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koiir · 6 months ago

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꒰͡ ⠀ . ANOTHER GUY? ׂ ⠀ ͡꒱

ೃ⁀➷ Synopsis; When they meet the other guy in the relationship (your dog) for the first time! How do they act? Or rather, how does your dog act?

Gojo, nanami, megumi, yuji, yuta x gn!reader

Notes. Based on how possessive my little Aussie is whenever any guys are around me…(he’s a year old) . Not proofread . Fluff . Crack

SATORU G.

• First of all, he had seen your dog before you two got together. And let’s just say, he was not a fan of your dog. But maybe now that would have changed! Since you know, you love your dog and Gojo had stolen your heart! So they both have similarities right?

“The hell? Why does your dog keep trying to attack me!”

When he first entered through the door way, your dog instantly started to growl. It gets even worse when gojo tries to wrap his arms around you, cause your dog goes ballistic.

“I already told you idiot! It’s cause you keep trying to touch me and he doesn’t like that!”

Your dog is the one being held, not him! Why must he suffer just for you to be happy? The dog is rather cute, but what isn’t is how you fluff his hair up and give him little peaks all while he’s watching. Are you seriously that evil?

The little creature just won’t give in, and it’s like he’s doing it on purpose. Licking your face, cuddling with you, doing all the things gojo should be doing. (Maybe not the licking part) your dog even has his paw on your thigh!

“Does he always do that?”

“I literally told you that before we arrived.”

“My bad I thought you were joking.”

Most definitely rolls his eyes saying that.

The rest of day, his tries to play with your dog although he makes its worse since your near and the dog is already in extra protective mode.

Though since he is gojo…he did crack the system! Took him three hours to do so.

When you leave to get something, gojo sees that dog stop with his schemes and relax? Nahh you’re dog definitely got shy without you.

“Oh? Not so confident now I see.”

For the small 20 minutes you’re gone, the dog has seem to take a liking to him! Although slightly worried, the dog at least let gojo pet him now without any hesitation.

When you get back, you’re meet the sight of your boyfriend holding your dog up gushing on him like he’s his own dog.

“I see you two got along.”

“Of course we did! We both love the same person after all.”

It seems as though your dog can hear now, cause he jumps off of gojo and holds his ground near you as he growls at him once more.

This is definitely gonna take a while.

KENTO N.

• let’s be for real, your dog would love nanami no questions asked. He could already tell that the fellow gentleman to you is worthy of not being barked at! Though a little superstitious but that’s just because he’s meeting someone new.

“You can pet him you know…”

“You told me though that he barks at others near you, so I’m not taking my chances.”

“Weird though…he’s not barking or growling. Especially since your so close to me.”

You nudge nanami a bit playfully and he looks to you, seeing a soft smile on your face. He sighs softly before giving in and crouching down, your dog stays in it’s position although he starts to move, sniffing nanami’s hand. And then he licks it!

He’s a little taken aback, but the little gasp in your voice makes him melt seeing you so delighted that your dog looks him. Nanami then places his hand back on the dogs head after seeing those big eyes of his. (Similar to how he can’t say no to you when you give him that look)

You are most definitely pleased when nanami seems to have taken a soft spot for your dog, as time passes, he’s offered to walk your dog and even along the way buys him treats! Isn’t he just so caring?

Your dog can right next to you and will gladly let nanami stick close by, even going as far as holding your hand or his arms around you! It only warms your heart more when your dog sits beside him now.

After a couple days, Nanami ask you if he can take your dog out. He won’t say it outright, but it’s obvious to one that nanami has gained a liking to the little dog and caring for it as such. Walks around town with a cute dog by his side, contrasting to his intimidating present.

Quite the sight for sore eyes.

MEGUMI F.

• To be honest, it was a 50/50 in your mind. Animals in general liked megumi already, and he’s caring to them more than he is to most people. But you still hold a little doubt that your dog might view him as a threat since you know, you two are together. So why not see and get the answer you need?

It’s like the two are having a stare down, megumi looks down at your dog, and your dog stares at him with his ears up and alerted. Their eyes bore into the others and you feel almost uncomfortable. It’s like they’re speaking to eachother through the mind!

“The dog doesn’t seem to like me.”

His voice settled out the atmosphere as your dog has his ears dropped down, you can hear a little hint of melancholy in megumi voice. His lip is pulled into a frown but it’s almost natural, though you know too well that megumi is feeling a little disappointed. Especially for the care love, he holds for animals.

“I don’t think so exactlyy, I mean, he’s not growling. Especially since you’re pretty close to me.”

You lean closer into megumi which makes him startled a bit before he relaxes, he sees how your dog seems almost distant.

“Is he scared of me?”

“I don’t think so? Hold up…”

You move towards your dog as you pick him up, and megumi feels his heart swell at seeing your dog lick your face. He can definitely tell your dog cherishes you a lot.

You stand next to him once more, and the little dog looks even cuter up close. Though megumi is not going to admit that. The dog sniffs his clothes before moving his nose closer to his cheek. This isn’t exactly new, it’s similar in the way you do your fleeting cheek kisses to tease him or how his shikigami will act towards him.

“See? He just wanted to be closer to you.”

Your voice is quite as if cherishing this moment, it feels as though the proximity is making megumi flush. His head moves closer to the dog, and his hand meets the soft fur of the dog in your hands.

“Can I hold him?”

You hum out as you position your dog into his arms, megumi already knows how to hold the dog and tried to be as gentle as he possibly can. Seeing him so determined to make the dog feel at ease makes your heart pound, the soft spot megumi has for animals one you will always cherish.

Eventually, you two moved onto the couch and it seems as though megumi can’t get tired of holding your dog. He plays with him some, rubs his belly some, and once your dog gets tired, he uses megumi as bed for his rest.

“Looks like you won’t be able to move for a while huh?”

“Yeah…seems so.”

I think if you asked, he might be a little hesitant to bring out his demon dogs to meet the pup. Though one day you get lucky enough to see the three interact and megumi watching guard. Though you can tell he’s watching to see this moment for his own being, and a little smile can be seen on his face.

YUJI I.

• ultimate protective mode! Though he won’t say. Since you’ve told him how your dog can get, he hasn’t exactly been super affectionate with you because he feels as though your dog is going to to jump him. “He just might!” He tells you, and you can’t really deny it. Tries to act tough though when outside the door, but when it’s opened and he sees your dog, he becomes a little anxious.

“I think your dog already hates me…”

“Cmonnn it’s been one minute! Nothing has happened!”

“Yet.”

Yuji keeps his distance, it’s almost as if he has this invisible gear on to help protect himself from the little critter. The dog stares at yuji, and gets up from its place and walks towards him. Yuji looks to you, and then the dog, then he feels the dog sniff him.

“Hey little guy…”

Yuji thinks he’s safe, so he crouches down and tries to pet the dog although the dog did not appreciate his actions, biting his hand lightly while backing up.

“The hell?! He just bit me! Look!”

You try and not laugh, but yuji makes a distressed face as he moves towards you. Another big mistake.

“Yuji wait-“

Too late it seems, cause your dog just latched onto yujis pants making the boy gasp out…

“This bitch! I swear, why do you have him as a pet! He’s a little demon!”

“Yuji! Don’t say that he’s only a couple months old!”

Very not cool. Especially when you pick up your dog cooing at him to stop but turn a blind eye when he gives you those big dog eyes. Yuji watches as he makes a big huff in return.

Though, it’s not like your dog won’t ever warm up to yuji. In fact, he’s made it his mission to get your dog to like him as much as possible! After all, he wants your dog to like him enough so he can cuddle you when hes around.

A day is spent with your dog and yuji at the park as the have little runs together, where yuji learns that your dog is rather shy in public and around new people. Thus sticking close to him and allowing yuji to be affectionate with him.

The day yuji has achieved the best reward of all, is the day he can walk into your home and greet you with a hug without your dog barking. Your dog still sticks close by, but in regards for Yuji arriving.

Though it took some time, yuji comes to realize him and your dog are rather similar. In the aspect that both boys swear to protect you whenever they are around.

YUTA O.

• boy is nervous as hell to meet your dog, especially when you tell him your dog is quite protective over you and will bark or growl at those who are close to you. Which makes it hard for him since he’s rather clingy…but yuta tries to stay positive as he thinks of the possibility of trying to get your dog to like him. It breaks his heart if he can’t be able to get along with the dog you love so much.

“Yutaaa, come closer! I’m holding him so he can’t do that much if he doesn’t like you!”

Yuta can’t help but have a pout, though the need to be closer to you is killing him. He moves closer, and to his disappointment, your dog starts growling.

“Well…I don’t think that’s such a good sign.”

He sheepishly rubs at his neck and looks down, he sees you look saddened at this since yuta is just so sweet! How could your dog growl at him first meet?

Yuta can tell you’re trying so hard to get your dog to warm up to him, though your dog just can’t help but growl at yuta whenever he tries and calmly pet him.

“[name], it’s fine really! We can always try this another time!”

“But yuta!”

He tries to laugh it off, but inside he’s rather sad at this moment. Especially when your dog can cuddle with you and he has to watch from afar. Is this how it feels to be unloved?

With the hatred that he is dealing with from your dog, yuta can only try and help ease his way into your dogs heart. So thus trying to get to know the dog one on one!

At first, he kinda panicked with making sure he didn’t hurt your dog at all. Boy was so nervous when putting on his collar cause he thought your dog would bite him:( but your dog in fact did not. Instead, yuta spends the day with the little dog walking and learning how intelligent your dog is. He finds it amusing and feels content with the experience of today.

“Soooo, how’d it go?”

The boy walks in like a shining star as he smiles at you and then the dog next to him, yuta can only blush as he sees you.

“Good! At least I hope so…”

The fact that he still doubts himself makes you giggle a bit, before you feel the dip of the bed with yuta pulling you close and the dog jumping up with the two of you. The fact that it’s only been a day and your dog has completely changed around yuta actually surprised you. Though at least you can be affectionate with yuta now around him.

