#kay bye ima sleep

[cupfullofpapas]

Me: getting ready for bed at 3 in the damn morning Random Terzo thought: Draw me like one of your French girls Me: cracking up laughing but gabbing my tablet anyway :'l, an extremely quick Terzo doodle before I sleep, or try to

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UNICORN Jr.: Uncrowned Lyrics

Kanji, romaji and English translation for Uncrowned by UNICORN Jr.

(kanji source)

世知辛い世の中、今もUncrowned ド.ウ.カ.シ.テ.ル Ah!!! 急がば廻れと、手に汗を握り、放課後 Escape 底[ソコ]までいっても消費サイクリング 学校じゃ教えてくれない物物交換 オトナのTradeに手をつけたら (戻れない) 戦慄[わなな]くパラダイス────上々かい? さんざめく太陽に、焼け付く眼差し 「今」を感じたいって? 色即是空って、己[みずから]を否定 迷わずいけよ奈良[なら]! 「アンタって」 脳漿病んでるGirl!!! 「生まれ」 「変わったらなんて」 「言うなよ」 せーので、Don!!なら どんな、嘘でも 耐えられるように、生きてきたけど 多重構造のレイヤーで心を重ねた結果、恋の銅賞もなく Cry!? じゃあねで、Bye!!なら こんな、笑顔を 見せなくてもいいよね、死にたいけれど 始終内蔵のエレジィで涙を零した結果、夢の同情もない Dry!? 世知辛い世の中、今もUncrowned ド.ウ.カ.シ.テ.ル Wow!!! 然らば殴れと、歯に歯をブツけて It's a ハンムラビ どう考えても、燃費最悪でShow 筆おろせず、何も斬れずにね、悶々してる 怒りの傾斜度[Grade]に手を焼いてる (青すぎる) 孤独なアナライズ────消沈かい? まんまるいお月様、餅つくRabbitは「コネ」で生きてるって? 捨て身の慈悲行、己[みずから]を焼いて 捧げたというのに 「オレ等って」 脳髄シビれたBoy!!! 「変わるのは」 「今なんだから」 「行くぜ」 どーりで、Bang!!なら むしろ、意味ない 人知れずに鬱 弾けてみろよ 司法解剖のセルラーは誰にも言えない結果、意味の跡形もなく Cry!? じゃあない、Run!!なら いつも、無理せず 行きていけばいいよね、 眠たいけれど 死相出ている Oya-Gに馬乗りされてる結果、親の愛情はめちゃ Dry!? 生き辛い●[ひのまる]、明日もUncrowned ナ.ニ.カ.チ.ガ.ウ Ah!!! 「もしかして」 脳幹繋がったAvec!! 「遅くはない」 「さあ、手を」 「握って……」 せーので、Don!!なら どんな、嘘でも 耐えられるように、生きてきたけど 多重構造のレイヤーで心を重ねた結果、恋の銅賞もなく Cry!? じゃあねで、Bye!!なら こんな、笑顔 見せなくてもいいよね、死にたいけれど 始終内蔵のエレジィで涙を零した結果、夢の同情もない Dry!? いつの日かふたりで、夢のCrowned オ.ネ.ガ.イ.カ.ナ.エ Ah!!!

Romaji

sechigarai yo no naka ima mo Uncrowned do.u.ka.shi.te.ru Ah!!!

isogabamaware to te ni ase wo nigiri houkago Escape soko made ittemo shouhi saikuringu gakkou ja oshiete kurenai butsubutsukoukan otona no Trade ni te wo tsuketara (modorenai) wananaku paradaisu────joujou kai?

sanzameku taiyou ni yaketsuku manazashi "ima" wo kanjitai tte? shikisokuzekuu tte muzkara wo hitei mayowazu ikeyo nara!

"anta tte" noushou yanderu Girl!!!

"umare" "kawattara nante" "iunayo"

see no de Don!! nara donna uso demo taerareru youni ikite kita kedo tajuu kouzou no reiyā de kokoro wo kasaneta kekka koi no doushou mo naku Cry!?

jaa ne de Bye!! nara konna egao wo misenakutemo iiyo ne shinitai keredo shijuu naizou no ereji de namida wo koboshita kekka yume no doujou mo nai Dry!?

sechigarai yo no naka ima mo Uncrowned do.u.ka.shi.te.ru Wow!!!

saraba nagure to ha ni ha wo butsukete It's a hanmurabi dou kangaetemo nenpi saiaku de Show fude arosezu nanimo kirezu ni ne monmon shiteru ikari no Grade ni te wo yaiteru (ao sugiru) kodoku na anaraizu────shouchin kai?

manmarui otsukisama mochitsuku Rabbit wa "kone" de ikiteru tte? sutemi no jihikou mizukara wo yaite sasageta to iu noni

"ore nado tte" nouzui shibireta Boy!!!

"kawaru no wa" "ima nan dakara" "ikuze"

douri de Bang!! nara mushiro imi nai hito shirezu ni utsu hajikete miroyo shihoukaibou no serurā wa darenimo ienai kekka imi no atokata mo naku Cry!?

jaa nai Run!! nara itsumo muri sezu ikite ikeba iiyo ne nemutai keredo shisou deteiru Oya-G ni umanori sareteru kekka oya no aijou hamecha Dry!?

ikizurai hinomaru asu mo Uncrowned na.ni.ka.chi.ga.u Ah!!!

"moshikashite" noukan tsunagatta Avec!!

"osoku wa nai" "saa te wo" "nigitte..."

see no de Don!! nara donna uso demo taerareru youni ikite kita kedo tajuu kouzou no reiyā de kokoro wo kasaneta kekka koi no doushou mo naku Cry!?

jaa ne de Bye!! nara konna egao wo misenakutemo iiyo ne shinitai keredo shijuu naizou no ereji de namida wo koboshita kekka yume no doujou mo nai Dry!?

itsunohika futari de yume no Crowned o.ne.ga.i.ka.na.e Ah!!!

English

This world is tough, I remain Uncrowned There's something wrong Ah!!!

"Slow and steady wins the race", I grasp the sweat in my hands and Escape after school Even if I reach the bottom, it'll be nothing but the cycling of consumption They don't teach you about this bartering at school Once you've entered the Trades of adults (You can't go back) Is this shivering paradise────the best there is?

Your look is burning under the noisy sun - You say you want to feel "this moment"? You deny yourself saying that "all is vanity" - If so, then don't hesitate and go!

"You're" A Girl with an ill brain!

"Don't say" "You want to be" "Born again"

Here we go, if I do it with a 'don'!! I've been living wishing to be able to stand all kinds of lies I've piled up multiple constructed layers in my heart, but in the end there was no prize so I cry!?

