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socksandbuttons · 2 years
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yall are not gonna get awa from ME and tall lunar content
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n3onwraith · 2 months
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I'll kms if we move actually.
#i hate change and we havent even been in this house for a year. that will be our 13th house#i cant be that far from my mom theyre tlaking about states away and month and month you just got week and week we just moved into this house#ill lose my fucking mind if one mlre thing changes. the schedule is already always off and closer to week and a half to half because my dad#gets us extra and it makes me think my mom doesnt want us but i know she does but still. ill die.#i will actually not survive that big of a change i dont care. i know he means well and its to leave something when they die but#there wont be anything to leave if the stress kills me first.#and for all the oreaching about living life instead of stressing out for 70 years this is only gonna make stress that isnt there#or is at least weaker right now#and theyre talking about living in a national forest and running a campsite and trail hike and all this and that but#were fine right now! its stressful yeah but were alive and not super stressed and thsres no anxiety and can er stay in one house for longer#thab a fucking year! this is alreayd house 14 or 9/10 if we only count my dads houses! ill die! stop! settle down for once!!#and they dont even ask if its okay with everyone! and when they do they frame it as if theyre assholes if we say we dont want to move!#but i dont want to move! i may not have any friends#but my whole life is here! i want to graduate from my highschool and live close to both my parents without them being across the country!#stop!!!#anyways#im so sorry i just#i cant?
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oedonchapeldweller · 6 months
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idk why i said im just standing here like i dont regular say leave me alone and dont randomly message me
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caelanglang · 4 months
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Who are your fav skk fanfic writers and why? Do you have their works that you love the most that you don't mind sharing here? 💘
this... this is such a hard question, *brings out a whole safe of records* /j (no srsly it's gonna be a long read--)
Here are a list of authors i really like :3 Their ao3 links/handles are:
the_most_happy: love how emotional their work can be! they have smut and fluff works, and most of all—which i think the the most delicious one, is the way they write angst <3 I actually made a bunch of fanart for their fics/aus when I was just getting into the fandom :3 They're writing is like going into a spicy sexy emotinal adventure... idk how else to describe it xD my fav fic of theirs... augh so hard to choose... In Loving Memory caught me so off guard (cuz i forgot to read the tags and immediately dived into it the moment i saw their post about it hhhh)
forest_racoon: The fluff and softness and magic in their writing is so good! I love the energy and comedy and seriousness and everything in their writing! it's always so fun to pick up any of their works~ Don't be tricked tho,, the angst they deliver have the same gravity ToT it's just so... augh... I first found them through Plate :( and have reread it several times (please check out their other works too it's all so amazing!!)
devilrin: love how she writes. period. the emotions and the poetic energy of it?? the angst?? so. good. the skk energy in their writing is more mellow(?) it feels more realistic—it's like watching people instead of characters ;w; (very cool how she world builds an entire life outside of her fic for her characters actually, got to witness the behind the scenes first hand myself its pretty insane to me) The fic that ruined me tho is Down to a Sunless Sea (which is so angsty im so--)
themadtree: The energy in their writing is just so amazing. it's very hard to stop mid-way! The dialogue feels very fun and engaging and you really get very attached to the characters because of how energetic and full of life they are. Whimsical is the best word I can think of to describe the reading experience of their work :3 They made a bunch of fun aus; their brain is just so amazing (pirate au and avatar au like broooooo) My favorite is Mors Vincit Omnia (yummy pirate au!)
StarshipDancer: one of the first ao3 writers whose name i decided to remember by heart (which means a lot considering how bad i am with names) because they are my most searched user in ao3 xD The fluff is just so addicting. The sillies and shenanegans are so on point for me, idk it just scratch this itch so perfectly in my brain. I draw a of inspiration from my skk sketches from their works actually :3!! READ EVERYTHING THEY HAVE PLS ITS ALL SO GOOD (you should check the fluff week collection augh) Without Words is one of my most reread ones... I think... I reread a lot of their works tho...
setosdarkness: let's be honest. i think everyone whose dived into ao3 skk just knows her alreayd xD she's such a kween for that, making sure we are so well fed with so much fun skk writing. Her works are so fun to read! Very comedic and has such similar energy to the gag moments and bickering and shenanigans of the anime skk for me idk why. I love how fun and unique each fic scenarios are :3 (no srsly you'll never run out of food made with so much love by athina-san)
xLillyle: I am working with Lilly for a Fullmetal Alchemist Brotherhood skk au!! (its Royai skk BUT it's also beast!skk) it's been so exciting to work with her :3!! You can check some of the teasers here. She made an iwaoi!skk fic recently so if that's you're type hehe *starts bawling*
there are lots of other amazing authors there but these are the ones that came to mind and i am most familiar with for now :3 Here are some other fics ~~
When I Awake: Ghost(?) Writer Dazai and Musician Chuuya. yummy angst. silly skk
castle out of couches: My favorite domestic fluff skk. it's my must read. Halfbloom is such a master of the fluff in comedic tone and capturing that skk domestic softness idk how they do it. it's just so good.
In One of the Stars I shall be Living: A sweetheart wrote a fic about my little prince skk au TT it's so well written and I am so in love with all the references and angst ueueue
Five Steps: My favorite skk knight x prince au TT
The Best Worst Thing: Another sweetheart wrote a fic based on my silly sketches ;w; it's so cute waaaaaa
okay. i am. so sorry for the long answer. I just love a lot of stuffs from these incredible writers. feel free to drop by again :3 these are the ones that comes to my mind first so i may have missed out on a bunch oop
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sanjisboyfie · 11 months
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one piece smau: dating vivi edition
— IM AWARE SOME OF THESE HAVE RLLY BAD BLUE EDITTED HAIR BUT I WANTED TO TRY IT OUT AND SEE HOW IT WAS 😭
— a little different because its still modern au but i wanted to go with teh idea that vivi was still royalty and reader is her rlly hot bf that the public likes, but tabloids hot bc they dont think hes good enough for her ... whatever that trope is im a sucker for so thats why i made it this way
— male reader B)
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queenvivi: visited drum island <3
tagged: king[name]
dni_nami: popcrave is gonna love this onneee cuz u look so good here vivi !!
-> queenvivi: thank u nami, i miss u sm !
-> uso_pp: popcrave jus posted on twitter "queen vivi slays in recent photo, shocking the entire country"
king[name]: WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU'RE MY GIRLFRIEND ???I FEEL SICK TO MY STOMACH YOU'RE SO BEAUTIFUL
freeluffy: vivi when r u going to visit us :////
[liked by princesanji, dni_nami, and 70 others]
king[name]: DO YOU NEED A PET? DO YOU NEED A DOG? I'LL BE A GOOD PET FOR U MY QUEEN
-> queenvivi: ??? babe i'm gonna change your password very soon
-> king[name]: WOOF WOOF WOOOOF
-> dni_nami: this why the media hates u [name]
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king[name]: will go to as many boring royalty events if it means im by her side <3
tagged: queenvivi
randomroyallyobsessedfan: UGH THEY'RE SO CUTE I LOVE THEM I CANT WAIT FOR THEM TO GET MARRIED
queenvivi: you're so handsome in all of these, im the luckiest woman in the world
roro.zoro: can't you get into a lot of trouble with literally every country for complaining abt this???