Yuta cradles the dog in his arms and the sight makes your heart clench, seeing him so happy with your dog is a miracle to you honestly.

“It’s like he’s our little child..”

Oh. That definitely had you alright.

a/n: idk why this turned out so long….personally I love megumis

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koiir · 6 months ago

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SWEETEST LOVER

Blue lock boys who are the BEST lovers ( I’m bias) Relationships with them { not proofread }

ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅ Chigiri, hiori, reo, isagi, kurona

CHIGIRI H.

Chigiri is the definition of “best friend and partner” he’s rather open to you (having known for years) and also being the person who’s the best boyfriend you can could ask for.

The advice he gives is one of harsh criticism yet the most truthful, many would be surprised by how blunt he can be with you although it shows in how he cares and truly only wants the best for you. If opening your eyes with a hard truth will help then he will take that route.

Although of course, he isn’t heartless. He comforts you with a warm smile, heart beating at how attentive he becomes with you. Giving you the princess treatment one would die for. He knows comfort can differ in various ways, so he will always try and communicate on what you need.

I feel as though chigiri struggles with communication concerning his wants, so he tries to grow in order to be the best version of himself he can give you. Yet there will be moments where this can “problem” can arise and he will always realize his faults.

Other than that, his knack for his wellbeing swells into you as well. Hair is rather important for the guy, so when he comes to you with a grin about a new hair secret, expect a days worth of hair care. The two of you are seen as rather “gossipers” yet you two just find anything and everything interesting. Really, anything with chigiri can turn into an interesting conversation. Thus making him an amazing boyfriend and best friend in one<33 ( I could go on about him but I’ll save that for later)

HIORI Y.

SO UNDERRATED I LUV HIORI. Ugh he’s the sweetest I mean cmonnn…

With his already calm and polite demeanor, falling in love with him is that of a warm spring that flourishes into a bond greater than words can say.

A quick learner, can easily pick up your moods and will give it his all for you! Very much a giver and will cherish whatever you give him, hiori becomes emotional seeing how much you give to him, already viewing your love the best thing he could every ask for.

From his childhood, he was told he was loved, although feeling it would come and go. Yet when you come into the picture, it’s as if he experiences the feeling of being loved for the first time ever. His past one of hallow that now with you, it beams with hope and joy, making him the more doting on you with showing how much he truly cherishes what you have given to him.

The type of guy who would let you drag him anywhere, as his face is filled with adoration for you, soft smile evident as he lets your body take the lead as he follows you to no end. Out and about, would definitely rub your wrist gently before crossing the street whispering a faint “be careful” that causes your heart to race in seconds.

Can’t forgot how he would definitely, want you to game with him. Even if you don’t he finds a way for you to be near or engage with him. Whether that be you seated next to him or him lying across you, the peace hiori has in being close to you is infinite. A safe space he never wishes to let go of.

Seems squishy (don’t ask)

ISAGI Y.

GREEN FLAG I REPEAT ULTIMATE GREEN FLAG. Might be bias but cmon it’s isagi

The boyfriend who literally will do ANYTHING you wish for (as long as it’s reasonable ofc) Follows you around like a lovesick puppy as he comments on places he thinks you would like or you two should go to. Will love to get stuff where it compliments the other, almost as if something that matches.

He once asked you what you were going to wear and showed up with a similar color combo, mind you he bought you two the same shoes for days where you want to match.

The kind of guy who will hold eye contact whenever you talk, even if you can’t hold it with him because of how intense his gaze is. He will continue looking at you as id you’re all he can stare at. How can someone make you flustered without anything at all?? That’s isagi for you

Isagi is someone you admire, someone you learn from even as you two grow in the relationship. His kind heart giving you the courage to try new things as he supports you all the way, words of encouragement making a hue of light shine in your life.

Overall, a loving caring guy who always has your back and a cutie

BACHIRA M.

Bachira just like anyone has his…quirks. Although nothing severe to the point of destruction or hurting you. If anything he’s the most loyal and treats you with such care, fearing that one day you might perish or realize he’s not so called normal.

His insecurities one that you know from the beginning, tending the wounds he has held from years of the past. His reluctance to thank you with the best he can give you, his affection and loyalty to you one of scarce of losing you. He can’t fathom this, you with him. Together. So it’s only natural he wishes to show you what others cannot see.

There’s never a dull moment with him, his vibrant persona melting into you as you intoxicate in the newfound confidence he gives you. Bachira is the type to move you out of your comfort zone, making a break to see you in a new light that he’s lucky enough to see and be the cause for.

His affection spreads throughout every aspect, in public he resembles a dog that clings onto its owner that holds eyes filled with adoration.

His warm hands allowing for yours to bask in his warmth, feeling more as he squeezes yours and grins from ear to ear viewing your flushed expression. “There’s that face I adore oh so much!”

Eyes wander to your figure as bachira sees the shiver in your figure, cold winds swirling around causing you to feel the cold sensation of the winds. His embrace eternal, fitting like a puzzle as he snuggles up behind you swaying your bodies side to side. The norm would be teasing words, yet for now he embraces the delight with you in his arms.

Ah bachira

KURONA R.

Cutest boy I mean cmon he has shark teeth

No matter the time being, kurona can’t fathom that you’re truly his, his mornings being filled with a lovesick smile at the thought of you.

His teeth hold many stories, the most memorable being how insecure he is because of them, smile showing less due to this fact. But the day you tell him to smile, hands on his cheeks as you gaze into his eyes, the crack in his lips breaking as he smiles at you softly.

It’s only natural for kurona to want to be the reasons for your smiles, indulging in what will make your smile come to fruition so he can also gift you with his smile.

His adoration for sharks weaves into you, no matter what he makes a correlation between you. Expect matching trinkets of any shark related item. Plushies that greet you in a pair that hold eachother, his lips spilling the words of “look, it’s us”

What may come to a surprise is his ability to make you swoon with his words, maybe not directly, but on paper. The reassurance kurona needs is spilled onto messages late at night, showing his vulnerability on text because he cannot bear with how you might respond. He knows you would comfort him, although he knows his heart will experience speed to limits unknown.

So when morning dew comes and you wake up with his messages, your heart grows fond seeing just how much the boy wants you to know, his heart is all yours and he wishes to hold it for the eternity to come.

a/n; MONTHSS of not posting anything…prob cause I’m almost out of school and have inspo

edit; guys I’m sorry reo wasn’t added my ass was just tired after writing for bachira😞

#koiir writes #blue lock fluff #blue lock x reader #blue lock scenarios #bllk x reader #bachira x reader #meguru bachira x reader #isagi yoichi x reader #isagi x reader #hiori x reader #hyoma chigiri x reader #chigiri x reader #kurona x reader #kurona ranze x reader #blue lock fanfiction #bllk imagines

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koiir · 5 months ago

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꒰͡ ⠀ ׂ GENSHIN MASTERLIST ׂ ͡꒱

a/n; haven’t posted for genshin since September but for the sack of my sanity I wanted to make a new/up to date Masterlist, also bc I plan to write for genshin again soon:,)

╭∘ MULTIPLE

❛ GENSHIN GUYS AS ARI SONGS — Kazuha, aether, xiao, thoma, ayato

❛ LOVE IS AROUND — Albedo, Kazuha, Xiao, diluc

❛ TELL ME WHY GOTTA LOOK AT ME THAT WAY? — Heizou, ayato, kazuha, gorou

❛ THE FEELS — Xiao, scaramouche, cyno, kazuha

❛ TRUE LOVE — kazuha, scaramouche, albedo, xiao, kaeya

❛ YOU WALKED IN, CAUGHT MY ATTENTION — Heizou, Kazuha, Childe x gn!reader

❛ I’VE GOT SOMETHING TO CONFESS — albedo, venti, kaeya, kazuha, xiao, scaramouche

❛ I’M DRUNK IN YOU — kazuha, diluc, kaeya, xiao x gn!reader

❛ I FANCY YOU ( I LOVE YOU) — ayato, Childe, diluc, heizou x fem!reader

❛ WANNA BE LOVED (I KNOW ITS OVER) — scaramouche, kazuha, xiao, Alhaitham, venti

❛ CHEER UP BABY — scaramouche, diluc, cyno, xiao

❛ II CAN’T STOP ME — scaramouche, xiao, Kazuha, heizou x gn!reader

❛ TRYING TO LET YOU KNOW, I MUST LET YOU KNOW — heizou, xiao, cyno, Alhaitham, zhongli x gn!reader

❛ I’M SUPER SHY, SUPER SHY — Xiao, scaramouche, ayato, kazuha

❛ JUST FOR A MINUTE — scaramouche, diluc, Childe, Kazuha

❛ YOU CRYING? — multiple Genshin men

❛ TALK THAT TALK — scaramouche, heizou, Alhaitham x gn!reader

❛ WHEN THE MOON RISES — Kazuha, scaramouche, xiao x gn!reader

❛ SO I’M UP, DAYDREAMIN — Lyney, scaramouche, xiao x gn!reader

╭∘ ONESHOTS

KAZUHA

❛ SO WHY DON’T WE FALL IN LOVE? — kazuha x fem!reader

❛ IT’S SO SWEET, KNOWING THAT YOU LOVE ME — Kazuha x fem!reader

❛ I’LL NEVER BITE THE PAIN — kazuha x fem!reader, past heizou x fem!reader (pt2, to love is sour)

❛ MELODY OF LOVE — Kazuha x gn!reader

❛ STAY — Kazuha x gn!reader

HEIZOU

❛ LOVE IS SOUR, LOVE IS SOUR GRAPES — heizou x fem!reader

ALBEDO

❛ DON’T TRY TO BE A GENIUS WHY SO SERIOUS? — albedo x fem!reader

SCARAMOUCHE

❛ EX!CRUSH SCARAMOUCHE — scaramouche x gn!reader

❛ YOU AND I, ITS MORE THAN LIKE — scaramouche x gn!reader

❛ SEASONS — scaramouche x gn!reader

LYNEY

❛ BEHIND THE CURTAIN — Lyney x gn!reader

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koiir · 5 months ago

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꒰͡ ⠀ ׂ IF THE SUN REFUSED TO SHINE, BABY YOU’D STILL BE MY LOVER ׂ ͡꒱

Summer heaps the start of you and Megumi’s relationship, the first time his heart is being opened to someone and how each moment in the season makes him fall into a deeper hole of love for you.

ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅ ━ Megumi x gn!reader

୨ৎ notes. So much fluff/comfort . Implied Childhood friends into lovers . Jealous megumi . Follows canon au but also does not…everyone’s happy here so . Not proofread . 2.6 wc

ೃ࿐ STRONG WAVES FELT, LOVE?

The sun envelopes his body as your presence is no longer near, leaving a hallow emptiness beside him physically and the slight strain he feels from the distance.

His eyes compose from the bright shine from above, hand shading his face as he focus on the sight ahead. Your body knee’s deep into the water that flows through, soft waves creating a deep comfort of sound as his eyes meet yours. Your soft smile causing the boy to fall in deeper, the heat that creeps up must be from the sun, right?

Hiss huff is one of need, his body feels glued to the towel but you’re calling out to him, even if he told you he wouldn’t go into the water with you, he knew damn well that he would if you insisted.

The walk towards you makes him feel as if all eyes are on him, but he knows your gaze is the reason why.

From length of time, it has felt as though megumi and you have been intertwined. The so called attitude of his with others is a complete stranger when he’s with you. It’s always been known, causing him to get frustrated when others ahem gojo, bring up the relationship you two share.

When you two actually become a couple though, the teasing gets so much more worse.

As he embarks from his thoughts, your hand wrap around his and he melts into you immediately. Well, until you grin and splash him with water.

“Hey!”

He returns back to the megumi you love to you with as you leap away enjoying the playful behavior you introduce. Megumi will never admit it, but you seeing this side of him is what he wants. So he can allow you to see all of him without any facade and just him in the open love he holds for you.

ೃ࿐ ICE CREAM DELIGHTS, OR YOU?

“Cmon Meg, you can’t just pass up on this amazing opportunity!”

He huffs as his brain shatters with ponds of emotion, your eyes shining with delight as they gaze into him like he’s the only person in sight.

He recalls the months past of when that look of yours would make him look away, avoiding your gaze with annoyance. Not towards you, but his feelings circulating as they continued to grow.

“Love is…a fury of emotions and must be handled with care.”

He thinks back to what gojo had told him, noticing the trinket that was of megumis gaze of avoidance. He’s been distracted more so recently, he must be bottling up his feelings.

His focus is brought back to reality, when you press the cold ice cream to his lips. He backs up shuddering at the unexpected sensation which leaves you to laugh as you tease him.

“The hell was that for?”

“For you being spaced out while we’re on a date. You have no manners you know.”

You brush him off with annoyance for his absence in the moment, though he can’t help. Not when his mind and heart are racing at miles per hour. He licks his lips to taste the flavor of vanilla on his lips, though sweets are not his usual, vanilla is a flavor he can bear.

He sees you look off into the distance, the ocean not that far as you bask in the slight breeze from the day. A nice chance from all the heat recently that has not been enjoyable for megumi.

The silence is comforting, a reminder of the beat in his heart as his mind is occupied on one thing. Though he hands grow clammy, he makes a move next to you on the bench. You don’t turn but opt to lay your head down on his shoulders, feeling the comfort in him.

But he isn’t satisfied, Megumi feels a growing desire rise in him as you don’t notice the change in him. His hand hovers over yours and you notice, turning over to face him. His expression of a neutral but the blush on his face tells you otherwise.

“Megumi? You okay?”

He gulps, his hand envelopes yours as he tightens his hold on it. His eyes take in your face, before lowering to your lips.

“Yeah, more than okay.”

The first time megumi kisses you, his lips taste the linger of chocolate on your lips as a burst of energy runs through him. His lips feel the soft touch of yours, and the absence of your lips when he pulls back makes him grow needy.

Your second kiss with megumi is only a second after the first, having him nuzzle your neck after so he can hide his flushed expression.

ೃ࿐ JEALOUS BOY, IN NEED OF COMFORT

When Nobara plans a little hang out for the four of you, yuji, and himself, Megumi knows that some trouble will occur.

This is the first time all four of you hang out since he’s in this relationship with you, before he already struggled dealing with their teasing. He doesn’t wish to see what they have in store for him now.

“Hey guys! Fushiguro, you’re already red!”

Yuji’s comment does not make Megumi happy, the boy irks and scoffs at the boy while keeping his distance and staying close by to you. Though someone has to make use of this opportunity.

“Pst…seems you made megumi into a lover boy who can’t even hold eye contact with you.”

Nobara nudges you slightly as you laugh at her words, Megumi already feels a hint of fury in him seeing how he’s being teased to no end.

The day includes of laughter, megumi being the most authoritative over you all, and last…him being jealous?

Megumi has felt with the emotion of jealousy and envy before, though he can usually let the feeling go after collecting himself. But…when he sees how immersed you are into Yuji’s explanation of earth worm 3, he feels a tense ache in his heart.

Nobara left to fetch food at another place, and he excused herself to the bathroom, he knew you and yuji were close by now that you two were official he felt a sting in his chest. He wouldn’t push yuji away from you, of course not, that’s incredibly selfish.

But Megumi’s human, and seeing the bright smile you hold while chatting away is something that eats him alive. Can he make you as happy as someone like yuji can? The two are complete opposites, maybe that’s why. Yuji is a ray of sunshine that can make anyone happy, meanwhile Megumi is the night that keeps his heart closed.

He walks back, taking his seat next to you. Though he’s near you, his mind is in a state of confusion while you notice this. The downcast of his eyes and his body tense as you move your hand over his under the table. You and yuji continue to chat away, while Megumi keeps to himself mumbling short responses, though you still keep the contact close, settling down the ache in his heart as your hand tightens around his.

“What happened?”

“What?”

Your body lays next to him as you two stay in his dorm for the time being, the afternoon gone by in a flash and megumi is spent. Maybe also because of his emotional dilemma.

“Something’s off with you, you okay?”

Seems you caught on, but you’ve always been observant with the emotional state of others. Megumi knows this from his childhood, but when you caught on he shakes his head.

“It’s…it’s nothing.”

“That face says otherwise.”

Megumi’s face contorts into one of annoyance, though his lips do form a small pout at your points made. He gives in.

“Do you…do you think I’m good enough for you?”

You’re taken aback at his words, unsettled by the ask of such a question.

“Megumi, of course you are. Where is this coming from?”

“The way…you seemed so happy talking to yuji. I fear that I can’t give you that or won’t be able to.”

Your face softens at his words, you could tell in the moment that something was bothering him. Though you couldn’t pin point what exactly.

“Megumi, you can and you do. You and Yuji may differ in personality but you’re everything. I adore every aspect of you, you bring me happiness like no other.”

Your voice is soft and words quiet for his own ears, it’s an intimate feeling that has him in a deep hold. Megumi can’t stop his eyes from falling to you, your head plastered on his chest feeling the rise and fall of his body.

He sighs, his breath shaky from his mind running with thought of his overthinking. But he feels safe, you bring him that peace and megumi feels the need to pull you in closer.

He thinks about whether he should say what’s on his mind, the feeling one he has felt before you two were an item. Years of growing up shaping him into acknowledging this reality.

“I love you.”

The first time megumi tells you he loves you is when he experiences the vain of jealousy, words flowing with care and truth. Your heart can only synchronize with his as you say the words back.

ೃ࿐ DOMESTIC MOMENTS, WHIPPED MEGUMI

When megumi falls ill, during summer of all times, he experiences the fatigue not from his symptoms but rather the overbearing heat.

He’d rather be wearing a oversized sweater, but the weather won’t make his discomfort any easier. His sweatpants are itching him to no end, while his shirt feels like it’s sticking to his body and glued onto him. He hates this. He already had gojo pestering him in the morning and night before, he did not want to deal with anything right now.

A vibration sets him to groan, reaching for his phone before he sees your text.

— Love; coming over bc I want to take care myself of my precious amazing bf while he’s sick

He lets out a small grin, before coughing miserably at his aid.

— gumi; and if I get you sick?

— Love; um then YOU will take care of me!!

— gumi; not making any promises. So do not get your hopes up

Though if that were to be the case, you both know his words are false.

It doesn’t take long for you to arrive, holding bags of necessities and your own items. He raised an eyebrow to this before he mumbles incoherent words.

“Huh? What was that megumi?”

You lean in closer as you take your place next to his bed, the dip in the bed making his head shift to you sighs.

“Are you staying the night?”

“Oh, yeah! I hope you don’t mind, If you do then just tell me.”

He looks towards the bag and sees multiple pills and medicines that can help him, also teas to make for his sore throat. The idea of letting you go wasn’t something he wanted, even though he thought about the possibility of making you ill. His selfish desire for you to stay close growing as he moves his hand over yours.

“No, stay.”

With your presence, Megumi feels at home. Peace. He sees the devotion you carry as you make him his food, care after him with upmost tenderness, and the way in which you show him love.

It’s rather domestic, the aspect of you caring for him in his dorm, doing activities almost every couple does. Even if it’s a simple act, megumi knows the reason behind him is anything but simple.

His body relaxes when you draw close, but yearns when you’re far from reach, his heart thumping in his ears—this is far from simple. It’s an ideal he’s fond of, lovesick one may say.

Megumi for the first time envisions a future of warmth, it’s not as though he thought his future would be out right terrible, just the belief that a sorcerer cannot live without any plague of pain.