If you'll say bye with a "see you" I don't need to show you this smile, right? Even though I want to die I've cried because of my endless internal elegy, but in the end I'm dry without my dreamed compassion!?

This world is tough, I remain Uncrowned There's something wrong Wow!!!

"Then hit it" Teeth hitting each other, it's a Hammurabi No matter how you look at it, this Show isn't really fuel-efficient Not starting anything, not cutting anything off, I'm anguished I don't know what to do with the Grade of my anger (Too immature) Is my lonely analysis────decaying?

Perfectly round moon, is it true that a lovemaking Rabbit lives off "connections"? Risking my life for compassion, even though I've burned and devoted my own self

"I'm such a" Numb-brained Boy!!!

"We can only" "Change now" "So let's go"

If I indeed do it with a 'bang'!! It'll be meaningless instead - Try and burst your hidden depression open I can't tell anyone about my cellular-level autopsy, so in the end there's not a trace of meaning so I cry!?

That's not it, if I run!! I just need to always go forward without straining myself, even though I want to sleep I was mounted on like a horse by an almost-dying old man, so in the end my parents' love is pretty dry!?

It's hard living under this Setting Sun, tomorrow I'll still be Uncrowned Something's off Ah!!!

"Could it be" That our brains were connected!!

"We're not late" "Now, hold" "My hand..."

Here we go, if I do it with a 'don'!! I've been living wishing to be able to stand all kinds of lies I've piled up multiple constructed layers in my heart, but in the end there was no prize so I cry!?

If you'll say bye with a "see you" I don't need to show you this smile, right? Even though I want to die I've cried because of my endless internal elegy, but in the end I'm dry without my dreamed compassion!?

Someday, the two of us will be Crowned in our dreams Grant my wish Ah!!!

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Chapter 19

Kayla

His dick started disappearing inside of me as he kissed my neck, making sure that I was okay. No matter how many times we had sex, I could never take it. My legs had found their way around his waist and my arms were wrapped tightly around his neck.

I didn’t wanna give in again, but Jaylen was so damn good in bed.

“Fuck Jaylen, you’re so deep.” I moaned loudly. He knew that his dick game was something serious, because he wore a smirk on his face the whole time. I wanted to stop so bad, but mama didn’t raise a quitter.

Thrusting in and out of me, he started to hit it from the side and I was loving every damn bit.  He let out low moans, not knowing that I heard him. Clenching my tight walls around his dick, he smacked my thigh. “Why ya pussy so damn good?”

My thighs slapped aggressively against his skin as he thrusted upwards, trying to make me cum first, as always.

Holding on to my waist, he let go of my panties that he had slid to the side, and started to kiss all on my side while his free hand gripped thigh.

Sitting up, I  wrapped myself around him as I bounced uncontrollably, taking control. Moans were escaping from my mouth as low grunts escaped from his.

“I’m cumming!” I yelled, before cumming all over his dick. I bit my lip, as the tingling, yet satisfying sensation shot throughout my body. I felt his dick start to swell so I knew it was his turn.

“Let it out, daddy.” I purred into his ear. He quickly tapped my leg so that I could get up, before I rose up, laying on my back.

“Fuckkkkkkk.” Within a second, he had a whole playground on my stomach. Once he was done, he quickly pecked my lips before giving me a towel.

“Shit so good might fuck around and give you a baby.”

“No, no, no.” I chuckled jokingly but was deadass. He laughed as I went in the restroom to clean myself up. Once I was finished, I quickly put my clothes back on and searched around for my keys. I wasn’t trying to stay and watch movies, none of that.

“Bye.. be careful!” Jaylen called out as I left.

**

When I pulled up in our driveway, I spotted Kai’s car indicating that he was already here. Our baby girl, Kaitlyn was staying the night with his mom. I might have to go pop up over there.

“Where you been at?” He asked as soon as I got in the house.

“Out with the girls.” He sucked his teeth.

“You keep doing this shit, dawg. Everytime we got free time when my ma got Kaitlyn, you always tryin’ to fuckin’ go out. Stay ya ass at home. Damn I just wanna forget about all this work bullshit, and come and lay wit my girl, but you never here.”

“Kai.. I’m sorry. It won’t happen again.” He sighed, pulling me into a warm hug.

“This shit long overdue but even though you piss me off allllllll the damn time, I still love ya pretty ass. You mean the world to me, and I wouldn’t wanna spend the rest of my life with nobody but you and our baby girl. I should’ve been did this years ago, but I’m doing it now.” He got on one knee.

Oh no.

“Kayla Marie Johnson, will you marry me?”

Robyn

Few weeks later

A big smile spread across my face as I️ looked around at all the hundreds of people that had came out tonight. Never in my life did I️ think this many people would show up. Having faith in God gets you every where.

“Guess who?” I️ heard Odell’s voice as I️ felt him cover my eyes. I️ moved his fingers and turned around to face him. He always dressed so nice.

“Dell! You came!” I️ yelled excitedly, as I️ embraced him in a hug. He had his boot on his foot but he still looked good.

“Of course. Couldn’t miss the big day.” He smiled, squeezing me. It was so loud in here that I️ could barely hear him.

“Where’s Win?” He furrowed his eyebrows before sucking his teeth and walking away. I️ wonder what he was thinking about.

“How you feel?” I️ heard Eric’s voice behind me. He had been in my ear all morning telling me I️ had nothing to worry about, and I️ was thankful to have a friend like him. His company was everything.

I️ turned around with a smile on my face until I️ looked at the way his tie sat on his tux. This guy. “What would you do without me, Eric?” I️ laughed as I️ felt him staring at me while I️ fixed his tie for him.

“You ain’t even answer my question.”

“Oh! I’m sorry, I️ don’t even know to be honest. I’m excited, relieved, and thankful all in one. Thanks for everything E.”

“What I️ do?”

“Throughout this whole process, you gassed me up. You were supportive since Day 1.” I️ smiled, embracing his tall ass into a hug. He was surprised that I️ was hugging him willingly, so he just stood there at first. After a few seconds, he wrapped his arms around me as I️ looked up at him.

We stared at each other with smiles on our faces. He looked so good in his suit that I️ had to let go from the hug or I️ was gonna ride him into the sunset in front of all these people.

“Ima go keep Dej some company. She look lonely.” He said before disappearing.

I looked around the store, and it was like my first time walking in here all over again. Everything was perfect. There were nothing but smiles on everyone’s faces, and everything was just good vibes.

I️ took my time to really find some positive and outgoing employees who would be fit for my store, and they’re perfect. I️ couldn’t wait to see how everything plays out.

Of course, Quavo came out but he didn’t stay too long. He congratulated me, we took a few pics, and he left because he had a show to do. He said he’d swing by tomorrow, because this was their last show.

