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desperatepleasures · 2 years ago

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sometimes I think about how in 2019 one of my goals for my business was to have a booth at the local reptile show in 2022 and like. ha ha ha ha.....

#kinda bums me out man #this damn panorama #(i am really glad that they havent tried to hold it the past few years tho & i wouldn't have gone anyway)#maybe if they hold it in 2023 I'll go as a customer and see what it's like #and then theoretically could try to have a booth in 2024....theoretically....#idk it's hard to imagine being comfortable interacting with a ton of pple esp in an indoor space #but someday. maybe

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angryborzois · 2 hours ago

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turns out my laptop is broken :(

#angryborzois rambles #im kinda bummed because i really like this one and i really don't want a new one #but my mom says to get a new one #i suggested repair shop but she said buying a new one is way cheaper than that #idk man im attached to this laptop #also theres the fact that i got it in middle school and im attached to everything that happened middle school #this sucks #im gonna miss it #its not really anything major its just the hinge is distorted (its like popping out) and now my whole computer is like weirdly askew #ok well maybe the top part and bottom lid ARE pulling away from each other and the power button is sinking in bc of it but shh #i could still use it...its not like it affects any of the hardware functions...i just have to make sure i don't move my laptop at all #:((#my mom told me to make a backup so im pretty sure shes got her eyes set on a new laptop tho rip #i wonder if the exact same model is on sale maybe #my dad suggested a macbook tho so idek atp #on the bright side ig i could sell the computer parts (or just the whole thing to people who collect that kind of stuff) somewhere....idk

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majimasleftasscheek · 1 year ago

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I support your million demonjima agenda do whatever you want forever king

Also I like how you draw kiryu's nips <3

Have an amazing day~~~♡♡♡!!!!!<3<3<3

why thank you (◡‿◡✿) I've just literally become that person that puts x character into everything and anything and I gotta live my truth 😤🥴

and I'm glad you enjoy the neep nops too kdljkldskl <3

also same to you!! have a very good one uwu

#sometimes I get the occasional message that ppl don't like it when I put these chars into some random AU #and it kinda bums me out cuz I'm just a lil guy having some fun here kdskldsklds #maybe I have an AU where kiryu's a loser salary man and majima's a weird ghost that haunts his ass #and kiryu falls for said ghost BUT THEN majima disappears cuz love is what makes him pass onto the next world #AND THEN kiryu has to deal with his feelings being real after denying them for so long AND THEN—

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scourgefrontiers · 9 months ago

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what do you MEAN in order to get more commissioners i have to actually post my art

#im joking. btw. i know that i have to do this #its just been hard bc i feel such an insane pressure to ONLY do stuff that brings in money #so i dont rly..do stuff for fun all that much. which rly sucks. i want to have fun again #man. i want to do art bc i love doing art again. i cant believe im saying this but i need to fall back in love with my art #i want to draw just to draw. i want to love the process and not just the finished profitable image #its kinda bumming me out ngl. but i will live. i'll get my love back somehow.#maybe i need to become obsessed with something again idk. id love to be obsessed with some ocs or something. a show even #maybe i should rewatch inazuma eleven idk #something will help surely

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plxviophile · 4 months ago

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#horror #film #the first omen #immaculate #sydney sweeney #nell tiger free #personally i liked the first omen more. it felt like a respectful homage and omg it was shot so beautifully #it kinda bums me out how similar the plot lines were but i know that immaculate had a lot of rewrites so i don’t totally fault it #also gnarly how many movies were getting of satanic horror this is the 80s all over again but really we’re saying fuck the church #obviously these films are pretty camp but idk man i bet some freaky shit happens underground in the vatican

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nogchompa · 5 months ago

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Goodnight party people

#999 #feeling bad&good #chris txtd me back after ~4d & said sorry i started talking 2 my ex again u did nothing wrong i enjoyed our time #& i said 👍i did too. good luck!!#& he said you too cutie #kinda bummed out but these things r always good 4 reflection #this times self assessment. Learn 2 regulate your emotions lol #Dont fall in love just bc somebody makes u feel good #ESPECIALLY if they are misgendering you dummy #tbh i think i just loved the affection he gave me & the aspect of not being alone ...#maybe ill c him again one day 🤷 im jus glad i can let go w no conplications #cuz MAN i was hung up on him saying not 2 fuck anybody else n me pinky swearing #cuz a bitch wz getting impatient nd hooooorny #anyways. diary entry over lol