He thinks it wouldn’t be so bad to give his all to you, if it meant he could experience the doting of your heart and live in a place where it truly felt like home.

ೃ࿐ FATHERLY ANNOYANCE, TRUTHFUL CARE

When megumi takes a deep breath, he feels calm although a nervousness is buzzing through him. 17 seems like just yesterday, when you two first got together. Now he stares at an older version that of himself that still holds the same amount of love for you, if not more.

“My my, someone looks nice for their anniversary!”

His eye twitches, turning to see Gojo leaning on the doorway. No matter how many years , he still holds the same level of tease for Megumi.

“Seriously, what do you want?”

Gojo deflates, making a face of hurt even through that damn blindfold of his. If you were here it would be easy to entertain Gojo, since you two always had that sort of connection. But you weren’t, due to Megumi’s words and his plan for later.

“Jeez megumi, I thought you would be any to stay calm and collected for today. Though you haven’t changed one bit huh?”

He scowls, voice mumbling out some insult while turning away fetching some things.

In truth, Megumi needed Gojo to pass by. If not he probably would have had nerves to no end, even if his teasing made him rather hot headed.

Years of dealing with him, Megumi still can’t comprehend how the two didn’t drift apart. But he’s glad, because as an annoyance as Gojo can be, he knows Megumi in and out. Bringing to truth his flaws and molding them to their best form.

He cares for him a lot, and without him megumi doesn’t know what would be of him today.

“I’m nervous.”

He wants to say scared, terrified even. It’s not unusual for Megumi to overthink or assume the outcome of a situation quick, but he can’t back out. His heart and soul telling him now is the perfect time.

“You must be, it’s not unusual so don’t beat yourself up. You only do this once so…”

Megumi hears the ramblings of Gojo, not unusual. If anything it reminds him of his younger self, who would watch with no care as Gojo rambled to your younger self. You two always bickered back and forth, a good relationship that was still strong.

He feels himself grow nostalgic, and he doesn’t usually feel the emotion of bitterness. It’s bittersweet, looking back at moments of youth and to now? His eyes sting before he blinks a couple times to diffuse the sensation.

“It’s just really hitting me.”

Gojo says nothing, he knows Megumi is one for little words but the meaning behind them is enough for anyone.

“And everything will turn out amazing, both you and I know it.”

Megumi shuffles his phone out and checks the time, 5 more minutes until your time to meet him. Anniversaries for you and him are comforting, nothing extreme or out of this world, though the guarantee of passion is always set.

His palms grow warm, rubbing them together so they don’t grow sweaty. Megumi doesn’t want to raise any flags, yet. He can’t have you wary of him from the second he sees you, that would ruin everything.

“Calm down Megumi, you got this.”

He breathes in, before turning back riding his sleeves. His hand burry themselves into his pockets and hold a tight grip. Needing an outlet for all the emotions coursing through him.

“Ready to get down on one knee?”

At 24, Megumi Fushiguro oaths himself to the biggest stage of his life, velvet box hidden away awaiting the moment of his proposal to come.

“Megumi! You ready?��

The beam of your smile has him in a chokehold, a short breath falling from him as he smiles.

“Ready.”

a/n; waiter waiter!! Get me a man like megumi Fushiguro!!!

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koiir · 5 months ago

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꒰͡ ⠀ ׂ YOU CLING TO YOUR PAPERS AND PENS, WAIT UNTIL YOU LIKE ME AGAIN ׂ ⠀ ͡꒱

Synopsis; After the end of another winning game, sae itoshi takes notice of who is interviewing his opposing team. The person who he broke the heart of when in Spain, so why is he growing jealous when he sees you with another man in spite of his rejection?

sae itoshi x fem!reader

Notes. Reader is a sports journalist . angst to fluff/comfort . Asshole Sae? . Reader wears a dress . Aged up characters . Jealous sae . Classic bad itoshi communication . 3.6wc

Itoshi sae doesn’t halt when it comes to his career, unlike many he isn’t easily tempted nor willing to take time for himself. Football being the core of his life, so when he’s in Spain with a three month break, his mind is lost.

“Seriously, stop working sae. You’re good enough as is.”

Lukewarm, his mind repeats. His determination grows more as he sees another football league near, his mind curious as he jogs over to the area keeping a mindful distance.

Some continue playing, some rest, and some…are being interviewed?

His eyes run through the person who writes down in a notepad, eyes focused as you gaze into the player as he speaks. Sae takes in your appearance, it’s casual for the most part. Though still professional enough to make you seem accountable.

It’s over before he knows it, and he feels like a stalker since you’re now walking back to your car before you spot him. Your eyes meet his, and you immediately know who he is.

“Sae itoshi?”

The tone of your tongue has him in a chokehold, it’s idiotic. He clicks his tongue, not saying anything before nodding.

“…I’m assuming you must be on a break after that successful season right?”

“Yeah, though I’m still continuing my training.”

You nod, you didn’t expect anything less from the workaholic the itoshi has been known for. The atmosphere in warms due to the geography, though there lingers another feel that you can’t exactly capture. He feels it too.

“Well, work hard and don’t over do it! I just might interview you one day!”

Sae nods, he takes into notice the bag of yours that sags down. Most likely to all of the work material held in it. He sees you shuffle, starting to turn around before he calls out to you.

“What’s your name?”

Your head looks back, chirping out an answer.

“Y/N L/N.”

He’s heard your name before, from others in the industry. As you wave goodbye, sae ends his workout for the day and heads back to his apartment.

He ends up reading through most of your works to fill in his gap of time.

The last thing Sae expects is seeing you again, will all of his teammates present this time.

When he was told of the email sent by his manager, Sae for the most part did not care. Not until the mention of a journalist was brought up.

He tells himself he is not getting nervous, it’s just the adrenaline in him for seeing his teammates again. Thus, he is not nervous.

When greetings are done and explanations are given, Sae feels a shift in his mind. But he doesn’t know what to think of it. He can’t be nervous, can he?

When his turn is up, his fist bawl together as you approach him.

“Seems like it’s fate.”

“Fate?”

“Yeah! Remember? When I said I would interview you some day.”

He very much remembers, Sae doesn’t know why he keeps thinking about the interaction you two had. It was three weeks ago, almost four now. Silently, and still not knowing it, but the itoshi is glad you could interview him.

To your surprise, you pull out a generous amount of information from Sae. The player usually is known for his little if at all, acknowledgment to journalists. But seems you hit the jackpot with this one.

His teammates and even assistant are astounded by his willingness to talk and answer your questions with full truth. They tease the man for his change of heart.

It’s short spent time, the interview being wrapped up and his teammates are all huddled together. But sae keeps his distance, his figure itching to move. To you. You’re about to leave with your manager before once again, you’re halted by Sae Itoshi.

“Can you give me your number?”

The blunt truth is given, and your face reveals your shock by the said action. Saw blinks, but this overwhelming feeling overcomes him again as he stares at you.

When he reaches his apartment, he now has a new number in his contacts.

The weather in Spain is unbearable, that’s what Sae hears your mouth ramble about almost nonstop when he’s with you.

How many months has it been? It feels short, though 6 months have passed since the friendship between you and the player arose. It was slow for the itoshi to warm up to you, but no matter what he kept close.

The highlights for him that have changed him are many, in your friendship he means. He’s not one to keep close ties with many, solace one he wishes to keep.

Three months into this newfound bond, Sae thinks as though his mind has been altered when he saw you tending to a stray. The cat hungry and meowing nonstop, until it was graced by the food you had.

Usually he himself wouldn’t pay mind to a stray, most likely not even noticing, but he doesn’t tell you how that small action has changed him. Now when he sees a stray, he lets a scrap of food fall towards the animal.

It’s as if he subconsciously chooses to, having a slice of hope that it might pull your closer to him.

When a week of straight work was jammed into your schedule, you couldn’t talk much with the itoshi. His eyes darting to his home screen seeing no reply from you, an irk appears on his forehead.

You invite him to a cafe. Telling him that he doesn’t have to come, since you most likely won’t chat with him as you work away.

“Then why bother asking?”

“I don’t know, I just feel bad that you’re waiting for me to reply or be done.”

For once, Sae hears from another about how impatient he is, but you don’t say those exact words. Just sparking at the implication.

Contrast to his words, the day of he walks into the cafe eyeing the table you sit at. You’re working as diligently as ever, it’s almost a direct copy of himself when he’s immersed in a match or practice.

His cup is being destroyed, his hands gripping the poor cup as his foot taps the ground. He really is inpatient. He’s never noticed up until now, or has but just doesn’t dare to admit it. Especially since you’re the one getting the rise out of him.

You haven’t said much, as he expected. But he wishes to hear your voice maybe, but that wish will only lead him to disappointment. He’s at least somewhat satisfied, your presence being a bonus he thinks.

Sae grows curious, more so about and how his mind works whenever he’s basked in your presence. It’s unsettling, new for him.

So his mind wonders the possibility of his whirlwind of emotions, he thinks. Very deeply. But nothing pops up.

Maybe soon he’ll understand.

“So, what’s up with you?”

The irritation in Sae only grows more as he hears the voice of shidou, his palms clenching around his products that are daring to spill out if he continues.

“I don’t know what you’re talking about.”

He’s been off, more so than usual. Just two weeks ago it’s been no contact, and he hasn’t been the best since. His plays are still good, that much hasn’t been affected. Though everything else screams different about Sae.

Those three words tick in his brain.

“I like you.”

He made you repeat them, the logic in his mind being gone in a flash as he deals with a situation that he can’t control.

He’s too quick witted for his own good, he did the worst thing he possibly could.

“Why would I feel the same?”

“You’re only going to get in my way.”

“Why would I waste my time on you?”

Yeah, Sae itoshi is only a mouthful of daunting words. But he’s not all that bad, he knows the worth in his words. And he they have broken your heart. He knows that this is on him, because why say such words if his heart opposes?

