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can someone make new gally ff? im craaaaving
#the maze runner fanfic#the maze runner#wattpad#wattpad fanfiction#dylan o'brien#thomas brodie sangster#ki hong lee#will poulter#kaya scodelario#tmr x reader#tmr teresa#tmr newt#tmr thomas#tmr minho#tmr gally#tmr#tmr brenda
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Tried watching the maze runner again idk why I can’t bring myself to finish it 😭 but yandere maze runner x male reader would be bomb aka ( yan! Gally x male reader ) prob were you 2 r the first ones there and he’s overprotective over u or tomboy strong fem reader taking care of everyone and idk gally not wanting you to run cuz he’s scared he’ll lose u🤭 LiSten I’ll probably go back to watch it again- ill get better ideas 💡 l8r / also I think some of these fic ideas r probably done soo..
#i like yandere stories but not the typical yandere stories#yandere male#the maze runner#Yandere the maze runner#dylan o'brien#will poulter#thomas brodie sangster#ki hong lee#kaya scodelario#probably the typical yandere story#yandere x reader
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#brenton thwaites gif#kaya scodelario gif#heartburn#dick grayson x reader#dick grayson fic#nightwing x reader#kaya scodelario#dick grayson#gameofsurvival
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Hi, Can you write about Charlie Weasley x Rozina Dursely (twin sister of Dudley) and Harry's cousin sister she is blonde and has gray eyes she is in Gryffindor (but she can be very cunning 😅)and she shares her dorm with Hermione.I have chosen Kaya Scodelario as Rozina and I think Sam Heughan and Kaya makes a good pair . They got close in the 6th year of summer vacation . Thankyou 💗
Hi sorry but I'm unable to do your request. I don't write for other people's OCs, I just write for character x reader xx
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New Additions... Again
Hello beautiful people! This is just a post to let you know that I am adding a few people to my request list. I have been getting loads of requests and I am honestly so grateful to every one of you. Unfortunately... I haven’t gotten around to any yet because I currently ( in literally two days ) am about to pass a huge exam period. Basically like SATS or whatever you guys have other there in the US. I am really stressed about it but I’ll survive. So when those are done I will get to writing right away. Thank you guys so much again for your patience and without further do, lets welcome these new people to our list!
PS: I am only going to write for the characters the actors play not the actual actor/actress as I feel uncomfortable doing so. So if you would like to request a character played by an actor/ actress you love please do so BUT if you still send me the name of an actor/actress I will still take your request but will personally choose a character played by said actor/actress to fit the scenario.... *catches breath *
- Amanda Abbington aka John Watsons wife from BBC Sherlock (Yes... I have a crush on Mary from BBC Sherlock... and yes I would like to talk about it with a therapist.)
- Charlie Heaton (I like socially awkward nerds with big hearts)
- David Harbour (Currently re-watching ST and I love Giants so that's about all I have to say)
- Jason Momoa (Not really a personal favorite but a lot of people have been requesting him)
- Jessica Lange (Honestly surprised at how long it took me to find her hot, maybe its the AHS withdrawal that's making me feel this... anyways no regrets)
- Joe Keery (A lot of J’s... also I gotta give the people what they want)
- Kaya Scodelario (Started watching Skins a few weeks ago and just thought “Why not?”. Also this is for all you Maze Runner lovers)
- Oscar Isaac (I even suprised myself with this because for some reason my daddy issues have not yet picked up on Oscar Isaac... even though i have 60+ year old men on this list. I personally am more of a Pedro Pascal girl... but Leto Atreides... makes me get it. Also I’d totally bang his wife Lady Jessica but thats beside the point. Also Rebecca Ferguson has been on the list already for like 3 years)
- Paul Bettany (Are you even surprised?)
- Pheobe Waller Bridge (Underrated QUEEN. Also I have a thing for tall, dark haired, socially awkward, unconventionally attractive British people. *Cough* Sherlock Holmes aka Benedict Cumberbatch *Cough* *Cough* Severus Snape *Cough*)
- Sacha Baron Cohen (As I said I love giants)
- Winona Ryder (OH MY FUCKING GOD. How was she not on my list before. She is one of the most beautiful, inside and out people in the entire world. And Joyce Byers makes my mommy issues QUAKE. Not joking. Also underrated as FUCK.)
Anyways that's it for now. Hope you’re happy and request something for one of these people. Also If you would like me to add anyone else PLEASE ask me, honestly I love answering people.
Also I NEED a Javier Bardem x reader fic cause he so SO FRICKIN HOT
ALSO fucking pray for me for my exams... cause I need it.
AND WAIT WAIT WAIT... Pleease ask me blurbs or little opinions on some of your character. Just like scenarios and mini imagines cause I love those... NSFW or not.
