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Inspired of their attires from standees under 'Keep Reading'(mobile app might not working tho) So had to draw them.

The picture however do not own by me. The standees owned by Kazama_Chisama from instagram(tho i might be wrong)

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Cry under the Moonlight Chapter 2: Enemy or Ally..?

Fandom: Hakuouki Summary: [AU/Canon]: When two enemies met such an unexpected fate, that’s how they’re starting to fall in love in oblivious. Characters: [Kazama Chikage & Saitou Hajime], [Hijikata Toshizou & Okita Souji] Pairings: Harem!Saitou(Kazama/Hijikata/onesided!Okita x Saitou) but eventually KazaSai & HijiOki Genres: Romance, angst & hurt/comfort Rated: M rated Words: 13, 659 Warnings: Grammar error, AU, OOC-ness, BL, yaoi, boyxboy, and yandere!Souji

A/N: Hello everyone. So, it’s been such a long time I haven’t posting any of my writings. I do apologize for this. Just a very popular writer’s problem; having an artist’s block and all. But, after listening my fav Saitou-hen album and osts, my mood for this trash OTP is coming once more. I call my OTP trash cuz pretty sure that this pairing is impossible to ship unless you have a kink sadistic seme x masochist uke like I am.

However, just because my mood for this pairing is back, that doesn’t mean I’ll be posting pretty often. My college life has finally over. But I’m taking a practical training this time, which is, it’s pretty much keeps me away Tumblr even more OTL But hey, I decided to continue on writing this story once more as I find this plot pretty interesting despite the summary pretty suck.

Disclaimer: Obviously I don’t own Hakuouki nor the characters especially Kazama and Saitou. But I do love Kazama’s character in Saitou route of Shinkai. His expression looks quite… exciting and sadistic-er than the previous Hakuouki.

Preview: 

"I understand." Saitou said, stood up from his place as he started to leave then. "I'll be leaving at the dusk then."

"Saitou."

The indigo-haired man stopped from mid-walking when the Vice-Commander called his name. His ocean-blue orbs took a glanced into the beautiful onyx one

"Sorry about this." Hijikata said with a regretful tone. "I always dump the nasty work on you."

"Not at all." Saitou faced away then. "Do not dwell upon it."

"Ehhh~ Don't ya think he's been relying on ya too much?"

"Why does it matter?"

There was a quiet moment between them until Souji broke a silent moment with another grin on his face.

"In that case, that would make this place feeling lonely without ya, Hajime-kun." Souji said, crossing his arms behind his head.

"I don't see any different whether my presence here or not."

"Hmm... Ya may be right.."

"I'm impressed." Kazama began. "For a bakufu dog such as you are, you have such a good manner."

"Eh...?" Blinked in confusion at the sudden of... maybe a compliment? Saitou lowered his face then, not knowing what to do anymore being alone with a demon in the isolate room.

This is an AU fic where the event of the Shinsengumi meeting the Yukimura girl were never happen,

instead it merely focus between Saitou and Kazama

If you’re against Kazama and Saitou pairing, I suggest not to read it.

One night, he's starting to dream.

Saitou Hajime walked to the hallway as silent as he is. Arriving at the destination, the indigo stood there in front of the vice-commander's room like a statue before readying himself to see the Vice-Commander.

Exhaled quietly, Saitou began to speak from outside and the indigo has to make sure that his voice could reach to the Vice-Commander’s room despite he has a quiet and stoic attitude.

"Fukuchou, it's me, Saitou Hajime."

It took several seconds then the left-handed man waiting patiently to hear the Vice-Commander's answer as if he was like a loyal dog who's waiting his master to have a permission to sit on his lap.

"Ah. You can come in, Saitou."

Hijikata finally replied inside his room, his tone was cold like an iceberg that could not melt very easily, however to Saitou's view, his voice was calm and gentle like a soft breeze at the peaceful hill. Oh how Saitou had desired of so much to hear his voiced next to his ear, whispering him of how much he loves him, wanting to kiss him and do stuff like—

..wait, where's that thoughts coming from?!

Shaking his head to leave those thoughts out from his head, Saitou begin to open the shoji door and closed it back once he had entered the raven-haired Vice-Commander's room. The first thing he saw is the strong, broad-back of Hijikata's. It look likes there are more of paperwork he has to finish, as usual. The indigo wondered when would Hijikata takes a break then..?

After he satisfied taking a secretly gazed on the Vice-Commander's back, Saitou took a very polite sit on the purple cushion that Hijikata has been prepared of despite he hasn't looked at the indigo in the eyes yet.

He is one a workaholic Oni no Fukuchou as expected.

..Well, talk about himself..

Even Saitou can be a workaholic especially if it’s an order by Hijikata.

Taking a glanced around the room, the indigo-haired man had noticed that Hijikata hasn't finished eating the sakura mochis that the indigo had prepared before he taking a day off.

He probably should lecture for not taking care of his health.. then again, would that helps him knowing that he has no place to lecture him since he's just a mere Captain of the 3rd Division.. 

For several moments neither of them starts a conversation nor trying to break of this quiet moment.

Of course, as silent as Saitou is, he has always enjoyed this quiet peacefulness. He'd never sense of awkwardness whoever he's being with. He especially enjoyed spending this atmosphere with Hijikata. Despite the raven-haired ronin can be hot-tempered, yet he does enjoy this quiet peacefulness as well.

Compared stucking with the Baka Trio for a whole day..

Just thinking about it, Hijikata would have prepared to dig his grave by now.. 

And now back to Hijikata’s perspective about the quiet atmosphere.. well, the raven-haired man was too focus on his paperwork that he even almost forget of Saitou's presence no matter how much important that indigo-haired man for him.

Knowing that this would take forever, Saitou has finally decided to break this silent moment. It's very unlike him, of course. 

Saitou began to speak first, but knowing that Hijikata was still busy.. he shouldn't stays here longer as he doesn't want to bother the Vice-Commander. "Fukuchou, I've heard from Kondou-san that you've come to see me. Is there anything I can help you with?"

After Saitou had spoken, Hijikata put down his brush on the table and faced to his captain.

Despite being a workaholic.

Ahh... Fukuchou.. Saitou still finds this man so fascinating one. Those beautiful, soft, raven strands of hair of Hijikata's. Eyes were cold like an iceberg, but behind of those orbs, there was a warmth feeling like a ray of sunlight. And those strong and muscular arms that Hijikata was born. He wondered if Saitou would've been safe if he had been embraced by those strong arms of Hijikata's.

Oh how he wished he could be with him every night, snuggling behind his broad-back, believing that everything's would be alright. As long as he could sleep next to him, everything would be—

..Ack! Those thoughts again!

Since when had he started to think this way about him..?!!

..Actually it’s been this way since he’d first joined the Roshigumi.

And yes, ladies and gentlemen, Saitou Hajime has a biggest crush on none other than the Vice-Commander.

Thankfully those thoughts didn't last longer as Hijikata's voice returned him back to reality.

"Yeah.. I've got a new mission for you, Saitou."

Saitou nodded in understanding, waiting for the raven-haired man continued to speak so that he could explain what mission should the indigo man should finish of."You've already heard the rumors about the abandon shop, right?"

That's right. Rumors had been spreading around the Kyoto that the abandon house next to the sweet shop has been haunted night after night. But from what the Shinsengumi found out from Yamazaki, it looks like it has become the members of Satsuma-han secret hideout for a meeting.

Either one of a member of Satsuma-han gave a false rumor to keep everyone away from abandon house, or there's a definitely a ghost in the abandon house.

..Of course to Hijikata, there's no such thing as a ghost. ...Unless he's the ghost.

"According from Yamazaki-san, the abandon house has become the Satsuma-han's meeting base although none of their meeting were scheming onto something dangerous, from what I've heard."

Hijikata nodded.

"Yeah, I've heard that too. However, I don't like this feeling." the Vice-Commander muttered under his breathed as he started to mumble in worriedly. "Whatever they're meeting all about, I want you to spy on them and see what's going on."

"So you want me to arrest them once we've found something like that?"

Hijikata nodded. "Ah. This way we're pretty sure we could find Kodou's whereabouts."

"I understand." Saitou said, stood up from his place as he started to leave then. "I'll be leaving at the dusk then."

"Saitou."

The indigo-haired man stopped from mid-walking when the Vice-Commander called his name. His ocean-blue orbs took a glanced into the beautiful onyx one

"Sorry about this." Hijikata said with a regretful tone. "I always dump the nasty work on you."

"Not at all." Saitou faced away then. "Do not dwell upon it."

With that, the indigo-haired closed the shoji door and walked to the hallway to find his men whom they're taking a break from their morning training.

Upon of walking on a long hallway, Saitou met a familiar captain whom leaning against a wall as if he was waiting for someone to tease.

"Yo, Hajime-kun." There was a wide playful smirk on the Captain of the First Division.

"Souji."

Saitou greeted with calling his friend's name only.

"So what does the mother hen wants from you?" Souji asked curiously, following the indigo-haired man as he tried to search his men at the backyard.

"Just another mission."

"Ehhh~ Don't ya think he's been relying on ya too much?"

"Why does it matter?"

There was a quiet moment between them until Souji broke a silent moment with another grin on his face.

"In that case, that would make this place feeling lonely without ya, Hajime-kun." Souji said, crossing his arms behind his head.

"I don't see any different whether my presence here or not."

"Hmm... Ya may be right.."

Whether Saitou's presence is exists in their dinner time or not, but the Baka Trio would almost do their stupid things as usual, while Souji would drive Hijikata crazy. Mostly in dinner, lunch or breakfast time, Saitou eating his food very quietly and disappeared his presence in the dining room as if he was a dandelion who won't stay one place too long.

Upon of continuing walked all the way to the backyard, when there's no one beside two men, Souji entrapped Saitou on the wall with his muscular arms so that the indigo won't go anywhere else. There was a happily grin on Souji's face. Emerald orbs gazed into the ocean-blue ones in a hidden of lust thankfully Saitou didn't noticed how much Souji loves this quiet man so much.

"What are you doing, Souji?" Saitou said, using his usual monotone voice as he had no time to play around with the playful captain, knowing that it's almost dusk already. But at the same time however, Saitou feels himself feeling uncomfortable entrapping by his friend.

"Mmm.... no way." Souji widen his grin then, in which, brings Saitou gazed on him in puzzled.

"What are you—"

"Hajime-kun," the mischievous captain stopped him from mid-sentence, and there was still a cat-like smirk on his face. Souji leaned to Saitou closer so that their nose were dancing together, and whispered very softly to make sure only the indigo-haired man hears his voiced: "I like you."

"What?" Saitou said stupidily, raising his left eyebrow in confused.

"Like I said," Souji whispered once more. "I like ya. I like ya for along time now." The Captain of the First Division was expecting that his friend would stunned upon of a sudden confession.

However...

Saitou replied with a sigh of... was that disgustingly Souji could sense? When their eyes gazed onto each other, Saitou put his palm of hand on Souji's chest, gesturing to move away as if that's his answer.

"I'm sorry Souji, but I do not quite understand of your words very well." Saitou spoke straightforward. "If you excuse me, I have to leave—"

Before Souji let this happening, the not-so-playful-captain-anymore gripped Saitou's wrist tightly, gesturing his friend that he wasn't joking around about it.

When Saitou noticed how unlike Souji is, Souji began to grip his friend's chin and make sure their eyes didn't turned away on elsewhere. It was very unlike to see Souji this way. His eyes were cold, similar as Hijikata's but way colder than the Vice-Commander's one. His playfully grin disappeared on his face as if he has a split personality.

"Well maybe this could make you understand."

The Captain of 1st Division began to lean to Saitou's face very closely. The indigo was still too dumb to know what does Souji intending to do.

When their lips were about inches away by now, Kami was such a cruel toward to the poor Souji.

A familiar gentle male voice brings Saitou back to himself:

"Oh there you are, Saitou."

The indigo-haired man faced to the gorgeous Vice-Commander quickly that he even forget the presence of Souji.

"I almost forgot that I need you for a moment." Hijikata said with a hidden of smile, not wanting to show his gentle side in front of other men. "Souji, I need to borrow Saitou right now. Shouldn't you suppose to train your men already?"

Souji didn't spoke anything, only groaned with filled of anger and maybe jealously as well? It took quite moment then Souji moved backward from the indigo and started to leave without any words.

Once the indigo began to walk next to Hijikata, Saitou took a glanced on the back of Souji who's still looks in a bad mood.

He wondered what he's trying to do..?

I like ya, Hajime-kun

He doesn't get of Souji's words so well..

Shaking his thoughts from his head then, Saitou began to follow the Vice-Commander and do whatever he can to be a very useful person for Hijikata

...and Hijikata only.

.

.

.

When his dream had finally starting to end, Saitou Hajime had finally regained his conscious back. Eyes fluttering opened like a butterfly, the indigo-haired man sat up and tried to take a looked around the room.

This is...

Eyes wandering the room once more, the left-handed ronin realized he wasn't in the abandon house anymore.

What.. happened to him last night..?

Trying to remember whatever happened to him before he fell into a deep unconscious, it wasn't taking longer after then his memory about yesterday have finally regain back.

Ah.. that's right.

He and his men were suppose to spy on the Satsuma-han who's intending a meeting at the abandon house next to the sweet shop. When they had failed to chase the dark figure, possibly one of a member of Satsuma-han, a certain member of Satsuma-han gave a strange medicine that brings him fall into unconscious. And after then.. he's been... r-rape by a group of Satsuma-han. Thankfully, they're not as many as Saitou has thought to be.

They're quite brutal for an enemy of Shinsengumi...

Not to mention it, he couldn't quite remember for how many rounds they've done so far but it almost look likes to be more than 5 times.

"Urrgh..." Saitou muttered under his breathed as he finds his lower body feeling sore. Untie his clothes, Saitou finds himself a little frightened to see his naked body by now. There are many deep scratches and bit all over the places; arms, hands, chest, and legs.

He wondered what does Hijikata thought once he finds out about this...

The thought of him makes him feel an urged to disappear in Kyoto by now.

Trying to caress some bruises he received on his right arm then. The next thing he knew, he could felt there's a wrapped-cloth on his upperarm.

"Eh...?"

Saitou eyed on it in confusion, didn't noticed until now that several of it it has been bandaging perfectly.

"Who did this..?"

Saitou questioned to the lonely wind.

His eyes then taking a glanced around the room once more, he finally realized that the room was filled with a sweet, and fresh scent that could make Saitou easily to breathe compared to the abandon house one. The room was so quiet that he couldn't even hear a sound of the crickets were singing anymore as if he was the only one that living in this world.

Where could he be—

Not long after then, the shoji door opened automatically, and revealed a familiar presence in the room.

"It's about time for you to awake already."

A male voiced spoke in a deep tone one that could brings Saitou shivered down in all over spine.

He couldn't helped but feels an urged to wide his eyes like a saucer, and gaped like a fish.

Of all the person he met, why here...?

The presence at the shoji door was none other than

Kazama Chikage.

A mysterious, yet powerful ronin whom is also a member of Satsuma-han, an enemy of Shinsengumi. It was revealed that he is also an Oni of the West along with Amagiri and the gunslinger, Shiranui(except he’s not a demon from the West). Kazama’s also the strongest demon in the West clan, if he wasn't mistaking hear it from him. It's already been the third times they've encountered him. The first is in Ikeda Inn, second ones at the Mount Ten'nou, and lastly, at the Nishi Hongwanji Temple.

Whatever reason he'd encountered the Shinsengumi for several times by now it was a little mysterious. However, the Demon does once warned them not to become a fake demon. And by meaning of fake demon, of course, he must have meant by the Rasetsu then...

Trying to be very cautious toward his enemy, Saitou used a defensive stance so that he wouldn't let his guard off.

He won't make a mistake this time..

Kazama gazed the indigo-haired man deeper, wondering what made him changed a posture like that."What are you doing? You do realize you've been very rude to someone who had saved you. You should be grateful."

"Eh...?"

Saitou's cold orbs soon melted away into confusion. Now that the Demon had mentioned it his injured from the last night had been aided by now. But still, don’t tell him that the Demon was the who bandaging his injuries…

Feeling guilty for being quite rude, just as the Demon had describe him of, Saitou lowered his head in apologetically, and speaking in a soft tone, to make sure the Demon accept his apologize.

"I-I'm sorry for being rude just now and... thank you.. for saving me and… aiding me as well."

As he waiting for an answer, Saitou could hear a deep chuckled on the Demon's lips. When the indigo-haired man began to raise his head, he could see just how attractive the Demon is with that wide smirk like a Cheshire cat.

Can a demon such as Kazama Chikage could make this kind expression toward his own enemy..?

"I'm impressed." Kazama began. "For a bakufu dog such as you are, you have such a good manner."

"Eh...?" Blinked in confusion at the sudden of... maybe a compliment? Saitou lowered his face then, not knowing what to do anymore being alone with a demon in the isolate room.

As he let his mind drift off on elsewhere, he hadn't realized until now that the Demon's presence had appeared just inches away of him. Before Saitou could make any movement, the Demon of the West instantly gripped the indigo's wrist very firmly, putting them above the other man's head in which, brings the stoic captain fell on the futon.

