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Hello!?! So this is my second time ever sending an ask, so excuse if its poorly written</3
So, as far as i am aware, i'm not a system, i have system friends and i can see a clear difference between us, even if they are clearly not the same either.
Thing is, at times i have odd moments where, lets say, i'm deeply attached or for some reason i follow through with a character, and i look fan content. What usually happens is simple, i enjoy the content and move on! But theres been a few times i've had literal panics when something went on with these characters, lemme explain-
Scrolling down on ao3, as one does, i find a fic of my fave poly king, the boyfailure of the year! But the content of the desc for some reason freaked me out and i had a panic of sorts where i thought "that is not me, i wouldnt do that" and after an hour to calm down i had to pause 'cause it wouldnt stop?? And when i calmed down i had to double take what went on with my freakout, this has happend many times now with a lot of characters(?) I'm curious if thats even normal or not, given that, for all i know, i'm just a guy???
Also i have very especific memories to one particular character that arent canon?? But i am sure they happend?? I'm /gen with this one
I think i made this so long, sorry for that!! Have a nice day, the posts in here make me smile a lot, really! :3
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What you're describing sounds a lot like fictionfolk experiences – in particular, plural (fictive) or fictionkin experiences. Lots of fictives and fictionkin can relate to having memories that don't match their related source material (which are known as pseudomemories or exomemories), as well as having a visceral "I would not fucking do/say that" reaction to fanworks of their source. Although, I would say that "double take" feeling you describe much more often falls under fictive experiences. It's not impossible for this to be a fictionkin experience, of course (some posts on very strong kin shifts come to mind), I just see that sort of thing discussed more often in the plural community (however, I acknowledge that that may be because I'm more active in the plural community than any 'kin community). But regardless, I want to reiterate that what you're describing reminds me of the experiences of many fictionfolk.
I won't say anything for sure, but if you're certain you are not a system, then I'd encourage you to look around the fictionkin and extended fictionfolk communities and see if you relate to any of it. You don't have to take up any particular label, of course – you can still be and describe yourself as "just a guy" – I just think you'd probably be able to find a lot of folks who understand your experiences there.
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thank you eulalie for the kofi tip!!!!! here's a kira nerys for you 🥳
#my art#ds9#star trek deep space nine#deep space nine#kira nerys#thank you doodles#image desc in alt text#not nart content#OUUUHHHHH. i love most of her haircuts but this one. the butchest one. ouuh#and her bajoran uniform latticed undershirt....OUUUHHH#and her d'ja pagh...god just. stylistically. shes endless to me#a lot of the bajoran clothes are kind of windowed you know? like theres a lot of like. carefully placed latices and lacings#and loosely woven knits#just. rotates her in my mind. second favorite star trek character of all time i think#thank u for indulging me i know u know about my category 5 kira moment HGDSGHSDHGSDHGHSDGH#i had another one just drawing this
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Rey, who is in my very biased opinion, one of the funniest "girls" I have because she's just a guy, truly. Like Rey is just short for Reynold because he was recruited by a a goddess to help the hero she selected and the hero is conveniently Reynold's younger brother. So he agrees to help under the condition that the goddess gives him a female body for the other world. She's like "really odd flex but whatever" and gives him a female form and he's like "you know. I can't really blame anyone but myself for not specifying 'please don't turn me into a Lisa Frank personification'."