-> king[name]: proof?
-> roro.zoro: mf wtf do u mean proof??? THE PROOF IS RIGHT IN THIS POST
igaram: i'm going to murder this dumbass boy.
-> king[name]: oooh im telling on you to miss terracota
[liked queenvivi, dni_nami, and 100 others]
princesanji: i can't believe they make queen vivi cover her blue hair for these events, they are suffocating her natural beauty </333
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deuxmoi: do you guys remember when vivi and [name] started dating? the royal couple are everyone's favorite pair !! happy four years to the two of them, to many more in the future to the cutest couple in the worllddd!!! p.s. honestly thank god for [name] because we got to see vivi in his iconic leather jacket, hello?! she looks so good!!
tagged: king[name] and queenvivi
randomroyallyobsessedfan: atp if he doesnt propose to her i will
-> anotherrandom: if she doesnt marry him atp i will
uso_pp: its crazy we r literally friends with the queen of a whole country
-> freeluffy: no we are BEST friends with vivi, usopp :DDD
[liked by queenvivi, king[name], and 200 others]
ttchopper: i remember when they first met, vivi was a blushing mess the entire time
-> queenvivi: please do not remind me. its so embarassing chopper.
-> king[name]: my own girlfriend is embarassed of me </3
princesanji: it should have been ME
-> king[name]: you're a fraud dni w me thanks xoxo
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queenvivi: what lana said that one time
tagged: king[name]
dni_nami: i pyo to that song where is my credit
king[name]: stop i am NOT a serial killer the tabloids r gonna have a field day w this reference pls
-> uso_pp: if hes a serial killer then whats the worst that could happen to a girl thats already hurt. im alreayd huurutttt
[liked by queenvivi, king[name], and 200 others]
igaram: QUEEN VIVI BLINK TWICE IF U NEED HELP
-> pell: i'm going to confiscate your phone, she is fine. please relax igaram.
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king[name]: alexa play seven by jungkook EXPLICITY VERSION. EXPLICIT VERSION. EXPLICITY VERSION.
tagged: queenvivi
robinkills: it's like [name] wants to get banned from seeing vivi again
-> king[name]: the entire country trying to keep me out will not stop me from seeing my beautiful girlfriend
dni_nami: seriously??? of all songs???
-> king[name]: its the way that you can ride its the way that you can ride
-> dni_nami: PLEASE SHUT TH EFUCK UP
-> queenvivi: babe please stop i can't keep explaining these references to my father he might kill you
-> king[name]: LEAVE YOU WITH THAT AFTERGLOOOWWWW
roro.zoro: 3d a better song but alright
-> uso_pp: the way you couldn't be more wrong???
king[name]'s story
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i would lay down my life to protect this woman form any harm to come her way, some of you simply will NEVER understand
queenvivi replied to your story: i love you so much, let's stay in tmrw to relax
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avatarl0v3r · 1 year
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how the boys act for church in the morning | hobie, miles, miles e-42, pav
warning’s: language
notes: i’m not saying any of there characters are christian in any way, shape or form but i thought this idea would be funny
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Hobie
hobie is the type to whine and cry about waking up early
hobie would want to stay the night until that morning where he would try to lay in bed and just get left to avoid going to church
your mom looks at hobie like her son, and it’s her job to keep him straight, which he’s grateful for.
it was already 9 am and church started at 10 am everyone was ready except hobie. you walked upstairs to try and get him up much to his dismay.
“okay bee you gotta get ready now” your only response was a groan. “can i just sleep in?” you rolled your eyes “you’ve slept in a hour, no let’s go we can’t be late.” you walked out the room and to your brothers to check if he was ready “khalil,” you said knocking on his door “hurry up.”
you walked back down stairs grabbing your toast before your mom stopped you “goodmorning baby, where’s yo lil boyfriend at?” you smiled at her “still sleeping mama.” she rolled her eyes “i ain’t finna be late because of him, he can go all messed up i do not care but he’s going weither her likes it or not.”
your mama walked up the stairs and to your room where hobie was laying and rippled the blankets off “get your ass up boy, we are going to church and so are you.” she said before through a outfit out for him that she bought for church when he stays on saturday nights. hobie groaned sadly knowing that mama was not getting him up and knowing he would lose this fight.
“i told you the night before ‘you can stay but your going to church with us in the morning’ did i not?” hobie gave her a smile before replying “yes mama.” she smiled at him before leaving the room “be downstairs in 5 minutes understood?” she said eyeing him “yes ma’am.”
hobie stood up listening to your mom yell at khalil before her footsteps faded down the stairs. hobie got dressed and put on his bracelets with spikes on them before walking down the stairs before he even took the last step he heard your mom.
“leave them bracelets here, no need for them in a church,” he smiled “and hurry up and eat so we can leave, i ain’t finna be late become you wanted to sleep in.”
Pav
pav is the type to be excited because he gets to be with you and the family he’s grown to love.
he’s the type to wake up either with you or before you, in most cases with you and get ready.
you turned off your alarm the time reading 8:00 am you sighed and turned over to your boyfriend who was still sleeping. his hair covering his eyes as you moved the lox away so you could see his face “goodmorning pav” you said smiling him smiled back “goodmorning.”
you stood up pulling your alreayd messing hair into a crappy low bun before turning back to him “want some breakfast?” pav jumped at the idea already out of bed and tripped on the blanket causing you to laugh. “what was that? is everyone okay?” you heard your mom from downstairs “everythings fine mama you son only tripped.” you heard her laugh “which one?— wait never mind you mean pav.”
you walked downstairs making you and pav eggs and toast before sitting the plate on the table. to which pav scarfs it down causing your mom to look over “damn boy they feed you at home?” she said with a smile “they do but the foods so good here.”
you both got ready, your mom already banging on khalils door “wake up or so god help me i will pour ice cold water on you khalil.” the door swung open “hi pav, y/n,…mama.” she gave him a look before he nervously smiled and sprinted down the stairs.
pav wanted you to style his hair so you did, it wasn’t much different from his regular look but it was something “do i look okay?” “yes pav” “are you sure?” “yes” “absolutely posit-“ “pav! you look okay i promise.”
your mom smiled at the two of you as you showed her you’re matching church outfits. “lemme take some pictures.”
Miles
he gets up right when he hears your mom
he’s the type to act like he was awake the entire time
you got ready as usual on sunday mornings doing your hair getting dressed and a bit of makeup (if you wear it).