Eyes gazed into each other like a human world colliding into a demon world. Either of them hadn't faced on elsewhere as if they were having a staring competition.

The 3rd Captain of the Shinsengumi couldn't helped but to admire those beautiful, ruby orbs of Kazama’s. It reminds him of so much watching a beautiful sunset reaching down onto the horizon with the amazing and attractive Hijikata. It was one of the most cherish day he had ever have. But those eyes looked even more breathtaking than watching the sunset before night's coming.

Despite being an enemy of Shinsengumi, it's funny how Saitou amazed this man's beauty no matter how dangerous the demon is. But at the same time, the indigo couldn't sense any malevolent aura around the other man whether he's a member of Satsuma-han or not.

"I see that humans are quite sensitive one." The Demon began to whisper quietly, eyes went down to the younger man's long and curvy hips. The golden-haired man's hand started to untie Saitou’s obi, half-stripping off his black kimono, in which, the blonde-haired man could see Saitou’s naked hips even better.

Eyes widening opened because of getting stripped by his own enemy, Saitou began to struggle himself to stop at whatever the Demon is scheming of.

“W-Wait. What are you doing—?!”

Kazama ignored Saitou’s exclaimed as he put Saitou’s left hip on his shoulder while the other leave it on the futon. Pulling Saitou’s white fundoshi with his long and callous fingers, the indigo’s manhood began to react a little.

“I haven’t touching you yet but you’ve already reacting. Does getting rape really aroused you?”

The indigo-haired man didn’t spoke anything, too humiliated to think about that night as he buried his face with his muscular arms. Willing rather not to see his enemy’s expression/face.

“Well, whatever..” Kazama muttered quietly, leaning to Saitou’s pre-cum manhood, putting his cavern into it, and sucked in satisfiedly.

“A—Ahhh..!�� Saitou moaned in erotically, not knowing where’s that voice coming from. Has he always had that kind of voice…?

What is this..? He had never experienced something like this before.. it’s different than how the members of the Satsuma-han treating him. It wasn’t disgusting he could felt this time. It felt so good. So good that he almost felt like he’s in heaven by now. Could it be..? Can he really say this word—

—pleasure?

“U-Ummmpgh..!” Saitou whined quietly, burying his fingers into Kazama’s gorgeous blonde hair as it doesn’t matter who’s taking a blowjob. Enemy or no, this is too much.

“C-Coming..” Saitou muttered, in which, the Demon’s eyes laid above to the lusty ocean-blue ones. “Something’s.. coming…!”

Understanding Saitou’s words, Kazama continued on taking a blowjob with a fast pace this time, while hearing the indigo’s sweet moaned close to him. When Saitou has finally reached its climax, white liquid released into the Demon’s cavern, in which, he gladly drink it all.

“You came a lot.” The Demon commented, wiping his chin to make sure he drank every last drop from his face.

“M-My deepest apologize.”

“No need. It’s natural for humans to ejaculation.”

While Saitou’s mind was filled with haze in pleasure, he hadn’t realized until now that the Demon was carrying him like a princess-like styled and started to leave the isolate room.

Where is he taking to..?

When the Demon entered to the unknown room, the room was dyed in a white colored like a radiant light. The room was also engulf with a white mist.

Is this.. bathroom…?

Kazama putting Saitou down on the floor and make sure he could stand despite his mind was still hazy. While waiting for his mind back to reality, the indigo noticed that the Demon of the West was pouring a bucket of water.

“What are you—?“

Before Saitou could finished his sentence, Kazama answered his question without hesitated while his eyes were still eyeing on the pipe.

“Cleaning you.”

“Eh..?” Saitou said stupidly, too puzzled of whatever the Demon spoke about.

Kazama sighed.

Humans are quite stupid, huh?

“What? You don’t want to clean yourself after all what happened that night. You’re reek”

…Oh. So that’s what is.

“Then.. take off your clothes.”

“Wh-what?!”

Once again, being slightly stupid, Saitou asked another stupid question. Then again, the indigo was quite surprised at the sudden of command.

“What? You want to take a bath while wearing your clothes? Is that how humans hygiene themselves?”

At that, Saitou remained quiet, not knowing what to say anymore.

Why would the demon treated him this way?

Shouldn’t they suppose to be an enemy?

“I can take a bath on my own, thank you.”

“Don’t be stubborn. With that many rounds you’ve got rape, I doubt that you can hygiene yourself.”

“Shut up…” Saitou hissed. “I’ll be fine. So just leave me—“

Before Saitou could finished it, knowing that he’s been standing up for much longer, his hips starting to shake like a leaf, without realizing it, his body was about to collapse on the floor.

Before his body could landed on the cold floor, Saitou realized that someone had held his body safely. The next thing he knew, his body were enwrapping by a very strong and muscular arms. His chest crashed into the other man’s broad chest that makes him feel an urged to flush in red already.

He eyed on whoever saved him from falling on the cold floor and it was obviously the Demon of the West.

Kazama sighed in annoyingly once again.

“See? Can’t you, human, stop being a stubborn and at least be grateful for this.”

Saitou whined quietly and finally given up himself by letting the Demon taking care of him.

The indigo started to untie his obi, letting his black kimono sliding down on his body to the floor. Still didn’t trusted his enemy, Saitou moved his hand to his private so that the Demon won’t gazed on him in hungrily.

Following the Demon’s demand by sitting on the stool, Saitou began to shiver at the touches of the Demon’s drench, callous palm of hands. He started to clean Saitou by pouring a bucket of cold water above Saitou’s indigo hair before caressing his warm hands on the younger man’s pale and pure-ish naked body.

The golden-haired man had to admit it, this was his very first time touching human’s body before, especially man. Of course, he wouldn’t dare to touch woman’s body except once he and the woman/demoness’ body had court by now.

The human’s body was so soft and fragile that the noble demon had the greatest urged in need to leave some bite marks on his body or even give some scratch marks with his long and sharp fingers. He wondered what kind of sounds would the human make once he pinch his broad back harder until a bead of red liquid started to form…

The Demon’s thought soon went away as he heard a soft whine echoed around the elegant bathroom. The next thing Kazama knew, it was none other than the younger man’s.

I see. So he’s quite sensitive despite being a stoic ronin.

Kazama couldn’t helped but to chuckle at that.

Letting the younger man’s head rested on the Demon’s broad shoulder. Putting a soap liquid on his palm hands and make sure the Demon rubbed his hands together to form a big foam, he caressed the human’s body with his coated-filled palm of hands like an ice rink.

Each reaction the indigo-haired man made brings Kazama’s smirk turned into wider than the Cheshire cat from those nonsense humans fairy-tale. Satisfiedly, the Demon stopped his long and tender fingers on the other man’s attractive right nipple, starting to pinch and rub in teasingly in which, the Shinsengumi ronin released a very sweet moan from his soft lips.

“I see that you’re quite enjoying that.” Kazama chuckled sadistically-ish, licking and biting the human’s cute earlobe.

While continuing on torturing the human’s adorable nipple bud, the other man started to mutter something.

“Y-You’re—“

“Hm? Is there anything you wanted to say?” the Demon teased him, moving on playing his other nipple.

“Y-you’re—“ panted harder. “You’re wrong.”

Slightly stunned at the human’s word. But instead of continuing on gapping like a fish, Kazama’s smug began to twist in wider one, finding amusing to see this kind of side from the member of the Shinsengumi.

“Oh? Is that so? Then, how about if I do this,” Kazama said, stopped his work on the other man’s nipples, instead, moving his hand down on the indigo’s private part, bringing the human flushed in red upon of feeling a hard grip on his manhood.

Each moan the younger man let out made even erotically than ever.

“It looks like your body is being honest to me.” Kazama whispered next to the younger’s red ear, chuckled once more. Continuing on grasping the other man’s private part once more, bobbing it up and down until the other man’s reached its climax.

It wasn’t took last long that a white liquid began to spurt out from the tip of human’s erection, releasing another loud and lewd whine from his lips.

Too hazy to think of anymore, his world started to fall into a pitch of darkness as Saitou realized that he fell into a deep unconscious once again.

Fluttering his eyes opened once he’d regained back, Saitou sat up on the soft futon and tried remember everything’s how did he ended up fainting—

“So you’re finally wake up. I was expecting you won’t be until tomorrow.” A deep male voice spoke with a chuckle.

Searching for the familiar man’s voice, Saitou found him at the windowsill with his right hip and broad-chested exposed that the younger man felt an urged to move his eyes from elsewhere, while cheeks starting to flush in a deep scarlet.

Eyeing on his body, Saitou realized he didn’t wear his usual plain and black kimono. Instead, it was a white and thin yukata.

The Demon must have changed him while he was fall into unconscious a while ago…

“Where is this?” Saitou asked when his cheeks finally turned back to normal, his blue-ocean orbs laid into the crimson’s one while the Demon took out a puff of smoke from his kiseru in elegantly.

“My manor.” Kazama replied shortly. “To put it simply, the Hidden Demon Village.”

When silent falls between Saitou felt an urged to get out of here.

No..

He shouldn’t be here. He shouldn’t be in his own enemy’s… whatever places it is, headquarter, so-called-demon world and all. There’s a higher chance that the Demon might kill without the Shisengumi known.

I have to get out of here. I can’t stay here longer.

Determined to leave this place as soon as possible, Saitou began to break their silent moment.

“Thank you for everything but I must leave now.”

“Why?”

The Demon’s simple question drivin’ the indigo crazy already. Just stuck with an enemy of the Shinsengumi brings atmosphere around here awkward and cold as well. He could felt some dark stares pierced him deep inside of his chest as if they’re watching his every little move.

“I don’t see any point living here longer when it’s obviously that I’m not welcoming here.” Saitou explained. “In fact, I need to report to the Commander and Vice-Commander about whatever news I’ve got at the abandon shop.”

…wait. Why did the indigo told his enemy everything about this? Damn… the younger man bet that the Demon was definitely going to end his life by now. …Well, it’s too late to take it back.

With a long paused, after the Demon had puffed out another smoke from his lips, eyes wandered on the night scenery of Demon Village, replying with a very unlikely quiet tone.

“There’s no point to report whatever last night to the Shinsengumi now.”

“What do you.. mean?”

Saitou narrowed his eyes deeper on the Demon’s gorgeous figure.

What does he meant by that? True that he couldn’t find Kodou’s whereabouts from them and all. The least he knew that the abandon shop was several members of Satsuma-han’s secret meeting.

“I’ve already take care everything of them. They won’t come anymore.”

“What are you trying to—“

Before the younger man could speak more, the longer he stared into the Demon’s crimson orbs, the more he understood of his words.

He killed them all.

Every single member in that place.

Why…?

Saitou wondered.

How could the blonde-haired man managed to kill them all..?

…

No.

For a powerful ronin such as Kazama Chikage, killing those ronins were like stepping on a thousand of small ants with a boot.

But more importantly is

How could he do this…?

How could he—an enemy of Shinsengumi, killed his own allies?

Wasn’t he siding along with Satsuma-han?

“Why…?” Saitou murmured quietly.

Took out another smoke from his elegant lips, Kazama spoke with a very bored and dull tone:

“Stupid humans such as them aren’t worthy to exist here.”

Stupid, huh…?

Was he included in ‘stupid human’ as well…?

“If I’m one of this ‘stupid human’, why won’t you kill me as well?”

“Hmm… who knows.” Kazama’s smirk began to form on his lips as he continuedly put the kiseru back on his lips.

When Saitou lets his head down on the floor, it took a moments then the Demon had started to leave from the windowsill then. The Demon’s figure began to come closer to the younger man. Letting the indigo’s guard down, Saitou didn’t expected received a kiss from the Demon. The indigo was expected that his lips were rough like a bark of wood. Instead, it was very soft like sakura petals that were dancing around him. His enemy’s strong arms enwrapped around Saitou’s small body very slowly as if he wants to give a permission to let his body closed to his. When the Demon licked the younger man’s lower lip, not knowing what he’s doing; Saitou opened his cavern wider and lets the Demon devoured him everything.

“U-Ummmpgh…”

The indigo jumped slightly at a strange liquid poured deep into his cavern from Kazama’s.

Since when he—

Swallowing at whatever his enemy gave him into his throat, the blonde-haired man parting his lips away from Saitou’s. Their saliva began to create a bridge between Saitou’s to the Demon’s.

His mind and vision began to blur before he could let his slumber take his control him, the indigo murmured:

“Wh-what was..”

“Medicine.” Kazama answered. “Now sleep.”

Before Saitou could reached him to ask more, the Demon’s figure started to lay down on the futon next to Saitou.

His vision has finally fell into a pitch of darkness then.

Morning came, Saitou fluttering his eyes opened upon of hearing birds tweeting in early morning in sweetly. The wind breeze his soft hair like a dancing tree.

The indigo sat up on his futon and took a glanced around the room to find the Demon’s presence. Not long after taking several glanced around the room, Saitou found him at the corner. He was wearing his usual white kimono with red and blue obi. The Demon wouldn’t forget on wearing his favourite dark-brown haori with his family crest.

When the Demon noticed the younger man has finally woke up, there was a smug on his face as if he was intending to tease the indigo in early morning such as this.

“Having a good sleep?”

“…Something like that.” Saitou murmured at that.

Kazama replied with a nod and started to speak when he lets his eyes wandered off to the door.

“The servant will prepare food for you. Try to be a good Bakufu dog.”

Before the noble demon intended to leave, the younger man stopped him.

“Where are you going?”

“To the Satsuma-han headquarter.” Kazama answered. “You might as well stay here for a few days until your injured heals.”

“Why are you.. doing this to me?”

Kazama didn’t hesitated answer while there was still his usual arrogant smirk on his face.

“Just a… demon’s instinct.”

“Wh…”

Before Saitou speak more, Kazama had already leaves the room.

The younger man sighed.

Just what the Demon is trying to scheme of anyway..? Why would he treated him as if the younger man is… some kind of special guest?

His thought soon drifted away as the servant entered the room with a knock. Despite being a servant, he’s still young, but maybe a bit older than Heisuke. He brought a tray of food with a cup of tea.

“Here’s your food ordered by Lord Kazama.”

“Ah… thank you.” Saitou nodded in politely.

It wasn’t that long after then that the servant jumped slightly at the strange smell he felt around the room. As he lets his eyes laid into Saitou’s, the indigo haired man tilted his head in confused when the servant looked at him in suspicious and maybe… feared as well?

What’s wrong with him—

Once he had finished putting the food down on the tatami, the servant bowed before taking a leave in nervously.

What was that all about…?

Gazing his eyes down on his food, Saitou couldn’t helped but having a bad feeling when the servant looked into his eyes just now.

Could it be…

He’s a bit shocked to see a human’s presence in the Demon’s World?

The younger man knew that staying a stranger place was a very bad idea. Just what the Demon’s thinking anyway?

Well.. it wouldn’t hurt to stay here a little bit longer until the Demon returning home.

Once the sun had almost reached to the horizon, the sky has turned into red-orange colored. Several demons in the village were having their usual peaceful life where they didn’t give any care about what’s gonna happened to the Human’s world.

After taking a warm bath, Saitou wears a light-green kimono with a pattern of sunflower on his lower-right part. The clothes was a little big for him, but at least it didn’t slipped off his body that easily.

Most of his time for a whole day while waiting Kazama, Saitou took a walk around the big manor so that he could remember which rooms he should go and all. The Kazama Mansion was pretty big, he has to say. It’s even bigger than the one he and the Shinsengumi stayed before Nishi Hongwanji Temple. There are several rooms in there. Some of them are guests room, dining, living and even a study room as well.

Well, he must be a noble demon or something.

Also, Saitou has to make sure to avoid from getting closer to the servants’ presence so that he won’t make the mansion turned into chaos just because the Demon of the West brought a human here.

After satisfied walking around the mansion, Saitou returned back to the chamber room where he and the Demon slept on the same futon that night. The room around here was pretty wide he has to say. At the corner of this room, there was a small table with papers and brush along with ink-bottle. Next to the Demon’s table, there’s also a bookshelf. Taking a peek on the bookshelf, most books were about history, swordsmanship and some folklore as well.

Saitou blinked. Somehow, he couldn’t really imagined to see the Demon is the kind of person who enjoyed reading especially folklore before.

Shaking his head out of those thought, Saitou intended to return back to where he usually sit. However, as his eyes laid on Kazama’s table, he noticed how the table was full of mess with papers. He couldn’t helped but reminded him of so much who’d forgot to tidy his table up after finishing his work.

He wondered why the servant didn’t clean his table up? …Or maybe the Demon wouldn’t let any servant enter his room whether they’re dusty or not…

Without realizing it, Saitou began to tidy the small table. Wiping some stain of black ink with a cloth on the table until there isn’t any single black spot on the table.

Done.

Wiping his sweat on his forehead with his back of hand, the clothes that the servant preparing him already dirty. Well, he should take another bath then..

Once he took a second time of bath, Saitou changed into a new clothes, this time, a blue yukata with a wave pattern. Entering to the Demon of the West’s chamber room, Saitou sat on the tatami very quietly while meditating.

It’s a good way to wait the Demon return in patiently then.

