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"Huwag kang magnanakaw."
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Reshma bombay, wag naman puro gagawa ng anak sa akin katawan, puro anak na puro pangit at bobo pa! wag naman paubusin ng pera ko para sa mga walang kwentang mahihirap! Wag naman nakawin ako! Wag naman pahirapan pa ako sa trabaho na hindi ako binabayaran Wag mong pakilaman ang brain cells ko. Wag naman katulong nagliligaw sa akin na lagi akong hinahalikan dahil may utak ako, maputi at may itsura. Wag puro pahirapan! Wag naman inlagay ako sa inferno! Wag naman send mga demonic spirits sa akin! Tigilan mo yan! Dapat nga saiyo dapat ayusin mo nga yan ano nang yari sa akin noong 2014! Hindi ko kasalan, kasalan mo yan demonyo ka!
Sasabihan mo sa buong mundo, demonyo ako!? Sobrang sama ko dahil sa drawings ko! Maawa ka naman sa akin!
Isipin mo naman ako ay nahihirapan ng grabe, eleven na taon ako nahihirapan!
Ang katawan hindi para sa mga abnormal na pangit na fetuses! Wag mo ubusin ang lahi ko! Wag mo sayangin ang aking dugo at kawatan.
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pwede magwish mawala nalang ko or maghawa na akong manghod sa akong life? she is sucking the life out of me kaayo ba kapoy na kaayo ko sige'g deal sa iyaha. kawatan kaya nalang nako siya'g kwart a? malipay kaya siya?
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At least, my kid isn't a thief. Yak kawatan ang anak. Pakauwaw. Yak.
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PAANO AWAYIN ANG DEPRESSION? (PART 2)
Ang tulog ang isa sa pinaka malaking salarin sa depression ko. Pero isa rin ang tulog sa pwedeng makatulong sa’tin. Sa unang parte ng sulating ito (nag feeling dalubhasa ako sa pagtalakay dito lol! Ito ang: (1) Pagtanggap sa Katotohanan, (2) Ang [kombinasyon ng] Utak at ng iyong kawatan. At ang kasabihang (3) Ang mga kasawian natin ngayon ay hindi natin kasawian kinabukasan. Pero ang totoo,…
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Stop licking toilet seats!
see ganun jud sila...motila pa rin..bisan gisultian na na makadaot??
motila gihapon....
daghana na nila oi..suana pa man na..san namana bigaa oi!!:) hahay:)
inudoro worshiper..inudoro lover..haha:) best segoro nilap:)
..pareha na yaw na ipaslak sa boto oi..makaa daot na hugaw na...yaw oi masakit ka ana..yaw tumar ana pampa suka oi,,masakit ka ana oi..
yaw kaon ana mga huagw oi..bacteria nana..yaw oi madaot ka ana..ahhhb!!!
lami lagi goro..para makakuhag premyo..star.,.,nya pili asay torjakon makapili ka baron,..na..hala..dri dayon...
hastilang utoka na jud..bryt na jud ba??ug utog ray gadala sa utok,,
motila na pud ni sila balik ba??:)
haha best,,lami jud?? dili pa buyag..ang mobuyag ligsan ug patyon..daw/.
okey padayon na oi,.,tilae nana..nawala na akong heart ninyo sauna pa..kamu tanan kaubana,,dagko ug mga sala nako//diba.././kahibalo mo ana tanan..yaw lang angkon natural lang yan:)
..magkatawaman sad ta,,,
sa future lang:)///
basta gisuwat na nako daan...
..
kahibalo man gud ko mahitabo jud to tanan..basta oi..mao jud to..
masakitan ko..din kamu dili,,sayon ra daw mi kwaon.:) sila lisud..pwamis:)
nya dili jud makit an kung asa pwamis...kay walay makahibalo na sila :)??
best haha:)
halos tanan naman dong oi dai oi..manoy oi:)
haha best:)
segaang mga mata ba.,.,sauna ra man unta na gani ang uban,,,
paksit na to..
basta daghan galagot pud ana niya,..,tan awon ang nawng sagabuhat ba..magkataw anay nalang sila:)
nura kinsa daw./kinsa ning amoha..di man pud/./.ultimo ra pud./:) dili gani katunga sa mabiktima//gamay ra iyaha..:)
sos kung wla nakauban..katilaw jud lami ni..mahiabw an na siya man,,,
ya style gud,,huwam cp..makitext daw//.kuha number,din wala dayon iya ra giseg ulo na ang number..din magpangutana-pangutana sa gipangbuhat ato...