“miles, baby come on get up.” you said shaking him lightly he groaned and turned away “miles get up, i do not wanna hear mamas mouth this early.” he didn’t budge.
you rolled your eyes walking out your room and down the stairs and into the kitchen. khalil was already there and playing on his playstation 5 you rolled your eyes.
“im awake before miles?!” you nodded “sure are, he won’t get up.” khalil snickered “mamas gonna be so fuckin pissed.” “language khalil” “sorry y/n/n.”
you made some cereal and sat down before hearing your mom enter the room “where the hell is miles?” you gave her a ‘girl be oh so for real’ she rolled her eyes before yelling up the stairs.
“miles morales get your ass up and down there’s stairs now.”
there was a bunch of noise almost crashing before miles appeared with a nervous smile “i’ve been awake just laying down.” “boy, you wanted to stay the night which means waking up early for church.” he nodded before grabbing a bowl of cereal.
once everyone finished eating you’re mom called for everyone to take a picture “come here and take this picture,” miles stood there awkwardly. “pose boy, ima send this to ya mom, now come here to i can fix you’re shirt.”
you laughed at him and his sad expression of being all dressed up this early.
miles earth 42
he’s the first one up earlier then normal
he’s rushing you in the mornings, and asking you to fix his braids or redo them before church
miles woke you up at 6:30 am two hours before you actually had to wake up “what miles?” you said sleep engraved in your voice “can you braid my hair again please” he said smiling at you.
you rolled your eyes before sitting up and grabbing the gel and comb from your dresser “sit down, and don’t complain bc your ass is tender headed.”
the rest of that hour was filled with ‘ows’ ‘that hurts’ and ‘you tryna make me go bald’ “your done jesus help me.” he stood up look at his hair in the mirror “my baby braids my hair so well.” he said before drowning you in kisses.
“thank you miles now if you don’t mind i’m going to go back to sleep.” he laughed watching you fall back into a peaceful sleep.
only to be woken up by him shaking you “baby, you gotta get up it’s 8.” you rolled your eyes before sitting up rubbing sleep out of your eyes “heres your outfit we gonna match today.”
you nodded blindly getting dressed to tired to care. you looked in the mirror the outfit was actually cute your turned to miles “you style isn’t bad i’ll give you that.”
he smiled planting a kiss on your lips before heading downstairs you followed him making some food before you both heard your mom “y’all awake” miles responded “you know it mrs. y/l/n.”
“what would i do with out you miles” she said before kissing him on the cheek and continuing getting ready, walking back up the stairs “khalil wake yo ass up.”
you both laughed before miles turned to you “i love sunday mornings with you.” you smiled “i love them too.”
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omgkatherine01 · 8 months
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Moonlight Beta: Chapter 5 - Time Of Death
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Chapter 4, Chapter 6
Pairing: Scott McCall x Fem!Liam Dunbar
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Scott had brought Lia to his house after she started to show signs of healing, instead of taking her to her house. After explaining to his mother why the girl was looking like a mess, she immediately checked on the healed wound despite knowing she had alreayd healed.
Lia had showered and changed to more comfortable clothes, which were Scott's, and after that she called her mother and told her she will be staying over at a friend for the night, and she will come back during the day the next day because she will have the day off tomorrow.
"So... Lia is staying over for the night?" she heard Stiles when she walked toward Scott's room. "Yeah," Scott answered.
"Why...?" Stiles asked. "Because, I don't want her to be dealing with what happened tonight alone," Scott said.
Stiles was sitting on the carpet, facing Scott. He tilted his head, frowning, "All right, I get that. But--"
"She's my Beta, all right?" Scott said, "She's my responsibility." Stiles pointed at him, "Are you sure it's only that?" he asked quietly. Scott frowned, "What do you mean?" he asked and pulled the bag of money from under his bed.
"Never mind," Stiles said with a sigh, and he nodded to the bag, "What's that?"
Lia decided to walk in when she heard the bag unzipped. Scott sensed her coming and looked up. "Hey," she said, and Stiles looked over.
"Lia! What's up? Feeling better?" Stiles asked. Lia nodded and when Scott nodded her to come in, she did. "Yeah," she answered, and sat down between them, "Is that the bag from last night?"
"Yeah," Scott said and looked at her, "I, uh... I lied." He opened the bag, showing her and Stiles the money inside, making their eyes grow wide.
"Oh... wow," Lia said softly. There was a moment of silent before Stiles spoke, "You counted it yet?"
"No," Scott answered. "We should probably count it," Stiles told them. Lia nodded slowly, "I guess so," she muttered. Scott and Stiles each took a side, letting the money spill onto the floor.
A cassette tape fell with it, and Lia picked it up with a frown, flipping it over.
It said, "Play Me".
Lia, Scott and Stiles looked at each other in confusion. "Do you have a radio to play it?" Lia asked Scott. "Uh, yeah, hold on," Scott said as he got up. He walked out of the room for a moment and then came back with a radio.
He sat down on his spot and put the tape in. The trio listen to a man's voice.
"After entering the IP address, you will be connected through a Darknet portal to an untraceable bank. Once logged in, enter your account number to receive wire transfers. The IP address will deactivate with each transfer. You will be assigned a new IP address if you choose to continue down the list. Remember, visual confirmation is always required for payment."
Stiles hit pause, looking at Scott, "Ever made a wire transfer?"
"Never had enough money," Scott answered. "Me either," Lia muttered. Stiles gave the girl a look and when she looked at him in confusion, he looked at Scott, "So you didn't understand a word of that either."
"I don't understand any of this," Scott said, "Why would someone use all this money just to kill us?"
"Someone wants you dead, dude," Stiles said, "Badly. And Lia, she may not be in that list, but the is another..." He looked at Lia, "You can be in the next one."
"Thanks," Lia muttered sarcastically while Scott gave him a look. He rolled his eyes and started to put the money away. Stiles looked at him, "Whoa, whoa, what are you doing?"
"It's late," Scott pointed out, "You and I got the PSATs in the morning."
"No, I meant the money," Stiles said, "$500,000. You know how much money that is?"
"It's $500,000," Lia said in a duh voice. Scott couldn't help but smirk lightly while Stiles pointed a finger at her, "Hey, shh." He looked at the Alpha, "It's half a million dollars. Scott. What are you going to do, just slide it under your mattress?"
"I have to talk to Derek," Scott said, "The money's his."
"You mean his and Peter's," Stiles corrected. "Who's Peter?" Lia asked when Scott opened his mouth. "Uh, Derek's uncle," he answered, and he looked at Stiles, "And what does that mean?"
"It means maybe we should proceed with caution," Stiles said. Scott frowned, "You don't think we should tell Derek?"
"No," the human said, getting up, "No. No, of course we have to tell him. I'm just… I'm just saying, some of that money's Peter's, right?"
"Yeah."
"Right," Stiles said, "Peter. Homicidal killer? Remember? You want to give $500,000 to him."