Thank you so much
Love you all
#bbc sherlock#sherlock x reader#charlie heaton x reader#jonathan byers x reader#david harbour x reader#stranger things x reader#jim hopper x reader#jason momoa x reader#jessica lange x reader#AHS#sarah paulson x reader#joe keery x reader#kaya scodelario x reader#oscar isaac x reader#pheobe waller bridge x reader#sacha baron cohen x reader#winona ryder x reader#joyce byers x reader#joyce byers#steve harrington x reader#leto atreides x reader#javier bardem x reader#pedro pascal x reader#steve harrington#severus snape x reader
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#effy skins#effy icons#effys closet#effy stonem#skins effy#effy gif#effy vibes#effy lives#skinsedit#skins uk#cassie skins#skins aesthetic#effy and pandora#effy and cook#kaya scodelario#rue bennet x reader#rue.txt#rue x lexi#rue euphoria#euphoria#maddy and cassie#zendaya#2014 grunge#2014 tumblr#tumblr grunge#2014 revival#grunge#soft grunge#grunge blog#2k14 tumblr
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Baby Poop [D.O’B]
Dylan O’Brien x reader
Summary: ‘OMG DID I TASTE MY BABY’S POOP?’
Word count: 558
Warnings: none
You were sitting behind the scenes as you watched Dylan being interviewed for the third time that day. You liked watching the interviews up close because you thought Dylan was so cute goofing around and playing with his cast mates.
You had your little daughter Ellie in your lap as she tried to get down to run to her father. She was pouting and whining just to get Dylan’s attention who at the time was giving a lengthy explanation of why his character was so important to the movie plot.
"No, Ellie," you whispered after the three-year-old jumped off your lap and ran to her father. You closed your eyes as Ellie clung to Dylan's leg.
"Oh, I think we have a little fan here" You heard the interviewer's voice. You blushed as you were supposed to be looking out for her.
"Yes, this is my daughter Ellie" Dylan took the little girl in his arms to the tender looks of his friends "She's a little shy, as you can see" he said, after she hid her little face in Dylan's neck. The interviewer smiled
"She's beautiful."
"That's because she looks like her mother" Kaya said in a teasing tone. Dylan rolled his eyes
"Baby Ellie is so cute sometimes I doubt she's Dylan's daughter" Thomas joked. Dylan gave him a bad look "But then I find out she’s really his when she danced without a diaper at her number two birthday party. Just like her father."
"Oh my god, I only did it once."
"We were on camera."
"I didn't know that!"
Everyone laughed and you felt more relaxed to find that Ellie's presence didn't make them uncomfortable and that the baby was behaving just fine sitting on Dylan's lap and playing with his hands.
The jinterviewer cleared her throat.
"Well, since your adorable little one is here, I'd like you to tell us a story about what it's like for you to be a parent. Something funny, maybe?"
Dexter and Kaya let out a laugh.
"Oh, tell her about when you first fed her by yourself" Kaya suggested. Dylan started to laugh
"Well, there's this one time when I fed her single-handedly. It was summer and was too hot inside the house and Ellie didn't have any clothes on. My wife always fed Ellie and that day I decided to take over."
"And what happened next?"
"Everything was going pretty well until I saw something thick and weird in my pants. At first I thought it was the same mush I had been feeding Ellie and somehow it fell in my pants."
"And was it?"
"Uh... no."
Dexter, Thomas and Kaya laughed hysterically. Dylan blushed.
"It turned out to be poop."
"Wait" The woman swallowed a laugh "Are you trying to say your baby pooped in your pants and you didn't notice?"
"Uh...well yes"
"How did you finally know it was poop?"
"He tasted it!" Thomas laughed "He tasted baby poop."
"Oh my goodness!"
Everyone started laughing including you. Ellie didn't seem to understand what was going on even though her father had shrunk back in his seat in embarrassment. Thomas turned red with laughter.
"I love babies, I really do."
#dylan obrien#dylan o'brian imagine#dylan o'brien x reader#the maze runner cast#the maze runner imagine#Thomas Brodie Sangster x reader#Thomas Brodie Sangster imagine#kaya scodelario#Thomas x reader#thomas#the maze runner#gally x reader
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Shy Girl, Bad Girl | Effy Stonem
Warnings; Katie being a homophobe, insecurities, Cooks unnecessary flirting
It was James Cook’s birthday, Effy hadn’t known him too long, but this ordeal had not met with her expectations. The scenery was that of a small, shabby bar, that was vacant of any other guests, it was their new school group alone. This made the girl extra protective over (Y/N), it meant more conversation for her and the others that they had apparently befriended.
(Y/N) sent a small smile to Pandora, having only grown accustomed to her being Effy’s friend, the other people that she used to roll with were nobody to her. They were also neighbours, so that meant no matter the state that Panda got herself in, it would result in her escorting the girl would escort her home.
The entire atmosphere made her antsy, there was so much tension already surrounding the small table in which they sat around. There was some sort of feud apparent between Katie and Naomi, Emily was clearly involved, as she would try to draw all attention away from the pair. And Cook, well he was already a mess.
He may have just turned 16, however he was still acting far too big for his boots. Instinctively, (Y/N) reached for Effy’s hand under the table, needing to collect herself and remain calm at the same time. Cook was not her favourite person, she was sure that he could be nice if she got to know him, but his eyes would rake over each girl, attempting to tempt them into having relations with him.
So far he hadn’t gotten any sex out of any of them, but he was still determined to push his luck. The boy had a soft spot for prying at (Y/N) however, he liked the way that she squirmed under his happy go lucky words, but he was oblivious to the fact that his flirtations weren’t working at all.
