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guess who speedran the game in 2 days and completely wrecked their sleep schedule
#Me!!! it's me!!!! I barely slept 5 hours for both days!!!!! not consecutively either!! i should sleep#...you know it's bad when I didn't even touch star rail at all either#isat#in stars and time#siffrin#in stars and time spoilers#kind of. this is very mild#i think ?#sketchz's stuff#also i love siffrin's battle portraits#haha dont check my last reblog thats definitely not where i got the idea to do another thing for ''the curtain falls''
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can we grown up frisk?
The kids all grown up...
(do not tag as ship)
#undertale yellow#uty#clover uty#frisk ut#lucky clover au#the cowboy hat draws#There's like... mild Lucky Clover ending spoilers. I guess. If you squint#Frisk is like in their very early 20s and Clover is in their early 30s. All grown up and on the surface#Sorry I kind of um. Stopped answering asks! Art funk made me nervous about doing so#But I'm just gonna post doodles while I draft out my next comic
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isn't he gorgeous
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#dan and phil#amazingphil#phil lester#dan howell#dnp#phan#dnpgames#tit tour#my glitter pics#very very mild#kind of not even#tit spoilers
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Random Aventurine Headcanons
Just a quick disclaimer; these are just my opinions and are not canon in any way, so don't take them too seriously 😭
Now, have a handful of my Aventurine HCs. There's 10 of them, and they're just general ones, nothing too angsty or heavy aside from mentions of his past (also, look how perfect he is. I love this pic.)

1. He loves caffeine and its effects but not the bitter flavor of coffee or espresso, so he's always rolling up to work with one of those really sweet specialty drinks.
He's also constantly changing what drink he orders, so no one can ever predict what he's going to show up with. Sometimes, he makes his employees concerned because he'll just be sipping on this bright, radioactive looking drink with a shit ton of espresso in it (kinda like the shamrock macchiato from dunkin).
2. He loves giving/making gifts to people he cares about. For people like clients, business partners, and "friends," he gives them gifts like credits, expensive sweets, just polite catch-all gifts that have no real thoughts or consideration behind them; things that everyone would like. He doesn't really find joy in giving these gifts.
However, for people he truly cares about, he will listen to every word they say in order to deduce the best possible gift. Since the Sigonia link rope states that the Avgins were meticulous craftsmen (I'm assuming that if they made the Knots of Cyclicality so well, then their craftsmanship didn't stop there), I also think that Aventurine would try his hand at making things for people if he's especially close to them. I think he would get kinda nervous when actually giving the gifts, though (especially if it's something he made himself). I feel like he's insecure and doubts himself a lot when it comes to his close relationships.
3. Aventurine has a sleeper build. That man is way stronger than people give him credit for. He had to kill the other slaves in the labyrinth with only the chains around his wrists while he was most likely malnourished, dehydrated, and wounded in order to prove his luck. Adrenaline can only do so much, so I highly doubt he's weak by any means.
I think people around Aventurine- much like a majority of the fandom- perceive him as physically weak when he's not using his cornerstone, since he's not that tall and he doesn't appear well-built. Others probably get surprised when they see him use a lot of strength because of this.
4. He's a very hard worker, and he's prone to overworking himself, especially if something is upsetting him. He's very good at hiding when something is bothering him due to his past, but when he starts working a ton of overtime, it becomes easy to tell. He does this to tire himself out so he can avoid thinking about whatever troubles him, and he usually continues on this path until he burns himself out and is forced to confront what's upsetting him.
5. He sucks at driving and doesn't enjoy it at all. He likes car rides, feeling the wind through his hair, and just vibing while listening to music, but he hates being the driver. He has his license, but he doesn't like using it, so he either uses public transport or hired a driver just so he can get around without the inconvenience of driving.
He also really hates traffic. He already doesn't like standing in line, so traffic is way worse to him because he can't just pay people in the other cars to let him cut in front of them.
6. He's good with kids. I think he's one of those people who are like, "Kids are fine, I guess," but then he interacts with children, and all of them absolutely love him. He's gentle with them, plays with them if they want, and only really scolds them if they do something that could get them hurt. He also treats them with respect, like actual people, instead of just extensions of their parents to order around. I think his dynamic with kids is similar to how his sister treated him when she was still alive, so interacting with children is bittersweet for him because it brings back memories.