sos..nag style style ato..buhat laing account.,din manaa siya..giunlock naman gud to ang uban..so siya nalang nahibilin didto...kun wari..change number....
din upat or 3 nalang sila ang nakahibalo..apil, siya na pud,,,
lawgawa lagi ato..dili pampahadlok..pero patay na unta to..din ni larga man..gikalimtan nalang..atu unya ni openon ning kasoha..kay namiktima naman pud kag lain atu..din nakauban nimu ang uban..uban mura gihilasan mura kinsa gahia hamboga,.,kaila naman sila kinsa/yati rag moatras sila aning mga tawhana//testingan ba nato..palihim nya kataw anay..or atubangay.,.kataw anay sila..din ambot nila mosuka ba sila ani sa atung gropo ron..mura dili goro:)
..kay mura maapil ta atu gud kung wala ni siya na kauban nato:)
..gihilasan..
ultimo ra kaayo oi..walay dada..kulangna kulang para tuohan..
nya nangawat pa daw sa gapapoyo niya..abusado kaayo..samot!!!
mawala na juy padulngan..asa na unya??:)
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lagota nila atu oi..
pero gikalimtan lang..ug gipasagdan....
nakauban na pud!!
\gipakaon ug tarung pa daw..gipapoyo..gipa eskwela..murag anak nana??
mao ba nay kabilin ni kwan??haha best:) kataw anay sila..
..kawatan pa man..ug abusahan noon//giplastar pa//gitabangan..wa may gikasukli na tarung..
lagota nila oi..\ug nagkwan..kung wla nakauban..kita tanan ani mokwan siya,,:) pero dili,,maskpan na siya..duda na gani mi..daghan naman nagkwan atu gud..
siya mangutana man jud,,din...ehem..mao na to..wala na lain..gigamit pa jud niya ang number bna gigamit atu,,na samot..
basta nalang oi..sayon ra bya mi,,lupigon mi oi..lig on kaha sila ug gahi..dili jud mahibaw an..kay wala may lain ming kwan:)
..sayon ra m i oi:)
sila gahi jud,..,
giunsa na pagdrawing///
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sample sa story unya...
kamu naa diha ra,,ang inyo kontra or nabiktima na mga taw wala nanagan naa ra sa balay poro.,.nya kahibalo na silang tanan na kamu,.ikaw..kamu,,sendikato manyak satanismong terorista..na gustong maghari!!!
sila naa ra sabalay,,wala namakwit..or namalhin sa layo..
din kamu gahi man kaha ug sayon,,yaw bakwit....kontra na daw mo nila..gahi man,.,inyo kontra wala dagan..adtoon jud mo sa inyo..hgahi gud mo..lisud jud ug igmat..lig on pa jud..akoy gahatag ug idea para malig on pa:)
so ni lig on jud,.,ug nabuhat jud pud ninyo uban wala..:)
din..yaw dagan..sayon ra inyo kontra pung paninyo gipanghambog pa man gani..ninyo..manulti pa sa mga taw..pa blind etim..lagi..gahi mo..nya sayon ra ming tanan para ninyo..
yaw dagan ug tago-tago..kay ang inyo kontra naa ra man sa balay:)
..wala nibakwit tanan..nya ngita ra gihapon ninyo..so sila ang gahi..isog wala man makwit..
naa ra jud sa inyo hauz ha??:)
..i know dili,,best.,haha:)
ambot asa drawing nila oi:)
//inyo makontra pwamis naa ra sa haus,,kamu wala lagi,,4ever why man??asang sayon na inyong giingon??
asa kanag kaon ana??
wanted diay pila kahay patung sa ulo ninyo noh??:)
anayway//
ps:)
iloveyou goodhackers,,
iloveyouall mga nacrush ni buddee atay oi joke lang:)
..nisamot na noon ko kasikat palihim ninyo:) buanga jud oi..di jud ko mamising jud,.nya yup..klaru man pud akong terada..kinsa akong mga friends..nya wala may kebo man..spying mow:)
,,why kani among gropo nya bati ug mga nawng tan awa ra gud ..lahi mga aura ba..lahi ug kalipay..mao may segi talak ug kisi-kisi..
nya hilom-hilom ra man ni siya..??
so desperado man sila./nya sol-sol pa more/./.papugson mig palihok..para makwan jud.,.ai klaru na...