“Oh? What’s this?”

The Demon’s words bring Saitou back to the reality.

The indigo eyed on the man behind him as he took a glanced around the room with a hidden of amazed behind on those crimson orbs.

“I never expected you’re quite capable on cleaning up my study room. I’m impressed.”

“It’s just normal.” Saitou stated. “Since we don’t have servants compared to you, each of us has a turn to clean the headquarter.”

“So that’s how it is.” Kazama murmured softly. With that, the noble demon began to take off his dark-brown haori, and grabbed his kiseru.

The indigo was expecting that the Demon was intending to smoke on his favourite spot. However, this time, he sat next to Saitou while the younger man took a short meditating to empty his mind. It was very quiet between them. There isn’t any awkward this time as Saitou has gotten used to be next to the Demon’s presence for the second day by now. Neither Kazama intending to give an ambush attack nor trying to kill him. As for the Demon, he pretty quite enjoyed getting closer to the indigo’s presence little by little. Usually, he would like to experiment the human’s heart by being sarcastic until Saitou snapped and sometimes shows him a little interest and kind toward him.

Once Saitou decided to stop meditating, he let his eyes opened slowly and gazed to the Demon, who’s enjoying staring at the younger man in full of interested. Whatever kind of expression Kazama giving, he had no intention malice on him.

Moving his eyes on elsewhere, Saitou could hear the Demon chuckled lightly and whispered of ‘looks like he won’ from the staring competition.

When he realized he’s been fooling around in this manor, the indigo-haired man had decided it’s almost about time to leave in this village by now.

He shouldn’t be here any longer.

He’s a human.

There’s no such thing as human living in a different world except his own.

He had just break the Kami’s rule where there’s no such thing as humans and demons could live together.

Gripping his hands on his hips tightly, Saitou took out a soft sigh from his lips.

“I need to leave.” Saitou’s words were short, yet his tone was cold and hard like his blade that he often wield. Eyes were cold like an iceberg as well, but a little gentle behind on it.

As Saitou finally laid his eyes into the Demon, Kazama continuedly smoking with his kiseru for a few moments. When more than seconds had passed, the younger man was thought the noble demon didn’t heard it very well so he intended to repeat once more. But before he could open his lips, the Demon finally answered:

“Haven’t I told you that morning?” Kazama said. “You might as well stay here for a few days until your injured heals.”

“My injured already healed since yesterday. I don’t see any point someone like you to worry—“

“And what about that below part?”

“…”

The indigo-haired didn’t reply anything at that in which, brings the Demon chuckled in amusing but soon his usual sarcastic smile disappeared.

“While your body hasn’t… pure yet, you might as well stay here for a few days. I’ll take a responsible for cleaning you after all those worthless insects done to you that night.”

“Why would you do that?”

Kazama curled his lips upward, his usual sarcastic smug is back on his face again.

“Just a… demon’s instinct.”

Saitou blinked at those words. When he tried to speak, his chin getting cupped by a very strong and callous fingers.

It was Kazama’s.

Eyes gazing into each other as if those are the only thing both men could only do in this world. Moving closer to Saitou’s personal space, Kazama gave him a hungry as he dropped his kiseru on elsewhere while pinned the other man down on the futon. The Demon had always a greatest desire to devour Saitou’s lips already. It were so cute and soft that he needed to torture it until it turned red.

While busying himself with kissing the other man, Kazama used his free hand to strip Saitou’s clothes slightly so that he could give a caressed on his muscular arms in tenderly. He admired how strong and hard Saitou’s muscles are. It’s  just shows him how hardworking this man with training in non-stop. Also, he had heard rumors from all over members of Satsuma-han that a certain member of the Shinsengumi was training on waterfall while spending himself fighting a bear if he had encounter. Whoever person that training there must be Saitou then.

When the Demon noticed the indigo was about to fall into conscious, he finally parted his lips away, letting their saliva connected to each of their tongue. Gazing down on him, the younger man’s eyes filled nothing except hazy. Cheeks and ears tinted with a deep scarlet colored. Catching his breathed in erotically, the Demon of the West has the deepest urged to pawn him down on the futon by now. But not wanting to do something without the indigo’s will, Kazama gave his forehead a kiss on Saitou’s small forehead as well. The noble demon whispered quietly:

“Today, I won’t do anything that against your will.” With that, Kazama moved his body next to Saitou, as he intended to go to sleep.

As soon as the noble demon could sense a stare from the younger man, it took several moments then Saitou finally spoke with a hoarse tone.

“…Alright.”

Kazama glanced on Saitou, raising his eyebrow in confusion, in which, Saitou continued once more, “I’ll stay here.. just as you’ve asked for. But I won’t be here longer.”

He didn’t know why did he accept Kazama’s offer. Maybe it’s an opportunity to get to know of his enemy very closely. Maybe if he’d observes him, he would find out at whatever the Satsuma-han is scheming of.

With an unexpected answer, the Demon widen his eyes opened in shock. But it takes more than seconds then he replied with widening his smug.

Moving his strong hand on Saitou’s cheeks, Kazama caressed the other man’s cheek in tenderly, as Saitou looked quite pleasant getting a soft caress on his cheek. And the next thing he knew, he finally falls asleep in comfortably.

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Ever since then, the indigo-haired man accepted the Demon’s offer and started to stay in the manor of the Demon of the West for 5 days by now as a… guest. Saitou mostly spends most of his life by following the blonde-hiared demon’s broad back as if he was one of Oni Trio group. After observing the mysteries demon of the West who was supposed to be a threat for the Shinsengumi, the indigo-haired man realized that he’s so-called enemy had no malice intention to destroy the Shinsengumi nor killing them. For 5 days in a row together with the Demon, Saitou would often sees Kazama lazing at the porch of his manor while enjoyed at the peaceful of quiet in the Demon Village despite they can still hear the sound of maniacally laughter from the abominations, that’s what Kazama described of Rasetsu. But at the same time, the blonde-haired Oni would also on continuedly on aiding the indigo like a patient and… ‘clean’ him after a horrible event happened that night at the abandon house.

Funny how the noble demon didn’t relied on his servants to clean him. But it probably because the demon didn’t want his servants to feel suspicious as to why the Demon of the West would bring a mere human such as Saitou in the Hidden Demon Village of the West. That could ruin his reputation as the Head of the Pureblooded Demon of the West by now.

When the moonlight had starting to reach at the above night sky, the indigo wondered deeper. Having living here like a home, Saitou still hasn’t found any answer as to why an enemy of the Shinsengumi such as Kazama Chikage, himself would rescue someone like him; didn’t he finds them all disgusting when they would drink the Ochimizu whether they would lose their sanity or not? So why would the noble demon becomes a savior to him?

He sighed, feeling slightly exhausting just thinking about that. When his eyes wandered to the beautiful full moon, his thought about Kazama soon changed to none other than the Vice-Commander, the gorgeous and charming Hijikata Toshizou.

The indigo-haired man couldn’t helped but to admire his beauty very truly. Everything’s about Hijikata always fascinating one. His soft and gorgeous raven hair like a streaming river. Gentle onyx orbs. And those soft lips like a sakura petal in a spring season. Oh how Saitou wished he wanted to see the Demon Vice-Commander again. Then again, he doubted that the noble demon would let him leave without a permission. But just what does he think he is, anyway? Did he thinks that the indigo is his some kind of prisoner or something? …Well, calling himself as a prisoner looks quite a bit harsh. Then again, Kazama does often see almost all humans as an insect which is, the Demon’s word was pretty much harsher than the indigo’s.

I wonder how’s Fukuchou and the others are…,Saitou thought to himself, wondered how everyone’s in the Nishi Hongwaji Temple are.

It’s already 5 days he hadn’t returned to the headquarter by now. It’s obvious that everyone in the Nishi Hongwaji Temple noticed of his disappearance by now. Especially Hijikata.

What kind of expression would Hijikata makes when he realized that the indigo had disappeared? Would he feels frustrated like a worrywart mother hen? Angry? Irritated? Or what’s worse, disappointing?

The thought of seeing Hijikata disappointing face is one of the biggest fear Saitou has ever had. He had always tried his very best to make the raven so proud so that he won’t see or hear the Vice-Commander upsetting or disappointing mumbling or groaning. Whether it’s his selfishness or not, he had always wanted Hijikata to see him a better captain compared to other captains. Until the very end, he would follow to where Hijikata go and died along next to his body, as long as what he believes is right.

“How long should I stay here?”

He questioned to the lonely wind in frustrated, sighed as loud as he could.

It’s drivin’ him crazy already!

He can’t just stay here for like forever by now.

Sitting on the tatami while waiting the Demon of the West returned back from the Satsuma-han headquarter wouldn’t helped him anything at all. Standing up from his place then, Saitou grabbed his swords at the corner of the Demon’s chamber bedroom and putting on his hips before take on his heels to leave the room.

Coincidently, as Saitou opened the shoji door, the presence of the Lord Demon of the West had appeared in front of him. That’s great.

Kazama eyed on Saitou’s swords on his hips and back to the ocean-blue orbs one, his eyes narrowed deeper onto the younger man’s eyes.

“What’s going on?”

“I need to leave.”

“Why?”

“Obviously I can’t stay here longer. Neither I want any other demons beside you finding out that there’s a living human here.”

With that, Kazama remained quiet while he’s still gazing into Saitou’s cold like an icicle orbs. Both men gazing into each other as they are too stubborn to turn away until the Demon of the West finally opened his lips with a sigh.

“Fine.” He mumbled. “You’ll be leaving by early dawn.” With that, Kazama grabbed his kiseru on the table and sat on the windowsill while watching other demons living in peaceful.

“I have a question for you.”

“And, what is?”

“Why did you saved me?” Saitou asked desperately. If the members of the Satsuma-han that raped him had been killed by the demon’s hand, why wouldn’t he ended his life as well? Wouldn’t it be easier?

“Who knows?” Kazama chuckled lightly as if he was playing the indigo’s heart. He noticed the other man began to turn his knuckle into fist, didn’t cared if Saitou had dug his nails deeper into his fragile skin until a bead of blood started to form. Kazama finds the human amusing seeing him looks frustrated and confused.

“Those kind of humans were pretty worthless and weak. Such as them shouldn’t be in an amazing human world.”

“So why won’t you end of me as well?!” Saitou didn’t realized until now that he had just raised his voice to the demon. Tears slowly began to form on his eyes by now but he tried so much not to show his weakness to his own enemy.

Kazama had been watching him since the indigo accidently raised his voice. There was an expressionless on his face as if he had starting to find the toy that he recently found is bored. Eyes wandered to the elegant window, the Demon spoke:

“Do you describe yourself as a worthless and weak insect then?”

“What..?”

When the younger man murmured that, Kazama’s eyes returned back to the indigo.

“Do you describe the Shinsengumi along with you as a worthless and weak insect, then?” Kazama repeated, but this time, adding with the Shinsengumi.

Saitou couldn’t helped but finding his heart completely shattered just hearing the Shinsengumi is worthless and weak as well.

No..

He wasn’t meant by that..

Stop..!

“I’ve heard a few rumors that you, along with Shinsengumi are one of the most strong and fearful samurai around in the Kyoto. ..I guess the rumors are fake huh?”

Stop that..!

“Who ordered you to come to those pathetic house, Hijikata? He sure has some guts despite having a title as this-so-called Oni no Fukuchou.”

D-Don’t blame Hijikata….!

“Just what is the Shinsengumi is fighting for? Money? Power? Reputation? You do realized those kind of wish are one of the most selfish desire they’ve ever had.” Smoking with his kiseru, Kazama blew out of the smoke on his lips and began to speak once more, “I don’t see a point for the Shinsengumi to spy on Satsuma-han like that. Trying to find a news by eavesdropping at the isolate room is one of the stupidiest thing has human ever done. Doesn’t they have given a better task than this?”

“Don’t blame the Shinsengumi for this! I’m the one to be at fault! I’ll let my guard down!”

At that, the indigo finds himself hard to breathe upon for raising his voice for the second times toward the Demon.

The noble demon hasn’t spoke any word yet. His eyes gazed into the the younger man who looked quite pathetic in the Shinsengumi’s point of view. But to Kazama, he finds this kind of side from Saitou is actually… cute.

“Why do you think of the Shinsengumi and Hijikata so highly?”

The indigo didn’t spoke anything, letting his cold eyes pierced deep into the crimson as he still hasn’t enough oxygen. His cheeks were in a deep scarlet colored. Sweats began to form all over his face, neck, hands and body as well.

“Don’t you think you’ve actually been fooled of yourself?” The Demon started. “You’ve been fooled by those wild dogs. Fooled by the-so-called Oni no Fukuchou. You’re just a dog who’s needs a food to survive. But once you’ve slowly die, they’re no longer needs you and you’ll get thrown away like piece of trash. Like a dying puppy who’ll slowly become a stench corpse on the street. Is that how you want your fate to be?”

“You’re wrong!” Saitou exclaimed unexpectedly. “The Shinsengumi had never wanted any of this. Neither have they fought for money or power. They’re all fighting and protecting everyone for honor.”

“Ho..? I never imagined you could speak that way before. I was expecting you’re the kind of ronin who remained silent and let people insult something terrible from the back.” Kazama said in amusing as he put his callous fingers on his chin, there was his usual smug on his face.

Saitou bit his lower lip to keep his usual stoic and quiet attitude on his mask. He can’t let himself getting so-called-exploding like Hijikata just because of the Demon’s insult and sarcastic.

“I believed the Shinsengumi.” The indigo began. “I believed of whatever they lead to me. They acknowledge of my ability and strength.” Saitou has to say, he isn’t the kind of person who would tell his past to anyone, not even Souji, Hijikata or even his trustful captains. And definitely not his own enemy. Especially Kazama Chikage. However, maybe if he told the Demon about this, he might changed his mind of how he seeing his own enemies, especially the Shinsengumi. “I wield using my left hand. I’ve trained a few dojos but either of them had accepted me for who I am or my ability. But when I met them, they never think of me cheated. Instead, they admired of my ability. They saved me, so… the only I can do to for now is to follow them wherever they go and fight for until the very end. even if it means to throw me away if I dying.”

Even if it has to die as well.

And dying like a bakufu dog just as Kazama had stated a moment ago.

As long as he’d choose the right path of bushido way,

then, he’ll willing to be with them.

“Ho… as I thought.”

Saitou laid his eyes into the Demon when he started to murmur something.

“As I thought the bakufu dogs from Shinsengumi can be quite… intriguing.”

His cold and bored expression had disappeared and soon changed into interesting and amusing back.

Saitou blinked at that part, not knowing what the heck is the Demon mumbled about. Possibly he had known the Shisengumi weren’t an ordinary ronin that the Demon often encountered.. maybe?

“As I expected, examining a quiet, yet obedient bakufu dog is… worthful.”

“What are.. you trying to say…?”

Widening his smug on his face then, Kazama moved closer to the indigo’s figure while leaving his kiseru on the windowsill.

When his enemy started to move slow, yet elegantly, Saitou felt an urged to move backward and so he did, until his back began to lean against the wall, letting himself getting entrapped by Kazama’s gorgeous figure. His strong and hard arm pinned on the wall as well as if the Demon wouldn’t let the younger man leaves him from somewhere else beside the chamber room.

There was a dark smug on the blonde-haired man’s face. But it wasn’t in malice or dangerous way actually. It was most likely to be… taken a deep interested on the younger man more and more. Using his free hand with raising Saitou’s chin to make sure their eyes collided into each other, Saitou finds his body paralyzed upon of seeing a dark expression from his enemy’s face. As if, the Demon had already put him a curse the moment he let the younger man’s eyes laid into the blonde-haired man.

When none of them make any move or speak a word, Kazama started first with tilting his head closer to Saitou so that he could taste the indigo’s soft lips once more. The Demon finds himself quite addicted on the younger man’s lips by now. The first thing Kazama ever wanted to do is obviously devoured the other man’s lips with non-stop. When Saitou finally gave the Demon a permission to deepen their kisses by opening his mouth wider, the blonde-haired man began to put his tongue into Saitou’s cavern then, tasting everything inside of the younger man’s small mouth. While he’s been focusing on kissing Saitou deeper, the indigo’s small hands began to move on his broad while the other was playing his gorgeous golden hair.

To think, a human such as Saitou would dare touch his gorgeous hair..

Parting his lips away from Saitou, hot breathes caressed on their faces each other, eyes filled with desire and lust. Once the Demon got enough air to move, he tilted his face to Saitou’s sensitive ear; lick, nibble, bite, and doing everything he can to torture Saitou’s cute and fragile ear. Each moan and whine that Saitou released often brings the Demon’s quite horny. He doesn’t usual get excited on anyone, not even a mere human or a demon woman. Though it usually depends on how deep interested the Demon of the West has toward to other person.

“K-Kazama…”

The way how the younger man moaned his name really brings Kazama excited even more. He growled under the indigo’s chin. Damn… stop seducing by whining his name as if he wants the Demon to pawn him on the tatami by now.. Reaching his limits, Kazama brings Saitou down on the futon and started to strip his yukata and so as himself. It was big enough for them to sleep together.

