#kevin my miracle man lmao

[everyonesadoptivedad]

andrew wondering how Neil can fall asleep in such conditions [heatwave when their dorm doesn’t have ac and they are out of ice cream]

ft. kevin who got plastered so he could sleep

[whorekneecentral]

Miss Me, Miss Me

Ruben Dias x Stones!Fem!Reader

Warnings: fwb!ruben, jack and reader are besties, alcohol and the consumption of, kyle is always annoying her, teasing, a strip tease according to reader, finger sucking, oral (f!receiving), overstimulation, fingering, orgasm denial, the use of 'whore' in a sexual/degrading context, penetrative sex (P in V ), big brother john is not having it.

Word Count: 2,952

Author's Note: this one is written solely for my pookie, that's also why ruben is so early on in this series lmao - all of these things are shit she'd eat up so pooks and everyone else, please enjoy :)

merry smutmas series

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Your brother holds his annual Christmas party and you’re forced to spend the afternoon with the one person you had been avoiding all season but tis’ the season you guess. 

Will they or won't they was the tagline for your relationship - if you could even call it that- with Ruben.

You had recently moved to Manchester to be closer to your older brother and your niece and nephew. You had gone to every home game you could and over the course of the season, you fell into a bit of a pattern with the Portuguese defender.

It was innocent enough at first, you two were friends who occasionally hooked up to relieve whatever stress you were having but over the years, it turned into more. Feelings got involved and it got messy so because of that, and for your brother's sake - despite him not knowing, you pulled away from Ruben.

It was never your intention to make things messy.

You hadn't seen Ruben face to face in weeks, if not months. You had still gone to games but you simply went for your brother and then left afterwards, not hanging around too long.

Ruben had a hold over you; you knew if you hung around him too long, you'd just end up in his bed again. That was the last thing you wanted.

Today was unavoidable though.

John was hosting his annual Christmas party at his place; old friends, a few of the boys from his time at Barnsley as well as his teammates and their families from Man City filled his house.

You were somehow, always on kid duty. You were in the room with a bunch of kids; Kevin's, John's, Phil's, Ederson's and a few others that you had no idea who they belonged to.

"Settle down," you tell them, trying to get them off the sugar rush to watch a movie. You tried to rock your nephew in one arm while you switched on the tv, the kids shouting 400 different movie titles all at once.

You huffed and your nephew began to cry just as you tried to ask which one they really wanted to watch but someone opened the door. Jack smiles at you, taking the remote from you when he sees how flustered you are.

He worked a miracle, getting them to quiet down enough for you to calm the baby and to be able to put on a movie for them. You sighed, sitting on the bean bag with the baby as the kids watched Finding Nemo.

Jack sits next to you, rubbing the baby's hand. "I heard the noise, figured I'd come check before they killed you," he whispered, making you chuckle.

"You're a lifesaver, Jack, really. You're good with them too, you and Sasha ever think of.."

"No," he laughed, shaking his head. "I mean, at least not yet."

You nod, smiling. "You'd be wonderful parents.. but you should go join the party, I'm okay in here."

"You're sure?" He gets up and you nod. "Go on, I'll come out in a bit." Jack smiles, nodding before he walks out and closes the door behind him.

It was about an hour later that Finding Nemo ended and the kids went looking for their parents. Those with kids ended up heading out, saying their goodnights before the party actually picks up.

You make your way into the kitchen to find Jack looking for something. "Missing something?" You asked, picking up a glass.

"Your brother said he had shot glasses somewhere?"

"Check the bottom cabinet, it should be in there. What are we drinking?" You asked, setting your empty glass back down.

"Whatever will get us drunk fast." He laughs and you smile, "you're just like me," you nudged his shoulder, reaching for the bottle of tequila on the counter.

Jack lines the empty shot glasses on the tray you found, letting you fill them up. The man picks one up before handing another one to you. "To.. the holidays!" He shrugs, tapping his glass to yours before you two down the shots, and two more rounds after that.

You send him on his way, the man dancing his way over to his girlfriend. You on the other hand, picked up the tray and made the rounds, offering shots to all of those who wanted them. Eventually, you find your way to the living room, the music playing in the background as some people danced and the others chatted.

"Pebbles!" Kyle shouts, his hand in the air to call you over. You roll your eyes, walking over to the group of men by the couch. "How many times have I told you not to call me that, walks?" You laughed.

Kyle puts an arm around your shoulder, giving it a squeeze. "You're pebbles cause Johnny is Stones and you're the little one!"

You laughed, shaking your head. "Very original, Kyle. Anyone want a shot?" You offered, holding the tray out.

John takes one, passing another one to Ruben who you've yet to look at. Kyle grabs one for himself and you go to walk away but your brother grabs your arm, bringing you back. John's arm is over your shoulder now, pulling you into his side.

"Have one with us! You're grown up now, aren't you?" He teased, nudging you to take a shot with them. You and John were only a few years apart; he was 29 and you were 24.

You nod, picking up a shot glass. "Cheers!" Kyle shouts over the music, the 4 of you tapping your glasses together before downing the contents.

Some of the tequila ended up on your fingers during the toast, your finger instinctively ended up between your lips and you don't miss the feeling of Ruben's eyes on you. Looking up, your eyes meet his and you move your hand.

"Can I go now?" You asked your brother, and he nodded before kissing your temple. "You're free to go. Go eat something before you feel sick though."

"Should take your own advice, Stones." You tell him and he tosses you a glare. "Whatever, pebbles."

Kyle and John laugh at the use of the nickname and you flip them both off, laughing as you walk away.

The night turned out to be good, you ended up hanging out with Jack and Sasha for a bit before Kyle pulled you to dance with him. He was telling John he knows how to waltz, he just needed a good partner. You were confused as to what made you qualify as a good partner but you went along with it.

At this point, everyone had left and whoever was left, was drunk as fuck and on the verge of passing out.

You slowly make your way upstairs, you have just put away the leftovers and locked the front door for the night. You walked into your room for the night, unzipping your dress as you bent over to pull some pjs out of your bag.

The knob turns and then the door unlocked, someone steps in. "Hello, what the fuck? I'm changing-" you freeze when you turn around to see who it is.

Ruben stood by the door. "It's just me."

"Okay and?" You look at him, confused as to why he's in your room. "Just because it's you, doesn't mean that gives you a right to be in here."

"It's nothing I haven't seen before, love." He smiles at you and you resist the urge to roll your eyes when he says that.

"Fuck off, will you?" You turn away from the man, your back to him as you went to get changed for bed.

Ruben doesn't take no for an answer; in life and on the pitch. He walks over to you, "don't be like that, y/n. You know I miss you," his hand rests on your hip, pulling you to him.

It was so easy for him - your mind is screaming no but your body's betraying you, giving into him before you could stop yourself.

"You don't miss me, Ruben. Shut up." You whispered, the man lowered his lips to your neck. A trail of kisses from the base of your neck up to your jaw, you're certain there's red marks all over your neck from his beard scratching on you.

Your hand instinctively reaches for his face, your palm's warm against his skin; there your body goes, betraying you again.

"I miss you, I do," he whispers against your skin, his hand sliding between the two of you, from your hip to your back. The fact that your dress was unzipped gave him free rein, his fingers running along your spine, finally resting on the curve of your spine.

"Rubes-" you breathe, feeling him suck on the sensitive spot on your neck. "We can't."

He nods, "we can."

"John could walk in."

The thought made Ruben chuckle. Yes, it'd be a mess, it would get both of you in a lot of trouble but the fact that you, at your grown age, were scared of your older brother catching you with his friend, was funny to him.

"John's passed out drunk on the couch, sweetheart. No one's coming, it's just me and you."

You turn to face the man, Ruben's chest to yours; the first few buttons of his shirt undone, the black fabric tight on his arms and the sleeve were rolled up to his elbows. Was he always such a slut or did he only recently become one?

He's already pulling the straps of your dress off your shoulders and you don't stop him, letting it fall to the floor and pool around your ankles.

Ruben's hands reach for your face, cupping your jaw. "C'mon baby, I miss you." He whispers into the quiet room, his lips ghosting over yours.

Hands wrapping around his wrists, "I miss you too." You admit, giving into him. You pull Ruben into you, kissing him.

It doesn't take long, the two of you stumbling back to the bed. Ruben ends up on top of you, your legs wrapped around him as he moves you to lay properly. He pulls away from your kiss and your wandering hands, earning him a pout.

"Why'd you stop?" You groaned, Ruben smiles at you whining as he stands, undoing the rest of the buttons on his shirt before taking it off.

You propped yourself up on your elbows, looking at the man. "Mhm, all for me?" You raised your eyebrows, making him laugh.

"Everything's for you, baby. It always is." He tells you, dropping to his knees in front of you.

The words and his actions made your head spin, you were constantly swooning over the man and today was no exception.

Ruben's lips were soft, the faintest of kisses trailed up from your calf to your thigh and he let your leg hang over his shoulder as he pulled you to the edge of the bed. You’ve propped yourself up on your elbows to look at him and Ruben drags his fingers up your thigh, moving to your clothed pussy. 

"Please," you mumble, looking down at the man. Ruben smiles, "not in the mood for teasing, sweetheart?"

"Fuck you Ruben," you groaned, dropping back into the mattress when he pulls the panties to the side, his eyes fixed on your pussy but his hand reaches up, pushing two fingers in your mouth. He didn’t have to tell you, your tongue laps over his fingers. 

“Taught you well,” he smiles, pulling his fingers away from your mouth. 

He gives you no warning, pushing his fingers into you. The sound leaving your mouth was like heaven on earth to him. 

His fingers curl upwards, your back arching at the feeling. 

“Rube, please.” Your hand reaches down to wrap on his wrist but he swats your hand away, managing to pull both to rest on your stomach and his free hand over your hands, pinning them to your stomach. 

Your eyes fixed on the man between your legs, looking at him in awe. Something about Ruben fascinated you; you could never put your finger on it but he was always an object of fascination, of desire. Everything about him made you want him, you couldn't explain the attraction.

It just made sense to you.

Your hips buck when you feel his tongue against your clit, your hand gripping on his hair. 

Ruben knew you like the back of his hand, even with the time apart. Something didn't change and the way your hips buck, it's your way of saying you want more, who was Ruben not to give into you?

His fingers curl upwards once again and he glances up to see your head tossed back into the mattress, eyes fluttering shut.

Between his fingers and his tongue, your orgasm was teetering on the edge; he knew that much. 

Ruben pulls his hands away, the sticky fingers on your thighs. A whimper leaves your lips at the loss of fullness. 

"What the fuck?" You groaned, an arm over your face. If you looked at Ruben right now, you might kill him.

The clink of his belt gets your attention - maybe you'd finally get what you wanted.

Ruben scoots you back, getting on the bed, on top of you. He leans down, his lips over yours and you reach up, a hand on the back of his neck to pull him down for a kiss; you can taste yourself on his lips. He lifts your leg, resting on your hip before he lines himself up with you.

The way the tip of his cock rubbed against you and the fact that you were already on the edge from before was enough to make you beg.

"Please, Ruben."

"Please what?" He looks down at you, smiling sweetly.

Your bottom lip pulled between your teeth. "Ruben," you whined, lifting your hips towards him. "Please, fuck- god just fuck me already."

Ruben smiles, "those words really shouldn't be in the same sentence, you know." He tells you, pushing into you. You moan, ignoring his words at the moment.

Your hand wraps around his bicep, your manicured nails digging into his skin. He didn't mind the pain, especially if it was your doing.

Your legs wrapped around his waist, Ruben's thrusts were slow and deep- you can feel him everywhere, his hands, his lips, his touch. Everything about Ruben was consuming; he knew that and he loved it.

In some sick way, he loved watching you fall in love with him all over again, seeing the effect he had on you.

Ruben pulls your legs back up to his hip. “Fuck,” you breathe, his thrusts faster and harder.

How you wished you could scream his name right now.

His hand drops between the two of you, rubbing your clit; matching the pace of his hips. Your head falls back into the pillows when he hits the spot he was looking for. His fingers that were previous on your clit now shoved into your mouth to muffle the sounds tumbling from your lips.

Ruben leans down, his lips next to your ear; “you have to be quiet, you don't want everyone to know what a whore you are, do you?”

You mumble something along an okay, your hips bucking, telling him you want more. He holds you, managing to flip you two over so that you're on top and his cock is still buried in you.

He lets you take over, setting the pace and using him for your own pleasure.

“Ruben, god-” you mumble, your hand tangled in his dark hair as you bounced up and down.

"Not quite," he whispers, pulling you down to kiss along your neck. Ruben's hand behind your neck to pull you down for a kiss. “Want you to cum for me.”

His arms wrap around you when you drop against him, your face buried against his shoulder, biting down to muffle the sounds. “Good girl,” he hums, rubbing your back. "Mhm I love you." He whispers into your shoulder.

You huff, "shut up, don't ruin this for me." Ruben laughs, "whatever you say, baby. I do."

"I'm so thirsty," you get off of him, yawning.

Ruben looks over at you, "you want another round?" You roll your eyes, "not what I meant, you freak."

You get up, pulling on his shirt and a pair of shorts. Ruben lays in bed, watching as you buttoned it up. "Don't look at me like that." You tell him and he laughs, "like what, love?"

"Like you want to fuck me."

"I just did," he smiles. You roll your eyes again, something you did often in his presence. "I'm going to get water," you tell him before heading down the stairs.

When your brother hears the creaking on the stairs, he sits up, rubbing his eyes before looking over in your direction. "Y/n?"

"Johnny?" You freeze, looking at him.

"Whose shirt is that?" He asks and you look down at the black button up. "Uh, mine."

John nods, dropping down onto the couch once again. You grab the bottle of water, walking back into the living room to toss the blanket over your brother. You lean down, kissing his head before turning to head back towards the stairs.

He reaches out from under the blanket, grabbing your hand to stop you. "You better get Ruben out of my house before I get up, or I'll kill him."

"I have no idea what you're talking about," you tell him and your brother lets go of your hand, a sly smile on his face. "Yeah, okay. Maybe you two should shut up next time, or don't do it in my house? Perhaps don't wear a shirt that reeks of his cologne."

"Shut up, go back to sleep," you push him back into the couch before walking away.

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[stabbyfoxandrew]

It's all good! I never expected to get a quick answer, as I sent so many questions and kind of knew you'd probably have to think about some of them. I was going to comment directly on the post, but character limit caught me, ugh.

I don't know why but I can imagine most angels kind of being a bit bitchy, so I totally understand Neil! I'd probably do the same lol I hope Andrew at some point just starts buying clothes for Neil, like Andrew one day just shows up with one bag in hand and just gives it to him, no justification whatsoever. But… if it's the clothes Neil died in, do they have blood? Or did they get magically cleaned? How physical is he when he's walking around invisible? Does he have to constantly dodge people when walking around? (That sounds so fucking annoying, I constantly have to do that myself) If somebody spilled sauce in whatever place he's supposed to be currently occupying, would he end up full of sauce? Do his clothes ever get dirty? I'm just envisioning him walking to a laundromat to put them to wash, and just hanging out invisible and shirtless while he's waiting for it to be done.

I'm dying to know what Incident you're talking about! I'm like "feeed me moreeee".

Aaahh, was the part "Unless there are any other semi-invisible people in it." in the last wip post a reference to Kevin's guardian angel?? Is it someone we know? Also also, is there somebody extra in the team (since they couldn't recruit Neil)?

I'm glad to help! I'm glad I can contribute a bit to the story, it makes me happy. I definitely get the blurry weeks too, even months tbh. I haven't been much better, but I'm alright. The best I can possibly be atm. Unfortunately I'm not familiar with Webkinz, I didn't play that many games as a child. I had a Nintendo DS, tho. I miss my Super Mario Bros :') Anyway, just try to take one day at a time, you know? <3

Aw. I hate character limits so much. D: Like, come on man. Let me yap! But anywho. I'll be yapping under the cut! :) <3

You’re absolutely right about the other angels. Like, “Uh… this kid looks insane and also he’s talking to his charge? That’s… not allowed. We are not messing with him. No thank you.” 

Also omg that would be really cute. Andrew just throwing a plastic bag in Neil's lap and sitting down beside him. Neil just: What’s this? | Andrew: I'm tired of looking at that hoodie so I got you one that's not ripped all to hell.

Neil’s clothes aren’t bloody, thankfully. (Oh my god. Can you imagine the night Andrew met Neil if he’d been covered with dried blood? That would’ve gone so differently. And badly. :’)) But no. His clothes had been miracled clean. Like, when he ‘woke up’ to the bright light, he was clean.