It’s a sea of void and uncertainty, waves crash and a storm can be made by a simple act. Somehow Sae feels as though he was the storm that caused the crash. It collapsed so fast and quick, can he even repair such a thing?

An emotion of love is wicked, it’s a whirlwind that surges through the person and Sae doesn’t like it. He doesn’t accept it. Involving yourself into a relationship only weakens the rest of you, so why risk it when he’s gotten to the golden age of his career?

He can be selfish, but this need is different. As if he desires it more than he thinks.

“God dammit.”

“Woahhhh someone’s mad.”

“I fucked up.”

The night of, Sae lets the newfound realization pull him deep. Though he can’t find it in himself to act on it, Sae itoshi can’t pursue this.

It takes months until he actually grows the courage to admit himself to the truth and be honest.

“You’re too sweet you know?”

“Oh, stop it.”

The uproar of the crowd is still raging strong, his thoughts and heart race only intensify as he glares at the opponent he faced.

It’s not like he lost against the other male, by game terms no. He was victorious this match, but that mindset shattered the minute he saw him getting interviewed by you.

He noticed you at the beginning of the match, and the deep voice in him told him to not look at you, to keep his eyes off of you and focus.

The adrenaline and rush in him must be due to the game, the thought of crushing the opposing team. Although his heart tells him otherwise. The thought of you watching him overwhelms him in a way that makes him score three goals.

Why must you impose such a huge impact on him?

It’s sickening, it’s pure torture to not walk up to you as if everything is normal. Or how the past once was.

You must be avoiding him, because multiple others are dying to report him but his answers are little to none. They aren’t the ones who can spew answers out of him, you are.

“Why’d you tell me such so much when you usually make comments so vague?”

“Because you’re not like the rest.”

“Huh?”

“Whatever.”

He watches your every move, and sae knows the player is getting every chance to butter you up. A flirt alright, and you play back with charm. It’s natural for at most, in order to show a genuine connection. Though to Sae, it has his mind in a fury as he’s a bystander watching the interaction.

“Stop glaring at your ex like that.”

He’s slapped on the shoulder by Aiku, the irk on his forehead grows as he mumbles out an insult to the male and shifts away from him.

It’s almost a relief, the mention of you being his “ex.” Because no, you aren’t. All that it was is you liked you, and he rejected that.

Now he knows how much of a fool he was, he rejected the idea. Not you. To many, that ideal is a stupid one. But in the moment, it was a valid point that made his decision come about.

He’s really an idiot, because he should have at least asked to stay in contact. But maybe his ego got to him, making him believe he was in the right. All those months without you just proved him wrong.

He watches you, and sees a man come closer to you. His attire is casual but formal, similar to yours in all black as he calls out to you. You beam a smile at him and sae feels his nerve break.

It’s in the way he laughs with you that makes Sae’s body turn cold.

He can tell the two of you are close, body language clearly showing a sense of ease and clarity for trust in the other. He feels the need to pull you away, Sae feels the grow of something in his throat, a grimace overtakes him.

The fixation on you keeps him unclear from the way you notice his stare, your eyes meet his and the gleam in them disappear in an instant.

He looks away, keeping his distance from anything and everything as a way to collect himself, he still has to deal with the after party for the game.

He wonders if you will be there.

It’s a ruckus, something Sae doesn’t wish to deal with today. The day has seemed long enough as is, though a ting of curiosity was infiltrated in his brain. It eats him alive, it’s only a couple hours of his night gone to drinks and a nuisance of people.

Besides, shidou does a perfectly well job enough keeping him entertained.

“Ooo, you might wanna see who came.”

Sae takes in the way shidou’s tone is one of tease and playfulness, it gets under his skin but he has an idea of what he could mean. Or who he meant.

The lighting doesn’t seem to work on you, cause Sae can still see the glow you carry as you enter in. He’s in a trance, because for the first time he’s seeing you all done up rather than in casual attire which still looked good on you. Clothes only being an accessory that showcased your true beauty.

He sees you wore a black velvet strapless gown that held a slit, it’s clear that it will draw some eyes. And his are one of them.

His desire for you grows strong, and now he allows himself to comprehend that need. No longer trying to sugarcoat the problem that has set him in a trance.

It shatters though when he sees who walks in with you, the same guy from the game who whisked you away. Most likely a coworker, but why does he stare at you with so much adoration?

“Woah chill, you look like you’re about to explode.”

The remark has him lift his fist, showing shidou the growing angry in him if he doesn’t keep quiet. Sae knows that now, he’s doomed for an unrelenting amount of jealousy.

It’s tempting, to say something unforgettable to the male at your side. Though he doesn’t wish to sour his reputation even more with you, he already broke your heart.

What place does he have to interfere?

It’s not as though you’re paying him any mind.

Despite the thought, it doesn’t last long the minute he sees the contact of his hand on your back. Keeping you at bay from all the commotion inside. The filter on his will breaks, his body uncontrollably stands to his feet as he turns a heel.

But a force of fault keeps him still, it’s as though his heart is keeping him from moving. From you. It’s seconds of contemplating as he watches, the itch in his body beings to grow as he sees you leave.

His fear of this potentially being the last time he sees you sets in. Who knows when you two will even be in the same proximity again.

“What are you doing sae!!! Go get her!!”

“Keep your mouth shut.”

Still, by contrast Sae has his figure swing by others in order to meet yours, it’s a distance worth the call outs that he ignores. Their voices cancel out to the point he has to reach.

His presence hits hard, the male at your side turning his attention to sae that waste no time in grabbing your hand. Your yelp one of surprise before your mouth trembles.

“Sae?”

☆⌒.*･

The task to drag you outside was one he expected with bickering, though you kept quiet as his hand was holding yours. The contact enough to make his ears red.

“Are you going to explain this?”

He hears your voice come out In a tone that reminds him too much of himself. And he immediately thinks there’s a big chance you’ll leave without him saying anything.

He’s quick to open open his mouth, preparing to speak, until he notices how close your face is to his. It’s cliche, the concept of “took my breath away” when referring to someone. Maybe he can understand it now.

Your lips are placed into a thin line, making him wonder if that smile of yours earlier was just in his head. But still, the patter of his heart, the warmth spreading through him, it tells him the truth about your smile.

“Who is he?”

“That’s your first question?”

Yes, because that’s all that has been occupied in Sae’s brain. Consuming his every nerve and eating away at his heart. This is the first thing he has to know.

A line caresses your forehead as your hands ball into a fist. You’re getting worked up. He knows it, because why you must wonder “why is he doing this?”

“He’s a coworker along side me. Joshua.”

“Well he seems like he has an eye for you.”

The words are blunt and enough to set you off, it makes you wonder just why does he wish to know so much? You two aren’t friends.

Does he not recall that day? The day his words were a statement of, “I don’t want you.” The words spilling out until you told him, “I get it.”

Because he truly had no reason to tell you every reason on his list why he would ever think about dating you. A simple rejection would have done the trick, not nights of tears and insecurities growing.

“And why is this your concern? We’re not friends.”

It stings, a sharp ache growing in him makes his eye widen. He doesn’t know why that caught him off guard so much. The cold tone? The words reminding him of his from then? The reality sinking in? It’s a shame on your end, that you haven’t left yet. He doesn’t know why you even stay, but he knows he still has time.

“I’m an idiot yeah?”

The self proclaimed question raises your brow, a smile comes to your face before it falls.

“Yes? Why do you need me to state it for you?”

“Because I’m just now realizing how stupid I was for being in denial.”

His sentence is vague, he doesn’t have it in him to say the rest. You take a moment to think, but the only situation he can be referring to is the rejection of yours. Were the words said in spite of his denial?

“Seems I don’t understand, you tell me since you started this.”

He wants to fight back, but he knows it would only be a matter of time before you can handle his attitude towards this. Admitting his wrongs, being truthful to what he wants.

“I don’t mean the words I said.”

If anything, I wanted you more than anything.

“Then why did you have so much to say? You told me to my face that I would only drag you down.”

He halts, because the words were nasty and harsh. He basically lashed out on you, his rebuttal to this has to prove it. That he reciprocates and is wanting to fix what he has damaged.

“I don’t know how to deal with my feelings, and I’m career driven. The idea of a relationship screams disaster to me and I was just in the mindset of, why change something already good?”

The aspect of your friendship with him was a change, though it doesn’t compare to that of a relationship. The idea of having you hanging, having days or weeks without seeing you, he didn’t see the need to hurt you because he thought that would be the outcome.

He never considered that it could be a beautiful change for the better, even with the challenges facing it. He copes with the fact that you’re going to be disappointed, but he might as well try.

“So you thought that pushing me away was for the best? Not even telling me about your feelings truthfully and just lashing out?”

He nods, his mind blank for a way to justify himself. But he can’t. He starts to feel desperate, and for once his mind is coming to terms with the idea of his loss.

“I’ve never bothered to speak of my feelings, in regards with things such as this. Because I don’t know how to or what I can do.

“Well, if you can’t figure out a way to prove yourself, I’m just going to leave.”

Your words are a challenge, because Sae knows you will make your leave if he doesn’t let his heart speak for itself. The act of words will be repeated, and he’s going to mess up what he truly means if he keeps this up.

His hand moves voluntarily to your wrist, pulling your closer with an arm wrapping around your waist. The hitch in your breath comes out, before your lips are sealed away by his.

It’s soft, the idea that Sae can be soft is one that seems fake. Far from reach, but it’s being presented to you right now as he deepens the kiss with a tinge of fear that you might leave.

You can’t, and you won’t leave. Your heart wins the battle of sorrow as you think that you understand what he means. His act of choice telling you enough, that he wants this.

“Please, l can wait for your love, all I need is a chance.”

His face remains almost stoic, but with how close he is, you see the soften in his eyes as his cheeks tint pink.

