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[kooala]

once you realize - chapter one

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!!used to be kookie-off-his-kookie  but now it’s kooala!!

Pairing: Jungkook x Reader, Taehyung x his girlfriend Mina

Tags: best friend! Jungkook, idol verse, friends to lovers!

Genre: fluff, mutual pining, basically the cutest falling in love story 

Wordcount: 4.3k

Warnings: language

Parts: chapter one / chapter two / chapter three / chapter four / chapter five / chapter six / chapter seven

Summary: Seeing your friend regularly turned out to be difficult because of your colliding schedules, but seeing him again after a couple of months something about the way you thought about Jungkook seemed to have shifted. If only you wouldn’t have started getting close with someone else before you had realized how you felt about your best friend. 

Masterlist 

You knocked on the practice room door hesitantly before opening it an inch, peeking inside to see Jungkook and Jimin sitting on the floor, sharing snacks, and talking about something.

“Look who we have here.”, you announced your arrival, opening the door more to walk in and hug both of them in tightly because it had been months since you had seen each other. The conflicting schedules and the fact that they tried to keep male and female groups separated most of the time made it difficult for you to see each other. 

“Oh my god, what are you doing here Y/N?” Jimin was the first one up on his feet and you hugged him in tight, realizing how much you had missed him as a friend over the past months. 

“I figured I was going to come to say hi, it’s been forever.” Smiling you walk over to Jungkook who peeled himself off the floor, walking towards you to wrap you in a massive hug that embraced you completely. He seemed to have gotten broader, taller even. 

“If I had known we would’ve made up some nice plans.”, he smiled over at you after letting you go from the hug and the three of you just smiled at each other, starting to talk and catch up as you follow them up to their rooms for chatting.

You had met BTS back in your days when you had just debuted with your group because social media and tv had picked up on the fact that Jungkook and you had similarities in the position of the group. Not only were both of you the Maknea’s back then, but both of you had the same sense of competition and mastering things with ease - most of the time. 

This had resulted in a couple of collaborations and backstage videos together, where both your girl group and BTS had to compete, both Jungkook and yourself ending up fighting over the deciding points and differences that would make your team win. But as random as it had been to meet during competitive videos, all of you had gotten along well immediately and you had especially grown close with Jungkook, Jimin and Tae, who were all similar to your age. Jungkook never enjoyed the fact that you were a year older but you had always loved it because it annoyed him so much. 

Those years seemed to be long gone now but the friendship had stood the test of time over the past couple of years and it had turned into a tradition to meet up with some of the idols from other groups who were around the same age, going for dinner and some drinks whenever possible. All of you had turned into a strong core group of friends.

 “Honestly, we just talked about going out for a drink a couple of days ago and mentioned that we have to call you guys up before doing so!” Jimin announced as you entered Jungkook’s bedroom, all of you sitting down on the couch in the corner. 

“I wish I could but there’s no time at the moment. I’m so happy we got tonight off, it was only because they canceled a broadcast last minute. Mina is with Taehyung already.” You say, wiggling your eyebrows excited because they all knew how close the two of them had gotten randomly out of the blue over the past couple of weeks.

“Of course she is.”, Jungkook laughed and sunk lower onto the couch, putting his feet up on the table.

“How did they end up talking again anyway? I never saw them hang out before.” Jimin pulled his legs in on the couch and it seemed like he was thinking hard about it.

“Oh wow there is an entire story behind all of it and I’m surprised Tae hasn’t told you.”, you start laughing. “You better go ask him sometime.” 

Both of them looked like they were ready to tickle the answers out of you but they both seemed to have decided that being quiet might be the more gentlemen thing to do.

 “What should we do? Should we get some drinks? Or watch a movie?” Jungkook asked after a while of catching up about each other’s schedules and Jimin got up after looking at his phone.

“I’m meeting up with Yoongi and Hoseok, I can’t. You can come if you want to?”, he asked, running his fingers through his hair while opening the room door.

“I can’t go out or be seen.”, you smile excusing and he nodded understanding.

“Okay, then I hope you’ll be here after we return from dinner to hang some more. See you guys.” Leaving the room he closed the door and there was a sudden moment of silence that made you chuckle and after looking over at Jungkook, you couldn’t help but notice that he definitely had been working out more. He seemed thinner, more toned, you could’ve sworn his jaw never stood out like that before. 

“You really went all out, didn’t you..”, you mentioned, poking his firm chest once and he put both his hands over it a little shy and protective before he started chuckling, his ears turning slightly pink.

“What do you mean?” 

“Oh you know very well what I mean don’t make me compliment you.”, you laugh and he got up with a smirk on his face because you hit the mark with your statement. 

 “So do you want to watch a movie? Game? Order food? We haven’t made a cover in a while.” He mentioned in thoughts as he walked across the room while making different offers, switching on a floor lamp and a couple of lights on the shelves before turning off the ceiling lamps, turning the room into a more dimmed and chilled mood. 

Although you, like everyone else, had always thought of him to be very attractive, seeing him with his slightly longer, messy hair in a sweatshirt and sweats - you couldn’t help but wonder how things had changed under that sweatshirt... 

“I don’t know, what are you up for? I’m too exhausted for gaming. I’d fuck it all up for you. Movie and food? ”, you ask and sit up to walk over, dropping on his bed to get your phone out and look through all the places to order from. 

“Do you want fried chicken? Or ramen? I don’t know why but I’m really craving some soup right now.”, you chuckle and the bed dipped down by your waist when he dropped down on it next to you, looking at your phone screen as well to choose one of the options. 

“I’m always for fried chicken? Totally your call. I’m good with anything.” He sat up more, leaning against the headrest as he pulled two remotes from his nightstand to let down a massive white screen on the opposite wall to project movies on.

“Oh my god since when do you have that?” You sat up, crossing your legs to watch the screen roll down slowly, all amazed by the size and quality of it.