Neil doesn’t generally get out of the way. If a human walks through him, that’s their business. (They will experience a sudden chill, but Neil doesn’t know that he has that effect. And he doesn’t care. Lol.) 

Ooh. That’s interesting. So let’s see… If, for example, Neil were sitting in the dining hall with Andrew and the monsters— invisibly of course— and someone spilled something on him… I think I’ve gotta say it would just… get all over him.

And Neil would accidentally pop into Andrew-mode because the shock of suddenly being doused with soda or soup or whatever would have him ‘letting go of the button’. Andrew would likely get choked, Neil might have to do this invisible heimlich maneuver… It would be… Not good. Hilarious, but not good. 

So that’s why Neil typically chills on the roof whenever Andrew isn’t Traveling. Less of a chance to majorly fuck up if he’s not around all the humans. :)

Yes, Neil’s clothes sometimes feel dirty to him. He’s since learned to magic them clean. :) A lot of trial and error on his part. Luckily he doesn’t have to strip naked and wash his clothes in the dorm’s laundry room. Lmao. Naked angel vibing in the corner. Gkldjglk 

Ahhh, I can’t tell you yet. TWT I’m sorry…

Also! Not really. Andrew was mainly just being a smart ass! :) He likes to do that. (We do know Kevy's angel.)

As for the team. No. Janie is still there, but otherwise they haven’t got any other new players. See, Kevin had picked out this striker for them to go see. Out in some tiny town in Arizona. But before they could fly out to see him play, his coach called Wymack to say he’d up and transferred suddenly with only a month left before graduation. Didn’t say where he was moving to or why he was leaving. Kevin was devastated that they’d lost this kid because he could tell he had potential. :((

<33333 I hope things get better soon for all of us. Also, Webkinz is a virtual pet game and I love it dearly. :) I have a couple of pets named Andreil and Kandrew on it right now. Haha. 

Thanks for always being so lovely! <333 I love you dude!! <3

[starry-blue-echoes]

Ok rapid fire

Jojo Pose by Apollo Fresh ;)))

The Joestars in general: Light em up x Radioactive by Exostomp Music, Sinners by Barns Courtney, Glitter & Gold by Barns Courtney, Legacy by THINKTANK, Cannonball by 8 Graves, Children of the Stars by Bella Goldwin x Oliver Lie (they're the joeSTARS), Revolution by The Score, Larger Than Life by pinkzebra, Industry Baby by Lil Nas X, Red by Aviators (acoustic version), STAR WALKIN' by Lil Nas X, We Rise by Aviators

Golden WInd: Gansta's Paradise by Coolio

Stardust Crusaders: Everybody Wants To Rule The World by Tears For Fears, Around The World by Daft Punk

Diamond is Unbreakable: No Lullaby by Siames

Jonathan: House of Memories by Panic At The Disco (him towards Dio if that makes sense), Warriors by Imagine Dragons, Witness the Masterpiece by GANYOS (man carries the whole joestar legacy on his back), Warrior Spirit by Samuel Day, FALLEN LEAVES by Miracle of Sound

Joseph: World at our feet by Timmy Trumpet, Can I Get A Witness by Sonreal

Jotaro: Crossfire by Stephen (all the shit that happened in sdc), In My Zone by Moody Mourad (his self reliance), Horizon by Amongst Wolves (Dio's influence over his whole life+his trauma), Ghost of You by Charlie PS (more dio trauma), Hey Brother by Avicii, I Am a Stone by Demon Hunter, Dead Weight by BRKN LOVE, Tough Guy by BENEE, Godhunter by Aviators (he kills Dio, which means "god in italian so), Knee Socks by Arctic Monkeys (vibes), Freight Train by Smash Into Pieces

Josuke: Die Young by Kesha, La La La by Area 21, Listen Up! by Excuses Excuses

Giorno: Dare To Dream by Glow Beets (I, Giorno Giovanna, have a dream,), Tidal Wave by Portugal. The Man (he turned the entire mafia in italy on it's head in a week)

Jolyne: Angels by Vicetone, THAT BITCH by Bea Miller (could work for Ermes as well), Hell No! by Mel Senese, Deal With It by Ashnikko (her avoidance of marriage to Anasui lul), Mother's Daughter by Miley Cyrus, Bad Things by NOT THE MAIN CHARACTERS

Dio: Making Love To the Dead by Beginners, Applause by Lady Gaga, Rituals by Jiovanni Daniel, Vampire by Lazyboy Empire, Bad by Royal Deluxe, Villain by Garvie, Liar by Jake Daniels, Ancient Dreams In A Modern Land by Marina, Oh No! by Marina, Villain by K/DA, Good To Be Bad by CRMNL, Phonky Town by PlayaPhonk (dio walk), The Cult Of Dionysus by The Orion Experience, Supernatural by Barns Courtney, Babylon by Dirt Poor Robins, Brad Pitt by COIN, The Rose That Poisoned The Ground by El Misti (he fucked up the entire joestar family), I'm Back by Royal Deluxe (him coming back in part 3), Forevermore by Ghost Nation, Don't You Dare Forget The Sun by Get Scared, The Greatest by REACH (there's a lyric which goes "the one with the greatest seed" and dio has like four kids lmao), Hypnotized by Set It Off (the flesh buds)

Wammu: Eye of The Storm by Watt White

(no Esidisi bc I don't know enough about his character)

Kars: Black Mambo by Glass Animals (vibes really), La Espada by Eternal Raijin, Bird by Joh Yoban

Kira: Slavonic Epoch by Tombstone (repairing the mistake he made of letting the enemy know his identity and fixing it), Houdini by AViVA (mans barely escaped getting killed. and he's insane), Hey Brother by Jakob Samuel ("your secret's well protected" "and the ghost under your bed so far away" "the devil's coming"), Faith by Karen Aoki ( ;) )

Diavolo: Dark Red by Steve Lacy (his paranoia towards getting his identity discovered), Play Dirty by Kevin McAllister (mentions the devil and he "plays dirty" by almost killing his own daughter to make sure no one finds out his identity)

Pucci: Bloody Mary by Lady Gaga, Preaching To The Choir by Alex Runo (he is literally a priest), Honey I'm Home by GHOST (religion in like. an evil way), Devil by Alex Runo (more religion), Creature by Half Alive, The Beast by Old Caltone (heavy religious vibes), Preach by SAINT MOTEL, Babylon by Dirt Poor Robins, My Church by Aviators (he is religious), Lust For A Vampyr by I Monster (dio follower)

Speedwagon: One Way Mirror by Christopher Kenji (mans literally had BLADES IN HIS HAT he was so inventive and had a lot of tricks up his sleeve)

Caesar: Rise Up by Smash Into Pieces (reminds me of how his life was cut short and he spent his last moments to help Joseph win), Put In The Time by Future Royalty (he put his all into hamon training), Curses by The Crane Wives (the zeppeli curse), All That Glitters by Earl (vibes ONLY), Skyfall by Adele, Blossom by Reckless Jacks

Kakyoin: Skin and Bones by Cage the Elephant, Brothers by SIAMES (his first friends with the sdc were like his brothers), Washing Machine Heart by Mitski (this song has the vibes of something dying too young), Take The Fall by JAXSON GAMBLE ( he dies to help the crusaders), Mountain Sound by Of Monsters And Men, Skyfall by Adele (both Caesar and Kakyoin get this song ok), It's All Happening by SAINT MOTEL, Cherry's Bent by STRAINJER (cherry), All Comes Crashing by Metric, Fish in a Birdcage by Fish in a Birdcage (kakyoin as a child being alone, and probably hoping to be surrounded by people that understood him)

Avdol: Exposed by Matt Fees, Pheonix by Fall Out Boys (fire, he basically came back to life), Fire by Barns Courtney, Grumpy Sun by Shannon Clark & the Sugar (vibes again)

Polnareff: Seven Nation Army by The White Stripes, Enchante by Dirt Poor Robins, When Honor Dies by Miracle of Sound

Okuyasu: Losemyhead by littleDEATH, Bang by Sir Sly

Koichi: Stockholm Syndrome by Sofia Karlberg

Bruno: River by BRKN LOVE (it has his vibes ok), White Lies by Max Frost (him to Diavolo), Dance with the Devil by Fame Cartel (the devil...LIKE DIAVOLO?)

Abbacchio: Hurt by Oliver Tree, Lovely by Billie Eilish BUT the cover by Beneath My Skin, Cold World by 8 Graves, Bittersweet by The Galactic Effect

Naranchia: D.A.N.C.E. by Justice (you know why)

Mista: All Eyes On You by Smash Into Pieces, Kick by Saint Chaos, Bullet by SAINT MOTEL, Roses Or Blood by Actice Captive

Trish: High Waist To Hell by Cloudy June, Bubblegum Bitch by Marina And The Diamonds

Fugo: Go To War by Nothing More (shows his anger AND Fugo was originally supposed to be an enemy spy), Bad Faith by 8 Graves

Ermes: Deal With It by Ashnikko (look it fits her too ok. it has her sass), Might Heart by Acid Arcade, My Time To Shine by UPSAHL, YES MOM by Tessa Violet, Bad Things by NOT THE MAIN CHARACTERS

F.F.: Wait A Minute! By Willow Smith (vibes), Jackpot by TheFatRat (more vibes), Bad Things by NOT THE MAIN CHARACTERS

Weather Report: Better Off Dead by 8 Graves (him after getting his memories back), New Depression by Mark Doucette (also him after getting his memories back), Lost by Ghost Nation (his memories are lost), Rain by Grandson (rain), Veteran of the Psychic Wars (he had his memories stolen which had a lot of trauma a stuff)

Anasui: Destination Unknown (the music video is explicit and when Anasui breaks out of prison he just follows Weather Report lmao), Beggin' by Maneskin, Come Back Down by Trevor Something (him to jolyne lmao)

Emporio: Saviour by Jennings Couch (him basically getting together the whole squad to save the day), Ship In A Bottle by Steffan Argus (survivor's guilt after watching all his friends die after failing to protect them), GOD OF FAILURE by WITCHZ (survivor's guilt again)

Songs I don't know what to do with but go somewhere: Eye For An Eye by 8 Graves, Freaks by Timmy Trumpet, Arsonist's Lullaby by Hozier (I honestly just really love this song and feel as if it could fit someone in this list that is like...addicted to something and that's like their flaw or something. Maybe Dio with power), C'est La Vie by Weathers, Moonshine by Caravan Palace, Hold On by Unknown Chapters, Hell's Coming With Me by Poor Man's Poison, Ain't No Rest For The Wicked by Cage The Elephant, What, Me Worry? by Portugal. The Man, Menace by Rezz, The Wolf by Siames, After Midnight by Darren Day, Devil by Twice is Nice, Crash And Burn by Unlike Pluto, Bones by Imagine Dragons, One In The Same by BRKN LOVE, Let There Be Fire by Aviators

there's more characters I could've done but like it took literal hours to get all this so...anyway. lemme know what you think :)))

-ffa

I

I am in awe and absolute terror of your power because anon how the every living fUCK DID YOU FIT THAT MANY CHARACTERS I A SINGLE ASK JESUS FUCKING CHRIST-

[castiellesbian]

i feel like i need a glossary of terms or a contact list for all these people involved with the show. i have shit memory and dont pay attention to the credits who is sera (sara??) and why does everyone hate her!! why is he Bobo!!!!!! please... has anyone posted about this im desperate

lol well including everyone involved with the show would be difficult, but I’ll give you some highlights

Eric Kripke: creator of Supernatural, showrunner for seasons 1-5. People have differing opinions about him but general people enjoyed his run and he’s considered the best showrunner in the series overall. Not much to say because there’s a lot to say lmao (notable episodes: “Pilot,” “Lazarus Rising,” and “Swan Song”)

Sera Gamble: writer who was involved from the beginning of the show, became showrunner after Kripke left. Her seasons, 6 and 7, are typically regarded as the weakest seasons. She was a huge brothers-only supporter, and was responsible for Misha being written out of the show (as well as Jim Beaver, Bobby) in order to get the show to just be about the brothers again. There’s a lot of drama regarding her treatment of Misha/Cas, but more recently she’s known for the Magicians debacle, a horrendous example of the Bury Your Gays trope. She’s also involved with (the showrunner of?) You on Netflix. She was a pretty good writer, but overall fans dislike her because of her showrunning tenure (notable episodes: “Faith” with Raelle Tucker, “Death’s Door,” “The Born-Again Identity”)

Jeremy Carver: writer from season 3 that was promoted to showrunner from seasons 8 through.... some time in 12, the timeline has been a little murky to me. He was the one who brought Cas back into the main plot, as well as allowing the deancas storyline to become genuine subtext (we can argue whether it was queerbaiting or what he was intending to do if he had been running the series finale, but yeah). Unfortunately, he was also the showrunner when Charlie was killed off brutally, which dampens his legacy. People are conflicted about his seasons, but generally he’s looked upon favorably (not related, but the picture that comes up when you search him on google is NOT him, he’s really like a typical white nerdy looking dude lol) (notable episodes: “The Rapture,” “Sacrifice,” “Do You Believe in Miracles?”)

Andrew Dabb: writer from season 4, promoted to showrunner during season 12 and is the last showrunner of Supernatural (he wrote the finale). He was well-liked by deancas fans for awhile because of how much screentime they were allowed to give, and because of the focus on extended/found family. Sam and Dean only fans didn’t like him for the same reasons. Unfortunately, HIS legacy has been marred by the awful series finale, though it’s debated whether that was his fault or because of network meddling. (notable episodes: “Dark Side of the Moon” with Daniel Loflin, “The Prisoner,” “Moriah”)

Robert Singer: executive producer since the beginning of the show (he’s also co-showrunner throughout Supernatural, but I don’t think he typically was involved with the plotlines too often). He’s directed quite a few episodes, including the infamous wire fight episode (s13 finale) as well as the series finale. Married to Eugenie Ross-Leming, writer of the show

Eugenie Ross-Leming/Brad Buckner: writing partners TECHNICALLY from season 1, but they only wrote one episode until they were brought back in season 7. They are regarded as the worst writers in all of Supernatural, responsible for tactless death scenes of fan-favorites (and typically minorities) like Kevin, Charlie, and Eileen. They also feature a gross amount of dubcon/noncon, racism, weird unnecessary sex stuff, and are SUPER into Lucifer for some unknown reason (they have a crush on Mark Pellegrino I guess). They’re also just kind of bad writers in general, their pacing is weird and their plots convoluted. To be fair, though, they have written some good moments, like Dean trying to reach Cas in Hell’s Angel and Dean’s confessional scene in Paint It Black. But overall, they suck. Why are they still on the show even though BOTH sides of the fandom (who never agree on ANYTHING) dislike them? Well, because Eugenie is married to Singer. Nepotism. (notable episodes, the ones I can stand to watch lmao: “Holy Terror,” “Hell’s Angel,” “Our Father Who Aren’t in Heaven”)

Ben Edlund: writer from season 2 who left after season 8, but people STILL talk about him simply because he is arguably the strongest writer of the series. Cas fans particularly like him because he did most of the heavy-lifting regarding Cas’ characterization. He also wrote the famous bi!Dean scene with Aaron in season 8, where Dean is flustered after being flirted with. (notable episodes: “On the Head of a Pin,” “The French Mistake,” and my all-time favorite “The Man Who Would Be King”)

Robert “Bobo” Berens: writer from season 9, his first episode was “Heaven Can’t Wait,” which is all you really need to know about his influence on the deancas storyline. He’s also gay, so people particularly enjoy seeing how he approaches destiel in his episodes since it’s not just another straight guy potentially just catering to fans. He was also the one who was meant to go off and run Wayward Sisters, and is responsible for a lot of their development in recent seasons. I believe he also created Rowena? He wrote the episode this season where Cas confesses his love to Dean (along with other heavy deancas episodes like “The Trap”). Sam fans typically don’t like him because he doesn’t give him much focus. (notable episodes: “Heaven Can’t Wait,” “Who We Are,” “Wayward Sisters” with Andrew Dabb)

Steve Yockey: writer from season 12 through the beginning of season 15. Also gay, and also responsible for deancas moments in recent years. Generally loved for his deancas subtext but ALSO because he is an amazing writer who came out with iconic episodes. (notable episodes: “Celebrating the Life of Asa Fox,” “Lily Sunder Has Some Regrets,” “Peace of Mind” with Meghan Fitzmartin)

Robbie Thompson: writer from seasons 7 through 11, and wrote some fan favorite episodes in the meantime. He is also the creator of fan favorite characters like Charlie and Eileen. He was also one of the few writers who was vocally supportive of destiel during his tenure rather than just later. I’m not implying anything about his intentions, but it was validating for him to encourage fans during a time where most of the cast/crew ignored or actively dismissed it. Plus his episodes are just fun! (notable episodes: “LARP and the Real Girl,” “Fan Fiction,” “Baby”)

Meredith Glynn: writer since season 12, has worked closely with Bobo during their seasons together. She and Bobo cowrote “The Future,” which is the mixtape episode, so she has been taken in by deancas fans haha. She also wrote the episode where Cas makes the deal with the Empty, so it’s pretty safe to say she and Bobo had worked on the deancas plotline together :) She’s also liked some deancas-related tweets on twitter, so she’s being subtly supportive (notable episodes: “Regarding Dean,” “The Future” with Robert Berens, “Byzantium”)

Davy Perez: writer since season 12 (a lot of the ones I’ve mentioned are, since this is when Dabb became showrunner and made changes in the writers room). His episodes tend to either be horror or bizarre. I mention him because he’s responsible for episodes like “Stuck in the Middle (With You)” (Cas’ first “I love you”) and “Tombstone” (aka Brokebacknatural lmao). I don’t know much about him otherwise, but that’s why he’s brought up usually (notable episodes: “Stuck in the Middle (With You),” “Tombstone,” “Atomic Monsters”)

hopefully this helps, and hopefully I didn’t forget about anyone major. There have been a LOT of people behind the scenes so it’s hard to say who to include. Like, I didn’t mention Jerry Wanek, Jim Michaels, Kim Manners, Thomas J. Wright, or others who might be mentioned from time to time.