My day couldn’t get any better. I️ just found earlier out that next week I️ was gonna be designing Beyoncé and her dancer’s outfits for her upcoming tour. I️ couldn’t wait.

As the store was closing, I️ thanked everyone for coming, gave away some merch, and some free goodie bags. We were now leaving and I️ couldn’t stop smiling.

“What you wanna do? It’s all about you tonight, mama.” Eric said as he started up his car. He looked at me, waiting for me to speak.

“Not much, my feet are killing me.”

“Cause you been waking around in em all day, being cute and shit.”

“I️ guess we can just go on that “date”.”

“No doubt.” He shook his head as he started to drive. I️ waved him off and turned to the back, to look at Deja. She’s been awfully quiet today.

Once I️ realized that she was sleeping peacefully, I️ decided to just let her rest. I’d talk to her about everything tomorrow. It was bothering me, because she’s never quiet. Girl hasn’t smiled not one time today.

“What’s wrong with Deja?” I️ asked E as he sucked his teeth.

“Ain’t nun wrong with her ass. She probably mad cause she seen Winter with yo brother.”

“Shut the hell up E, and mind your fucking business. That is not why I’m mad, I️ could give two shits about her. Always got some shit to say.” Deja spat, shocking both E and I️. From the way she said it, I️ could tell that’s why she was mad.

“Deja-“

“Not now, Robyn.” She sighed, putting her earphones back in her ears.

Eric

“You scratched almost everything off ya bucket list, you sittin' across from the most dapper nigga in the room eating lobster with him and you frownin', wassup love?" I asked and she finally looked up at me with a brewing smile slowly making its way to her lips.

"Sorry. I'm just exhausted." she mumbled, sipping her fruity ass drink. I nodded. I feel her, I had clients out the ass because of this fundraiser we got going on at the shop; I almost ain't make it to Robyn's event. That would've fucked up my chances though.

"Tuck that away till you back at work. You wit' me." I mumbled and fed her a piece of her food that was still full taking up half her plate.

"You enjoyin' your night?" I asked and she nodded with that twinkle in her eye. Her shit was so successful, Tennesse was really fuckin' with her brand already, I'm proud of her.

"I just can't wait until everything falls into place and I see how it pans out. I'm getting ahead of myself but I just love what I do."

"I love whatchu do too, and how sexy you look doin' it. Them wrinkles in ya forehead from all that stress was making a nigga knees weak."

We laughed and she hid her mouth with her hand, careful not to spit her food out. Robyn was different breed from all the bitches I was used to. Usually, I would've been in some guts by now but she was making me wait to become more than friends. She a dope ass friend but we could really fuck shit up as partners.

"Thank you, E." she blushed and kept eating while I kept staring. She looked up and I smiled nervously. "Why are you staring at me?”

"Shit, it's hard not to. You just got that overwhelming beauty, goddamn. Inside and out. You don't look like what you've been through. I love being around you, you the shit, love."

"Don't gass me. I'm gullible as fuck." she joked but her smile fell.

"Them niggas hurt you bad, huh?"

"Yeah, I really don't wanna cry on my night but, yes. I did everything for each one but I still didn't do enough. It's fine at first and then shit just blows up in my fuckin' face."

"That's the problem. You ain't supposed to do for them, they gotta do for you. Fuck with a gentleman, Rob. I'm solid, always gon' be solid, I'ma die solid."

"You're not saying anything I haven't heard, Eric. I like you but I can't rush and put my trust into temporary niggas anymore."

"You ain't even try me yet. You could be dubbin' the love of your life right now."

She smiled again and rolled her eyes. "Nigga, I'm serious. My life is aight right now, you would balance shit out if you on my arm."

"And what if you turn out to be just like them?" she asked, throwing her guard right back up. I sighed. I get closer every other day until she start with the comparisons.

“Nah, them niggas was a lesson. God only getting you ready for a real nigga.” I️ smirked as she rolled her eyes before laughing.

“Oh really? And who is that?” She rested her chin on her palm.

“I️ ain’t gone say no names. Just know it’s a fine ass chocolate nigga.” She shook her head, grabbing her fork.

Shit, she looked good when she wasn’t even trying. She only wore a simple two piece outfit, but she made any damn thing look good. She was fine as hell. I️ was gone get her one day, but I️ wasn’t in a rush. I’m ready whenever she is.

I️ heard her fork scrape across my plate, breaking me out of my thoughts. Looking down at my plate, the last portion of potatoes I️ had left was now gone.

“I’m sorry Eric. For some reason, I’m starving like crazy.”

“You good, mama. Eat up.” I️ smiled, watching her eat while she acted if this meal were her last. I️ liked how she wasn’t trying to eat all cute.

“Tell me about yourself, E.”

“Shit.. I️ was born and raised here. I’m close as hell with my mama. My dad? Don’t know who that nigga is. I️ got 3 siblings. 2 sisters and 1 brother. My favorite thing to do is either drawing or working out.” I️ explained while she nodded.

“What made you decide to move out here?”

“I️ needed a fresh start from everything. NY was just too toxic. Ain’t shit out there for me but two dumb ass exes of mines. I️ feel like, if I️ would’ve stayed, I️ would’ve been too distracted. I️ haven’t even been here a whole two months yet, and I️ already have my store. Coming down here just felt right. It’s where my mom and dad planned to follow their dreams but they never got to, so it’s only right that I️ did.” She smiled, and I️ nodded, taking everything in.

Everything about her just intrigued me.

**

The movie had finally went off, and Robyn was sound asleep with her head on my chest. How we got like this? I️ don’t know.

The grip she had on me was out of this world. I️ didn’t wanna get up, but I️ had to go to the shop to get it ready for tomorrow.

“Robyn.” I️ said in her ear, as her grip around me only got tighter. I️ know she had a hard time with being in this bitch by herself all the time. I’d stay, but I️ had shit to do.

“Don’t leave, we were having fun.” I️ chuckled at the fact that she was still half asleep.

“Get some sleep baby girl. I’ll carry you to the bed if you want me to.”

“That would be awesome.” She smiled, opening her big brown eyes. Picking her up bridal style, I️ made sure to be careful of my surroundings because it was dark as hell in here. Making it to her room safely, I️ let her go once we were in her bed. After making sure she was comfortable, I️ started to leave but I️ heard her say something.

“Thank you, Eric.” My eyebrows twisted up in confusion.

“For what?”

“Taking your time with me. I️ really had fun tonight.”

“No problem, sleep well.”

Jaylen

We was on lockdown for the night. It was dark as shit and I was wide awake. Perfect weather for a blunt and some Henny but I’m stuck with water and an occasional bum ass cigarette; my phone was in they custody, all they let me have was this old ass radio that Raheem had in Do The Right Thing.

