#kimmybrulee

[brainkimistry]

Just a gal attempting to save lives; A journal when writing just doesn't cut it -- dedicated to the first gens, the cycle breakers, the non-trads, & fellow Cancer ♋︎ signs. Welcome to my brain landfill since 2013.

[brainkimistry]

took the words right out of my mouth

Realistically I could never get rid of tumblr because it gives me the illusion of a community of strange young women all around my same age, all slowly figuring out how to live too

[avoidingthefreshman15]

kimmybrulee reblogged your post God I have been SO busy l... and added:

sameee. Plus I have officially gained about x amount of lbs.

Don't worry!! It's almost over. Weight is not NEARLY as important as school. Hang in there!! :)

[wildeffinchild]

The set is sexxxxx

i beg your pardon?

[brainkimistry]

Baby is really moving a lot today!

5months in and we are jiving and jamming in my belly. What a feeling. 

[brainkimistry]

daughter of the moon, crustaceans, and water i am.

[brainkimistry]

8 years le amo 🌈✨ #kimmybrulee #eight #mylove #2222 https://www.instagram.com/p/Co6w3gjO8dv/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[brainkimistry]

Emo AF

These hormones. These relationships that have a new meaning. The housework. The same thing-ish over and over. No shower for 3+ days. Most days I'm TOO tired to brush my teeth at night even tho its done in the morning. I freeze at anything I want to do for myself. I'm about to topple at the mental load. Help. help. HELP.

[brainkimistry]

#soul🌒🧿👁‍🗨 #kimmybrulee https://www.instagram.com/p/CibqPTsNE9-/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[brainkimistry]

This makes me miss nasty ass Geno's Pizza

Pepperoni pizza (via Instagram)

[brainkimistry]

Heyoooo

I’m back at it and venting hard AF right now. I usually do written journaling but lately my mind has been racing like an A-class winner and I don’t think my mind hands work that fast. 

WORK: Tacked on some extra responsibilities that I’m thankful for but damn, my brain is exhausted. Hopefully this levels out soon and I get a routine down.

SCHOOL: reading all day err’ day but never quite finishing the books I have checked out. I think I’ve re-borrowed the same book about 4 times. Multiple ones. 

LOVE LIFE: :))))) He works a lot tho. :T

OVERALL: Thankful for my life. No matter how crazy. It is definitely looking up. 

To whoever is reading: Thank you for your heart. The world needs more of you. Sending you love and hugs xxx

[brainkimistry]

dates of all kinds - goes for a walk; makes it a full shoot #kimmybrulee (at Lady Bird Lake) https://www.instagram.com/p/CiguhcHNNLm/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[brainkimistry]

I feel like I’ve been in a chronic cycle of avoidance because of my depression; so I’m right there with ya babe. Here for you.

xx

depression is so fucking annoying like oh my god. if i focus on school or work too much, i get depressed but if I focus on my mental health my financial situation gets worse 😭😭😭 i just can’t win.

[brainkimistry]

Anyone else experiencing a spiritual rebirth at 29 years old? I can’t say the reality of getting older is any fun.

[brainkimistry]

My gratefulness to 2016, and welcome to 2017...

Okay, so maybe I am ten days late but I have my reasons. 

I do not post much on here for the mere fact that my personal thoughts are what it is; personal. I thought that I could go through 2017 without a journal; to let my gym time be that outlet. Ha, I was and am so wrong. I have been journaling since I was 11. It has been my cheap therapist since my grandparents passed on. I have yet to purchase one for the year but this weekend the hunt is on.

2016 was full of stability and growth for me and I am very grateful. I started the beginning of the year with a negative view. From then on it was a rollercoaster of feelings and turmoil between me, myself, and I. If it wasn’t for my partner I don’t think I would have come to terms with what I was doing to myself. 

2016 made me realize that people change. That distance changes people and that “family” can leave you feeling empty. I learned that it is ultimately YOU who decides what family means. 

2016 left me to realize that I need to forgive, but never really forget the wrong doings of the ones who are supposed to be there for you in the literal beginning. 

The end of 2016 left me feeling thankful. It left me feeling proud but also made me aware of how FAST life can go yet it is very important to take each day and savor it. 

Welcome 2017.  & now I need to get my ass to a boutique and find a journal. 

[brainkimistry]

So entirely in love with... #atx #westsix #gayfourth ##theowl @rokybo #kimmybrulee