She was already in a relationship, with the same girl that she was holding hands with below the deck of glasses and finished tray of cake. Her heart belonged to Effy, and vice versa. It was a comfort to know that although Freddie seemed allured by the aura that her girlfriend emitted, (Y/N) had nothing to worry about, her partner was well and truly committed to their cause.
And that, although was a comfort, (Y/N) became insecure at the prodding of Katie’s words, even if they were directed at Naomi rather than her. “Fanny licker.” Although the red head wouldn’t admit it, her spitting of insults were homophobia, it didn’t matter if she didn’t like the blonde, it was still wrong.
“I’m not gay.” Naomi argued back, defending herself against the broken record that was playing on a loop out of Emily’s sister’s judgemental mouth. It didn’t matter however if she were, but to the red haired girl, it seemed as though it was, and it was personal by first glance.
“There’s nothing wrong with a little girl on girl.” Cook prodded at Naomi, sending her a clear and more than suggestive wink in her direction.
“Yeah, just ask Effy and (Y/N).” Panda chipped in, the alcohol clearly affecting her and fogging the boundaries in her sweet but overly conversational mind.
Neither were sure how to respond to their outing, they liked privacy in their relationship, not a hollering laugh falling from Cook’s unshuttable mouth. Worst of all, it hardly seemed that Pandora was conscious enough to realise her mistake and take responsibility for it.
“Damn it, I thought I had a chance in getting in quiet little (Y/N)’s bed, guess not. Effy beat me to it.” At Cook’s words, Effy stood, detaching her hand from (Y/N)’s and using them to shove the arrogant boy back.
It may have been his birthday, but he had no right to speak like that about her beloved. He, nor anyone else at that table knew nothing about her and her girlfriend, they could spare from sharing their thoughts and judgement from her.
“Fuck you Cook, just because your alone doesn’t give you the right to joke about other people’s relationships. We’re happy, whilst you pine after a shag from any girl that will give you the time of day. But guess what, neither of us will, so keep drinking your shallow sorrows away, Panda, (Y/N/N), we’re leaving.” As the other two joined her, Katie stood, spluttering for words.
“I didn’t mean any of that, girls with each other are cool, but it can’t be that serious right? We’re only young, and unlike you and (Y/N), me and David are totally in love.” At that Effy grabbed the girl by the collar of her shirt, glaring into her eyes viscously.
“I said we’re leaving, that wasn’t an invite join us and give us a shitty fake apology.” Breathing, (Y/N)’s arm on her back soothed the girl, and so she released Katie and turned.
“It’s okay.” She smiled at her girlfriend, grasping her hand and trying to balance a drunk Pandora, who would have to be spoken to on boundaries with what and what not to say publicly in the morning.
#effy stonem#imagine#imagines#xreader#skins x reader#skins imagine#skins oneshot#skins effy#kaya scodelario
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#brenton thwaites gif#kaya scodelario gif#dick grayson x reader#nightwing x reader#kaya scodelario#dick grayson#gameofsurvival
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GREEN BEAN: THOMAS X YOUNGER SISTER!READER
// ONLY ON WATTPAD //
y/n wakes in the maze with only her teddy bear and a note. Thomas realises who she is and his mindset changes. y/n starts life in the maxe making daisy chains and crowns but when she has to face the maze, she leaves her innocence behind. As time goes on, will she leave her teddy and her Tommy behind too?
CHAPTER 1.1
CHAPTER 1.2
CHAPTER 1.3
CHAPTER 2.1
CHAPTER 2.2
CHAPTER 2.3
CHAPTER 3.1
CHAPTER 3.2
CHAPTER 3.3 - Coming soon…
#maze runner#maze runner imagines#thomas maze runner#dylan o'brian imagine#dylan obrien#newtmas#dylanmas#thomas sangster#tbs#the scorch trials#Scorch trials#death cure#death cure imagines#Kaya Scodelario#teresa maze runner#thomas imagine#thomas x reader#the glade#gladers#wicked#wckd#ratman#fanfic series#wattpad only sorry#wattpad
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The Maze Runner Preferences
Height Difference
NEWT
Newt was really tall,a lot taller then (Y/N).She wasn’t short but she was a lot shorter then Newt by three or four inches, (Y/N) pretended to hate it but she actually loved it.
Minho
(Y/N) was nearly the same height as Minho,only an inch or two shorter then him,but he still teased her about it.
Thomas
(Y/N) and Thomas,they were completely different in so many ways except for one.Height.They were the exact same height. (Y/N) loved it because it made her feel more normal,And Thomas loved it because she loved it,simple as that.
Gally
Gally was extremely tall,one of the tallest Gladers but (Y/N) was tall too,well, taller then an average girl. (Y/N) was about 5’6 or 5’7 so she was only three inches shorter then Newt but a good five inches shorter then Gally.She didn’t mind though because she could still beat Gally at an arm wrestle any day.