#my characters#ya know since i draw daily idk if ill do any challenges this month#i know theres a LOT of them out there but i might hold off and do huevember as a challenge and let this month just be chill#for what its worth he only asks for a female body because his baby brother (like 10 years younger than him)#commented ONE TIME ugh its so weird to have you dote on me like this#why couldnt you have been an older sister or look less suspicious#so when sent to help his brother hes like RIGHT GOT IT GIRL TIME LIKE THE MOST LOGIC COURSE OF ACTION#then does a really good job at helping the hero and then gets abducted by the demon army and#as rey keeps challenging the demons checking on him in the dungeon (who are all very kind?) to just interrogate him already#and they just ask why would they do that? they just wanted her outta the way for a bit#cause they dont actually want to hurt anyone and then the demon lord keeps personally visiting rey and continues#to point out how she gives him a headache and how the core is different than the shell#and so then he offers to revert rey back to his original form and reynold immediately accepts#and so now hes just a guy again surrounded by v nice demons#and hes like please just be mean ive been trained to handle violence you have to stop being nice#im not used to nice ok you have to be mean or else im going to develop stockholm syndrome#and the demons are just ?? we dont .... dont know.... what that is.......... what.....#then he gets engaged to the demon lord and all is well ! he becomes the trophy husband to the demon lord#and the world is saved (it was never at risk)#i have a lot of love for the idiots in this plot#because reynold and sascha are literal husbands thinking oh no my beloved husband is only married out of convenience to meeee#and solei is the goddess who recruited him and is so mad that reynold is more of a gremlin than sascha#like why is this mere mortal somehow worse than THE DEMON LORD how in the world#and reynold runs around just adopting all of the demon army and is like yeah#ill be the trophy husband with a hundred kids and a hot 7ft tall demon husband who can change into a huge dragon#and hes really content in this role!#but for a while he does appear as rey and hates how much of a highlighter he is
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idk sometimes seeing all the hate gege gets makes me sad. :( like I know alot of it is jokes/memes, but there are some people that are very serious and weird about it
#praying the extra volume content thats releasing in afew days doesnt make the fandom too crazy#like seeing ppl already getting ready to hate bc theres supposedly epilogue stuff w/ ozawa and theyre saying geges gonna ruin itafushi ????#pls dont let this become like what happened with the final volume of mha#gege get behind me-#when ppl get mad and say he doesnt know how to write his own characters :(#.....like have u ever considered that perhaps your interpretation of the character just doesnt match with canon#which is fine bc its all fiction and people can interpret however they want#but its so frustrating when they insult the actual creator for how they write the character#like ???? thats their own oc im pretty sure they know them better than you 💀#idk i think it has a lot to do with hcs that become almost universally accepted by the fandom people forget that they are hcs#ppl talking about gege like hes some irl villain playing 5dchess to make his readers suffer and everything he doee is of malicious intent#and then u go read an actual interview with him and its like: my pen name (gege akutami) basically means useless trash . i hate myself and#have self esteem issues so i have no idea why people actually like and support my lame ideas and cant believe it. thank u so much for all#the support it really means alot. ok now back to self deprecating#😭😭😭
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Being in a fandom and then interacting with said fandom on tiktok is actually a journey because why are we all arguing debating and hating wtf.
Like no I don’t care which character is better or stronger than the other because thats not important and NO i do not care about what people ship when its perfectly legal and alright and NOOOO IM NOT GONNA RAGE AT YOU FOR YOUR OPINION 😭😭
#tiktok#and then theres just ships everywhere tbh#like everyone is so obsessed over which ship is canon or implied or not#and its just romance every where and#even when its not it makes those characters siblings and like#why can’t they be friends#besties#wth#i dont know tiktok is not a good place for being in a fandom 😭#i mean yeah you see a whole lot of content of teh fanfom there#but its like a glorified twitter#maybe im overreactinh#but im just so tired of it 😭😭#oh and when it is a sibling post idm vut tgen i open the comments and everyone is liek#’best ship!’#liek babe no#no#and vice versa#too#this is heavily about genshin impact#ninjago#AND mha#everyone ks out for everyones heads#fandoms#fandom
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Ok so, ive seen some people on here draw their Wynncraft characters/ocs and that looked like fun. So heres mine!
Balaís is an acolyte Shaman (which is a really fun archetype, i can redommend it). he sits currently at level 75, as my highest level playthrough
Anyway, time to talk design. I hate drawing armor so you only get pauldrons, the armor is changing a lot anyway during my game so... the other equipment should be acounted for. The portal encounter is based on me standing in the portal for a minute and getting disappointed. while the golem parts are from me not following the wynn-OSHA regulations for production safety.