[timextoxhajima]

The Boyz as things and feelings (just cause)

this is a small thing @haechanhues​ needed help with so i decided to make it an actual post uwu [this is gonna be pretty long cause i might write little scenarios]

[THE BOYZ AS THINGS AND FEELINGS]

SANGYEON - MIRRORS AND PILLOWS

mirrors make a place look bigger than it really is - i feel like sangyeon has that ability to make you feel like you’re more important on your worst days

the things he’ll do just to make sure you’re alright, even when he knows you’re not

he also has the ability to reflect what you need: sad? he’ll come and hug you and let you cry or talk about your shitty day. happy? he’ll joke about the way you snort while laughing then he’d probably do something dumb to keep the energy up there

mirrors also feel very private and at-home, and that exactly how i feel he curates an environment

pillows are self-explanatory ig, smth to cry into, smth to fall asleep with while hugging, has the best homely scents ever, very comfortable

i imagine going home after a long day and finding your partner also tired, but he’s cooking or like in the couch watching tv and he just invites you into his arms uwu

“tell me about everything! whatever that makes you happy or sad and i’ll try my best to be who you need at that point of time!”

JACOB - FLOWERS AND MUSIC

ok like jacob with a guitar is just a stellar sight to behold, he looks like he was born to hold one, and his vocals are super underrated imo, most of tbz’s discography doesnt really suit his voice - i really wish he had a chance to have more lines in more ballads or maybe even a solo thing

he would drag you out to go on walks after he knows you’ve buried yourself in your work the whole day, and he’d be the kind to stop at a pretty flower and contemplate plucking it but he wouldn’t cause he’s a fairy and wouldn’t hurt a fly, much less a pretty flower

would probably play a piece in the background while you’re stressed w work and hum a tune so the singing wouldn’t distract you

would stop when he notices you stopped working and your sad ass is probably crying lmao

he’s a very soft and gentle man imo

he’s the innocent daisy amidst other bright colored, flamboyant flowers but he still stands out

“i’ll grow you a rose bush in the yard so i don’t have to be sad about plucking flowers next time.”

YOUNGHOON - WINTER COATS AND COFFEE AND PASTRIES

he definitely radiates tsundere vibes on first sight, but when you get to know him, he’s obviously the opposite: a crybaby

but that doesn’t mean he doesn’t keep up his model-like appearances when he’s outside - in fact, he’d be the one to influence you into caring more about how you look (of course not materialistically, but more into actually caring about making yourself feel good with your fashion and appearance)

i chose winter coats as a symbol of coverage - he doesn’t show much of himself unless he’s close to you (like when you wear winter coats to keep warm, he’s a burrito because he doesn’t bother too much about sharing his feelings), but when he does, it feels like he has the ability to keep you warm and comfortable, even on the coldest days, even if his inner savage comes out

it’ll be like he scooped you into his coat and has you warm in one of this inner breast pockets

i see him as the kind to get regular coffee and like, a tart or something, at a cafe. it adds on to the warmth, when he remembers what you like. the details. maybe you like your coffee with cinnamon or less sugar or something, but then he tops it up with a muffin and he knows you like it heated up so he specifically asks for them to do so

ok but he’s defo the kind of guy that catches people’s attention at public spaces so every now and then when he’s laughing or smiling, some girl would gawk at him and he would be embarrassed about it, but lucky for you, you’re already wearing matching coats so they know the man’s taken uwu

“if only they knew how long it took to convince you to wear that coat.”

HYUNJAE - CONCERTS AND CONVENIENCE STORE DATES

classy but calm. dream-like but realistic. 

i say concerts as in the instrumental, ballad kinds. he loves it and he knows you probably need the sleep where you have that kind of background white noise/music that provides you the best quality of sleep there is. but when you’re not dosing off, he’s admiring how much time you’re willing to invest into being at something he loves

of course, in turn, he doesn’t complain much when you’re hungry and you meet him down the street at the nearest convenience store for some instant noodles and potato chips with a coke and he lets you ramble about your day 

he would probably buy you an ice cream just so you’d feel better, then regret it when you get a stomachache later cause it was like 2am in the morning

you probably have like 5 of his hoodies at home that you refuse to wash cause his scent is tainted all over it and the only time he gets to take them home is when he stays over or visits and he sneaks one into his bag when you’re in the kitchen making tea or a bowl of noodles

then you’ll get it back without even knowing it was gone

the kind that would probably surprise you after a day of work with a casual date idea to the movies, and i mean showing up at your place, impromptu, after he knows you’re home with two tickets 

“act like my girlfriend for once and go on a date with me, would you? your work isn’t going to be there with you when you die at 90.”

JUYEON - STARGAZING AND VR GAMES

as dumb and sometimes bimbotic as he seems he is, he’s gotten most of the visible constellations memorised and he would not hesitate from telling you all about his childhood with his family when they would travel and try to spot every single constellation they can remember

which brings me to the point where he remembers what you like, but... backhandedly. he doesn’t remember what you like but he remembers what you hate instead, so you don’t ever have to worry about getting that licorice flavoured jelly bean

he would offer a midnight walk to help you relieve your stress, cause he knows you just like seeing the nightsky amidst the peace and quiet while he rambles on for his own satisfaction. not everything has to be so emotionally attached and shared. you can share blissful moments without being the reason for each other’s and that’s totally fine.

juyeon is kind of a scaredy cat in the sense that he isn’t really into horror movies or games but he’s always had that dream to become a pilot and so for his birthday, you brought him to a vr game arcade where he played some plane simulator and ever since, you’ve been taking turns to surprise each other with a new vr arcade spot or adding on to the vr game console set you have at home

“maybe i should digitalise you so i can see you in the vr game”

KEVIN - KARAOKE SESSIONS AND NEON LIGHTS

the best-friend kind of partner you would come across once in a lifetime

a billion film shots of you after he drags you to the karaoke and he beats you at super intense songs like the bohemian rhapsody just cause he can hit those high notes and solely because he was screaming on the floor when he did it

almost left his film camera behind 

absolutely LOVES those walks along streets where there are a million neon lights

would come across that one sus neon light signs that indicate a sex toy store and he would give you that sly smile and probably joke for you to go in 

kevin has a moon neon light in his room and you have a star or something (whatever you want)

corrects your grammar and pronunciation, only for you two to bicker about it even more when you use google translation and there are different pronunciations depending on where/what accent you’re using

he really is your light in the dark, even if he’s known to be introverted. once he’s comfortable enough with you, he makes you feel like the most important person in the world

has one of those portable speaker microphones at home and he drones on and on and on with some billie eilish song until you hurl a pillow at him

“so you’re the tough girl, like it really rough girl, justcan’tgetenoughofkevingirl, chest always so puffed girl”

CHANHEE - DUETS AND STRAWBERRY PICKING

(i could not find a more candid, softer aesthetic pic for chanhee rip)

his entire wardrobe fits you - the only problem is that he’ll never let you wear it in fear that you’d stain or tear something

shared playlists because that’s how similar your taste in music is, and so sometimes when you have your earpiece in and you’re humming the melody of that song, chanhee picks it up immediately despite not hearing that song, and ends up harmonising with you

got kicked out of the library once or twice because it was exam period and the two of you won’t shut up

ironically doesn’t sing that much if you’re not around

chanhee is a true blue introvert - which is a miracle that you’ve managed to tear through that barrier of his and find out that he giggles at every stupid thing you do: he’s having a bad day? trip over the pavement. he’ll laugh. it works

dragging him out to go strawberry picking was so difficult - but of course chanhee isn’t safe from how beautiful and enticing the fresh fruits were.

didn’t touch anything strawberry flavoured OR any strawberries for the next month or so

his straightforwardness comes with the breakdown of his barrier - but that’s what brings you comfort. he will never lie, he will only be sarcastic and even then, you’d know it’s true

i used duets as a symbol of harmony and being in-sync, though never really exactly the same, and that’s how it is with chanhee. your thoughts are very similar even though he’s much more introverted than you, but that’s what binds you 

“i’m gonna tell the librarian i don’t know you if we get kicked out again.”

CHANGMIN - CITY TOURS AND MATCHING OUTFITS

city tours - the kind that you already know inside out and yet you STILL travel the area as if you were a tourist 

that’s exactly how it is with changmin: you know him inside out, after being friends for so long, but it never gets old

you’re used to him biting your hand out of nowhere and yet it startles you all the time. that stupid chucky doll in his living room? old, but it never fails to scare you

he doesn’t ever talk about it that much, but he loves it when you co-ordinate outfits

no, it doesn’t mean you wear couple tees, but it’s aesthetically pleasing to changmin that if he wears cool tones, you would too

he’d be reserved about his thoughts and feelings sometimes but that doesn’t mean he doesn’t think or feel them

there’s a strange sense of familiarity with changmin, because you kind of know what to expect but then you’re never disappointed, you know?

“i got you this white pigeon cause it looks like the one i already got... you can give it back to me if you don’t like it though-” /he takes it before you can accept it/

HAKNYEON - STAND UP COMEDY SHOWS AND RUNNING ALONG THE BEACH

there’s something about ju that makes it very casual and easy-going

he hates horror genred themes so fuck that, he would queue online just for the latest ali wong comedy show, even if it’s an online show, and he would laugh until he cried

sometimes he’s a drama queen but that makes it alot easier for you to know what he’s thinking or feeling - it makes communication alot easier

that means a lack of arguments

he’s also very empathetic but straightforward, exactly like how comedy shows are - because they are relatable, they are funny because they bring out the irony and sarcasm and all the dumb things in life that people are sometimes afraid of talking about and hak just says whatever he wants to say, even if he knows it might be hurtful or upsetting

he prioritises truth and honesty over anything else

it makes you a better person, honestly

beach walks - very calming, very liberating. he lets you yell and scream and kick sand back into the water because you can, and he does it with you

tries to teach you how to skip rocks but you suck and you can’t so he just pulls you away from the pile of rocks you amassed

“flick your wrist like that, not like you’re meowing!”

SUNWOO - SOCCER FRIENDLIES AND STUDIO SESSIONS

he will NOT go easy on you in a friendly match: you might be one of the fastest players of the female team but he’s ruthless in his ball-stealing, so even if you were fast enough to keep the ball out of his reach, he’d still be able to snatch it right out between your feet

very, very competitive and does not like to lose

you would always play the ‘ladies first’ card but then he’d throw the ‘feminism’ card back at you 

sometimes you act more like siblings than anything else 

the only time when he isn’t fuming with competition is if you’re injured because he accidentally tackled you - he’ll gracefully give himself a yellow card before absolutely trashing you in the next match

has one foot into the production game recently - likes to play with the beat board and mixing tunes, and since you’ve had your hand in doing music remixes for a deejay job before, you’re there to identify which songs have the same bass line or beat counts for easier mixing

would make you a playlist of remixes but wouldn’t admit that he spent a whole day in the studio without you just so it would be a surprise

a soft boy stuck in the wraps of an egoistic man

“a day? please. i illegally downloaded half these remixes off the internet cause i’d think you’re too internet-dumb to find them.”

ERIC - BAKING AND SKATEBOARDING

full of impromptu, casual ideas to hang out 

baking is a fucking mess - why did he suggest it when he doesn’t even have the right ingredients?

wanted to replace eggs with water - like ok thats supposedly healthier, but why????????????

he likes cleaning so that was the only fucking bonus in baking - had to call his mom for help halfway through because the cookies looked more like goop than playdough

gave up in the end and he repaid his debt by helping clean your kitchen

tried to teach you how to skateboard, but he ended up falling off his own in the process and now he’s got a grazed knee 

the kind of person you’d have so much chaotic fun with, he’s that friend your mom told you to NOT hang out with that much if not you’d get run down by a car 

has the most fucking random pieces of clothing in his wardrobe, like where did he even get that pink coat from?

“no you have to do this and like lift up your leg and then kinda rest your weight on it before flicking your ankle and like- whOA- OH OW OHNO OHOHOH OW”

[ashtraysystem]

The System Watches

Split

🐀: okay so obviously we've heard a lot about this movie but we wanted to watch it as a system.

💫: with being switchy comes the advantage of commenting on movies and tv shows!

🐀: we've got drinks-

📓: and a poptart..

💫: and those here in the headspace right now are Brooks💫, Sylas🥽, Elliot📓, Finley🦈, Maxi🎧, and Rat🐀!

🐀: Can we start the movie now??

...

🐀: seems relatively normal so far??

📓: ooh speaking to the camera!!

🥽: I dont get the appeal of alcohol

📓: why is he suddenly bald? Are we seeing through his eyes or theirs??

🐀: Bro I think they are different guys?

💫: tea is better than alcohol

🐀📓: SHHH

💠: what is going on in here?

🐀: movie, hush.

💠: ah, okay my apologies. *sits down to watch*

🐀: so are they all evil alters or?

...

🐀: his yells of pain is literally dubbed over wtf?? like his mouth is open but the sound is clearly a mouth closed sound lmao

...

🐀: does this bitch cassie have past kidnapping trauma??

🦈: insensitive much?

🐀: its my job 😜

...

🐀: is this his therapist?? who is she??

🥽: a switch definitely happened..

🐀: ah she is his therapist!!

🥽: ocd..

🥽: the system tried to get help, at least.

🥽: feminine alter, an introject maybe?

🐀: yeesh therapist lady has a lot of patients

🦈: ooh points for calling it DID and not MPD!! :D

...

🥽: Alters noticed so far; 4. Initial alter, Artist, Feminine, and OCD alter.

📓: >Movie timestamp: 22:46

🦈: fem alter is patricia! nice. :3

...

🐀: therapist sleeps with her files??? thats,, thats a little weird tbh. work-life balance lady, leave your work stuff... not in your bed. at least.

...

💫: oh, the child! hello hedwig!!!

🥽: 5 alters.

🐀: hgdhdj "i just ate a hotdog" i love this kid

🥽: "i stole the light from mr dennis", that sounds similar to our system's way of fronting where we have a sort of "light" where we stand to front. Honestly it sounds like these people really did their research!

🐀: damn I was expecting this to be a hate watch..

🐀: wait yo shit shes fucking gaslighting a kid!! wtf man!!! like sure youre in a life or deatch situation but its not cool to make a kid alter cry like that. not cool. accurate, but not cool.

...

Entire system: Chlorine???

🦈: a pool maybe??

🐀: *jumps* oh JEEZ bro

🥽: ocd alter is a protector..

🦈: ooh cute bra!

🎧: FINLEY

🦈: what, cant appreciate a cute bra??

🦈: oh shit shes really locked up now yeesh

...

🥽: okay this explanation of DID is a bit.. exaggerated.

🦈: .. therapist lady we are traumatized, not some sort of miracle supernatural being. we are TRAUMATIZED. yeesh.

🥽: Patricia, Hedwig, Barry, Dennis, and now added by the therapist we have Orwell, Jade, Samuel and Heinrich.

🐀: oof 23? thats gotta be fun

🥽: and she just said Kevin's body, but its assumed Barry is the host.

🥽: Dennis has OCD, so then the one I was labeling as OCD is likely just a germaphobe to an extreme extent.

🐀: wait both Dennis and Patricia are banned from fronting? Dennis bc obvious reason, but why Patty?

