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Yes, Miss Kim.

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Carla Moran, a hard-working single mother, is raped in her bedroom by someone — or something — that she cannot see. Despite skeptical psychiatrists, she is repeatedly attacked by this invisible force. Could this be a case of hysteria or something more horrific? Credits: TheMovieDb. Film Cast: Carla Moran: Barbara Hershey Phil Sneiderman: Ron Silver Billy: David Labiosa Dr. Weber: George Coe Cindy Nash: Margaret Blye Dr. Cooley: Jacqueline Brookes Gene Kraft: Richard Brestoff George Nash: Michael Alldredge Joe Mehan: Raymond Singer Julie: Natasha Ryan Kim: Melanie Gaffin Jerry Anderson: Alex Rocco Mr. Reisz: Sully Boyar Woody Browne: Tom Stern Dr. Walcott: Allan Rich Film Crew: Director: Sidney J. Furie Screenplay: Frank De Felitta Producer: Harold Schneider Casting: Barbara Claman Editor: Frank J. Urioste Production Design: Charles Rosen Set Decoration: Jerry Wunderlich Hairstylist: Christine Lee Makeup Artist: Zoltan Elek Construction Coordinator: Bruce J. Gfeller Leadman: Nigel A. Boucher Set Designer: Daniel Gluck Set Designer: Boyd Willat Sound Effects Editor: Keith Stafford Sound Re-Recording Mixer: Gregg Landaker Sound Re-Recording Mixer: Steve Maslow Sound Re-Recording Mixer: Bill Varney Stunt Coordinator: Chris Howell Camera Operator: Joe R. Marquette Jr. Still Photographer: John R. Hamilton Gaffer: Jon Timothy Evans Costume Supervisor: Nancy McArdle Music Editor: Ken Wilhoit Script Supervisor: H. Bud Otto Studio Teachers: Arlene Singer-Gross Unit Publicist: Lyla Foggia Location Manager: Robert Eggenweiler Original Music Composer: Charles Bernstein Director of Photography: Stephen H. Burum Executive Producer: Michael Leone Executive Producer: Andrew Pfeffer Stand In: Marcia Karr Property Master: Barry Bedig Sound Mixer: Willie D. Burton Special Effects Makeup Artist: James Kagel Special Effects Makeup Artist: Stan Winston Production Manager: David Salven Second Assistant Director: William Cosentino Assistant Property Master: Gene Anderson Leadman: Frank L. Brown Construction Foreman: Richard Eckols Painter: Anthony ‘AJ’ Leonardi Jr. Paint Coordinator: John Tyrrell Propmaker: Mark Sparks Cableman: Robert W. Harris Boom Operator: Marvin E. Lewis Special Effects: Martin Bresin Special Effects: Joe Digaetano Special Effects: Joe Lombardi Special Effects: Steve Lombardi Special Effects: Gary Monak Special Effects: Robert G. Willard Special Effects Makeup Artist: Jill Rockow Visual Effects Designer: William Cruse Visual Effects Camera: Sam DiMaggio Visual Effects Production Assistant: Margaret Goldsmith Visual Effects Production Assistant: Julie Kelly Visual Effects Production Assistant: Kim Waugh Stunts: John Ashby Stunts: Janet Brady Stunts: Ron Burke Stunts: William H. Burton Sr. Stunts: Eddy Donno Stunts: Kenny Endoso Stunts: Donna Garrett Stunts: Buddy Joe Hooker Stunts: Shawn Howell Stunts: Tommy J. Huff Stunts: Linda Jacobs Stunts: Gary McLarty Stunts: Ernie F. Orsatti Stunts: Harry Wowchuk Grip: Leon Ayres Grip: Ben Beaird First Assistant Director: Tommy Thompson Movie Reviews: John Chard: Very up and down in its telling of an horrendous story. This is the loosely based on facts story of Carla Moran, a woman who was allegedly tormented and sexually molested by an invisible demon. Regardless of if the facts of the case are fictionalised for impact, or if indeed there is any basis of truth to the attacks in question, The Entity as a film fails to rise above average due to sloppy direction and a very poor script, whilst the score from Charles Bernstein is akin to being hit over the head repeatedly with a blunt instrument. That said, the film isn’t a total wash out, there are genuine moments of dread in the piece, and most of the tension and fear is realised from a very credible performance from Barbara Hershey as Carla. The nature of the beast with this type of picture will always be open to either scoffing or a fear of the unknown, so to get the audience involved with a topic like this you really need your protagonist to be believable, Hershey manages to do this in spite of the character bei...