7. He's the messiest sleeper in the cosmos. Aventurine tosses and turns, snores, drools on the pillow, and always wakes up to at least one corner of his fitted sheet popped off. Half the time, if he falls asleep using his phone, it gets so tangled in his sheets that he has to pull the blankets off of the bed and shake them until his phone falls out. If he's sharing a bed with someone and trusts them enough to fall into a deep sleep, they are 100% getting accidentally slapped, kicked, or partially laid on.
8. He's very fidgety. Sitting still makes him feel restless, so he's always doing something to move around. He paces in his office, plays with his coin, clicks pens, bounces his leg, and taps his foot. Trying to sit quietly in a room with him would be a nightmare unless he's occupied, focused on something, or just really tired.
The only thing that tends to properly ground him and make him calm down enough to stay still is physical touch, but that's a double-edged sword. Due to his past, a touch from the wrong person can be problematic, and there's not many that he trusts enough to touch or soothe him, so he doesn't usually reach a state of calmness and stillness.
9. He has a lot of impulsive and intrusive thoughts. These range from impulsive and harmless things like going on an online shopping spree or dying the tips of his hair to more intrusive and potentially dangerous ideas, like shoving his hand in a pot of boiling water, hurting himself in other ways, or harming others.
His impulsive thoughts don't bother him too much, but the intrusive ones nag at him a lot even though he knows they're not his fault.
10. He wishes he had the opportunity to go to college and have a formal education. He knows he could've done it if he had the privilege and the opportunity, but that was never afforded to him, so he tries not to dwell on it.
He doesn't even know if he would choose to go to college if he had the chance, doesn't know what major he would pick or what extracurricular stuff he would do, but he wishes it had been an option. It ties back to how he wonders how life would've turned out for him if he had any semblance of normalcy- a stable home planet, a living family, the chances and opportunities that people in less oppressive situations had been given-, but he always just pushes those thoughts aside and refuses to consider them, knowing it wasn't a possibility for him and never would be.
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I hope you guys enjoyed my thoughts! These headcanons are dedicated to @mysteriaqueen who encouraged me to post these. I would've just forgotten about this app if it wasn't for this kind stranger. I hope these live up to your expectations :)
God, I haven't written anything like this in years. I really hope these are good 😭
#aventurine#hsr aventurine#hsr#honkai star rail#headcanons#i hope you guys know that whenever i mentioned someone Aventurine trusts or is close too i was thinking of Dr. Ratio#so technically some of these are aventio/ratiorine#mild angst (?)#i'm scared asf to post these because i'm very self consious of my writing and ideas#please be kind 😭
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my personal headcanon is that after flemythal uses the well's power on my lavellan for the first time, it sort of forcibly readjusts her accent when speaking elvhen, from "reasonably fluent modern dalish" to "crisply upper-class ancient arlathan". and she doesn't actually notice this at the time, bc by the time it happens, she's already Experienced Crestwood, and doesn't speak elvhen often otherwise.
but the next time she talks to solas and drops in a word or phrase in (stilted and unhappy) conversation, he very much does notice the shift, and feels a sense of palpable horror that she's already been a bit changed.
#solavellan#txt#afira lavellan#i just think that thing needs to have EFFECTS. weirdly specific ones.#my lavellan was very unironically like ''but i'm doing it for the greater good of the people :)'' and solas is just kind of#screaming cat.jpg that someone is making his EXACT mistake except it's not even removable like vallaslin was#also i think lavellan should truly have the worst week of all time#get yelled at by ancient elves who are alive but really mean.#take on unnatural knowledge despite normally calm apostate bf pleading not to do it.#feels weird and heavy and like 50000 weeping souls at all times.#go to crestwood and get told ''you're important. i love you. your tattoos are bad. you're perfect regardless ofc. actually it's over. bye''#and THEN go get mind controlled by The Mother Goddess Herself. whom she barely believed in to begin with.#and then have a mild crisis of faith/developing straight up anti-theism bc she's like#''what do you MEAN she was alive and just not answering prayers?? i'll kill her again if i could.''#but on the bright side. at least she is now so fast at translating elvhen texts.#so she does not have to talk to solas as often about them fgsdhfg
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Started working on a new fic ^.^
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The Syd Poll
the topic of this poll is one that is frequently avoided in the pink floyd fandom, but inevitably one we all consider – our individual views on what we think caused syd's psychological struggles (and by extension, led to his departure from the band). I think that – at least in this neighborhood of tumblr – this is a conversation we are capable of having in a way that is civil, nuanced, and at least minimally disrespectful to syd.