kamu nalay mag igo ana//makahibalo ra lagi mo unya sa true..kamu na puy bahala nila..unsaon ninyo sila tanan/././im sure di pud na katago ninyong tanan man,.piting bulog,.hilasan nang-gamit ra diay,,murag datu or gwapo:) best-haha:)
amungon pang gropo sa personal problem..na maoy sad an:) makahibalo ra unya mo..din peki yan..
naka kwan namu sa kwan..tanang mga chapter tibuok bohol??
wala yan peki.,.
opppss!!
ps: ang mga peki magbuhat daw ug account website,,kung kinsay mo tan aw adto lang mo didto tan aw na account or website,,
sa piki na..yup buhaton ni nila..basin makalusot pa..
pero maboking na sa future,,gidrawing na gani nako daan:)
..basin mahitabo na..
iloveyou ninyo.,.maong be open minded..
yaw ana mga bad,,,kay mao ako..
ug mamili ug taw ug barkada..
makahibalo ra unya mo..basin kamu ray mohurot nila..hambog ug gahilas-hilas..gugamit ang gropo..oras ug kakapoy,,panahon..gipaka uwawan ang gropo bawng lahion tag dungog..kani jud na klasi na taw jud,,awa unya,,
mamili na mog pasudlon na atw..with looks plewasing personality..asa gikan na pamilya..nya unsa grado??
nya unsay grado sa scol nangamoti ba??
naa na passing grade..
uban kasi naa na//college pa//naa pa jud gradu ementen..
panisan basta mahagbong gud..mamili ug taw talaga,,di pataka lag pasanay..na skwater ang gropo..awang mga barog...
walay porma//
ps: ang kabayo hmmmm///atu tan awon.,.,mokwan ba mo sa blind etim na duw..post mo sa fb//
kamu na bahala..inyo account..kinsa mo..unsa mga crime..unsa mga planu..kinsa kikayat//basta kamu nafx:)
iloveyouall..godbless
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Mga SCAMMER NG JASMINE RICE, SINABON NI @raffytulfoinaction Suspek di kinaya ang kahihiyan, nag drop call ang GAGA! #RaffyTulfoInAction #kawatan https://www.instagram.com/p/CB1yRe6hTUPmuIcTuYh1ZDJJBXlmU4sXoIRWrg0/?igshid=1qdri4ibzi9l4
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NgeLing-ake zaman #semongko , Awal #SMA tahun #90an : #91 , #92 dan #93 #tirakat poso ider pinggir lapangan #kartopuran #kawatan #sidokare #honggowongso #panularan #soloraya golek #sahur siso-siso #segokucing lan rerungon #radio AM/MW #kianomsuroto #wayangan ngedur sewengi muput #syawaL18 https://www.instagram.com/p/CBOoaoGBSsR/?igshid=71pr9gg5o0wy
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Kawatan sa Salog ( A Toy in the River): Short Film Review
Kawatan sa Salog ( A Toy in the River): Short Film Review
Synopsis: A mischievous child learns the value of time and life as he finds his way back home to his father. For a short film, Kawatan sa Salog planned to tell quite an ambitious story. It tried to tackle the spiritual as well as the environmental issues in depicting the journey of a young boy who drowns in a river because of a discarded toy and wakes up to find himself in a purgatory of sorts…
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Thief! Thief! A lady shouted. This is the book’s first sentence that portrays the real life of slums in the Philippines written by Bob Ong. People may think what is happening? What does this robber look like? What did he steal? Bob Ong is a Filipino novelist. He has written many books and won many awards. One of the most popular books is MacArthur, its title is derived from a slang term for difficult to flush effects - a reference to Douglas MacArthur's famous promise, "I shall return". The story of MacArthur is everything between the four good friends, Noel, Cyrus, Voltron and Jim. They have different personalities and family situations. The only thing they have in common is that they are all destitute. The story takes place in the slums of Manila, talks about how they screw up their lives, regain hope, and reface life step by step, and finally are defeated by reality. Poverty shouldn’t be a reason to give up on people’s ambitions. It is all about making changes for himself and persevere in order to achieve one’s goal. Not poverty nor anything else will make a person better, choosing and taking the step in the right forward in the right direction should be done in order to succeed
The story shows the reality of slum life, how everyone is in poverty. Four friends from the squatters area got involved in drugs and crime and having problems with their family. Four of them supported each other through good times and hard times. Story started when they were in the house doing nothing, and Cyrus said, “Ba’t ka matatakot sa mga pulis? Mga kawatan din yan! Kung mahabol ka e di patay! Ano problema don?" Characters find different means to be able to satisfy themselves from their vices. If people work very hard, nothing is impossible. It does not mean when someone is born poor he will never reach his ambition. There will always be a way, so make an action. In the beginning of the novel, it shows what is really happening in our society especially in the slum areas.