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The Voice Season 22 Winner Prediction: Is EuroJournal’s Pick bodie or… ?

The Voice Season 22 Winner Prediction: Is EuroJournal’s Pick bodie or… ?

This time last year, it was as easy to predict the winner of The Voice as it was to guess that spring would follow winter. But Season 22 has proven to be a whole other animal. Jaws dropped on Tuesday, when Team Blake Shelton’s fine-but-not-phenomenal Bryce Leatherwood and Brayden Lape made the Final Five, and Team John Legend’s demonstrably more skilled Kim Cruse and Parijita Bastola were…

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Spitzenreiter ins Wanken geraten, Whitney Houston Duets

Spitzenreiter ins Wanken geraten, Whitney Houston Duets

Jeder der verbleibenden acht Sänger tritt zweimal im Halbfinale dieser Woche auf und kämpft um einen von nur fünf Plätzen im Finale der nächsten Woche. Eine seltene Fehlzündung für einen der Favoriten dieser Saison lässt uns bereits die Halbfinalergebnisse am Dienstag bei „The Voice“ ins Schwitzen bringen, da nur fünf der acht Darsteller des heutigen Abends es schaffen werden. Kim Cruse hatte den…

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After a "Solid" Olivia Newton-john Cover, Blake Shelton Declares a Singer the Front-runner on "The Voice''

After a “Solid” Olivia Newton-john Cover, Blake Shelton Declares a Singer the Front-runner on “The Voice”

The Team Legend powerhouses were created for live prime time on “The Voice.” During the opening round of live performances on Monday night, singers Omar Jose Cardona and Kim Cruse impressed coach John Legend with their electrifying charm and vocal gymnastics. Cardona opened the live performances with a powerful rendition of Bon Jovi’s “Livin’ on a Prayer.” Legend said Cardona, “Your voice is out…

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"The Voice": Blake Shelton pronounces vocalist leader after "strong" Olivia Newton-John's cover

The forces to be reckoned with of Group Legend were brought into the world for an ideal time on "The Voice."

Artists Omar Jose Cardona and Kim Cruse made mentor John Legend pleased during the first round of live exhibitions Monday night with their hazardous magnetism and vocal trapeze artistry.

Cardona started off the live shows with a jolting presentation of Bon Jovi's "Livin' on a Request."

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Y'all! Go listen to An Invitation to the Cookout by Terrell Grice! It has amazing artists on it! You won't regret it!

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Lee Sang In: “I’m going to find the kindest and sweetest woman on earth and...”

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Me:” That’s it that’s the ship!”

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The Voice Recap: Three Singers Eliminated — Top 8 Results

The Voice Recap: Three Singers Eliminated — Top 8 Results

Dunno about you, but I went into Tuesday’s Semi-Finals Results Show of The Voice braced for disaster. Although Team John Legend’s Kim Cruse and Team Camila Cabello’s Morgan Myles had given performances Monday that should have incontrovertibly catapulted them into the Top 5, our fellow viewers’ favorites… well, they aren’t always the actual standouts, are they. (Yes, I still miss Team Camila’s…

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Miraculous and The Light (HC)

Ok, so. This HC is based on this idea. It’s a miraculous x dc crossover and one of the best ideas, I’ve read recently. I really liked it and this is why I’m forcing myself to write my ideas down. 

Before we start the HC, I need to clear some things. Marinette becomes the guardian in age of 13, the kwami are teaching her as good as they can. Luka has the snake miraculous, Chloé the bee (but new costume), Kagami the dragon (again new costume) and Adrien is Chat Noir. Alix has the bunny and Kim the ape miraculous. (The two are chaos and they smelled Lila’s bullshit before she came back the second time). They deal with Hawkmoth as good as they can and they do good. Until Lila does her shit again. She manipulates Alya, which leads also Nino to be one of her followers and since Adrien is his best friend, he starts to listen to Lila. He becomes obsessed with Ladybug and her identity. The team doesn’t really notice, since it’s subtle and slowly becoming worse. So, now let’s start with the HC.