“To impress hundreds of innocent girls coming in here.”, he chuckled and you rolled your eyes, looking over to him because he was mocking your reaction a bit.

“Oh, yea because there are sooo many girls in here all the time. You’re lucky they like me and allowed me in after that stupid no people in dorms rule.”, you chuckle and he shrugged. 

“I have a lot more freedom now than I used to. Which is also why you’re here - because I’m a biiig boy now.”, he laughed and you couldn’t help but agree with his statement. They hadn’t even flinched when you announced your arrival to the security team, letting you through without any issues.

 “Crazy how much things have changed, isn’t it? I mean obviously things are going amazing for all seven of you but also little things. You’re not the Maknea anymore and all of that, crazy to think that. I mean in this setting right now you are, but who’s really keeping a record, you know?” You smirk while teasing him, getting a little lost in your thoughts, watching him look through the movies to pick from, and eventually turn your attention back to ordering food on your phone, handing it to him then so he could pick some things for himself. “You enjoy this way too much.”, he mumbles quietly.

“Sometimes I forget how far we’ve all come, honestly. We met when both of us were... what, seventeen?”, he asked and smirked.  

“Well I was, you were sixteen. Don’t try and brush your age under the carpet, I’ll forever be older than you. Wiser, prettier, more talented... ”, you smirked and he rolled his eyes.

“Want me to formally talk to you? Pour your drinks first?” Jungkook asked a bit cocky and you looked at him as if you had to think about it for a moment.

“You know what? That’d be super fucking great actually.” 

Laughing at your cursing he shook his head, ordering his food quickly before dropping the topic, both of you rummaged through all the movie options available to you. 

 The food arrived and you still hadn’t picked a movie and eventually the both of you played rock paper scissors for the power choice, with you winning it meant you were going to pick one of the horror movies you enjoyed watching only with him. It was going to be a win-win situation.

“I usually hate eating in bed.”, he mumbled as he unfolded his fried chicken box, careful not to get crumbs on it. “We can put a blanket down so it doesn’t ruin your sheets?” 

After getting up, putting down a blanket, and then opening the food while watching the movie, both of you were sitting down content and happy for a solid thirty minutes with comfortable silence only interrupted by the occasional ramen slurping from either of you, switching bowls and items between each other. 

Namjoon had burst in at one point, looking surprised at your presence in the room and saying hi to chat a couple of minutes before leaving again. It had been so nice to relax and feel like a normal person in their twenties without any obligations, feeling trapped or like all eyes were on you. It was relaxing and you really appreciated Jungkook for being the lowkey, chill person he was. 

 “You know -”, he started talking after both of you had finished eating, lying down all comfortable and stuffed to the brim, ready to enjoy the second movie you had just started.

Lying on your side and hugging in the massive pillow a bit, you looked up to him snuggled all cozy and cute next to you in the pillow. “I kind of missed you, not going to lie. It has always been nice to have someone from outside the group that’s.. you know - not a dude.”, he chuckled and looked over smiling. You weren’t sure what kind of undertone was swinging in that comment so you just waited for him to elaborate.

“I don’t get to see loads of people because of schedules and all. I mean I don’t have to tell you, you know what it’s like but I’m just saying it’s nice we have kept in contact all this time. And it’s fun seeing each other grow up. I haven’t seen you in a long time and you’ve changed a lot since I last saw you.”, he chuckled and looked down at your face.

“I hope what you’re trying to say is I got more talented, funnier, prettier, more toned I’ve been working out you know I’m a muscle machine... ”, you joked, counting it off on your fingers and he laughed at your comment, putting one of his arms behind his head, looking back to the screen. 

“You’ve always been super pretty, there was nothing to improve.”, he chuckled and you kept looking at him, waiting for another reaction but his gaze was focused on the tv, if purposely out of interest in the movie or simply to not look at you was unclear. 

“Thank you..?”, you mumbled hesitantly and he chuckled at the sound of confusion in your voice, looking back down at you.

“You’re very welcome.” The smile on his face was so bright that all of a sudden you noticed the lack of distance between your body and his. Both of you weren’t close or intertwined on the bed, there was still a good amount of space between the both of you but the comment about how he had always thought of you as pretty, somehow made that distance seem significantly smaller.

“Rich coming from you, but - ok.”, you chuckle quietly and knew he understood immediately that this was supposed to be a compliment judging by his lack of response from being shy. 

The movie had turned into a third one and you couldn’t help but doze off a couple of times, your mind heavy from all the stress you’ve been having over the past couple of months and being in the comfort of someone who made you feel great just the way you were, combined with the dimmed lights and a full belly, it hadn’t taken you long to fall asleep. 

You felt him get up at one point and leave the room and you only woke up again as he laid back down next to you, putting a blanket over you quietly. 

 The next time you woke up, the movie screen was playing the end credits, music blasting through the speakers as you frowned, disoriented for a couple of seconds. Only then you realized Jungkook’s head was buried at the crook of your neck, his body leaned towards yours, him almost laying on his stomach next to you, cuddled into your side, breathing deep and slow as he was sleeping. His breath was tickling your neck which made you wake up in the first place and the sudden lack of proximity between both of you made your stomach twist in a surprisingly good way.

You pondered for a moment, thinking about if you should act like you were sleeping and just enjoying how warm his body was or if you should scoot out before he woke up so he wouldn’t feel uncomfortable or intrusive. 

Selfishly, maybe a little dazed by the scent of his freshly washed clothes and hair lulling you in, you opted for closing your eyes and turning your body towards his more, enjoying having someone close which you hadn’t felt since joining the company all those years ago - not soft like this at least.

