and standing up, his eyes red from the sharingan, direct to yours, you didn't look the other way, it was impossible, you had been enraptured by the surprise
-Uzumaki (YN), it's been a long time
-Uchiha Itachi-you muttered assimilating that the man in front of you was real.
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