The Team protects Paris, Marinette is the leader

The situation becomes worse, the akumas take longer to defeat

They try to contact the JL, but nobody listens

And Chat Noir comes lesser to the fights, claiming his privat life is stressfull

At first, everybody understands, but it doesn’t stop and Chat becomes like a bad behaved child/brat 

Lila causes another Hero Day, the Team almost looses. Chat Noir didn’t show up and the Team is angry. Chloé is ready to skin a cat

After the Hero Day, they accidentally reveal their idtities. Their group becomes closer, everybody can see, they work even better now. 

Chat is envy

And Tikki is angry. No, scratch that. She’s mad. This boy could’ve been such a good cat, and now this?! 

Since Plagg is her opposite, and she’s the one of Plagg, they keep each other in balance. And they aren’t in balance at all. She takes over Marinette (while she is Ladybug) and starts to rip Chat/Adrien in shreds

Whole Paris witness this and is terrified. Who knew Ladybug had such power? 

Chat tries to save his face/life/’hero’ persona, but since Marinette is the guardian, she stripps him of his Miraculous, while Tikki wipes out his memories. Adrien’s former friends are sad, but also glad, they have one problem less

But now. Since Tikki used her more of her powers, some people notice, such as Klarion. He’s the server of chaos, but keeps in balance with creation. And the two aren’t balanced at all.

He talks to the Light, and surprise, surprise. Ra’s al Ghul and Vendal Savage felt it too

They begin to search and are surprised, that so many miraculous are active. The Light digs deeper and Vendal is very close getting up and burn Paris down. And take Hawkmoth with it

The inner circle of the Light (Vendal Savage, Klarion, Ra’s al Ghul, Lex Luthor, Deathstroke (there are still more members, but I will explain shortly))

Now, their primar goal is not to take over the world, or make everyone ‘see the light’. That’s what the ‘lesser’ members think (the ones, who are not in the inner circle) They want to keep the balance in the world, keep ‘peace’. But they know, it can’t be always peace, with creation there comes always destruction (Tikki and Plagg are totally their inspiration and mentors or whatever you could call that) And for this, they don’t always do ‘good’ things, like heroes do

Bc of this, every hero, every other villian thinks, that the light is bad. It’s a very good cover and so they can hide their true plans. So, the inner circle sends Black Manta after the Young Justice (the season 2 happens here) and go to Paris. 

They find the miraculous users while fighting an amok and an akuma and are impressed. Clearly, most of them have no training and they hold themself formidable. 

The inner circle talks with the team, which is wary. But then the kwamis recognize them and the teenagers (probably 15?) are so glad, that they finally have help. Not the one they expected, but still help

Vendal was one the first guardian, a simple man and then blessed by Tikki and Plagg. He trained other guardians and miraculous users until he almost died

Ra’s al Ghul was once a dragon, but also used the cat miraculous. This is the reason, why he can use the lazarus pit and isn’t mad

Klarion knows about the kwamis, the first gods, often makes rituals and such stuff. But he never saw a miraculous before

Deathstroke knows about the miraculous, but never knew, what power they truly hold

Lex Luthor knew about them too

The team is offered a traditional training with the League and since they are all true holders, they will master it faster than anyone before. Vendal wants to train Marinette as the guardian, after she finished hers with Ra’s. Deathstroke will be their mentor and Klarion will teach them in magic. 

Lex takes them under his wing, teaching them about buisness, money, politics and manipulating

They train and fight Hawkmoth for two years. Sometimes, Vendal takes over as Chat Noir, sometimes Ra’s, to keep Marinette and Tikki balanced. But they need to find her true holder, which isn’t that easy, while they are still in training and fighting

The team is around 17/18, when they finally defeat Hawkmoth and Mayura. The major of Paris and the president of France tell the world finally the truth about the situation (world is shocked (especially when they hear, that the Justice League didn’t help))

Now, the heroes want to help, after Wonder Woman, Aquaman and Dr. Fate, as well Zatanna, kicked their asses for being dumb bitches. When Batman doesn’t stop (he’s an ass sometimes, but I don’t hate him) they threaten to leave the JL. He doesn’t belive it and suddendly he has 4 members less. 