Through your almost completely closed eyes, you could see that he had woken up just now, lifting his head suddenly confused by the position both of you were sleeping in, just like you were a minute ago, and to your surprise, you could see him look at your face for a brief second longer, lingering, before laying back down on his stomach, scooting in an inch closer, making your bodies touch. Although it was in an innocent way of sleeping next to each other, you could feel the heat radiate from his body, making you tingle and feel like wanting to giggle. Taking it a step further, you reached your hand out, seemingly still sleeping, and wrapped it around his back, leaning in cuddly, resting your hand on his waist. You couldn’t help but feel like your arm was very heavy on his back and suddenly regretted your decision. What if this was something he didn’t even want? You could still always act like you were asleep but you hadn’t even thought about how he would feel about that move of yours. The urge to do it alone confused you completely since it was Jungkook you were lying next to - not just anyone. It was one of your closest friends, not your lover.

 Hesitantly you stretch your arm, acting as if you were just waking up, pulling it back in onto your chest slowly and start blinking. You were curious to see if he was going to play the asleep role a little longer or not, curious to see what happened now that you had done a little more than what friends would’ve done in their sleep. 

Opening your eyes, them genuinely feeling heavy from being in a daze and the dimmed light in the room, you tilt your head over to look at his face. To your surprise, his eyes were openly looking at yours, you could see his back rise and fall with every breath and he didn’t do anything except look at you, not saying a word. 

His gaze made your cheeks feel hot and you knew that they were blushing. Cursing yourself for your weak reaction and being so obvious about the fact that you knew what happened, otherwise you wouldn’t have blushed, you felt like an idiot for openly making this feel awkward although it seemed like you were the only one feeling awkward in this situation. 

 Jungkook’s lips grew into a soft smile, looking at your features, slowly letting his gaze drift over your face before turning his head into the pillow, smiling shy to himself. You could see the corner of his mouths turned into a bright smile in his pillow and the affirmation of his behavior made your heart jump a little more than it already has 

You weren’t sure what to do now since you hadn’t been in a situation like this in a while - in fact, you had never been in a situation like this at all which made you hope that Jungkook was going to do something now, anything to guide this weird situation in one of two directions: he was either going to confirm your suspicions, making it obvious that what just happened, didn’t happen on accident but because he wanted it to - or second, he was going to turn this around and make it feel comfortable and easy, putting it off as two friends just falling asleep and accidentally waking up almost in each other’s arms. 

Either way - he had to make a move because you wouldn’t be able to do it for him. 

 As if reading your mind, he turned around to his side, facing you and stretched his arms and legs, yawning into the pillow, looking like a soft marshmallow, making your heartache a little bit with the urge to reach out and touch his cheek and lip softly.

There you were, just staring at him comfortably and when he noticed your gaze he gave you another bright smile, scrunching up his nose gently which gave you the deadly shot you had needed to know that there was no point of return for you now. 

 When you started speaking after the silence all you could get out was a whisper. “I should really go, I’m already going to be in a lot of trouble for coming back so late.”, you mumble into the pillow and his eyes examined your face carefully, looking for something he couldn’t quite put his finger on yet.

“Okay, let me drive you.”, he smiled and although it took both of you a couple of minutes, you managed to crawl out of the bed heavy-hearted. Taking a deep breath, stroking your hair back and hoping that you didn’t look like a complete mess, you went to grab your things, following Jungkook out the door to the hallway.

 “Ah, good. I was just about to kick you out so you don’t get in trouble. Mina left earlier - can you believe they’re lovey-dovey all of a sudden? Still freaks me out. He’s so tiny... ”, Namjoon said laughing and you smiled at him.

“Yea happens to the best. People growing up, I bet they’re doing loads of dirty things together.”, you teased a little bit, seeing his almost ‘shocked parent’ expression. “And thank you. I fell asleep so that was on me. I’ll see you guys soon though. And you don’t have to drive me, I can take a cab.” You stirred the conversation away before Namjoon could get mad at you for being disrespectful and smiled at Jungkook instead, trying to sound as casual as possible and not wanting to cause any inconveniences since you were well aware he had to start early as well tomorrow.

“It’s no problem, really.”, he smiled and you knew that this was off for him judging by Namjoon’s confused look while Jungkook went to grab the keys and put on his shoes, along with his coat.

“Thanks.”, you smile at Jungkook, waiting by the door. “And thank you again. Good luck with the tour if I don’t see you before that.” Bowing your head a little bit towards Namjoon you walked over to the elevator with a smile on your lips, feeling nervous and excited for the car ride ahead.

 “Dirty things together? You really want him to kick you out, don’t you.”, Jungkook laughed once the elevator doors closed and it started moving.

“I don’t know why I said that -  I panicked.”, you admit chuckling and following him down to the parking garage you look at all the fancy cars standing there, none of the members ever able to drive them properly so all they did was appreciate the beauty when they walked past them. 

“Such a waste.”, you mumble as you walk past Hoseok’s G-wagon with a sad expression on your face. It was a matt grey color, almost a green tone, looking exactly as extra and badass as you’d expect Hoseok to look in a car like that one. 

“Wait till you see the luxury vehicle we’re going to have to take.” He pushed the button on the car key and the Hyundai Palisade’s lights started flashing.

“Honestly, this car still confuses me because the front is ugly and the back looks like a Range Rover.”, you admit and Jungkook chuckles as both of you get in the car.

“Sure you don’t want me to drive?” The little dig at his car crash back in the day made him squint his eyes in your direction, seemingly not amused.

“Do you want to walk?”, he retaliated and you lifted your hands in defense, putting your seatbelt on quietly. Sometimes it was hard not to tease him because truth be told, he was kind of sexy when he got a little mad and annoyed or disappointed. 

“Can I at least be in charge of music?” 

He drove out of the parking spot smoothly, making his way out of the garage. Jungkook was a good driver and you knew he was. 

“God they’re already mad.”, you mumble looking at your phone but deciding to ignore trouble until you had to face it face to face in about twenty minutes, you closed the conversation to plug your phone in and got right to picking some good tunes. 

One of your favorite things was hearing Jungkook sing in enclosed spaces like cars or small rooms because his voice seemed to fill out the entire space, going through your brain and tingling it in all the right spaces. His voice was everything and when both of you sang together and you got to perfectly harmonize because both of you were perfectionists, those were the moments that truly made you happy in your friendship. 