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hydrasango · 1 year ago

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so how are we feeling about the dynamo kit guys

#captain 3 #agent 3 #splatoon #splatoon 3 #axel (oc)#so im not as sad abt it as when i drew this #IM STILL SO ASTRONOMICALLY BUMMED #IT COULDVE BEEN BOOYAH BOMB THO FUCK #hell on wretched terrible earth #its probably not TERRIBLE i could get away with using my special as an ink refill like i do with cooler #im a terrible support guy to be frank i kinda just throw tacticooler doen as an ink refill #CUZ LIKE yeah i kinda need it im liteally dynamo #i can see how it could be good #but man…im so tired of siper chump guys #I MISSS YOUUUUUUUUUU #MISS YOUUUU SOOOO BADdd #(refrencing the fucking sad mlp video which i watched in full after finding out the special)#i feel like this kit will grow on me #because it is looking like dynamo DOES have a bomb #WHICH ROCKS BTW #ive not mained a dynamo with a bomb in a solid minute #like not since splat 1 #but stilll :((((#booyah bomb…. :(((

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dolly-spit · 7 months ago

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hhhh i'm finally watching helluva boss lmfao

#helluva boss #helluvaverse #hazbin hotel #original character #honestly i'll probably use her in the context of both hazbin and helluva just because she's so cute #her name is adora lovelace btw #doll's art #my art #helluva boss oc #hazbin hotel oc #adora lovelace #succubae #my art style is slowly but surely finding me just gmam #she's a sad gworl #but not like super sad #just kinda bummed out most of the time #i think she would be the hopeless romantic type #like she always gets intense crushes on ppl she can't have #i think she would be an alastor girlie tbh #but knows she can't have him and therefore is s a d #also i think she would look up to millie like a big sister #because millie is outgoing and confident and basically everything adora is not lmfao #millie loves her tho dw #when will i make an oc that is not mentaly unwell?#maybe when i can afford a therapist #that is all #if you read all of this i genuinely love you man cmere gib me a hug bro (gender neutral)#also show this some love because your girl scruggled over that background ;-;

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the-faxx-macheen · 11 months ago

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Me shouting into the void: Is anybody still working on bringing back Yogurting so I can start my Vtuber career on it!!

#yogurting #yogurting mmo #god i was watching an old amv and remembered how i had seen the opening movie in other amvs and like #dug for ages to find out what the hell it was #still kinda bummed it isn't a real anime and just a dead mmo that lives for 5 years #it just like inspires me man #you guys should go watch the yogurting op

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cw-ianthe · 1 year ago

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girlfriend is frantically fixing someone else's fuck-up at work and is now not going to attend either my friend's wedding in 2 weeks or the concert on the 28th that we were going to with some friends that I've been looking forward to for a year :(

#yes i told her that she could let me know if it wasn't gonna work and i figured the wedding was a no-go #it's someone she doesn't know & she doesn't have time or money to get an outfit #kinda bummed at her skipping out on the concert tho but i know she's super stressed & I don't want to add to the weight #so complaining about it here instead #vi tag #i also haven't seen her in over a week & asked if i could see her this weekend and she said no bc she's busy #i dunno man. i know works takes precedence but im lowkey sad #i'm crocheting her her favorite pokemon as an anniversary gift for next month but at this rate idk if she'll have time to celebrate it #anyway i start my new job on monday and if she's too distracted to wish me luck or ask me how it went I'll have to talk to her about that #bc yes work is important but I'm not feeling very much like i have a girlfriend rn tbh #vent post #don't rebIog or I'll come for your kneecaps <3

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punkalope · 1 year ago

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i dont wanna derail that one post abt how many disabled ppl have to use chromium based browsers for accessibility but i cant stop thinking about how just... fucked it kinda seems to me that if ur disabled and rely on these tools you kinda have to fork over ur privacy and also still risk all the things that come with ads...? it makes me feel icky

i dont have a solution to this sadly, it just sucks to me that these tools dont seem to be built with non-chromium browsers in mind and it feels so dystopian to me.

#burrow.html #it also kinda makes me bummed because some of these things id like to use for my own disability stuff #i havent done much research bc i saw the price of some of these programs so maybe the ones id need would work but like. Man... Man.#i was always taught that u should keep other browsers in mind when coding things for the web it sucks to see more and more programs just #throw it out the window?