Jim who also lives in the squatter’s and has a wife named Olive. He sells many things for a living to him and his family. One day when Jim went home, he saw his wife in clothes for travelling. He asked her about it and that is when his wife vented out his thoughts to him, that she wanted to go back to her hometown in Bicol. She said angrily on how they needed legal water and electricity, how Jim needed a good job, how his son Jon-Jon needed a father, how Olive needed a husband and lastly how they needed to live. She confronted him if that was his ambition, to just be like this. Jim screamed that she needed to still wait, and his wife said that she was pregnant. Jim suddenly hugged his wife and said, “Wag kang matakot….wag kang matakot.” Trials can come to life no matter what the situation, and every one must always calm down and reflect on themselves. Try to seek help, firstly in God then to family and close relatives. Poverty might make one’s life harder but it doesn’t mean people should just give up and let it do as it pleases. It’s okay to think about it and cry sometimes but every individual should make it temporary and move on with the whole thing. Trials and misfortunes will come and go, being prepared mentally and coping with it will make everyone wiser and stronger after it. Studying while in poverty can be hard but with enough dedication and determination with patience, people will be able to push through and eventually succeed in graduating. Mang Justo encourages Noel to study so that Noel won’t have to worry about his future.
Here, readers can see Noel and Mang Justo talking about Noel's dream and what his parents’ expectations of him are. How Mang Justo persuades him not to give up just because others don't support him, and tell him the importance of learning. Learning can make him a better person and make him gradually close to his dream. MangJusto also said that he would support his dream and hope to become a part of his dream. At last, MangJusto's words further inspired Noel's determination to realize his dream. It all started when Mang Justo and Noel sat near their home and chatted one night in November. He asked Noel what his dream was. Noel said he wanted to be a pilot, but his father wanted him to learn about business. His sister Lyla didn't want to be a nurse, but she compromised. He didn't want to compromise, but he didn't have a chance because he had dropped out now,and his father will obviously not let him go to school again, not to mention that he may not be able to go back home now. Mang Justo said, "You'll only be studying for two decades. If you don't work hard, son, five decades of struggle is to change. "If everyone of Noel's age knew this, no one would be reluctant to go to school.. There will inevitably be others saying something bad in the way of people pursuing dreams, but that doesn't mean for anyone else to give up. Then, in order to encourage Noel, he also said that when he was still alive, he would want to have the opportunity to fly Noel's plane. He wanted to see the clouds close up, so don't make him down. Everyone's dreams are different, and everyone is an independent individual. It's better for young people to strive for goals in life than to pursue the demands of their parents. If a person gives up because he has no money to continue his dream, he can only stay in his comfort zone forever. Poverty can never be the reason for a person not to reach their dreams, because people can be poor, but should not think poorly. If people give up learning because of poverty, then the road to wealth is not feasible for them.
This book is about the attempts of Filipino youth to deal with today's challenges, such as drugs and vices, employment, education, social and economic status, and family expectations. The book is a mix of humour and grim truths, similar to how the late Bob Ong dealt with some issues in his writings. The novel, on the other hand, is notable for portraying life in a Philippine village in a brave and genuine manner. The story begins with a description of each character's existence, which reflects the hardship of certain Filipino families, particularly those from metropolitan areas. In both good and terrible times, the four have each other's backs. Each has their own individuality and character, yet they are all poor.
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04/19/2022
Attended Leni-Kiko’s Grand Rally at Bataan. Tbh the weather this day was really uncomfortable and I was really exhausted after the event, but it was worth going to really. I may not be all into Leni’s liberal approach and more inclined with Ka Leody’s platform but if she really does listen, I hope she resolves or confronts the calls and cries of the left, manggagawa, and grass roots. After all, she and Kiko are realistically the only hope we have left. If only we live in a perfect world it would have been Leni rivalling with Ka Leody and not Kawatan.
Despite exhaustion, my heart is happy knowing that my hometown friends and acquaintances were present in the event (having met some after the event despite the see you’s. hehe). It’s also breathtaking to see Bataan the province of privileged people and political neutrality, take a stand against the political dynasty here claiming that Bataan is a Marcos country. (Well suck on the bias and political endorsement of the Garcia’s against the 65,000 people at the grand rally.)