“Don’t be an idiot and try. Change.”

He knows what you mean by change, not change himself completely, but change his behavior to this new feeling. He can do that, with time. It’ll be worth it, if he can experience the sensation of this love his heart has.

“Promise.”

A kiss sealed, and the event forgotten. For once he sees the good in coming to this one.

a/n; we can’t be friends, but I’d like to just pre tend, you cling to your paperss and penss wait until you likeee mee again

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koiir · 1 year ago

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MATCH WITH ME?

In which he gets you something to match with him

𓈒 ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅ ━ Pairings; chigiri hyoma, reo mikage x gn!reader

𓈒࣪ 𐐪𐑂 ─ CHIGIRI HYOMA - matching bracelets

He would be the type to find those adorable matching bracelets online, either on instagram ect and spend so much time picking out a set… or someone he would love to make your own bracelets (an excuse for a date and so he can help you when needed) he would definitely be more affectionate with you since it’s an activity that is more hands on on.

“See? Aren’t they cute?”

Chigiri’s phone screen is filled with multiple pictures, those of bracelets for you two to match since you both have been wanting to get matching items for a while now. The bracelets being in the colors which are your favorites (since he remembered to take note of that)

Although your own concerns grow, not getting your hopes up incase so.

“And if they don’t ship here?”

“Then we can make our own”

His response seems almost natural, as if he knew already that you would ask that. As if he hasn’t already bought the charms need. Your expression is one of surprise, becoming flustered at his request.

“What about the red ones?”

“Mhm? Why red?”

“Uh…because it looks good on you?”

“You hardly wear red though.”

It seems he wants the perfect bracelets, just for you and him. Another picture is shown to you, including your favorite colors on each bracelets.

“What about these? That one is your favorite color?”

𓈒࣪ 𐐪𐑂 ─ REO MIKAGE - matching sets

The one who makes sure you both have something to match with, it doesn’t matter to reo if it’s clothes, jewelry, ect. He finds himself filled with excitement knowing you both have an item to remind yourselves of the other, always smiling at said item.

Your drink is the only thing keeping you comfort now, since reo had left away in hurry earlier. You don’t think you’ve ever seen him so eager to go to a store…and what surprised you is that he didn’t take you with him.

Text!

Comeovernow

His words are fumbled together, rushing his text as if time is limited for you two. Even though you both have been at the mall for quite some time now. You look around, not remembering where reo had gone. Sending him a quick text, you immediately see his message pop up at the location.

Van Cleef.

You feel like heart is going to burst, the minute he sends you the text you rush towards the store—one that you have been dying to go to ever since you saw it.

Reo made sure to take note of the way your eyes scanned the store, remembering the times he would see you looking at a certain necklace online.

“See? They have the whole set!”

You hear his voice the minute you step foot into the store, seeing a grinning reo as he holds a necklace, bracelet, and ring laying on a soft velvet box. The three matching as you look closely, tracing your hand over them.

Reo takes this as a chance to hold your wrist catching you off guard, before he places the bracelet on you—even slipping the ring on as you become flustered. A smooth move of him

Now you find reo behind you as he clasps the necklace on you, revealing his hand to you.

“See? Now we’re matching even more.”

He points out the matching colors in your outfit, ah, that’s why he took a little longer to get ready…

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koiir · 1 year ago

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BEHIND THE CURTAIN

— In which his performance is soon, yet he can’t seem to let you.

𓈒࣪ 𐐪𐑂 ─ Pairing; Lyney x gn!reader

𓈒࣪ 𐐪𐑂 ─ Genre/ content; fluff, clingy bf vibes (tell me not) not proofread

The rustling can be heard as his movements increase, Lyney rushing in order to spare time. 10 minutes, is all the time left until the curtains open to the awaiting audience he has. The knocks from his sister can be heard, yet he pays no mind as he reworks he tricks to perfection—grinning feeling your gaze locked on him.

“Lyney! You should come out, preparations need to be checked.”

The words come out as a whisper to him, because he doesn’t respond as he walks over seeing your face of disapproval. He knows he sister will comment on it, telling him he’s too “lovesick” to focus on anything other than you. Buts he’s gotten use to it, and will never deny it. He can find himself outright admitting the emotions so deep that run for you, the burst too intense as he feels the need to voice out the love he carries.

“You shouldn’t waste your time here you know Lyney.”

“Oh? But how can I not when you’re presence is blessing me today?”

His words come out as smooth as the flower behind you ear, now placed onto your side by Lyney who was the one for such an act. The romantic tactics of his being those you are well use to now, yet it never fails to bloom a flutter in your heart. The flower petals start to blossom out, revealing the true beauty hidden beneath. You feel a new compliment about to arise from the magician.

You’re met with his lips on yours, the fleeting moment one you cherish always as he pulls back wrapping his arms around you in a hold. The proximity of you two is one that almost indicates one single silhouette, yet it’s the closeness of two bodies that are almost one.

“If I could I would spend my every precious moment with you.”

“The show is temporary, yet your love isn’t.”

His words are as cheesy as ever, but they hold truth. The beating of his heart on yours being the evidence that you need to know he is truthful, he always is. His warmth is one that can not compete with that of the suns, it becoming the source of warmth that spreads throughout his body as he drapes himself on you.

5 minutes—the ticking of the clock is what settles around the quiet of the room, on other days the room would be filled with laugher, his voice, the voices of two in love. But today Lyney finds himself keeping quiet as he bask in the moments he is spending you with, before he is to leave. Others call him dramatic for his attitude once he leaves your side—they tell him you will be watching him as always, never gone from his sight.

Yet Lyney can’t stand that you’re in the crowd, as it you’re just another audience member. He knows more than anything that you’re more than just that, but also because at times he won’t be able to spare at fleeting glance at you. A final knock is heard, he hold you on you only becomes tighter.

The realization creeps up on him as he feels the end of the moment about to come, the afterglow will be one where he gives you his affection and love—before he heads off to do what he does best.

“Keep your eyes on me okay?”

“Once the curtains close come to me.”

Go back into his arms, go back to him. Because after each performance he finds himself experiencing the afterglow of pride, one that he wishes to share with his beloved.

A/n; you guys I’m actually in love with him now…is he becoming my number 1 or….

#genshin x reader #genshin impact #genshin imagines #genshin fluff #genshin impact lyney #genshin impact x reader #genshin lyney #lyney x you #lyney fluff #lyney x reader #lyney x y/n #lyney #koiir writes

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SO GET UP, I DON’T WANT TO FIGHT YOUR SHADOW

— Arguments/disagreements with them and how they deal with it

𓈒࣪ 𐐪𐑂 ─ Characters; rin itoshi, nagi seishiro, chigiri hyoma x gn!reader

𓈒࣪ 𐐪𐑂 ─ Genre | content; angst with comfort + fluff, slight swearing, mentions of crying, not proofread

𓈒࣪ 𐐪𐑂 ─ RIN ITOSHI

Rin doesn’t know what to do as he grips his hair holding onto the counter, digging his palms into. He…he didn’t mean it, he knows that. But it doesn’t change how bad he hurt you that you started to cry out of frustration. He was just so stubborn, rin would really really bad at this. He said words he didn’t mean scared of the fact you might leave.

The uncertainty killed him in the moment, he had to do something. Quickly. Rin looked at the door leading to the room you had locked yourself in, trying to get away from him. He knew you wanted space, you tried to talk to him and he ruined it. He knew he would give you the time you needed, but in that time he would do something….

Rin walked through the park, knowing that he should calm himself down so he didn’t explode on you again. He couldn’t, not twice. He then looked down to his side seeing a flower, it was a single flower. No others surrounding it. He stared at it before picking it up gently, walking back to his destination.

When he enters back into your apartment, rin immediately is met with the sight of you in the kitchen. He then sees you look back at him with your eyes slightly widened.

“You’re back…”

Ah. Of course you took note of the way he had left…that probably look extremely bad on his part. Rin looked down with guilt as he walked towards you, placing the flower on the counter.

“I’m sorry…I know I fucked up and I was just stubborn. I was…scared.”

You knew how rin got, this wasn’t the first time which is why you understood. But it did get annoying when he wouldn’t listen to your words at times, which is why you got so frustrated this time. You walked towards rin and embraced him knowing it’s what he needed, and also what you needed.

“Just…please rin, I want you to understand my feelings too and I need you to communicate with me. Please.” Rin rubbed your back, knowing he needed to work on this. He would, for the sake of you and him. He couldn’t let his fears get in way of your bond, the love you two share.

𓈒࣪ 𐐪𐑂 ─ NAGI SEISHIRO

It’s been getting on your nerves, a lot. You knew nagi had his habit of leaving things off and making the promise he would do it later, but it was piling up like the papers you had. You really didn’t have time, not with trying to continue your daily routine with the loads of work you had. It was getting to much, and nagi would only make it worse.

“Wha…where are you going?” His voice is quiet, as if he had just woken up. But nope, he was crashed on the couch playing on his phone. It was normal but it didn’t help that he didn’t do what you had asked him. Couldn’t he do at least one thing? For you?

“Just for some things.” But you just wanted to get away from him, you needed to get your mind off things. But nagi knew you better, he sighed getting up before wrapping his arms around your waist. Keeping you in hold like a kola, you gasp slightly as you groan, he was now getting up to do something?

“Don’t leave…m’ sorry [name]…” he voice is low as he knows the problem, one he was the cause for.

“Sei, let go of me. You clearly aren’t if you’ve kept making promises that you can hold up.” You try and wiggle out of his grasp but nagi was always like this, it was no use.

Nagi knows he has made you lose some trust in him, he knows you’ve been so busy and that you needed his help but he just…he was being a shitty boyfriend and didn’t help when you needed him. He then takes your hand before walking you to the couch pulling you onto him, holding you to his chest.