#thomas sangster#thomas sangster x reader#thomas brodie sangster#thomas#thomas x y/n#gally x reader#gally#gally x y/n#ki hong lee#the kill order#the maze runner#the scorch trials#the death cure#newt#newt tmr#newt x reader#newt x y/n#newt x you#kaya scodelario#dylan obrien
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requested by @myriadimagines
TERESA ROLLS HER EYES as soon as she was out of sight from the lab. Any of the scientists she had recently spoke and conducted work with made her want to scream. She had no interest in hearing their monotonous voices for a full time shift, especially Dr. Ava Paige or Janson. She hurried for her break just so she could spend as much time as she could.
After removing her lab coat and equipment, Teresa entered the lunch room, carrying the food she grabbed from the vending machine, and approaches someone eating their apple quietly at their table.
“May I join you?” she smiles down at you.
You laugh and she pulls out the seat to sit next to you.
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tag list: @ladyxblake @myriadimagines @lotsoffandomimagines
#teresa agnes gif imagine#teresa agnes imagine#teresa agnes#the maze runner imagine#teresa agnes x reader#tmr imagine#the maze runner x reader#tmr teresa#the death cure#reader insert#gif imagine#kaya scodelario#mk’s favs
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Resistance: Prologue
Dean Winchester x OFC
MASTERLIST
Resistance /noun/: the refusal to accept or comply with something; the attempt to prevent something by action or argument.
P r o l o g u e
I m just scared to fall in love, in this life and in my family when you love someone they will die, almost like a tradition.
There's nothing to be afraid of, I'm here and she has her sister and my brother too.
I have plenty of people in my life that are constantly at risk, but they know that, so does he.
I put people I love at risk because I don't want to be alone, it's selfish.
If he's at risk, so am I, then again we were anyway.
She was already in the business so maybe it'll work out.
It never works out.
It never works out.
But he's selfish, and I'm falling.
Hell it doesn't matter cause I'm selfish and I love her.
Maybe I can just resist it all.
#dean winchester#sam winchester#hunters#supernatural#dean x reader#crystal reed#kaya scodelario#dean winchester imagine#sam winchester imagine
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Yes. This is why i live
Dating Newt Headcanons:
Him being the first one you trust in the Glade.
Eventually becoming best friends and falling for each other.
Minho finding out about this and you kNow tHaTs NoT gOoD.
That bastard would do anything to get you two together, even if it means getting in trouble.
Eventually Minho encouriging Newt to confess.
And OH BOY HE WOULD BE A WRECK.
You would have to cut him off and Finish his statement yourself.
Newt being so shocked and happy about you liking him back it WOULD JUST BE SO ADORABLE AAHH.
Announcing your relationship to the Gladers and Every single one of them being happy for you. LIKE HONESTLY EVEN GALLY WOULD FIND YOU CUTE.
Making each other better people by each passing day.
Newt would admire you constantly.
Holding hands All the damn time.
Loving each other unconditionally.
Helping Newt through his depression.
Him telling you how he got his Limp while You cry but still try to comfort him and make him feel loved And Then He Tries to Comfort you and make you feel better and ITS JUST ALOT OF HUGGING AND I LOVE YOUS AND YOU'RE OKAYS AND ALOT OF FLUFF.
Pulling small pranks on Newt with Minho, But he would always forgive you.
A LOT OF CUDDLING.
Telling each other stories and wondering about life outside the maze while cuddling in bed.
Him basically being your blanket while you sleep.
Having alot of cute nicknames.
He would call you 'love' or ' honey' most of the time.
Calling him Newtie just to annoy him but he ends up loving it.
Being there to hold each other when one of you is down.
Newt being overprotective but its adorable.
Holding him close and singing to him when Its hard to fall asleep.
Being inseparatable, ALWAYS together.
"Where's Newt?" - "With Y/n."
"Where's Y/n?" - "With Newt."
KISSES. A LOT OF KISSES.
His favourite would be forehead kisses.
loving to embarass Newt by calling him unexpected and unused nicknames.
Loving him too much when it comes to the point where you melt EVERY TIME YOU SEE HIM.
Feeling safe in his arms.
Being each other's Home.
At last, Living happily ever after with Newtie in the End.
#Newt#the maze runner#death cure#scorch trials#Newtxreader#Newt imagine#Dating newt would include#cute newt#newtie#maze runner#maze runner headcanons#newt headcanons#tmr#tmr newt#tmr minho#tmr thomas#james dashner#newtmas#tmr newt x reader#newt x reader fluff#tmr smut#thomas sangster#thomas brodie sangster#dylan o'brien#ki hong lee#kaya scodelario#gally#will poulter#tmr newt fluff#yesss i love this
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Scorch
The maze runner: the scorch trials
Minho:
Las tormentas no eran una de tus cosas favoritas en el mundo,nunca habías presenciado una y por lo tanto el sonido no se te hacia familiar.
Te aferraste más al cuerpo dormido de Minho,temblando por una mezcla de miedo y frío bajo el abrigo que él te había dado.
Por la pequeña abertura que la tienda tenía que daba hacia el exterior se podía ver la noche,oscura y llena truenos y relámpagos.
No podías apartar la vista de estos,recordando lo mal que la habían pasado por una tormenta eléctrica.