🥽: is Dennis germaphobe alter and just really good at blending? they seem like two different alters..

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📓: they,, they check the cameras?? theres cameras to check??? I,, I don't like that,,

🐀: eh dont worry dude-

📓: More worried

🐀: yeesh aight.

...

💠: oh a new alter? I like this one, they seem nice :>

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💠: ooh fun animal science facts!!

🐀: oof major ocd in this guy..

🎧: 😬 shouldnt have hit him girl

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🐀: fin can you not be gay for like two seconds please?

🦈: 😔 sorry

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🥽: the beast..? hm..

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🐀: did,, did her uncle do something to her?

💫: oh hello again hedwig!!

🥽: dennis has ocd and germaphobia..

...

Movie: "Can I kiss you?"

Entire system: GGSJSHFHAHAHA

🐀: why's the 9 yo tryna kiss her!!

🎧: bro thats so ridiculous hAH

🐀: this kid man this kid hdhsjdk

🐀: GSHJDJSK OMFG SHSHDJ

🐀: okay to give you a quick rundown of what happened on screen, he held his mouth open against hers, his eyes fluttered shut, he pulled away and said "you might be pregnant now". IF THAT ISN'T THE MOST 9 YO THING TO FUCKIN DO HSHDJSKDK

🎧: his constant use of etcetera xD

...

🐀: oh shit he was sexually assaulted as a teacher by some teenagers and that ruined his career,,, shit dude that suuucks.

🐀: dood okay this,, this sucks. this is. really real now. like. some of the shit therapist lady is going over with him makes sense. history of childhood abuse, likely sexual in nature, and being triggered by the teens forcing him to engage in a sexual act without his consent triggering up previously dormant alters, like yeesh dude i'm sorry so much bad has happened to ya. we protectors have it hard sometimes.

...

🥽: ..she can make the dormant host front by saying his full name? Curious...

...

Movie: *talking about dormant host* "He's very weak"

🦈🎧: ......

🐀: um, guys you okay? Do you two need a minute?

🦈: We're just. Just thinking about Cecils. It's been a while, ya know? They're weak too. And its been so long that they can't fully front anymore for any longer than 10 minutes without getting overwhelmed and exhausted.

🎧: Even Ash is getting that way too,,

🦈: I just wish it was easier to help them both. Like, I cohost and everything but I don't get that same feeling of being utterly drained like they do. They just have to carry that with no known reason why.

🐀: ...

🦈: sorry, I'm done. Back to the movie.

...

📓: Kevin's dad is the beast, that makes sense.

🥽: There's likely an introject alter hiding back there.

📓: Patricia and Dennis haven't met the beast.

🥽: but supposedly the others have, which means only those two were formed after his father left.

...

🍄: aw he has pet mice!! :D

📓: ... his "window" is a drawing...

🐀: thats kinda fuckin sad.

…

🦈: no..

🐀: fuck man. Shit. He really fucking did that to her.

👹: Humans are disgusting, vile beings.

💫: I'm so sorry Casey, I'm so sorry that you had to go through all this you sweet child. :(

🐀: god this is depressing.

🎀: I think thats just the alcohol you drank Rat! *eatting popcorn on Rat's lap*

🐀: 😭 thanks pom, you sweet little monster.

💫: 😭 Pompom you precious thing,,

🎀: yay sad time hugs!! :D

...

🥽: this therapist is really going above and beyond.

...

🐀: EATTING IMPURE YOUNG??? WHAT NOW

👹: mm tasty *thinking of chicken eggs*

🐀: ONI NO WRONG YOUNG

👹: ... oh :(

...

🥽: the switching between patricia and dennis is interesting.

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👹: Don't like this "beast" character..

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🐀: why didnt therapist lady say kevins name to bring him out?

🐀: oh shit how did his skin break the goddamn knife???? it looked like a nice knife too???

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🐀: ayye barry's hat nice!!

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🎧: OH NO,, ((their guts,,))

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🐀: I'm sorry hE JUST BENT THE LOCK???

🐀: okay girl you have his name now dont be a dumbass say it immediately like you mean it

🎧: oh god, saying his full name triggers a ptsd attack,, I mean I guess good for those who need it to stop him from literally unaliving them, but yeesh bro I feel I feel. :/

🦈: their whole system is in total disarray right now,, half of them don't know how long they've been dormant or whats going on,, I feel so bad for them,,

...

🎧: good thing she knows how to use a shotgun.

🐀: i wanna see a flashback of her uncle again to see if he ever got what he deserved for messing with Casey tbh.

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🐀: NO. FUCK. DAMMIT. HER DAD FUCKING DIED LEAVING HER WITH THE UNCLE. how many times?? How many times do you think he did it to her?? And she didn't have anyone to protect or help her anymore.

🐀: This movie is more sad than anything else. Sad and frustrating. Frustrating to watch this system become such a mess, sad to see what this poor girl has gone through only to be dealing with this shit. God I hate this movie. but in a bad hate way.

...

🥽: So he's preaching about how those without trauma are impure because they havent been torn apart by the world. I wonder if she'll mention her abuse to him, bc then she'd no longer be "impure" by his definition.

🦈: ,,she has scars from abuse, and he's seen them,,

🥽: this will likely affect the entire way she sees herself now. Her trauma has been the thing to save her and give her mercy and life at this moment.

🐀: she'll need hella therapy, but yeah. Maybe she'll see herself as worth more now. At least I hope.

...

🐀: THEY WERE UNDER A ZOO THE WHOLE TIME??????

...

🐀: oh no fuckin way shes going back to her uncle after this i hope she tells on him and goes with one of the families that lost their kids in this smh

...

🐀: okay so i know this is technically part of a series of movies so theres a bit at the end that I didn't get that I think I was supposed to have gotten.

...

🐀: it was okay. I can see why its decently rated, but also why it's hated. Theres definitely a lot of stigmatizing about DID in this, but truth told to me it seems like they actually did their research on DID. I get that its more interesting to tell a story about the DID person who goes batshit crazy with evil alters rather than the fairly boring and sad story of how it actually is.

🥽📓: We want to look more into DID represented in media (such as movies and tv shows) so if anyone has any suggestions let us know!

[theglowyscorpio]

all set | eren x reader

a/n: this is a story in the making, currently available at AO3 and Wattpad. If you like it, please don't hesitate to give me some kudos, leave a comment or maybe follow me on my social media! <3 Any feedback is highly appreciated since I'm just getting started!

pairing: eren yeager x female reader

tags: mature content, alternate universe (modern setting), college/university, recreational drug use, implied sexual content, M/F, F/F, the author is not religious lmao

word count: 4.3k

current chapters: 2/?

playlist: this one was made with a particular playlist in mind. they are really great songs that help to convey this chapter, so I hope you have a time to check them out! :)

a. slomosa - kevin b. upsahl - drugs c. rosenfeld - like u d. kaiba - overdose e. lil kapow - tinman f. bodega - how did this happen!?

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all set

I lost count of how many parties I went to this week. There was one at Shina, another at... Sasha's. Wait, was it? Or Ymir's? Honestly, both their houses look fairly similar and we always see the same faces over and over again, regardless of where we are getting wasted. Definitely two at my house. The timeline is blurry at this point. If my liver could talk, it would spit out "Screw you, Eren." and I wouldn't be able to disagree.

Classes will start next week so everyone is acting like we're going to stop doing all this for the rest of the semester. That never happens.

I barely enter Reiner's house and the music is already piercing my head. My ears will soon tell me to go screw myself too. The bass was loud. But it was good.

— Hey, finally — Reiner says, giving a hard slap in my back. I can't even get mad at him because he probably didn't mean for it to hurt. Fucking strong bastard.

— Sorry. Lost track of time.

— You know where the things are — he leaves me behind and disappears through the noisy music.

It's hot inside. August has been particularly cruel this year. I'm using a black t-shirt, which is luckily pretty thin, and my black Adidas pants that are somewhat breathable. My hair is in a bun. I will probably be sweating soon, though. Reiner's AC won't do miracles with this amount of people since it is specially packed today. I guess I might see some new faces tonight, huh.

This fact already makes things more interesting.

I walk through the room and then arrive in the kitchen. Connie and Sasha are there.

— Eren!! — I barely open my mouth to talk and Sasha is already giving me whatever weird drink they made. Their drinks sometimes are... unusual, for the lack of a better word. Most of the time they are simply pure shit. They call it scout's fuel, always the same name regardless of what's inside. Maybe that's why my liver hates me so much.

— Thanks — I'm already used to the goddamn gasoline taste — I guess you both want to get us wasted tonight.

— It's our personal mission, so enjoy the fuel — Connie says laughing, raising his plastic cup. I love this duo – who doesn't? – and I can't help but laugh with them, even though it tastes so bad — Everyone is already here, come on — I follow them and find all the familiar faces I've seen all week: Bertholdt, Historia, Ymir, Mikasa, Annie, Armin, Jean, everyone.

The girls look hot, even though I'm used to them. Either way, I avoid hooking up with my friends since the last time didn't work so well. It's better to avoid Mikasa today.

We all sit together while drinking. I light a joint I had already prepared at home and say — Am I crazy or is Reiner's party bigger than usual? —, releasing the smoke a few seconds after. This one is the best grass we could get around our area, I've saved it primarily for today and now I see that might have been a great decision on my part. I'm glancing through the room and looking for some girls, might share this shit with one - or a few - of them later.

— Thank god, I was tired of seeing your ugly faces every fucking time — Jean says. The girls look at him and he rushes to add — I mean, the boys, of course. It's always nice looking at all of you, ladies.

It's not enough to avoid Annie's kick anyway — We can say the same of you, horse face.

Reiner arrives at the perfect time and explains — Since the new semester starts Monday, news about today traveled fast and we got a lot more company than usual.

— Do you know all of them, Reiner? — Historia asks — I've talked to a bunch of them tonight and there are people from all over the campus and from all years as well — Historia always looks pretty, her blonde hair shining even in the low light of the party. Guys make a line to talk to her at all parties so there's no surprise that she's already familiarized with the whole scenario. I wonder what Ymir thinks of it. Probably followed her during this little field trip.

— Hell, no — he grabs the joint of my hand and sucks deeply — I know some of them and some are Bertholdt's friends but there are some random people.

— I bet Reiner knows a lot of the girls — I take my joint back from his fingers — I assume they aren't Bertholdt's friends, though — and grin.

— Hey, I don't see you with any new company either, dude — Bertholdt tries to grab my weed as well, but I avoid his advances. He instead grabs my cup and drinks all of it, leaving me empty. He makes a funny face at the taste. Suit yourself, man, I think to myself, laughing on the inside.

— Yeah, but I'll work on it in a sec — I tease him knowing that he can't handle much of Sasha and Connie's fuel. He always knocks out before everyone. I hope he realizes he needs to stay awake to try anything with Annie. Someday. He simply never gets there.

Hange arrives almost falling over Ymir and spilling her drink on the floor in the process — I think we should all make a toast and make this last party a wild ride!!! — her yelling stabbing us louder than the music.

— Bitch, you are this fucking drunk already? — Ymir says to her, holding Hange's weight on her back — What the hell did the gasoline duo do to you?

— Okay okay, enough with the questions, let me fill your cups because this is the night! — Sasha says, just pouring all that mystery liquid that soon will go straight to our heads — Also, Reiner, where's the food?

We raise our plastic cups and Connie yells — To the new semester! — and we drink, feeling the immediate burn on our throats. It's hard being a scout.

— I need to get laid today — Jean says as he lays his back on the couch — Gonna arrive for the classes pretty motivated next week — he then rests his left arm at the back pillow, behind Mikasa's head.

— You should start roaming, then — her cold delivery puts Jean's subtle attempt at flirting six feet under the ground, as usual. It was pretty damn quick, but I could notice Mikasa glancing at me and then looking the other way. Yeah, I think I need to start roaming soon, too.

— That sounds great, then let's do that!!! — Hange grabs Jean by the arm and they disappear amongst the crowd.

— When all this fun ends, I'll be the one who will probably have to take him home after he gets slapped by some girls — Armin and Jean live with me so we normally go back together. Armin is the responsible one between us, which is not exactly hard considering how Jean and I are — Gonna at least drink some beer before that happens.

— I'll go with you, this drink sucks — Annie says, finishing the drink anyway and following him. We always drink the last drop of it, we never learn.

The girls went dancing, the music was exceptionally good today. A lot of bands I already liked plus some I have never heard before. I need to remember to ask Reiner for this playlist later. Connie was already surrounded by a different group, everyone likes to talk to him. He is popular. The rest dispersed as well and I could hear Hange's screams far away. This is going to be a night for her, indeed.

I start walking around, meeting a lot of people from my classes and others from the campus in general. I talk to all of them and drink a lot in the process, which feeds my need for nicotine every time. I grab my pack of cigarettes and while smoking, I see Levi.

— I must be dreaming — I say, letting the smoke leave my lips with a smile. It reaches him and looks at me with a deadly expression. He is smoking as well, but he only admits one specific brand of cigarettes and hates all the others. Levi usually doesn't show up at these "brat" parties, as he likes to say, since he's a few years older than us. I normally see him at Shina's, which is a popular club slash bar near our university. He's the owner so we all met him there, after going so many times. Shina has the best parties and the best drinks of all the clubs near us. And it couldn't be any other way, since Levi is a perfectionist. There's also a small stage there, where indie bands perform from time to time. My band does some gigs there sometimes.

— Hey — he replies, as cold as ever. He's Mikasa's cousin, so they have the same expressions and hard-to-approach vibe — Already high, I see.

— Always. In fact, today I hope to be higher than usual. What miracle brings you here?

— Some people from the staff decided to come here today so there are fewer brats to piss me off — he drinks what's probably a high priced whiskey and continues — and there's a new girl at the club so we have been showing her the area for a few weeks now.

— There's a lot of new girls here today — although I know Levi doesn't give a crap.

— So? — yeah, he doesn't.

Levi is a pretty successful business owner and even I have to admit that he's hot – is not only common knowledge but a mutual agreement between everyone –, so girls are always trying to get him, but he doesn't screw most of them. He doesn't fuck brats, period. He says he doesn't have the patience. That makes the girls even more desperate. He has the highest standards of every guy I know. When he was still in university – the same we all go –, he screwed not only the hottest girls but also the professors - which went after him and not the other way around. At least that's what I've heard. I think Levi never had to actively look for any girl, to be honest.

I can only laugh at his reply. That's just so him.

— If you want more stuff than what's already in your system, Floch is over there.

— I want, actually. I was going to look for him — I see Floch's red hair among some folks. Floch is usually as busy as Connie but with less than half of the charisma.

He finishes his cigarette, blowing its last white smoke into the air, and we both hear a loud HELL YEAH!! coming from all the other way across the room — Tsk, is that Hange?

— Pfft, it was before, I think it's Sasha now — he doesn't laugh at my reply. He never does. I think hell would freeze while heaven catches on fire.

I think about the music again. It's so good today, what the hell — Hey Levi, don't you think this playlist is too high quality for a Reiner party? I don't get it, his music taste is always pure trash.

— That's from our new girl — he drinks the last drops of his whiskey and starts to leave — You might find her around here — he then suddenly stops and looks at me — Don't get your hopes up, though.

I am not able to ask what he meant by that because he leaves too quickly. Time to look for Floch.

— Hey, Flo-

— Here.

— You didn't even let me finish.

— I know what you want. You are not in the mood for cocaine so you want MD instead, blah-blah-blah-blah. Is that kind of night — he pauses for mere seconds — Am I wrong, Eren?

— Nope, right as usual — Floch is the main person you go to when you need drugs. I mean, good drugs. He looks like your standard rich boy – which he is, by the way – that can do no wrong, but you can get the best stuff from him. I've always found this funny. The weed I have today was his work. He knows my taste well.

Reiner's frat house is huge, so there's plenty of room to walk. I'm approached by a bunch of girls on the way but for some reason, none of them piques my interest. I am pretty set on going after something new today and I have no problem getting laid. It happened every single day this week and it truly happens anytime I want. Which, okay, boosts my ego a little bit. Maybe a lot. I might even have hurt some girls in the process. I was never slapped though, unlike Jean. So that's a win in my book.

I see a few of my friends again, mainly Historia and Reiner, and they are talking to a girl I've never seen before.

She has long black hair and short messy bangs, the kind that goes a little above the eyebrows. I didn't know black hair was my thing until now. Her face has the perfect features, at least for me. She's wearing a sleeveless white top that is so tight that hugs her figure perfectly and makes her breasts look amazing. That type of top that shows the girl's side boob, and I'm a total sucker for those. It is also short so you can see a bit of her waist. And I don't even have to see her ass because I already know it is probably too damn good. Her light blue ripped jeans are cool as well and she has black sneakers. I like her style. She has a bunch of tattoos - a lot on her right arm, one on her left hand, and probably some that I couldn't see because they were behind her clothes. I intended to, though.