Each of you recommending songs, both of you immediately got to singing along together, trying to find an even better one until silence dominated the car ride, making both of you enjoy the songs and just listening to them while driving through the still busy streets. 

“Car rides always freak me out, what if someone sees us at the light.”, you chuckle and Jungkook shrugs smiling, resting his elbow on the car door, sliding his hand through the hair on his neck absent-minded, making you want to scream from excitement. 

“They won’t. Don’t worry.” He smiled and started singing along to the song playing and only now you realized what kind of song had come up next in your playlist. ‘Outta my head’ by Khalid was one of your favorite songs at the moment but given the context of the earlier situation, it just seemed to hit a little different this time with both of you in the small car together and your brain going foggy only thinking about how Jungkook was snuggled in by your side earlier, smelling like heaven. 

 “I was thinking, maybe next time we can make food instead of order? You still want to show me how to make those Italian little balls we had last time.”, he stated as the red light turned green, driving off into the street of your apartment.

“You mean Gnocchi?”, you start laughing and he seemed a little embarrassed by your reaction. “They’re... I mean yeah, we can do that if you’d like.”, you chuckle smiling as he stops the car in front of your apartment. 

“Perfect, I’ll text you then.” He put the car in park and smiled over.

“Thank you for driving me and distracting me tonight. I had a lot of fun. Even not having to sleep alone made me happy.”, you smiled at him, hoping he got the little nudge and without wasting too much time and being suspicious, you exited the car and smiled at him, the door still open.

“Anytime. I’m glad you came over and stayed. I’ll see you at MCountdown?” You nodded smiling. His eyes met yours with a sincere expression and with your cheeks blushing one last time, followed by a shy smile, you nodded and closed the door, waving to him one more time before walking towards your apartment building. When you looked over your shoulder, he was sitting in the car, waiting for you to get inside safely and when you gave him a last quick wave before opening the door, he smiled to himself knowing you were safe inside, starting the car again and disappearing into the night. 

Whatever just happened was going to only be the beginning of what was about to come. 

If you’ve managed to read this far, I’d be more than happy if you could like and share my first chapter if you enjoyed it! If you have any suggestions for improvement or any drabble requests - make sure to shoot me a message! 

thank you so much for reading and I hope you’ll stay for the second chapter 💖

© kooala (stealing, translating or reuploading to other sites is prohibited.)

[fanficauthorjustice]

Plagiarism (4)

It is illegal to take fanfics that you find on Tumblr, AO3, from ANYWHERE, and repost them. The authors can pursue legal action if they so choose. “Credit to the owner”/listing the author’s URL name is not justification. It would be exactly the same as putting a full copy of Harry Potter, Lord of the Rings or any other Paper Published book online and then saying “Credit to the Author”. They’d still sue the pants off you. AO3 even has a team of lawyers that will SUE you for stealing fanfiction from their authors. The gist of this, DO NOT STEAL! 

This is a list of authors that had their fics STOLEN by this Wattpad user: seonghwaffle__ in this book.  These authors listed are not the thieves, they are the owners of these fics. I am linking the original works so that they can receive the love and attention that they deserve.

@ateezlust (Anniversary title changed to Oppa - Seonghwa, The Glove Fic title changed to Tease - Jongho)

@the-atiny​ (G.U.Y. - k. hongjoong title not changed)

@yuunhos (P.T. title changed to Gym - Yunho)

@atiny-piratequeen ([1:28 a.m] title changed to Dick Piercings - Jongho)

@byzantiumshades​ (Be Responsible title changed to Good Boy - Wooyoung)

These are the fics that I could not find the owners too, or they have deleted their Tumblr accounts:

First Time? Yeosang (this one was a JK fic, but they changed the names... but missed a few Jungkooks... 😒, from what I could find the author of the original went by kohkwriting but they have deleted.)

Morning - San

So... the user deleted the book before I could finish finding everyone. But here’s what I could find. Please give these authors some love! They work hard and don’t deserve their stuff taken like this.

Thank you to Fie for helping find the owners of these fics.

[kooala]

midnight

so folks, this is my second oneshot, I hope you enjoy it xx

Pairing: Jungkook x Reader

Wordcount: 3,5k

Genre: stomach tingling fluff, the good shit. Friends to lovers (kinda)

Disclaimers: There is casual alcohol consumption and curse words.

Going on a camping trip after a breakup, having to witness all of your friends cuddle with their significant others had made you want to stay home, to say the least. You just missed that feeling of someone taking care of you, someone who’s always there no matter what. And once you genuinely let that train of thought sink in, you realized that someone has been taking care of you during this trip all along.

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You sit down on your sleeping bag, shivering as you take off your coat to reveal only a t-shirt under it. It had gotten really cold after dinner once the sun had set and with goosebumps all over your arms and chest, you start shaking from the cold almost immediately, rummaging through your suitcase to find a sweater. Once you found the thick hoodie on the floor next to you, you simply slide it on, getting up although you have to cower because the tent isn’t high enough for you to stand and slide your coat back on.  

When you step outside you can see the chaos you’ve been hearing for the past couple of days. Being on a trip with your friends and all of the ones with girlfriends, obviously brought them or a friend along brought the person count up to a total of fourteen people. 

Camping, cooking and even deciding on who is able to use the bathroom turned out to be more difficult than expected and although you love all of them if someone was going to fuck up doing the dishes one more time, leaving them greasy, you’d have to throw a massive fit. 

You hadn’t been feeling too well lately and after a rather massive break up with your ex-boyfriend you thought about staying home altogether, but the breakup had happened a long time ago now and it was time for you to suck it up and get over the feeling of being hurt around other happy couples. At the end of the day, it wasn’t their fault you got cheated on. The only thing you’d been worried about was seeing all these couples being cute and soft around you, so when Jungkook had announced to you that he wasn’t going to bring anyone else, claiming you were the friend he was going to bring along, had made you feel excited to come. 