Minho se desperto por la presión que hacías en su brazo,somnoliento te miro,confundio por el miedo que expresaba tu cara.
-No te asustes,estas bien,estamos bien.-susurró intentando calmarte.
No entendía a que cosas le temias,habían tantas por las cuales aterrarse,sin embargo,esa noche de tormenta dormiste entre los protectores brazos de Minho,sintiendote segura por esos instantes.
Newt:
Lo habían logrado,habían dejado el Laberinto atrás, lastima que muy pocos hayan logrado esa efímera victoria.
Ahora se encontraban corriendo, con unos extraños gritandoles que aceleraran el paso.
Newt había tomado la decisión de que fueras delante de él, de esa forma podrías llegar primero al vehículo y estarías segura.
Al estar los dos dentro vieron perplejos como una loca mujer zarandeaba a Thomas,como alguien la apartaba con fuerza y para el final,como terminaban atropellandola.
Escondiste tu cara en el pecho de Newt al sentir como las dos ruedas delanteras pasaban por su cuerpo y no la apartaste cuando las traseras volvieron a pasarle encima.
Newt solo te abrazo,no queriendo dejarte ir,dandote pequeños besos y susurrandote que ya estaban bien.
Thomas:
Haber escapado no había sido fácil,por poco pierdes a tu novio en el intento. Pero ahora que estaban fuera de aquel lugar,en la “seguridad” de lo que parecía ser un recinto abandonado,te sentías un poco más aliviada.
Todos miraron a su alrededor, preguntandose lo que pudo haber sido ese lugar y preguntándose que cosa podrían hayar para sobrevivir.
Thomas te dejó con Newt,yéndose con Minho a investigar el lugar.
Al guardar la última botella de agua que pudiste conseguir,las luces repentinamente se encendieron dandote una mejor vista del deplorable lugar y luego unos fuertes y horribles gritos inundaron el lugar.
Minho y Thomas llegaron corriendo,el último gritandote desesperadamente que corrieras. Unas extrañas personas salieron detrás de ellos.
No parecían tener vida alguna,llevadas por la locura perseguían al pequeño grupo que había logrado escapar de lo que ellos consideraban horrible.
Thomas miró a su lado y al no encontrarte se devolvió. Te encontró con una de esas personas sobre ti,estabas gritando aterrada con un pedazo de hierro evitando el contacto con la sanguinolenta persona.
Él tomo lo primero que encontro y eso fue una bara de metal y con esta golpeó al extraño en la nuca,liberandote.
Sin más que perder tomó tu muñeca, levantandote del suelo y echando a correr por sus vidas.
#the maze runner imagines#the maze runner preferences#the maze runner#thomas sangster#dylan o'brien#kaya scodelario#thomas x reader#newt x reader#minho x reader#gally x reader
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I Can Be With You ~Remus Lupin
RemusLupin x Fem!Reader
Pairing: Remus Lupin (young) x female reader
Genre: Fluff, bit angst/sadness in the beginning
Tw: swearing? and my awful writing ;) (If you find something you find needed to mentioned let me know)
Summary: Remus has finally let it out, he told her and to his surprise and fear she said it back. Now he is trying to avoid her at all costs, because that would hurt less than forcing her with a werewolf, right?... (this is part 2 of 'I Can't Be With You')
Good to know: Last year Hogwarts, Y/n is Hufflepuff and pureblood, Italic is mostly flashbacks, Y/n (your name), Y/n/n (your nickname), Y/n/l (your last name), June Montegmory (Y/n's bestfriend, if this is your name im so sorry) I used Kaya Scodelario as a reference for her :)
Part one - part two
Enjoy!
Remus had done everything in his power to avoid her, Y/n Y/l/n, other wise known as the girl of his dreams.
It sounded weird and maybe mean to call her such as he had turned her down and yet before that kissed her and professed his liking, (love), for her.
He planted his lips on hers, while his hands found her waist. She melted in his arms, her hands tangling in his hair and her eyes closed. She loved how she could feel the little cut in his lip and how his hands would tighten around her waist when she tugged at his roots.
He loved how her soft lips felt, they were even softer than he imagined. He was getting addicted at her pulling his hair softly and massaging his scalp while he could freely explore her back and waist.
But then flashes from his transformation flashed before his eyes, him hurting Y/n and her screaming for him to stop. His heart sank when he realized he couldn't give her what she deserved, so he pulled back tears pooling in his eyes.
"I can't do this to you. I can't make you love me, I'm sorry."
She looked confused, "You don't have to make me love you, I alre-"
He shut her up with placing his lips on hers again, "don't say that please," he whispered against her lips. "I can't let you love me."
"Why?" she wanted to cry, but she was just so hurt it was numb, while his tears rolled over his cheek.
"I'm a monster, now even more than before. Please, just forget me, and be happy."
His hands left her waist and she already missed his body heat, he wasn't a monster and she would never think so, not even after he left her like this, because that's what you do when you love someone.
Y/n knew he was ignoring her and honestly, it broke her even more. If he didn't want to be with her, fine, but telling her he liked her then kissing her to then just shut her out; wasn't fair.
It was mean, and ruthless.
