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Javier painting study because i haven't painted anything in months (and because i love him)
#kinda proud of this one tbh#idk what to tag tbh i would complain about my college but. i dont want to#so yeah anyway him !!!!!!#rdr2#javier escuella#artists on tumblr#lucasolikos art#fanart#red dead redemption 2#red dead redemption#also thanks to avi for the brushes they were really fun to use on this !!!#i honestly just had a lot of fun with this
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Little drawing I did for @bananatemilkshake
Nate n°1 Catwin fan
#Kinda proud of this one tbh#the stanley parable#tsp#tspud#tsp narrator#art#machi's art#drawing#doodle
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#donald trump#politics#trump#trump x lincoln#lintrump#trumpcon#new president...#;0; can we have a non-senile president#kinda proud of this one tbh#bad time in politics? draw propaganda!
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continue on, kirby!!!
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goober,,,, idk how to color/render properly so practicing on an oc doodle :3
#kinda proud of this one tbh#oc art#orignal character#my art#digital art#fank u all for the notes on my last post💥💥
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#only 2 months late 😎#idk what it is about the 2-part illustrations bros but i underwent a character arc working on this#tbh i think it could use at LEAST another hour of tweaking but like. considering im packing for my dorm NOW …#speaking of! :) im going off to college! so unfortunately i don’t expect ill be very active here in the near future but who knows#i hope you guys enjoy though! im very proud of these#it’s SO weird bc it’s like. if i gave like 20% more of a shit i could actually have Something here#in a weird transitory phase rn. will let u guys know if i survive it#UMM. UH ANYWAY#game grumps#dan avidan#arin hanson#10 minute power hour#honeyart#danny sexbang#<- yeah sure. lol#also yeah the dan one does kinda blow a little bit. but the arin one 🩷
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they wanted each other so bad
#artists on tumblr#drawing#art#digital art#digital drawing#digital paint#my art#will graham#hannibal lecter#hannibal#hannibal fanart#nbc hannibal#hannigram#not very proud of this one kinda gave up on it tbh#but its been sitting on my desktop for a week or so
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Love when a good song gives me some ideas
Song reference:
Tongues & teeth by The Crane Wives
Thinking about being fwb with wearwolf outcast of a small town. They’re an outcast for a good reason they’re violent and aggressive the town has half the sense to put them down for some of there outbursts. But you don’t see that you see someone you could fix (classic savior complex) and you want to fix them because you love them (not like you would tell them though). With all their bad habits every time you come over to try and help them a bit, always after a rough few rounds of sex. You think you’re being discreet but they can see right through you..
Eventually they get sick of you trying to help them and confront you, telling you out front that this would never work. They’re far to cruel for you, far to cold, far to violent especially for a little human like you to handle. Grabbing your chin and tilting t up to them as they run their thumb over the cut on your lip from their teeth.
They talk of how they would ruin you, they know that you mean well but they’re not someone who deserve your good intent. They let let go and head to leave now that you’re crying they feel as though they’ve made there point but here you are still tugging on there sleeve talking on how you don’t care. How pitiful they think as you beg and beg for them to stay that you’re fine with all their flaws and just want to at least try making things work..
They keep listening stone faced as you cry and plead with them till they finally snap. Fine you want their love they’ll give it to you. They manhandled you to the ground not bothering to listen to your Inesscents tears why should they this is what you were pleading for. And they’re fully intend to keep to their promise and ruin you.
Looking at the aftermath of your body they smile in an almost sadistic way. They get dressed leaning down to press a small kiss to your lips there teeth cutting into your lips again. As the whisper “if your fine with that you can be mine” they lean back watching as sleep takes you before they get up and leave.