Shit, I️ was gone fuck around and flirt with the guard to get my shit back, because I️ couldn’t take this.

Since I️ was bored, I played around with the radio and found an old R&B station. My heart skipped a beat when the intro to Baby Be Mine by Michael Jackson came on. This was my momma’s shit! When I heard this fuckin’ intro blast loud as hell in the morning, I already knew it was time to clean my ass off. I chuckled and licked my lips. I heard her singing along with Mike and before I knew it, tears was rolling down my face.

This crying shit was new but it was a cleanse, that’s for damn sure, it was tiring too. Sighing heavily, I closed my eyes and prayed. Before I could finish, I fell into a deep sleep.

I locked in on my surroundings and furrowed my eyebrows. Everything was mad vibrant and colorful. Flowers everywhere, it was clean and peaceful, and showed no signs of struggle. This place was where it was at.

The thought of me being alone quickly changed when I heard humming come from the opposite direction. I recognized the melody and sang the words quietly over the humming.

“I don’t need no dreams when you’re by my side. Every moment takes me to paradise.” My company turned around with a smile and I fell to my mothafuckin’ knees. She was glowing, hair flowing, and didn’t have a scratch on her beautiful blemish-free face. I was seeing what I saw every time I look into the mirror. My pops was my nigga but she’s where I got all my good looks from.

“Ma?” I mumbled, crawling to her and hugging her legs.

“You always did have such a beautiful voice, Lenny.” I smirked. Her shit ass nicknames always pissed me off but I ain’t hear it in so long, I embraced it.

“I get it from you. It’s you, momma?” I looked up at her and she held my face in her hands. She smelt like flowers and her hands felt like silk. Her hazel eyes showed mercy on me. She could’ve dubbed me and walked right past me for all that shit I said to her before she passed. But she still loved me. A mothers love can’t be fucked with.

“I’m here, baby. Always have been. I visit you most in your sleep. I’m that presence you feel when you can’t see rest. I’m your light in your crazy situations. Your voice of reason, but we all know that you hear no one else’s voice but your own.” She wiped my tears and caressed the sides of my face. “Your father’s son.”

“Ma, I’m sorry. I hit where it hurts when I’m mad. I don’t be meaning shit by it. I love y’all. Y’all all I every think about and I regret all the bad shit I say as soon as it leave my mouth.”

By y’all, I mean my momma and Rob.

“Baby, I know. But, not everyone can stroke your ego and let you back in when you say such hurtful things.”

“I know. I’m the reason y’all out my life. How a fuck-up come from perfection? You ain’t did shit but try to love me. Rob, too.”

“I’ve made mistakes too, Jaylen. My biggest one was not being persistent enough to get you to understand that I loved you past your flaws. We’re not perfect.”

“You is. Look at you, momma.”

She smiled and helped me up so she could hug me. I melted and immediately started crying my eyes out onto her shirt. “Come back and help me deal with all this.”

“I’m watching, baby. Your family is watching.” She whispered softly, rubbing my back.

“I ain’t got no family. Odell and I ain’t even tight like that after what I did.”

She smiled. “He’ll come around, my baby. He’s not the only one who cares for you.”

“Who the hell else gon’ be by my side?” I asked and she looked past me with a grin.

“Say ‘hey Grandma’,” I heard a familiar voice say and I whipped my head around to see Robyn, holding the hand of a cute ass baby boy who was the perfect mixture of us. Light brown skin, dark brown curls, and a chipped-tooth smile. Fuck.

I set my eyes on Rob and saw that she was expecting another which made me grin. “Ma, can I feel her?” I asked and she nodded.

Robyn held her arms out for me and kissed my lips. Our son looked disgusted for a second before breaking out into a smile. “I love you.” I mumbled.

“I love you, too. Jay. I gotta go though. I can’t stay.” She winked at me and kissed my mothers cheek before leaving with my son. I watched her walk away and from afar, I saw that Eric nigga appear from the shadows and grab the hands of my son and Robyn.

Oh, fuck me! Shit can’t even go right in a damn dream.

“Momma, where they going?”

“She was tired of waiting, baby. Once you start taking responsibilities for your actions and you accept the help from Dr. Evans, you’re going to continue to act out of control.”

“I can’t sit there and relive all of the bullshit, ma. I just wanna keep doing what I been doing, die, and be with you forever.”

“You don’t have to die to be with me. I’ll always be right here. Just get the help you need, baby. It’ll change your life. ” She hugged me tight and I sighed, hugging her back with tears rolling down my face.

“Darling let me hold you. Warm you in my arms and melt your fears away.” We sang together before I was hugging the fuckin’ air.

I sighed loudly and screamed at the top of my lungs until the guards had to restrain me. “MOMMA! ROBYN!” I yelled, trying to break free from them before they shot me with more drugs to fuck me up.

Damn. Maybe it is time to give Dr. Evans a shot. For my momma and my future.

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Chapter 4

Robyn

Months later

“Baby can you focus? On me…” I sang lowly as I tapped on the steering wheel. I was stuck in traffic, but I honestly didn’t mind because pandora was hittin’.

I was on my way to Kai’s house to show him the designs I’ve been working on for my fashion show. I’ve been working on them for quite some time now and I can’t wait to see the outcome. The very first collection I did was a success, and I know this one’s gonna be even better.

Besides working on my designs, I’ve been looking for some where else to stay. I know O gets tired of me messing up shit all the time. Plus, I think it would be better if I was to be on my own for now. I feel like it’ll teach me a lot.

The traffic had finally sped up and I was happy because I had to pee. I’ve been drinking hella water lately and I noticed that I have to pee way more than when I don’t drink it. I’ve been doing this water challenge and it’s honestly been going great. I wouldn’t even look at a water bottle last year.

My music had came to a stop, indicating that I had a call. Looking down at my phone, Kai’s name flashed across it so I answered.

“Damn what happened to I’m around the corner?” His raspy voice blared throughout my new matte black range that I bought myself.

“I was stuck in traffic.. I’ll be there in like 2 minutes.” I assured him as I got off of the freeway. I would’ve been at his place a long time ago, but traffic was the problem.

He had just got back in town and hadn’t been asleep especially since I was coming over. I told him he could take a nap before I came, but he said that if he did he wasn’t gonna get up.

“Aight.. well the door opened.” He said before hanging up. Dropping my phone in my purse, I grabbed my strawberry lemonade from Wendy’s and started to sip some of it as I stopped at a red light.

Just like I had promised, I was at his place 2 minutes later. Grabbing his food, I made sure the doors were locked before walking in his house like I lived here.

Before I even opened the door, I heard Used To This blasting throughout the living room. I know his neighbors hate him.