So, to help facilitate this, here are some ground rules:
let's all assume we have a mutual understanding of the complexities of this. syd could never actually be reduced down to a poll, and all of our viewpoints are limited in various ways
the poll options just serve as just a conversation starter, and responses are not necessarily a statement of absolute beliefs
feel free to discuss as much or as little of your own perspective as you feel comfortable sharing.
in the case that debates break out, please try to assume good intent – and also demonstrate it (unless, for instance, someone is being blatantly insulting beyond a misunderstanding that needs correcting)
please do NOT vote if you are not actually a pink floyd fan with at least basic knowledge about what we're talking about here.
The options I've included below are not meant to be exhaustive, they are simply the "theories" that I have seen most commonly circulated. I have also decided not to include combinations. I'm fairly sure we'd all agree multiple factors were involved. Rather than make the poll too complicated, I ask you to instead select the one that you think is the "most" important to your viewpoint, and clarify further in your tags/comments as you wish.
so. here we go.
READ BEFORE VOTING ^^^^
(note of correction: "late-onset schizophrenia" should just be "schizophrenia". the typical timeline for onset of symptoms is late adolescence/early adulthood, so syd would've been well within that period at the time)
#pink floyd#syd barrett#//#I will sacrifice myself and go first with way too much detail. hopefully it will help other people feel more comfortable talking#I chose consensual use of psychedelics. mainly bc I am fairly certain that he suffered from severe hppd#it stands for 'hallucinogen persisting perception disorder' –speaking crudely its 'did too much acid and got stuck like that'#I do NOT expect this kind of oversharing from anyone else but the reason I think that is because -I- definitely have that#its comparatively mild but I notice a lot of the same kind of impacts.#I'm more prone to dissociation and overstimulation. it takes more mental energy to communicate. my perception plays a bit fast and loose.#(again. it's not -that- bad. and NO pity for me this was a completely predictable outcome that I DO think is a little funny) but digressing#I can clearly see how if those symptoms were significantly escalated it would be just like what was described by ppl who knew syd#I think its very unkind to refer to him as a “drug casualty”#but I'm fairly confident anyone who's done acid would say by about hour 8 of the trip “okay. yah. too much of this could do that to someone#in other words –although I'm pretty sure syd was also neurodivergent– I do think its at least possible that the lsd couldve been enough#I'm happy to talk more about any of this in asks/dms if anyone wants. genuinely very cool with discussing it#but anyway. that's my take – obviously based entirely on anecdotal evidence tho so take that with as many grains of salt as you wish
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joniss for the soul
#katniss everdeen#johanna mason#joniss#katniss x johanna#johanna x katniss#the hunger games#hunger games#thg#i have soooo many thoughts about joniss#like i think johanna is extremely unused to physical contact whereas katniss is a very like. physically affectionate person#thats a really mild one. i think their relationship is kind of a mess for so many reasons but i wuuuuv it i love it so much <3#like i love their dynamic of being the two most miserable bitches in the room and somehow they make each other laugh#and on top of that theres this added layer of the fact katniss is like. the ONLY person who's really extended kindness to johanna#that hasnt been killed at least.#and in that way there are these parallels between johanna and peeta that are so fun for me#okay the end if you want to know more just ask as always i can talk about this shit for hours
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Freylin lovers… all four of you out there…. please talk to me abt them. I will love u forever
#re-inspired by the fanfic I just read of sapphic freylin#SAPPHIC FREYLIN SAVE ME#anyway even if it isn’t sapphic freylin#if you like freylin in any form!!!!!!!! even if not it's necessarily romantic/typically romantic! I need someone to gush about them with#I used to like them a very mild amount once upon a time.....#but then that changed once the Thinking tm started#it's about the themes............ transformation..mostrosity.... understanding each other in a way few others seem able to#about exoneration through the other#which kind of doesn't sound like the right word but I mean it in the sense that exoneration implies the accusation of sin/guilt is flawed#(unlike something like absolve.... which implies forgiveness for sins rather than the fact that there was no sin in the first place)#idk if that makes sense but I hope. the general gist comes across#anyway I have lots of thoughts about them but it will take time to write them all out#but pls tell me someone thinks about them as much as I do#look I know why they aren't a popular ship and I understand. but STILL#I need to know if there are others out there!!!#Freya#Merlin#freylin#bbc merlin
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That moment when you have to let people be wrong about you because correcting them would make you seem like an unbearable show-off
I was at a bookstore with a friend the other day and I was looking at a book in German that I was interested in buying, but then I saw that it was a translation and had originally been written in French
I commented idly to my friend "Sometimes I don't buy a book because it's a translation and I always prefer to read in the original language when possible" and she said in an agreeing-with-me way, "Yeah it would make more sense to read it in English"
and I realized she assumed I meant English when I said "original language"
but I couldn't bring myself to say "Yeah, or French or Dutch or Spanish or Italian or Portuguese or one of the other languages I read..." because like. who says that kind of thing.
