#kickingbreastcancersass

[coldasice33]

6 months after surgery 2 months after radiation treatment. I'm sitting in another waiting room for my follow up and check up. Today is mammogram/ ultrasound day. Ladies make sure you're doing your self examination. #CheckYourTatas #SelfExamSavedMe #breastselfexam #breastcancerawareness #BreastCancerFighter #KickingBreastCancersAss #GodsGotMe #IveGotThis https://www.instagram.com/p/Bwj5ai9AjvD/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=17cegvxlamsqm

[carasusanne]

Im just starting to move around and I want to see my lil boy. Thank you Helen and Joe for the help so much. But I need my lil man home. Im not 100% yet but Im trying! Ox #kickingbreastcancersass #lovemyson (at Palm Beach Gardens, Florida)

[beyondboobies-blog]

Lumps Bumps Dimpled Puckered Thickened Reddened Scaly Indentions Warmth. Know your Normal. Perform monthly self exams. #checkyourselfie #selfexams #kickingbreastcancersass #fuckbreastcancer #breastcancersucks #breastcancer #beyondboobies #youngsurvivors

[coldasice33]

33 done Zero to go!!!! Its over!!! Today I have completed my Radiation Therapy. It felt amazing walking out of the Vault for the last time. I sure did cry when my Technician Cliff hugged me. It took me a minute to sign my discharge forms but I am ridiculously happy this part is done. I've got a ways to go with recovering from what radiation has done to my skin and body. Next step is to meet with my medical Oncologist next Monday to start the hormone therapy. Then the plastic surgeon for reconstruction surgery. But today I celebrate a big win and finishing up a process that tested my mental and emotional stability quite a few times. #RadiationTherapyDone #RadiationTherapy #cancerchronicles #CancerSucks #KickingBreastCancersAss #GodsGotMe #IveGotThis #FightingCancer (at Mount Sinai Downtown) https://www.instagram.com/p/BuHWPHvg4Rv/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1avey01srf6il

[coldasice33]

For anywhere between 3 to about 12 minutes every day Monday thru Friday I've stared at this light fixture. Mainly that cloud in the top right corner. And I sure did name my cloud. Won't share that name until I'm done. That cloud has kept me sane in the vault. I've been through my rainbow feelings and back a few times in the last 5 weeks. Today marks the day I am finally in the single digits. 24 down 9 more to go. I'm so ready for this chapter to be over. #FuckCancer #JELSMommysJourney #ThisChapterSucks #KickingBreastCancersAss #GodMadeMeFeisty https://www.instagram.com/p/BtjC6TfgaqQ/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=14laxzy2tm91w

[coldasice33]

20 down 13 more to go!!! After radiation today I stopped by the therapist office for an emotional cleansing session. I've been a ball of rainbow feelings lately and needed to vent. One of my current issues is fatigue and I've just not been able to run. So she gives me this exercise DVD. I'm definitely going to try this one out. Looks cool. I need something active to do to get all this energy out somehow. #MuchNeededTherapySession #EmotionallyDrained #RainbowFeelings #MovingForLife #DanceToRecovery #KickingBreastCancersAss #ImaFighter https://www.instagram.com/p/BtTt7WsgpJq/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=16uliypvwghmo

[coldasice33]

My eyeballs hurt. Lol I left the Kid home with my mom but I refuse to take one day off of radiation therapy. Team No Days Off for Des. Lol. I thought it would feel worse but I also did spend more than 5 minutes walking outside. Time my bus very well. It is dry AF out here though. Keep warm Mi Gente and if you can stay the hell home. This temperature is disrespectful. And remember whatever y'all do today may pop up in October/November. Lol #PolarVortexBabies #PolarVortex2019 #KeepWarmandSafe #KickingBreastCancersAss #NoDaysOff #RadiationTherapy #RainbowFeelings #MyCurrentSituation https://www.instagram.com/p/BtTPbo-g0Cu/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=ylgmvb6colnj

[coldasice33]

Some days this book can be too intense for me to read because in all honesty I just want to be done with Cancer. I feel like it tried to steal who I am. I also just hate remembering the day I was told about it. The reason why I am sharing these 2 notes from the book is because the day I found out about my cancer this anger, anguish, fear and rage came out of me in the sound of a scream. It was not me it's something I've never done before nor do I wish to need to do again. It was my battle cry. I am not surviving cancer I'm beating this Bitch's ass because she tried me. I am not the one. I am a fighter. Thanks for the book Mel! #FuckCancer #CancerWontStopMe #cancerchronicles #CancerSucks #RadiationTherapy #KickingBreastCancersAss #IveGotThis #GodsGotMe #MyNextChapter #FightingCancer #GodMadeMeFeisty https://www.instagram.com/p/BsnjHgjAxN8/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=8jd1amzo9j7m