“You look freezing, Y/N. Are you alright?” As you walk out of the tent, looking like a massive marshmallow wrapped up in all those layers, you could see Jimin laughing at you and you had to chuckle, couldn’t help but blush though because you must’ve looked ridiculous. 

“I can’t seem to get warm properly.” You shrug and wave it off, sitting on your camping chair right next to the fire, scooting a bit closer to heat up your face. 

Looking around, you could see the couples sharing some intimate moments around the firepit, holding hands, talking quietly and sharing some kisses and it made you happy, it genuinely did make you happy seeing all your friends enjoying themselves and being able to disconnect from the busy life they had on a day to day basis. 

When a sudden shadow blocked your view of the fire, you tilted your head up to see Jungkook standing in front of you like a giant, holding a thick fleece blanket. 

“Bum up.”, he announces and as you stand up, doing as he told you to, he spread the blanket over the chair. You sat back down and he carefully wrapped it around you, tucking you in gently to make you as warm as possible and you couldn’t help but shiver a little bit when he tucked it under your thighs to make sure you’re a warm burrito. 

“Thaaank you.”, you sang quietly, voice cracking slightly and looked up to him with a smile. “You know, if you feel like you’re getting a cold you shouldn’t be drinking.”, he chuckled while putting down your beer bottle next to you and pulled his chair right next to yours, sitting down spread legs and sunken in deep like the most comfortable person in the world. “But it’s no fun if everyone’s doing it and I can’t”, you mumble grumpy, well aware you must’ve sounded like a sulky child but it was true, you didn’t want to be the one left out in every aspect of this trip and maybe the alcohol would help disinfect your throat from the inside. “I can stay sober with you, don’t worry about it.” he said, not without raising an eyebrow, trying to hide a smirk because of your whiny comment about being left out. 

Sometimes his matureness genuinely surprised you because technically you were two years older than him but in many aspects, he seemed to be much more mature and in control of his emotions than you could ever be. You were way too passionate and emotional to hide them. 

One of the things he always joked about was the fact that you couldn’t hide your emotions from your face because if you really didn’t like something, your face had a massive ‘fuck you’ written all over it and it has always made him chuckle to know exactly how you felt. 

He leaned over, cheek right next to yours and the sudden closeness made your cheeks feel hot and tingly. You immediately push it on the hot fire and lean in as he whispers. 

“How gross are all of them, just bathing in each other’s love, huh?”, he chuckled and looked over at your face. His smile turned soft and as you were completely tucked in into the blanket, he gently took a strand of hair that got stuck on your lip balm, pushing it behind your ear soft. 

Now you couldn’t keep the blushing in and with a smile you turned your head back over to the fire, praying he didn’t see it or took it as you slowly getting warmer.

Slowly but surely you could watch everyone disappearing into their tents, lights turning off inside them and before you knew it it was only you and Jungkook left sitting right in front of the fire. You were watching him putting another log on it, implying they were going to be sitting for a little while longer and when he sat back down, he wrapped one of the blankets tightly around himself as well.

“Are you cold?” You reach out and take his hand to check if it’s cold and you pout up at the cold touch. “Why didn’t you use a blanket?”, you said, patting your thighs and he immediately put his legs up onto them. You wrap the blanket around his legs as well and rub his shin’s a couple of times to warm him up, feeling the cold through his sweats. 

“There weren’t any left.”, he simply chuckled and you had to roll your eyes. “Why did you give me one then? Could’ve kept it.”, you say and rest your arms on his legs, looking over to him.

“You being warm is way more important than me being warm.”, he smiles and pulls the top of his jacket up a little bit, by pushing his chin towards it and pulling it up. 

Of course, you had noticed that Jungkook was a beautiful man. The way he was smooth and always a gentleman around girls, the way he always made sure everyone else was okay before he was had always made you feel a little blushy on the inside, no matter how close of friends you had been but something about this somewhat intimate moment made it feel a little more noticeable than usual. 

“How are you holding up?”, he broke the silence after a while, twirling a beer bottle in his hand. 

“I’m not cold anymore, thank you.”, you smiled and he had to chuckle.

“I mean emotionally.. with everything that happened you know?” He took a sip from the bottle, trying to avoid eye contact and only shot a quick look in your direction to not make you feel too pressured. 

You take a deep breath, pulling one of the hands out under his blanket that was resting on his legs and rub your face a bit stressed out. The hand that was lying on his leg seconds before, feeling ice cold out in the air now without his warmth. 

“I’m going to be honest, seeing everyone here is annoying. Not because I miss him but because I miss it, you know? I miss being able to walk over and hug someone or little things like feeling someone walk up behind you, being worried and taking care of you....”, you words trail off slightly thinking about how Jungkook walked over to wrap you up into a blanket and after you stared into the fire for a couple of seconds, you turn your head over to him.

His face seemed to be flushed but it could just be the light of the fire he’s been staring into without saying a word. 

When you rest your hand on his leg again, you tuck the blanket in around it to make sure he’s warm and with a tightening feeling in your chest, you could feel his hand searching for yours under the covers of the blanket, hidden out of sight but the way you felt made it very obvious that it was happening, your heart racing in your chest.

Although you felt confused about the strong move out of the blue for a moment, you lifted your hand, reaching over to find his. His fingers were still slightly cool to the touch, making your hot hand feel burning as you slid your hand into his carefully, your interlocked hands resting on his thigh hesitantly.

You shot a look up from the blanket to him and felt your stomach clench up in a nice way once you saw he was meeting your gaze firmly. He didn’t seem to have an issue looking at you this time and for some reason, you felt like he was urging you to say something. 

You couldn’t get yourself to say a word so you just stared at him for a while, his eyes not avoiding your gaze once. 

“Why did you ask?”, you break the silence after what felt like forever. The fire had been burning low and the logs in it had collapsed into a mountain of glimmering coals, making it difficult to see him. 