Also this is propaganda to get you to play Wynncraft
#notably @berryyjello and @wassup-its-e inspired me to do this and are a huge catalyst for me to want to draw more wynn content in the future#Please check out their art its so so gorgeouss!!!#Also if anyone knows where if theres a list with Rythew's weapon models from their Fables and Legends resource pack hit me up#wynncraft#wynncraft oc#oc art#art#semigoodart#original art#character art#my oc art#I really hope the portal gets more content#i know it gets a world event next update#and i dont know how it is at higher levels#but the complete removal of the timelost sanctuary quest lost a lot of lore#i hope the removal of the quest requirements for dungeons doesnt remove the quest completly#because that makes the dungeons just random places#(dungeons should have more build up anyway like Infested Pit not less)#(like Garoth is just a guy chilling in a bridge now)#oc: balaís
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twitter has poisoned this fandom i fear ... we used to be a community..
#rambling in the tags#i know many people here are twitter refugees#many of whom never experienced spnblr in its true prime#save us 2014 tumblr save us#there is so much spn fandom infighting now i cant#ppl used to be annoying and hateful way back when too but omg.... we used to be a community#like now its samgirls dont like deangirls (which??? are we not on the same side here???)#its deans a horrible evil person this well sams a toxic person that and destihellers and wincesties cant just get along#or just enjoy each others content#like i HATE THAT !! i hate the dean hate from samgirls i always despised the sam hate back in the day from mainly destiel shippers#(which ive seen WAY LESS sam hate since ive come back recently its mostly DEAN hate whether its wincest or destiel shippers)#and people werent calling each other disgusting freaks for shipping one thing or another#destihelllers have always been annoygin that much i will say but seriouslu#we used to be a FAMILY#now its whos character/ship the most valid/morally “correct” wars#i love that a lot of thoughts and opinions and ships and things have matured so much since 2014#truly its beautiful how much more detailed and nuanced the thoughts and ideas and opinions on the show are now that weve had like 10 years#to think and stew over this stuff#but theres just so much like. fighting and arguing#the spn empire has fallen in on itself#shouldnt be surprising#which im not really surprised just sad and idealistic#nostalgic for the days when we all loved all the characters and i didnt have to see “takes”#thanks a lot twitter.com#spn#ham.txt
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The way I've lowkey recovered a little #epic
#as real homies know danganronpa was a massive trigger media for a lot of us bc of us meeting a big portion of our groomers through it#but lowkey the interest is prickling back and im.no longer like harming myself and theowinf up if i see content of it (and a few of our#fictives came out of dormamcy recently)#theres ztill a few characters that make me viscerally ill not namjng any names but at lwast i dont feel stupid for freaking out over a media
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Really into the episode of Ouran where this girl confesses her love to Mori but he doesn’t feel the same because he’s into Honey and the girl’s reaction is just like YIPPEE I LOVE YAOI THATS SO COOL FOR YOU YAY 🥰
#the klock keeps ticking#ouran high school host club#i watched ouran when i was 13 and repressed ah the classic experience yes yes#and i always said id rewatch but never did. until now cuz im going through something#im like halfway through and yeah id say theres quite a lot that ages like milk lol#like mostly just the way haruhi is treated is just. bad lol#a good thing is i like how haruhi personally feels about their own gender where they really honestly dont fucking care#which was a big relief cuz similar cases will have the ‘secret girl’ character either be really defensive#or you know. be like a naoto where its actually just the most uncomfortable thing ever#but the problem is the way that tamaki and occasionally the twins are like really obsessed with the girl thing#and constantly want haruhi to take on a feminine role cuz that wouldnt threaten their sexuality as much#tamaki in general is written so fucking weird lol and i do remember being based back then and hating him#and i never liked him with haruhi like im sorry hes just the worst option#hes capable of being funny when hes not being weird but I think he still ends up feeling horribly written#like when hes having his DRAMATIC LOVE INTEREST moments they just feel so horribly out of place#and theyre often times just badly aged tropes also the way haruhi is written in relation to the other members is weird#like i can see why theyd like the other characters but ive not really seen any reasons for them to like tamaki#but then the show will just randomly be like ‘oh yes haruhi thinks tamaki is a lovely person’ and its like. ooookay?#its ass lol and im probably preaching to the choir but like. haruhi is way better with a woman right?#i just know some desperate ass bastards have made some haruhi/renge content and i get it#other than that stuff i dont like i will say i enjoy what exists outside of the weird haruhi stuff#i like the characters and the concept is very funny and the episodes where everyone is normal are charming#and you know i gotta appreciate it for the impact it had on lame ass gay people even if the queer content is messy#ouran was just like. what we had for a long time. or at least was the most popular anime that featured queerness in some positive capacity#but also like. as it goes with this stuff once youve gotten to see better representation#you look back and youre like wow. im so fucking glad we can do better than this dogshit 😩
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kh2 au where everythings exactly the same except roxas is hanging around sora chara style. hes not particularly a vengeful spirit but hes not very nice either. also nobody but sora can see him. hijinks ensue.