"So we should give Derek his money back, but not Peter?" Lia asked suddenly, "I don't think it's right..." Stiles gave her a look. "What?" she asked.
"No, you right about it," Scott told his Beta. "Oh come on, I didn't say that," Stiles said. Scott gave him a look, "Stiles, what are you saying?"
Lia could smell Malia's scent and looked to the door. "Malia is coming." Scott and Stiles looked surprised and exchanged a quick look before putting the bag under the bed.
The second they did, the door opened and Malia walked in, drenched from the rain. Scott and Stiles looked down at the new Beta. Scott raised his eyebrows, impressed with his Beta, while Stiles raised his eyebrows and nodded, clearly impressed as well.
"Not bad," he muttered. "We found Satomi's pack," Malia said, and the trio looked at her, "Derek and I. But they're dead."
Scott's eyes grew wide, "All of them?" Malia nodded, "All the ones we found." Stiles frowned, "Then where's Derek?"
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A few days later, Lia met up at the McCall's with Kira, Scott, and Stiles to review the plan to try and bait the benefactor. Lia, however, was not convinced that this was a good idea to go through with.
"Is three enough?" Kira questioned, meaning the three laptops they had ready as monitors. "Depends on how many cameras they have. But I think so," Stiles replied.
Lia was fidgeting, clearly uncomfortable and anxious with this whole idea, "Are we really doing this?"
"We're doing it," Scott said, "Tonight."
Lia looked at her pack members, "But, isn't it kind of dangerous?" She couldn't help but worry for her new pack. Especially Stiles who was the human of the pack. Lia knew he could hold his own but it felt like pack instinct to keep him safe.
"It's incredibly dangerous," Stiles said with a nod, clearly not trying to calm the Beta much, "And borderline idiotic."
"Have you guys done something like this before?" Lia asked as she looked at Stiles, hoping they had experience in this so the rest wouldn't be walking in completely blind.
"Something dangerous? Or something idiotic?"
Kira butted in when she noticed how Stiles' words weren't helping the Beta relax at all, "I think it's a yes to both."
"You don't have to be part of it if you don't want to," Scott told his Beta in a comforting manner, feeling bad that she was already being sucked into the drama.
"I'm not scared," Lia said. Stiles snorted to himself at her words before ruffling her hair teasingly, "Well then freshman, you're borderline idiotic."
Lia failed to hide the small smile that made its way onto her lips from Stiles' words. Stiles then turned to his best friend, "If we do this, we don't know what's coming for us. You know that, right?"
"How do we even know something's definitely coming?" Kira asked.
"Because the tape from Garrett's bag said visual confirmation required," Scott explained.
"Simon said the same thing," Stiles said, recalling the guy who tried to kill them during the junior testing day. "He couldn't get paid by The Benefactor until he had proof that you guys were dead."
"So the idea is..." Scott trailed off, "'What if you kill someone on the dead pool, but you can't send the proof?'"
"You don't get paid," Kira answered the rhetorical question.
Lia frowned, "But how does that get us any closer to whoever the Benefactor is?"
"He still needs to know if the target is really dead," Scott answered.
Stiles nodded at his friends' words before adding, "Especially if it's someone high on the list."
"So if they want visual confirmation..." Lia trailed off.
Scott nodded, "He's gonna have to come get it himself."
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Lia, Scott, Kira, and Kira's Mom Noshiko were all in Scott's room as they prepared for the procedure which would put Scott in an almost death-like state.
Lia, feeling like she was the only sane one there, was incredibly concerned about the backfire that this could have.
"Are you guys totally sure about this?" the blue-eyes beta had been pacing back and forth.
Kira glanced from her to Scott, "I think Lia's kind of nervous. Maybe you should tell her it's going to be alright," she advised Scott, knowing that he was the alpha and she would listen the most to him.
Scott looked over at the freshman who was extremely anxious, terrified even. He smiled at her softly as she stepped closer, "It's gonna be alright." However, Scott's words weren't able to fix everything. Lia looked over at Noshiko who was helping Kira learn how to use her powers.
"So, you've done this before, right?" Lia asked.
"I've seen it done" the older Kitsune corrected.
Lia frowned lightly, "Is that just as good?" she asked. The youngest in the room was holding onto her last shred of hope.
"No," Noshiko answered bluntly and honestly.
Kira gave her a look, "Mom, you're not inspiring confidence." The girl was already worried enough that she might mess this up, she needed her mother to have confidence in her and not upset Lia even further.
"Good. This is a terrible idea."
Lia couldn't help but panic more because of this, and Scott took her hand. "Do you want us to do it without you?" Kira snapped at her mother, and both of them stared down at each other.
Lia and Scott looked between them before glancing at each other.
"Put your hand over his heart," Noshiko said, giving in.
Before Kira did as told, Scott grabbed her arm to pause for a moment. "Hold on." He turned towards Noshiko, "What happens while I'm out? Am I gonna feel anything?"
"It might feel like you're dreaming," Noshiko answered.
"Good dreams or bad?" Scott asked.
"I suppose that depends on you," Noshiko told him.
Scott laid back down on the bed, and gently let go of Lia's hand. Noshiko nodded to Kira, who hesitated.
Kira took a steady breath before she put her hand above Scott's heart, making electricity crackle through his body, slowly shutting it down temporarily.
Scott gasped loudly, looking up in pain.
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Lia, Stiles, Kira and Noshiko surrounded Scott's semi-dead body, which was lying on the table in the hospital morgue. Melissa entered the morgue after giving a performance of a lifetime when breaking down after finding out her son was 'dead'.
"I still hate this plan," Melissa said as she wiped her tears away. "I mean this is pretty significantly terrifying. He looks dead."
"Give me your hand," Noshiko said softly. Melissa looked at Stiles and Lia, who nodded. Melissa held out her hand, and Noshiko took it and put it on her son's chest. "Wait for it."
Melissa sighed in relief when she sensed the faint heartbeat. "Is that enough to keep a werewolf alive?" she couldn't help but ask.
"Enough for an alpha," Noshiko answered.
"How much time do we have?" Melissa asked.
"45 minutes."
She nodded, "What happens after that?"
"I bring him back the same way," Kira answered confidently, holding Lia's hand.
"No, I mean what happens if he stays like this longer than 45 minute?" Melissa asked, and the group of teens looked away awkwardly.
"No ones told her?" Noshiko asked.
"What?" Melissa asked, "What happens after 45 minutes?"
"He dies."
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Stiles, Kira, and Lia were in front of the three laptops as they spoke with Chris Argent over the phone in a room.
"I'm ready. Try it now."
Stiles turned the three on to see the cameras that Chris had placed all around the hospital were successfully on.
Lia smiled knowing that it was starting to go in a good direction for them.