While watching the other man giving him a sweet pleasure, the indigo’s eyes wandered on Kazama’s free hand as he searched something in the drawer. After he finally found what he was looking for, Saitou’s eyes still gazed on a small bottle.

..Is that lubricate?

Moving down on Saitou’s private part, the Demon started licking and biting on Saitou’s curvy and attractive hip on seductively. Kissing on the bite mark that he left, in which, brings Saitou felt an urged to flush in red already. Once he has done another work on the other hip, Kazama opened the bottle to coating his fingers with jasmine-flavoured lubricate.

Putting his first finger on Saitou’s cute hole, his eyes gazed on the indigo’s lust face.

“Bakufu dog,” The Demon called. “Do you want to go a little further or not? We can stop right now.”

Stop? Now?

Is that Demon freakin crazy or something? Why at a time like this he has to stop? He should’ve stop before he stripped his clothes already..

Saitou’s answered was nothing except giving the Demon a glared of ‘Stop talking, just do it already’.

Once the blonde-haired man understood the other man’s answer, his smirk began to wide in amusing as he started to insert first finger inside Saitou’s deep hole.

The indigo replied with a soft, yet erotic moan. Not wanting to release more weird sound on his lips, Saitou put his palm of hands on his lips.

Crawling deep inside Saitou’s, Kazama began to add more when the other man has getting used to it until 3. The more fingers the Demon adding, the lewder Saitou’s voice has gotten become. As he continuedly thrusting Saitou’s inside deeper and deeper to find his prostate, not longer after then, the younger man’s mind turned white like a radiant of light, he let his voice slipped from his lips at that.

Feeling slightly confused, Saitou’s lusty eyes gazed on Kazama’s filled with curiousity.

“Wha.. what was…”

“So that’s where your prostate is.” Kazama replied with a wide smirk.

“Pro-prostate…?”

Too hazy to think of, the Demon started to thrust Saitou’s sensitive spot over and over until he can no longer moaned out anymore.

Once Kazama has taken out his fingers, he turned the indigo’s body around to make the position felt better. Exchanging his fingers to his manhood, the Demon began to insert it with a full-speed thrust.

Hearing Saitou’s half-pain and half-pleasure moaned, the Demon played his lips to distract from the pain, make sure the indigo focused on his lips only. As Saitou’s pain started to disappear slowly, Kazama started to pull out and entered it once more in a fast pace. Each thrusted gave Saitou released such a cute and sweet whine and moan.

The indigo wasn’t sure how did it happened between them. They’re meant to be enemies. And yet, this isn’t something kind of angry sex that Saitou has thought of. Instead, it was one of the most sweet and awesome sex that he’d experienced of compared to that night… he was expecting that the Demon was pretty aggressive and brutal in sex as well. But he was wrong. He was quite good on this kind of thing. He’s even a little gentle despite siding along with Satsuma-han.. …Or maybe he had slept with women that’s why he’s quite capable on it.

After several thrusted then, Saitou has finally reached his climax, giving a very last moaned on his lips, white liquid finally released. As soon as everything calmed down, he finds his body getting exhausted and not so long after this, he finds his head rested on the Demon’s muscular arm, in which, it took a right time for the Demon to put the indigo’s head on his.

Dawn’s coming. It took some times Saitou managed to wake himself up. Getting up from the futon, the indigo could hear a soft snore somewhere in the room. Taking a glanced on it, he finally found whoever snoring and it was none other than the Demon. The noble demon was having a good sleep. And Saitou couldn’t helped but finds the Demon’s sleeping look pleasant.

He still can’t believed how it turned out between them that night. There are many Demon’s words that he couldn’t figured out. Either of them doesn’t has to do with being enemies or their hatred to each other.

What could it be he wondered..?

Standing up from the futon, Saitou grabbed the yukata to warp around on his naked body before readying himself to get ready to take a shower and leave the Hidden Demon Village just as they promised.

-/-

And so, Saitou had finally changed himself into his usual black and plain kimono. Thanks to the servants from the Demon of the West’s manor, his clothes had a pleasant fragrance that reminds him of taking a break in the deep forest with a very soft breeze around him. Not wanting to cause the village in chaos, Saitou didn’t wear the Shinsengumi light-blue haori. Instead, he held it along with his headgear.

Once everything’s ready, Saitou searched the noble demon whom still enjoying a peace and quiet atmosphere at the porch while taking a sip a very strong Sake, although Kazama is not lightheaded as Hijikata is.

But still, since when had Kazama taken a shower actually..?

…

Ah… that’s right. This is a manor of course. The Demon probably own 3 or maybe 5 bathrooms actually.

While leaving those thought away, Saitou couldn’t helped but finding the Demon’s strong back quite attractive one. The longer he gazed on the other man’s back, he started realized he’s been wasting his time although he was suppose to return back to the Shinsengumi headquarter as soon as possible.

“I’m done.” Saitou spoke with his usual monotone voiced.

It took a moment then Kazama replied with muttering over something about… maybe the Sake wasn’t strong enough to drunk him? The Demon stood up from the porch and started to wear a haori with a family crest on the back.

“Should we go?”

The indigo replied with a nod as he started to walk at the back of the Demon’s in which, it reminded him of so much of following at the back of the Vice-Commander of the Shinsengumi.

The thought of that man makes him eagerly to see the raven-haired man again.

Then again, what’s gonna happened to this man then…?

As the two men walked all the way to the gate of the Demon’s World, Saitou noticed how the Hidden Demon Village is a very peaceful one despite there’s going to have a war sooner or later. According from Kazama, he has to make sure the demons from the West lived in peaceful and make sure to avoid from joining a war, whether they’re warriors or no.

Beside from that, every time the Demon of the West passed to the other demons, the villagers gave him a bow in full of respected. By looking of it, there are a few villagers were quite admired the Demon, while several of them feared him as well.

So this is how being the Head of the Demon is like…

Almost like forever then, two men had finally arrived at the gate of the Demon World. A familiar red-headed man, Amagiri had been stood there since yesterday, taking a guess that it was his turn to keep an eyed on the village.

“Amagiri, I’m sending him off from this village. Keep an eyed on the village while I’m gone.”

Amagiri didn’t hesitated bowed him in full of respected as well, spoke with a very gentle that Saitou used to hear back when both of them were Hamaguri Gate.

“Of course, Kazama-sama. Saitou-kun, it’s good to see you here.”

“Ah yes… it’s good to see you as well.”

Saitou replied with his usual quiet tone, didn’t expected to speak with the red-headed man once more.

With that, Amagiri leaves the two men alone as they finally arrived at the gate of the Demon World that could reach to the Human’s World.

"Well, I think this is where we should part away by now. Times sure does flies very quickly between us," Kazama chuckled deeply at that.

Saitou nodded quietly, lowering his body slightly to show some manner, despite he is one of the most dangerous enemy in the Shinsengumi. After all, the Demon does saved him from that night. He should be grateful to have a savior such as him. Despite he can be a totally asshole and sarcastic Oni.

"Thank you for your hospitality, Kazama. I owe you for everything."

Despite the indigo spoke that, they eventually greet each other between swords rather than returning the Demon's kindness back.

Would he ever sees this kind of side from his enemy's again the next time?

...No.

There won't be next time anymore.

As much as he had a great desire to stay with the Demon longer, he knew that being someone like him is impossible. He’s a member of Satsuma-han, while the indigo’s belonged to the Shinsengumi. There’s no such thing as getting along with someone who’s from an enemy’s group.

"Your name?"

Saitou raised his face in perplexed at the sudden of question in which the noble Demon repeated once more.

"I suppose that it would be better if we introduce properly. ...Or maybe you won't mind me calling you Bakufu Dog then."

Kazama chuckled at that part. Being a sarcastic Oni as ever.

Saitou remained quiet then, tried to stand properly like an exotic statue, while his eyes were still gazed into the Demon's gorgeous figure. The indigo finally replied the Demon's question with his usual monotone voice yet hidden of gentle and determine one.

"Captain of the 3rd Division from Shinsengumi, Saitou Hajime."

"Saitou, huh?" Kazama whispered the indigo-haired man's name very softly. He couldn't helped but finds himself pleasing just whispering the younger man's name. He wondered what made him feels this way knowing that he had never take an interest on any human before.

But Saitou..

Saitou is different.

"My name is Kazama Chikage. As you may already know, I'm also a Pureblooded Demon from the West."

"You've already told me that."

Kazama replied with a smug on his face. Taking a few stepped in front of the indigo's figure and let his fingers played around Saitou's gorgeous indigo hair.

The quiet ronin couldn't helped but slightly shivered at the feeling of other man's fingers combing down his hair. None of man would ever dare played it before except

Hijikata.

And maybe Souji as well.

"The next time," Kazama began, fingers were still buried on the younger man's hair. "when our swords clash with each other, we won't be enemies from now on."

Slightly perplexed at the Demon's words, Saitou grabbed the Demon's wrist gesturing him to stop playing it, hesitatedly bowed in respectful once again before turning on his heel to leave the Demon's World.

Several steps later, his foot then stopped in stubbornly. It was as if, his selfish thought doesn’t want to leave this world yet. He wanted so much to stay with the Demon’s kind side a little longer. …or maybe forever. How could a strong enemy such as Kazama Chikage could treat him this way as if he was so special? Is there any reason why he would do that to the indigo’s

It wasn’t last long after then the Demon noticed how the younger man suddenly stopped in mid-walking.

"What's wrong?"

Saitou replied with a little hesitate and quite

"…Nothing.”

"That doesn't looks like nothing at all."

With that, the indigo remained quiet, didn't spoke anything else nor answering the Demon's question.

When the Demon’s footstep getting closer to Saitou’s, the indigo jumped slightly when the noble demon held his hand. It was as if his hand had a static.

The blonde-haired man gave his usual smug on his face as if he had read whatever behind on Saitou’s cold mask.

“I’ll take you back to the Shinsengumi headquarter.”

“Eh..?”

“What? This is what you wanted right? You’re going to miss me so much so the least you would like to see for the very last moment is bringing you to the headquarter, yes?”

“…I never said I’m going to miss you.”

“True. But what about your selfish thought?”

“…”

When Saitou didn’t replied anything, remaining silent as usual, Kazama gave a deep chuckled on his elegant lips.

“You know, you should try to be honest every once in a while, especially to me. After all, if our swords we won’t be enemies anymore.”

Being honest, huh…?

“How can you tell? You’re an ally of Satsuma-han, right? Why would you be friendly to your own enemy?”

“I have a certain reason why I’m siding with them. I won’t help the Satsuma-han that longer, however.”

At that, Saitou couldn’t helped but to blink at those words.

What..?

Does he meant, he never wanted to side Satsuma-han all this time?

Then why is he—

“Well, should we go?”

Saitou let his eyes wandered down on their feet. Biting his lower lips, he finally spoke:

“…I can’t.”

Kazama sighed. But before the noble demon could speak, Saitou began first.

“My legs are still sore from last night.”

There was a very long quiet moment between. It wasn’t awkward one actually. But the Demon was gapped like a fish to hear those words from the younger man’s soft lips. It wasn’t long after then, his shock and surprise expression on his face changed into half-wicked and amusing smirk on his gorgeous face.

“Oh? So that’s how it is.” Kazama gave a soft chuckled. “In that case, I have to carry you all the way to the Shinsengumi headquarter huh?”

Saitou replied with a nod. No words he needed to speak.

The Demon continued on smirking. Ah… so this is how Saitou’s being honest, huh?

The blonde-haired man started to carry the younger man in a bridal-styled, Kazama began to turn on his heels with his demon ability of superspeed. Despite how fast and quick the Demon is, to Saitou, it’s almost like the time between them was stop. As if the world was trying to let the indigo stays with him for a little longer whether he eventually kills him and vice versa. Snuggling his head closer on his broad-chested, Saitou couldn’t help but felt envy on him as to how the Demon had such a gorgeous body. Arms were strong and hard like a katana blade. His chest was broad and more muscular compare to himself. If the only he was born to have a same body as Kazama’s… would Hijikata ever finds him attractive by now. The thought of it it brings Saitou flushed in red from thinking the amazing Vice-Commander in his head.

It wasn’t last long after then they finally arrived at the Shinsengumi headquarter. Knowing that several members of the Shinsengumi mostly Fury Corps were taking a night shift, Kazama jumped off of the roof until they found the indigo’s room.

Putting the younger man’s body down on the wooden floor, Saitou could had a greatest desire to be closer with the Demon more and more. However, it’s impossible.

It’s unfair how both of them were meant to be enemies.

But…

“I have a certain reason why I’m siding with them”

Those words bothered Saitou slightly.

It wasn’t that long then the Demon’s voice snapped him back to the reality.

“Well then, this is our last time to see each other for today.”

“What do you mean by.. today?”

Does he meant he’s going to see him again? Here?

Kazama replied with a smirk as if Saitou asked one of a hilarious question he ever hears.

“Sort of..”

When no words express to each other then Saitou let his face gazed down on the floor, willing rather not to see the Demon disappeared in a thin of air in front of his face.

His expectation, however, was wrong. Instead of the Demon disappeared like a wind, Kazama lifted Saitou’s chin up so that their eyes could clashed each other and the next moment, their lips landed on each others.

His kisses were like a poison to him. Each kisses, nibbles and bites he received, he could felt his body, arms and legs are starting to numb. It was as if, the Demon has a special saliva that could make a human’s body weaken for several moments. It’s funny how the indigo loved how dominating the Demon is. Despite getting dominated by a sadistic demon, he enjoyed his lips getting tortured by the Demon’s aggressive lips.

There’s no doubt that Saitou’s definitely a masochist huh?

Each small whine and moan Saitou made brings Kazama excited even more as his kisses began turned into rougher and deeper than usually. His lips moved to Saitou’s sensitive ear, then sucking his chin, reached to adam’s apple. Before Kazama could untie the indigo’s obi, footsteps coming this way.

Kazama gave a growled in threatening to whoever the intruder is. But he let it be as he had satisfied devour Saitou’s fragile lips, and hearing his sweet and erotic moan.

“This world can be quite cruel, huh?” Kazama sighed. “Now then, I should take a leave by now. Let’s meet each other later and… have a sweet dream, Saitou.”

With that, the Demon presence has finally disappeared along with the winds. Although he was no longer here, Saitou could still felt the warmth feeling on his red and swollen lips. Caressed on his lips for the last time, he entered to his room and ignored other members of the Shinsengumi presence whom they gapped like a fish to see Saitou right there after all he had disappeared for almost like a week.

What matters him the most now about none other than Kazama Chikage.

Putting his head down on his pillow, his eyes gazed on the wooden ceiling above. To think, Saitou eventually no longer sees that man as an enemy anymore. Neither ally as well. He was more like… maybe between them? What might happened if Kazama hadn’t been the one that saved him? Would those members of Satsuma-han would locked him into the abandon shop for eternity? The thought of stuck with them brings Saitou’s true nightmare begins already.

“When our swords clashed into each other, we won’t be enemies anymore.”

What are those sentences meant?

Does the Demon doesn’t want to be his enemy as well? Wasn’t he despised of humans and their selfish goal? So why of all the person he chose, why him? Despite he is a mastery of iai, that doesn’t mean he’s one of an amazing soldier in Shinsengumi. The one that meant to be is none other than between Kondou and Hijikata of course. No one is better in samurai beside those two men.

Too tired of thinking too much about this, his eyes slowly fluttering closed as he started to fall into a deep sleep.

The last thing he saw before his slumber taking over him is a beautiful full moon at the night scenery with thousands of stars.

[shenanigumi]

!! Yay!! Can I ask for 4 characters? Like I said before, the Main Trio (HijiOkiSai) plus Sakamoto! Thank youuu~

Haha, I’m sure the other nine guys won’t be too pleased to hear that only three of them are considered ‘main’. But I’m gonna start with Sakamoto since I’ve done the others before…

Sakamoto

Sexuality: Bisexual. Between the KW translation saying that he thinks men chasing after him is a “sight for sore eyes” (even if he meant to say something along the lines of ‘eyesore’) and Kaoru’s comment that he’s not just popular among women, I think he’s pretty relaxed. That said, judging by his behavior, I think he has a bias for women in a romantic sense.

OTP: Unless I count, I guess I’ll say SakaChi, even if I don’t ship it all that much. It got better during the second half, but it’s still not too high on my list. I’m more enamored with him on a personal level.

BrOTP: Nakaoka. To be honest, I can see Nakaoka having a bit of a Thing™ for Sakamoto, what with the amount of tough-love mothering he does, but I still ship SakaChi a bit more, so this one gets relegated to BrOTP.

NOTP: Shiranui, but only because I have a headcanon that they’re not-too-distantly related.

First headcanon that pops into my head: He is Not a Morning Person.

One way in which I relate to this character: If nothing else, I’m passionate, and I love talking about things in a theoretical, often idealistic sense. I’m also stubborn as hell, but (somewhat ironically) can’t stand people who are too firmly rooted in what is to think of what could be.

Thing that gives me secondhand embarrassment: Some of the things he says to Chizuru are kinda cringeworthy, to be honest. I love them anyway, but the particular way he flirts with her is more than enough to fluster me in a not-entirely-awesome way.

Cinnamon roll or problematic fave?: Kind of both. Sinnamon roll?