[coldasice33]

I spend a lot of time looking at this painting in the first waiting area, lots of times staring at the door in the second pic because I don't like sitting in the second waiting area. And I spend like 3-5 minutes hoping my vault door opens without any walkers popping out. Sorry I've been playing a lot of #TWD Our World lately. Lol I'm done with my first whole week of Radiation Therapy 7 down 26 to go. In happy to be done with another session and closer to being done with this part of my journey. Today one of the patient's completed her radiation treatments. I am very happy for her. I'm meeting a lot of people in this process. She was just the sweetest fellow patient to me my first day and I appreciate her for sharing her journey and completion #RadiationTherapy #KickingBreastCancersAss #CancerChronicles #CancerSucks #HappyFighter #CancerWontStopMe #GettingHealthyforMe #JELSMommysJourney #CancerBuddies https://www.instagram.com/p/BsgCRELAiMG/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=2ld1kkh0fd8f

[coldasice33]

So this morning was a hell of a morning with the MTA fuckery. Left my house at 815am for a 10am appointment in Union Square. I got to my appointment at 951am. You already know why. Stupid 4 train with "signal" problems and train traffic so I ended up change over to the D line, transfer to the A then catch the L. Now through this while mess I'm slightly peeved but hey I woke up this morning right. And I got some exciting news along the way. I got the invite for the Brooklyn Half Marathon. I will be medal chasing in 2019!!!! #cancerchronicles #RadiationTherapy #MTAChronicles #PositiveVibes #KickingBreastCancersAss #MedalChaser https://www.instagram.com/p/Bsdbde0gTbK/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=u2vvecrag9d0

[coldasice33]

So today in Radiation Therapy there was arts and crafts in the waiting area I have to get the information to the lady who was helping everyone create. Today I made a knot necklace. It was cool to have something to do with my hands. Couldn't find JELS so I put my 2 besties initials on it. Now I can make them fight over my creation. Lol #RadiationTherapy #CalmingtheMind #cancerchronicles #KickingBreastCancersAss #ArtTherapy #ArtsandCrafts #KnotNecklace https://www.instagram.com/p/BsYXB12AoMD/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=ymh3sxei9c6b

[coldasice33]

Day one done... 32 more to go. So this is me freezing my behind off in the waiting area. I was watching Supernatural and reading Entertainment Weekly. Then they took me into the bank vault room where I got to lied down on my new best friend. I haven't named the monstrous contraption yet. My view was the sky and the trees. First session not bad at all. I maybe almost fell asleep for like a minute. The staff at the office is amazing. The Kid had a mini meltdown and they were so helpful with him and patient. They had no idea what to do and they were nice enough to ask if I wanted help rather than throwing their two cents in. Overall day one was cool #RadiationTherapy #KickingBreastCancersAss #GettingHealthyforMe #GettingHealthyformymen #BreastCancerFighter #IveGotThis #GodsGotMe #MyNextChapter (at Mount Sinai Downtown) https://www.instagram.com/p/BsLvIpyg0Bn/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1guhm10h59bpm

[coldasice33]

My reason for being.. took like 15 pics and decided to share most of them to show how long it takes to get a picture with this nutter butter. Heading in for day one of radiation therapy. I've got the Kid with me for a couple of reasons. He's my cheerleader, my heart, my life and like I said my reason. Because of him I am good. I want to shake him some days but I wouldn't have it any other way. #JELSandMommyMoments #TheyInspireMe #GettingHealthyforme #GettingHealthyformymen #MyNextChapter #RadiationTherapy #KickingBreastCancersAss #HeMakesMeSmile https://www.instagram.com/p/BsLWvSagNgR/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=adml22tqy6g1

[beyondboobies-blog]

Cute😉🎀 #selfexams #checkyourselfie #fuckbreastcancer #breastcancersucks #breastcancer #youngsurvivors #beyondboobies #kickingbreastcancersass

[beyondboobies-blog]

💪🎀 #fuckbreastcancer #kickingbreastcancersass #warrior #strong #strength #breastcancerawarenessmonth #breastcancersucks