#it's odd but i've suddenly been noticing a lot of people underestimating me lately#like i told a friend i was studying compsci/programming#and she started sending me like... links to absolute beginner 'how to start learning to code' resources#which of course is very sweet and i really appreciate her supportiveness!#so i certainly don't want to say 'lol i passed that point 10 years ago but thanks'#or my friends know perfectly well that i'm a language professional and have spent time studying many languages#but somehow they don't seem to make the connection that that translates into having actual abilities?#like i can piece together the meaning of a sentence in russian or chinese and they'll go 'wtf' like i'm a wizard or something#or i've mentioned a few times that i read for fun in various languages but that seems to just go in one ear and out the other for most folk#and they still can't conceive that i would read a WHOLE BOOK in a language that's not german or english#these are just two examples but i've seen it happen with several other things too#and i'm just... not sure how normal people handle this sort of thing?#how do you let your friends know what you're capable of without coming across as an arrogant prick#i'm not seeking approbation and so i don't tend to boast#but i think maybe i err too hard in the opposite direction?#maybe i've been accidentally implying all these years that i'm Very Amateur in all my interests/hobbies#i don't know how to strike a reasonable balance#but it does feel kind of. weirdly alienating. to suddenly realize most of my friends really don't Know me in this way#cosmo gyres#personal#tag rant#i guess what annoys me is that i'm very careful not to do this to others#if someone tells me about a certain interest or hobby of theirs i assume by default that they must know So Much about it#and if i dare to send them or suggest them anything i always preface it with 'you probably already know this but...'#or 'this may well be something that's painfully obvious to someone with your expertise but...'#and i would try to never make any statement or suggestion that implies i think they're at a low level in [whatever that thing is]#so it bothers me a bit when other people don't take the same consideration. i guess.#(not enough to do anything about it beyond blogging with mild annoyance. but hey)
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oc / adopted character sketch stuff. Pose ref for first piece is by @/adorkastock
#sketch#digital art#doodle#original#outfit doodle#cw: gore#kinda sorta very mild zombie decay kind of deal
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Snippet from Day 7 (with pic of my own UG collection for a visual😉)
Mac leaned back in his seat, stretching his arms behind him and feeling deeply satisfied. It had taken some doing, but he’d finally found the guy. Four years and Vidal Ruiz still had that same crappy little Ford pick-up, was still using it to prowl the streets of Panama seeking out unwitting tourists. Or, otherwise bad-ass secret agents all too eager to be trapped by their own touristy impulses—
“Maaaaaac!”
Whose daughter-figures were intent on tormenting them. Mac let out a groan, shutting his laptop as heavy boots thumped closer and closer to his study. “Come on, Riles.”
“Save me, hoss!” Jack burst backwards through the doorway, brandishing his handheld Geiger counter like a shield. “She’s gonna kill us all!”
Riley’s voice floated after him, more sugary-sweet than Mac had ever heard from her. “Awww, what’s wrong, big guy—”
“Nope!” Jack had already backed up all the way to where Mac was sitting, free hand splayed across him in a protective barrier. “Just stay behind me, kid,” he muttered, staring wide-eyed at the sound of her approaching footsteps. “She ain’t comin’ near us with her…glowy-mutant tomfoolery.”

Link to the whole thing!
https://archiveofourown.org/works/63577723
@rosies-writealong I’m being super inconsistent with posting on here specifically, because I feel…shy? I dunno, AO3 is nice and familiar I guess😅 and it’s easier to reblog than to post one’s own work. It’s also easier to post fluff than to post angst…there’s probably some interesting (to me) psychology behind this…..