Shutting the door behind myself, I walked in only to see him on the couch bobbing his head to the music while he was on his laptop. He was probably doing something work related. You would never catch him not working.

“Ouuuuu, you brought food.” He smiled as he cut the music down and came to greet me with a hug and kiss on the cheek. He had on some sweats and a durag, looking like a whole meal.

“Yea I felt bad when you said you haven’t had any sleep yet..” I said as he waved me off.

“It’s cool, I’m used to it.” He bit into his burger as he looked over at me. He told me that once his daughter died he hardly ever got any sleep. I never asked him how she died, but I’m pretty sure he’d tell me once he’s ready. It’s not my business anyways.

“Aight so what you got for me..” he asked as he sipped some of his drink before snaking his arm around my shoulder.

“Wellllll,” I paused as I pulled my book of designs out of my purse onto my lap. “These are for my spring collection.. which is why I used all the bright and bold colors.” I explained to him as I flipped through all the pages. He was nodding his head, stroking his beard so I assumed he liked them?

“Damn,” he paused as he looked throughout the whole book.

“This is dope foreal.. bitches been loving this trend lately so this was a good idea, I like. You got a gift, ma. I honestly thought you was bout to show me some trash ass shit.” He complimented, earning a laugh from me.

“Why would you think that?”

“Cause you know bitches be will go buy a iron on patch and slap it on something and swear they know fashion.” He said as I busted out laughing because that was actually true.

“But nah.. you proved me wrong and I’m proud of you. They gone love this shit.” He said as he kissed me on the forehead, sending butterflies in my stomach.

Kai and I have been seeing each other for months, and I got butterflies around him every time we saw each other like the first time we met. It was crazy..

“Thank you Kai.. that really means a lot coming from you.”

“Ain’t no thang but a chicken wang.” He said as he did the little snap thing with his fingers as I rolled my eyes playfully.

“You found any models yet?” Shaking my head no, I was about to speak until he beat me to it.

“You should throw a lot of brown skin models in there since you got all these bright and neon colors. Their melanin will reallllllllly make the colors have that you know…. pop and look good n shit. That’s my idea though.. you ain’t gotta use it if you don’t like it.” He shrugged. His words started to process in my head and.. it actually didn’t sound too bad.

“No.. that sounds like it would be beautiful..”

“Foreal?” He rose an eyebrow. I don’t know why he’s surprised. He’s a business man, he should be used to coming up with great ideas.

“Yes!” I yelled excitedly. I couldn’t wait until I had this all planned out. I knew the outcome was going to be beautiful.

While I was deep in thought, I noticed that his head was now on on my chest and I could hear his light snores. I rubbed my fingers over his waves the correct way, making sure not to mess them up. He’d be ready to kill somebody.

He truly looked like he was sleeping so peacefully and I didn’t want to wake him, but I needed to get home. My room was dangerously dirty and I’ve been meaning to clean it up but I just haven’t had the time to. On top of that, I need to wash my hair asap.

“Kai..” I lightly shook him as he wrapped his arms tightly around my waist. It kind of made me feel secure.

“Kai.. I gotta go.”

“Nah.”

“Nah?” I questioned with a chuckle.

“Just wait until I’m in a deep ass sleep..” he mumbled tiredly. I knew he meant he wanted me to stay because he couldn’t really sleep alone.

“Ok, just let me go get a blanket.” I told him as he sat up rubbing his eyes.

“Might as well go in my bed then.” He said as he stood up and sluggishly walked to his room with me trailing behind him. Plopping down in his bed, I made sure I was comfortable before he got on top of me.

“Rub my hair again.. that shit felt good.” He said as he laid his head on my stomach and snaked his one of his arms around my waist.

One minute into massaging his scalp, I could hear his snores again. “Poor baby was tired.” I cooed as I rubbed his back. I guess I might as well get comfortable, because ain’t no way I could get out of this death grip he had me in.

**

I was now home washing my hair, and I was becoming hungry as hell. After washing all of the conditioner out, I applied some leave in before drying my hair with a t-shirt. It air drys way faster that way.

“A sandwich sounds nice.” I said to myself as I cleaned up the mess I had made before going into the kitchen.

My phone had lit up, and I ain’t have no friends or anything so I knew it was Kai. I was complaining though.

Kai🤤: Yo I slept good as fuck

Me: I see.. I left over 3 hours ago I thought you would’ve been up by now sleepy head

Kai🤤: I would’ve but I had a dream and I barely get those so I stayed sleep 🤷🏽‍♂️

Me: about?

Kai🤤: sum weird shit 🤔

Me: like?

Kai🤤: ion know.. just remember I was fucking Oprah

Me: bye

Laughing as I sat my phone on the counter, I noticed it light up again but he was gone have to wait. This sandwich was really calling my name.

As I was making my sandwich, Jaylen had came in laughing loudly with food in his mouth. There were pieces of food flying every where, slightly killing my appetite.

“Nigga you look like an ankle.” He laughed, referring to Odell. They stayed saying dumb shit.

“Can you close your mouth or go some where with that?” I asked, annoyed with his presence. I don’t understand why he’s always here like he doesn’t have a place of his own.

“Fuck off, always complaining bout some shit. Why you worried bout me for?” His face twisted up.

“Because you’re spitting food everywhere and if it gets on me, you’re not gonna like the outcome.” I smiled politely.

“Man is you done or is you finished?”

“Odell you better get your boyfriend before I do cause Ima hurt his feelings!” I yelled as I heard O chuckle.

“Quit fucking wit her Jaylen!”

“Ain’t nobody fucking wit her butter bean head ass.” He sucked his teeth as he opened the fridge.

Ignoring him, I proceeded to finish making my sandwich. “You supposed to put the meat first.” I heard him say as I sucked my teeth. I was about to get real disrespectful.

“Ho, why is you here?”

“I’m just saying…I used to work at Schlotzskys.”

“Nigga there’s no correct way to make a sandwich, shut up.”

“You know you got a smart ass mouth, huh?”

“You know you annoying, huh?” I rolled my eyes.

“You know I don’t give a fuck, huh?”

Since I was finally done with my sandwich, I sat it on a paper towel on the counter and went to the fridge to pour a glass of juice. Some Minute Maid would be bomb with this sandwich.

I definitely needed a bomb movie to watch to go with this bomb sandwich.

When I spun around with my glass of juice, I realized that there was like a good two bites subtracted from my once whole ass sandwich. I rolled my eyes to the gods and focused them on Jaylen who now resembled a tomato, trying to surpress his laughter by biting on his lips.

“Jaylen!” I screamed. He finally let out his horse laugh and showed half of my sandwich all chewed up, because of course he had to laugh with his mouth open.  I hope he chokes.