Yah just a thought Ykwim
Always just a thought
Maybe to much of a thought
Anywhoooi
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I completely forgot about that song, the crane wives are a great band. Also, babes, you need to start writing, this was a very fun prompt. I literally stopped what I was doing and immediately started writing for it
Also, should I name them? if so, I want ideas
WC: 1.1k
TW: Dubcon? violence, toxic/abusive relationship
You had always been intrigued by them, hearing stories and rumors of a violent brutal werewolf with not a care for anyone or anything. Whenever they return to the public for any reason the aura of dominance and cruelty radiates off of them. No one needs to be told to stay out of their way, their body just forces them, innately knowing this is a dangerous dangerous person.
But you must be lacking that basic instinct.
That or you're really fucking stupid. The townspeople have yet to decide, as you, someone who can't fight for a shit, not that it'd matter, walk up to them and try to begin a conversation. The hair on everyone's neck stands, a sickening dropping feeling in all their stomachs, as though they were the one talking, knowing what is to come next.
To everyone's surprise, the monster doesn't immediately lash out at you. Bare those jagged teeth or stain your body with their marks, but just stop and stare down at you, their hulking non-human body towering over your own. Perhaps the hesitation is only of confusion, or maybe they've managed to retain a bit of the humanity they once gripped desperately onto.
Who knows.
The people around you quickly pull you away as the werewolf starts to change their mind, snarling at you. You got lucky, don't test it again. But whatever thoughts you had before of them still having the capacity to love have fully been unearthed, now at the forefront of your mind at all times. You saw the hesitation and decided it meant everything.
They decided you were really fucking stupid.
They will only hurt you. They'd enjoy every second of it too. They're nothing but sharp teeth and claws. But you don't listen, trying to prove to everyone that the wolf's not as bad as they seem.
So, you track them down, it isn't too hard, they don't live very far from town, and bring them something you've baked. They're already on edge, not expecting someone to just show up at their home, and seeing you pisses them off. But they show restraint and only slam the door in your face, telling you to fuck off. You just leave the pastries on their doorstep, a little hurt, but not shaken, deciding to keep this up.
The second visit they didn't even open the door. But the third was worse. They were angry with your actions, just leave them alone, they don't need your fucking pity. They push you, sending you tumbling back, a claw mark ruining your pretty skin. A few tears well in your eyes from the rejection and pain, but you quickly blink them away and stand back up, trying to talk to them. They just growl and throw the food to the ground next to you.
The townspeople are begging for you to stop, they hurt you. They are nothing but the monster they've succumbed to. Why do you want to go back? You don't listen, refusing to give up.
This time you take a different approach, instead of bringing something you made, you bring yourself. Offering your body up for their use.
They actually take you up on this offer, kicking you out the second they were done. Leaving you limping and littered in their marks, not caring to be gentle with you. You asked for this, you knew what you were getting into and you just kept coming back for more. Trying to stay after you're both finished, talking gently to them of domestic peaceful things.
But they see right through you. They know there is no true altruistic motivation for your actions. This is not for the genuine betterment of the wolf.
No, you never actually cared about that, you're only doing this because you want to be seen as better. You just want to feel like a good person with your "good intent." You have a savior complex. You don't actually care about them at all, it's never been about them. It was always about You.
Watching your bloodied lip move while you talk, one they bit into to make it that way, talking about far too sweet things, they snap.
"Stop! Fucking stop! I am so sick of this, I'm not some little project for you to fix, goddammit! I cannot be gentle. Why don't you understand? There is no fixing me. You burn with feelings I can't return."
"You had to know this wasn't going to last."
They turn to leave, going to go hunt as a means to get the anger coursing through their veins and escape. Their words slam you like a brick wall, you look around frantically, body starting to shake, you run towards them. Sobbing and gripping onto their arm, begging for them to stay.
You need them.
Can't they see that?
It's pathetic, but it's the only thing you can do. Broken hoarse words spilling from your lips. You don't even know what you're saying anymore, but it doesn't matter. All that matters is that they're still here.
They just stare at you with those same dead eyes as they did all that time back. Not an ounce of care in them. They snarl and push you off, but you come back the second you stand. They clench their jaw and refuse to look at you, ignoring your pitifully desperate pleas.