Fuck, she's hot.

Historia looks mesmerized talking to her, which is a very privileged view from where I stand because, as I've already said before, she is also beautiful. But she isn't exactly hot. This girl is. Way too much. Oh, and Reiner is there too. Whatever.

I can see a lot of guys want to approach her but none of them do. I went for it. Wasn't this night supposed to be wild?

— Hey, Eren! Guess what, Y/N is the new DJ at Shina! I was telling her how we go there all the time.

— Hi, Eren, nice to meet you — she says, with that kind of smile that people who know they are hot make. I do that too.

— Hey, Y/N — I say. And as I told you seconds before, I'm good with that type of smile as well so that's what she gets — Levi told me he came with the staff and a new girl, so I suppose that's you.

— Yeah, I'll start there next week.

— I talked to him about the party's playlist because I knew it couldn't be Reiner's.

— Yeah, it's Y/N's. She prepared it for the party when I invited the guys from Shina yesterday. We were in the same high school. — Reiner says that looking at me with a face that shows "See that, dickhead? I've known her for some years now".

— It's pretty good! I can't wait for the next party at Shina's to see your set! — Historia was always an angel.

REINER, WHERE'S THE REST OF THE ICE, MAN??, someone screamed far away.

— Shit. Catch up with you later, Y/N.

Too bad, huh, Reiner? He gives me a look that I can't quite figure out what it is, but I know for sure it wasn't a look of support. In the fucking slightest.

— I think Ymir is calling me as well, sorry!! — It was painfully obvious that Ymir wanted to make out with Historia for some time now. They never did. I think only Historia hasn't realized yet that Ymir is thirsty for her for god knows how long.

After Historia left, there was only me and her — So, by any chance, do you go to the same university as us? You look our age but Levi said you are new here — I tried asking this without looking at her body, but looking at her face was even worse. Her eyes were piercing me in the best way possible.

— I'm not exactly new, I'm from the same uni as you guys, but I took a gap year — she takes a sip of her drink — You probably never met me but I'm in the same year as you all are now.

Since Reiner knew her from high school, he also knew she was at the same university all along and never told any of the guys. Smart fucker.

— So that makes you a year older than me — I smirk at her.

— I guess it does — she smirks back as she lights up a cigarette and blows the smoke at me.

Ok, looking good so far.

I'm pretty high at this point, the MD and the music are making me horny, so I don't even bother to pretend that I'm not looking at her body. I'm looking at everything.

— You took something, didn't you?

— Do you want some? I can show you later where to get the best stuff. Anything you are in the mood for.

— I'm all set — she shows me her tongue and I see the acid. The view makes my own tongue feel lonely, maybe I should use it to steal that from her mouth. I hope she's horny as well.

We talk a lot about music since it's something that we both enjoy. She's passionate about it, I can tell. She asks about my band with true interest. Doesn't sound like small talk. She touches her hair and it makes me want to stuff my face in it. She has the smile that makes you want more. Her voice has the same effect.

The loud music allows us to talk near each other's ears. I hope she moans as loud as her playlist. The girls usually love my hair for some reason, either if it's in a messy bun as it is right now or if it's loose. They all love my green eyes too. She can see all that with somewhat detail since we are so close, even though it is a little dark here. If I take you to a room you can see me better, I almost blurb it out. I can see her too and that kills me.

She looks receptive to me but normally at this point I would be already hooking up with the girl. This time it isn't happening. I never have to work so much. I think I understand why the other guys didn't approach her before. She's a little intimidating to talk to, and that comes naturally to her – it doesn't seem to be on purpose. I flirt with her the way I normally do but she is hard to get, she hits every ball I throw. I remember what Levi said before. Oh, right.

But I'm vibing way too much at this point, I think if I touch any part of her I'll get hard immediately.

— This gap year you've mentioned... Did you go anywhere specific?

— I know it will sound cliché, but I went to Europe.

— Where in Europe?

— Everywhere — she says — I went down — the corner of her lips forming a smile  — And up. Everywhere. — and I can swear she sounds flirtatious as hell. I want to bite her lip.

— That sounds... Awesome. — I think she wants to bite me too, or at least I hope she does — Was there any particular reason to leave? If that's not too much to ask.

— Hm, I was kinda... — she stops to think for a few seconds as she holds her hair up and makes a ponytail, looking at the ground, the cigarette glued to her now closed lips. Her neck became exposed, it looks soft as hell and I can't wait to bruise it. She releases the smoke, that flows into the room, and looks deep into my eyes, as deep as I want to be inside her right now — ...stressed.

I reach my limit at this point.

— I can help you with the stress if you want.

— Really? — she's looking at me with the same teasing look and I'm doing the same, so we both know that's not a question I have to answer. Her tongue quickly passes through her top lip, her mouth forming a little wet smile — I don't think I need any help though.

I threw the ball and she hit a home run. My team was out.

I was not expecting that.

We hear some of the guys from Shina calling for her — Oh, they are calling me — Y/N looks at me again and says — See you around, Eren — giving me the same fucking grin I wanted to bite before.

She walks away and I see that her ass is, as I suspected from the very beginning, too damn good.

Shit. Shit, shit, shit.

After this, some time has passed. I look at the clock. Yeah, maybe a lot. I couldn't tell before because I'm drunk and drugged. I see most of my friends, all fucking wasted. Armin is holding up pretty well, Bertholdt's is knocked down for God knows how long, Mikasa probably smoked way too much weed (who am I to judge?) and looks dead on the couch. I don't see Ymir, Historia nor Reiner - there are too many people in this house to keep count. Sasha's eating something in the kitchen, I can't see what it is, but certainly, she got hungrier than normal after smoking some pot Connie gave her. Connie always holds his drinks well, he's still talking to a lot of people. I pass in front of one of the bathrooms and Hange is there, getting everything out of her system. Oh, and Ymir. There she is, holding Hange's hair, looking as pissed as ever. Levi probably went home hours ago. Jean is making out with some chick, he's going to score tonight. To be fair, he always does, but never with Mikasa.

I saw a lot of pretty girls today and I went for none of them. They tried and I shut them down, even the ones I normally fuck. There's someone I want to taste tonight and she's nowhere to be found. The guys from Shina are missing too, so I know I won't see her today anymore. Damn.

I'm not pissed at her but I'm pissed at the situation.

— Armin, I think I'm going to take off, are you coming?

— Yeah, I'm already pretty tired — he gets up — Jean's probably going to stay here.

— Yep. Probably. — Am I pissed that Jean's getting laid? Even though I could have as well? With someone else, at least? My mood feels off.

— I'm going with you too, I've lost count of how many assholes I had to shut down today. I think I even punched a few — I don't have to look to know that's Annie speaking — You were right, Eren, is it especially crowded today. In the shittiest way possible.

— Then let's go.

— Wait, I need to get my bag first, I left it in Reiner's room.

— I can get that for you, wait up.

— It's a black one. Small.

I sign a thumbs up for her and climb the stairs. I am hundred percent sure I'm going to see someone fucking there but that's the usual. I'm pretty sure I've already seen some people screwing in the corner of the living room minutes before. No one cares.

I open the door and see Y/N in her underwear, putting her white top back on. She does indeed have other tattoos.

— Hey there! — she says smiling, as she also puts her jeans back up, making little jumps so they pass through her ass. Her hair is not in a ponytail anymore.

I say hi in a confusing way.

— I came here to get my friend's bag — I look around for milliseconds like I don't know where the hell I am until I see Reiner lying - clearly naked - under his sheets. Can't be anyone else, with that bleached hair and huge biceps.

What? Ahn?

Hey... Wait a second.

Historia? Clearly naked as well? What. The. Hell. I guess she's not exactly the angel I thought she was?

They are sort of awake, sort of sleeping, kinda like on a different planet. You know, the type of thing that happens after a really strong fuck? That sort. They look exhausted. They look destroyed. And not in a bad way. AT ALL.

— Oh, I saw a bag before. Here you go — she gives me Annie's bag. She's all dressed now. She notices my confusion, I'm too high to act any other way — I've told you I don't need any help — her eyes piercing mine for the hundredth time tonight. Her smile hurts now. Ouch.

She grabs her sneakers and walks towards me and the door:

— I'm all set.

She leaves the room as I hold Annie's bag.

Yeah. I was not expecting that.

***

Thanks for reading (if there's even anyone here lmao). Chapter 2 will be uploaded later but it can be read now at AO3 or Wattpad.

[jerrylevitch]

Get to know me

I was tagged by @getbuckylucky

Thanks!! :D

How old: 28

what are your nicknames: Kat

where were you born and raised: AZ

How is life?: Busy with dance and getting ready for company’s show in a few months.

what is your star sign: Virgo.

what is your sexual orientation: Tall, goofy puppy men in suits

what was the last thing you bought: An iced tea and an apple juice lol

what colour are your eyes: Blue

what’s your best features: Eyes and hair I guess

do you have braces: No

do you have any piercings: Nope always been afraid to get one, and I definitely won’t.

do you have any tattoos: No

do you have any pets: I used to have dogs, but I haven’t had a pet in over 10 years.

are you left handed or right handed: Right

Height?: I’m 5′4″

If you had to learn a new language, what would it be?: Hebrew

Favourite actor?: (Classic) Jerry Lewis, Robert Montgomery, Jimmy Stewart. (Modern) Brendan Fraser, RDJ, John Ritter, Denzel Washington

Most overrated celebrity?: The Kardashian family and most people on reality tv

Favourite TV shows?: Seinfeld, Three’s Company, Whose Line is It Anyway?, The Wonder Years, Hearts Afire, Hooperman, Colgate Comedy Hour, Shadowhunters, The Fresh Prince of Bel-Air, The Dean Martin show and roasts, Happy Family, The Nanny, Who’s the Boss, Kevin Probably Saves the World.

Favourite movies?: Rockabye Baby (1958), Kiss, Kiss, Bang Bang (2005), 500 Days of Summer, The Mummy (1999), Little Women (1949), Little Dorrit (2010), I, Tonya (2017), Me Before You (2016), Jersey Boys (2014), Vertigo (1958), The Nutty Professor (1963), How Green Was My Valley (1941), Enchantment (1948), Waterloo Bridge (1940), Random Harvest (1942), Lion in Winter (1968), Design For Living (1933), Movie Crazy (1932), The Goodbye Girl (1977), Somewhere in Time (1980), Only You (1994), Chances Are (1989), Sherlock Holmes: A Game of Shadows, The Judge (2014), Iron Man 3, My Girl (1993), La La Land (2016), Spiderman: Homecoming, Avengers: Age of Ultron, The Artist (2011), Fools Rush In, We’re No Angels (1954), The Stooge (1952), The Caddy (1953), Living it Up (1954), The Odd Couple (1968), The Clock (1945), It’s a Wonderful Life (1946), Cinderfella (1960), Cheaper by the Dozen (1950), Life With Father (1948), The Great Race (1965), Grosse Point Blank, Pursuit of Happyness, Serendipity, Heart and Souls (1993), Return to Me (2000), Bandolero. 

Fictional characters you can relate to?: Josephine March (Little Women), most of Jerry Lewis’ characters. Kevin Arnold (The Wonder Years), Jerry, George, Elaine, and Kramer on Seinfeld. 

ios or android: Android.

dogs or cats: dogs, but I like cats. 

what is your favourite sport: Baseball

when was your first real holiday: The first one I had where i wasn’t dancing or going for some other reason, was almost 4 years ago when I went to Vegas, Hollywood, San Diego, and Coronado Island. 

what was the last concert you went to: I guess the Whose Live is it Anyway? show was considered a concert. So last May.

what’s your favourite colour: Green

what’s your favourite restaurants: Mexican and Italian

what’s your favourite magazine: Life Magazine, the August 1951 edition with M&L on the cover.

Do you love your country?: Sure

what’s your favourite season: Spring which lasts never here? lol

who was the last person you messaged: @fuzzysebastianstan

Like anyone?: Yeppp

How many kids do you want in the future? If so when?: 4 but honestly I don’t see it happening any time soon, and I don’t actually want to give birth, since it freaks me out, so idk

do you want to get married one day: Yes

where do you want to live: AZ, CA, OR NY

do you believe in God: Of course

do you believe in miracles: Yes

do you believe in love at first sight: I’m not so sure if full on love is actually possible at first sight, but it could be. Like and lust at first sight, sure. lol

do you believe in ghosts: Yep

do you believe in aliens: Not sure tbh

do you believe in soul mates: Yes definitely

do you believe in heaven or hell: Ofc

do you believe in kissing on the first date: Maybe

do you believe in yourself: Yes

do you sing in the shower: Sometimes if there is no one home lol

where was the last place you traveled: To Chandler

would you go skydiving: Lmao

if you could travel anywhere in the world right now, where would it be: Italy or NY would be nice.

can you whistle: HAHAHAHAH NOPE 

can you speak another language: Bits of Spanish, French, and, Chinese

what’s most important in your life: God, dance, friends, family, comedy

have you ever had surgery: No 

3 fears that you have: Heights, spiders/bugs, ghosts

[peterjonesparker]

Answer this 85 questions then tag people! Tagged by: @suplosers and @aqhrodites, a few of the loves of my life Tagging: the other loves of my life @spideychelle-romanogers, @accioharry, @spideyxchelle, @redpanthers, @parker-is-full-of-shit, @iamacolor, @bellamywarriorblake, and @duhmj

THE LAST: Drink: water. gotta stay hydrated, folks Phone call: my roommate. her mom is in town and they had the possible chance to see hamilton and she wanted to know what i thought about it because i went last year and it was life-changing Text message: there’s this one guy who lived in the same dorm as me for our first two years of college when we were both on campus texted me

Greedy to eat all that

You’ll end up with your teeth all gray

and it was random and out of the blue and from the don’t hug me i’m scared videos which he showed me our first year. legit, have not talked to this boy in at least two weeks. but yeah, i texted him back. “green is not a creative color!’ which is also from those videos and he didn’t respond and that was the end of the conversation apparently haha

Song you listened to: BûRGûNDí by KAMAU, which is awesome. y’all should listen to his whole ALBUM. it’s great Time you cried: lmaoo, last night. it was a rough night. i was feeling a lot of things and there’s this budding thing i’m ignoring that i really shouldn’t be ignoring but it’s fine Dated someone twice: never dated anyone Kissed someone and regretted it: lmao, yes Been cheated on: nah fam Lost someone special: yes Been depressed: maybe. it’s all fuzzy looking back. Gotten drunk and thrown up: unfortunately, yes. it was a very rough night

FAVOURITE COLOURS: green? blue? idk man.

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU: Made new friends: yes! Fallen out of love: haven’t been in love sooo Laughed until you cried: lmao, yes. a lot Found out someone was talking about you: i don’t think so? Met someone who changed you: hmm, i don’t know if i met someone who changed me. but i got closer to someone who kind of...makes me consider different perspectives Found out who your friends are: for sure Kissed someone on your facebook list: nah

GENERAL: How many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: most of them? i don’t think i have friends i don’t know on facebook Do you have any pets: not anymore Do you want to change your name: nah, sarah fits me What did you do for your last birthday: two of my friends and i have very similar birthdays. it’s my one friend, then two days later the other, then two days later it’s me. so we had a joint party and it was pretty fun. my actual birthday sucked though. had a midterm and also a really hard lab What time did you wake up: ten-ish What were you doing at midnight last night: either walking to or from a party. likely crying. oof. Name something you can’t wait for: retirement? When was the last time you saw your mom: in august :( What are you listening to right now: childs play by sza and chance. four women by nina simone. parachute by code kunst and ohhyuk and dok2. Have you ever talked to a person named tom: my mom’s ex boyfriend was named thomas. Something that is getting on your nerves: the crushing pressure to succeed in school. the crushing pressure to figure out what i want to do for the rest of my life. the fear of never meeting someone who will love me in a way i want to be loved. Most visited website: canvas, facebook, tumblr Haircolour: brown Long or short hair: a bit longer than shoulder length Do you have a crush on someone: you trying to call me out like this?? leave me alone! What do you like about yourself: ummm...i’m pretty kind. i try to be selfless and take care of people/do nice things for them. i’m fairly smart even though i make dumb decisions so don’t call me out on that Want piercings?: i don’t like pain Nickname: don’t have any really Relationship status: single like a pringle. lmao just kidding i am actually very single. no other pringles around. Zodiac: aquarius Pronouns: she/her Favorite tv show: stranger things (yooooo), brooklyn nine nine, parks and rec, skam, mindy project, shadowhunters. that’s what i watch haha Tattoos: re: i don’t like pain Right or left handed: right Surgery: not yet and hopefully not ever? Piercing: re: i don’t like pain Sport: hmmm...i do intramural sports sometimes? basketball, broomball, softball, etc Vacation: i’m going to a conference in washington d.c. in november? Pair of trainers: i think i got like...two? idk how you’d define trainers.