The four go to Paris, even when there is a heroes ban. They offer their alliance, but keep their distance, which everyone is glad. 

Since Hawkmoth and his sidechick have been defeated, the Miraculous Team retires. Or so everybody thinks. 

They all leave Paris, letting their friends and family think they have a job/go on vacation (Kagami and Luka fake their death, Marinette too) 

Lila is smug, bc she thinks, she won, since Alix and Kim just leave and Chloé is a weeping mess

The six go to the League, where they learn new/more things and become the elite squad of Ra’s. 

(Ra’s is totally a proud parent, who shows, how much his kids are better than anyones. Well, as good as he can with his stoic face)

The six still use their miraculous, but have new costumes (darker colors, mostly black) 

And so life goes on, until the JL and the YJ attack the light. They take many hits, loose many bases and the first time, the heroes meet the squad

The six are just called ‘the squad’. They switch miraculous, so the heroes don’t make connections. 

(Marinette is White (rabbit), while Chloé is Red (dragon), Kagami is Brown (monkey), Alix is Blue (snake), Kim is Scarlett (ladybug), Luka is Black (cat)) Over their costumes, they wear a typical League uniform. 

They totally rip the heroes apart

Anyway. The JL and YJ are wary about the sqaud, they all know, they are deadly. Some think, even deadlier than Deathstroke. 

After the attack, the squad meets Lady Shiva and Talia al Ghul

And her new pet project

You already know it. Jason Todd

His mind is fucked up, he doesn’t remember much until this woman in red smiles at him and just hugs him? Girl, this is the league?! 

Jason is totally Marinette’s black cat. 

He’s suddenly being trained (can you imagine a confused Jason Todd, trained by Vendal, Klarion and the rest of the team? Bc I do) and partnered with Plagg, who absolutly loves his new holder. There is so much chaos in him, he even survived the pit!

The squad goes on mission, mostly to mess with the JL, who notice, there is a new member. And oh shit- he destroys everything. And there Superman curmbles to ash... (no worries, he’s brought back)

Jason isn’t trying to kill Bruce, well, he still fights against Batman, but he doesn’t want him dead (the heroes think, the squad tries to kill them)

Some years pass (I have no idea, what happens in season 3 (Young Justice) since I didn’t have the time to watch it) the miraculous slowly become balanced again and the team is doing great

Until Talia snitches Bruce (bc she’s a little bitch) that Jason is alive. Not only that, he’s a part of the squad. Ra’s personally tries to kill his daughter- bc no Talia! You can’t just go and tell secrets! (silently crusing in many languages about the balance and how his own daughter betrayes him) He’s so angry, that he disowns his daughter and claims 7 year old Damian as his heir.

Bruce tries to hunt Jason down, but no success

Marinette takes Damian under her wing and gives him the miraculous of the tiger (Damian is so proud, that he’s a true holder). She and Jason become somewhat his parents, just like the rest of the team

Alix and Kim are totally together, as well Cloé and Kagami, while Luka has a on/off relationship with Lady Shiva, who is the true holder to the fox miraculous

Talia attacks the league, when Damian is 10 and takes him to his father

Damian hides the miraculous and Roarr, but Alfred knows. He always knows. (Totally cliche, but he’s the true holder to the peacock)

Damian acts like a brat like in canon, but can be such a softy

But only with his true family

Jason moves to Gotham, becomes the Red Hood, while Marinette becomes Scarlett (his partner) 

The rest of the squad starts to recruit new holders and start to train them, often visited by Jason and Marinette

One tragic night, Batman fights against Red Hood, almost kills him, when Scarlett breaks his arm. Robin (Damian) comes to help, freezes, when he sees his family. He stops fighting, takes a deep breath and turns to his father.

Batman is confused, but then Robin says, that this is Jason, the second Robin and that he will not fight family

Batman lashes out, being an idiot, talking some nonsense about Jason being a criminal and suddenly Robin disapears. The big bat thinks, his kid went home 

Well, he does, but not the Manor. He follows Jason and Marinette and sleeps a night there. 

Then his father starts to search him (Damian) and finds him with Jason

Totally a fight there

Until Alfred comes and makes them to sit down and talk

Jason explains everything, telling Bruce, that the squad doesn’t exist anymore, bc of Talia.