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Scott's Mind:
Scott woke up inside one of the body drawers. He looked behind him, seeing that the narrow square shaft seemed to go on forever. He crawled through the shaft drawer, and crawled out to find himself falling out of a locker and at the high school.
Scott got up and started walking down the hallway. "Catch," the famished voice of his Beta rang through his ears.
Scott immediately caught the lacrosse ball and saw Lia standing there in her lacrosse jersey. She smiled, "That's why you're team captain." She winked before walking down the hall and into a classroom. Scott followed in confusion, dropping the ball behind him.
Scott walked into the classroom, looking around, but he didn't see Lia.
There was a laptop open on the teacher's desk. On the screen, the Benefactor's code scrolled to a stop. The "Keyword" prompt flashed. Scott typed in his own name, hitting enter.
The list uncoded into a list of the assassins.
The Mute
The Orphans
The Chemist
Scott thought that the dream was telling him to take this list as his own dead pool. "I can't do that. I can't kill them."
Lia appeared next to him, "Someone has to."
Scott turned at her, "Why me?"
"Because you're the Alpha," Lia said.
"I'm not a murderer," Scott said.
"But you are a predator," Lia said.
Scott shook his head, "No, we're predators. But we don't have to." Lia looked at him curiously, tilting her head. "We don't have to."
Scott shook his head, starting to breathe heavily, slamming the computer closed. He heard gasping of pain behind him, and turned around quickly. Lia was on the floor, with the Mute standing above her with his tomahawk on Lia's back.
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Reality:
Stiles, Lia and Kira were still watching the computer screens until one went completely out. "Is that supposed to look like that?" Lia asked, being the first one to notice the screen going out.
"No," Stiles muttered, "No, it's not."
"Where is that?" Kira asked.
"It's the roof," Stiles answered, "Someone's gonna have to check it out."
"I'll go," Kira told them, turning to leave.
"Whoa, whoa," Stiles said, making her turn back to him, "This might not just be a malfunction."
"That's why I'm bringing this," Kira said as she pulled out her Katana before starting to walk away.
"I'm coming with you," Lia immediately said.
Kira slowed down for a moment so Lia could catch up before the two girls started towards the roof, ignoring Stiles' protests, "Okay! And you're both coming right back immediately. Especially you Lia!" Stiles sighed to himself. "Kids."
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Scott's Mind:
Once again, Scott woke up inside one of the body drawers. He crawled and fell right out of a locker, falling into the school. He got up and started walking again.
"Catch!"
Scott did so, but somehow this time he had his claws out. Scott looked at Lia.
"That's why you're the Alpha."
Scott then somehow was now in the locker room. He was leaning against the sinks, looking at his reflection in the mirror.
Lia was standing behind him, crossing her arms over her chest. She watched him examining his fangs in the mirror. "There's something different, isn't there?"
"I've got more fangs," Scott said, "I noticed it during the quarantine. I don't know why."
"Maybe it's part of being an Alpha," Lia suggested, "Like you're becoming more of a werewolf."
"Or more of a monster," Scott muttered.
"What if it makes you stronger?" Lia suggested and smirked lightly, "What if I said it makes you sexier?" Scott smiled unconsciously. "It's like you're--"
But he heard a stab and turned around to see now the Mute killing Lia. "Evolving" It finished as Lia fell forward, but Scott rushed to catch her. He looked at the tomahawk in her back. He looked at the Mute, glaring.
The Mute placed a finger over where his mouth should have been.
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Reality:
Kira and Lia made their way to the rooftop. They were looking around until one of the boxes exploded into electrical sparks, startling both girls. "Looks like someone did something to it," Lia said.
They heard behind them growling, and Kira turned first to see a Berserker.
"I think somebody did," Kira said and got out her Katana swiftly while Lia turned around to become face-to-face with the creature.
The Berserker growled as it approached them. Lia's face morphed into her werewolf one as she growled back. She flicked her claws out before roaring and charging at the creature to fight. The Berkserker blocked her moves, and then it gripped her by her throat, lifting her up, throwing her back several feet into the chain link fence, making her fall.
Kira tried to fight but was knocked out a few moments after. "Kira, Kira, get up!" Lia's shrieks finally pulled Kira out of the trance, and she helped the older girl get up to her feet.
The berserker was still standing, ready and eager to keep on fighting.
Lia groaned as she, once again, was thrown to the ground by the Berserker. "Lia, run! Get out of here!" Kira yelled as she tried to fight the Berserker by herself. But the Beta ignored her pack member pleas, getting right back up.
"Lia!" Kira warned. Lia roared, jumping on top of a fence that covered the box panel of the hospital, about to claw at the berserker.
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Scott's Mind:
Scott, once again, woke up in one of the body drawers. He crawled and fell out, getting up again.
"Catch!"
Instead of the lacrosse ball, it was the tomahawk that he caught. He then looked down to see Lia on the ground, a wound in her chest.
"Why did you do that?" Lia whimpered.
"Let me help you. Let me show you how." The Mute's hand guided Scott to swing the tomahawk. And Scott did exactly that again and again.
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Reality:
Stiles, Lia, Kira and Chris stood around Scott. Kira managed to wake Scott, who screamed as he opened his eyes. "Scott, hey!" Lia said as they looked at him in relief, while the Beta placed her hand on his arm.
"What happened?" Scott asked, "Did it work?"
They all exchanged a look; they failed to capture the Benefactor, whoever it may be. Instead, they had caught the attention of the werejaguar Kate Argent, Chris' sister. Kira's Mom had gotten injured. Nothing to come out a success from this plan.