MORE GENERAL: Eating: at the moment, nothing Drinking: water. it’s important! Im about to: nothing. but i got a midterm on tuesday in physics so i’ll have to do that Waiting for: this week to be over so i don’t have to take midterms Want: to know what i want to do, to be confident, to not make dumb decisions that i know are bad for me Get married: yeah, i’d like to have that kinda love Career: lmao, who knows

WHICH IS BETTER: Hugs or kisses: hugs, i think. i like the feeling of being enveloped. Lips or eyes: um...eyes. lips can be very pretty, though Shorter or taller: awww, don’t make me chooose. Older or younger: older? Nice arms or nice stomach: oooh, i gotta thing for arms though Hook up or relationship: i’m too scared of physical intimacy for hook ups so relationship! Troublemaker or hesitant: i mean...i’m hesitant?

HAVE YOU EVER: Kissed a stranger: yeah. would not recommend. Drank hard liquor: lmao, yes. for better or for worse. Lost glasses/contact lenses: do not require either. Turned someone down: yes Sex on the first date: re: i am scared of physical intimacy Broken someone’s heart: i don’t think so Had your heart broken: in retrospect, nah Been arrested: lmao, no haha Cried when someone died: yes Fallen for a friend: ...is this...why are you...omg. leave me alone!

DO YOU BELIEVE IN: Yourself: sometimes Miracles: haven’t really decided Love at first sight: nope. Santa Claus: sadly, no Kiss on the first date: uh, probably not? i don’t know though. Angels: hmmm....maybe.

OTHER: Current best friends name: maggie, macheaux, ahona, kevin Eyecolour: brown Favorite movie: pride and prejudice. it always makes me happy. it’s beautiful. the cast is amazing. the soundtrack is amazing. 100000/10. would recommend

[resamille]

pained noise @mothable tagged me here we go

RULES: ANSWER THESE 88, THEN TAG SOME PEOPLE

BASICS:

a. NAME AND PRONOUNS: sesa, she/her

b. AGE (and birthday!): 18, aug. 12th

c. SEXUALITY: demisexual

d. GENDER: female

e. COUNTRY: usa

f. FAVORITE AESTHETIC: ????? distressed bear noises

TRIGGERS/MENTAL ILLNESSES: nah

THE LAST:

1. DRINK: water

2. PHONE CALL:  uhm i think i got a call from north carolina that i ignored or maybe a friend of mine that i also ignored bc i was bout to take a nap oops sorry

3. TEXT MESSAGE: "good”

4. SONG YOU LISTENED TO: 100 letters by halsey

5. THE TIME YOU CRIED: uhhhh??? squints i think when I was reading the last chapter of crowd pleaser that was good shit

HAVE YOU:

6. DATED SOMEONE TWICE: like the same person??? yeah actually.

7. KISSED SOMEONE AND REGRETTED IT: idk tbh so no i guess

8. BEEN CHEATED ON: i mean not that i know of

9. LOST SOMEONE SPECIAL: yeah. 

10. BEEN DEPRESSED: wiggly hand gesture?? 

11. GOTTEN DRUNK AND THROWN UP: nope

TOP 3 FAVORITE COLORS

12. don’t ask

13. this question

14. bc i can never fuckin decide

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:

15. MADE NEW FRIENDS: yes

16. FALLEN OUT OF LOVE: uhm. yeah uhm.

17. LAUGHED UNTIL YOU CRIED: yeah like last night jfc

18. FOUND OUT SOMEONE WAS TALKING ABOUT YOU: idk

19. MET SOMEONE WHO CHANGED YOU: yes

20. FOUND OUT WHO YOUR FRIENDS ARE: uh no? idk not really

21. KISSED SOMEONE ON YOUR FACEBOOK LIST: the fuck uh i guess so??? i dont understand the question wtf is facebook >:(

GENERAL

22. HOW MANY OF YOUR FACEBOOK FRIENDS DO YOU KNOW IN REAL LIFE: mo st of th em????

23. DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS: yup. a westie named shadowfax and two tiny ocean dogs aka crabs named ash and cedar.

24. DO YOU WANT TO CHANGE YOUR NAME: nah i’m good.

25. WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOU LAST BIRTHDAY: i... have no idea.

26. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP TODAY: like 12:30pmish

27. WHAT WERE YOU DOING AT MIDNIGHT LAST NIGHT: crying on discord bc that fucking vc lmAO

28. NAME SOMETHING YOU CAN’T WAIT FOR: can i steal mattie’s answer bc i’m stealing mattie’s answer fucking VLD S3 i’m so pumped give me more of my boys

29. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR MOM: like two hours ago

30. WHAT IS ONE THING YOU WISH YOU COULD CHANGE IN YOUR LIFE: contentedness? does that count. i’m doing the thing so it counts >:(

31. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW: shit i wish i could say a better song but love me harder by ariana grande fuck

32. HAVE YOU EVER TALKED TO A PERSON NAMED TOM: uhh...... yES ACTUALLY

33. SOMETHING THAT IS GETTING ON YOUR NERVES: cries a lot about my computer being a bitch and girls leaving hair on shower walls please stop leaving hair on shower walls it makes me sad and is gross and i will cry

LOST QUESTIONS

34. MOLE(S): no?

35. MARK(S): i have a scar on my hand from who the fuck knows where and a permanent mark on my lip from junior year when I kept crewing on them so much that my lip scarred

36. CHILDHOOD DREAM: wait like. a dream you had as a child or idk i’m gonna copy the same way mattie answered so like. either vet or singer.

37. HAIR COLOR: red

38. LONG OR SHORT HAIR: long??? people always tell me it is but my perception of it is like. mediumish.

39. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON SOMEONE: its?? complicated???

40. WHAT DO YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF: hahahaa uuhhhhh once i’m board with something i dive headfirst into a project

41. PIERCINGS: nope

42. BLOODTYPE: lmao idk fam

43. NICKNAME(S): kevin, seesaw, sesy, and a plethora of others tbh i can’t keep track

44. RELATIONSHIP STATUS: hahaha loud squawking

45. ZODIAC: leo

46. PRONOUNS: still she/her i’m pretty sure?

47. FAVORITE TV SHOW: nyohohohoho vld probs tho that’s like a recent thing if i had to vote like. alltime i’d probs say like firefly.

48. TATTOOS: nah

49. RIGHT OR LEFT HAND: right handed

50. SURGERY: i don’t think?? i’ve had any

51. HAIR DYED A DIFFERENT COLOR: nope i’m good my parents would probably cry if i did

52. SPORT: i once played basketball and soccer. i used to swim a lot too. also kung fu if that counts but like. i ain’t done shit since 8th grade so. i guess the real answer is no.

53. VACATION: going to didneyland (again) at the end of july :))

54. PAIR OF TRAINERS: what

MORE GENERAL

55. EATING: i wish

56. DRINKING: water

57. I’M ABOUT TO: crave death because i gotta edit my gen bb or maybe outline that one au so still craving death.

58. WAITING FOR: uh ?????????? vld idk man like. let me have that goodass lance content in S3

59. WANT: idk lmao

60. GET MARRIED: sure. someday.

61. CAREER: civil engineer c:

62. HUGS OR KISSES: tbh hugs

63. LIPS OR EYES: there’s??? a preference??? 

64. SHORTER OR TALLER: what uhhhh tbh i don’t. i don’t really care.

65. OLDER OR YOUNGER: see previous answer

66. NICE ARMS OR NICE STOMACH: probs nice stomach rip

67. SENSITIVE OR LOUD: idk man????? i’m loud half the time and people i know are loud so like. i’m indifferent.

68. HOOK UP OR RELATIONSHIP: relationship

69. TROUBLEMAKER OR HESITANT: uhhhh honestly probably hesitant, i say, while starting 5808453254 big bangs

HAVE YOUR EVER:

70. KISSED A STRANGER: nope

71. DRANK HARD LIQUOR: nope

72. LOST GLASSES/CONTACT LENSES: nope

73. TURNED SOMEONE DOWN: yup

74. SEX ON THE FIRST DATE: nope

75. BROKEN SOMEONE’S HEART: uhm. yeah maybe.

76. HAD YOUR HEART BROKEN: wiggly hand gesture. not exactly?

77. BEEN ARRESTED: nah

78. CRIED WHEN SOMEONE DIED: okay same mattie about the dog thing everyone i know who’s died has been like. distant relatives and i’m very unempathetic so. do fictional characters count. bc if so, yes. 

79. FALLEN FOR A FRIEND: haha yeah

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

80. YOURSELF: lm ao uhhhh sureeeee on a goodday

81. MIRACLES: yeah but like. as a consequence of believing in God

82. LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT: not really

83. SANTA CLAUS: nope

84. KISS ON THE FIRST DATE: why do i have to believe in it it happens anyway what

85. ANGELS: yup, but also as a consequence of believing in God so

OTHER

86. CURRENT BEST FRIENDS NAME(S): @idontevenlogic, Patty who i don’t think has a tumblr so i can’t callout, @fluffytheasianpanda

87. EYECOLOR: blue

88. FAVORITE MOVIE: uHHHHHHHHHHH. IDK MAN. UHM. CANNOT COMPUTE.

tagging: nyohohohohoho @idontevenlogic get crackin friend, @mikiri, @mysticalflyte, @karmadash-is-shippingtrash, @shiros-eyes 

[prelawboyking]

so @littlesistersam tagged me to do this ask think (thanks so much and you seem like an awesome person!!!!!) and i’m just gonna tag anyone who wants to do it bc i wanna know about all ya’ll but if you do it you should tag me so i can see :)

(putting this under the cut bc it’s long)

THE LAST:

1. Drink: uh water 2. Phone call: my sister-in-law i think? or the pizza place

3. text message: a picture of kevin from the office saying all he wants do is lay on the beach and eat hotdogs caption “us this summer” 4. song you listened to: free bird - lynyrd skynyrd  5. time you cried: watching this girl sing on america’s got talent oh my god 6. dated someone twice: nope, never dated anyone 7. kissed someone and regretted it: no 8. been cheated on: nope 9. lost someone special: like i mean yeah i guess (this isn’t asking the last one right bc idk) 10. been depressed: yeah dude 11. gotten drunk and thrown up: no ma’am LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLOURS: 12-14. red, like really light blue, black IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU: 15. made new friends: yeah i have!!! one of my best friends i met just this year and honestly now idk what i’d do without her 16. fallen out of love: mmm nah 17. laughed until you cried: all the time 18. found out someone was talking about you: i don’t think so??? 19. met someone who changed you: yeah that girl i talked about. she’s just amazing and yeah she’s definitely changed me 20. found out who your friends are: i think so?? but idk man 21. kissed someone on your Facebook list: ha nope GENERAL: 22. how many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: basically all 23. do you have any pets: yeah, a cat, he’s the best boy ever 24. do you want to change your name: nah it’s fine 25. what did you do for your last birthday: went to my brother and sister-in-law’s house and had an ultra feast and watch all three captain america movies 26. what time did you wake up: uh 10:00 27. what were you doing at midnight last night: watching supernatural tbh 28. name something you can’t wait for: the fourth of july honestly my family does so much stuff and it’s so fun 29. when was the last time you saw your mom: like fifteen minutes ago 31. what are you listening to right now: lmao my fan 32. have you ever talked to a person named tom: yeah a few actually 33. something that is getting on your nerves: myself 34. most visited website: this hellsite 38. hair colour: blonde 39. long or short hair: long 40. do you have a crush on someone: yeah kinda but it’s a) unrealistic and b) something i hate myself over so 41. what do you like about yourself: i try to always be good to people and kind even when i don’t feel like it i guess 42. piercings: just my ears 43. blood type: i honestly have no clue 44. nickname: like seven honestly um: muchacho, moochie, pooch, the rach, radel, at the rach 45. relationship status: born single still single 46. zodiac: i thINK scorpio but some weird shit happened like the dates moved (??? am i making this up??) and maybe it changed but idk so i just say i’m a scorpio 47. pronous: she/her 48. favourite tv show: uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuum........the office maybe? or supernatural but that’s a little given. parks and rec.  49. tattoos: i don’t have any :/  50. right or left handed: right 51. surgery: no thank god 53. sport: ha i don’t really play any but i like to throw around a football when i can get someone to do it with  55. vacation: i don’t really go a lot of places, went to washington d.c. when i was little and florida a couple times but  56. pair of trainers: (you askin my favorite sneakers?? do converse count??) MORE GENERAL 57. eating: bouta have spaghetti 58. drinking: water 59. i’m about to: have dinner 61. waiting for: tonight when i can sleep again lmao 62. want: to never have to take a shower again tbh i’ve been dreading having to all day they’re the worst if i never had to i wouldn’t 63. get married: i want to but i’m also realistic about who i am as a person so  64. career: i!!! don’t know!!! and it stresses me out 24/7 WHICH IS BETTER 65. hugs or kisses: i only have experience with one so hugs and also i love hugs tbh 66. lips or eyes: eyes 67. shorter or taller: uh taller i have a height kink 68. older or younger: older i think 70. nice arms or nice stomach: mmmmm stomach i think (but all stomachs are nice are great and beautiful) 72. hook up or relationship: relationship i think i’m lowkey sappy as hell 73. troublemaker or hesitant: uh a good mix i think??  HAVE YOU EVER: 74. kissed a stranger: no 

75. drank hard liquor: nope 76. lost glasses/contact lenses: don’t have em 77. turned someone down: yeah i think 78. sex on the first date: nope 79. broken someone’s heart: don’t think so lmao 80. had your heart broken: maybe a little but i’m not angry or upset about it and we talked about it so 81. been arrested: no 82. cried when someone died: yeah  83. fallen for a friend: ha yeah but it was fine and i’m good now DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 84. yourself:not really!!! she’s a disappointment and indecisive but she could probably handle herself in a fight  85. miracles: yeah   86. love at first sight: i don’t think so man 87. santa claus: uh c’mon no 88. kiss on the first date: i guess whatever feels right but i woudn’t know 89. angels: yeah actually OTHER: 90. current best friend’s name: alicia if we’re goin with just one  91. eye colour: green?? i think????  92. favourite movie: um!!!!!!!! you expect me to choose??? captain america: the winter soldier, aladdin, wonder woman, clueless

[ririthereader]

92 Truths

I was tagged by @amalasdraws and since I have three papers to write, I might as well procrastinate lmao 

rules: Once tagged you have to write 92 truths about yourself. At the end, choose 25 people to tag!