He causally says, that Marinette is his girlfriend, that they somewhat adopted Damian, after Talia was banned.

Bruce tries to wrap his head around this, but slowly accept this new part of his family

It takes some time, but Jason (Red Hood) and Marinette (Scarlett) become a part of the Batfam

They lead the new Miraculous Team in secret, keep in contact with the inner circle of the light

This goes well, until Tim finds out. 

Bruce lashes out again, bc what the fuck- his own child and his wife (they married) are spying for the light?! He tought they destroyes that damned organisation

Damian runs with them

They go to Nanda Parbat, where they meet the new recruits. 

Now, every kwami has a true holder

Balance is perfect as it can be 

Two years later, Bruce still tries to find Damian, in the hope, he isn’t with his older brother and his wife

He still is

Then Ra’s has enough of this drama, talks with the inner circle of the light and the kwamis

Kidnaps the batfam

Explains everything

Like everything

Slowly the batfam understands

Bruce is so proud that two of his sons are true holders, one of them literally can control chaos

The batfam starts to help the inner circle of the light, the other members think, this heroes finally saw the light

I can totally see the lesser memebers dumbfounded faces, when the whole Batfam shows up

Vendal starts to explain

“Batman was trained under Ra’s al Ghul himself, Batwoman followed.”

“Nightwing was trained by Deathstroke.”

“Red Hood was trained by Lady Shiva, Deathstroke and Ra’s al Ghul and is a former member of the squad.”

“Scarlett was trained by myself, Ra’s al Ghul, Lady Shiva, Deathstroke and Batman. She was the leader of the squad.”

“Red Robin was trained, like all the other Robins, by Batman. Lady Shiva took him under his wing for some time.”

“Signal was trained by Batman, Red Hood and Scarlett.”

“Batgirl was trained under Batman, Nightwing and Scarlett.”

“Black Bat grew up in the League and is the daughter of Lady Shiva.”

“Robin is my grandson and the son of Batman. He was trained under Scarlett and Red Hood, when they still were in the squad.”

(Did I forget someone?)

Gaping villians

But when Vendal says, that Batman will be part of the inner circle, as well Red Hood and Scarlett. they loose their absolute shit. 

They fought the whole time with their allies??

Vendal then also says, that this will be the last meeting and they will all forget, that the Batfam is a part of the light

“Well... we can’t take risks, can’t we? We don’t want to repeat an incident with the Young Justice again... because of this, only the members of the inner circle will remember our prupose and the light itself.” 

Batman then says to the JL, that he will leave the League, since this is going nowhere

The Batfamily is now officially a hero group and more loved than the JL, bc they don’t destroy much in their fights and if they do, Bruce Wayne pays. They keep in the shadows, which means, no civilians hurt AND many villians retire, when they hear, that Batman will fully remain in Gotham. They don’t try anything, bc he always seems to know

Okay... this is much more, than I acutally wanted to write and in the end, it didn’t came out as I first thought. But I hope you still like it, bc I like this version better

And it’s in the middle of the night, so if there are any mistakes... I don’t care :)

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It’s Stupid

WC 1401

Dean x Reader (just really friends with some possible undertones.)

Summary: You’re just having a bad day, good news a friend shows up.

Warning: Depression, lack of self-worth, sadness, angst 

AN: So I have a chapter of another story done but I don’t like it, I don’t think it flows. So you know I did this instead because it was easier and all it’s pretty much how I am feeling paying...however in I have called a friend so there will be rum later in my day...yeah. Also, Jensen crying as he’s saying goodbye....I just wanna hug him...like big fat hugs. 

Your week has been shit. Work was backing up, you have so much to do but you can’t do any of it. Currently, you came home from work and just sat around the house like the fat lazy piece of shit you thought that you were, at least at this current moment in time. 

You knew that none of that was true but you have fallen off your daily routine. You haven’t been to the gym at all, you were eating crap and you knew that all of these things combine was helping to you know fall down this slippery slope. 

Tonight you found yourself on your sofa soaking in the long lost episodes of Veronica Mars. You loved that she was stubborn like you, however looking at her tight-fitting outfits, you were reminded of how you didn’t go to the gym this week. Blah. 