#in all seriousness i think roxas would be mildly helpful#like not super nice#like he probably has a lot of unresolved hatred of sora#but hes sorta stuck with him so.#i think it would be fun for character development and for hijinks#this is very much inspired by narra chara and shared control aus for deltarune#i dont think roxas would tell sora much about who he is for a while#as far as sora knows hes just a weird ghost who seems to know a lot about their enemies yknow yknow#i think hed stick around until the world that never was#leading up to that i think when axel dies hed just. go silent#like hes still there but he wont talk to sora#and then a little while later theres his fight#and then he leaves#why is roxas a ghost you may be asking#and to that i say#something something he doesnt like sora idk ive thought about this for exactly. 10-20 minutes#honestly this is mostly just me wanting more roxas content and making a self indulgent au about it#i havent played kh3 but i think sora having a very personal connection to roxas besides what was already there would be more motivation-#-for trying to bring him back#again idk whats going on in that game very well but#idk it could be fun#this would be really fun to turn into a fic lmao#doodles#roxas#sora#kingdom hearts#none of this is very thought out to be clear#also someones definitely already made this au but i dont care#i havent seen it yet#ghost roxas au
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just started reading book 3 in this series and page 1 is taking no prisoners hgdshdslk
#YOURE DAMN RIGHT HES UNDESERVING#for like a solid half of book 2 i was going ''im going to strangle this man''#i think the worst part is how oblivious he is to his own shortcomings#like if he was cruel that would be one thing#but no he just. does not see women as people. and it never occurs to him that there could be anything amiss in his view of the world#krista d. ball said 'this man does not deserve a first name' and she was RIGHT#anyway please read the ladies occult society books by krista d ball if you like regency settings#specifically with a lot of detail. i cant speak to how Historically Accurate(tm) it is but there is clearly SO much care put into all of it#like describing the logistics of having dresses made and suchlike#it reminds me of in little women when they talk about needing new ribbon for a bonnet or something but like More of that. i love it#eliza does a lot of very careful budgeting because she has to#oh uh. content warning for several kinds of abuse. for sure financial & reproductive abuse but possibly other kinds as well#i feel like im not really selling the series here but it is SO interesting#focused on all the little ways women eke out some independence in a society that systematically denies them any#also theres magic#as of the end of book 2 there are bickering lesbian ghosts#im pretty sure anyway. lesbianism not yet confirmed but like. frankly i would be very surprised if theyre not gay#characters who were never married but are still somehow divorced.#i should also say it isnt Romance it is Historical Fantasy#i think there is going to be a romance at some point. but it is definitely not the main focus & it's possible there wont be one#im rooting for mr sidney sinclair at the moment but we dont know him that well yet. he might turn out not to be trustworthy#anyway. good series. enjoying it#bookposting
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constant mood for the past month or so
#strawglicks art gallery#i am just overthinking it. i know i am.#i literally actively revisit the source material so i dont fall into the deep fanonization of characters#bc i wanna stay true to the canon bc i LOVE the canon#and yet theres a demon whispering in my ear “they would not fucking say that” YES THEY WOULD LEAVE ME ALONE#LET ME CREATE LET ME HAVE WHIMSY AND FUN#i think i have a past of like#falling into fanonization of characters rather than staying true to the canon#and now that im more aware of it i try TOO hard to stay true to canon and overthink it#when like it is not even. that serious. at all. like i got bills to pay instead of worry abt this shit#YET HERE I AM!!!!!!!!!1#plus like. the fact i check the source material and overthink this#proves that i do care abt the canon. so i shouldnt have to feel like i have to prove it#clearly i care. and dont just wanna absorb fandom content#i dont think fandom is bad by any means IM IN LOTS OF FANDOMS THEYRE VERY FUN AND WHIMSICAL#and i dont wanna be a debby ryan downer#BUT theres a point for me personally#where fandom gets so extreme to the point it mischaracterizes and stuff . and im not personaly drawn to that#i wanna absorb fandom content that can still be drawn back to canon yk.#but at the same time WHO CARES MANNN.#DONT OVERTHINK IT JUST HAVE FUN#RAHHHHH HATE MY BRAIN