But it didn't matter, because she couldn't help it but love him, his stupid smile, his stupid fluffy hair, his stupidly cute frown, and his stup-
"Y/n?" June asked.
"Sorry? I wasn't paying enough attention, I'm sorry." Y/n hated what effect it had on her, how she would zone out in class, not hear her friends call to her, and drown herself in homework just so something was on her mind.
She couldn't think of him, yet he never leaves her mind completely.
Everybody noticed the change in her mood, how she always was happy and laid-back, she now was always stressed and looked tired.
Remus noticed this too and he didn't know if it made him guilty or not, and it sure made him rethink his decision every time. It wasn't fair of him to kiss her and then tell him they couldn't be together. He was being immature, and just a grade A asshole.
Y/n was wondering about it almost every time of every day, was it her? Was she in the end not what he wanted, did he just want to kiss her and not even once consider her feelings? What did he mean with being a monster? Nothing made sense anymore, everything was just a spiral of more questions.
"Y/n? You did nothing wrong you know that right?" June was worried about her friend, she hadn't been herself and she couldn't pin point were the problem was.
Of course she had made the connection to Remus, she could see her lingering stares on him and his on her, when she wasn't looking. She noticed how her friend was drowning herself in home work and saying 'sorry' to almost everything that wasn't even her fault.
"Yeah, I'm just gonna go," Y/n spoke softly her books clutched in her hands, "homework."
June was beyond furious now, she was hurting so much yet talking about it was something she obviously wasn't going to do. So she was going to talk to the only other person who would know what was going on, Remus fucking John Lupin himself.
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"Talk," June was standing before her fellow prefect, Remus. They had rounds together, she asked to be put together, Y/n was head girl so she wasn't around at the moment.
"W-what?" he was slightly scared of June not gonna lie, she was bloody scary if she wanted to and now she sure as hell did.
"What did you do?" her blue eyes were boring into his and he didn't know how to react. He was maybe slightly frightened by her?
"What are you on about?" he asked, and if he wasn't talking to June maybe the person would've believed he honestly didn't know but she could see right through him.
"Y/n," she responded flatly, "what have you said or done."
He sighed, he knew someone was going to confront him about it, he just wasn't ready for it yet. Their little conversation was almost two weeks ago, and he hadn't bothered to talk to anyone about it.
He just couldn't, and he didn't even know why it broke him so hard.
"Nothing," his voice turned just as monotone and flat as hers.
"yes, she hasn't been doing well, she sin't herself and everybody knows it! For gods sake! All you two ever did was stare longingly at each other, and now she looks at you as if you've burned down her world while you stare at her as if you're looking at a broken china doll."
"I, I made a stupid mistake, but I can't set it right."
"That's the most bullshit reason ever."
"I just," he didn't know why was even considering telling June, he didn't know her and for all he knew she would just blab her mouth to Y/n, "I liked her, no, I- I still do. It's just, I don't know how we would work, and I came to that conclusion after."
"After what?"
"I kissed her," he looked at the dark brunette while her eyes widened, "And then I-I told her we couldn't be together, and left, I fucking left June!"
The dark haired girl stood speechless, she knew of her best friend's crush, of course, but what he did was extremely unexpected at least to her.
Her mouth hung to the floor and her eyes dropped open as if she saw light for the first time in years.
"I know," he sighed,, he already knew she would react like this, who wouldn't?
"Fix it," she said slowly and weirdly soft, gentle. "I know she still has the same feelings and by how sad you sound I'l guessing you do too."
She was right and he knew it, but how would he tell the most perfect girl in his eyes that he was what he was; a monster.
"I'll try."
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The next days Remus was building up courage to talk to her, but she was slowly giving up, she lost faith that maybe he felt the same. It was probably a stupid Marauder prank, it was meaningless.
But why did he kiss her so passionately?
"You've been staring at her for weeks! Please tell me you are finally planning to talk to her again," James pleaded, he was done with his friend being a mopping wolf all the time.
Just as were their other friends, he was always sour around the full moon and they respected it, but now he was sour all the time and even worse at the full moon, that was a few days ago.
"I am, actually. June talked to me while we were doing our prefect rounds, and she told me that Y/n stilled liked me and that I should just talk to her."
"Finally!!" a very dramatic Sirius exclaimed. Which did cause them to get a few weird looks but, they didn't mind, the sour wolf maybe would be gone!
When Remus saw his girl leave the great hall he stood up immediately, he wasn't going to let this opportunity pass.
But just as he was about to follow her he sank down again.
"What just happened, wasn't there supposed to be applause or a kiss or something?" Marlene asked, "Why did he sit back down?!"
"She wouldn't want to talk to me," Remus muttered, "she should just move on, I'm bad for her anyway."
"No way Moony! We aren't letting you throw away this chance again!"
"She's perfect for you! She'd understand, you just have to tell her!!"
"Alright," he mumbled, and stood up again. He was going to talk to her, and he wouldn't let it go badly again.
He almost ran out the great hall but his nerves slowed him a bit down. He searched everywhere, their common room, the kitchens and she was nowhere to be found. So, he was going to look at the last place, the Black Lake.
And that's where he found her sitting with a book in her hand, and head hung low, if he looked closely he thought he could even see a few tears.