You have actually been laying low pretty much all week, only stopping by Kim’s place last night to pick up something she borrowed. You stayed a little later than you wanted to, Kim could tell that something was a bit off. But I wasn’t spilling. You hadn't really seen any of your friends in about a week. Still chatted on facebook but that was pretty much it. Unit now. 

“Knock knock Y/N, I have you’re decent,” you hear Jensen says as he opened your door. 

You quickly cover yourself with the blanket on the sofa, it wasn’t cold but you are just in your boy shorts and a tank top with no bra. Cruse you and your desire to be comfy.

“What are you doing here Ackles,” you moaned as he moved your feet to set down next to you, placing your feet back on his lap. 

“Well sweetheart, I haven’t seen you in more than a minute, so I just wanted to check on you,” Jensen says rubbing your caf. 

“Blah, I just you know, didn’t wanna hang out.” 

“Hmm, okay. How is life?”

“It’s life,” you say shrugging your shoulders. 

“Hmm,” is all he says. 

We just sit and watch the show, the episode The Bitch is Back and this has never happened before but for some reason, you are crying a little bit. 

Jensen brings you back to reality, “How old is this show, is Kristen Bell is college?” 

You can’t help but chuckle, “ Yeah, I don’t know it’s pretty old. Hulu is bringing it back.” You can tell his looking at you but you don’t dare look at him. That tear that escaped your eye just a moment ago is all the way down your cheek now. You can hear him sigh. You do nothing. 

“Did you eat dinner, sweetheart?”

“I am on a juice fast.” 

“Yeah, so that means there’s wine in that mug, right.” 

“Yup,” you let out as you feel Jensen get up. 

“That’s not really dinner, Y/N.” You can hear him rummaging in your kitchen. 

“Good luck I haven’t been shopping in ages.” 

“I can see that, but I am pretty sure I can whip something up.” 

15 mins is all it took for him to cook you some food. When he comes back into the living you have sat up, still making sure you are covered with the blanket. He hands you the plate with a beautiful looking omelet, along with a glass of water. 

Your eyes move between the plate of food and Jensen. You are taken back, you don’t remember the last time someone cooked just you anything. You are the one that usually does everything for other people. This fact hits you so hard you don’t even realize that you’re crying till you feel Jensen take the plate away and sit down next to you hugging you. 

He holds you, letting your cry wishing in your ear, “ talk to me please, we can make it okay.” 

After a little bit words finally leave your mouth, “I want to, I am just...I ...I am just, it’s stupid.” 

Jensen pulls away a little bit, “If you are this upset about it, it’s not stupid. I promise you we can fix it.”  Bringing you into his arms he places a kiss on the top of you your forehead. 

“I am just, just tired. No one has ever done anything like that for me. I am usually the person doing it all. Helping and trying to hold it together. I am so tired, I just don’t want to do any of it anymore. You know.” As your words finish your tears start to pick up again. 

“I am so sorry for not noticing and you know, if you ever need, want or everything of anything I can do all you have to do is ask. Just ask me, hey you know what I want you to come cook some of your awesome food for me.” 

“I don’t wanna do that, I know it’s stupid. But I don’t want to chance someone saying no, you know because I am not worth it,” you continue to cry. 

Jensen pulls you away, you’re not sure what’s happening now so your eyes fall to the ground. 

“Y/N, can you look at me. Please, sweetheart,” he voice is both demanding and soft, your eyes travel up to his. 

“Do you really think that you’re not worth it, did I, I mean do I make you feel that way?”

Your loudest voice at that moment is a faint whisper, “ Yes I really, I don’t know ...think that I am not worth it. And I don’t know that feeling has just always been there. I fuck a lot of things up, I am fat, I am ugly. No one in the past 2 years has even thought about asking me out, my ex is against fucking dick, so that’s clearly all I am worthy of. It’s just, I am just. Look it’s doesn’t matter, none of this matter. Let’s just drop it, okay.” With you last words you try to get and leave the sofa but Jensen doesn’t let you go. He grabs you tightly and places his hand on the back of your head. 