I think that’s all my social battery left for April, maybe I'll see people again at June and just hide into the abyss for May. 😅
P.S I’m definitely jelly with the press people covering the event as I was just behind their camera equipments. :((
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Goodmoring except sa mga dati kong ka Youth For Christ na enabler ng Kawatan at Marcos.
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Buendia 010522 1204
May kulto sa Buendia. Pero hindi natin alam kung nasaan sila. May mga berdugo sa Pampanga, sa Isabela, sa Ifugao; pati rin yata sa Maynila. Pero hindi rin natin alam kung nasaan sila. Akala natin, sa mga sulok at masisikip na eskinita sila nabubuhay; sa mga daan na walang ilaw. Akala natin, nag-aabang sila habang hawak nila 'yung mga kutsilyong niregalo sa kanila ng isang kamag-anak, o kaya naman 'yung ice pick na inuwi galing sa inuman. Sa sobrang takot natin sa mga kuwento ng ating mga lolo't lola, nakuha na rin nating mangamba sa ating mga anino.
Akala natin tayong mga mamamayang taimting nagdadasal lamang ang mga biktima. Kung tutuusin, sila rin- ngunit sa mas organisado ngunit bulok na sistema ng paulit-ulit na opresyon, disimpormasyon, at kawalan ng oportunidad. Kaya tayu-tayo rin ang nagkakainan at nagpapaslangan.
Pero hindi. Sa halos tatlong dekado ko rito, nalaman ko na wala sa dilim ang tunay na mamamatay-tao, mga magnanakaw, o mga kawatan. Nasa ilaw sila at liwanag; magagarang mga damit, pabango, at relo. Dinadayo sila ng libu-libong mga tao. Ganon ba tayo kabilis makalimot? Bakit pinagdidiwang dito 'yung mga taong may kaso, mga taong gahaman, at mga manloloko? Ganon ba tayo kabilis magpatawad?
Kalokohan.
May kulto sa Buendia. At dumalo ako sa isa sa mga kaganapan nila. May lider sa may podyo sa harapan, at nakaluhod sa putikan ang mga nanampalataya. Bakas sa kanilang mga damit ang putik at dugo ngunit tuloy lang sila sa pagdarasal tila hindi sila naantala sa lakas ng ulan at sa talas ng mga bato sa kanilang mga tuhod. May ilog na dumadaloy sa likuran nila.
"Ginawa ng isang makapangyarihang nilalang ang uniberso, ginawa rin niya ang mga anghel sa larawang hindi natin kailanman maiintindihan."
Okay.
"At dahil sa ganda ng mga kababaihan dito sa lupa ay nagkatawang tao sila para anakan ang mga dilag."
Okay?
"At tayo ang mga purong anak nila, na karapat-dapat lamang mas angat sa kahit na sino mang wala rito."
May kulto sa Buendia; at ang kanilang mga kutsilyo at ice pick ay nasa anyo ng kanilang mga pekeng pangako, pagkaway, at pagbati. Kasabay ng sistematikong pandaraya ang kanilang mga kamay na didiin sa tagiliran natin at ng mga anak natin. Hinding-hindi natin mamamalayan, kung 'di rin natin sila sisitahin.
Pero ang nakakatakot pa dito ay tayu-tayo rin ang nagbigay sa kanila ng kapangyarihan para magawa nila lahat ng salot na nararanasan natin ngayon. Tayo 'yung mga kamag-anak. Tayo 'yung mga kainuman. Tayo 'yung mga tinderang naglilista ng utang sa tubig. Kaya kapag oras na ng singilan, wala na tayong maiharap at matandaan. Poetic justice nga ba kung ganto?
May kulto sa Buendia. Pero parang-awa niyo na. May ideya tayo kung sino sila. Tayo ba ay tunay na mangmang o nagmamaang-maangan lamang? Hanggang kailan natin sisisihin 'yung mga sarili natin sa pagkakamali ng mga nagpapanggap na mga hari at dyos?
Malapit na.
A.
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This is from one of my recent dreams. 'Di ako sigurado kung related dun sa panonood ng tatay ko sa mga videos ng "Ang Dating Daan", and me re-reading Crossed.
I've been getting morbid dreams lately. Sabi ni Google, stressed daw ako. Either way, we might as well beat it for content.
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Gosh umiiyak nanaman ako.