It got super long sorry

LAST… [1] drink: Mango juice [2] phone call: My mother [3] text message: does skype count as texting I’m in constant communication with two of my friends over skype and snapchat. [4] song you listened to: Can’t Sleep - K. Flay [5] time you cried: who knows bro 

HAVE YOU EVER… [6] dated someone twice: Nope [7] been cheated on: Nope [8] kissed someone and regretted it: Nope [9] lost someone special: yup [10] been depressed: it was more like a transitional dpression/anxiety when I was graduating hs and moving to my uni. Just temporary thank goodness.  [11] gotten drunk and thrown up: Nope

LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLOURS: [12] Orange [13] Pink [14] Glitter

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU… [15] made new friends: Yeh. That’s what uni does to you man [16] fallen out of love: Nope [17] laughed until you cried: YES I love doing this lol [18] found out someone was talking about you: People are always talking about me ✨✨✨ (in the good way) [19] met someone who changed you: No? Yes? Probably. I don’t change for people, I change my actions/mentality when I see if it negatively affects people or myself. In the last year I’ve gotten more comfortable in my own body as a result of the people I’ve been around so that’s good. [20] found out who your true friends are: I kind of already can tell who’s a true friend and who isn’t so. [21] kissed someone on your facebook list: lmao you think I use facebook. nah man I haven’t used that since my club from hs disolved

GENERAL… [22] how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: See above [23] do you have any pets: YEAH. A cat named Oreo, a bird named Lafayette, and two turtles named Speedy and Madame Turtle. [24] do you want to change your name: Never ever [25] what did you do for your last birthday: I woke up early, cleaned a bit, got some work done, had sushi with my dad, went to disneyland (alone) and saw a bajillion flowers, nearly had an existential crisis, came home, ate and talked with my mom for about two hours. It was good.  [26] what time did you wake up: 12:11pm. I had my alarm for 9 so I could work but nooooooope. Sleep is great. My sleeping in record is 5-6pm.  [27] what were you doing at midnight last night: Reading The Yellow Birds by Kevin Powers (for an assignement) and texting @tiny-angry-dragon while talking to my sister. I think I’ve mastered multitasking lol [28] name something you cannot wait for: NEXT FALL IMMA TEACH A POETRY COURSE YEAAAHH BOOOOOOIIII [29] when was the last time you saw your mother: Last night at dinner [30] what is one thing you wish you could change about your life: I want to live in my own place. [31] what are you listening to right now: Busted - Phineas and Ferb  [32] have you ever talked to a person named tom: The dean of my department is named Tom lol [33] something that is getting on your nerves: Right now? My group for a project. There’s one girl…asdfghjkl [34] most visited website: my uni website lmao [35] elementary: done [36] high school: done [37] college: doing [38] hair colour: The same color as my eyebrows lol [39] long or short hair: long enough [40] do you have a crush on someone: yeh [41] what do you like about yourself? I’m nice, I’m proportionately sized, I’m pretty, I write relatively well, I’m smart, and my fashion is gr9

[42] piercings: in my ears

[43]blood type: Probably AB something or other. Doesn’t matter, I can’t donate anyway [44] nickname: Riri, Firelord, Toast, stew [45] relationship status: I’m cool with being friends.   [46] zodiac sign: Pisces  [47] pronouns: she/her [48] fave tv show: cartoon: Generator Rex; live action: probably Psych or Speechless   [49] tattoos: nope [50] right or left handed: right

FIRST… [51] surgery: Tonsillectomy  [52] piercing: ears [53] best friend: in preschool I met a girl and apparently we were inseprable? and our moms still know each other but Idk who she is lol [55] vacation: uhh. I’ve been going to disneyland since I was like 2 so [56] pair of trainers: lol what are trainers? tennis shoes? gym shoes? right now I have a black and white pair. I love them. they’re so light.

RIGHT NOW… [57] eating:  Nothing. I had eggs and bell peppers for breakfast [58] drinking: Nothing. i need water though [59] i’m about to: Post this so I can clean my awful desk and get some more work done [60] listening to: A phineas and ferb playlist. Listen, I love phineas and ferb , [61] waiting for: My mom to come home so I can hug her and bug her [62] want: the cut on my mouth to heal. it hurts. I also want anither 4.0 this quarter.  [63] get married: No thanks [64] career: Right now I’m split between writing and teaching  or being a policy maker for education. I just wanna yell at old whit men that don’t know shit.

WHICH IS BETTER…

[65] hugs or kisses: Hugs. kisses are kinda gross tbh [66] lips or eyes: eyes [67] shorter or taller: either. I don’t care [68] older or younger: I will NOT teacher small children because ew. Kudose to @mikuridaigo and my mom who teach and care for elementary and younger. I could never. [70] nice arms or nice stomach: doesn’t matter. As long I can hug em. [71] sensitive or loud: I’m loud but also sensitive to loud noises so idk lol [72] hook up or relationship: friendship pls [73] troublemaker or hesitant: probs troublemaker lol

HAVE YOU EVER… [74] kissed a stranger? Nope  [75] drank hard liquor? Nope [76] lost glasses/contact lenses? HAHAHAH YES. I lost my glasses and had to default to contacts for a few days, and one time i Lost my conatct in my eye lol  [77] turned someone down: The real question is, has anyone ever had a crush on me lmao [78] sex on first date? Nope [79] broken someone’s heart? Oh I hope not [80] had your own heart broken? Not by a romantic partner  [81] been arrested? Nope [82] cried when someone died? No [83] fallen for a friend: yeh

DO YOU BELIEVE IN… [84] yourself? I try to [85] miracles? Religiously yeah, but everyday miracles? nah [86] love at first sight? no [87] santa claus? he’s an old white guy who goes down your chimney. I never understood the concept  [88] kiss on the first date? Nope [89] angels? Yeah man

OTHER… [90] current best friend’s name: Shoutout to the skype group. I know you stalk my blog Lady J lol [91] eye colour: Hazel [92] favourite movie: asdfghjklkjhgfds don’t ask me this. Maybe The King’s Speech? Maybe Locke? Maybe The Princess and the Frog? Maybe Mulan? Maybe Whisper of the Heart? IDK MAN 

I don’t know 25 people but let’s tag: @ohohohobro, @generator-sex, @mikuridaigo, @tiny-angry-dragon, @crollalanzaa, @fynneyseas, and uhhh @spizacki. No pressure my dudes. I hope that was interesting to read!! Edit: there are a ton of spelling errors but I'm too lazy to fix em. Sorrh

[survivorreelsmagicwithin]

RITES OF PASSAGE (JURY)

AUTUMN

@ Jurors: y’all play too much and it’s a miracle that I don’t have an ulcer lmao. Idk how this is all gonna turn out but I pray my placement justifies the trillion emotions I’ve had in the past 35 days

AUTUMN

One day, one day we will get it right hahaha. I don’t know why our relationship makes no sense to this day and I need you to go ham the next time we play together again. Vote wise, I just knew you could get swooped up by Hufflepuff once merge came so that led to everyone agreeing and being like we need all hands on deck to take out Hufflepuff. But yeah I hope you’re well and that you’ve gotten lots of tea and entertainment as the second juror- this was definitely the game to watch

CHIPS

Did not get to see you!! But dude I was thrilled at the idea of seeing you in this game! You are so much fun and was hoping you’d spend more time playing the game even though I know you’re busy hosting Big Brother seasons!

JULS

hi baby.. HSBSNS i’m literally so sad we were never together on a team.. but i just know the universe wasn’t ready for something so powerful. i just wanted to let you know you are so lovely and i adore you!!! my best friend yes it true.. ugh mwah i can’t wait to be in the reunion chat with so i can hug ur cute lil self 

RUTHIE

A legend! I’m sorry that we never got the chance to play together in this game and hope that you are doing well!! Congrats on making jury and I hope you are doing well!

Autumn

Everyone still talks about how hilarious you are and every round I’m like damn I really still haven’t met Max. Highkey everything happens for a reason though because we probably would’ve been on opposite sides. Plus this game was too cracked and the whole being grounded thing would’ve been your Achilles heel at merge. Anyway I’m still excited to meet you and just vibe

CHIPS

Man! Your social game! Or game in general is ON POINT! I am not even joking - for a whole tribe to go to bat for you and be willing to eliminate themselves is KING ENERGY! Especially with the number saying they felt foolish after the rock elimination. I loved getting to know you throughout the game and it was so COOL getting to see your Animal Crossing island. You were so much fun and I think that had we not been swapped onto a tribe of four that you would have ran deep in this game.

JULS

oh max.. literally i saw his icon and already told him i love him within the first hour of the cast reveal HSVSBSN i was obsessed! him landen and i quickly grouped up due to our mutual interests and i literally would die for that group chat still. max is not only so understanding and kind, but so funny and made the best out of any situation. i felt awful voting him twice in this game, but he ultimately understood which i am still grateful for.

RUTHIE

A KING! There was NEVER a dull moment with you around! I was glad that my tribe won but sad that your tribe lost in the round that you went home because I remembered you mentioning that you were grounded shortly before the swap happened. I hope that you are no longer grounded and thanks so much for all the fun times and the laughs! Sorry in advance for complaining about you in the confessionals during the first challenge, LOL. I adore you and had so much fun meeting you and playing with you!!

AUTUMN

I knew you would do this hahahaha. knew you would do some wild shit that pisses me off but reminds me why I love you. You’ll always be one of the greatest players to me so this face-off in particular means more to me a) because I prevailed lmao and b) a lot has changed since our Athena days. You’ll see in the confessionals lmao but the whole game I was like Owen can’t die because who are we without the other. We’re like the Batman and the Joker at this point hahaha. We are icons alone but legends anytime we’re put in the same room. So if we do the math, this was our second square up and that makes this The Dark Knight so maybe we’ll get to complete the trilogy and play together one more time

CHIPS

Dude! I can’t believe I pulled a rock for you! It shocked me so much.I know that our relationship in games is pretty tumultuous leaning into the fact that we just never connect, but I’m proud of that moment. It was a moment that we talked game and worked together and even got into an alliance. However, speaking to that, you did disappoint me RIGHT AT MERGE by trying to flip the vote on me. I don’t even understand. Anyway - want to play Animal Crossing?

JULS

every time i’ve played with owen, he’s been nothing less than an absolute gem. he has such a kind soul, and is one of the most kick ass players i have ever met. we worked together briefly, and even when i voted him out he was incredibly understanding of my decision and reassured me that he loves me. and i love him! every moment with him is a blessing, and i can’t wait to reunite with him at the end of this all.

RUTHIE

OH GOD, we had quite the ride! From making a final two deal on the first night (RELAX EVERYONE, this was before everyone was told they couldn’t) to me getting salty and writing your name down that led to rocks to you leaving making me feel the most emotional I have EVER felt in a game… we had a ride!! I absolutely love you and I love that we could talk game and then bounce around to other stuff like life and boys! You leaving when you did completely gutted me and had a big impact on my game and how I decided to play going forward. I cried A LOT but then got myself together and whether I make it to the final three or get fourth place I feel like I played a really good game and without you I KNOW I would not have made it this far! You are a complete ray of sunshine and I’m so glad that we got to play something together again!!

AUTUMN

Speaking of trilogies, I don’t even know what to say here lmao because I think this is the second or third time we’ve played together? And now we have Akhmim lmaaaoo. Not gonna lie had you listened to me and lived, you probably would’ve won in the end because like I said you’re the best of the best. So thank you for saving Ruthie and clearing the path hahaha. I cannot wait for you to see the confessionals lmao. I’m sure jury has told you by now that I voted you but you need to watch the video because I had no clue you were going home and I felt so bad that I threw my vote hahaha. But yes now we have something else to laugh about lmao

CHIPS

It’s seriously always a pleasure being cast in games with you! I love that you always give your all in everything. I appreciate completely that you are ALWAYS willing to talk with and try to work with me in these things. I appreciate that, even when my conversations are boring cardboard you feign interest. You are a fantastic individual who needs to be told that! I am sorry that this game affected you in such a way that you felt down and done with the community and the rigamarole. I hope you are at a happier place in your personal life now and saw that you were cast in a Tumblr Survivor season! I wish you the absolute BEST in that and hope it doesn’t create more strain on you.

JULS

we didn’t talk much, and literally right when merge happened he stole my vote so i was kinda pissed HDBDNN but i empathized with him on a personal level and what was going on with him. he was overall a very nice and chill guy, and i overall really liked him.

RUTHIE

Plot twist… up until the Owen vote I thought you were out to GET ME!! And that you and Joanna were a duo! I am SO happy that we got to play this game together. Between Owen leaving the round before and then you giving me your immunity idol to hang onto, I had so many ugly tears and it meant SO much to me. The night that you left when I gave you the idol back I really thought that I was a goner and I genuinely wanted you to use the idol on yourself. I came to terms that I was leaving and you are REALLY good at challenges and I knew you would do great if you stuck around. The fact that you SAVED ME! ME!!! Someone that didn’t think that you really wanted to work with me until the round before just completely blew my mind and I just wish we would have both made it so we could have taken over the game together! It means so much to me that you saved me and that I made it to this point because without you and you saving me with that idol I DEFINITELY would not have made it to where I am right now. I hope that everything is going well with you and your fiance and that everything is going well at work! I love you and I’m so glad we got a chance to play together, you are such a great person and I have had so much fun, thanks so much again! <3

AUTUMN

Girl. What the hell hahahaha. Ok I do really love you even though my confessionals will suggest otherwise but yeah we have tea to discuss because I loved you at the beginning but I saw the way you came after so many people that once I found out what really happened between you and Owen, that was like the last straw. It is definitely all in my confessionals haha but I did care about our alliance so for y’all to flip the vote at Final 11 last minute and not even tell the truth about what happened made me feel like yall thought my social game was for you and I was just like nah I gotta cut my losses. And then once Kevin blew up the vote at Final 10, that was the nail in the coffin. Looking back, it’s wild to see all that came out of that alliance dying/ I think that was the actual line in the sand moreso that tribe lines, which most people don’t know. But yeah we can’t get into aaaaaaaallll this right here haha so see you on the other side

CHIPS

You are an icon. That’s literally the truth. Point blank and the period. I loved getting to meet you SO MUCH! I don’t even know where to start with this. You are probably the first person in an ORG that is to the point. Someone who doesn’t beat around the bush and someone who knows how they are going to win and how they are going to get there. I am SORRY for making the round you left so so messy. I did not realize at that point how close you were to Juls so I’m sure that the back and forth was a mess. In my defence I did tell you the TRUTH in that you were getting voted and me lying about Landen was a mess. Please continue to be fantastic! And if you ever want to speak to me either here or on Discord I would welcome it gladly because I love you as a person.

JULS

GOD. my love for jules is actually infinite. it’s no secretly we’re basically the best of friends, alongside with kevin. but this was my first game that i’ve been able to play with them. they’re such a loyal and dedicated player, and i’m literally just obsessed. i constantly remind them of how much i love and adore them, but i will constantly remind them of such. they’re beautiful both inside and out, so fucking funny, and are literally just so angelic. they light up any room they walk into and if i’m joining them in jury, or seeing them at FTC i’m gonna cry because of how much i’ve missed them game wise. i literally sobbed whenever they got voted out so seeing them again will mean the world to me.

RUTHIE

UGH, a queen! I LOVED our conversations and how we would write each other novels and did not even talk game until this round when you went home! We didn’t always work together or anything but the fact that you came to me after Dan saved me and told me you didn’t vote for me meant SO MUCH. You were one of three people that talked to me after the vote and I went from feeling like I was on the bottom to having a little bit of hope. You going was a weird vote and I still don’t know the entire story and why I wasn’t clued in on it until after the fact but I am so glad I got to play with you! I hope you are doing well and as soon as we get to all talk to each other again expect a reply to the last book you left me that I never got a chance to reply to!! <3

AUTUMN

Oh my son. it’s weird because your robbery meant that I didn’t have to do it but I still feel like they did you dirty. Also I can’t believe we only had 5 rounds together it feels like we knew each other the whole time. Maybe it’s because we had the best of times and the worst of times which feels like a whole arc haha. But anyway- thank you for being you, for being funny and perceptive and cracked and hyperactive and caring and loyal and understanding. Meeting you was such a pleasant surprise and I didn’t realize how much I enjoyed our friendship until you were gone. I have no clue which video it’s in but at one point in a confessional I said “Landen’s like a damn Jack Russell Terrier” lmaaaoo. And it’s true! You will always get feisty and get into trouble but you’re a lot of fun and bring heart to everything you do and I love it

CHIPS

Dude! You were amped up SO HIGH in this game. I don’t even know where to start. You were bouncing off the walls with a million ideas and a million scenarios. And… WOW! I loved that you always remained open to working with me throughout the game and LOVED the round that we both lied and made the vote split. You are super wild and I am glad that I earned your trust in that round even if you went on to get voted out the following one. I heard that you were worried I was going to vote for you anyway and were propositioning Autumn to turn on me. Glad you didn’t!

JULS

my husband.. the loml.. and the most cracked player i have EVER played with. HDBND the first time i played with landen, our time was cut short. so i literally JUMPED whenever i saw i got to play with him again. we’ve always instantly clicked because of our similar interests, but that just brought us closer in this game. even though he pissed me off a bunch in this game, there’s not a thing i don’t adore about mr disasterprince. i’m gonna give him a big ol’ kiss when i see him :flushed: no but seriously i truly do consider him one of my best friends and i really hope to talk to him a bunch after this.

RUTHIE

This was honestly another really hard vote and I’m sorry. It was completely strategic and NEEDED to be done. This week was a very important one to me because it was the FIRST TIME that I voted with the majority and actually kinda sorta knew what was happening, haha. YOU are a complete ray of sunshine and I LOVED playing with you and watching you play. If you would have stayed there is no way anyone would have beat you in my opinion (no offense to anyone but SERIOUSLY) and when you get old enough I need you to send an audition in to be on Survivor because THAT would make for great TV!! I will never eat a marshmallow again without thinking about team hufflepuff! I love you and I hope you are doing well. I DEFINITELY could not have made it this far without you. Thank you for everything and once this thing is over I think that you, Lily, Kevin and I should revive our hufflepuff alliance chat (and maybe even add Max too, haha!)