“Because I want to know how you feel. I care about how you feel.” The sudden, gentle movement of his thumb over yours, stroking over your skin in a way that, if there had been any doubt up until now, left no room to speculate that this wasn’t Jungkook holding your hand as a friend. 

You only nod and couldn’t help but smile at the thought of what was happening. Although both of you had been friends for long and you didn’t know if it had been only you, but there had not been any apparent attractions like this before. Yes, he had been attractive but you had never longed to touch his hair the way you did this moment.

“We should get some rest, hm?”, he mumbled, smiling at you and for some reason, you got really scared that the second both of you got up from the safety around the fire, all of this was going to appear as if it had never happened. 

“Okay.”, you mumble and it takes both of you a couple of seconds to get to moving at all. Jungkook carefully lifted his legs off, stood up to put the blanket on his chair, bending lower a bit to unfold your blanket for you so you could get up. His face was close again and the tingling of his breath on your neck when he unraveled you out of the blanket, gave you goosebumps all over. 

He stood up again, holding out his hand to help you up but taking it after what just happened, out in the open without anything to make it secret, made your stomach twist and tingle and your cheeks burn hot in the cold air. 

You put your hand into his, letting him pull you up and for a long moment, both of you seemed to just stand there, looking at each other. He seemed to be struggling to say something but he ultimately didn’t, walking ahead smiling and gently tugging your hand to make you follow him. 

The thought of both of you sharing a tent, sharing rooms on vacations endless times before and what it meant to share them after what had just happened, blew your mind. 

Unzipping the tent, he let you go in first and after kicking off your sneakers you dropped onto your side of the tent, feeling exhausted right away as your cheek hit the soft pillow. Now that the blanket was gone you could feel the cold creep in again and sitting up, you got to taking off your sweater to put on your pajamas. 

It was something you had done numerous times before but both you and Jungkook seemed to feel a little tenser this time. You took the bra off under your shirt, throwing it into your bag and eventually slid under the sleeping bag to take off your sweats, replacing them with shorts.

Because of the darkness you could only hear shuffling from Jungkook but you knew he was going to sleep with his big shirt and baseball shorts like he always did. 

It took both of you a moment to arrange and lay down comfortably but you were shaking from the cold, pressing your mouth shut to not have Jungkook hear the teeth shuttering.

“Great, now I need to pee.”, he mumbled, breaking the silence and you had to laugh.

“Go and take mine with you, please. No way I’m going out in the cold again.”, you chuckle and the teeth shuttering must’ve been audible for him. He got up on his elbow worried, looking down to you and you could only see his outlines vaguely in the dark of the tent.

“Are you going to freeze to death? Or is it the cold?”, he asked lightly and when you felt his hand on your neck to check for your temperature you pulled up your shoulder chuckling at the tickly feeling. “Ooooh, so that’s it. You only wanted me to come over? You’re faaaaking it.”, he joked at the warm feeling of your neck, trying to cover his sudden burst of insecurity and being shy with a joke. 

“Noooo.”, you cover your face laughing and he chuckled as well, looking down at you. 

“I’ll be right back. I’ll take our pee out.”, he joked again and you could hear him get up, stumble as he stepped onto your foot, almost tripping and both of you tried to stay quiet while bursting into laughter from the sudden action-filled night routine. 

When he left the tent the silence surrounding you felt like it was squishing you into your sleeping bag, making it impossible for you to even think about closing your eyes. 

What had just happened and why didn’t you mind it at all? In fact, why did you want much, much more of it? He had seemed so sure of himself doing it, not looking away and taking care of you. Thinking about it you realized that there had been a couple of things Jungkook had done this trip. Not only covering you with a blanket but also small things. Offering to do the dishes although it had been your turn, handing you your drinks first. 

Come to think of it, he had done a lot of things like that. He even had given you his last piece of steak when all of you had the barbeque the other day and thinking about it properly, Jungkook doesn’t share food that easily, especially not his steak. 

Had he been trying to show you some affection? Or had it just naturally unraveled in front of both of your eyes? Because you had done things as well, now that you gave it a proper thought. The other day came to mind, when he sat on the floor in front of your chair, cross-legged, leaning on your legs. You had started playing with his hair, stroking through them softly and absentmindedly while the others were talking about some sort of vacation story from a couple of years back. Although you had been close forever, this was something you wouldn’t just do to a friend randomly. 

You remember the feeling you felt when you saw that he had fallen asleep with his cheek on your thigh, completely knocked out by the touch.

You had to smile, feeling the warmth of the sleeping bag crawl up your body slowly, making it cozy and warm, inside and out. 

The tent unzipped after you had just dozed off for a couple of seconds and you immediately open your eyes again, watching Jungkook drop to bed next to you, shivering.  

“You should’ve worn a coat, you idiot.”, you mumble when you realize that he went out with shorts and his t-shirt, your voice cracking from being half asleep.

“I should’ve but I didn’t.” This time he was the one with shuttering teeth and weirdly enough, you didn’t even have to think about it for too long - you just opened your sleeping bag, reaching for him with your hand and when you found his waist, you gently dragged on his shirt. 

Seeing his head turn in the dark, he looked over slightly confused for a moment, making sure he wasn’t making this up and you genuinely pulled him closer.

“I’m not leaving this open for long so you’re in or you’re out.”, you mumble as the cold air crept in through the open zipper. Jungkook being Jungkook, you didn’t have to tell him twice. 

He slid into your sleeping bag, tucking his own around the both of you on top to make it even warmer. Your leg touched his in the sleeping bag and you didn’t move it away, enjoying the closeness although his legs were freezing cold.

Not sure what to do with your arm you tucked it in between the both of you and with a chuckle, Jungkook took your hand and gently placed it around his waist, making you blush like a middle schooler looking at their crush. 

Laying next to him like this, it became apparent that he was taller and although it wasn’t much, it made it the perfect height to put your head into the crook of his neck. 