“I am so sorry, I didn’t tell you. None of those things are true. Not one. I think you are beautiful, I think you are amazing. I am here tonight because I missed your face. I love you and all of your curves Y/N.” Jensen’s voice is quivering as he begins to cry, “ I am so sorry I didn’t tell but you make my life so much better, I love that you are part of my life.” 

The two of you stay like that for more than a minute, you don’t mind it. For the first time in a long time, you feel worthy, safe, not alone. 

“How are you feeling, Y/N?”

“I don’t know, better I guess,” you answer being 100% honest with him. You really don’t know how you are feeling. 

“Good,” he says moving back a little and grabbing your food, “I know there was just a lot of stuff, but try to eat a little bit for me okay.” 

You do, only about ½ of it but it’s better than nothing. Jensen removes your dishes and comes back sitting on the opposite end of the sofa. “C’ere,” he says padding the spot next to him. “Tonight I am your support pillow, use me as you will.” You can’t help but chuckle, as you move over placing your head on his lap. 

“So, I was thinking maybe The Princess Bride, what do you think,” Jensen asked softly as he started to play with your hair. 

“Inconceivable.”

Jensen laughs, “So that’s a yes.” He finds the movie online and presses play.

“Hey,” Jensen says softly making you look up at him, “You know I love you right and it’s just anytime you feel like you did today, all you have to do is call or text and just say Hi and I will drop everything and come over.” 

“I know I just.” 

Jensen cut you off, “No stop, you will never say those words again. Do you know what, because you are important and you do matter. Got it.” 

Closing your eyes are few more tears falling and letting a soft smile fall on your face, “Got it.”

“That’s my princess,” Jensens says pressing his lips to your forehead. 

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The Voice Season 22 Episode 18 Release Date: Race To The Top 10

The release date for The Voice Season 22 Episode 18 has been announced, and the fans of this singing reality television show are on their toes to know more. Before we get into The Voice season 22 episode 18's release date and streaming information, here's what happened in the most recent episode. We saw veteran musician Omar Jose Cardona open the show with Bon Jovi's "Livin' on a Prayer." With his upbeat performance, he established the mood for the evening, and Camila was astounded by how well he interacted with the audience. John, meanwhile, praised Omar's range, intensity, and soul while describing his voice as "out of this world." John continued, "I'm just fortunate to be your coach." Kim Cruse performed Aretha Franklin's "I Never Loved a Man" next for Team Legend. Her passionate rendition had John and even Blake on their toes as she displayed her tremendous voice. Blake claimed that, in a positive sense, her aggressive technique felt like an assault on him. John continued by saying that Kim had chosen "clever" songs. Sasha Hurtado left Team Gwen to join Team Camila, and John stole her. Also read: How To Watch The Crown Season 5 Episodes Online? Streaming Guide What Happened In The Voice Season 22's Recent Episode? The newest member of Team Legend performed "Tiny Dancer" by Elton John, finishing with an incredible run. Gwen acknowledged that she was pleased with her old colleague Sasha and was envious of her. John claimed to have observed Sasha's assurance. The youngest member of Team Legend and record-breaking The Voice performer Parijita Bastola then gave a rendition of Lady's "I'll Never Love Again." The slow ballad demonstrated the control and passion of the 17-year-old. Camila could only yell in praise of her "wonderful" performance. John claimed that everyone was enchanted by her performance at the same time. Harry Styles' "As It Was" was sung by Gwen's Kique, an 18-year-old vocalist, but he slowed down the song to give it an entirely different sound. While Gwen praised Kique's talent and star power, John said Kique exuded confidence and added his spin to the song. The next contestant was Kevin Hawkins, whom Gwen had taken from her husband's squad during the knockout rounds. He sang the Silk Symphony song "Skate," a '70s feel. Blake referred to Kevin as "the one that got away" and expressed his enjoyment of his comedic side. Then, Kevin "blossomed" on stage, according to Gwen. Alyssa Witrado then attempted a coach's song once more after having success with "Don't Speak" in the blinds. Camila felt she could have shown more passion during her performance of Miley Cyrus' "Angels Like You" from her time as a coach. On the other hand, Gwen acknowledged the song's complexity and praised Alyssa for her impeccable pitch. Former Team Blake member Kate Kalvach intended to "rock it" with Shania Twain's "You're Still the One." Despite some technical issues with her internal earpiece, Kate kept her attention on the task. The coaches praised her professionalism and said they couldn't tell she was having any difficulties. Kate's voice, according to Camila, is "beautiful and angelic." The "17-year-old powerhouse" for Team Blake is Rowan Grace, who was taken from Team Gwen. She demonstrated her wide range with "Hopelessly Devoted to You" from Grease. Blake and Gwen both praised Rowan for her "strong" performance with her new squad, while Blake stated Rowan "threw herself to the front-running." The next performer was Brayden Lape, who used Jordan Davis' "Buy Dirt." Due to his "effortless" talent, Camila claimed it was her favorite concert by Brayden. Blake said that the adolescent sounded "amazing" and forecasted that one day, with or without The Voice, he would be on the radio. Bodie, an alternative pop singer, served as Team Blake's "one-in-a-million artist" for The Voice season 22, episode 16. He performed the slow ballad "Glimpse of Us" by Joji, displaying his emotional side. Gwen broke down in tears after hearing Bodie's performance since she didn't anticipate hearing anything similar from him. Blake, meanwhile, claimed Bodie astounded everyone. When Is The Voice Season 22 Episode 18 Release Date? The Voice Season 22 Episode 18 Release Date is Monday, November 21, 2022. The Voice S22 Episode 18 will air on NBC at 8 pm in the US; international fans can stream The Voice Season 22 Episode 18 at 1 am BST (November 22), 6:30 am IST (November 22), and noon AEDT (November 22). Where To Watch The Voice Season 22 Episode 18 Online? The Voice Season 22 Episode 18 will stream on Fubo TV and Peacock premium at the time listed above. Fans have to cross-check the times listed above to watch The Voice Season 22 Episode 18 when it comes out in their nations. Also read: The Oval Season 4 Episode 4: Release Date, Preview & Where To Watch Read the full article