Hijikata

Sexuality: Straight. Somewhat repressed these days, but straight.

OTP: HijiChi.

BrOTP: Kondou!! I mean, they’re Papa Kondou and Hijimama. They basically run a household as the parental figures. I just happen to see their dynamic as platonic.

NOTP: HijiOki, but there are a couple others that rub me the wrong way too, among them HijiKaza and (for some reason?) HijiSen.

First headcanon that pops into my head: Not really a headcanon, but—I bet he’d look great in a single braid. He wouldn’t be caught dead wearing one, though. Souji to the rescue…?

One way in which I relate to this character: I think I summarized it pretty handily the first time I did this. Mostly, it’s because of our mother-hen-ness and our attitudes.

Thing that gives me secondhand embarrassment: Not much, tbh.

Cinnamon roll or problematic fave?: Neither? More of a cinnamon roll, oddly. Not a lot that’s problematic, at any rate.

Okita

Sexuality: Demiromantic graysexual; gender is irrelevant.

OTP: OkiChi.

BrOTP: Saito.

NOTP: HijiOki.

First headcanon that pops into my head: The first time Okita cut his hair (since it was longer when he was a kid, if it was in a ponytail like that), he tried to do it himself. It Did Not Go Well.

One way in which I relate to this character: Mmm… our one-track minds? I change mine more often than he does, though.

Thing that gives me secondhand embarrassment: Not a lot. Most of what little I got was the fault of the KW translation.

Cinnamon roll or problematic fave?: Kind of both at once, but… he leans a little more toward problematic fave.

Saito

Sexuality: Grayromantic demisexual, but hasn’t really thought about gender. He just figures he’ll leave it open to fate, since there’s no reason to assume he is and will always be one way or the other without decisive proof.

OTP: SaiChi.

BrOTP: Okita.

NOTP: KazaSai.

First headcanon that pops into my head: Saito has some of the worst bedhead in the Shinsengumi. Fortunately, he’s also such an early riser that no one else has ever seen it and lived to tell the tale.

One way in which I relate to this character: Our somewhat detached way of looking at the world around us. He’s just a tad more stoic and collected than I am…

Thing that gives me secondhand embarrassment: It’s more Chizuru’s obliviousness on his route that gives me secondhand embarrassment than Saito, to be honest…

Cinnamon roll or problematic fave?: More of a cinnamon roll, but unconventionally so.

[msbeastlyeevee]

Rate these ships (Hakuouki, because I know the fandom): SaiChi, KazaChi, KazaSai, OkiSai, OkiChi, KazaSen (you can choose to skip some of course!)

I’ll skip the ones I already did.

KazaSai

Send me a ship and i’ll rate it

vomit / don’t ship / ok / cute / adorable / sexy / perfect / beyond flawless / hot damn / screaming and crying /i will ship them in hell

Send me a ship and I’ll tell you

-who drags the other into cuddles: Hhhhhh maybe Kazama? He seems like that type?

-who would eat cake for breakfast: I think Kazama might try and spoil Saito maybe?

-who likes to kiss the others nose: Mmmm maybe Saito? Like one of the few things he’s the crowned prince of.

-who puts dumb things in the microwave: I feel like they both would.

-who initiates kisses: Kazama for the really passionate ones, Saito for the small ones.

-who confessed first: Uhhhhhhhhh……. hmmm that’s a good question. It could go either way.

-whos more flirty: COUGH KAZAMA OBVIOUSLY

OkiSai

Send me a ship and i’ll rate it

vomit / don’t ship / ok / cute / adorable / sexy / perfect / beyond flawless / hot damn / screaming and crying /i will ship them in hell

Send me a ship and I’ll tell you

-who drags the other into cuddles: Souji would.

-who would eat cake for breakfast: *coughs Souji’s name*

-who likes to kiss the others nose: Souji does all kinds of kissing, but once again, Saito does the little things.

-who puts dumb things in the microwave: Souji is not allowed near the microwave after trying to “cook” Hijikata’s haiku book.

-who initiates kisses: Souji does. Sometimes Saito surprises him

-who confessed first: Mmmmmmm I think neither would really confess first? Like they just kinda confess at the same time, I think?

-whos more flirty: SOUJI COUGH COUGH

OkiChi

Send me a ship and i’ll rate it

vomit / don’t ship / ok / cute / adorable / sexy / perfect / beyond flawless / hot damn / screaming and crying /i will ship them in hell

Send me a ship and I’ll tell you

-who drags the other into cuddles: Soouji

-who would eat cake for breakfast: Souji will try to feed Chizuru cake, mark my words.

-who likes to kiss the others nose: Chizuru beats him to those every time

-who puts dumb things in the microwave: Again Souji is banned from using the microwave. See Hijikata’s haiku book incident.

-who initiates kisses: Souji often does.

-who confessed first: They both kinda do, don’t they?

-whos more flirty: Souji dduuuh

KazaSen

Send me a ship and i’ll rate it

vomit / don’t ship / ok / cute / adorable / sexy / perfect / beyond flawless / hot damn / screaming and crying /i will ship them in hell

Not doing that part cuz this is my NOTP.

[ame-saku]

F-Feeling a little deja vu somehow...

[kamenowriting]

Cry under the Moonlight Chapter 2: Sneak Peek

Fandom: Hakuouki Summary: [AU/Canon]: When two enemies encountered such an unexpected fate, this is how they started to fall in love without realizing it. Characters: [Kazama Chikage & Saitou Hajime], [Hijikata Toshizou & Okita Souji] Pairings: KazaSai Genres: Romance, & hurt/romance Rated: M rated Words: Warnings: Grammar error, AU, OOC-ness, BL, yaoi, boyxboy, and yandere!Souji

A/N: So, before I’m going to post a new chapter for this fic(which is, possible about a week) I decided to give some short preview  of this chapter. Just to make everyone know that this blog isn’t dead yet. 

There may be a few typos and grammars error.

“I think this is where we should parts away by now. Times sure does flies very quickly between us,” Kazama chuckled deeply at that as they had arrived at the gate of the Human World.

Saitou nodded quietly, lowering his body slightly to show some manner, despite having the most fearful enemy of the Shinsengumi. After all, the Demon does saved him from that night. He should be grateful to have a savior such as him. Despite he can be a totally asshole and sarcastic Oni.

“Thank you for your hospitality, Kazama. I owe you for everything.”

Despite the indigo spoke that, funny how they eventually greet each other with clashing swords between swords rather than returning the Demon’s kindness back.

Would he ever sees this kind of side from his enemy’s again the next time?

…No.

There won’t be next time anymore.

As much as he had a great desire to stay with the Demon longer, he knew that being someone like him is impossible. He’s a member of Satsuma-han, while the indigo’s belonged to the Shinsengumi. There’s no such thing as getting along with someone who’s from an enemy’s group.

“Your name?”

Saitou raised his face in perplexed at the sudden of question in which the noble Demon repeated once more.

“I suppose that it would be better if we introduce properly. …Or maybe you won’t mind me calling you Bakufu Dog then.”

Kazama chuckled at that part. Being a sarcastic Oni as ever.

Saitou remained quiet then, tried to stand properly like an exotic statue, while his eyes were still gazed into the Demon’s gorgeous figure. The indigo finally replied the Demon’s question with his usual monotone voice yet hidden of gentle and determine one.

“Captain of the 3rd Division from Shinsengumi, Saitou Hajime.”

“Saitou, huh?” Kazama whispered the indigo-haired man’s name very softly. He couldn’t helped but finds himself pleasing just whispering the younger man’s name. He wondered what made him feels this way knowing that he had never take an interest on any human before.

But Saitou..

Saitou is different.

[shenanigumi]

Have you done the h/c thing for Saito and Hijikata yet?

Saito

Sexuality: Grayromantic demisexual.

OTP: SaiChi.

BrOTP: Okita, but Heisuke is a close second, and Amagiri gets an honorable mention.

NOTP: KazaSai.

First headcanon that pops into my head: However good Okita may be with his hands, it’s Saito who is the undisputed master of origami. It’s one of his few hobbies independent of his job.

One way in which I relate to this character: Besides sharing a birthday? People usually misread my mood and think I mean something more by saying “I’m fine” when, ya know, I’m actually fine. We’re open books, but people always seem to think there’s more to what we say.

Thing that gives me secondhand embarrassment: Every time a joke or implication flies over his head, which is always. For being so vigilant, he sure is naïve sometimes.

Cinnamon roll or problematic fave?: Absolutely a cinnamon roll.

Hijikata

Sexuality: Straight. Busy as hell and pragmatic to boot, but straight.

OTP: HijiChi, I suppose.

BrOTP: Kondou.

NOTP: HijiOki, but there are a few others that rub me the wrong way too.

First headcanon that pops into my head: Not all his poetry is actually awful, but he’s so used to his poems being mocked that he’s tricked himself into thinking his better stuff is still terrible. Doesn’t stop him from writing it, but he makes extra bonus sure to keep it hidden.

One way in which I relate to this character: I am the Mom Friend™ in most, if not all, of my social circles. Besides that, my default attitude is abrupt and matter-of-fact just like his, my temper just beneath a businesslike surface. For all my similarities to Heisuke, Hijikata is the character I resemble most.

Thing that gives me secondhand embarrassment: His poetry. I can never tell whether it’s a reaction to the verses themselves or a reaction to their reactions, but that’s the trouble spot.

Cinnamon roll or problematic fave?: Neither. I’m not sure how to classify him, really.

[kamenowriting]

Hello! I hope you are fine and in good health . I was wondering if you are going to continue your Red string fate story . I have read all your fics and one shots on kazachi here and on fanfiction they are really amazing although some of the them are incomplete but still they are awesome. your story "Night of Horror" sounds wounderful please write more of it. please continue them whenever you have time . you are a really good and amazing writer . Have a nice day :)

Hello there, anon. I’m always well whenever there’s a positive message in my inbox here. Thank you so much for the concern(?) of me, and sending some lovely and kind words there :DD It really made me happy and inspiring~ I can be a very sensitive person, so, having a very nice comments of my works really made me moved truly. ;)

Thanks so much truly for enjoying maybealmost all kazachi fics I’ve written. I’m glad you love them all in spite there are some multi-chapter stories are in the middle of hiatus here and there lolol.

So, to answer your next question for the Red String fate thing fic, yes, it’s still in progress xDD I apologize truly for taking sometime! Supposedly the fic should’ve been finish somewhere in the latest of Change fic chapter updating. But I sort of have a habit of forgetting on writing when something interest caught me such as games and etc. There's a chance that I'm continuing on writing once again. But before that, I'll write KazaSai uncompleted fics or sneak peek to exercise(?) my writing skills so that my writing style won't turn terrible or rusty lmao

Another reason why I haven’t writing Red String for a while is, I’ve been… a little hesitating on writing it. It’s not a writer’s block however. It’s more like I was a bit worried that Kazama looks a little OOC somewhere in a certain scene(?) OTL

Among of all kazachi fics I’ve seen so far, almost all readers enjoy Night of Horror fic the most. I’ve never expected to see everyone really enjoy NoH all this time x"DD Probably readers never expected someone could actually write !AU: If Chizuru meets Kazama first instead of Shinsengumi :P

But I have to admit, Night of Horror fic, is actually one of the most intriguing story I’ve written so far. In spite of in the middle of hiatus, there’s some several storyline has gotten interested in it the more I randomly write its sneak peek, especially since I’m also decided to have a multi routes-ish for Night of Horror(which means, I’ll write Kazama route, Yamazaki route and Amagiri route)I won’t add or intending to put Shiranui’s route since I’m not a biggest fan of him compared to other people out there.

Again, thank you so much for a very positive and kind words you’re sending me :“DD I appreciate them all truly~

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Me: *Reads fan author's profile*

Me: ...

Me: Shit. I'm so freakin glad you're exist.

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Valentine’s day is right around the corner. So probably going to write V’s day fic.

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Hakuouki Tag Game

[Poll made by shenanigumi]

Tagged by @hades-no-daifuku and @msbeastlyeevee thank you sooooo much sure is taking some time doing this but hey, it’s better to post then not to.

How and when you got into this glorious fandom:

I’ve known this fandom since the game released on PSP which is, around 2012, I believe. I don’t remember tbh. But if i remember correctly, as I check on my load, it looked like I save the game since around 2012 so yeah... Though I’m not a bookworm or into otome back then though I actually play it cuz a certain samurai reminds me of someone in Bleaaaargh. *cough* Niisama *cough* However, I return back to play Hakuouki as I grown a little older and decided to play several routes. Aaaaaaaaand I’m stuck in this fandom because of Kazama’s sudden kiss in CGI WAS SUPPOSE TO CHOOSE THE NORMAL ENDING FIRST. DAMN I MISUNDERSTOOD HOW GUIDE SHOW ME

Favourite character in terms of development:

I’m not really good at seeing the character’s development. But…definitely Souji. As I replay his route, I’ve noticed that Souji was very cold toward Chizuru in ‘common route’ especially when she was worried about him when he was coughing in blood. The colder he was, the more I find myself to dislike his cold attitude toward Chizuru. However, it didn’t last long as Souji eventually opened on her little by little, which I finds myself to love him back.

A character you’d get along with irl:

Hmm… I don’t know maybe Souji? Although Saitou is more suitable to me as I enjoy staying a peaceful atmosphere like him, but it may turned awkward eventually, so Souji is the best person to get along. I enjoyed getting teased lightly, not in sarcastically or heavily however as they can snap me quickly. The more they teased me or making me feels comfortable, the more I slowly opened up with them. I can be hardly open up to those who don’t give me a light joke or talk to me a lot.

 A character you are most like:

Mostly Saitou as I’m a very quiet and introvert person, doesn’t shows any expression a lot even if people try to surprise me. I also enjoy someplace quiet where there isn’t a lot of people. There are times I also had a social anxiety. But from my friends’ perspective, I’m more as Hijikata since I often being tsundere all the time like, ‘I hate everyone, I want them all to stay away from me’ although what I meant was, ‘I’m a terrible person, I wasn’t meant to be with them’.

Least favourite character:

I like all characters, including Kaoru, and Serizawa. …Maybe except Hijikata and Niimi however. But I have a complicated feelings about Hijikata. It’s not hate him but at the same time, it’s also not favourite as well. He’s just… between them, but far away from favourite list, I guess?

Of course everyone hate Niimi, who wouldn’t? He’s nuisance and can be annoying in Reimeiroku that brings my blood boil just looking at him appeared in Reimeiroku. Well... it’s good thing that he’s finally dead.

Personal favourite husband:

IT’S FUCKIN KAZAMA CHIKAGE OFC!!!!!! CANT YOU SEE WHO’S ICON IMMA USING?!!!! I DON’T FREAKIN CARE OF WHAT HE’S DONE IN EVERY ROUTE(except his own) IT’S JUST SHOWS HIM HE HAS MANY PERSONALITIES TOWARD THE MAIN SAMURAI ROUTE(except Harada as he doesn’t appear in Harada route, except in bad ending, only approaches Chizuru alone, not along with Harada pfffft)

 Favourite route:

Ofc, it would be none other than Kazama~ True there isn’t enough development between them before Shinkai coming. Everyone in the Shinsengumi died and bla bla bla. I can’t helped it but I suddenly love his sudden kiss on his CG truly. I wasn’t really expected to see this ending before. I was expected they’re just become friends and finally respected to each other or something. IM FREAKIN LAZY TO FIND KAZAMA WITH PURPLE WESTERN CG ALRIGHT

Souji route is also one of the second best route. . It’s nice to see Kodou as a good guy in Souji’s route(tho i can’t love him in Hijikata route despite he’d protected Chizuru from rasetsus. But somehow his words in Hiji’s doesn’t makes him a good guy or something) Other than that, another reason that I love Souji’s route is his quotes was so beautiful that I can’t stop playing his route;

“If you agreed to go live with him there, that'd make you a monster. Killing people to try and hide your own pain? That sounds like a fury to me.

And what you really want is to be yourself again. Not a fury.

Or do you want to give up because you're a monster, and just spend the rest of your life hiding from the world?

You're Chizuru. You're not a monster.

If you give up on life, then I'll take it from you before you forget who you were.

If you don't want to die, you've gotta give up in giving up.

You need somebody who's gonna be strong for you, and I'm way too stubborn to even throw in the towel, so..”

I can’t expressed myself in words how much I love his quotes is. But all I can say is, it’s a very heartwarming one. I’ve always thought myself that when the time has come I would eventually hiding myself away where no one can find me.  Neither they know of my death. But Souji’s words, however, kinda changed me little by little.

As for Saitou’s route, the more I play it for a few times, the more I enjoy seeing KazamahadacrazythingforSaitouI mean Kazama’s evil side. I’m okay with whatever role Kazama’s taking as. Evil, terrible, bad, anti-hero-ish. Once the character is in my trash list, I can’t bring myself to hate or dislike it.

If it’s included Urakata though, definitely Aritomo. I may not know what’s going on with his route, possible something to do with another war or something(so glad it doesn’t has to do with Ochimizu and all). There are times Aritomo was quite strict and stern(ah wait, I recognized this character before. Who could that be?), and there’s also times Aritomo shows his cute and stundere moment.