When you felt pressure on your head you weren’t sure if you had imagined it but the second soft kiss landed on your forehead, making your stomach twist and flutter so much this time, you were sure he had to feel it. 

Looking up, you could only see his chin for a moment until he tilted his head down to look at you. His nose scrunched up happy for a moment and your heart felt like bursting into a thousand pieces.

He seemed to hesitate but eventually taking his hand off your waist, he tucked a strand of hair behind your ear again, driving you crazy when he left his hand on your cheek, stroking his thumb over the soft skin. You weren’t sure how this was the same Jungkook you had argued over how to fill up the water tank this morning and frankly, you really didn’t care. 

His breath seemed to shorten a little bit, feeling shaky and feeling his insecurity, you started drawing small circles over his waist, pulling him in a little closer to be able to reach his back, giving him soft backrubs. You knew it was his favorite thing, he had talked about loving it way too often. 

Jungkook’s thumb slid to the crook of your neck, pushing your chin up slightly and holding your breath, you looked up at the man you had never thought could make you feel that way. 

The heat of the sleeping bags combined with his body, only inches away from yours, stomach tingling and twisting, his foot softly stroking over yours - you felt more comfortable and comforted than you had in years. 

When he lowered his head, you could feel his breath on your lips, making you lick your lips quickly in anticipation, thankful for the fact that he wasn’t able to see in the dark, scared it would’ve made you look desperate. 

As his lips touch yours, it almost felt like a small electric shock going through your body. The feeling of soft lips touching yours must surely be the best feeling in the world and objectively you could say, that none of the lips you had kissed before, felt the way his lips did. 

The soft feeling, almost like satin on your skin made your heart race and with a pout, you reciprocated the kiss he had initiated. Grabbing the fabric on the back of his shirt a little bit, you stay in the soft, hesitant kiss for a moment before breaking it, almost shy. You could feel he was a little restless about what had just happened and stroking your cheek with his thumb one more time, he wrapped his arm around you again, embracing you in a close cuddle. 

Bending your head up, you place a soft kiss on the tip of his nose, letting him put his large body around yours then, feeling safe in the comfort of his hug. 

It hadn’t taken long for you to sink into the feeling of someone being there and with heavy eyelids, you could only press a soft kiss on his neck, before your eyes shut completely, his hands stroking over the back of your shirt making you sleep like a baby. 

[kooala]

making it official

I haven’t written anything in a very, very, VERY long time so please be kind but I hope you enjoy my tiiiiny short story. (Also English is not my first language so - sorry for errors.

Pairing: Jungkook & Y/N

Genre: Fluff, love 

I could feel Jimin’s hand on my back as he tried to push m out of the car and the boys all started cheering in sync. “Go Jungkookie, go!” Not able to hide the dorky smile on my face I rolled my eyes and stepped out of the car, walking up the alley to the restaurant I had invited Y/N to. I could already see her standing outside, waiting for me. With a short glance over my shoulder I could see that the car still hadn’t left and Jin honked twice, cheering out of the window to make me feel embarrassed but nothing he could do would make me feel shyer than I already was at this moment. There was no next level of how I felt right now. I had to laugh, seeing her surprised face and I shrugged, trying to excuse them as I walked towards her, raising my hands in defense.

“Hi guys.”, Y/N shouted past me with a chuckle, waving to the car and as I came to a stop in front of her, she smiled up to me. This was the first time I saw her after asking her to go steady with me over the phone and for some reason I wasn’t entirely sure what to do now. I had never been in this situation with a girl before, not with feelings involved and now I felt insecure, although she made me feel so at home.

“Hey you.” She smiled up to me and I could feel my heart pounding, more than it had ever pounded even before I walked on stage. Although it was dark outside I could see the lanterns of the restaurant light up her face that I loved so much. From those eyes and the way they looked at me amazed and with no judgment when I did something dorky, to her lips that I had thought of kissing, for the longest time. 

“DO IT!”, I could her Yoongi yell out the car and with all of them laughing at his reaction, I turned Y/N around a little bit to shield her from their view, making sure all they could see was my back. 

“Hey, you.” My voice was surprisingly soft and I had to crinkle my nose looking at her beautiful face. I took a silent deep breath, bent down cupping her cheek gently, sliding my thumb over her soft skin. I could taste the tension between us but I had waited way too long for this moment for the hyungs to ruin it for me. With a short smirk crossing my lips I closed my eyes, bent in and kissed her lips softly. It felt like electricity going through my body and I slid my hands over her cheek, pulling her closer into the kiss.

Once I heard the cheerful yells out of the car I broke the kiss slightly embarrassed to look at Y/N. “Listen I am so sorry…”, I chuckled but she waved it off and pulled me in on my coat for another soft but short kiss on the lips. “Nothing they do could bother me right now. I’ve waited waaay too long for this.” I could see her lips turn into a little smirk and all of a sudden I felt tingly all over. Y/N has always been rebellious and the fact that she was older than me, was kind of a turn on. She had definitely been the one guiding in this relationship so far, which is why taking her out and kissing her first was really important to me. I didn’t want to seem like a little boy to her, I wanted her to know that I was a man.

“You can go now!”, I turned around, looking at the guys talking all excited in the car, rolling up the windows and driving off honking like crazy. I shook my head laughing and reached out for Y/N hand, interlocking her fingers softly with mine. 

“Ready for some food?”, I asked, pushing the gate open to let her through first, never letting go of her hand though. “I’m starving you have no idea.”

The smell of the barbeque hit us like a brick wall once we walked into the restaurant and I could see the waitress freaking out a little on the inside once she noticed who walked in. I greeted her and asked for the table I had made reservations for a week ago. Guiding us to the back of the restaurant, we sat down in a little window nook, just big enough for the table and two squished chairs next to each other, but I liked it that way. The lights outside lit up the backyard and the closer and more separated from nosy eyes we could be, the better. “You picked a nice place.” I held out my hands to help her out of her coat and hung both of ours up before sitting down with her. 

