#kokyuchusei

[frost-eyed-autumn]

@kokyuchusei sent: "God I hate escort missions…"

He heaves a small sigh. Enough that Higuchi would hear it, but not their clients.

"Yeah, well... can't be helped, really."

Even as he speaks, his eyes are tracking all the busy little worker bees that are making sure everything is secured for transport and swept for any potential bugs or foul play before they move.

"Boss really wants us to land this partnership to expand our business operations so we're just gonna have to put up with babysitting for a while. At least until the guys after our client show their faces so I can put a bullet between their eyes. It'll force 'im to really owe us big to take care of his enemies for him."

And while he had plenty enough muscle and then-some to deal with just about any threat that reared its head, it never hurt to have a couple of extra, trusted eyes watching his back. Besides, he could only be in so many places at once, so if someone managed to make it past him, they needed a second line of defense playing bodyguard.

And if things got really dicey on the road, then... well, he was one of the best Drivers in the organization, but he couldn't very well handle a speeding car and juggle firearms at the same time.

[clown-demon]

@kokyuchusei asked:

“I don’t feel too good” (from kokyuchusei)

A thin brow lifts at the statement. "What is it? Not feeling good as in you are feeling sick. Or did you get hurt?" he asks, keeping his tone curt.

[virtuallghosts]

@kokyuchusei​

Obviamente, ele estava correto em sua afirmação. Isso, era de todo, uma situação corriqueira. Entretanto, ela não conseguia deixar de se preocupar e indagar se haveria algo a mais que ela poderia fazer por ele. Ou se sequer ele aceitaria a sua mão. “Desculpe, Akutagawa-senpai. Eu fico preocupada, apenas.” Afinal, ela não pertencia àquele lugar. Ainda assim, teimava em continuar. Por ele. Ela poderia admitir com certeza, porém apenas para si mesma, de que caso ele viesse a deixar a mafia assim como ela mesmo pensara em fazer inúmeras vezes, ela o seguiria sem titubear.  

   Diferente de Higuchi, Akutagawa parecia estar calmo, mas é porque estava acostumado com sua realidade. — Pare com esse tipo de besteira, já sinto que muitos tem pena de mim, não vou aceitar isso de você.

Mesmo que agora entenda melhor a preocupação da Higuchi, este cão ainda é muito orgulhoso. — Talvez eu não esteja mais na Máfia daqui uns tempos — Sabe que se não for pelas batalhas, vai ser pela doença. — o que você vai fazer depois? Já pensou nisso?

[nonhumen]

@kokyuchusei : “Can you walk?”

well now, such concern simply won't do. even if it's for the sake of this joint mission between agency and mafia ( an idea dazai wholeheartedly detests ), it doesn't sit right with him that anyone from his old job looks at him with anything but murder in their eyes. he knows the whispers that trickle down through the ranks. the demon prodigy turned traitor goes unpunished once again. he knows there are plenty who want to curb stomp his face and shoot him three times as is the protocol dazai created.

but that's baggage from before higuchi's time. some would count her lucky for not having scars inflicted upon her from that horrible monster of an executive. but now she has to suffer an entirely different dazai. one just as monstrous in an entirely different way.

" it huuuuuurts, " dazai all but whines like a child throwing a tantrum. it's just a twisted ankle and he hardly even feels anything. but it's enough of a prickle for the detective to be dramatic about it. " this is the end for me, higuchi-chan. i'm dying. o woe is me! i wanted to die with a beautiful woman! " and that's when he strikes, clasping the poor mafioso's hand in both of his. " say, will commit a double suicide with me? please, allow a dying man his final wish~ "

[a-hell-of-a-lot-of-muses]

you know my name? (from kokyuchusei to lucy)

"THERE'S SOMETHING SPECIAL ABOUT YOU" PROMPTS : Accepting!

@kokyuchusei

"I recall Atsushi talking about you a few times," she said with a small shrug. "That's about it though."

[clown-demon]

The man meant what he said, he would value anything she would win for him. Whatever plushie she would win in a game, would probably sit displayed next to him on his bed. Never leaving it.

He noted she was hiding behind the menu a lot. He blinked and arched a brow. Of course he would like to spend as much time as he could with the woman. But he WOULD need his own personal time. Everyone did, and he was sure so would she.

Akutagawa ordered the drinks and placed the menus away. She had nothing to hide behind now. His gray eyes were focused on her.

"You know, I have been wanting a cat.. I have been studying the internet on how to care for one. And I think I'm ready... but my problem is, is obtaining one. Obviously no adoption center would allow a criminal to adopt. But, I was wondering.. would you maybe like to hunt for a stray that needs a home with me?" he asked her.

His words only fueled her will to win. She was a failure in a lot of things. But she had good aim. That must be useful. Right? She was determined to get him the best price possible.