 Who you’d wish had a route:

Well since Yamazaki and Sannan got route, I FREAKIN WANT AMAGIRI TO HAVE A ROUTE AS WELL!!!!! Honestly tho, cant we all dating other Onis beside Kazama orz. (actually tbh, choosing of all Onis route, I would definitely choose Amagiri trololol) Ah yes, just seeing Sakamoto has a route, it’s a little unfair how Nakaoka didn’t got a route as well

I mean, I like how he can be a dork, but at the same time

A freakin badass.

Just imagined how Nakaoka acted clumsier than Chizuru’s, but when an enemy tried to attack her, he would become her shining knight armor. 

Daaaaaaaaaaaammmmmnnnn

Least favourite route:

One of the worstnot-so-the-best route would be none other than Heisuke route. Just as Eevee-senpai’s stated, there’s so many confusing in there and I definitely not into childish, precious and cinnamon roll samurai. 

Even I’m not a fan of Yoosung in MM

I have more reasons why I hate Heisuke route but it be best to keep it away.

Favourite Chizuru ship:

KAZACHI ofc. I also adore OkiChi and maybe IbaChi as I always had a soft spot for childhood friend(exceptional for Heisuke in SSL as he’s still looks like a kid).

Top 3 ships over all:

Hakuouki

KazaChi. I wasn’t expecting to ship them harder the moment I got his good ending trololol.

AmaSen. When I play Kazama route for several times, I used to thought that there’s a hint of AmaSen there. Such as he brings Sen to Kazama’s location without protest, and the other one is he couldn’t able to go to Ezo with Kazama/Chizuru cuz he’s worried of Sen WAY MORE than Chizuru’s safety lolol. And so, I was like, oh now that’s a good and interesting pairing there.

But when I ‘watch’ Story of the Shinsengumi of Amagiri’s route, I was completely flabbergasted to see how Sen and Amagiri have a very close relationship. It’s not the kind  of relationship between the Princess and the Guardian. It’s much more deeperfuck you Heisuke route how dare you make Amagiri forget Sen True that Amagiri respected her very highly but I believed there’s something even better than that. So in conclusion, They. Are. Fuckin. Canon. Deal with it.

Aaaaaannd KazaSai. At first, they’re actually my guilty pleasure pairing, but the moment I’ve read the fanfics between them(which are mostly smut-ish, yet had a very nice plotline oneshot. And another one’s angsty, which is MY FAV; not just Saitou lose his left arm, he also lose his voice to say ‘I love you’ to Kaza urgh I cried so much that fic.. HOW DARE YOU) Yes yes, I understand this pairing is more as abusive(?) But hey, there are more people(which is, mostly japanese writer/artist) draw/writing these two as a not so abusive-ish.

Urakata Hakuouki

Takasugi x Kozue. His route and CGs kinda intrigued me. Some reviewers say that Izou’s way better while the rest of routes treated Kozue like a big bro or something. While Izou is special..? Umm I don’t know???

Aritomo x Kozue. I wasn’t expecting to fall in love with him little by little. HIs caring/worried toward Kozue was very something. Compared Hijikata though, he’s not over-protective or tells her to stay away from him or something. I like this kind of tsundere.

Nakaoka x Kozue. I was quite curious of him the moment I found Nakaoka/Takasugi CG where Nakaoka is all like ‘TAKASUGI-SENPAI!!!!’. Really, if Otomate ever makes Urakata SSL, Nakaoka and Shiranui should’ve create ‘Takasugi fan club’ by now pffffft. Aaaanyway, back to Nakaoka x Kozue pairing, like TakaKozue, his route quite intrigued as well. There are times Nakaoka acted a bit dorky, and there’s also Sakamoto the COCKBLOCKER. And her Niisama is alive there too...!!!!!

Do you write/draw/contribute to the fandom in some way? (If not, did you want to pass along the names of blogs that do and what you like about them?)

I have a writing blog in tumblr which is, @byaichi126fic and Fanfiction.net. However, right now, I’m focusing on writing KazaSai fics and possibly Change fic only. I also intending to write OkiChi fic, which is, requested by guest reviewer from Hisuru Hana fic. It’s been along time however, BUT her words giving me inspired to write it.

I also have an art blog. However, I don’t draw much. It depends. But, my fav Kazama/Saitou palette color already lost in my old laptop. So, the only way to make me draw once again is I have to send my old laptop to the electronic shop to fix it. 

Thank you very, very, very muuuuuuch for taggin me. It’s makes me so happy for getting notice~

Pretty sure everyone got tag already but, again, curiously taggin so...

@amiliephan, @kawaiisakuraoni

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Thanks for finding some of my ships are make sense and all @impracticaldemon :D(i thought i have a very strange sense of shipping lol.)

Ah.. well, I’ve always like shipping hero x villain quite a lot(mainly sadist villain lol). Something about that relationship always intrigued me a lot(or maybe I read too much BL manga which contain sadist seme/dominant lolol)

As to why I’m shipping all villains with Saitou… well, as a hardcore yaoi/gay/slash fan, I’ve always find Saitou has a vibe of attracting to men. XD also some of villain x saitou pairing it actually inspired me to ship them because of fics. Then again, it’s normal that many fans shipping Saitou with everyone(even in pixiv, someone ships Saitou with Sannan and Itou).

Hate to say this but; I used to like HijiSai truly due to Saitou’s admiration toward Hijikata is rather cute and all. But lately, I no longer shipping them anymore after i watched one of Hakuouki Drama CD between them, as I realized that the pairing was turned out to be a one-sided, in my own perspective.

Sure, people can ship them whatever they like, but in my own opinion, Saitou’s feeling for Hijikata would always remain unrequited one. Even the kakizome moment gives an evidence that Hiji.Sai is onesided(funny most people see everyone is all after Chizuru, but to me, Saitou was more eyed on Hijikata lolol)

And sure, HijiOki might be onesided as well when it comes to Kakizome, but hey, at least Hijikata actually accepts and appreciate Souji in drama CD, compare with Saitou’s; Hijikata turns him down no matter how insisted Saitou is

Now, back to main question:

Kaoru: Just like KazaSai, I actually ship Kaoru with Saitou because of pixiv fictions. They’re not a lot however, just two only. But they’re good and worth to read compare Okita/Kaoru(I forgot to put OkiKao in so-so list lmao) Oh yea, I forgot to tell you that I actually ship Kaoru/Saitou as in SSL au only. Haven’t thought of canon au since they never meet yet.

And ever since then, I thought myself that they’re actually look nice together as well as they might be getting along if it wasn’t for Kaoru is a yandere siscon lol(or Kaoru is NOT yandere siscon?? Okay, my grammar is not the best, srry OTL). Also, there’s actually a screenshot of Someya and what’s-his-name-again together that I find them rather cute one, which bloom me to ship them more and more then :33

Serizawa; It actually all started with trying to add angsty moment for my future KazaSai SSL fic(which, I had no idea when will I write it orz). Due I have a terrible author’s block back then, and I desperately want to try writing Serizawa as a… rapist there, I eventually went to SeriSai tag in pixiv which, surprisingly, there’s an art between them xDD And yea… that’s how I started to ship SeriSai now xP

[shenanigumi]

Can you do a treat for Kazama/Saitou as well?

Have you met the version of Kazama in Saito’s route?? That son of a bitch is an irredeemable sadistic psycho. I mean, I’ll try, but…

Saito greatly appreciates watching Kazama while he’s sleeping, because it’s a welcome contrast from the usual incessant glares and arguments. In fact, he looks almost innocent for once. Kazama also likes watching Saito sleep, but his reasons are considerably creepier; this is one of the only times Saito lets himself appear vulnerable, so Kazama likes gloating about how easy it would be to fuck with him in any number of ways.

Kazama will often ask Saito something to the effect of “Of all the demons and humans in the world, how did I end up with a creature as base as you?”—to which Saito will invariably reply “Of all the demons and humans in the world, no one else can stand you.” Kazama rarely has a retort to this; Saito wonders why he asks, since he already knows what he’ll say, but doesn’t inquire in the interest of maintaining the peace.

Similarly, Saito will on occasion request that Kazama remind him of his redeeming qualities, because he can’t for the life of him remember any. He does so primarily a.) to keep Kazama occupied with talking about himself while Saito is busy, since he’ll seriously brag for an hour; and/or b.) for entertainment purposes, since at least ¾ of what Kazama is saying about himself could not be farther from the truth.

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Fandom: Hakuouki Characters: Kazama C. & Saitou H. Pairings: KazaSai Summary: AU: The thing that Kazama desired so much was to break that cold and emotionless fake mask of Saitou Hajime. He wanted to be the first one to ruin him. Dark!KazaSai. Warnings: AU, BL, grammar error, non-con, dark, OOC-ness, Hijikata probably too OOC at the end of the chapter Genres: Horror, & Romance Rated: M rated Words: 3, 883

A/N: This is an alternate chapter of Behind on that Mask for Fanfic.net. The chapter still the same from the last one, Kazama raped Saitou and all, but I wrote it in different way. The ending didn’t make Saitou drink Ochimizu tho.

I’m probably re-edited once more. Just in case if I made another mistake.

This is mostly Kazama’s POV, with a slight of Saitou’s too, and a little Hijikata’s POV.

Preview:

He couldn’t wait no more as soon his instinct controlled his body completely; moving forward to Saitou in a split second with his superhuman ability, giving Saitou widen his eyes in horror as he didn’t had a time to use his iai already. Kazama used his strong hand to grip the indigo’s attractive neck tightly, not in pain however, so that Saitou could breathe a little, pinning him down on the dirt ground then.

Struggling from the demon’s hard hold, Saitou soon given up the moment he took a gazed into the crimson-orbs for the first time. Eyes filled in shocked and horror upon of seeing whatever Saitou saw behind on the dark crimson eyes of Kazama. All Saitou can see behind on that smirk was nothing except desire and hunger with lust.

“Saitou!”

….Ahh. So it’s him.

Perfect timing.

“You’ve come at a wrong time, Hijikata-toyarou.” Kazama began to speak. The pony-tailed haired man then snapped greatly upon of hearing those words from the demon’s lips. “You should’ve come here sooner so that you realized who’s Saitou belonging to.”

Eyes instantly shot into the crimson one, filled with hatred and despise.  His blood began to boil in fury, gritting his teeth tightly as soon as he had reached his limits already. Laying Saitou on the ground as carefully as he could, Hijikata stood up, using a defensive stance to prepare himself to attack Kazama.

“You fuckin bastard!” Hijikata cursed him. “I kill you! I fuckin kill you!”

Kazama gave a bark of laughter then, finds Hijikata very amusingly for being such a pathetic and foolish human.

“What the hell are you laughing for?!”. 

Kazama Chikage began to feel his hard erection was throbbing in pain under his garment upon of meeting Saitou Hajime once again. With the help from Yukimura Kodou, who had found the Yukimura girl's location, the demon of the West had finally found the soon-to-be-fragile-flower already.

Beautiful and stoic like an icicle as ever, Kazama finds him fascinating. For a mere human such as Saitou Hajime, the demon has never thought Saitou was actually a very attractive creature compared the-so-called-Oni-no-Fukuchou. Pale like a porcelain doll, very fragile one, however, so he needs to be careful so that the demon won't break him completely. …Heh. How foolish Kazama is. Of course the demon would eventually destroy him and ruin him everything. He would take everything from Saitou before someone takes him first.

Not even that Hijikata bastard or Amagiri takes him first.

Not wanting to wait anymore, Kazama finally revealed his presence in front of Saitou and his men with his usual dark and twisted smirked on his face.

"Y-You are—?!"

Chizuru exclaimed, too shocked to meet the demon at a place like this, fear began to form on her almond-brown orbs already.

Kazama, however, didn't acknowledge the demon woman's presence anymore. His lust has taken him completely and all he ever cared now is to ravish that fragile flower here and now.

Saitou moved forward in front of Chizuru then, eyes were cold and hard like an iceberg. His voice was monotone as ever, yet Kazama still finds himself getting harden in excited more.

"Go."

The stoic captain demanded simply and ahh… he wondered what does it looked like if that monotone of his soon melted in erotic and wanton tone then? Just thinking about it, Kazama feels in need to lick his dried lips in hungrily already.

"B-But, I…"

Saitou shot his eyes to Chizuru then, hissed sharply on her as he doesn't had a time to continue on arguing with her at a place like this:

"I told you to go."

As Kazama watched Saitou's demanded his men and the demon woman to continue on going to Osaka Castle, his smirk turned into wider as he finds the indigo really elegant despite his mask was hard like a metal.

He never thought he actually has a thing for man who's hiding their feeling with a stoic mask.

When the members of the 3rd Division of the Shinsengumi and Chizuru left to go to the Osaka Castle then, his lust began to grow darker upon of finding a great time to ruin Saitou completely without any interruption then. Not even Amagiri would dare to interrupt whatever Kazama intended to do now after all he made an excuse that he has… an 'urgent' to do. To think though that Amagiri was too damn foolish for believing him too much of listened a pathetic excuse such as that.

When Saitou began to crouch down to prepare himself to launch his mastery iai to the Demon, Kazama's lusty crimson orbs began to lay down on Saitou's expose, pale hip. The demon can see how soft, long and slightly muscular Saitou's hip is. It was such a great view on looking that beautiful pale naked hip of Saitou's, and Kazama has finally reached his limits already. He couldn't wait no more as soon his instinct controlled his body completely; moving forward to Saitou in a split second with his superhuman ability, giving Saitou widen his eyes in horror as he didn't had a time to use his iai already. Kazama used his strong hand to grip the indigo's attractive neck tightly, not in pain however, so that Saitou could breathe a little, pinning him down on the dirt ground then.

Struggling from the demon's hard hold, Saitou soon given up the moment he took a gazed into the crimson-orbs for the first time. Eyes filled in shocked and horror upon of seeing whatever Saitou saw behind on the dark crimson eyes of Kazama. All Saitou can see behind on that smirk was nothing except desire and hunger with lust. There's no despise or hatred toward the indigo. Only strong desire that cannot be controlled anymore. Crimson orbs were glowed in brightly red like a blood as the moonlight shone upon him beautifully, the demon's smirk turned even darker than the usual Saitou seen, breathing harder like a beast, giving the indigo shivered upon of feeling hot panted on his pale skin.

"Never thought I would've taking an interest a human such as you are, my little delicate flower. You should be honor." Kazama growled seductively next to the indigo's ear, licking and biting in hungrily, in which, he received a delectable reward; the gasps and moans that Kazama had been desire to hear.

Not wanting to wait anymore, Kazama used his ability once more to shred Saitou's clothes completely like a hunger beast, leaving the indigo wears nothing but a fundoshi. His headband was elsewhere, while his usual blue-sky scarf was next to the stoic then. Kazama licked his lips in lust, eyes began to glow into golden as he was about to show his Oni form already. Hand began to ungrip Saitou's neck then, moved to his pale, and exposed body of desire. Every touch Kazama gave made Saitou chilled down on all over his spine already.

"My eyes weren't deceiving me after all," Kazama breathed on Saitou's adorable right nipple. "So soft.. so beautiful.. and, so… fragile you are, Saitou-toyarou." Exhaled on Saitou's nipple once again before he licked, sucked and bit in excited, while on the other nipple, Kazama used his hand to rub it, pinch it, and twist it harder until it turned a dark bruise.

Saitou arched his head back at the unwelcoming touches he received from the demon. He never thought for entire of his lifetime, he would eventually ended this way; getting raped by the demon when he had always desire to received by Hijikata. His body was too stubborn to move as he was under a strange spell the moment he looked into the lusty crimson orbs of Kazama's for the first time. It was one of the most regretful things he could ever do just now.

When Kazama heard another wanton moans from Saitou, he stopped licking then, looking above to Saitou with a feeling of excitement.

"Enjoy, I see?" Kazama smirked in amusingly. "However, I come here not to giving you a pleasure for the first time. I would eventually… ruin you with everything I've got. Be sure to get ready, Saitou-toyarou."

Kazama then grabbed Saitou's both wrists, putting it above his head and wrapping Saitou's wrists together with his blue-sky scarf, making sure Saitou wouldn't able to struggle very easily this time. The demon finds Saitou very fascinating upon of being useless now. To think, humans are very easily to tie up.

Not wanting to wait no more, Kazama continued on his working by kissing those soft and fragile lips of Saitou's, tasting hot and wet cavern of the indigo's as he lets his eyelids closed in excitement. Every moan and groan Saitou made was very erotic to Kazama. Although Saitou made an uncomfortable sounded rather than called it as a pleasure, yet, Kazama still finds himself getting excited, and horny. The demon would make sure he could tasted everything inside Saitou's cavern and sucking deeper. When the demon finally opened his eyelids then, he used his sharp fangs to bite Saitou's swollen lips roughly, giving Saitou gasped sharply in pain, blood began to trickle down on his chin then.

Kazama smirked at that, using his finger to wipe Saitou's blood on his chin then, and tasting the crimson liquid on Kazama's finger, giving a very wide dark smirk once more upon of tasting human's blood for the very first time.