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diabeticgirl4 · 10 months ago

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Hhh scraping and clawing my way thru exu calamity and it's kinda frustrating how. Everybody loves it so much?? And it's def much better than the other exu's but I'm just having heavy brainrot for c3 specifically and I want to get back to the main characters and plot!! Don't get me wrong I'm super enjoying brennan as a dm and everyone having fun but I just feel bad bc I'm not enjoying it as much as I feel I should and I'm just. Not attached to these characters or whatever plot happens bc it's all in the past and I'm assuming they all die anyways so I'm just having a hard time w it. :<

#ignore me #maddie liveblogs exu #do I need a calamity specific tag hm #maddie liveblogs calamity #sure why not #this has unfortunately been my calamity review so far :/#it's not fair bc it's good?? just not what I want??#but I don't want to skip it so I'm just painfully slogging thru #I've got one ep left..... 6 hrs tho jfc.......#doesn't help that I've listened to most of it while busy at work so I've been less focused and keep losing details #idk man I just kinda feel bummed about the whole thing #hopefully there's a recap I can check out afterwards?#I will say the bit w purvan suul (sp??) was such a blessing. finally some familiarity lmao.

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welcometogrouchland · 2 years ago

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I'm on hiatus from thinking for the next while. Discursive and analytical fandom practices I love you so so much you are in everything I do, including the silliest of headcanons and comics but FUCK I am not equipped to think about. Anything right now

#ramblings of a lunatic #tbh my art muscles are exhausted too so i think I'm just gonna. be a bottom feeder for a little while.#like a deep sea creature letting plankton drift into it's mouth on the ocean floor yknow #hard to do when half your dash is about stuff u are not a part of and the other half is abt the fandom that's in hiatus #and approaching it's finale (and the end of a show should NOT be the end of a fandom it should NOT but. i know how these things play out)#and i can't just rewatch the episodes bc I've literally seen them too many times now #and watching them is like. oh hey episode! blink. it's over #bc everything is MEMORIZED AT THIS POINT #the obvious answer would be to go watch something else rn but i keep TRYING AND IT'S NOT WORKING. I ONLY WANT THE SPRINTEREST RN #but i also don't if that makes sense. i want the spinterest to be new but also comforting and different but also the same #aka i want a new episode to release bc i dislike the quiet fandom during hiatus BUT i don't want it to air bc then the show is over #so I'm just kinda. sitting here. frustrated #sitting on all my art and text posts bc I'm in a funk rn and none of them feel Right™#bc (CIRCLING BACK AROUND TO THE ACTUAL BODY OF THIS POST) they're all my usual hc/analytical fair #but i like to always have a good sense of character when i make those but those require REWATCHES FOR ME and i CAN'T REWATCH #BC OF ALL THE ABOVE THINGS I MENTIONED #oh man. i feel a bit better writing it down though. getting it out there somewhere in a semi-articulate way #I'm not done with my current hyperfixation- far from it depending on how the show ends- I'm just pre-bummed about the finale #and how it's gonna impact the fan environment that normally supplements my own fan activities like rewatches fanart etc #ohhhh my god that felt good to explain #it's to no one in particular but it felt good. this talking about your feelings shit actually works man #anyway please pray for me that i go to sleep some time tonight bc i slept for 5 hours in the middle of the day #after staying up the previous night #and i do not wanna throw my sleep schedule too far outta wack #(i think..i need to watch more movies? less commitment than series but distract me for a good bit. send reqs ig!)

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imwritesometimes · 9 days ago

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I have another 5+1 in me I know I do I can sense it. she just needs to show herself. manifest you stupid bitch.

#one march.ly fic flops it's ok I have 17826867327 more fics in me for them I know I do #of course there's my other 2 like MAIN ships always kinda fuzzy in the background too. idk man. I.D.K.#rn it's like. of course as usual march.ly runs in the foreground all the time. all the time. uses up most of the CPU #but there are others. in the task manager. running.#I am feeling pretty good today though. slept in hella late. went and got my fave butternut squash ravioli and garlic herb sauce #to make for dinner #got a GOOD loaf of sour dough and already had a piece with some olive oil and balsamic vinegar #maybe all the stars will align and I'll come up with the other like 3-4 scenes I need for a march.ly 5+1 #flop be damned I (may) still be able to write. we'll see. lmao maybe not. omg now I'm second guessing myself and bumming myself out #erin explains it all