She peeked from behind the menu when she felt her face was a little less flushed and her thoughts weren't so focused anymore on her own words. But she disappointedly hid herself again. Was this his way of saying he wouldn't like her full time presence? Higuchi really did not mind give him all of her time, but it seemed she was surely too much for him.

Hiding again, she saw herself forced to actually look at the menu for once, choosing one of the drinks that looked to be very sweet and far from her skills.

[teruoku]

@kokyuchusei asked: ❛ you think i’m weak don’t you? ❜

❝  do  you  think  your  devotion  alone  is  strength,  mafioso ?  it's  not  even  enough  to  be  called  emotional  strength,  you  are  dependant  of  another  human  being's  life  and  that  by  itself  is  enough  to  prove  you  are  weak.  if  you  can't  live  for  yourself  then  how  do  you  intend  to  be  strong  for  someone  else's  sake ?  if  you  love  someone,  then  be  their  strength  as an equal and not  overly  depend  on  their existence  to  be  strong.  after  all,  as  far  as  i'm  concerned...  you  are  a  completely  disposable  mafia  tool,  if  you  die  then  tomorrow  there'll  be  someone  else  in  your  place.  is  that  what  you  want ?  then  grown  your  own  pair,  for  your  own  sake. call this an advice from woman to woman.  ❞

[ofsavior]

which  traditional  japanese  aesthetic  concept  speaks  to  your  soul  ?

幽玄 yūgen

yūgen, literally ‘profound mystery’, is an aesthetic ideal expressing darkness, depth, mystery, transience, ambiguity, calm, sadness and refined elegance. yūgen suggests that which is beyond what can be said; a profound, mysterious sense of the beauty of the universe and the sad beauty of human suffering. It can be conceptualized as a suggestiveness, a lingering memory, an aftertaste or an implication. Imagination is essential for feeling yūgen. In Japanese art it can be expressed by unpainted blank space, simplification, asymmetry, irregularity, imperfection, quiet colours, composition and gold paint.

tagged by: @kokyuchusei ( thank you! ) tagging: @deathfavor @withsorrowandregret @kyukicho @prodigiousvisions @moonhund @duskwilt

[pack-of-stray-dogs]

Drafts I have on this blog that I have moved over.

I am listing ALL the threads I have on this blog so people will know it's been MOVED to here. These replies are NOT gonna come out this week (more than likely unless I get a wild hair.) I'll probably start working on them on Monday.

@gonnachasethestars (Fyodor) @lovelyxhorrors (Aku, Chuuya) @perspextivexx (Fyodor, Chuuya) @yoxngmadnxss (Fyodor) @nurturing-starlight (Aku, Chuuya) @spellboundcursed (Aku) @kokyuchusei (multiple Aku threads) @pcrplevenom (Chuuya, Aku) @waxgentleman (Aku, just an end reply to close up the thread.) @ama-tcra-su (Chuuya)

[purpurapoena]

OOC: I’ll be in hiatus from may 20th to june 4th, you can give my higuchi ( @kokyuchusei ) a follow. I’m still working on her. 

[frost-eyed-autumn]

lavender :   how easy is it to gain your muse’s trust ?  once their trust is broken ,   how might one go about mending it ?  

❥     𝐁𝐎𝐓𝐀𝐍𝐈𝐂𝐀𝐋 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐍𝐒    [   𝚆𝙾𝚁𝙳 𝙿𝚁𝙾𝙼𝙿𝚃𝚂    ]

Although Chuuya will generally seem pretty easy-going and not hard to get along with for your average person, there's a stark difference between earning a favorable attitude from him and earning actual trust from him.

Chuuya generally likes to get along with people whenever possible. Life is just easier when attitudes are good and there's some sense of camaraderie or positive repertoire between him and others.

Now, trust? Trust is a complicated thing for him, and he's very discerning about where his lines lie with each person. He might sometimes trust people in one area and not another, and he generally knows where his lines of trust begin and end with each individual.

His personal feelings about an individual are also a separate matter from his trust. He might genuinely like someone a great deal and enjoy their personality, and have very few matters he actually trusts them with. Conversely, he might hate someone a great deal on a personal level, but still trust them on some critical matters.

Dazai is a good example of this, for instance. He personally hates Dazai more than he hates almost anyone else, but at the end of the day, they're still partners in the mafia.

There are definitely certain things he never trusts Dazai with (people who are important to him, for instance. He doesn't trust Dazai won't bring harm to the people he loves given the opportunity. He probably never will, either, after certain events like the betrayal of the Sheep, or the King of Assassins incident and the death of the Flags).

On the flip side, there are things he knows he can only trust Dazai with. He trusts Dazai won't let him die of his own Ability if he's forced into a situation where Corruption becomes necessary, and he's not worried about Dazai covertly poisoning him to weaken him ahead of a conflict between them since Dazai is uniquely suited to bypassing his Ability anyway without resorting to underhanded tricks.