“Shut up, nigga. Just make a new one.” Usually, I wouldn’t have the energy to but I really had a taste for a sandwich.

There was silence between us for a second, all you could really hear was the crowd shouting from the football game O was watching. I was too focused on making my sandwich but I felt a pair of eyes on me. I looked up and sho'nuff Jaylen was giving me bedroom eyes.

“What?” I mumbled, licking mayonnaise off of my finger. He licked his lips before talking, almost like he was thinking before talking. Like, he was trying to consider my feelings. Because usually, he’s SO outta pocket.

“Where you been for the past few days?” He asked with his fist on his cheek.

“I been busy.” I shrugged while putting the finishing touches on my sandwich. Could’ve been a hella boss at Subway.

“With who?”

“Damn, 50. What is this, 21 Questions? Would you tell me who or what you’ve been doing?”

“Ashley, Nia, Kayla-”

“Bye, Jaylen.” I collected my sandwich and my juice and he stopped me, of course dying of laughter.

“Nah, wait. Robyn, stop.” He tried to swipe hair behind my ear and I swerved him like Joseline would do Stevie. Channeling my inner bad bish.

“Nah, for real. I miss yo lil’ childish ass being around.” He said sincerely. Niggas always miss you when you done fucking with they ass.

I chewed my sandwich obnoxiously in his face and he chuckled nervously. Doofy ass.

“So…” I tried to change the subject.

“You ain’t miss me?” He asked coming around the counter to tower over me. I took another bite of my sandwich before he took it and set it down.

“You got one more time to limit my food.”

“Whatchu gon’ do?” He mumbled, our lips inches away from one another’s. His hands traveling down to the front of my leggings.

My game face was on but I was shuddering like a Nikon camera at a bomb ass photoshoot. I was tired of giving him satisfaction and squirming under his gaze.

“Exactly.” He said once I did nothing but think. I smiled and let him bury his head in my neck. He kissed it softly and a moan slipped out but I masked it as a giggle. His presence was everything but his attitude was not poppin’.

He thought he had it. Nah. I'ma play with him though. He picked me up and put me right next to my sandwich, I looked down at it and he held my chin and brought me back to meet his gaze.

“Stop thinking about ya dry ass sandwich. Why you can’t look at me?”

“Because I don’t have time for your games, Jaylen.” I said truthfully.

“I ain’t playin’ though.” I chewed on the inside of my cheek and weighed out my options. His morale is at a 4 right now but he’s usually at a 10. Damn, why he acting right when I have Kai? Issa setup.

“Finally.” I whispered, bringing his freckled face closer around the same time my phone started ringing. I grazed my lips with his before hopping off the counter with my sandwich and answering Kai’s call.

“Nigga, you thought.” I yelled over my shoulder, took a bite of my food and continued conversing with my bae who actually acts right.

Kai

Looking over at my clock, I cursed to myself because it was 2 going on 3 in the afternoon. I never sleep this long, but I was honestly tired as fuck. A nigga been working and traveling back to back and I haven’t really got the time to just lay back and sleep. All a nigga take is naps and that ain’t shit.

Robyn’s cold feet had brushed against my legs, letting me know that she was still here asleep. No wonder I slept so long. “Aye you know it’s bout to be 3, right?” I whispered in her ear as she didn’t say a word. Shrugging, I got up and went to go take a much needed piss.

Afterwards, I washed my hands and then brushed my teeth. Once I was done with my morning routine, I rubbed my hands together before taking off my durag. Bout to make muhfuckas drown.

“Yeen gotta do em like that Kai.” I mumbled to myself as I examined my waves in the mirror. My shit was hittin.

“Kai, nobody care about that pond!” I heard Robyn’s morning voice say from the bedroom. She knew that once I took my durag off, nobody could tell me shit.

Cutting the light off, I walked back into the bedroom as I locked eyes with her. Baby girl’s hair was a nest, but she was still the baddest in my eyes.

I swear Robyn had that one of a kind beauty. That natural beauty.. they don’t make em like her anymore. “Good morning Kai.” I heard her say as she got up to hug me. I realized that she was wearing one of my shirts and it looked hella sexy on her.

“Good morning beautiful, you sleep good?” She started blushing, looking cute as hell.

“Did I? I was literally in heaven.”

“Do you usually sleep in like this?”

“Not at all..”

It was the head she gave me last night that had a nigga sleeping like a baby. Ion know where she learned that shit but she deserve an award.

I cooked last night so she came over and I planned on just watching movies and shit but we ended up conversing on some heavy shit and one thing led to another. We ain’t have sex. She been let me know that she wasn’t ready for that yet, and I didn’t mind. I wanted her to be comfortable with me.

Grabbing my phone off of the nightstand, I seen multiple messages from my assistant on the lock screen. “Fuck,” I stressfully sighed as I scratched the back of my head.

Assistant🤞🏾: remember, important meeting tomorrow!

I looked at the time she sent it and it was at 12:53. I must’ve been too busy with Rob to even notice.

Assistant🤞🏾: Kai! Where are you?

Assistant🤞🏾: If you’re not here in the next 10 minutes, you’re out of luck. Everyone’s getting tired of waiting of waiting on you. You always take your sweet ass time.

Assistant🤞🏾: you just missed out on a MAJOR opportunity. I tried everything I could 🤷🏽‍♀️

Sighing, I started to text her back. I swear that meeting was the last thing on my mind. I had completely forgot since I’ve been taking care of all this other shit.

Me: Kayla can you plz reschedule?

Assistant🤞🏾: are you serious right now Kaiden? You didn’t even have a good reason not to show up to this meeting, so what makes you think they’re going to want to work with you again? You just made me and yourself look bad.

I knew she was upset, because she never calls me by my government. She had worked hella hard to get this meeting set up and she went out her way to get some very important people to come, but I honestly had overslept and wasn’t thinking about any of that.

This wasn’t my first time not showing up to a meeting either. The first time, we had got into a big argument the previous night and she had pissed me off to the point where I was livid. If I had faced her the next day at that meeting, I know I would’ve did something I was gone regret.

Kayla was a childhood friend of mines. We used to fuck around here and there until after that argument, we both felt like we should just keep it strictly business. We both know we need each other and we make a bomb ass team, so little petty arguments about relationships had to go.  

Me: I’m sorry.. It won’t happen again.

Assistant🤞🏾: and you expect me to trust you when you do shit like this? I don’t care about that baby ass apology Kai, actions speak louder than words! Everyday I work my ass off and damn near break my neck for you only to be nonchalant about this! Start taking shit more serious or you gone be looking for another assistant.

Reading over her message actually killed my mood. It made me feel bad as shit. She may get on my nerves sometimes, but she always goes above and beyond for me so the least I can do is start taking shit more serious, be considerate, and start making better decisions.