"Y/n?" he asked, whispered more like.
Her head shot up from her book but didn't look at him, she just stared out before her at the lake. "What are you doing here?"
He swallowed hard, he knew he had hurt her but seeing her like this, red puffy eyes, anxiety marks on her neck, black circles under her eyes, and tear stains on her cheeks, made him realize how bad he hurt her.
"I- I wanted to talk to you," he sighed, nerves taking over him. He hadn't meant to hurt he, in fact he wanted to make her avoid the pain.
"Why?" she finally looked up at him, "You didn't bother for maybe a month?"
His heart broke even more if it could. He had ignored her for so long, but was so caught up in his self-misery that he didn't notice how she was also counting the days, hours... months, they didn't speak.
"I am sorry," he looked down, he couldn't look at her this moment. "I- I shouldn't have done that and-"
"So it was a prank?" she asked, but more like stated it, as if she expected it to be, "it looked fun to you to just walk up to someone and say you like them... kissing them. Does that seem like a prank to you?"
"It wasn't a prank!" his eyes were now also brimmed with a few tears, while hers were dried, she wouldn't cry in front of him, "did you really think I would do something like that? To you?"
He asked it, but her answer surprised him, " Yes."
The look of hurt plastered on his face grew, she noticed, "How could I not? When somebody says they like you, and even kiss you!, you don't expect them to say you can't be together! So the only explanations are: 1) it was a lie and the person didn't actually love you, 2) it was a prank.
You can't blame me for believing for a moment that you would pull a prank, you're a Marauder after all, maybe even the most brilliant one of them."
She was right, and he could follow her reasoning, it was true, but ti wasn't. It was true that he was a prankster and it could've been, but it wasn't because it just wasn't a prank.
"If I told you it wasn't a prank?" he looked at her, straight in her eyes, "Would you believe me?"
"I don't know," she whispered honestly, "why wouldn't you want to be with me then?"
He sighed, and looked at the ground, Remus couldn't tell her. he thought he was ready to tell her, but now he wasn't so sure.
"Would you really think I'm capable to do such a cruel joke?"
"Remus," she was broken and he could hear it in her voice, but it still sounded amazing how she spoke his name. "i don't, didn't think you would do something like that, but I believed it.
Because everything sounded better than settling on the fact that you..." her eyes filled with tears again, why did he have such an effect on him?!
"That I, what?" he asked gently, he was fighting the urge to just wipe away her tears, he couldn't stand how her beautiful eyes were filled with the salty liquid, and he was the reason what broke him even more.
"That you, you just didn't love me."
He was speechless, he hadn't expected that, yet he was also happy about it. She didn't really expect him to be awful, which was a relief. But if it broke her so much thinking he didn't love her, it would've meant she loved him back, right?
"I- I," he wanted to tell her, to shout it out but how her eyes filled with tears looked into his, he didn't find the words anymore. So, Remus did the only thing where he could express his feelings with without having to say anything.
Kissing her.
At first, she didn't kiss him back, he would probably just pull away and run... again.
But in the end she kissed him back, she just liked the feeling of his lips too much. And if he did run away again, she would at least have this kiss, again...
She started to pull away, but he didn't like that so he reached forward and kissed her even harder and more passionate than before.
Y/n melted in the kiss right away, untill they came in an uncomfortable position, he was leaning sideways as did she. So he pulled her of the ground and placed her in his lap. Where he wanted her to stay, for as long as he could have her;
The beautiful girl, now situated in his lap, pulled away though, after realizing he still didn't really explain himself.
"Why did-"
"I love you."
Now it was her turn to be stunned, "You," she spoke pointing at him, "like me?" she asked doubtfully, while now pointing at herself.
He mimicking her actions pointed at himself, "I love," he started then turned her finger to her, "you."
"Then why did you run away?" she asked.
"Because I was scared," he started honestly, it's now or never, "I was scared you would leave me-"
"But you left me."
"And that was the most stupid thing I have ever done," he chuckled softly and very embarrassed, but it made her chuckle a bit too. "I was scared, you'd be scared of me."
"Why would I be?" Y/n still situated in his lap, asked, putting her hands on his cheeks almost forcing him to look at her, "Can you give me a reason, why I should be scared?"
"I'm a monster Y/n, you deserve way more."
She hated how he talked about himself, she may not know why he thought so, but she knew it couldn't be that bad to make her think the same.
"You are way more than I deserve," why couldn't he just see that he was all she wanted, and that that'll never change, it'll be him in a heartbeat.
"No, you don't know that. You deserve someone, who could promise you the world a-and money, a stable life, a family and not some messed up," he took a deep breath, "a messed up me."
"Tell me then.
Tell me why you are, in your eyes, a messed up someone. Because in the end, it's my decision, if I want to be with you, who you really are with your flaws and your good habits. I'll love you either way."
"Y-you love me?"
"I do, I really do," she smiled sadly, and she pointed at herself, "I love," and while pointing at him she smiled, "you."
"I'm a werewolf."
"What?"
He sighed, he shouldn't have thought so stupidly! Of course she would be disappointed, his head fell and she could feel the tears on her shirt.