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nomairuins · 2 months ago

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no sims 5 . guys im gonna

#UGHHHH . like. i get theyre planning on just updating the sims 4 for fucking ever but like. i feel like its such a shit base and theres only #so much you can do #its been running for 10 years atp like.#idk man i was hoping for sims 5 bad bc i wanted to just have it be like. Well made from the start and like. i hate the current way packs r #structured and if its gonna stay sims 4 thats gonna continue to be the standard. ughhhhh.#also idk how i feel abt cc kits like. i like tht the creators will be paid for work and that console players can have cc or whatever but #idk . i already dont particularly like Kits i think like. idk.... i kinda wish the cc kits would just be free but the creators Obviously r #still played. or have something similar to like #is it like. bethesda i think has its own mod thing that works on console.. itd be nice to have something like that instead #but also ig asking ea to maintain an online gallery of any sort is sort of asking to be disappointed LOL #idk man. im just bummed.... i feel like itd be better to just. leave ts4 behind and if they rly want to Divert from linear sims games they #should like #Make a game that's BUILT for that like. a sturdy foundation that would make ppl want to keep playing so long. idk..#and also like..so many features i personally would want in a sims 5 arent like. things that could be updated in ts4 #like we arent gonna ever get open neighborhoods like ts3 #and i get those were laggy for a lot of ppl but i honest to goodness feel like it could be optimized and fixed #But. that would be work for ea DJFNFJFN so. wtvr #sry. i try to be like. charitable ik the actual sims team work hard and stuff but it feels like nothing is given the time it needs to be #fully thought out..#also like. 1. i dont think ea would have Paid fixes for their jank ass game which is one of the biggest benefits of mods #at least id hope they wouldnt thatd be disgusting. but like. i feel like a sizable subset of mod benefits is the fixes #like. whenever a new pack drops there are immediately 500 fixes for it in order for it to be At all functional or enjoyable 😭😭😭 idk ..#not that. idk ig it only said Creator focused kits so itll probably mostly be cas stuff anyway. but idk man... just a bit hrm to me #ig that does make sense. bc having gameplay mods or anything like that i dont think like. idk if ea would do patches for it or if theyd have #the creator do patches or what #idkidkidk. im just very .#also sims movie i dont careee im fucking sick of like. videogame franchise movies stop it. ik i dont have to see it i just think its lame.#and also im still mad abt the mc movie yeah.

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unma · 3 months ago

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So I've calmed down. After today's events I find myself even more vindicated in my hatred for my family, but that's neither here nor there. I'm not trying to vent so often on this blog (feels too oversharey), so instead I'll let y'all know that my birthday is in two weeks! Specifically the 24th. So that's cool.

#unma rambles #ignore the tags below I was only going to mention the uni stuff and then things just kinda started rolling out and now it feels like a-#waste to delete them #I'll be heading to uni on the 22nd for orientation on the 23rd though #so that's another year in a row of depressing shit happening around my birthday #at least this time it's something somewhat good (uni) and not my dad shipping me off to a camp I insisted I didn't want to go to #to the point that he forcibly packed my things and made it so I couldn't go back home otherwise that Sunday #which I still haven't forgiven him for #(man every time I think about them I remember something that makes me hate my parents. funny how that works.#It's almost like there's nothing good to remember)#fyi the uni is a christian university that requires attending service for credits which is why I'm not happy #reminder: I'm agnostic but was raised christian in a christian family #and an acquaintance from church is also going to that uni. and attending the same course #which isn't the end of the world but I can't help but feel bummed out #because I just know someone's gonna use her to see how I'm doing since I never answer phone calls #wow I said I wouldn't vent but here I am #tbf my reaction to this is more disappointment and mild annoyance than the depressive spirals I used to deal with #so I guess that means I'm improving #or that it's not big enough of a problem for it to trigger that #oh well #all of this means I'm not exactly looking forward to my birthday but I've never looked forward to one since I was 10 #so that's just typical at this point #hm come to think of it the camp thing isn't the only thing that happened near my birthday and resulted in depressive spirals huh #kinda sounds to me like my birthdays have just sucked #at best they were meh and at worst they sucked to the point I look forward to one where nothing happens at this point #that happened once #my birthday had nothing done for it because of reasons (I don't blame my parents for this they had valid reasons to do so)#and I just forgot about it #the tags of my post that was supposed to be about my birthday was not where I expected to unpack my shitty experiences with past birthdays #but here I am I guess

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