AUTUMN

And my daughter. I WANTED YOU TO LIVE!!! And it’s in the confessionals too! But I felt like you weren’t really with me after the Landen vote and I felt like I’d be better off letting go of anyone who wouldn’t vote Kevin and then attempt to reunite Gryffindor in the process. Obviously it worked lmao but I really grew to understand you and care about you so I was relieved that you weren’t at tribal that night. Our relationship was literally the most surprising thing to me and I’m lowkey nervous to see what I wrote at the beginning cause I remember thinking you and I would never get along lmao. But anyway, you are my favorite Ravenclaw member NO CONTEST and I’m really glad we got to play together. You’re very no-nonsense and unbothered and it always made me laugh as well as wish that I wasn’t an overthinker. I always just say “it’s just not that deep” irl and I feel like that’s you as a person. You care and you don’t take anyone’s shit but you also don’t let things get to you and it was so refreshing to be around you each round while everyone’s losing their shit and you’re just like I’m not gonna be at tribal anyway so like I really don’t fucking care hahahahaha. You are the best and thank you for everything

CHIPS

I am so sorry that your senior year of school got ruined by a virus. That is honestly the worst! It displaces your mind and everything so much. I hope the best for you and really wish for a positive road forward not only for you but for everyone! I hope that you know what a great person you were and the times that we were able to connect in this game were positive experiences. I look very much forward to using Airplane Mode to play games and avoid ads.

JULS

QUEEN. SHIT. god, so at first she and i did Not talk at all, and after seeing we both mutually agreed i was probably the goat of the season i said legend.. HSBSNN and that’s when our bond began because of our interests in books. and i’m defiantly taking her suggestions into account so i have a reason to message that queen again.. also a strategic mastermind.. i love everything abt her yes it’s true.

RUTHIE

I’m sure you leaving was a very ‘What the hell???’ moment for a lot of people. This is a move that I’m still kind of unsure about, I’m not sure it was the best move but it was something I felt like I needed to do for the strategic reason of gaining Lily’s trust going forward. I’m sorry, I’m still at the point where I’m not sure that the risk was worth it but you are such a lovely person and I’m glad that we got to play together! I love that you are a LEGIT Harry Potter fan and I am happy to say that I ORDERED THE FIRST HARRY POTTER BEAUTIFULLY ILLUSTRATED BOOK THAT WE TALKED ABOUT!! :)

AUTUMN

Lil boy…. I don’t know where to begin with you lmaaaaooo. Because I adore you as a person but you really tried it in this game! And I never saw that coming. I knew this game would be intense because of all the heavyweights- Lily, Ruthie, Owen, Dan- that I’ve played with before but you are now 100% in that category. Your mist will get you far, I hope you know that. Like you are incredibly charming and personable so it’s no surprise that people flock to you and I at one point felt like you were my closest ally. I wish things had been better between us at the end? Cause like I missed the good ol days when we could both talk life and talk game. But once I found out the truth about the Final 11 vote and how you stirred the pot only for you to turn around and blow up the Lily vote at Final 10, that fall from grace was STEEP. Which is on me? Cause like maybe I could’ve forgiven you like Juls did but then maybe I wouldn’t be here because you would’ve just kept trying to dupe me round after round. SO I don’t regret anything persay but I still love you and you are the real deal

CHIPS

Honestly! Talking to you was a highlight of the game. I’m just very sad that we didn’t really speak game ever. I get that we were clearly on separate sides of the fence and that no matter what was said it probably would have been lies anyway. Also, I get that we likely would have been relaying the information to the “other side” no matter what but it was disappointing. I loved talking movies with you and am more than willing to continue speaking about them and weird ones after the season if you want.

JULS

my duo <3 HSVSBSBN honestly.. kinda glad we got pinned together even though we were 1000% already aligned. it was just so fun to play dumb. this was also my first experience Actually playing with you so having the alliance with you and jules filled me with so much joy. you guys literally MADE this game for me, and i can’t thank you guys enough for wanting to work with me. i also cried when you got voted out!!! a bunch.. i understand why people did it but it still made me so upset.. i wanted to make it to the end with you and jules so bad, so if i make it to ftc just know it’s for YALL and YALL only. i love you so much and hope you realize that, because being able to get to know you has been some of the best moments of my life!

RUTHIE

You leaving was hard. I knew it was going to happen and part of me DOES wish that I told you so that you, Juls and I could have tied up the votes and kept you around. Lily and I discussed the vote that day and were torn between the plan or you because you are a HUGE threat! We decided to do the vote split but Lily got quiet and I just kind of figured something was up so I talked to her before hand and she decided she was going to vote with Autumn and Chips and I decided that the best move for me was to (FOR ONCE IN MY LIFE) keep my mouth quiet. You are a ray of sunshine and I loved working with you during the game. I definitely couldn’t have made it this far without you and time will tell if it was a smart move or not. It was so much fun playing with you and working with you! I have no idea if you are going to take a break after this game or not but I hope we run into each other again in something in the future!! THIS HAS BEEN WILD AND FUN!

AUTUMN

Why does the hardest one have to be last oooof. I just wanna say that I meant what I said and I really enjoyed playing with you. Idk how to explain it but after you bamboozled me in Kilimanjaro, I was very ready to handle business and take out Hufflepuff by any means necessary. However I didn’t anticipate that all the rounds of us being on the same side and talking about life and game would really change me. Like I knew it was a matter of time before we took a proper shot at each other? But it was really bittersweet because I knew that you were hurting and trying to save your game and that both of our fates would be decided by one vote. My biggest thing was just knowing you would pull a lot of votes between all of Hufflepuff being on jury and me and Chips, if we walk(ed?) in. We’ll never know technically but once I started doing the math, I was like if I would vote Lily plus all the people from her actual tribe it’s a wrap. If we were different kinds of players, I think we would actually sit beside each other hahaha but that’s easier said than done since you get me and I get you. I always remembered how brilliant and strategic you were and how dumb I was for underestimating you in Kili but I never saw how compassionate and wholesome you are until this game. Basically it was a lot easier to play with you when we weren’t actually merged/ playing together lol because then I was just a strategist as supposed to now, a strategist that made (and then betrayed) a really good friend. I love you and I miss you and it was an honor to really play with you

CHIPS

I think that you should know how much I adore you. Ever since I first met you however long ago you have been one of my favorite people in this community. I know that you are good at these games and that you always play to win! I know that you always want to make genuine connections and friendships. I am NOT kidding when I say that we need to stay in communication better when we are not in a game. You are a light that I want to continue to see! Honestly hearing about Kevin or your dog or the Kindergarteners or anything else is SO pleasant and fun. You are fabulous! And you are absolutely correct in what you said in your closing statement - YOU WOULD HAVE WON!

JULS

genuinely such a kind person. i’m not used to people talking in such a proper way too, but it made lily so cute. we defiantly didn’t see eye to eye in a lot of competition, but i had so much fun with her. especially during the music video competition and the endless amount of kindness she showed me. i love her!!

RUTHIE

While as of lately, even when I vote in the minority I HAVE known who would be going home but you leaving definitely came as a shock to me tonight. We have had a CRAZY game together and definitely not been on the same page the entire time but I have loved playing with you and getting to know you! I honestly feel lost without you right now. Who am I going to talk about Disney movies with? Who am I going to talk about Disney World, mouse ears, cute date ideas, weddings, school stuff and SO MUCH MORE with? I didn’t cry, only because I worked really hard to desensitize myself to that after ‘week Owen’ because writing this out I REALLY want to cry. In the beginning you were DEFINITELY my closest ally in the game. I loved idol hunting with you and I felt like I could tell you ANYTHING and trust that you not tell anyone. I know that we kind of played against each other AND got saved by idols on the same night (which was iconic). I’ve been battling with myself over wanting you out or wanting to sit in the finals with you because if I was sitting next to you I don’t think I would have a strong chance of winning but it would be next to YOU!! I would rather lose next to you than anyone else and I honestly think you deserve to be here. Fun fact that I never told you- around 8 I asked if I could give my immunity to someone because I wanted to give it to you to insure you make it even if it meant that I leave and I was shown in the rules where it had to be done 4 hours prior to tribal. It would have been a stupid move on my part because I do want to win but if I can’t win I would have wanted it to be you. You are such a sweet soul and I KNOW we will stay friends after all this. This has been a wild and crazy ride but I got to meet and reconnect with a lot of great people and you are definitely one of them! And now I’m crying. This was hard and I don’t know HOW I’m going to make final three without you but I’m going to try.

RUTHIE

I’m not sure if this is even allowed but I just wanted to say that I have had a BLAST! This is honestly my favorite game I have ever played. The hosting has been great and this was such a good cast. I have no idea what is going to happen, if I’m going to get fourth.. (like usual), win or even get second or third place but I am very proud of myself and proud of everyone that is in the final four! Everyone here has played such different games and I can’t wait to see what happens! Thank you so much Sammy, Caeleb and Eve for hosting this, I will come back to play ANY TIME, even if it means having to play on discord! Thanks so much and thank you to everyone in the final three! If I become the last juror I have NO idea who I would vote for because everyone left is a deserving winner and has played a great game! Good luck guys! <3

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golden time

SPOILERS BELOW

"In emergency/trauma medicine, the golden hour (also known as golden time) refers to a time period lasting for one hour following traumatic injury. During this time it is most likely that prompt medical treatment will prevent death."

and also

"In photography, the golden hour is the period of daytime shortly after sunrise or before sunset, during which daylight is redder and softer than when the Sun is higher in the sky. The opposite period during twilight is blue hour, just before sunrise or after sunset, when indirect sunlight is evenly diffused."

okay i'm starting this very late, it takes me forever to watch a 40 minute episode and i'm starting this one at 10:20 PM and that's not boding well but we'll see how long I can keep my eyes open

I actually didn't realize we were getting cas again in this episode, I thought it wasn't until episode 7 for some reason so i'm glad he's back, I love him

oh she has a portrait of herself just like french mistake jared

is that "arada" apartments? is she in the UAE? I mean sam drives there later so I guess not but

the only thing i got spoiled about this episode is that eileen comes back. is this eileen? I haven't seen whatever episode(s) she was in and all I know is some people ship her with sam

what song is this? the only results i can find for these lyrics are in the episode transcript so is this the cast/crew band

EdlundianTimes where FACTS are stranger than FICTION

"it's a miracle! baby parts lake superior" "saint mary appears on three cheese pizza" well done

sam looks so tired. :(

was someone wearing stealth camo

"What's round and bad tempered? A vicious circle." MMMM like the cycle of abuse, dean???

wow so dean has just been watching scooby doo and eating cereal while sam works, and dean is mad at him that he hasn't found anything yet...? you gonna help or just spit out cereal you don't like and let it land on the floor?

"cain and abel 2.0" is pretty funny

sobbbbbb emoji, he's going by clarence

boy yeah he's pouring a lot of liquor into that coffee cup

the scene with dean fishing on the pier and castiel standing behind him is one of my favorite shots in the series

poor castiel and poor andy

sam looks really cute in this hoodie

okay this is eileen

his elated/sad expression is killing me

"souls from hell can't go to heaven" says dean, very confidently, after they absolutely did that for bobby in "taxi driver" despite what buckleming wrote into 15x02 with kevin

I like sam as rowena's protege, i'm getting the boss and big boss vibes here, just a little bit

what an insult for dean to deliver this news to eileen while wearing hot dog pajamas

guessing worley refers to chris and jeff worley of jackyl, not "worley noise" (which is pretty interesting itself) https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Worley_noise"

"I've been there too -- uh, Hell. A long time ago. You try and forget but it gets inside you. ....talking helps."

I guess this is not news to others if this was already a thing but I'm just so glad sam's knowledge of languages extends to sign language

having eileen there to help is a new twist on "ghost hunter(s)"

there were ripples in that mirror? painting? was that the painting?

"She was... goth?" lmao god

I love this jumble of cell phones

I do not love how dean immediately guilt trips him

cas is right not to take the bait

"You ever feel like you're the punchline to some cosmic joke?" oh sam.

I like how eileen and sam talk

I like him doing spellwork, I always have

castiel cares so deeply about these kids :(

dean sure is apathetic to let sam take the impala and not raise a fuss about it

man the sign language sure came in handy huh

rowena left everything to sam.... OTL

god I REALLY love the music in this episode, I guess it's strings?

I like melly actually and since she's so "annoying" to know ecological issues in the place she knows about the silver mine so there you go

I feel like I've seen that same area rug for sale that rowena has, quatrefoil (?)

dean put superglue in sam's toothpaste......... jesus fuck

cas was giving her the "monsters are real" talk and then caleb was safe (which, thank fuck)

:( sam trying to convince her to escape her abusive mom and abusive older sibling but she doesn't believe him

poor steve the bunny

"It's always you -- you selfish little men in positions of authority. You take what you want, you take who you want. And you believe that your power will protect you. Well, it won't protect you from me." I fucking love you castiel so much

I don't like seeing cas covered in blood and I don't like seeing him hurt people but I am glad he was able to save these people

I love that eileen is able to physically fight the other ghost

I LOVE SAM SPEAKING LATIN

this combat is intense, the music is good

all the supporting cast actors are really good in this episode

man I want cas to do more hunts by himself, he asked for caleb's permission to heal his ankle and I appreciate that SO MUCH

I love love love sam doing magic

this bathtub is pretty sweet

you know i'm not saying eileen doesn't deserve a chance just as much but you sure didn't try to go help kevin huh? again? yet again......

I am glad she's okay though. I guess I better go watch the episiodes she's in, I like her

that is SUCH a good hug. I'm a little choked up

"You some kind of witch now?"

he has always been a witch, dean

"You did good today, man. I did jack" yeah more like you did jack wrong

well I finished at 11:45 so that's not too atrocious I guess

this was a pretty good episode and it makes me want to try learning sign language again

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In retirement, Jerry Rice crashes a wedding just about every weekend

We probably needed a good laugh this week, and Kevin Clark of The Ringer gave us one with an amazing story on legendary receiver Jerry Rice. It turns out, Rice’s new hobby is crashing weddings.

If you’re getting married in the Bay Area, there’s a chance the greatest receiver in the history of the NFL might stop by, take some pictures and bust some moves on the dance floor. No big deal. Just Jerry Rice, NFL great, showing up unexpectedly at your wedding.

[Enter the $100K Baller football contest. $10 to enter and $10K to 1st place]

The Ringer’s story is tremendous. Rice doesn’t necessarily make plans to crash weddings. He usually ends up stopping by weddings at a country club after a round of golf on the weekend, or comes across them when he’s traveling. Rice told Clark he started crashing weddings after his retirement and estimates he crashes one wedding per weekend.

“For some reason, it always turns out that they are so excited,” Rice told Clark. “They want to take pictures, and I’m just happy to take pictures with them. It always turns out to be bigger than that.”

This is weird, kind of crazy and absolutely incredible and hilarious.

My uncle & my aunts close friend & fellow MVSU grad at my cousins wedding y'all might know him as the Jerry Rice pic.twitter.com/lL2b0cq7GX

— Asshleighh ✨ (@ashleigh_tgc) May 16, 2016

Jerry Rice crashed my friend's wedding last night, so at least there's that.

— Ruthie Reisner (@ruthiereisner) November 13, 2016

My parents met Jerry Rice at a wedding and I'm lightweight salty

— Alex (@Apadilla81) September 7, 2015

It's only right that Jerry Rice would coincidentally show up at a wedding with a 49er Groom Cake!… https://t.co/nU42zeJuV9

— DJ Planet Rock (@djplanetrock) September 7, 2015

Lol im at this wedding rehearsal and i turn around and its jerry rice

— James Leonard (@LilJay_InThaCut) January 31, 2015

jerry rice is at the wedding that I'm at lmao

— steph (@indierockflower) November 29, 2014

Either my cousin's best man is a dead ringer for Jerry Rice or I really, really should've gone to that wedding.

— Meoskop (@meoskop) July 18, 2014

It WAS Jerry Rice at the wedding. Well damn. On the other hand, rustic cabin with the inlaws. (I’mma keep chanting that)

— Meoskop (@meoskop) July 18, 2014

Jerry Rice is in the house for the #BairdBeard wedding!

— Logan Johnson (@lmjcard32) September 8, 2012

Simply awesome. Then there’s one of the greatest quotes you’ll ever read from Clark’s story, which you need to go read in full right now:

“The best was when my mother-in-law was kissing Jerry Rice,” Jennifer Restrani, whose wedding in San Ramon, California, was crashed by Rice, said. “My husband went over to his dad and said, ‘Dad, mom is kissing Jerry Rice,’ and his dad just nodded and said ‘It’s OK.’”

Have you seen Jerry Rice at a wedding you’ve attended recently? (AP)

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