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Playlist 2018

Hello! Last year I shared my top songs of 2017 so I thought I'd do it again this year. There may be some overlap but here are my top songs according to Spotify.

Covered - Planetshakers (Please listen to this song, I love it with my whole heart).

Live like you're loved - Hawk Nelson

Magnify - Eddie James

Trust in You - Lauren Daigle

I know - Kim Walker-Smith

Bulletproof - Citizen Way

Won't stop now - Elevation worship

Backseat driver - TobyMac

Highs and lows - Hillsong young and free

Power - Eddie James

I'm getting ready - Tasha Cobbs

Lover of my soul - Jonathan McReynolds

And you don't stop - The walls group

First and only - Elevation worship

Till I found You - Phil Wickham

Sinking deep - Hillsong young and free

King of glory - Todd Dulaney

Even if - MercyMe

Transfiguration - Hillsong worship

The breakup song - Francesca Battistelli

No other - for all seasons

How beautiful - mosaic msc

Have your way - Casey J

On the other side - the walls group

Crossover - Travis Greene

I can't believe - Elevation worship

Divine exchange - Charity Gayle

Reckless love - Cory Asbury

Anthem - Phil Wickham

Throne room - Kim Walker-Smith

Who You say I am - Hillsong worship

Word of life - Jeremy Camp

Never been a moment - Micah Tyler

Every little thing - Hillsong young and free

So will I (100 billion x) - Hillsong united

Do it again - Elevation worship

Endless alleluia - Cory Asbury

Promise keeper - Israel Houghton

We dance - Stephany Gretzinger

Still Rolling Stones - Lauren Daigle

Perfect love - Cindy Cruse Ratcliff

Won't He do it (remix) - Koryn Hawthorne

My God fights for me - Charity Gayle

Never alone - Tori Kelly

Take me home (Psalm 102) - Collision

O'Lord - Lauren Daigle

The God I know - love & the outcome

All I need is You - Lecrae

Psalm 100 (enter in) - Charity Gayle

Lord You're mighty - Youthful praise

Back to God - Reba McEntire

Hills and valleys (the valleys version) - Tauren Wells

God I look to You - Francesca Battistelli

See the light - Travis Greene

Here again - Elevation worship

Not today - Hillsong united

Wow! That was long. Well those are my top songs from 2018. What were yours? Feel free to let me know in my inbox, I'm always looking for new music suggestions. God bless and happy new year!!!