Every time they look at you they can only see the worst parts of themself, the parts that have nearly engulfed them whole. All the claw marks, bruises, cuts, bites, staining your innocent weak body.
This is what they do to those they love.
They will only hurt you.
Can't you see that?
They can't be trusted, they do nothing but harm. They can never change, they wouldn't even if they could. This is who they are. Nothing more, nothing less. Abandon any dream you had about the person they could have been.
They warn you that they will ruin you too, corrupt you. But you don't care, you say they're all you want, no matter what.
Finally, they accept your words, deciding to give you what you're asking for. Pushing you to the ground, tearing your clothes to shreds, stabbing their teeth into your skin, ravaging your body completely. Cry all you want, this is what you were begging for.
What? Can't take it now that you've gotten what you want?
Should've thought about that before pleading for it. You don't have a choice now. You wanted their love? Now you have it.
Using your body till they're fully satisfied, not caring for you at all. Ruining your body with each hit, ruining your body with the pleasure they give, even if not meaning too. They finish, and just like the first time, get up and leave. Your bruised and bleeding body lies there on the cusp of unconsciousness and they sink their teeth into the same cut on your lip, leaning over you, growling, "You're mine, now.
"This is the price of my love."
#tbh im kinda proud of this one#0mystic my love#monster x human#monsterfucker#monster fucker#monster#monster x reader#monster x you#monster x female#monster girl#monster guy#monster x gn reader#teratophillia#terato#terat0philliac#monster fuqqer#Doe's asks<3#werewolves#werewolf#werewolf x human#werewolf x reader#werewolf x you
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airy hfjone drawing (but in google slides) ┈ ✩
time taken: idk about 2 school days on and off
#cheesy hfj#hfjone#hfj airy#one object show#hfjone airy#one hfj#google slides#slides#idk fam#kinda rlly crazy proud of this tbh...#osc art#osc community#osc
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Actually Pride and Prejudice is much more about change in perspective / how things come across than it is about Darcy becoming a wildly different person at the drop of a hat, I say for the umpteenth millionth time.
#in a way the real journey/change is Elizabeth’s!#he was always good. and his very eagerness to take responsibility for the mistakes he has made#is part of the proof of that#not saying he did NOTHING wrong. but honestly not skin deep stuff#you think he was genuinely a proud asshole that Bingley was friends with? please#this is @ this one critic I read today who made me sooooo mad#because he was like Darcy’s character is not believable and a failure#and it’s like. yeah. if YOU are going to read him through the lens of the Meryton crowd sure!#but all the pieces are there to not do that#it’s also imo a study in the way introversion privilege and a certain kind of strength of personality#*personality can create the illusion of arrogance#in insecure people#which does not mean that some change was not necessary some of the time re: his manners#but that’s kinda what it was tbh. a check. a course correction#a change in MANNERS not essence
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Drew Kale in my sketchbook and decided to draw him digitally
#myart#Hi-fi Rush#Hi-fi Rush Kale#Kale Vandelay#Tbh I've been struggling to draw lately#But I was able to complete this Kale drawing which I'm quite proud of#It's kinda crazy thinking about how I first drew him and this drawing#I feel like I'm hella inconsistent in drawing him XD#There are changes and improvements :) me thinks#I'd like to imagine he made this face towards Chai#Dunno what Chai did or said but it did aroused Kale in some way#Enough of my blabbering#I hope yall have like this one and have a good one <3
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orv sketchdump while i try to recover from midterms burnout
#orv#omniscient reader's viewpoint#orv spoilers#han sooyoung#yoo joonghyuk#secretive plotter#oldest dream#art i made#is the text legible?? wtf happened to the resolution#i wanted to do a version of the traumatised and sparkly traumatised as yjh and kdj but i ran out of space and also patience#genuinely love that 1863 hsy canonically smokes bc WOW thats hot <- insane#most of this is just me clearing leaves out of the drain stopper but i'm actually proud of that ONE 1863 hsy. god i love her#anyway go check out my translation of eternal loneliness the chorus is very 51%kdj coded#kind of a weird thing to say about a song thats so much like. quotes from soure material by volume (its a tv show ost) but like. its true#世界隐隐作痛 像永恒孤独 你却留下爱 恒星如灯塔指引我重生 can apply to so many orv characters tbh#yoo joonghyuk? check. the oldest dream? check. 51%kdj? check (kinda)
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It's Breaking My Heart (To Keep Breaking Yours)
"You do still love me, right?” “I don’t want to,” Minty repeated stubbornly, curled in Marina’s arms despite her own protests. “But you do.” Marina’s lips curled into a wry smile. “I love you too. For the record.” Desperate, Minty surged forward, pressing Marina against the stall door as she kissed her like she was her oxygen – like she would die if she pulled away for even a moment.