“It’s one of my favorite places for Korean BBQ. Their meat is the best.” Y/N laughed at my excited facial expression when I talked about meat and slapped my knee playfully. “You really are too much sometimes.” I laughed and leaned back in my chair, watching her carefully. 

“Can I say something real quick?”, I asked while the mood was light so it would be easier for me to say what I felt like saying. She nodded and turned towards me, waiting for what I had to say.

“I’ll make this quick, I don’t want to get too sentimental but I want you to know that I am really grateful for you and what we have. I know it’s not a given in the position I am in and I know you have to take a lot of falls for me. Thank you for always being understanding and listening to what I have to say, although I sometimes don’t have the time to listen to everything you would like to share. I’m sorry for that and I’m definitely working on trying not to be so focused on myself.” I started explaining, kneading my hands nervously as I watched her expression turn softer. The dimmed lights made it difficult but it looked like she was teary-eyed.

“I just want you to know that I want to be the best boyfriend and best friend you could ask for and if you’re ever unhappy please let me know, I will work on it. You mean everything to me and I wanted you to know how much I love you.” I bowed my head a little, showing her how much I respected her and all of this and I could feel a lump in my throat rise. I blinked a little faster to not cry in front of her but she only smiled at me. It was the first time I told her I loved her and I hadn’t anticipated feeling so sentimental about it.

Y/N gently cupped my chin and pulled me in for a soft kiss. It was a long, careful one, different than the one outside with all of the others watching us. It was an intimate kiss that was only meant to be between me and her. I smiled at her once we broke off the kiss and wiped the little tear off her cheek. 

“I love you too. Very much.”, she replied quietly. I kissed the tip of her nose gently and put my arm around her. The moment and sensitive mood dragged on for a little while but the longer we sat and started talking about everything we had to catch up on, the more I felt at ease with how I had approached it all. 

Deep down I knew Y/N was the one I wanted to be with and now, it was official and I had told her how I felt. I felt like bursting of pride and joy, being able to say I was hers. 

By the time the waitress brought our ordered menu every issue we had to overcome over the past couple of months seemed like a lifetime ago. I had never felt more comfortable to laugh and be myself around someone than I had with her and I could tell that she felt the same way. The silly jokes, the funny faces and all the playlists we had shared over the past couple of months had shown me how much she meant to me and how much I cared. She had shown me when to be strong and told me it’s okay to cry if I felt like it. I couldn’t be more proud of her and what we had.

I couldn’t wait to go home and tell my hyungs all about tonight. They were going to be over the moon happy for what I have found in her.

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[bangtan-madi]

I live for fics like these 🥺🤧 thank you for writing such a spectacular drabble! 🥰

sheets

So this was a super quick and random oneshot I just wrote, hope all the Tae stans are going to love this fluffy extravaganza! Again - english isn’t my first language so be kind! enjoy x

Pairing: Taehyung x Reader

Wordcount: 1,8k

Genre: So fluffy you’re gonna wanna gag; boyfriend Tae

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It had been a while since you were able to see Taehyung in person and although facetiming him every day seemed to fill the empty void in your chest, nothing could ever beat putting your arms around him to hug him in tight, taking a deep breath and knowing he’s going to hold you forever.

But lately, you had been missing his touch and talking to him didn’t make you feel excited anymore - it made you feel sad. Sadness from the bottom of your heart because you had been missing him for months on end now. You had known this was going to happen when you fell in love, you not being from Korea and him not able to visit you constantly but that was a risk you had been willing to take for him, his love and affection. Reality seemed to hit pretty soon though and after three months of promotions in Korea, your heart was aching for him and his presence. 

Although you felt like you couldn’t live like this any longer, there was no way you would ever mention it to him because that would only make him feel worse about not being able to come around every time he felt like it.

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[kooala]

submit? pls? thx D:

I know I have like -200 followers atm but do you guys want a specific oneshot? I really wanna do namjoon so if there’s anything you’d really like to read (Y/N or your actual name in it) let me know pls I want to write a lil som’som’ 

don’t leave me hanging, folks D:

x

[bangtan-madi]

Okay I get bragging rights cause I read this masterpiece before it came out and Liz I just gotta say...it's better every time 🥺🥺 So heavenly cute that I legit almost died, you could have killed me and I would have thanked you 🥺🤧 Made my Friday absolutely perfect. If you guys want a friends to lovers fluff fest, READ THIS!!!

once you realise - Jungkook x reader

Pairing: Jungkook x Reader, Taehyung x his girlfriend Mina

Tags: best friend! Jungkook, idol verse, friends to lovers!

Genre: fluff, mutual pining, basically the cutest falling in love story 

Wordcount: 4.3k

Warnings: language

Parts: chapter one / chapter two / chapter three / chapter four (?)

Summary: Seeing your friend regularly turned out to be difficult because of your colliding schedules, but seeing him again after a couple of months something about the way you thought about Jungkook seemed to have shifted. If only you wouldn’t have started getting close with someone else before you had realised how you felt about your best friend. 

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You knocked on the practice room door hesitantly before opening it an inch, peeking inside to see Jungkook and Jimin sitting on the floor, sharing snacks, and talking about something.

“Look who we have here.”, you announced your arrival, opening the door more to walk in and hug both of them in tightly because it had been months since you had seen each other. The conflicting schedules and the fact that they tried to keep male and female groups separated most of the time made it difficult for you to see each other. 

“Oh my god, what are you doing here Y/N?” Jimin was the first one up on his feet and you hugged him in tight, realizing how much you had missed him as a friend over the past months. 

“I figured I was going to come to say hi, it’s been forever.” Smiling you walk over to Jungkook who peeled himself off the floor, walking towards you to wrap you in a massive hug that embraced you completely. He seemed to have gotten broader, taller even. 

“If I had known we would’ve made up some nice plans.”, he smiled over at you after letting you go from the hug and the three of you just smiled at each other, starting to talk and catch up as you follow them up to their rooms for chatting.

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