#macgyver 2016#angus macgyver#jack dalton#rosie's writealong#riley davis#fanfic#macriley#very mild and mostly one-sided#and I’ve kind of lost track of the days😅#bear with me y’all
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TWD - Inside 8x07
#clutterbuck i s2g#Andrew Lincoln#*#andygifs#he has mild clothing allergy i fear#rick besting a trash zombie in boots and his birthday suit#dangerous for the wedding vegetables tho#amc you're lame#america you're lame#*david attenborough voice* the sun#i would also be in for that kind of smackdown#that second gif tho#why does men stretching have so much power#like why is it so hot#SO SMILEY#excuse me sir please put your forearms away thank you#yes i've giffed this before but im sure those gifs look like yesterday's garbage#he really is very funny#EYE CRINKLES 💖#got to run around in his undies twas a good day
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making a cute little fic, still in the pining, soft morons category tho. also! i will be posting some writing snippets that i cut from several fics bc they didn’t fucking fit but i like them still
T-Rating bc it’s just gonna be fluffy pining with Logan being a shit and swearing
#pear shaped rambling#text and link#ao3 link#ao3 fanfic#fanfic#wip fic#cw mild language#mild language#deadpool#deadpool x wolverine#deadpool 3#wade wilson#wolverine#logan howlett#deadclaws#poolverine#logan is a hard shelled man with a very soft inside#and wade asks so many damn questions#there will be smooches. but not the kind you think >:3#i am very sleepy#and i wanna write so many things but i have only 2 hands and 1 brain cell
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many things i have been keeping under wraps at work, such as pronouns, but also, very critically, age. bc i got that ageless mixed race asian swag where i am very clearly not an undergrad but also??? they just don't know. and it WHIPS and it is so funny to ME because all the managers and shift supervisors are like damn this girl in her mid-twenties is so easy to talk to, it's like talking to a peer. surprise bitch i'm older than you. and maybe this means i'm performing psychological experiments on cis men, but i am ngl if i hand you a two page resume that you don't read, it is simply none of MY business if you think i am in my mid-20s. they are going to be so mad when they find out lmao
#mild work crush i fear....his undefinable possibly autistic certainly overworked jock swag has captured the nation#i can't remember if he was the one who jumpscared the managers by just randomly showing up with a wife and baby one day#when they thought he was a confirmed bachelor#it might have been the other shift supervisor who hates talking to people#it def wasn't the business school supervisor bc that guy is tasing himself recreationally while getting an mba. idiot <3#i love my job it is so boring and so entertaining at the same time. it's like the perfect balance of annoying and enriching#i wrote an entire fic at work once. and was still able to do everything i needed to do. and heard an absolutely bananas story#from the housekeeper about suing the city#i love the housekeeper every 3rd word out of her mouth i'm like ma'am are we allowed to say that in 2025 😭#i wish i could work there forever but i cannot. and when i quit the fic and/or zine i write/make about is going to go CRAZYYYYY#i think i text like 5-8 different people at least once a week about stupid shit i witnessed at work and the hot guys also#cannot forget the hot guys. so many hot guys. and they are all so stupid and annoying and sometimes charming also#i wish i could wear shorts to work bc my ass looks great rn from strength training#unfortunately my uniform is athleisure wear that doesn't fit and a free flyers sweatshirt that also doesn't fit lmao#when i learn to dress myself. it's over for you hoes#was talking to my strength trainer this week bc they asked if they could use me as a case study for trauma informed something#i kind of wasn't listening bc i just started talking immediately about the emotional effects of not having severe chronic back pain#and now being stronger has made me at its very base just more confident and kind to myself (inasmuch as i'll ever be)#bc i know my body better and i'm not scared of it and i can predict how it moves and i can trust it in ways i could not before#just from not knowing it? like even beyond the chronic pain i just did not know how my body moved and what it was capable of#& how one thing that is so silly but so nice is the feeling of being attractive as MYSELF for the first time in my life and not just#a vehicle for everyone to project whatever weird mpdg stuff on. and it's NICE and it's FUN that i know how my body moves as itself!!#like idk is finding confidence in my body the poetry. the strength training. the being in my 30s. the being too tired to care anymore#WHO KNOWS. none of my business#in conclusion. i would love to say i haven't been having a five stage mental breakdown all week but i have but i think it finally resolved#and now i have a new bed courtesy of sierra and kelly!!!!#and after i find out how much i owe in 1st/last month's rent? it's cricut time#ok good night#fresno oilers.txt
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FINALLY READ A GOOD BOOK everybody rejoice
#it was ''everything is tuberculosis'' lol#kind of a hard read for someone with ummmm “mild” hypochondria but#idk I'm very glad I listened to it (on spotify btw if you have premium!)
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