It tastes slightly coppery, but at the same time…

"..sweet like a nectar." Kazama said, licking Saitou's blood once more on his finger then, bringing Saitou looked at the demon in terrifying and horror.

You have to do something, Saitou Hajime! You have to get out of here already!

Saitou thought over and over, and yet, no matter how many tried he struggle, the hold on his wrists were too tighten.

Kazama noticed how desperate Saitou intended to get himself off, widening his grin in amusingly.

"Ah, ah," Kazama said in teasingly, caressed in a slight of disgusted to Saitou. "I won't let you go yet. Not until you'll be ruin… soon."

Turning the indigo around then, Kazama ripped Saitou's fundoshi, revealing him a great view of tight, pucker hole of the indigo's, Saitou finds himself chilled down on all over spine already upon of letting an enemy such as Kazama seeing his private spot.

"Make sure to let out your voice as loud as you could, Saitou. Let everyone outside from the woods hear your erotic and wanton tone." Kazama demanded, using his dry finger to encircle Saitou's adorable pucker hole firstly, before readying to thrust it in a superhuman ability, bringing Saitou raised his voiced in agony pain, hot tears began to form from his eyes, and fingers dug into the ground very deep.

Kazama replied with a moaned of exciting upon of hearing that erotic scream of Saitou's. Tried to be patient as he could before he readying himself to ravish Saitou deeply despite he was almost reach to his limits already. Kazama increased his pace of his finger then, adding another dried finger to three, thrusting deeper and harder until the demon finds Saitou's prostate. Saitou's scream began to increase the moment Kazama had finally found his sweet spot, widening his dark smirk of Kazama's once more before thrusted it over and over then.

When he finally had enough, he took out his blood-coated fingers, licking everything before watching Saitou panted and sobbed beautifully. Kazama turned Saitou around once more, taking a good view of the real Saitou Hajime.

The very fragile delicate flower.

There was no longer stoic mask that Saitou often used anymore. Saliva streamed down on his chin like a waterfall, his broken ocean-blue orbs were glazed in ashamed and humiliated.

This is what Kazama has been looking for behind on that stoic mask.

What a fragile his delicate flower is.

"That's right…" Kazama breathed harder, gripping Saitou's chin tightly. "Let me see the real of you, Saitou Hajime. Your fragile side."

Saitou replied nothing except another sob.

Saitou couldn't able to move his body any longer, his inside began to sore in pain after all the demon had thrusted deepen in him several times without taking a lube. Kazama untied Saitou's scarf from his wrists then, opened Saitou's exposed hips wider, and took a view of his fragile flower once more, licking his lips in hungrily as he had enough to be patient already. His erection began to throb in pain more than ever, Kazama finally unsashed his obi, revealing his hard, pre-cum erection, poked it on Saitou's swollen hole before launching a very powerful thrusted deep inside the indigo.

Upon of feeling hard thrusted deep inside Saitou, his ocean-blue orbs widen open like a saucer then, tears fall down on his cheeks without his permission as something deep inside him ripped apart completely. His scream echoed deep in the woods, couldn't care less if the enemies found them, this kind of pain was too much for Saitou. Blood began to trickle down on Kazama's erection then, bringing the demon widen his smirk in amusingly, before increasing his pace, Kazama's lips plunged deep into Saitou's as he continuedly struck deeper into Saitou's sweet spot, moaning in pleasure upon of feeling something tightening deep inside of the indigo.

Meanwhile in the deepest forest, Amagiri stood behind the tree, eyes shutting tightly as he listened Saitou screamed and yelled with agony in pain, pleading the demon of the west to stop although Kazama was too stubbornly to stop ravishing Saitou deeply.

His fists then gripped it harder and turned it into a ball as he tried to calm himself down, not letting his rage controlled him everything. Kazama was getting too far, yes, and yet, he doesn't have a great power to stop him, knowing that Kazama had surpassed him and Shiranui, leaving Kazama the strongest demon in the West.

"Aren't you going to save him?"

A familiar voiced spoke to the red-headed man.

Amagiri gazed into the purple orbs man deeper, then laid down to the ground with feeling of regretful. There was no playful nor sarcastic expression on Shiranui's face anymore. Just like Amagiri, his face was filled with disappointment and regretful… and maybe disgusted as well?

"Even if I tried to stop him, I don't think Kazama-sama would listen to me." Amagiri stated. "The lust has taking his control everything, there's nothing we can do about it."

"Demons' emotions are such a pain in the ass, huh? Taking our control without realizing it. Sure it's tough to control those kind of emotions."

Amagiri nodded in agree as he laid to the two men then. Demons' emotions are definitely one of the most dangerous enemies for Onis. Which is why, Amagiri has often being calm and polite Oni one. He couldn't let those kinds of emotion taking him completely, including lust as well.

Not wanting to hear Saitou's scream anymore, Amagiri and Shiranui left the woods with a feeling of guilty for being helpless for the indigo man then.

Saitou doesn't remember how long had Kazama thrusted deep inside him already. But somehow, it's almost like forever now. Each deep thrusted he received was like a fire shoved into his inside over and over until it burnt and sore completely, in which, it took a long time for Saitou's inside to be healed.

When Kazama finally released another hot seeds deep inside Saitou, he lets the indigo whimpered for the last time as Saitou cummed as well then. Pulling out the demon's manhood from Saitou's hole, the demon put his muscular body on Saitou's with a feeling of slight exhausted. He embraced closely to the indigo, letting their naked bodies connected each other and stroking down Saitou's soft long hair as the demon listened those sweet sobs of the indigo's then.

"Soon, you'll be mine." Kazama growled in possessively. "I won't be around with you, however. The Satsuma-han still need me. So I will come and get you when the time has come." Eyes looked into the indigo in hungrily one as he continuing stroked his hair elegantly. "Remember, Saitou Hajime. You're belonging to me. I won't let anyone touch you. Not even that Hijikata bastard or Amagiri."

Once giving another stroke and short kisses on Saitou's swollen lips, Kazama continuingly embraced closer to the indigo, taking a short break after all staining a lot of seeds on the fragile flower.

After lying on the ground for a few hours then, Kazama stood up then, tying his sash on his obi back as he looked down on his delicate flower in very proud after all he had stained his seed on Saitou's bud, making his job here done. Although he'd still need to take care of continuing on paying the Satsuma-han's debt, in which, making him slightly pissed off, he won't be able to see Saitou for a while now…

As he put his dark-brown haori on Saitou's pale, naked body, Kazama turning on his heel then, taking a leave as he needed to have a meeting along with the members of the Satsuma-han but soon stop upon of hearing footsteps further away from here.

1 person…?

There's only one person dared coming here. For whoever it is, he/she must be too stupid for coming here all alone.

"Saitou!"

….Ahh. So it's him.

Perfect timing.

A pony-tailed haired ronin stopped between them, eyes then turned into horror upon of seeing something horrifying toward to Saitou. There, Saitou lay down on the ground in exhaustedly, dark-brown haori covered his back pale, and exposed body. There was a white liquid dribble down on Saitou's swollen hole. Red marks and bites were all over the places; arms, neck, shoulders, hips, everywhere.

Couldn't care less if Hijikata being attacked then, he moved his hand on his lips then, his heart began to clench in pain already. Soon he moved forward to Saitou, kneeled down next to him, enwrapped his strong arms around Saitou's fragile body closer to him, and gazed into the broken ronin in hurt.

For a moment then, Saitou fluttered his eyes opened as he could felt a very familiar hold, eyes gazed back into the onyx one, there was a very rare expression he can see on the Vice-Commander's face.

"F-Fuku… chou.. aaah…"

"Don't speak." Hijikata hushed him. "I'm right here. I'm right here Saitou. Everything would be alright."

Saitou continued gazed into him with hard panted, whispered to Hijikata in a hoarse tone.

"Forgive me… for disappointing… y-you…"

Upon of watching the man he loved lose Saitou's conscious on his arms then, his world began to destroy completely, everything colored in grey then.

"You've come at a wrong time, Hijikata-toyarou." Kazama began to speak. The pony-tailed haired man then snapped greatly upon of hearing those words from the demon's lips. "You should've come here sooner so that you realized who's Saitou belonging to."

Eyes instantly shot into the crimson one, filled with hatred and despise. His blood began to boil in fury, gritting his teeth tightly as soon as he had reached his limits already. Laying Saitou on the ground as carefully as he could, Hijikata stood up, using a defensive stance to prepare himself to attack Kazama.

"You fuckin bastard!" Hijikata cursed him. "I kill you! I fuckin kill you!"

Kazama gave a bark of laughter then, finds Hijikata very amusingly for being such a pathetic and foolish human.

"What the hell are you laughing for?!"

When the demon had finally stopped laughing then, his crimson orbs laid upon the fragile flower for a moment, then to Hijikata back with his usual sadistic smirk.

"For a foolish human such as you are, you sure had some guts to raise your sword to a demon such as I am." Kazama chuckled deeply then. "What made you furious so much, I wonder…? …Ahh.. could it be that I'm the first one taking him completely?"

With that, Hijikata finally launched himself then, using his force to attack the demon. However, all he could slash were nothing except a cold of wind. Turning on his heel then, realizing the demon was intending to run already.

"Running away like a coward..?!" Hijikata hissed.

"Say whatever you want, but the Satsuma-han waiting for me." The demon said with a dull and bored tone then, gazed into the unconscious Saitou deeper before he formed another wide grin on his face. "Try to take care of Saitou while I'm gone. Make sure he's alive until the very end."

"Don't expect that you would able to see Saitou anymore."

"Oh? We'll see about that. After all, fate would always bring us cruelty."

With that, Kazama finally disappeared between the wind, bringing the woods returned in peaceful of quietness.

There, Hijikata stood there in feeling of regretful, staring the unconscious Saitou in guilty and heartbroken. Taking off his light blue haori to cover Saitou's front exposed body then, Hijikata carried the indigo's body in a bridal style, began to walk deep into the woods to return back to Osaka Castle. Upon of returning back to the castle then, Hijikata lifting his face up, dark clouds began to form together before droplets of rain began to pour down on the woods. Still gazed into the dark sky, moving his eyes to Saitou then.

Fate would always bring us cruelty

Those words echoed deep into Hijikata's mind over and over again. They weren't just meant about the future. The Demon of the West was also meant about the indigo's important quest as well. When Hijikata entrusted the Yukimura girl's safety to Saitou, everything was all part Kazama's plan; taking an opportunity to… r-rape Saitou when the men from the 3rd Division and the Yukimura girl went to the Osaka castle without the indigo then.

To think, he lets this horrible fate fall into the left-handed ronin. The person that should've fall into that fate was him. He's the one that should meet that Kazama bastard. He's the one that should fight him whether the demon taking an interest in him just as Saitou or not. He's the one that should take a responsibility for letting Saitou ended in this way.

Never in his entire life, Hijikata has ever blamed himself of whatever he's doing or choices he took. But the moment he found Saitou broken completely for the first time, his world destroyed completely, all he ever wanted now was to commit a seppuku already.

"It's all my fault.." Hijikata murmured softly, eyes still laid into the indigo one. "Everything's my fault. I'm sorry… Saitou." He whimpered finally, letting his sadness formed on his-no-longer-stern-face-anymore.

He regretted.

Regretted for everything.

Entrusted the Yukimura girl to Saitou.

Too late to stop Saitou's inescapable fate.

And too late to stop the demon from leaving.

The Vice-Commander regretted everything else.

The person that needs to be blame one is no one but himself.

When Kazama decided to take some break by resting under the tree, he watched the rain poured down in the human world in proudly, his crimson orbs were darken in lust, and his smirk grown even wider.

"Saitou Hajime," Kazama growled the indigo's name, plucking a white lily nearer to him and taking a deep gazed on it as if this flower was represented of the indigo.

"I'd finally destroy your mask." He chuckled at that. "When the time has come, I will make sure to stain my seeds once more. With that, all you can ever think nothing except me. Once the war is about to put an end, you'll come and cling on me on your own."

Gripping his hand where he held a white lily, clenched it very tightly until the petals fell down on his palm one by one then.

"Saitou-toyarou..," the Demon called his name once again, giving a twist of dark smirk on his face then.

"..you'll belong to me soon, my little delicate flower."

[kamenowriting]

Cry under the Moonlight

Fandom: Hakuouki Summary: [AU/Canon]: When two enemies encountered such an unexpected fate, this is how they started to fall in love without realizing it. Characters: Kazama Chikage, Saitou Hajime, Hijikata Toshizou & Okita Souji Pairings: KazaSai, with a slight of HijiSai and one-sided!OkiSai, but eventually HijiOki Genres: Romance, angst & hurt/romance Rated: M rated Words: 2, 990 Warnings: Grammar error, AU, OOC-ness, BL, slash, yaoi, boyxboy, non-con, double-penetrate and yandere!Souji

A/N: This is the same story as one of something like sneak peek that I made a few weeks ago. Once again, I change the title and summary once more. I don’t mean to change the storyline and all, I’ve just realized it doesn’t fit the story which is, yea, I have to change the summary as much as I hate to admit it.

And for Souji lovers/fans, please don’t get mad for making Okita being yandere-ish in this fic. I have a great urge to made one-sided!OkiSai here knowing that I’m not really fond of that pairing no matter how popular they are. And no, by meaning of yandere Souji, I don’t mean in killing way and all. It was more like obsession for Saitou.

Be warn that in this first chapter, it contain RAPE/non-con, don’t like it, skip it until third line.

This is also AU in which is, the Shinsengumi never found or met Chizuru, still following the original storyline tho.

Preview:

“Oh? What’cha lookin at like that?”

The member of Satsuma-han2growled like a beast, slapping Saitou’s cheek harder until it turned red and bruise.

“…Ummpgh!”

The indigo-haired man groaned with endured in pain, despite there was a red mark on his cheek, he’d still continuedly looked at them in despise, gripping his fists until ball despite his wrists were binding it tightly.

“For a member of the Shinsengumi,” the Satsuma-han man3 said, moved his hand to caress Saitou’s naked body, giving Saitou quietly whimpered in disgusted. “ya sure has a nice and amazing body for man.”

Chapter 1: Unavoidable Trap

This night would be the 3rd Division turn to take care of the night of Kyoto, Saitou Hajime has been given a new mission from the Vice-Commander. Rumors had been spreading all over men, women, children, including ronins that the abandon house next to the sweet shop has been haunted. However, according from Yamazaki, the abandon house has been a secret hideout for several members of Satsuma-han attended a meeting, and by meaning several, which means, their meeting may possibly doesn’t have any to do on whatever they’re scheming of to their enemies, including the Shinsengumi.

This bothered Hijikata greatly, in which, he decided to entrust this mission to Saitou, who’s been very loyal to him since the first time he came to dojo, following his order without complain, believing that Saitou might be able to finish this mission for a short time.

Dusk falling, the full moon raised above the beautiful, starry night sky, Saitou Hajime and his men were investigating the abandon house where several members of Satsuma-han attended a useless meeting. There isn’t anything good they found except a few empty bottles of sakes, the smell of this room were quite disgusted, giving Saitou pinched his nose as tight as he could, feeling himself to vomit, it was much more disgusted than the smell of blood from dead corpses.

“Saitou-kumicho, it looked like there’s nothing in this house except some empty bottles and leftover food they ate. Should we take a leave before they arrived here? We might be able to find a good information if we’re eavesdropping their meeting.”

With that, Saitou gripped his chin with his fingers, taking a little deep thought and thought of his men’s suggested with a little of hesitation.

His suggestion was a pretty good one, Saitou thought. Once several men of Satsuma-han attended the meeting then, they might be able found good information from whatever they had planned or schemed of, especially finding Kodou’s whereabouts very easily at this rate. This would take some time for them to return back to the headquarter then..

With that, Saitou returned back to the reality, cold, ocean-blue orbs laid into his men and replied:

“Alright, we should wait for either of them come near to this abandon house then.”

“Sir!”

Once the 3rd Division of the Shinsengumi went out from the abandon house, hiding something place safely where none of a member of Satsuma-han could felt their presence, all men including Saitou took a gazed upon on the abandon house focusly, care less the screaming of innocent people and the insanity laughter of Rasetsus, their mission right now is to focus of taking an eavesdropping from several members of Satsuma-han once they started their meeting, arrest them then once Saitou manages to find any good information from them then.

After for like hours for them then, Saitou and his men found a very strange dark figure goes to the abandon house, taking a glanced around it as if he/she didn’t want to let people at the night of the Kyoto found his/her presence.

“Saitou-kumichou!”

“I know.”

Saitou spoke with his usual monotone voiced, tried not to make any movement as he and his men watched the dark figure standing, taking a glanced around him/her for million now, and went its eyes were laid on Saitou, the suspicious shadow turned on his heel to run, taking a guess that he/she’d found their presence already.

“Let’s go!”

Saitou demanded, standing up from his place then, chasing after the dark figure at the back alley of the abandon house. The indigo-haired man couldn’t see a strange shadow very well, knowing that they’re in the dark town where there’s no light that could shone them, but the appearance looked slightly masculine, two swords were on his hip, taking a guess that it’s a man.