“I know I know…I’ll make it up to you I promise, but go to sleep. You’re clearly tired and need to sleep.” Nagi says as he caresses your head, hoping to put your mind at more ease. You know he’s right, you’ve been working to the brim and need proper sleep. You fall easily into his tactics as your eyes shut and you fall into a slumber.

Nagi takes this as his chance to get up (somehow not waking you) and he gets to work. Like he he should have when you asked. But now he makes it up to you, knowing you feel much better seeing that he has done the task you asked of him. He even goes out of his way to get takeout for you, incase you’re hungry when you wake up.

Nagi feels exhausted from the work, but knows it will be worth it seeing your smile. He draped himself onto you again, now falling asleep with you.

𓈒࣪ 𐐪𐑂 ─ CHIGIRI HYOMA

Chigiri can been somewhat petty at times, this doesn’t change even during arguments. It shouldn’t have been a big deal, he thinks so at least—but maybe it was if it caused you to storm out and leave.

He plops down onto the couch before sighing out, maybe he was in the wrong he thinks. He let his pride get to him thinking it wasn’t that serious, but of course each side has a different story. He looks at the time, noticing it’s been…20 minutes. Since you left, he thinks. He knows you couldn’t have gotten to far, so he gets up in order to find you.

Chigiri is glad that he knows you in and out, because he walks to the one cafe you never can get bored of. He sees you sitting snug and comfortable while you have you computer with you. Blocking your face from his view, but he knows that it’s you behind the screen. He enters and you look up before looking away, clearly noticing him.

He walks up to your table trying to act calm and collected, but his heart is hammering inside his chest as he sees you look up at him. He can’t tell how you feel based of your expression, but he can sense your nervous with the way your eyes dart back and forth.

He sits down, maybe he should have asked but…you don’t say anything. Almost as if you have been expecting this. You stare at him almost awaiting his answer, it seems like you’re almost in a hurry as if you have something to do. That causes a slight pain in his heart but he knows he should have treated this situation more seriously.

“I’m sorry….I know was being stupid and wasn’t hearing you out but…” he grabs your hand that is on the table, squeezing it as he thinks on his next words. You look down at your hand clasped with his, you sigh and rub his hand back.

“Well…maybe don’t be so petty next time chigiri hyoma.” You say with a teasing tone, you aren’t extremely mad but…you just want him to understand your side of things.

Chigiri slightly glares at you for calling him his full name, but he laughs glad you aren’t mad at him anymore. But he does have to learn, at least for the future. For you and him.

“Yeah yeah yeah….but I’m really sorry. I should have taken your feelings into consideration and….I didn’t. I have to make it to up.” Chigiri then looks at you with his gleaming pink eyes, he’s holding himself to that promise you can tell.

He sees you smile and his heart is filled with love, he is washed with the sense of relief as he wonders one more thing.

“Have you eaten yet? Ordered anything?” Cause if not, then chigiri has to be the one to pay for your needs. Maybe feed you himself if he’s feeling like it (he will)

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WHEN THE MOON RISES

How they spend their night with you as your lover

ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅ ━ Pairings; Kazuha, Scaramouche, xiao x gn! reader

𓈒࣪ Genre/content; tooth rotting fluff, stargazing, late night walks/runs, late night cooking, established relationships, FIANCÉ SCARAAA, not proofread

𓈒࣪ 𐐪𐑂 ─ Kazuha

Kazuha has you in his hold next to him as you nuzzle into him, the warmth that radiates off of him contrasting to the wind in the air that leaves chills down your spine. It’s comfortable being with him like this, the silence leaving only the sound of nature to be heard as you both look into the night sky seeing the stars scattered around.

You’re caught in the moment until you feel his hand grasp yours, he drags it up pointing to the stars above. You look over at Kazuha seeing his face locked onto you with his warm eyes on you.

“Distracted dove? I thought you wanted to stargaze.”

Kazuha lets out an airy laugh as he noticed the way you seemed to be dozing off instead of focusing on the stars just as you had wanted, but you can’t help how comfortable you felt—it leaving you almost tired as you leaned into Kazuha more.

“You can’t blame me…especially with how warm you are kazu.”

Your comment leaves a red tint on his face, but his expression is calm as he traces his fingers over yours before making your hand trace over the stars up above. You look up and feel yourself being immersed into the feeling of the view, along with the comfort of Kazuha holding your hand. He smiles but you don’t see it as he runs his hand over yours before he speaks up once more.

“Just…focus on me dove.”

You look back into the night sky seeing Kazuha continue to move your hand as if he wants to hold the star he traces. The feeling of his hand holding yours fills you with comfort as you lean your head onto his shoulder, silence once again overtaking as you two are caught in the moment.

No words are needed as you feel Kazuha use his free arm to warp around you, as if it was a blanket covering you up. The feeling makes shiver as his arm wraps around you but it only makes you lean closer to the source of warmth that is next to you.

His presence making you feel at peace as this was what you had needed, you two were always able to be close to one another but recently you’ve feel out of mind. So having the idea of stargazing, Kazuha didn’t oppose as he only wanted the best for you. And he’s glad he has made this decision to come out with you, cause now he is able to hold you while being able to embrace the feeling of your presence.

𓈒࣪ 𐐪𐑂 ─ Scaramouche

He wants to wiggle his hand out of your grasp, his tinted face being proof of his annoyance with having to hold your hand like a child who walks with their mother. But Scaramouche knows if he parts ways, his hand will eventually come back to yours. And he definitely doesn’t want you to tease him about later, so he clasps your hand as you two walk through the night.

“I don’t even know why I agreed to come with you…”

“You’re acting like you wouldn’t be texting me about my whereabouts if you didn’t come.”

He hears you laugh, he just wants to shut you up cause Scaramouche definitely would not text you worried. Never. Neverrrr.

“I would never.”

But Scaramouche knows how he gets whenever you leave, he doesn’t like to admit how clingy he can get whenever you’re away. It feels almost natural for you to be by his side all the time, most likely because of how long you two have been together. He doesn’t even remember the last time he wasn’t able to sleep with you by his side.

“Rightttt….oh, look.”

You point to the thing that lays next to the wall, Scaramouche follows your finger until he notices the thing you are pointing at. The city lights are bright enough to notice your surroundings, but whatever you are pointing at seems to be blending into the brick wall.

As you two walk closer the thing is visible to the eye, you notice it’s a black cat.

“Oh my gosh! Scara it’s a cat!”

Your voice is soft as you squeal in excitement seeing the cat, it reminding you of your own cat that has been with you Scaramouche for almost a year. He watches the way you kneel to be able to pet the cat, the cat instantly lets you pet it as it purrs looking at you with bright eyes.

“[name], we should be going.”

“But scaraaaa! Look at the cat! We Can name it a scarameow.”

Scaramouche feels himself want to take that cat out of your grasp, he’s reminded of the time you kept begging him to name your own cat that stupid name “scarameow”

“No! We are not getting another cat.” Oh, but now he feels slightly guilty seeing your sad eyes as you let go of the cat. He lets out a scoff before looking down onto the cat and back at you, Scaramouche knows you both can’t take the cat in—especially since it’s a stray, but he Can at least try to make it a reality.

“…you know what I mean.”

Scaramouche leans down to the cat before placing his hand in front of the cat letting it sniff his hand. The cat leans into him making Scaramouche let out a soft gasp, not expecting the cat to lean closer.

“Oh my gosh! The cat loves you scara!”

“Not as much as I do though.”

Scaramouche groans, his face flushed as you lean your head onto his shoulder as you both look down onto the cat. Almost like it’s your own, the connection feels like you have owned this cat for years.

You don’t expect Scaramouche to pick up the cat, yet the cat doesn’t make any willful refusal as it purrs. The scene of your fiancé holding the cat makes your heart burn with affection, you feel your cheeks hurting from all the smiling.

“We should take it to a shelter.”

He turns to you an you feel your mood drop at the thought of having to leave the cat, but it is the best thing to do. But you still wish you could have the cat for your own.

“Oh…yeah you’re right.”

Scaramouche notices the way you seem to be upset at his answer, he can’t help but look away to grin at the cat. Knowing he has a little plan of his own to turn the frown upside down. Because soon you two will have a new addition to your small family. Of cats.

𓈒࣪ 𐐪𐑂 ─ Xiao

You read the instructions written on the box, trying to see if you have everything you need in order to bake the snack xiao wanted. It wasn’t a regular for you and xiao to cook or bake this late at night, you both usually would already be fast alseep by now. But for some reason something was different after tonight as neither of you could get sleep, which lead to xiao asking for you to come out to the kitchen with him.

“You have everything right love.”

His voice brings you back as you look down at xiao how is in between your legs as you sit on the counter, it’s obvious he’s tired but he still makes an effort to stand so he can hold you. His voice is quiet as you can hear the slight rasp in xiao’s voice as he leans in closer, his head leaning onto your shoulder as he takes the box out of your hands.

“So…you really want to bake brownies?”

“Mhm…yeah.”

Xiao also knows your love for sweets, so he knows that it will be worth it to bake the brownies.

You two start do what is written on the box xiao is trying to give in effort and you know he is trying—but the tiredness he is dealing with prevents him from much as he has slower movements. You know you both should probably go back to bed, but xiao continues to dismiss your concern for him.

“S’ fine [name], I don’t mind.”

Xiao goes back to mixing the ingredients as you had offered to do it, but he took up the job before you could. He feels his eyes grow heavy but they immediately become wide as he feels your arms wrap around his waist slowly. His face flushed into a deep shade of red, you take note as you smile seeing his mixing falter for a bit—until he continues to mix again.

You two stay like this until the ingredients are mixed, you grab the tray where you feel xiao take his hand take yours as he makes you both pour the bow mixed ingredients into the tray. You feel his hand on yours as you become more flustered, the moment a sweet one that made your heart thump.