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romanticfistfightz · 8 months
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i need to learn to sawww properly i have a sawing . sewing ? learn to sew??? whatever i have a machine i want to . do stuff witb it i alreayd have some plans and i wanna draw new furry oc thata inly in my head for now and i would looove to use up the canvas i have laying aorund kn my room ans try to paint aomething but i dont even know what . and i want to finish a gift for my bf and i would lovee to start writing again and i wnana do so many thingz . but i get overwhelmed and do absolutely nothing or playing a game for 7 hours bc its a fun game j love it!!!! but its. also i cried today cuz i hate how my hair looks. but onlt today normally im just slightly displeases cuz most of my fringe broke off and the hair that didnt started curling even more and i can have. an emo fringe and i cant sleep at all melatonin does not work. i mean sometimes it does just not the type i have . sometimes j think i wanna start therapy again but i have such an idealised version of a therapist i want i cannot deal with one thats not exactly that and also i change my mind all yhe time hetween i want a therapist i dont want a therapist and it stays on u cant have a therapist cuz we dont have momey for a therapist also i need to go to a dentist and endocrinologist bc i might need to go back to prolongatum cuz nebido is. it kinda works ig but my t levels are super low and my estrogen levels are super high . no clue where i was going i just had Thougths i needed to get out so i can sleep or think abt my furry oc. who i need to find a name for. time to cover this post up with reblogs
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tboyblogger · 10 months
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bit manic so im just posting this to write things down to ground myself feel free to ignore just a psychotic schizoidposting u, mhello im tp im 23 uh,.i like films and comcis and kvideogames and music .ilike
i curentlty like p: uhh spiou e fantazo mysepexial interest😁👍forver.& ilike songs. need to have soudns in my ears 24/7 i like sounds and songs i lie,big thief a lot my favoit band!oh lkately i like avril + burnham (preinside(again too pop rock and punk folk so good to my ears im listening to jumpstyle my heart beats so fast rn you guys ineedsoudns to beb beat 👍 not that emoji i lneed sounds to thump like my heatbeats heart beats. video games yes for video games i like i curenly like tf2 i ondt play i suck at it but i love the comics um evger since i was a teenager i was16 oh i lie, psirou hm but ive always been liking sooiru. hm his name. soirou. soirou.HIS NAME
spirou. yes that is it im so sorry im not the best in typing accurtaely i rely a lot on. suggestion HUH what its call. the words that popup when you type i use it a lot because i cant type? his this mysic is really really lousd right mow i had caffeine so i am shakign...WOWZERS anyways ah yeah yeah i like super mario 👍 yes a lot i like. smrpg (out on the seithc not!! not what i wantsd to say? out on nthe swithc now!!) and m&l and paper mario... yes so
good my favorite is bowser andluigi is a girl 👧 <- girl emoji I LOVE ILOVE..chubirobo... not its name. chibirobo. yes. my favorite home console is the ps2 but i dont have a tv/screenf forit i really want a crt tv... oh uyes i like computers 👍👍👍 i love cds dvds i lovie computera.persocom. and disk readears and muaic players i used to have a cd player all i did when i was in a depressive episode in 2017 was locking myself in my room lying on the floor and let it p,lay my michael jackjson cd it saced saved mylfie
MYLIFE MY life i meant to write my life. my live my life my life my life my life my lofe mylfie. hthat again. not that. my life. this is correct
im so scred... im so scared
ah what els,e.. tf2.. yes that we have alreayd talked about that my favorite is pauling and soldier and ?the dad and boy duo and maybe engie. i like the adminitragior too beacyse toxic yuri 🔥🔥🔥 huh the spacing i didntn mean to do that guys im scraed im scared. ill throwi up oh yi havent stalked HUH I SAID. I HAVE NOT TALKED. yes. have not talked about movies yes! i lvie moviesbut justthe normal amount i lie when there are people and moving pictures scoot piligim series out now i'll wtach that with my big subling soon and then ill tahc watch it again wiht sochoi yes!!!!!!!!!! beautiful world we live in ohhh my life is slipping away from me im so scred. i have to . this. to do this Work ythats what. i like everything that reminds me of spirou and fantasio becuade 😂um i didnnt mean to click this amoji BEcause special interest i love them 😁😁😁 <& treally like thiss emoji. smiels really wide is so friendly is my friend that emoji that... um thats all for mnow i hope i can nread comics and wtahc watch! asteroid city and finish smrpg and chibirobo. and i kwant to go look at images of spirou and fantasio
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photo was from wheni was22!!!!! and i got lsot in the woods so i deicsd to do a fit check 😁😁 was last lst last year. summer!m fsummer is fun you van hanout with your Friends yess i love Summer
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omennatural · 1 year
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Maggie– demon, angel, or just human? Yay, Nay, or...
Not my original theory, I have no idea who I first saw this from. There's a lot of talk in a few tweets, tiktoks, but I've not saw a lot here?
The first thing that we see of Maggie, her introduction in this second season was a note she left for Aziraphale, and in that note, she misspells urgency.
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You know who else misspells words?
Demons
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Now one misspelling isn't damning, you should see my texts to my best friend. I'm pretty sure they should cancel out my college degrees.
But I've said it before and I'll say it again, it's a 6 episode season, Neil doesn't do things because he's in a silly, goofy mood. That was intentional and it was done for a reason.
I also think it's interesting to note, if we're analyzing literally every word, she signs, "yours very faithfully." I don't know about you, I know Aziraphale is so super sweet, but I don't sign my business notes like that. People are lucky to even get a
Maggie also:
Was the one who provided the oat milk for Aziraphale's oat milk latte with a heavy jigger of almond syrup. If you don't know what coffee theory is, look here and here.
Is the supposed granddaughter of a person who apparently started the record shop in the corner of Aziraphale's bookshop.
She refused to leave the bookshop when the demons surrounded.
Was the one who let the demons into the bookshop.
She outright refuses to drink wine, and we never see her actually consume any of the teas/coffees she gets from Nina.
She was the one who provided the record/address to The Resurrectionist that led Aziraphale to partially discover Gabriel's footsteps and that he'd been there with someone.
We get more of Maggie's backstory than Nina, it seems like everything is happening to Nina, she's just tryna live her goddamn life and she's being wrapped up in Aziraphale and Crowley's schemes and mishaps. But Maggie, no. She's Aziraphale's tenant, she's a part of his life in a way no one else is, and she provides him with someone he wants, something he wants enough to ignore thousands of pounds in back rent. And it seems every time he's come to her with a request, in need of something, she appeals to his emotions and gets him to care about her struggles of unrequited love. Aziraphale, who isn't reporting to Heaven anymore, Aziraphale who still loves doing good things and talking about them, good, sweet Aziraphale who loves love, would eat that shit up from anyone. So much so that when he needs and excuse for the miracle he and Crowley performed, he blurts out that he's made Nina fall in love with Maggie. He's involved them now. And this backstory we get, she says it to Nina, not to anyone who can verify this.
Nina calls her angel at the end of the sixth episode. It's a direct parallel, Nina being Aziraphale of course, and we're all dying over that, but she calls her angel. Now do I think Nina is a demon who is calling an angel Maggie, angel? No. But it's just like a little thing, a little hint if you will, if this is true.
I'd like to touch a little more on her and Nina being a parallel for Aziraphale and Crowley, because it became so incredibly clear in their conversation with Crowley, not just because of the angel thing, but because of their natures, of their positions in life. I mean the one who just got out of a long term thing, needing to adjust and get things sorted before they get with the other one who follows them around like a puppy, who fell first and thinks the other is the bravest person they know. Plus, it just kills me how the color theme is red/yellow, and of course some light tans and whatnot for Aziraphale and black for Crowley, but everything is fucking yellow this season, and there's already so much red. Their important outfits are just red and yellow, I mean fucking look! Red and yellow are Crowley's colors, his hair, his eyes, and the bookshop is alreayd red and yellow. I mean Nina's shop is blue for fuck's sake, blue and green (my destiel heart rejoyces), but THESE ARE CROWLEY'S COLORS AND EVERYTHING IS FUCKING YELLOW THIS SEASON.