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AKA the overly dramatic exes to lovers cheater fic that nobody asked for but all of us deserve
(read on ao3)
#my writing#mintyrina#minty fresh#marina summers#drag race#rpdr#rupaul’s drag race#drag race philippines#drph#drag race philippines 1#drph1#guys its here :)#5k of fucked up exes angst <3#I#i'm pretty proud of this one tbh it just kinda flowed out of me#its breaking my heart (to keep breaking yours)#ibmh#there will probably be a smut sequel to this they deserve angry make up sex#but for now#enjoy the fighting :)
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little sketchbook spread w the last 3 + todays hermit a day doodles !! chronic illness has been kicking my ass this week so these r lower effort than i'd like but,,,,,, practice is practice !!!
#tbh i am. not proud of most of these... the only one i kinda like is the iskall one#i like the trident n pendant doodles next to gem tho#not very happy w how bdubs turned out but. how would i learn if i liked everything i did !!!!#and the tango one was a lot of fun but my energy levels were flagging as you can probably tell lol#i've been chronically ill for like. 7 years now and yet i still try to act as if i'm able bodied and then face the consequences#i'm still learning to let myself take breaks when i need to and not run myself into the ground until i physically can't do anything else#but i'm managing my energy levels wellish enough that i can still cram in time for these drawings#i rly wanna complete this challenge n i'm genuinely proud of myself for getting this far#anyways. what#geminitay fanart#bdubs fanart#tangotek fanart#iskall fanart#hermitaday#horsemeatluvr does hermitaday#horsemeat gallery
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lol i pregamed a tiny bit for agatha but now after finishing im just taking shots for coping reasons
#i am…… not all that pleased with the ending#/not trying to sound like a complainy bitch#SPOILER WARNING ->#i expected agatha to die tbh#but honestly what i Did not expect was for the ending to feel unfinished#and for me to come out of it feeling so deeply unsatisfied#and it’s not that any of the scenes were bad really!! i loved them#i just feel like a lot of them…. needed some further context or elaboration that we got absolutely none of#like i have So Many questions still that weren’t at all answered by the finale#and also questions that came up BECAUSE of the finale that didn’t get answered lol#idk i’m just.#i’m so proud of kathryn hahn and all of the cast and crew#and i don’t want to seem ungrateful bc i can FEEL that they put their heart and soul into this show#but the writing and contextualization just REALLY really fell flat for me in the last two episodes#also some decisions that felt…weird and last minute#like the reveal of agatha being the one to take jen’s powers?? still makes zero sense to me#idk i just wish we had more time with them i think#also i’m not upset that agatha died again i kinda expected it but the manner in which she died felt abrupt and inauethentic to. e#it just didn’t feel fleshed out at all idkkkkk#ugghhhhhgg#can’t believe i got fucking got by yet another sapphic show#i’m just asking for one good sapphic show with a satisfying ending PLEASE#(read: NOT necessarily a happy ending im not asking for all that i just need it to MAKE FUCKING SENSE!!!!)#anyway. i have more thoughts that ill get into soon im a bit tipsy and prob and not expressing myself right but TLDR love them all but…. 😬#agatha all along#agathario#agatha harkness#billy maximoff#kathryn hahn#joe locke
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