You two plop down onto the couch as you have finally put the batch of brownies into the oven, you already forgot how long you have to wait for them to cook but you know xiao will remember and remind you. He has you lay on him as he closes his eyes, but he stays awake as you speak about anything that run through your mind.

He likes this. A lot. Xiao has always loved moments like these in which you both could just rewind with one another as you ramble on and on, but of course xiao doesn’t mind this as he can hear your voice that calms him down. It isn’t until you both hear the alarm that xiao placed on his phone that makes you both realize how lost in the moment you both were.

“So….what do you think?”

Your hand retracts from xiaos mouth as he stands eating the brownie that you had fed him, he can taste the sweetness of the brownie yet it isn’t too overpowering. It’s perfect he thinks. But it isn’t as perfect as how he got to spend this moment with you.

“It’s good, here.”

You don’t know what xiao could mean, cause he clearly doesn’t have a brownie in his hand that he can feed you. But your caught by surprise as xiao kisses you, leaving you in a shocked state. It’s quick yet you are able to taste the sweetness on xiaos lips, almost thinking it isn’t the brownie itself and rather xiao.

“What do you think?”

He now asks you, you look away flustered as xiao has seemed to become more bold with his actions. He wasn’t always this straight forward, especially with affection.

“I think I need another taste.”

As soon as you finish speaking, you find yourself back with your lips placed onto his as he kisses you once more.

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WANNA BE LOVED (I KNOW ITS OVER)

‧̍̊˙· I’m which they aren’t over you, based on the lyrics from Like

Characters - Scaramouche, Kazuha, Xiao, Albedo, alhaitham, Venti, x gn!reader

Genre - angst without comfort

Cw: not proofread, mentions of breaking up/ fights, lyric refers to reader as “pretty woman” in Albedo parts but other than that reader is gn, reader is an actor in ventis part

“On every picture you post, a guy I’ve never seen before likes it who is he / Oh right, I’m not your boyfriend anymore”

Scaramouche never thought he was be in this position, ever. The grip on his phone enough to shatter glass, he stared at the account of the one liking every, single, post of yours. He was basically stalking the account, something he did in the past. But now with one difference.

“Seriously? This dude can’t seem to get enough of you.” He said as you giggled. The jealousy was evident on your boyfriend as he clicked on the male’s account.

“Sucks for him, I’m yours.”

Not anymore, cause he shattered something as fragile as glass. The remnants draining him of his worth as he was forced to recall the night he called it quits, only to become the one wishing for you back. Wanting to be yours, not a stranger who was only able to see the online persona you created.

Yet Scaramouche is greedy, so he’ll take in the post from your account, wishing to take the photos you post rather than someone else. Someone who is now in his position, he was now the dude liking your post wishing to be recognized.

“You’re not even mine anymore / but why do I feel like you’re being taken away”

The way Kazuha has been to an endless number of destinations, yet the feeling he has never goes away. He looks back, feeling the familiar presence of the one that was once his. Ah, a leaf. The leaf now on the floor, Kazuha always recalled the times in which you would catch a leaf for him.

So as time passes, why does this feeling go away? It’s not like he’s moved on, Kazuha knows that by now he should have, but he can’t shake the uncertainty of “what if”. If the day comes he encounters you again, he would run to your side, pleading even if it was hopeless. For once he will chain himself down to you and only you, something that he should have done if it meant he could still be with you.

Each step that is taken Kazuha only hopes he will receive a sign from above, one that will lead him back to you. A single breeze was all it took for him to turn back, only for him to encounter a scene that would break all hope. You and another. Happy as ever, you smiling like the sun shines down on the earth. The smile Kazuha once had the pleasure of witnessing each day.

Now the smile would haunt him, the atmosphere suffocating him as he watched. Wishing to be the one next to you, not a witness who would never see you again.

“I swallow the curse’s that rose up to my throat / and again today I press the like button… shit”

Xiao can feel the way his throat hurts, the way his words are caught in his throat as he specks. Trying to hide his feelings, wishing to let out what he has been holding in for what feels like forever. He sighs, knowing that things will never go back to the way they were. Xiao wishes for a time where he can start over, grow a relationship back up with you, and let it blossom rather than whither up like those flowers he gifted.

He taps twice, his mind far from reality as he notices what he did. Xiao told himself he would stop, he would unfollow you and never dare to look back on your account, but xiao couldn’t do it. Not when he can get the pleasure of seeing your smile on screen, even if miles away from you. He has to the chance to look back at the picture, whenever and wherever.

Almost like he has a piece of you left, right? But that feeling is washed away as Xiao now goes into deeper thought, the feelings build up to consume his mind of the same thoughts he has over and over, each day.

The feeling of knowing you have lost and will never get another chance like it, never get you back. His only option left is to continue what has been the cause for his aching heart, or let go for good. Xiao ponders these two options, the second option should be the most logical answer, the one thing he should have done a while ago. But xiao can’t help the way his gaze natural wonders of to your account, wanting to hit the “message” showed on your account.

“After we broke up you look better / pretty woman, yeah yeah yeah yeah”

Stuck in a trance, Albedo couldn’t get a single thing down. His creativity stumped as he pondered on what to do next. The sketch book empty, waiting to be filled with new moments that would fill his heart with happiness. Just like the one he hid away, one filled with sketches reminding him of you and him. He hoped that this book could bring something new, anything to forget the past. But once he looked, those thoughts were pushed away.

Albedo stuck in the scene ahead of him, you. It seems you haven’t noticed the blonde as he was trapped in the confines of the cafe, yet albedo could never forget his muse. He could never bare to look away. The scene filled him with a bittersweet feeling, the way his day got just a little bit better seeing you once more, only to be reminded of the one he lost. The smile adorning your face, the one he once saw every day. That smile now for someone else, along with the gaze you held for them.

Albedo always was fond of the beauty you held, it was only natural that you were the muse for his paintings. Now with that gone, he couldn’t get a single thing down on the paper waiting to be used. It was dangerous, to torture himself by creating sketches of you. To be reminded of the past, even if they were placed in a place of seclusion. Albedo could never get the peace he wanted knowing that was his only way to remember you by. Yet he continues once more, his pencil moving as if it was the most natural thing, beginning to draw you once more.

Albedo stopped, knowing that something was missing. He knew he shouldn’t, he should have stopped. But he looks up, only for his heart to break into pieces. Two hands enclosed, holding one other with a smile on your face. Maybe that was the missing piece. You soon left his vision, once more.

The paper now stained with tear, it near the eye of yours. Almost mocking him of the time he was the cause for your tears. The tables now turned, as he was the one tearing up, one able to make its escape onto the paper. Albedo wished to continue, but he had his answer. You moved on, so why should he still hold on. He got up in order to leave, not before placing the paper into the confines of the trash bin, leaving for the exit. Leaving a piece of the past behind.

“Because of them I backspace into the memories on the word that has stopped / so why am I still stuck in those times”

The night is silent as alhaitham works without care, throwing himself into the piles of despair. In which he can’t find the peace he’s been longing for, wishing for once it could all be a dream and it could be a reality once more. He should know better though, for his smarts it seems he can’t accept the fact that he’s lost you and will in fact not get the chance for you to be his again. The chances of them being zero.

The moments in which you bask in his warmth, the way you would ramble while lowering your voice in order not to disturb him, it all remains stuck in his mind. These memories not once being unnoticed by him. He gripped the files he held in the palm of his hands, the angry growing in him. Just like that night, the night where he broke you. In which he was the cause for you leaving.

He grows cold, realizing the way his angry was the cause for everything. If only he would have stayed calm and collected, just like everyone views him, maybe things would have gone different. He thought he was being rational, thought he was in the right, then why did it end? It should have been logical for you two to stay together, but it seems that the emotions took over and won in this battle.

Alhaitham lets go, collects himself and sits in thought. Calming himself, hoping that maybe he can grow enough to win you back. Just as he grows, you will only grow further. Maybe soon he will be able to catch up, but for now he has to resort to the silence that fills him with sorrow. The silence being a reminder of the nights shared with you as he watched you slumber in bliss.

“Your mind is like a guillotine cutting me mercilessly, but I sneak up behind / as a goblin and watch your daily life”

Venti is in thought as he thinks of how his life could have been different, if he had chosen the path he longed for. But he couldn’t bear the thought of ever encountering you again, so he was whisked into an industry that he had as what others told him “natural talent” for.

“Can you imagine, us… playing the lead roles in a movie!” His smile bright as the sun shines upon you two. “Yeah, and I hope things take a turn for the worst and you somehow end up dying.”

“UGH [NAME]”

“I’m kidding! Hey-“ you caught off guard as he attacked you, tickling you in the process. Laughter being the only thing heard as you two dreamed of a life where you two would shine with one another.

But here venti is now, forced to watch you and your co-star being interviewed on your roles. The two of you being the main leads that would fall for one another, how he once wished to be you and him. He knew many actor’s who would fall for their co-stars, but he wished you wouldn’t be one of them. Maybe it’s just for the press, he thought. But venti knew better.

He could see the evidence on your face, the glint in your eyes that held love. The same could be seen on your co-star, the reporters asking questions on the relationship and others who loved you two together. It’s obvious you two looked good together, which is why it’s hurt so much. It seems like the only thing he hears is people gushing about the love between you two, how everyone knows of the relationship. How Venti wishes to be yours.

Venti loved his career, he really did. It might not have been his first option but he had always had a passion for music. But what if he still went with the first option? The option that could have fixed the two of you? The option that could have gotten him to be yours, once again. But maybe that wouldn’t have happened, maybe you still would have moved on from the past on focus on the bright future ahead of you.

Maybe it was for the better, but either way Venti will never be able to fix the ache in his heart when he encounters your face on every screen he faces. The face of someone he lost, someone who will never be his.

A/n: when I was writing albedos it somehow didn’t save and so I had to start over with his… but i like the way it turned out, anyways hoped you enjoyed the angst

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