"Remus-"
"No, don't. Just don't."
"Remus, listen to me!" his head shot up at her, she had raised her voice but he couldn't spot anger he was confused, now more than ever.
"I'm sorry, if that came of wrong. I didn't mean it, as if I was disgusted, I just wasn't expecting it. I don't care, really. You aren't a monster, you're Remus Lupin, and to me you'll always be."
"But, I'm a-"
But before he could say his sentence she had herself pressed against him, her lips locked with his and her hands in his hair. She couldn't stand it, how he talked so badly about himself.
"Don't say that," she murmured against his lips.
"But, I am one, and you should scream at me and run a-and-"
"Shut up."
"You are not a monster, not to me. You can try to tell me o-or convince me other wise, but it won't work. It wont work. Not on me."
"I don't deserve you, we - I, i can't be with you..."
"No, you can," she stated, "Now it's just the question if you want to be with me. Because I do, I want to be with you and I can, if you let me in. If you would just let me love you.
Remus John Lupin, just let me love you."
"i want to, i so desperately want to be. But I can't let you throw away your life like that."
"I won't," her eyes were boring into his, her face was so close to his, and she looked so kissable, so sweet. Y/n couldn't understand when or how she could make him believe he was what she wanted. She would never, ever want someone else, just him and his love; like he had hers.
"if you love me enough to give me- us a chance, let me know. Because I can't deal with the idea of you not loving me, not being this close to you as I am now. I want to show you that you are and can be loved, everybody who doesn't is daft. Let me love you, please."
His breath was short and a bit delayed, his eyes were watery but his smile was permanently pasted on his face. "I want to be with you," he finally whispered while already dipping his head a bit down to capture her lips between his.
"But, can you be with me? Because you can want to, but are you ready to let me love and care for you? To tell about your werewolf antics, because I want to be there for you.
I don't care what you are, to me you'll always be Remus Lupin, even when you are undergoing your problems.
That's what you do for the ones you love..."
"I can be with you," he stated. He had never been more sure about anything. "I want to be with you, and I'll love you till the end of the line. i just don't want you to get hurt."
"i won't," she promised with a soft peck on his kissable lips, "I won't bring me or you in danger, but I'll be waiting every morning after a full moon and i'll love you either way."
"I love you"
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It had been a few weeks since then. Both couldn't have been happier.
Remus couldn't stop himself from smiling at her every time they passed or he could just see her, his girlfriend.
At first they went on a few dates but he couldn't bare it to not call her his, so he made Y/n his, and his only.
They hadn't told their friends yet, of course everyone noticed the change of mood in the both of them but if someone asked they just shrugged or gave very vague answers.
"Soooo...?"
Remus went straight to his dorm after their rendez-vous, he couldn't bring the smile of his face. They loved each other and he could be open about his problems, they kissed and laughed, they kissed a bit more, and laughed even more...
"What?" the tall boy asked.
"What?" James mimicked, "Tell us!!"
"there's nothing to tell." he shrugged. Very amused at his best friends' interest.
"Moony!!"
Of course Y/n couldn't keep it from June though.
"He asked!" the hufflepuff screamed when she plopped down on her bed next to June's.
"WHo did what?"
"remus, he asked me to be his-"
"Girlfriend?!"
Y/n didn't even respond she squealled with a dreamy smile on her face. June her response was jumping on top of her friend's bed squealling along with her.
"How did he do it?"
"Well,
we were walking around Hogsmeade, and we saw a lake. I started tugging on his arm saying I wanted to ice skate. He laughed at me, but not mean, you know just his dreamy, cute little sm-"
"You're going off topic Y/n!!"
"Right," she said clearing her throat, "we transfigured our shoes to ice skates, and just skated for a while. At first I wasn't that good but he always held my hand so I wouldn't fall and such. Then he told me he had something special he wanted to do, so I skated to the edge while he started making this ridiculous moves.
But then he signed me to come closer again, and I looked down to see he had spelled 'Be mine?' on the ice!!!"
"Oh My Helga!!"
"Moony you've been awfully happy for a full moon Today," Peter said next to him.
"That's because today is special."
"How come."
"be-"
When he started his sentence the door opened behind them and he turned around, making eye contact with the prettiest girl he had ever seen, his girlfriend.
"because I have my girlfriend," he sighed softly. Before walking up to Y/n who had stood still once they made eye contact.
"hi love," he whispered in her shoulder, after he pulled her in a hug.
"He-" but she was cut of be him pressing their lips together again. She just melted into it, ignoring the shouts and whistles from the other students, she was his and he was hers. She didn't care if they could see that, because all that mattered anyway was him and her, them.
"MOONY! I FEEL BETRAYED!!"
You're not alone Siri."
"Why didn't we know?!"
"Let them be!!"
"But Lily-Flower! They just kissed and are still staring in each other eyes while whispering and-"
"It's true love!!"
A smirk came up on James' face, "Like we are?"
She just blushed shaking her head and heading for a table.
"She is right though," Remus whispered to his love, "You are my one true love.
And you'll always be."
A/n
Okay I actually really liked this!! I was supposed to be doing homework but...
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