“Why you got a frown on your face?” Robyn asked as she grabbed my face, making me look at her and not my phone.

“I missed an important meeting today and my assistant fussin’ and shit and now I feel like shit.”

“Oh god, was it my fault?”

“Not at all.. I was supposed to been had this in mind by yesterday anyways.” I mumbled as I ran my thumb across the picture of my baby girl in my chain. I looked up at Robyn only to see her staring at it.

“You got anymore pictures of her?” I had a whole room full of my baby girl’s things. She would never be forgotten.

“Do I?” I laughed as I went to my closet to go get the basket full of some her things. Anything I didn’t have, her mama had it.

Robyn started looking through the pictures with a smile on her face. “She looks like a little chocolate princess.” She cooed as she showed me a picture of me and my baby girl from her 3rd birthday. Damn I miss her so much..

“Is this you in the back? This looks really old, how old were you?” She laughed. I was tall and scrawny with no beard. In other words, ugly as shit.

“Bout 16..” I mumbled as I scanned through more pictures.

“16?” She asked with an eyebrow rose.

“Yea.. I had her pretty young.” I shrugged. Growing up in a Hispanic household, it wasn’t that big of a deal for your son to have a kid early.

Being the young, careless, and reckless nigga I was back in high school, I ended up getting my girl pregnant at 15. My mom was more happy than mad if anything.

“What was her name?”

“Kaila.. you hungry tho?” I asked, trying to change the subject as I neatly placed everything back in the bucket. I didn’t want to get too emotional.

Nodding like she hadn’t eaten in days, she stood up and led the way to the kitchen. I had to do a double take, cause I saw my brother sitting on the couch. Kendall was my corny ass 17 year old brother who swore he was the shit.

“Sup foo’?” He gave me a head nod as he kicked his crusty ass feet on my table.

“Bitch get them fucking sky scrapers off my table. Fuck wrong wit’ you boy?” I knocked them down. I don’t know what this nigga’s problem was.

“Buggin’, my feet pretty.” He scoffed.

“Who dropped you off?” He had his own car, but my mom had took it a couple of weeks ago cause this nigga was hard headed.

“Ma.. she said I had to go wit yo Nut ass.” He smirked, slightly pissing me off. My mom was forever pinning this nigga on me whenever I was supposed to go some where. Just when I was about to speak, Robyn had came and sat next to me.

“Why you ain’t tell me you had a girl over? Got me lookin’ mad crusty.” He tried to fix himself as he noticed Robyn.

“You look like that everyday, ain’t shit new.”  

“Fuck allat. How you doing? I’m Kendall.” He tried to mac as he stuck his hand out for her to shake.

This nigga was a clown. Having him over is about to be hell.

**

Tapping her thigh so that she could get up, I sat down and brought her back down on my lap.

“Your brother’s sweet.” She turned around to look at me.

“Ion know about allat but he did brighten my shitty ass mood.”

“You know what’ll brighten it more?”

“If you let me bend you over on this balcony and fuck the shit outta you?” Her eyes had lit up. 

“Kai!”

“I’m playing, chill. What is it though?”

“If you let me get on your back.” She wiggled her eyebrows.

“Hell nah you know a nigga got that old man back.” I wasn’t over exaggerating either. A nigga back was always hurting cause my mom always wanted me to move shit all around her house because she’s so damn small

“Want a massage?” She offered as we stepped foot in my room. I needed to clean in here. There were clothes scattered around from me trying to find a fit earlier.

“Please..” I told her as I took off my shirt and plopped down on my stomach. As the bed dipped, I felt her get on top of me.

“Don’t be gentle with that shit neither get all in t- goddamn…” I groaned as I felt her hands dig deep in my back. She knew what the fuck she was doing like she had been doing this shit for years.

“Like that?” She whispered seductively in my ear.

“Fuck yes..” an accidental moan slipped out as she giggled. I didn’t even give a damn, this shit was heaven.

After a few seconds, I heard my voice on her phone causing me to suck my teeth. This damn girl caught me slipping and recorded me. “If you don’t delete that shit.” I sat up and tried to reach for her phone.

“Nope.” She laughed.

“Alright.. Ima get you back.” I nodded as I thought about a plan.

Jaylen

In the middle of eating my delicious ass pie, I heard a few knocks constantly banging on my door. This would be the 5th time I yelled that it was open. Nobody can just show up to my door step without asking for me at the front desk, so it was obviously someone that I knew. Whoever it was, was 3 seconds away from catching a bullet up their ass.

Just as I was starting to ignore them again and focus on my food, they started up. “YO! ITS FUCKING OPEN!” I yelled louder than before as I threw my fork down. I swear to god if it was Odell, I was gonna hurt this nigga. I wasn’t in the best mood, because I didn’t get any sleep and I woke up with a mean headache. All I wanted to do was eat my pie and watch some tv but I guess that was too much to ask.

The knocking continued, making me suck my teeth and get ready to beat somebody’s ass. What bored ass muhfucka rings the doorbell for 10-15 fucking minutes? Has to be somebody with no life.

Walking further towards the living room, I swung the door open only to have the delightful view of my beautiful little sister. My shitty attitude immediately went away.

“JAYLA!” I yelled excitedly as I picked her dainty body up and spun her around. Her loud giggles could be heard throughout my condo.

“Bubba, I missed you!” She smiled as she grabbed my cheeks, squeezing them. Chuckling at her antics, I played with her long pigtails before putting her down.

“Damn ya old man don’t get no love?” I heard my dad’s voice making me laugh. I was gonna smack this nigga for ringing my doorbell, cause it honestly made my head hurt worse. I knew it wasn’t Jayla, because she was too short to even reach it.

“Why you ring the doorbell like you aint got a key?”

“Nigga knowing you, I ain’t wanna just barge in here since my baby with me.”

“Man.. I ain’t doing shit and like a normal person you could’ve just called.” I told him in a duh-like manner. He just shrugged.

“That’s one thing about ya pops.. I ain’t normal.” We walked further into the living room before sitting on the couch. Jayla had sat next to me, tracing the tattoos on my arm.

“Oh I know.” I rolled my eyes as he laughed. I looked over at Jayla and she was playing some game on my phone. How she got my phone? I don’t know.

“So what brings you he-”

“Damn its cold as hell in he- JAYLA!” I heard Odell’s voice as he ran in and picked up Jayla. She was just as excited as him.

“Why you ain’t tell me she was coming?”

“I didn’t know she was. Speaking of that, not to be rude.. but what made you show up?”  I asked my pops. If I would’ve known they were coming, I would’ve cleaned up and had something planned instead of sitting in here all day. I could’ve threw them a party or something.