The moment Saitou followed where a suspicious ran off to, his eyes soon widen in shocked with horror, stopped in mid-walking, leaving his men stopped walking as well, looking at his captain in perplexed before they realized whatever that made his captain shocked greatly.

“It’s a dead end.”

One of a member of the 3rd Division men said.

It’s not quite dead end actually. The wall in front of Saitou and his men were very tall and thick, it was very impossible for anyone manage to jump on that wall with a split second. However, there’s a big chance that they managed to pass this wall like a ninja.

Moved forward to the wall, Saitou rested his palm of hand on it, closing his eyelids for quite moment before his eyes returned back to his men.

“We should take a day off for today. We can continue on investigating this tomorrow night. Report to Fukuchou everything we’ve got.”

“Sir!” The members of the 3rd Division of the Shinsengumi said in unison, turned on their heels to leave the place, readying to return back to the Shinsengumi headquarter then.

As everyone left, Saitou still stood there, taking another deep thought at how the suspicious ronin managed to get away with just jumping a very high wall.

Shaking his head slightly, returned to reality back as he turned on his heel as well, following along with his men to return back to the headquarter, reporting to Hijikata of whatever he and his men managed to find in the abandon house so far.

Letting his guard down, Saitou could felt strong arm entrapped his waist tightly, giving Saitou eyes shot open, searching whoever holds him, before he could speak or giving an attention to his men, a strange liquid that drenched on cloth then hit on Saitou’s tongue, giving the stoic ronin’s mind felt numb and dizzy before his world engulf in a pit of darkness then.

When Saitou finally returned his conscious, fluttering his eyelids like a butterfly, he took a glanced around him, feeling slight familiar of the room, he was in an isolate room in the abandon house where he and his men were investigating. Soon, his eyes widen in horror upon of meeting several men surrounded him like a circle. His head felt a little dizzy at first, tried to remember everything he knew before he loses his conscious but soon his memory returned everything. His eyes laid on them who were grinning and smiling in disgusted, as if they’re scheming something.

For a moment then, Saitou found a familiar clothes and light-blue haori at the corner of the room, realizing that all Saitou wears nothing except a white fundoshi, giving him shivered at the cold wind that breezed on his naked skin. Wrists bind on a very strong tight rope at his back, finding himself difficult to escape from them no matter how much struggle he tried.

As soon as Saitou took a very closely on the men surrounded him, he recognized their clothes greatly. He have seen them for several times in day as a member of the Shinsengumi, there’s no doubt that those men were members from the Satsuma-han.

So what Yamazaki told him just now was true after all, several members of Satsuma-han really attending on meeting at the abandon house after all.

“You bastards..!” Saitou cursed them. “Just what do you think you’re doing?!”

All Saitou received was nothing except a very disgusted grinning, giggling and laughter from them, knowing what’s gonna happened to him then.

“For a Shinsengumi, ya sure have some guts to find our secret base.”

The Satsuma-han man1 said, giving another wickedly laughed on his lips.

Saitou didn’t spoke anymore, giving a cold glared on his enemies.

“Oh? What’cha lookin at like that?”

The member of Satsuma-han2 growled like a beast, slapping Saitou’s cheek harder until it turned red and bruise.

“…Ummpgh!”

The indigo-haired man groaned with endured in pain, despite there was a red mark on his cheek, he’d still continuedly looked at them in despise, gripping his fists until ball despite his wrists were binding it tightly.

“For a member of the Shinsengumi,” the Satsuma-han man3 said, moved his hand to caress Saitou’s naked body, giving Saitou quietly whimpered in disgusted. “ya sure has a nice and amazing body for man.”

They chuckled then, he3 continuedly, touching Saitou’s body all over the place, neck, shoulders, stomach, then moving to his hips, to Saitou’s private spot.

Saitou finds himself shaking in disgusted this time, feeling himself to vomit at the unwelcoming touches from the member of the Satsuma-han.

“Oh? You’re enjoying it, I see. Don’t worry. I’ll make you feel great.”

With that, Saitou’s eyes shot opened the moment the member of the Satsuma-han3 pulled out his fundoshi, giving the several members of the Satsuma-han see the indigo-haired man’s private spot very clearly.

“What are you—?! S-stop!” Saitou pleading, but once again, he received another laughter and grinning from them instead.

One of member of Satsuma-han4 cut Saitou’s bind on his wrists, holding his muscular arms so that he wouldn’t get away with it, while the other man2opened Saitou’s hips widely, giving them a great view of Saitou’s erection.

Saitou felt himself feeling humiliated as tears about to form on his eyes already. He never thought for his entire lifetime, he would ended in this way.

“Try to loosen up and I’ll make you feel good.” The Satsuma-han man3 said, licking his 3 fingers and make sure his fingers are well-coated with his saliva.

When he’s got enough, he began to encircle Saitou’s tight, pucker hole slowly before he thrusted deeper into the indigo-haired man’s inside, giving Saitou whined then.

“Ahhh yes… feeling good don’t ya think?” he3 chuckled widely, continued digging his finger deep into Saitou’s inside, bringing the indigo-haired man making weird and disgusted voice on his lips, shutting his eyes tighter as he would rather wouldn’t want to see whoever touching him without  permission.

Some men were laughing and chuckling in amusingly, hot breathed suddenly hit on Saitou’s ear, giving him chilling down on spine, shivered in disgusted and feared at the strange sensation from his own enemies’ dirty hands.

“Ne, Hajime,” the Satsuma-han man4 called the indigo and playfully one, in which Saitou opened his eyelids with a little hesitation, eyes gazed into him4, looked at him in confused as the Satsuma-han man4 suddenly untied his obi, showing his pre-cum erection, knowing what he wanted the indigo-haired man have to do. “Open your mouth wide and make sure you drink every last drop.”

Without thinking no more, Saitou followed his enemy’s demanded, opened his mouth wider, his big and hot shaft then thrusted deep into his cavern, sucking it, bobbing his head up and down as the Satsuma-han man4 replied with an erotic moaned.

“Ooooh fuuck… didn’t know you’re good at it.”

While Saitou was too distracting sucking his enemy4’s erection, he hasn’t realized until now that a few men joined as well. One of them were playfully teasing the indigo’s sensitive nipple, rubbing it, licking it, and sucking it until it turned red and bruise. While the other man2 biting Saitou’s earlobe in teasingly. And the last man1 grabbed Saitou’s erection, pumping it in swiftly until Saitou released it on his hand.

When the Satsuma-han man4 reached its climax, he released his seed deep into Saitou’s throat, giving the indigo-haired man swallowed it in forced without failed to spit it them all out.

As Saitou tried to catch some breathed, his mind turned into numb as he suddenly received deep kiss on Satsuma-han man4’s lips. Tongues dancing together on their cavern, Saitou could felt himself to vomit already as he could taste sake in his4 cavern, mixing along with his4 saliva and semen as well.

For goodness sake, how long this is going to happen.

For like forever then, as Saitou continuedly forced himself to kiss deeper with him4, Saitou gave a sharp gasped when the Satsuma-han man3 had finally found the indigo’s prostate, grinned very widely, adding his second finger and poked it on his prostate over and over, then adding another finger, repeat it the same thing.

Each thrusting Saitou could felt deep inside of him made his mind drivin’ him crazy already. It felt strange and odd somehow, but he doesn’t feel any pleasure or comfortable at all! He was much more like felt disgusted and dirty. To think, he let these horrible men doing whatever they want to him.

Upon of reaching its climax after several thrusted the Satsuma-han man3 had done, Saitou gave a wanton moaned on his lips, he came once more, white liquid stained on his naked body.

Grinning and chuckling were everywhere, Saitou arched his head back as three men gladly cleaned up all the white liquid that covered his body. Soon, tears began to stream down on his cheeks like a waterfall filled with ashamed and humiliated.

When the Satsuma-han men had finally let go of him, Saitou laid on the cold tatami there, letting himself to catch his breathe very easily despite the smell in this room were pretty disgusted and made himself felt to vomit already.

For a short time then, one of Satsuma-han man then lifted Saitou’s ass up, taking a good view on his pucker, swollen hole, grabbing his manhood then, he poked it on Saitou’s hole, giving the indigo-haired man flinched in feared, soon screamed out in agony pain at the very powerful thrusted deep into Saitou’s inside.

“Ahh yeah… so hot and so tight in there~”

“U-Ummgh…” Saitou replied with a groaned, biting his lower lip as he tried to endures the pain of thrusted deep inside of him for several times. But no matter how much he endures it, strange sounds uncontrollably came out from his lips.

While one of Satsuma-han man thrusted deep inside the indigo over and over again, one of them2 lifted Saitou’s face up, taking a good look at the erotic expression on the stoic, licking his lips in seductively before he plunged his lips on Saitou’s, making sure he could taste every single of this man.

“F-Fuck… I’m cumming” the Satsuma-han man said, releasing his seed deep inside Saitou. The indigo-haired man moaned inside his kisses as new tears began to fall once more.

When the Satsuma-han man’s erection finally took out from Saitou’s inside, their lips finally parted away, giving a soft sigh of secretly relief as everything over.

…Or so he thought.

Before he let himself laid on the tatami, Saitou took a short break until the Satsuma-han man1 gripped Saitou’s broad shoulder, pulling him on his1 broad chest before he opened Saitou’s swollen hole widely, giving two rooms for the new men on the next round.

“We’re not done yet, Hajime”

At that, 2 erections thrusted into Saitou’s hole deeper at the same time, bringing Saitou’s eyes widen opened like a saucer, his voice echoed around the room as something inside him ripping him apart greatly with 2 manhood thrusted him in a tight hole at the same time.

For several thrusting, several shoting their seeds deep inside of him over and over, as well as for the several next round then, Saitou was too exhausted to scream, too exhausted feeling their uninvited touches, as well as too exhausted on feeling them filling up their seeds deep inside of him, his world finally engulf in darkness, bringing him lose unconscious then.

“Aaahhh~ now’s that a life.” The Satsuma-han man2 said, uncorked a bottle of sake, poured it down on a few cups for each of his friend.

“To think, fucking someone from the Shinsengumi would be that good.”

“So what’cha should do with him then?” the Satsuma-han man4 said, their eyes then looked into Saitou, who laid on the tatami like a rag doll, eyes were faded like a dead fish as his saliva trickled down on his chin.

“Well, he’s a good toy to fuck. We might as well to bring it with us.” He laughed then. “He is much better compared woman’s body.”

At that, they began to laugh together, drinking the sake as they slacking off in the abandon house then. But their joy atmosphere wouldn’t last longer as one of his friend suddenly screamed in agony pain, there was a sound of wet slice echoed in the hallway.

“Who are you?! Show yourselves!” One of the members of the Satsuma-han said, feeling slightly scared as he prepared himself to unsheathe his sword, waiting for the intruder to show its true self then.

After for like forever then, a familiar, dark figure then finally showed itself in front of the group of the Satsuma-han, giving them looked at the ‘intruder’ in horror, gapped like a fish as if what they saw in front of them now is a ghost.

One of a member of Satsuma-han’s that screamed in agony pain then fell down on the floor like a rag doll then, letting his head rolled down inside the room like a ball then, his iris looked above as he no longer alive anymore, giving several members of the Satsuma-han shivered down on all over spine at the meeting of the ‘intruder’.

The familiar, dark figure formed a very wide, amusingly grin on his face, as the blood that he slaughtered just now trickled down at the tip of his blade on the floor.

“Now that’s a very interesting… lost puppy you’ve got there.” The deep, male voiced spoke, raising his sword as he looked at the red liquid continued dripped down on the floor, readying himself to slaughter next prey.

And just before several members of Satsuma-han launched themselves to attack their enemy, the dark, figure slaughtered them like a butcher in lazily one, giving their dead bodies fell down on the floor, blood dyed on the tatami into deep red then.

The mysterious, dark figure swinging his sword to wipe off the crimson liquid on his blade before sheathing his sword into his scabbard back, gazed upon the familiar member of the Shinsengumi in the dark room then.

[kamenowriting]

Escape from the Past

Fandom: Hakuouki ~Sweet School Life~ Summary: AU!SSL-ish: Takayuki Yuuno runs away from his abusive parent, and lives in Tokyo where no one knows Takayuki Yuuno. However, he knew that he can't hide himself forever as they're still searching him no matter how far he hides. KazaSai Characters: Saitou Hajime & Kazama Chikage Pairings: KazaSai Genres: Angst, hurt/comfort & romance Rated: Possible M Warnings: AU, OOC-ness, yaoi, tortured/abusive-past Words: 1, 011 Extra: Saitou has an agraphobia aka fear of tortured/abuse-past or something like that

A/N: This idea is inspired by one of my favourite romance novel, so the storyline would be a little similar in the prologue. I love the synopsis very much, unfortunately, I haven't finish it yet since I lost that novel a few months ago x''D

Prologue

He runs

He runs away without stopping, ignored all the suspicious and odd stares from other people as he stumbled or bumped into them. He didn't care if he received some curses from their lips. All in his mind were nothing except telling him to run. If he didn't, his chance to get away from them will be lost forever.

Don't look back.. don't look back..

The rain was heavily today. His clothes and hood were all drenched. Each droplets rain poured down onto him, it reminds him of so much bullets shot him terribly. It hurts him in painful one. His breathed starting to turn heavily as he realized he's been running using a full-energy. Legs began to turn to numb as he was about to collapse already.

No... he can't stop here. He can't collapse here..! Not here, not now...!

He can feel them. He can sense them.

They're chasing him. Chasing with a super-human power speed.

For him, those men are not human. They're monster. A beast.

Their speeds were nothing like human at all. They're some kind of ninja just like he used to watch an action movie with his girlfriend when he visited her place. So fast that he couldn't even see where they are or where they even coming from.

How do they hire a monster just like them? Or what's worst, how do they even teach them and turn them into a beast..?!

Those crimson orbs of theirs pierced into his chest very deeply like a sharp knife till it's bleeding so badly, those twisted and dark grin that could gives him shivered down on all over his spine.

He felt frightened.

Terrifying those monsters.

Just what they had done to them anyway? They don't look like a normal parent to him.

Why would they even treat him like some kind of tool?

Doing it for the sake of money?

Reputation of wealthy?

It made him scared even more. Frightened, needed to get away from them even if he had a same blood as them.

After running down on the street for like forever, Yuuno entered the bus station quickly, and putting his hood down, trying to hide his indigo hair away from any people that he familiar of. Lucky this is the very first time he came to the bus station, in which, not all people who worked here doesn't recognized him at all.

"Welcome, sir. Where would you like to go?" A friendly and kind man asked his customer as cheerfully as he could after he gave a ticket for an old lady who wants to get to Osaka.

It took a little hesitant Yuuno to answer as he took a glanced around him, not wanting to see any men he familiar of, especially the one they hired of. His hands and body were shaking and trembling like a leaf. It wasn't cold actually. He was too frightened to get caught by them.

"Anywhere.." Yuuno muttered in horrifying. "Anywhere that's far away from here..."

He could felt himself from choking in fear already. His heart began to beat in swiftly, it almost felt like it was about to get away from his chest already. Can this man could hear how loud his heart-beating is...?!

"Far away huh... I think that would be Tokyo. It takes some days or maybe weeks to arrive. But—“

"I'll go there." Yuuno said without any hesitation, eyes still looked frightened as ever. "I'll go there.. I'll pay whatever you want. I'll go to Tokyo then, please."

He needs to get out of here.

He needs to leave here.

He can't stay in that prison anymore.

It drivin' him crazy.

If he stays here longer, he eventually becomes their tool for eternity then.

He didn't want that!

He wants to be a human.

Just like his friends!

How could they treat him in that way as if he's just a mere tool..?!

The man looked at his customer in perplexed, wondering what made the hooded-man looked so excited on going to Tokyo. Without thinking no more then, the man gave a ticket for his customer to get to Tokyo then, and tells him the costs to get there.

Yuuno quickly opened his pouch to get some money that he stole from that monster's room before he intended to run away.

The man on the counter was smiling kindly once more, speaking in a very polite and cheerful once again:

"Thank you very much. Your bus number should be 53 then."

Yuuno takes the ticket then, leaving the bus station as soon as possible but soon his body stood there like a statue as if someone had aim a bullet on him strike on his chest already as he heard a very familiar man's voice.

"Excuse me, officer, have you seen this man? ...No? I see... If you do found him, do report it to me."It was one of a Head butler that is very loyal to that man very deeply. Yuuno finds himself feeling a little horrified if any of them caught him. Feeling hard to breathe then, Yuuno tries to walk normally as he could, not wanting any of them found him in suspicious one, managed to run the moment he had get away from the bus station then.

Upon of finding the bus of number 53, he was thankful for Kami as the bus of number 53 was about to get going already. Entering the vehicle as fast as he could, Yuuno finally successful on getting away from them, taking an empty seat for him and his luggage.

For the very first time.. he managed to get away from them. Running away from them.

His abusive parent.

As the vehicle started to move then, Yuuno finally took off his hood from his head, tried to breathe as normal as he could, since he'd no longer doesn't need to be afraid anymore as they won't be able to find them.

Continuing catching his breathe, the indigo-haired man watched the rain pour down on his hometown in heavily at the window then, before his world began to engulf in darkness as his eyelids began to close slowly then.