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If I was to put my money on it, I'd say most of this points to demon. Mostly because of the spelling, otherwise, I'd say she's an angel in disguise working for The Metatron. But if she's not an angel and all of this isn't just looking too into things, then she's a demon... working for The Metatron? I can't see what else she'd be a demon planted in Aziraphale's life for, because everything she's done has furthered The Metatron's wishes–finding Gabriel, separating Aziraphale & Crowley, getting Aziraphale to return to Heaven.
But was it just that? Was she a double agent working toward that goal? Will she be in season 3?
I guess that's a wait and see.
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Well if we're horny on main for hands again today, there's only a few hands we haven't gotten to haven't we. Our lovely ghoulettes. I know they might be all cryptid status or close to, especially Sunshine, because there's alreayd less content about them then for the boys (and it's damn shame). Then you'd also need to find good hand shots. But. A hand kink post for our stunning ladies would make my day. I'm sure the pianists / keyboardists would have some thirst worthy hands, I guarantee Cirrus can grab something else other than her keytar's neck if you know what I mean ;)
Ooh now THERE'S a fun ask. They are certainly cryptid class, but I do love them so! (Buckle up, this is a long one.)
Cumulus and Cirrus are a package deal, brought together from the Pit as a result of a somewhat botched summoning ritual soon after Copia came into power. In Hell, they were actually one being. They do everything together, always attached at the hip, but they do have their differences:
Cumulus is the affectionately known as the band mom. She's a caregiver, soft and affectionate and always ready to provide words of comfort. Her hands are kind and gentle, and she adores holding hands with her girls. But behind closed doors? Well, then those honeyed words and soft touches take on a very different tone. One that lulls the other ghoulettes into a dreamy sort of headspace that makes them do whatever she says without question. She'll get in their heads and rattle their brains, relishing that glazed look in their eyes when their whole world is reduced to nothing but Cumulus. That's when the REAL fun begins.
Cirrus, though? Cirrus is flighty, lighthearted and cheerful. She likes to crack awful dirty jokes and hear the others groan. She's a flirt too, always finding a reason to touch the others in deceptively innocent ways. She's even made Swiss blush once, which is a feat in and of itself. She's switchier than Cumulus, more flexible. She's just as likely to submit to Cumulus as she is to wrap those long, delicate fingers around Sunshine's soft throat and whisper filthy things in her ear.
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Sunshine is still new to Earth, still getting her legs under her. She's excitable, eager to try new things and explore. The other ghoulettes took her under their wing immediately, keeping her freshly-summoned self tucked away in their section of the dorms until she was comfy in her new body. And oh do they LOVE showing her just how wonderful these new bodies can be. She's beautifully submissive, taking everything she's given with grace and shame in equal measure. They'll fuck the shame out of her soon enough. Softest hands of anyone in the group, simply because they're so new.
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If you made it this far, thank you for tolerating my rambling about these pretty ladies uwu
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what did you think about this episode? I feel like belly referring to Conrad as a dream was so insulting IK she’s in a denial stage but as someone’s who read all 3 books I feel like Jenny Han has cheapened their relationship :/ like she just said Conrad was a dream like he’s not real and a real person who’s feeling she hurt… also he’s been so open and honest with her idk why he’d even have a huge confession like he did in book 3 (which was the best part of the whole book series)… or why she just REFUSES to believe him.. like idk maybe the script or the acting is lacking because Rhee character just gives me whiplash this season! I just don’t get it and now Jenny even made a star gazing scene which is a girl bellyconrad thing in the books about * like ew.. I bet next ep will be even worse I fear she kinda lost the plot with this season idk how she will even do s3 because she’s made belly the villain of her own story.. I mean I’ll always root for her and Conrad but also I just idk it was never this bad or disrespectful between them in the books and I feel like I’m alreayd losing my favorite parts about book 3 that I wanted to see in s3 :(
Hi!! Omg anon, I have so many thoughts about this ep but I really liked it!! She really is her denial era jdksjd, but I don't think she referring to Conrad as a dream was so insulting as you said, bc I feel like for Belly Conrad was too good to be real, so she felt like it was a dream if you know what I mean? But I get your point though. I love how open Conrad has been this season <3 It's not like she refuses to believe him, I think she's just trying to move on bc she doesn't want to get hurt again. I guess, the next episode is kinda waiting for the best but expecting the worst. But we know how book 2 ends so it's not like a big surprise. But we have to wait for the final ep first and then see how that goes. xx
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ominous-artist · 2 years
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Thoughts before 10am
I feel alone when I think having a character fully masked and clothed actually makes them better. Like the actor is able to emote better, they can show what the can do through body language, and even use the costume to their effect. But when I see the failure that was the Halo show and them saying “People won’t be able to identify or understand them if their face is covered.” Like.... I’m sorry? Who the F&$@ do you think you are?! You have a popular established character who is recognizable over the fact that their face is never revealed. Master Chief’s whole character is being stoic and driven by his mission at hand. If you really REALLY wanted to show more emotion, then focus on CORTANA!!!! You know, the snarky smarty pants AI who you even went so far as to get the OG VO actress to be in person. I have so many more gripes with the HALO show alone, even without being a big Halo nerd, I can see bullshit when I see it. That’s not counting the $@% scene with chief and that bullshit with Cortana puppeting his dead body. The Whole point of us needing to see a physical face in media comes from a desire to relate to a character or figure. There are some cases when it is necessary, like for serious more melodramas. But if you have a character and their face is masked, instead of just unmasking them, just play around with it, have the character act out more, there is potential with having characters like that. And I don’t mean just make them a comic relief, but an actual character. Now here is where I reveal my bias on the matter or masked characters. I grew up on not only Power Rangers, but a love of theater. Nowadays there are videos of broadway or play performances of proper closeups and details of the actors, but when I was younger, the only way to see a performance was to be there in person. Most of the time our seats were all the way in  the back or on  the balcony, so we couldn’t see the faces that well. So thinking back to those performances I wold always remember what the actor’s and actresses wore and how they moved. In terms of Power Rangers, I always understood and related more when their faces were covered. They always felt more Lively and active when they were Morphed.  I’ve alreayd taken alot of time so I’ll end it with this.  Hope in the future we get more respect to costumed/ fully masked characters in the future. *edit: I say thought before 10 am but only get around 10:40 before posting. facepalm
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crazybifansie · 1 month
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This is a psa
if someone says “dm me if you want to chat or be friends” or feel free to dm me or anythung like that
its not an invitation to send the person “pics” (we all know what i mean” or ask if the person wants to date!