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i do think the amount of comparisons between black sails and ofmd - both favorable and unfavorable tbh - is a little out of hand lmao like even before the flint vs stede poll there was a lot of it and its like. they are completely different shows with completely different goals. i just saw someone call ofmd a "black sails ripoff" and honestly what the fuck are you talking about. is black sails a pirates of the caribbean ripoff?? is there only allowed to be one television show about pirates and everything else is a copy?? or is it just the fact that there are also gay characters in it? im just like there are PLENTY of real and good criticisms why does it always come back to this. let them exist separately
#if this post gets too many notes i’m deleting it. it’s not an ofmd stan post please don’t ignore the last bit#i do not want the hardcore stans getting ahold of this and then ppl interpreting ME as one 😬#the post thats going around thats like calling it 'a comedic version of black sails' you mean a comedy about pirates????#yeah they use the same characters bc they are...... real pirates........#like i know (or have to assume) its not 100% literal and maybe i am being autistic about this but i still just get. tired of it.#AND IM NOT SAYING YOU SHOULD LIKE IT OR NOT COMPLAIN ABOUT IT OR NOT MAKE FUN OF IT#shit on it and the fanbase to your hearts content but this just gets on my nerves like. idk man#then on the flip side there were ppl saying if you liked ofmd you should watch black sails!!! which like. idk.#ofc i would rec black sails to anyone bc its fantastic. but i wouldnt rec a gritty drama to someone based solely#on the fact that they enjoyed a comedy.#full disclosure i am an ofmd enjoyer! i love taika and had been excited about the project for a long time. i dont 'participate in fandom'#bc i do not like The Fandom and i havent been all that enthusiastic about the show since it was actively on/had just aired#but like i am not saying i like the show so dont talk bad about it. i am saying theres lots to say about the show#so why do we always make it about black sails#r.txt#ofmd#for ppls blacklists lmao
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Me: I know I started watching Deadloch because Pamela Rabe was in it (and heard there was a queer lead character) but I'm actually really loving the show in general and I'm probably gonna forget she's in it bc I'm so invested in Dulcie's story
Also me, whenever Margaret is on screen: oh my god it's Pamela Rabe (!!!)
#deadloch#pamela rabe#i feel like theres some kinda relatablity here wth like the girlies who loved mads mikkelson in hannibal and then saw his danish films#bc they wanted more mads content and then found a love for random forgein dramas#by which i mean both mads and pamela played really complex villain characters that got us searching through their filmography for more#but ofc Pamela is actually more inclined to theatre shows now so unless im flying over to auz when shes also doing a stage show#i gotta just wait and hope she decides to do another tv show (i know shes filming s2 of bay of fires but after that ??)#jfc thats a lot of nonsense rambling in the tags sorry - my brain is fried from my late night japanese class#shut up brie#ramblings#brie speaks
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I love teen wolf and some of the fandom, I rlly do however I also have made it a game of scrolling through the tag and seeing how long it takes to find a post about a female character
#teen wolf#it's like a drinking game if you wanted to stay sober#there are just so many good fun female characters in that show you know#and so little content#im not even anti sterek#i like sterek#but god theres a lot of sterek#and the other lil angy white bois
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And are the fandoms who don't engage with female characters in the room with us right now?
#kisstalks#maybe this is a terminal online take but i think unless youre in a BL fandom#or predominantly fujo spaces#theres very much a lot of focus on and discussion around female characters.#is there less smut of them? yeah because fanfic authors are mostly straight girls#and straight girls like men. crazy shit i know#but things like disco elysium where the two protagonists are middle aged dudes still have huge fanbases for their female characters#like klaasje and ruby and cunoesse etc etc#if you arent seeing the content you want? 1) make it 2) talk about it w people in the fandom 3) look somewhere else
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