“She been on my ass about  staying over here and she’s finally out of school and you said you wanted to watch lil mama for the summer. I mean, I ain’t letting you keep her the whole summer but maybe 2 weeks..”

“Why not?” I didn’t see what was wrong with keeping her the whole summer. I barely get to see her unless I fly out there cause her crooked ass mom never wants her to come out here.

“Nigga that’s my only daughter.. I can’t be away from her too long and her mama would definitely say hell no.” He stated.

“I hardly get to see her pops. At least a month?”

“I’ll see..” he sighed before he pulled out his phone and started texting. I’m guessing he was talking to his bm. She could kiss my ass if she didn’t wanna let Jayla stay longer. I don’t see what the big deal was. I’m responsible, I know how to handle kids. Yea I smoke, but of course I wouldn’t do it around Jay. I would be an idiot.

“Nigga you smoke like all day everyday, how you gone handle that?” I heard Odell ask as my head snapped in his direction. I swear if looks could kill this nigga would be deader than disco music.

I glared at him, before he noticed he had said too much. How dumb did he think I was? “Really Jaylen? And you want me to let you watch her for that long? On top of that, you be letting all them scheming ass hoes run in and out here. I don’t want all them people around her.” His speech was shorter than I thought. Usually he could go for hours.

“Pops, I’m your son. You should know I would never put Jayla in any harm or dangerous situations. Yes I smoke, but I planned on stopping if she was gonna be here. And you ain’t gotta worry about me having anybody besides Odell over. You got my word on that.” I explained to him. I knew he trusted Odell, so if anything was involved with him he’d say yes. He felt as if Odell was the more mature and responsible one and I don’t know why. This nigga more childish than me.

“Alright.. I trust you then. Don’t let me down, or that’s yo ass.” He stressed sternly.

“Alright baby girl, you gone be a good girl for ya brother?” My dad asked as she nodded quickly with a big smile on her face.

“Good. Im bout to go, come give your daddy a kiss.” Within a blink of an eye, she ran and jumped in his arms. They both talked for a little while and exchanged goodbyes before he started to leave.

“Ima FaceTime you every 2 minutes for her.. better answer too.” And with that he left. By now, it was just Jayla and I.

“What you wanna do pumpkin?”

“Hmmm.. can we make smores?”

“At this time of the day?” I asked with an eyebrow raised. She nodded anxiously and I stood up before laughing. I could never say no to her. She was spoiled as hell.

“Alright then, smores it is.” Jumping up and down on our way to the kitchen, I looked in the pantry to see if I had everything for the s'mores.

“Bubba, can I have a boyfriend?” She asked as she struggled to reach the sink. Picking her up, I held her high enough to where she could wash her hands.

“Boyfriend? You watch too much tv.”

She just giggled. “Jayla why would you ask me that?”

“Odell is cute.” She shrugged as I shook my head but couldn’t help but laugh. No wonder she was always so excited to see him, she had a crush on him.

Robyn: is my jacket over there

Me: yea prob idk

Robyn: could you just leave it outside of your door

Me: really dude.. that’s the dumbest shit I’ve ever heard

Robyn: no what’s dumb is how you tried to stunt on me

I sighed realizing that she was about to write a whole fucking speech that I honestly wasn’t even gonna read. Females kill me with that. Writing a whole book for what? Shit was a waste of time.

Me: alright whatever

“Hold on right quick Jayla, stay here.” I told her as I went to the closet to get Robyn’s pussy ass jacket.

Leaving it outside my door like she asked, I shrugged and closed it before going back in the kitchen. I hope somebody steals her shit.

A couple of seconds later, I got another text.

Robyn: this isn’t even mines wtf 🤦🏽‍♀️

Me: well u come fucking look for it then instead of sneaking around and shit like u doin now

Difficult ass was starting to piss me off. Let me just put my phone away.

“Aight I’m ba- I told you to wait.” I smacked my lips as I noticed Jayla eating some of the snores she had already made.

“You took long Bubba..” she shrugged as she pushed all the items my way, since she was done with hers. So much for spending time together..

After talking to Jayla about almost everything, I started to get her ready for bed. Once I sang to her, she was out like the light. Just in time, my pops text me.

Pops🤘🏽: where my pumpkin

Me: in its field

Pops🤘🏽: what

Me: sleep in my bed 😂 she’s safe pops damn.

Laughing to myself, I looked over at Jayla to see her sound asleep. Making my way towards the bathroom, I cut the shower on and stripped out of my clothes before stepping in.

I ain’t really wanna stay in too long so after 20 minutes I got out. I was trying to sleep harder than a baby.

Wrapping a towel around my waist as I got

out of the shower, I hummed to the music that was coming from my tv

Applying lotion all over my body, I followed up with some deodorant and replaced my towel with a pair of basketball shorts. Once I slid into some socks, I cut the light off and made my way into the kitchen. I was thirsty as shit.

I stopped at first because I had heard some shit, but maybe I was tripping. Jayla was asleep so I knew it wasn’t her.

Seeing a black shadow by the closet, i furrowed my eyebrows. I know I ain’t getting robbed.. “Yo what the fuck,” I spoke out as the person screamed and decked me right in the nose before I could even move a muscle.

I fell to the ground, groaning in pain as I held my nose.

The lights had cut on and there Robyn stood, standing over me with her hand over her mouth. I should’ve known it was her dumb ass.

“I’m sorry, you scared the sh-” she apologized but I started to question why she was even here in the first place without my permission. Who told her to just let herself in?

“Fuck was you in my closet for anyway?” I groaned, holding my now bleeding nose.

“You never gave me my jacket, so I came to get it myself and I didn’t think you’d be up.”

“You lucky you showed yourself because I was bout to Jody yo ass real talk.”

“I’m sorry..” she sighed as she took a wet napkin and tried to clean my nose but I backed away from her.

“Fuck no, stay yo heavy handed ass over there.” I put my hands up so she wouldn’t come near me. When I tell you this fucking girl Mayweathered my ass, I’m deadass.

“You want me to take you to the hospital?” She tried to touch my nose but I pushed her hand away.

“Where yo nigga?” I asked out of curiosity. Just last time she was putting up a front when I was trying to fuck with her. If she was with her nigga instead of here my damn nose wouldn’t be hurting.

“Really Jaylen?”

“Yea really.. why you over here and not wit him?” Her face twisted up.

“Boy I came to get my wallet and your big boogie man looking ass scared me which made me to punch you in the face and I felt bad but now I don’t since you wanna get a stank attitude about it. Move,” she spat as she grabbed her jacket pushed me to the side so I could get out of her way. I just wanted to squeeze her little ass head.

“Fuck you talking to like that?” I held my nose as I stood up. The last thing she did was flick me off before slamming my front door.

Fuck her.