Like sure we can chat and be friends but if you are like
“hi” “where do you live?” “can i see pics of what you look like” “are you dating anyonr” “are you married” this is creepy!
not even joking those are taken from a conversation where the person just got weirder and weirder and kept asking if i was single or if they could see what i looked like.
andd its not ok to message and be like “hey i saw your one of those weird chicks who also like pussy but how bout some dick” and you send me dick pis rhar is weird! do not messge people like that
this is not what people mean by “messge me to chat or if you wanna be friends” and if i respond rudely to these types of messages you dont get to be like “you said messge you! why you being so damn rude” i have alreayd blockrd multiple people do not test me
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cosmicdreamgrl · 5 months
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oh! the pinned post 🥺💗 it really suits with your theme huh?! haha but anyway... HI STEPH! i'm here because i've read it a post of yours that really messed up with my own feelings and decided to came here to easy that impostor feeling you're having about yourself and your creations. so i'm going to tell a little thing about my own experience: when i first started this 14 years ago i constanly compared my things with another ones, when tumblr got really viral in 2010/11 with all the harry potter's content i was in the middle of it feeling mediocre because i couldn't make a proper coloring and didn't even know how to put sharpen and etc. like the great ccs alreayd was doing at that time. i saw every big network birth and huge other creators receiving that great attention after me and constanly made the same questions that you made on your post. the worst one was: i will never be as talented or creative as this person will i? and that is the WORST feeling to have as a creator. because you started to doubt yourself, your talent, your colors... and we shouldn't do it because every person has his own colors, his own style. we shouldn't doubt about the encouraging comments people left on our posts or our work in general. every single one of us has his own way to see beauty, so we must believe in that. i took so long to make my bangtan blog because i was so afraid!!! afraid of the people but mostly afraid of myself. i talked about it not long ago on my blog. anyway, honey please don't let this feeling be more than you are! you're talented, there's no "oh you like that person's posts more because she/he is more talented than me" it's your brain trying to confused you. tumblr creators has often this feeling as my personal experience can tell 😖 i particularly am very glad that you started giffing, i really am. because you make things that you like, with your own personal way to make it, your comps are majestic, the choreo gifs, everything and would never be able to do that and it's all fine... i love to see the improvement on your things... but you don't have to be so HARD to yourself. let things be as they are. if you wanna make diff things, so make it, if you wanna keep as you are, so keep it. everything is fine as long as you're comfortable with it. i hope i could make sense, i hate english, but it's the only language i can talk with my friends so... 😔 sorry if i interpreted your vent post differently tho. wishing nothing but the best, sweet. if you need anything, i'm on a message away 🌷
before i begin answering this, thank you for checking in in general pat, it means a lot to know that at least one person cared enough to. also yes, i pinned your post (which i'm very much in love with wbk) and realized it matches my theme perfectly. go figure lol.
as for said vent post? i wish i could say it was a byproduct of the time of the month but as someone who works in a creative field for a living & is now a part time content creator for this site, i think the imposter syndrome is an unfortunate but inevitable side effect. am i aware that it's my own brain playing tricks on me? yes. does it stop it from happening? no. deep down, i know i'm good at what i do; in fact, there's so much i've gotten better at and i'm proud of myself for it but when you see other creators getting more attention and love for their work? yeah, it can be easy to spiral and doubt not only your abilities but your worth and what you actually contribute to this site.
i'm doing my best to undo this mentality, it's a work in progress to be sure. i know you and so many others appreciate my creations, that's what keeps me going on some days because if not, i think i would've quit ages ago. truth be told, sometimes i still feel like it but i do enjoy the process of making gifs and trying out new things, so don't worry i'm not going anywhere in that sense. but i was serious about taking a break from posting for a bit, i'm feeling the emotional drainage and i need some time to recover before i get back into the swing of things.
i digress, thank you for taking the time to reassure me and honestly just being one of the sweetest & most supportive people here. i couldn't be more grateful to have you in my life, i hope you take care and i hope you get better soon (i saw your post about having an infection, ooft). all my love as always 💞💗
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avatarl0v3r · 1 year
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Pink + White | part three
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warnings/notes: strong language, italics with "quotes" = your video log of your time studying the fauna and flora of pandora, bold = song lyrics
side notes: each phase will be associated with a song, phase ones song is Pink + White by frank ocean
pink + white master list.
part two. part four
taglist: @itscheybaby @brookesbizzareadvendture @jakesully-sbabygirl @myheartfollower @inlovewithpandora
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you were in your human body so you could reach small spaces jake offered to join you in the forest knowing he could protect you better than you could yourself in your human form even though you didnt want to feel babied you still let him go.
"so where are we going" you didnt look back as you responded your curly hair getting caught on a vine "fucking hell, youll see" you say as you got your hair off the vine.
jake watched you carefully to make sure you didnt get hurt at all..not that he would admit that’s why.
“there it is” your voice full of excitement as you rushed towards a plant
you bent down to get as close to the root as you could, you became hyper focused and jake knew this as you didn’t respond to him, so he took the time to examine you.
how your the sun of pandora or reflect on your brown skin making it appear almost golden to the touch, how it would reflect off your eyes making them appear golden, your coils having a reddish blond tint to it ever few strands, how your face would just glow with excitement of finding a new plant.
In the wake of a hurricane
Dark skin of a summer shade
Nosedive in the flood lines
Tall tower of milk crates
It's the same way you showed me
Cannonball off the porch side
Older kids trying off the roof.
jake didn’t realize he was staring because when he looked at you or snapped out of his day dream you were already standing waiting patiently for him “ready?” it took him a moment to register the one word “hm, oh yea let’s go.”
once arriving back at high camp you went straight to the lab jake watching you run off with a excited grin on your face and a quick goodbye.
“what have a gotten myself into” he said smiling and shaking his head before walking to where he keeps his guns to clean.
once in the lab you started running your samples norm came in asking what you had found and you told him “well the navi alreayd know what to do with it and we also know-“ “aaand as you know us humans can run more test and figure much more out, and see if there’s more useful ways to use it you know?” norm smiled “it’s always been the l/n’s you guys always know what to do” you smiled.
“well thank you, now scat i’m invested” norm laughed before he took his leave.
a week later you were finding out more things about the plant, ignoring your training sessions with jake every other day or two.
the kids still visited you since you always made time for them “daddy’s been bored without you” you laughed “what do you mean?” kiri laughs “he’s been grumpier than normal, always finding something to do and tells us to go play, buuut we always come here instead.”
you laughed turning around “you guys love to tease your father huh?” they all nodded tuk sat on the ground playing with toys but nodding along with her siblings.
“i’ll just have to come visit huh” they all nodded loak spoke first “yes. you can cook i don’t know what it’s called but it’s meat and it’s like- it’s like-“ “chicken?” neteyam said helping his brother “yes! that stuff dad can’t cook it’s terrible, but when you cook it’s amazing please please please come over and have dinner with us.”
you bursted out laughing at the small boy “i will if it’ll make all of you happy” they all got excited.
“tonight?” you smiled “yes tonight” you said smiling.
Just the same way you showed me (You showed)
If you could die and come back to life
Up for air from the swimming pool
You'd kneel down to the dry land
Kiss the Earth that birthed you
Gave you tools just to stay alive
And make it out when the sun is ruined
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