On a more general basis, Chuuya is always watching and assessing the people around him that he works with. The reasons for this are many, but the strongest reasons are to determine trustworthiness both for his personal survival as well as being an Executive and thoroughly understanding everyone who works under him.

I wouldn't say its hard to earn his trust, at least on a professional level, for people who are genuinely loyal and trustworthy to begin with and don't need to try very hard to prove it -- their actions will speak for them when tested over time -- but outside of professional relations, there are few people that have his full untethered confidence. Mori, Kouyou, and Hirotsu are a few such individuals that he trusts implicitly without many limitations.

When it comes to breaking his trust, a lot of it comes down to whether or not the person is a repeat offender and whether or not they show genuine remorse. Given some time and a person's proven commitment to fixing their mistakes and not repeating what made him lose his trust in them in the first place, Chuuya is actually quite forgiving and "live and let live".

Of course, there are limits to his forgiveness. There are some things he's unlikely to ever forgive, even if he moves on, and that's generally anything that's gone past the point of fixing, such as the death of someone close to him, since you can't exactly just "sorry" away death.

He may very well move on from it, even still be willing to work alongside someone who has irreparably broken his trust when circumstances demand it, but he won't ever trust or view that person in a favorable light afterwards.--}

[clown-demon]

@kokyuchusei

"Oh! You look REALLY bored~! Luckily I am here to entertain! I'm pretty good at it-- I'm a magical clown! Wanna see a trick~?"

[virtuallghosts]

@spezialistin​

❛ i was worried something happened to you. ❜ - se não te incomodas, to mandando da minha huguchi (kokyuchusei) pro akutagawa :3

Akutagawa respirou fundo, apesar de um pouco mais de controle sob a personalidade que tem, entende hoje em dia porque a Higuchi fala coisas assim. — É só minha tosse de sempre, meus diagnósticos só tem piorado, está tudo bem, já vamos que meu prazo não é longo.

[nonhumen]

MORALITY CHALLENGE > > > >  Bold all the things your muse has done (using italic for would do it)

murder / manslaughter / assault / robbery / breaking & entering / theft / embezzlement / money-laundering / kidnapping / torture / blackmail / arson / trespassing / treason / libel or slander / obstruction of justice / lying to law enforcement / creation of a weapon / espionage / riot / escape from lawful custody / contempt of court / public intoxication / conspiracy / accessory to a crime / harboring a fugitive / bribery / perjury under oath / resisting arrest / identity theft / corporate fraud / tax fraud / document forgery / destruction of evidence / assassination / counterfeiting / sale of a controlled substance / purchase of a controlled substance / failure to pay child support / hacking crimes / threat / pick-pocketing / shoplifting.

tagged by: stole from @kokyuchusei

[spezialistin]

OOC: If you’re a bsd blog, I probably followed you because I will be having a higuchi blog, it will be at @kokyuchusei

[clown-demon]

"Crashing the party~?" he parroted and brought her back up, continuing their little waltz. "A clown does NOT crash a party, rather, they ARE the party at times~! The source of entertainment~! Crashing a party would be such a BUMMER. No, I'm not here to crash it-- I came to it because I was bored and wanted a few drinks~," he answered.

Due to it being a party, the drinks were on the house. So he just infiltrated for a few free drinks and later leave once he had his fill. He wasn't an idiot, he would NOT be able to take on the entire port mafia by himself, even IF a lot of them were drunk. All that would happen is someone like Akutagawa would show up and he'd have to FLEE. That wasn't very fun...

"Oh, I don't know if the guards are drunk or not, I didn't take an entrance to get here~," he chimed and gave her a wink. Yes, he was an ability user. He saw the guards and just transported himself into the party without being seen or noticed.

And people in the party were too drunk to notice a man dressed up in black and white fancy clothes didn't belong here...

Of course, the majority of the mafia wasn't made from ability users. But she stood out as someone who didn't seem fit to be there, despite her trying her best. And the respect they've showed her, most of the time came out of fear of Akutagawa and the fact that she had been his assistant and right hand all that time. Most of them would be just like her, people who relied on guns and other weapons. But she always felt like an outsider anyway. For the most part. Only recently, things had become better for her.

Yet, she could not avoid wondering why he chose her, of all people. Despite her looks, Higuchi doubted she could call herself exceptional in that department as well. It always felt like just a common beauty to her. Enough to gain some looks and compliments, but not enough to be the center of attention anywhere.

She couldn't say she recognized the name. But there was no way she would know every single name of the organization's members. However, his own words confirmed what she had been suspecting since the beginning. He didn't belong there. Perhaps even less than herself.

Her lips twisted in a smirk. Of course, they were too drunk to notice. "Should you be telling me you're crashing the party, Mr. Gogol? I should be kicking you out..." Not that she was feeling inclined to kick the only person who paid any bit of attention to her. "Were the guards at the door that drunk?" She asked. Perhaps she should give them a scare to teach a thing or two.

@clown-demon