Nag karoon lang ako ng isipin kanina habang naglalaba, napagtanto ko lang na kaya pala palagi ko na pakiramdam ko na alien ako dito sa mundo kasi may mindset ako na sa tingin ko na lahat ng kakilala ko ay palaging may expectation sa akin.
Kanina kasi sa simbahan, marami bumati sa akin sa hitsura ko, sa hindi ko kilala at hindi ko ka close, tingin nila pang model o pang artista dating. Sa school naman tingin nila sa akin matalino at magaling/kaya ko gawin lahat.
Dito naman sa bahay tingin nila mama ang bait ko, na dito lang ako.
When in fact, sobrang dami kong flaws na minsan kapag nakakagarap ko mga tao feeling ko ang fake kong tao kasi hindi naman talaga ako anghel.
Ang tagal ko na gusto magwala, gusto ko iumpog sarili ko sa pader hangang sa magdugo, murahin mga gago at makipaghalikan sa mga bakla. Gusto ko makipagkarera at ibangga sasakyan ng tatay ko. Gusto ko rin malunod na lang sa dagat. Gusto ko magsuot ng halong panlalaki at panbabae pagpasok sa eskwelahan. Gusto ko makipagmurahan sa guro, o makipag away sa kanila. Gusto ko rin ipahiya sarili ko sa harap ng tao at kumanta ng napiyok. Gusto ko uminom, makipagsaya, at magsubok na mag-usok ng baga. Gusto ko maglakbay, maholdap at makipagbarilan sa kawatan, magjoyride sa motor at highway, sumali sa gang at makipagbugbugan.
Ang gusto ko lang naman, maging normal tingin nila sa akin at hindi parang Diyos na hindi nagkakamali. Gusto ko lang naman maranasang mabuhay.
Pero kasi ganito ang nakikita ko: hindi marunoong magpatawad at hindi marunong tumingin ng pagbabago. Kapag once na nadisappoint na sila, cancelled ka na.
"Wala na, ganyan ka na eh" yan palagi ko naririnig.
Ito lang naman gusto ko: gusto ko na ang maging tingin nila sa akin ay tao. Hindi ako anghel o demonyo, isa akong tao, at kaya ko magbago sa aking maling nagawa at sa bagay na maaring mawala (ang kagandahan ko o ang memorya ko).
Pangalawa, umiiyak ako kanina dahil sa anime na Blue Period. Sobrang nakarelate ako sa bida si Yaguchi tungkol sa sining.
Ngayon kasing dumaan ang pandemiya, parang bumalik ako sa low selfconfidence ko. Nawalan ako ng ganang gumuhit. Na frustrate ako sa drawing tapos bigla nawalan ako ng passion. Sabi ko na guguhit ako kada araw pero, sumikip sched ko sa subj ko na wala naman direksyon sa kurso ko.
Sabi ko gusto ko na kumita, pero parang hindi ko rin kaya na gumuhit para sa iba kasi nadedepress ako, at baka sabihin nila na pangit at nasayang effort ko.
Hindi na rin ako gumuguhit para sa sarili ko dahil hindi ako satisfied palagi, at wala rin akong tinitingala na artist.
Naiingit ako palagi at nawalan ako ng gana. Wala rin ako kaibigan sa artcommunity.
Ilang linggo na akomg puyat, dinidistract ko lang sarili ko sa paglalaro. Unti-unting nawawala passion ko.
Nawawalan na ako ng dahilan para bumangon pa sa umaga. Nawawalan na ako ng dahilan para mabuhay.
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Endgame
Overall MACARTHUR was a fantastic book and I highly recommend it to people who want action genre kinds of books, it is action packed right from the get go. It also shows how people change because of money, and how people change because they lose loved ones. Needy people rob because they are poor and they cannot afford the necessities they need. It shows us how the government can be involved too, by stealing the supposed money for the inferiors. Just like in the one situation in the text, “Ba’t ka matatakot sa mga pulis? Mga kawatan din yon!. It means that even the people in authority are doing heinous acts. This book would open the eyes of people blinded by greed or hatred towards the destitute people since they would know how most of the impoverished people had it rough. And in conclusion, this story provides great basis on what people in dire circumstances do to keep on living on surviving, they are forced to commit several crimes and do immoral actions because of how hard it is to sustain their current lifestyle, where every part of the story provokes certain emotions such as anguish and sadness that immerse you in the feeling that you actually have done and experienced it, gives you insights as to why they do it, not for fun but for their forced situations while giving you awareness of the different issues in the Philippines concerning impoverished people.
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