#kills myself kills myself kills myself k

[onereallygoodlambonastick]

gintama season 4 episode 40, oscar wilde, rainer maria rilke, nikki giovanni “habits” & “mirrors”

[squidflavoredsoup]

evil demon baby n lil baby fords costume

i’m too tired to put too much effort into fords rn

[jewishdainix]

As an outsider to a culture, no matter how long you live amongst them and study them, you will never have a true understanding of it unless you go on a treck through the ice with just one of them, forming a deep connection with them based on how on your differences makong you both alien far from anyone else besides eachother, and understanding eachother through that and agknoledging but never enacting on your sexual tension because it would mean you would have to be and agknoledge them as stranger and alien once more, and they still havnt healed from their grief from a past love which they cannot separate their love for you from, and you will never know if that decision was right because just as you were about to accomplish your goal they get mortally wounded in a rushed move influenced by that same grief that haunted them all their life, so they die in your arms, leaving you traumatised, depressed, and eternally alone as you find yourself so changed by the expirience and by them that you feel alien to your own people and culture when you meet them once more

[dandelionjack]

i hope ruby gets a well-that’s-alright-then-style notdeath. on the one hand it will make haters mad because oh no not another companion with an impermanent end (and i like to see haters mad) on the other it would require creativity to depict this in a new way + i love all the implications i love the dark fairytale quality of these companion exits i love my un-undead schrodinger’s women

with the way the legend of ruby sunday is titled… legends aren’t usually told about living people. legends are stories of the bygone past, of an age long since over, fictionalised and overgrown with folklore like barnacles sticking to an abandoned shell. there is such a thing as a living legend, but they’re exceedingly rare. the unmistakeable raven’s call in the 73 yards teaser, the trailer’s cut to fifteen crying alone after promising to cherry he’d protect her daughter… the foreshadowing is clear as day…

and yet. there’s one massive HOWEVER. ruby appears in s15: millie’s been spotted on set filming it. which leads me to believe — the doctor isn’t one to take the time travel route and revisit companions that in his future are genuinely dead. that would hurt too much, it would cause unnecessary trauma and could break the timeline. that must mean ruby stays alive in some way. ish. she’s alive and a legend and a mystery. girl-ballad girl-song girl-paradox

here she is, fading out.

p.s.: thesis statement on moffatgirls from the tags i left on somebody else’s post about charley pollard.. well it belongs here since it’s basically the semiotic hurricane swirling around ruby at the moment :)

[batabids]

geometric miku because . yeah (day 8)

[hotmessmaxpress]

[russellius]

2023 SINGAPORE GP : Mark and George | via

[oceanwithouthermoon]

ive been unhealthily fixated on kubosai for the past few weeks, i just have no idea how to put it into words. kuboyasu aren and saiki kusuo are in love btw

[cabeswaterdrowned]

Blue noticing Gansey’s thumb on lower lip habit that Adam constantly narrates about for the first time to show she is starting to fall in love with him…. Maggie!!

[bedforddanes75]

ok im normal now anyway Guess what happens when you press this link YEAH u get cowboys i dont care if its bad (i care) i wanna BED. i wanna bed george daniel too However im busy so i can do neither. UFGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH my nose keeps like Not working FUCK

[letterstokareokay]

I think I should kill myself.

[redwayfarers]

Belle, n’aie peur de cela, Partout où sera ta demeure, Mon ciel, jusqu’à tant que je meure, Et mon paradis sera là. - Baiser, Joachim du Bellay (1542)

one year of nikartoirel <3

[frnkiebby]

okay so like…pls hold while i die~🎃

[grippysocks-grippybox]

I actually melt when I listen to audios on here. Why am I voice activated? I hear a sexy voice and I’m suddenly soaked,dripping down my thighs.

Anyways send me your favorite sexy audios 🥰

[theinfinitedivides]

Sa Rang's halmeoni the minute she decides to adopt Won as her de facto grandson-in-law despite telling him he's only candidate n.1:

[ispyspookymansion]

killing yourself alone is soooo passé i literally cant kill myself without at least a few of the mutuals with me yknow make a whole day of it. lets watch a movie and have a snack and then kill ourselves etc